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When you find yourself in crisis,
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what is your first response?
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Who is the first one you call?
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Unit 240, we got a code three.
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A 10-year-old male in psychiatric
distress, self-harming.
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Apartment's on the
third floor of a walk-up
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on Broadway and Main.
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Please, please, please, Finn, stop.
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Finn, stop!
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Please, please, stop, stop, stop, stop.
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Mr. Kemp? I'm Katie. This is Max.
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Are you hurt? Fill us in.
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No, no, no, no. I was trying
to bandage my son Finn.
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He was playing, and he broke
this vase and cut himself.
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And when I tried to take a look,
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he locked himself in the bathroom.
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The head banging, it's
common with autism.
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But I don't know what to
do. I've tried everything.
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I'll grab a stair chair
and irons from the brig.
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Yeah.
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Hey, Finn? I'm a paramedic.
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It sounds like you're hurt.
Can I come in and take a look?
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He's gonna knock himself out
or cause permanent damage.
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Finn, please, please, please stop.
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Finn, you have to stop. Please.
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That's a nice set of Camaros you got.
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I drive a pretty good rig.
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It's a Chevy, too.
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Is he unconscious?
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Ah!
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Sorry, buddy.
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Restraints of protocol.
It's required by the law.
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Hey, Max?
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Can you tell the dad to
meet us at Barnes General?
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- I can take it from here.
- Sure.
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Yeah. Thanks.
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Hey. Hey, hey, hey.
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So I know these straps are
uncomfy and a little scary,
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but think of this ambulance
as a roller coaster.
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And these straps are like
seat belts but for your hands.
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They keep us both safe while we ride.
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Ready? Yeah?
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Want to know what kind of rig were in?
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You were wrong earlier.
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It's not a Chevy, but that's
okay. It's a Ford F-350.
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Okay, hotshot. Name as many
Chevy models as you can. Go.
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Blazer. Camaro. Corvette. Coupe.
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- Bolt. Malibu.
- Bro, Van,
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- where'd you get those shoes?
- They were a gift, okay?
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No. They fire, man. Can I try them on?
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- Heads up.
- What you got for us, Katie?
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Dang, Finn, you must be a big deal.
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You got Dr. Wolf and his whole
team out here waiting for you.
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Promise not to have
too much fun without me?
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Can't promise anything. But I can try.
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That's all I ask for.
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Uh, 10-year-old autistic male Finn Kemp.
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A and O times four, vitals stable,
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bilateral lacerations on him, uh,
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because of, uh, broken glass,
head injury from head banging.
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- Everything okay, Katie?
- Oh, yeah. Just a headache.
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Blame it on the coffee
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or the... the six
back-to-back morning shifts.
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- Unit 240.
- Copy.
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Always a pleasure, Dr. Wolf.
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Take care of Finn for me. I gotta run.
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6-year-old female...
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So a few bad burns, uh,
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staph infection, and a sprained
ankle all in the last year.
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We've got quite the injury history.
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Are you Johnny Knoxville or something?
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No, I'm Finn Kemp.
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Kids his age, they're
always bumping into things
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and tripping over each other.
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I'm a single dad, so staying on
top of things can be hard, huh?
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Earlier this year, he had
this really bad splinter
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for the whole day before
I noticed and took it out.
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So those sorts of things can happen.
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But today was the worst.
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Can you point to the face which shows
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how much pain you're in?
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Which one do you feel like?
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Yeah, naming feelings
isn't really easy for him.
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We understand, Mr. Kemp.
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Autism is a spectrum. It
affects everyone differently.
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Uh, Dr. Kinney and Dr.
Markus will run some tests
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to rule out any
neurological complications,
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but upon first assessment,
Finn seems relatively unscathed.
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Thank you, doctors. Right, Finn?
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Thank you. Thank you.
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10-year-old patient repeatedly
bangs his head against the wall?
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Do we know if self-harm is a pattern?
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Well, the jury's still
out, but as of now,
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he's just an accident-prone
kid. How are you holding up?
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What did the police say about your car?
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I haven't reported it yet.
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Suspicion isn't the same as fact.
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What am I going to say?
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That I think... can't
prove... that my patient,
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who's also my husband's mistress,
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destroyed my car because I
said I wouldn't see her anymore?
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My car is one thing.
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If the whole truth comes out,
it could destroy my career.
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Maybe I ended things
with her too abruptly.
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What does Morris say about all this?
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I haven't told him yet. Without proof,
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sharing her information would
breach HIPAA since he knows her.
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Okay, the same can be said of me, then.
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Is that the real reason, or is
that just a convenient excuse?
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The moment I say anything to him,
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it'll open a whole can of worms.
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He'll think I've lost my mind
for continuing to see her.
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No. For now, the doorman's been briefed.
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I'm picking Maya up right after school.
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This isn't my first
rodeo. It's under control.
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Remember that patient
who followed me home?
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Carol, protect yourself.
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I hear you.
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Don't worry.
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I'm taking this seriously, I promise.
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- Stop!
- Hold still for me there, Finn.
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- Can you just...
- S... should we call for backup?
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- See if Jacob's around?
- We need Jacob for this?
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- Or Dana anyway.
- You said Jacob.
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- You said Jacob.
- See? Even our buddy Finn heard you.
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You're reading into it
more than you should.
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But let's table this for
now and focus on our patient.
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Oh. Sorry, bud. I was distracting
the talent. That was my bad.
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- No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
- It's okay, it's okay.
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- No, no, no, no, no, no.
- It's okay. Hey, how about this?
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Look. While I fix your I.V.,
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you can push as many
buttons as you want.
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You want to try it?
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All right, Finn, let's
try the other arm, yeah?
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Wait, you didn't feel that?
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- Feel what?
- The I.V.? Finn's pain?
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No.
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Tired of me yet? We're a
bit short staffed today.
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40s, male, Jim Lang, A and O times four,
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uh, found unconscious.
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Uh, how long was he unconscious?
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Reportedly under two minutes.
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He didn't want to come
in, but his wife insisted.
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We got another call, but he
can fill you in on the rest.
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Katie! Katie!
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Is she breathing?
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Hey, can you get
someone help now, please?
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- Katie! Katie!
- Nurse! Prep a crash cart!
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We need a set of vitals.
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Well, you know the drill, Katie.
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- Rate your pain 1 through 10.
- 2.
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Okay, while admirable
and useful in the field,
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stoicism is no good here.
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I'm fine. I didn't eat before work.
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Mix hypoglycemia with sleep deprivation
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and a splash of dehydration,
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you get a syncope cocktail.
It's a rookie mistake.
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Well, that's a fair self-diagnosis,
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except for the fact that
I noticed your winces
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were more pronounced this morning.
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Why are you tracking my winces?
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Uh, I'm not tracking them.
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But you may have heard
that I have difficulty
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recognizing faces, so I hone
in on features or expressions,
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or in your case, winces.
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So that's enough to admit me?
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I have a sense there's
something else going on here.
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In our field, it's very easy
to neglect your own needs
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because you are so busy
taking care of other people.
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But let us take care of you,
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just this once, to make sure
there's nothing else going on.
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Can I at least get
some of those ice chips
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and those PB cups you give your
favorite patients while I wait?
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I will even throw in
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a chocolate chip cookie.
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In the meantime, Dana will get a CBC,
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CMP, and CT... the basics...
and I'll check back.
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Mm.
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Uh, what are you doing?
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God, he was so sweet and earnest,
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didn't have the heart to
tell him I was leaving.
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I cleared the concussion checklist.
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I'm not staying for your CT scan.
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And then die of an epidural hematoma?
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That's not happening on my watch.
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I know you're just
doing your due diligence.
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I'm good. I know what a
really bad fall looks like.
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Then you also know that
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the cost of being wrong isn't worth it.
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The only cost I'm worried about
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is the pricey hospital bill
you're trying to stick me with.
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Don't paramedics have good insurance?
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Even if you leave
against medical advice,
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I care what happens to you.
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You're not just a number here, I swear.
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Patient number 026794.
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Come on, Dana, I'm,
like, literally a number.
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Look, just save the
hospital bed for someone
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who actually needs it.
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My partner will monitor me 24/7.
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Pinky promise.
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Fine. On one condition.
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You accept a liter of LR on the house.
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Just rest up for a few hours, okay?
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This is an Axonal Flare Test, Mr. Kemp.
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It assesses the function
of small nerve fibers.
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Only take a few seconds to see
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if there's a reaction to the histamine.
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You're saying there's something
wrong with Finn's nerves?
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We've been doing some research,
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and Finn might have a
rare genetic disorder.
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It's just a theory.
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But this test could give us answers.
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Well, it's the same.
Same is good, right?
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In this case, a negative
reaction is to be expected
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with patients with CIPA.
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Congenital insensitivity to pain.
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It means that Finn can't feel pain.
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So all those times he was
hurt, he couldn't even feel it.
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He didn't know.
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How did I miss this? I'm his father.
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There are less than 100
cases of CIPA in the U.S.
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Finn's symptoms might have been
falsely attributed to autism.
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Can you give us a moment, please?
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Of course.
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Tough diagnosis to give,
even harder one to uncover.
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- What made you think of CIPA?
- Because of you.
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When Finn ripped his
I.V. out, even I flinched.
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You were able to bandage him up
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and start a new I.V.
without missing a beat.
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With your Mirror-Touch,
you didn't feel it,
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- which might have meant...
- Finn didn't feel it, either.
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Wow. You're so impressive, E.
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My next mystery is to uncover
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how you've hidden a stim-toy
obsession from me all this time.
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What other secrets are you hiding, Van?
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Okay. Help me out here.
I need a distraction.
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Remember my friend I was telling
you about, the chiropractor?
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Well, turns out he's newly single.
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- Don't do that.
- I'm on deck for surgery.
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No, don't do that.
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Stop trying to set me up
with your weird friends.
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Nichols, I don't quit easily!
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00:12:27,433 --> 00:12:29,034
Oh.
246
00:12:29,035 --> 00:12:31,703
Uh, Carol just offered
to set me up with someone.
247
00:12:31,704 --> 00:12:33,572
- My Carol?
- Mm.
248
00:12:33,573 --> 00:12:36,141
She's literally never tried
to set me up with her friends.
249
00:12:36,142 --> 00:12:38,544
Wait, did you want to be
set up with Carol's friend?
250
00:12:38,545 --> 00:12:40,245
I did not, but I am curious.
251
00:12:40,246 --> 00:12:42,481
Have you not told Carol
about us? It's no issue.
252
00:12:42,482 --> 00:12:44,950
Just dating, if that's what
we're doing, is a secret,
253
00:12:45,031 --> 00:12:47,299
- I want to be privy to that.
- It's not that.
254
00:12:47,300 --> 00:12:50,435
But if I tell Carol,
then it becomes a thing.
255
00:12:50,436 --> 00:12:53,405
- So we're not a thing?
- No, we're not not a thing.
256
00:12:53,406 --> 00:12:56,308
But Carol likes to psychologize
my dating decisions.
257
00:12:56,309 --> 00:12:58,710
There will be follow-up questions.
258
00:12:58,711 --> 00:13:01,547
- So many.
- Without reason, I'm sure.
259
00:13:01,548 --> 00:13:04,550
- Do you want me to tell Carol?
- Honestly, I assumed you did.
260
00:13:04,551 --> 00:13:06,184
I mean, I didn't think you two
261
00:13:06,185 --> 00:13:08,220
were capable of keeping
secrets like that,
262
00:13:08,221 --> 00:13:11,156
especially considering that
your mom knows more than her.
263
00:13:11,157 --> 00:13:14,259
I'm fine either way.
I gotta go scrub in.
264
00:13:22,101 --> 00:13:24,469
Did the fumigators come early?
265
00:13:24,470 --> 00:13:27,739
It's Drakkar Noir. It's too much?
266
00:13:27,740 --> 00:13:31,343
No. You know it's not too late
to come out with me tonight.
267
00:13:31,344 --> 00:13:34,112
Carol, he's just a little late.
268
00:13:34,113 --> 00:13:36,749
A little late was two hours ago.
269
00:13:39,352 --> 00:13:41,353
You think Billy stood me up?
270
00:13:41,354 --> 00:13:43,455
Even if he did, I
never liked him anyway.
271
00:13:43,456 --> 00:13:45,390
New York City is full of Billys.
272
00:13:45,391 --> 00:13:48,493
You're coming out with me
tonight. I'll be your wingwoman.
273
00:13:50,363 --> 00:13:54,099
Uh, don't worry about
me. Just go have fun.
274
00:13:54,100 --> 00:13:56,101
Maybe I'll catch up with you later?
275
00:13:56,102 --> 00:13:58,236
Okay. Suit yourself.
276
00:14:12,652 --> 00:14:16,456
Dr. Bowen, call 331. Dr. Bowen, 331.
277
00:14:32,772 --> 00:14:35,140
Katie? Look at me. Look at me.
278
00:14:35,141 --> 00:14:36,642
There's no time!
279
00:14:36,643 --> 00:14:38,810
Katie, it's okay. Here,
we're gonna set you down.
280
00:14:38,811 --> 00:14:40,846
- Sit you down. Here.
- No! Gunshot wound.
281
00:14:40,847 --> 00:14:42,514
- Need to stabilize.
- It's okay, I got you.
282
00:14:42,515 --> 00:14:44,283
It's okay. No, no, it's
okay. She's delirious.
283
00:14:44,284 --> 00:14:46,685
- What did the CT show?
- She refused the scan.
284
00:14:46,686 --> 00:14:49,655
I tried to fight her on it, but she
cleared protocol. It was her call.
285
00:14:49,656 --> 00:14:52,258
You're the only one responsible
for that call, Doctor.
286
00:15:00,934 --> 00:15:02,001
I guess I should have
listened to Dr. Dang
287
00:15:03,503 --> 00:15:05,404
about that CT scan.
288
00:15:05,405 --> 00:15:07,339
You're not gonna hold
it against her, are you?
289
00:15:07,340 --> 00:15:09,841
My stubbornness shouldn't get
anyone else in trouble but me.
290
00:15:09,842 --> 00:15:12,244
It was a good lesson for Dr. Dang.
291
00:15:12,245 --> 00:15:14,246
And while you may be a stubborn patient,
292
00:15:14,247 --> 00:15:18,550
luckily I am a very stubborn
doctor... with some good news.
293
00:15:18,551 --> 00:15:20,352
Uh, your CT scan is normal,
294
00:15:20,353 --> 00:15:21,954
so no sign of head trauma from the fall.
295
00:15:21,955 --> 00:15:25,191
So I was right. I'm fine.
296
00:15:26,526 --> 00:15:28,493
Well, if it isn't a bleed,
then what's going on?
297
00:15:28,494 --> 00:15:30,495
We're still waiting for
results from your spinal tap,
298
00:15:30,496 --> 00:15:33,232
but your white blood
cell count is up to 25k.
299
00:15:33,233 --> 00:15:37,236
So I've started you on
vancomycin and ceftriaxone.
300
00:15:37,237 --> 00:15:39,438
I have an infection.
301
00:15:39,439 --> 00:15:42,941
It's very possible that you
were exposed to some pathogen
302
00:15:42,942 --> 00:15:44,376
through your job.
303
00:15:44,377 --> 00:15:45,978
We have to rule out all possibilities.
304
00:15:45,979 --> 00:15:49,715
The ambulance is a thunderdome
of infectious diseases.
305
00:15:49,716 --> 00:15:52,751
Tell me everything. Spare no detail.
306
00:15:54,888 --> 00:15:56,655
I'm on the road by 0500.
307
00:15:56,656 --> 00:15:59,324
First stop... West Bronx
for three-car pileup.
308
00:15:59,325 --> 00:16:02,327
There was a motorcyclist.
I know you're one of them,
309
00:16:02,328 --> 00:16:04,630
but this one, he
wasn't wearing a helmet.
310
00:16:04,631 --> 00:16:07,699
- He was D.O.A.
- Whoa, that's an awful shock of adrenaline in the morning.
311
00:16:07,700 --> 00:16:10,636
Next up, intoxicated female
who refuses to comply.
312
00:16:10,637 --> 00:16:13,405
Has a history of drug use, so
I tried to save her sedation,
313
00:16:13,406 --> 00:16:15,574
- but maybe that was a mistake.
- Aah!
314
00:16:15,575 --> 00:16:18,577
- She's a frequent flier.
- When you say frequent flier...
315
00:16:18,578 --> 00:16:20,546
Ugh!
316
00:16:20,547 --> 00:16:23,248
- Let's save the questions for the end.
- Okay.
317
00:16:23,249 --> 00:16:25,450
Someone's grandpa...
318
00:16:25,451 --> 00:16:29,254
Ugh! ... who we thought had the flu.
319
00:16:29,255 --> 00:16:31,790
I end my day with Lucia,
320
00:16:31,791 --> 00:16:35,460
a 14-year-old female who
just came out to her parents.
321
00:16:35,461 --> 00:16:37,829
She attempted suicide
when they rejected her.
322
00:16:37,830 --> 00:16:40,600
I get a lot of these.
323
00:16:41,434 --> 00:16:45,604
I tell her that she's not alone,
even when it feels like it,
324
00:16:45,605 --> 00:16:49,474
and that I, too, was
scared to tell my parents.
325
00:16:49,475 --> 00:16:52,010
But one day it's going to be okay.
326
00:16:52,011 --> 00:16:54,880
It takes a lot of
resilience to do what you do.
327
00:16:54,881 --> 00:16:56,615
Right back at you.
328
00:16:56,616 --> 00:16:58,984
Most of my patients end up at
hospitals like Bronx General.
329
00:16:58,985 --> 00:17:02,054
But it's different when you're a
first responder on the front line.
330
00:17:02,055 --> 00:17:05,290
At the end of the day, the
comedown must be brutal.
331
00:17:05,291 --> 00:17:07,726
There's no comedown if you never stop.
332
00:17:07,727 --> 00:17:11,530
You're febrile... 102.5...
even with the antibiotics.
333
00:17:11,531 --> 00:17:13,866
The spinal fluid results are back.
334
00:17:13,867 --> 00:17:15,968
- It's meningitis.
- The headaches,
335
00:17:15,969 --> 00:17:17,903
the fever, it all makes sense.
336
00:17:17,904 --> 00:17:19,972
I don't think grandpa had the flu.
337
00:17:19,973 --> 00:17:23,442
Dr. Wolf, he died within 24 hours.
338
00:17:23,443 --> 00:17:25,510
Katie, that story is not yours.
339
00:17:25,511 --> 00:17:28,447
Now that we know why you're
sick, we can fight it head-on.
340
00:17:36,823 --> 00:17:39,024
Is my son gonna be okay?
341
00:17:39,025 --> 00:17:43,095
CIPA isn't terminal,
but I will be honest...
342
00:17:43,096 --> 00:17:45,898
few survive past the age of 25.
343
00:17:45,899 --> 00:17:48,667
The older they get, the
less vigilant they become.
344
00:17:48,668 --> 00:17:50,869
I want to set weekly appointments
345
00:17:50,870 --> 00:17:52,538
for Finn to monitor his health
346
00:17:52,539 --> 00:17:55,607
and help him understand his condition.
347
00:17:55,608 --> 00:17:58,644
Let's do everything we
can to keep him safe.
348
00:18:11,624 --> 00:18:13,358
Hey, Mr. Kemp?
349
00:18:13,359 --> 00:18:17,596
Uh, I just wanted to tell
you, I have a son, too.
350
00:18:17,597 --> 00:18:20,566
When I'm with him, every other
word out of my mouth is "careful."
351
00:18:20,567 --> 00:18:23,602
You came to the right
place. Finn's in good hands.
352
00:18:23,603 --> 00:18:24,870
Thank you.
353
00:18:24,871 --> 00:18:26,738
Hey, Dad!
354
00:18:26,739 --> 00:18:29,875
Doctor Kinney said they
have Popsicles downstairs.
355
00:18:29,876 --> 00:18:31,543
Can we go?
356
00:18:31,544 --> 00:18:34,414
- Yeah.
- It's just to the left.
357
00:18:36,849 --> 00:18:38,650
I don't know how parents do it.
358
00:18:38,651 --> 00:18:40,485
A lifetime of stress over a human
359
00:18:40,486 --> 00:18:42,487
completely outside of your control.
360
00:18:42,488 --> 00:18:44,656
Can you imagine? No, thanks.
361
00:18:44,657 --> 00:18:46,758
Y-you don't want kids?
362
00:18:46,759 --> 00:18:49,027
No. I never have.
363
00:18:49,028 --> 00:18:51,530
Just not for me.
364
00:18:51,531 --> 00:18:53,765
We still on for tomorrow night?
365
00:18:53,766 --> 00:18:55,834
Uh, yeah. Yeah.
366
00:18:55,835 --> 00:18:57,669
Mm-hmm.
367
00:19:00,707 --> 00:19:02,107
Come on!
368
00:19:02,108 --> 00:19:04,443
Allow me.
369
00:19:06,713 --> 00:19:08,714
Thank you.
370
00:19:08,715 --> 00:19:11,583
I'm sort of...
371
00:19:11,584 --> 00:19:13,986
dating Josh.
372
00:19:13,987 --> 00:19:15,555
Oh.
373
00:19:19,492 --> 00:19:22,694
Well, thank you for
sharing that with me.
374
00:19:22,695 --> 00:19:25,998
That's it? No more questions
or thoughts or concerns?
375
00:19:25,999 --> 00:19:28,634
Where's the usual interrogation?
376
00:19:28,635 --> 00:19:30,168
Not in the mood.
377
00:19:30,169 --> 00:19:32,804
Just be careful, Wolf.
378
00:19:32,805 --> 00:19:36,174
You two work together,
and if things implode,
379
00:19:36,175 --> 00:19:38,010
there's no escape hatch.
380
00:19:38,011 --> 00:19:39,878
So...
381
00:19:39,879 --> 00:19:41,713
Thanks for the candy bar.
382
00:19:43,182 --> 00:19:46,018
Plot twist... I met a guy.
383
00:19:46,019 --> 00:19:48,554
His name is Morris.
384
00:19:48,555 --> 00:19:51,924
He kind of looks like sexy Sinbad.
385
00:19:51,925 --> 00:19:54,794
Ollie? You home?
386
00:19:59,032 --> 00:20:00,766
Wolf?
387
00:20:02,535 --> 00:20:03,969
No. No.
388
00:20:08,074 --> 00:20:10,443
Ollie?
389
00:20:13,846 --> 00:20:16,048
Get it out, Ollie.
390
00:20:16,049 --> 00:20:17,983
That's it. That's it.
391
00:20:22,612 --> 00:20:25,881
Carol, I don't feel so good.
392
00:20:25,882 --> 00:20:29,651
That's nothing compared to what
I'm going to do to you tomorrow.
393
00:20:29,652 --> 00:20:32,054
Mm. I'm so tomorrow.
394
00:20:32,055 --> 00:20:35,558
Please don't be Carol at me.
395
00:20:37,226 --> 00:20:40,062
Don't you ever do
something like that again.
396
00:20:40,063 --> 00:20:41,596
Okay?
397
00:20:41,597 --> 00:20:44,166
Her MAP is less than 50.
398
00:20:44,167 --> 00:20:47,202
We've bolused two liters of LR,
and she's still not responding.
399
00:20:47,203 --> 00:20:49,671
Katie?
400
00:20:49,672 --> 00:20:53,175
- That's why the lights are off.
- Photophobia. Nuclear rigidity.
401
00:20:53,176 --> 00:20:56,311
Her meningitis is worsening. She's
not responding to antibiotics.
402
00:20:56,312 --> 00:20:59,948
Katie, we're here. Just take a breath.
403
00:21:02,251 --> 00:21:04,086
It hurts to breathe.
404
00:21:04,087 --> 00:21:06,321
She's developing pulmonary
edema from the fluids.
405
00:21:06,322 --> 00:21:08,924
- We need to switch to pressors.
- I'll go get the norepinephrine.
406
00:21:08,925 --> 00:21:11,660
- Katie's in septic shock.
- We did everything right.
407
00:21:11,661 --> 00:21:14,663
- If the antibiotics don't work...
- You know the answer to that.
408
00:21:14,664 --> 00:21:17,667
The lifesaving question is, why?
409
00:21:24,407 --> 00:21:25,874
Gram-positive rods.
410
00:21:25,875 --> 00:21:28,377
Her meningitis was caused by listeria?
411
00:21:28,378 --> 00:21:30,979
But we never cover listeria
for patients like Katie,
412
00:21:30,980 --> 00:21:33,181
other than an on-duty
injury here and there.
413
00:21:33,182 --> 00:21:34,783
She's young, healthy.
414
00:21:34,784 --> 00:21:36,251
Yeah, I've never seen
anyone with her history
415
00:21:36,252 --> 00:21:37,285
get so sick from listeria.
416
00:21:37,286 --> 00:21:38,887
It's incredibly rare.
417
00:21:38,888 --> 00:21:40,322
While I get her on
ampicillin, I need you two
418
00:21:40,323 --> 00:21:42,257
to solve the real mystery.
419
00:21:42,258 --> 00:21:44,359
Why is Katie dying from an infection
420
00:21:44,360 --> 00:21:48,230
that only kills the elderly
or immunocompromised?
421
00:21:48,231 --> 00:21:51,634
Whoo!
422
00:21:59,676 --> 00:22:02,210
- What are you doing here?
- I really needed to talk.
423
00:22:02,211 --> 00:22:04,346
You're the only one who can help me.
424
00:22:04,347 --> 00:22:07,249
Alison, no. You know this is messy.
425
00:22:07,250 --> 00:22:09,418
I cannot help you.
426
00:22:09,419 --> 00:22:12,954
And I've already referred you to
a number of other psychiatrists.
427
00:22:12,955 --> 00:22:14,823
You're just wrong.
428
00:22:14,824 --> 00:22:18,694
You're the only one
who gets how hurt I am.
429
00:22:18,695 --> 00:22:21,964
I know it. You're hurting, too.
430
00:22:21,965 --> 00:22:24,266
Morris did this to both of us.
431
00:22:24,267 --> 00:22:28,770
Alison, get yourself some help, please.
432
00:22:28,771 --> 00:22:31,773
Do you get off on me needing you?
433
00:22:31,774 --> 00:22:34,977
I thought the car thing would
have gotten your attention,
434
00:22:34,978 --> 00:22:39,281
but apparently, you need to
play hard to get, unlike Morris.
435
00:22:39,282 --> 00:22:42,718
Whatever happened
between you and my husband
436
00:22:42,719 --> 00:22:45,320
has nothing to do with me.
437
00:22:45,321 --> 00:22:47,456
He told me you sleep
in separate bedrooms,
438
00:22:47,457 --> 00:22:50,025
that you haven't touched him in months.
439
00:22:57,967 --> 00:23:02,070
If you ever come within
100 yards of Maya again,
440
00:23:02,071 --> 00:23:05,207
I will call the police.
441
00:23:05,208 --> 00:23:07,110
Why haven't you?
442
00:23:07,877 --> 00:23:09,811
Is it because you knew that Morris and I
443
00:23:09,812 --> 00:23:13,415
were sleeping together before
you stopped treating me?
444
00:23:13,416 --> 00:23:15,484
Don't push me, Dr. Pierce.
445
00:23:15,485 --> 00:23:19,087
One call, I could ruin you.
446
00:23:22,091 --> 00:23:24,159
Mom?
447
00:23:24,160 --> 00:23:25,894
- Hey, baby.
- Hey!
448
00:23:25,895 --> 00:23:26,995
Why are you here?
449
00:23:26,996 --> 00:23:29,131
And why was Alison with you?
450
00:23:29,132 --> 00:23:30,932
How do you know her?
451
00:23:30,933 --> 00:23:33,403
I had lunch with her and dad
when I met him at work once.
452
00:23:35,371 --> 00:23:39,474
Is it, uh, always this humid in here?
453
00:23:39,475 --> 00:23:42,745
Take it up with the ferns.
454
00:23:44,147 --> 00:23:46,848
Oh. Okay.
455
00:23:46,849 --> 00:23:50,085
- You will be happy to know...
- Hmm?
456
00:23:50,086 --> 00:23:51,854
... I told Carol.
457
00:23:53,556 --> 00:23:56,191
You look surprised.
458
00:23:56,192 --> 00:23:58,061
Frankly, yes.
459
00:23:59,028 --> 00:24:00,495
How'd it go?
460
00:24:00,496 --> 00:24:03,333
She told me to be careful.
461
00:24:05,168 --> 00:24:06,836
Of me?
462
00:24:09,205 --> 00:24:10,907
Of myself.
463
00:24:12,175 --> 00:24:16,278
I mean, Carol's seen me
on some of my worst days...
464
00:24:16,279 --> 00:24:19,348
every broken heart, every bad date.
465
00:24:19,349 --> 00:24:22,284
It's been a while since I've been in
466
00:24:22,285 --> 00:24:24,020
a proper...
467
00:24:25,555 --> 00:24:28,423
... relationship.
468
00:24:28,424 --> 00:24:30,959
I get it.
469
00:24:30,960 --> 00:24:34,296
Every relationship
I've been in was a rush.
470
00:24:34,297 --> 00:24:36,365
I don't need this one to be, too.
471
00:24:36,366 --> 00:24:39,001
Well, let's not ruminate on the past.
472
00:24:43,306 --> 00:24:46,174
So...
473
00:24:46,175 --> 00:24:49,111
last night was really scary.
474
00:24:49,112 --> 00:24:50,479
Do we have to do this, Carol?
475
00:24:50,480 --> 00:24:54,483
Look, I get it. Getting set up sucks.
476
00:24:54,484 --> 00:24:57,319
But you just met Billy.
Was he really worth
477
00:24:57,320 --> 00:24:59,989
drinking all our good vodka?
478
00:25:01,257 --> 00:25:03,558
He struck a nerve.
479
00:25:03,559 --> 00:25:06,061
I know it wasn't my dad's fault,
480
00:25:06,062 --> 00:25:11,199
but when someone promises
to come back and they don't,
481
00:25:11,200 --> 00:25:13,969
that pain still follows me.
482
00:25:13,970 --> 00:25:18,607
Sometimes it hurts so
bad I can't breathe.
483
00:25:18,608 --> 00:25:21,911
Whenever I'm alone for too long, I...
484
00:25:23,613 --> 00:25:25,580
The bad thoughts start to creep back in.
485
00:25:25,581 --> 00:25:28,116
And it scares me.
486
00:25:28,117 --> 00:25:30,118
And when that happens,
487
00:25:30,119 --> 00:25:33,056
I don't want to feel anything at all.
488
00:25:35,525 --> 00:25:38,961
Numbing the pain can
feel good in the moment.
489
00:25:38,962 --> 00:25:44,934
But if I didn't come
home, you could have...
490
00:25:48,271 --> 00:25:52,541
When you hurt yourself, you hurt
the people who love you, too.
491
00:25:52,542 --> 00:25:56,178
Your dad raised an amazing person, wolf.
492
00:25:56,179 --> 00:25:58,313
My favorite person.
493
00:25:58,314 --> 00:26:00,983
I wish he was here to see it.
494
00:26:12,128 --> 00:26:13,996
Katie basically lives on the rig.
495
00:26:13,997 --> 00:26:16,466
Figured it'd be worth checking it out.
496
00:26:17,700 --> 00:26:19,701
I must admit, I'm impressed, Dr. Nash.
497
00:26:19,702 --> 00:26:22,070
This is pretty outside
the box, even for me.
498
00:26:22,071 --> 00:26:24,673
The ampicillin is working, but
why is she immunocompromised?
499
00:26:24,674 --> 00:26:26,642
Let's say the tank was leaking.
500
00:26:26,643 --> 00:26:29,144
Could hyperoxia impact immunity?
501
00:26:29,145 --> 00:26:32,314
Tanks are full. There's
nothing out of the ordinary.
502
00:26:36,452 --> 00:26:38,186
Check this out.
503
00:26:38,187 --> 00:26:39,688
What is a prescription pad doing
504
00:26:39,689 --> 00:26:41,390
inside a paramedic's ambulance?
505
00:26:41,391 --> 00:26:43,025
Hand it over.
506
00:26:43,026 --> 00:26:45,427
Perks of being a nosy snoop as a kid.
507
00:26:45,428 --> 00:26:47,062
If you shoot over the grooves...
508
00:26:47,063 --> 00:26:50,365
You can see what was prescribed.
509
00:26:50,366 --> 00:26:52,167
Prednisone?
510
00:26:52,168 --> 00:26:56,104
Why would Katie steal an RX pad
to prescribe herself steroids?
511
00:26:56,105 --> 00:26:57,891
My teammates used to
stash stuff like this
512
00:26:57,892 --> 00:26:59,074
all the time to self-medicate injuries,
513
00:26:59,075 --> 00:27:00,542
especially if they
didn't want Coach to know
514
00:27:00,543 --> 00:27:02,277
to stay in the game.
515
00:27:02,278 --> 00:27:03,645
Her wince.
516
00:27:03,646 --> 00:27:05,514
She said she was tired,
but she's in pain.
517
00:27:05,515 --> 00:27:07,449
And hiding it to keep her job.
518
00:27:07,450 --> 00:27:09,252
She could go to jail for this.
519
00:27:18,795 --> 00:27:21,363
Any updates?
520
00:27:21,364 --> 00:27:25,568
Actually, I was hoping that
you might be able to fill me in.
521
00:27:27,370 --> 00:27:31,708
Why have you been taking
steroids for months, Katie?
522
00:27:33,242 --> 00:27:34,276
Uh...
523
00:27:43,753 --> 00:27:46,255
Uh...
524
00:27:47,490 --> 00:27:49,124
About six months ago,
525
00:27:49,125 --> 00:27:53,795
I was the first to arrive
on-site for a 10-37-2,
526
00:27:53,796 --> 00:27:56,431
a life-threatening medical emergency.
527
00:27:56,432 --> 00:27:58,467
It was a fentanyl overdose.
528
00:27:58,468 --> 00:28:02,037
No I.D., 20s, male, unresponsive.
529
00:28:02,038 --> 00:28:04,706
I kept looking at him and thinking,
530
00:28:04,707 --> 00:28:07,042
"That could be my little brother."
531
00:28:07,043 --> 00:28:09,411
We got there before the cops,
532
00:28:09,412 --> 00:28:13,548
and I could have waited for
them to secure the perimeter.
533
00:28:13,549 --> 00:28:17,753
But with an overdose, you
know, every second is critical.
534
00:28:17,754 --> 00:28:21,723
You're safe. I-it's okay.
It's okay, it's okay.
535
00:28:21,724 --> 00:28:23,792
Are you in any pain?
536
00:28:26,262 --> 00:28:28,563
You, you're a narc, huh?
537
00:28:32,135 --> 00:28:34,636
I'm a paramedic.
538
00:28:34,637 --> 00:28:38,206
I'm here to help... your friend.
539
00:28:39,509 --> 00:28:41,610
H-He needs an I.V.
540
00:28:46,082 --> 00:28:47,316
Move in!
541
00:28:48,841 --> 00:28:52,879
On the plus side, there
was an ambulance on-site.
542
00:28:54,547 --> 00:28:58,284
I spent the next month bed rest.
543
00:28:59,452 --> 00:29:02,487
Gunshot wound healed,
but the pain never left.
544
00:29:06,359 --> 00:29:09,695
Probably went back
a little early, but...
545
00:29:11,898 --> 00:29:16,802
Me laying there, going over
my mistakes wasn't good for me.
546
00:29:16,803 --> 00:29:19,571
I feel better when I'm working.
547
00:29:19,572 --> 00:29:21,907
Adrenaline is my best medicine.
548
00:29:21,908 --> 00:29:24,643
Adrenaline is not a long-term
solution, just like steroids.
549
00:29:24,644 --> 00:29:26,745
They both tear the body down long-term.
550
00:29:26,746 --> 00:29:28,480
Why didn't you tell anyone?
551
00:29:28,481 --> 00:29:31,750
The moment you can't carry
your weight in the field,
552
00:29:31,751 --> 00:29:33,452
you're done.
553
00:29:33,453 --> 00:29:35,420
Steroids help me manage the pain.
554
00:29:35,421 --> 00:29:37,355
Well, the steroids may
have made you feel better,
555
00:29:37,356 --> 00:29:39,357
but they also made
you immunocompromised,
556
00:29:39,358 --> 00:29:41,727
which allowed the listeria
to almost kill you.
557
00:29:41,728 --> 00:29:45,832
I can't imagine a world where I'm
doing anything other than what I do.
558
00:29:47,867 --> 00:29:50,403
Saving lives keeps me alive.
559
00:29:52,405 --> 00:29:55,408
Are you going to report me, Dr. Wolf?
560
00:29:57,343 --> 00:29:59,544
For what?
561
00:29:59,545 --> 00:30:01,713
It's pure conjecture.
562
00:30:01,714 --> 00:30:04,516
I didn't see you do anything.
563
00:30:04,517 --> 00:30:07,252
Listen...
564
00:30:07,253 --> 00:30:09,588
chronic pain is known
as the invisible disease
565
00:30:09,589 --> 00:30:13,792
because there is no scan or
test to quantify one's suffering.
566
00:30:13,793 --> 00:30:16,496
But that doesn't make it less real.
567
00:30:17,296 --> 00:30:19,698
Even after the pain leaves,
your brain is changed,
568
00:30:19,699 --> 00:30:22,868
hardwired to look for it around
every corner, behind every door.
569
00:30:22,869 --> 00:30:25,570
Sounds like you know from experience?
570
00:30:25,571 --> 00:30:28,640
Let's just say that you're not
the only person in this room
571
00:30:28,641 --> 00:30:30,943
who's self-medicated.
572
00:30:31,978 --> 00:30:34,379
We're gonna wean you
off the steroids slowly.
573
00:30:34,380 --> 00:30:36,314
You may not have this pain forever.
574
00:30:36,315 --> 00:30:38,650
Long-term, we need a new plan.
575
00:30:43,523 --> 00:30:46,781
So, as we discussed, this
is an experimental solution
576
00:30:46,782 --> 00:30:48,728
to Finn's condition.
577
00:30:52,031 --> 00:30:55,400
We have a patient who uses
naloxone in their line of work.
578
00:30:55,501 --> 00:30:57,302
It reminded me of a
case study that showed
579
00:30:57,303 --> 00:30:59,571
the drug can activate
specific sodium channels in
580
00:30:59,572 --> 00:31:03,008
the neural pathway responsible
for pain receptivity.
581
00:31:03,009 --> 00:31:06,344
Ideally, the naloxone will
turn on Finn's pain receptors.
582
00:31:06,345 --> 00:31:09,081
- Like a switch?
- Like a switch. Exactly.
583
00:31:14,020 --> 00:31:15,587
Ouch!
584
00:31:18,758 --> 00:31:20,559
So, what does this mean going forward?
585
00:31:20,560 --> 00:31:23,795
Finn will have to take naloxone
daily in order to feel pain?
586
00:31:23,796 --> 00:31:26,531
Unfortunately, this isn't
a long-term solution.
587
00:31:26,532 --> 00:31:30,001
The effects of the naloxone
only last a few hours.
588
00:31:30,002 --> 00:31:33,405
That said, we're exploring
fairly uncharted territory.
589
00:31:33,406 --> 00:31:36,541
With naloxone, we might be able
to train Finn to be more aware
590
00:31:36,542 --> 00:31:40,612
of his surroundings,
conceptually know his limits.
591
00:31:46,652 --> 00:31:47,919
Ouch.
592
00:31:47,920 --> 00:31:50,756
That's what too cold feels like.
593
00:31:50,757 --> 00:31:52,891
Over time, Finn could differentiate
594
00:31:52,892 --> 00:31:54,793
between safe and dangerous,
595
00:31:54,794 --> 00:31:56,528
knowing which behaviors
to avoid in the future.
596
00:31:56,529 --> 00:31:58,597
With constant supervision,
we can expose him
597
00:31:58,598 --> 00:32:03,468
to new sensations and
continue to learn together.
598
00:32:03,469 --> 00:32:05,904
You've given my son the
gift of feeling pain.
599
00:32:05,905 --> 00:32:07,806
Good pain.
600
00:32:07,807 --> 00:32:10,343
Hey, there's hope.
601
00:32:11,811 --> 00:32:13,813
Good job.
602
00:32:20,753 --> 00:32:23,122
Mm!
603
00:32:25,558 --> 00:32:28,393
Can I please help you into bed?
604
00:32:28,394 --> 00:32:30,762
You look so uncomfortable,
it's making my back hurt.
605
00:32:30,763 --> 00:32:32,497
I appreciate the offer,
606
00:32:32,498 --> 00:32:35,400
but this is my preferred sleep position.
607
00:32:35,401 --> 00:32:38,003
Oh, like my 97-year-old
haraboji watching the news?
608
00:32:38,004 --> 00:32:41,573
97? You got good genes.
609
00:32:41,574 --> 00:32:45,478
He told me he's holding out because
he wants his last check to bounce.
610
00:32:48,147 --> 00:32:49,549
Mm.
611
00:32:52,785 --> 00:32:55,087
I can't even sleep like a normal person.
612
00:32:55,088 --> 00:33:00,425
Living in pain, there's
no rest, no relief,
613
00:33:00,426 --> 00:33:03,396
only adrenaline,
drugs, and distractions.
614
00:33:04,030 --> 00:33:06,832
But at the end of the
day, it's always there.
615
00:33:06,833 --> 00:33:08,834
I've seen it break others.
616
00:33:08,835 --> 00:33:10,903
I know what comes next.
617
00:33:11,871 --> 00:33:15,675
My career, my health, my life.
618
00:33:16,776 --> 00:33:19,644
It feels like a death sentence.
619
00:33:24,217 --> 00:33:29,020
I can't imagine what you
must feel physically each day,
620
00:33:29,021 --> 00:33:32,858
like your body doesn't
answer to you anymore.
621
00:33:32,859 --> 00:33:37,028
But I do know what chronic
emotional pain feels like,
622
00:33:37,029 --> 00:33:42,834
that ache or sting or
throb you can't shake away.
623
00:33:42,835 --> 00:33:45,237
I get not wanting to stop
624
00:33:45,238 --> 00:33:48,974
or slow down long enough
to let it catch up with you.
625
00:33:54,480 --> 00:33:55,948
I'm here.
626
00:33:57,717 --> 00:33:58,950
Okay?
627
00:34:09,495 --> 00:34:11,064
Close the door.
628
00:34:12,765 --> 00:34:15,100
What emergency can't be
explained on the phone?
629
00:34:15,101 --> 00:34:17,269
I left the conference
early to get back here.
630
00:34:17,270 --> 00:34:20,172
When I picked up Maya
for dinner the other day,
631
00:34:20,173 --> 00:34:24,576
Alison was there waiting for me.
632
00:34:24,577 --> 00:34:26,212
Are you okay?
633
00:34:27,180 --> 00:34:29,147
I'm... I'm so sorry,
634
00:34:29,148 --> 00:34:32,651
but I have not seen
her in months, I swear.
635
00:34:32,652 --> 00:34:34,186
You said you told me everything,
636
00:34:34,187 --> 00:34:36,221
but you never mentioned
that Maya met her.
637
00:34:36,222 --> 00:34:40,826
What kind of man takes his daughter
out to lunch with his mistress?
638
00:34:40,827 --> 00:34:43,595
What, were you testing the
waters to see if they get along?
639
00:34:43,596 --> 00:34:46,965
No! That was way before anything
happened with me and her.
640
00:34:46,966 --> 00:34:49,067
She seemed lonely. I was being nice.
641
00:34:49,068 --> 00:34:51,703
You were being nice?
642
00:34:51,704 --> 00:34:53,071
How could you do this to us?
643
00:34:53,072 --> 00:34:56,808
I have done everything for this family.
644
00:34:56,809 --> 00:35:00,612
I turned down jobs when
your career was taking off.
645
00:35:00,613 --> 00:35:03,615
I was there before all the
accolades and all the funding.
646
00:35:03,616 --> 00:35:07,185
I was the ideal partner. And for what?
647
00:35:07,186 --> 00:35:09,054
To live out of a duffel bag
648
00:35:09,055 --> 00:35:11,289
and only see my daughter
every other weekend?
649
00:35:15,962 --> 00:35:18,096
I hate myself for putting us here.
650
00:35:18,097 --> 00:35:20,699
I wish I had an excuse.
651
00:35:20,700 --> 00:35:22,033
I don't.
652
00:35:25,037 --> 00:35:29,875
All I know is I'd do anything
to put our family back together.
653
00:35:29,876 --> 00:35:33,111
So what can I do?
654
00:35:33,112 --> 00:35:36,149
I want you to tell me the truth.
655
00:35:37,050 --> 00:35:42,287
Did you sleep with her more than once?
656
00:35:48,261 --> 00:35:49,761
Yes.
657
00:35:53,633 --> 00:35:56,068
Were you in love with her?
658
00:35:56,069 --> 00:35:58,136
Mm. Mm.
659
00:35:58,137 --> 00:36:00,705
Get out of my office.
660
00:36:00,706 --> 00:36:02,040
No. No.
661
00:36:02,041 --> 00:36:03,842
- Get out!
- Carol, I...
662
00:36:03,843 --> 00:36:05,343
Hey, oh, hey, hey.
663
00:36:05,344 --> 00:36:07,879
I think she made herself
clear, Morris. You need to go.
664
00:36:07,880 --> 00:36:09,147
Now.
665
00:36:27,800 --> 00:36:29,668
Oh! Oh, God!
666
00:36:31,070 --> 00:36:33,171
It's freezing in here.
667
00:36:33,172 --> 00:36:35,140
This better be worth it.
668
00:36:35,141 --> 00:36:37,342
Oh, believe me, ice
baths reduce inflammation,
669
00:36:37,343 --> 00:36:39,811
stimulate blood flow,
boost the immune system,
670
00:36:39,812 --> 00:36:42,114
and override pain by short
circuiting the nervous system.
671
00:36:42,115 --> 00:36:45,384
Also in the pro column, you remind
me of Haley Graham from "Stick It."
672
00:36:45,385 --> 00:36:47,386
Crucial moment in my gay awakening.
673
00:36:47,387 --> 00:36:49,121
That I'll take.
674
00:36:51,090 --> 00:36:52,555
Ooh, God. What ever happened
675
00:36:52,556 --> 00:36:55,861
to the "we're gonna
be in this together"?
676
00:36:55,862 --> 00:36:57,729
You should be in here with me.
677
00:36:57,730 --> 00:36:59,865
Ooh. It's a fat chance.
678
00:36:59,866 --> 00:37:01,166
Oh, my God, this...
679
00:37:01,167 --> 00:37:03,802
- Oh, well, here he goes.
- Ohh!
680
00:37:03,803 --> 00:37:05,704
- Jesus.
- Okay.
681
00:37:05,705 --> 00:37:09,374
Ooh!
682
00:37:09,375 --> 00:37:10,776
Oh!
683
00:37:10,777 --> 00:37:12,944
You're not such a
tough guy now, are you?
684
00:37:12,945 --> 00:37:14,379
Not what this feel like.
685
00:37:14,380 --> 00:37:17,315
What you doing talking over there?
686
00:37:17,316 --> 00:37:20,752
The ancient Greeks spoke
of pain as an emotion,
687
00:37:20,753 --> 00:37:23,422
a feeling intertwined with who we are.
688
00:37:24,824 --> 00:37:27,325
And to an extent, they were right.
689
00:37:27,326 --> 00:37:30,128
Pain originates in the brain.
690
00:37:30,129 --> 00:37:32,831
One brain can feel too much pain
691
00:37:32,832 --> 00:37:35,300
while another feels no pain at all.
692
00:37:35,301 --> 00:37:38,470
Rather than seeing it as
something to squash or conquer,
693
00:37:38,471 --> 00:37:41,373
true healing requires us
to acknowledge our pain.
694
00:37:41,374 --> 00:37:45,343
You know, PT is gonna go
a long way for Katie, Dang.
695
00:37:45,344 --> 00:37:47,879
- Nice work.
- Nah, that's all her.
696
00:37:47,880 --> 00:37:49,081
She's a living shero.
697
00:37:49,082 --> 00:37:51,316
Low-key...
698
00:37:51,317 --> 00:37:53,151
you two would make a cute couple.
699
00:37:53,152 --> 00:37:56,121
Not all lesbians are
into each other, okay?
700
00:37:56,122 --> 00:37:59,124
And, uh, she has a
partner, anyways, so...
701
00:37:59,125 --> 00:38:02,461
You do know that's what paramedics
call their coworkers, right?
702
00:38:02,462 --> 00:38:05,797
Katie told me she's single as a Pringle.
703
00:38:09,268 --> 00:38:13,939
Uh, well, maybe you should
practice what you preach
704
00:38:13,940 --> 00:38:15,507
and go for it, too.
705
00:38:15,508 --> 00:38:17,476
What do you mean?
706
00:38:17,477 --> 00:38:20,479
Like, I haven't noticed the
chemistry between you and Erika?
707
00:38:22,515 --> 00:38:26,051
I'm just saying, be a shame
if you didn't shoot your shot.
708
00:38:28,955 --> 00:38:31,323
You don't know anything.
709
00:38:34,360 --> 00:38:37,864
Hi.
710
00:38:39,465 --> 00:38:41,466
Oh!
711
00:38:41,467 --> 00:38:43,301
- How are you doing?
- Mm.
712
00:38:43,302 --> 00:38:45,404
I've seen better days.
713
00:38:45,405 --> 00:38:48,874
I just wanted to say thank
you for being there for me...
714
00:38:48,875 --> 00:38:51,042
always.
715
00:38:51,043 --> 00:38:53,111
For being my first responder.
716
00:38:54,847 --> 00:38:59,084
Is Josh the reason you
upgraded to the 21st century?
717
00:38:59,085 --> 00:39:01,887
Yeah, we don't have to talk
about it. It's not important.
718
00:39:01,888 --> 00:39:03,488
No, no, don't do that.
719
00:39:03,489 --> 00:39:05,957
I'm sorry I was so curt the other day.
720
00:39:05,958 --> 00:39:07,993
My own love life's in shambles.
721
00:39:07,994 --> 00:39:10,863
But I am happy for you.
722
00:39:12,265 --> 00:39:15,200
And I could use a hint
of romance in my life.
723
00:39:15,201 --> 00:39:18,070
So, dish. Who made the first move?
724
00:39:18,071 --> 00:39:20,572
- Uh, that would be me.
- Ooh!
725
00:39:20,573 --> 00:39:22,307
I completely forgot to tell you
726
00:39:22,308 --> 00:39:24,009
my mother caught us
kissing in the elevator.
727
00:39:24,010 --> 00:39:28,180
Wait, wait! So, I'm a
step behind Muriel now?
728
00:39:28,181 --> 00:39:30,048
- Yeah, well...
- Dang!
729
00:39:30,049 --> 00:39:32,884
What I would have given to
see the look on her face.
730
00:39:32,885 --> 00:39:35,554
Ultimately, pain tells
us to pay attention...
731
00:39:35,555 --> 00:39:37,956
... look closer.
732
00:39:37,957 --> 00:39:41,359
Only then can we grow and move forward.
733
00:39:41,360 --> 00:39:44,196
Butter pecan. It's your favorite, right?
734
00:39:44,197 --> 00:39:46,565
Jacob, hey.
735
00:39:46,566 --> 00:39:47,933
Everything okay?
736
00:39:47,934 --> 00:39:50,168
Nah, nah, it's not like that, okay?
737
00:39:50,169 --> 00:39:52,300
I just... I wanted to
make up for the other times
738
00:39:52,301 --> 00:39:53,301
I showed up unannounced.
739
00:39:53,302 --> 00:39:55,440
It meant a lot to me, you being there.
740
00:39:55,441 --> 00:39:58,176
I just wanted you to know that.
741
00:39:58,177 --> 00:40:00,212
I appreciate you,
742
00:40:00,213 --> 00:40:02,547
but now isn't really a great time.
743
00:40:02,548 --> 00:40:03,882
Yeah.
744
00:40:03,883 --> 00:40:05,450
Rain check maybe?
745
00:40:05,451 --> 00:40:09,588
Of course. Yeah. I'll...
I'll leave you to it.
746
00:40:09,589 --> 00:40:12,190
Oh, um, just a heads-up...
The light's still flickering
747
00:40:12,191 --> 00:40:14,159
like it's "The Shining" in your lobby.
748
00:40:14,160 --> 00:40:17,329
- You should tell your super.
- Yeah, I've been telling him about that.
749
00:40:17,330 --> 00:40:19,598
And thanks for the ice
cream. It is my favorite.
750
00:40:19,599 --> 00:40:21,333
Yeah.
751
00:40:21,334 --> 00:40:23,001
Night, Jacob.
752
00:40:36,916 --> 00:40:38,383
Who was that?
753
00:40:38,384 --> 00:40:40,452
Uh... nobody.
754
00:40:40,453 --> 00:40:43,255
Wrong apartment.
755
00:40:43,256 --> 00:40:45,157
So...
756
00:40:45,158 --> 00:40:47,292
what's it like being with someone
757
00:40:47,293 --> 00:40:49,428
when you have Mirror-Touch?
758
00:40:49,429 --> 00:40:51,930
It's, uh, pretty intense.
759
00:40:51,931 --> 00:40:53,298
Mm.
760
00:40:53,299 --> 00:40:55,901
Really intense, actually.
761
00:40:55,902 --> 00:40:58,303
How about for you?
762
00:41:01,441 --> 00:41:05,544
I would say... it's a definite perk.
763
00:41:37,677 --> 00:41:39,411
Alison, this is a welfare check.
764
00:41:39,412 --> 00:41:42,013
We're coming in.
765
00:41:47,153 --> 00:41:49,154
Alison? Alison?
766
00:41:49,155 --> 00:41:51,256
Is she breathing?
767
00:41:59,258 --> 00:42:04,258
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768
00:42:30,430 --> 00:42:32,632
Greg, move your head.58093
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