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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:17,103 --> 00:00:19,689 [eerie tone] 4 00:00:19,689 --> 00:00:22,275 [somber music] 5 00:00:31,517 --> 00:00:33,172 [cars rushing] 6 00:00:33,172 --> 00:00:35,758 [somber music] 7 00:00:37,827 --> 00:00:39,793 [rushing] 8 00:00:39,793 --> 00:00:42,310 [somber music] 9 00:00:43,517 --> 00:00:46,275 [rushing street noise] 10 00:00:46,275 --> 00:00:49,000 [dramatic music] 11 00:00:50,862 --> 00:00:53,620 [rushing talking] 12 00:00:56,137 --> 00:00:58,758 [phone ringing] 13 00:01:02,379 --> 00:01:04,517 - [Thomas] Shut the fuck up. 14 00:01:04,517 --> 00:01:07,172 [phone ringing] 15 00:01:08,551 --> 00:01:09,896 [sighing] 16 00:01:09,896 --> 00:01:11,103 What. 17 00:01:11,103 --> 00:01:14,275 [text ba-duping] 18 00:01:14,275 --> 00:01:16,379 [dramatic music] 19 00:01:16,379 --> 00:01:19,413 [text ba-duping] 20 00:01:19,413 --> 00:01:22,172 [dramatic music] 21 00:01:23,517 --> 00:01:26,241 [text ba-duping] 22 00:01:27,275 --> 00:01:30,000 [dramatic music] 23 00:01:31,379 --> 00:01:34,275 [text ba-duping] 24 00:01:34,275 --> 00:01:37,034 [dramatic music] 25 00:01:38,379 --> 00:01:41,068 [text ba-duping] 26 00:01:42,655 --> 00:01:45,551 [dramatic music] 27 00:01:45,551 --> 00:01:47,758 [text ba-duping] 28 00:01:47,758 --> 00:01:50,517 [dramatic music] 29 00:01:56,896 --> 00:01:59,103 [text ba-duping] 30 00:01:59,103 --> 00:02:01,724 [dramatic music] 31 00:02:01,724 --> 00:02:04,827 [text ba-duping] 32 00:02:04,827 --> 00:02:07,586 [dramatic music] 33 00:02:10,275 --> 00:02:13,000 [text ba-duping] 34 00:02:16,965 --> 00:02:19,724 [dramatic music] 35 00:02:22,000 --> 00:02:23,379 [text ba-duping] 36 00:02:23,379 --> 00:02:26,137 [dramatic music] 37 00:02:29,965 --> 00:02:31,068 [phone clicking] 38 00:02:31,068 --> 00:02:33,827 [dramatic music] 39 00:02:36,137 --> 00:02:39,000 [phone clicking] 40 00:02:39,000 --> 00:02:42,068 [door squeaking] 41 00:02:42,068 --> 00:02:44,793 [dramatic music] 42 00:02:52,793 --> 00:02:54,413 [clicking] 43 00:02:54,413 --> 00:02:57,137 [dramatic music] 44 00:02:59,551 --> 00:03:01,689 [sighing] 45 00:03:03,724 --> 00:03:06,137 [scratching] 46 00:03:15,655 --> 00:03:18,172 [door squeaking] 47 00:03:18,172 --> 00:03:20,724 [mellow music] 48 00:03:36,586 --> 00:03:38,965 - It's all about the fantasy isn't it. 49 00:03:38,965 --> 00:03:40,586 You look at someone, 50 00:03:40,586 --> 00:03:42,379 and you can just imagine, 51 00:03:42,379 --> 00:03:44,620 all the possible futures you could have. 52 00:03:47,551 --> 00:03:48,793 An awkward moment, 53 00:03:48,793 --> 00:03:49,827 a first kiss. 54 00:03:50,862 --> 00:03:51,965 I was just looking. 55 00:03:55,241 --> 00:03:56,620 - [Matt] Why fantasy though? 56 00:03:59,379 --> 00:04:00,862 - Real life is routine. 57 00:04:00,862 --> 00:04:03,758 It's pain and disappointment. 58 00:04:03,758 --> 00:04:04,586 Mhmm. 59 00:04:08,241 --> 00:04:11,965 There are people working dead end job after dead end job. 60 00:04:11,965 --> 00:04:15,103 They work, they marry, they go home to their families. 61 00:04:15,103 --> 00:04:17,931 And within a few short years, 62 00:04:17,931 --> 00:04:19,793 no one will care. 63 00:04:19,793 --> 00:04:20,862 No one will remember. 64 00:04:23,034 --> 00:04:25,310 Everyone thinks they're special. 65 00:04:25,310 --> 00:04:27,034 Something ruins that along the way. 66 00:04:28,310 --> 00:04:31,482 At least I'm aware of it. 67 00:04:31,482 --> 00:04:32,482 - [Matt] Didn't you just say, 68 00:04:32,482 --> 00:04:33,413 you you knew you weren't special? 69 00:04:35,689 --> 00:04:36,517 - Yes. 70 00:04:37,517 --> 00:04:39,310 I mean I'm not. 71 00:04:39,310 --> 00:04:40,724 But do you ever really care, 72 00:04:40,724 --> 00:04:42,931 what other people think about your fantasies? 73 00:04:44,965 --> 00:04:46,310 [sirens ringing] 74 00:04:46,310 --> 00:04:48,137 Don't, no stop, please! 75 00:04:48,137 --> 00:04:49,965 [crying] 76 00:04:49,965 --> 00:04:51,551 Stop. 77 00:04:51,551 --> 00:04:53,310 - Am I hurting you? 78 00:04:53,310 --> 00:04:54,793 I'm so so sorry. 79 00:04:56,896 --> 00:04:58,620 You almost fooled me. 80 00:04:58,620 --> 00:05:00,827 You almost fooled me with your bullshit. 81 00:05:00,827 --> 00:05:01,758 [crying] 82 00:05:01,758 --> 00:05:03,413 I loved you. 83 00:05:03,413 --> 00:05:04,620 Get the fuck up. 84 00:05:04,620 --> 00:05:05,482 - No please! 85 00:05:05,482 --> 00:05:07,103 - You're so selfish. 86 00:05:07,103 --> 00:05:08,620 I would put up with an ass kicking, 87 00:05:08,620 --> 00:05:11,000 any day over this mental shit that you do with me. 88 00:05:11,000 --> 00:05:13,793 This is not you, fucking bitch. 89 00:05:13,793 --> 00:05:15,034 You fucking bitch. 90 00:05:15,034 --> 00:05:16,275 Bitch! 91 00:05:16,275 --> 00:05:17,724 I can't believe that you would do that to me. 92 00:05:17,724 --> 00:05:19,689 I'll fucking kill you. - Stop. 93 00:05:19,689 --> 00:05:21,241 Please stop! 94 00:05:21,241 --> 00:05:22,206 Stop! 95 00:05:22,206 --> 00:05:23,689 - I thought it was gonna work. 96 00:05:23,689 --> 00:05:24,931 I did. 97 00:05:24,931 --> 00:05:26,862 But I think it was meant to work with Diane. 98 00:05:26,862 --> 00:05:27,689 - No. 99 00:05:27,689 --> 00:05:28,965 - Yeah. - No. 100 00:05:28,965 --> 00:05:29,620 - Yeah I'm supposed to be with Diane. 101 00:05:29,620 --> 00:05:30,448 - No I'm sorry. 102 00:05:30,448 --> 00:05:31,344 I'm sorry. 103 00:05:31,344 --> 00:05:32,206 Ah! 104 00:05:32,206 --> 00:05:34,448 [grunting] 105 00:05:37,689 --> 00:05:40,275 [somber music] 106 00:05:45,965 --> 00:05:47,689 [sobbing] 107 00:05:47,689 --> 00:05:50,241 [somber music] 108 00:06:03,103 --> 00:06:05,103 I don't wanna do this anymore. 109 00:06:05,103 --> 00:06:07,724 [somber music] 110 00:06:08,931 --> 00:06:09,758 I'm sorry. 111 00:06:14,931 --> 00:06:17,068 I don't want this anymore. 112 00:06:17,068 --> 00:06:19,586 [somber music] 113 00:06:32,413 --> 00:06:33,862 [gasping] [water pouring] 114 00:06:33,862 --> 00:06:35,586 - You're fucking sleeping after all this shit. 115 00:06:38,241 --> 00:06:40,241 [crying] 116 00:06:41,896 --> 00:06:43,103 [door slams] 117 00:06:43,103 --> 00:06:45,172 [crying] 118 00:06:45,172 --> 00:06:46,137 - I'm sorry. 119 00:06:50,068 --> 00:06:52,068 [crying] 120 00:06:57,931 --> 00:07:00,655 [fork clanking] 121 00:07:10,827 --> 00:07:15,827 [text ba-duping] [somber music] 122 00:07:23,482 --> 00:07:26,103 [kissing] 123 00:07:26,103 --> 00:07:26,931 - Whose that? 124 00:07:28,482 --> 00:07:29,827 - Matt. 125 00:07:29,827 --> 00:07:31,000 - Oh. 126 00:07:31,000 --> 00:07:32,206 Invite him over. 127 00:07:35,413 --> 00:07:36,241 Say Hi for me. 128 00:07:37,551 --> 00:07:38,379 What's he up to? 129 00:07:41,758 --> 00:07:45,000 - He's following some girl he saw in a store. 130 00:07:45,000 --> 00:07:46,379 - Really? 131 00:07:46,379 --> 00:07:47,448 - Yeah. - Ew. 132 00:07:48,344 --> 00:07:51,034 [text ba-duping] 133 00:07:53,344 --> 00:07:56,068 [class clanking] 134 00:07:58,172 --> 00:07:59,000 Creeper. 135 00:07:59,965 --> 00:08:01,965 Oh why is he acting so emo? 136 00:08:03,655 --> 00:08:07,655 - He's just going through some stuff. 137 00:08:07,655 --> 00:08:10,379 [somber music] 138 00:08:10,379 --> 00:08:13,137 [text ba-duping] 139 00:08:14,241 --> 00:08:16,482 [laughing] 140 00:08:19,896 --> 00:08:22,448 [somber music] 141 00:08:26,586 --> 00:08:29,551 I owe him a debt, don't ya think? 142 00:08:29,551 --> 00:08:31,103 - Do you? 143 00:08:31,103 --> 00:08:33,034 At what point do you let someone work themselves out? 144 00:08:33,034 --> 00:08:35,551 [somber music] 145 00:08:41,034 --> 00:08:43,241 [text ba-duping] 146 00:08:43,241 --> 00:08:45,827 [somber music] 147 00:08:54,827 --> 00:08:56,655 [giggling] 148 00:08:56,655 --> 00:08:59,724 [bell ringing] 149 00:08:59,724 --> 00:09:02,551 [clearing throat] 150 00:09:03,586 --> 00:09:06,103 [laughing] 151 00:09:06,103 --> 00:09:08,068 [text ba-duping] 152 00:09:08,068 --> 00:09:10,206 [sighing] 153 00:09:16,793 --> 00:09:18,931 [high pitched squealing] 154 00:09:18,931 --> 00:09:21,931 [relaxing music] 155 00:09:21,931 --> 00:09:24,862 - [Man At The Bar } So you're into that kind of thing, huh? 156 00:09:24,862 --> 00:09:26,241 - Seriously? 157 00:09:26,241 --> 00:09:27,931 Do you realize what I have to go through, 158 00:09:27,931 --> 00:09:29,379 to not walk home alone at night? 159 00:09:29,379 --> 00:09:30,862 - Alright, alright. 160 00:09:30,862 --> 00:09:31,689 I'm sorry. 161 00:09:33,448 --> 00:09:34,620 What are you into? 162 00:09:35,827 --> 00:09:37,275 You know other than contradictions? 163 00:09:39,620 --> 00:09:41,379 - Drinking's pretty great. 164 00:09:41,379 --> 00:09:42,241 [laughing] 165 00:09:42,241 --> 00:09:43,448 - Well clearly, 166 00:09:43,448 --> 00:09:44,724 especially since you're telling a stranger, 167 00:09:44,724 --> 00:09:46,275 that some guy is following you. 168 00:09:46,275 --> 00:09:47,620 - That's not what I said. 169 00:09:47,620 --> 00:09:50,068 I said I've been seeing him around lately. 170 00:09:50,068 --> 00:09:52,655 Like our routines collide. 171 00:09:52,655 --> 00:09:55,758 - It's probably some sick stalker waitin around to, 172 00:09:55,758 --> 00:09:56,931 attack you. 173 00:09:58,689 --> 00:09:59,620 - Alright you all, 174 00:10:01,448 --> 00:10:02,275 he's harmless. 175 00:10:03,793 --> 00:10:05,413 When you're well adjusted like me, 176 00:10:05,413 --> 00:10:06,931 you can just tell these things. 177 00:10:06,931 --> 00:10:09,103 - He probably just can't get it up to talk to you. 178 00:10:09,103 --> 00:10:09,931 - Maybe. 179 00:10:11,206 --> 00:10:12,793 Something sweet about him though. 180 00:10:15,137 --> 00:10:16,310 [chuckling] 181 00:10:16,310 --> 00:10:18,034 It's probably just some douche photographer, 182 00:10:18,034 --> 00:10:19,620 who wants to see me naked. 183 00:10:19,620 --> 00:10:20,517 [laughing] 184 00:10:20,517 --> 00:10:21,275 - Aren't we all? 185 00:10:28,034 --> 00:10:30,172 [sighing] 186 00:10:31,655 --> 00:10:34,379 - What's wrong with you lately? 187 00:10:34,379 --> 00:10:36,620 - I don't know I just, 188 00:10:36,620 --> 00:10:39,103 stressed with work I guess. 189 00:10:43,137 --> 00:10:45,241 - Tell him to give you space. 190 00:10:45,241 --> 00:10:46,620 You have a life of your own. 191 00:10:48,241 --> 00:10:50,000 - He really needs a friend right now. 192 00:10:52,103 --> 00:10:53,275 - I knew it was him. 193 00:10:54,689 --> 00:10:56,793 [sighing] 194 00:10:58,724 --> 00:11:00,137 - He was there for me, 195 00:11:01,034 --> 00:11:02,482 in a really difficult time. 196 00:11:03,413 --> 00:11:04,379 How can I, 197 00:11:04,379 --> 00:11:05,793 put distance between us now, 198 00:11:05,793 --> 00:11:07,551 just turn my back on him. 199 00:11:07,551 --> 00:11:10,379 - You don't owe him anything. 200 00:11:10,379 --> 00:11:11,827 Life happens. 201 00:11:11,827 --> 00:11:13,000 People grow up. 202 00:11:14,620 --> 00:11:16,517 You are building something, 203 00:11:17,724 --> 00:11:18,827 and people want to know they can look to you, 204 00:11:18,827 --> 00:11:19,931 to be an example. 205 00:11:21,551 --> 00:11:22,793 If he's really your friend, 206 00:11:22,793 --> 00:11:24,344 he wouldn't hold that against you. 207 00:11:26,689 --> 00:11:28,275 - Yeah. 208 00:11:28,275 --> 00:11:29,862 - Certainly wouldn't be calling you all, 209 00:11:29,862 --> 00:11:31,172 random hours of the night. 210 00:11:32,931 --> 00:11:34,827 - That's just, 211 00:11:34,827 --> 00:11:36,137 something we used to do. 212 00:11:37,551 --> 00:11:39,862 I don't even know why it bothers me so much now. 213 00:11:39,862 --> 00:11:41,793 - Cause it's time to grow the fuck up. 214 00:11:41,793 --> 00:11:45,206 [muffled talking] 215 00:11:45,206 --> 00:11:48,241 But sometimes you need to let people go. 216 00:11:53,310 --> 00:11:55,448 [sighing] 217 00:12:01,724 --> 00:12:03,827 [door squeaking] 218 00:12:03,827 --> 00:12:06,000 [arguing] 219 00:12:08,344 --> 00:12:11,034 [glass clanking] 220 00:12:17,931 --> 00:12:19,275 - Pack of lites. 221 00:12:19,275 --> 00:12:21,862 [upbeat music] 222 00:12:28,689 --> 00:12:31,517 [change clanking] 223 00:12:41,689 --> 00:12:44,241 [bell dinging] 224 00:12:52,172 --> 00:12:55,379 [wrapper crinkling] 225 00:12:55,379 --> 00:12:57,931 [upbeat music] 226 00:13:30,551 --> 00:13:32,655 [change clanking] 227 00:13:32,655 --> 00:13:35,137 [bell ringing] 228 00:13:35,137 --> 00:13:37,655 [upbeat music] 229 00:13:45,482 --> 00:13:48,310 [change clanging] 230 00:13:50,344 --> 00:13:53,000 [motor running] 231 00:13:57,448 --> 00:14:00,000 [mellow music] 232 00:14:13,724 --> 00:14:16,724 - [Matt] This is what people used to do. 233 00:14:16,724 --> 00:14:17,551 Sit. 234 00:14:17,551 --> 00:14:18,827 Listen to records. 235 00:14:20,206 --> 00:14:21,310 Sometimes get stoned. 236 00:14:22,862 --> 00:14:24,827 - [Avery] What happened to those times? 237 00:14:26,137 --> 00:14:27,448 - [Matt] More leisure time. 238 00:14:28,896 --> 00:14:31,517 People learned they had better things to do. 239 00:14:31,517 --> 00:14:33,827 [exhaling] 240 00:14:33,827 --> 00:14:35,448 - People don't just talk anymore. 241 00:14:36,689 --> 00:14:40,068 They're always has to be something going on. 242 00:14:40,068 --> 00:14:42,896 - [Matt] Nothing ever happens then. 243 00:14:42,896 --> 00:14:44,724 Nothing better than this anyway. 244 00:14:44,724 --> 00:14:47,310 [mellow music] 245 00:14:48,896 --> 00:14:51,724 Why didn't you say anything to me? 246 00:14:53,413 --> 00:14:55,034 - There something, 247 00:14:57,206 --> 00:14:58,000 familiar. 248 00:15:00,034 --> 00:15:02,620 I can imagine him stammering out to me, 249 00:15:02,620 --> 00:15:05,655 with the coins I dropped at the counter in his hand. 250 00:15:05,655 --> 00:15:07,551 I see him looking this way and that way, 251 00:15:07,551 --> 00:15:11,310 really trying not to look into my eyes, 252 00:15:11,310 --> 00:15:13,103 and stammering away, 253 00:15:14,793 --> 00:15:15,620 embarrassed. 254 00:15:17,413 --> 00:15:19,620 - [Matt] Feel like he'd be a shy guy eh? 255 00:15:19,620 --> 00:15:20,448 - No. 256 00:15:21,448 --> 00:15:22,620 Not necessarily. 257 00:15:25,448 --> 00:15:26,965 Just non, 258 00:15:26,965 --> 00:15:27,793 threatening. 259 00:15:29,379 --> 00:15:32,310 - [Matt] You want him to be following you. 260 00:15:32,310 --> 00:15:33,965 - The idea of it comforts me. 261 00:15:36,413 --> 00:15:38,448 Which is frightening as hell. 262 00:15:38,448 --> 00:15:41,068 [mellow music] 263 00:15:44,344 --> 00:15:45,172 it's just, 264 00:15:46,137 --> 00:15:47,206 the simplicity of it. 265 00:15:48,413 --> 00:15:51,689 It's just simple, truthful, real. 266 00:15:54,310 --> 00:15:56,379 Like this, like this. 267 00:15:56,379 --> 00:15:59,620 [mellow music] 268 00:15:59,620 --> 00:16:02,000 - [Matt] You call this real? 269 00:16:03,517 --> 00:16:05,137 - Listening to records. 270 00:16:07,344 --> 00:16:08,689 Wondering in space. 271 00:16:12,206 --> 00:16:13,344 It's my routine now. 272 00:16:15,689 --> 00:16:17,000 Something I can count on. 273 00:16:19,172 --> 00:16:21,827 [phone ringing] 274 00:16:26,586 --> 00:16:28,793 [sighing] 275 00:16:28,793 --> 00:16:31,344 [upbeat music] 276 00:16:39,793 --> 00:16:44,758 ♪ Your words sink through my skin ♪ 277 00:16:46,034 --> 00:16:51,000 ♪ Electric whisper deep in the night ♪ 278 00:16:52,310 --> 00:16:57,103 ♪ You move so nice I forget why I'm angry ♪ 279 00:16:58,931 --> 00:17:02,827 ♪ A perfect comfort to just realize ♪ 280 00:17:02,827 --> 00:17:05,517 ♪ Na ni na na 281 00:17:05,517 --> 00:17:08,413 ♪ I just don't think 282 00:17:08,413 --> 00:17:11,517 ♪ I just don't think I believe in love ♪ 283 00:17:11,517 --> 00:17:14,620 ♪ I just don't think 284 00:17:14,620 --> 00:17:18,724 ♪ I just don't think I believe in love ♪ 285 00:17:18,724 --> 00:17:19,758 ♪ Whoo 286 00:17:19,758 --> 00:17:21,689 ♪ Yeah 287 00:17:30,344 --> 00:17:35,310 ♪ To trained to fight you anyway ♪ 288 00:17:36,758 --> 00:17:41,724 ♪ I sizzle out if you buy your time ♪ 289 00:17:43,103 --> 00:17:47,931 ♪ I am the proper captain with fire chains ♪ 290 00:17:49,724 --> 00:17:53,482 ♪ I could see them but don't think too much ♪ 291 00:17:53,482 --> 00:17:55,655 ♪ I never know 292 00:17:55,655 --> 00:17:58,931 ♪ I just don't think 293 00:17:58,931 --> 00:18:02,000 ♪ I just don't think I believe in love ♪ 294 00:18:02,000 --> 00:18:05,310 ♪ I just don't think 295 00:18:05,310 --> 00:18:09,827 ♪ I just don't think I believe in love ♪ 296 00:18:09,827 --> 00:18:11,931 ♪ Whoa 297 00:18:11,931 --> 00:18:15,103 ♪ I just don't think I believe in ♪ 298 00:18:15,103 --> 00:18:20,068 ♪ Love 299 00:18:21,275 --> 00:18:23,758 ♪ Thanks for the cigs and all the booze ♪ 300 00:18:23,758 --> 00:18:26,758 ♪ But it'd be nice to have my medicine too ♪ 301 00:18:26,758 --> 00:18:30,137 ♪ You spend our money for groceries ♪ 302 00:18:30,137 --> 00:18:33,172 ♪ Also cheap ass jewelry 303 00:18:33,172 --> 00:18:36,310 ♪ And all the things that you practice with one day ♪ 304 00:18:36,310 --> 00:18:39,517 ♪ Well I forgot that that day was last Friday ♪ 305 00:18:39,517 --> 00:18:42,517 ♪ I'm all for making a change 306 00:18:42,517 --> 00:18:46,517 ♪ But you drive me in my head 307 00:18:46,517 --> 00:18:49,448 ♪ I just don't think 308 00:18:49,448 --> 00:18:52,517 ♪ I just don't think I believe in love ♪ 309 00:18:52,517 --> 00:18:55,586 ♪ I just don't think 310 00:18:55,586 --> 00:18:58,896 ♪ I just don't think I believe in ♪ 311 00:18:58,896 --> 00:19:01,655 ♪ Love 312 00:19:01,655 --> 00:19:03,137 - [Cathy] Look you might not understand this, 313 00:19:03,137 --> 00:19:05,724 but I'm an adult okay. 314 00:19:05,724 --> 00:19:06,827 I want order and a life. 315 00:19:06,827 --> 00:19:08,068 I'm sick of living, 316 00:19:08,068 --> 00:19:09,034 like I just left my fucking parents house. 317 00:19:09,034 --> 00:19:09,862 - This isn't that serious. 318 00:19:09,862 --> 00:19:10,827 Can you just calm down? 319 00:19:10,827 --> 00:19:12,896 - Fuck you, it's not a big deal. 320 00:19:12,896 --> 00:19:14,068 You're acting just like a kid you know. 321 00:19:14,068 --> 00:19:15,896 A real fucking man would take care of it. 322 00:19:15,896 --> 00:19:16,724 - What the fuck? 323 00:19:16,724 --> 00:19:18,034 - No I take that back. 324 00:19:18,034 --> 00:19:19,896 A real fucking man would have just done it right, 325 00:19:19,896 --> 00:19:21,413 the first time, 326 00:19:21,413 --> 00:19:22,965 not this fucking child shit you're doing right now. 327 00:19:22,965 --> 00:19:25,724 God, grow some fucking balls. 328 00:19:25,724 --> 00:19:28,482 [dramatic music] 329 00:19:33,413 --> 00:19:35,793 [texts ba-duping] 330 00:19:35,793 --> 00:19:38,275 [eerie music] 331 00:19:40,172 --> 00:19:42,896 [text ba-duping] 332 00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:52,620 [glass clanking] 333 00:19:52,620 --> 00:19:53,620 - Doing alright man? 334 00:19:56,379 --> 00:19:57,655 - Yeah, yeah. 335 00:19:59,896 --> 00:20:01,724 - You haven't been to work in a week. 336 00:20:01,724 --> 00:20:03,896 - I'm having a hard time. 337 00:20:03,896 --> 00:20:04,724 - With what? 338 00:20:05,896 --> 00:20:07,137 - Kim, 339 00:20:07,137 --> 00:20:09,000 come on man, you know she left. 340 00:20:09,896 --> 00:20:10,724 - Who? 341 00:20:13,379 --> 00:20:14,586 - Matt come on. 342 00:20:14,586 --> 00:20:17,103 - Look man, everything's gonna be fine. 343 00:20:18,413 --> 00:20:20,068 Hey, people move on, 344 00:20:20,068 --> 00:20:22,034 especially at this point in their lives. 345 00:20:23,655 --> 00:20:26,551 And you're still in school for fucks sake. 346 00:20:26,551 --> 00:20:28,724 Hit the gym, rub one out. 347 00:20:28,724 --> 00:20:30,724 Another Kim will be along. 348 00:20:30,724 --> 00:20:31,620 - That's just it, 349 00:20:34,551 --> 00:20:35,758 things are not going the way, 350 00:20:35,758 --> 00:20:37,344 that I thought they would, you know. 351 00:20:38,551 --> 00:20:39,448 I thought you know, 352 00:20:40,655 --> 00:20:43,068 that I had the plan, put the plan in motion. 353 00:20:43,068 --> 00:20:45,000 Things were going so well, 354 00:20:45,000 --> 00:20:48,241 and one thing just throws everything out of wack. 355 00:20:48,241 --> 00:20:49,068 Look, 356 00:20:49,068 --> 00:20:50,827 you have a great plan. 357 00:20:52,344 --> 00:20:53,482 You just, 358 00:20:53,482 --> 00:20:54,758 you need someone, 359 00:20:54,758 --> 00:20:56,551 just as great, to see it through with you. 360 00:20:57,758 --> 00:20:59,655 You know obviously she wasn't up for it. 361 00:21:01,034 --> 00:21:02,275 Just forget all that shit. 362 00:21:03,724 --> 00:21:05,620 If you knew better things were out there, 363 00:21:05,620 --> 00:21:06,758 just try and see that. 364 00:21:08,103 --> 00:21:10,379 - You know I look at what you and Cathy got, 365 00:21:10,379 --> 00:21:12,137 and I wonder how I get that, you know, 366 00:21:12,137 --> 00:21:14,793 when I thought I had it. 367 00:21:14,793 --> 00:21:16,862 - You don't want what we have, 368 00:21:16,862 --> 00:21:18,482 believe me. 369 00:21:18,482 --> 00:21:20,620 You want what's good for you. 370 00:21:20,620 --> 00:21:22,517 Look if you want, 371 00:21:22,517 --> 00:21:23,793 come over, hang out. 372 00:21:23,793 --> 00:21:24,931 [text beeping] 373 00:21:24,931 --> 00:21:26,793 Share a couple laughs. 374 00:21:26,793 --> 00:21:28,689 Forget this shit. 375 00:21:28,689 --> 00:21:29,586 Everything's fine. 376 00:21:29,586 --> 00:21:32,344 [text ba-duping] 377 00:21:33,620 --> 00:21:34,965 Everything will be fine. 378 00:21:36,896 --> 00:21:38,724 You don't think it will, but it will. 379 00:21:42,310 --> 00:21:44,551 [rumbling] 380 00:21:46,758 --> 00:21:49,448 [dramatic music] 381 00:21:54,344 --> 00:21:56,931 [gun firing] 382 00:21:56,931 --> 00:21:59,620 [dramatic music] 383 00:22:05,586 --> 00:22:07,655 [phone clicking] 384 00:22:07,655 --> 00:22:09,931 [stomping] 385 00:22:11,965 --> 00:22:14,689 [dramatic music] 386 00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:20,965 [phone buzzing] 387 00:22:20,965 --> 00:22:23,689 [dramatic music] 388 00:22:34,862 --> 00:22:39,862 [text ba-duping] [dramatic music] 389 00:23:06,413 --> 00:23:08,758 - [Cathy] You really just can't fucking help yourself huh? 390 00:23:10,034 --> 00:23:11,551 - What the hell is this bullshit? 391 00:23:13,344 --> 00:23:14,517 - None of your business. 392 00:23:16,241 --> 00:23:17,310 - None of my business? 393 00:23:18,448 --> 00:23:20,068 - [Cathy] That's right yeah. 394 00:23:20,068 --> 00:23:21,689 - Well do you think that's a reasonable fucking response, 395 00:23:21,689 --> 00:23:24,000 to your text to Peter, Paul, and fucking, 396 00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:25,448 Mary. 397 00:23:25,448 --> 00:23:27,275 - It's just for fun. 398 00:23:27,275 --> 00:23:28,724 It's not like we do anything. 399 00:23:30,103 --> 00:23:31,827 - Do you expect me to believe that? 400 00:23:32,758 --> 00:23:33,689 - Look sweetheart. 401 00:23:34,758 --> 00:23:36,000 - Are you cheating on me? 402 00:23:37,413 --> 00:23:38,241 - No. 403 00:23:40,827 --> 00:23:41,724 Define cheating. 404 00:23:43,103 --> 00:23:45,172 - Jesus Christ that's a fucking confident response, 405 00:23:45,172 --> 00:23:46,551 I'm supposed to believe. 406 00:23:46,551 --> 00:23:48,344 - [Cathy] I don't want to lie to you. 407 00:23:48,344 --> 00:23:49,724 - Holy shit you really have. 408 00:23:51,517 --> 00:23:52,413 - Once. 409 00:23:52,413 --> 00:23:53,758 - Once. 410 00:23:53,758 --> 00:23:54,931 - It was a couple of months ago. 411 00:23:54,931 --> 00:23:56,172 - With one of these fucking guys. 412 00:23:56,172 --> 00:23:57,000 - No it was someone totally random. 413 00:23:57,000 --> 00:23:57,827 I don't even know. 414 00:23:57,827 --> 00:23:58,655 - Totally random. 415 00:23:58,655 --> 00:23:59,758 That's fucking awesome. 416 00:24:01,517 --> 00:24:02,896 - [Cathy] I was drunk. 417 00:24:02,896 --> 00:24:03,724 - Oh shit. 418 00:24:05,827 --> 00:24:06,655 - I'm sorry. 419 00:24:09,206 --> 00:24:10,827 I'm, 420 00:24:10,827 --> 00:24:12,344 really sorry. 421 00:24:12,344 --> 00:24:15,068 [dramatic music] 422 00:24:21,758 --> 00:24:22,586 - Look, 423 00:24:23,413 --> 00:24:24,689 look, 424 00:24:24,689 --> 00:24:27,172 maybe we just need to take some time. 425 00:24:27,172 --> 00:24:28,655 Alright, we can figure it out. 426 00:24:31,448 --> 00:24:33,724 - Are you fucking serious? 427 00:24:33,724 --> 00:24:34,724 God you're such a, 428 00:24:34,724 --> 00:24:35,965 little faggot. - What? 429 00:24:35,965 --> 00:24:37,172 - If I thought you were cheating on me, 430 00:24:37,172 --> 00:24:38,793 I'd beat you with a fucking baseball bat. 431 00:24:38,793 --> 00:24:40,000 - What do you want from me? 432 00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:41,586 - I want you to be a fucking man! 433 00:24:41,586 --> 00:24:44,379 God what have we been talking about the last couple months. 434 00:24:46,241 --> 00:24:47,275 Do you know what I do, 435 00:24:47,275 --> 00:24:49,241 when I go out by myself? 436 00:24:49,241 --> 00:24:50,827 I put on red lipstick, 437 00:24:50,827 --> 00:24:52,344 like, 438 00:24:52,344 --> 00:24:54,172 the girls where in that porn you have on your computer, 439 00:24:54,172 --> 00:24:56,241 that you swear you don't watch, 440 00:24:56,241 --> 00:24:57,275 and I go to the bar. 441 00:24:58,172 --> 00:24:59,103 And, 442 00:24:59,103 --> 00:25:00,793 I get drinks from men, 443 00:25:02,724 --> 00:25:04,827 and I think about them, 444 00:25:04,827 --> 00:25:06,551 taking me into the bathroom, 445 00:25:09,413 --> 00:25:13,793 where I carefully kneel down in front of them, 446 00:25:15,896 --> 00:25:17,655 and unzip ones pants and, 447 00:25:19,586 --> 00:25:21,275 and then put his cock in my mouth. 448 00:25:24,310 --> 00:25:27,000 Doing what you watch, 449 00:25:27,862 --> 00:25:30,551 what you think about, 450 00:25:30,551 --> 00:25:32,379 but I will never do for you, 451 00:25:33,586 --> 00:25:35,379 because you never take what you want. 452 00:25:37,758 --> 00:25:39,896 And I have absolutely zero respect for you. 453 00:25:42,034 --> 00:25:44,620 [splashing] 454 00:25:44,620 --> 00:25:47,344 [dramatic music] 455 00:25:58,379 --> 00:26:00,862 [eerie music] 456 00:26:06,724 --> 00:26:09,379 [water running] 457 00:26:15,551 --> 00:26:18,034 [eerie music] 458 00:26:33,275 --> 00:26:34,448 - It's okay. 459 00:26:34,448 --> 00:26:36,965 [eerie music] 460 00:26:47,310 --> 00:26:48,793 [heavy breathing] 461 00:26:48,793 --> 00:26:49,620 - Fuck. 462 00:26:52,068 --> 00:26:53,862 - What are you gonna tell her? 463 00:26:53,862 --> 00:26:55,241 - [Avery] Who? 464 00:26:55,241 --> 00:26:56,034 - Your mom, 465 00:26:57,103 --> 00:26:58,310 what are you gonna say? 466 00:26:58,310 --> 00:26:59,724 - [Avery] Pft, I'm not gonna tell her anything. 467 00:26:59,724 --> 00:27:02,000 - Well she's gonna ask, you know it. 468 00:27:03,724 --> 00:27:06,275 And you really want to make me feel like an asshole? 469 00:27:09,344 --> 00:27:11,551 - Listen, just stop, it's over, 470 00:27:11,551 --> 00:27:13,448 we're moving past it. - I'm trying to, 471 00:27:14,482 --> 00:27:17,551 but you're acting like a child. 472 00:27:17,551 --> 00:27:19,000 Well, your father, he already hates me, 473 00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:20,862 cause I took away his little girl. 474 00:27:20,862 --> 00:27:22,103 - What are you talking about, 475 00:27:22,103 --> 00:27:23,034 he's never said anything like that. 476 00:27:23,034 --> 00:27:24,586 - You know it's what he thinks. 477 00:27:26,379 --> 00:27:29,344 And if it wants to continue to have these little visits, 478 00:27:29,344 --> 00:27:30,689 simply stop by whenever the hell he wants. 479 00:27:30,689 --> 00:27:33,379 - It's not like that, I promise. 480 00:27:33,379 --> 00:27:35,517 [dramatic music] 481 00:27:35,517 --> 00:27:37,068 - All they do is judge me. 482 00:27:39,172 --> 00:27:40,689 And you just sit there and, 483 00:27:40,689 --> 00:27:42,862 smile and your nodding, 484 00:27:42,862 --> 00:27:44,931 never standing up for me. 485 00:27:44,931 --> 00:27:46,413 You know what that feels like? 486 00:27:47,344 --> 00:27:48,310 - Babe. 487 00:27:48,310 --> 00:27:52,862 - It just feels, 488 00:27:52,862 --> 00:27:54,827 feels like you don't want to be with me. 489 00:27:56,034 --> 00:27:56,965 - You question me every single time, 490 00:27:56,965 --> 00:27:58,793 what do you want from me? 491 00:28:00,931 --> 00:28:02,517 - I just want to feel, 492 00:28:02,517 --> 00:28:04,931 like you actually love me, 493 00:28:04,931 --> 00:28:07,172 instead of always thinking about yourself. 494 00:28:09,862 --> 00:28:10,724 - Look I'm sorry, 495 00:28:12,241 --> 00:28:13,517 I'm sorry. 496 00:28:13,517 --> 00:28:15,413 I'll just tell them I'm sick. 497 00:28:17,586 --> 00:28:18,413 And cancel. 498 00:28:21,103 --> 00:28:24,413 - But then they'll think something's up. 499 00:28:25,413 --> 00:28:26,413 - Then we'll just go, 500 00:28:27,448 --> 00:28:29,068 have a quick bite, 501 00:28:29,068 --> 00:28:29,896 and leave. 502 00:28:31,827 --> 00:28:32,655 [kissing] 503 00:28:32,655 --> 00:28:34,103 - You give up so easily. 504 00:28:34,103 --> 00:28:36,206 [kissing] 505 00:28:36,206 --> 00:28:38,689 [eerie music] 506 00:28:49,275 --> 00:28:51,862 [mellow music] 507 00:28:59,689 --> 00:29:02,172 [sighing] 508 00:29:02,172 --> 00:29:04,758 [mellow music] 509 00:29:18,000 --> 00:29:20,241 [stepping] 510 00:29:40,586 --> 00:29:42,758 [sighing] 511 00:29:43,655 --> 00:29:46,137 [eerie music] 512 00:29:50,172 --> 00:29:53,724 [key board clicking] 513 00:29:53,724 --> 00:29:56,310 [upbeat music] 514 00:30:24,413 --> 00:30:25,241 - Hello, 515 00:30:27,758 --> 00:30:28,586 Hi. 516 00:30:28,586 --> 00:30:30,241 - Hello. 517 00:30:30,241 --> 00:30:32,310 - I keep seeing you over, but I, 518 00:30:32,310 --> 00:30:34,482 never get up the guts to come by. 519 00:30:34,482 --> 00:30:35,620 - Why change it up now? 520 00:30:37,172 --> 00:30:38,758 - Wow. 521 00:30:38,758 --> 00:30:40,793 - I'm sorry that came out meaner than I meant it to. 522 00:30:40,793 --> 00:30:42,655 - No that's okay. 523 00:30:43,793 --> 00:30:44,586 I'm Eric. 524 00:30:45,758 --> 00:30:46,586 - Avery. 525 00:30:46,586 --> 00:30:47,551 - [Eric] With pleasure. 526 00:30:47,551 --> 00:30:48,586 - Absolutely. 527 00:30:50,103 --> 00:30:51,586 [chair dragging] 528 00:30:51,586 --> 00:30:53,137 - So, 529 00:30:53,137 --> 00:30:54,517 What are you working on? 530 00:30:54,517 --> 00:30:56,000 Seem kind of intense over here. 531 00:30:57,689 --> 00:30:59,620 - I'm getting my affairs in order. 532 00:31:01,034 --> 00:31:01,862 - Oh. 533 00:31:03,172 --> 00:31:05,241 [laughing] 534 00:31:05,241 --> 00:31:06,896 - I'm working on my resume. 535 00:31:06,896 --> 00:31:07,724 - Oh. 536 00:31:07,724 --> 00:31:10,344 [laughing] 537 00:31:10,344 --> 00:31:12,068 You know I know a little something about that, 538 00:31:12,068 --> 00:31:14,137 if you want some help. 539 00:31:14,137 --> 00:31:15,689 - Oh what do you do? 540 00:31:17,034 --> 00:31:18,965 - Now see, you can't evade me that easily? 541 00:31:18,965 --> 00:31:20,206 I came over here, 542 00:31:20,206 --> 00:31:21,827 you have to answer my questions first. 543 00:31:23,172 --> 00:31:25,172 - The resume isn't an answer. 544 00:31:25,172 --> 00:31:26,068 - Nobody works at just one thing anymore. 545 00:31:26,068 --> 00:31:27,896 There's always distractions, 546 00:31:27,896 --> 00:31:30,827 emails, blogs, Facebook, Tumblr. 547 00:31:31,896 --> 00:31:33,551 - Fair enough. 548 00:31:33,551 --> 00:31:36,344 In between thoughts I'm writing a story. 549 00:31:36,344 --> 00:31:38,448 - [Eric] Oh like a script? 550 00:31:38,448 --> 00:31:39,896 Or a Novel? 551 00:31:39,896 --> 00:31:42,034 - More like a journal. 552 00:31:42,034 --> 00:31:43,241 - Huh. 553 00:31:43,241 --> 00:31:45,068 Like your journal? 554 00:31:45,068 --> 00:31:45,896 - Mhmm. 555 00:31:45,896 --> 00:31:47,206 - Oh. 556 00:31:47,206 --> 00:31:48,724 Can I read your private journal? 557 00:31:48,724 --> 00:31:49,551 - No! 558 00:31:49,551 --> 00:31:51,137 [laughing] 559 00:31:51,137 --> 00:31:52,620 What is wrong with you? 560 00:31:52,620 --> 00:31:53,724 - Thought I'd ask. 561 00:31:53,724 --> 00:31:54,517 - Okay. 562 00:31:56,137 --> 00:31:57,862 - What's your private journal about today? 563 00:31:57,862 --> 00:31:59,551 [sighing] 564 00:31:59,551 --> 00:32:01,241 - You know I like to keep it-- 565 00:32:01,241 --> 00:32:03,724 [eerie music] 566 00:32:06,931 --> 00:32:09,413 [happy music] 567 00:32:15,068 --> 00:32:17,103 I met someone today. 568 00:32:17,103 --> 00:32:19,586 [happy music] 569 00:32:28,275 --> 00:32:29,551 I met someone today. 570 00:32:33,310 --> 00:32:34,103 He's sweet, 571 00:32:36,034 --> 00:32:36,931 harmless. 572 00:32:38,689 --> 00:32:39,965 - Is that what you want? 573 00:32:42,413 --> 00:32:43,793 - I don't know. 574 00:32:43,793 --> 00:32:45,620 - [Matt] It's what you want. 575 00:32:45,620 --> 00:32:46,793 - [Avery] Is that right? 576 00:32:47,724 --> 00:32:48,758 - Of course it is. 577 00:32:49,793 --> 00:32:51,068 There's no harm in trying. 578 00:32:52,931 --> 00:32:54,517 How do you know it's the wrong way, 579 00:32:54,517 --> 00:32:55,793 until you take the bath? 580 00:32:58,241 --> 00:32:59,793 - I don't want to waste my time. 581 00:33:01,206 --> 00:33:03,827 - There's no such thing as someone else wasting your time. 582 00:33:04,862 --> 00:33:05,689 It's your time. 583 00:33:07,827 --> 00:33:09,620 You're the only one that can do that. 584 00:33:11,482 --> 00:33:15,655 Either way, time endured, doesn't mean it's been wasted. 585 00:33:16,896 --> 00:33:19,344 - Everything leads to the person I am now. 586 00:33:20,862 --> 00:33:22,000 - Sounds about right, 587 00:33:23,758 --> 00:33:24,586 smarty. 588 00:33:27,689 --> 00:33:28,586 - Thank you love. 589 00:33:32,931 --> 00:33:35,310 [rock music] 590 00:33:36,689 --> 00:33:38,172 - So what have you been up to? 591 00:33:39,413 --> 00:33:41,103 - Nothing much. 592 00:33:44,517 --> 00:33:45,620 - Sounds interesting. 593 00:33:46,827 --> 00:33:47,655 - Yeah. 594 00:33:53,241 --> 00:33:54,068 Well, 595 00:33:55,655 --> 00:33:57,172 at this point in my life, 596 00:33:57,172 --> 00:33:59,137 I feel like there's nothing much to look forward to. 597 00:33:59,137 --> 00:34:00,103 - Oh no, 598 00:34:00,103 --> 00:34:01,379 not another one. 599 00:34:01,379 --> 00:34:02,896 - I just mean, 600 00:34:02,896 --> 00:34:04,275 everyone by our age, 601 00:34:04,275 --> 00:34:06,275 has plans, one way or another. 602 00:34:06,275 --> 00:34:10,517 And not meet those expectations only means disappointment, 603 00:34:10,517 --> 00:34:11,448 even if what happens, 604 00:34:11,448 --> 00:34:12,586 is not all that bad. 605 00:34:13,758 --> 00:34:16,000 We become so focused on what we want, 606 00:34:16,000 --> 00:34:18,000 there isn't room for anything else. 607 00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:19,482 - I used to be like that. 608 00:34:19,482 --> 00:34:20,344 - Oh yeah. 609 00:34:20,344 --> 00:34:21,793 - Yeah I mean it. 610 00:34:21,793 --> 00:34:25,241 - Oh it's like I walk through from place to place and, 611 00:34:26,586 --> 00:34:29,448 I feel like I'm repeating myself. 612 00:34:29,448 --> 00:34:31,724 It's telling the same people the same story, 613 00:34:31,724 --> 00:34:33,275 over and over again. 614 00:34:33,275 --> 00:34:37,517 I hear all these people talk about their important shit, 615 00:34:37,517 --> 00:34:38,310 and, 616 00:34:40,862 --> 00:34:43,413 I guess I'm becoming just totally bummed by it. 617 00:34:44,758 --> 00:34:45,586 - Hm. 618 00:34:46,413 --> 00:34:48,896 [rock music] 619 00:34:51,862 --> 00:34:53,206 - And you know, 620 00:34:53,206 --> 00:34:56,344 I really feel like it's true, 621 00:34:56,344 --> 00:34:58,103 the saying that females are, 622 00:34:58,103 --> 00:34:59,724 more courageous than men, 623 00:34:59,724 --> 00:35:01,206 stronger really. 624 00:35:02,517 --> 00:35:06,103 The bravery it takes to show true emotion. 625 00:35:06,103 --> 00:35:08,724 You know that's something I notice men lack a lot of. 626 00:35:09,724 --> 00:35:10,965 - What? 627 00:35:10,965 --> 00:35:11,793 Emotion? 628 00:35:13,000 --> 00:35:13,827 - No. 629 00:35:17,310 --> 00:35:18,620 Bravery. 630 00:35:18,620 --> 00:35:20,655 - Yeah I know I was just kidding. 631 00:35:24,172 --> 00:35:25,206 Yeah. 632 00:35:29,655 --> 00:35:30,482 Alright. 633 00:35:31,758 --> 00:35:33,137 So, 634 00:35:33,137 --> 00:35:34,551 what do we have then, 635 00:35:34,551 --> 00:35:35,620 instead of courage? 636 00:35:37,655 --> 00:35:39,620 - Unrealistic expectations. 637 00:35:41,000 --> 00:35:43,482 - I don't think you can replace a substance with a void. 638 00:35:43,482 --> 00:35:44,517 - You can, 639 00:35:44,517 --> 00:35:46,482 but it never really works out. 640 00:35:46,482 --> 00:35:47,310 - Why not? 641 00:35:49,655 --> 00:35:52,482 - Cause in the end, nature fills the void with something. 642 00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:58,724 - And that's where the bravery comes in? 643 00:35:58,724 --> 00:36:00,137 - Sometimes. 644 00:36:00,137 --> 00:36:01,241 A lot of the time, 645 00:36:01,241 --> 00:36:02,482 it's assholism. 646 00:36:04,689 --> 00:36:07,000 [laughing] 647 00:36:07,000 --> 00:36:09,379 [rock music] 648 00:36:12,896 --> 00:36:14,689 - Where are you from? 649 00:36:16,172 --> 00:36:17,000 Originally? 650 00:36:18,586 --> 00:36:19,896 - Oh now you're interested. 651 00:36:20,896 --> 00:36:23,034 [sighing] 652 00:36:24,896 --> 00:36:26,862 I thought I was loosing you back there. 653 00:36:27,793 --> 00:36:29,068 - No, no, no, no I'm here. 654 00:36:29,068 --> 00:36:30,172 I'm just, 655 00:36:30,172 --> 00:36:32,172 a bit out of practice. 656 00:36:32,172 --> 00:36:33,000 - Of what? 657 00:36:34,655 --> 00:36:36,137 - Witty banter. 658 00:36:36,137 --> 00:36:38,137 It was interesting trying to be someone I'm not. 659 00:36:39,379 --> 00:36:41,103 - [Juile] How do you know unless you try? 660 00:36:42,068 --> 00:36:42,896 - Fair enough. 661 00:36:45,482 --> 00:36:46,724 - It's just talking. 662 00:36:48,655 --> 00:36:52,000 Just breaking the ice. 663 00:36:52,862 --> 00:36:54,827 Shooting the breeze. 664 00:36:54,827 --> 00:36:56,034 Chewing the fat. 665 00:36:56,034 --> 00:36:58,275 [laughing] 666 00:37:00,379 --> 00:37:03,206 You learn a lot from the facades that people show. 667 00:37:05,482 --> 00:37:06,758 If you know where to look. 668 00:37:22,620 --> 00:37:24,758 [keys jangling] 669 00:37:24,758 --> 00:37:28,137 [stairs squeaking] 670 00:37:28,137 --> 00:37:30,793 [door clicking] 671 00:37:30,793 --> 00:37:33,448 [keys clanging] 672 00:37:35,206 --> 00:37:37,793 [door closing] 673 00:37:42,137 --> 00:37:44,793 [feet stepping] 674 00:38:08,827 --> 00:38:12,448 [heavy breathing] 675 00:38:12,448 --> 00:38:15,689 [mellow music] 676 00:38:15,689 --> 00:38:18,344 [lips smacking] 677 00:38:30,620 --> 00:38:32,448 - I fucking hate Tori Amos. 678 00:38:35,172 --> 00:38:36,000 - What? 679 00:38:38,172 --> 00:38:39,758 - I see that you like Tori Amos. 680 00:38:43,862 --> 00:38:44,862 - I love Tori Amos. 681 00:38:46,827 --> 00:38:48,517 I've had these since I was little. 682 00:38:49,482 --> 00:38:51,379 My sister always listened to her. 683 00:38:51,379 --> 00:38:53,000 Gave me the CD's when I was a kid. 684 00:38:59,482 --> 00:39:01,275 - Just give me a sec. 685 00:39:01,275 --> 00:39:03,827 [mellow music] 686 00:39:10,586 --> 00:39:12,000 I'll call you later okay. 687 00:39:14,758 --> 00:39:17,413 [door creaking] 688 00:39:22,413 --> 00:39:25,000 [somber music] 689 00:39:33,551 --> 00:39:36,758 Being out at four in the morning is a unique experience. 690 00:39:36,758 --> 00:39:38,758 - [Avery] Worse places to be up, worse times, 691 00:39:38,758 --> 00:39:40,586 well at least for a man. 692 00:39:41,586 --> 00:39:43,551 - It feels good though, 693 00:39:43,551 --> 00:39:45,862 not taking advantage of her the way she wanted. 694 00:39:46,862 --> 00:39:48,275 - What? 695 00:39:48,275 --> 00:39:49,275 - Nothing. 696 00:39:49,275 --> 00:39:51,172 I didn't say anything. 697 00:39:51,172 --> 00:39:53,862 - [Avery] Wow what a lucky gal. 698 00:39:53,862 --> 00:39:54,931 - You don't think I'm right? 699 00:39:54,931 --> 00:39:56,241 - People are people, 700 00:39:56,241 --> 00:39:57,689 you don't think she has her own agenda? 701 00:39:57,689 --> 00:39:59,000 You think you're the only person in the world, 702 00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:01,689 capable of self analysis. 703 00:40:01,689 --> 00:40:02,931 - No I just, 704 00:40:02,931 --> 00:40:04,724 feel like I'm the one being cheated. 705 00:40:04,724 --> 00:40:06,827 - [Avery] Feeling sorry for yourself now? 706 00:40:08,241 --> 00:40:10,827 - I just don't ever want to see her again. 707 00:40:10,827 --> 00:40:12,758 - You just think she's boring. 708 00:40:14,034 --> 00:40:15,068 - Not boring. 709 00:40:15,068 --> 00:40:16,586 - Ordinary. 710 00:40:16,586 --> 00:40:18,068 And you're so clearly not. 711 00:40:19,517 --> 00:40:21,068 Not giving her what she wanted. 712 00:40:22,448 --> 00:40:24,103 Maybe you just hate women. 713 00:40:24,103 --> 00:40:25,586 - Women is too specific. 714 00:40:26,551 --> 00:40:27,379 It's everyone. 715 00:40:28,689 --> 00:40:29,517 It's humanity. 716 00:40:31,068 --> 00:40:31,896 All of it. 717 00:40:38,655 --> 00:40:40,034 I'm sorry we have to go back. 718 00:40:41,241 --> 00:40:43,344 [banging] 719 00:40:44,689 --> 00:40:47,482 [heavy breathing] 720 00:40:49,206 --> 00:40:51,310 [banging] 721 00:41:02,482 --> 00:41:05,241 [dramatic music] 722 00:41:15,931 --> 00:41:18,586 [door creaking] 723 00:41:23,448 --> 00:41:25,310 - Things change so Goddamn quickly. 724 00:41:26,344 --> 00:41:28,655 And when I finally get a taste, 725 00:41:28,655 --> 00:41:29,827 the fear comes, 726 00:41:30,965 --> 00:41:32,827 and I'm afraid I'm eating poison. 727 00:41:32,827 --> 00:41:34,620 Why am I drawn to that? 728 00:41:36,310 --> 00:41:37,413 Line face, 729 00:41:38,344 --> 00:41:40,379 some spark felt inside. 730 00:41:40,379 --> 00:41:42,620 [eerie music] 731 00:41:42,620 --> 00:41:44,482 I don't have that anymore. 732 00:41:44,482 --> 00:41:46,448 - [Matt] I think you do. 733 00:41:46,448 --> 00:41:48,655 You don't deserve to be happy. 734 00:41:48,655 --> 00:41:50,241 - I don't know the difference. 735 00:41:50,241 --> 00:41:52,655 [eerie music] 736 00:41:57,931 --> 00:41:58,724 - So, 737 00:41:59,965 --> 00:42:02,241 what do you want to be when you grow up? 738 00:42:02,241 --> 00:42:03,482 - A decent human being? 739 00:42:03,482 --> 00:42:05,724 [laughing] 740 00:42:07,482 --> 00:42:08,827 - You already are one. 741 00:42:08,827 --> 00:42:09,689 - Nah. 742 00:42:09,689 --> 00:42:11,896 I'm damaged goods. 743 00:42:11,896 --> 00:42:13,068 - What? 744 00:42:13,068 --> 00:42:13,896 - How bout you? 745 00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:16,517 - I'm already grown up. 746 00:42:16,517 --> 00:42:17,344 - Oh yeah. 747 00:42:17,344 --> 00:42:18,620 - Mhmm. 748 00:42:18,620 --> 00:42:20,206 I'm a dreamer baby. 749 00:42:20,206 --> 00:42:21,034 - Oh God. 750 00:42:21,034 --> 00:42:23,206 [laughing] 751 00:42:24,413 --> 00:42:26,344 - Sorry I don't mean to be a corny ass I just, 752 00:42:27,655 --> 00:42:29,724 I guess I'm too tired to keep up the mask. 753 00:42:31,724 --> 00:42:32,551 Plus I, 754 00:42:34,000 --> 00:42:35,724 I feel really comfortable with you. 755 00:42:37,482 --> 00:42:38,310 Is that weird? 756 00:42:40,551 --> 00:42:42,103 - No it's not weird. 757 00:42:43,034 --> 00:42:43,862 It's sweet. 758 00:42:45,241 --> 00:42:46,551 - Is sweet a good thing? 759 00:42:46,551 --> 00:42:48,965 - It's as good as weird. 760 00:42:48,965 --> 00:42:50,379 As long as it's real. 761 00:42:51,379 --> 00:42:52,896 - It is. 762 00:42:52,896 --> 00:42:54,827 I mean at least I always try to be real. 763 00:42:55,827 --> 00:42:56,793 And if it's not, 764 00:42:56,793 --> 00:42:59,241 it's still kind of real right? 765 00:42:59,241 --> 00:43:00,965 - Meaning it's in the eye of the, 766 00:43:00,965 --> 00:43:02,275 - [Both] Beholder. 767 00:43:02,275 --> 00:43:03,068 - Exactly. 768 00:43:04,586 --> 00:43:06,241 - I just don't want to play games. 769 00:43:07,413 --> 00:43:09,413 - Games are what the worlds all about right? 770 00:43:10,896 --> 00:43:13,172 Not knowing the reason why I might be terse or coy. 771 00:43:14,068 --> 00:43:15,586 It's that unknown element that, 772 00:43:17,000 --> 00:43:20,137 let's us continue discovering things about each other. 773 00:43:20,137 --> 00:43:22,068 - Does promise, 774 00:43:22,068 --> 00:43:23,931 I just don't like the manipulation, 775 00:43:25,310 --> 00:43:28,137 getting what you want all for a specific reason. 776 00:43:28,137 --> 00:43:29,000 It's bullshit. 777 00:43:30,137 --> 00:43:32,655 I don't think people have very good reasons. 778 00:43:32,655 --> 00:43:34,413 - Well I think sometimes you just, 779 00:43:34,413 --> 00:43:35,413 have to give it a go, 780 00:43:36,827 --> 00:43:38,310 take a chance that the end won't be all that bad. 781 00:43:38,310 --> 00:43:40,896 That the other person's reasons aren't nefarious, 782 00:43:40,896 --> 00:43:43,827 and they've got your best interests in mind. 783 00:43:43,827 --> 00:43:45,413 - But I feel like I know how it ends, 784 00:43:45,413 --> 00:43:46,655 the way it always ends. 785 00:43:46,655 --> 00:43:49,137 And the unknown is the best part. 786 00:43:49,137 --> 00:43:49,965 - Well, 787 00:43:49,965 --> 00:43:51,551 the unknown is fine, 788 00:43:51,551 --> 00:43:52,965 but, 789 00:43:52,965 --> 00:43:54,206 don't you think the enjoyment, 790 00:43:54,206 --> 00:43:56,172 is in the known that surrounds it. 791 00:43:59,862 --> 00:44:00,689 - I don't know. 792 00:44:01,689 --> 00:44:03,206 For me, 793 00:44:03,206 --> 00:44:06,000 it's like watching an impending train wreck. 794 00:44:08,862 --> 00:44:11,689 - [Eric] Yeah but you take away the anticipation and, 795 00:44:11,689 --> 00:44:13,862 all that's left is reality. 796 00:44:14,965 --> 00:44:15,793 How's that feel? 797 00:44:17,172 --> 00:44:18,655 All the things that aren't real are just crap. 798 00:44:18,655 --> 00:44:19,517 They don't matter. 799 00:44:24,620 --> 00:44:25,448 - I know. 800 00:44:28,137 --> 00:44:30,517 Maybe reality can never be enough. 801 00:44:32,206 --> 00:44:35,448 [bell ringing] 802 00:44:35,448 --> 00:44:38,000 [upbeat music] 803 00:44:46,689 --> 00:44:49,517 [change clanking] 804 00:44:52,689 --> 00:44:55,241 [bell ringing] 805 00:44:56,793 --> 00:44:59,344 [upbeat music] 806 00:45:07,448 --> 00:45:10,034 - The next time, buy something. 807 00:45:12,034 --> 00:45:14,379 - Maybe you weren't really following me. 808 00:45:14,379 --> 00:45:15,827 Wait where are you going? 809 00:45:15,827 --> 00:45:17,103 - Need to end this fucking insanity, 810 00:45:17,103 --> 00:45:18,310 it's bullshit, all of it. 811 00:45:18,310 --> 00:45:19,172 - Go back, 812 00:45:19,172 --> 00:45:20,413 talk to me. 813 00:45:20,413 --> 00:45:22,517 - Jesus what kind of psycho am I? 814 00:45:22,517 --> 00:45:24,689 So one off a woman and you just fall apart. 815 00:45:24,689 --> 00:45:26,103 Is that the kind of man you are? 816 00:45:26,103 --> 00:45:27,241 - Right, right yeah and here we go. 817 00:45:27,241 --> 00:45:28,448 It's the way it is okay. 818 00:45:28,448 --> 00:45:29,586 I fucking hate my life. 819 00:45:29,586 --> 00:45:30,931 It's not what you think. 820 00:45:30,931 --> 00:45:32,103 - Just stop it. 821 00:45:32,103 --> 00:45:33,379 - I actually remember having someone. 822 00:45:33,379 --> 00:45:34,620 I remember how great it feels in the beginning, 823 00:45:34,620 --> 00:45:36,758 and how soon it goes to shit right after that. 824 00:45:38,241 --> 00:45:39,068 - Fuck you. 825 00:45:41,275 --> 00:45:43,103 - And so that was it huh. 826 00:45:43,103 --> 00:45:43,931 Jesus. 827 00:45:45,862 --> 00:45:47,000 It takes a special kind of scumbag, 828 00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:48,758 to treat someone like that. 829 00:45:48,758 --> 00:45:49,586 - I'm thankful. 830 00:45:50,793 --> 00:45:52,586 Thankful to him for ending it before. 831 00:45:55,275 --> 00:45:56,896 - I'm sorry that happened to you. 832 00:45:59,103 --> 00:46:00,000 - It's fine now. 833 00:46:02,172 --> 00:46:05,448 I started thinking that the whole thing made me stronger. 834 00:46:05,448 --> 00:46:06,275 - You are strong. 835 00:46:07,620 --> 00:46:08,482 - That's crap. 836 00:46:10,827 --> 00:46:12,758 Whatever I know who I am. 837 00:46:12,758 --> 00:46:14,137 I know the prick I can be. 838 00:46:15,344 --> 00:46:17,275 I know how cold and perverted and, 839 00:46:18,586 --> 00:46:20,000 I can also be really loving, 840 00:46:21,000 --> 00:46:22,103 patient, 841 00:46:22,103 --> 00:46:22,931 [laughing] 842 00:46:22,931 --> 00:46:23,758 caring. 843 00:46:24,655 --> 00:46:26,310 I don't want to focus on. 844 00:46:27,172 --> 00:46:28,551 Hey. 845 00:46:28,551 --> 00:46:29,379 That's me. 846 00:46:30,758 --> 00:46:32,827 - Someone's acting a little self centered. 847 00:46:40,620 --> 00:46:41,724 - Ow God. 848 00:46:43,413 --> 00:46:45,310 Look conversations have two sides. 849 00:46:48,137 --> 00:46:48,965 Stop it. 850 00:46:48,965 --> 00:46:50,310 - What your pussy hurts. 851 00:46:50,310 --> 00:46:51,310 - No I just think you should take, 852 00:46:51,310 --> 00:46:52,827 what you told me seriously. 853 00:46:52,827 --> 00:46:54,310 - Why I'm a self centered bitch right. 854 00:46:54,310 --> 00:46:55,862 What I want is all that matters. 855 00:46:55,862 --> 00:46:58,310 - Look I was just trying to stupid and funny with that. 856 00:46:58,310 --> 00:46:59,758 - It was one of those things. 857 00:47:02,034 --> 00:47:03,862 - What happened to you was awful. 858 00:47:03,862 --> 00:47:05,827 And I'm not trying to lessen it, okay. 859 00:47:07,206 --> 00:47:08,413 I want to be there for you. 860 00:47:08,413 --> 00:47:09,620 I want you to be able to talk to me. 861 00:47:14,000 --> 00:47:14,896 Ow God dammit. 862 00:47:14,896 --> 00:47:16,896 - Oh fuck off. 863 00:47:16,896 --> 00:47:19,034 [kissing] 864 00:47:23,689 --> 00:47:25,206 - Oh what are you trying to do? 865 00:47:26,724 --> 00:47:27,551 - I don't know. 866 00:47:30,896 --> 00:47:32,000 I want you to hurt me. 867 00:47:34,827 --> 00:47:35,655 - Okay. 868 00:47:39,068 --> 00:47:40,827 I want you to hit me. 869 00:47:40,827 --> 00:47:42,103 - Whoa what? 870 00:47:44,655 --> 00:47:45,862 Christ Avery. 871 00:47:49,896 --> 00:47:50,896 - Where are you going? 872 00:47:50,896 --> 00:47:52,000 - Look I'm not gonna hit you. 873 00:47:52,000 --> 00:47:52,965 Simple as that. 874 00:47:55,413 --> 00:47:57,241 - It's not that simple. 875 00:47:57,241 --> 00:47:59,241 - I don't know if you're testing me or, 876 00:47:59,241 --> 00:48:00,206 playing games. 877 00:48:01,793 --> 00:48:02,689 Maybe I should go. 878 00:48:03,620 --> 00:48:04,448 - Don't go. 879 00:48:07,448 --> 00:48:08,724 I'm sorry. 880 00:48:10,758 --> 00:48:12,448 I did not mean to upset you. 881 00:48:34,310 --> 00:48:35,103 - [Eric] Hey. 882 00:48:38,068 --> 00:48:38,896 Hey. 883 00:48:42,103 --> 00:48:43,620 What are you doin on the floor? 884 00:48:46,379 --> 00:48:47,724 - I was just sitting here. 885 00:48:48,965 --> 00:48:50,068 I must have dosed off. 886 00:48:54,034 --> 00:48:55,103 - [Eric] Come up here, 887 00:48:56,103 --> 00:48:56,931 in the bed. 888 00:49:01,310 --> 00:49:03,620 [shuffling] 889 00:49:09,689 --> 00:49:10,689 - Oh! 890 00:49:10,689 --> 00:49:12,448 - Shit. 891 00:49:12,448 --> 00:49:14,586 - Break your shit if you want to. 892 00:49:14,586 --> 00:49:15,965 I will play somebody else. 893 00:49:19,586 --> 00:49:21,068 - God I hate people. 894 00:49:21,068 --> 00:49:22,827 Reality is never as good as what's in your own head. 895 00:49:22,827 --> 00:49:25,965 - I love talking to you brother. 896 00:49:25,965 --> 00:49:27,655 I hope you understand how much. 897 00:49:27,655 --> 00:49:30,827 - You know what's wrong with thinking of the ideal. 898 00:49:30,827 --> 00:49:32,034 If it makes me a better person, 899 00:49:32,034 --> 00:49:33,517 then why not? 900 00:49:33,517 --> 00:49:35,344 - Would you say it's made you any better for it? 901 00:49:36,793 --> 00:49:38,827 You have quietly followed this girl for what, 902 00:49:38,827 --> 00:49:40,551 three months now? 903 00:49:40,551 --> 00:49:42,413 Why is that so Goddamn special to you? 904 00:49:43,896 --> 00:49:46,000 What makes you the exception to all the other assholes, 905 00:49:46,000 --> 00:49:47,655 out there that simply trying to meet someone, 906 00:49:47,655 --> 00:49:49,482 and move on with their lives? 907 00:49:49,482 --> 00:49:50,724 - Great that's just it, 908 00:49:50,724 --> 00:49:52,896 everyone's life is so Goddamn boring. 909 00:49:52,896 --> 00:49:54,310 - You're seeing what you want to see Matt. 910 00:49:54,310 --> 00:49:56,689 - Yeah then you die alone right. 911 00:49:56,689 --> 00:49:57,827 - Yep. 912 00:49:57,827 --> 00:49:58,862 And I'm the one who kills you. 913 00:49:58,862 --> 00:50:00,931 - Mother fucker. 914 00:50:00,931 --> 00:50:03,172 [laughing] 915 00:50:04,137 --> 00:50:05,344 - You know Matt, 916 00:50:05,344 --> 00:50:07,103 I'm not trying to have this conversation. 917 00:50:08,724 --> 00:50:11,551 Dying alone is just some self pitying bullshit. 918 00:50:11,551 --> 00:50:13,206 You know as well as I do. 919 00:50:13,206 --> 00:50:14,724 Doesn't get you anywhere. 920 00:50:14,724 --> 00:50:17,379 - Yeah I used to say that to people too. 921 00:50:17,379 --> 00:50:19,310 - You got me through one once remember. 922 00:50:23,724 --> 00:50:26,034 Wait this isn't about Cathy is it? 923 00:50:26,034 --> 00:50:27,551 - Not really. 924 00:50:27,551 --> 00:50:29,517 It's everything that happened after that. 925 00:50:31,862 --> 00:50:33,206 You know a day turns into a decade. 926 00:50:33,206 --> 00:50:34,482 Life goes on. 927 00:50:34,482 --> 00:50:36,206 And suddenly here I am a man, 928 00:50:36,206 --> 00:50:37,000 boy, 929 00:50:40,551 --> 00:50:42,172 You know I never really gained anything. 930 00:50:43,931 --> 00:50:45,551 - You know what your problem is man? 931 00:50:45,551 --> 00:50:47,827 You're just like the rest of us. 932 00:50:47,827 --> 00:50:49,344 - Right. 933 00:50:49,344 --> 00:50:52,137 - You were so busy trying to be the man, 934 00:50:53,655 --> 00:50:55,344 never shown how to be a man. 935 00:50:56,965 --> 00:50:57,793 - What. 936 00:50:57,793 --> 00:50:58,758 Uhn! 937 00:50:58,758 --> 00:50:59,689 - Goddammit. 938 00:51:01,172 --> 00:51:02,000 [door squeaking] 939 00:51:02,000 --> 00:51:04,206 [laughing] 940 00:51:05,448 --> 00:51:07,137 - [Eric] See I thought you'd find that funny. 941 00:51:09,931 --> 00:51:11,068 You should laugh more. 942 00:51:14,413 --> 00:51:16,344 - Not the smartest thing to say. 943 00:51:16,344 --> 00:51:17,586 - What, 944 00:51:17,586 --> 00:51:19,103 we can tell each other what we think. 945 00:51:19,103 --> 00:51:20,379 - I laugh. 946 00:51:20,379 --> 00:51:22,241 - You take things way too personally. 947 00:51:22,241 --> 00:51:24,827 I don't think people's words have that much weight to them. 948 00:51:24,827 --> 00:51:26,034 - They should. 949 00:51:26,034 --> 00:51:27,413 People should mean what they say. 950 00:51:28,586 --> 00:51:29,896 - Hey look, 951 00:51:29,896 --> 00:51:30,724 boobs! 952 00:51:32,034 --> 00:51:34,172 [laughing] 953 00:51:34,172 --> 00:51:35,103 Hey, 954 00:51:35,103 --> 00:51:37,413 new experiences happen everyday. 955 00:51:38,413 --> 00:51:39,931 Like looks at us, 956 00:51:39,931 --> 00:51:42,103 a year ago, we didn't even know each other existed. 957 00:51:42,103 --> 00:51:43,241 There's always hope for more, 958 00:51:43,241 --> 00:51:45,172 it doesn't just disappear. 959 00:51:45,172 --> 00:51:46,103 - Hope doesn't disappear, 960 00:51:46,103 --> 00:51:48,000 so much as it's forgotten. 961 00:51:48,000 --> 00:51:49,827 - Well, I'll remind you then. 962 00:51:49,827 --> 00:51:50,896 - [Avery] Okay. 963 00:51:50,896 --> 00:51:52,551 [giggling] 964 00:51:52,551 --> 00:51:53,517 Gross. 965 00:51:53,517 --> 00:51:54,655 - [Eric] Mhmm. 966 00:51:54,655 --> 00:51:57,206 [mellow music] 967 00:52:10,586 --> 00:52:12,275 - Writing what you know huh? 968 00:52:15,172 --> 00:52:17,482 [sniffling] 969 00:52:18,689 --> 00:52:21,655 - Everyone always talks about the box. 970 00:52:21,655 --> 00:52:23,793 Think outside the box. 971 00:52:23,793 --> 00:52:25,758 Don't get caught in the box. 972 00:52:27,931 --> 00:52:29,724 We all put ourselves into it anyway. 973 00:52:33,241 --> 00:52:35,413 We define ourselves without even knowing it. 974 00:52:37,620 --> 00:52:38,448 Maybe, 975 00:52:40,896 --> 00:52:41,724 I don't know, 976 00:52:41,724 --> 00:52:42,551 who gives a shit. 977 00:52:43,482 --> 00:52:44,310 - Hey. 978 00:52:45,413 --> 00:52:46,655 Hey! 979 00:52:46,655 --> 00:52:47,896 Where the fuck you going? 980 00:52:51,620 --> 00:52:54,172 [sweet music] 981 00:52:54,172 --> 00:52:56,965 - [Matt] I wasn't sure what kind of flowers you like so, 982 00:52:56,965 --> 00:52:58,137 I just went with my gut. 983 00:52:59,137 --> 00:53:00,551 - It's perfect. 984 00:53:00,551 --> 00:53:02,172 [giggling] 985 00:53:02,172 --> 00:53:04,310 [kissing] 986 00:53:09,965 --> 00:53:10,793 - Hi. 987 00:53:10,793 --> 00:53:11,620 - Hi. 988 00:53:12,517 --> 00:53:14,068 [sniffing] 989 00:53:14,068 --> 00:53:16,413 - [Man At The Bar] Who doesn't want blind acceptance? 990 00:53:16,413 --> 00:53:17,896 - [Avery] Yeah right. 991 00:53:17,896 --> 00:53:19,206 - So you guys, 992 00:53:19,206 --> 00:53:20,034 cool yeah. 993 00:53:20,034 --> 00:53:21,344 - Mhmm great. 994 00:53:22,896 --> 00:53:24,241 Yeah he's sweet. 995 00:53:24,241 --> 00:53:25,379 - For now anyway. 996 00:53:26,758 --> 00:53:28,379 - I don't know what the big deal is anyway. 997 00:53:28,379 --> 00:53:29,655 People are so picky these days, 998 00:53:29,655 --> 00:53:31,655 always looking for the tiniest imperfections. 999 00:53:31,655 --> 00:53:33,034 - That's what everyone does. 1000 00:53:34,551 --> 00:53:35,896 - No I don't think if we were trying to find food, 1001 00:53:35,896 --> 00:53:36,896 to survive, 1002 00:53:36,896 --> 00:53:38,137 we'd give a shit if the provider, 1003 00:53:38,137 --> 00:53:40,000 bringing home fresh meat every night was, 1004 00:53:40,000 --> 00:53:41,517 a little too hairy, 1005 00:53:41,517 --> 00:53:43,965 or had breathe, or liked it a bit too rough. 1006 00:53:43,965 --> 00:53:44,793 - He likes it rough? 1007 00:53:44,793 --> 00:53:45,862 - No he's fine. 1008 00:53:45,862 --> 00:53:47,000 - If you don't like him, 1009 00:53:47,000 --> 00:53:48,896 just move on. 1010 00:53:48,896 --> 00:53:49,724 - He's meh. 1011 00:53:52,379 --> 00:53:53,206 That's I roll, 1012 00:53:53,206 --> 00:53:54,310 but it's true. 1013 00:53:54,310 --> 00:53:56,724 He's good but he's not great. 1014 00:53:56,724 --> 00:53:57,896 - Look, 1015 00:53:57,896 --> 00:53:59,482 babes, 1016 00:53:59,482 --> 00:54:00,896 there's plenty out there who are good in the sack. 1017 00:54:00,896 --> 00:54:02,310 You just need someone between, 1018 00:54:02,310 --> 00:54:03,586 milk toast and, 1019 00:54:03,586 --> 00:54:05,275 your creepy stalker. 1020 00:54:06,827 --> 00:54:08,896 - [Avery] Saying this out loud makes me sound crazy. 1021 00:54:10,034 --> 00:54:11,310 - You just don't know what you want. 1022 00:54:11,310 --> 00:54:12,793 - I want to be wanted. 1023 00:54:14,448 --> 00:54:15,517 - How about, 1024 00:54:15,517 --> 00:54:18,241 [whispering] 1025 00:54:18,241 --> 00:54:20,448 [laughing] 1026 00:54:26,068 --> 00:54:28,206 [sighing] 1027 00:54:30,758 --> 00:54:33,793 [chair scraping] 1028 00:54:33,793 --> 00:54:35,310 - My man. 1029 00:54:35,310 --> 00:54:37,620 Daisy texted me and said I could hang out baby, 1030 00:54:37,620 --> 00:54:39,172 and in a school day. 1031 00:54:42,689 --> 00:54:43,586 Hey! 1032 00:54:45,931 --> 00:54:47,620 Are you cheating on me man? 1033 00:54:47,620 --> 00:54:48,448 - What? 1034 00:54:50,034 --> 00:54:50,862 - I mean yo man, 1035 00:54:50,862 --> 00:54:52,137 what are, 1036 00:54:52,137 --> 00:54:54,482 you mister player now or something. 1037 00:54:54,482 --> 00:54:55,724 What you got game all of a sudden? 1038 00:54:55,724 --> 00:54:57,482 - I'm just trying to move on man. 1039 00:54:57,482 --> 00:54:58,758 Bigger and better things. 1040 00:55:00,344 --> 00:55:01,137 - Yeah. 1041 00:55:03,034 --> 00:55:03,862 Much better. 1042 00:55:07,034 --> 00:55:08,517 - Just tryin to be happy. 1043 00:55:08,517 --> 00:55:10,172 Just like you said. 1044 00:55:10,172 --> 00:55:11,103 Like everyone said. 1045 00:55:13,448 --> 00:55:14,344 - Well man, 1046 00:55:15,310 --> 00:55:16,275 I'm glad. 1047 00:55:18,172 --> 00:55:19,172 - I'll be right back. 1048 00:55:25,793 --> 00:55:29,310 - No this motherfucker did not just leave me hangin. 1049 00:55:29,310 --> 00:55:30,137 Pft, fuck that. 1050 00:55:30,137 --> 00:55:31,172 Give me my drink. 1051 00:55:33,551 --> 00:55:35,517 I have been following her. 1052 00:55:35,517 --> 00:55:37,206 - What? 1053 00:55:37,206 --> 00:55:38,551 - Kim. 1054 00:55:38,551 --> 00:55:40,103 Everyday for like a week. 1055 00:55:41,206 --> 00:55:43,034 I drive around to clear my head, 1056 00:55:43,034 --> 00:55:45,931 and then I find myself parked outside of her place. 1057 00:55:45,931 --> 00:55:47,206 - Stop it. 1058 00:55:47,206 --> 00:55:49,000 - I'm not gonna do anything. 1059 00:55:52,862 --> 00:55:53,827 Look I don't know. 1060 00:55:53,827 --> 00:55:55,862 Maybe she wants me to, you know. 1061 00:55:55,862 --> 00:55:57,827 - Tom seriously you gotta stop that man. 1062 00:55:59,724 --> 00:56:02,068 That's not gonna do anything for this situation. 1063 00:56:04,862 --> 00:56:06,931 That's not acceptable behavior. 1064 00:56:08,758 --> 00:56:09,758 You know that right? 1065 00:56:15,448 --> 00:56:17,931 Look let's just play some video games. 1066 00:56:19,034 --> 00:56:20,448 Hey I'll get you really drunk. 1067 00:56:20,448 --> 00:56:22,275 Play Mr. Wingman. 1068 00:56:22,275 --> 00:56:23,758 We'll find someone with, 1069 00:56:23,758 --> 00:56:25,551 questionable morals. 1070 00:56:25,551 --> 00:56:26,793 [laughing] 1071 00:56:26,793 --> 00:56:28,586 And we'll get you linked up with her. 1072 00:56:31,689 --> 00:56:32,689 - Is that happiness? 1073 00:56:34,517 --> 00:56:35,758 - More like herpes but, 1074 00:56:35,758 --> 00:56:37,034 [laughing] 1075 00:56:37,034 --> 00:56:39,000 you'll deal with that when you get there. 1076 00:56:41,103 --> 00:56:42,206 - Yuck. 1077 00:56:42,206 --> 00:56:44,413 [laughing] 1078 00:56:46,724 --> 00:56:47,758 How do you do it man? 1079 00:56:49,862 --> 00:56:51,724 - The world is what you want it to be. 1080 00:56:52,758 --> 00:56:54,344 Whatever you choose to see. 1081 00:56:55,931 --> 00:56:56,862 There it is. 1082 00:56:59,448 --> 00:57:01,172 You just got to move. 1083 00:57:01,172 --> 00:57:03,724 [upbeat music] 1084 00:57:08,103 --> 00:57:09,068 Who are you? 1085 00:57:10,000 --> 00:57:10,827 Really. 1086 00:57:12,448 --> 00:57:13,655 What makes you dream? 1087 00:57:16,482 --> 00:57:17,310 Makes you feel? 1088 00:57:21,310 --> 00:57:22,896 I want to know you. 1089 00:57:25,655 --> 00:57:27,000 Really know you. 1090 00:57:31,586 --> 00:57:33,310 I will not judge. 1091 00:57:33,310 --> 00:57:35,965 [sensual music] 1092 00:57:57,724 --> 00:57:59,206 - [Avery] Want me. 1093 00:58:00,068 --> 00:58:00,896 Watch me. 1094 00:58:03,241 --> 00:58:05,724 I feel your eyes as they pull me apart. 1095 00:58:07,241 --> 00:58:08,655 [sensual music] 1096 00:58:08,655 --> 00:58:09,482 I know you. 1097 00:58:15,448 --> 00:58:16,275 You're magic. 1098 00:58:22,172 --> 00:58:23,000 I'm safe. 1099 00:58:24,000 --> 00:58:26,655 [sensual music] 1100 00:58:32,379 --> 00:58:33,482 Always. 1101 00:58:33,482 --> 00:58:36,137 [sensual music] 1102 00:58:37,068 --> 00:58:38,379 I talk to you in the dark. 1103 00:58:45,310 --> 00:58:46,551 What fantasies, 1104 00:58:47,517 --> 00:58:48,517 that could come true. 1105 00:58:53,034 --> 00:58:54,344 I want you to know. 1106 00:59:03,413 --> 00:59:05,275 - [Matt] What is right. 1107 00:59:06,275 --> 00:59:07,758 And what is wrong. 1108 00:59:11,413 --> 00:59:12,241 To want. 1109 00:59:16,517 --> 00:59:17,413 The hunger. 1110 00:59:24,379 --> 00:59:25,206 To jones. 1111 00:59:31,689 --> 00:59:33,413 - [Avery] I love you. 1112 00:59:44,517 --> 00:59:45,965 I said it Paul. 1113 00:59:48,724 --> 00:59:49,793 It's nice. 1114 01:00:03,793 --> 01:00:05,448 - Have you ever touched yourself? 1115 01:00:15,068 --> 01:00:16,000 I mean like, 1116 01:00:18,379 --> 01:00:19,344 your stomach, 1117 01:00:20,689 --> 01:00:21,689 or your arm, 1118 01:00:26,103 --> 01:00:28,620 and thought it was someone else who cares about you, 1119 01:00:31,275 --> 01:00:32,103 loves you. 1120 01:00:32,103 --> 01:00:34,586 [eerie music] 1121 01:01:11,172 --> 01:01:13,517 [rock music] 1122 01:01:18,827 --> 01:01:19,620 - [Avery] Hey you. 1123 01:01:19,620 --> 01:01:20,448 - Hey. 1124 01:01:22,620 --> 01:01:23,517 - This is Roger, 1125 01:01:23,517 --> 01:01:24,620 he works around here. 1126 01:01:26,827 --> 01:01:27,758 - Oh yeah. 1127 01:01:27,758 --> 01:01:28,689 Hi I'm Eric. 1128 01:01:29,586 --> 01:01:30,586 - Nice to meet you. 1129 01:01:32,758 --> 01:01:34,620 - [Avery] He works as what again? 1130 01:01:34,620 --> 01:01:36,172 - I sell people crap. 1131 01:01:36,172 --> 01:01:37,000 - Huh. 1132 01:01:37,000 --> 01:01:37,965 Do you like it? 1133 01:01:37,965 --> 01:01:39,413 - No. 1134 01:01:39,413 --> 01:01:42,551 [rock music] 1135 01:01:42,551 --> 01:01:45,620 - Seems like work has made you a little cynical. 1136 01:01:45,620 --> 01:01:47,172 - Yeah I really don't like it. 1137 01:01:47,172 --> 01:01:49,517 But it's something to do. 1138 01:01:50,793 --> 01:01:52,034 - Yeah I know what you mean by that. 1139 01:01:52,034 --> 01:01:53,448 - Hey you want to play some pool? 1140 01:01:53,448 --> 01:01:55,827 [rock music] 1141 01:02:00,862 --> 01:02:03,862 [balls clanging] 1142 01:02:03,862 --> 01:02:05,000 - Yeah you do that. 1143 01:02:08,448 --> 01:02:09,275 And that's what I like. 1144 01:02:09,275 --> 01:02:11,551 [laughing] 1145 01:02:15,034 --> 01:02:17,758 - Hey you guys want to stop flirting? 1146 01:02:17,758 --> 01:02:18,586 - It's your shot. 1147 01:02:22,827 --> 01:02:24,034 What the fuck? 1148 01:02:28,827 --> 01:02:31,206 [rock music] 1149 01:02:32,448 --> 01:02:35,931 ♪ She's like like like like before ♪ 1150 01:02:35,931 --> 01:02:40,000 ♪ We're living in an underground ♪ 1151 01:02:46,931 --> 01:02:48,413 - You shouldn't be so uptight. 1152 01:02:54,758 --> 01:02:55,586 - Hey man, 1153 01:02:57,379 --> 01:02:58,068 what the hell. 1154 01:02:59,413 --> 01:03:01,827 [rock music] 1155 01:03:07,379 --> 01:03:10,034 [door slamming] 1156 01:03:11,551 --> 01:03:14,206 [lock clicking] 1157 01:03:18,827 --> 01:03:21,137 [sniffling] 1158 01:03:23,137 --> 01:03:25,793 [water running] 1159 01:03:32,482 --> 01:03:35,000 [eerie music] 1160 01:03:37,275 --> 01:03:38,517 - When it comes, 1161 01:03:38,517 --> 01:03:39,551 the rage is sweet and relenting eh. 1162 01:03:40,931 --> 01:03:42,413 Who cares about anyone else? 1163 01:03:43,482 --> 01:03:45,000 You're just yourself. 1164 01:03:45,000 --> 01:03:46,620 Everyone else is just background. 1165 01:03:49,620 --> 01:03:50,586 - Is that selfish? 1166 01:03:52,241 --> 01:03:54,724 [eerie music] 1167 01:04:00,620 --> 01:04:03,241 [glasses clanking] 1168 01:04:03,241 --> 01:04:05,689 - Good things, bad things happen. 1169 01:04:05,689 --> 01:04:08,551 Suddenly it's all in the past and no one gives a shit. 1170 01:04:08,551 --> 01:04:11,517 - Time just brings forgiveness. 1171 01:04:11,517 --> 01:04:12,379 - But, 1172 01:04:12,379 --> 01:04:14,068 for stuff like that, 1173 01:04:14,068 --> 01:04:14,896 can define you. 1174 01:04:17,965 --> 01:04:19,275 - I was in control. 1175 01:04:21,206 --> 01:04:23,000 - How did it feel making him squirm? 1176 01:04:24,241 --> 01:04:25,034 - Fuck you. 1177 01:04:26,034 --> 01:04:28,724 [dramatic music] 1178 01:04:39,896 --> 01:04:42,551 [keys jangling] 1179 01:04:46,896 --> 01:04:48,241 - What the fuck is your problem? 1180 01:04:48,241 --> 01:04:49,551 - Fuck you. 1181 01:04:49,551 --> 01:04:50,517 What do you mean? 1182 01:04:50,517 --> 01:04:51,758 - You know exactly what I mean. 1183 01:04:51,758 --> 01:04:53,862 What the hell was that back there? 1184 01:04:53,862 --> 01:04:55,620 - I was just having fun. 1185 01:04:55,620 --> 01:04:56,793 - Fuck that. 1186 01:04:56,793 --> 01:04:58,793 What was the point of that? 1187 01:04:58,793 --> 01:05:00,241 To ignore me like that. 1188 01:05:00,241 --> 01:05:01,586 To let him treat you like that in front of me. 1189 01:05:01,586 --> 01:05:02,620 - [Avery] Why'd you let him treat me like that, 1190 01:05:02,620 --> 01:05:03,448 in front of you? 1191 01:05:04,620 --> 01:05:05,827 - So that's how this is gonna work? 1192 01:05:05,827 --> 01:05:07,034 You're just gonna turn it around on me, 1193 01:05:07,034 --> 01:05:08,137 and then everything becomes justified? 1194 01:05:08,137 --> 01:05:09,310 - I don't know I guess. 1195 01:05:09,310 --> 01:05:10,137 I was just having fun. 1196 01:05:10,137 --> 01:05:11,655 - Obviously not. 1197 01:05:11,655 --> 01:05:13,689 Obviously you did this to turn it around on me, didn't you? 1198 01:05:13,689 --> 01:05:15,206 - Oh you're mad about it. 1199 01:05:15,206 --> 01:05:16,724 Why didn't you do something? 1200 01:05:16,724 --> 01:05:18,206 I mean you just let some guy put his hands all over me, 1201 01:05:18,206 --> 01:05:20,000 and you just stood there and didn't do a fucking thing. 1202 01:05:20,000 --> 01:05:21,758 - I'm sorry, I didn't realize that my girlfriend, 1203 01:05:21,758 --> 01:05:23,137 wanted to blow every guy, 1204 01:05:23,137 --> 01:05:24,379 that gave her the slightest bit of attention. 1205 01:05:24,379 --> 01:05:25,241 - Fuck you. 1206 01:05:25,241 --> 01:05:26,068 - No fuck you. 1207 01:05:26,068 --> 01:05:28,241 [slapping] 1208 01:05:30,310 --> 01:05:31,103 Fuck you. 1209 01:05:33,620 --> 01:05:35,448 - If you were a real man, 1210 01:05:35,448 --> 01:05:37,034 you would have done something about it. 1211 01:05:37,034 --> 01:05:38,827 If you weren't such a fucking pussy, 1212 01:05:38,827 --> 01:05:40,655 you would have done something about it. 1213 01:05:40,655 --> 01:05:41,931 You would have beat the shit out of that queer, 1214 01:05:41,931 --> 01:05:43,137 but no you, 1215 01:05:43,137 --> 01:05:44,689 have to act like a fucking faggot. 1216 01:05:50,724 --> 01:05:52,034 What kind of a man are you? 1217 01:06:02,655 --> 01:06:05,310 [door slamming] 1218 01:06:10,862 --> 01:06:11,689 I'm sorry. 1219 01:06:15,689 --> 01:06:17,586 [door clanging] 1220 01:06:17,586 --> 01:06:18,413 - Hey, 1221 01:06:19,310 --> 01:06:20,620 what's going on? 1222 01:06:22,379 --> 01:06:23,931 - You too busy to call me back? 1223 01:06:25,310 --> 01:06:26,172 - I work a lot. 1224 01:06:27,172 --> 01:06:28,310 It's too much going on. 1225 01:06:29,482 --> 01:06:30,517 - Are you ignoring me? 1226 01:06:31,448 --> 01:06:32,275 If you don't want to hang out, 1227 01:06:32,275 --> 01:06:33,137 just say so. 1228 01:06:34,793 --> 01:06:36,758 - No, no of course I want to hang out. 1229 01:06:40,448 --> 01:06:41,862 Look I'm sorry I'm late. 1230 01:06:44,206 --> 01:06:47,172 - You tried to back out of tonight altogether. 1231 01:06:47,172 --> 01:06:48,517 - And I apologized. 1232 01:06:49,655 --> 01:06:50,862 My friend had a small emergency, 1233 01:06:50,862 --> 01:06:53,206 I wasn't sure how serious it was. 1234 01:06:53,206 --> 01:06:55,068 But I'm here now, I promise. 1235 01:06:57,034 --> 01:06:58,000 - We had plans. 1236 01:06:59,344 --> 01:07:00,206 - I'm sorry. 1237 01:07:02,206 --> 01:07:03,517 So what's going on? 1238 01:07:06,275 --> 01:07:07,310 - Nothing much. 1239 01:07:08,586 --> 01:07:11,241 I wanted to surprise you with dinner. 1240 01:07:11,241 --> 01:07:12,379 I don't cook but, 1241 01:07:12,379 --> 01:07:14,241 I thought you might like it. 1242 01:07:16,068 --> 01:07:16,896 - Cool. 1243 01:07:18,413 --> 01:07:19,517 So what'd you do today? 1244 01:07:20,827 --> 01:07:22,586 - Uh, the usual, 1245 01:07:23,689 --> 01:07:25,034 work, 1246 01:07:25,034 --> 01:07:26,137 as always. 1247 01:07:28,689 --> 01:07:32,241 I was wondering if you just wanted to take off on Sunday. 1248 01:07:32,241 --> 01:07:33,241 - Hmm. 1249 01:07:33,241 --> 01:07:34,758 - You know just, 1250 01:07:34,758 --> 01:07:37,551 take a road trip upstate or something. 1251 01:07:37,551 --> 01:07:40,655 Something to break the routine. 1252 01:07:40,655 --> 01:07:42,103 Something different, 1253 01:07:42,103 --> 01:07:43,413 that we could do together. 1254 01:07:44,689 --> 01:07:47,000 - Gotta see what's going on. 1255 01:07:50,000 --> 01:07:51,068 It sounds like fun. 1256 01:07:53,000 --> 01:07:53,827 - Matt. 1257 01:07:56,758 --> 01:07:57,586 Do you love me? 1258 01:08:04,517 --> 01:08:06,965 - What kind of question is that? 1259 01:08:06,965 --> 01:08:07,793 - A simple one. 1260 01:08:09,586 --> 01:08:11,103 - Yeah I like you. 1261 01:08:11,103 --> 01:08:12,103 Of course I like you. 1262 01:08:15,000 --> 01:08:16,482 - Are you seeing other people? 1263 01:08:17,896 --> 01:08:19,482 - What kind of question is that? 1264 01:08:25,137 --> 01:08:26,482 Are you seeing other people? 1265 01:08:30,137 --> 01:08:31,931 No, no I'm not. 1266 01:08:34,413 --> 01:08:35,551 - I'm not either. 1267 01:08:38,482 --> 01:08:39,586 I just, 1268 01:08:39,586 --> 01:08:40,620 wanted to know. 1269 01:08:42,000 --> 01:08:45,172 I'm not meaning to pressure you or anything. 1270 01:08:45,172 --> 01:08:46,551 - Its cool. 1271 01:08:46,551 --> 01:08:48,827 [somber music] 1272 01:08:48,827 --> 01:08:50,137 - I like you, Matt, 1273 01:08:52,482 --> 01:08:53,310 a lot. 1274 01:08:55,827 --> 01:08:57,103 You're a good person. 1275 01:09:00,413 --> 01:09:01,965 I just want us to be able to, 1276 01:09:01,965 --> 01:09:02,793 be open. 1277 01:09:04,586 --> 01:09:06,620 I don't want you to be closed with me. 1278 01:09:06,620 --> 01:09:09,206 [somber music] 1279 01:09:12,379 --> 01:09:13,379 - I can't stay. 1280 01:09:14,655 --> 01:09:15,482 - What? 1281 01:09:17,724 --> 01:09:19,206 What is wrong? 1282 01:09:20,344 --> 01:09:21,482 Please stay. 1283 01:09:22,448 --> 01:09:24,206 It's okay, it's, 1284 01:09:24,206 --> 01:09:26,241 it's okay we can talk about it. 1285 01:09:26,241 --> 01:09:28,862 I understand. 1286 01:09:28,862 --> 01:09:30,482 - It's just a lot. 1287 01:09:30,482 --> 01:09:31,310 You don't understand. 1288 01:09:31,310 --> 01:09:33,034 - Make me understand. 1289 01:09:33,034 --> 01:09:35,137 - There's a lot of shit going on right now. 1290 01:09:37,379 --> 01:09:38,655 - Look Matthew, 1291 01:09:39,896 --> 01:09:40,896 I care about you. 1292 01:09:41,793 --> 01:09:43,482 And if you don't feel the same, 1293 01:09:43,482 --> 01:09:45,379 that's fine. 1294 01:09:45,379 --> 01:09:47,172 Just talk to me, 1295 01:09:47,172 --> 01:09:48,310 like a human being. 1296 01:09:48,310 --> 01:09:49,517 We're not, 1297 01:09:49,517 --> 01:09:51,620 saving lives, or killing people here. 1298 01:09:51,620 --> 01:09:54,655 [somber music] 1299 01:09:54,655 --> 01:09:56,206 - [Matt] I'll talk to you later. 1300 01:09:57,896 --> 01:09:59,034 - So that's it? 1301 01:09:59,034 --> 01:09:59,827 - Yes. 1302 01:10:01,655 --> 01:10:02,482 Yes. 1303 01:10:03,655 --> 01:10:04,862 - You're just like everyone else. 1304 01:10:04,862 --> 01:10:06,482 You're, you're not special. 1305 01:10:06,482 --> 01:10:07,344 You're no different. 1306 01:10:07,344 --> 01:10:11,379 You're so no different. 1307 01:10:11,379 --> 01:10:12,206 - You're right. 1308 01:10:15,482 --> 01:10:16,551 - I loved you. 1309 01:10:17,379 --> 01:10:18,206 - I know. 1310 01:10:20,689 --> 01:10:23,482 - What the fuck is wrong with you? 1311 01:10:24,965 --> 01:10:25,793 - You. 1312 01:10:28,344 --> 01:10:29,379 - Just leave. 1313 01:10:33,137 --> 01:10:35,310 God I don't give a shit! 1314 01:10:42,241 --> 01:10:44,862 [door clanging] 1315 01:10:47,068 --> 01:10:50,206 [mellow guitar music] 1316 01:10:54,344 --> 01:10:56,965 [phone ringing] 1317 01:10:58,655 --> 01:11:00,931 [sighing] 1318 01:11:00,931 --> 01:11:04,034 [mellow guitar music] 1319 01:11:05,448 --> 01:11:06,965 - It wasn't the empty consequences when I did it. 1320 01:11:06,965 --> 01:11:09,241 I just did it and it was done. 1321 01:11:11,448 --> 01:11:13,551 It's the reason why things didn't move forward. 1322 01:11:14,965 --> 01:11:15,793 I had wanted it. 1323 01:11:17,620 --> 01:11:18,620 I wanted this. 1324 01:11:20,620 --> 01:11:21,448 I feel like I, 1325 01:11:22,896 --> 01:11:24,655 I needed this, 1326 01:11:24,655 --> 01:11:26,689 for some sick and stupid fucking reason, 1327 01:11:26,689 --> 01:11:27,965 I felt like I deserved it. 1328 01:11:29,724 --> 01:11:30,931 I feel like shit man. 1329 01:11:33,068 --> 01:11:34,034 And asshole. 1330 01:11:35,620 --> 01:11:36,896 I'm an asshole. 1331 01:11:39,275 --> 01:11:42,241 [upbeat rock music] 1332 01:12:19,517 --> 01:12:21,206 - Wrong party. 1333 01:12:21,206 --> 01:12:22,206 - Why would I want to wait for that? 1334 01:12:22,206 --> 01:12:23,655 - What? 1335 01:12:23,655 --> 01:12:26,655 [upbeat rock music] 1336 01:12:45,000 --> 01:12:47,206 [chair screeching] 1337 01:12:47,206 --> 01:12:50,172 [upbeat rock music] 1338 01:12:54,034 --> 01:12:56,689 [phone ringing] 1339 01:13:01,793 --> 01:13:02,931 - [Voicemail] You're call has been forwarded, 1340 01:13:02,931 --> 01:13:04,241 to an automated. 1341 01:13:06,000 --> 01:13:07,413 [horn honking] 1342 01:13:07,413 --> 01:13:10,068 [door slamming] 1343 01:13:11,931 --> 01:13:14,103 [birds tweeting] 1344 01:13:14,103 --> 01:13:16,586 [eerie music] 1345 01:13:36,931 --> 01:13:39,862 [liquid splashing] 1346 01:13:40,827 --> 01:13:43,482 [bottles clanking] 1347 01:13:43,482 --> 01:13:46,241 [dramatic music] 1348 01:13:52,344 --> 01:13:54,517 - God I don't give a shit. 1349 01:13:56,517 --> 01:14:01,482 ♪ Show me what I want 1350 01:14:04,586 --> 01:14:08,482 ♪ Now for the time 1351 01:14:08,482 --> 01:14:12,517 ♪ Let down 1352 01:14:12,517 --> 01:14:17,482 ♪ And I've thrown some stuff 1353 01:14:20,551 --> 01:14:22,482 ♪ Hey 1354 01:14:22,482 --> 01:14:23,827 ♪ Hey 1355 01:14:23,827 --> 01:14:28,551 ♪ Turns up 1356 01:14:28,551 --> 01:14:33,551 ♪ Hey turns up 1357 01:14:36,551 --> 01:14:40,551 ♪ Hey turns up 1358 01:14:40,551 --> 01:14:44,655 ♪ Hey 1359 01:14:44,655 --> 01:14:47,965 ♪ Nothings ever better 1360 01:14:53,965 --> 01:14:56,275 [sad music] 1361 01:15:08,379 --> 01:15:11,172 [engines revving] 1362 01:15:17,896 --> 01:15:20,482 [upbeat music] 1363 01:15:26,344 --> 01:15:27,482 - Hello. - Hi. 1364 01:15:28,620 --> 01:15:31,379 [laughing] 1365 01:15:31,379 --> 01:15:34,000 [upbeat music] 1366 01:15:40,172 --> 01:15:42,827 ♪ You only want to hear the good moves ♪ 1367 01:15:42,827 --> 01:15:45,827 ♪ You and I never play by the same rules ♪ 1368 01:15:45,827 --> 01:15:48,827 ♪ I took a look inside the pantry ♪ 1369 01:15:48,827 --> 01:15:51,827 ♪ Close enough to know the bagel understands me ♪ 1370 01:15:51,827 --> 01:15:54,517 ♪ All that expected 1371 01:15:54,517 --> 01:15:57,137 ♪ The plans happy endings 1372 01:15:57,137 --> 01:16:00,241 ♪ Get the fuck out of my mansions ♪ 1373 01:16:00,241 --> 01:16:03,137 ♪ If you follow my lead 1374 01:16:03,137 --> 01:16:05,103 ♪ Ahh 1375 01:16:05,103 --> 01:16:07,965 ♪ Call by name 1376 01:16:07,965 --> 01:16:10,965 ♪ Call me your savior 1377 01:16:10,965 --> 01:16:14,379 ♪ Fell for the famous alright 1378 01:16:14,379 --> 01:16:16,275 ♪ It's okay 1379 01:16:16,275 --> 01:16:17,103 ♪ Girl I never 1380 01:16:17,103 --> 01:16:20,034 ♪ Call me by name 1381 01:16:20,034 --> 01:16:22,931 ♪ Call me your savior 1382 01:16:22,931 --> 01:16:26,206 ♪ Fell from the famous alright 1383 01:16:26,206 --> 01:16:27,448 ♪ It's okay 1384 01:16:27,448 --> 01:16:30,827 ♪ I see you through to the weekend ♪ 1385 01:16:30,827 --> 01:16:33,793 ♪ Never making an excuse for a reason ♪ 1386 01:16:33,793 --> 01:16:36,724 ♪ To be different 1387 01:16:36,724 --> 01:16:39,137 ♪ I got to attempt it 1388 01:16:39,137 --> 01:16:42,137 ♪ But I could never expect 1389 01:16:42,137 --> 01:16:45,137 ♪ No plans happy endings 1390 01:16:45,137 --> 01:16:48,137 ♪ Never walk through my entrance ♪ 1391 01:16:48,137 --> 01:16:51,068 ♪ If you follow my lead 1392 01:16:51,068 --> 01:16:52,896 ♪ Ahh 1393 01:16:52,896 --> 01:16:55,965 ♪ Call me by name 1394 01:16:55,965 --> 01:16:59,034 ♪ Call me your savior 1395 01:16:59,034 --> 01:17:02,275 ♪ Fell for the famous alright 1396 01:17:02,275 --> 01:17:05,034 ♪ Its okay 1397 01:17:05,034 --> 01:17:07,862 ♪ Call me by name 1398 01:17:07,862 --> 01:17:11,000 ♪ Call me your savior 1399 01:17:11,000 --> 01:17:15,137 ♪ Fell for the fame it's alright ♪ 1400 01:17:15,137 --> 01:17:17,034 ♪ It's okay 1401 01:17:17,034 --> 01:17:18,793 ♪ Oh 1402 01:17:32,310 --> 01:17:33,517 ♪ Call me by name 1403 01:17:33,517 --> 01:17:38,517 ♪ Call me by name 1404 01:17:39,034 --> 01:17:41,172 ♪ Ohh 1405 01:17:41,172 --> 01:17:43,931 ♪ Call me by name 1406 01:17:43,931 --> 01:17:47,034 ♪ Call me your savior 1407 01:17:47,034 --> 01:17:50,344 ♪ Fell for the famous it's alright ♪ 1408 01:17:50,344 --> 01:17:53,000 ♪ It's okay 1409 01:17:53,000 --> 01:17:55,965 ♪ Call me by name 1410 01:17:55,965 --> 01:17:59,172 ♪ Call me your savior 83346