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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:04,940 --> 00:01:05,941 Oh no. 2 00:01:07,276 --> 00:01:09,445 Oh no, did you have a nightmare? 3 00:01:11,781 --> 00:01:12,907 What happened? 4 00:01:13,365 --> 00:01:14,365 Tell me. 5 00:01:21,040 --> 00:01:23,083 No, I'm just thirsty. 6 00:04:16,590 --> 00:04:19,969 ♪ A fire, a tree, a horse ♪ 7 00:04:20,594 --> 00:04:25,391 ♪ And a house, an Indian, of course ♪ 8 00:04:25,808 --> 00:04:30,145 ♪ And a settler, a sleigh, a snowman ♪ 9 00:04:32,439 --> 00:04:35,818 ♪ A cat, a cloud, a moose ♪ 10 00:04:36,443 --> 00:04:41,615 ♪ And a windmill, a blizzard, a caboose ♪ 11 00:04:42,116 --> 00:04:46,787 ♪ A shipyard, a seagull, a sunrise ♪ 12 00:04:47,913 --> 00:04:50,165 ♪ How high would you go ♪ 13 00:04:50,541 --> 00:04:53,919 ♪ If you could, oh, if you could ♪ 14 00:04:55,337 --> 00:04:57,881 ♪ I knew this would be ♪ 15 00:04:58,590 --> 00:05:01,677 ♪ A perfect morning ♪ 16 00:05:02,428 --> 00:05:05,472 ♪ No one is stirring ♪ 17 00:05:06,306 --> 00:05:08,600 ♪ If I were a cat ♪ 18 00:05:08,976 --> 00:05:12,354 ♪ I'd be purring ♪ 19 00:05:15,607 --> 00:05:17,525 It's easier with light, right? 20 00:05:18,986 --> 00:05:21,154 - Sorry, I was finishing up. - Eh. 21 00:05:21,155 --> 00:05:24,866 - I'll get out of your way, Dad. - Hey, look at that. 22 00:05:27,745 --> 00:05:31,874 ♪ To think this all leads to us ♪ 23 00:05:35,377 --> 00:05:39,882 ♪ It's quite beautiful even to think about ♪ 24 00:05:40,966 --> 00:05:43,093 ♪ Even to think a... ♪ 25 00:05:46,055 --> 00:05:47,514 Are you ready for us? 26 00:05:47,973 --> 00:05:50,224 Sure, we're done, we just... 27 00:05:50,225 --> 00:05:52,603 We met early to discuss the air supply. 28 00:05:56,690 --> 00:05:58,150 This looks great. 29 00:06:00,402 --> 00:06:04,698 ♪ To think this all ends with you ♪ 30 00:06:05,491 --> 00:06:07,076 ♪ Only you ♪ 31 00:06:08,702 --> 00:06:10,621 There you are. I was... 32 00:06:11,914 --> 00:06:14,082 ♪ Forgive me, I'm sorry... ♪ 33 00:06:14,083 --> 00:06:17,127 - I was just coming. - ♪ No, don't let me intrude ♪ 34 00:06:17,628 --> 00:06:20,172 ♪ I just thought that you and I... ♪ 35 00:06:20,422 --> 00:06:23,841 ♪ No, no, you're busy, and I'm being rude ♪ 36 00:06:23,842 --> 00:06:28,514 ♪ Maybe we'll find another time later today ♪ 37 00:06:29,431 --> 00:06:32,600 - You wanna have breakfast with your dad? - No, I... 38 00:06:32,601 --> 00:06:34,393 You're swimming with your mom, right? 39 00:06:34,394 --> 00:06:35,978 - Yes. - But first... 40 00:06:35,979 --> 00:06:38,065 show her what you did with the flowers. 41 00:06:38,440 --> 00:06:41,944 ♪ Night-blooming jasmine ♪ 42 00:06:43,403 --> 00:06:45,697 ♪ Why'd you ever... ♪ 43 00:06:47,032 --> 00:06:50,327 ♪ Night-scented orchid ♪ 44 00:06:51,995 --> 00:06:54,331 ♪ How clever ♪ 45 00:06:55,082 --> 00:06:58,377 ♪ And evening primrose ♪ 46 00:06:59,503 --> 00:07:01,755 ♪ I'd have never ♪ 47 00:07:02,005 --> 00:07:06,218 ♪ They all bloom at twilight ♪ 48 00:07:06,552 --> 00:07:10,054 ♪ Here, they bloom forever ♪ 49 00:07:10,055 --> 00:07:13,307 ♪ What a wonderful gift you have given us ♪ 50 00:07:13,308 --> 00:07:14,851 ♪ Flowers in the night ♪ 51 00:07:14,852 --> 00:07:17,646 ♪ Look at us, aren't we a sight? ♪ 52 00:07:18,313 --> 00:07:21,775 ♪ Forever, the strength of our family ♪ 53 00:07:22,401 --> 00:07:25,696 ♪ Together, our future is bright ♪ 54 00:07:27,865 --> 00:07:30,616 - ♪ Shadows grew ♪ - ♪ Shadows grew long ♪ 55 00:07:30,617 --> 00:07:33,411 ♪ Into endless night ♪ 56 00:07:33,412 --> 00:07:37,708 - ♪ Into endless night ♪ - ♪ We fight through the dark ♪ 57 00:07:38,083 --> 00:07:40,168 ♪ And we thrive ♪ 58 00:07:40,169 --> 00:07:43,754 ♪ In our happily ever after ♪ 59 00:07:43,755 --> 00:07:45,506 ♪ Basking in the light ♪ 60 00:07:45,507 --> 00:07:48,092 ♪ We will bask in the morning light ♪ 61 00:07:48,093 --> 00:07:50,094 ♪ Basking in the morning light ♪ 62 00:07:50,095 --> 00:07:52,598 ♪ And these walls will echo with laughter ♪ 63 00:07:53,056 --> 00:07:56,268 ♪ Together, our future is bright ♪ 64 00:07:56,518 --> 00:08:00,856 ♪ What a wonderful gift you have given us ♪ 65 00:08:01,315 --> 00:08:04,526 ♪ A good life with no end in sight ♪ 66 00:08:05,277 --> 00:08:08,739 ♪ Our hope for tomorrow will guide us ♪ 67 00:08:09,323 --> 00:08:12,409 ♪ Together, our future is bright ♪ 68 00:08:41,855 --> 00:08:42,940 28:10! 69 00:08:45,776 --> 00:08:48,779 Isn't that three seconds faster than your record? 70 00:08:51,490 --> 00:08:52,490 Wow! 71 00:08:57,329 --> 00:08:58,580 Oh. 72 00:08:59,665 --> 00:09:00,832 Huh. 73 00:09:01,250 --> 00:09:02,250 Uh... 74 00:09:02,417 --> 00:09:03,752 Isn't it a little...? 75 00:09:07,005 --> 00:09:09,006 I mean, it's a little... 76 00:09:09,007 --> 00:09:10,676 It's too colorful, 77 00:09:11,176 --> 00:09:12,219 isn't it? 78 00:09:13,095 --> 00:09:14,513 I'm sorry. 79 00:09:15,555 --> 00:09:17,224 Well, I was... 80 00:09:18,892 --> 00:09:20,726 I was going to say trashy. 81 00:09:22,062 --> 00:09:24,398 I mean, it's not, but... 82 00:09:26,024 --> 00:09:27,985 it is a little kitschy, isn't it? 83 00:09:28,443 --> 00:09:30,028 - So you like it? - Yeah! 84 00:09:30,237 --> 00:09:32,864 So do you, right? I mean, it's still a masterpiece. 85 00:09:33,073 --> 00:09:34,324 - A trashy one. - Yeah. 86 00:09:35,575 --> 00:09:38,412 I think this is our best spring ever. 87 00:09:39,830 --> 00:09:40,998 Mmm. 88 00:09:42,749 --> 00:09:44,209 Thank you, thank you. 89 00:09:54,678 --> 00:09:56,722 This wall... Is it darker? 90 00:09:58,307 --> 00:09:59,932 Than what? It's the same paint. 91 00:09:59,933 --> 00:10:01,267 It's the contrast. 92 00:10:01,268 --> 00:10:03,144 The tufts of cloud are so bright. 93 00:10:03,145 --> 00:10:05,856 Come on, you've done well for yourself. 94 00:10:06,273 --> 00:10:09,191 - Remember that rathole you had in ballet school? - Oh, my God. 95 00:10:09,192 --> 00:10:11,570 I had to teach you how to piss in the soup pot. 96 00:10:11,945 --> 00:10:13,738 Maybe if I don't stare at it. 97 00:10:13,739 --> 00:10:14,740 Yeah. 98 00:10:15,991 --> 00:10:17,159 It's just... 99 00:10:20,412 --> 00:10:22,747 No, I'm sorry, if there's one thing I've learned, 100 00:10:22,748 --> 00:10:24,416 it's to take details seriously. 101 00:10:25,459 --> 00:10:27,543 - It's very subtle. - But subtle's worse. 102 00:10:27,544 --> 00:10:29,546 Because you're always trying to find it again. 103 00:10:33,592 --> 00:10:36,511 The fire's still raging and you are out of time. 104 00:10:37,846 --> 00:10:40,473 In 90 seconds, there will be nothing left. 105 00:10:40,474 --> 00:10:42,809 87, 86, 106 00:10:43,143 --> 00:10:45,436 85, and she's still breathing. 107 00:10:45,437 --> 00:10:48,939 Get the fire extinguisher first. You must put the fire out first. 108 00:10:48,940 --> 00:10:50,649 And you are down. 109 00:10:50,650 --> 00:10:53,652 No, save your mother. Go, save your mother. 110 00:10:53,653 --> 00:10:55,614 Go on, save her. 111 00:10:55,947 --> 00:10:58,699 - That area's on fire. - I jumped through the flames. 112 00:10:58,700 --> 00:11:01,327 It's an inferno. Now you are on fire. 113 00:11:01,328 --> 00:11:03,288 You need to lie down. Please. 114 00:11:03,830 --> 00:11:05,999 What are you doing? That's empty. 115 00:11:07,042 --> 00:11:12,380 - In 15 seconds, she's gone. - Where are you going? I'm here. 116 00:11:12,381 --> 00:11:15,216 No, you left her. And your dad is on fire. 117 00:11:15,217 --> 00:11:18,220 - No. - That's lights out, Mom. 118 00:11:18,887 --> 00:11:20,097 Lights out here. 119 00:11:24,601 --> 00:11:26,728 - That's of no use. - No, I got him. 120 00:11:26,978 --> 00:11:29,313 - No. - I got him. -Shh, calm down. 121 00:11:29,314 --> 00:11:31,565 - Lights out, Dad. - It's OK. 122 00:11:31,566 --> 00:11:33,902 - Put me down. - Your father is dead. 123 00:11:34,194 --> 00:11:35,694 Look at your mother. 124 00:11:35,695 --> 00:11:37,531 Your mother is dead. 125 00:11:37,989 --> 00:11:39,990 Everyone died. 126 00:11:39,991 --> 00:11:43,160 You failed. Everyone died. 127 00:11:43,161 --> 00:11:45,079 We are all dead. 128 00:12:31,668 --> 00:12:34,962 "I jumped out of bed, thrilled for a new day in the energy business." 129 00:12:34,963 --> 00:12:38,466 "In Indonesia, we were the bread and butter of the nation, 130 00:12:38,467 --> 00:12:40,593 "lifting millions out of poverty and disease." 131 00:12:40,594 --> 00:12:42,095 Ah, it's beautiful. 132 00:12:42,637 --> 00:12:46,307 "So when terrorist rebels blockaded our Matapao refinery, 133 00:12:46,308 --> 00:12:49,810 "I couldn't turn the other cheek. I owed it to those proud people 134 00:12:49,811 --> 00:12:52,146 "to fight back, an eye for an eye. 135 00:12:52,147 --> 00:12:56,318 "I dialed General Edhie and requested air support. My god, did it come! 136 00:12:56,610 --> 00:12:58,444 "Rat-a-tat-tat, spat the machine guns 137 00:12:58,445 --> 00:13:01,780 "as the terrorists' bodies were being ripped into..." 138 00:13:01,781 --> 00:13:02,908 No. 139 00:13:05,202 --> 00:13:08,622 First of all, I condemn the violation of human rights. 140 00:13:09,247 --> 00:13:10,457 No, I know. 141 00:13:10,916 --> 00:13:13,835 - I just... - But is that how you see me? 142 00:13:14,794 --> 00:13:16,087 I... I... 143 00:13:17,088 --> 00:13:18,381 It's what he gave me. 144 00:13:20,175 --> 00:13:22,093 I just gave him all the articles. 145 00:13:22,469 --> 00:13:24,638 That must be what the media... 146 00:13:24,846 --> 00:13:26,932 Hey. Let me see them. 147 00:13:40,278 --> 00:13:42,405 These are lies. 148 00:13:44,616 --> 00:13:48,828 How is my son supposed to write if you don't... 149 00:13:53,333 --> 00:13:55,126 He doesn't know the difference! 150 00:14:03,218 --> 00:14:04,427 It's all... 151 00:14:06,471 --> 00:14:09,432 It's all... blood and violence. 152 00:14:10,016 --> 00:14:11,601 I'll write a different climax. 153 00:14:12,102 --> 00:14:13,144 Uh... 154 00:14:15,397 --> 00:14:16,647 No. 155 00:14:16,648 --> 00:14:17,691 Sorry. 156 00:14:25,615 --> 00:14:27,492 Today was a hard chapter, 157 00:14:30,453 --> 00:14:34,124 but I think he... sees the big picture. 158 00:14:34,332 --> 00:14:35,709 That's wonderful. 159 00:14:37,752 --> 00:14:39,170 I look at him, 160 00:14:39,796 --> 00:14:41,631 the man he's become. 161 00:14:43,341 --> 00:14:45,927 He'll be fine. I know he will. 162 00:14:46,511 --> 00:14:47,929 Yeah. 163 00:15:26,593 --> 00:15:27,927 You can't sleep? 164 00:15:29,679 --> 00:15:31,056 I can't do anything. 165 00:15:43,318 --> 00:15:47,155 When Tom was dying, and you knew you'd end up alone, how did you cope? 166 00:15:49,658 --> 00:15:51,201 I drank. You know that. 167 00:15:53,119 --> 00:15:55,580 But Tom and I had so many good times. 168 00:15:59,918 --> 00:16:01,252 And now I have you. 169 00:16:08,176 --> 00:16:09,844 I see what you're doing. 170 00:16:11,429 --> 00:16:12,847 Just... 171 00:16:13,348 --> 00:16:15,974 Just because there's a little pause before you eat it 172 00:16:15,975 --> 00:16:17,726 doesn't mean people won't notice. 173 00:16:17,727 --> 00:16:20,021 Your mom will notice. 174 00:16:26,111 --> 00:16:27,820 Just don't steal my cigarettes. 175 00:16:31,574 --> 00:16:33,117 How did the joke go? 176 00:16:33,118 --> 00:16:35,369 That Tom told the doctor when he lost his hair 177 00:16:35,370 --> 00:16:36,621 and both were bald? 178 00:16:37,038 --> 00:16:39,081 Oh, you mean, 179 00:16:39,082 --> 00:16:42,335 "Well, Doc, your head's a lot brighter than my future?" 180 00:16:44,546 --> 00:16:46,631 How could the doctor be offended by that? 181 00:16:49,801 --> 00:16:50,969 Doctor, um... 182 00:16:52,429 --> 00:16:53,638 What was his name? 183 00:16:56,975 --> 00:16:58,268 Oh, there were 184 00:16:59,102 --> 00:17:00,812 so many doctors and 185 00:17:01,855 --> 00:17:03,857 treatments... Sometimes I think 186 00:17:04,524 --> 00:17:05,734 that's what killed him. 187 00:17:09,612 --> 00:17:11,531 But he always knew I was there for him. 188 00:17:20,498 --> 00:17:25,462 ♪ A blood-red sun fills the sky ♪ 189 00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:31,176 ♪ Far above me, buzzards fly ♪ 190 00:17:31,885 --> 00:17:34,888 ♪ They watch, they wait ♪ 191 00:17:35,388 --> 00:17:38,558 ♪ Way up high ♪ 192 00:17:40,518 --> 00:17:46,518 ♪ Ma, promise I won't die ♪ 193 00:17:51,321 --> 00:17:56,493 ♪ I will always be with you ♪ 194 00:18:01,581 --> 00:18:07,045 ♪ I will always be with you ♪ 195 00:18:08,046 --> 00:18:12,801 ♪ To hold your hand and stroke your hair ♪ 196 00:18:13,176 --> 00:18:17,222 ♪ So whether skies are dark or fair ♪ 197 00:18:17,639 --> 00:18:22,310 ♪ Just sleep, my child, I'm there ♪ 198 00:18:26,397 --> 00:18:28,858 ♪ The sun is gone ♪ 199 00:18:29,859 --> 00:18:32,403 ♪ It will not rise ♪ 200 00:18:33,279 --> 00:18:38,868 ♪ The poison sea, a last gull cries ♪ 201 00:18:39,619 --> 00:18:45,250 ♪ A dusty storm blows out, then dies ♪ 202 00:18:47,627 --> 00:18:53,627 ♪ Ma, I'm scared to close my eyes ♪ 203 00:18:58,680 --> 00:19:02,100 ♪ Count falling stars ♪ 204 00:19:02,433 --> 00:19:06,145 ♪ Till sleep arrives ♪ 205 00:19:10,775 --> 00:19:13,945 ♪ The last star falls ♪ 206 00:19:14,612 --> 00:19:18,575 ♪ The moon just sighs ♪ 207 00:19:21,828 --> 00:19:26,624 ♪ The sky goes black ♪ 208 00:19:27,542 --> 00:19:32,046 ♪ And heaven dies ♪ 209 00:19:33,256 --> 00:19:36,759 ♪ I'm here, child ♪ 210 00:19:38,052 --> 00:19:43,266 ♪ Close your eyes ♪ 211 00:19:49,230 --> 00:19:55,230 ♪ I will always be with you ♪ 212 00:20:05,204 --> 00:20:10,251 ♪ Everywhere ♪ 213 00:20:28,519 --> 00:20:29,729 Well, well. 214 00:20:29,979 --> 00:20:31,564 A sleepover? 215 00:20:32,273 --> 00:20:34,484 - I guess I wasn't invited? - No, no, you don't. 216 00:20:37,236 --> 00:20:38,738 Tell us about it. 217 00:20:39,155 --> 00:20:42,825 Or did he just come to pee in the bed like in the old days? 218 00:20:43,076 --> 00:20:45,203 What hole did you crawl out of? 219 00:20:50,208 --> 00:20:52,961 He does have quite the ding dong on him, doesn't he? 220 00:20:54,170 --> 00:20:56,381 I'm surprised you have enough room down there, 221 00:20:56,881 --> 00:20:58,508 what with your fallen uterus. 222 00:21:04,555 --> 00:21:07,141 You are pathetic. 223 00:21:10,895 --> 00:21:12,522 Get out. 224 00:21:19,487 --> 00:21:21,322 Alright, come on. 225 00:21:23,241 --> 00:21:25,618 - The sight's broken. - Oh, yeah? 226 00:21:26,119 --> 00:21:27,745 Show him. Go on, show him. 227 00:21:32,750 --> 00:21:34,835 How's a butterball supposed to stop a bullet? 228 00:21:34,836 --> 00:21:35,920 Now, now. 229 00:21:39,632 --> 00:21:41,592 He was a hero that day. 230 00:21:43,803 --> 00:21:45,054 How'd he get that? 231 00:21:46,014 --> 00:21:48,598 When I was little, people came. 232 00:21:48,599 --> 00:21:51,601 And why is that important? 233 00:21:51,602 --> 00:21:53,187 - They can kill us. - Uh-huh. 234 00:21:54,689 --> 00:21:57,608 Sometimes they actually seemed nice. 235 00:21:58,735 --> 00:22:00,528 They were just asking for food. 236 00:22:02,613 --> 00:22:05,282 But it always ended the same way: 237 00:22:05,283 --> 00:22:07,576 They'd try and kill us every time. 238 00:22:07,577 --> 00:22:09,120 I was lucky, though. 239 00:22:09,454 --> 00:22:11,164 The bullet went right through me. 240 00:22:15,168 --> 00:22:16,627 Lucky. 241 00:22:22,508 --> 00:22:24,719 That was the worst day of my life. 242 00:22:26,012 --> 00:22:28,139 Almost losing you. 243 00:22:31,100 --> 00:22:33,269 I remember it like it was yesterday. 244 00:22:48,951 --> 00:22:51,412 And later, maybe we can cut your hair. 245 00:22:56,167 --> 00:22:57,293 What's that? 246 00:23:06,552 --> 00:23:08,012 What is that? 247 00:23:13,643 --> 00:23:15,061 Someone's here. 248 00:23:15,520 --> 00:23:17,688 Come on, seal off the area! 249 00:23:18,439 --> 00:23:21,109 - Get in the car. - Who is it? -Get back in the car! 250 00:23:28,783 --> 00:23:30,118 She's breathing. 251 00:24:00,815 --> 00:24:02,150 How did you find us? 252 00:24:03,025 --> 00:24:04,901 - I saw smoke. - Ah. 253 00:24:06,195 --> 00:24:08,197 Did you pass through Salem? 254 00:24:09,615 --> 00:24:11,575 I mean, there was a town, but... 255 00:24:11,576 --> 00:24:13,369 Right, it's burnt through. 256 00:24:13,578 --> 00:24:14,829 Did you live there? 257 00:24:15,621 --> 00:24:16,747 We live here. 258 00:24:17,790 --> 00:24:18,832 - Yeah. - Hm-hm. 259 00:24:18,833 --> 00:24:20,293 You must be a family. 260 00:24:20,918 --> 00:24:22,295 What about your family? 261 00:24:24,922 --> 00:24:26,174 They're gone. 262 00:24:29,093 --> 00:24:30,511 So you're alone? 263 00:24:31,596 --> 00:24:32,846 Sorry to hear that. 264 00:24:32,847 --> 00:24:34,432 - Were you attacked? - No. 265 00:24:36,100 --> 00:24:38,269 No. There's... There's no one. 266 00:24:39,729 --> 00:24:40,980 There's no one. 267 00:24:42,648 --> 00:24:45,650 After the fire season last summer, we were hungry... 268 00:24:45,651 --> 00:24:47,612 But how long was your family alone? 269 00:24:48,696 --> 00:24:50,489 Three years, but even 270 00:24:51,616 --> 00:24:54,869 before that, months went by with no one. 271 00:24:55,661 --> 00:24:57,413 It just got less and less. 272 00:24:57,705 --> 00:25:00,291 People killing each other off. 273 00:25:00,875 --> 00:25:03,085 Can you just tell us what happened, please? 274 00:25:05,129 --> 00:25:07,256 We had to get out of the burnt area 275 00:25:07,840 --> 00:25:10,635 to find food, but it just went on and on. 276 00:25:10,885 --> 00:25:12,094 And so... 277 00:25:12,511 --> 00:25:14,180 we followed a highway. 278 00:25:14,889 --> 00:25:17,350 There was a river, but the bridge was gone. 279 00:25:19,018 --> 00:25:21,771 So we tried to swim across, but you can't... 280 00:25:25,650 --> 00:25:28,611 - I made it. - That's alright, we understand. 281 00:25:29,987 --> 00:25:31,447 But my mom... 282 00:25:32,490 --> 00:25:33,824 and sister... 283 00:25:36,202 --> 00:25:37,411 then Dad... 284 00:25:37,995 --> 00:25:40,414 - All of them? - I never should've... 285 00:25:41,207 --> 00:25:43,792 - Never should've what? - She told us what happened... 286 00:25:43,793 --> 00:25:45,711 - But how did you keep going? - Enough. 287 00:25:47,755 --> 00:25:49,215 She'll need her strength. 288 00:25:51,842 --> 00:25:53,386 You survived. 289 00:25:55,221 --> 00:25:56,430 That's good. 290 00:25:57,348 --> 00:25:58,348 Right? 291 00:26:00,268 --> 00:26:01,435 Yeah. 292 00:26:07,233 --> 00:26:09,318 Can you see how she got in? 293 00:26:10,361 --> 00:26:11,779 No. 294 00:26:11,988 --> 00:26:14,156 And there's half a mile of rock above us. 295 00:26:14,824 --> 00:26:15,992 We should move her. 296 00:26:17,368 --> 00:26:19,537 It's damp, and it's cold there. 297 00:26:20,705 --> 00:26:21,747 But, uh... 298 00:26:22,290 --> 00:26:24,583 To a spare bedroom or something? 299 00:26:24,917 --> 00:26:26,877 We can't let her stay, can we? 300 00:26:29,130 --> 00:26:30,339 But we can't. 301 00:26:32,967 --> 00:26:34,176 It's been 302 00:26:35,303 --> 00:26:37,220 20 years since someone came. 303 00:26:37,221 --> 00:26:39,598 No, no, no. We said 304 00:26:40,182 --> 00:26:42,434 we have to draw a line somewhere. 305 00:26:42,435 --> 00:26:43,811 We always said that. 306 00:26:44,812 --> 00:26:45,813 Hm-hm. 307 00:26:48,316 --> 00:26:51,693 Well, that was before we knew how long we'd be down here. 308 00:26:51,694 --> 00:26:55,281 But... But we said that about everyone. Everyone! 309 00:26:57,158 --> 00:26:58,701 If we change that now... 310 00:27:00,745 --> 00:27:01,871 She's right. 311 00:27:03,914 --> 00:27:05,665 That's why we have a protocol. 312 00:27:05,666 --> 00:27:07,752 Everything you've built depends on it. 313 00:27:13,966 --> 00:27:15,468 Right. Alright. 314 00:27:17,345 --> 00:27:18,345 Well, 315 00:27:18,721 --> 00:27:20,306 we'll send her away. 316 00:27:35,571 --> 00:27:37,365 "There was nothing. 317 00:27:38,449 --> 00:27:39,950 "We were no one. 318 00:27:40,534 --> 00:27:42,995 "We were less and less and less..." 319 00:27:45,498 --> 00:27:48,000 Lies, trying to trick us into... 320 00:27:48,959 --> 00:27:50,795 Anyway, we're not the Red Cross. 321 00:27:51,921 --> 00:27:54,464 Don't touch me. I'll blow your fucking head off! 322 00:27:55,549 --> 00:27:57,050 ♪ This trip ♪ 323 00:27:57,051 --> 00:28:00,345 ♪ It's just a little bit longer, but ♪ 324 00:28:02,056 --> 00:28:06,227 ♪ If it doesn't kill you, it makes you stronger ♪ 325 00:28:08,562 --> 00:28:11,773 ♪ Don't talk, don't shake or sigh or breathe ♪ 326 00:28:11,774 --> 00:28:14,401 ♪ Don't look back, don't you look at... ♪ 327 00:28:14,402 --> 00:28:16,444 ♪ Don't touch me ♪ 328 00:28:16,445 --> 00:28:19,657 ♪ Don't you ever fucking touch me ♪ 329 00:28:21,367 --> 00:28:23,201 ♪ Your sob stories ♪ 330 00:28:23,202 --> 00:28:25,704 ♪ You think I don't know you're stalling ♪ 331 00:28:28,040 --> 00:28:32,169 ♪ Just don't look down, you'll never know you're falling ♪ 332 00:28:34,505 --> 00:28:37,841 ♪ Our right to life and liberty ♪ 333 00:28:37,842 --> 00:28:40,927 ♪ Our happiness, our property ♪ 334 00:28:40,928 --> 00:28:45,808 ♪ We protect that, we won't let you wreck that ♪ 335 00:28:47,184 --> 00:28:49,687 ♪ Ba da dee, ba da da... ♪ 336 00:29:00,322 --> 00:29:03,325 ♪ Look at me, see how I shine ♪ 337 00:29:03,534 --> 00:29:06,619 ♪ The best comes last in the grand design ♪ 338 00:29:06,620 --> 00:29:11,250 ♪ And I'm unsurpassed, the future's mine alone ♪ 339 00:29:12,460 --> 00:29:17,673 ♪ The shining city on the hill is me alone ♪ 340 00:29:18,048 --> 00:29:19,467 ♪ Alone ♪ 341 00:29:19,717 --> 00:29:24,221 ♪ Who else to light the way but me alone? ♪ 342 00:29:24,763 --> 00:29:26,098 ♪ All alone ♪ 343 00:29:26,390 --> 00:29:30,059 ♪ I am here to keep the dark at bay ♪ 344 00:29:31,729 --> 00:29:33,396 ♪ Oh, God ♪ 345 00:29:33,397 --> 00:29:35,649 ♪ Don't you dare start crying ♪ 346 00:29:38,110 --> 00:29:39,403 ♪ Stay strong ♪ 347 00:29:39,820 --> 00:29:42,448 ♪ And you'll feel like you're flying ♪ 348 00:29:44,783 --> 00:29:47,411 ♪ Nyah nyah nyah nyah... ♪ 349 00:29:50,623 --> 00:29:52,374 ♪ Trouble ♪ 350 00:29:52,625 --> 00:29:56,003 ♪ We don't want any trouble ♪ 351 00:29:56,253 --> 00:29:58,505 But if we meet again ♪ 352 00:29:58,506 --> 00:30:01,634 ♪ On a perfect bright blue summer day ♪ 353 00:30:01,967 --> 00:30:04,929 ♪ There's so much that you and I might say ♪ 354 00:30:05,304 --> 00:30:07,138 ♪ We'd start anew ♪ 355 00:30:07,139 --> 00:30:10,100 ♪ So many questions that I'd like to... ♪ 356 00:30:10,351 --> 00:30:11,727 ♪ But until then ♪ 357 00:30:11,977 --> 00:30:13,811 ♪ Be a cloud on high ♪ 358 00:30:13,812 --> 00:30:16,982 ♪ You're made of air, just drifting by ♪ 359 00:30:17,191 --> 00:30:21,110 ♪ So you don't care when you fade away ♪ 360 00:30:22,947 --> 00:30:24,573 ♪ Alone ♪ 361 00:30:25,783 --> 00:30:29,286 ♪ You disappear without a trace ♪ 362 00:30:29,995 --> 00:30:31,914 ♪ All alone ♪ 363 00:30:34,250 --> 00:30:37,211 ♪ But solitude is bliss ♪ 364 00:30:39,004 --> 00:30:42,299 ♪ Though the night is long ♪ 365 00:30:42,508 --> 00:30:46,262 ♪ The sun will rise ♪ 366 00:30:46,512 --> 00:30:48,931 ♪ Until then ♪ 367 00:30:49,765 --> 00:30:52,935 ♪ Close your eyes ♪ 368 00:31:03,821 --> 00:31:05,906 Here, Mom. The safety's off. 369 00:31:06,532 --> 00:31:08,825 I wish I'd brought one of his other paintings. 370 00:31:08,826 --> 00:31:11,411 This one's always staring at us. What if we move it? 371 00:31:11,412 --> 00:31:13,830 - We'll find a spot later. - You're right. 372 00:31:13,831 --> 00:31:15,415 There's a place for everything. 373 00:31:15,416 --> 00:31:17,500 I'm just a little on edge this morning. 374 00:31:21,297 --> 00:31:22,798 You like them? 375 00:31:23,048 --> 00:31:25,550 You kidding? I've never had new shoes. 376 00:31:25,551 --> 00:31:27,428 Good. I'm so glad. 377 00:32:00,711 --> 00:32:03,046 - Whoa. - I tried. I had no choice. 378 00:32:03,047 --> 00:32:05,007 - Please, I'll die. - It's OK. 379 00:32:05,424 --> 00:32:06,924 - I'll... I'll die. - This way. 380 00:32:06,925 --> 00:32:08,302 - It's OK. - Please. 381 00:32:08,719 --> 00:32:11,179 - Why are you looking at me? - I can't go back out. 382 00:32:11,180 --> 00:32:13,097 - Don't look at me like that. - Please. 383 00:32:13,098 --> 00:32:15,433 - Give me your hands. - You don't understand. 384 00:32:15,434 --> 00:32:18,102 - I'll die. - You'll be fine. 385 00:32:18,103 --> 00:32:19,521 - No, please! - Come on. 386 00:32:19,772 --> 00:32:22,231 - Wait, listen... - Get her, we need... 387 00:32:44,963 --> 00:32:46,798 - Hold her legs. - OK, OK... 388 00:32:46,799 --> 00:32:49,300 - Give me your belt. - No, please. I'll stop. 389 00:32:49,301 --> 00:32:52,011 - I don't want to do this. - Hold her. 390 00:32:52,012 --> 00:32:54,556 - Help me, please. - That's enough. 391 00:32:54,807 --> 00:32:56,600 Look at her. 392 00:32:57,017 --> 00:32:59,143 - Please! - I said that's enough. 393 00:32:59,144 --> 00:33:00,144 Stop. 394 00:33:00,771 --> 00:33:01,896 Now. 395 00:35:17,282 --> 00:35:20,993 It's just a short drive. Three minutes and we're at the dining room. 396 00:35:20,994 --> 00:35:21,994 OK. 397 00:35:23,372 --> 00:35:26,707 We made bouillabaisse and Dover sole. I hope you're hungry. 398 00:35:26,708 --> 00:35:29,920 I am. If I could, I'd eat and eat and... 399 00:35:31,338 --> 00:35:34,633 - keep on eating. - Thank you. I mean... Good. 400 00:35:34,883 --> 00:35:36,009 Or rather... 401 00:35:38,512 --> 00:35:39,680 Oh. 402 00:35:43,183 --> 00:35:45,185 You must be very brave. 403 00:35:46,937 --> 00:35:48,355 What you went through 404 00:35:49,731 --> 00:35:51,108 before you came here. 405 00:35:53,569 --> 00:35:54,569 Hmm. 406 00:35:56,864 --> 00:35:58,991 But you can relax now. 407 00:36:01,159 --> 00:36:02,953 Please... 408 00:36:04,496 --> 00:36:06,414 - It smells delicious. - We'll see. 409 00:36:06,415 --> 00:36:09,251 The sauce kept separating, but I think we just saved it. 410 00:36:14,256 --> 00:36:16,425 We're thrilled you're joining us tonight. 411 00:36:17,509 --> 00:36:18,509 Right? 412 00:36:38,071 --> 00:36:39,197 Is that you? 413 00:36:40,532 --> 00:36:42,367 - Excuse me? - Is that you? 414 00:36:44,953 --> 00:36:47,747 Uh... I was much younger then. 415 00:36:47,748 --> 00:36:48,748 Ah. 416 00:36:49,791 --> 00:36:51,627 - Is that your family? - No. 417 00:36:53,712 --> 00:36:56,006 Yes, my husband's family. 418 00:36:59,551 --> 00:37:03,596 Try it. It has a lot of tannin in it from all the heat and drought. 419 00:37:03,597 --> 00:37:05,557 But that's only good for aging a wine. 420 00:37:07,601 --> 00:37:09,602 FATHER Thank you. 421 00:37:09,603 --> 00:37:10,646 Do you like it? 422 00:37:11,438 --> 00:37:12,439 It's sour. 423 00:37:13,023 --> 00:37:14,483 Uhm, bitter. 424 00:37:15,859 --> 00:37:16,902 Huh. 425 00:37:21,114 --> 00:37:22,324 It really is! 426 00:37:24,868 --> 00:37:26,119 Maybe, if you, uhm, 427 00:37:27,079 --> 00:37:30,165 take a sip and you breathe in as you... 428 00:37:30,540 --> 00:37:31,959 Like this, see? 429 00:37:36,088 --> 00:37:37,296 What does that do? 430 00:37:37,297 --> 00:37:40,091 It lets all the other flavors... 431 00:37:40,092 --> 00:37:42,551 Oh! Oh, dear. 432 00:37:42,552 --> 00:37:44,680 - Sorry. - That's quite alright. 433 00:37:44,930 --> 00:37:47,598 - That didn't help, did it? - That's perfectly alright. 434 00:37:47,599 --> 00:37:48,976 It's still lousy. 435 00:37:55,774 --> 00:37:59,235 One of the world's great chefs. People waited months for a table. 436 00:37:59,236 --> 00:38:01,028 They waited years. 437 00:38:01,029 --> 00:38:02,279 Oh, enough. 438 00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:04,074 But save room for dessert. 439 00:38:05,283 --> 00:38:07,952 I don't know where we'd be without her cakes. 440 00:38:10,247 --> 00:38:11,581 I hope you like it. 441 00:38:25,762 --> 00:38:27,556 So, I think, uh, 442 00:38:28,223 --> 00:38:31,101 this young lady would like to know what we do around here. 443 00:38:31,351 --> 00:38:32,436 Right? 444 00:38:32,853 --> 00:38:34,979 I'm helping Dad write a book. 445 00:38:34,980 --> 00:38:36,606 - Oh. - He's my editor. 446 00:38:36,940 --> 00:38:38,984 I was in the energy business 447 00:38:39,276 --> 00:38:43,030 and I guess I made a difference, so... 448 00:38:43,238 --> 00:38:45,032 it's a way of giving something back. 449 00:38:45,907 --> 00:38:47,826 Hopefully somebody will read it. 450 00:38:49,077 --> 00:38:50,746 Did you show her the living room? 451 00:38:52,581 --> 00:38:54,790 - We walked through. - It's beautiful, right? 452 00:38:54,791 --> 00:38:56,709 - All the art she brought... - Yeah. 453 00:38:56,710 --> 00:38:59,212 You know, she chose each piece so carefully. 454 00:39:00,088 --> 00:39:02,549 From every movement and style. 455 00:39:04,217 --> 00:39:06,762 She's an artist, too. A ballerina. 456 00:39:08,138 --> 00:39:09,598 She danced at the Bolshoi. 457 00:39:09,973 --> 00:39:11,266 I'm sorry? 458 00:39:11,725 --> 00:39:13,643 You're learning piano now. 459 00:39:19,733 --> 00:39:22,026 - What? - I said you're learning piano. 460 00:39:22,027 --> 00:39:24,028 - Oh. Oh... - Don't worry. 461 00:39:24,029 --> 00:39:25,363 Yeah. Is it...? 462 00:39:26,073 --> 00:39:29,033 - Is there something wrong? - Sorry, I didn't hear you. 463 00:39:29,034 --> 00:39:30,368 - That's OK. - Yeah. 464 00:39:32,871 --> 00:39:34,956 She's gonna master it, you'll see. 465 00:39:36,625 --> 00:39:38,251 - You wanna play later? - No. 466 00:39:39,586 --> 00:39:41,378 - No... - Right. 467 00:39:41,379 --> 00:39:44,508 - We swim in the morning to stay fit. - OK. 468 00:39:44,883 --> 00:39:48,427 When Mom was dancing, she had to be in perfect shape, always. 469 00:39:48,428 --> 00:39:49,638 I'm so sorry 470 00:39:49,888 --> 00:39:51,723 about what we put you through. 471 00:39:52,015 --> 00:39:53,058 Oh. 472 00:39:53,433 --> 00:39:54,726 We were scared. 473 00:39:55,185 --> 00:39:56,978 We were just very scared. 474 00:39:57,521 --> 00:39:59,815 I... I hope you can understand that. 475 00:40:00,690 --> 00:40:01,817 - Yeah. - Yeah? 476 00:40:03,777 --> 00:40:06,029 - Scared. - Yeah? -GIRL: Hm-hm. 477 00:40:06,863 --> 00:40:07,948 Thank you. 478 00:40:09,199 --> 00:40:10,325 Yeah. 479 00:40:19,417 --> 00:40:20,417 Hm. 480 00:40:21,461 --> 00:40:22,878 You were born here? 481 00:40:22,879 --> 00:40:24,756 He was. He's very lucky. 482 00:40:27,425 --> 00:40:28,927 Your face was so round. 483 00:40:30,220 --> 00:40:32,555 He was fat. 484 00:40:32,556 --> 00:40:33,849 We called him Bruiser. 485 00:40:37,227 --> 00:40:38,854 - It's nice. - Yeah. 486 00:40:40,397 --> 00:40:42,606 - You had a dog down here? - Yeah. 487 00:40:42,607 --> 00:40:44,693 - Charlie. - God, we miss him. 488 00:40:46,319 --> 00:40:49,823 - What's this? What were you doing? - Food fight. 489 00:40:51,533 --> 00:40:52,868 I forgot that. 490 00:40:54,077 --> 00:40:55,537 We keep all holidays. 491 00:40:56,288 --> 00:40:57,330 Halloween. 492 00:40:57,956 --> 00:40:59,207 Scary faces. 493 00:41:02,627 --> 00:41:04,129 Did no one else make it? 494 00:41:06,089 --> 00:41:07,674 I mean, from your family? 495 00:41:10,719 --> 00:41:12,220 I just ask because... 496 00:41:16,349 --> 00:41:18,100 I know what that's like, to... 497 00:41:18,101 --> 00:41:19,102 Careful. 498 00:41:20,979 --> 00:41:24,523 You can easily cross a line. Some things are private. 499 00:41:24,524 --> 00:41:27,485 - There should be some distance. - It has nothing to do with you! 500 00:41:42,292 --> 00:41:43,501 Look. 501 00:41:44,002 --> 00:41:45,336 Wanna help me? 502 00:41:45,337 --> 00:41:47,339 Your ninth birthday. Remember that? 503 00:41:47,756 --> 00:41:48,964 - I... - That suit? 504 00:41:48,965 --> 00:41:49,965 Oh, yes. 505 00:41:50,884 --> 00:41:52,594 You were having a wonderful time. 506 00:41:54,054 --> 00:41:55,722 You looked so dapper in it. 507 00:41:57,891 --> 00:41:59,476 That's a nice one of you, Mom. 508 00:41:59,851 --> 00:42:01,685 ♪ But my eyes ♪ 509 00:42:01,686 --> 00:42:03,187 ♪ Oh, they shine ♪ 510 00:42:03,188 --> 00:42:05,314 ♪ No, I look old ♪ 511 00:42:05,315 --> 00:42:07,149 ♪ No, you look lovely ♪ 512 00:42:07,150 --> 00:42:08,984 ♪ No, look at my smile ♪ 513 00:42:08,985 --> 00:42:12,863 ♪ Each year you look brighter than the last ♪ 514 00:42:14,366 --> 00:42:15,533 ♪ See? Look! ♪ 515 00:42:16,451 --> 00:42:18,036 ♪ New Year's Eve ♪ 516 00:42:18,453 --> 00:42:20,205 ♪ A few years later ♪ 517 00:42:20,413 --> 00:42:22,164 ♪ Those hats and tiaras ♪ 518 00:42:22,165 --> 00:42:23,625 ♪ It was all your idea, Mom ♪ 519 00:42:23,833 --> 00:42:27,837 ♪ No, but you made them, you and your dad ♪ 520 00:42:28,922 --> 00:42:32,675 ♪ You made this house into a home ♪ 521 00:42:32,676 --> 00:42:35,136 ♪ Look, the two of us ♪ 522 00:42:35,679 --> 00:42:39,140 ♪ Each year brings us closer than the last ♪ 523 00:42:41,476 --> 00:42:43,061 ♪ She smiles ♪ 524 00:42:43,395 --> 00:42:46,063 ♪ The whole room grows bright ♪ 525 00:42:46,064 --> 00:42:48,900 ♪ I did everything right ♪ 526 00:42:49,150 --> 00:42:52,278 ♪ But I'm a deer frozen in fright ♪ 527 00:42:52,279 --> 00:42:53,571 ♪ Flooded by... ♪ 528 00:42:53,780 --> 00:42:55,031 ♪ Dazzled by... ♪ 529 00:42:55,365 --> 00:42:58,033 ♪ Blinded by light ♪ 530 00:42:58,034 --> 00:43:01,579 ♪ Once the world was full of strangers ♪ 531 00:43:02,205 --> 00:43:04,374 ♪ We kept our distance ♪ 532 00:43:05,041 --> 00:43:07,460 ♪ So many dangers ♪ 533 00:43:08,211 --> 00:43:10,672 ♪ We trusted no one ♪ 534 00:43:11,089 --> 00:43:13,425 ♪ Now we have each other ♪ 535 00:43:14,467 --> 00:43:16,343 ♪ Here, we're family ♪ 536 00:43:16,344 --> 00:43:21,766 ♪ So I can be a mother to my child ♪ 537 00:43:22,767 --> 00:43:26,688 ♪ Give him a life worth living ♪ 538 00:43:27,230 --> 00:43:31,192 ♪ If everything should disappear ♪ 539 00:43:32,902 --> 00:43:35,530 ♪ He'll feel my love ♪ 540 00:43:37,615 --> 00:43:39,993 ♪ Love ♪ 541 00:43:41,411 --> 00:43:43,663 ♪ Keep all of this polished ♪ 542 00:43:44,080 --> 00:43:46,791 ♪ Make sure that it shines ♪ 543 00:43:47,334 --> 00:43:51,087 ♪ Each room we clean is a show of our spirit ♪ 544 00:43:51,338 --> 00:43:53,630 ♪ Each stain we ignore ♪ 545 00:43:53,631 --> 00:43:57,551 ♪ Is a sign of surrender ♪ 546 00:43:57,552 --> 00:44:01,305 ♪ But here we all care for each other ♪ 547 00:44:01,306 --> 00:44:03,808 ♪ You'll be happy here ♪ 548 00:44:04,142 --> 00:44:08,146 ♪ Each year brings us closer than the last ♪ 549 00:44:09,606 --> 00:44:11,441 ♪ She smiles ♪ 550 00:44:11,858 --> 00:44:14,235 ♪ The whole room grows bright ♪ 551 00:44:14,486 --> 00:44:17,154 ♪ Everything will be alright ♪ 552 00:44:17,155 --> 00:44:19,948 ♪ I'll do everything right ♪ 553 00:44:19,949 --> 00:44:21,450 ♪ You'll be fine ♪ 554 00:44:21,451 --> 00:44:23,285 ♪ I'll be fine ♪ 555 00:44:23,286 --> 00:44:27,289 ♪ I'm blinded by light ♪ 556 00:44:27,290 --> 00:44:30,710 ♪ Once the world was full of strangers ♪ 557 00:44:31,461 --> 00:44:33,838 ♪ We kept our distance ♪ 558 00:44:34,297 --> 00:44:36,674 ♪ So many dangers ♪ 559 00:44:37,342 --> 00:44:39,844 ♪ We trusted no one ♪ 560 00:44:40,345 --> 00:44:42,555 ♪ Now we have each other ♪ 561 00:44:43,556 --> 00:44:45,683 ♪ Here, we're family ♪ 562 00:44:46,309 --> 00:44:49,520 ♪ I am a mother ♪ 563 00:44:49,521 --> 00:44:51,147 ♪ To my child ♪ 564 00:44:51,523 --> 00:44:54,733 ♪ I'll give and keep on giving my child ♪ 565 00:44:54,734 --> 00:44:57,320 ♪ Flooded by light ♪ 566 00:44:57,737 --> 00:45:02,324 - ♪ A life worth living ♪ - ♪ Basking in light ♪ 567 00:45:02,325 --> 00:45:06,370 ♪ If everything should disappear ♪ 568 00:45:06,371 --> 00:45:09,207 - ♪ Drowning in light ♪ - ♪ He'll feel my love ♪ 569 00:45:10,250 --> 00:45:13,001 ♪ He'll feel my love ♪ 570 00:45:13,002 --> 00:45:16,172 ♪ Drowning in light ♪ 571 00:45:31,896 --> 00:45:33,064 Come on in. 572 00:45:36,359 --> 00:45:38,153 - Are you alright? - Uh... uh... 573 00:45:39,404 --> 00:45:42,282 Nothing to be afraid of. Just a little water. 574 00:45:44,451 --> 00:45:46,035 She's scared, Mom. 575 00:45:46,244 --> 00:45:48,079 - Shouldn't...? - No, she's alright. 576 00:45:49,581 --> 00:45:50,581 Right? 577 00:45:55,378 --> 00:45:56,838 Mom, just... 578 00:45:57,797 --> 00:46:01,551 But this is bad. If one of us can't help in an emergency... 579 00:46:09,142 --> 00:46:10,268 I... 580 00:46:10,602 --> 00:46:11,811 It's alright. 581 00:46:17,567 --> 00:46:18,610 Jump. 582 00:46:18,943 --> 00:46:19,944 Jump. 583 00:46:20,987 --> 00:46:22,446 You little cocksucker. 584 00:46:22,447 --> 00:46:23,823 Fat little shit. 585 00:46:24,240 --> 00:46:26,034 Lemme see your choppers. 586 00:46:26,451 --> 00:46:28,369 Lemme see your pearly white... 587 00:46:30,622 --> 00:46:31,956 Talking to the fish? 588 00:46:33,082 --> 00:46:34,083 No. 589 00:46:36,127 --> 00:46:38,004 - I know it's stupid. - Why? 590 00:46:39,756 --> 00:46:41,382 It's not stupid. 591 00:46:49,140 --> 00:46:50,433 I love to talk. 592 00:46:51,809 --> 00:46:54,562 A real motormouth, yammering away... 593 00:46:56,147 --> 00:46:58,107 My mom used to call me her radio. 594 00:46:58,525 --> 00:47:01,736 'Cause she liked to listen when it got too... 595 00:47:02,779 --> 00:47:04,614 uhm, quiet. 596 00:47:08,952 --> 00:47:10,870 See? That's the Civil War. 597 00:47:11,788 --> 00:47:13,665 And that's the Texas Oil Boom. 598 00:47:15,625 --> 00:47:17,376 It started as home schooling, but 599 00:47:17,377 --> 00:47:19,962 whenever I learn a true gem of history, I add it. 600 00:47:19,963 --> 00:47:22,506 Yeah, I saw you had the moon landing. 601 00:47:22,507 --> 00:47:25,885 - You know about that? - At night we saw satellites, just... 602 00:47:26,135 --> 00:47:27,762 circling the world. 603 00:47:28,346 --> 00:47:30,431 Hard to believe we could put them there. 604 00:47:30,682 --> 00:47:31,849 But we could! 605 00:47:32,058 --> 00:47:33,226 And we did! 606 00:47:33,685 --> 00:47:36,104 "One giant leap for mankind." 607 00:47:36,813 --> 00:47:39,649 Phew! It moves me in a very personal way. 608 00:47:41,526 --> 00:47:44,153 - Here, I'm laying the Pacific Railroad. - Hm-hm. 609 00:47:44,404 --> 00:47:45,613 They were Chinese. 610 00:47:46,364 --> 00:47:47,907 You made them look happy. 611 00:47:49,033 --> 00:47:50,201 But they were. 612 00:47:50,493 --> 00:47:51,953 What they did? 613 00:47:52,829 --> 00:47:56,081 Before, you had to hike through the jungles of Nicaragua 614 00:47:56,082 --> 00:47:57,875 and get malaria or 615 00:47:58,209 --> 00:48:00,295 motion sickness on a boat, but... 616 00:48:00,753 --> 00:48:03,172 you had no choice. Unless you walked. 617 00:48:04,716 --> 00:48:06,134 You don't know? 618 00:48:07,135 --> 00:48:08,803 Thousands of them died. 619 00:48:10,054 --> 00:48:11,598 But they didn't die in vain. 620 00:48:12,432 --> 00:48:14,267 They were really part of something. 621 00:48:17,061 --> 00:48:18,271 I don't know. 622 00:48:19,856 --> 00:48:22,608 I don't know, losing people like that, one after another... 623 00:48:22,609 --> 00:48:24,777 Right, no, I don't... No, I... 624 00:48:25,153 --> 00:48:28,448 I don't mean that... They weren't happy. But yes... 625 00:48:28,781 --> 00:48:30,199 They could be proud. 626 00:48:30,783 --> 00:48:32,784 They were building a country. And that's... 627 00:48:32,785 --> 00:48:35,412 That's the point of all of this: building a country, 628 00:48:35,413 --> 00:48:36,997 creating the moments. 629 00:48:36,998 --> 00:48:39,917 See, there's Ulysses S. Grant. And Grant's Tomb. 630 00:48:41,961 --> 00:48:42,962 Uh... 631 00:48:46,382 --> 00:48:47,508 Would you help me? 632 00:48:48,635 --> 00:48:49,677 I can try. 633 00:48:51,012 --> 00:48:52,388 We can plant trees. 634 00:48:53,097 --> 00:48:55,807 I'll get some more. "Greening the desert," they call it! 635 00:48:55,808 --> 00:48:58,519 Or just making it look more realistic, right? 636 00:48:59,937 --> 00:49:02,315 They're just here in the kitchen. 637 00:49:25,421 --> 00:49:28,049 You'll love these. They're... 638 00:49:29,425 --> 00:49:31,052 What's wrong? 639 00:49:41,104 --> 00:49:45,732 I told them I was going to look for food, but I didn't. 640 00:49:47,944 --> 00:49:51,488 We'd been trying to cross that river for months, and now it was winter. 641 00:49:51,489 --> 00:49:52,824 And Dad was sick. 642 00:49:53,950 --> 00:49:55,159 And I couldn't... 643 00:49:57,286 --> 00:49:58,454 I couldn't... 644 00:50:03,876 --> 00:50:06,170 I crossed without them in the end. 645 00:50:07,797 --> 00:50:09,841 - I know. - No. 646 00:50:10,633 --> 00:50:12,468 No, it's worse. 647 00:50:15,763 --> 00:50:18,473 When I got to the other side, I looked back. 648 00:50:22,019 --> 00:50:24,147 They were calling me, but I couldn't hear. 649 00:50:27,567 --> 00:50:29,360 And the way Dad looked at me... 650 00:50:32,238 --> 00:50:33,823 Then they went into the water. 651 00:50:36,492 --> 00:50:38,286 What could you have done? 652 00:50:38,661 --> 00:50:41,163 - They were dying... - No, that's an excuse. 653 00:50:41,164 --> 00:50:44,166 - They wanted you to live. - They might've lived if I... 654 00:50:44,167 --> 00:50:47,043 No, you can't think like that. You can't. 655 00:50:51,591 --> 00:50:53,342 It's just, there's so much... 656 00:50:54,552 --> 00:50:55,803 food here. 657 00:50:57,555 --> 00:50:59,056 There's so much everything. 658 00:51:00,099 --> 00:51:01,142 Uh... 659 00:51:04,187 --> 00:51:05,980 We faced that, too. 660 00:51:06,856 --> 00:51:07,940 Who to save. 661 00:51:08,649 --> 00:51:09,817 But... 662 00:51:10,401 --> 00:51:12,152 Really, you don't have a choice. 663 00:51:12,153 --> 00:51:13,446 I had a choice. 664 00:51:15,907 --> 00:51:18,409 - I had a choice. - I know, I know... Listen, 665 00:51:18,993 --> 00:51:20,912 I... I can finish this on my own. 666 00:51:23,581 --> 00:51:25,166 I know where everything goes. 667 00:51:30,922 --> 00:51:34,007 "Since the dawn of time, the climate has changed. 668 00:51:34,008 --> 00:51:36,760 "It will keep on changing long after we're gone. 669 00:51:36,761 --> 00:51:38,762 "Any little thing can make it happen, 670 00:51:38,763 --> 00:51:41,139 "from sunspots to the wobbling of the Earth. 671 00:51:41,140 --> 00:51:44,559 "There have been ice ages and ages with no ice at all. 672 00:51:44,560 --> 00:51:49,315 "Things come and go. It's arrogance to think we control the fate of our planet." 673 00:51:51,025 --> 00:51:52,192 Sorry, 674 00:51:52,193 --> 00:51:53,402 can I borrow a book? 675 00:51:55,196 --> 00:51:57,240 Yeah! Sure. 676 00:51:59,075 --> 00:52:00,409 How's it going? 677 00:52:00,993 --> 00:52:02,870 Oh, great. Very good writing. 678 00:52:08,835 --> 00:52:13,089 "We'll never know if our industry contributed to the rising temperatures. 679 00:52:15,007 --> 00:52:17,133 "But without fossil fuels, the human race 680 00:52:17,134 --> 00:52:19,428 "would be languishing in poverty, and..." 681 00:52:20,096 --> 00:52:21,556 Yeah... yeah... 682 00:52:22,098 --> 00:52:23,140 Go on. 683 00:52:24,350 --> 00:52:25,643 Oh. Oh! 684 00:52:26,561 --> 00:52:29,271 You know what? Maybe she has some ideas. 685 00:52:29,272 --> 00:52:30,273 Me? 686 00:52:32,149 --> 00:52:33,442 I mean... 687 00:52:33,734 --> 00:52:35,986 It's your story. You know what it needs. 688 00:52:35,987 --> 00:52:38,072 Right. That's exactly right. 689 00:52:38,781 --> 00:52:41,117 Sorry. Thank you. Hm. 690 00:52:41,659 --> 00:52:42,702 Thank you. 691 00:52:53,838 --> 00:52:55,798 You see? We're on the right track. 692 00:52:58,175 --> 00:53:00,218 Sometimes you're too self-critical. 693 00:53:00,219 --> 00:53:01,262 Yeah. 694 00:53:01,470 --> 00:53:02,555 Who knows? 695 00:53:03,139 --> 00:53:06,183 She might really make a contribution. 696 00:53:09,896 --> 00:53:12,273 - What's wrong? - Uh... Nothing. 697 00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:16,444 Maybe I was a bit short with her yesterday. 698 00:53:17,528 --> 00:53:18,738 Oh. 699 00:53:19,363 --> 00:53:21,866 She was asking about my diorama, but 700 00:53:22,116 --> 00:53:24,118 I wanted to get back to our writing. 701 00:53:26,454 --> 00:53:27,872 I got impatient. 702 00:53:28,873 --> 00:53:30,666 Maybe you should give her something. 703 00:53:32,627 --> 00:53:36,339 To show you appreciate how hard she's trying. 704 00:53:38,049 --> 00:53:39,508 Maybe something special. 705 00:53:49,602 --> 00:53:50,686 I, uhm... 706 00:53:50,978 --> 00:53:52,021 I... uh... 707 00:53:53,356 --> 00:53:54,899 I got you something. 708 00:53:58,903 --> 00:54:00,029 Thank you. 709 00:54:04,700 --> 00:54:06,035 A watch? 710 00:54:14,460 --> 00:54:15,544 It works. 711 00:54:16,045 --> 00:54:17,672 Yeah, of course. 712 00:54:18,214 --> 00:54:21,175 It's one of the most accurate timepieces ever created. 713 00:54:22,843 --> 00:54:24,053 Thank you. 714 00:54:25,972 --> 00:54:30,476 My dad's watch was broken, but he still wore it. 715 00:54:30,977 --> 00:54:33,521 We guessed time, looking at the sky. 716 00:54:34,730 --> 00:54:37,149 Well, this works a lot better than the sky. 717 00:54:37,942 --> 00:54:41,112 Rose gold and ostrich leather. 718 00:54:41,529 --> 00:54:45,491 I... I thought it might help you manage your time better. 719 00:54:46,200 --> 00:54:47,493 My time? 720 00:54:47,952 --> 00:54:50,120 If a man earns half a billion dollars a year, 721 00:54:50,121 --> 00:54:52,790 every second of his time is worth 16 dollars. 722 00:54:54,000 --> 00:54:55,334 I want that. 723 00:54:55,584 --> 00:54:56,919 So should you. 724 00:54:57,294 --> 00:54:58,295 Why? 725 00:55:00,423 --> 00:55:02,758 All that money, look what they did with it. 726 00:55:04,802 --> 00:55:06,512 It's a matter of respect, 727 00:55:06,929 --> 00:55:08,597 not wasting people's time. 728 00:55:09,849 --> 00:55:12,308 - Time is precious. - I know about that. 729 00:55:12,309 --> 00:55:14,395 Then you know the importance of productivity. 730 00:55:16,147 --> 00:55:18,774 - Achieving more in less time. - I know what it means. 731 00:55:20,651 --> 00:55:22,862 It's just, is that what you think? 732 00:55:23,320 --> 00:55:24,989 Or is it from your dad's book? 733 00:55:28,826 --> 00:55:30,493 It's my book, too. 734 00:55:30,494 --> 00:55:31,662 I'm writing it. 735 00:55:32,663 --> 00:55:33,831 When I 736 00:55:34,749 --> 00:55:36,375 walked in, you seemed... 737 00:55:37,793 --> 00:55:39,253 You seemed embarrassed. 738 00:55:39,545 --> 00:55:41,422 No, I wasn't. 739 00:55:42,214 --> 00:55:45,176 We were working on something important and difficult. 740 00:55:47,803 --> 00:55:49,263 It's called being hopeful. 741 00:56:05,362 --> 00:56:08,407 ♪ The seconds ticking past so fast ♪ 742 00:56:10,034 --> 00:56:13,245 ♪ Before you notice them, they're gone ♪ 743 00:56:16,332 --> 00:56:19,418 ♪ Forever ♪ 744 00:56:22,838 --> 00:56:24,923 ♪ But I remember time ♪ 745 00:56:24,924 --> 00:56:29,887 ♪ When moments did not disappear ♪ 746 00:56:36,185 --> 00:56:40,272 ♪ When I closed my eyes ♪ 747 00:56:41,315 --> 00:56:45,986 ♪ A single breath could go on and on ♪ 748 00:56:49,156 --> 00:56:53,202 ♪ Forever ♪ 749 00:56:56,539 --> 00:56:59,625 ♪ So how few breaths we might have left ♪ 750 00:57:01,210 --> 00:57:05,714 ♪ Meant nothing much at all ♪ 751 00:57:19,603 --> 00:57:23,149 ♪ Forever ♪ 752 00:57:47,089 --> 00:57:50,176 ♪ Forever ♪ 753 00:57:53,554 --> 00:57:56,640 ♪ How few breaths we might have left ♪ 754 00:57:59,185 --> 00:58:01,395 ♪ Meant nothing much ♪ 755 00:58:05,065 --> 00:58:07,610 ♪ At all ♪ 756 00:58:14,241 --> 00:58:16,368 You're developing tolerance again. 757 00:58:20,581 --> 00:58:22,208 We'll switch you back to these, 758 00:58:23,042 --> 00:58:24,960 restore some order in there. 759 00:58:25,544 --> 00:58:28,839 And I can combine these with my muscle relaxant? 760 00:58:29,048 --> 00:58:30,549 You'll sleep even better. 761 00:58:31,133 --> 00:58:32,176 And... 762 00:58:35,846 --> 00:58:37,765 will they help with my dreams? 763 00:58:41,810 --> 00:58:42,810 No? 764 00:58:44,647 --> 00:58:45,648 OK. 765 00:58:46,941 --> 00:58:48,567 Because they're getting worse. 766 00:58:51,528 --> 00:58:52,696 And they are... 767 00:58:54,531 --> 00:58:55,574 trash! 768 00:59:03,040 --> 00:59:04,917 Why is my head full of trash? 769 00:59:06,877 --> 00:59:08,420 That's what dreams are. 770 00:59:09,505 --> 00:59:10,631 For everyone. 771 00:59:12,258 --> 00:59:15,176 Things happen during the day, there's no time to think about it. 772 00:59:15,177 --> 00:59:17,638 Your brain files it away. It... 773 00:59:20,641 --> 00:59:21,934 But they... 774 00:59:23,769 --> 00:59:25,562 They'll get you back to sleep. 775 00:59:32,820 --> 00:59:33,988 Thank you. 776 00:59:48,419 --> 00:59:50,254 This is adorable. 777 00:59:51,422 --> 00:59:53,048 How did you make them? 778 00:59:54,341 --> 00:59:55,884 I don't know, I... 779 00:59:59,388 --> 01:00:00,514 Mom... 780 01:00:03,100 --> 01:00:07,229 In the beginning, did you see the people who tried to get in? 781 01:00:07,479 --> 01:00:10,607 No, I was with you. Protecting you. 782 01:00:13,485 --> 01:00:14,862 Before that, then, 783 01:00:15,070 --> 01:00:18,072 when you first came, did you ever consider... 784 01:00:20,576 --> 01:00:23,787 Because there's enough room here, so... 785 01:00:24,163 --> 01:00:26,790 Did you ever consider inviting more people? 786 01:00:27,041 --> 01:00:28,542 Who could we trust? 787 01:00:29,001 --> 01:00:30,627 We had to think about you. 788 01:00:30,836 --> 01:00:32,087 Sorry, right. 789 01:00:32,755 --> 01:00:34,172 I just wondered if... 790 01:00:39,094 --> 01:00:44,058 I just wondered if sometimes you feel sad or... 791 01:00:44,641 --> 01:00:46,518 Who could we trust? 792 01:00:46,810 --> 01:00:47,978 Sorry, right. 793 01:00:51,231 --> 01:00:53,525 - Maybe you feel... - I feel fine. 794 01:00:56,070 --> 01:00:57,863 She is a little insensitive. 795 01:00:58,739 --> 01:01:01,366 Disrespectful. To him, especially. 796 01:01:01,367 --> 01:01:03,994 I'm not sure he feels that way. 797 01:01:04,411 --> 01:01:06,663 You're not? I am. Very. 798 01:01:09,625 --> 01:01:12,503 - It's like she has an agenda. - An agenda? 799 01:01:13,295 --> 01:01:16,298 - An agenda? I don't see what... - You don't see. 800 01:01:19,843 --> 01:01:22,638 Everyone else we could've invited. 801 01:01:26,141 --> 01:01:28,143 You said we had to draw a line. 802 01:01:29,603 --> 01:01:31,354 - Because otherwise... - Yes. 803 01:01:31,355 --> 01:01:33,022 - Yeah. - Otherwise. -Yes. 804 01:01:33,023 --> 01:01:34,149 - Exactly. - Yeah. 805 01:01:34,358 --> 01:01:35,983 And you brought your best friend. 806 01:01:35,984 --> 01:01:37,236 She's family. 807 01:01:39,363 --> 01:01:40,948 Look, I'll talk to her. 808 01:01:43,158 --> 01:01:46,536 I just don't understand why she's here. 809 01:01:46,537 --> 01:01:48,831 Why she's here? What are you saying? 810 01:01:49,248 --> 01:01:50,707 - Well... - She... 811 01:01:52,334 --> 01:01:53,460 She... 812 01:01:55,087 --> 01:01:57,172 She is a stranger. 813 01:02:00,092 --> 01:02:01,427 Our family, 814 01:02:02,177 --> 01:02:03,678 they loved us. 815 01:02:10,269 --> 01:02:14,188 We can tell her, one more strike and you're out. 816 01:02:15,524 --> 01:02:17,066 Something like that, but... 817 01:02:18,569 --> 01:02:20,571 - only if you want that. - No. 818 01:02:23,490 --> 01:02:24,783 I don't want to be the one... 819 01:02:28,036 --> 01:02:31,914 I just think of everyone else we could've brought. 820 01:02:31,915 --> 01:02:33,917 No, alright, if you... 821 01:02:58,275 --> 01:02:59,275 Hm. 822 01:03:01,778 --> 01:03:03,614 - It still hurts, doesn't it? - No. 823 01:03:04,781 --> 01:03:07,909 Sometimes, but I think the antibiotic isn't working. 824 01:03:07,910 --> 01:03:10,161 Oh, so doing my job now, are we? 825 01:03:12,789 --> 01:03:14,458 You need a different antibiotic. 826 01:03:15,584 --> 01:03:17,336 But is it really worth it? 827 01:03:18,462 --> 01:03:21,088 - Will it help? - Sure. But why bother... 828 01:03:21,089 --> 01:03:22,758 if you're leaving us anyway? 829 01:03:23,008 --> 01:03:25,885 There's just no bottom with you. Give her the medicine. 830 01:03:25,886 --> 01:03:27,178 Thank you. 831 01:03:47,658 --> 01:03:49,826 No. It is. It's chipped. 832 01:03:52,454 --> 01:03:54,330 Did you chip the painting? 833 01:03:55,541 --> 01:03:57,751 No. I didn't, really. 834 01:03:58,877 --> 01:04:00,461 Well, why is it chipped? 835 01:04:00,462 --> 01:04:03,422 - It's always been chipped. - Of course it has. 836 01:04:03,423 --> 01:04:04,925 I would've noticed it. 837 01:04:06,009 --> 01:04:08,345 - I know it's subtle. - "Subtle's worse." Yes. 838 01:04:09,429 --> 01:04:11,515 So, are we looking into this? 839 01:04:11,807 --> 01:04:13,183 Because I... 840 01:04:14,518 --> 01:04:16,353 I'll go start on, uhm, the office. 841 01:04:20,607 --> 01:04:23,150 Aren't you trying to be kind? I love that. 842 01:04:23,151 --> 01:04:25,778 - I'm not being kind. - That painting... 843 01:04:25,779 --> 01:04:27,863 - Renoir's hands... - "Twisted with arthritis." 844 01:04:27,864 --> 01:04:29,533 Yeah, but we love that, right? 845 01:04:29,783 --> 01:04:31,450 The look of pain in her eyes, 846 01:04:31,451 --> 01:04:33,745 but still she danced with grace, look. 847 01:04:34,037 --> 01:04:35,789 - I see it. - Do you? 848 01:04:35,998 --> 01:04:38,332 The willingness to sacrifice everything 849 01:04:38,333 --> 01:04:41,253 to make this world just a little bit bearable? 850 01:04:42,337 --> 01:04:44,881 He strapped the brushes to his fingers! 851 01:04:46,508 --> 01:04:48,718 It came off. It was just a bit of plaster. 852 01:04:48,719 --> 01:04:50,470 I... I think it's a myth. 853 01:04:52,848 --> 01:04:57,102 I think it's a myth about strapping brushes to his fingers. 854 01:04:57,477 --> 01:04:59,605 I think his assistants helped him. 855 01:05:03,900 --> 01:05:05,360 You gotta knock it off. 856 01:05:06,278 --> 01:05:07,738 She lives with us. 857 01:05:08,155 --> 01:05:09,990 And you're not doing him a favor, either. 858 01:05:15,704 --> 01:05:17,331 Fucking piece of shit! 859 01:05:17,581 --> 01:05:20,666 Was this piano a gift from when Mom retired from dancing 860 01:05:20,667 --> 01:05:22,585 or when she debuted in Swan Lake? 861 01:05:22,586 --> 01:05:24,087 I don't remember. 862 01:05:26,256 --> 01:05:29,592 She also said the director of the Bolshoi was an admirer 863 01:05:29,593 --> 01:05:32,095 and gave it to her when he first saw her dance. 864 01:05:32,804 --> 01:05:35,806 - You'll have to ask her. - She'll tell me a new story. 865 01:05:35,807 --> 01:05:37,475 Whatever serves her purpose. 866 01:05:41,063 --> 01:05:43,397 She never danced at the Bolshoi. 867 01:05:44,941 --> 01:05:45,941 What? 868 01:05:46,610 --> 01:05:47,736 She was... 869 01:05:48,820 --> 01:05:50,364 an understudy on a tour, 870 01:05:50,781 --> 01:05:52,366 but she never got to perform. 871 01:05:53,241 --> 01:05:54,241 Hm? 872 01:05:54,409 --> 01:05:56,286 Don't tell her that I told you. 873 01:05:57,829 --> 01:05:58,829 No, no. 874 01:06:00,290 --> 01:06:02,709 - Please, promise you won't. - Of course not. 875 01:06:19,685 --> 01:06:21,353 That's good enough, isn't it? 876 01:06:22,437 --> 01:06:23,522 No. 877 01:06:24,064 --> 01:06:26,024 I have to fill the cracks. 878 01:06:26,441 --> 01:06:28,317 But there will be a picture there. 879 01:06:28,318 --> 01:06:31,028 But it should be like silk, your mother says. 880 01:06:31,029 --> 01:06:32,364 It always cracks. 881 01:06:32,614 --> 01:06:35,534 So it feels infinite when you paint it blue. 882 01:06:35,742 --> 01:06:36,993 Like the sky, right? 883 01:06:38,954 --> 01:06:41,123 - But it's just a wall. - Please! 884 01:06:43,417 --> 01:06:45,335 There's nowhere else for me to go. 885 01:06:46,670 --> 01:06:47,838 Nowhere. 886 01:06:49,965 --> 01:06:53,301 I just need 15 minutes 887 01:06:53,885 --> 01:06:55,887 to fill the cracks and I'll be done. 888 01:06:57,431 --> 01:07:00,642 - Do you want me to time it? - No, don't do that. 889 01:07:01,226 --> 01:07:02,853 That was stupid of me. 890 01:07:07,149 --> 01:07:08,775 We would've killed you. 891 01:07:10,819 --> 01:07:11,820 I... 892 01:07:12,320 --> 01:07:13,320 I tried. 893 01:07:15,657 --> 01:07:16,658 But... 894 01:07:20,245 --> 01:07:22,329 You said we always have a choice. 895 01:07:23,331 --> 01:07:25,583 But... I... 896 01:07:30,338 --> 01:07:32,966 ♪ I'll never see the sky ♪ 897 01:07:34,760 --> 01:07:37,137 ♪ I'll never feel the wind ♪ 898 01:07:39,181 --> 01:07:41,349 ♪ I'll never smell the rain ♪ 899 01:07:44,352 --> 01:07:46,730 ♪ I'll never see a tree ♪ 900 01:07:47,522 --> 01:07:49,816 ♪ Shimmer in the heat ♪ 901 01:07:51,443 --> 01:07:53,570 ♪ I'll never see the dust ♪ 902 01:07:54,237 --> 01:07:56,406 ♪ Drift across the plain ♪ 903 01:07:59,618 --> 01:08:04,247 ♪ I'll never feel a storm blowing warm and wet ♪ 904 01:08:05,373 --> 01:08:09,503 ♪ I'll never see the hills dark in silhouette ♪ 905 01:08:14,216 --> 01:08:16,593 ♪ I'll never see the sky ♪ 906 01:08:16,885 --> 01:08:18,970 ♪ Turn from blue to black ♪ 907 01:08:19,429 --> 01:08:22,766 ♪ And I know it can't turn back ♪ 908 01:08:25,101 --> 01:08:26,937 ♪ Don't you see ♪ 909 01:08:27,312 --> 01:08:29,814 ♪ I'll always be too late ♪ 910 01:08:29,815 --> 01:08:31,566 ♪ Even for the twilight ♪ 911 01:08:31,775 --> 01:08:35,194 ♪ Blotting out the dying light, a never-ending night ♪ 912 01:08:35,195 --> 01:08:38,364 ♪ I close my eyes real tight ♪ 913 01:08:38,365 --> 01:08:41,075 ♪ Not one star in my sight ♪ 914 01:08:41,076 --> 01:08:44,119 ♪ I just see salt, dead and white ♪ 915 01:08:44,120 --> 01:08:45,746 ♪ But that's alright ♪ 916 01:08:45,747 --> 01:08:47,749 ♪ You'll be alright ♪ 917 01:08:48,166 --> 01:08:49,960 ♪ Have no fear ♪ 918 01:08:50,418 --> 01:08:53,797 ♪ Just stay strong and hard like stone ♪ 919 01:08:54,798 --> 01:08:56,174 ♪ Like walls ♪ 920 01:08:56,591 --> 01:08:57,967 ♪ Like these walls ♪ 921 01:08:57,968 --> 01:09:00,846 ♪ And live forever ♪ 922 01:09:01,972 --> 01:09:06,142 ♪ Alone forever ♪ 923 01:09:07,310 --> 01:09:11,481 ♪ Too late, I thought the sun has set ♪ 924 01:09:12,691 --> 01:09:14,651 ♪ Maybe not quite yet ♪ 925 01:09:14,901 --> 01:09:16,987 ♪ Not quite yet ♪ 926 01:09:21,741 --> 01:09:25,537 ♪ Clouds catch fire ♪ 927 01:09:25,745 --> 01:09:29,708 ♪ In the last rays of sunlight ♪ 928 01:09:30,959 --> 01:09:34,629 ♪ You can do that too ♪ 929 01:09:35,088 --> 01:09:40,594 - ♪ How can I do that too? ♪ - ♪ And you can shine ♪ 930 01:09:41,595 --> 01:09:45,557 ♪ Like snow in the moonlight ♪ 931 01:09:47,058 --> 01:09:50,687 ♪ Can we, can we do that too? ♪ 932 01:09:51,354 --> 01:09:53,815 ♪ Can we do that too? ♪ 933 01:09:55,692 --> 01:09:59,779 ♪ Can we do that too? ♪ 934 01:11:04,135 --> 01:11:06,929 - A cumulonimbus cloud. - Cumulonimbus? 935 01:11:06,930 --> 01:11:09,640 Yeah. The top reaches the stratosphere, 936 01:11:09,641 --> 01:11:11,017 then it stops. 937 01:11:11,768 --> 01:11:14,104 There's no more water up there, so it stops. 938 01:11:14,813 --> 01:11:16,564 That's... nothing. 939 01:11:17,399 --> 01:11:18,942 I don't know what that is. 940 01:11:20,443 --> 01:11:22,278 Somewhere my parents went. 941 01:11:23,780 --> 01:11:25,532 They don't know I have this. 942 01:11:26,700 --> 01:11:28,075 Are they cities? 943 01:11:30,328 --> 01:11:32,664 - They're, um... - Fires? -They're fires. 944 01:11:33,581 --> 01:11:35,000 They're still burning. 945 01:11:36,501 --> 01:11:39,045 They'll burn for hundreds of years until the oil's gone. 946 01:11:44,843 --> 01:11:46,386 Those people, they're... 947 01:11:47,262 --> 01:11:48,596 They're so angry. 948 01:11:51,349 --> 01:11:52,350 Yeah. 949 01:11:56,479 --> 01:11:58,106 I don't know who those are. 950 01:11:59,733 --> 01:12:00,942 Some... 951 01:12:01,901 --> 01:12:03,862 - That's your mom. - Yeah. 952 01:12:04,654 --> 01:12:05,655 Who's she with? 953 01:12:06,781 --> 01:12:08,408 That's my Aunt Mary. 954 01:12:09,451 --> 01:12:11,369 And that's my grandmother. 955 01:12:13,788 --> 01:12:15,373 That's my Aunt Mary again. 956 01:12:16,124 --> 01:12:17,459 Dressed as a bird... 957 01:12:21,087 --> 01:12:22,672 Why aren't they here? 958 01:12:24,632 --> 01:12:25,842 I don't know. 959 01:12:27,594 --> 01:12:28,928 I don't know. 960 01:12:38,897 --> 01:12:41,149 - It doesn't work. You do it. - You do it. 961 01:12:45,904 --> 01:12:47,946 - Wait! No, no! - No, no! You can't "wait!" 962 01:12:47,947 --> 01:12:49,406 You can't say "wait!" 963 01:12:49,407 --> 01:12:52,034 You just gotta go for it. 964 01:12:52,035 --> 01:12:53,036 No. 965 01:12:53,244 --> 01:12:54,746 ♪ Dum ba dum... ♪ 966 01:12:57,040 --> 01:12:58,041 Oh! 967 01:13:00,668 --> 01:13:01,669 Oh! 968 01:13:01,920 --> 01:13:02,921 Oh! 969 01:13:05,131 --> 01:13:09,010 - This isn't a trap, is it? - One-man marching band. -Huh? What? 970 01:13:12,555 --> 01:13:14,349 Don't just stand there, try! 971 01:13:14,599 --> 01:13:15,974 Do something! 972 01:13:15,975 --> 01:13:17,851 ♪ Cha-cha-cha... ♪ 973 01:13:23,608 --> 01:13:24,609 Oh. 974 01:13:25,110 --> 01:13:26,276 Uh... 975 01:13:28,863 --> 01:13:30,490 No, no, it's OK. 976 01:13:30,782 --> 01:13:32,158 Look, watch. 977 01:13:39,666 --> 01:13:40,917 You never tried that? 978 01:13:41,626 --> 01:13:43,002 You build it up 979 01:13:43,253 --> 01:13:45,213 and let it go to a little music. 980 01:13:45,630 --> 01:13:46,630 Yeah. 981 01:13:47,549 --> 01:13:49,384 Me and my sister used to do that. 982 01:13:51,469 --> 01:13:53,679 - Do it again. Do it again! - Are you crazy? 983 01:13:53,680 --> 01:13:55,056 No, that's dangerous! 984 01:13:56,850 --> 01:13:58,268 Can I say something? 985 01:13:58,768 --> 01:14:01,020 I'm excited about too many things at once. 986 01:14:01,396 --> 01:14:02,813 Seeing you in the morning, 987 01:14:02,814 --> 01:14:04,648 thinking about you when I brush my... 988 01:14:04,649 --> 01:14:07,026 I... I do that. I promise, I... 989 01:14:11,990 --> 01:14:13,950 What if we just left this place? 990 01:14:35,430 --> 01:14:37,557 - They're sweating. - It's OK. 991 01:14:53,531 --> 01:14:55,033 I... I'm sorry. 992 01:14:55,283 --> 01:14:57,202 I know, I... It just happened. 993 01:15:11,007 --> 01:15:12,925 What do you want to know? We... 994 01:15:12,926 --> 01:15:14,344 We have fun. 995 01:15:14,969 --> 01:15:16,136 That's all. 996 01:15:16,137 --> 01:15:17,137 You have fun? 997 01:15:18,056 --> 01:15:20,140 When we're working, we have a good time. 998 01:15:20,141 --> 01:15:21,141 Hm. 999 01:15:22,143 --> 01:15:23,853 And at night? 1000 01:15:24,687 --> 01:15:25,730 No. 1001 01:15:27,357 --> 01:15:28,691 - No. - No? 1002 01:15:29,400 --> 01:15:31,402 No. Just when we're working. 1003 01:15:35,073 --> 01:15:38,243 But you have had sex with her. 1004 01:15:40,703 --> 01:15:43,414 No, what I'm doing is... 1005 01:15:45,833 --> 01:15:47,210 I think I like her. 1006 01:15:48,836 --> 01:15:50,255 I'm sorry, Mom. 1007 01:15:51,172 --> 01:15:52,881 How? How can you know? 1008 01:15:52,882 --> 01:15:55,385 I... I just know. 1009 01:15:55,635 --> 01:15:59,596 But you have no experience. You've never met anybody before. 1010 01:15:59,597 --> 01:16:02,225 I know, but that's what's happening. 1011 01:16:02,642 --> 01:16:05,520 Sometimes when we like somebody, 1012 01:16:07,230 --> 01:16:10,565 they don't like us in exactly the same way. 1013 01:16:10,566 --> 01:16:14,153 Sometimes they just want something from us. 1014 01:16:14,737 --> 01:16:17,115 No. I know how she feels. 1015 01:16:18,199 --> 01:16:19,242 I do. 1016 01:16:20,076 --> 01:16:22,954 If you're so sure of that, then... 1017 01:16:24,747 --> 01:16:26,456 why give her this? 1018 01:16:26,457 --> 01:16:27,834 Oh, dear. 1019 01:16:28,418 --> 01:16:31,128 If you give her something like this, 1020 01:16:31,129 --> 01:16:35,633 you're never going to truly know how she feels about you. 1021 01:16:36,050 --> 01:16:37,676 No, that's not true. 1022 01:16:37,677 --> 01:16:40,847 We give out of love. 1023 01:16:42,140 --> 01:16:44,224 And when we receive, we give love back. 1024 01:16:44,225 --> 01:16:46,018 We say, thank you. I love you. 1025 01:16:46,019 --> 01:16:48,855 But that was stupid of me. She didn't want a watch. 1026 01:16:49,147 --> 01:16:51,064 She was upset and I wouldn't listen. 1027 01:16:51,065 --> 01:16:52,692 She needed someone to listen. 1028 01:16:54,610 --> 01:16:55,737 Mom, I... 1029 01:16:56,946 --> 01:16:58,239 I love her. 1030 01:16:59,407 --> 01:17:00,491 I do. 1031 01:17:01,576 --> 01:17:03,786 It doesn't mean that I don't love you. 1032 01:17:07,415 --> 01:17:08,415 Oh... 1033 01:17:10,752 --> 01:17:12,628 It's alright, isn't it? 1034 01:17:13,087 --> 01:17:14,589 I mean, I know you said... 1035 01:17:15,798 --> 01:17:17,175 I said...? Oh. 1036 01:17:18,426 --> 01:17:20,345 Yeah. Forget all that. 1037 01:17:21,346 --> 01:17:22,680 That's the past. 1038 01:17:23,765 --> 01:17:25,849 No, no! This is stirring. 1039 01:17:25,850 --> 01:17:27,934 - I was folding. - No, you must fold. 1040 01:17:27,935 --> 01:17:29,936 - You "mélange." - "Mélange." 1041 01:17:29,937 --> 01:17:32,022 As I taught you in cooking school. 1042 01:17:32,023 --> 01:17:33,483 A moron. 1043 01:17:34,108 --> 01:17:36,194 Me? "A moron?" 1044 01:17:36,778 --> 01:17:39,363 I taught you everything you know. 1045 01:17:39,364 --> 01:17:41,407 - "Mélange." - "Mélange." 1046 01:17:41,616 --> 01:17:44,785 - A total fucking moron. - "Mélange. Mélange." 1047 01:17:44,786 --> 01:17:47,162 Ah, look what you... 1048 01:17:47,163 --> 01:17:49,456 Whoop! 1049 01:17:49,457 --> 01:17:52,292 Is this how you show respect to your teacher? 1050 01:17:52,293 --> 01:17:53,628 The great chef? 1051 01:17:54,003 --> 01:17:56,671 And you, a cloud on my towering mountain. 1052 01:17:56,672 --> 01:17:58,465 I want to be a cloudy day. 1053 01:17:58,466 --> 01:18:01,343 Ah, well there's plenty of it, so keep on going. 1054 01:18:01,344 --> 01:18:05,098 I will make you the Chamonix, and rain the egg... 1055 01:18:06,641 --> 01:18:08,017 No, keep going. 1056 01:18:09,852 --> 01:18:11,145 Don't stop. 1057 01:18:12,105 --> 01:18:13,314 No! 1058 01:18:15,358 --> 01:18:17,860 I want you to keep going. 1059 01:18:19,987 --> 01:18:21,948 I want you to feel at home. 1060 01:18:22,323 --> 01:18:23,825 This is your home now. 1061 01:18:24,826 --> 01:18:26,411 I do. Thank you. 1062 01:18:33,167 --> 01:18:35,545 And we usually have fruit salad. 1063 01:18:36,129 --> 01:18:37,130 - Oh. - We do. 1064 01:18:37,380 --> 01:18:39,340 We like it, don't we? Yeah. 1065 01:18:39,799 --> 01:18:42,342 It's... There's hardly anything in it. 1066 01:18:42,343 --> 01:18:44,011 Nothing bad for you. It's... 1067 01:18:45,721 --> 01:18:48,682 And sometimes we have it with a poached egg. 1068 01:18:48,683 --> 01:18:50,017 - Yeah. - But no yolk. 1069 01:18:50,643 --> 01:18:52,520 And we enjoy it, don't we? 1070 01:18:53,020 --> 01:18:54,856 Have waffles today, Mom. 1071 01:18:55,231 --> 01:18:57,066 Come on. Live it up. 1072 01:19:01,237 --> 01:19:03,196 No, I think I'll stick with my fruit. 1073 01:19:03,197 --> 01:19:04,866 It's better for me, and... 1074 01:19:06,409 --> 01:19:08,035 No, and I'll enjoy it. 1075 01:19:10,413 --> 01:19:12,247 "To see her dance was to witness 1076 01:19:12,248 --> 01:19:15,251 "an exquisite flower opening her petals to the sunrise. 1077 01:19:15,668 --> 01:19:18,295 "The hushed audience at the Bolshoi was mesmerized. 1078 01:19:18,296 --> 01:19:21,923 "From my perch in the royal box, I decided to make her mine." 1079 01:19:21,924 --> 01:19:23,049 Hm! 1080 01:19:23,050 --> 01:19:24,135 No. 1081 01:19:24,635 --> 01:19:25,802 Why'd you stop? 1082 01:19:25,803 --> 01:19:28,263 - It's... hollow. - Hollow? 1083 01:19:28,264 --> 01:19:30,558 A flower opening to the sunrise? 1084 01:19:31,058 --> 01:19:34,144 But she was a great dancer, incredible. 1085 01:19:34,145 --> 01:19:35,271 Yeah. 1086 01:19:35,688 --> 01:19:38,483 When you went backstage, how did you feel? 1087 01:19:40,401 --> 01:19:42,611 I filled her dressing room with flowers. 1088 01:19:42,612 --> 01:19:45,072 - That's what you wrote. - I know, but... 1089 01:19:46,741 --> 01:19:49,660 Did you ever want to know what she really felt about you? 1090 01:19:49,952 --> 01:19:51,954 But maybe you were scared to ask. 1091 01:19:54,499 --> 01:19:56,250 But then you had to. 1092 01:19:56,501 --> 01:19:57,585 Well... 1093 01:19:59,670 --> 01:20:02,507 I think you're looking for something too abstract. 1094 01:20:03,633 --> 01:20:05,300 It's a form, romance. 1095 01:20:05,301 --> 01:20:08,011 You don't go into endless chitchat. 1096 01:20:08,012 --> 01:20:11,057 The love is in the metaphor 1097 01:20:11,349 --> 01:20:12,600 of a flower. 1098 01:20:13,017 --> 01:20:15,143 Or a beautiful sunset. 1099 01:20:15,144 --> 01:20:17,063 - Maybe some kisses. - But it's not. 1100 01:20:18,523 --> 01:20:19,523 It's not. 1101 01:20:31,953 --> 01:20:32,995 Hmm. 1102 01:20:35,039 --> 01:20:38,500 Well, we'd have an evening here, a dinner there. 1103 01:20:38,501 --> 01:20:40,335 It was a long time ago. 1104 01:20:40,336 --> 01:20:42,128 Maybe it's normal to forget. 1105 01:20:42,129 --> 01:20:43,256 It is. 1106 01:20:44,298 --> 01:20:45,424 It is. 1107 01:20:47,093 --> 01:20:50,012 You get used to each other. The initial passion just 1108 01:20:51,305 --> 01:20:53,099 fades and... 1109 01:20:55,059 --> 01:20:58,395 How can you grow old together if you can't remember how it was? 1110 01:20:58,396 --> 01:20:59,855 Well, that... 1111 01:21:01,065 --> 01:21:02,649 That's not what I... 1112 01:21:05,903 --> 01:21:08,155 What about you, Butterball? 1113 01:21:09,240 --> 01:21:11,200 Would you come down, please? 1114 01:21:12,994 --> 01:21:14,161 I was wondering... 1115 01:21:15,371 --> 01:21:16,789 Have you ever...? 1116 01:21:19,333 --> 01:21:21,460 I mean, you know about me. 1117 01:21:22,503 --> 01:21:23,879 How I am and all. 1118 01:21:24,130 --> 01:21:25,256 Huh. 1119 01:21:25,590 --> 01:21:28,758 - Oh... Don't worry about that. - Really? 1120 01:21:28,759 --> 01:21:29,802 Yeah. 1121 01:21:30,636 --> 01:21:31,971 Well, I did once... 1122 01:21:33,931 --> 01:21:36,892 What I should've done, what could've been nice... 1123 01:21:39,395 --> 01:21:41,314 If only I'd said... 1124 01:21:43,232 --> 01:21:45,067 Or asked him for a cup of coffee. 1125 01:21:47,653 --> 01:21:49,196 That's what people do, you know. 1126 01:21:51,574 --> 01:21:54,785 When I get a charley horse in my leg at night 1127 01:21:55,119 --> 01:21:56,704 and I can't reach it... 1128 01:22:02,418 --> 01:22:03,878 You see? I can't. 1129 01:22:04,629 --> 01:22:05,755 So I... 1130 01:22:06,130 --> 01:22:08,632 I think about that from time to time: 1131 01:22:08,633 --> 01:22:09,967 what would've happened. 1132 01:22:12,470 --> 01:22:13,846 Maybe nothing. 1133 01:22:15,056 --> 01:22:18,142 But maybe he, or someone else 1134 01:22:21,729 --> 01:22:22,897 Anyway. 1135 01:22:25,900 --> 01:22:27,735 I never went in for all that. 1136 01:22:33,991 --> 01:22:35,826 We all have things we wish 1137 01:22:36,827 --> 01:22:37,953 we would've... 1138 01:22:39,872 --> 01:22:41,374 That's why it's so hard. 1139 01:22:43,959 --> 01:22:45,836 That's all I meant: 1140 01:22:47,129 --> 01:22:48,422 being scared to say hello. 1141 01:22:49,340 --> 01:22:50,633 That can work. 1142 01:22:52,301 --> 01:22:57,889 Sure. And when you did, maybe you even had sweaty palms, 1143 01:22:57,890 --> 01:23:00,475 so you were scared to take Mom's hand. 1144 01:23:00,476 --> 01:23:01,936 Sweaty palms? 1145 01:23:02,186 --> 01:23:05,355 Yeah, it's great. Keep going. 1146 01:23:09,610 --> 01:23:11,696 ♪ I'm scared to take her hand ♪ 1147 01:23:12,446 --> 01:23:13,698 Right. 1148 01:23:14,281 --> 01:23:18,244 ♪ Too scared to take her hand ♪ 1149 01:23:18,703 --> 01:23:21,037 ♪ Can't recall a single word ♪ 1150 01:23:21,038 --> 01:23:22,456 Oh, that's good. 1151 01:23:23,040 --> 01:23:27,002 ♪ Too scared to say a single word ♪ 1152 01:23:27,461 --> 01:23:29,713 ♪ Now tell me where you are ♪ 1153 01:23:29,714 --> 01:23:32,006 ♪ Can't remember where I was ♪ 1154 01:23:32,007 --> 01:23:34,175 ♪ Maybe in your car at night ♪ 1155 01:23:34,176 --> 01:23:36,511 ♪ Waiting at a traffic light ♪ 1156 01:23:36,512 --> 01:23:38,431 ♪ Or driving through a storm ♪ 1157 01:23:38,681 --> 01:23:40,558 ♪ Blowing warm and wet ♪ 1158 01:23:40,891 --> 01:23:42,851 ♪ Lightning overhead ♪ 1159 01:23:42,852 --> 01:23:45,478 ♪ Phosphorescent torn-up net ♪ 1160 01:23:45,479 --> 01:23:47,856 ♪ And we're all alone ♪ 1161 01:23:47,857 --> 01:23:49,817 ♪ Dark hills in silhouette ♪ 1162 01:23:50,025 --> 01:23:51,609 ♪ Just the two of us ♪ 1163 01:23:51,610 --> 01:23:56,031 ♪ If only I dared to say hello ♪ 1164 01:23:56,365 --> 01:23:58,576 ♪ To say hello ♪ 1165 01:23:59,034 --> 01:24:01,119 ♪ I reach out and take her hand ♪ 1166 01:24:01,120 --> 01:24:05,082 ♪ I'd wake in the night and not be alone ♪ 1167 01:24:05,708 --> 01:24:07,376 ♪ Not be alone ♪ 1168 01:24:09,795 --> 01:24:12,547 ♪ It's just so beautiful ♪ 1169 01:24:12,548 --> 01:24:15,676 ♪ Even to think about ♪ 1170 01:24:17,553 --> 01:24:20,264 ♪ Even to think about ♪ 1171 01:24:22,016 --> 01:24:24,225 ♪ Even to think about ♪ 1172 01:24:24,226 --> 01:24:26,312 ♪ Clouds catch fire ♪ 1173 01:24:26,771 --> 01:24:31,317 ♪ In the last rays of sunlight ♪ 1174 01:24:32,860 --> 01:24:36,863 ♪ You can do that, too ♪ 1175 01:24:36,864 --> 01:24:39,158 ♪ What gift did I give ♪ 1176 01:24:39,408 --> 01:24:43,703 ♪ I only gave love, only love ♪ 1177 01:24:43,704 --> 01:24:45,497 ♪ Even to think about ♪ 1178 01:24:45,498 --> 01:24:47,081 ♪ In the last rays ♪ 1179 01:24:47,082 --> 01:24:51,462 ♪ I did, oh, I did, and I said hello ♪ 1180 01:24:51,712 --> 01:24:54,422 - ♪ I said hello ♪ - ♪ It's so beautiful ♪ 1181 01:24:54,423 --> 01:24:56,216 ♪ Even to think about ♪ 1182 01:24:56,217 --> 01:24:59,385 ♪ It's just so beautiful ♪ 1183 01:24:59,386 --> 01:25:03,682 ♪ Even to think about ♪ 1184 01:25:05,643 --> 01:25:07,394 What? Can't you sleep? 1185 01:25:10,898 --> 01:25:12,274 Your robe. 1186 01:25:13,901 --> 01:25:15,236 It's so pretty. 1187 01:25:18,197 --> 01:25:20,866 It's, uh, the same as always. 1188 01:25:21,158 --> 01:25:23,035 Oh. But it's nice. 1189 01:25:26,330 --> 01:25:28,081 I... I... 1190 01:25:28,082 --> 01:25:29,375 You look nice. 1191 01:25:36,507 --> 01:25:37,591 I, uh... 1192 01:25:38,634 --> 01:25:40,219 You know what's funny? 1193 01:25:42,471 --> 01:25:44,849 I've been thinking about how we met. 1194 01:25:47,935 --> 01:25:50,145 How long it took me to say hello. 1195 01:25:52,273 --> 01:25:54,983 I don't know if I ever told you, but I was scared. 1196 01:25:54,984 --> 01:25:56,944 I wanted to hold your hand, but... 1197 01:25:59,154 --> 01:26:00,573 my hands were 1198 01:26:01,365 --> 01:26:02,658 so sweaty. 1199 01:26:04,785 --> 01:26:07,746 - That's how scared I was. - Oh, yeah. 1200 01:26:13,878 --> 01:26:15,796 See? How your robe 1201 01:26:16,505 --> 01:26:17,798 meets your neck. 1202 01:26:23,220 --> 01:26:24,638 You're beautiful. 1203 01:26:32,229 --> 01:26:34,899 I'm just older, that's what I am. 1204 01:26:35,399 --> 01:26:37,151 No. You're beautiful. 1205 01:26:37,568 --> 01:26:39,194 And I think of all the years 1206 01:26:40,321 --> 01:26:41,530 we've had together, 1207 01:26:41,822 --> 01:26:42,823 I... 1208 01:26:50,789 --> 01:26:52,833 That's something else I never told you. 1209 01:26:54,668 --> 01:26:57,045 What I was just doing, you know what I call it? 1210 01:26:57,046 --> 01:26:58,714 Because I call it something. 1211 01:27:02,176 --> 01:27:03,969 Schnickling and schnackling my head. 1212 01:27:06,889 --> 01:27:08,515 You never seen me do it? 1213 01:27:10,351 --> 01:27:13,187 You call it schnickling and schnackling your head? 1214 01:27:13,562 --> 01:27:16,814 I guess I don't do it too much in front of you. 1215 01:27:16,815 --> 01:27:18,317 You have a name for it? 1216 01:27:23,739 --> 01:27:25,532 - Sorry. - What? 1217 01:27:30,537 --> 01:27:32,164 Uh... Give me one second. 1218 01:27:34,541 --> 01:27:36,377 - You alright? - Yeah, sorry. 1219 01:27:37,753 --> 01:27:38,754 Hold my hands. 1220 01:27:42,132 --> 01:27:43,133 Here we go. 1221 01:27:43,926 --> 01:27:44,926 Good. 1222 01:27:46,095 --> 01:27:47,179 Lower your head. 1223 01:27:48,180 --> 01:27:49,181 Yeah... 1224 01:27:52,851 --> 01:27:54,352 Great! 1225 01:27:54,353 --> 01:27:55,437 Great, good. 1226 01:27:55,729 --> 01:27:57,982 You're a bit scared, that's all. 1227 01:28:03,445 --> 01:28:04,780 You're doing great. 1228 01:28:06,448 --> 01:28:07,949 - Ready? - Uh-huh. 1229 01:28:22,840 --> 01:28:24,174 You alright? 1230 01:28:27,219 --> 01:28:30,806 - It really shines there, Mom. - It feels cold, the room. 1231 01:28:31,849 --> 01:28:36,352 - We haven't hung the chandelier yet by the north wall. -The north wall? 1232 01:28:36,353 --> 01:28:39,647 Adding just that touch of warmth, like the North Star. 1233 01:28:39,648 --> 01:28:42,192 No, no. Stars are cold, too. 1234 01:28:42,609 --> 01:28:45,361 I think we need more red. 1235 01:28:59,710 --> 01:29:01,545 Mom, winter is cold. 1236 01:29:02,504 --> 01:29:05,174 Yes, but it's what you do in the cold. 1237 01:29:05,466 --> 01:29:08,093 You don't look at the stars, you... 1238 01:29:10,387 --> 01:29:12,598 I... I don't even remember. 1239 01:29:13,515 --> 01:29:16,225 Sure you do. How our breaths froze 1240 01:29:16,226 --> 01:29:18,811 and we ran all the way to school to keep warm. 1241 01:29:18,812 --> 01:29:20,522 Your feet are like ice. 1242 01:29:21,148 --> 01:29:23,192 You can feel the blood rushing. 1243 01:29:24,276 --> 01:29:25,986 Or at night with your family. 1244 01:29:27,780 --> 01:29:30,574 - Sorry. - No, please, go on. 1245 01:29:32,701 --> 01:29:34,744 ♪ Night so cold and long ♪ 1246 01:29:36,205 --> 01:29:37,705 ♪ Afraid to sleep ♪ 1247 01:29:39,750 --> 01:29:42,628 ♪ It seems the night goes on ♪ 1248 01:29:45,297 --> 01:29:47,674 ♪ Forever ♪ 1249 01:29:51,970 --> 01:29:53,889 ♪ But when you're not alone ♪ 1250 01:29:54,681 --> 01:29:56,350 ♪ And you sleep close ♪ 1251 01:29:57,643 --> 01:30:00,813 ♪ You won't feel cold at all ♪ 1252 01:30:01,438 --> 01:30:03,857 You keep each other warm as a family. 1253 01:30:05,943 --> 01:30:08,320 ♪ Even in a storm ♪ 1254 01:30:09,029 --> 01:30:11,031 ♪ You're scared at first ♪ 1255 01:30:12,074 --> 01:30:14,660 ♪ But not for very long ♪ 1256 01:30:17,037 --> 01:30:20,290 ♪ If you're together ♪ 1257 01:30:21,375 --> 01:30:22,793 You can forget? 1258 01:30:25,629 --> 01:30:28,381 ♪ When you stay close to those you love ♪ 1259 01:30:29,716 --> 01:30:34,596 ♪ There's not much fear at all ♪ 1260 01:30:35,472 --> 01:30:38,475 ♪ So if we stay together ♪ 1261 01:30:39,518 --> 01:30:41,687 ♪ And we keep close now ♪ 1262 01:30:42,563 --> 01:30:46,107 ♪ Can we weather another winter? ♪ 1263 01:30:46,108 --> 01:30:47,942 ♪ Together ♪ 1264 01:30:47,943 --> 01:30:50,070 ♪ Here we have each other ♪ 1265 01:30:51,155 --> 01:30:53,322 - ♪ In cold and darkness ♪ - ♪ Together ♪ 1266 01:30:53,323 --> 01:30:57,077 ♪ Can we warm one another ♪ 1267 01:30:57,369 --> 01:30:58,954 ♪ Just with love ♪ 1268 01:30:59,163 --> 01:31:01,622 ♪ Winter days so short and dark ♪ 1269 01:31:01,623 --> 01:31:04,793 ♪ Before you notice them, they're gone ♪ 1270 01:31:05,002 --> 01:31:07,461 ♪ Nights so long and warmed by love ♪ 1271 01:31:07,462 --> 01:31:10,507 ♪ You don't feel cold at all ♪ 1272 01:31:10,924 --> 01:31:13,968 ♪ If you close your eyes, you'd maybe dream ♪ 1273 01:31:13,969 --> 01:31:16,471 ♪ The night would never end ♪ 1274 01:31:16,680 --> 01:31:19,474 ♪ How few nights we might have left ♪ 1275 01:31:20,392 --> 01:31:25,646 ♪ Meant nothing much at all ♪ 1276 01:31:25,647 --> 01:31:31,647 ♪ We will give and keep on giving our love ♪ 1277 01:31:31,945 --> 01:31:36,408 ♪ We will make this life worth living ♪ 1278 01:31:36,909 --> 01:31:41,580 ♪ If everything should disappear ♪ 1279 01:31:43,832 --> 01:31:46,543 ♪ We still have love ♪ 1280 01:31:48,754 --> 01:31:50,380 ♪ We still ♪ 1281 01:31:51,673 --> 01:31:53,884 ♪ Have love ♪ 1282 01:32:01,058 --> 01:32:02,309 That was... 1283 01:32:03,936 --> 01:32:06,562 quite... I didn't even know you wanted that. 1284 01:32:06,563 --> 01:32:08,189 I'm so sorry. 1285 01:32:08,190 --> 01:32:09,941 No, I'm not blaming you. 1286 01:32:09,942 --> 01:32:12,277 - I'm so sorry. - I'm not blaming you. I just... 1287 01:32:13,654 --> 01:32:15,489 - It's been a long time. - Yeah. 1288 01:32:15,739 --> 01:32:16,949 - I don't... - Yeah. 1289 01:32:19,117 --> 01:32:21,327 - I wasn't expecting... - You weren't? 1290 01:32:21,328 --> 01:32:22,871 - No, not... - Well... 1291 01:32:23,497 --> 01:32:25,290 Then what... Well, that's good. 1292 01:32:27,668 --> 01:32:30,836 It's a little unrealistic, out of the blue like that... 1293 01:32:30,837 --> 01:32:32,422 I know, I know. 1294 01:32:35,550 --> 01:32:36,843 Maybe we could 1295 01:32:38,178 --> 01:32:41,056 try again another time, but with a little warning? 1296 01:32:46,353 --> 01:32:47,354 Oh. 1297 01:32:48,897 --> 01:32:50,023 What? 1298 01:32:50,399 --> 01:32:53,402 Never seen your mom covered in shit? 1299 01:32:54,611 --> 01:32:56,488 Bring that here. 1300 01:32:57,948 --> 01:33:00,033 I thought, instead of paper, 1301 01:33:00,867 --> 01:33:02,995 we could grow flowers again. 1302 01:33:04,454 --> 01:33:06,331 I think we can save these. 1303 01:33:07,874 --> 01:33:09,334 Pour the water here. 1304 01:33:18,343 --> 01:33:20,470 So, you hold it from below. 1305 01:33:20,846 --> 01:33:25,057 And you have to be very gentle with the roots. 1306 01:33:25,058 --> 01:33:27,059 If they break, it dies. 1307 01:33:29,563 --> 01:33:30,689 When did you...? 1308 01:33:32,816 --> 01:33:34,234 Who taught you this? 1309 01:33:36,236 --> 01:33:37,571 I don't know. 1310 01:33:40,282 --> 01:33:41,658 Was it your mom? 1311 01:33:47,205 --> 01:33:50,083 Mom, what was she like? 1312 01:34:08,685 --> 01:34:09,978 What is that? 1313 01:34:11,688 --> 01:34:13,857 A bird. A chicken? 1314 01:34:14,358 --> 01:34:16,234 That is not a chicken. 1315 01:34:16,818 --> 01:34:19,112 Chickens are the only bird I've ever seen. 1316 01:34:21,031 --> 01:34:24,618 You know, that is something I used to be very good at: 1317 01:34:25,952 --> 01:34:26,995 birds. 1318 01:34:28,163 --> 01:34:29,206 Um... 1319 01:34:30,165 --> 01:34:31,583 Don't laugh at me. 1320 01:34:47,015 --> 01:34:48,308 What's that? 1321 01:34:48,683 --> 01:34:49,893 It's a robin. 1322 01:34:50,477 --> 01:34:53,521 You know the way they used to hop along. 1323 01:34:56,483 --> 01:34:57,650 OK. 1324 01:34:57,651 --> 01:34:58,819 And, um... 1325 01:35:08,703 --> 01:35:09,955 It's a cow. 1326 01:35:12,040 --> 01:35:13,875 No, it's not a cow. 1327 01:35:14,501 --> 01:35:15,710 It's a loon. 1328 01:35:17,212 --> 01:35:18,587 A loon? 1329 01:35:18,588 --> 01:35:19,881 A loon. 1330 01:35:20,215 --> 01:35:21,215 Hmmm. 1331 01:35:23,009 --> 01:35:24,428 It's a water bird. 1332 01:35:28,098 --> 01:35:32,227 We have a little surprise for you. 1333 01:35:32,477 --> 01:35:35,771 - Uh-oh. - And honestly, I'm nervous. 1334 01:35:35,772 --> 01:35:38,442 But not as nervous as you should be, because 1335 01:35:39,025 --> 01:35:40,527 a certain someone... 1336 01:35:42,487 --> 01:35:45,823 So, I... did try to get in shape for this evening. 1337 01:35:45,824 --> 01:35:47,992 So I'm not quite so much of a butterball. 1338 01:35:47,993 --> 01:35:50,327 Nobody's calling you a butterball. 1339 01:35:50,328 --> 01:35:52,956 No excuses. We want a show. Give us a show. 1340 01:36:15,520 --> 01:36:18,064 - Did you not know? - No, I had no idea. 1341 01:36:20,275 --> 01:36:21,442 Wow! 1342 01:36:26,990 --> 01:36:28,950 You should try your own creation. 1343 01:36:29,159 --> 01:36:30,327 Thank you. 1344 01:36:33,872 --> 01:36:34,998 Here I go! 1345 01:36:59,147 --> 01:37:00,481 - Like this. - What? 1346 01:37:00,482 --> 01:37:01,733 Oh yes, that's right. 1347 01:37:10,242 --> 01:37:12,494 You are such a chump. 1348 01:37:12,827 --> 01:37:15,287 - You can never... - Such a chump. 1349 01:37:15,288 --> 01:37:17,415 OK. OK, who else? 1350 01:37:17,624 --> 01:37:19,167 Oh, my Lord. 1351 01:37:19,584 --> 01:37:21,461 - Who else? - Maybe next year... 1352 01:37:22,087 --> 01:37:23,255 Uh... 1353 01:37:26,967 --> 01:37:28,634 - You want to say...? - Yeah. 1354 01:37:28,635 --> 01:37:30,053 - Say something. - Um... 1355 01:37:32,138 --> 01:37:33,138 I... 1356 01:37:34,683 --> 01:37:37,268 Um... I'm happy to... 1357 01:37:37,269 --> 01:37:39,145 I'm happy to be here with you. 1358 01:37:39,479 --> 01:37:40,772 And thank you. 1359 01:37:41,189 --> 01:37:44,150 Really. For welcoming me into your family. 1360 01:37:46,152 --> 01:37:47,195 You're welcome. 1361 01:37:49,030 --> 01:37:51,032 I'm probably a little... 1362 01:37:53,952 --> 01:37:58,999 I never celebrated New Year's without my family before, so... 1363 01:37:59,708 --> 01:38:00,750 Um... 1364 01:38:02,961 --> 01:38:04,337 Every year, 1365 01:38:05,380 --> 01:38:08,466 we were surprised that we made it one more year. 1366 01:38:09,009 --> 01:38:10,093 And... 1367 01:38:11,094 --> 01:38:14,389 in the end, my parents knew that 1368 01:38:15,307 --> 01:38:18,101 any day could be the last, so, 1369 01:38:20,312 --> 01:38:21,896 when we did make it, 1370 01:38:23,189 --> 01:38:25,609 we would celebrate that we were together. 1371 01:38:28,445 --> 01:38:29,863 And I just... 1372 01:38:31,698 --> 01:38:33,073 I just... 1373 01:38:36,745 --> 01:38:38,121 Because... 1374 01:38:40,790 --> 01:38:42,292 What I did... 1375 01:38:45,045 --> 01:38:47,796 I shouldn't be here. I don't deserve to be here. 1376 01:38:54,512 --> 01:38:57,222 - It's awful, what I did. - You did all you could. 1377 01:38:57,223 --> 01:38:59,600 - I didn't. I left them. - No, you didn't. 1378 01:38:59,601 --> 01:39:02,144 - Maybe that's enough. - Let her talk, will you. 1379 01:39:02,145 --> 01:39:05,148 We lasted that long because we were together, but I... 1380 01:39:05,940 --> 01:39:07,941 - I left them. - Yeah, I know. 1381 01:39:07,942 --> 01:39:10,111 - But you're with us now. - But I just... 1382 01:39:10,487 --> 01:39:13,155 - You have our family. - I have a knot in my stomach. 1383 01:39:13,156 --> 01:39:14,741 It's always there. 1384 01:39:15,825 --> 01:39:17,118 Don't you? 1385 01:39:18,536 --> 01:39:20,080 And then I ask myself... 1386 01:39:21,956 --> 01:39:23,708 why am I living? 1387 01:39:24,793 --> 01:39:25,794 Why... 1388 01:39:26,836 --> 01:39:29,255 Why keep living? I remember 1389 01:39:30,965 --> 01:39:33,760 this one woman, sitting alone on the street. 1390 01:39:36,179 --> 01:39:38,181 And her eyes were just... 1391 01:39:40,475 --> 01:39:41,685 She lost everyone. 1392 01:39:41,893 --> 01:39:44,688 I'm really sorry for what we did to you. 1393 01:39:44,979 --> 01:39:48,400 - I thought we were past that. - No, you understand. You do. 1394 01:39:48,817 --> 01:39:50,902 You do. I know you do. 1395 01:39:51,778 --> 01:39:54,823 You lost your family just like I did, and you didn't... 1396 01:39:55,990 --> 01:39:57,783 I'm sorry. It's just because... 1397 01:39:57,784 --> 01:39:59,660 we're all alone. 1398 01:39:59,661 --> 01:40:01,245 No, no, don't say that. 1399 01:40:01,246 --> 01:40:05,166 It's true. Everyone's gone. 1400 01:40:07,669 --> 01:40:09,713 - We're all that's left. - Just stop. 1401 01:40:10,630 --> 01:40:11,631 OK? 1402 01:40:19,305 --> 01:40:20,515 Thank you. 1403 01:40:21,725 --> 01:40:23,017 Very much. 1404 01:40:24,728 --> 01:40:25,895 Really. 1405 01:40:40,869 --> 01:40:43,037 Isn't this her best cake ever? 1406 01:42:21,302 --> 01:42:22,595 Oh, good morning! 1407 01:42:22,929 --> 01:42:25,180 Yeah. We need your wonderful ear. 1408 01:42:30,186 --> 01:42:31,604 Is that too sharp? 1409 01:42:31,896 --> 01:42:33,690 - Maybe a little. - Yeah. 1410 01:42:35,149 --> 01:42:37,527 Mom, I'm sorry about what happened last night. 1411 01:42:38,528 --> 01:42:39,529 Oh. 1412 01:42:40,363 --> 01:42:41,865 But it... it ended well. 1413 01:42:42,323 --> 01:42:43,991 How's this? 1414 01:42:43,992 --> 01:42:46,244 Mom... 1415 01:42:46,703 --> 01:42:49,621 She was trying to tell us how she was feeling, but we... 1416 01:42:49,622 --> 01:42:51,875 - I... - Yeah, she wasn't feeling well. 1417 01:42:53,209 --> 01:42:55,628 - But she was. - Is that too flat now? 1418 01:42:57,881 --> 01:43:00,257 It doesn't matter. No one plays it. 1419 01:43:06,598 --> 01:43:09,893 They tuned this thing every day at the Bolshoi. 1420 01:43:10,643 --> 01:43:11,978 Right, the Bolshoi. 1421 01:43:15,565 --> 01:43:17,775 We stopped her, Mom. We did. 1422 01:43:19,485 --> 01:43:20,570 Right? 1423 01:43:22,530 --> 01:43:24,157 I think we did, honestly. 1424 01:43:25,867 --> 01:43:28,494 She said some things that were hard for us to hear. 1425 01:43:29,954 --> 01:43:32,999 She needs to feel that she can be honest with us. 1426 01:43:33,416 --> 01:43:36,209 For you of all people to talk to me about being honest. 1427 01:43:36,210 --> 01:43:39,797 Mom, she just tried to tell us what she went through. 1428 01:43:40,214 --> 01:43:44,302 - Uh, like you tell about Tom. - You know nothing about this. 1429 01:43:45,678 --> 01:43:47,722 It was New Year's Eve. 1430 01:43:48,264 --> 01:43:50,057 Nobody wants to start a new year... 1431 01:43:50,058 --> 01:43:52,727 - She was missing her family. - Her family? 1432 01:43:53,561 --> 01:43:55,479 What did you tell her about me? 1433 01:43:55,480 --> 01:43:57,105 - Nothing. I... - No, no, no. 1434 01:43:57,106 --> 01:43:58,232 She singled me out. 1435 01:43:58,524 --> 01:44:00,985 - She accused me, actually. - Mom. 1436 01:44:01,194 --> 01:44:04,238 - What the hell did you tell her? - What can I tell her? 1437 01:44:06,157 --> 01:44:09,701 She can talk about her family, like you can talk about yours. 1438 01:44:09,702 --> 01:44:11,663 - I don't. - But you could. 1439 01:44:12,747 --> 01:44:16,291 - I wish you would. - So now we just talk about... 1440 01:44:16,292 --> 01:44:18,753 every person who happens to spring to mind? 1441 01:44:25,718 --> 01:44:26,761 Now, 1442 01:44:27,845 --> 01:44:29,597 let's try a smile. 1443 01:44:31,724 --> 01:44:36,104 Yeah? That's nice, but you're not smiling with your eyes. 1444 01:44:36,813 --> 01:44:38,146 - OK. - I... 1445 01:44:38,147 --> 01:44:39,440 I remember 1446 01:44:39,816 --> 01:44:42,985 one of the first things I learned starting out 1447 01:44:42,986 --> 01:44:45,655 was how to control my expression, 1448 01:44:46,239 --> 01:44:48,282 because people do judge you. 1449 01:44:48,908 --> 01:44:50,952 Uh, it's not nice, but 1450 01:44:51,327 --> 01:44:53,745 that's what they look at, so... 1451 01:44:54,622 --> 01:44:55,831 What? 1452 01:44:57,208 --> 01:44:59,127 No, she just smiled at me. 1453 01:45:02,672 --> 01:45:05,591 OK, well, that's what we're practicing. 1454 01:45:07,135 --> 01:45:11,347 A real smile, it starts from inside and it... 1455 01:45:12,974 --> 01:45:14,392 It spreads. 1456 01:45:17,145 --> 01:45:19,187 Yes, but you don't do that with your hands. 1457 01:45:19,188 --> 01:45:22,608 - She looks great, right? - She does, yeah. Almost. 1458 01:45:22,859 --> 01:45:27,195 A little better and... coming towards you, happy to see them. 1459 01:45:27,196 --> 01:45:28,488 Ahh! 1460 01:45:28,489 --> 01:45:31,075 Ah, yeah. Ah, you're beautiful. 1461 01:45:31,617 --> 01:45:32,785 Isn't she? 1462 01:45:33,286 --> 01:45:34,829 She is. Very. 1463 01:45:35,329 --> 01:45:38,040 - But what? - No, she really is. 1464 01:45:40,168 --> 01:45:43,004 - You don't mean it. - Of course I do. 1465 01:45:43,921 --> 01:45:45,673 Are you laughing at me? 1466 01:45:52,805 --> 01:45:54,223 Shouldn't we at least...? 1467 01:45:56,642 --> 01:45:58,895 - No. - No? 1468 01:46:03,441 --> 01:46:05,526 But things have been so good. 1469 01:46:07,528 --> 01:46:09,906 Good. 1470 01:46:10,490 --> 01:46:12,908 - Gone from this world. - Don't say that. 1471 01:46:12,909 --> 01:46:15,244 - It's a burned-out light. - Don't. 1472 01:46:16,621 --> 01:46:18,372 Don't ever say that. 1473 01:46:21,209 --> 01:46:23,336 Look at us. We're a family now. 1474 01:46:23,544 --> 01:46:25,087 - We're a family? - Hmm. 1475 01:46:25,088 --> 01:46:27,340 When everyone I love is not here? 1476 01:46:30,551 --> 01:46:31,594 Right. 1477 01:46:34,555 --> 01:46:36,349 I know. I know. That's... 1478 01:46:38,434 --> 01:46:39,852 That's hard. 1479 01:46:42,563 --> 01:46:46,399 They wouldn't have wanted to be here. 1480 01:46:46,400 --> 01:46:48,276 - They wouldn't have wanted to? - No. 1481 01:46:48,277 --> 01:46:50,112 It wouldn't have worked, honey. 1482 01:46:50,113 --> 01:46:51,613 - We talked about it. - Honey? 1483 01:46:51,614 --> 01:46:53,406 - Yes. - Now I'm honey? 1484 01:46:53,407 --> 01:46:54,407 Alright. 1485 01:46:55,535 --> 01:46:59,412 You hated when your parents came to visit. 1486 01:46:59,413 --> 01:47:01,874 Mary's family, too. You always said that. 1487 01:47:03,000 --> 01:47:04,918 No, you said that. 1488 01:47:04,919 --> 01:47:06,504 Aw, come on, now. 1489 01:47:09,382 --> 01:47:11,884 You never asked me what I wanted. 1490 01:47:22,436 --> 01:47:23,479 Yeah. 1491 01:47:26,274 --> 01:47:27,899 When we first got here 1492 01:47:27,900 --> 01:47:31,404 and you could still call out, you remember? 1493 01:47:34,073 --> 01:47:36,075 You didn't even try. 1494 01:47:37,743 --> 01:47:39,662 - That's a lie. - No. 1495 01:47:40,079 --> 01:47:42,081 To be honest, I wondered about it. 1496 01:47:43,416 --> 01:47:45,459 She's tough, I thought. 1497 01:47:46,252 --> 01:47:50,840 She's strong. She doesn't even want to know if her family's alright. 1498 01:47:51,549 --> 01:47:55,595 - What you're saying's not real. - She's glad to be rid of them. 1499 01:47:57,430 --> 01:48:00,641 I asked myself, what kind of mother is she going to be? 1500 01:48:06,647 --> 01:48:08,691 I'm going to tell him about you. 1501 01:48:09,317 --> 01:48:11,485 - What? - What you did to my family. 1502 01:48:15,031 --> 01:48:16,699 - Oh. - Yeah. 1503 01:48:17,074 --> 01:48:18,117 OK. 1504 01:48:18,367 --> 01:48:19,744 - Good. - Yeah. 1505 01:48:19,994 --> 01:48:22,747 - I'm sure he'll appreciate it. - I am, too. 1506 01:48:24,749 --> 01:48:27,834 While you're at it, tell him you thought your family was trash 1507 01:48:27,835 --> 01:48:30,213 and you chose this instead of them. 1508 01:48:32,673 --> 01:48:34,091 Hm-mm. Tell him. 1509 01:48:35,509 --> 01:48:37,219 He already knows. He's not stupid. 1510 01:48:37,220 --> 01:48:39,054 I'll tell him everything about you. 1511 01:48:39,055 --> 01:48:41,265 - He knows who you are. - Everything you did... 1512 01:48:41,557 --> 01:48:43,058 to everybody. 1513 01:48:44,310 --> 01:48:46,020 - I'm going there now. - OK. 1514 01:48:47,438 --> 01:48:49,023 - I am. - I'll just, uh... 1515 01:48:55,947 --> 01:48:57,822 OK? We're... we're alright. 1516 01:48:59,450 --> 01:49:01,202 You have to... 1517 01:49:01,535 --> 01:49:02,787 You have to calm down. 1518 01:49:03,788 --> 01:49:05,456 Come on. Come on. 1519 01:49:08,000 --> 01:49:10,419 You listen to me. You listen to me. 1520 01:49:11,545 --> 01:49:13,881 We cannot be at war with each other. 1521 01:49:33,192 --> 01:49:34,610 ♪ Forgive me ♪ 1522 01:49:35,236 --> 01:49:36,904 ♪ We met at... ♪ 1523 01:49:37,697 --> 01:49:39,448 ♪ Oh, I don't know ♪ 1524 01:49:40,199 --> 01:49:42,493 ♪ This or that occasion ♪ 1525 01:49:43,786 --> 01:49:46,747 ♪ I'm sure it wasn't all that long ago ♪ 1526 01:49:47,331 --> 01:49:52,169 ♪ You wore a most delightful burgundy dress ♪ 1527 01:49:54,088 --> 01:49:58,342 ♪ But I... I'm sorry, I can't quite place your name ♪ 1528 01:49:59,176 --> 01:50:03,180 ♪ Would you...? I'm sorry, I could almost die of... ♪ 1529 01:50:05,516 --> 01:50:07,059 ♪ Forgive me ♪ 1530 01:50:07,393 --> 01:50:09,895 ♪ Has it really been so many years ♪ 1531 01:50:11,897 --> 01:50:14,692 ♪ We've been away a lot, you see ♪ 1532 01:50:15,443 --> 01:50:18,571 ♪ Oh, here and there, exploring new frontiers ♪ 1533 01:50:18,863 --> 01:50:21,407 ♪ We love to travel, Mom ♪ 1534 01:50:21,782 --> 01:50:24,076 ♪ Can't we enjoy our success? ♪ 1535 01:50:25,286 --> 01:50:26,454 ♪ This trip ♪ 1536 01:50:26,787 --> 01:50:29,540 ♪ It's a little bit longer, but... ♪ 1537 01:50:31,709 --> 01:50:34,545 ♪ No, Mom, of course I'll keep in touch ♪ 1538 01:50:34,962 --> 01:50:39,716 ♪ I promise I'll call, it's not too much trouble ♪ 1539 01:50:39,717 --> 01:50:43,512 ♪ Of course it's no trouble ♪ 1540 01:50:47,600 --> 01:50:48,726 ♪ Dear ♪ 1541 01:50:50,603 --> 01:50:51,937 ♪ Dear Mom ♪ 1542 01:50:52,730 --> 01:50:55,608 ♪ Autumn's gone, winter's here ♪ 1543 01:50:57,443 --> 01:51:01,030 ♪ Our whole world smells of cinnamon and oranges ♪ 1544 01:51:01,280 --> 01:51:05,117 ♪ And each season more perfect than the last ♪ 1545 01:51:06,952 --> 01:51:08,746 ♪ I'm sending love ♪ 1546 01:51:10,581 --> 01:51:11,624 ♪ Dear ♪ 1547 01:51:12,750 --> 01:51:14,709 ♪ Dear Mom and Dad ♪ 1548 01:51:16,253 --> 01:51:18,422 ♪ I miss you both ♪ 1549 01:51:19,382 --> 01:51:22,968 ♪ But you never would be happy here ♪ 1550 01:51:23,511 --> 01:51:27,431 ♪ Each day feels exactly like the last ♪ 1551 01:51:28,808 --> 01:51:30,935 ♪ But I think of you always ♪ 1552 01:51:31,185 --> 01:51:35,271 ♪ Remember on car trips, we'd sing all the road signs like opera? ♪ 1553 01:51:35,272 --> 01:51:37,315 ♪ "Last exit in Kansas" ♪ 1554 01:51:37,316 --> 01:51:41,654 ♪ Or how we'd imagine the lives of strangers in traffic jams ♪ 1555 01:51:41,904 --> 01:51:44,781 ♪ Mom can't tell jokes, 'cause she always cracks up ♪ 1556 01:51:44,782 --> 01:51:47,033 ♪ When she's nearing the punchline ♪ 1557 01:51:47,034 --> 01:51:48,618 ♪ So does your grandson ♪ 1558 01:51:48,619 --> 01:51:50,328 ♪ He can't tell them, either ♪ 1559 01:51:50,329 --> 01:51:52,205 ♪ He looks just like you, Dad ♪ 1560 01:51:52,206 --> 01:51:55,500 ♪ I'm sure you would love him if ever you met him ♪ 1561 01:51:55,501 --> 01:51:56,961 ♪ I wish that, well... ♪ 1562 01:52:02,091 --> 01:52:03,091 ♪ Well ♪ 1563 01:52:03,926 --> 01:52:05,302 ♪ Someday ♪ 1564 01:52:09,348 --> 01:52:11,684 ♪ I'm sorry ♪ 1565 01:52:12,393 --> 01:52:14,353 ♪ I need to go ♪ 1566 01:52:19,692 --> 01:52:22,778 ♪ I hope you're well ♪ 1567 01:52:35,374 --> 01:52:37,084 ♪ Dear Mom ♪ 1568 01:52:37,460 --> 01:52:41,088 ♪ I know I haven't been in touch ♪ 1569 01:52:41,630 --> 01:52:45,259 ♪ But I've been thinking of you ♪ 1570 01:52:48,345 --> 01:52:52,266 ♪ I know I haven't been in touch ♪ 1571 01:52:52,808 --> 01:52:56,395 ♪ But you know how time slips away ♪ 1572 01:52:57,938 --> 01:53:00,524 ♪ One day, then another ♪ 1573 01:53:01,233 --> 01:53:02,525 ♪ Then another ♪ 1574 01:53:02,526 --> 01:53:05,571 ♪ Then another, then another ♪ 1575 01:53:07,615 --> 01:53:09,574 ♪ But by then it was... ♪ 1576 01:53:11,160 --> 01:53:12,828 ♪ I knew you were... ♪ 1577 01:53:14,163 --> 01:53:17,583 ♪ How, how, how could I... ♪ 1578 01:53:18,959 --> 01:53:21,462 ♪ No message, no call ♪ 1579 01:53:22,004 --> 01:53:25,216 ♪ Just a new stain on the wall, that's all ♪ 1580 01:53:27,384 --> 01:53:30,054 ♪ And Mom, I... ♪ 1581 01:53:32,056 --> 01:53:33,098 ♪ I... ♪ 1582 01:53:34,308 --> 01:53:35,642 ♪ I... ♪ 1583 01:53:37,228 --> 01:53:38,270 ♪ I... ♪ 1584 01:53:43,776 --> 01:53:48,738 ♪ I am sending love ♪ 1585 01:53:49,949 --> 01:53:52,825 ♪ I hope you're well ♪ 1586 01:53:54,119 --> 01:53:57,289 ♪ I wish that you were here ♪ 1587 01:53:59,959 --> 01:54:03,921 ♪ I am sending love ♪ 1588 01:54:05,381 --> 01:54:08,467 ♪ I hope you're well ♪ 1589 01:54:09,843 --> 01:54:13,931 ♪ I wish that you were here ♪ 1590 01:54:36,787 --> 01:54:40,666 Do you remember what you wrote about our orphanage in Nigeria? 1591 01:54:41,667 --> 01:54:43,502 It's a masterpiece. 1592 01:54:44,795 --> 01:54:47,589 I'm sorry. I couldn't sleep, I was so excited. 1593 01:54:47,590 --> 01:54:49,675 I got up and read the part about our... 1594 01:54:50,384 --> 01:54:51,760 this orphan Daisy. 1595 01:54:53,178 --> 01:54:54,471 Is this Daisy? 1596 01:54:57,683 --> 01:54:59,310 Can I make a confession? 1597 01:55:00,311 --> 01:55:03,272 It comforts me that you wrote it. 1598 01:55:03,897 --> 01:55:07,484 Dad, it's three in the morning. Why are you...? 1599 01:55:08,193 --> 01:55:11,530 I know, I know. But where I'm stuck now is 1600 01:55:12,448 --> 01:55:16,034 how do I put that human face on our even more important work, 1601 01:55:16,035 --> 01:55:19,288 like, you know, big statistical stories: 1602 01:55:19,705 --> 01:55:21,873 irrigation, renewable energy... 1603 01:55:21,874 --> 01:55:24,793 - and hope, of course! - Dad, why are you... -What? 1604 01:55:26,879 --> 01:55:29,423 Please. You're so good at this. 1605 01:55:31,258 --> 01:55:32,801 OK. OK. 1606 01:55:36,805 --> 01:55:37,806 Maybe... 1607 01:55:39,099 --> 01:55:40,975 Maybe start with something like: 1608 01:55:40,976 --> 01:55:43,771 What really got me out of bed in the morning was 1609 01:55:44,980 --> 01:55:46,481 making a difference. 1610 01:55:46,482 --> 01:55:48,150 That's so true. 1611 01:55:48,651 --> 01:55:54,365 My real passion was our work in the developing world, where 1612 01:55:55,616 --> 01:55:59,369 drilling for oil was just my excuse to build wind farms, 1613 01:55:59,370 --> 01:56:00,913 provide clean water, 1614 01:56:01,413 --> 01:56:03,165 and save the chimpanzees. 1615 01:56:03,582 --> 01:56:04,750 Hmm. 1616 01:56:05,125 --> 01:56:07,002 So, could that be the human face? 1617 01:56:09,129 --> 01:56:10,255 Maybe. 1618 01:56:11,590 --> 01:56:13,342 Now... 1619 01:56:14,009 --> 01:56:18,763 Sarah or Daisy no longer had to walk 12 miles 1620 01:56:18,764 --> 01:56:21,600 to fetch water for her mother... her crippled mother, 1621 01:56:21,850 --> 01:56:25,270 she could go to school like a normal girl, all because of me. 1622 01:56:30,025 --> 01:56:32,861 But I didn't ask... I just 1623 01:56:34,238 --> 01:56:35,822 want to put a human face... 1624 01:56:35,823 --> 01:56:37,700 On what, Dad? 1625 01:56:43,539 --> 01:56:45,999 If you think statistics work better, 1626 01:56:47,501 --> 01:56:49,211 - then... - Than what? 1627 01:56:51,922 --> 01:56:53,590 None of it's true. 1628 01:56:59,138 --> 01:57:00,764 Why are you...? What...? 1629 01:57:02,558 --> 01:57:04,476 What more could I have done? 1630 01:57:06,812 --> 01:57:09,313 The other companies were worse. 1631 01:57:09,314 --> 01:57:10,941 At least I cared. 1632 01:57:16,238 --> 01:57:17,823 I still care. 1633 01:57:30,377 --> 01:57:33,088 Would you get your faggoty hands off me! 1634 01:57:41,388 --> 01:57:42,473 Come in. 1635 01:57:46,185 --> 01:57:50,314 We thought we'd make this room a little nicer for you. 1636 01:57:51,398 --> 01:57:53,191 I know. It's a disaster, right? 1637 01:57:53,192 --> 01:57:54,942 No, no. We just... 1638 01:57:54,943 --> 01:57:57,946 fill in these cracks and you choose some new wallpaper. 1639 01:57:58,530 --> 01:58:01,408 Wow, it really stinks in here. Are you still smoking? 1640 01:58:03,786 --> 01:58:04,787 Sometimes. 1641 01:58:09,458 --> 01:58:10,959 These are of me. 1642 01:58:17,299 --> 01:58:19,051 - I didn't know... - They're of us. 1643 01:58:20,177 --> 01:58:22,095 They're nice. We were young. 1644 01:58:22,304 --> 01:58:24,598 You can't just... I don't want... 1645 01:58:25,641 --> 01:58:28,477 Nobody needs to see these. Have you seen these? 1646 01:58:31,146 --> 01:58:32,231 I... 1647 01:58:45,327 --> 01:58:46,370 Oh. 1648 01:58:50,624 --> 01:58:51,792 And this... 1649 01:58:56,505 --> 01:58:58,423 I wish you'd get rid of this. 1650 01:59:01,260 --> 01:59:02,386 No, I... 1651 01:59:03,136 --> 01:59:04,429 Please. 1652 01:59:08,725 --> 01:59:12,103 Yeah, looking good, but it's a Magnum, remember. 1653 01:59:12,104 --> 01:59:13,771 So that kickback's gonna... 1654 01:59:13,772 --> 01:59:15,398 Oh, oho! 1655 01:59:21,238 --> 01:59:23,282 Hey, it's OK! 1656 01:59:23,490 --> 01:59:24,783 We're OK. 1657 01:59:25,033 --> 01:59:26,159 Yeah. 1658 01:59:26,618 --> 01:59:29,329 Oh, but he's not. You got him right in the knee. 1659 01:59:29,580 --> 01:59:32,207 This is a great gun. 1660 01:59:33,292 --> 01:59:35,544 It's been a real lifesaver for us. 1661 01:59:42,551 --> 01:59:45,137 I brought energy to billions of people. 1662 01:59:49,266 --> 01:59:53,186 And everyone used it to drive their cars and fly away on 1663 01:59:54,313 --> 01:59:56,315 vacation, but... 1664 01:59:59,651 --> 02:00:00,777 You know. 1665 02:00:03,363 --> 02:00:06,366 Sometimes I wonder if I did more harm than good. 1666 02:00:09,494 --> 02:00:11,204 Did I even care? 1667 02:00:19,254 --> 02:00:20,422 Sorry. 1668 02:00:24,426 --> 02:00:25,677 I made 1669 02:00:28,388 --> 02:00:29,932 some mistakes. 1670 02:00:35,896 --> 02:00:37,064 You know, 1671 02:00:37,856 --> 02:00:38,899 I, uh... 1672 02:00:42,027 --> 02:00:44,696 I never told anyone this, but... 1673 02:00:46,406 --> 02:00:48,492 One time, my dog 1674 02:00:49,743 --> 02:00:51,536 followed me to school. 1675 02:00:52,454 --> 02:00:54,455 I yelled at her, "Molly, go home!" 1676 02:00:54,456 --> 02:00:55,582 But she wouldn't. 1677 02:00:56,083 --> 02:00:57,209 So... 1678 02:00:59,044 --> 02:01:01,797 I picked up a piece of ice 1679 02:01:03,799 --> 02:01:04,841 and I 1680 02:01:06,593 --> 02:01:08,053 dropped it on her. 1681 02:01:10,263 --> 02:01:11,348 But, 1682 02:01:14,226 --> 02:01:15,769 when I got home, 1683 02:01:16,561 --> 02:01:18,021 she was there. 1684 02:01:20,816 --> 02:01:23,068 Like nothing had happened. 1685 02:01:27,781 --> 02:01:29,741 Do you think that's OK? 1686 02:01:30,534 --> 02:01:31,952 Mistakes like that? 1687 02:01:34,454 --> 02:01:35,789 Do you think 1688 02:01:37,749 --> 02:01:39,792 I could be forgiven, 1689 02:01:39,793 --> 02:01:42,796 because I don't know how much time I have left? 1690 02:01:45,632 --> 02:01:47,592 I... I think so. 1691 02:01:50,095 --> 02:01:52,139 Good. Good. 1692 02:01:53,932 --> 02:01:56,518 Do you think we can be forgiven? 1693 02:01:57,811 --> 02:01:58,895 Can I? 1694 02:01:59,813 --> 02:02:01,314 Me? Because... 1695 02:02:04,109 --> 02:02:05,152 Yes. 1696 02:02:05,819 --> 02:02:08,238 I think so. I really do. 1697 02:02:10,657 --> 02:02:11,992 Why not? 1698 02:02:13,952 --> 02:02:17,748 Maybe that's the romance of life: being forgiven? 1699 02:02:20,125 --> 02:02:21,752 Making mistakes, 1700 02:02:22,878 --> 02:02:24,254 being forgiven. 1701 02:02:27,340 --> 02:02:28,550 You see, 1702 02:02:29,760 --> 02:02:31,511 we feel too much. 1703 02:02:32,679 --> 02:02:33,847 Even 1704 02:02:34,347 --> 02:02:35,766 for our mistakes. 1705 02:02:37,142 --> 02:02:38,810 We're big-hearted. 1706 02:02:40,187 --> 02:02:41,188 Hm? 1707 02:03:04,795 --> 02:03:07,171 ♪ Hey, you ♪ 1708 02:03:08,423 --> 02:03:10,050 ♪ Look at you ♪ 1709 02:03:10,509 --> 02:03:12,719 ♪ Where are you now ♪ 1710 02:03:13,887 --> 02:03:17,724 ♪ When I need you most of all ♪ 1711 02:03:21,228 --> 02:03:23,814 ♪ Wish you were here ♪ 1712 02:03:27,692 --> 02:03:29,277 ♪ Hey, you ♪ 1713 02:03:29,820 --> 02:03:31,196 ♪ Look at you ♪ 1714 02:03:31,696 --> 02:03:34,199 ♪ Look at that smile ♪ 1715 02:03:34,950 --> 02:03:39,329 ♪ There's light in your eyes, isn't there ♪ 1716 02:03:40,330 --> 02:03:42,958 ♪ When did it all disappear ♪ 1717 02:03:47,337 --> 02:03:50,423 ♪ Why don't you smile again ♪ 1718 02:03:50,715 --> 02:03:53,343 ♪ Because it's beautiful ♪ 1719 02:03:58,140 --> 02:04:00,600 ♪ Don't do it for you ♪ 1720 02:04:01,726 --> 02:04:03,853 ♪ Do it for me ♪ 1721 02:04:05,063 --> 02:04:07,607 ♪ And I know, I know ♪ 1722 02:04:08,066 --> 02:04:10,569 ♪ Nothing is free ♪ 1723 02:04:11,278 --> 02:04:15,115 ♪ But I'll give you the sky, the sea ♪ 1724 02:04:17,450 --> 02:04:20,745 ♪ A bird in a tree ♪ 1725 02:04:25,417 --> 02:04:27,460 Oh, aren't you beautiful? 1726 02:04:31,089 --> 02:04:32,173 Huh. 1727 02:04:33,341 --> 02:04:34,926 ♪ Hey, you ♪ 1728 02:04:35,927 --> 02:04:37,137 ♪ Look at you ♪ 1729 02:04:37,554 --> 02:04:40,265 ♪ You are the big blue sky ♪ 1730 02:04:41,766 --> 02:04:43,435 ♪ Hey, you ♪ 1731 02:04:44,311 --> 02:04:45,562 ♪ Look at you ♪ 1732 02:04:45,896 --> 02:04:47,856 ♪ You are a cloud ♪ 1733 02:04:48,940 --> 02:04:51,359 ♪ A towering cloud ♪ 1734 02:04:53,653 --> 02:04:56,740 ♪ Cumulonimbus ♪ 1735 02:04:57,616 --> 02:04:59,868 ♪ How high would you go ♪ 1736 02:05:00,577 --> 02:05:02,078 ♪ If you could ♪ 1737 02:05:02,329 --> 02:05:04,039 ♪ If you could ♪ 1738 02:05:05,957 --> 02:05:11,957 ♪ It's just so beautiful even to think about ♪ 1739 02:05:13,632 --> 02:05:16,635 ♪ Even to think about ♪ 1740 02:05:18,511 --> 02:05:21,598 ♪ Even thinking about it ♪ 1741 02:05:24,351 --> 02:05:26,353 ♪ Makes me... ♪ 1742 02:05:29,940 --> 02:05:31,650 ♪ Hey, you ♪ 1743 02:05:32,651 --> 02:05:34,110 ♪ Look at you ♪ 1744 02:05:34,611 --> 02:05:37,530 ♪ High in the big blue sky ♪ 1745 02:05:39,324 --> 02:05:41,117 ♪ Hey, you ♪ 1746 02:05:42,244 --> 02:05:43,536 ♪ Look at you ♪ 1747 02:05:44,120 --> 02:05:46,248 ♪ Are you a bird ♪ 1748 02:05:47,624 --> 02:05:50,502 ♪ A sweet little bird ♪ 1749 02:05:53,588 --> 02:05:56,091 ♪ Are you a chickadee ♪ 1750 02:05:58,385 --> 02:06:02,430 ♪ Cute little chickadee ♪ 1751 02:06:05,141 --> 02:06:07,477 ♪ How high would you fly ♪ 1752 02:06:08,520 --> 02:06:12,023 ♪ In the sky, the big blue sky ♪ 1753 02:06:15,068 --> 02:06:19,781 ♪ It's so beautiful way up high ♪ 1754 02:06:22,367 --> 02:06:24,744 ♪ Where there's no air ♪ 1755 02:06:27,205 --> 02:06:29,457 ♪ But then you die ♪ 1756 02:06:33,920 --> 02:06:35,046 ♪ Then you... ♪ 1757 02:06:38,258 --> 02:06:39,384 ♪ You... ♪ 1758 02:06:56,151 --> 02:06:58,611 ♪ Tweet, tweet, tweet, tweet, tweet... ♪ 1759 02:07:07,579 --> 02:07:13,579 - ♪ Even to think about ♪ - ♪ Even to think about ♪ 1760 02:07:17,714 --> 02:07:21,050 ♪ Even thinking about it ♪ 1761 02:07:22,510 --> 02:07:24,763 ♪ Makes me... ♪ 1762 02:07:30,268 --> 02:07:32,270 You get the mask. 1763 02:07:32,604 --> 02:07:33,938 Quick, quick. 1764 02:07:34,189 --> 02:07:35,523 Put it on her. 1765 02:07:35,857 --> 02:07:38,526 So now you have to connect it to the oxygen. 1766 02:07:38,777 --> 02:07:40,195 It is. It is connected. 1767 02:07:40,737 --> 02:07:43,572 It's not turned on. You'd never know you killed her. 1768 02:07:43,573 --> 02:07:44,824 Are you OK? 1769 02:07:46,451 --> 02:07:48,660 We got her out of the fire... 1770 02:07:48,661 --> 02:07:52,664 - It's fine. Turn on the oxygen, keep going. - But that's cheating. 1771 02:07:52,665 --> 02:07:55,167 If you always stop her, she can't learn. 1772 02:07:55,168 --> 02:07:58,170 - Sorry, she forgot the oxygen. - Well, she's dead, then. 1773 02:07:58,171 --> 02:08:00,506 Let's just do it again. 1774 02:08:00,507 --> 02:08:02,467 Let's. She needs the practice. 1775 02:08:02,675 --> 02:08:04,928 No. Mistakes have consequences. 1776 02:08:05,178 --> 02:08:09,681 Hey. You need to learn to use the safety equipment if you want to stay here. 1777 02:08:09,682 --> 02:08:11,809 I hope that's clear. OK? 1778 02:08:11,810 --> 02:08:14,229 - We'll do it again. - You think I'm a joke? 1779 02:08:14,479 --> 02:08:16,814 - Dad, back off. - Not in my house. 1780 02:08:16,815 --> 02:08:19,441 - Your father's right. - She didn't do anything. 1781 02:08:19,442 --> 02:08:21,527 - It's fine. - It's not. 1782 02:08:21,528 --> 02:08:25,198 Your father's worked very hard and you should show a little 1783 02:08:25,657 --> 02:08:27,491 appreciation, actually. 1784 02:08:27,492 --> 02:08:29,868 - For what? - For this. 1785 02:08:29,869 --> 02:08:32,371 For all... For this haven. 1786 02:08:32,372 --> 02:08:33,748 Uh... A haven? 1787 02:08:35,542 --> 02:08:37,043 For who, Mom? 1788 02:08:37,627 --> 02:08:38,962 Where is everyone? 1789 02:08:41,548 --> 02:08:44,884 - Come on. Let's go. - Just leave it. It's OK. 1790 02:08:45,510 --> 02:08:47,137 You think she's a saint? 1791 02:08:49,889 --> 02:08:53,101 You hate your father and me. You blame us for everything. 1792 02:08:53,893 --> 02:08:55,311 Please, don't. 1793 02:08:56,771 --> 02:08:59,356 She's no saint. She's the worst one here. 1794 02:08:59,357 --> 02:09:00,900 Oh, you think so, Mom? 1795 02:09:01,443 --> 02:09:03,569 Just leave it. Why won't you leave it? 1796 02:09:03,570 --> 02:09:05,529 You think you're better than us? 1797 02:09:05,530 --> 02:09:08,449 - I really don't. - We did everything to save you. 1798 02:09:08,450 --> 02:09:10,701 You ask her what she did for her child. 1799 02:09:10,702 --> 02:09:14,371 For her little angel, who died of, what? Cancer? Measles? 1800 02:09:14,372 --> 02:09:17,208 - Whatever lies she told you... - That's enough, Mom. 1801 02:09:17,542 --> 02:09:18,877 Come on. 1802 02:09:20,587 --> 02:09:23,465 I'll say it. Please let me say it. 1803 02:09:29,721 --> 02:09:31,264 Tom was... 1804 02:09:34,309 --> 02:09:36,019 Tom was an addict. 1805 02:09:37,270 --> 02:09:38,354 Like me. 1806 02:09:39,898 --> 02:09:41,274 Because of me. 1807 02:09:42,066 --> 02:09:43,860 Growing up with a drunk. 1808 02:09:45,236 --> 02:09:46,279 And... 1809 02:09:49,741 --> 02:09:52,869 - And I... - He never had cancer, did he? 1810 02:10:00,793 --> 02:10:01,961 You... 1811 02:10:02,295 --> 02:10:03,630 You left him... 1812 02:10:04,923 --> 02:10:06,632 - You left him behind... - I... 1813 02:10:06,633 --> 02:10:07,926 - And you... - Shh... 1814 02:10:13,306 --> 02:10:14,724 So everything... 1815 02:10:19,771 --> 02:10:20,897 Hey. 1816 02:10:21,314 --> 02:10:22,607 Hey, we don't mind. 1817 02:10:23,942 --> 02:10:25,401 This is for the best. 1818 02:10:28,696 --> 02:10:30,615 I thought you were different. 1819 02:10:55,598 --> 02:10:58,059 - I'm sorry, is it a bad time? - No, no. 1820 02:10:59,227 --> 02:11:01,312 I'll only be a minute. You don't have to... 1821 02:11:02,772 --> 02:11:03,898 Can I have a moment? 1822 02:11:04,983 --> 02:11:06,359 Don't you want to talk? 1823 02:11:11,739 --> 02:11:13,741 Tom could never have lived here. 1824 02:11:16,494 --> 02:11:18,079 You couldn't trust him. 1825 02:11:23,751 --> 02:11:25,128 I had no choice. 1826 02:11:30,550 --> 02:11:31,801 Let's go. 1827 02:11:32,385 --> 02:11:35,345 - Please. - Just listen to her. 1828 02:11:35,346 --> 02:11:37,890 I have always listened to her. 1829 02:11:38,558 --> 02:11:40,143 I know. I know. 1830 02:11:41,144 --> 02:11:43,146 What more do you want from me? 1831 02:11:43,605 --> 02:11:45,356 I was just hoping we... 1832 02:11:45,607 --> 02:11:48,359 Maybe you can... You can... 1833 02:11:48,610 --> 02:11:49,986 Forgive her? 1834 02:11:52,488 --> 02:11:54,157 How is it up to me? 1835 02:11:54,449 --> 02:11:55,825 It's not up to me. 1836 02:11:58,995 --> 02:12:00,663 You want forgiveness? 1837 02:12:02,624 --> 02:12:04,042 Go ask Tom. 1838 02:12:24,062 --> 02:12:26,814 It's still ten days until your next refill. 1839 02:12:30,318 --> 02:12:32,236 I'm not sleeping. 1840 02:12:33,154 --> 02:12:36,282 You haven't had a good night's sleep in 25 years, have you? 1841 02:12:40,912 --> 02:12:42,455 That's why I give you so much shit. 1842 02:12:44,749 --> 02:12:46,668 Or because I'm such a prick. 1843 02:12:55,551 --> 02:12:57,470 I remember when you weren't. 1844 02:12:58,596 --> 02:12:59,722 Do you? 1845 02:13:05,103 --> 02:13:07,939 Everything itches, doesn't it? 1846 02:13:12,485 --> 02:13:13,486 Yeah. 1847 02:13:18,157 --> 02:13:19,992 So, um... 1848 02:14:23,014 --> 02:14:24,056 Oh... 1849 02:14:25,683 --> 02:14:26,933 OK. 1850 02:14:26,934 --> 02:14:28,853 Hey, hey. Shh. 1851 02:15:50,601 --> 02:15:51,601 Hey. 1852 02:15:52,270 --> 02:15:54,021 I'm so tired. Aren't you? 1853 02:15:54,981 --> 02:15:56,274 Talk to me. 1854 02:15:56,607 --> 02:15:58,359 I'm alright. I'm just tired. 1855 02:16:00,945 --> 02:16:02,655 You can talk to me. 1856 02:16:04,156 --> 02:16:06,033 At least she's at peace, right? 1857 02:16:06,242 --> 02:16:08,577 - You don't have to do that. - It was her choice. 1858 02:16:08,578 --> 02:16:11,830 - No, you don't have to do that. - She wasn't happy, never. 1859 02:16:11,831 --> 02:16:16,001 That's not true. She was happy for you. She was happy for us. 1860 02:16:16,002 --> 02:16:19,504 I doubt... That was just her running away again or... 1861 02:16:19,505 --> 02:16:22,049 I don't know. 1862 02:16:22,258 --> 02:16:24,677 I don't even know if she cared about us, not really. 1863 02:16:25,511 --> 02:16:27,388 She loved you. 1864 02:16:27,680 --> 02:16:30,307 - I don't even know if she liked me. - She loved you. 1865 02:16:30,308 --> 02:16:32,351 Why don't you stop, please. I'm so tired. 1866 02:16:33,519 --> 02:16:36,187 I know you're upset, but she was your best friend... 1867 02:16:36,188 --> 02:16:40,692 - Stop! You talk too much, you know that? - No, that's not true. 1868 02:16:40,693 --> 02:16:43,737 Yes, you pick and pick and pick, and it goes on and on. 1869 02:16:43,738 --> 02:16:46,489 - If you deny who she was... - It becomes hell for everyone. 1870 02:16:46,490 --> 02:16:50,244 You want to make yourself feel better for killing your family. 1871 02:16:55,833 --> 02:16:57,877 And now you're killing mine, actually. 1872 02:18:30,052 --> 02:18:31,554 You alright? 1873 02:18:34,473 --> 02:18:35,932 Oh, come on. 1874 02:18:38,769 --> 02:18:41,396 Hey. You ready for your birthday party? 1875 02:18:41,397 --> 02:18:42,982 Did you have a dream? 1876 02:18:43,274 --> 02:18:44,482 I did. 1877 02:18:45,776 --> 02:18:48,279 I dreamt a dog was barking. 1878 02:18:48,696 --> 02:18:50,614 Or running away, or... 1879 02:18:51,115 --> 02:18:53,325 Or chasing something. I can't... 1880 02:18:54,076 --> 02:18:56,828 - I can't remember what happened next. - Are you ready? 1881 02:18:56,829 --> 02:18:58,122 What happened next? 1882 02:18:59,457 --> 02:19:01,375 - I've got him. - I'm sorry. 1883 02:19:03,127 --> 02:19:04,920 There we are. Come on. 1884 02:19:08,674 --> 02:19:10,009 How do I look? 1885 02:19:11,052 --> 02:19:12,344 Beautiful. 1886 02:19:12,762 --> 02:19:15,598 - Really? Both of us? - Yeah. It's a great match. 1887 02:19:16,140 --> 02:19:17,475 OK. 1888 02:19:21,604 --> 02:19:22,980 How about now? 1889 02:19:23,647 --> 02:19:24,732 Hm. 1890 02:19:25,107 --> 02:19:26,567 Good. Better. 1891 02:19:28,527 --> 02:19:29,695 Better? 1892 02:19:30,571 --> 02:19:31,572 Oh. 1893 02:19:35,743 --> 02:19:36,952 It's great. 1894 02:19:38,037 --> 02:19:39,205 Can I take it? 1895 02:19:39,872 --> 02:19:41,373 Oh. Alright. 1896 02:19:52,343 --> 02:19:54,011 - You alright? - Sorry. 1897 02:19:55,012 --> 02:19:56,055 Sorry. 1898 02:19:58,182 --> 02:19:59,183 Yeah. 1899 02:19:59,391 --> 02:20:00,935 I love your smile. 1900 02:20:02,770 --> 02:20:05,981 Let's go see those presents. Let's go see. 1901 02:20:06,690 --> 02:20:08,317 Come on, let's go see. 1902 02:20:25,626 --> 02:20:26,836 - Here. - No. 1903 02:20:27,670 --> 02:20:29,463 - What an exciting day. - Yeah. 1904 02:20:30,673 --> 02:20:31,715 Ah. 1905 02:20:33,384 --> 02:20:34,468 Oh. 1906 02:20:34,969 --> 02:20:37,012 Where would we be without his cakes? 1907 02:20:39,849 --> 02:20:40,891 ♪ I... ♪ 1908 02:20:42,560 --> 02:20:43,560 ♪ I... ♪ 1909 02:20:45,104 --> 02:20:46,355 ♪ I am... ♪ 1910 02:20:51,735 --> 02:20:55,656 ♪ What a wonderful gift you have given us ♪ 1911 02:20:56,574 --> 02:20:58,491 A grandchild. 1912 02:20:58,492 --> 02:21:01,537 ♪ See? We were right all along ♪ 1913 02:21:02,788 --> 02:21:06,292 ♪ And all we have been through together ♪ 1914 02:21:06,917 --> 02:21:10,296 ♪ Makes us family and that can't be wrong ♪ 1915 02:21:11,547 --> 02:21:14,091 ♪ Look at us, better than ever ♪ 1916 02:21:15,342 --> 02:21:17,803 ♪ Look at us, aren't we a sight ♪ 1917 02:21:18,971 --> 02:21:21,849 ♪ Look at us, all we have done here ♪ 1918 02:21:22,224 --> 02:21:25,102 ♪ So to us, our future is bright ♪ 1919 02:21:27,605 --> 02:21:31,150 ♪ Am I home at last ♪ 1920 02:21:32,359 --> 02:21:34,820 ♪ Safe and sound ♪ 1921 02:21:35,654 --> 02:21:38,365 ♪ With everyone I love? ♪ 1922 02:21:40,451 --> 02:21:43,787 ♪ I am home at last ♪ 1923 02:21:44,663 --> 02:21:47,208 ♪ Safe and sound ♪ 1924 02:21:47,958 --> 02:21:50,878 ♪ With everyone I love ♪ 1925 02:21:51,212 --> 02:21:52,504 ♪ In the end ♪ 1926 02:21:52,755 --> 02:21:55,966 ♪ Our perfect bright blue summer day ♪ 1927 02:21:56,383 --> 02:21:58,092 ♪ It all came true ♪ 1928 02:21:58,093 --> 02:22:00,304 ♪ The clouds just blew away ♪ 1929 02:22:00,554 --> 02:22:02,431 ♪ I'm here with you ♪ 1930 02:22:02,848 --> 02:22:06,268 ♪ Everyone I ever loved is here, too ♪ 1931 02:22:07,519 --> 02:22:11,607 ♪ Have I found home at last ♪ 1932 02:22:13,734 --> 02:22:16,779 ♪ Where I've always belonged? ♪ 1933 02:22:18,364 --> 02:22:22,825 ♪ Together with everyone I love ♪ 1934 02:22:22,826 --> 02:22:25,162 ♪ Their love keeps me strong ♪ 1935 02:22:31,210 --> 02:22:35,005 ♪ At last I am home ♪ 1936 02:22:37,341 --> 02:22:39,510 ♪ Right where I belong ♪ 1937 02:22:41,553 --> 02:22:45,891 ♪ Together with everyone I love ♪ 1938 02:22:46,183 --> 02:22:48,434 ♪ Their love keeps me strong ♪ 1939 02:22:48,435 --> 02:22:50,853 ♪ We're basking in the light ♪ 1940 02:22:50,854 --> 02:22:53,815 ♪ And our future is bright ♪ 1941 02:22:53,816 --> 02:22:56,567 ♪ In the end, the long dark night ♪ 1942 02:22:56,568 --> 02:23:00,071 - ♪ I'm drowning in light ♪ - ♪ Turned to golden day ♪ 1943 02:23:00,072 --> 02:23:01,739 ♪ Our future's bright ♪ 1944 02:23:01,740 --> 02:23:04,450 - ♪ In light ♪ - ♪ Clouds blew away ♪ 1945 02:23:04,451 --> 02:23:06,161 ♪ In light ♪ 1946 02:23:09,873 --> 02:23:13,126 ♪ We're drowning in light ♪ 1947 02:23:13,127 --> 02:23:16,880 ♪ Once the world was full of strangers ♪ 1948 02:23:17,589 --> 02:23:20,092 ♪ We kept our distance ♪ 1949 02:23:20,634 --> 02:23:23,928 - ♪ So many dangers ♪ - ♪ We're drowning in light ♪ 1950 02:23:23,929 --> 02:23:28,808 ♪ We trusted no one ♪ 1951 02:28:33,655 --> 02:28:36,950 Way Film M. 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