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[dramatic music playing]

Someone in the relationship issued an Ultimatum.

I did.

[Nick Lachey] This is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity

to explore two very different visions of what your married life could be like.

♪ Jealousy… ♪

I lay in bed being like, "God, please let Scotty act like Caleb."

[laughs]

[Nick] I came in…

I love you.

…sure that I was gonna ask her to marry me,

and I'm just not sure right now.

Oh, my fucking God!

[Nick wailing and sobbing]

[Nick Lachey] Will you leave here engaged to the person you arrived with?

I love you.

I feel like we can work through anything.

That's why I wanna spend the rest of my life with you.

Will you leave with the person you chose here?

[Mariah] I've been curious about your connection with Aria.

-You're a perfect duo. -[laughs]

Or, will you walk out alone?

If I'm not getting something, I'm not marrying you.

-[sighs] -You're playing with fire.

You know what I want, and if you can't give that to me,

then I need you to let me go.

[dramatic music continues]

-[Zaina] Do you have feelings for Sandy? -No, we broke up.

Am I leaving here with her? Probably not.

Probably not?

Hi!

You're a sight for sore eyes.

[poignant music playing]

♪ Days when no blessings will come ♪

♪ Here's where my dreams come undone ♪

[J.R.] I came into this experience, and an engagement ring

made me nervous

because I knew at the time I wasn't ready to be married.

♪ No one can escape ♪

♪ Sorrow and the pain ♪

Now, after two trial marriages, I feel like I have clarity.

♪ I'll stand and fight ♪

Looking at this engagement ring,

it means committing to one person for the rest of my life.

♪ Strength that will not be denied ♪

♪ Ooh ♪

♪ It's always been there inside ♪

[J.R.] Sandy and I had a great trial marriage.

I'm happy that I have you, and I'm excited about the future.

I'm here with you. Like, I want you to know that for real.

-That means a lot. -Oh.

[J.R.] We learned a lot about each other.

Sandy was able to see me, and that's what you want in a partner.

[dramatic music continues]

And so, just to see her today would be huge, because I want answers.

[music fades]

Hi!

You're a sight for sore eyes.

[both laugh]

-[Sandy] Mm. -[chuckles]

[J.R. chuckles]

-Want to sit down? -Yeah.

[ominous music playing]

[music fades]

-It's been a wild two months. -I know.

Do you've got what you were looking for

when you initially decided to go through this experience?

I feel like I got way more than what I was looking for. Like I…

[both laugh]

I got what I was looking for, and then some.

-Yeah. -It's wild.

Man, tell me about it.

You showed that you actually cared about who I was as a human being.

And I love how you see the good in people.

I think you saw the good in me…

-And helped me really be myself. -I saw it.

I've never been this vulnerable before in my entire life.

-I know. -But I like it.

Yeah.

I like being open and talking about my feelings.

I did not expect to get out of this what I did.

-Yeah. -But I have no regrets.

Everything happens for a reason,

and everything happens the way that it's supposed to.

-Facts. -We took a big risk.

We didn't play it safe.

-We both really gave it our all. -[poignant music playing]

And it's… given all of us clarity, like, on what we came here for.

And

definitely in this situation, it's hard.

You can't please everybody.

Yeah, but you gotta put yourself first. We talked about that.

-Yeah. -[music fades]

We came into this experience with three options.

Like, propose to the person that we came here with.

Leave with your trial partner.

Or leave here single.

It all comes down to this.

I got answers. That was the whole point of this.

This whole experience, in a way, is a test to really see what your truth is.

[hopeful music playing]

You just have to live your truth.

-Yeah. It's good. It's beautiful. -Yeah.

Obviously, it's a tricky place to be in because there's a lot of--

There's outside factors.

But I think we've obviously developed a really close connection.

But, like, we're not leaving here together, necessarily.

I think that we could always be friends or be in each other's lives at some point.

I don't know, but I'll always be rooting for you.

Yeah.

-I just have to go with my gut, you know? -Yeah.

I hope the decision that you're making is for you and no one else.

Yeah.

I feel confident in the decision, and I'm excited. You know?

-Yeah. -I'm… I feel good about it.

I know that you're in love with Nick. Like, I know that's not gonna change.

-Yeah. -I know that… that's your man.

-I have a lot of love for Zaina too. -Yeah.

You know, I had doubts about the idea of marriage and her.

I had a lot of questions coming into this experience, and…

going through the trial marriage with you and the trial with Zaina,

I got so many questions answered about marriage,

about my doubts that I had no reason to put on her.

But yeah, I'm anxious to see Zaina and talk about our decision.

-You feel confident in your decision? Yes? -Yeah.

If you and Zaina walk out of here engaged, I will be very, very happy for you guys

because I really adore and respect the two of you.

If you decide to walk out of here alone, I'll be rooting for y'all.

That means a lot.

[tender music playing]

All right.

-[Sandy] Mm. -[chuckles]

Good luck. You got this. We got this.

-We got this. -Yeah.

[exhales]

-I'm excited for you. -You too.

I'm happy for you. And I'm grateful for you.

You too. See you on the other side.

[Sandy] Mm!

-Bye. -Bye.

♪ I'll fight for you ♪

♪ Through any storm ♪

[J.R.] Let's try to hold it together.

♪ I'll fight for you ♪

[music fades]

[poignant music playing]

♪ I don't know what tomorrow holds ♪

♪ But with you I know I'm not alone ♪

[Zaina] It's Ultimatum Day, and I woke up feeling a lot of emotions.

Physically, I just feel very anxious.

♪ Don't really know What the future looks like ♪

I love J.R.

I issued him an ultimatum,

and I need him to actually be honest with himself

because any time future talk would come up, he would be dismissive.

[poignant music continues]

[J.R.] I love Zaina. That's the love of my life.

But I do not want to go through a divorce again.

The next person that I marry, that's it.

[poignant, pensive music playing]

♪ If you see me in your dreams ♪

♪ Come and kiss me ♪

[Zaina] As awkward as it was, I am glad that I ended up with Scotty,

even throughout the crash and burn.

He genuinely just wants to love on someone.

He wants to build a family with someone.

So, when you have that level of excitement and optimism for a future,

you look at things differently.

I know this is something I definitely want with someone

who wants it just as badly with me

because I don't wanna be in a one-sided relationship.

[Scotty] I don't think I would've issued the Ultimatum

if I didn't feel like I was ready myself to be a husband.

You're showing up.

[J.R.] I feel like I've gotten a lot closer to Zaina

through this experience.

I feel like I see you in a new light.

Is it good light? Good lighting?

-It's blinding. -[laughs]

♪ Been holding on Such a long, long time ♪

♪ Never gave up the fire ♪

[Zaina] I love J.R. so much.

I'm more in love with him than when we started.

I just need him to see the bigger picture of how we can leave here together.

How you can have your cake and eat it too.

You can still pursue your dreams but have your woman by your side.

♪ It's inevitable… ♪

I love my baby.

I love you too.

[dramatic music playing]

♪ I feel it coming on ♪

♪ I feel it coming on ♪

♪ I feel it coming on tonight ♪

[Zaina] This is it.

This is the last moments of us on this journey.

Whatever we decide on will forever change our lives.

[music fades]

Hey, baby.

[Zaina] Hi.

-[chuckles softly] -Wow.

You look nice.

So do you.

[both chuckle]

[J.R. exhales]

How you feeling?

The face expressions say it all.

[laughs then sighs]

I mean, definitely anxious.

Time to face the big decision.

[both laugh nervously]

Did you sleep last night?

I slept like a baby.

[both laugh]

Did you sleep?

No. I was up tossing and turning, just contemplating everything.

Coming here, I just had a lot of questions about you, us.

I thought, for some reason, maybe J.R. just doesn't see me as a potential wife.

As I've gone through the experience,

I've kind of gotten the reassurance that I needed from an outside perspective,

to be like, "Hey, you do possess these qualities. Like, it's not you."

I've regained some confidence that was missing.

-And I didn't even know was missing. -Good.

'Cause I thought I was confident, and I'm just like,

"I'm actually kind of really insecure

in the space we were in in our relationship."

[J.R.] Mm.

Now I just feel like I've gotten a lot of reassurance.

I've even gotten that reassurance from you too in this experience.

That makes me happy.

I just feel like we've made a lot of progress, which is cool.

I never thought I'd be in this predicament.

-Like, issued an ultimatum. -[laughs]

But I do love you, obviously,

and I wanted to go through it to see what we can get out of it.

And I saw you with somebody else,

and hearing about your experience with someone else

and me being away from you for that time, I was like, "I get it now."

I'm thankful for the three weeks that we had.

Yes, we argued, we fought, we had fun, we had good times.

Just three weeks of, to me, almost bliss.

-Just us spending time with each other. -Yeah.

You have a pure heart, and you have so much love and good energy.

[tender music playing]

-Toxic positivity to give. -Oh my God. [laughs]

It feels good, don't you think?

I think so.

[both laugh]

Seeing you today, I see you different from how we came in here

because you've grown emotionally.

You…

Listening to me, you're more emotionally vulnerable.

You told me things I never knew about you before, in your past.

-Yeah. -Now I see you in a different light.

Likewise.

I obviously deeply love you.

Like, I feel closer to you than I have in our past three years together.

I think we are finally seeing each other fully for, like, who the other person is.

Yeah.

-Finally, right? After three years. -[chuckles]

After almost three years.

[chuckles] It took this, three weeks.

Three weeks.

Two months.

[both laugh softly]

It's a crazy thing to think about.

Insane.

I'm glad that we both decided to commit to it.

-Me too. It was all for a reason. -So… yeah.

[music fades]

You know, coming into this,

I had a lot of preconceived judgments on marriage, on you.

Are you just doing it to please your friends?

Are you doing it just because you want a ring or the big wedding or kids

or rushing your time clock?

Looking back, I'm like, "That was stupid." You're just looking for a commitment.

[tender music playing]

I apologize for…

[clicks tongue]

…casting doubt on you and using my past relationships to judge you

before even giving you a chance.

Like, you've been nothing but amazing to me.

You showed me a love that I've never seen before.

-[laughs softly] -[Zaina clicks tongue] Aw.

And you showed me so much love and care.

I just want to thank you for that.

[J.R. chuckles softly]

Baby.

[music fades]

I wasn't ready to receive it before this.

[hopeful music playing]

I think you'll make a fantastic wife, mother.

Experiencing life to the fullest.

And when I think about that,

I envision myself

loving you and giving you 100% of what I have to make you happy.

And fighting for our family, treating you like you deserve.

I can see all that with you.

And when I look at myself now…

[music stops]

I just… I don't think I'm at that point to give you what you deserve.

[ominous tone plays]

[tense music playing]

I feel like you have, like, this vision of what a perfect husband is

in relation to a perfect marriage with the perfect setup.

And you're waiting to be that person.

And I've always wanted to grow with you.

-I'm not waiting to be perfect. -[music stops]

But I at least I wanna be at a level

where I feel comfortable stepping into that role.

-Bringing life into the world. -Mm-hm.

And being

that rock, that provider, that supporter for the person that I love.

And in this moment, I just don't feel like that.

I've gotten the answers that I need.

And I hope you did too.

I think the right decision right now for me

is to leave here single.

[dramatic tone plays]

Yeah.

[poignant music playing]

I do think you will be an amazing husband one day,

when you are ready to be a husband.

But…

deep down, I just knew you weren't ready.

[music fades]

Now I look in your eyes, I just…

think about the past three years,

and the good times that we've had.

[chuckles softly] Make me cry.

[clicks tongue]

[sniffles]

-[sniffling] -Oh, baby.

[poignant music playing]

I love you so much.

Aw.

You showed me so much love.

♪ We can say it's just a game ♪

♪ Love and hate is all the same ♪

I love you.

You're still my favorite person. I love you too.

♪ Who calls it love? ♪

♪ Who calls it love? ♪

♪ That leaves us all in pain ♪

[Zaina] I've never seen him cry.

I think the last time he told me he cried was when he was 15 or something.

[sighs] I don't know. I hate seeing him like this.

But I'm also just like… This could have ended differently.

Maybe he could have shifted his perspective a little bit more,

taken the risk of getting engaged to me and not thinking about the downfall.

It just doesn't feel right.

[poignant music continues]

♪ Who calls it love? ♪

♪ Who calls it love? ♪

I don't know. It's just…

It's so tough. It hurts.

You know, I want to… love.

[sighs]

♪ Ah, ah… ♪

It's just hard, you know?

You see a life with somebody.

And…

you gotta let that person go after so much time.

[sniffles]

It's just tough.

I just feel like…

[music fades]

I deserve that. I want that life, but…

something else is calling me,

and I'm not ready.

[wistful music playing]

♪ I knew the day would come When we would say goodbye ♪

I'm not questioning if the love was real. Like, I know the love is real. It's just…

I don't know. It's a choice that he has to live with.

I can't do this.

♪ Used to be the two of us together ♪

♪ You made me feel so high Do you remember? ♪

♪ Broken now So distant and I've never felt so low ♪

♪ So low ♪

[music fades]

[hopeful music playing]

♪ There's a fire in my bones ♪

♪ Telling me I am not alone And it gets brighter ♪

[Mariah] Having issued the Ultimatum,

the weight of the day has settled in that this is a huge decision.

This is going to be potentially the beginning of forever with Caleb

or the end.

[music fades]

I think regardless of the outcome, I would really just thank him…

[inhales then sighs]

[poignant music playing]

…for the love that he's given,

'cause I've never experienced a love like this,

and I'm just really grateful.

♪ Taking them down Yeah, one by one ♪

♪ All of the pieces I've undone ♪

[Caleb] No one's ever loved me in the way that Mariah has,

but the main thing that's weighed on me, me being only her second partner,

is there's just someone else waiting for her that's better.

That's daunting.

♪ I don't care If you even know what to say ♪

My trial marriage with Aria led me to a lot of self-reflection

and a lot of revelations about who I am.

[Aria] You are just such a good man.

[Caleb] Thank you.

It wouldn't be possible without you. That's what makes a good partnership.

I realize now marriage is the ultimate partnership.

It's your teammate. It's your best friend.

I definitely see it.

♪ If I set you loose Tell me what you'd do ♪

♪ And like you'll break If you don't just believe me ♪

In the beginning stages of this experience,

I definitely felt frustrated with Caleb that we weren't aligned on marriage.

And I was so oblivious to the fact

that there's so much internal work I need to do.

After Micah left the experience, and I was here alone,

it shook me to my core, that "What if Caleb truly was gone?"

I just wanted to gauge where you're at with Caleb.

Could you potentially see yourself pursuing Caleb

more than this friendship that you've developed?

[ominous music playing]

♪ I feel the walls ♪

♪ Caving in ♪

♪ But I stood tall, didn't let them win ♪

[Caleb] Mariah is a very serious girl.

And I'm keeping things fun and light.

The sweet spot is somewhere in between the two.

And through this experience,

I've got clarity on what I needed in my relationship

and what I need from Mariah.

[Mariah] I just hope he can see I'm ready to marry him,

and it's just a matter of him being confident in marriage with me.

We're either committing ourselves to one another or venturing off alone.

It's going to change how our life will be.

♪ This ain't the end, we'll take a stand ♪

[music fades]

[Caleb] You look so good.

Wow.

[laughs] You look amazing.

Can I kiss you?

[Caleb] Mm.

-Wow. -How are you?

-I'm doing all right. -Yeah?

I want to thank you for even being here. I know you came grudgingly.

-But I hope that it was worth it, and… -Yeah.

-I think any chance to grow is worth it. -Mm-hm.

I think that is such a beautiful thing that we found that.

Definitely, I feel like even in this experience,

I've transformed a lot.

Yeah, you're constantly growing.

You've gone this far all on your own.

And what is the point of having a partner if not someone to help you along the way?

Thank you.

I appreciate you.

[tender music playing]

I would love to spend the rest of forever with you.

-Would you? -Of course, yes.

I mean, I gave you the Ultimatum.

I know, but some people haven't stood by their Ultimatums,

and they've come to this point

and felt differently than they did when they first walked in.

-Mm-hm. -So…

I still feel very eager and excited to create a life with you,

and I'm so grateful that you've been so honest and transparent and…

All of that makes for really a great husband.

-So I appreciate that. -Yeah, I love you.

The level of faith you've had, it's been incredible.

-You're my best friend and…

-You're mine as well. -[music fades]

I couldn't imagine life without you, but there's obviously two outcomes.

We either get engaged, or we separate.

And if, for whatever reason, we don't work out,

and you don't want to get engaged or continue in this relationship,

I've just come to peace with a lot of things.

I guess that's kind of what leads me into my…

I had to write some things because I usually struggle with voicing them.

-[laughs] -Um…

[exhales] All right. Hold my hand for this.

[tender music playing]

"Whenever I think of tomorrow, you're always there with me."

"Because the love that you've shown me is something I never knew I was missing."

"Now that I have it in my life, I can't imagine my life without you."

"You've helped me celebrate my wins,

and, more importantly, reassure me through my hard times."

[exhales]

"Somehow, you made me feel more loved than before. It scared me."

"It scared me because, some days, you love me more than I love myself."

"As I look at you today, I'm no longer afraid."

"I see the woman you are."

"And how you've shown up for everyone around you."

"If you allow me, I'll show up for you in the same way."

[sniffles] "I'll be the one that reminds you that you're loved…

and taken care of both physically and emotionally."

"For the last two years, I've had the honor of watching you grow,

and with each day that you've grown, so has my love for you."

-[softly] Oh… -[Caleb sniffles]

"So, if you are ready, can we begin forever?"

[tender music continues]

-[music fades] -[Caleb sighs]

-This is your moment. -Yes! Yes!

♪ I still believe… ♪

Yeah!

[hopeful music playing]

♪ Still believe we can fix anything ♪

♪ I still believe ♪

I love you so much.

-I love you too. -That was so beautiful.

I can't believe it! Mm!

[both laugh]

I'm… I can't… It's so surreal right now.

I can't believe that we're engaged, but we're engaged!

It's finally happened and I'm so happy.

We've been waiting, preparing, having many conversations,

and it's finally here.

This is what happiness, true happiness feels like.

[uplifting music playing]

I love you so much.

I'm so eager and excited to spend the rest of forever with you.

♪ I hear music moving me ♪

♪ And it's playing on repeat ♪

♪ Breaking light, I finally see ♪

This is beautiful, baby.

-Thank you. -Now what?

We begin forever. [sniffles]

-It looks so good on you. -I'm going to be a lefty now.

[both laugh]

This was truly the one last thing, missing piece for me,

and to know that I have such a strong man next to me in this, I feel really blessed.

I feel just so fortunate.

I'm the one crying. You're supposed to be crying.

-I am keeping it together. -Oh my God.

♪ Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah-ah ♪

♪ I hear it come alive ♪

♪ In the melody, yeah ♪

It's such a beautiful moment to look at the other person

and realize that they're not going anywhere.

I hope you feel the same way.

-And I love you so much. -I love you too.

[exhales]

Mmm. This is really good.

I just want to like take it in a bit.

♪ Ah, ah, ah-ah, ah-ah ♪

♪ I feel it come alive ♪

♪ Like a symphony, yeah ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ Like a symphony, yeah ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

♪ Like a symphony, symphony ♪

[tense music playing]

[Sandy] I'm definitely sure of my decision with J.R.,

and just how we're closing that chapter here.

We got everything out of this experience that we needed to get.

[Nick] I don't know what my life is without Sandy,

and Sandy doesn't know a life without me.

She's somebody that, even through our trials and tribulations,

has always made me feel like I'm a special human being.

I love her tremendously.

Since I've met Sandy,

I thought that she was the person I would spend the rest of my life with.

But, obviously, I'm scared.

I'm definitely having the anvil on my chest feeling right now

that I could lose Sandy.

♪ And now we're running Running, running ♪

♪ With the motion of the wave ♪

♪ Going, going, going ♪

♪ 'Til we got nothing to say ♪

♪ Yeah, we're holding, holding ♪

♪ No, not letting go ♪

[Sandy] This is the big moment that we've all been anticipating

since the second we got here, and now it's here.

I'm definitely… nervous,

but I'm trying just not to think about it too much

because then I get in my head, and I start to freak myself out.

So I'm going to just be very calm

and just have a genuine heart-to-heart conversation with him

and see where that leads us.

♪ Holding, holding ♪

♪ No, not letting go ♪

[music fades]

[Nick] You look beautiful.

-Hi. -Hi, honey.

[Nick exhales slowly]

Wow.

-You look amazing. -Help me.

I got it. You just had a friend.

-A friend? -Wanted to hitch a ride.

[both laugh]

-I don't blame him. -Aw.

It's a nice ride to take.

[Sandy] Yeah.

How you doing?

[exhales slowly]

The last couple of days have just been a lot of emotions,

and

I feel way more, like, peaceful today.

-It's been a lot. -Mm-hm.

How are you feeling?

You know, I feel like I have a lot of answers and also a lot of questions.

Oh, okay…

So, when we came into this, obviously, I gave you the Ultimatum.

How did you feel about me giving you the Ultimatum?

I… kind of needed a little push.

You do want

a wife, a family,

but I mean, you know, there was some surprise

because I didn't know if you…

really truly even wanted to be with me.

There was an initial confusion with

kind of the contrast of before we got here,

and then once we got here,

which, I mean, took a while for me to process

because I felt like I hadn't felt it in a while, you know?

[inhales then exhales]

Do you think you have a fear of commitment?

Marriage is scary, yeah.

How do you know, like, how you're going to feel in ten years from now?

But it's a really beautiful thing,

and I think I'm really learning to,

like, let go a little bit and trust.

[Nick] Mm.

I know that

this has been a really…

It's been a really hard experience for the both of us, especially you.

I've learned so much about myself and so much about you.

I think we've experienced a lot of really beautiful moments

of coming together,

and I think that's just like a testament to our relationship and our bond

that we can always talk it out and come back together

and show up for each other with so much love.

-I really love you with all my heart. -As do I.

Like…

[tender music playing]

…every fiber in me.

I love all of you.

I wanted nothing more than to come here and walk away your fiancé

and plan a marriage with you and spend our lives together and…

I feel like I've never been more in love with you and more committed to

the change and the growth that would make me a better partner

and the change and the growth that I know I can implement into our relationship.

-[Sandy] Mm-hm. -Um…

I'm just so deeply in love with you,

and I can't imagine ever looking at another face.

I can't, you know…

I can't fathom that.

-Why did you smile when I said that? -Because it was sweet.

Oh.

What are you doing?

[music fades]

Look, I have… a ring in my pocket.

What?

I don't know.

But you have a choice. You're half this relationship.

[sniffles] I do think that there's

still some things that we

have to work through, and…

And are those things to you enough to risk losing me?

Um…

[inhales slowly]

[sighs]

I don't know, babe. It's hard.

It's really, really hard.

[tense, poignant music playing]

-[Sandy sighs] -[Nick clears throat]

-Yeah. -I just want to make sure…

that I'm, you know, 100 million percent and…

Well, if you don't know by now…

I don't know how somebody could love me this much

and say they can't imagine a life with me.

They are growing closer to me, this and this and this, but I'm not 100%.

-I deserve to have somebody that's 100%. -I know.

Don't you want to be 100% about somebody?

-I love you. -That doesn't sound that way.

-Baby, yes it is. -I don't think so. I'm sorry, it's like…

I feel like every time an opportunity comes up for you

to say the things that I need to hear in a relationship, I feel further away.

I love you so much.

I do too. Unfortunately, it doesn't sound like it's enough.

[music fades]

I came to get answers. I feel like I got the answer I need.

It's not the answer I wanted, but…

-It breaks my heart tremendously. -It's not the answer I wanted either.

I came here and I put…

Baby…

Please don't.

-I really gave this my all, and I really… -Don't what? What am I doing?

I really put everything into this, and I'm…

[inhales]

[sighs]

It's really hard.

I don't want to see you sad.

[wistful music playing]

I want nothing more than to walk out of here engaged with you

and to, like, ride into the sunset.

That's not true.

[sighs]

I don't feel

your words and your choice match up anymore.

-I'm not surprised. -Everything I said to you is my truth.

-Well, yeah. Right. -Including all the good things.

I will stand by that.

I love you with everything in me.

-I really do, babe. -I just don't know how that's true.

Baby, I love you.

The love and connection between us, there's no question on that.

I've put my heart and soul into you over and over and over again,

and I continue to feel like an idiot, to be honest with you.

I love you so much. I have nothing but love for you.

But there's so much else that goes into a marriage and a life partner,

and I do have some concerns, and hesitations, and fears with you, babe.

Well, I hope you find somebody that puts those to rest. Honestly.

[sighs]

And I hope I do too.

Somebody deserves this.

At this point, I don't think it's you.

[dramatic music playing]

I'm sorry, babe. I'm really sorry.

I love you, and…

I don't want to hurt you in any way, and I know that I have.

[poignant music playing]

I don't think there's anything left to talk about. This is too much.

Okay. Babe…

-There's no more. What are you "baby"-ing? -Okay.

Thank you.

♪ Now I'm standing all alone… ♪

I'm sorry, baby.

Me too.

♪ Always thought that we'd grow old ♪

♪ Just another story told ♪

[Nick] I was hoping to leave here engaged to Sandy,

and, uh… [sniffles] And I'm leaving here alone.

♪ What we could be ♪

When I went to reach in my pocket, my heart dropped into my stomach

because I could tell that she was fearful.

I just don't want to be with somebody that's so afraid to be with me.

It's fucking real.

It sucks.

♪ I gave you ♪

Okay.

♪ All I had ♪

♪ And you turned your back on me ♪

♪ You love and trust somebody From your heart ♪

♪ You never think that it'll fall apart ♪

♪ But the more you trust someone ♪

♪ Break down your walls for them ♪

♪ You should've seen it coming ♪

[sighs] Oh God.

This sucks.

I feel bad. I feel so bad.

♪ Sometimes the hearts of gold Can be deceiving ♪

It's just, like, horrible.

♪ Or will you ever see ♪

♪ Me? ♪

This has been the hardest decision I've ever had to make, 100%.

♪ I gave you all I had ♪

♪ And you turned your back on me ♪

[music fades]

[pensive music playing]

♪ Hearing voices in my head ♪

♪ Not gonna listen ♪

[Scotty] I issued the Ultimatum,

and I have no idea what Aria will say to me today.

I went to bed feeling confident,

but I did wake up with a lot of hesitation and anxiety,

and it's because I know the stakes are extreme.

♪ I'm not gonna fall ♪

♪ Or hesitate ♪

♪ 'Cause nothing can break me ♪

♪ I'll find a way ♪

[Aria] I think before this process,

I just didn't feel like Scotty could see from my point of view ever.

It's kind of like these constant fights that are always happening.

And I'm feeling very anxious, and I have a decision to make,

and I just have to stay true to myself.

♪ Even when the dark Tries taking me over ♪

♪ Never gonna stop I'll always keep open ♪

[Scotty] This experience has been eye-opening.

♪ I'm never giving up ♪

Zaina helped me discover that I just have so much more room to grow,

being a better active listener.

[hopeful music playing]

Something I learned from you is,

"Let's find the resolution and move forward together."

♪ On the screen, you and me keep it But the way that this hurts ♪

[Aria] To truly trust somebody with my heart,

that is something I've had a hard time with.

Growing up, I was always yelled at.

Something I appreciated about Caleb

was he remains calm even if it's a hard conversation.

In his presence, I felt safe,

and so I just feel like the connection did become deeper emotionally.

The way that you rub my hand, it calms me down.

It also kind of soothes me.

It was like I was actually getting to see the real you, and I think it's beautiful.

[Aria] The qualities that I liked about Caleb

is the qualities that I wanted Scotty to focus on

because those things, for me, I truly do want in a husband.

I've seen the growth.

I truly think that you had to be in something else

to really be better for me.

To see you really just be so open in this experience, like,

it feels like falling in love again.

[pensive music playing]

[Scotty] I hope Aria sees how much I love her,

and I have changed through this process.

I just want Aria to have faith in our relationship.

[Aria] This is the most self-aware I've ever seen Scotty,

but I don't know where Scotty's head is at,

and I just know the weight of this decision.

It truly is going to make or break our relationship.

[Scotty] Today is the day that will change the rest of our lives.

[music fades]

[exhales]

Hi.

[Scotty] Hey.

You look good.

You look good too. How are you feeling?

-I'm feeling a lot. -Yeah?

How are you feeling?

Nervous.

And anxious.

[inhales then exhales]

Oh God.

I realize that I issued you an Ultimatum for… [sniffles]

…maybe the wrong reasons.

Maybe initially out of fear.

I'm sorry if I didn't give you the reassurance in our relationship

that I know you needed.

[Scotty sighs]

I'm sorry if

I didn't love you the way you wanted to be loved.

[sniffles]

[sniffles]

But I hope that I made you feel seen in our trial marriage

because I really, really tried.

I really tried to give you the love I know I haven't given you in our relationship.

I don't want you to feel like you're always compromising, and I'm not.

I want to compromise with you,

and I want you to see that I've compromised to be here.

I'm here because I love you. Because I did not want to be here.

[sobs softly]

I know that.

I just appreciate you for making it to the end with me. I know it wasn't easy.

I feel like I should have given you more trust.

And I'm sorry for that.

All of the difficulty and doubt that surrounded our relationship,

it would've been so easy for one of us to walk away.

We're still right here with each other.

And I feel like that's our greatest triumph together as a couple.

I hope you know that I stayed here for you.

Even with my doubts, I truly, truly have always loved you.

I hope that even through the hurt that I've caused you,

you can see that I've grown, and that I'm able to see where I'm flawed.

[sniffles]

[inhales then exhales]

I don't doubt you anymore.

Oh my God.

I feel like I've just been waiting for you to say those things

because I feel like I didn't feel that.

Do you feel it now?

I love you so much.

I love you so much.

[Scotty sniffles]

[sighs]

What are you thinking about right now?

How are you feeling?

Just overwhelmed.

Overwhelmed.

This experience has [sniffles]

allowed us to enter into a new season in our relationship.

In that season, I want to be

your protector,

your peace.

I want to be the man that you run to

and not away from.

[poignant music playing]

And, above all else, I just want you to know that I choose you

right now, today,

and for all of my tomorrows.

Because you are not just a woman that I want to be with.

You are the woman that I can't be without.

[music fades]

And I truly mean that, Aria. I truly do.

[sniffles, exhales]

And so,

Aria Nicole De'Westbrooks…

[suspenseful music playing]

…will you marry me?

[Aria sighs]

[exhales]

I love you so much.

[Aria sighs]

[music intensifies]

I… yes. Yes. Yes, yes.

[hopeful music playing]

[Aria crying softly]

[Aria] And I choose you.

♪ It's looking up now ♪

I choose you.

♪ Not taking me down ♪

♪ We're gonna be all right ♪

I love you so much.

I love you too.

♪ We're gonna be all right ♪

[Aria] I don't want to live a day without you.

I love you.

-Can I put that on? -Yeah.

[both laugh]

I didn't bring it here for no reason.

♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

♪ We're gonna be all right ♪

[music fades]

[upbeat music playing]

♪ Our love is stronger than words ♪

♪ Wider than the ocean ♪

[Aria] Cheers.

To a lifetime of us.

Us.

♪ Our love will last throughout the ages ♪

♪ When everything else changes ♪

♪ We'll write into the pages ♪

♪ Our love ♪

[Scotty] Oh God.

I can tell you were so nervous.

[Scotty] I'm sweating.

Were you nervous I was gonna say no?

-I didn't know what you were going to say. -[both laugh]

[music fades]

[poignant music playing]

♪ I know we've tried ♪

♪ But your heart's been tied to mine ♪

[Zaina] I will never give up on love.

I'm still the hopeless romantic Pisces out there.

But I want to start prioritizing myself, making sure that my cup is full,

so that I can then give to other people.

♪ And I know it's hard right now ♪

♪ But believe me It's gonna be all right ♪

[J.R.] I do have some healing to do.

I'm always on a journey to find myself,

and I feel I'm closer to finding who I am by having gone throughout this experience.

♪ The future's gonna be so bright ♪

I did not come here with the intention of getting my shit rocked

and, like, completely shaking up my life and my relationship.

But I've been kind of waiting my whole life to, like,

have that feeling of "when you know, you know."

And I really think that I owe it to myself to find that.

[hopeful, pensive music playing]

I've had enough of this chase

to convince somebody to love me or just to be with me.

I'm not gonna do that anymore.

And I know that through this process that there's somebody out there

who will surely give me the things that I'm craving,

that commitment and that validation in the places that feel weak.

I just got to do me now and take this experience and grow from it,

and, you know, try to move forward.

♪ You know I love you ♪

♪ You know I do ♪

I don't think that we need to be in an extreme rush to plan a wedding.

I mean, I could barely get through the speech, so…

We need a little bit of time to settle my feelings.

Once that's done, first step is being in the same city, which is important,

and just living together.

But what an engagement and a ring means is a symbol of your commitment to each other.

And it's going to be important to choose each other every day.

I love you.

I love you too.

Whoo!

Don't do this again. Yeah.

I don't like Ultimatums.

But I love you, so here we are.

Pinkie promise.

-No more Ultimatums. [laughs] -Mm-hm.

[Caleb] But this was truly what I needed.

I'm so grateful. I'm so grateful.

-[Caleb] To starting forever. -I love you so much.

♪ And I won't let you go ♪

♪ And I will let you know ♪

Beautiful.

♪ You're the light in my darkest hour ♪

♪ Your shine It brings me hope and desire ♪

♪ Yeah, I will never let you go ♪

-Caleb, I'm so happy. -Yeah?

I'm so happy.

Okay. I am too, babe.

♪ If I could go back I would choose you again and again ♪

♪ Again and again ♪

♪ Oh! It feels just like the first time ♪

♪ You and I were strangers Passing at the same time ♪

♪ I think I finally found it ♪

♪ You’re my lover of a life Lover of a lifetime ♪

♪ I think I finally found it ♪

♪ You’re my lover of a life Lover of a lifetime ♪

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