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[shuddering]

[Witold] Atrial fibrillation is under control, but she has pleural effusion...

[Lucyna] In layman's terms.

[Witold] It's not good, she needs a transfusion.

We have the same blood type! She's my daughter, let me go!

[dramatic music playing]

- [in German] Thank you. - [in German] You're welcome.

- What are you staring at? - I'll wait outside.

No, stay.

I don't want to be alone.

[Witold exhales deeply]

[chuckles faintly]

Actually, I'm not surprised she got a fix.

I was just like her. With a lust for life.

[contemplative music playing]

I wanted to try everything.

Nothing could stop me.

[people laughing]

[upbeat music playing]

[people chattering in German]

[people laughing]

[screaming]

Stop! Help!

- [Lucyna screams] - [tense music playing]

Stop! Stop him!

[thunderclap]

[people chattering and laughing]

[disco music playing]

- [in German] What will it be? - What?

- Are you ordering? - You're from Poland.

- Beat it, you're taking up space. - I'm looking for a job.

I'm sorry, we don't have a job for you.

Could I speak to the boss?

Max.

Max!

Max!

[in German] She's looking for a job.

[Max in German] What?

[Lucyna] Uh...

Uh...

[in German] I need a job.

- [in German] We're not hiring, I'm sorry. - [in German] But I'm a waitress!

[chuckles]

Wow.

[chuckling]

[in German] What is she doing?

[in German] Making a bigger turnover than any other girl.

[in German] How much did you make in tips?

[in German] Give it to me.

- [in German] My place, my liquor. - [in German] It's my work!

[in German] No one asked you for it. Give it to me!

[in German] Okay.

[in German] Ten percent always goes to me.

[in German] Don't be late, don't steal.

[in German] If you want to fuck the clients, don't block the toilet, got it?

[in German] Yes. Thanks!

[in German] Thank you. Thank you!

Get moving.

[chuckles]

- [in German] Keep an eye on her, got it? - [in German] Got it.

It's just for tonight, I'll find something tomorrow.

Do you want a drink?

But you know I won't go to bed with you?

[chuckles faintly]

You're tired. You can sleep here.

Come here.

[pop music playing]

- Dad, I'm okay. - [rock music playing]

I'm safe.

I'll bring you guys over when I settle in.

- But why didn't you tell me? - [Lucyna] Would you have let me go?

I should be working my ass off abroad, not you.

It's not that bad.

I've got food, I've got my place.

- I'll send you parcels. - Okay, I need to go. Bye now.

- Hello, Dad? - [Marysia] Who is it? Her?

Let me talk to her. Your kid is crying all day long.

How could you? How dare you even call here?

She's fine, really. She is.

She got accepted into kindergarten. [chuckles]

Mommy's calling. Say something to Mommy.

- Kasia... - [father] Say "Mommy."

Kasia, baby...

Say it.

- [Kasia crying] - Don't cry.

Honey, Mommy will come.

I'll come for you and I'll take you.

We'll never be apart again, I promise.

Don't make promises, because no guy will marry a slut for the second time!

[Kasia continues crying]

- [melancholic music playing] - [disconnect tone]

- Don't fret, honey. Don't fret. - [crying]

Easy now. You got upset?

[pop music playing]

[in German] Thanks.

Don't stare or they'll take you for a fag.

Don't call me that.

You're staring again.

Maybe I am one?

[chuckles] What?

[man in German] Whiskey, please.

Maybe I am a faggot?

A homo.

[in German] Maybe I'm a fairy?

- Jesus... - Don't call me that either.

[both chuckle]

[Lucyna] And who is she?

[chuckling] Oh.

That's Nina Star, a porn star.

She doesn't fuck in retail, she does it in bulk, for thousands of jerk-offs.

And makes a shitload of money.

[people chattering and shouting]

[in German] Here you go.

[in German] Thanks.

Hey.

[in German] Beat it.

- [man in German] Come here. - [Nina in German] Beat it. Beat it!

- [in German] Come. - [in German] Fuck off!

[in German] Get lost!

[in German] Dude, that's enough!

- [in German] Beat it! Leave me alone! - [chuckling]

[indistinct chatter in German]

- [in German] Get in! - [in German] Sod off!

[man grunts]

[in German] Drive or I'll pee on the seat!

[door closes]

- [in German] I don't want to fuck. - [in German] Thank God!

[Nina] Hmm.

- [in German] So soft. - [in German] Natural.

[snickers]

[Nina] Hmm.

- [in German] Do you live alone? - [in German] When I feel like it.

[in German] When I don't, I don't.

[in German] Is this all yours?

[in German] You've got the looks.

[in German] You could try your luck in the business.

[in German] No... it's not for me.

[in German] Porn is beauty.

[in German] Beautiful women, beautiful men,

beautiful cocks, and beautiful money.

[grunts]

[in German] I'm not a...

[in German] What?

[in German] A whore?

- [in German] I'm sorry... - [laughing]

[in German] You also put your ass to work at the bar.

[in German] You just make a lot less.

[moans quietly]

[breathing deeply]

[gentle upbeat music playing]

[Lucyna] At Nina's place I felt the smell of the West for the first time.

It smelled of freedom and dreams.

Later I realized it was the scent of money.

[laughing]

I peed into the bidet because I thought it was the toilet.

And she had those little bottles of French perfume on every shelf,

and white towels.

It blew my mind.

Now I have a bidet in every bathroom.

And I still pee in them.

[both chuckle]

And I have those frigging bottles of French perfume, too.

And Egyptian cotton sheets.

Was it worth it?

- Is this related to the investigation? - I'm just trying to understand.

No, you're not.

You already have an opinion.

I'm a slut who sold herself for little French bottles.

[sighs]

Only one person can judge me,

and that person isn't you.

- [telephone ringing] - [laughing] How pretty!

[Lucyna] Hello, Dad? It's me, Lucyna.

Well hi, Lucyna.

[Janusz] Won't you say hi to your husband?

- [Lucyna] Janusz, where is Kasia? - [indistinct chatter]

She's with me.

From now on, send the parcels home.

Plus 200 marks a week.

[scoffs] But I can't afford that.

Don't lie. I can tell by the parcels that you're well off.

Yes, Dad's talking there.

And who is Daddy on the phone with? Go see.

Janusz, put Kasia on the phone. I need to talk to her.

When I get the money.

Janusz, I need to hear her! Put her on the phone!

Three hundred marks.

Hello? Hello, Janusz?

[Lucyna] Wow.

[man] Mmm.

Whom do I need to sleep with to get a kimono like that?

- [laughing] - Fuck.

Do they really make that much in porn?

[chuckles]

Think about the pleasure, not the dough.

I guess I also work with my body at the bar, only they pay me less.

What? With that kind of pay I could bring Kasia here.

Ah.

I don't have to be in the movies, I can be a model.

Why don't you do it for yourself, not for Kasia?

Do it for yourself.

Mmm.

- You want to be a model? - Don't take pictures!

- I'm not shy. - I want to see a model, then.

Come on.

- [Lucyna] No. - Come on, come on.

I'm Nina Star. Nina Star. Nina Star. Nina Star.

- [mock moaning] - [camera shutter clicking]

- You're better than Nina Star. - It's no use.

Stop kidding me.

This is beautiful. This is what I'm talking about.

- And you've got it. - Don't.

Let me show you. Can I show you something? Come here.

- Take a look in the mirror. - Right.

Who has a gift from God?

[contemplative music playing]

You have to use it.

You can't let it go to waste. They'll love you.

Because you're authentic. You are yourself.

Think...

What do you dream of when you are alone? What turns you on?

What makes you... feel hot?

[chuckles]

- And wet? Mm? - [chuckles]

- [Lucyna] I like... - Mm-hm.

big hands.

And what are those hands doing to you?

- They're touching me. - Where?

Like that? Go with it.

[camera shutter clicking]

[camera shutter clicks]

Go with it, it's beautiful.

You are beautiful.

My Lucy Love.

[knocking]

[music stops]

[in German] Do I know you?

[in German] I work at the bar.

[in German] I drove you home the other day.

Ahhh.

[in German] You didn't let them fuck my corpse. Have a seat.

[in German] Do I owe you money? For a taxi? Something else?

[in German] No. I don't want money.

[Nina in German] Hm. Everyone wants money. Or sex.

[in German] Or both, preferably at the same time.

[in German] What do you want?

[people chattering]

[in German] What the hell is this, Hans? Nothing is ready!

- [in German] But... Nina... - [Nina in German] The studio isn't free.

[in German] Turn around. No, no, no. Out.

[in German] Coco, come. Sit.

Tina.

[in German] Still in your threads? Take them off!

[in German] Here?

- [in German] Do you need a dressing room? - [in German] No, sorry.

[people chattering]

[in German] You look like a bear! Where did you come from?

[Lucyna in German] From behind the Curtain. The Iron Curtain.

[in German] Did you have surgery?

[camera shutter clicking]

[in German] A caesarean.

- [in German] Do you have a child? - [in German] Is that a problem?

[in German] The ones with kids don't go all the way.

[in German] Do something. This looks awful.

[in German] Move to the middle.

Nina!

[in German] Maybe more?

[in German] Yes?

[in German] I will go all the way.

[upbeat electronic music playing]

[photographer in German] And now lean forward.

[in German] Bolder!

[in German] Don't be tense, kid! That's it. Great!

[camera shutter clicking]

[in German] And who's that?

[in German] Hans, do something about that scar.

[in German] Or else they won't run her even on the last page.

[in German] She's good.

- [pop music stops] - [in German] That's for today.

[in German] And that's for tomorrow.

[in German] I want you smooth as a new-born's butt.

[in German] Another photo shoot?

[in German] A meeting with a producer.

[in German] A porn film producer?

[chuckles]

[in German] I'll become recognizable?

[Nina in German] If the producer likes you.

Mmm.

[in German] Thank you.

- [pop music playing] - Look. For Kasia, real cotton. Smell it.

[pop music playing]

It still smelled of lavender at the store.

Don't be cross. I got you something, too.

Hm.

Why spend so much money if it's only for home?

You don't like it? Try it on, at least.

I'm not going to do it in public.

[sighs]

Janek... You can be yourself outside, too.

Besides...

I met him at the studio.

You keep talking about guys, but I've never seen you with one.

Yeah? And are you sure you're straight?

Because I've never seen you with a guy, either!

Do you like him? I put in a word.

Do you think I can't do better than gigolos?

No. I think you're afraid.

You don't know shit about what I'm afraid of.

Or about my fears!

Stop fucking with my life and start dealing with yours.

I am dealing with mine.

This here... this here is shit, Lucyna.

It's all shit, go the fuck back to Poland.

Go back to your daughter!

[pop music continues]

[pop music continues]

[sniffles]

I told you to back off!

I'm not going anywhere until you tell me what's going on.

Is this about Peter? I'll tell him to fuck off.

[sniffles]

We'll go home alone and get totally pissed.

[contemplative music playing]

Janek...

Whatever you got yourself into, I'll get you out of it.

[Janek sobs quietly]

[people laughing]

[in German] I know this place on Trampplatz.

[in German] On Trampplatz or near it. They've got awesome pad thai!

[in German] Or maybe the movies? I'm an actor.

[in German] A little bit of French, a little bit of piano...

[in German] You should also become an actor.

Taxi!

[contemplative music continues]

- [in German] Won't the owner mind? - [in German] Baron? No.

[in German] He never gets up before noon.

- [in German] Janek! What about me? - [laughter]

[giggling]

Whoo!

[laughter]

- Come on. - [Janek] No.

Come on!

- Come on, join us. - Come.

- [whispering] - [giggling]

[screaming and laughter]

- Come on. Come on. Come on. - No.

You'll be fine without me.

[ethereal music playing]

I love you.

My Lady Love.

[inhaling]

I wanted him to have the courage to be himself.

- That night was my gift to him. - [ethereal music stops]

I didn't realize it'd be the last one.

[sighs] If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be doing porn.

- Should I go with you? - [Lucyna] No!

That Schneider, he's a serious player. Nina debuted with him.

He won't hurt me.

Will you give me my coat?

Janek... How about I reschedule and stay with you?

- I told you, it's just a cold. - Lasting for a bloody long time.

We're going to the doctor tomorrow.

Well? How do I look?

Mmm.

[both] Whoa! [laughing]

Get out of my sight, you're turning me straight.

- Keep your fingers crossed! - I am!

- Bye! - Bye!

- [breathing deeply] - [door closes]

[gasps]

[coughing]

[in German] Nina wasn't lying. You're beautiful.

[in German] And talented.

[in German] And not too modest, I like that.

- [in German] Cheers! - [in German] Cheers!

[exhales deeply]

[in German] I'm looking for new faces.

- [in German] And I like yours. - [chuckles faintly]

[in German] If you want to work for me, I have to see what you've got to offer.

[in German] Is this an audition?

[in German] Sure.

[Lucyna] Hm.

- [in German] Yes! Oh, yes! Harder! - [moaning]

Harder!

- [Schneider groaning] - [flesh slapping]

[Schneider groans passionately]

[in German] You didn't tell me Nina set up a meeting for you.

- [in German] Are you jealous? - [chuckling] No.

[in German] Her producers are bullshit.

[in German] They don't exist.

[in German] I don't understand.

[in German] She tells the girls they're meeting a producer,

and if they handle it properly, they'll get into the business.

[in German] The girls go...

[in German] They screw the dudes for free, and the dudes pay Nina.

[in German] Every day a hundred chicks ask her

how to make it big in the porn industry.

[in German] Nina takes advantage of that and makes good money.

[siren blaring]

[in German] The only one who counts in the business is Baron.

- [in German] Thanks. - [people chattering in German]

- [woman 1 in German] Is that some junkie? - [woman 2 in German] Anyone know him?

[Lucyna] Janek! Janek, what's wrong?!

[in German] What's going on?! Janek, Janek... What's wrong with him?!

[paramedic in German] Saturation's dropping. Back off, please.

Janek!

- [in German] We're taking him to ER. - Janek.

[dramatic music playing]

[no audible dialogue]

[music fades]

You shouldn't.

They say it's contagious.

Then get up and kick me out.

Did you get the part?

Um...

Schneider said that...

That he wants me in two movies.

And with the money he offers, we can live for a year.

We'll rent an apartment, for you, me and Kasia.

[exhales deeply]

[grunts faintly]

You don't want a fairy near your kid.

[both chuckle]

Who else will teach her how to be a woman?

[melancholic music playing]

I brought you something.

You know that...

now you'll have to live for the both of us.

You'll have to love...

fight...

and you'll win for us both.

Promise.

- Will you promise me? - [whimpering]

Look at me. Look at me.

[Lucyna whimpers]

[no audible dialogue]

[Lucyna] I couldn't find an undertaker who'd bury him.

No one wanted to touch his body.

Everyone was terrified of the plague.

And you weren't?

Janek was the love of my life.

When he was passing away, no one knew how the disease spread.

They called it "the fags' syndrome."

Said God punished them for who they were.

Do you believe that?

That God punishes the innocent?

[machine beeping]

[muttering indistinctly]

Give her back to me.

Give her back, and I'll fix myself.

Lord, you know me, and yet you have chosen me.

Take me as I am...

and make me as you wish me to be.

[breathing deeply]

["Yes Sir, I Can Boogie" by Rolf Soja & Frank Dostal playing]

[Lucyna] I promised Janek I'd live for us both. For him and for me.

And I did.

Mister

Your eyes are full of hesitation

Sure makes me wonder

If you know what your looking for

Baby

I wanna keep my reputation

I'm a sensation

You try me once you'll beg for more

Yes sir, I can boogie

But I need a certain song

I can boogie, boogie woogie

All night long

["Yes Sir, I Can Boogie" fades]

[woman moaning passionately in movie]

[in German] Have you got a cig?

[woman continues moaning]

[in German] Everything okay?

[in German] No.

[in German] I miss Kasia.

[in German] Your lover.

[in German] No, my daughter.

[in German] And I miss Janek.

[in German] Your son.

[in German] No, my brother.

- [woman continues moaning] - [Lucyna chuckles faintly]

[in German] Where will I find Klaus Baron?

Why are you looking for him?

A piece of advice: stay away from him.

[woman continues moaning]

Bye.

[chattering in German]

[in German] I might be a whore, but not yours.

[gasping and panting]

[groans]

[in German] You've totally lost it! Baron, throw that nutcase out!

[in German] You forgot something.

[in German] You are Baron.

Shhhh.

[in German] It'll be fine, honey. It'll be fine.

[in German] I'm bleeding!

- [in German] You look lovely. - [in German] That stupid cow...

[in German] My favorite jacket! You stupid...

[Baron in German] Everything will be fine.

- [Nina in German] She attacked me! - [Baron in German] You're beautiful.

[contemplative music playing]

That's how the queen defeated the evil dragon...

and saved her little daughter.

[Kasia] Tell me again, Mom!

I can't now, I have to go to work.

Bye.

- I'll call you tonight, okay? - [man] Lucyna!

[in German] Lucyna, we need you on the set!

- [Janusz chattering] - Hello?

Kasia, baby?

- [Janusz] Call when you send the money! - I did. I can't send you more.

[Janusz chuckling] Sorry. We had a deal.

- I'm trying! - Try harder!

[man in German] How do we credit you?

[in German] What?

- [in German] Not Lucyna Liss, right? - [in German] Why not?

[in German] It's not too sexy. Come.

[people chattering and laughing]

[in German] Have you seen her?

[man in German] Ladies and gentlemen, our star!

Lucy Love!

["She Drives Me Crazy" by Fine Young Cannibals]

Lucy Love.

[people applaud and cheer]

[cheering]

- [man] Lucy Love! - [applause and cheering continues]

Lucy Love!

[passionate moaning]

Whoo hoo!

[applause and cheering continue]

[in German] I'm ready. Are you?

["She Drives Me Crazy" fades]

[gentle melodic music playing]

[music becomes tense and dramatic]

[music fades]

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