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♫ Never wished to get into dispute, ♫

♫ But things never go my way ♫

♫ The flower in my heart has wilted ♫

♫ And I can never turn back time ♫

♫ Memories come and go, ♫

♫ But nothing hurts my heart of steel ♫

♫ I only hope that I have no regrets ♫

♫ And to drift away with the flowers ♫

♫ A bottle of wine, a body covered in dirt ♫

♫ Memories come back and forth, still I have no regrets ♫

♫ A story of life and death, ♫

♫ Vanity and conflicts ♫

♫ Let's get drunk again when the flowers bloom ♫

♫ I hope these memories never fade ♫

♫ Let's get drunk again when the flowers bloom ♫

♫ I hope these memories never fade ♫

♫ As I taste the remains of the wine again ♫

♫ The memory of life and death is carved deep in my heart ♫

♫ As I taste the remains of the wine again ♫

"Ashes of Love"

EPISODE 62

Fine, fine.

As a fruit,

I'll not argue with birds like you.

Phoenix,

I love you.

♫ How I wish I could wash away the vanity, wipe away all the dirt ♫

♫ I'd have another drink with you and talk until I'm drunk with you ♫

♫ Never wished to get into dispute ♫

Now that you are gone,

is there any reason for me to live alone in the world?

♫ Memories come and go, but nothing hurts my heart of steel ♫

♫ I only hope that I have no regrets and to drift away with the flowers ♫

♫ A bottle of wine, a body covered in dirt ♫

♫ Memories come back and forth, still I have no regrets ♫

♫ A story of life and death, vanity and conflicts ♫

♫ Let's get drunk again when the flowers bloom ♫

I'm Jinmi.

If you marry me in the future,

you may need to suffer some grievances.

Will you mind it?

I won't.

IMPERIAL DECREE OF MY SINS

Can we go back to the past?

No, we can't.

Perhaps,

we can make a fresh start.

♫ Memories come and go, but nothing hurts my heart of steel ♫

♫ I only hope that I have no regrets, and drift away with the flowers ♫

♫ A bottle of wine, a body covered in dirt ♫

♫ Memories come back and forth, still I have no regrets ♫

♫ The memory of life and death is carved deep in my heart ♫

♫ As I taste the remains of the wine again ♫

♫ I hope these memories never fade ♫

♫ Let's get drunk again when the flowers bloom ♫

Jinmi.

♫ I hope these memories never fade ♫

♫ As I taste the remains of the wine again ♫

♫ A bottle of wine, a body covered in dirt ♫

♫ Memories come back and forth, still I have no regrets ♫

SATANS' PALACE

♫ Memories come back and forth, still I have no regrets ♫

♫ The memory of life and death is carved deep in my heart ♫

♫ As I taste the remains of the wine again ♫

Ever since Jinmi has gone,

he's been like this.

He doesn't say a word, and looks neither like an immortal nor a demon,

just drowning his sorrows all day.

Xufeng, the Great Floral Fairy has come to see you.

I'm the one who should be blamed for Jinmi's death.

I'm sorry for her.

I'm sorry for the Floral Realm too.

Don't say that, just get up.

Come on.

When the Former Floral Immortal gave birth to Jinmi,

she entrusted her to us.

We didn't take good care of her.

As for who should be blamed,

we should be the ones to bear the unpardonable sin.

I'm the one who killed Jinmi.

It's all my fault.

These days,

I've thought many things about Jinmi.

Since the love doom is unavoidable,

there are a few things I should let you know.

Love doom?

I'm listening.

In the last days, the former Floral Immortal

predicted that Jinmi would have to go through

a love doom within ten thousand years

that may be life threatening.

So Jinmi took the Yun Elixir at birth

to cut off her love.

At the night of Runyu's mutiny,

she spat the Yun Elixir out after killing you by mistake.

I remember clearly

that when I was at death's door,

you said a word to me.

"Never."

I still hold it as sacred

and keep it in mind.

That's because I ate the Yun Elixir.

I cut off my feelings of love since I was born.

I didn't know what love was at that time.

The Yun Elixir?

It is true.

The Former Floral Immortal intended

to protect her from the suffering of love and affection,

but didn't think this love doom

couldn't be avoided in the end.

So I'm the love doom of Jinmi.

I let her be bothered by love and hurt by affection,

and finally fall into infinity.

I only thought she was cold-blooded.

It turns out she was affectionate but didn't realize it.

She didn't know that at all.

And I also never tried to know her.

I failed her.

In the past, I abided by the teachings of the Former Floral Immortal

and blindly stood in the way between you and Jinmi.

I've come to understand it over these years.

You and Jinmi really have a transcendent and rare predestined relationship.

Your affection is deep and strong.

Now if I want to save the situation,

I can only put my hope in you.

You mean there's a hope to save Jinmi?

What's your idea, Great Floral Fairy? I'm willing to do anything it takes.

It's just a glimmer of hope.

The former Water Immortal told me one thing when he was alive.

He had taken Jinmi to see the Xuan Ling Lord Doumu,

who then predicted what happened today.

She also gave incense ashes to protect Jinmi.

Perhaps, she knows the way to revive Jinmi.

I beg you

to remove the Garan Seal for my daughter.

She is dying.

There is no difference

if you unlock the Garan Seal.

May the incense ashes help you go through the doom.

That's great. It's always good to have another way out.

Great.

I'll go and see the Lord Doumu immediately.

My respects, Lord Doumu.

You don't have to beg.

If you can do it, you don't need to beg to accomplish it.

If you can't,

you'll fail even if you beg thousands of times.

I know that.

The consequences I caused myself

shall be taken by myself.

But,

I can't let go of it.

She is stuck in my mind.

I am always thinking

it would be good to have another glance of her.

Even...

hearing a word from her would be fine.

You also know that a glance or a word

can't remove your sorrow.

Even ten thousand glances and ten thousand words

will not satisfy you.

The destiny is preordained by Heaven.

Since you received such a result, there must be a cause for it.

You can't go against the way of Heaven. Why do you insist like this?

These days,

although I know she is dead,

I don't know why

I always feel that she is right by my side.

I have no other demands today,

but please give me some suggestions.

She may be not living

but she may be not dead, either.

In the Heavenly Realm, Human Realm and Demon Realm,

there are different manifestations of all living creatures.

Love, hatred, sadness and misery,

are just wild fancy and a delusion.

It's within your sight.

What you see with your eyes is what you see in your mind.

What you see is exactly what she sees,

and what she sees is exactly what you see.

I don't quite understand.

Is there a slim chance of survival for Jinmi?

You two meet and break up again and again, and your fate begins and ends.

Destiny has been preordained.

In this world,

you miss each other but can't see each other.

You love each other but can't be together.

The fate has ended but you still hold together.

The fate is extinguished but you're not apart.

That is destiny.

Where can I find Jinmi's primordial spirit?

If you can't attain enlightenment, the door of your wisdom won't open.

If you can, the door of your wisdom will open.

Thank you for your suggestion.

Here is the letter from Xufeng.

Lord Doumu thinks that some primordial spirit of Jinmi

still survives in the world.

He has set out to find it.

Go tell the other chiefs that we'll retreat

and use all the forces of the Floral Realm to look for it.

I'll go immediately.

All flowers and trees in the six realms, listen to my order now.

You should try your best to search for Jinmi's primordial spirit from now on.

Once Jinmi's primordial spirit is found,

we should open the Time Gallery,

trying everything to save Jinmi.

Jinmi.

Where are you?

You can't ask where her soul is,

and the way to the netherworld is long and deep.

Great.

Why do you say it's great?

She got away and attained great peace.

You're not her,

how do you know she attained great peace?

With her own power,

she suppressed the war between the Heavenly and Demon Realms.

Don't you think it is a great wisdom and great peace?

You're right.

She was the most intelligent.

But when she was alive,

I never praised her.

The tables are turned.

She searched for you that year,

and now you are looking for her.

Why do you always have to leave your eternal regrets

in the Wangchuan River with endless sorrow and misery?

Phoenix.

Phoenix.

Phoenix! Please turn around and take a look at me, Phoenix!

Phoenix. Phoenix!

Jinmi.

Where are you?

♫ Never wished to get into dispute, ♫

♫ But things never go my way ♫

♫ The flower in my heart has wilted and I can never turn back time ♫

♫ How I wish I could wash away the vanity, ♫

♫ Wipe away all the dirt ♫

♫ I'd have another drink with you and talk until I'm drunk with you ♫

Jinmi.

Jinmi.

Jinmi.

Don't go.

Jinmi. Jinmi.

Jinmi.

Jinmi.

Jinmi.

Jinmi! Don't go.

Don't go.

Don't go.

♫ Memories come back and forth, still I have no regrets ♫

♫ A story of life and death, vanity and conflicts ♫

♫ Let's get drunk again when the flowers bloom ♫

Xufeng, have you thought clearly?

I've made up my mind that I'm going to find Jinmi.

I entrust the Demon Realm to you.

When you find Jinmi, I'll return the Demon Realm intact to you.

There's no need.

There's nothing

more important than her.

My respect, My Lord.

♫ A body covered in dirt ♫

♫ Memories come back and forth, still I have no regrets ♫

Destiny is preordained by Heaven.

Since you received such result, there must be a cause for it.

What you see with your eyes is what you see in your mind.

What you see is exactly what she sees,

and what she sees is exactly what you see.

Jinmi.

Jinmi.

I'll take you to see the Aurora in the Demon Realm,

experience the glittering lights in the Human Realm,

feel the beauty of the four seasons in the Floral Realm,

and taste all the fine food in the six realms.

Jinmi.

I don't believe you're still willing to leave me and the world.

In this world, you miss each other but can't see each other.

The fate has ended but you still hold together.

The fate is extinguished but you're not apart.

♫ I hope these memories never fade ♫

♫ Let's get drunk again when the flowers bloom ♫

♫ I hope these memories never fade ♫

♫ As I taste the remains of the wine again ♫

♫ A bottle of wine, a body covered in dirt ♫

♫ Memories come back and forth, still I have no regrets ♫

♫ A story of life and death, vanity and conflicts ♫

♫ Let's get drunk again when the flowers bloom ♫

♫ A bottle of wine ♫

Jinmi.

If time could turn backwards,

I'd rather not see you,

not miss you,

not love you,

and not fail you.

I only hope

you're safe and sound in this world.

♫ The memory of life and death is carved deep in my heart ♫

♫ As I taste the remains of the wine again ♫

But you...

Where are you in the end?

Jinmi.

Do you remember the place we declared our love?

Life in the mountains is easy,

while the prosperous world has gone through thousands of years.

At that time,

both you and I were mortal.

We were carefree,

and we felt the pleasure, anger, sorrow and joy.

We had no Yun Elixir and misunderstanding,

nor hatred.

But we had the beautiful days we spent together,

and the most sincere feelings we shared together.

I miss those days very much.

I am thinking that when you come back,

we'll live as a mortal couple

that we'll help and love each other,

and grow old together.

Okay?

I'll be waiting for you right here.

Waiting for you to come back.

Your Highness!

I've already joined the Demon Realm.

I have nothing to do with the Heavenly Realm anymore.

Your Highness! I can't afford it.

Your Highness, we come here today

to bother your Highness.

That's because we have important things to discuss with you.

The Heavenly Realm and the Demon Realm are at daggers drawn.

We'll only have a disagreeable conversation.

There is no need to discuss it.

I heard that your Highness has resigned as the Demon Lord.

This time, we come to beg you

to return to the Heavenly Realm and take over the reins.

Isn't there a person in charge in the Heavenly Realm?

His Majesty practiced the forbidden technique

and started the war between the Heavenly and Demon realms.

He doesn't deserve the position.

I'm afraid there'll be a disaster.

Days ago, his Majesty announced his own sins through an edict.

We would like to support your Highness as the Lord.

And I hope your Highness will bury the hatchet

and put the Heavenly Realm on the right course.

XUANJI PALACE

Your Highness.

Your Highness!

You came at just the right time. Come on. Do it.

Kill it.

Kill it!

Your Highness!

Your Highness. Don't do it!

He's locked himself up. He won't hurt anybody else!

Your Highness, I beg you!

He's got nothing now!

Kill it now!

If you want to make his Majesty

to be a walking dead body,

you just stop me.

Your Majesty!

Your Majesty.

Your Majesty!

How much more room do you have left to maneuver?

Your Highness, I beg you.

Spare His Majesty, I beg you.

You asked Grand Supreme Lord Lao to see me.

You let them overthrow our father at that time.

And today you let them overthrow you again.

Where exactly are you going to put yourself?

What do you think they should do now?

In my lifetime,

I hate betrayal most.

Have you ever thought that

if the Heavenly Emperor changes, the courtiers will change too?

What do you want me to do with this bunch of betrayers?

You won't.

From beginning to end,

it was all my fault.

The immortals were not involved in it.

By now,

do you still think that everybody is your pawn

controlled by you and manipulated by you?

What do you think the Heavenly Emperor's throne is?

It's not something to usurp and abandon as you wish.

You've endured hardships for thousands of years to accomplish your ambition.

After you have taken your revenge

and enjoyed yourself enough as the Heavenly Emperor,

you want to walk away.

In the world,

how could there be such a good deal?

Kuanglu, you can leave now.

I stole what was entrusted to my care,

practiced the forbidden technique secretly,

started a war

and plunged the people into an abyss of misery.

I violated the law of the Heavenly Realm.

And now...

someone should stand up

to initiate the useful and do away with the harmful.

You're fire and I'm water. We are incompatible.

But we're both sons of our father.

If you stand up and bring order out of chaos,

that would be the best.

You've always led an honest and clean life,

you don't even care about eternal infamy now?

I've lived a solitary life.

My body and my primordial spirit will extinguish.

The undeserved reputation, power and position

are merely as transient as a fleeting cloud to me.

How do I fear infamy after death?

What I thought and schemed in the past

was just to seek justice and take revenge.

As for killing our father and usurping the throne

and imprisoning the Heavenly Empress,

I have no regrets.

All that I said is just personal hatred.

I can't ruin the Heavenly Realm.

The public office can't serve personal interests.

Right now,

it's time to make things right again.

You're talented and outstanding, but you're also forthright.

You've made a lot of enemies in the Heavenly Realm.

Overthrow my tyranny and kill me.

It will be a meritorious deed.

After that,

you can choose the able and virtuous immortals to establish your court

and support you to ascend the throne.

This would be what happens without extra effort,

and it can also help the situation in the Heavenly Realm to become stable.

That year,

our father granted me the Red Clouds Sword

to kill Qiongqi,

not for fratricidal fighting.

I was blinded by my obsession and hatred

and made irreparable mistakes.

Whatever punishment I should take,

I'll be willing to accept it.

Xufeng,

this is a chance for you.

You shouldn't be soft-hearted.

You've been calculating and racked your brain in scheming all your life.

What are you doing that for?

Do you have nothing else on your mind?

I also loved.

Xufeng, I also loved.

It's just that...

my love was too humble.

I always worried about personal gains and losses.

I wished, but I couldn't have it.

One day,

it cooled down suddenly,

leaving only hatred and jealousy

and the will to win.

In the end...

In the end...

My heart is distorted so much that I disgust myself.

Throughout my life,

I could never escape

the destiny of being despised.

Looking back,

what I have left behind is a big mess.

It is enough.

And I'm tired.

Do you think I will be grateful to you?

I told you early on that

from beginning to end,

I have no intention of competing with you.

From beginning to end,

what I care about in my mind

is only Jinmi.

Ironically,

I also only have Jinmi in my heart.

I don't need you to be grateful.

It's all my fault.

The Yun Elixir in her body

was restored by me.

What did you say?

At that time, when you two experienced hardships in the mortal world,

the Yun Elixir in her body cracked.

She fell deeply in love with you,

and you didn't know it at all.

However, I saw it clearly.

She always wanted to be with you,

and tried to break off the engagement with me.

I knew I had no hope.

But every time I saw her worry about you,

my mind was disturbed.

Seeing the date of the wedding approaching,

I preferred her to not love anymore in her lifetime,

and to tie her to me.

In the end...

In the end, I hurt both of you,

making it beyond redemption.

So...

so her heart had never changed.

Why didn't you tell me earlier?

Why do you say it now?

I once thought

we were well-matched.

As long as we kept our dignity

and our standpoint,

we could just hold on

in a stalemate like this.

One day, one of us would finally be the winner.

Only today, do I discover

I was wrong.

We were both wrong.

I got the beginning wrong,

and you got the ending wrong.

We missed too many things.

If...

I met her first,

the outcome might have been totally different.

You didn't miss it.

You did it wrong.

Haven't you even

seen it until today?

At all times,

there's no triumph or defeat.

It's just about scheming,

which is a great taboo for love.

From beginning to end,

you didn't scheme a wrong step.

It's just that I never scheme.

Now that she's gone,

what's the point of saying it?

This was left by Jinmi.

She probably wanted to leave it to you.

At that time, to defeat you,

I pledged in blood with Qiongqi.

So now,

I'm at the bitter end and my time is running out.

The Hairy Feather Jinmi gave you

should have dissolved the effect from the elixir.

♫ My left hand holds the ground, my right hand holds the sky ♫

♫ Lightning bolts erupt out of my palm print and go in ten directions ♫

♫ I quickly turn time into years ♫

♫ In three thousand lifetimes, I've seen it all ♫

♫ My left hand picks flowers, my right hand wields a sword ♫

♫ Between my brows, an entire 10,000 years' of snow has fallen ♫

♫ One teardrop ♫

♫ That is who I am ♫

♫ My left-hand's finger touches the moon, my right hand is selecting Red Threads ♫

♫ To bestow upon you and I, our desired and predestined love ♫

♫ In the moonlight ♫

♫ You and I ♫

♫ My left hand transforms into feathers, my right hand becomes scales ♫

♫ Some of my lives are spent in the clouds, some are in the forests ♫

♫ I'm willing to follow you and become a speck of dust ♫

♫ In order to emerge in this mortal life ♫

♫ My left hands picks you up, my right hand lets go of you ♫

♫ When I clasp my palms together, you are completely drawn back into my heart ♫

♫ So fragrant ♫

♫ You and I, we become inseparable ♫