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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:39,625 --> 00:00:41,625 ALARM 2 00:00:45,083 --> 00:00:49,625 I HAVE AMNESIA FROM A CAR ACCIDENT READ JOURNAL ON LAPTOP 3 00:01:02,833 --> 00:01:06,208 ONLY MY PARENTS AND IZUMI KNOW ABOUT MY CONDITION 4 00:01:06,333 --> 00:01:09,625 DECIDE WHAT TO WEAR THE NEXT DAY 5 00:01:09,708 --> 00:01:13,833 DON'T FORGET TO WRITE IN JOURNAL BEFORE GOING TO SLEEP 6 00:01:17,500 --> 00:01:23,333 I HAVE AMNESIA FROM A CAR ACCIDENT 7 00:01:27,416 --> 00:01:29,291 READ JOURNAL ON LAPTOP WHEN I GET UP 8 00:01:36,833 --> 00:01:40,166 READ THIS JOURNAL WHEN I GET UP 9 00:01:44,708 --> 00:01:49,125 "On the first day of Golden Week, I was in a car accident. 10 00:01:50,125 --> 00:01:55,125 "Once I go to sleep, I lose all my memories from the previous day. 11 00:01:57,625 --> 00:01:59,125 "I decided 12 00:01:59,250 --> 00:02:04,333 "to keep a journal to back up my memories, which are erased day by day. 13 00:02:05,250 --> 00:02:06,875 "May 5, 2019." 14 00:02:07,000 --> 00:02:10,458 THIS IS A RECORD OF WHAT HAPPENED FROM MAY 5, 2019 TO YESTERDAY 15 00:02:21,458 --> 00:02:25,000 MAY 5, 2019 TODAY, I WILL START MY JOURNAL. 16 00:02:25,958 --> 00:02:28,625 DOCTORS CAN'T DO ANYTHING. MONITOR AT HOME. 17 00:02:55,375 --> 00:02:56,666 -This, too. -Okay. 18 00:03:00,125 --> 00:03:01,333 She's up. 19 00:03:02,916 --> 00:03:04,083 Morning! 20 00:03:09,250 --> 00:03:10,416 Hey. 21 00:03:11,291 --> 00:03:16,375 Do I have… amnesia? 22 00:03:18,375 --> 00:03:19,500 Well… 23 00:03:20,000 --> 00:03:23,875 You were in a car accident three years ago. 24 00:03:24,375 --> 00:03:29,541 You were a brave girl. You saved a child from being run over. 25 00:03:29,666 --> 00:03:34,041 That's right. We're very proud of you. 26 00:03:36,000 --> 00:03:37,458 I remember 27 00:03:39,083 --> 00:03:42,708 everything about yesterday. 28 00:03:45,458 --> 00:03:47,875 I stepped on my palette and hurt myself. 29 00:03:48,750 --> 00:03:49,833 I remember 30 00:03:51,541 --> 00:03:53,125 very clearly. 31 00:04:00,958 --> 00:04:03,291 It's not definitive, 32 00:04:03,416 --> 00:04:07,625 but Maori is showing signs of recovery. 33 00:04:10,583 --> 00:04:11,875 Maori. 34 00:04:13,166 --> 00:04:14,375 Really, Doctor? 35 00:04:14,458 --> 00:04:15,375 Yes. 36 00:04:34,125 --> 00:04:35,375 Hello? 37 00:04:36,166 --> 00:04:40,500 Hello, Izumi? Can you talk now? 38 00:04:41,375 --> 00:04:45,291 Not really, but go ahead. What's up? 39 00:04:46,666 --> 00:04:52,583 I think my memory is coming back. 40 00:04:58,000 --> 00:05:01,375 DON'T FORGET TO WRITE IN JOURNAL BEFORE GOING TO SLEEP 41 00:05:08,041 --> 00:05:10,458 Let's take it step by step. 42 00:05:12,125 --> 00:05:15,041 NEVER SLEEP OUTSIDE THE HOUSE 43 00:06:04,041 --> 00:06:05,708 Here you go. 44 00:06:06,291 --> 00:06:07,916 Thank you. 45 00:06:08,416 --> 00:06:09,500 Looks good. 46 00:06:09,625 --> 00:06:13,291 How does it feel to get your memory back? 47 00:06:18,500 --> 00:06:22,666 I remember everything about yesterday 48 00:06:23,416 --> 00:06:26,458 but before that, I was in high school. 49 00:06:27,208 --> 00:06:30,500 The three years in between are wiped clean. 50 00:06:30,583 --> 00:06:33,958 Like I turned into an adult overnight. 51 00:06:36,291 --> 00:06:38,958 Anyhow, it feels strange. 52 00:06:42,000 --> 00:06:44,958 Can lost memories be recovered? 53 00:06:45,458 --> 00:06:48,458 I've written in my journal every day for three years, 54 00:06:49,041 --> 00:06:53,791 but they say those are just records. They won't come back as memories. 55 00:06:55,166 --> 00:06:56,291 I see. 56 00:07:01,291 --> 00:07:02,125 Hey. 57 00:07:08,875 --> 00:07:11,250 Do you know who this is? 58 00:07:13,916 --> 00:07:16,458 Do you recognize him? 59 00:07:18,666 --> 00:07:22,791 Yeah. I saw him a few times at the library over the summer. 60 00:07:24,333 --> 00:07:25,875 I see. 61 00:07:27,125 --> 00:07:31,125 Looks like he modeled for me more than once. 62 00:07:31,625 --> 00:07:37,000 You liked portraiture and wanted to draw a guy, so he helped you out. 63 00:07:38,416 --> 00:07:40,833 Did I write that in my journal? 64 00:07:43,833 --> 00:07:45,583 Anyways, I'm glad. 65 00:07:46,166 --> 00:07:48,125 At least you remembered. 66 00:08:09,166 --> 00:08:12,458 READ THIS JOURNAL WHEN I GET UP 67 00:08:18,583 --> 00:08:23,291 ON THE FIRST DAY OF GOLDEN WEEK, I WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT. 68 00:08:26,208 --> 00:08:32,458 DON'T FORGET TORU KAMIYA 69 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:31,208 Even If This Love Disappears from the World Tonight 70 00:09:36,000 --> 00:09:38,000 Will you go out with me? 71 00:09:50,291 --> 00:09:52,208 I didn't mean it. 72 00:09:53,208 --> 00:09:58,583 I'm sure she knew I wasn't serious. 73 00:10:02,500 --> 00:10:03,500 Yes, I will. 74 00:10:04,666 --> 00:10:05,500 What? 75 00:10:06,500 --> 00:10:10,833 What was your name again? 76 00:10:13,000 --> 00:10:15,250 Toru Kamiya. 77 00:10:16,083 --> 00:10:17,333 Toru. 78 00:10:18,208 --> 00:10:19,208 Got it. 79 00:10:20,791 --> 00:10:22,625 Which class are you in? 80 00:10:24,416 --> 00:10:25,666 Class 1. 81 00:10:25,750 --> 00:10:30,625 Wait for me in Class 1 tomorrow after school. 82 00:10:35,416 --> 00:10:36,500 See you then. 83 00:10:42,833 --> 00:10:46,541 What the heck was that? 84 00:10:48,250 --> 00:10:49,875 I did what you asked. 85 00:10:51,083 --> 00:10:55,541 Now keep your promise and don't mess with Shimokawa anymore. 86 00:11:33,833 --> 00:11:37,458 Go to sleep. You have to get up early tomorrow. 87 00:11:38,708 --> 00:11:41,583 "Don't worry about tomorrow." 88 00:11:42,583 --> 00:11:46,666 "Tomorrow is tomorrow. Live for today." 89 00:11:46,791 --> 00:11:49,708 Yeah, right. A quote from Osamu Dazai. 90 00:11:53,750 --> 00:11:55,291 I quit work. 91 00:12:01,708 --> 00:12:04,291 Are you going to write again? 92 00:12:05,958 --> 00:12:07,958 Literary Circle's Best New Author. 93 00:12:08,458 --> 00:12:12,791 I think I have a shot at it this time. 94 00:12:13,541 --> 00:12:16,541 Maybe there's an age limit, though. 95 00:12:20,625 --> 00:12:23,708 I have to keep my promise to Mom. 96 00:12:53,708 --> 00:12:56,416 LITERARY CIRCLE 97 00:13:01,958 --> 00:13:05,833 "REMNANTS" BY FUMINO NISHIKAWA 98 00:13:39,833 --> 00:13:40,916 Morning. 99 00:13:42,583 --> 00:13:43,708 Morning. 100 00:13:44,708 --> 00:13:48,458 They didn't harass me this morning. 101 00:13:53,000 --> 00:13:55,541 That's good. 102 00:13:56,625 --> 00:13:58,708 Is this Kamiya? 103 00:13:58,791 --> 00:13:59,791 No way. 104 00:13:59,875 --> 00:14:00,791 He heard you. 105 00:14:00,875 --> 00:14:02,000 He's looking this way. 106 00:14:02,083 --> 00:14:04,291 -Go! He's looking. -Seriously? 107 00:14:04,375 --> 00:14:05,458 Go! 108 00:14:05,541 --> 00:14:07,541 I can't believe I'm doing this. 109 00:14:08,166 --> 00:14:11,000 This is trending right now. 110 00:14:11,125 --> 00:14:12,708 Will you go out with me? 111 00:14:12,791 --> 00:14:14,041 Did you know? 112 00:14:22,208 --> 00:14:24,583 -Who's Kamiya? -That guy over there. 113 00:14:24,666 --> 00:14:30,125 Did you say something to Saegusa for me? 114 00:14:32,166 --> 00:14:37,958 I asked Maori Hino from Class 7 to go out with me. 115 00:14:39,208 --> 00:14:40,416 I see. 116 00:14:44,541 --> 00:14:47,500 Well, congrats! 117 00:14:50,666 --> 00:14:54,333 Are you free this Sunday? 118 00:14:54,416 --> 00:14:55,583 Why? 119 00:14:55,666 --> 00:14:57,708 To celebrate. 120 00:14:57,791 --> 00:14:59,291 No, it's OK. 121 00:15:00,166 --> 00:15:02,166 What do you want to eat? 122 00:15:09,458 --> 00:15:11,416 It's about Maori Hino. 123 00:15:14,791 --> 00:15:16,708 See you later. 124 00:15:17,708 --> 00:15:18,875 All right. 125 00:15:20,166 --> 00:15:22,166 Are you really going out with her? 126 00:15:24,083 --> 00:15:26,416 Something like that. 127 00:15:26,500 --> 00:15:29,708 Why? You don't even know her. 128 00:15:29,791 --> 00:15:31,125 Love at first sight? 129 00:15:32,708 --> 00:15:34,750 Something like that. 130 00:15:34,833 --> 00:15:35,833 Like what? 131 00:15:36,416 --> 00:15:38,458 Well… 132 00:15:38,583 --> 00:15:41,708 If you're not serious about her, back off. 133 00:15:47,833 --> 00:15:50,416 Sorry, class is starting. 134 00:16:14,750 --> 00:16:15,875 Kamiya. 135 00:16:18,208 --> 00:16:20,583 Toru, right? 136 00:16:29,375 --> 00:16:31,166 Hello. 137 00:16:44,750 --> 00:16:47,125 Any after school activities? 138 00:16:48,541 --> 00:16:50,250 No. 139 00:16:50,750 --> 00:16:53,125 Good. Me, neither. 140 00:16:54,416 --> 00:16:57,375 I wouldn't want you to miss anything. 141 00:16:59,083 --> 00:17:04,375 If we're going to be dating, we need to establish some rules. 142 00:17:04,458 --> 00:17:05,833 About that… 143 00:17:10,166 --> 00:17:13,458 Did you change your mind? 144 00:17:16,833 --> 00:17:20,958 A friend of mine was being bullied. 145 00:17:22,375 --> 00:17:26,375 They promised to stop if I asked you out. 146 00:17:29,541 --> 00:17:30,708 I see. 147 00:17:32,541 --> 00:17:36,083 You're a popular girl. 148 00:17:36,583 --> 00:17:40,208 They probably set me up to be rejected, just for laughs. 149 00:17:44,000 --> 00:17:47,958 I'm sorry for getting you involved. 150 00:17:53,666 --> 00:17:55,416 Why are you sorry? 151 00:17:59,083 --> 00:18:02,166 You did it to protect your friend. 152 00:18:03,208 --> 00:18:04,625 That's cool. 153 00:18:07,708 --> 00:18:08,750 So? 154 00:18:11,333 --> 00:18:12,583 So what? 155 00:18:12,666 --> 00:18:17,791 You don't want to go out with me? 156 00:18:19,833 --> 00:18:21,750 It's not that… 157 00:18:24,166 --> 00:18:26,625 Why did you agree? 158 00:18:26,708 --> 00:18:27,833 Me? 159 00:18:29,958 --> 00:18:33,791 I've been wondering that myself. 160 00:18:35,708 --> 00:18:37,041 I have an idea. 161 00:18:37,833 --> 00:18:41,125 Let's "pretend" we're together. 162 00:18:42,000 --> 00:18:43,750 "Pretend"? 163 00:18:46,791 --> 00:18:51,958 Everyone thinks we're a couple already. 164 00:18:52,541 --> 00:18:56,416 I know, but you have nothing to gain. 165 00:18:56,500 --> 00:19:02,166 Your friend will be hurt if he finds out the real reason you asked me out. 166 00:19:05,416 --> 00:19:06,291 Yes, I will. 167 00:19:06,416 --> 00:19:07,458 You're right. 168 00:19:08,041 --> 00:19:11,875 It's gone too far to tell everyone it was a lie. 169 00:19:17,583 --> 00:19:18,875 I suppose. 170 00:19:19,791 --> 00:19:21,541 Okay, then. 171 00:19:22,291 --> 00:19:27,541 I'll pretend to be your girlfriend on three conditions. 172 00:19:28,125 --> 00:19:30,208 -Conditions? -Yes. 173 00:19:30,791 --> 00:19:36,458 1. Don't talk to each other until school's over. 174 00:19:37,625 --> 00:19:43,250 2. Keep communication short. 175 00:19:45,000 --> 00:19:46,333 And… 176 00:19:49,250 --> 00:19:53,250 3. Don't actually fall in love. 177 00:20:08,708 --> 00:20:09,750 Okay. 178 00:20:10,833 --> 00:20:13,541 That's it, boyfriend. 179 00:20:21,041 --> 00:20:22,375 There they are! 180 00:20:22,500 --> 00:20:28,000 Let's get to know each other to make it seem real. 181 00:20:33,750 --> 00:20:35,750 -When's your birthday? -Kamiya! 182 00:20:39,250 --> 00:20:41,208 February 25. 183 00:20:41,291 --> 00:20:42,916 Blood type? 184 00:20:43,958 --> 00:20:45,125 AB. 185 00:20:50,166 --> 00:20:52,083 Who do you look up to? 186 00:20:56,833 --> 00:20:58,375 Fumino Nishikawa. 187 00:20:59,500 --> 00:21:02,583 I have no idea who that is. 188 00:21:03,416 --> 00:21:05,583 An esoteric classic novelist. 189 00:21:06,166 --> 00:21:07,625 I see. 190 00:21:10,041 --> 00:21:11,583 Are you writing that down? 191 00:21:11,666 --> 00:21:12,666 Of course. 192 00:21:15,625 --> 00:21:16,458 Thanks. 193 00:21:16,541 --> 00:21:17,750 Special talents? 194 00:21:20,250 --> 00:21:22,875 I can cook, I guess. 195 00:21:23,916 --> 00:21:25,375 Really? Amazing! 196 00:21:25,458 --> 00:21:27,875 I do all the housework. 197 00:21:28,333 --> 00:21:29,625 Okay. 198 00:21:30,666 --> 00:21:33,125 It's just me and my dad. 199 00:21:35,375 --> 00:21:39,375 I'd like to taste your cooking someday. 200 00:21:42,750 --> 00:21:46,291 I'll be supportive, but you don't have to, you know. 201 00:21:47,500 --> 00:21:53,166 I kind of like what you said the other day. 202 00:21:54,333 --> 00:21:57,875 Fake relationship: Condition 1. 203 00:21:57,958 --> 00:22:00,833 Don't talk to each other until school's over. 204 00:22:14,458 --> 00:22:16,208 TOMORROW. CLASS DUTY. I'LL BE LATE. 205 00:22:16,291 --> 00:22:17,750 Condition 2. 206 00:22:18,916 --> 00:22:22,041 Keep communication short. 207 00:22:22,958 --> 00:22:24,500 K 208 00:22:25,416 --> 00:22:26,875 And… 209 00:22:27,625 --> 00:22:31,541 Fake relationship: Condition 3. 210 00:22:32,375 --> 00:22:36,083 Wanna go somewhere sometime? 211 00:22:38,875 --> 00:22:43,041 You mean… on a date? 212 00:22:43,541 --> 00:22:46,708 Yup. We're dating, after all. 213 00:22:48,791 --> 00:22:50,083 I suppose. 214 00:22:50,916 --> 00:22:53,416 How about Sunday? 215 00:22:54,416 --> 00:22:57,041 I'd like that. 216 00:22:57,125 --> 00:22:59,750 But in the afternoon, okay? 217 00:22:59,833 --> 00:23:02,166 Are you busy in the morning? 218 00:23:02,291 --> 00:23:06,500 You're so dense. Girls need time to get ready. 219 00:23:08,791 --> 00:23:10,291 A fake relationship. 220 00:23:11,208 --> 00:23:16,000 We were girlfriend and boyfriend. But not really. 221 00:23:17,625 --> 00:23:19,375 But first… 222 00:23:23,208 --> 00:23:27,250 This is my best friend, Izumi Wataya. 223 00:23:30,500 --> 00:23:32,000 I know. 224 00:23:33,250 --> 00:23:38,958 She's very concerned about us and wants to have a three-way conference. 225 00:23:40,166 --> 00:23:43,666 More like an interrogation, I bet. 226 00:23:43,750 --> 00:23:45,375 -What? -Nothing. 227 00:23:46,500 --> 00:23:48,250 I don't mind. 228 00:23:48,333 --> 00:23:52,000 Come with me to the station. Do you like cats? 229 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:54,833 Come on. 230 00:24:03,791 --> 00:24:04,833 Here? 231 00:24:05,333 --> 00:24:06,416 Yup. 232 00:24:06,833 --> 00:24:09,416 -I miss Mya and Bruno. -It's huge… 233 00:24:09,500 --> 00:24:10,583 Yeah. 234 00:24:11,583 --> 00:24:15,333 Long time no see, Bruno. How are you? 235 00:24:17,375 --> 00:24:19,750 You're so tame today. 236 00:24:20,333 --> 00:24:23,416 Your house is… amazing. 237 00:24:24,208 --> 00:24:26,625 What does your dad do? 238 00:24:27,125 --> 00:24:30,833 My parents are going through a divorce. I live with my mom now. 239 00:24:33,083 --> 00:24:34,500 I see. 240 00:24:35,000 --> 00:24:38,250 Izumi's mom is a famous designer. 241 00:24:39,583 --> 00:24:42,041 No wonder your house is so nice. 242 00:24:43,916 --> 00:24:44,958 Thank you. 243 00:24:45,041 --> 00:24:46,291 Go ahead. 244 00:24:50,791 --> 00:24:51,625 Good? 245 00:24:51,708 --> 00:24:55,916 "ALLIUM IN THE EVENING" BY FUMINO NISHIKAWA 246 00:24:59,125 --> 00:25:00,541 Fumino Nishikawa. 247 00:25:01,916 --> 00:25:04,166 Fumino Nishikawa? 248 00:25:04,250 --> 00:25:08,458 She's an up-and-coming classic novelist. 249 00:25:08,541 --> 00:25:13,375 She's my fave. Very esoteric, so I'm sure you don't know her. 250 00:25:14,875 --> 00:25:19,916 Fumino Nishikawa? That's the person you look up to. 251 00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:22,166 You're a fan too? 252 00:25:22,250 --> 00:25:25,000 Not so much a fan… 253 00:25:25,833 --> 00:25:28,916 So we share literary tastes. 254 00:25:29,625 --> 00:25:32,041 A fellow bookworm. 255 00:25:33,958 --> 00:25:35,333 I'm not. 256 00:25:35,458 --> 00:25:38,291 You're a classicist. I can tell. 257 00:25:38,375 --> 00:25:41,041 -It's not that. -Don't be embarrassed. 258 00:25:41,166 --> 00:25:43,583 -I'm not embarrassed. -Admit it. 259 00:25:43,666 --> 00:25:44,833 Wait… 260 00:25:47,041 --> 00:25:48,000 Hey. 261 00:25:48,500 --> 00:25:51,541 Don't call me a "bookworm" in your journal. 262 00:25:52,583 --> 00:25:57,500 Okay. I'll refer to you as the bookworm 263 00:25:57,583 --> 00:26:01,333 who doesn't want to be called a "bookworm." 264 00:26:05,375 --> 00:26:06,333 Look! 265 00:26:16,750 --> 00:26:19,666 -How beautiful! -So pretty. 266 00:26:29,208 --> 00:26:31,458 Hey, take it easy. 267 00:26:31,916 --> 00:26:36,250 It's better to capture the picture in your mind, not on your phone. 268 00:26:37,750 --> 00:26:38,750 No. 269 00:26:39,875 --> 00:26:44,625 I have to do this. Or I'll forget everything. 270 00:26:59,125 --> 00:27:03,541 In my world, I didn't exist yesterday. 271 00:27:25,333 --> 00:27:28,541 I HAVE AMNESIA FROM A CAR ACCIDENT READ JOURNAL ON DESK 272 00:27:40,208 --> 00:27:41,916 READ THIS JOURNAL WHEN I GET UP 273 00:27:44,041 --> 00:27:47,583 ON THE FIRST DAY OF GOLDEN WEEK, I WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT. 274 00:27:53,375 --> 00:27:58,208 SUNDAY, MAY 5 TODAY, I WILL START MY JOURNAL. 275 00:27:58,291 --> 00:28:00,083 Is it June already? 276 00:28:06,166 --> 00:28:08,083 What about school? 277 00:28:09,375 --> 00:28:13,333 You've been going to school since you got out of the hospital. 278 00:28:14,083 --> 00:28:18,958 But the only people who know about your amnesia 279 00:28:19,083 --> 00:28:22,416 are the teachers and Izumi. 280 00:28:23,958 --> 00:28:24,833 What? 281 00:28:26,791 --> 00:28:29,833 So don't tell anyone else. 282 00:28:31,458 --> 00:28:32,333 Why not? 283 00:28:33,916 --> 00:28:37,916 Anyone could do anything to you and you wouldn't remember. 284 00:28:38,416 --> 00:28:42,208 Someone may take advantage of that. 285 00:28:44,000 --> 00:28:49,458 So you should only tell people you can trust. 286 00:29:01,708 --> 00:29:02,750 Morning. 287 00:29:03,750 --> 00:29:04,833 Morning. 288 00:29:12,083 --> 00:29:15,208 Am… 289 00:29:17,291 --> 00:29:19,458 Am I a burden? 290 00:29:20,041 --> 00:29:22,166 No way. Right, dear? 291 00:29:22,291 --> 00:29:27,500 You were a brave girl. You saved a child from being run over. 292 00:29:27,583 --> 00:29:30,333 That's right. We're very proud of you. 293 00:29:34,333 --> 00:29:38,750 Do we have this conversation every day? 294 00:29:46,041 --> 00:29:50,208 I feel so hopeless, but… 295 00:29:53,458 --> 00:29:54,875 I have to face it. 296 00:29:55,458 --> 00:29:57,375 TORU KAMIYA, YEAR 3, CLASS 1. NO AFTER SCHOOL ACTIVITIES. 297 00:29:57,458 --> 00:29:59,166 A little hope… 298 00:29:59,250 --> 00:30:03,250 I saw something that looked like hope in the words written there. 299 00:30:04,875 --> 00:30:08,416 Toru Kamiya… Toru. 300 00:30:08,541 --> 00:30:13,875 Blood-type AB. Kind of different. Lives with his father. 301 00:30:14,583 --> 00:30:20,291 A bookworm who doesn't like to be called a "bookworm." 302 00:30:20,875 --> 00:30:22,750 What's that mean? 303 00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:27,458 IZUMI (A FRIEND I CAN TRUST) 304 00:30:28,041 --> 00:30:28,916 Hello? 305 00:30:29,000 --> 00:30:32,958 You're going on your first date with Kamiya today. Are you ready? 306 00:30:33,041 --> 00:30:38,666 Sorry, Izumi. It seems I'm getting you into trouble. 307 00:30:38,750 --> 00:30:41,333 Don't worry about it. 308 00:30:41,416 --> 00:30:45,125 I only do as much as I can, and as much as I want to. 309 00:30:46,958 --> 00:30:49,500 Thanks. And… 310 00:30:50,083 --> 00:30:53,375 I need your advice on something. 311 00:30:53,458 --> 00:30:55,041 Shoot. 312 00:30:55,125 --> 00:30:58,250 What should I wear on my date? 313 00:31:00,958 --> 00:31:02,250 Whatever. 314 00:31:04,375 --> 00:31:05,666 You're bragging. 315 00:31:05,750 --> 00:31:07,750 No, I'm not! 316 00:31:08,250 --> 00:31:13,500 Should I wear a dress or a denim skirt? 317 00:31:13,583 --> 00:31:16,083 Seriously? Either one. 318 00:31:16,583 --> 00:31:21,250 "I asked Izumi, but she was no help at all. 319 00:31:22,000 --> 00:31:26,750 After much deliberation, I decided on the blue dress." 320 00:31:27,250 --> 00:31:32,041 "It'll be the first time today's me will see Toru. 321 00:31:34,166 --> 00:31:37,625 "It's my first date, and with a complete stranger. 322 00:31:38,416 --> 00:31:40,708 "I'm a little nervous. 323 00:31:42,416 --> 00:31:46,500 "We're meeting at the fountain at the Seaside Park. 324 00:31:55,458 --> 00:32:01,291 "I have to make sure I approach the right person." 325 00:32:04,958 --> 00:32:06,041 Toru? 326 00:32:12,833 --> 00:32:16,333 I've never seen a proper picnic basket like that before. 327 00:32:17,625 --> 00:32:22,208 My sister bought it a long time ago at a fair or something. 328 00:32:22,916 --> 00:32:24,125 It's all I had. 329 00:32:26,166 --> 00:32:27,166 Your sister? 330 00:32:28,958 --> 00:32:33,625 Sorry, did you tell me about your sister before? 331 00:32:35,250 --> 00:32:38,041 No, I don't think so. 332 00:32:38,708 --> 00:32:44,458 Right. You said you lived alone with your dad. 333 00:32:46,333 --> 00:32:49,208 My sister lived with us, too, until recently. 334 00:32:49,916 --> 00:32:55,958 Our mom died when we were young, so my sister was like a mother to me. 335 00:32:57,083 --> 00:32:58,208 I see. 336 00:33:02,416 --> 00:33:05,708 -Here. -That's amazing! 337 00:33:05,791 --> 00:33:07,333 Looks delicious. 338 00:33:07,833 --> 00:33:10,250 You said you wanted to taste my cooking. 339 00:33:11,291 --> 00:33:12,791 I'll try this one. 340 00:33:14,500 --> 00:33:16,500 -Thanks. -Go ahead. 341 00:33:17,500 --> 00:33:19,541 I'll take this one. 342 00:33:26,083 --> 00:33:27,958 -It's good! -Really? 343 00:33:29,125 --> 00:33:30,416 I'm glad. 344 00:33:35,541 --> 00:33:41,041 You said you do all the housework. Is that because your sister taught you? 345 00:33:42,541 --> 00:33:44,583 Some of it. 346 00:33:45,625 --> 00:33:49,000 My mom left us a journal 347 00:33:50,625 --> 00:33:53,833 with our favorite recipes and whatnot. 348 00:33:54,833 --> 00:34:00,583 And housework tips, where the bank book was kept… stuff like that. 349 00:34:01,083 --> 00:34:03,833 Really? That's awesome. 350 00:34:05,125 --> 00:34:07,458 She had a heart condition. 351 00:34:08,708 --> 00:34:10,750 Maybe she was preparing herself. 352 00:34:12,791 --> 00:34:14,000 I see… 353 00:34:15,875 --> 00:34:18,791 Your mom was very organized. 354 00:34:25,750 --> 00:34:27,916 She cared about us so much. 355 00:34:30,583 --> 00:34:33,083 She was the center of our universe. 356 00:34:44,958 --> 00:34:47,208 She was like the sun. 357 00:34:53,083 --> 00:34:57,250 Thanks for sharing that with me. 358 00:34:59,333 --> 00:35:03,125 I think it's the first time I told anyone. 359 00:35:16,666 --> 00:35:19,958 What about you? Any brothers or sisters? 360 00:35:20,041 --> 00:35:21,708 I'm an only child. 361 00:35:22,208 --> 00:35:25,333 A very precious only daughter. 362 00:35:25,416 --> 00:35:29,458 I think my dad would go crazy if he found out I had a boyfriend. 363 00:35:29,541 --> 00:35:31,166 So don't tell him. 364 00:35:32,083 --> 00:35:37,166 Why don't you come over and introduce yourself as my boyfriend? 365 00:35:37,291 --> 00:35:41,166 I'll pass. Anyways, we're just "pretending." 366 00:35:53,916 --> 00:35:55,583 It's strange. 367 00:35:56,333 --> 00:35:57,166 What is? 368 00:35:59,541 --> 00:36:03,083 I rarely talk about myself like this. 369 00:36:05,416 --> 00:36:10,291 When I'm with you, I feel calm. 370 00:36:11,666 --> 00:36:13,416 It's so easy. 371 00:37:15,083 --> 00:37:17,291 You're up? 372 00:37:26,666 --> 00:37:29,666 Who… are you? 373 00:37:31,541 --> 00:37:32,500 What? 374 00:37:34,958 --> 00:37:36,375 Sorry, I… 375 00:37:38,416 --> 00:37:40,916 -What am I doing here? -What's wrong? 376 00:37:41,500 --> 00:37:42,625 Excuse me. 377 00:37:42,708 --> 00:37:44,083 Hino! 378 00:38:15,958 --> 00:38:18,750 IZUMI (A FRIEND I CAN TRUST) HAVE FUN! 379 00:38:24,583 --> 00:38:25,708 Hello? 380 00:38:26,208 --> 00:38:31,291 Sorry, Izumi. I'm so confused. 381 00:38:31,375 --> 00:38:32,375 Tell me. 382 00:38:32,458 --> 00:38:36,916 I woke up at a park with a strange guy next to me. 383 00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:38,708 Okay. Calm down. 384 00:38:39,541 --> 00:38:42,500 First, read the notes in your bag. 385 00:38:42,583 --> 00:38:46,291 I'll be right there, so stay put. Describe where you are. 386 00:38:58,750 --> 00:38:59,708 Hello? 387 00:39:00,500 --> 00:39:02,041 Where are you, Kamiya? 388 00:39:02,125 --> 00:39:03,875 Sorry, I'll call you back. 389 00:39:04,375 --> 00:39:06,833 You're looking for Maori, right? 390 00:39:09,375 --> 00:39:10,416 How do you know? 391 00:39:10,500 --> 00:39:12,750 I'll explain later. 392 00:39:14,625 --> 00:39:16,458 ANTEROGRADE AMNESIA 393 00:39:16,583 --> 00:39:18,750 ONCE I GO TO SLEEP, I FORGET EVERYTHING. 394 00:39:20,916 --> 00:39:23,000 REFER TO FOLDER NAMED "TORU" 395 00:40:00,583 --> 00:40:01,791 I'm sorry! 396 00:40:07,916 --> 00:40:09,750 Anterograde amnesia. 397 00:40:10,833 --> 00:40:13,666 When I explained what those foreign words meant, 398 00:40:14,250 --> 00:40:18,833 he said nothing. Just listened. 399 00:40:19,791 --> 00:40:24,041 I remember everything up until the moment of the accident. 400 00:40:25,291 --> 00:40:31,041 But everything after that gets erased once I go to sleep. 401 00:40:32,000 --> 00:40:33,625 Like just now. 402 00:40:36,208 --> 00:40:40,625 I keep my journal to help me through the next day. 403 00:40:42,375 --> 00:40:45,083 Day after day. 404 00:40:47,208 --> 00:40:49,041 All those memos… 405 00:40:56,916 --> 00:41:00,958 Sorry. I know this is weird for you. 406 00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:03,166 Weird? 407 00:41:04,041 --> 00:41:06,208 Pretending you're my boyfriend. 408 00:41:07,666 --> 00:41:12,125 You weren't serious when you asked me out, but I took advantage of it. 409 00:41:12,208 --> 00:41:16,291 It was my fault for asking you out when I didn't even mean it. 410 00:41:23,083 --> 00:41:25,583 I guess I'm not cut out for it. 411 00:41:31,083 --> 00:41:36,041 I'll probably be a huge burden on you. 412 00:41:38,958 --> 00:41:41,875 So let's end this… 413 00:41:41,958 --> 00:41:45,708 If you don't write about this in your journal today, 414 00:41:46,583 --> 00:41:48,625 you won't remember it tomorrow? 415 00:41:49,666 --> 00:41:50,583 That's right. 416 00:41:50,666 --> 00:41:51,666 In that case, 417 00:41:52,791 --> 00:41:54,958 don't write about it. 418 00:41:56,208 --> 00:42:00,500 That you fell asleep or told me about your amnesia. 419 00:42:06,166 --> 00:42:09,083 You don't mind? 420 00:42:12,708 --> 00:42:15,083 I like being with you. 421 00:42:15,958 --> 00:42:22,250 No one wants to be reminded of their failures over and over again. 422 00:42:25,416 --> 00:42:28,958 So let's pretend that this never happened today. 423 00:42:30,041 --> 00:42:32,291 We'll play a trick on you tomorrow. 424 00:42:39,791 --> 00:42:40,958 But… 425 00:42:42,708 --> 00:42:43,833 Maori! 426 00:42:57,375 --> 00:43:01,000 She just wandered off on me, so I panicked. 427 00:43:05,916 --> 00:43:10,083 I know! She has a tendency to sleepwalk. 428 00:43:11,166 --> 00:43:14,625 She walks around in her sleep, sometimes for 30 minutes. 429 00:43:15,333 --> 00:43:19,916 If it ever happens again, call me right away. 430 00:43:21,125 --> 00:43:22,125 Okay. 431 00:43:38,291 --> 00:43:45,250 I TOLD TORU ABOUT MY AMNESIA. 432 00:44:29,333 --> 00:44:32,083 Found you, Toru Kamiya. 433 00:44:44,958 --> 00:44:47,500 I had fun yesterday. Thanks. 434 00:44:55,166 --> 00:44:58,166 Yeah. Me, too. 435 00:44:58,666 --> 00:45:05,250 If I were really your girlfriend, it'd be my turn to make you lunch. 436 00:45:05,333 --> 00:45:08,416 But I'm a lousy cook. 437 00:45:08,916 --> 00:45:11,291 Yeah, I figured. 438 00:45:11,375 --> 00:45:13,041 Don't be rude. 439 00:45:13,125 --> 00:45:14,875 You said so yourself. 440 00:45:15,000 --> 00:45:19,250 I can criticize myself, but other people can't. 441 00:45:24,791 --> 00:45:26,375 That's huge! 442 00:45:27,583 --> 00:45:30,375 -I want to get that Ferris wheel. -Ferris wheel? 443 00:45:30,458 --> 00:45:32,750 -Let me. -Thanks. 444 00:45:32,833 --> 00:45:34,625 Looks good! 445 00:45:38,333 --> 00:45:39,166 No! 446 00:45:40,833 --> 00:45:42,000 What a waste! 447 00:45:53,750 --> 00:45:56,083 Any recommendations? 448 00:45:56,166 --> 00:45:59,500 Maybe this. "Trajectory" by Hirohiko Moriyama. 449 00:46:06,458 --> 00:46:10,541 I had an English test today. 450 00:46:11,041 --> 00:46:12,625 How did you do? 451 00:46:24,166 --> 00:46:25,791 Ready? Go! 452 00:46:25,875 --> 00:46:26,875 GREAT LUCK 453 00:46:26,958 --> 00:46:28,833 -Nice! -I got it! 454 00:46:32,541 --> 00:46:35,500 TORU PICKED "GREAT LUCK." 455 00:47:02,583 --> 00:47:06,500 "Favorite animal: Penguin. Least favorite: Snake." 456 00:47:21,666 --> 00:47:22,750 All right. 457 00:47:26,500 --> 00:47:27,666 TODAY IS JULY 1ST (MON) 458 00:47:27,750 --> 00:47:30,291 13:00 @ THE SQUARE IN FRONT OF THE STATION 459 00:47:31,166 --> 00:47:33,875 It's been a while since I rode a bike. 460 00:47:33,958 --> 00:47:35,916 -A little further. -Just a little. 461 00:47:36,416 --> 00:47:37,250 Here I go. 462 00:47:37,333 --> 00:47:38,541 You can do it! 463 00:47:39,500 --> 00:47:41,000 You made it. 464 00:47:42,791 --> 00:47:44,583 It feels good. 465 00:47:44,666 --> 00:47:45,791 Right? 466 00:47:47,083 --> 00:47:49,125 Okay. Your turn. 467 00:47:49,750 --> 00:47:51,166 What about tomorrow? 468 00:47:52,125 --> 00:47:53,041 Tomorrow? 469 00:47:53,916 --> 00:47:56,750 Let's do whatever you want to do. 470 00:48:00,250 --> 00:48:03,625 I'm going to make sure you have fun tomorrow, too. 471 00:48:04,375 --> 00:48:08,291 HE SAID, "I'M GOING TO MAKE SURE YOU HAVE FUN TOMORROW, TOO." 472 00:48:09,166 --> 00:48:13,500 "'I'm going to make sure you have fun tomorrow, too.' 473 00:48:14,000 --> 00:48:16,541 "It made my heart skip a beat. 474 00:48:18,291 --> 00:48:21,000 "This feeling is a 'first' for me, isn't it? 475 00:48:22,916 --> 00:48:25,250 "My feeling of hopelessness is gone. 476 00:48:27,083 --> 00:48:29,916 "Thank you, Toru." 477 00:48:45,083 --> 00:48:47,375 Fumino Nishikawa was beautiful. 478 00:48:47,458 --> 00:48:50,166 I'll treasure this forever. 479 00:48:50,250 --> 00:48:51,916 She's so pretty. 480 00:48:53,500 --> 00:48:58,375 FUMINO NISHIKAWA BOOK SIGNING AKUTAGAWA PRIZE NOMINEE "REMNANTS" 481 00:49:07,250 --> 00:49:08,875 -Thank you. -Thank you. 482 00:49:13,333 --> 00:49:14,458 Thank you so much. 483 00:49:14,958 --> 00:49:16,708 -Thank you. -Thank you. 484 00:49:16,791 --> 00:49:17,666 Hi. 485 00:49:18,625 --> 00:49:19,750 Kamiya! 486 00:49:21,458 --> 00:49:25,833 You're here, too? Too bad they ran out of tickets-- 487 00:49:25,958 --> 00:49:26,791 Toru? 488 00:49:29,000 --> 00:49:29,833 What? 489 00:49:32,916 --> 00:49:34,208 Excuse me. 490 00:49:39,791 --> 00:49:42,208 Why didn't you tell me? 491 00:49:42,291 --> 00:49:45,333 Sorry. I didn't know how to bring it up. 492 00:49:45,416 --> 00:49:48,708 Fumino Nishikawa is your sister? 493 00:49:48,791 --> 00:49:53,000 I said all those things, as if I knew her! 494 00:49:53,083 --> 00:49:56,000 Like she's esoteric. This is terrible. 495 00:49:56,125 --> 00:49:59,041 But she is esoteric, so don't worry. 496 00:49:59,625 --> 00:50:03,583 I was shocked. She's so beautiful. 497 00:50:03,666 --> 00:50:05,666 You don't have to say that. 498 00:50:06,875 --> 00:50:08,875 Go talk to your sister. 499 00:50:09,375 --> 00:50:11,250 But… Hino's waiting for me. 500 00:50:11,333 --> 00:50:14,416 It's okay. I'll go ahead with Maori. 501 00:50:16,416 --> 00:50:20,000 But I haven't seen today's her yet. 502 00:50:30,291 --> 00:50:34,208 Wait a minute. Do you know? 503 00:50:36,875 --> 00:50:39,416 About her amnesia? Yeah. 504 00:50:42,083 --> 00:50:43,291 I thought so. 505 00:50:44,250 --> 00:50:47,666 It was that day at the park. Did she tell you? 506 00:50:48,916 --> 00:50:54,666 Yes. But she didn't write about it in her journal. 507 00:50:55,166 --> 00:50:56,250 Why not? 508 00:50:56,916 --> 00:51:01,625 I asked her not to. Because I didn't want things to change. 509 00:51:03,208 --> 00:51:04,541 So today, 510 00:51:05,625 --> 00:51:10,500 Hino doesn't know that I know about her amnesia. 511 00:51:17,000 --> 00:51:17,875 Please. 512 00:51:19,458 --> 00:51:21,708 Keep it a secret, okay? 513 00:51:25,333 --> 00:51:26,458 Okay. 514 00:51:36,208 --> 00:51:39,250 Look! It's shimmering! 515 00:51:51,791 --> 00:51:54,875 Look at that big, flat one, Daddy! 516 00:51:55,458 --> 00:51:56,416 I wonder what it is. 517 00:51:56,500 --> 00:51:58,791 Maybe it's a ray? 518 00:51:59,583 --> 00:52:04,583 Could I ever have a family? In my condition? 519 00:52:07,375 --> 00:52:09,166 What if I had a baby? 520 00:52:09,250 --> 00:52:13,583 I'd wake up every morning and not know it was mine. 521 00:52:15,541 --> 00:52:19,791 There's so much information to process on a daily basis. 522 00:52:20,291 --> 00:52:22,541 It's hard to keep up. 523 00:52:28,125 --> 00:52:32,375 Sorry. I'm being a bit pessimistic today. 524 00:52:34,958 --> 00:52:39,250 I'll probably never get married. I wouldn't be able to. 525 00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:43,083 So let's be old maids together. 526 00:52:44,875 --> 00:52:47,875 Even if I never grow up? 527 00:52:48,416 --> 00:52:51,625 Hey, that's a good one! 528 00:52:51,750 --> 00:52:53,500 You're funny. 529 00:52:55,375 --> 00:52:59,375 I didn't know you'd have a book signing so close to home. 530 00:53:00,166 --> 00:53:04,291 My publisher begged me to do it. I couldn't say no. 531 00:53:05,958 --> 00:53:08,833 Toru, did you lose weight? 532 00:53:13,750 --> 00:53:16,708 So, the Akutagawa Prize. That's big. 533 00:53:17,541 --> 00:53:19,750 I haven't won it yet. 534 00:53:22,708 --> 00:53:24,125 I did it… 535 00:53:26,583 --> 00:53:29,916 at your expense. Our family's expense. 536 00:53:34,041 --> 00:53:38,083 It wasn't a sacrifice for me. 537 00:53:44,750 --> 00:53:46,708 When Mom died, 538 00:53:51,458 --> 00:53:54,083 you did everything around the house. 539 00:53:55,583 --> 00:53:57,041 Those were dark times. 540 00:53:58,291 --> 00:54:02,291 Books were your escape. Your safe haven. 541 00:54:02,375 --> 00:54:03,916 Is it fun to read? 542 00:54:10,666 --> 00:54:15,208 Even after Mom died, Dad continued to write. 543 00:54:19,916 --> 00:54:24,541 But he didn't enjoy writing anymore. 544 00:54:37,583 --> 00:54:38,916 At some point, 545 00:54:39,750 --> 00:54:44,166 you started writing in secret so Dad wouldn't feel bad. 546 00:54:45,708 --> 00:54:48,458 And you won Best New Author. 547 00:54:54,375 --> 00:54:55,416 The books you wrote… 548 00:54:55,500 --> 00:54:57,250 NOMINEE: FUMINO NISHIKAWA "ALLIUM IN THE EVENING" 549 00:54:57,833 --> 00:55:00,375 …became a safe haven for me. 550 00:55:01,500 --> 00:55:02,875 I know. 551 00:55:04,833 --> 00:55:06,041 Yes. 552 00:55:10,125 --> 00:55:14,125 I'm honored you think I have potential, 553 00:55:15,666 --> 00:55:18,291 but I have to put my family first. 554 00:55:19,583 --> 00:55:20,750 I'm sorry. 555 00:55:22,166 --> 00:55:23,250 Goodbye. 556 00:55:37,458 --> 00:55:39,125 I learned how to keep house. 557 00:55:40,000 --> 00:55:44,541 And you poured your all into writing. I was proud of us. 558 00:55:47,958 --> 00:55:49,666 It wasn't a sacrifice for me. 559 00:55:51,125 --> 00:55:54,708 That's why I supported your moving out. 560 00:56:05,291 --> 00:56:06,625 How's Dad? 561 00:56:07,625 --> 00:56:09,041 Doing okay? 562 00:56:10,208 --> 00:56:11,416 Same as always. 563 00:56:13,166 --> 00:56:17,041 But how long are you going to keep it a secret from him? 564 00:56:20,416 --> 00:56:25,791 I'll tell him once the winner of the prize is announced. I promise. 565 00:56:29,791 --> 00:56:30,666 And? 566 00:56:32,166 --> 00:56:33,666 What about you, Toru? 567 00:56:34,583 --> 00:56:35,625 Got a girlfriend? 568 00:56:37,250 --> 00:56:38,083 What? 569 00:56:38,750 --> 00:56:40,125 I can tell. 570 00:56:45,333 --> 00:56:50,125 More like a friend than a girlfriend. 571 00:56:52,375 --> 00:56:56,916 She was in a car accident and lost her memory. 572 00:56:59,250 --> 00:57:03,625 Once she goes to sleep, she forgets everything that happened that day. 573 00:57:07,916 --> 00:57:12,958 So she writes everything down in a journal. 574 00:57:15,666 --> 00:57:17,833 If she doesn't read it the next day, 575 00:57:19,125 --> 00:57:21,458 she'll forget who I am. 576 00:57:26,875 --> 00:57:28,083 But… 577 00:57:29,333 --> 00:57:34,750 Whenever she reads her journal, you'll always be there. 578 00:57:37,375 --> 00:57:42,000 That's why I want to fill her journal with fun memories. 579 00:57:42,583 --> 00:57:47,416 So she'll feel optimistic when she reads it every day. 580 00:57:52,416 --> 00:57:56,708 I'm glad you have someone, Toru. 581 00:58:06,375 --> 00:58:08,375 See you. 582 00:58:08,875 --> 00:58:11,041 Thanks. See you. 583 00:58:23,041 --> 00:58:24,083 Toru! 584 00:58:28,333 --> 00:58:32,125 Take care. For her sake, too. 585 00:58:38,375 --> 00:58:41,416 Yup. Don't worry. 586 00:59:01,000 --> 00:59:01,958 He's here. 587 00:59:31,166 --> 00:59:32,583 Look how cute this is! 588 00:59:33,708 --> 00:59:36,000 I'll buy it for you, since you waited. 589 00:59:36,083 --> 00:59:37,416 Really? 590 00:59:38,083 --> 00:59:40,708 Then, get two of them. 591 00:59:41,208 --> 00:59:43,458 So we can be a pair. 592 00:59:43,958 --> 00:59:45,083 A pair? 593 00:59:45,166 --> 00:59:46,666 You made me wait, right? 594 00:59:50,166 --> 00:59:51,000 Fine. 595 00:59:51,500 --> 00:59:52,625 Yeah! 596 00:59:52,708 --> 00:59:53,708 Then… 597 00:59:57,500 --> 00:59:58,583 Bye. 598 00:59:59,333 --> 01:00:00,333 See you tomorrow. 599 01:00:16,875 --> 01:00:19,708 You've changed, Kamiya. 600 01:00:20,208 --> 01:00:22,250 What? Really? 601 01:00:23,208 --> 01:00:27,791 You used to be more detached. I didn't think you really liked Maori. 602 01:00:30,291 --> 01:00:31,958 What are you smiling at? 603 01:00:40,291 --> 01:00:44,833 I just want to fill her days with fun. 604 01:00:47,666 --> 01:00:50,791 Even if she doesn't remember? 605 01:00:53,125 --> 01:00:55,791 That's what I've decided. 606 01:00:59,166 --> 01:01:00,458 I see. 607 01:01:43,958 --> 01:01:48,500 LITERARY CIRCLE BEST NEW AUTHOR ENTRY 608 01:02:19,250 --> 01:02:23,083 They're announcing the winner of the Akutagawa Prize tonight. 609 01:02:23,166 --> 01:02:25,083 AKUTAGAWA PRIZE ANNOUNCEMENT TONIGHT 610 01:02:25,875 --> 01:02:27,000 Yeah. 611 01:02:27,083 --> 01:02:28,375 So… 612 01:02:29,625 --> 01:02:33,416 Let's all wait for the announcement together. 613 01:02:34,541 --> 01:02:36,833 Okay. But where? 614 01:02:38,750 --> 01:02:40,291 For example… 615 01:02:41,875 --> 01:02:43,125 My house? 616 01:02:43,208 --> 01:02:44,125 What? 617 01:02:44,625 --> 01:02:46,791 It's the closest. 618 01:02:48,291 --> 01:02:49,166 Okay? 619 01:02:49,791 --> 01:02:50,833 You sure? 620 01:02:56,041 --> 01:03:00,166 Okay. It's decided. Let's go, Kamiya. 621 01:03:00,291 --> 01:03:01,916 Wait! 622 01:03:07,416 --> 01:03:12,833 Isn't your dad at home? The one that would go crazy if you had a boyfriend? 623 01:03:12,916 --> 01:03:14,041 Did I say that? 624 01:03:15,583 --> 01:03:17,333 What should I say to him? 625 01:03:17,458 --> 01:03:21,291 You won't have to say anything. We have a plan. 626 01:03:25,458 --> 01:03:27,583 What plan? 627 01:03:28,958 --> 01:03:32,666 Are you listening? You're ignoring me! 628 01:03:34,416 --> 01:03:35,833 Thank you for having me. 629 01:03:36,333 --> 01:03:37,833 Thank you. 630 01:03:37,916 --> 01:03:40,583 Let me tidy up a little. Wait here. 631 01:03:40,708 --> 01:03:43,833 What? Wait… what? 632 01:03:46,041 --> 01:03:48,250 I brought some custard from Chez Muroi. 633 01:03:49,041 --> 01:03:50,916 That super popular place? 634 01:03:51,000 --> 01:03:54,333 They're always sold out! Thanks, Izumi! 635 01:03:54,416 --> 01:03:58,208 No problem. There was no line today. In exchange, I'm taking two. 636 01:03:58,291 --> 01:03:59,125 -Sure. -Of course. 637 01:04:00,083 --> 01:04:01,958 -I'll get some drinks. -Thank you. 638 01:04:12,541 --> 01:04:15,041 -Come in. -Thanks. 639 01:04:18,083 --> 01:04:20,083 Don't look in my underwear drawer. 640 01:04:20,166 --> 01:04:21,291 I won't. 641 01:04:21,416 --> 01:04:22,750 You can peek a little. 642 01:04:22,833 --> 01:04:24,541 I won't! 643 01:04:25,041 --> 01:04:26,416 I'll go get Izumi. 644 01:05:06,833 --> 01:05:07,958 Why are you flustered? 645 01:05:08,041 --> 01:05:09,000 I'm not! 646 01:05:09,083 --> 01:05:10,375 What's that string? 647 01:05:10,458 --> 01:05:11,291 String? 648 01:05:11,791 --> 01:05:13,375 Gotcha! 649 01:05:16,875 --> 01:05:18,583 Come on… 650 01:05:22,125 --> 01:05:23,750 Here you go. 651 01:05:23,833 --> 01:05:25,125 Thanks. 652 01:05:28,250 --> 01:05:29,083 The penguin. 653 01:05:31,166 --> 01:05:32,541 You put it on your bag. 654 01:05:35,291 --> 01:05:36,375 Mine is… 655 01:05:38,833 --> 01:05:40,541 on my housekey. 656 01:05:52,041 --> 01:05:52,875 Yeah… 657 01:05:58,083 --> 01:06:00,500 From when we went to the aquarium! 658 01:06:01,458 --> 01:06:02,291 Right. 659 01:06:02,875 --> 01:06:04,791 Doesn't it look like Kamiya? 660 01:06:04,875 --> 01:06:06,500 The penguin? 661 01:06:06,583 --> 01:06:10,916 Sorry, I forgot the spoons for the custard. Be right back. 662 01:06:23,458 --> 01:06:24,333 Sorry. 663 01:06:30,625 --> 01:06:34,625 I think I'll go home. I have to make dinner. 664 01:06:34,708 --> 01:06:35,916 You're running away? 665 01:06:37,375 --> 01:06:40,083 I thought you were ready for this. 666 01:06:57,916 --> 01:07:02,875 Can you imagine how frustrated Maori must feel reading these every morning? 667 01:07:04,291 --> 01:07:07,291 But she forces herself 668 01:07:08,000 --> 01:07:10,833 to face despair and laugh. 669 01:07:11,666 --> 01:07:14,000 She never runs away. 670 01:07:17,166 --> 01:07:19,250 I thought you decided 671 01:07:19,833 --> 01:07:22,291 to fill her days with fun. 672 01:07:28,416 --> 01:07:33,041 READ THIS JOURNAL WHEN I GET UP 673 01:07:36,750 --> 01:07:39,500 AKUTAGAWA PRIZE : FUMINO NISHIKAWA "REMNANTS" 674 01:08:20,375 --> 01:08:22,250 I can't believe this is happening. 675 01:08:22,333 --> 01:08:24,958 FUMINO NISHIKAWA WINS AKUTAGAWA PRIZE 676 01:08:29,375 --> 01:08:30,500 Toru. 677 01:08:31,916 --> 01:08:34,250 Is Fumino Nishikawa… 678 01:08:38,833 --> 01:08:40,083 You knew? 679 01:08:44,875 --> 01:08:45,916 Yeah. 680 01:08:51,750 --> 01:08:56,208 Okay… I get it now! 681 01:08:57,833 --> 01:09:01,791 Sanae left home to be a novelist. 682 01:09:04,083 --> 01:09:08,166 Sanae is different from you and me. 683 01:09:10,333 --> 01:09:11,541 Different how? 684 01:09:13,083 --> 01:09:14,750 She didn't run away from us. 685 01:09:16,208 --> 01:09:19,833 She left to pursue something. Her own life. 686 01:09:23,458 --> 01:09:24,583 So… 687 01:09:28,375 --> 01:09:33,125 Sanae must have been laughing at me behind my back. 688 01:09:35,875 --> 01:09:41,791 I'm a failure. As a father and a novelist. 689 01:09:42,541 --> 01:09:44,833 She must have pitied me. 690 01:10:04,458 --> 01:10:06,125 You think you're a novelist? 691 01:10:10,000 --> 01:10:14,041 You've been running away since Mom died! 692 01:10:15,291 --> 01:10:16,958 You! 693 01:10:30,583 --> 01:10:31,833 I'm… 694 01:10:35,875 --> 01:10:37,541 I'm sick of running. 695 01:10:43,875 --> 01:10:44,750 Toru! 696 01:10:57,208 --> 01:11:00,166 I decided to write novels 697 01:11:02,458 --> 01:11:04,250 because of you, Dad. 698 01:11:07,375 --> 01:11:08,541 At first, 699 01:11:10,333 --> 01:11:12,958 I did it to run away from myself. 700 01:11:15,500 --> 01:11:17,875 But that changed. 701 01:11:21,125 --> 01:11:26,416 By writing, by transforming myself into words, I thought maybe 702 01:11:27,666 --> 01:11:30,416 I could connect with someone. 703 01:11:32,083 --> 01:11:33,708 That's why I write now. 704 01:11:39,375 --> 01:11:40,708 Dad… 705 01:11:42,416 --> 01:11:46,791 You wrote your novels for Mom, right? 706 01:11:52,458 --> 01:11:54,791 I loved watching her 707 01:11:57,125 --> 01:11:58,875 read your novels. 708 01:12:14,541 --> 01:12:15,750 I should have… 709 01:12:19,625 --> 01:12:23,750 mourned her properly back then. 710 01:12:26,916 --> 01:12:28,916 It happened so suddenly. 711 01:12:42,291 --> 01:12:47,708 I couldn't do anything for you… as your father. 712 01:12:49,333 --> 01:12:53,541 I didn't do right by either of you. 713 01:12:58,250 --> 01:13:02,000 But I'm grateful to you. 714 01:13:05,000 --> 01:13:07,291 You raised us. 715 01:13:09,791 --> 01:13:13,833 And you're still here. 716 01:13:16,541 --> 01:13:18,666 You're a fine dad. 717 01:14:11,666 --> 01:14:12,916 Yes? 718 01:14:30,125 --> 01:14:32,958 We don't mean to meddle, 719 01:14:33,458 --> 01:14:38,000 but Dad thought you should consider these. 720 01:14:49,583 --> 01:14:50,708 Thank you. 721 01:14:54,708 --> 01:14:55,666 But… 722 01:14:58,125 --> 01:15:04,708 I can't apply to art college now. It's too late for that. 723 01:15:38,875 --> 01:15:40,208 Hey! 724 01:15:40,291 --> 01:15:41,416 Doodling? 725 01:15:44,666 --> 01:15:45,958 You're good. 726 01:15:47,958 --> 01:15:53,083 I was in the Art Club in middle school. I even won some contests. 727 01:15:55,125 --> 01:15:56,333 Give it back. 728 01:15:57,166 --> 01:15:58,458 I see… 729 01:16:05,375 --> 01:16:08,791 Once you learn something, it's hard to unlearn it. 730 01:16:08,875 --> 01:16:12,375 THE MEMORY MECHANISM WHY DON'T WE FORGET HOW TO RIDE A BIKE? 731 01:16:12,458 --> 01:16:14,041 Really? 732 01:16:15,750 --> 01:16:19,291 It's called "procedural memory." 733 01:16:19,875 --> 01:16:21,500 Procedural memory? 734 01:16:21,583 --> 01:16:22,750 PROCEDURAL MEMORY 735 01:16:22,833 --> 01:16:27,625 It's like riding a bike. Something your body remembers how to do. 736 01:16:30,375 --> 01:16:34,125 Something you never forget? 737 01:16:35,250 --> 01:16:39,833 You hadn't ridden a bike in a while, but you remembered how, right? 738 01:16:42,375 --> 01:16:45,541 Maybe drawing is the same thing. 739 01:16:46,625 --> 01:16:51,750 Your body will remember, so the more you draw, the better you become. 740 01:16:53,541 --> 01:16:57,041 Procedural memory? 741 01:16:58,375 --> 01:17:01,583 So you should keep drawing. 742 01:17:06,791 --> 01:17:07,791 Okay. 743 01:17:16,208 --> 01:17:18,625 Not me, though. 744 01:17:18,708 --> 01:17:20,875 You said to keep drawing. 745 01:17:20,958 --> 01:17:23,916 I did… but not me. 746 01:17:24,000 --> 01:17:25,000 Why not? 747 01:17:27,416 --> 01:17:32,250 You said I'd get better, even if I had no memory of it. 748 01:17:34,083 --> 01:17:36,333 You taught me that 749 01:17:36,916 --> 01:17:41,291 even in my condition, I could continue to improve myself. 750 01:17:47,083 --> 01:17:51,833 I wanted to show my future self the Toru I saw through my eyes. 751 01:17:53,083 --> 01:17:56,625 So I kept drawing him. 752 01:18:20,916 --> 01:18:21,916 For you. 753 01:18:24,708 --> 01:18:30,875 Every day, he gives me a ray of hope. 754 01:18:30,958 --> 01:18:34,750 Toru is tired. He fell asleep. 755 01:18:41,625 --> 01:18:46,041 My days begin full of despair. 756 01:18:46,791 --> 01:18:51,500 But when I'm with him, I'm overcome with happiness. 757 01:18:54,833 --> 01:18:57,250 Even if I can't store memories, 758 01:18:59,875 --> 01:19:02,291 something may remain. 759 01:19:09,458 --> 01:19:11,041 The "me" in my journal 760 01:19:11,625 --> 01:19:15,000 is starting to fall in love with him. 761 01:19:15,083 --> 01:19:16,833 THANK YOU, TORU. 762 01:19:22,791 --> 01:19:26,375 3. DON'T ACTUALLY FALL IN LOVE 763 01:19:29,333 --> 01:19:30,958 And here I am, 764 01:19:34,041 --> 01:19:35,666 going to see him again. 765 01:19:38,708 --> 01:19:43,666 HAVE FUN. MAKE UP FOR YESTERDAY'S LOST MEMORIES 766 01:19:43,750 --> 01:19:48,291 SHONAN MONORAIL SHONAN KATASE STATION 767 01:19:48,375 --> 01:19:50,291 AUGUST 25 FIREWORKS FESTIVAL 768 01:20:15,916 --> 01:20:17,791 You're wearing the hair pin. 769 01:20:18,916 --> 01:20:20,916 It took you long enough to notice. 770 01:20:23,625 --> 01:20:24,875 It looks nice on you. 771 01:21:02,541 --> 01:21:08,791 I'm so happy that my memories can't keep up. 772 01:21:21,916 --> 01:21:27,958 Even precious moments like these will soon be forgotten. 773 01:21:31,500 --> 01:21:33,375 I'm going to forget everything. 774 01:21:34,833 --> 01:21:37,000 Even the warmth of your hand. 775 01:21:58,791 --> 01:22:02,958 I don't want to… I don't want to forget. 776 01:22:26,083 --> 01:22:27,500 You won't. 777 01:22:31,833 --> 01:22:37,500 Memories never disappear completely. 778 01:22:41,666 --> 01:22:46,125 Please don't go anywhere, Toru. 779 01:22:49,416 --> 01:22:50,708 I'll always… 780 01:22:53,791 --> 01:22:55,916 stay by your side. 781 01:23:02,791 --> 01:23:03,958 Sorry. 782 01:23:07,708 --> 01:23:09,000 Toru? 783 01:23:11,333 --> 01:23:12,458 Can I 784 01:23:13,666 --> 01:23:18,291 break Rule 3? 785 01:23:20,208 --> 01:23:24,916 I broke it a long time ago. 786 01:23:42,208 --> 01:23:47,833 "I'll try to be kind to everyone. 787 01:23:49,791 --> 01:23:53,166 "I won't be selfish. So please… 788 01:23:55,083 --> 01:23:59,458 "Let me stay by his side." 789 01:23:59,541 --> 01:24:01,541 NEXT YEAR AND THE YEAR AFTER THAT… 790 01:24:11,541 --> 01:24:16,083 Even in the fall, then the school festival season… 791 01:24:17,375 --> 01:24:20,291 Even in the winter, when it started to snow… 792 01:24:20,375 --> 01:24:21,750 CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR GRADUATION 793 01:24:21,833 --> 01:24:23,916 …they stayed together. 794 01:24:34,291 --> 01:24:38,250 I was closer to them than anyone else, 795 01:24:39,291 --> 01:24:43,125 then I was left behind. 796 01:24:45,708 --> 01:24:48,333 See you. Bye! 797 01:24:50,208 --> 01:24:51,416 I'm done. 798 01:24:52,375 --> 01:24:53,833 Shall we go? 799 01:25:03,458 --> 01:25:04,291 Excuse me… 800 01:25:04,375 --> 01:25:06,750 Let's go, Maori. 801 01:25:20,208 --> 01:25:21,708 Thanks for everything. 802 01:25:22,375 --> 01:25:23,333 What? 803 01:25:24,541 --> 01:25:30,125 If it weren't for you, I would have never graduated. 804 01:25:32,166 --> 01:25:36,333 You worked hard. Good job. 805 01:25:36,416 --> 01:25:39,375 The same to you. 806 01:25:42,083 --> 01:25:46,583 You made every day so much fun for me. 807 01:25:47,416 --> 01:25:49,875 Let's go to all those places again. 808 01:25:49,958 --> 01:25:54,541 The aquarium, picnics, the fireworks festival. 809 01:25:55,458 --> 01:26:00,833 Your home-made lunches. So many memories. 810 01:26:01,833 --> 01:26:03,541 Even though I don't remember. 811 01:26:04,458 --> 01:26:07,583 What are you wearing to the graduation dinner? 812 01:26:10,666 --> 01:26:12,583 That dress I just bought. 813 01:26:13,875 --> 01:26:17,166 It looks good on you. See you later. 814 01:26:18,166 --> 01:26:20,291 Let's get dressed up! 815 01:26:20,791 --> 01:26:21,958 Okay. 816 01:26:22,041 --> 01:26:23,125 Bye. 817 01:26:33,041 --> 01:26:35,333 See you tomorrow. 818 01:26:35,458 --> 01:26:37,375 See you. 819 01:26:55,791 --> 01:26:56,916 Thanks. 820 01:26:59,166 --> 01:27:00,125 For what? 821 01:27:00,958 --> 01:27:02,166 For Maori. 822 01:27:03,625 --> 01:27:09,041 When I first heard about you two, I was afraid it wouldn't last. 823 01:27:11,333 --> 01:27:14,583 No one knows when Maori's memory will finally come back. 824 01:27:15,083 --> 01:27:20,000 Watching my parents split up, I realized love isn't forever. 825 01:27:21,916 --> 01:27:25,833 But seeing the two of you 826 01:27:26,583 --> 01:27:31,458 made me believe that maybe love can last forever. 827 01:27:37,166 --> 01:27:39,666 I like you too, Kamiya. 828 01:27:39,750 --> 01:27:40,625 What? 829 01:27:42,583 --> 01:27:45,541 What I mean to say is 830 01:27:46,333 --> 01:27:49,458 I'm counting on you to take care of my best friend. 831 01:27:49,958 --> 01:27:54,541 You're my best friend now, too. 832 01:27:59,250 --> 01:28:01,750 What? Say something. 833 01:28:06,708 --> 01:28:07,875 Wataya. 834 01:28:10,583 --> 01:28:12,458 I have a favor to ask. 835 01:28:13,750 --> 01:28:15,500 What is it? 836 01:28:19,583 --> 01:28:20,541 I… 837 01:28:23,833 --> 01:28:26,250 may have a heart condition. 838 01:28:30,375 --> 01:28:31,333 And… 839 01:28:35,416 --> 01:28:37,416 I had an attack yesterday. 840 01:28:38,625 --> 01:28:40,791 Nothing serious. 841 01:28:42,291 --> 01:28:45,750 But my mom had the same thing. 842 01:28:47,625 --> 01:28:51,625 They're going to run some tests tomorrow. 843 01:28:54,166 --> 01:28:57,583 I see. But it isn't… 844 01:28:58,083 --> 01:29:00,958 It's not anything really bad, is it? 845 01:29:03,125 --> 01:29:07,416 Well, my mom passed away suddenly. 846 01:29:09,791 --> 01:29:14,666 So I thought I'd ask you while I could. 847 01:29:17,708 --> 01:29:21,458 If… and I mean if… 848 01:29:23,250 --> 01:29:24,333 I… 849 01:29:31,750 --> 01:29:33,833 If something happens to me… 850 01:29:46,375 --> 01:29:51,666 TORU KAMIYA 851 01:29:53,291 --> 01:29:56,166 Why didn't you pick up when I called earlier? 852 01:29:56,750 --> 01:29:58,750 How did the tests go? 853 01:30:00,500 --> 01:30:01,541 Toru… 854 01:30:04,458 --> 01:30:07,500 my brother passed away this morning. 855 01:30:10,291 --> 01:30:15,958 He had an attack last night and never regained consciousness. 856 01:30:19,875 --> 01:30:25,625 I was trembling so hard, I thought I was being swallowed up. 857 01:30:26,916 --> 01:30:31,416 I wasn't prepared for death. 858 01:30:37,375 --> 01:30:39,000 After much deliberation, 859 01:30:40,333 --> 01:30:43,833 I decided to tell Maori about Kamiya's death. 860 01:30:50,041 --> 01:30:52,541 I couldn't carry the grief alone. 861 01:30:53,041 --> 01:30:54,833 So I unloaded it onto her. 862 01:30:57,791 --> 01:30:59,916 Knowing she couldn't share my grief. 863 01:31:40,958 --> 01:31:42,375 That's funny. 864 01:31:45,125 --> 01:31:49,500 I don't remember him at all. 865 01:31:51,500 --> 01:31:55,208 I only remember him through photos 866 01:31:56,416 --> 01:31:58,916 and journal entries… 867 01:32:02,250 --> 01:32:03,666 It's funny. 868 01:32:05,291 --> 01:32:06,125 No, it's not. 869 01:32:08,000 --> 01:32:13,041 You two were really good together. 870 01:32:14,625 --> 01:32:16,208 It's not funny at all. 871 01:32:24,750 --> 01:32:28,791 In the end, we didn't attend the wake. 872 01:32:31,708 --> 01:32:36,416 Maori's mental state was breaking down. 873 01:32:42,333 --> 01:32:45,083 It was too much to bear. 874 01:32:46,541 --> 01:32:49,458 I clung to Kamiya's sister for support. 875 01:32:50,500 --> 01:32:51,541 I see. 876 01:32:53,500 --> 01:32:55,000 Toru said that? 877 01:33:00,833 --> 01:33:02,875 Thank you for telling me. 878 01:33:10,291 --> 01:33:11,875 Before Toru died, 879 01:33:13,875 --> 01:33:16,583 he talked about Maori once. 880 01:33:20,625 --> 01:33:25,666 He wanted to fill her journal with fun memories. He seemed so happy. 881 01:33:28,000 --> 01:33:30,208 He wanted her 882 01:33:31,125 --> 01:33:35,458 to feel positive about life whenever she read her journal. 883 01:33:41,166 --> 01:33:42,875 So I think Toru 884 01:33:44,208 --> 01:33:47,708 was already imagining what would happen after he was gone. 885 01:33:51,791 --> 01:33:53,875 Every time she read her journal, 886 01:33:54,750 --> 01:33:59,625 she'd have to confront the death of a boyfriend she didn't remember. 887 01:34:03,458 --> 01:34:05,375 If anything happens to me, 888 01:34:06,625 --> 01:34:10,208 I want you to delete everything about me from her journal. 889 01:34:11,708 --> 01:34:12,750 What? 890 01:34:13,250 --> 01:34:15,625 If I don't appear in her journal, 891 01:34:16,458 --> 01:34:18,666 it'll be like I never existed. 892 01:34:18,750 --> 01:34:20,958 And you're okay with that? 893 01:34:22,041 --> 01:34:26,416 We didn't know each other before the accident. 894 01:34:28,750 --> 01:34:33,583 Hino and I hadn't even met then. 895 01:34:36,291 --> 01:34:38,333 So I want you to delete me. 896 01:34:41,083 --> 01:34:45,541 You're an important friend to me, too, Wataya. 897 01:34:50,416 --> 01:34:56,041 If it pains you to do it, I'll delete him from her journal. 898 01:35:00,833 --> 01:35:05,666 Do you think that's the best thing to do? 899 01:35:09,083 --> 01:35:11,625 Toru asked you to do it. 900 01:35:13,083 --> 01:35:17,416 So you need to decide. 901 01:35:21,500 --> 01:35:25,916 But if it's too hard for you, you can blame it on me. 902 01:35:27,666 --> 01:35:33,458 I have a legitimate reason to carry out my brother's wishes. 903 01:35:41,041 --> 01:35:43,333 I thought about Kamiya's resolve 904 01:35:44,416 --> 01:35:49,500 and Maori's fragile mental state, which couldn't last. 905 01:36:04,791 --> 01:36:05,791 Here it is. 906 01:36:05,875 --> 01:36:08,791 READ THIS JOURNAL WHEN I GET UP 907 01:36:09,625 --> 01:36:11,541 She's sound asleep. 908 01:36:13,375 --> 01:36:16,625 I'll return it as soon as I make copies. 909 01:36:17,375 --> 01:36:19,375 Can you take care of her phone? 910 01:36:23,000 --> 01:36:24,500 READ THIS JOURNAL WHEN I GET UP 911 01:36:31,416 --> 01:36:33,000 I WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT. 912 01:36:40,208 --> 01:36:44,083 MAY 5, 2019 TODAY, I WILL START MY JOURNAL. 913 01:36:57,458 --> 01:36:58,625 MET TORU AFTER SCHOOL. 914 01:36:58,708 --> 01:37:00,083 TORU 915 01:37:06,666 --> 01:37:08,041 IZUMI 916 01:37:19,833 --> 01:37:21,458 TORU WAS DOZING OFF. 917 01:37:44,541 --> 01:37:45,750 …WALKED WITH TORU. 918 01:39:05,375 --> 01:39:07,666 COPYING… 919 01:39:15,000 --> 01:39:18,458 ON THE FIRST DAY OF GOLDEN WEEK, I WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT. 920 01:39:28,250 --> 01:39:31,791 LET'S HAVE FUN TOGETHER EVEN AFTER WE GRADUATE, IZUMI! 921 01:39:52,208 --> 01:39:53,458 DON'T FORGET TO WRITE IN JOURNAL BEFORE GOING TO SLEEP 922 01:39:58,750 --> 01:40:02,291 ONLY MY PARENTS AND IZUMI KNOW ABOUT MY CONDITION 923 01:40:11,916 --> 01:40:14,666 I HAVE AMNESIA FROM A CAR ACCIDENT 924 01:40:14,750 --> 01:40:17,958 READ JOURNAL ON DESK 925 01:40:29,625 --> 01:40:36,583 DON'T FORGET TORU KAMIYA 926 01:42:00,916 --> 01:42:05,416 SO PLEASE LET ME STAY BY HIS SIDE. NEXT YEAR AND THE YEAR AFTER THAT… 927 01:43:07,291 --> 01:43:08,541 Yes? 928 01:43:21,166 --> 01:43:22,166 Izumi. 929 01:43:23,125 --> 01:43:29,458 Let me get to a good stopping point. Sit down. 930 01:43:41,375 --> 01:43:46,750 I can't stop painting him. I don't know why. 931 01:43:48,625 --> 01:43:51,958 The guy in my sketch book. 932 01:43:55,833 --> 01:44:00,791 It's like my hand remembers, and I paint him over and over. 933 01:44:17,500 --> 01:44:18,625 What's wrong? 934 01:44:22,291 --> 01:44:23,583 I'm sorry. 935 01:44:25,958 --> 01:44:31,791 I've stolen some very precious memories from you. 936 01:44:32,958 --> 01:44:34,000 I'm sorry. 937 01:44:35,791 --> 01:44:37,208 I'm sorry. 938 01:44:45,166 --> 01:44:48,333 READ THIS JOURNAL WHEN I GET UP 939 01:44:48,416 --> 01:44:50,875 This is your real journal. 940 01:44:54,583 --> 01:44:55,708 I'm sorry… 941 01:44:57,833 --> 01:45:00,208 I hid it from you. 942 01:45:06,583 --> 01:45:07,541 I see. 943 01:45:11,000 --> 01:45:13,583 I've been a huge burden on you again. 944 01:45:21,208 --> 01:45:22,250 Thank you. 945 01:45:27,750 --> 01:45:32,750 For respecting the final wishes of someone I loved. 946 01:46:06,833 --> 01:46:12,666 Monday, May 27th. Something shocking happened today. 947 01:46:12,750 --> 01:46:13,708 Excuse me? 948 01:46:17,416 --> 01:46:19,250 Will you go out with me? 949 01:46:23,291 --> 01:46:26,958 At first, it was just a whim. 950 01:46:27,458 --> 01:46:28,583 Yes, I will. 951 01:46:29,083 --> 01:46:31,833 I just went along with it. 952 01:46:33,958 --> 01:46:39,958 I thought, maybe even someone like me could experience something new. 953 01:46:46,166 --> 01:46:49,416 Let's "pretend" we're together. 954 01:46:50,541 --> 01:46:52,208 "Pretend"? 955 01:46:52,291 --> 01:46:53,916 On three conditions. 956 01:46:54,583 --> 01:46:56,583 -Conditions? -Yes. 957 01:46:57,083 --> 01:47:02,750 1. Don't talk to each other until school's over. 958 01:47:03,875 --> 01:47:07,333 Because organizing memories takes time. 959 01:47:08,458 --> 01:47:14,416 2. Keep communication short. 960 01:47:17,000 --> 01:47:19,791 Because I can't talk about yesterday. 961 01:47:19,875 --> 01:47:20,875 K 962 01:47:23,583 --> 01:47:27,958 3. Don't actually fall in love. 963 01:47:28,833 --> 01:47:34,125 If I can't hold onto my memories, I should never be allowed to fall in love. 964 01:47:37,416 --> 01:47:40,166 3. DON'T ACTUALLY FALL IN LOVE 965 01:47:42,000 --> 01:47:45,916 I'm going to make sure you have fun tomorrow, too. 966 01:47:46,916 --> 01:47:52,916 But he knew about my memory loss. 967 01:47:53,416 --> 01:47:55,916 We'll play a trick on you tomorrow. 968 01:47:57,500 --> 01:47:59,458 He pretended not to know 969 01:47:59,541 --> 01:48:05,250 and gave me days filled with light. 970 01:48:07,083 --> 01:48:08,791 Procedural memory? 971 01:48:08,875 --> 01:48:12,500 So you should keep drawing. 972 01:48:13,083 --> 01:48:16,166 I couldn't connect yesterday to today, 973 01:48:17,291 --> 01:48:19,208 but he gave me a reason to live. 974 01:48:37,166 --> 01:48:40,500 Toru dropped his ice cream. 975 01:48:40,625 --> 01:48:45,333 This is his second ice cream of the day. How does it taste? 976 01:48:45,833 --> 01:48:47,375 It tastes sad. 977 01:48:48,708 --> 01:48:49,708 Poor thing. 978 01:48:49,791 --> 01:48:51,250 It may go over your head. 979 01:48:51,333 --> 01:48:52,458 What? 980 01:48:52,958 --> 01:48:54,208 How did you do? 981 01:48:57,541 --> 01:48:59,500 I shouldn't have asked. 982 01:49:01,291 --> 01:49:02,166 And you? 983 01:49:02,750 --> 01:49:06,666 He stayed by my side until the day before 984 01:49:07,625 --> 01:49:09,750 his life was extinguished. 985 01:49:10,625 --> 01:49:12,333 Where are we? 986 01:49:12,416 --> 01:49:14,916 This is Kugenuma Inari Shrine. 987 01:49:15,500 --> 01:49:18,750 Our family used to come here on New Year's Day. 988 01:49:21,166 --> 01:49:23,500 He never asked for anything in return. 989 01:49:24,750 --> 01:49:26,833 He just kept giving me memories. 990 01:49:27,333 --> 01:49:29,208 Here it comes! 991 01:49:31,750 --> 01:49:32,916 But… 992 01:49:35,375 --> 01:49:37,208 I kept losing them. 993 01:49:40,125 --> 01:49:45,291 The time I spent with him only exists in my journal. 994 01:49:53,708 --> 01:49:55,083 Memories never… 995 01:49:57,333 --> 01:49:59,000 disappear completely. 996 01:50:11,041 --> 01:50:14,000 I HAVE AMNESIA FROM A CAR ACCIDENT READ JOURNAL ON DESK 997 01:50:18,000 --> 01:50:20,333 DON'T FORGET TORU KAMIYA 998 01:50:20,416 --> 01:50:21,375 So… 999 01:50:24,250 --> 01:50:25,791 Please, God. 1000 01:50:28,083 --> 01:50:32,708 Etch the time we spent together into me. 1001 01:50:32,791 --> 01:50:39,750 DON'T FORGET TORU KAMIYA 1002 01:50:54,291 --> 01:50:57,375 FUMINO KAMIYA TORU KAMIYA 1003 01:51:10,208 --> 01:51:14,333 I'm so glad you can remember things again. 1004 01:51:16,083 --> 01:51:17,375 Thank you. 1005 01:51:22,875 --> 01:51:26,166 But… I… 1006 01:51:27,583 --> 01:51:31,916 I don't remember Toru. 1007 01:51:34,208 --> 01:51:39,291 Whenever I read my journal, I'm filled with happiness… 1008 01:51:41,500 --> 01:51:43,375 but I don't remember him. 1009 01:51:47,291 --> 01:51:49,625 Everyone forgets eventually. 1010 01:51:51,583 --> 01:51:56,541 Toru will become a part of my past, too. 1011 01:51:59,833 --> 01:52:05,416 I think that's how we survive. 1012 01:52:11,500 --> 01:52:12,583 So… 1013 01:52:17,000 --> 01:52:19,625 Don't let your future go to waste. 1014 01:52:24,041 --> 01:52:24,875 I won't. 1015 01:52:32,208 --> 01:52:33,041 But… 1016 01:52:36,958 --> 01:52:38,083 Even if… 1017 01:52:41,500 --> 01:52:46,625 Even if everyone eventually forgets him, 1018 01:52:48,458 --> 01:52:50,958 I want to remember. 1019 01:52:53,750 --> 01:52:56,250 Because the precious time we shared 1020 01:52:57,875 --> 01:53:00,333 must be somewhere inside me. 1021 01:53:05,458 --> 01:53:07,208 I'll try this one. 1022 01:53:10,333 --> 01:53:11,416 It's good! 1023 01:53:13,000 --> 01:53:14,666 So you can cook now? 1024 01:53:14,750 --> 01:53:19,083 How rude! I can do this much. 1025 01:53:32,875 --> 01:53:34,041 Izumi. 1026 01:53:37,125 --> 01:53:39,375 I have something to tell you. 1027 01:53:40,166 --> 01:53:41,208 What? 1028 01:53:44,958 --> 01:53:46,041 I'm… 1029 01:53:49,791 --> 01:53:52,041 going to apply to an art college. 1030 01:53:57,208 --> 01:53:59,375 I thought you would. 1031 01:54:00,583 --> 01:54:05,250 You're not surprised? 1032 01:54:07,833 --> 01:54:09,916 "Procedural memory," right? 1033 01:54:10,708 --> 01:54:11,541 Yeah. 1034 01:54:14,416 --> 01:54:17,625 I think Toru wanted to tell me 1035 01:54:18,375 --> 01:54:24,416 that even if I don't have memories, there's something accumulating inside. 1036 01:54:26,833 --> 01:54:31,125 I don't want to let it go to waste. 1037 01:54:34,000 --> 01:54:35,541 Sounds like Kamiya. 1038 01:54:36,291 --> 01:54:37,375 Really? 1039 01:54:41,083 --> 01:54:42,125 I see. 1040 01:54:47,375 --> 01:54:49,291 I'm so full! 1041 01:54:50,291 --> 01:54:51,791 It was surprisingly good. 1042 01:54:52,791 --> 01:54:54,000 'Surprisingly'? 1043 01:55:37,125 --> 01:55:39,708 You're up? 1044 01:55:42,958 --> 01:55:46,000 In a world where so much is lost, 1045 01:55:46,500 --> 01:55:50,833 some things remain vivid. 1046 01:56:09,833 --> 01:56:14,625 Toru definitely lives inside me. 1047 01:56:22,291 --> 01:56:26,208 Even if this love disappears from the world tonight, 1048 01:56:29,500 --> 01:56:32,208 my heart will capture you. 70673

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