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Guys!

That's Sacha's dick!

Dalca! Where are you going?

ABOUT SASHA

I can't thank you enough for coming.

It's nothing. I wasn't going to leave you alone with this.

Feeling better?

May I?

I'm not finished.

I'm all right with her being here.

I told you to stop the hormones.

You mixed them with an antidepressant.

With a powerful molecule.

Mum's drugs are all organic!

I want to plan my surgery.

I see.

Stop self-medicating.

And give me your gel.

Is that it? Haven't you got any more?

No.

How does pleasure work after surgery?

It's important!

No one is telling her about the infertility...

Why is no one talking about it?

Even if you have the surgery,

sex will be impossible until you're done healing.

The scarring might lead to hardened skin.

You must be eager for your first time.

This is why I want you to think about it.

You'll have your whole life.

You're still young.

So take your time.

For your own sake.

This is fucking terrible...

So shitty...

I'm tired of films where illnesses and disabilities

are so cool.

Same.

You have an accident,

you've got to become a paralympic champion

or you're worthless.

No legs? You've got to be a model.

What if you don't make it?

You suck, you've no willpower.

Just kill yourself.

We've got the right to suck!

Yes. We have.

What are you doing?

Sucking.

All right, great.

Wait, I've got an idea.

I never like any of her ideas.

Wait, with a bit of luck...

she'll put on a show of hypnotic mentalism

dressed in drag, with her stupid new friends.

Oh fuck...

Noooo!

What have we done to deserve a Chernobyl?

No need for a reason!

YOLO, right?

Yes!

- Amazing. - Love it when Dad's not around!

Good, because that's not changing soon.

Let's go?

- Yeah! - I'm first!

That old steak...

It's a week old.

- Whipped cream, caramel. - Sardines.

Noooo!

- Lasagne. - Mustard.

That terrible lasagne from last time!

Harissa...

What about the egg?

All of it...

Wait, can I do it?

Not all of it!

What about sugar?

Orange juice!

It looks like old sick.

Come on! Come on! Come on, Mum!

Let's go?

Again?

It's so gross!

All right. Cheers!

- Look at that... - It's so thick!

It's giving me goosebumps.

- Old school. - OK.

1, 2, 3, rock, paper, scissors!

You cheated!

Chernobyl! Chernobyl! Chernobyl!

- Your breath stinks! - I downed it, you losers!

Mad respect for you.

Was that a compliment? I didn't utterly fail as a mum?

The only time she pulled off something, she was five and a half!

The only time you're nice

is when you stop busting my balls and blaming me for everything.

It's not true.

- It is so true! - It is.

It is so true!

My name is Sasha...

The world is so deeply mean to me!

I'm going to take meds

and drugs to show them I hate them!

All of those sons of assholes!

I love death! I love darkness!

My dark soul, the darkest night...

I'm going to overdose

to tell you all to fuck off.

Come on!

Come on! That isn't fucking true!

It is so true! So true!

Wait, it's my turn.

Somersault! This is for Tonya Harding.

Oh nooo...

My skates aren't expensive enough.

Mum, do you have a billion euros to buy me a new outfit?

I actually studied very hard, you don't know.

This bad mark? The teacher fancies me.

Sidestep, sidestep, Flashdance, Flashdance.

That was rough!

A bit too soon for joking about skating?

They can go fuck themselves, they don't want me.

Language!

My ungrateful children and my uncaring husband...

- I sacrificed my youth for them. - I did!

I should've been a shaman.

- In Ulan Bator. - I should've!

I only want to vibe in the ecstasy of the Freudian nirvana

of the Toltec Agreements!

- Antidepressants! - Yes!

Tranquilisers!

- Please! - Yes, exactly!

- Please! - Yes, that's it!

- Honk honk! - Stop!

Oh, fuck...

I didn't mess that up.

You two get along.

I'm so proud.

I love you, Mum. Even though you're old.

Oh, no, that's so sad!

Are you tearing up?

I'm thirsty!

She's tearing up!

She's crying!

Hey.

What about artistic roller skating?

It sucks.

It's not a bad idea!

Yes, it is.

It's for rich people.

And we're poor!

Our dad's walked out on us and our mum's unemployed.

Order them, size 4.

Pink's her colour.

Knee pads...

and a helmet, too.

Add to basket...

And proceed to checkout!

Say it out loud, I'll feel better.

4-4-0-4...

8-3-9-2...

9-4-0-4...

0-0-0-9...

Cardholder...

Mr. Jérémie Dalca!

You can tell him it's me.

I will not.

How are you doing, my love?

I'm all right.

You're all right...

Sasha...

Tell me if you don't want to talk about it.

But I can imagine your impatience.

I don't want you to be afraid.

Not all boys are like Elias.

Right now, I imagine

you never want to feel that again.

You don't want to fall in love again.

It's not worth it, it hurts too much.

Don't become like that.

That's not you, Sasha.

I don't know what you're feeling.

No one does.

It's up to you.

You are the bravest person I know.

The way you live your life,

who you love,

your body...

All of that is yours.

It's all up to you.

No one else.

Don't try to protect yourself.

That's my job.

I messed up a few things,

but I'll always be there.

Falling in love with you is so easy.

Never doubt that.

You're seventeen.

Dive in.

Experiment.

Try things out.

Live your life.

My right tit's grown bigger.

Look, it looks amazing sideways.

For fuck's sake...

It's too early, I'm like a zombie.

You shouldn't have gone and ODed.

Oh no...

Your fans are so amazing!

You deserve each other.

What's wrong with you?

Er, nothing.

Are you in love with me or what?

Well... yes.

Liar. You don't want to sleep with me.

Look, it's not that I don't want to, but...

I'll only sleep with the love of my life.

And you've always been gay! What are you saying?

I've missed you so much!

I had to come out here to see you, really.

Had a good weekend?

Yes, chill.

Nothing special.

You'll be so proud.

I've learned my declensions!

You have?

I'll need your help.

The pencil case again?

I can't, I promised Alex I'd sit with him.

You promised Alex?

He's massively failed his last test.

So what?

I'm helping him, he's my friend.

Are you for real?

What about me and Alex?

What are you on about?

He doesn't make bets about me.

You're brand new, you're still getting special treatment.

But watch out.

Be careful around him.

What about Alex?

She's such a pain.

Let's go to the cinema on Wednesday?

I already have something to do.

You're so annoying...

Herpes thinks she's a model, she's fucking lost it.

Leave her alone...

Alex said you're going to his on Wednesday?

The vortex is all fixed up.

What's going on?

"Something to do"?

We'll work on the oral test.

What don't you understand?

His dad's in hospital. No parents, you'll fuck.

No, we won't.

You're so annoyed, it's far too obvious.

Are you in love?

Hey, people!

Listen up, please!

There's a new couple at school!

Alex and Sasha, got it?

No response...

What?

Brilliant. Are you done?

Was it fun?

It's incredible! You're obsessed with this guy!

Such a drag...

What?

- You look very jealous. - No, I don't.

Are you jealous that Alex wants to fuck her

and he never did you?

Or that she cares about him more than you?

Mind your own business.

No, wait.

I forgot.

You have nothing going on.

You're too ugly.

You total minger.

I'm the best.

On my end, I prepared

a folder with all our resources,

to help you make a free and informed decision.

Please read it

when your amazing lovelife gives you a break.

I swear, we're going to study.

What are you, my career counsellor?

Also, if you'd like,

I can put you in touch with others

who could support you through your transition.

- I've got to go. - Wait.

About Alex...

I will not give you orders.

But you already know that some people react terribly.

So it might be a good idea

to tell him first.

Anyway. Stay safe.

And keep me posted, if you'd like.

I will. Absolutely. Bye!

- Sorry. - No, I'm done.

You look beautiful.

Where are you going?

To live my life, kid!

Give me a kiss first.

The weather forecast is coming up next!

Flood warning in the Landes and Pyrénées Atlantiques.

Violent storms in Gard and Hérault.

If you are traveling to these regions, keep listening!

- Hey. - Hi.

My father insisted he come home.

So he's here.

But we don't care. Come in.

You smell nice.

What a beautiful girl. Hello.

I'm the big one's dad.

Hello, sir.

Let's go to my room?

Will you give me my fags first?

Second door on the right. I'll be right there.

What about this?

You've barely eaten.

You've got to eat.

Welcome to my place.

What subject should we start with?

You want to study?

Are you for real?

Whatever you like, really.

No, you go ahead.

Is the conquest of space the future of mankind?

No, that sucks...

No, it doesn't.

We're relying on you for that earthrise.

Let me grab my notes.

I'd written down...

Oh, no, that belongs to my cousin.

He's always leaving toys here.

So I'd taken some quick notes...

- Like... - I see...

So many notes!

Shut up, yeah?

That's why I need you to help me out

with what little I've already done.

Nice drawings.

Who made them?

I did. I'm a bit of a drawer.

- Sometimes. - OK...

When Sam and I are bored, we draw a bit.

Like this...

This was in maths.

I felt lazy and restless.

So I drew this.

This is a pussy.

And this one...

I was sitting in the street with Sam.

This bloke spent all day cleaning up his shopfront.

So I drew him.

Am I boring you?

No!

Do you want a drink?

Sure.

Do you really want to study?

Thinking of you, weirdo. Miss you!

Sasha, I'm so sorry.

Alcohol makes me lose it.

Usually, I can handle it.

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to rush.

I didn't mean to rush you.

Actually...

You've been driving me crazy for weeks.

I think that...

I'm falling in love with you.

Forgive me.

Loé, I have something incredible to tell you.

OK, but quick, I'm in a hurry.

Alex and I have taken the next step!

He fancies me, I'm telling you!

Did you hear me?

Yes, amazing.

Have you told him? How did it go?

He fancies me!

I see. Let's talk tomorrow.

I knew you weren't sleeping.

Look how cool my skates are!

Brilliant!

See you tomorrow.

Unknown number

Do you touch yourself and think of me, weirdo?

This is Elias's phone. Leave a message.

You wanker. Do you think I chose to be this way?

Do you think you're better because of your dick?

That's not on you.

So I make you hard, I turn you on?

Do I seem alien to you, inhuman?

That's called fetishism.

You go on and keep texting me.

I'll tell everyone you're hard for me, you freak!

I swear...

You're something special.

You're not human, you've come from the skies,

you're an angel.

There's something about you.

You're unlike anyone else. Your body, your skin, your arse...

There's something.

I'm so hard, so hot for you.

It's been there between us for weeks.

I can't take it anymore.

I can't take it anymore, I've never been so hard.

I want to see you again.