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Go to your room, Pauline.

- You don't get it. - Leave us!

The look on the face of the doctor who sewed up my groin...

He said I was special.

Look.

- One more scar! - Stop that.

Delete that picture.

Why? Pictures of me aren't allowed?

You've made me.

Do I gross you out too?

I can't...

I can't stay here.

Please, I want to go away.

Anywhere, but far away!

You must press charges.

Mum and I will come with you, but you must do it.

So everyone hears about it?

It'll be fine, son.

But I'm not your son!

Don't you get that?

They don't think I'm a boy!

Get used to it, I'm not a boy!

You really ought to have killed me as a baby.

Will you just tear it off...

Tear that fucking thing off from between my legs!

ABOUT SASHA

SURGERY APPOINTMENT

Hey, Cynthia. How are you?

What do you want?

Wow. Er... I wanted to say hi?

Nothing to ask me?

No, nothing to ask you, weirdo.

You're the weirdo, saying hi like that!

I see. OK. Bye.

Wait.

What?

I'm sorry.

Hey...

Relax, girl.

I can't do it anymore.

I just can't.

I'm never good enough.

Being nice is the wrong move.

So is toughening up to stop the bullying.

I never get it right.

I can't even say hi anymore.

Why am I telling you? You have it so easy.

You won't understand.

People love you.

You have no idea what it's been like

since Anna's spread those rumours.

We're not all like Anna.

I'm here for you if you need me.

Thank you.

Do you want to go? I can say you were feeling poorly.

No, don't worry, go to class.

I'll hang in there.

Terrible outfit.

You're so right!

What?

What?

What's your problem?

What's yours?

She's been off for days.

You're not avoiding me, I'm avoiding you.

Oh, really?

- Why? - I told her about the bet.

You're such a twat!

Yeah. I'm such a twat.

Oh, no, I'm such a meanie!

Anna is so mean!

So what? Has it killed you?

Has someone died?

You're an impressive twat, too.

Kicking me out and ignoring me, who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Come on, relax.

You're a twat, I'm a twat.

- The whole world's a twat! - I'm a twat.

So, come on.

Let's move on.

I thought you didn't like me.

But you do like me.

- Go on, say it. - No.

Say it.

I don't like you.

I hate your stupid twat face.

You've made up!

You're so cute!

She's been bummed out for days.

We tried everything.

Mouth-to-mouth, heart massage...

We even offered her our bodies.

I wouldn't touch your dick with a stick.

I'd rather snog girls.

Can we go back to taking the piss now?

Come on, let's go?

Yes, let's!

Shot! Shot! Shot! Shot!

Is Sasha in love with Alex?

That's not funny!

And then...

The devil...

Yes.

- What? - The devil is a very bad card.

It's the card of exhibitionists, since the devil is naked.

- What? - You're going to be a nudist.

That is so much rubbish!

- Ow! - Watch out!

- One, two, three! - Ow!

- Really? - I swear!

Alex! Alex!

Give it your all.

Ridiculous!

You try!

- OK. - So bad.

- Oh my god! - How did you do that?

Admit it, I am the best!

You rock.

- So butch! - Here, for you.

There was a crack right here, I made it!

Stop it! Look, I'm the one who broke it.

Absolutely, yes, you broke it.

Go whine somewhere else.

It's all right!

Olé, olé, olé! Alex! Alex!

Olé, olé, olé! Alex! Alex!

These are our best years.

I hope not.

I hope it's just a start.

That we'll live much cooler things later.

Like burning down your parents' shop?

Med school doesn't make you cooler.

You'll cut into bodies all day long.

Of course it does.

Life in Paris will be so cool, with the shops, the hot boys...

So true.

Your tiny flat, the crowded metro,

the smell of piss, the roaches...

So very cool.

My dream life!

Stop it. You're going to miss us.

I'm not.

At least my brothers will be out of my hair.

Telling me what to do or not.

Who to sleep with or not.

What I should eat, how I should piss...

Yo. We're your brothers.

We're your blood, your life, your family!

Fuck those assholes.

Are you crying?

No, stop it!

That's amazing.

You're so fucking annoying...

I think life is better than this grind.

School, parents, vortex...

After school,

I want to travel,

I want to see the world!

Meet weird people...

eat weird food...

in weird places...

That's life.

That's dreadful.

Nothing frightens you!

You break planks with your bare hands.

True. She'll graduate with distinction despite doing nothing.

You'll have an incredible life.

With an insane flat.

Your annoying blond kids will have your amazing smile.

Was that a compliment?

You like me.

I tolerate you, settle down.

I'll never leave the area.

Because of your lust for Thor.

Have you pulled him?

And you didn't tell us!

I'm jealous as a rat! You're meant to marry me!

Do rats get jealous?

You say it sucks.

But I like it here.

This is home.

Nothing bad can happen.

Even though our parents and school drag us down,

even though we didn't go to class for a year,

even though we're going to die because the planet is fucked,

well...

here, all together...

I want to remember this forever.

Adventure? I don't see the appeal.

Here is my home.

You're my family!

I'll make the most of it.

Down to the last drop.

Until you're done with Grindr and Tinder...

You've just ruined a moment.

Yes, he was being real!

That's me!

Living alone doesn't frighten you?

- No. - Really not.

Freedom!

Life!

It terrifies me!

Hey. With a bit of luck you'll marry Thor.

You'll have lots of kids.

Meeva'll be their godmother.

Nothing to fear then.

Yeah...

And you're already like a dad.

You iron your dad's shirts...

You know where the fuse box is.

You can't cook, separate issue.

Sometimes I feel 100,000 years old.

We're 18, but it feels like we've done it all.

Wow, coming down hard.

What about you? Do you want to stay here?

No.

I want to go into space.

I see...

Is that all?

No, I mean it.

It's my dream.

Seeing an earthrise.

Apparently when you see the Earth hanging in this infinity,

in this pitch black,

among those scattered stars that died ages ago,

you feel both very big and very small.

Seeing the Earth so little,

so beautiful, so frail,

teeming with life,

you feel like you belong.

Belong?

Belong to what?

To everything.

To the sky, to the stars,

to dinosaurs, to table tennis,

to plants,

to the living and the dead.

You belong to something bigger, bigger than all of us.

That's feeling like you belong.

It sounds amazing.

Alex, I love you.

I want to feel that too.

So do I!

- So do I. - Stop lying.

I said I wanted it too, OK?

Wait, let's promise each other.

Even if it won't happen for ages...

we have to see an earthrise.

You're so high.

Promise!

I promise.

I promise.

I promise.

I promise.

Well.

If we're going to philosophise...

let's get truly fucked up?

Oh yeah...

You're on!

- No way! - Fuck yeah!

Where did you get it?

- So cool. - Have you ever had any?

I don't think so.

We're all a bit dumb, our brains are fucked,

you don't have to join us.

- I'm in! - You sure?

I'm sure.

I'll be here to check on you.

I'm here.

Do you two want to get a room?

Oi, shut it.

Six, seven, eight, crossover, crossover,

arabesque, lunge...

Yeah...

I shouldn't have done my make-up, it'll run!

You'll win, won't you?

You're the best.

Alex won't text me back!

Poke him.

Send him a picture like this, you're so hot.

OK.

Hey, Alex, you need to take the 11:08 train,

I can grab your ticket if you tell me soon.

Later, they might be sold out.

I'm sending you a picture of my make-up,

it's gorgeous!

You can also take the 12:30 train,

but it's the absolute last one you can take,

don't be late, the next ones are full.

I can't wait to see you! Bye.

He might not have seen your texts.

He hasn't even read them.

Sometimes, people's lives are busy.

He might be doing homework...

grocery shopping...

or he has a barbecue with his uncle.

He looks like he enjoys kebabs and sausages.

Oh shit! It's time.

You have to go.

I need to get ready.

Er... OK.

You don't need me there?

Sasha and my parents are coming.

All right, good luck.

Thank you!

Can you feel them?

Feel the sounds of the rainbow?

You understand me so well.

That's exactly what I meant. It's gorgeous.

Can you feel the sounds of the rainbow?

Can you feel the sounds of the rainbow?

Can you feel the sounds?

Feel the sounds of the rainbow?

- Dad? - Honestly...

How dare you tell people about our... our child?

Aren't you ashamed?

At least I talk about it.

I'm tired of your silence.

Tired of pretending.

This surgery is irreversible!

Think of the consequences!

- I brought it up. - Look at yourself!

You're ridiculous. Having a gay friend won't make him like you!

- Fuck you. Let's go. - Do you think it will?

Go fuck yourself.

And now you're running out.

Mummy?

No. I need some air or I will kill your dad.

Daddy?

Daddy!

Daddy!

Hey, Sasha...

Take me to the station

or I'll miss the championship...

Please pick up the phone...

Ring me back...

Please, Sasha, I need you!

Pick up the phone...

Hi, Mum.

Hi.

Wait, Pauline's championship...

Wasn't it today?

Ask your father, he was her lift.

No, wait.

He's not here.

He's taken off.

Oh, fuck...

Pauline?

You didn't ring me back.

I'm so fucking sorry.

My phone fell in the water.

I'm so stupid, I'm so sorry.

They're saying I stood them up.

They've kicked me off the team.

Sasha?

Mum!

Mum!

Mummy!