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you couldn't wait to give me close the

you couldn't wait to give me close the

you couldn't wait to give me close the news could you huh all about what a liar

news could you huh all about what a liar

news could you huh all about what a liar i am do you remember to thomas because

i am do you remember to thomas because

i am do you remember to thomas because you couldn't get into my pants

you couldn't get into my pants

you couldn't get into my pants that had nothing to say nicholas tonight

that had nothing to say nicholas tonight

that had nothing to say nicholas tonight i was ready for a full disclosure lucky

i was ready for a full disclosure lucky

i was ready for a full disclosure lucky i was going to tell him about ethan and

i was going to tell him about ethan and

i was going to tell him about ethan and the scam and the whole ugly truth to see

the scam and the whole ugly truth to see

the scam and the whole ugly truth to see i never got the chance to explain he

i never got the chance to explain he

i never got the chance to explain he hates me now because of you

the only thing worse than a fool is a

the only thing worse than a fool is a

the only thing worse than a fool is a drunk fool i don't want you to see me

drunk fool i don't want you to see me

drunk fool i don't want you to see me like this

like this

like this i've lost you

i've lost you

i've lost you because i'm not leaving you

i can uh

you know what i find this funny

you know what i find this funny

you know what i find this funny because you think i'm jealous

because you think i'm jealous

because you think i'm jealous for starters the only reason i didn't

for starters the only reason i didn't

for starters the only reason i didn't get your pants rebecca is because i

get your pants rebecca is because i

get your pants rebecca is because i backed out and second

backed out and second

backed out and second i didn't do this to you you did you were

i didn't do this to you you did you were

i didn't do this to you you did you were the one who lied when you came to this

the one who lied when you came to this

the one who lied when you came to this town you were the one who tried to scam

town you were the one who tried to scam

town you were the one who tried to scam everybody over your dead sister

everybody over your dead sister

everybody over your dead sister i see even covered all the bases no you

i see even covered all the bases no you

i see even covered all the bases no you broke up with ethan and he dumped the

broke up with ethan and he dumped the

broke up with ethan and he dumped the truth all over me

truth all over me

truth all over me told me about how you two met the

told me about how you two met the

told me about how you two met the airport how he coached you through a con

airport how he coached you through a con

airport how he coached you through a con taught you how to take advantage of all

taught you how to take advantage of all

taught you how to take advantage of all of us

of us

of us you know what if i didn't feel bad for

you know what if i didn't feel bad for

you know what if i didn't feel bad for nicholas i'd be really pissed off you

nicholas i'd be really pissed off you

nicholas i'd be really pissed off you just had to get your revenge okay then

just had to get your revenge okay then

just had to get your revenge okay then you tell me which part isn't true he was

you tell me which part isn't true he was

you tell me which part isn't true he was hurt

hurt

hurt he was angry you must have known that he

he was angry you must have known that he

he was angry you must have known that he was gonna paint me in the worst possible

was gonna paint me in the worst possible

was gonna paint me in the worst possible light you know what however you want to

light you know what however you want to

light you know what however you want to paint it it still stinks

my feelings changed once i got involved

my feelings changed once i got involved

my feelings changed once i got involved with nicholas i could have explained

with nicholas i could have explained

with nicholas i could have explained that yeah yeah and then what pretend

that yeah yeah and then what pretend

that yeah yeah and then what pretend that i didn't know

that i didn't know

that i didn't know why i don't know i would have handled it

why i don't know i would have handled it

why i don't know i would have handled it why nicholas is my brother

why nicholas is my brother

why nicholas is my brother my loyalty is to nicholas

my loyalty is to nicholas

my loyalty is to nicholas that's how it works with sibilance

you know nothing about loyalty and you

you know nothing about loyalty and you

you know nothing about loyalty and you dumped all over your sister's memory

dumped all over your sister's memory

dumped all over your sister's memory when you went after nicholas's bank

when you went after nicholas's bank

when you went after nicholas's bank account

when i'd

when i'd

when i'd invite you for a drink right but it

invite you for a drink right but it

invite you for a drink right but it appears that i've broken all the glasses

appears that i've broken all the glasses

appears that i've broken all the glasses you need to stop this it's getting a

you need to stop this it's getting a

you need to stop this it's getting a little pathetic hmm

little pathetic hmm

little pathetic hmm this

this

this is not self-pity listen

is not self-pity listen

is not self-pity listen no no this is just a good healthy dose

no no this is just a good healthy dose

no no this is just a good healthy dose of cynicism that's all you can call

of cynicism that's all you can call

of cynicism that's all you can call whatever you want but it's not gonna fix

whatever you want but it's not gonna fix

whatever you want but it's not gonna fix anything

on the contrary

on the contrary

on the contrary this stuff

this stuff

this stuff works quite nicely

works quite nicely

works quite nicely granted it doesn't uh doesn't kill the

granted it doesn't uh doesn't kill the

granted it doesn't uh doesn't kill the pain completely but it does

pain completely but it does

pain completely but it does dull it and make it more manageable

dull it and make it more manageable

dull it and make it more manageable you know how badly this must hurt

you know how badly this must hurt

you know how badly this must hurt and i am so sorry

and i am so sorry

and i am so sorry yeah

yeah

yeah well you know what they say

well you know what they say

well you know what they say those who say things

those who say things

those who say things the truth

the truth

the truth will set you free

will set you free

will set you free but see that's not true that's a lie

but see that's not true that's a lie

but see that's not true that's a lie it only makes you

it only makes you

it only makes you realize what an idiot you've been

realize what an idiot you've been

realize what an idiot you've been and still are

god i miss emily

i really do

i really do

i really do i

i

i i try to pretend that everything's fine

i try to pretend that everything's fine

i try to pretend that everything's fine but it really isn't

when i get drunk it just boils all up

when i get drunk it just boils all up

when i get drunk it just boils all up inside it chokes me to death

it's even even worse when i'm sober

it's even even worse when i'm sober

it's even even worse when i'm sober it's like you said i i constantly look

it's like you said i i constantly look

it's like you said i i constantly look for emily substitutes

sweet

sweet

sweet silly nadine

silly nadine

silly nadine emily light great girl

emily light great girl

emily light great girl just in way over her head

just in way over her head

just in way over her head and then rebecca

emily dark

duked again hey liz nicholas this isn't

duked again hey liz nicholas this isn't

duked again hey liz nicholas this isn't your fault

your fault

your fault come on of course it is you had rebecca

come on of course it is you had rebecca

come on of course it is you had rebecca pegged from day one

pegged from day one

pegged from day one a greedy sister out to get what emily

a greedy sister out to get what emily

a greedy sister out to get what emily had how right you were believe me i get

had how right you were believe me i get

had how right you were believe me i get no says i mean i just wouldn't

no says i mean i just wouldn't

no says i mean i just wouldn't listen what i

ignored all the warnings from you and

ignored all the warnings from you and

ignored all the warnings from you and lexus and whoever else

left myself wide open

yes you did

yes you did

yes you did yeah

yeah

yeah because you're so

because you're so

because you're so deeply in love

deeply in love

deeply in love with emily who's dead now

with emily who's dead now

with emily who's dead now no

no

no with your own suffering

sorry i've been metaphor

sorry i've been metaphor

sorry i've been metaphor elizabeth straightens up

elizabeth straightens up

elizabeth straightens up my trashed life

my trashed life

my trashed life i actually liked your first perspective

i actually liked your first perspective

i actually liked your first perspective better that i'm in love with my own

better that i'm in love with my own

better that i'm in love with my own misery

misery

misery let me tell you something about my best

let me tell you something about my best

let me tell you something about my best friend emily

friend emily

friend emily she wasn't this angel that you

she wasn't this angel that you

she wasn't this angel that you painted her in your grief

painted her in your grief

painted her in your grief she was human

she was human

she was human flawed just like the rest of us

flawed just like the rest of us

flawed just like the rest of us and she'd be the first one to tell you

and she'd be the first one to tell you

and she'd be the first one to tell you depends on your point of view i suppose

depends on your point of view i suppose

depends on your point of view i suppose all right well

all right well

all right well let's see um i can recall her

let's see um i can recall her

let's see um i can recall her being involved with sunny corinthos to

being involved with sunny corinthos to

being involved with sunny corinthos to remember that

remember that

remember that yeah and she also broke sanders heart

yeah and she also broke sanders heart

yeah and she also broke sanders heart when she realized she was in love with

when she realized she was in love with

when she realized she was in love with you see she screwed up too but the

you see she screwed up too but the

you see she screwed up too but the difference is she lived her life the

difference is she lived her life the

difference is she lived her life the best she could

best she could

best she could yep

yep

yep and then she died

and then she died

and then she died and if you had died instead i promised

and if you had died instead i promised

and if you had died instead i promised you she would have kept on living she

you she would have kept on living she

you she would have kept on living she would have followed her dreams and

would have followed her dreams and

would have followed her dreams and become a doctor and fallen in love again

become a doctor and fallen in love again

become a doctor and fallen in love again and she would have kept the love that

and she would have kept the love that

and she would have kept the love that the two of you shared in her heart and

the two of you shared in her heart and

the two of you shared in her heart and learned from it

learned from it

learned from it but you you nicholas you've

but you you nicholas you've

but you you nicholas you've you've turned your love and your

you've turned your love and your

you've turned your love and your memories into this shrine

memories into this shrine

memories into this shrine you've created a fantasy out of emily

you've created a fantasy out of emily

you've created a fantasy out of emily that no woman could ever live up to

that no woman could ever live up to

that no woman could ever live up to especially emily herself

especially emily herself

especially emily herself and it's not fair to her

and it's not fair to her

and it's not fair to her to you or anyone else who loves you

i

i

i am a coward i'm secure with my misery

am a coward i'm secure with my misery

am a coward i'm secure with my misery yeah emily will always be close

yeah emily will always be close

yeah emily will always be close even if the only thing i feel is her

even if the only thing i feel is her

even if the only thing i feel is her loss

loss

loss have you even tried to move on yes of

have you even tried to move on yes of

have you even tried to move on yes of course i have i wanted it to work with

course i have i wanted it to work with

course i have i wanted it to work with nadine and she's a good person sweet

nadine and she's a good person sweet

nadine and she's a good person sweet uncomplicated and that was the

uncomplicated and that was the

uncomplicated and that was the attraction she made things simple for

attraction she made things simple for

attraction she made things simple for you you never had to invest your real

you you never had to invest your real

you you never had to invest your real emotion

emotion

emotion can we just call it a transitional

can we just call it a transitional

can we just call it a transitional relationship and move on please okay

relationship and move on please okay

relationship and move on please okay sure let's move on let's talk about

sure let's move on let's talk about

sure let's move on let's talk about rebecca okay well no one can accuse me

rebecca okay well no one can accuse me

rebecca okay well no one can accuse me of not being invested in that

of not being invested in that

of not being invested in that emotionally

emotionally

emotionally and i can't remember the last time i was

and i can't remember the last time i was

and i can't remember the last time i was this angry

this angry

this angry what she did was

what she did was

what she did was horrible

horrible

horrible and the way she used you but if we're

and the way she used you but if we're

and the way she used you but if we're being honest here you used her too

being honest here you used her too

being honest here you used her too what how can you say that you can't be

what how can you say that you can't be

what how can you say that you can't be suggesting moral equivalency okay some

suggesting moral equivalency okay some

suggesting moral equivalency okay some doctors prescribe placebos to make their

doctors prescribe placebos to make their

doctors prescribe placebos to make their patients think that they're taking real

patients think that they're taking real

patients think that they're taking real medicine but if you know it's a fake

medicine but if you know it's a fake

medicine but if you know it's a fake even though it looks the same you see a

even though it looks the same you see a

even though it looks the same you see a sugar pill with no real merit

sugar pill with no real merit

sugar pill with no real merit that's what rebecca is to you in your

that's what rebecca is to you in your

that's what rebecca is to you in your mind a fake emily

mind a fake emily

mind a fake emily so when you're with her

so when you're with her

so when you're with her you never have to invest your heart in

you never have to invest your heart in

you never have to invest your heart in her at all