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class bell

It's not like in the book!

Because it's an adaptation.

Madam, let us know how it ends!

Bad course!

You know it since you have read the novel.

Bye Madam.

You can all go out quiet please!

But ma'am, I didn't understand anything.

Who takes the bus?

Bye Madam.

Groovy music

- How are you, my dear? - Speed!

Here, I give you this. - Oh, the keys.

The remote control is in 128, and the projector on...

- Alright it's noted. - How are you?

Can I ask you, please?

- Yes, no problem! - THANKS.

- But please! - Ciao.

- Ciao. Wait, wait! - What?

Anything... - My my my.

- It's not OK at all... - What do you have?

I dunno.

- Cool! - Yes, very cool.

So, over to us.

- For internships, we face still the same problem:

businesses profit tax exemptions,

and they don't want to take our young people,

so i wanted to know where it is on that side.

What are we doing?

- Students do not know write a cover letter.

It's not their fault we never taught them,

but it would take set up something.

- It is an excellent idea, I'm thinking French, Rachel?

- Yes. I had thought of that too. We had already mentioned it,

that in the autobiographical curriculum,

on the autobiographical story, sorry, and on self-narrative,

we could prepare to cover letters.

That would be great.

Very well, perfect.

We will go to the association "Come see my job" so...

Honk

- Oh shit, Paul... - Hi, Rachel.

Yeah, hi!

- Damn, have you forgotten? - No!

Not at all, no! - No? Didn't you forget?

I'm sorry.

- You really suck. - I have guitar, I couldn't say on Tuesday.

Are you sure I told you Tuesday?

- I am not your driver, I'll drop you off at the first metro.

What time is your lesson?

- What is this watch? Do you wear watches?

- It's a gift. - A gift?

It's a present from my father.

Do not start.

If I tell you it's from a girl, you will laugh.

I'm not going to blame. I don't have to feel guilty.

I said nothing.

- I know you. We haven't been together for eight years.

Eight years and I still justify myself. I am sick.

Notification You have a message.

Who is "Ali Guitare"?

rhythmic music

Honk

Ouch! Careful, shit.

Hi!

- Hi, Ali. - Hi.

- Goodbye, boss. - Hi, Ali.

Yes?

- No no nothing. - Ah.

Go ahead, please.

crash Rachel's Laugh

Pardon.

- Where are you going? - Eh?

Where are you going?

- Or I'll? I'm going where you're going...

And you? - Bah...

It's crazy because that's exactly where I'm going.

- No? - Whether!

It's amazing! Laugh

Let's go together.

Do you want to go for a drink?

Yeah.

A red coke, with a long coffee.

No, not red, sorry. A coke zero rather. Yes excuse me.

No, uh, uh...

No, not zero.

- Are you always like that? - No.

There, for example, I'm just a little nervous.

- And then if not? - Sorry sir.

I'll take you a coke zero, with an elongated, and at the same time.

- A coke, a coffee? - So.

- At the same time. - All right.

- I'm going to fart the enamel of my teeth tonight.

Hold.

romantic music

Come.

Classical music

Water is flowing.

I'm just dropping you a coffee.

Are you rinsing your eye?

No, I think you're handsome.

No, I don't see you, where are you?

Eh? No but are you kidding me?

We're gonna miss the shofar. 7:53 p. m. Nevermind!

We were supposed to meet at the subway.

Yeah.

Calme.

Dull hiss

Words in Hebrew

- And he has a 4 year old little girl. - Okay, how is she?

I haven't met her yet.

- His ex. How is she? - Oh, his ex?

I only know her from afar. - Wait, I have a flash.

She wanted a second child, he didn't want.

Suddenly, she cheated on him, he knew it.

She returned to the arms of his first love of youth,

a guy like lay scouts, a Christopher.

You know what I mean?

- So they have a little girl five years, and he left?

No, dad, he hasn't left.

I just said, it was she who left him.

- If it is so well, why did she leave him?

- Oh dear... - But what a joke!

- I was asking a question! - You are aging badly!

- I'm not aging badly. I go out from Margaret, my acupuncturist.

She told me that I was doing very well!

She got me back in shape. It heals everything, that's it.

Of course.

I want his number Simon has hives right now.

Ah good?

Purulent? - No. I can't talk about it, it's...

I knew it was the kind joke not to do.

- Does it have pimples? - But everywhere?

Groovy music

And you, Rachel?

- What? - For internships.

- What? - Did you fill in the table?

- No, I didn't fill in the table, but I have someone.

Yeah?

The name of the referrer? - Benattia, Ali.

- OK. A number or an email? -0645156822.

A description?

- Brown, 1m95, sporty... - No, but the job, which branch?

Automotive designer.

- That's great. - Yeah, I know.

class bell

Dylan?

Dylan? Can you stay for two seconds?

Just two seconds.

- Yes? - Did you finally find your internship?

I have something which might interest you.

What?

- You spoke to me at the carnival with your uncles,

what did you like to know how the machines worked.

Automotive designer.

I think you might like it.

And where is it?

It's at Croix de Chavaux.

Forget it, I'm not interested.

- The school supports all transport that week.

And the company pays for all the lunches.

OK?

You think and you tell me.

THANKS.

Where are the ashtrays again?

The cabinet above the TV.

There!

melancholic music

- Hello, Mrs. Diabara... - Excuse us.

- No, you're not bothering me... - Come in, come in!

- Finally, we meet! - Good evening.

Pleased, Ali.

Mia, delighted.

jazz music

I want to meet her.

I want to meet Leila.

Ah good?

Well, of course, did you doubt it?

No.

It's not obvious, you know, other people's children sometimes...

- People who have children complain about it all the time.

It's to ward off happiness to have.

I confirm you, she is adorable.

But she can be very annoying too.

You're a bit far there, come on.

Come on me. Take that off, it's hot.

Moans

Do you have any? - No.

I am the only one?

You're the only one.

And I, am I the only one?

Ah, Ali!

Wait, I'm counting.

I don't take the pill.

We will do otherwise.

Good morning.

So. Rachel, Leila.

Good morning!

Are you saying hello?

But what do I see?

I was expecting a little girl, it's a big one. How old are you?

- Politeness, do you answer or not? - Four and a half years.

- And half. - And a half, it's important!

- No no no! - Oh yes...

- No, no, Leila! - Yes it is!

- Whether? - Come on!

Well if, then.

- Which ones do you want? - Those! At the top!

- Are these your favorites? - Yes!

- Rainbows? - Yes.

Me too.

I could ask you candy packet? THANKS.

THANKS.

- Are you saying thank you? - THANKS.

- Did you say thank you? - Yes, she said it.

knightly music

* - Food issue, it's not joy.

*On the deserted field by the army of the Grand Duke,

*wonder bears discover a lot of stuff.

* - What generosity, these men! Look at.

*They left us lots of things.

* - Saltpetre, an elegant and ambitious bear.

*He is fascinated by men. Maybe a little too much.

- Grandma comes to my room, he tells me stories.

- It's not true... - Whether.

- Dad, does he know or is it your secret?

It's a secret!

Grandma, come!

- Yes... - Come.

Do not move. - The nice dog.

Do not move.

What are you doing here? Downright?

Yes yes.

It's time, We are going to sleep.

Come on, come on. You say good night, my night?

- Good night. - Why does he call you my night?

Because Leïla,

it means night in arabic.

- That's so beautiful. So good night, my night.

- Are you kissing? - Can I give you a little kiss?

So...

- We're going to put ourselves in py... - ... never!

- Brush your... - Teeth!

- And we're going to read a... - History!

- Grr grr is the monster behind Bernard's mom!

"Not now, Bernard", said the mother.

She thinks it's her son again.

The monster bites the leg from Bernard's dad...

"Not now Bernard" said the dad.

Are you still staying?

Yes.

All the same.

What?

How are you?

- If it bothers me that she finds you when you wake up,

it's not because it would go wrong.

It's just that...

I need to talk to Alice about it first.

- Yeah, it's between you, it's your story.

And you don't have to justify yourself, Ali.

You know...

Me, slowly, I'm fine.

You know, I find that admirable, actually.

You are a nice guy.

- Hold on... - What?

You haven't finished your sentence there.

I'm a nice guy, but what?

Anyway, is that it?

Well, despite everything.

Hush.

Dad!

- Do you hear a noise? I heard something.

Dad!

- No wait. - Dad!

She's going to go back to sleep.

Hold on.

Dad!

- Go ahead. - I will be back!

What's the matter? - I just had a nightmare.

I was afraid. - Is it because of the story?

Yes... I want to sleep in your bed.

No. That's forbidden.

- I'm going to your bed. - I said no. Where are you going?

I'm going to your bed.

No, Leïla, what did we say? Shit...

funny music

Yes, what do you want?

Do you want a cigarette? Fire? Some water?

Sorry.

Are you cold? - No not at all.

Soft music

How are you?

Yes...

It's not follicle-level madness.

I see some, but not many.

What does it mean?

It means that if you want a child,

it is now.

You want some?

Yes.

Why you waited so long?

Do you have the dad?

I just met someone, yes.

Listen to me. If you throw

something assisted, it is now.

Hurry up! It's like a countdown started.

You know it.

And how much time do I have left?

- I ask myself the same question every morning.

SO?

- It's not an exact science. - Approximately how much?

Think that the months are like years.

Now I'm going to look at your breasts.

- Pardon? - Your breasts.

Oh sorry.

Can I try this one?

Yeah it's for you.

Tell me,

it's going to look weird to you,

but you remember if mom was already menopausal or not?

I have no idea.

Just ask Wiseman.

For what?

Not like that.

Like that?

You have time, Rachel.

No?

Come on, let's talk about something else.

- OK. We just have to talk from dad's prostate, right?

You are dark!

You distract me!

Wait, because I wanted to do something...

You know that?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MIA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

- Nine years! - Go ahead!

"Cocaine Blues"

Yeah, baby.

I'm in love with you.

THANKS...

Sorry, sorry, carry on.

Sorry, sorry, start again.

Me too me too.

I want to come inside you, can I?

Yes!

My love.

Whistle

Yeah. Mow, strong, very well.

Not bad... Try not to let go, okay?

I am Jeanne, Elsa's mother.

Good morning.

I am Ali's friend, Leila's mother-in-law.

- Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you.

Alice told me about you.

- Badly, I hope. - Oh dear.

If you knew!

Sorry, I didn't have the strength to bring Leila back.

No worries, Jane.

Here we go. We tidy!

THANKS!

Leila!

We have the same apple juice...

Soft music

Tongue clicking

- A SPEECH, A SPEECH! - No no.

No, I do not want!

COME ON!

I was sure of it.

Not in German!

I prepared a small piece of paper.

No but...

Good, as you might expect,

I have seen students pass by.

And a package all the time.

I am part of the walls.

This college, it's like my second home,

and maybe even the first...

How are you?

Yes, I am fine.

No, I have heatstroke.

Yeah, that's good there.

Are you leaving for a while?

Are you leaving for a bit? - Yes, we are going to the Camargue!

- "We", it's your husband and you? You didn't tell me, are you married?

- No no, it's my boyfriend and his daughter.

- It's great, the Camargue. - Yeah.

Just be careful to mosquitoes.

Do you think, in this period?

No, it's fine.

If you put a good coat of mail will do.

It's better? - Yep I'm fine!

- Do you want some champagne? - No thanks.

- A little drop? - No, it's fine.

- Place for young people, in this vocation what is ours!

Cheers

"The Cavalry"

I'm giving you a massage!

It feels good?

Oh yes. Thank you very much that's nice of you.

Too good, that.

Stay in your seat, my angel.

- Are you still sick at heart? - No.

- You're sure? - Yes!

How are you?

That will make us 18.80, Please.

I'll take this too.

So, and this one...

27.80. - THANKS.

Yeah! Come, my darling!

Right, right, honey.

- Look at! - That's great!

- Too bad we're far away of the restaurant.

It's okay, it's not that far.

- Well yes, if we want go out to dinner leaving her alone...

- I did not think about that. I see if there is another?

No, don't worry, everything is fine.

Oh no, he's not here.

Do you have a network?

Uh no, not there...

There is network In the bathroom.

The view is beautiful!

The horses are right there,

next to us.

Look, look, this one...

He is handsome!

Sad music

There was a mosquito!

- I feel like the world entered into a kind of neurosis...

That's to say?

Well, that is to say,

we are told that we have the right to dream to a happy world,

and we realize that the world is just that.

That's what drives everyone crazy.

- You're kidding? I prefer to imagine that the world is big,

rather than blind me and settle for my piece of land...

- Yes... This is the difference between us.

You are an idealist I am a pragmatist.

No no no.

You are a serene.

And I am dissatisfied.

Yeah.

Yeah... And we're a little drunk too.

A little?

Hush.

I'm sorry. - Enough to?

- Well it's not the holidays what you dreamed of.

- Scratch my back top right instead of talking bullshit.

Come see the show from the Camargue

with William, who will overcome the bull

who is called Swedish...

Cheers

Do you like it, darling? Do you like it?

A round of applause for William.

Festive music

The animation continues.

Oh shit.

Leila?

Leila?

Leila?

Leila!

Leila?

My heart!

We said you had to warn if you played elsewhere!

I played with others cat perched.

- I was scared, I went look for a pancake for you,

then I saw you more...

Where have you been?

Come on! Shout

Go ahead! Give him... Neymar! - Hush.

screams

- Excuse me, yeah, if you want, I'll stop...

Yeah, stop it.

No!

- Even if we don't like football, it's a great game!

Ah OK.

Come on! Yes! Come on!

Oh no! No no! Excuse me, stop!

Step back, I have more network.

Whore!

Go ahead, step back, step back.

Ah! We scored!

We scored! - Hush, shut up!

We scored! We scored!

We don't get carried away, it is an equalization.

You don't want me to take it? - No, no, no, go ahead!

Howl

We won! We won! We won!

We're in the final!

"Again"

We make the sandwich.

Oh, the sandwich!

- You are the bread and I am the cheese.

- All right... - You know what it is?

No way!

Look at.

We do it like that. You hug me.

Oh, squeeze you, okay.

And dad, you hug me behind.

- All right. - Okay, like this.

- Stronger. - We mash the cheese.

She's really beautiful.

She is adorable. - Yes.

- What's your name? - Leila.

- Leila, how old are you? - Five years.

Oh, you're a big girl.

What does she look like to you.

It's incredible. - THANKS.

You are so pretty!

What were we doing...

* - Ladies and gentlemen, in a moment...

No, mom won't be at the station.

I want to see her right away.

- As soon as we arrive in Paris, I accompany you home

and you'll see mum, okay?

We had a great weekend, right?

I want to see mom.

Right away.

Where is she, mom?

I want to see mum right away.

Mom!

- No, honey, you're not running. Leila! Leila!

It sucks!

Dad, hurry up! I want to see mom!

She is not there! Stopped!

No, you stop there right away. Oh oh!

Leïla, you stop!

No, she's not here! You're annoying!

Leila, you obey. Leila...

Stop!

Dad, hurry up! I want to see mom!

- There, you're boring! There, I warn you, wait for me.

Phone

Yes hello?

What is happening?

I don't understand anything, where are you?

I'm coming. I'm coming, don't move.

What?

What?

Tell me please.

What's the matter?

I am pregnant.

My little sister.

My darling little sister who is going to have a baby.

I know...

But you wanted to have a child?

No! Finally...

It's an accident, It's a great accident, but...

What am I going to do? - How so?

Well, my thesis,

Simon, the apartment, all that...

Hush.

You're a little happy

or not at all?

SO? - Well yes, yes.

- OK. - I'm super happy.

So it's going to be fine.

The question does not arise, come on.

It'll be OK.

What good news.

Soft music

Do you know who the father is?

They're laughing.

You're stupid!

Hello how are you?

Hello, Alice. I am Rachel.

Yes I know. Nice, hello, Rachel.

I got my brushes tangled.

I got the week wrong. I have more brains.

- I am going to leave you. - No, it's settled like that with Ali.

I wait for him, I kiss him and then I leave it to you!

Yeah, okay.

I have the impression that there is my daughter

who is in the process to martyr yours.

Go for it!

Mom!

Oh dear.

Want your snack? I have a compote there.

No thanks.

- Hi! - Well then, yes the kisses,

hello to Rachel. - How are you?

Me too, of course, but still!

Are you driving? - Yes, with Ali's.

- Hit! - No, you didn't...

Hit!

Ruckus of children playing

And then we, see you soon.

See you next week.

Hello, my little angel. - Goodbye Mom.

Goodbye My Love.

How are you, Alice?

You are quite pale.

- No, but it's to see Jeanne like that, it makes me...

You're crying.

Is she a great friend of yours?

I get it, it's so sad.

It'll be fine, I'm sure.

I don't want her to see me...

No, she doesn't see you there.

Thank you, Rachel. It happens...

Yes, it happens.

Yes.

- See you soon. - See you soon.

Why are you doing this?

You know it's a chance, to do an internship here?

No, but he works, when he is there.

Except when he strips the local supplies.

- What? - It's nothing, Rachel, who cares.

- But no! Alright, Dylan, that's enough.

You express yourself there, shit. I'm talking to you.

- I don't understand this job, I want something simple, me.

Simple. Simple how?

I don't know, telephony,

Restoration...

- It's not the same thing. Say what you prefer:

it's telephony,

it's catering, what is it?

Restoration.

Well, that's great.

OK, agreed.

We offered a lot of internships in catering, haven't you seen?

Yes, I saw...

So why didn't you...

- I'll let you settle that. - We'll finish quickly.

- Goodbye, Dylan. - Ali...

I'm sorry.

I don't care if you're sorry.

I do not want that, I want you to move on.

People don't care about you.

So move your ass a little.

OK?

Do you love yourself that little?

You forgot your coat.

I don't have a coat.

Are you serious?

I'm not cold.

How much did you pay him?

That's not the point...

- That's not the point... Yes, that's the topic.

If I was mean I would say it's narcissism.

Since I love you I will say that you are too good.

I didn't tell you that he was going to get pissed off?

I know kids like that.

Oh.

But what are you doing here?

What are you doing here?

- Why Rachel, is she there all the time?

Because she's my lover.

- It's mom, your lover. - But no.

I love mama, but Rachel is my lover.

No.

Are you tired? we're going to bed.

But why is she there all the time?

- She is often there, not all the time there.

I want her to go away.

Did you lower the heat on the sauce?

You know it don't mean nothing She is five!

At that age, it means nothing.

Of course I know,

but that doesn't stop me to have pain.

I don't know.

- You do not know what? - I don't know, you're all over yourself.

She does the same to her mother! And to me too!

I'm on a loop on me, are you serious?

From the beginning, I align myself with your schedule.

I met her when you wanted.

I dine and I sleep when it suits you.

Same for holidays guard days.

- I did not think that these were concessions.

Stop Please. Stopped.

You pretend not to understand am I attached to her?

Me too, I have everything. I have to do with his sulks, his moods.

Except that I actually...

I will remain an extra.

- You're exaggerating. - No, I'm not exaggerating.

I don't know what it is than to have what she gives you

when she gives it to you.

At the end of the day, it's you his father and his mother, forever.

I'm ashamed, that's it.

- Enough to? - From this conversation!

But why?

She is banal, I find myself banal.

That girl on the street who says "I want a child".

I want you to let me know.

Rachel, I know how old you are.

And me neither, I'm not 25.

But...

We have time, we have all the time.

Exactly not that much.

I am scared that will soon be possible.

melancholic music

- God full of compassion who dwells in the heavens,

grant perfect rest on the wings of the divine presence,

in this supreme abode saints and pure

whose name shines like the light of the firmament

to the soul of our mother Nora, daughter of Joseph of the house of Lévy...

WHO HAS GONE FOR ETERNITY.

SO THE MERCIFUL

WILL COVER HER ETERNALLY OF HIS PROTECTIVE WINGS

AND WILL JOIN HIS SOUL IN THE DIVIDE OF LIFE.

THE LORD AND HIS LEGACY, MAY SHE REST IN PEACE. AMEN.

Prayer in Hebrew

AMEN.

Did you only wear one?

Exactly, I asked myself the question.

I don't know. Well, I don't know if he is considered alive already

or if as long as it is not completely alive is not life.

You follow me? - Yes.

Precisely in Judaism,

the fetus is not considered as a full human being.

Ah OK.

We would be the only ones to be OK with abortion? I love the idea.

- According to the Mishnah, to take the life of a newborn, even a few hours old,

it's a crime.

But in the case of a fetus, there,

it is debatable, it depends on the rabbis.

But suddenly one or two?

- Engage! Gear up. - And then I go second?

And there, you go second.

Stop... - OK, well yes, yes, yes.

- Gently! - We're not going to crush anyone here.

- It's not for them that I'm afraid, it's for my car.

Your car is two centuries old already.

- Well, we'll see Foufounette. OK? - OK.

It was a long time ago! Do you think she changed Foufounette?

Let go of the hairs at Foufounette,

this unfortunate.

But yes, we do what we want!

- Well anyway, where it is, it will move more.

Laughter

It's super funny.

- Foufounette would be a great topic of podcasting.

I would like to tell his story, potentially a made up story,

because nobody knows Foufounette.

I think she had a relationship with Richard...

- This is a happy case, Linda Lo, we all agree, huh...

What do we write to Linda Lo?

- For me, it is immediately the congratulations.

- That's an excellent average. - We don't often agree.

That's why we should be happy. SO...

Oh, uh...

Dylan Leclou. I think we all agree too?

Relay class, I'm not taking it again next year.

I agree, Fadila. It's not possible.

Too much absenteeism. It's even more absenteeism.

He comes when he wants and when I say that, it's very rare,

he is more absent than present.

There is a difficult context in the family,

but that's no reason to excuse everything.

Pardon, can i say something?

I agree with your observation.

But we did not mobilize all our resources.

And there are still things to do, to undertake,

with other students in the past, we did more,

we can't give up.

The relay class for me, it's not possible.

- Rachel, you can't afford to say that we have given up.

And did you see his notes?

- The notes, we know what that means and what it doesn't mean.

I know he would need...

- It's not him who would need, it is we who need him.

Finally from him, from them.

Of his generation. We can't say at 16, it's over

and that there is more hope. This is not possible.

Me, I felt at home, I saw concretely,

an opening, a space.

I have to hear this, I can't take my hand away.

Otherwise it makes more sense, actually. Otherwise what, where are we?

Passing? No.

It is important.

I agree with Rachel.

Of course, it is very below of the class median. It's true.

But I have seen progress in speaking and in the field of initiative

and we are obliged to notice it.

He is 16 years old. He still has the right to a chance.

He shows no will.

- He showed some. - In my class, he shows it.

In one out of 10 class...

- It has merit to still be heard what he says.

They are right. He is only 16 years old.

- Do we save it for next year? We agree?

We'll take care of that.

Well, we keep it.

We keep it.

Rejoice too, that's it.

We find Dylan next year.

Which?

What's the matter?

- What is it, little cabbage? - It's for me?

Can I show it to Rachel?

Yes.

It is too beautiful, this drawing.

We will leave, the two of us

My wives.

- So there it is. - Is this my birthday present?

No, it's not your birthday present.

Your present will be on Saturday and it will be a surprise!

- A suprise? - Yes!

Yeah!

Yippee!

How are you, sweetheart?

Yes!

Wait for me, Leila. Oh!

Mom!

Oh my captain! How's it going?

Hello Sweetie! Oh dear.

How are you?

- Good morning! - Good morning.

You have already met, I believe?

Well yes, to judo!

I had come to pay for the mail, and I wanted to talk to you about Jeanne.

I may leave you. Sorry, I...

I'm going up and waiting for you. - I'm coming.

- See you soon. - Yes, see you soon!

- I want to pee. - Yeah, wait.

Can you take Leïla with you? She wants to pee.

I'm coming. Go ahead, darling. - Come!

- She is great! - Yeah, she's great.

I want to pee...

Yes. Focus on the numbers.

Is she going to come up, mom?

I don't know, I don't think so, no.

- Pee, pee, pee, pee. - Quick quick quick.

Pee, pee, pee.

Look, Rachel!

Like that, see if I press the button!

Are you listening to me, Rachel?

Two seconds, sweetheart.

- Look how well I'm doing. - Show me.

You are a professional spinning top.

Can you give me two seconds?

- No. - Yes, you told me.

I have to finish this,

what will my students say? if I do not correct?

What is he doing, dad? - I don't know.

Me neither.

The news is bad

about Elsa's mother.

Alice says expect the worst.

It drives me crazy to have to announce that to Leïla if ever...

- The first thing to say to him, in my view,

it's reassuring her about her own mother.

That it can't happen to him, his mother is not sick.

- I know, but Alice does not want let's talk about it. All short.

Oh, but why?

You absolutely have to talk to him about it. I assure you.

Must be able to name things so she can talk about it.

I know what I mean.

I know, but you know Alice.

Finally, no, you don't know her,

but when she has something in mind...

If she has something in mind...

What's planned for Saturday?

SATURDAY?

Leila's birthday.

We have it, I thought of something...

I was going to tell you...

We're going to do this at Alice's parents.

They are in Essonne.

They have a big garden.

hard to say no to his grandparents.

I said nothing.

Don't feel left out, my Rachel.

It's just that...

This year it was easier to do this as a family.

Phone

- Cell phones are prohibited for everyone during the tests.

Hush.

Rachel,

we are with my parents in Essone.

I wanted to say thank you to have understood.

Leila is talking about you. See you soon, Alice.

Wait for me!

Sad music

How are you?

AVERAGE.

- Do you have something planned this afternoon? - Yes.

Stop, you have nothing planned.

- Yes, I assure you. - But no.

I feel that you have nothing planned.

Come on, I'll take you to lunch.

Sad music

I was with my high school sweetheart, Paul.

He works in a big newspaper, Today.

I thought...

We're not going to think about it, then one day,

it will happen and we will keep it.

It will be like that, it will be obvious.

Then this day came.

And I didn't keep it.

He was mad at me, I think. He would have liked it.

But... we never talked about it again.

And I know that...

No.

What what?

- If I still had my mother with me, I would have made another decision.

She is dead

when were you how old?

Nine years.

It's small to lose your mother.

What did she die of?

From a car accident.

I was with her.

Oh yeah, it's violent.

But I think...

that's why I'm so late.

I even wait until it's too late. Because it reminds me of her.

It's so serious not to have one?

Seriously, no.

I don't think a woman is complete than having it, but...

I even believe that somewhere, I'm proud to belong

to the community of women who don't have one,

but still. It's like...

a huge collective experience that the whole world goes through

and to which I do not have access.

- I would have forced you to give me a child.

She laughs.

- You say that because that you are a child yourself.

Sorry, Vincent.

Look at.

It is day.

Tears

Newborn crying

melancholy melody

Ready?

Let's go!

- Dad! - How are you?

- I knocked down the judo teacher and I hurt myself.

- Oh dear, all that? - At my feet.

All that...

melancholy melody

Oh shit.

Shit, shit.

Holy shit.

No, Leila, don't do this, please.

I drive there. - I have a stomach ache.

I feel like throwing up.

We arrive, we will open the windows.

I really want to vomit.

Breathe.

How are you. Okay okay.

Belt click beeps

You put your belt back on it's too important.

You put your belt back on now!

Put your belt back on!

Put it back.

You get attached. - I am going to throw up.

No no no!

Oh dear.

It's not true...

Hold on... Honk

Shit!

Honk

Take. How are you, we soon arrived.

We're going to stop for a bit.

How it works, those shitty buttons?

SO. Are you OK my angel?

Come on, I'll put your belt back on. How are you?

You were scared?

OK.

It's ok now. This happened.

Sorry for yelling.

Cry and crash

Leila!

My baby!

My night!

My love!

How's it going?

- GOOD. - No bobo?

No.

I was afraid.

I was afraid.

How are you? - Pardon.

- Have you seen a doctor? - Yes, it's nothing.

- And you, have you seen a doctor? - Yes.

No? Yes?

You weren't hurt? No bobo? - No.

We're going to go home, okay?

What do you want to do?

Do you know that Louana gave birth?

Ha, fine. How did that happen?

GOOD.

Why didn't you tell me?

Say what?

That Jeanne was dead.

I didn't want to bother you with that.

With this sad news.

Bother me? But it's my life too.

Ali, look at me.

I only have one life, it's with you.

What happens to you, happens to me too and vice versa, right?

I was wrong, I have it all wrong.

Pardon. - No but...

I know, Rachel. I know.

Here I am tired.

"Again"

Phone

Leave me! Shit!

Rachel, stop it!

I do not love him anymore. No, it's true, Rachel.

Stop Please...

I think that deep down, neither does she.

It's no coincidence that we meet around a funeral.

She shouldn't have asked me that.

To try again, to ask me to come back.

But...

now that she asked me, I can't tell him no.

I understand.

Actually, no, I don't understand.

For what?

For Leila.

NOW, she is there, she is in my life.

My choices, it's not just my choice.

I won't tell you that you will understand one day, but...

But that's what you do.

That's what I think.

I sincerely wish you, deeply that this happens to you.

Really. Even if it won't be with me.

I understood it.

I feel trapped.

I too am trapped.

- Trap? You, but what are you trapped in?

You want to love, you love. You don't want kids, you don't have any.

You still want children that's when you want.

What are you stuck with? Nothing at all.

For me, it's too late.

I'm trapped because I love you.

Stop Please.

Stopped.

Aren't you sleeping?

I'm not sleepy.

Why are you crying?

I'm not crying, sweetheart.

- Did you have a nightmare? - A little nightmare that will pass.

- Here, take my moon. - THANKS.

How nice.

Sobs

I don't want you to cry.

Shall we make a sandwich?

Yes, we're making a sandwich.

Do you make the cheese?

- The salad. - The salad, okay.

Come.

Dad, you make the bread.

Sad music

- I'll go. - No, stay here.

Come on.

- I have to go, it's late. - No stay.

- Come on, sweetheart. - No.

Stay.

- We are going to sleep. - To bed.

- Stay here. - Darling.

Do you promise me that you will stay?

- All right. So, see you tomorrow morning.

I'll make you breakfast.

Good night, Rachel.

Good night, my night.

Sad music

I blame you, Ali.

I know.

I know you know.

Sad music

Someone knocked.

Rachel!

- How are you, sweetheart? - Yes.

It was? It went well?

It was great? - Look at my casserole!

Did you make a casserole?

Come on, I got you your snack. Let's go?

Do you remember we were going for a walk?

Attention!

- So, who is going to take me to judo? - Lots of people.

Lots of people you love.

Will we still see each other?

Leila, it's more me who will decide.

But maybe yes.

But much less than before.

That does not mean that I won't think of you.

One, two, three, presto.

Is it because you're going to die? - No.

No no not at all.

I will be alive.

So, are you going on a trip?

No, I'll be...

I'll be in the same town, I will be alive

but we won't see each other like before.

Are we going on vacation, you and me?

No, we won't go on vacation anymore.

You see, that's over.

I'm sad then.

No. No, I do not want.

I don't want you to be sad.

Never.

So you don't forget me but you don't think too much of me.

All right?

- Good morning. - Hello, Alice.

So.

Mom!

I'm sorry, Rachel.

No.

It's Ali who makes me suffer, It is not you.

We will stop apologizing instead of men.

Bye.

- Goodbye, Rachel. - Goodbye, Alice.

Bye.

- I'm going to get the mail, I'm coming.

SATURDAY...

Sunday.

Hello, Rachel.

There are still ways, you know?

But the chances are slim.

Yes I know.

Do you talk about it with the father?

There is no more dad.

But yes, we'll see.

Life is short and long.

Yes.

Life is long.

THANKS.

She hums.

- Can you keep it for 5 minutes? - My baby!

Go ahead, there's no problem.

- Can I leave you? - Yes of course.

Are you leaving mom alone?

- I leave you with Aunt. - Mom will leave you alone too.

Yes go on! Go for it.

I leave you.

See you later, darling.

Look, you dropped your cookie.

Look, my little darling.

Look, have you seen this?

Did you see that?

So.

Even! Come!

Meme, lie down!

Do not move!

Leila!

Leila!

slow piano music

OK, it's fine!

Arnaud, we start with the library.

- Sorry, I'm in the dark. Oh shit! Damn, excuse me.

No, stay!

Mrs. Friedman?

I can?

Dylan!

Yes of course!

But you...

You you... Do you work here?

- Yeah. It's incredible to see you there. Do you come often?

Sometimes yes.

Are you a server? - Leader, be careful.

- It's amazing. - Mimo!

She does not pay the lady, put on my note.

- Attention, I will come back every day.

I am happy to see you. It's a sign.

- A sign of what? - Fate.

You haven't changed at all.

Oh yes.

It's not serious.

Are you okay here? - Yeah, seriously.

It's cool. There is a good team.

- Glad you're working in a place you like.

THANKS.

I'm sorry.

Enough to?

- For everything. I was a little jerk. I made you drool over it.

I often thought of you and I never came to see you.

- The important thing is that you can do without me.

- Are you still at Maurice Ravel? - Yes.

And then, we see each other now.

It is repaired.

- If I wanted to see you these last years,

it was to thank you.

I wanted to tell you that you marked me.

I wanted to tell you that...

That I haven't forgotten you.

Dylan, you come here, we need you.

I'll be back, don't move.