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Episode 15

I can't give you up but I can't forgive you either.

Because of that I can't even hold you.

I must be really crazy.

But, why can't I forget about you?

Because of you, I can't see anyone else and I can't start my life again.

I'm sorry.

Grandma, I'm sorry.

He just fell asleep after staying with her all night.

Has the temperature gone down?

It started to go down around dawn.

It's 37.1 degrees now.

It went down a lot.

- What about the blood pressure? - It's 80, normal.

Park Jae Bum.

It won't be a critical condition.

She's passed the critical stage.

We can transfer her to the sick room tomorrow.

Really?

Her fever's gone down quite a bit. It's 37.1 degrees now.

Go and take a rest now, I'll handle it here.

- It's alright. - If I tell you to go then go.

Can someone like you who is not awake look after a patient?

Yes.

He hasn't come to work? He hasn't contacted you?

- Dr. Park. - Dr. Park.

Park Jae Bum!

How is grandma doing?

Is she better?

Yeah, she'll be transferred to the sick room tomorrow.

- That's great. - That's so lucky.

Why didn't you tell us this then? You were making us worry.

What's wrong with you? What did you do?

- Dr. Lee, you take care of him. - Stop it, I'm busy.

Don't do that, why don't you just take him to the ground?

It hurts! It hurts!

What is this? What am I crying for?

I can't be making this kind of mistake in broad daylight can I?

I'm so thankful towards grandma that she'll be able to live on.

Hey everyone, don't learn from me.

- What? - Coffee?

You're buying?

Do I look like I have money?

I'm still renting out a room.

Then I'll get the coffee and you buy the cinema tickets.

I really like to watch legend and horror films.

Didn't you say to go to the cinema on the weekend? I'll give you a chance.

You're giving me a chance?

If you don't want it then I'm leaving.

Let's go see a horror film! A horror film!

I don't like legend films.

The level of white blood cells have dropped, they're now at 11500.

ESR is at 40.

Does that mean it's taken a good turn?

You could say that it has.

But you still need to take those defence shots.

Yes, I know.

I'll take my medicine and shots on time.

Hey, is this Park Jae Bum?

So I say.

Isn't this Bong Dal Hee's?

By listening to this, it will increase your concentration so I'm trying it out.

I have to study all these journals by tomorrow.

It's not good if a person changes that suddenly.

Are you two still together?

Have you just been reading that now?

Kang Soo Mi, 15 years old, she has MS.

She needed to be operated on quickly but she has pulmonary edema so she had the operation 4 days after.

We're keeping her on dopamine.

Time is tight, go and prepare everything.

Yes.

She's been put on too much medication so go and check up on them.

Yes.

We'll be leaving now.

- Are you going up? - Yes.

You're free this Sunday aren't you?

Yes.

Make some time, there's a film I want to see.

What?

There's a film I want to see.

If there's a film that I want to see then I should go and see it.

So make some time.

An operation took place one year before at Hae Shin Hospital because of liver cancer but it has come back now.

Right now it's within the fifth and eight quarters that the cancer cells were discovered.

There's a possibility that it will spread into the left medial lobe.

Since the operation was done at Hae Shin Hospital then why has the patient come to ours?

They came because they wanted you to operate.

Have you told the patient clearly about this yet?

No, not yet.

Let's go and see the patient then.

Especially within the fourth quarter, it's very hard to prevent the cancer cells from developing.

In this type of situation we'll terminate the ones within the fifth and eight quarters.

We'll have to terminate the ones in the fourth quarter as well.

The cancer cells have already entered infringed upon the second and third quarters.

In this situation the remaining liver counts will become too low.

If by operating, there's only a small possibility that you'll live.

That's why we came to find you Doctor!

Please save my wife Doctor!

We'll have to give her a check up.

The kid is already asleep. Can't we do it another time?

I think the kid was very tired yesterday evening.

Alright then.

Also, it's a 3pm opening so come out around 2pm.

Doctor, that day I have a lot to do. I have to go back home as well.

Who said you couldn't go? Just go after you've watched the film.

I'm sorry but why don't you go with Dr. Lee Mi Na.

I'm sorry.

Hey Bong Dal Hee!

Don't you know why I'm doing this?

Are you doing this because you don't know?

Aren't I asking you out on a date now?

Why should I go with Lee Mi Na?

Right now you're not seeing Lee Gun Wook anymore are you?

Are you coming to see the film or not?

I'm sorry.

I only want to concentrate on my studies.

I don't want to do anything else besides that.

Alright.

That's good, work hard on it.

Sunbae, it's me Moon Kyung.

That's why I say, why are you so busy?

Sunbae.

About the Jeju Island Hospital last time, is it alright to go now?

Yeah. It's for Seung Min's health as well. I want to stay there for a few years.

Please help me ask around.

Thank you, I'll talk to you soon.

I'm leaving the hospital.

I'm contacting Jeju Island Hospital.

Why all of a sudden?

I just want to.

The movie star Oh Jung Min came to the hospital right?

It's been spread all over the hospital.

You saw him at the lobby.

You remember?

Of course I do.

I saw him 8 years ago and he was still waiting for Dr. Jo.

Did he come to look for you?

You're right.

He came to the hospital because he wanted to see me.

He wants to make a fresh start with me.

Then go ahead.

Why are you going to Jeju Island?

Is that person Seung Min's dad?

Is he not?

He's not.

Seung Min's dad is Lee Gun Wook.

Are you angry? I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked.

No, I'm not angry.

It's just, I still can't bring myself to leave Lee Gun Wook.

Right now besides Lee Gun Wook, I can't see any other man.

It's not that I want to do anything.

It's just giving him respect and I don't want to see other men.

I still really care about that person.

It's really funny.

Dr. Lee always used to say this, love is loyalty.

Even though he is good looking but when he talks, he says these old fashioned words.

I still want to guard that loyalty.

Right now, I still don't want to forget about Lee Gun Wook.

Are you alright? You must have been scared.

It's alright.

Are you alright?

Ahjussi, are you alright? You're seriously injured!

- Look after the kid for me. - Yes.

- He had quite a scare. - Yes.

Ahjussi, come to your senses!

Please move!

Please move, I'm a doctor.

We have to get the driver out now!

Please lay this on the ground.

Please help me.

Lift his legs up.

Who has a handkerchief on them?

Who has a handkerchief on them?

- Here. - Please hold it there.

Someone call an ambulance!

- It's CPR, hurry up and take him inside the hospital. - Yes.

Go and open the emergency room door.

- Park Jae Bum. - Yes?

Look after the kid.

Come over here.

- 218. - Clear.

Shock.

- 228. - Clear.

Ready.

Clear.

Shock!

Try again.

Shock!

That's enough.

There's already been a rupture in one side, it's a brain stem herniation so we need to operate right away.

Yes.

The kid is alright but..

Doctor, are you injured?

It feels like a rib has broken.

It seems like the seventh or eighth one.

Then let's go and do a scan.

It's gone to the ninth one.

It could be a diaphragmatic herniation so go and get a CT done.

How could it be a diaphragmatic herniation?

I just fell while holding the kid.

I heard there was a collision with the bike.

It could be something that we don't know. Three ribs may have been broken.

Hurry and go for the scan then get a defence shot.

Oh what a relief, there's no diaphragmatic herniation.

We just need a thorough check up and then..

How is it?

Is it a diaphragmatic herniation?

- There's no diaphragmatic herniation. - Really?

See, it's alright.

What's wrong?

No.

What? Move.

Hurry.

Why?! Why?!

This is.. Doctor, it's the medication for the rib.

Doctor, you still haven't checked up on the group thoroughly so it's still not very clear right now.

A 3cm nodule has already formed into a lymph node.

It's lung cancer crisis.

Even if it's lung cancer crisis then it can still be cured.

It's not life threatening.

Especially since the situation of lung cancer is very hard to detect but we already know now so..

Park Jae Bum.

I said this before to a patient.

I need to self examine this.

If it's objective then it's a very hard thing to say.

I'm sorry.

That's not what I mean.

I don't have anything to say.

You just need to know about this.

Why aren't you answering me?

Yes.

Alright, you may go.

Hello.

Let's start.

Joo Min Chang, 45 years old, he's had an Ivor Lewis operation.

Before we received permission from the patient, did you tell him about the injury in the larynx?

Yes.

Are you sure about that?

Did you say we can definitely defend the cancer cells in the lymph node,

and would he like to stay for medical treatment?

No, I didn't tell him that part.

Hey pig brain.

That is this operation's main point.

If you didn't say this then what did you say?!

I'm sorry.

Go!

I'll tell the patient myself.

If you do the operation then the cancer cells will be terminated.

If that happens then however careful we are,

the nerve of 1.5 iota of the lymph node will get damaged or it could get broken off.

What will happen we leave that part?

If we leave that part of the cancer cells then you'll have to receive medical treatment.

What do most people do in this case?

- Will it be quicker to just do a lymph operation? - Yes.

So there is the possibility of the larynx nerve getting damaged,

but since you are a tenor singer, I just wanted to tell you this first.

There's a possibility that you may never sing again.

Can you try not to damage the larynx nerve and just remove the cancer cells?

By not damaging the larynx nerve, we can successfully remove the cancer cells.

But we cannot 100% guarantee that.

Alright, I'll think about it.

Ok.

Ahn sunbae!

Kim Hyun Ji.

It's been a while, Sunbae.

It's very nice to see you too Lee Min Woo.

Yes, Sunbae. it's been a while.

You haven't changed one bit.

But what's wrong? Why are you dressed in a patient's clothes?

Because I have gallbladder polyp so I've come for an operation.

If it doesn't get removed then I won't feel good about it. Let's go and get some tea.

But why did you come here? What about your hospital?

According to the rules, having an operation in another hospital will be much more comfortable.

I have to go.

Then what if you go against the rules?

Well the success rate is higher in this hospital and Mom still works here too.

You're still the same.

I read the journal that your Mom produced on the heart.

You read it? Thank you for reading it since you're always so busy.

It was good. The axial pump's effect seemed favorable.

I'm really happy that Sunbae is praising this.

The different types of cardial west were not bad as well.

- I thought that Berlin Heart was great as well. - It's a bit different.

Wouldn't a manual heart be better using a ventricular assist advice?

I guess so.

- Doctor, should we go to the patient.. - Hye Jin will go, you can go back now.

- If you're busy.. - No, no, no, it's been a while.

So let's go and have some coffee.

Honey, are you alright?

Don't touch me. Just remove your hand.

- Oh dear! - Ouch!

What to do, Doctor?

He... may have broken that thing.

Where?

Um.. That thing is broken!

He's so in pain when this is touched.

Oh, how painful this must be.

Ah! This is penile fracture.

See, this must be such intense pain.

This is almost torn off.

Aigoo! Don't be shy.

At this age and you can still love so passionately,

This is to be cherished.

To love so passionately, shouldn't this be something you're proud of?

It's nothing shameful at all.

I respect you, Hyung.

There should be an award for this.

I don't need any award. Just take some measure now to ease the pain, it's killing me.

What a memorable event! How I wish it happens to me for once!

I'll get the urologist immediately. There's no other way, you need an emergency operation.

Please wait for a while, Hyung.

Honey!

You slut!

Save me!

This is a hospital! Please calm down!

You're so famous at this hospital! You're really something, Ahn sunbae.

What have you to be so happy about?

Gosh!

I'm sorry!

What did you just do?

What did you do? It's all spilled.

I'm sorry.

Why aren't you looking where you're going?

I'm sorry. Let me get you another one.

I'm sorry.

It's an Atrial flutter. Prepare midazolam and amiodarone.

Charge line 50.

Charging line 50.

Done.

Clear.

He's alright now.

Mom!

Yes. Here.

I'm sorry. I told you I'll come back but I didn't. Then I give you all these clothes for laundry.

Hey!

Why do you look so terrible?

Your face looks swollen. What's wrong with you face, why is it like this?

Is that so? Do I look ugly?

Hey! Have you been eating and sleeping well?

Why do you look so terrible?

Do I look that bad?

Yes.

My operation schedule... When is the last of it?

For 3 weeks, you have operations that need you.

Then don't extend any further than that.

And that liver operation,

Try to fit in that patient within next week.

If the anaesthesist can make it, weekends are not a problem for me too.

Are you planning to go somewhere?

I'll tell you later.

Then what about the operation for Park Se Joong?

His son called for a liver transplant operation.

He wanted the operation as soon as possible.

Fine. Then he's the last one I'll work on.

Let's go.

Smell it and see.

You can still smell the Klesi, this shows bacteria is still there.

That means there could be a thick bag of it in the abdomen.

If that is not removed, it might develop into sepsis.

Don't forget, when changing the dressing,

You must verify by the smell.

Yes.

Yes.

What is this mass?

It's hemangioma. Or it could be hepatocelluar cellular carcinoma.

If you say hemangioma then it's hemangioma.

If it's hepatocellular cellular carcinoma, that's it. What do you mean, it's "like" it?

What's the difference between the two?

Hepatocelluar cellular carcinoma requires an operation, But hemangioma doesn't.

You know how to deal with them but you don't know the difference?

According to definition analysis,

if two-thirds of them have their CT taken, then the antiseptic solution will remain in the bloodstream.

For hemangioma cases, they won't leave any antiseptic solution.

That way, you'll be able to tell them apart. Understand?

Yes, I'll remember that.

Now this section is easy to tear off, so it's hard to do the tie.

At such a time, don't keep doing the 1st tie, do the 2nd tie.

Then you can keep the tissue well and the operation will be fine.

Try it.

Yes.

Doctor.

What?

You should go and rest.

You haven't rested for the whole week.

Park Jae Bum, who are you to order me to do this or that?

I'm not being arrogant but I still have to say this,

Why aren't you going for tests?

Why aren't you preparing for your operation?

Go and get your operation done.

Doctor!

Once I do the operation or go on treatment,

How long will it be before I can do surgery again?

2 years? 3 years?

Can I even do surgery again?

A surgeon who has to work on sometimes 10 or 15-hour surgery,

There's a chance I might never get to stand at the operating table any more.

If I'm lucky, I won't die.

But my life will be changed forever, right?

So don't stop me from my work, just leave me alone.

I'll persevere in doing operations till the very end when I really can't anymore.

At that time, I'll get the operation done on me.

Yes but you should quickly get the operation...

I'll get it done.

After the operation, I'll return to be with my parents.

You're planning to go back to America?

Yes.

After the operation, while I'm still undergoing treatment,

Who will take care of me?

I'll take care of you.

I'm not just making empty promises.

I will take care of you.

Because of you, I'm laughing for the first time.

Thanks for the thought but don't bother.

I don't have any reason to remain here.

Is my wife here?

And my kid too?

Come in.

Next month, I'll return to the States to visit the association and my parents too.

It'll take 6 months.

What's up?

You haven't been back here that long.

I want to visit the Cancer Center there and to see my parents.

I.. don't like you, you who are not ambitious since you were young.

I had no choice but to give up the post of hospital head.

Shouldn't you be working hard to take on the job instead?

If you leave here again, it won't do.

Continue to gain experiences and build relationships.

You know too that I'm not interested in that.

That's why I don't like what you're doing.

6 months is out of the question, just 3 months.

- Then let me have 3 months. - Oh yes,

Moon Kyung sent in her resignation, did you know?

Today when I met the head of Pediatrics, he told me so.

You didn't know?

Yes.

Dr. Suh is not going to be able to head this hospital too.

Because of the new drug, he has been charged by the medical faculty.

Reporter Kim?

I'm Dr. Suh from Han Gook Hospital.

About the noblesse oblige,

I have something to tell you about the head of surgery at Han Gook Hospital, Dr. Lee Hyun Taek.

I have decided.

Please take away the cancer cells completely.

I've thought about my singing career,

Please do the operation for me.

Yes, I understand.

Prepare for the operation.

Yes.

Doctor, haven't you removed too much of it?

I'm sorry, this is more than I've seen before in the past.

Without going further in this operation, but continue with drug treatment, isn't that better?

The patient has agreed to go through with it so we must do a thorough job.

It's faster to remove the cancer with an operation, there's no better way to achieve a more effective result.

Yes, I'm sorry.

I'm trying my best to be careful. Everyone here should pay full attention as well.

- Yes. - Yes.

The vocal nerves have been removed!

You're awake?

Yes.

I'm sorry.

The cancer cells have spread more than expected.

Inadvertently, your vocal nerves where removed.

I'm sorry.

So, he lost his neck muscles too?

We'll have to see about that but the vocal nerves have been removed.

Doctor.

Go!

I told you to go!

Doctor.

What do you think you're doing?

Do I look funny to you?

Go! I'm not interested in a girl like you.

Go!

Good news! It's Bronchiololalveolar carcinoma. Highest survival rate amongst lung cancers, about 70%.

But even so, it's best to get the operation done quickly.

Yes, thank you.

Highest survival rate...

It's best to get the operation done quickly...

What do you think you're doing?

Do I look funny to you?

Go. I'm not interested in a girl like you.

Go!

It's done. Get ready. What about Dr. Ahn?

He'll be here soon.

It's been hard on you.

I'll check the CT before I leave.

You all my leave first.

Yes.

You've worked hard.

Let's have a look at the CT.

Scalpel.

Kim Hyun Bin. Dr. Han doesn't have any operations today, right?

Yes.

You go and ask Dr. Han to come. Say it's my request and he'll be here in a jiffy.

What do you want?

The impact is quite bad on you?

The invincible Ahn Joong Geun.

You're feeling scared, right?

Otherwise, why would Professor Oh be so anxious?

What do you think you're doing?

So you don't care about the patient on the operating table and just leave?

The invincible Ahn Joong Geun?

What are you doing?

Hey, Lee Gun Wook!

Look at these slides for an upcoming operation.

Didn't you hear me?

I'm not in the mood to talk to you. Get out!

Have a look first.

Take a look, won't you?

Get out!

I told you to look at this so look!

What's so great about you?

So, hasn't it occurred to you that something like this might happen when you're doing operations?

You think you'll never make a mistake in your life?

Who are you? Are you that great?

You made a mistake so admit it.

Then repent, that's all.

So you just run away and wallow over your own relationship problems?

You might as well just save one more.

The words of Confucius, I've understood it.

Now you get out.

A man like you, always despising others' advice.

I don't know why I have to ask you for a favour too.

Listen carefully.

This patient doesn't drink,

He's not old too, about 35 years old now,

He's not done anything wrong and he doesn't have a family with him.

All he has is a bad profession and that is doing surgery.

Everyday, he lives his life without schedules and all he has after that, is exercise, that's all.

It's lung cancer with the highest survival rate.

It's bronchioloalveolar carcinoma.

Yes. That's me.

It's probably too small to revive your pride,

But if it's someone else doing it, I'll be scared.

You'll demonstrate your prowess, right?

I'll sleep for a long time, like a corpse.

What are you saying?

Hey, Lee Gun Wook!

Operate on me in 10 days' time.

And before the operation, you'll have to adhere to the principle of secrecy between patient and doctor.

Especially, not to reveal anything to my Uncle and Dr. Jo.

Hey!

Hey, Lee Gun Wook!

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Dr. Lee's going to America for sabbatical.

Why didn't you tell me earlier?

He didn't even take care of himself, just doing operations every day.

It's not like I need that much notice.

I was fine being second.

Lee Gun Wook didn't want me to tell you about this but I should still let you know.

Doctor, if there's a movie you'd like to watch,

Didn't you say you wanted to concentrate on your thesis?

I'll make time for it.

Forget it.

It'll go well, Doctor. I'm not worried about anything.

Let's start.

Do you like Dr. Ahn?

I mean it, you two are very compatible.

I don't know about anything, yet I'm going about things so gamely. Is that alright?