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CRICKETS CHIRPING

FRYING PAN RATTLING

WATER SLOSHING

UTENSILS CLANKING

I'm sorry.

Yeah. Same here.

Smells good. HE CHUCKLES

Shakshuka.

- That's nice. - Yeah.

Are you going to Genesis today?

No.

Should we do something together?

Uh... yeah.

Yeah, we could, um...

..we could rent mopeds, we could explore the island a bit?

I'd like that.

Yeah?

- It's delicious. - Good.

- Any package yet? - Uh, no.

Hey, what did you find on Christina?

What do you mean?

Come on, you expect me to believe that you didn't look into her

after that gong show the other night?

She's pretty boring.

Just a really annoying social media presence

and a ten-year-old DUI. - DUI?

Yeah, she got into a nasty car accident.

It's how she got the scar.

What's the matter?

Nothing.

- Where are you going? - Out.

- Didn't we just make plans? - I can't.

- Jo. - What, Farid?! What?!

Your pills.

SLAMS GLASS Ah!

CLATTERING

HE SNIFFS

HE SIGHS

You're a liar.

- Where did you get this? - You're a fraud.

- Are you OK? - Fuck you.

OK, this is REALLY unlike you.

- How would you know? - Because I'm your friend.

No, you're not.

- I'm trying to help you, Jo. - By getting me off my meds?

- That was your decision. - You asked me to trust you.

You asked Beth to trust you.

OK... Beth was deeply troubled.

She was addicted to drugs.

You knew that when you checked her in.

We get a lot of clients with histories of addiction.

For many of them, the programme is enough.

- And you promised her it would be. - She got better.

She was a completely different person. I hired her!

You convinced a depressed drug addict to go off her meds.

- No. - And then...

when her depression came back and she started using again,

you gave up on her.

We have a strict policy, and she knew that, OK?

You kicked her out

of the only community that could have helped her.

Why, because it looked bad? She was your friend.

And you care more about protecting your fucking money

than a person's life! Was I next?

Make good on Beth by fixing me?

- Are you done? - She is dead!

She has had OD'd somewhere, all alone.

It is your fault. - Stop!

I am not responsible for her decisions.

I'm not... What do you want me to do?

Let Genesis burn to the ground overnight?

We are a lifeline for people.

I'm not a bad person. JO SCOFFS

She just... Stop.

Please...

I'm...

SHE SOBS

You forgot to take your pills.

- You saw me take them. - No.

Your real pills, Jo.

What are you doing?

The last time you did this, you tried to kill yourself.

Do you understand that?

Yeah.

The only outcome is to end up back where we were six months ago...

or, God forbid, worse!

It's my decision. Not yours.

No.

We agreed on this. - Things have changed.

You don't think I deserved to know that?

- You don't know how bad it was. - So tell me.

- You weren't listening! - So tell me now!

HE SCOFFS

I put my life on hold for you.

I spent six fucking months holding your hand

and telling you I would never give up on you!

I know.

But we had one rule.

You take the pills, Jo.

SHE EXHALES HEAVILY We agreed on it.

Or what?

What if I decide...

..I no longer want to be medicated?

Then you can do it on your own.

OK.

SHE SNIFFS

SHE SIGHS HEAVILY

OK.

We're here for YOU.

To help you. We had an agreement!

You said that.

Jesus Christ, I'm such a fucking idiot!

Why am I trying so hard to save this?

All you care about is yourself!

SHE SCOFFS

Where's the box?

What box?

You opened it.

You know I was right.

You know about Rose, don't you?

Jo...

you are making things up again.

I haven't seen a box.

PHONE VIBRATING

Hello?

DIAL TONE BEEPING

SHE SIGHS

SHE SOBS

HYPERVENTILATES

HE SIGHS HEAVILY

SHE CONTINUES TO HYPERVENTILATE

TWIG SNAPPING

SHE STRUGGLES TO CATCH BREAT

MAN: Hey. SHE GASPS

Do you need any help?

Thank you.

MAN: How's your chest feeling?

Better.

You know what? There's a clinic nearby.

Why don't you let me take you there? Just to be safe.

I think I'm fine.

Really. It's OK, you can go.

Oh, I don't know how I feel about that, uh...

Do you have somebody at home?

- No. - Tell you what,

church services don't start for the next hour and a bit...

and something tells me you could use a listening ear.

- I'm not religious. - Oh, no. That's not a...

I won't try to convert you, I...

I work with all kinds of folks.

People dealing with... addiction, grief, uh...

..simple matters of the heart.

Matters of the heart?

Yeah, like this one guy I've been counselling for the last week

who's been hiding an affair from his partner.

- Heavy stuff. - Yeah.

You'll leave lighter.

- Thank you. - Watch your step.

KNOCKS DOOR Taylor? It's Farid.

Taylor!

Taylor, hey. Taylor.

HE GROANS Hey, hey.

- The fuck? - No, no. It's OK, it's OK.

Look, that missing woman, Beth Danvers, did you know her?

- Who? - She was addicted to fentanyl.

Did she ever come here looking for it?

Yeah, fuck. Beth, sure.

She spent time here?

Yeah. She lived here for a few weeks at least.

- And then what? - Uh... She was gone.

- Well, what happened to her? - I dunno.

Probably OD'd. It happens. HE SNIFFS

Hey, man, look at me. Look at me.

Hey, what?!

Did Beth know Pastor Cape?

Yeah.

- She spend time with him? - Yeah, man, she...

He really liked her.

Hey, why?

PHONE VIBRATES

- Hello. - Farid?

What are you doing here?

PASTOR CAPE: Jo had a panic attack.

She's fine now, don't worry.

Was I expecting you, Farid?

What, you've met?

Farid and I have been getting to know each other.

I've been counselling him for the last week.

Matters of the heart.

Is something wrong, Jo?

Would you excuse me?

You said no secrets.

Uh-oh.

What did you say to her?

I was... I was only being friendly.

She's a lovely woman, Jo.

If a bit troubled.

We were making great progress until you interrupted.

I think she enjoyed speaking with me.

Just like Beth did?

HE SCOFFS

For the last week...

I have been waiting for you to slip up.

Nothing.

I even started to believe that you had changed.

But you did make a mistake.

Is that so?

You chose the one addict whose family still cared.

And then you showed up, Farid.

What are the odds of that?

I would go after her, if I were you.

You wouldn't want the wrong man picking her up.

My reach...

..is as far as God's, Farid.

Wherever you go, whatever you do...

we will be watching.

Go to the police, make your little podcast...

..and one day... Jo...

..just will not come home.

And then you'll receive parts of her.

Her tongue.

Her eyes.

Her sweet, little cunt.

I will see she suffers!

The next ferry is off the island... at noon.

I would be on it if I were you.

THEY ARGUE INDISTINCTLY

We came here for me, huh?

HORN BLOWS

Hi, Mom.

Hi, sweetie.

PHONE CHIMES, VIBRATES

SHE SIGHS

PHONE VIBRATES

PASTOR CAPE: 'What do we do when we see our neighbours fail?'

We take pity on them.

We look deep in our hearts when we see them sin, and we forgive.

And... we implore them to ask God

to give them the strength that they might forgive themselves.

So... why?

Why is it that when WE make a mistake,

when WE fail, when WE sin...

..why is it then that we struggle so deeply to forgive OURSELVES?

Are we not also children of God?

If we can forgive those we love,

are we not deserving of the same forgiveness?

Jesus said, "Your sins are forgiven.

"Your faith has saved you. Go in peace."

When we live by faith in God's forgiveness,

we are FREED of the shame we deserve to feel.

And THAT is the meaning of forgiveness.

"No more shall every man teach his neighbour,

"saying, 'Know the Lord,' for they all shall know me,

"from the least of them to the greatest of them, says the Lord.

"For I will forgive their iniquities,

"and their sin... I will remember no more."

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