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Final Episode

Gauze! Quickly!

More gauze quickly!

Blood Pressure?!

It's 72/40.

It's falling!

The artery is tearing.

I think the artery has been punctured.

We must complete a femoral bypass, Doctor.

Doctor!

Doctor.

Doctor.

Doctor!

Doctor!

Doctor!

We must complete a femoral bypass.

The artery has ripped.

Before that, we must close the chest up again.

Because it's a major artery, it's impossible to stop the bleeding.

Close the chest and let it stop bleeding naturally, and after the bypass has cooled, restore the torn artery.

We save the ripped aorta first. Understand?

Yes.

Good. Kim Hyun Bin, tie the remaining wire.

Give me the nylon.

Bypass cooling on.

Cooling on.

30 degrees.

18 degrees.

It's circulatory arrest.

It's done. Measure the time.

We open the chest again.

Saw.

It's done.

The aorta is saved.

The damage to the heart is too severe.

A mechanical valve is ready, right?

Yes, we've prepared it.

Where is her mother?

She is outside the operation room.

Call her so I can see her in front of the operation room immediately.

We don't have time, quickly!

Call her quickly.

Because we don't have time, I'll get straight to the point.

I want to put in a mechanical valve into Dr. Bong.

What?

If you put that in, I heard that you couldn't give birth easily.

That's not always true.

It's true that it is difficult to get pregnant while taking warfarin through her entire life.

But that doesn't mean it's 100% impossible.

Our Dal Hee said a mechanical valve won't do...

Dr. Bong's life depends on this issue.

In truth, a dangerous situation occurred a while ago because the adhesion was too serious,

the aorta burst while opening up the chest.

I'm sorry.

Fortunately, we surpassed the danger.

The 3rd operation is in this condition, so if we put in a tissue valve and open up the chest for the 4th time,

the worst case scenario is she dying during the operation.

And the damage to the heart is too severe.

I know it's a difficult decision in such a short amount of time.

Please give us your permission, Mother.

It's for Dr. Bong.

She can't have her chest opened up again.

If we open it up again, Dr. Bong can die.

Yes, I understand.

How can we let the child die?

Please do that.

Yes.

We're putting in a mechanical valve.

Please prepare.

- Do we put in both or just the mitral valve...? - The mitral and aortic valve. Put both in.

That way, there'll be no chance of opening the chest again.

We're starting again.

Scalpel and Forceps.

Dal Hee, are you awake now?

Can you get a hold of yourself?

Mom...

Are you okay? Are you in pain?

It's endurable.

The surgery went well, didn't it?

Of course. It went well with no problems at all.

Sleep more. You still have to sleep more.

Yes.

Where did she go?

Dr. Bong.

Are you exercising already?

A stethoscope... quickly.

Dr. Bong.

Why did you come out already?

Let's go. We'll talk as we go.

Why does the sound of a clock come out of my chest?

We put in a mechanical valve.

Why?

Did I ask you to put in a mechanical valve?

The adhesion was too serious.

When we opened the chest, the damage caused by the infective endocarditis was too much.

Having another surgery is dangerous.

I had no other options.

Dr. Bong.

Dr. Bong.

I told him to do it.

What can I do when he tells me that you'll die?

I didn't have any choice either.

He told me that pregnancies are possible if you just try...

because the medicine's so good these days, that it's always possible.

Dal Hee?

Yes?

Dal Hee.

I'm sorry.

About what?

I had no choice on the decision.

I'm sorry.

Then why are you sorry?

If you didn't have a choice, then you shouldn't be sorry.

Or you shouldn't have done something...

That would've changed someone's life completely.

I had no choice.

If you have another operation, you could die.

How could I put in another tissue valve?

How much? Was it 100%?

If you put in a tissue valve, would I die in the next operation 100%?

Why can't you answer? Why can't you answer?

Of course, it's not 100%.

It's my body. It's not yours, but mine.

Even knowing how dangerous the healing after surgery will be,

even knowing how dangerous it is to operate again, it's my body and my decision to put in the tissue valve.

But how can you do this?

How can you do this to me who believed you to do the operation?

Not just one, but two.

How can you do this?

You'll be able to do your major life[?].

If you return after you recover...

What can I do after I return with this body?

From now on, I'll have to take note of the time and take warfarin every single day through my whole life.

What if a patient goes over when I have to take my medicine?

What if I miss the time to take my medicine because the surgery got longer?

Now if I just bump against something gently, I'll get a bruise quickly.

If I bleed, it won't clot.

I'll have to handle it for the rest of my life, monitoring my blood and worrying if I'll have cerebral hemorrhage.

And ultimately, what about the sound of the clock ticking down to the last half second?

And what about the sound of the two mechanical valves mindlessly opening and closing from my chest?

You.. killed my dream.

My 20-year-old dream died on top of that surgery table.

Mom...

Yeah? Why?

Let's go home.

Let's go down.

Everything's really over now.

Dr. Jo!

- You went home yesterday? - Yeah.

Wasn't there a call from Bong?

No. Nothing after the short mail that said she was doing well.

It's about time she came back.

Would that kind of determination come easily?

She has mechanical valves in her heart now.

Shouldn't we go visit?

Should we go this weekend?

All the way to Ulleungdo?

You have to have at least 2 days and 1 night.

That's why I like it more.

If we just tell the Chief nicely, he'll probably take us out.

Our colleague disappeared so we have to go at least once.

Let's go.

I'll buy you some tasty sushi on the way there. Let's go.

I can't. I have a date in the weekend.

A date? What kind of date?

Dr. Lee!

I think your car changed.

It's Dr. Ahn's car. I'm on my way back from an errand.

Get on.

What do you mean, get on?! It's right in front of us!

Walk, Dr. Park!

STOP!

Hold on.

What movie should we see this weekend?

I don't know. Anything.

- Is it okay if I choose? - Yep.

Please cut off the TPN for Jae Young.

If you cut the TPN off, then Jae Young will die.

I heard that he'll only last for 2 weeks even if he tolerates it because his liver's ruined.

Born with NEC, he's a child who lived on for 5 years using TPN.

I do not want to make the child suffer any longer.

I want to make our Jae Young comfortable now.

Please help me.

We cannot cut the TPN immediately.

We'll handle it with Normal Saline Solution (NSS).

With NSS, he can last for a week.

Switch to NSS.

Go on.

Yes.

You bastard. Why can't you answer me? Why?

Are you still human after that?

If you were a human being with a tiniest bit of conscience, you should've at least told us!

How could you put a pulmonary artery and not say anything?

HOW?!

Please stop. Calm yourself.

How are you going to take responsibility?

How are you going to take responsibility for my wife who has to live the rest of her life without one lung?

Tell me.

How are you going to take responsibility?

Say something!

I'm sorry.

Is "sorry" it? Is everything done if you're sorry?

Why are you taking the blame?!

Didn't the Chief do that surgery?!

Don't say that when you're outside,

and pretend you don't know.

Why must I pretend not to know?!

Do what I tell you to.

I'm done with this week's surgeries, right?

Yes.

Don't schedule any surgeries for me next week.

I'm on vacation starting tomorrow.

The PT is normal, and everything else is normal as well.

I want to see Dr. Bong. Come back quickly.

Without Bong, it seems that Korean Hospital is empty.

Me too, Dr. Park.

I want to see you too.

I want to go back.

We can't do anything about the bruising.

If you just take warfarin at your designated time, there shouldn't be any problems.

Dal Hee!

Yes!

Ahjumma, give us one more rib!

Yes, I'm going now!

Mom. What should I buy? I'll go buy the groceries.

Hold on a second.

Hello. I was wondering where Dal Hee's house was?

Dal Hee's house? Go this way then go straight...

Over there? Thank you.

And some peppers.

I'll buy unripe peppers.

Buy spicy ones.

I'll go and come back, Mom.

I'll come back quickly.

Wait a little while.

I'll be back.

Have you been well?

You look well. And healthy.

I think you're almost recovered.

What are you doing here?

What do you mean, "What's going on?"

I came to see you.

Are you busy?

If you have time, let's go somewhere.

I know it's a little early, but I'll buy you dinner.

I'm busy now.

Let's go, you said you were busy.

Are you going to buy groceries? Give it, I'll hold it for you.

Ahjumma, give me three soft-shell clams. I'm going to make spicy fish stew.

I like soft-shell clam stew too.

What's the different between that black clam and that lighter colored clam?

This one's probably wild, and the black one's raised. Right?

Wow, it's a flounder.

Is it a flounder?

Which one is it if it's eyes are on the left?

The one with the eyes on the right is a flounder.

There's a sea squirt.

Here you go.

Thank you.

I'll hold it.

Give it to me.

Please give us 10,000 Won amount of sea squirts.

The ones on the right look better.

Thank you.

Eat.

They do very good carp stew here.

Eat with me.

No. You eat.

You don't eat big crabs?

I don't know how to eat them marinated.

Then why did you say you liked it?

I thought you liked it.

Because you asked if this restaurant was okay.

Eat this.

Please leave. I can go by myself from here on.

I'll take you back to your house.

No. Please leave.

I don't have anything to say to you yet.

If you think about it, my heart is the problem in the end,

but I can't forgive you just yet.

I understand, but I can't forgive you.

If it was really for me, then you shouldn't have done it.

You shouldn't have done it to 'me' who held on to her weak heart for 20 years,

to 'me' who believed you and let you do the surgery.

How could I not know that everytime they open my chest, the chance of dying is higher?

How could I not know that the 4th operation is dangerous?

But it was my dream that didn't want to give up.

The 'you' that's already at the top wouldn't understand how to die then get up again.

And because you're a professional, I wouldn't expect you to understand either.

You don't know that every time I open my eyes every morning and closed them at night,

You don't know how many thousands of times I've prayed, do you?

Yeah, that's right.

You must have done it because you didn't know.

That's why I understand.

I'm sorry, I'll go ahead first.

I was wrong.

I was wrong.

You're right.

At that moment, I wasn't Dr. Ahn Joon Geun, but the man Ahn Joon Geun.

I'm sorry.

At that moment, I really only thought about not wanting to lose you.

By chance that I'd lose you,

By chance that I'd be left alone again.

Yes. At that moment, your dreams weren't even in the ballpark.

Other than the thought that I must stop another surgery in the future at all cost.

I was wrong.

I was wrong, Dal Hee.

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.

Let's go together.

Let's go back together.

You'll be able to continue your major life??.

Mom.

Why?

Do you want to go to Seoul?

Yes.

I've thought about it a lot.

Since I need to take warfarin once a day,

if I set the alarm and take it early in the morning every day,

I don't think there'll be any trouble with surgeries.

And although I can't do anything about the sound from my chest,

but it's okay as long as there aren't any problems with it, right?

It still bothers my nerves,

but I think it'll be all right once I get used to it.

And the rest, if I'm careful and I get accustomed to them,

wouldn't it get better?

I can't do that, Mom?

I can't?

Aren't you even scared?

Now you can't even do surgeries,

and if your heart gets messed up, you're really going to die.

You're not scared despite of that?

I am scared.

I am honestly scared and fearful.

I don't have the confidence that I had before.

Then why?

But I don't want to live like this all my life.

I don't want to live like a sick person worrying about my sick heart.

Even if my life does get shortened,

even if it makes me a disobedient child, I want to do the work I enjoy,

I don't want to be the patient Bong Dal Hee,

but the Dr. Bong Dal Hee while doing what I want to do.

I can't do that?

Do you even know that your fingers were twiddling like this when you were asleep?

Do I do that?

Yes. You did.

You were really disgusting. Doing that while sleeping.

If you want to do it that disgustingly, then you'd have to.

Go back there.

I don't have the strength to discourage you anymore.

Mom.

You'll do well.

What can go wrong if you just take your medicine?

You'll do well.

Why are you coming out now?

We missed the first boat.

Let's go quickly.

We have to hurry if we want to catch the second boat.

I'll do it one more time.

Right.

I'll hold your bag for you.

You should've held it earlier.

So?

So what movie did you decide to watch?

You heard on that day.

Lee Min Woo decided to make the reservation.

How could you have thought of seeing a movie with Lee Min Woo?

Our movie tastes were similar when we started talking,

and despite how he looks, he's very independent,

- so we decided to see each other whenever we have time. - Mutual understanding, tch.

- Our spirits are on the same wavelength. - The same wavelength?

Dr. Park! Dr. Jo!

Bong!

It's a good thing you came. I wanted to see you.

It's a good thing you came. I wanted to see you.

Glad you came. You look healthy.

Yeah.

It's a hug. A hug.

Your face looks good.

He's unconscious.

What is it? Did you pull an all nighter?

The CABG patient lost blood all night.

I'm just going to sleep for thirty minutes before going back.

You're right. Seeing your face, you should sleep.

This is a mud pack, it's good for you so use it once.

Thank you.

I didn't even know the alarm rang and slept.

I should've taken out his phlegm.

What were you doing?!

You didn't take the phlegm out of lobectomy patient. He can't breathe now!

I apologize.

I spent all night next to the CABG patient so I slept for just 30 minutes...

Oxygen saturation 90%

Move him to the ICU.

Yes.

What happened?

Why does a recovering patient suddenly gets here because of respiratory failure?

I apologize.

Did you take out the phlegm at the designated time? Who's in charge?

I apologize.

Aren't you the one who got the valve surgery not too long ago?

Didn't you quit?

You can't even take the phlegm out at the right time, what do you think you're going to do right?

You think you can do anything right with your body in that condition?

I apologize.

Kim Hyun Bin.

Are you going to keep letting things slide because of personal affairs? Do it right!

I apologize.

Kim Hyun Bin.

Why is she here?

She's the 2nd assist for your surgery today.

Who told you to assign her to my surgical site?!

Don't assign her.

From now, she's forbidden from my surgeries.

What are you doing?!

Get out of my sight!

Then... I'll just call Oh Seung Man.

It's not time to take your medicine yet.

I forgot.

I'll just skip today since it's too late to take it.

You can't do that continuously.

If you keep skipping, then your PT will go down.

Yes, I'll be careful.

You couldn't go into Chief's surgery room?

Yes. You heard?

It's because he got angry because of the patient.

It'll be all right if some time passes.

I'm not distressed because of that.

I'm just worried if I'm being too greedy.

That something like today's incident may occur again.

It's not. Not yet.

The way I see it, if you really think you're really being greedy and think that you can't resume your major life??,

I'll cut you off before you, so you don't have to be worried about those things yet.

Yes. You must.

If you really think that I can't do it anymore,

please do cut me off.

Okay.

Switch it to NSS.

Eat something.

You're here.

We switched to NSS for Jae Young.

Alright. And don't hang on anymore.

It's the parents' decision.

Why aren't you eating?

You just eat a lot.

Mom!

It's me.

Where are you right now?

House?

Don't say house. It's the police station! I just saw it on TV.

Why do you keep playing Hwa Too? Why do you keep gambling?

Killing time? You get taken to the police station for killing time,

To cover yourselves with your coats and then stick your head in a corner?!

Really...

Did you leave?

What?

Mom... How can I have money?

I almost died trying to pay your debts last time, and it even ruined poor grandmother.

A side job? I can barely make enough to live in the hospital and I'm about to have two nosebleeds.

I don't know! I don't know!

You do it on your own. I'm hanging up.

Was it your Mom? The debt applicant?

And I thought Park Jae Bum was different from his extravagant image.

Did your mother come out on TV today?

You have a very mean habit.

Why are you eavesdropping on someone else's conversation?

What do you mean, eavesdropping?

Who shouted so loud, you could be heard from 100 meters away?

Why are you like that about just that?

My brother was violent, a morphine addict, and an ex-convict.

You said she was released already.

If it's that much, it's just personal charm.

Are you saying that to comfort me? Or are you trying provoke me?

You're so fickle. I'd like to change my ideal type.

Follow me.

Your ideal type is what and what?

You just arrived?

The movie. I don't think I'll be able to see it.

Why?

My ideal type's personality makes it hard for him to relate to free spirits,

so he can't understand anything.

Ideal type?

You had those too?

Didn't I tell you?

My ideal type is a short and ugly guy.

Should I show you the movie?

I'll pass.

Go. Just go.

I'm not looking at you.

Let's eat together sometime.

When do you have time?

I told Mom.

She wants to see you.

He's a TA patient.

He has an aortic dissection impending rupture.

You're right, the aortic dissection is in impending rupture.

The aorta's already pierced.

Take him to a surgical site immediately.

Yes.

Yes.

Yes, I understand. Yes.

He's a friend of Chief.

He said that he'll be coming over soon to do the surgery himself,

so catch a surgical site quickly, and prepare.

I'll be back after the cardiopulmonary bypass for the patient in Room 1.

Yes.

We're going to administer anesthesia then go into emergency surgery soon.

Rest your heart.

Hello.

Where's Dr. Bin?

He's assisting in a heart surgery. He'll be here soon.

1, 2, 3.

Sir!

I hear murmurs.

He has MR already.

MR is dangerous in myocardial blockage.

Yes. What do we do?

How are the vitals?

70/40.

It's dropping. I'll hang some dopamine.

You have an IABP, right? Please prepare one.

Will you be able to do it?

I have to try.

We have to at least do that and earn some time before the doctors get here,

or else the patient might die before then.

Alright.

The IABP has been done well. Please turn it on.

It's done.

We can get a pulse now.

You're superb. You did it on your own.

What's happened? Why are you in my Operating Room?

And Kim Hyun Bin?

There was an aortic dissection rupture patient,

so he said he'd ??? while we do the anesthesia.

He'll be here soon.

What?

He went to a different room when I particularly left him a special patient?

You inserted an IABP?

He had MR?

Yes, he suddenly had it earlier.

Dr. Bong saved the patient.

You inserted it by yourself?

Yes.

He's a TA patient. I think it's liver laceration.

It's CPR.

Please prepare intubation.

Please prepare the defibrillator. Dr. Jo.

100 joules charge.

100 joules ready.

Clear.

Shock.

Again, 100 joules.

Please hang one Packed RBC.

Squeeze this.

A surgical site arrangement is needed quickly.

I'll arrange and call the Chief.

This is the surgical department, we need to go into emergency surgery immediately.

Please prepare it.

Yep, it's liver laceration. I think it's grade 4.

We have to do surgery immediately.

The surgical site arrangement is done.

Let's move.

Thank you for your help.

200 joules charge.

200 joules ready.

Clear.

Shock.

It's the CABG patient from yesterday, but the ventricular fibrillation isn't going away.

I think we'll have to do an open cardiac massage.

Do you think you could do it?

I'll try it.

Please prepare it.

Your mouth is going to rip, Dr. Park.

You're tired, right?

Hey, you guys.

I think we've had a war.

A TA patient had lung laceration,

It took 10 hours of hard struggle and we just barely saved him.

We had a war too.

Dr. Bong succeeded in doing an open cardiac massage.

Open cardiac massage?

That's amazing, Bong.

A TPA left today.

I always feel like dying when sending little kids away.

You really can't adjust.

That's when you start regretting going into medical school.

When they say you barely saved someone from death in surgery,

they say you operated wrong, or made a mistake, like treating you as a thief.

For me, it's when a patient goes wrong because of me.

It's not regret, but I get scared then. I really want to die.

Are you taking your medicine, Bong?

Yes.

I'm adjusting to the clock sound too.

Although I can't do anything about sounding like a doll all the time.

I want to complete my major life?? quickly, become a surgeon and do surgeries.

I just wish I can complete my major life?? safely, nothing more, nothing less.

You can!

Thanks...

I want to kiss Jo Ara nothing more, nothing less.

What?

What is there to hide?

And I'm saying this, but, don't keep on hitting on her.

Dr. Jo, what do you like about this guy?

He's small and ugly.

What are you saying?

Biatch. Kiss me, here.

Close your eyes.

Really?

Dr. Lee did it~!

Catch me if you can!

I have a call waiting, so I was on my way there.

I was the one who beeped.

What?

I've inserted an IABP by myself in the Operating Room.

Isn't it fantastic?

If a 1st year pulled off an IABP by herself...

I pulled off an IABP in my third year of undergraduate school.

No way.

How can you do an IABP as a third-year undergraduate?

I was in actual training and an emergency occurred.

Oh...

You called me just to tell me this?

No.

I haven't thanked you yet, have I?

Thank you for completing the surgery successfully and saving me.

So random.

Just to say that?

No.

I just wanted to see you all of a sudden.

I might not be able to have babies.

You know that, don't you?

Did I ever say that we should marry?

No.

Then?

Don't you think you're overdoing this?

I do.

It's the ER.

Go on ahead. You must be disgraced.

Don't worry.

I'll make sure you'll have a baby.

And these kinds of calls are desirable.

You can do this once in a while.

You can't say anything later on.

[3 years later]

You are not interns anymore, but 1st years.

But you must not make foolish decisions because of that.

Before you make a decision, always ask.

It's all right even when you go to the bathroom. Got it?

Yes!

How long the surgeries are, if the gas has come out,

however many tubes of whatever fluids result for whatever cause, you cannot miss a single one.

In a word, COPD. Chart, order, permission, dressing.

If you just do these four correctly, you will become my loving 1st years.

Yes!

Inside a person's chest, there is a heart that has to pump continuously,

That flows hot blood that goes to every corner of the body.

They weren't like that long time ago.

If the heart stops and the blood gets cold, the person dies.

The reason that blood is 36.5 degrees Celsius is because...

It has to be that hot at the very least.

This place is the Korean Hospital.

The major, Bong Dal Hee, who dreams of becoming a surgical department surgeon,

Is safely living her 4th year at the Korean Hospital today.

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There were those kinds of scenes with heart transplants.

At the very end, we'd just watch the four doctors, and spend the night like that.

Please lie down. We need to take blood in this surgery.

Bong Dal Hee, fighting!

Surgeons, surgery. Working on those parts with those people...

They save lives, and being able to display that..

After finishing today, I'll have to go home and sleep.

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