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So I decided to document myself.
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How I feel and yeah...
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What's going to happen
next, I don't know.
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But I know by next week
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after the 10th of May,
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which is five days
before my 28th birthday,
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things will change and...
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I have a chance to
talk about the truth,
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what happened to
me two years ago,
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which have been, I feel,
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which has been ignored.
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Um...
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This could be a big change
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in my life
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and some others or many others.
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And I'm...
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not sure.
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I'm scared and I'm not sure
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if I could be
responsible for that
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but all I want to do is
talk about the truth.
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- Yes.
- Yes.
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Right.
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Yes.
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I wanna hide myself
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and just, you know,
try to not be in public
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so, yeah.
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Say that again?
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Sunglasses? Okay,
yeah, I will do that.
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You know, many
people already witnessed
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what kind of negative
reactions I got.
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And...
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That's not okay.
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I mean, I don't want
to be a bad example
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for these people
who need to speak,
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need to ask for help.
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And let them think,
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"Okay, this is what's
going to happen"
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and "I can't do this."
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No. This is not okay.
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So, I have to be speaking up.
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I shouldn't stop speaking
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because I don't want to
let people know this...
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You know, this made
me shut up. No.
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These
are transcripts.
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I recorded our conversations
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between investigators
and prosecutors.
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Just because...
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From the beginning,
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I didn't feel like they
were doing their job.
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And I felt like everything
they said was an excuse.
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So yeah, I hid a small
recorder in my bra
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or wherever I could
hide on my body.
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I recorded in the
past two years.
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One of the I think
most important things
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in this recording is
that this investigator...
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I'm calling him
Investigator "A".
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He... A helped us get
insider information.
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So yeah, here, we
can see what he said,
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what he found.
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Um...
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And without these recordings,
no one would believe,
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no one would believe
what I heard.
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Yes.
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Yes.
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Okay, tell
me, what is this?
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"Black Box." That's
the title of our book.
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Of my book.
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It's a term
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that the prosecutor
was always using.
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He was always saying,
"Because it's in a Black Box,
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we'll never know what
was really happening."
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And I think that
tells everything
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about our justice system,
how it's not working.
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It just came.
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This is the... Now
I feel completed.
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That I have a name for my book.
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Black Box.
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Yeah! More wine.
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This is green box.
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Look what we have, it's
like a five liter of wine.
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I love my green box.
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Oh my gosh, that was
the investigator.
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So yeah, we're gonna meet at 6.
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Next week, on the
13th, on Wednesday.
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And I have a feeling,
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of course he wants to
talk about something.
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Maybe he decided to come
out, you know. I hope so.
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Maybe he would talk
that he wants to...
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He wants to believe
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and he wants to
take his own path
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to tell the truth and
yeah, be part of it.
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I have
mixed emotions now,
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because if I reveal what
I've been writing in my book,
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if that gets out
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he could lose his job, so...
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It's so hard to think.
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I don't know what's
the good thing to do.
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But you know, if
you're a journalist
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who would go really
into politicians'
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house and stomach
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and they have to know
you're a journalist
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and they have to know
this can get out.
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And our job is to
tell the truth.
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But he's a good guy,
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so...
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What?
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That looks like the van we saw.
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Really?
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I feel like I just
say it so casually.
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"Do you have
wiretap detector?"
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He's like, "Okay,
let me check."
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Is it my
radio mic, maybe?
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I'm the one. Hello.
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Let's try again.
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Hang on.
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It's still working.
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Yes.
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Thank you.
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My publisher just sent it to me.
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My family doesn't know
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that this would
come out in 13 days.
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I couldn't deal
with them saying no
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because I knew
this has to happen
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but I'm putting them in danger.
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I still remember
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what my dad told me.
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They knew...
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I was telling them I'm gonna
do the press conference
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and they're like,
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"I know that you're not
here to discuss with us."
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"You decided and
you're just telling us
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that you're gonna do
but we wanna stop this."
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And my dad said, "You
know, as a father,
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I want my daughter to
have a normal, happy life.
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Meet someone,
married, have a child.
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Hope you can live
close to us."
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I know I can do it anywhere
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and for me,
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being silenced wasn■t
an option to be happy.
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But if this takes
away the opportunity
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to be close to them...
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The funny thing is I even
wrote my will saying,
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I know my condition wasn't good
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right after the press conference
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but I'm never gonna
commit suicide
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and if something happened to me,
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and it seems like I
committed suicide,
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please investigate.
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Because that's not who I am now
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and if that happened
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please promise me
to publish the book
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and publish this documentary.
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I wrote this last Saturday.
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Just thinking I want
to go see the nature
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and I couldn't,
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I was so scared going by myself.
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We received a call...
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I received a call
from my lawyer.
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And he was saying
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that the Tokyo mayor wanted
me to join her new party
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and run for the
next snap election.
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And
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people are saying
that if this...
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After this election if
things go on Abe's side,
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there's no guarantee
for my life.
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Which is bullshit, but...
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Can I say that?
Which is really bad.
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Tomorrow it's
gonna be the election.
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My publisher thought
it would be better
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if I would stay
somewhere away from media
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and where it's a
bit more secure.
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The election is tomorrow.
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That's that.
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And we're all gonna see
the result and that's that.
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And I'm not part of it.
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I'm just a journalist
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who experienced it and period.
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I don't know what people are
expecting me to do and say.
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I'm not an activist,
I'm not a figure,
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I'm not propaganda for anything.
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I'm so tired all of the sudden.
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Maybe it's
all the pressure.
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I don't feel pressure
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and I don't need this pressure.
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Really. It's not my...
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It's not my...
Yeah. It's not my...
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I saw one guy reading
it, standing there.
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But he just put it down, so.
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I should have said
something, telling him,
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"I read that book and it's good.
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I read it like four times
already and it's good."
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And the thing is,
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because this famous
producer from Hollywood
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many women came forward
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to talk about what
he has done to them,
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there's a hashtag called MeToo.
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And I feel like, yeah,
everywhere in the world,
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people start speaking
up and talking about it.
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It's just amazing,
I'm very excited.
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I don't know her name.
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It's just there's
an email address.
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"I was thinking for a while,
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but now you're publishing a book
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so I really want to tell you."
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"I was so ashamed that
we are the same gender."
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"Do you think you had
done nothing wrong?"
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"I have been raised
very strictly,
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that I can avoid
these things."
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"Even though whatever you
are saying is the truth,
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I feel so bad for the
man you are accusing."
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"Shame on you."
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Yeah...
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It just makes me think
it's been 6 months.
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Since I became "this
girl who was raped"
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to the public.
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I just got an email
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from the New York Times
Tokyo bureau chief.
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Um...
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She finally published my story.
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I met her about half a year ago.
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And yeah,
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they've been waiting
for the chance
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to publish their story
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and they thought this is
the time so they just did.
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So far,
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they have been the only media
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which succeeded to
talk to Mr. Yamaguchi.
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She told me that over the phone
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about two weeks ago.
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And I was just
reading the article.
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And suddenly, I could
see his forehead
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as I was scrolling
down the article.
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I got panic attack.
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Just the latest photo of
him makes me feel this way.
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I don't know what
I was thinking,
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to be in a court
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thinking I might see
him in front of my eyes.
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What I realized was that I...
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The only motivation
of talking about this,
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being alive, doing this
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is the way for me
to be a journalist,
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to look this, what
happened to me,
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as a sort of third person.
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And when I became this person,
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I didn't think I could
stand this anymore.
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I realized how...
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How I haven't been
faced to myself.
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I wanna meet the
person from Ministry of Justice.
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Yeah.
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It's not just
about sexual violence.
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It's about problem of power,
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of misusing the power.
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It's all of us, who
could be victim,
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perpetrator, or observer.
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You know the story
about the Qiangdong CEO.
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She said all her friends
didn't want to push her
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because it's too much for her.
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- Yeah.
- Yeah.
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I got this email
from the doorman
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at Sheraton Hotel.
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He remembers the
night very well.
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He reported it to the police,
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but the hotel made him
not to talk about it.
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Ladies and gentlemen,
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please welcome to the
stage, Mr. Yamaguchi.
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You asserted very clearly
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that you have done
nothing illegal.
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However, when you look back
on the events of that night,
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do you have any regret?
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Are there any things
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which you wish you
had done differently?
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Do you believe you
made any mistakes
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even though they
may not have been
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mistakes that broke the law?
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Um... I'm now fighting
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that I didn't commit
any crime at all.
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This is my first step.
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But...
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If I'm mentioning, besides
the legal point of view,
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there might be some
misunderstanding
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that if I say "regret,"
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that some journalist
might connect illegality.
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But I really regret
what happened.
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Because she suffered a lot.
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She got so many PTSD
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and me too.
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So, that's really
unfortunate incident
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and I have a lot of regrets
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ethically.
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But still, I have to claim
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that I didn't do
anything illegal.
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Is that enough for you?
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[But then I spent so many nights
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