Original subtitles

Hey. Hey. I had a feeling I find you here.

It's a great day for a ride. Yeah, sure

is. Wanna join me? Oh, thanks. I got

things I have to do, people to see.

Wow. You don't sound any happier about

that than when I saw you and Jake's.

Assuming that look on your face isn't work

related. No. There's a lot going on at

work, but nothing I can't handle. It's the

other thing I have to that I'm dreading.

Still gonna do it? I'm breaking my

engagement to Elizabeth. She's gonna

be hurt and confused, but it's the right

thing to do. Look, when she

starts looking for answers, she's probably

gonna come to you. So I just want to make

sure that you'll be there for her and that

you've man

problem casually under medicated patient

and Dr. Hayes down the air and he's fixing

it himself. Ouch. It's warm with me today.

I think you do.

It's time that you figure out what to do

about Monkey and Nicholas.

Look, I, I, I know that you're hurting

right now, but I trust your instincts.

And if you think that marrying Elizabeth

doesn't. Doesn't, then yes, maybe it is

wise to call off the engagement. But only

if you're sure and only if that's what she

wants. And I tell you, Lucky, she may not

want it. I don't think Elizabeth even

knows what she wants. That's the problem.

I mean, I, I love her

necklace, but something's not right here.

I don't know. I'm really sorry.

Anyway, like I said, she's gonna have

questions. She most likely is gonna turn

to you, figuring that we talked it over.

Since you're not only my brother, but

you're my best friend.

I'm giving you permission to tell

Elizabeth anything I've said.

But just try to make her understand that I

didn't end the engagement because I don't

love her. I did it because I Dr.

Okay. I don't deny that I've been

struggling. And thank you for the talk

yesterday. It really helped. What?

Obviously not enough. What do you mean?

Look, I'm just gonna be honest with you,

okay? Because you gave me great advice

even when I didn't wanna hear it. I was

in denial for a very long time. And not

facing my problems didn't help the

situation. In fact, it made it worse. So

I'm just saying, please don't make the

same mistake that I did. It's too late.

Cause I already made a choice to Cheat on

the man I love, the man I am supposed to

marry. And to make things worse, I picked

his brother to betra.

Normally, I wouldn't ask you to get

involved in my personal life, but if you

could see your way clear to helping

Elizabeth, I would. Yeah. Yeah, of course.

You know, of course I'll do. I'll do

whatever I can. I have no doubt that

she'll be disappointed, though. Not in

you, but in herself.

Putting herself in a position

for you two to have to make a difficult

choice like this. You think I'm doing the

wrong thing?

No. No, I don't. Look, I didn't.

I didn't say anything to you earlier at

Jake's, for whatever reason, but.

But, yeah, I see it, too. I. I see her

struggling since she agreed to remarry

you, but look, I have no. I have no doubt

that she would go through it with you out

of loyalty. Loyalty?

Yeah, man, if it's come to

that, we're better off apart. Lucky, she

loves you. Always. I always will.

I think Elizabeth and I derailed as soon

as I got addicted to drugs and had an

affair with Maxie. I mean,

Elizabeth wants to blame herself for the

affair she had with Jason and lying about

Jake's paternity, but I was the one who

messed the whole thing up first.

I thought we got past it, but Elizabeth is

still haunted, I guess.

Bottom line, she's just. She's not ready

to marry me. And I have to face the

fact that she may never be.

And I love her enough

to let her go.

You know me, Robyn. You know that I am a

capable person and that I have survived a

lot. Not only have I carried on, but I

have made a life for myself and a family.

And I ended up with a man who has healed

my heart. As it should be.

Right. But things aren't always as they

should be. You know, you got thrown a

curve ball with Nicholas. I know. I know.

That's just the thing. And I need you to

know that sex is a really weird thing for

me. My first experience was so brutal that

it shut something down inside of me. And

obviously, I've been with other guys, and

it's been fine and I've enjoyed it, but

there's a part of me that has always been

unavailable, and I rarely initiate.

And honestly, I would be more than happy

to never have it again. Until now.

Nicholas awakened that part in me, and he

brought it to life. And I know this is so

crazy that we're talking about this right

here, because it's Nicholas, and he's my

oldest and dearest friend, and he's my

fiance's brother and Emily's husband. And

I thought. I know that I shouldn't be

doing this, okay? You just keep talking.

Molly, I'm so consumed by him. I can't

stop thinking about him, about his touch.

He kisses me and. And I pray.

I pray every day. Then I will wake up and

it'll all just go away because I just want

to be able to look at Nicholas and not

want to feel him.

Listen, you are a survivor,

and I've always admired how strong you

are. But there's something that we're

not talking about here. You know, it's not

like you can ignore Nicholas and he's

gonna go away for the rest of your life.

He's a part of your life. He's a part of

your family. Unless you

think you should tell Lucky. No.

No, it will kill him. It's gonna

ruin everything. So you and Nicholas,

you're supposed to go on like nothing ever

happened between the two of you?

It can be done because I'll have Lucky.

You see, he's the key. Lucky knows how to

love me back to health. He's done it

before. He'll be able to do it again.