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[dramatic music playing]
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Someone in the relationship
issued an Ultimatum.
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I did.
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[Nick Lachey]
This is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity
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to explore two very different visions
of what your married life could be like.
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♪ Jealousy… ♪
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I lay in bed being like,
"God, please let Scotty act like Caleb."
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[laughs]
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[Nick] I came in…
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I love you.
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…sure that I was gonna ask her
to marry me,
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and I'm just not sure right now.
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Oh, my fucking God!
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[Nick wailing and sobbing]
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[Nick Lachey] Will you leave here
engaged to the person you arrived with?
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I love you.
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I feel like we can work through anything.
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That's why I wanna spend
the rest of my life with you.
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Will you leave
with the person you chose here?
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[Mariah] I've been curious
about your connection with Aria.
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-You're a perfect duo.
-[laughs]
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Or, will you walk out alone?
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If I'm not getting something,
I'm not marrying you.
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-[sighs]
-You're playing with fire.
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You know what I want,
and if you can't give that to me,
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then I need you to let me go.
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[dramatic music continues]
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-[Zaina] Do you have feelings for Sandy?
-No, we broke up.
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Am I leaving here with her? Probably not.
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Probably not?
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Hi!
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You're a sight for sore eyes.
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[poignant music playing]
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♪ Days when no blessings will come ♪
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♪ Here's where my dreams come undone ♪
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[J.R.] I came into this experience,
and an engagement ring
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made me nervous
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because I knew at the time
I wasn't ready to be married.
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♪ No one can escape ♪
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♪ Sorrow and the pain ♪
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Now, after two trial marriages,
I feel like I have clarity.
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♪ I'll stand and fight ♪
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Looking at this engagement ring,
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it means committing to one person
for the rest of my life.
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♪ Strength that will not be denied ♪
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♪ Ooh ♪
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♪ It's always been there inside ♪
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[J.R.]
Sandy and I had a great trial marriage.
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I'm happy that I have you,
and I'm excited about the future.
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I'm here with you.
Like, I want you to know that for real.
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-That means a lot.
-Oh.
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[J.R.] We learned a lot about each other.
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Sandy was able to see me,
and that's what you want in a partner.
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[dramatic music continues]
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And so, just to see her today
would be huge, because I want answers.
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[music fades]
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Hi!
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You're a sight for sore eyes.
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[both laugh]
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-[Sandy] Mm.
-[chuckles]
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[J.R. chuckles]
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-Want to sit down?
-Yeah.
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[ominous music playing]
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[music fades]
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-It's been a wild two months.
-I know.
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Do you've got what you were looking for
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when you initially decided
to go through this experience?
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I feel like I got way more
than what I was looking for. Like I…
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[both laugh]
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I got what I was looking for,
and then some.
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-Yeah.
-It's wild.
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Man, tell me about it.
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You showed that you actually cared
about who I was as a human being.
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And I love how you see the good in people.
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I think you saw the good in me…
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-And helped me really be myself.
-I saw it.
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I've never been this vulnerable before
in my entire life.
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-I know.
-But I like it.
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Yeah.
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I like being open
and talking about my feelings.
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I did not expect to get out of this
what I did.
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-Yeah.
-But I have no regrets.
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Everything happens for a reason,
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and everything happens
the way that it's supposed to.
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-Facts.
-We took a big risk.
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We didn't play it safe.
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-We both really gave it our all.
-[poignant music playing]
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And it's… given all of us clarity,
like, on what we came here for.
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And
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definitely in this situation, it's hard.
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You can't please everybody.
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Yeah, but you gotta put yourself first.
We talked about that.
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-Yeah.
-[music fades]
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We came into this experience
with three options.
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Like, propose to the person
that we came here with.
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Leave with your trial partner.
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Or leave here single.
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It all comes down to this.
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I got answers.
That was the whole point of this.
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This whole experience, in a way, is a test
to really see what your truth is.
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[hopeful music playing]
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You just have to live your truth.
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-Yeah. It's good. It's beautiful.
-Yeah.
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Obviously, it's a tricky place to be in
because there's a lot of--
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There's outside factors.
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But I think we've obviously developed
a really close connection.
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But, like, we're not leaving here
together, necessarily.
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I think that we could always be friends
or be in each other's lives at some point.
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I don't know,
but I'll always be rooting for you.
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Yeah.
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-I just have to go with my gut, you know?
-Yeah.
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I hope the decision that you're making
is for you and no one else.
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Yeah.
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I feel confident in the decision,
and I'm excited. You know?
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-Yeah.
-I'm… I feel good about it.
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I know that you're in love with Nick.
Like, I know that's not gonna change.
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-Yeah.
-I know that… that's your man.
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-I have a lot of love for Zaina too.
-Yeah.
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You know, I had doubts
about the idea of marriage and her.
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I had a lot of questions
coming into this experience, and…
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going through the trial marriage
with you and the trial with Zaina,
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I got so many questions
answered about marriage,
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about my doubts
that I had no reason to put on her.
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But yeah, I'm anxious to see Zaina
and talk about our decision.
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-You feel confident in your decision? Yes?
-Yeah.
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If you and Zaina walk out of here engaged,
I will be very, very happy for you guys
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because I really adore
and respect the two of you.
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If you decide to walk out of here alone,
I'll be rooting for y'all.
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That means a lot.
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[tender music playing]
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All right.
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-[Sandy] Mm.
-[chuckles]
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Good luck. You got this. We got this.
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-We got this.
-Yeah.
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[exhales]
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-I'm excited for you.
-You too.
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I'm happy for you.
And I'm grateful for you.
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You too. See you on the other side.
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[Sandy] Mm!
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-Bye.
-Bye.
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♪ I'll fight for you ♪
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♪ Through any storm ♪
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[J.R.] Let's try to hold it together.
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♪ I'll fight for you ♪
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[music fades]
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[poignant music playing]
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♪ I don't know what tomorrow holds ♪
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♪ But with you I know I'm not alone ♪
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[Zaina] It's Ultimatum Day,
and I woke up feeling a lot of emotions.
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Physically, I just feel very anxious.
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♪ Don't really know
What the future looks like ♪
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I love J.R.
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I issued him an ultimatum,
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and I need him
to actually be honest with himself
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because any time future talk
would come up, he would be dismissive.
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[poignant music continues]
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[J.R.]
I love Zaina. That's the love of my life.
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But I do not want to go
through a divorce again.
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The next person that I marry, that's it.
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[poignant, pensive music playing]
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♪ If you see me in your dreams ♪
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♪ Come and kiss me ♪
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[Zaina] As awkward as it was,
I am glad that I ended up with Scotty,
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even throughout the crash and burn.
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He genuinely just wants
to love on someone.
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He wants to build a family with someone.
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So, when you have that level of excitement
and optimism for a future,
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you look at things differently.
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I know this is something
I definitely want with someone
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who wants it just as badly with me
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because I don't wanna be
in a one-sided relationship.
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[Scotty] I don't think
I would've issued the Ultimatum
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if I didn't feel like I was ready myself
to be a husband.
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You're showing up.
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[J.R.] I feel like I've gotten
a lot closer to Zaina
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through this experience.
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I feel like I see you in a new light.
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Is it good light? Good lighting?
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-It's blinding.
-[laughs]
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♪ Been holding on
Such a long, long time ♪
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♪ Never gave up the fire ♪
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[Zaina] I love J.R. so much.
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I'm more in love with him
than when we started.
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I just need him to see the bigger picture
of how we can leave here together.
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How you can have your cake and eat it too.
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You can still pursue your dreams
but have your woman by your side.
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♪ It's inevitable… ♪
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I love my baby.
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I love you too.
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[dramatic music playing]
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♪ I feel it coming on ♪
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♪ I feel it coming on ♪
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♪ I feel it coming on tonight ♪
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[Zaina] This is it.
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This is the last moments of us
on this journey.
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Whatever we decide on
will forever change our lives.
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[music fades]
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Hey, baby.
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[Zaina] Hi.
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-[chuckles softly]
-Wow.
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You look nice.
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So do you.
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[both chuckle]
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[J.R. exhales]
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How you feeling?
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The face expressions say it all.
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[laughs then sighs]
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I mean, definitely anxious.
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Time to face the big decision.
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[both laugh nervously]
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Did you sleep last night?
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I slept like a baby.
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[both laugh]
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Did you sleep?
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No. I was up tossing and turning,
just contemplating everything.
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Coming here, I just had
a lot of questions about you, us.
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I thought, for some reason, maybe J.R.
just doesn't see me as a potential wife.
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As I've gone through the experience,
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I've kind of gotten the reassurance
that I needed from an outside perspective,
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to be like, "Hey, you do possess
these qualities. Like, it's not you."
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I've regained some confidence
that was missing.
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-And I didn't even know was missing.
-Good.
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'Cause I thought I was confident,
and I'm just like,
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"I'm actually kind of really insecure
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in the space we were in
in our relationship."
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[J.R.] Mm.
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Now I just feel like
I've gotten a lot of reassurance.
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I've even gotten that reassurance
from you too in this experience.
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That makes me happy.
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I just feel like we've made
a lot of progress, which is cool.
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I never thought
I'd be in this predicament.
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-Like, issued an ultimatum.
-[laughs]
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But I do love you, obviously,
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and I wanted to go through it
to see what we can get out of it.
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And I saw you with somebody else,
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and hearing about your experience
with someone else
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and me being away from you for that time,
I was like, "I get it now."
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I'm thankful for the three weeks
that we had.
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Yes, we argued, we fought,
we had fun, we had good times.
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Just three weeks of, to me, almost bliss.
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-Just us spending time with each other.
-Yeah.
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You have a pure heart, and you have
so much love and good energy.
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[tender music playing]
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00:12:42,991 --> 00:12:47,954
-Toxic positivity to give.
-Oh my God. [laughs]
246
00:12:48,038 --> 00:12:50,457
It feels good, don't you think?
247
00:12:51,082 --> 00:12:52,417
I think so.
248
00:12:52,501 --> 00:12:54,252
[both laugh]
249
00:13:00,509 --> 00:13:04,137
Seeing you today, I see you
different from how we came in here
250
00:13:04,221 --> 00:13:06,014
because you've grown emotionally.
251
00:13:06,598 --> 00:13:07,557
You…
252
00:13:08,099 --> 00:13:11,019
Listening to me,
you're more emotionally vulnerable.
253
00:13:11,102 --> 00:13:13,980
You told me things I never knew
about you before, in your past.
254
00:13:14,064 --> 00:13:15,816
-Yeah.
-Now I see you in a different light.
255
00:13:18,026 --> 00:13:19,194
Likewise.
256
00:13:20,362 --> 00:13:23,198
I obviously deeply love you.
257
00:13:23,281 --> 00:13:29,788
Like, I feel closer to you than I have
in our past three years together.
258
00:13:29,871 --> 00:13:35,377
I think we are finally seeing each other
fully for, like, who the other person is.
259
00:13:36,211 --> 00:13:37,295
Yeah.
260
00:13:38,839 --> 00:13:40,966
-Finally, right? After three years.
-[chuckles]
261
00:13:41,049 --> 00:13:42,968
After almost three years.
262
00:13:43,051 --> 00:13:45,220
[chuckles] It took this, three weeks.
263
00:13:45,303 --> 00:13:46,721
Three weeks.
264
00:13:46,805 --> 00:13:47,681
Two months.
265
00:13:47,764 --> 00:13:49,432
[both laugh softly]
266
00:13:49,516 --> 00:13:51,518
It's a crazy thing to think about.
267
00:13:51,601 --> 00:13:52,561
Insane.
268
00:13:53,311 --> 00:13:56,398
I'm glad
that we both decided to commit to it.
269
00:13:56,481 --> 00:14:00,527
-Me too. It was all for a reason.
-So… yeah.
270
00:14:04,406 --> 00:14:05,407
[music fades]
271
00:14:06,867 --> 00:14:07,993
You know, coming into this,
272
00:14:08,076 --> 00:14:12,038
I had a lot of preconceived judgments
on marriage, on you.
273
00:14:12,122 --> 00:14:15,542
Are you just doing it
to please your friends?
274
00:14:15,625 --> 00:14:20,422
Are you doing it just because you want
a ring or the big wedding or kids
275
00:14:20,505 --> 00:14:22,716
or rushing your time clock?
276
00:14:24,301 --> 00:14:28,430
Looking back, I'm like, "That was stupid."
You're just looking for a commitment.
277
00:14:28,513 --> 00:14:30,473
[tender music playing]
278
00:14:30,557 --> 00:14:32,017
I apologize for…
279
00:14:33,602 --> 00:14:34,477
[clicks tongue]
280
00:14:35,228 --> 00:14:39,357
…casting doubt on you and using
my past relationships to judge you
281
00:14:39,441 --> 00:14:42,193
before even giving you a chance.
282
00:14:42,694 --> 00:14:45,447
Like, you've been nothing
but amazing to me.
283
00:14:45,530 --> 00:14:48,074
You showed me a love
that I've never seen before.
284
00:14:48,158 --> 00:14:50,619
-[laughs softly]
-[Zaina clicks tongue] Aw.
285
00:14:51,328 --> 00:14:53,997
And you showed me so much love and care.
286
00:14:54,080 --> 00:14:55,790
I just want to thank you for that.
287
00:14:56,374 --> 00:14:58,376
[J.R. chuckles softly]
288
00:14:59,461 --> 00:15:00,670
Baby.
289
00:15:02,797 --> 00:15:04,799
[music fades]
290
00:15:04,883 --> 00:15:08,094
I wasn't ready to receive it before this.
291
00:15:14,100 --> 00:15:15,936
[hopeful music playing]
292
00:15:16,978 --> 00:15:20,106
I think you'll make
a fantastic wife, mother.
293
00:15:21,149 --> 00:15:23,985
Experiencing life to the fullest.
294
00:15:24,736 --> 00:15:27,280
And when I think about that,
295
00:15:28,239 --> 00:15:29,699
I envision myself
296
00:15:31,451 --> 00:15:36,748
loving you and giving you
100% of what I have to make you happy.
297
00:15:37,832 --> 00:15:41,544
And fighting for our family,
treating you like you deserve.
298
00:15:45,340 --> 00:15:47,008
I can see all that with you.
299
00:15:48,468 --> 00:15:50,387
And when I look at myself now…
300
00:15:54,057 --> 00:15:54,891
[music stops]
301
00:15:54,975 --> 00:15:59,729
I just… I don't think I'm at that point
to give you what you deserve.
302
00:16:01,773 --> 00:16:03,775
[ominous tone plays]
303
00:16:10,490 --> 00:16:12,492
[tense music playing]
304
00:16:18,999 --> 00:16:23,753
I feel like you have, like, this vision
of what a perfect husband is
305
00:16:23,837 --> 00:16:27,424
in relation to a perfect marriage
with the perfect setup.
306
00:16:27,507 --> 00:16:30,844
And you're waiting to be that person.
307
00:16:30,927 --> 00:16:33,680
And I've always wanted to grow with you.
308
00:16:33,763 --> 00:16:36,307
-I'm not waiting to be perfect.
-[music stops]
309
00:16:36,391 --> 00:16:37,809
But I at least I wanna be at a level
310
00:16:37,892 --> 00:16:40,520
where I feel comfortable
stepping into that role.
311
00:16:41,021 --> 00:16:43,440
-Bringing life into the world.
-Mm-hm.
312
00:16:43,523 --> 00:16:44,482
And being
313
00:16:45,483 --> 00:16:50,030
that rock, that provider,
that supporter for the person that I love.
314
00:16:51,364 --> 00:16:53,908
And in this moment,
I just don't feel like that.
315
00:16:59,080 --> 00:17:01,041
I've gotten the answers that I need.
316
00:17:01,541 --> 00:17:02,917
And I hope you did too.
317
00:17:03,543 --> 00:17:06,212
I think the right decision
right now for me
318
00:17:08,048 --> 00:17:09,466
is to leave here single.
319
00:17:10,717 --> 00:17:12,719
[dramatic tone plays]
320
00:17:13,887 --> 00:17:14,846
Yeah.
321
00:17:14,929 --> 00:17:16,931
[poignant music playing]
322
00:17:17,974 --> 00:17:23,104
I do think you will be
an amazing husband one day,
323
00:17:23,938 --> 00:17:26,357
when you are ready to be a husband.
324
00:17:27,609 --> 00:17:28,610
But…
325
00:17:31,279 --> 00:17:33,740
deep down, I just knew you weren't ready.
326
00:17:37,577 --> 00:17:39,913
[music fades]
327
00:17:39,996 --> 00:17:41,706
Now I look in your eyes, I just…
328
00:17:43,583 --> 00:17:45,585
think about the past three years,
329
00:17:46,628 --> 00:17:48,630
and the good times that we've had.
330
00:17:49,464 --> 00:17:51,174
[chuckles softly] Make me cry.
331
00:17:51,674 --> 00:17:52,884
[clicks tongue]
332
00:17:53,468 --> 00:17:54,469
[sniffles]
333
00:17:57,013 --> 00:17:59,015
-[sniffling]
-Oh, baby.
334
00:18:01,726 --> 00:18:03,478
[poignant music playing]
335
00:18:04,729 --> 00:18:06,397
I love you so much.
336
00:18:10,693 --> 00:18:11,694
Aw.
337
00:18:12,946 --> 00:18:14,906
You showed me so much love.
338
00:18:19,744 --> 00:18:22,622
♪ We can say it's just a game ♪
339
00:18:24,082 --> 00:18:26,209
♪ Love and hate is all the same ♪
340
00:18:26,292 --> 00:18:27,127
I love you.
341
00:18:27,210 --> 00:18:30,797
You're still my favorite person.
I love you too.
342
00:18:32,006 --> 00:18:34,634
♪ Who calls it love? ♪
343
00:18:34,717 --> 00:18:36,136
♪ Who calls it love? ♪
344
00:18:36,219 --> 00:18:39,139
♪ That leaves us all in pain ♪
345
00:18:39,848 --> 00:18:41,766
[Zaina] I've never seen him cry.
346
00:18:41,850 --> 00:18:46,187
I think the last time he told me he cried
was when he was 15 or something.
347
00:18:47,105 --> 00:18:50,150
[sighs] I don't know.
I hate seeing him like this.
348
00:18:50,233 --> 00:18:54,070
But I'm also just like…
This could have ended differently.
349
00:18:54,154 --> 00:18:57,782
Maybe he could have shifted
his perspective a little bit more,
350
00:18:57,866 --> 00:19:02,162
taken the risk of getting engaged to me
and not thinking about the downfall.
351
00:19:02,245 --> 00:19:03,913
It just doesn't feel right.
352
00:19:04,664 --> 00:19:06,666
[poignant music continues]
353
00:19:07,709 --> 00:19:10,086
♪ Who calls it love? ♪
354
00:19:10,170 --> 00:19:12,088
♪ Who calls it love? ♪
355
00:19:12,172 --> 00:19:13,506
I don't know. It's just…
356
00:19:15,008 --> 00:19:17,260
It's so tough. It hurts.
357
00:19:19,470 --> 00:19:23,725
You know, I want to… love.
358
00:19:25,935 --> 00:19:28,146
[sighs]
359
00:19:28,938 --> 00:19:30,857
♪ Ah, ah… ♪
360
00:19:30,940 --> 00:19:32,609
It's just hard, you know?
361
00:19:32,692 --> 00:19:35,486
You see a life with somebody.
362
00:19:37,655 --> 00:19:38,823
And…
363
00:19:41,951 --> 00:19:44,621
you gotta let that person go
after so much time.
364
00:19:44,704 --> 00:19:45,538
[sniffles]
365
00:19:46,831 --> 00:19:47,957
It's just tough.
366
00:19:49,834 --> 00:19:50,919
I just feel like…
367
00:19:51,002 --> 00:19:53,004
[music fades]
368
00:19:54,088 --> 00:19:57,050
I deserve that. I want that life, but…
369
00:19:59,302 --> 00:20:01,262
something else is calling me,
370
00:20:01,346 --> 00:20:02,347
and I'm not ready.
371
00:20:02,430 --> 00:20:03,348
[wistful music playing]
372
00:20:03,431 --> 00:20:08,019
♪ I knew the day would come
When we would say goodbye ♪
373
00:20:08,102 --> 00:20:12,941
I'm not questioning if the love was real.
Like, I know the love is real. It's just…
374
00:20:13,524 --> 00:20:17,028
I don't know.
It's a choice that he has to live with.
375
00:20:23,034 --> 00:20:24,285
I can't do this.
376
00:20:26,079 --> 00:20:29,958
♪ Used to be the two of us together ♪
377
00:20:30,041 --> 00:20:34,545
♪ You made me feel so high
Do you remember? ♪
378
00:20:34,629 --> 00:20:39,592
♪ Broken now
So distant and I've never felt so low ♪
379
00:20:39,676 --> 00:20:42,679
♪ So low ♪
380
00:20:42,762 --> 00:20:44,264
[music fades]
381
00:20:44,347 --> 00:20:46,557
[hopeful music playing]
382
00:20:46,641 --> 00:20:49,269
♪ There's a fire in my bones ♪
383
00:20:49,352 --> 00:20:53,022
♪ Telling me I am not alone
And it gets brighter ♪
384
00:20:53,106 --> 00:20:55,066
[Mariah] Having issued the Ultimatum,
385
00:20:55,149 --> 00:20:58,236
the weight of the day has settled in
that this is a huge decision.
386
00:20:59,612 --> 00:21:03,199
This is going to be potentially
the beginning of forever with Caleb
387
00:21:03,283 --> 00:21:05,868
or the end.
388
00:21:05,952 --> 00:21:07,829
[music fades]
389
00:21:12,083 --> 00:21:16,004
I think regardless of the outcome,
I would really just thank him…
390
00:21:16,087 --> 00:21:18,089
[inhales then sighs]
391
00:21:18,172 --> 00:21:19,841
[poignant music playing]
392
00:21:20,633 --> 00:21:22,427
…for the love that he's given,
393
00:21:23,094 --> 00:21:25,179
'cause I've never experienced
a love like this,
394
00:21:25,263 --> 00:21:27,974
and I'm just really grateful.
395
00:21:29,017 --> 00:21:31,519
♪ Taking them down
Yeah, one by one ♪
396
00:21:31,602 --> 00:21:34,147
♪ All of the pieces I've undone ♪
397
00:21:34,230 --> 00:21:36,899
[Caleb] No one's ever loved me
in the way that Mariah has,
398
00:21:36,983 --> 00:21:40,611
but the main thing that's weighed on me,
me being only her second partner,
399
00:21:40,695 --> 00:21:43,364
is there's just someone else
waiting for her that's better.
400
00:21:43,448 --> 00:21:44,490
That's daunting.
401
00:21:44,574 --> 00:21:48,202
♪ I don't care
If you even know what to say ♪
402
00:21:48,286 --> 00:21:52,290
My trial marriage with Aria
led me to a lot of self-reflection
403
00:21:52,373 --> 00:21:56,002
and a lot of revelations about who I am.
404
00:21:57,086 --> 00:21:59,213
[Aria] You are just such a good man.
405
00:21:59,297 --> 00:22:00,256
[Caleb] Thank you.
406
00:22:01,215 --> 00:22:05,011
It wouldn't be possible without you.
That's what makes a good partnership.
407
00:22:05,553 --> 00:22:08,473
I realize now
marriage is the ultimate partnership.
408
00:22:08,556 --> 00:22:11,601
It's your teammate. It's your best friend.
409
00:22:11,684 --> 00:22:13,186
I definitely see it.
410
00:22:14,103 --> 00:22:17,440
♪ If I set you loose
Tell me what you'd do ♪
411
00:22:17,523 --> 00:22:21,486
♪ And like you'll break
If you don't just believe me ♪
412
00:22:21,569 --> 00:22:23,488
In the beginning stages
of this experience,
413
00:22:23,571 --> 00:22:28,034
I definitely felt frustrated with Caleb
that we weren't aligned on marriage.
414
00:22:28,117 --> 00:22:31,245
And I was so oblivious to the fact
415
00:22:31,329 --> 00:22:34,665
that there's so much
internal work I need to do.
416
00:22:35,750 --> 00:22:38,836
After Micah left the experience,
and I was here alone,
417
00:22:38,920 --> 00:22:43,674
it shook me to my core,
that "What if Caleb truly was gone?"
418
00:22:44,717 --> 00:22:47,887
I just wanted to gauge
where you're at with Caleb.
419
00:22:47,970 --> 00:22:50,139
Could you potentially
see yourself pursuing Caleb
420
00:22:50,223 --> 00:22:52,350
more than this friendship
that you've developed?
421
00:22:52,934 --> 00:22:54,769
[ominous music playing]
422
00:22:54,852 --> 00:22:58,398
♪ I feel the walls ♪
423
00:22:58,481 --> 00:23:00,483
♪ Caving in ♪
424
00:23:01,692 --> 00:23:06,239
♪ But I stood tall, didn't let them win ♪
425
00:23:06,322 --> 00:23:08,783
[Caleb] Mariah is a very serious girl.
426
00:23:08,866 --> 00:23:11,577
And I'm keeping things fun and light.
427
00:23:11,661 --> 00:23:14,372
The sweet spot is somewhere
in between the two.
428
00:23:14,455 --> 00:23:16,207
And through this experience,
429
00:23:16,290 --> 00:23:19,669
I've got clarity
on what I needed in my relationship
430
00:23:19,752 --> 00:23:21,504
and what I need from Mariah.
431
00:23:21,587 --> 00:23:25,049
[Mariah] I just hope he can see
I'm ready to marry him,
432
00:23:25,133 --> 00:23:28,678
and it's just a matter of him
being confident in marriage with me.
433
00:23:29,345 --> 00:23:33,975
We're either committing ourselves
to one another or venturing off alone.
434
00:23:34,058 --> 00:23:36,727
It's going to change how our life will be.
435
00:23:36,811 --> 00:23:39,897
♪ This ain't the end, we'll take a stand ♪
436
00:23:39,981 --> 00:23:42,108
[music fades]
437
00:24:04,046 --> 00:24:05,298
[Caleb] You look so good.
438
00:24:06,716 --> 00:24:07,550
Wow.
439
00:24:08,885 --> 00:24:11,220
[laughs] You look amazing.
440
00:24:11,304 --> 00:24:12,305
Can I kiss you?
441
00:24:13,973 --> 00:24:15,016
[Caleb] Mm.
442
00:24:15,099 --> 00:24:17,185
-Wow.
-How are you?
443
00:24:17,768 --> 00:24:19,437
-I'm doing all right.
-Yeah?
444
00:24:21,397 --> 00:24:24,400
I want to thank you for even being here.
I know you came grudgingly.
445
00:24:24,484 --> 00:24:27,987
-But I hope that it was worth it, and…
-Yeah.
446
00:24:28,070 --> 00:24:30,364
-I think any chance to grow is worth it.
-Mm-hm.
447
00:24:30,448 --> 00:24:33,993
I think that is such a beautiful thing
that we found that.
448
00:24:34,744 --> 00:24:36,662
Definitely, I feel like
even in this experience,
449
00:24:36,746 --> 00:24:38,206
I've transformed a lot.
450
00:24:38,289 --> 00:24:40,458
Yeah, you're constantly growing.
451
00:24:40,541 --> 00:24:42,752
You've gone this far all on your own.
452
00:24:42,835 --> 00:24:47,256
And what is the point of having a partner
if not someone to help you along the way?
453
00:24:47,840 --> 00:24:48,716
Thank you.
454
00:24:49,467 --> 00:24:50,551
I appreciate you.
455
00:24:50,635 --> 00:24:52,678
[tender music playing]
456
00:24:52,762 --> 00:24:56,224
I would love to spend
the rest of forever with you.
457
00:24:56,307 --> 00:24:58,100
-Would you?
-Of course, yes.
458
00:24:58,184 --> 00:24:59,894
I mean, I gave you the Ultimatum.
459
00:24:59,977 --> 00:25:02,647
I know, but some people
haven't stood by their Ultimatums,
460
00:25:02,730 --> 00:25:05,316
and they've come to this point
461
00:25:05,399 --> 00:25:07,735
and felt differently than they did
when they first walked in.
462
00:25:07,818 --> 00:25:09,153
-Mm-hm.
-So…
463
00:25:09,237 --> 00:25:14,867
I still feel very eager and excited
to create a life with you,
464
00:25:14,951 --> 00:25:18,871
and I'm so grateful that you've been
so honest and transparent and…
465
00:25:18,955 --> 00:25:21,916
All of that makes for
really a great husband.
466
00:25:21,999 --> 00:25:23,834
-So I appreciate that.
-Yeah, I love you.
467
00:25:23,918 --> 00:25:26,879
The level of faith you've had,
it's been incredible.
468
00:25:26,963 --> 00:25:28,756
-You're my best friend and…
469
00:25:28,839 --> 00:25:30,466
-You're mine as well.
-[music fades]
470
00:25:30,550 --> 00:25:35,054
I couldn't imagine life without you,
but there's obviously two outcomes.
471
00:25:35,555 --> 00:25:37,890
We either get engaged, or we separate.
472
00:25:40,309 --> 00:25:43,271
And if, for whatever reason,
we don't work out,
473
00:25:43,354 --> 00:25:46,691
and you don't want to get engaged
or continue in this relationship,
474
00:25:46,774 --> 00:25:49,443
I've just come to peace
with a lot of things.
475
00:25:49,527 --> 00:25:53,531
I guess that's kind
of what leads me into my…
476
00:25:54,407 --> 00:25:57,952
I had to write some things because
I usually struggle with voicing them.
477
00:25:58,035 --> 00:25:59,245
-[laughs]
-Um…
478
00:25:59,328 --> 00:26:01,497
[exhales] All right.
Hold my hand for this.
479
00:26:01,581 --> 00:26:03,583
[tender music playing]
480
00:26:04,333 --> 00:26:07,086
"Whenever I think of tomorrow,
you're always there with me."
481
00:26:07,169 --> 00:26:10,881
"Because the love that you've shown me
is something I never knew I was missing."
482
00:26:10,965 --> 00:26:14,302
"Now that I have it in my life,
I can't imagine my life without you."
483
00:26:14,802 --> 00:26:17,013
"You've helped me celebrate my wins,
484
00:26:17,096 --> 00:26:19,890
and, more importantly,
reassure me through my hard times."
485
00:26:20,516 --> 00:26:21,684
[exhales]
486
00:26:23,311 --> 00:26:26,689
"Somehow, you made me feel
more loved than before. It scared me."
487
00:26:26,772 --> 00:26:29,900
"It scared me because, some days,
you love me more than I love myself."
488
00:26:39,035 --> 00:26:41,120
"As I look at you today,
I'm no longer afraid."
489
00:26:41,203 --> 00:26:42,413
"I see the woman you are."
490
00:26:44,373 --> 00:26:46,834
"And how you've shown up
for everyone around you."
491
00:26:47,418 --> 00:26:49,587
"If you allow me,
I'll show up for you in the same way."
492
00:26:49,670 --> 00:26:52,423
[sniffles] "I'll be the one
that reminds you that you're loved…
493
00:26:56,552 --> 00:27:00,139
and taken care of
both physically and emotionally."
494
00:27:02,058 --> 00:27:04,977
"For the last two years,
I've had the honor of watching you grow,
495
00:27:05,686 --> 00:27:08,814
and with each day that you've grown,
so has my love for you."
496
00:27:08,898 --> 00:27:10,316
-[softly] Oh…
-[Caleb sniffles]
497
00:27:10,399 --> 00:27:13,903
"So, if you are ready,
can we begin forever?"
498
00:27:14,737 --> 00:27:16,739
[tender music continues]
499
00:27:21,535 --> 00:27:23,663
-[music fades]
-[Caleb sighs]
500
00:27:27,958 --> 00:27:29,835
-This is your moment.
-Yes! Yes!
501
00:27:29,919 --> 00:27:31,629
♪ I still believe… ♪
502
00:27:31,712 --> 00:27:33,214
Yeah!
503
00:27:33,297 --> 00:27:34,298
[hopeful music playing]
504
00:27:34,382 --> 00:27:37,927
♪ Still believe we can fix anything ♪
505
00:27:38,010 --> 00:27:40,304
♪ I still believe ♪
506
00:27:40,388 --> 00:27:41,639
I love you so much.
507
00:27:41,722 --> 00:27:43,891
-I love you too.
-That was so beautiful.
508
00:27:45,768 --> 00:27:47,687
I can't believe it! Mm!
509
00:27:50,856 --> 00:27:52,900
[both laugh]
510
00:27:52,983 --> 00:27:56,028
I'm… I can't… It's so surreal right now.
511
00:27:56,112 --> 00:27:59,824
I can't believe that we're engaged,
but we're engaged!
512
00:28:00,324 --> 00:28:02,660
It's finally happened and I'm so happy.
513
00:28:02,743 --> 00:28:04,954
We've been waiting, preparing,
having many conversations,
514
00:28:05,037 --> 00:28:05,955
and it's finally here.
515
00:28:06,038 --> 00:28:08,582
This is what happiness,
true happiness feels like.
516
00:28:08,666 --> 00:28:10,000
[uplifting music playing]
517
00:28:10,084 --> 00:28:11,836
I love you so much.
518
00:28:11,919 --> 00:28:15,756
I'm so eager and excited to spend
the rest of forever with you.
519
00:28:15,840 --> 00:28:18,008
♪ I hear music moving me ♪
520
00:28:18,092 --> 00:28:19,760
♪ And it's playing on repeat ♪
521
00:28:19,844 --> 00:28:22,847
♪ Breaking light, I finally see ♪
522
00:28:22,930 --> 00:28:24,598
This is beautiful, baby.
523
00:28:24,682 --> 00:28:26,809
-Thank you.
-Now what?
524
00:28:27,893 --> 00:28:29,645
We begin forever. [sniffles]
525
00:28:33,274 --> 00:28:35,985
-It looks so good on you.
-I'm going to be a lefty now.
526
00:28:36,068 --> 00:28:36,902
[both laugh]
527
00:28:37,486 --> 00:28:40,239
This was truly the one last thing,
missing piece for me,
528
00:28:40,322 --> 00:28:47,121
and to know that I have such a strong man
next to me in this, I feel really blessed.
529
00:28:47,204 --> 00:28:48,914
I feel just so fortunate.
530
00:28:48,998 --> 00:28:51,208
I'm the one crying.
You're supposed to be crying.
531
00:28:51,292 --> 00:28:53,794
-I am keeping it together.
-Oh my God.
532
00:28:54,420 --> 00:28:56,464
♪ Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah-ah ♪
533
00:28:56,547 --> 00:28:59,008
♪ I hear it come alive ♪
534
00:28:59,091 --> 00:29:01,552
♪ In the melody, yeah ♪
535
00:29:05,306 --> 00:29:07,850
It's such a beautiful moment
to look at the other person
536
00:29:07,933 --> 00:29:10,478
and realize
that they're not going anywhere.
537
00:29:12,855 --> 00:29:14,690
I hope you feel the same way.
538
00:29:14,774 --> 00:29:17,067
-And I love you so much.
-I love you too.
539
00:29:17,902 --> 00:29:19,111
[exhales]
540
00:29:20,780 --> 00:29:22,907
Mmm. This is really good.
541
00:29:25,659 --> 00:29:27,870
I just want to like take it in a bit.
542
00:29:27,953 --> 00:29:30,039
♪ Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah-ah ♪
543
00:29:30,122 --> 00:29:32,291
♪ I feel it come alive ♪
544
00:29:32,374 --> 00:29:34,919
♪ Like a symphony, yeah ♪
545
00:29:35,002 --> 00:29:36,670
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
546
00:29:36,754 --> 00:29:38,422
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
547
00:29:38,506 --> 00:29:40,382
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
548
00:29:40,466 --> 00:29:42,176
♪ Like a symphony, yeah ♪
549
00:29:42,259 --> 00:29:44,011
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
550
00:29:44,094 --> 00:29:46,222
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
551
00:29:46,305 --> 00:29:47,598
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
552
00:29:47,681 --> 00:29:50,142
♪ Like a symphony, symphony ♪
553
00:29:51,227 --> 00:29:53,229
[tense music playing]
554
00:29:56,023 --> 00:29:59,527
[Sandy] I'm definitely sure
of my decision with J.R.,
555
00:29:59,610 --> 00:30:02,738
and just how
we're closing that chapter here.
556
00:30:02,822 --> 00:30:08,702
We got everything out of this experience
that we needed to get.
557
00:30:13,249 --> 00:30:15,876
[Nick] I don't know
what my life is without Sandy,
558
00:30:15,960 --> 00:30:17,711
and Sandy doesn't know a life without me.
559
00:30:19,171 --> 00:30:21,590
She's somebody that,
even through our trials and tribulations,
560
00:30:21,674 --> 00:30:24,927
has always made me feel
like I'm a special human being.
561
00:30:25,636 --> 00:30:27,471
I love her tremendously.
562
00:30:27,555 --> 00:30:28,806
Since I've met Sandy,
563
00:30:28,889 --> 00:30:32,017
I thought that she was the person
I would spend the rest of my life with.
564
00:30:33,477 --> 00:30:34,979
But, obviously, I'm scared.
565
00:30:35,062 --> 00:30:37,565
I'm definitely having
the anvil on my chest feeling right now
566
00:30:37,648 --> 00:30:39,275
that I could lose Sandy.
567
00:30:39,358 --> 00:30:41,902
♪ And now we're running
Running, running ♪
568
00:30:41,986 --> 00:30:44,905
♪ With the motion of the wave ♪
569
00:30:44,989 --> 00:30:46,490
♪ Going, going, going ♪
570
00:30:46,574 --> 00:30:49,076
♪ 'Til we got nothing to say ♪
571
00:30:49,159 --> 00:30:50,911
♪ Yeah, we're holding, holding ♪
572
00:30:50,995 --> 00:30:53,831
♪ No, not letting go ♪
573
00:30:54,790 --> 00:30:58,252
[Sandy] This is the big moment
that we've all been anticipating
574
00:30:58,335 --> 00:31:01,922
since the second we got here,
and now it's here.
575
00:31:02,506 --> 00:31:05,551
I'm definitely… nervous,
576
00:31:06,802 --> 00:31:09,513
but I'm trying just not to think
about it too much
577
00:31:09,597 --> 00:31:12,725
because then I get in my head,
and I start to freak myself out.
578
00:31:12,808 --> 00:31:14,560
So I'm going to just be very calm
579
00:31:14,643 --> 00:31:18,188
and just have a genuine
heart-to-heart conversation with him
580
00:31:18,272 --> 00:31:20,858
and see where that leads us.
581
00:31:20,941 --> 00:31:22,693
♪ Holding, holding ♪
582
00:31:22,776 --> 00:31:25,446
♪ No, not letting go ♪
583
00:31:28,991 --> 00:31:30,993
[music fades]
584
00:31:44,924 --> 00:31:46,383
[Nick] You look beautiful.
585
00:31:48,177 --> 00:31:49,345
-Hi.
-Hi, honey.
586
00:31:50,888 --> 00:31:52,181
[Nick exhales slowly]
587
00:31:54,224 --> 00:31:55,059
Wow.
588
00:31:55,684 --> 00:31:57,353
-You look amazing.
-Help me.
589
00:31:57,436 --> 00:32:00,064
I got it. You just had a friend.
590
00:32:00,147 --> 00:32:01,607
-A friend?
-Wanted to hitch a ride.
591
00:32:01,690 --> 00:32:02,983
[both laugh]
592
00:32:03,067 --> 00:32:04,318
-I don't blame him.
-Aw.
593
00:32:04,401 --> 00:32:05,778
It's a nice ride to take.
594
00:32:05,861 --> 00:32:06,779
[Sandy] Yeah.
595
00:32:08,238 --> 00:32:09,239
How you doing?
596
00:32:10,199 --> 00:32:12,076
[exhales slowly]
597
00:32:12,785 --> 00:32:16,872
The last couple of days
have just been a lot of emotions,
598
00:32:18,290 --> 00:32:19,500
and
599
00:32:21,126 --> 00:32:24,338
I feel way more, like, peaceful today.
600
00:32:26,256 --> 00:32:28,300
-It's been a lot.
-Mm-hm.
601
00:32:29,051 --> 00:32:30,344
How are you feeling?
602
00:32:30,970 --> 00:32:36,475
You know, I feel like I have a lot
of answers and also a lot of questions.
603
00:32:36,558 --> 00:32:37,393
Oh, okay…
604
00:32:37,476 --> 00:32:41,313
So, when we came into this,
obviously, I gave you the Ultimatum.
605
00:32:41,397 --> 00:32:43,732
How did you feel about me
giving you the Ultimatum?
606
00:32:43,816 --> 00:32:47,361
I… kind of needed a little push.
607
00:32:48,654 --> 00:32:49,655
You do want
608
00:32:50,906 --> 00:32:52,866
a wife, a family,
609
00:32:52,950 --> 00:32:55,577
but I mean, you know,
there was some surprise
610
00:32:55,661 --> 00:32:58,038
because I didn't know if you…
611
00:32:59,623 --> 00:33:03,252
really truly even wanted to be with me.
612
00:33:04,253 --> 00:33:08,007
There was an initial confusion with
613
00:33:08,590 --> 00:33:11,010
kind of the contrast
of before we got here,
614
00:33:11,093 --> 00:33:12,761
and then once we got here,
615
00:33:12,845 --> 00:33:15,764
which, I mean,
took a while for me to process
616
00:33:15,848 --> 00:33:19,226
because I felt like I hadn't felt it
in a while, you know?
617
00:33:20,686 --> 00:33:22,855
[inhales then exhales]
618
00:33:24,064 --> 00:33:26,191
Do you think you have
a fear of commitment?
619
00:33:26,984 --> 00:33:28,777
Marriage is scary, yeah.
620
00:33:29,653 --> 00:33:33,782
How do you know, like, how you're going
to feel in ten years from now?
621
00:33:34,450 --> 00:33:36,952
But it's a really beautiful thing,
622
00:33:37,036 --> 00:33:39,246
and I think I'm really learning to,
623
00:33:40,539 --> 00:33:44,293
like, let go a little bit and trust.
624
00:33:44,376 --> 00:33:45,294
[Nick] Mm.
625
00:33:45,377 --> 00:33:46,253
I know that
626
00:33:47,546 --> 00:33:49,673
this has been a really…
627
00:33:51,300 --> 00:33:56,263
It's been a really hard experience
for the both of us, especially you.
628
00:33:56,346 --> 00:34:00,642
I've learned so much about myself
and so much about you.
629
00:34:00,726 --> 00:34:04,688
I think we've experienced
a lot of really beautiful moments
630
00:34:04,772 --> 00:34:06,106
of coming together,
631
00:34:06,857 --> 00:34:11,904
and I think that's just like a testament
to our relationship and our bond
632
00:34:11,987 --> 00:34:15,449
that we can always talk it out
and come back together
633
00:34:16,158 --> 00:34:18,827
and show up for each other
with so much love.
634
00:34:19,745 --> 00:34:22,581
-I really love you with all my heart.
-As do I.
635
00:34:22,664 --> 00:34:23,749
Like…
636
00:34:23,832 --> 00:34:25,626
[tender music playing]
637
00:34:25,709 --> 00:34:28,587
…every fiber in me.
638
00:34:29,421 --> 00:34:31,840
I love all of you.
639
00:34:33,008 --> 00:34:37,304
I wanted nothing more than to come here
and walk away your fiancé
640
00:34:37,387 --> 00:34:41,266
and plan a marriage with you
and spend our lives together and…
641
00:34:42,893 --> 00:34:47,523
I feel like I've never been more in love
with you and more committed to
642
00:34:48,023 --> 00:34:51,151
the change and the growth
that would make me a better partner
643
00:34:51,235 --> 00:34:55,239
and the change and the growth that I know
I can implement into our relationship.
644
00:34:55,322 --> 00:34:57,074
-[Sandy] Mm-hm.
-Um…
645
00:34:58,117 --> 00:34:59,827
I'm just so deeply in love with you,
646
00:34:59,910 --> 00:35:03,747
and I can't imagine
ever looking at another face.
647
00:35:03,831 --> 00:35:05,791
I can't, you know…
648
00:35:06,834 --> 00:35:08,210
I can't fathom that.
649
00:35:11,296 --> 00:35:14,216
-Why did you smile when I said that?
-Because it was sweet.
650
00:35:14,299 --> 00:35:15,134
Oh.
651
00:35:17,052 --> 00:35:18,220
What are you doing?
652
00:35:18,720 --> 00:35:20,722
[music fades]
653
00:35:24,434 --> 00:35:27,312
Look, I have… a ring in my pocket.
654
00:35:28,730 --> 00:35:29,565
What?
655
00:35:32,651 --> 00:35:33,694
I don't know.
656
00:35:33,777 --> 00:35:36,155
But you have a choice.
You're half this relationship.
657
00:35:36,238 --> 00:35:38,615
[sniffles] I do think that there's
658
00:35:39,575 --> 00:35:41,869
still some things that we
659
00:35:43,203 --> 00:35:45,789
have to work through, and…
660
00:35:50,127 --> 00:35:55,591
And are those things to you
enough to risk losing me?
661
00:35:56,341 --> 00:35:57,509
Um…
662
00:36:00,429 --> 00:36:01,847
[inhales slowly]
663
00:36:02,431 --> 00:36:03,724
[sighs]
664
00:36:04,433 --> 00:36:06,226
I don't know, babe. It's hard.
665
00:36:06,727 --> 00:36:08,228
It's really, really hard.
666
00:36:08,312 --> 00:36:10,314
[tense, poignant music playing]
667
00:36:16,403 --> 00:36:18,322
-[Sandy sighs]
-[Nick clears throat]
668
00:36:21,658 --> 00:36:24,036
-Yeah.
-I just want to make sure…
669
00:36:27,664 --> 00:36:31,210
that I'm, you know,
100 million percent and…
670
00:36:31,293 --> 00:36:33,253
Well, if you don't know by now…
671
00:36:33,795 --> 00:36:36,006
I don't know how somebody
could love me this much
672
00:36:36,089 --> 00:36:38,217
and say they can't imagine a life with me.
673
00:36:38,300 --> 00:36:42,012
They are growing closer to me,
this and this and this, but I'm not 100%.
674
00:36:44,181 --> 00:36:46,934
-I deserve to have somebody that's 100%.
-I know.
675
00:36:48,101 --> 00:36:50,354
Don't you want to be 100% about somebody?
676
00:36:52,439 --> 00:36:54,816
-I love you.
-That doesn't sound that way.
677
00:36:54,900 --> 00:36:58,362
-Baby, yes it is.
-I don't think so. I'm sorry, it's like…
678
00:36:59,529 --> 00:37:02,366
I feel like every time
an opportunity comes up for you
679
00:37:02,449 --> 00:37:06,453
to say the things that I need to hear
in a relationship, I feel further away.
680
00:37:12,626 --> 00:37:14,127
I love you so much.
681
00:37:14,628 --> 00:37:17,673
I do too. Unfortunately,
it doesn't sound like it's enough.
682
00:37:17,756 --> 00:37:19,758
[music fades]
683
00:37:20,259 --> 00:37:22,552
I came to get answers.
I feel like I got the answer I need.
684
00:37:22,636 --> 00:37:24,429
It's not the answer I wanted, but…
685
00:37:25,681 --> 00:37:28,558
-It breaks my heart tremendously.
-It's not the answer I wanted either.
686
00:37:31,228 --> 00:37:32,854
I came here and I put…
687
00:37:33,939 --> 00:37:34,940
Baby…
688
00:37:37,276 --> 00:37:38,610
Please don't.
689
00:37:42,114 --> 00:37:45,867
-I really gave this my all, and I really…
-Don't what? What am I doing?
690
00:37:47,536 --> 00:37:50,122
I really put everything into this,
and I'm…
691
00:37:53,125 --> 00:37:54,418
[inhales]
692
00:37:54,918 --> 00:37:56,295
[sighs]
693
00:37:59,798 --> 00:38:01,466
It's really hard.
694
00:38:03,969 --> 00:38:05,429
I don't want to see you sad.
695
00:38:06,221 --> 00:38:08,223
[wistful music playing]
696
00:38:12,519 --> 00:38:15,314
I want nothing more
than to walk out of here engaged with you
697
00:38:15,397 --> 00:38:17,649
and to, like, ride into the sunset.
698
00:38:20,819 --> 00:38:22,029
That's not true.
699
00:38:24,156 --> 00:38:26,116
[sighs]
700
00:38:26,908 --> 00:38:28,118
I don't feel
701
00:38:29,286 --> 00:38:33,206
your words and your choice
match up anymore.
702
00:38:34,791 --> 00:38:37,878
-I'm not surprised.
-Everything I said to you is my truth.
703
00:38:37,961 --> 00:38:40,339
-Well, yeah. Right.
-Including all the good things.
704
00:38:40,422 --> 00:38:42,090
I will stand by that.
705
00:38:42,174 --> 00:38:46,011
I love you with everything in me.
706
00:38:46,678 --> 00:38:49,389
-I really do, babe.
-I just don't know how that's true.
707
00:38:49,473 --> 00:38:50,557
Baby, I love you.
708
00:38:50,640 --> 00:38:54,561
The love and connection between us,
there's no question on that.
709
00:38:54,644 --> 00:38:59,858
I've put my heart and soul into you
over and over and over again,
710
00:38:59,941 --> 00:39:03,737
and I continue to feel like an idiot,
to be honest with you.
711
00:39:04,404 --> 00:39:07,032
I love you so much.
I have nothing but love for you.
712
00:39:07,115 --> 00:39:11,203
But there's so much else that goes
into a marriage and a life partner,
713
00:39:11,286 --> 00:39:15,999
and I do have some concerns,
and hesitations, and fears with you, babe.
714
00:39:16,083 --> 00:39:19,252
Well, I hope you find somebody
that puts those to rest. Honestly.
715
00:39:19,336 --> 00:39:20,712
[sighs]
716
00:39:20,796 --> 00:39:22,214
And I hope I do too.
717
00:39:24,299 --> 00:39:26,635
Somebody deserves this.
718
00:39:27,302 --> 00:39:29,471
At this point, I don't think it's you.
719
00:39:29,554 --> 00:39:31,556
[dramatic music playing]
720
00:39:34,101 --> 00:39:36,103
I'm sorry, babe. I'm really sorry.
721
00:39:36,186 --> 00:39:38,313
I love you, and…
722
00:39:42,275 --> 00:39:45,195
I don't want to hurt you in any way,
and I know that I have.
723
00:39:58,375 --> 00:39:59,626
[poignant music playing]
724
00:39:59,709 --> 00:40:03,213
I don't think there's anything left
to talk about. This is too much.
725
00:40:03,296 --> 00:40:04,881
Okay. Babe…
726
00:40:05,590 --> 00:40:08,427
-There's no more. What are you "baby"-ing?
-Okay.
727
00:40:09,803 --> 00:40:10,637
Thank you.
728
00:40:10,720 --> 00:40:13,890
♪ Now I'm standing all alone… ♪
729
00:40:13,932 --> 00:40:15,267
I'm sorry, baby.
730
00:40:15,350 --> 00:40:16,268
Me too.
731
00:40:17,102 --> 00:40:19,604
♪ Always thought that we'd grow old ♪
732
00:40:19,688 --> 00:40:22,941
♪ Just another story told ♪
733
00:40:24,985 --> 00:40:27,737
[Nick] I was hoping to leave here
engaged to Sandy,
734
00:40:27,821 --> 00:40:29,865
and, uh… [sniffles]
And I'm leaving here alone.
735
00:40:30,449 --> 00:40:32,826
♪ What we could be ♪
736
00:40:35,579 --> 00:40:38,582
When I went to reach in my pocket,
my heart dropped into my stomach
737
00:40:38,665 --> 00:40:41,668
because I could tell that she was fearful.
738
00:40:42,627 --> 00:40:45,338
I just don't want to be with somebody
that's so afraid to be with me.
739
00:40:47,799 --> 00:40:49,134
It's fucking real.
740
00:40:50,886 --> 00:40:51,970
It sucks.
741
00:40:53,388 --> 00:40:54,306
♪ I gave you ♪
742
00:40:54,389 --> 00:40:55,223
Okay.
743
00:40:55,307 --> 00:40:56,475
♪ All I had ♪
744
00:40:56,558 --> 00:41:02,189
♪ And you turned your back on me ♪
745
00:41:05,150 --> 00:41:09,654
♪ You love and trust somebody
From your heart ♪
746
00:41:11,114 --> 00:41:15,827
♪ You never think that it'll fall apart ♪
747
00:41:16,786 --> 00:41:19,998
♪ But the more you trust someone ♪
748
00:41:20,081 --> 00:41:22,751
♪ Break down your walls for them ♪
749
00:41:22,834 --> 00:41:27,005
♪ You should've seen it coming ♪
750
00:41:27,589 --> 00:41:29,341
[sighs] Oh God.
751
00:41:31,801 --> 00:41:33,345
This sucks.
752
00:41:33,845 --> 00:41:35,180
I feel bad. I feel so bad.
753
00:41:35,263 --> 00:41:40,477
♪ Sometimes the hearts of gold
Can be deceiving ♪
754
00:41:42,646 --> 00:41:44,022
It's just, like, horrible.
755
00:41:44,105 --> 00:41:48,693
♪ Or will you ever see ♪
756
00:41:49,694 --> 00:41:50,779
♪ Me? ♪
757
00:41:55,158 --> 00:41:58,828
This has been the hardest decision
I've ever had to make, 100%.
758
00:41:59,412 --> 00:42:02,040
♪ I gave you all I had ♪
759
00:42:02,666 --> 00:42:08,255
♪ And you turned your back on me ♪
760
00:42:11,466 --> 00:42:12,968
[music fades]
761
00:42:13,051 --> 00:42:15,595
[pensive music playing]
762
00:42:18,348 --> 00:42:20,892
♪ Hearing voices in my head ♪
763
00:42:20,976 --> 00:42:24,145
♪ Not gonna listen ♪
764
00:42:24,980 --> 00:42:26,773
[Scotty] I issued the Ultimatum,
765
00:42:26,856 --> 00:42:31,736
and I have no idea
what Aria will say to me today.
766
00:42:31,820 --> 00:42:33,405
I went to bed feeling confident,
767
00:42:33,488 --> 00:42:39,619
but I did wake up
with a lot of hesitation and anxiety,
768
00:42:40,245 --> 00:42:43,248
and it's because I know
the stakes are extreme.
769
00:42:43,331 --> 00:42:45,750
♪ I'm not gonna fall ♪
770
00:42:45,834 --> 00:42:47,502
♪ Or hesitate ♪
771
00:42:47,586 --> 00:42:50,422
♪ 'Cause nothing can break me ♪
772
00:42:50,505 --> 00:42:52,048
♪ I'll find a way ♪
773
00:42:52,132 --> 00:42:53,592
[Aria] I think before this process,
774
00:42:53,675 --> 00:42:57,470
I just didn't feel like Scotty
could see from my point of view ever.
775
00:42:57,554 --> 00:43:01,016
It's kind of like these constant fights
that are always happening.
776
00:43:01,099 --> 00:43:06,104
And I'm feeling very anxious,
and I have a decision to make,
777
00:43:06,187 --> 00:43:08,356
and I just have to stay true to myself.
778
00:43:08,440 --> 00:43:12,944
♪ Even when the dark
Tries taking me over ♪
779
00:43:13,028 --> 00:43:17,991
♪ Never gonna stop
I'll always keep open ♪
780
00:43:18,074 --> 00:43:20,660
[Scotty]
This experience has been eye-opening.
781
00:43:20,744 --> 00:43:22,579
♪ I'm never giving up ♪
782
00:43:22,662 --> 00:43:26,666
Zaina helped me discover that I just have
so much more room to grow,
783
00:43:26,750 --> 00:43:29,127
being a better active listener.
784
00:43:29,210 --> 00:43:30,128
[hopeful music playing]
785
00:43:30,211 --> 00:43:32,422
Something I learned from you is,
786
00:43:32,505 --> 00:43:36,468
"Let's find the resolution
and move forward together."
787
00:43:37,302 --> 00:43:40,847
♪ On the screen, you and me keep it
But the way that this hurts ♪
788
00:43:40,930 --> 00:43:43,099
[Aria]
To truly trust somebody with my heart,
789
00:43:43,183 --> 00:43:45,727
that is something
I've had a hard time with.
790
00:43:45,810 --> 00:43:47,729
Growing up, I was always yelled at.
791
00:43:48,313 --> 00:43:50,690
Something I appreciated about Caleb
792
00:43:50,774 --> 00:43:55,070
was he remains calm
even if it's a hard conversation.
793
00:43:55,153 --> 00:43:56,905
In his presence, I felt safe,
794
00:43:56,988 --> 00:44:00,283
and so I just feel like the connection
did become deeper emotionally.
795
00:44:01,284 --> 00:44:04,079
The way that you rub my hand,
it calms me down.
796
00:44:04,663 --> 00:44:06,998
It also kind of soothes me.
797
00:44:07,082 --> 00:44:12,712
It was like I was actually getting to see
the real you, and I think it's beautiful.
798
00:44:12,796 --> 00:44:14,589
[Aria]
The qualities that I liked about Caleb
799
00:44:14,673 --> 00:44:17,676
is the qualities
that I wanted Scotty to focus on
800
00:44:17,759 --> 00:44:21,429
because those things, for me,
I truly do want in a husband.
801
00:44:22,013 --> 00:44:23,515
I've seen the growth.
802
00:44:23,598 --> 00:44:25,934
I truly think that you had
to be in something else
803
00:44:26,017 --> 00:44:27,686
to really be better for me.
804
00:44:27,769 --> 00:44:32,357
To see you really just be
so open in this experience, like,
805
00:44:32,440 --> 00:44:34,776
it feels like falling in love again.
806
00:44:34,859 --> 00:44:36,319
[pensive music playing]
807
00:44:36,820 --> 00:44:40,740
[Scotty]
I hope Aria sees how much I love her,
808
00:44:40,824 --> 00:44:43,743
and I have changed through this process.
809
00:44:44,577 --> 00:44:49,499
I just want Aria
to have faith in our relationship.
810
00:44:49,582 --> 00:44:52,961
[Aria] This is the most self-aware
I've ever seen Scotty,
811
00:44:53,044 --> 00:44:56,256
but I don't know
where Scotty's head is at,
812
00:44:56,339 --> 00:44:58,550
and I just know
the weight of this decision.
813
00:44:58,633 --> 00:45:02,137
It truly is going
to make or break our relationship.
814
00:45:02,637 --> 00:45:05,849
[Scotty] Today is the day
that will change the rest of our lives.
815
00:45:05,932 --> 00:45:07,934
[music fades]
816
00:45:21,906 --> 00:45:23,241
[exhales]
817
00:45:26,745 --> 00:45:27,746
Hi.
818
00:45:28,538 --> 00:45:29,622
[Scotty] Hey.
819
00:45:36,921 --> 00:45:38,298
You look good.
820
00:45:38,381 --> 00:45:41,468
You look good too. How are you feeling?
821
00:45:41,551 --> 00:45:43,261
-I'm feeling a lot.
-Yeah?
822
00:45:44,554 --> 00:45:45,805
How are you feeling?
823
00:45:46,431 --> 00:45:47,432
Nervous.
824
00:45:54,147 --> 00:45:55,648
And anxious.
825
00:45:58,985 --> 00:46:01,154
[inhales then exhales]
826
00:46:01,237 --> 00:46:02,697
Oh God.
827
00:46:04,616 --> 00:46:08,077
I realize that I issued you
an Ultimatum for… [sniffles]
828
00:46:09,329 --> 00:46:10,580
…maybe the wrong reasons.
829
00:46:10,663 --> 00:46:13,833
Maybe initially out of fear.
830
00:46:15,418 --> 00:46:18,546
I'm sorry if I didn't give you
the reassurance in our relationship
831
00:46:18,630 --> 00:46:19,756
that I know you needed.
832
00:46:22,175 --> 00:46:23,218
[Scotty sighs]
833
00:46:24,969 --> 00:46:26,429
I'm sorry if
834
00:46:27,597 --> 00:46:30,141
I didn't love you
the way you wanted to be loved.
835
00:46:33,978 --> 00:46:34,979
[sniffles]
836
00:46:38,358 --> 00:46:39,275
[sniffles]
837
00:46:42,403 --> 00:46:44,697
But I hope that I made you feel seen
in our trial marriage
838
00:46:44,781 --> 00:46:46,282
because I really, really tried.
839
00:46:46,783 --> 00:46:50,537
I really tried to give you the love I know
I haven't given you in our relationship.
840
00:46:55,041 --> 00:46:58,503
I don't want you to feel like
you're always compromising, and I'm not.
841
00:46:59,003 --> 00:47:01,130
I want to compromise with you,
842
00:47:01,214 --> 00:47:04,801
and I want you to see
that I've compromised to be here.
843
00:47:05,343 --> 00:47:08,847
I'm here because I love you.
Because I did not want to be here.
844
00:47:08,930 --> 00:47:10,014
[sobs softly]
845
00:47:13,852 --> 00:47:14,686
I know that.
846
00:47:16,646 --> 00:47:19,941
I just appreciate you for making it
to the end with me. I know it wasn't easy.
847
00:47:20,024 --> 00:47:23,403
I feel like I should have given
you more trust.
848
00:47:25,613 --> 00:47:27,240
And I'm sorry for that.
849
00:47:30,535 --> 00:47:34,998
All of the difficulty and doubt
that surrounded our relationship,
850
00:47:35,874 --> 00:47:38,710
it would've been so easy
for one of us to walk away.
851
00:47:41,129 --> 00:47:43,214
We're still right here with each other.
852
00:47:44,716 --> 00:47:49,262
And I feel like that's
our greatest triumph together as a couple.
853
00:47:52,640 --> 00:47:54,976
I hope you know
that I stayed here for you.
854
00:48:00,106 --> 00:48:04,235
Even with my doubts,
I truly, truly have always loved you.
855
00:48:05,445 --> 00:48:08,406
I hope that even through
the hurt that I've caused you,
856
00:48:08,489 --> 00:48:14,078
you can see that I've grown,
and that I'm able to see where I'm flawed.
857
00:48:16,748 --> 00:48:17,582
[sniffles]
858
00:48:18,666 --> 00:48:20,793
[inhales then exhales]
859
00:48:24,130 --> 00:48:26,007
I don't doubt you anymore.
860
00:48:27,050 --> 00:48:28,509
Oh my God.
861
00:48:30,678 --> 00:48:33,264
I feel like I've just been waiting
for you to say those things
862
00:48:33,348 --> 00:48:35,183
because I feel like I didn't feel that.
863
00:48:38,770 --> 00:48:39,812
Do you feel it now?
864
00:48:46,069 --> 00:48:47,487
I love you so much.
865
00:48:47,570 --> 00:48:48,863
I love you so much.
866
00:48:53,534 --> 00:48:54,410
[Scotty sniffles]
867
00:48:55,036 --> 00:48:55,954
[sighs]
868
00:48:58,539 --> 00:49:00,792
What are you thinking about right now?
869
00:49:04,128 --> 00:49:05,546
How are you feeling?
870
00:49:07,382 --> 00:49:09,050
Just overwhelmed.
871
00:49:10,593 --> 00:49:12,220
Overwhelmed.
872
00:49:19,978 --> 00:49:22,480
This experience has [sniffles]
873
00:49:22,981 --> 00:49:27,443
allowed us to enter
into a new season in our relationship.
874
00:49:33,199 --> 00:49:34,951
In that season, I want to be
875
00:49:36,160 --> 00:49:37,745
your protector,
876
00:49:38,955 --> 00:49:40,248
your peace.
877
00:49:41,249 --> 00:49:44,210
I want to be the man that you run to
878
00:49:45,795 --> 00:49:47,296
and not away from.
879
00:49:47,380 --> 00:49:49,382
[poignant music playing]
880
00:49:52,051 --> 00:49:56,347
And, above all else,
I just want you to know that I choose you
881
00:49:58,182 --> 00:50:00,226
right now, today,
882
00:50:00,309 --> 00:50:02,311
and for all of my tomorrows.
883
00:50:05,398 --> 00:50:09,235
Because you are not just a woman
that I want to be with.
884
00:50:10,111 --> 00:50:12,822
You are the woman that I can't be without.
885
00:50:14,574 --> 00:50:16,576
[music fades]
886
00:50:16,659 --> 00:50:20,038
And I truly mean that, Aria. I truly do.
887
00:50:23,666 --> 00:50:25,376
[sniffles, exhales]
888
00:50:28,838 --> 00:50:30,089
And so,
889
00:50:32,300 --> 00:50:34,343
Aria Nicole De'Westbrooks…
890
00:50:34,427 --> 00:50:36,429
[suspenseful music playing]
891
00:50:39,640 --> 00:50:41,309
…will you marry me?
892
00:50:43,269 --> 00:50:44,228
[Aria sighs]
893
00:50:45,980 --> 00:50:46,856
[exhales]
894
00:50:50,610 --> 00:50:52,320
I love you so much.
895
00:50:53,279 --> 00:50:54,405
[Aria sighs]
896
00:50:54,489 --> 00:50:56,491
[music intensifies]
897
00:50:59,952 --> 00:51:02,997
I… yes. Yes. Yes, yes.
898
00:51:03,081 --> 00:51:05,083
[hopeful music playing]
899
00:51:05,708 --> 00:51:07,710
[Aria crying softly]
900
00:51:09,796 --> 00:51:11,464
[Aria] And I choose you.
901
00:51:13,508 --> 00:51:15,259
♪ It's looking up now ♪
902
00:51:15,343 --> 00:51:16,302
I choose you.
903
00:51:16,385 --> 00:51:18,554
♪ Not taking me down ♪
904
00:51:18,638 --> 00:51:21,641
♪ We're gonna be all right ♪
905
00:51:26,187 --> 00:51:27,522
I love you so much.
906
00:51:28,773 --> 00:51:29,607
I love you too.
907
00:51:29,690 --> 00:51:33,277
♪ We're gonna be all right ♪
908
00:51:37,782 --> 00:51:40,243
[Aria]
I don't want to live a day without you.
909
00:51:41,536 --> 00:51:42,495
I love you.
910
00:51:44,622 --> 00:51:46,207
-Can I put that on?
-Yeah.
911
00:51:46,290 --> 00:51:48,000
[both laugh]
912
00:51:48,084 --> 00:51:50,044
I didn't bring it here for no reason.
913
00:51:50,128 --> 00:51:53,047
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
914
00:52:01,597 --> 00:52:05,226
♪ We're gonna be all right ♪
915
00:52:05,309 --> 00:52:06,561
[music fades]
916
00:52:06,644 --> 00:52:07,812
[upbeat music playing]
917
00:52:07,895 --> 00:52:12,567
♪ Our love is stronger than words ♪
918
00:52:13,151 --> 00:52:16,529
♪ Wider than the ocean ♪
919
00:52:16,612 --> 00:52:17,613
[Aria] Cheers.
920
00:52:18,114 --> 00:52:20,032
To a lifetime of us.
921
00:52:20,116 --> 00:52:21,075
Us.
922
00:52:21,159 --> 00:52:26,455
♪ Our love will last throughout the ages ♪
923
00:52:26,539 --> 00:52:29,792
♪ When everything else changes ♪
924
00:52:29,876 --> 00:52:33,546
♪ We'll write into the pages ♪
925
00:52:33,629 --> 00:52:36,549
♪ Our love ♪
926
00:52:36,632 --> 00:52:37,800
[Scotty] Oh God.
927
00:52:37,884 --> 00:52:39,802
I can tell you were so nervous.
928
00:52:39,886 --> 00:52:41,053
[Scotty] I'm sweating.
929
00:52:41,137 --> 00:52:42,889
Were you nervous I was gonna say no?
930
00:52:44,098 --> 00:52:47,351
-I didn't know what you were going to say.
-[both laugh]
931
00:52:50,021 --> 00:52:51,022
[music fades]
932
00:52:51,105 --> 00:52:52,106
[poignant music playing]
933
00:52:52,190 --> 00:52:54,525
♪ I know we've tried ♪
934
00:52:54,609 --> 00:53:00,990
♪ But your heart's been tied to mine ♪
935
00:53:01,073 --> 00:53:03,284
[Zaina] I will never give up on love.
936
00:53:03,367 --> 00:53:05,953
I'm still the hopeless romantic
Pisces out there.
937
00:53:06,537 --> 00:53:11,417
But I want to start prioritizing myself,
making sure that my cup is full,
938
00:53:11,500 --> 00:53:13,794
so that I can then give to other people.
939
00:53:13,878 --> 00:53:17,089
♪ And I know it's hard right now ♪
940
00:53:17,173 --> 00:53:22,178
♪ But believe me
It's gonna be all right ♪
941
00:53:22,261 --> 00:53:23,971
[J.R.] I do have some healing to do.
942
00:53:24,055 --> 00:53:26,140
I'm always on a journey to find myself,
943
00:53:26,224 --> 00:53:32,980
and I feel I'm closer to finding who I am
by having gone throughout this experience.
944
00:53:33,064 --> 00:53:40,071
♪ The future's gonna be so bright ♪
945
00:53:43,532 --> 00:53:47,495
I did not come here with the intention
of getting my shit rocked
946
00:53:47,578 --> 00:53:51,415
and, like, completely shaking up
my life and my relationship.
947
00:53:51,499 --> 00:53:55,211
But I've been kind of waiting
my whole life to, like,
948
00:53:55,294 --> 00:53:57,797
have that feeling
of "when you know, you know."
949
00:53:57,880 --> 00:54:02,218
And I really think
that I owe it to myself to find that.
950
00:54:02,301 --> 00:54:04,303
[hopeful, pensive music playing]
951
00:54:09,225 --> 00:54:12,270
I've had enough of this chase
952
00:54:12,353 --> 00:54:15,064
to convince somebody to love me
or just to be with me.
953
00:54:15,147 --> 00:54:16,607
I'm not gonna do that anymore.
954
00:54:17,692 --> 00:54:22,989
And I know that through this process
that there's somebody out there
955
00:54:23,072 --> 00:54:27,034
who will surely give me
the things that I'm craving,
956
00:54:27,118 --> 00:54:30,621
that commitment and that validation
in the places that feel weak.
957
00:54:31,497 --> 00:54:35,960
I just got to do me now and take
this experience and grow from it,
958
00:54:36,043 --> 00:54:37,920
and, you know, try to move forward.
959
00:54:38,004 --> 00:54:40,131
♪ You know I love you ♪
960
00:54:40,214 --> 00:54:41,757
♪ You know I do ♪
961
00:54:41,841 --> 00:54:46,053
I don't think that we need to be
in an extreme rush to plan a wedding.
962
00:54:46,137 --> 00:54:49,181
I mean, I could barely get
through the speech, so…
963
00:54:49,265 --> 00:54:51,350
We need a little bit of time
to settle my feelings.
964
00:54:51,434 --> 00:54:55,855
Once that's done, first step is being
in the same city, which is important,
965
00:54:55,938 --> 00:54:57,690
and just living together.
966
00:54:58,482 --> 00:55:04,238
But what an engagement and a ring means is
a symbol of your commitment to each other.
967
00:55:04,322 --> 00:55:07,658
And it's going to be important
to choose each other every day.
968
00:55:09,952 --> 00:55:10,786
I love you.
969
00:55:11,537 --> 00:55:12,747
I love you too.
970
00:55:15,541 --> 00:55:16,500
Whoo!
971
00:55:17,460 --> 00:55:19,795
Don't do this again. Yeah.
972
00:55:19,879 --> 00:55:21,797
I don't like Ultimatums.
973
00:55:21,881 --> 00:55:24,759
But I love you, so here we are.
974
00:55:24,842 --> 00:55:26,344
Pinkie promise.
975
00:55:26,427 --> 00:55:28,804
-No more Ultimatums. [laughs]
-Mm-hm.
976
00:55:28,888 --> 00:55:31,557
[Caleb] But this was truly what I needed.
977
00:55:31,640 --> 00:55:33,726
I'm so grateful. I'm so grateful.
978
00:55:34,310 --> 00:55:36,395
-[Caleb] To starting forever.
-I love you so much.
979
00:55:40,524 --> 00:55:45,237
♪ And I won't let you go ♪
980
00:55:45,321 --> 00:55:49,867
♪ And I will let you know ♪
981
00:55:49,950 --> 00:55:50,868
Beautiful.
982
00:55:50,951 --> 00:55:54,330
♪ You're the light in my darkest hour ♪
983
00:55:54,955 --> 00:55:58,793
♪ Your shine
It brings me hope and desire ♪
984
00:55:58,876 --> 00:56:04,340
♪ Yeah, I will never let you go ♪
985
00:56:04,423 --> 00:56:06,509
-Caleb, I'm so happy.
-Yeah?
986
00:56:06,592 --> 00:56:07,676
I'm so happy.
987
00:56:07,760 --> 00:56:09,845
Okay. I am too, babe.
988
00:56:11,305 --> 00:56:16,435
♪ If I could go back
I would choose you again and again ♪
989
00:56:16,519 --> 00:56:19,814
♪ Again and again ♪
990
00:56:21,315 --> 00:56:24,735
♪ Oh! It feels just like the first time ♪
991
00:56:24,819 --> 00:56:28,739
♪ You and I were strangers
Passing at the same time ♪
992
00:56:28,823 --> 00:56:31,700
♪ I think I finally found it ♪
993
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