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This is your fault!
You whore - this is your last mistake!
Daddy!
Who did you make your bastard with? Look at it!
Stop it, please
stop lying, look at what you've done!
- Daddy! - It's not what you think! I'm sorry.
This bastard is going down!
Wake up, Princess! There's a pea under your mattress.
Oh, I fell asleep?
Come on, let's go. Let's go then.
I'll catch you!
Training, hu?
I thought it was supposed to be hurdles, not galloping around the neighbors' yard.
I'll be able to focus better in the competition.
Lucky for you I'm not competing anymore. Gives you a shot, too.
That is so true.
Oh shoot, I'm late, gotta pick up the kids.
Thanks for the loan. That's a fine horse!
Thanks. Fine riding, too.
I know! - Tell Helena I said hi!
Hi. - Hi. Sorry I'm late.
Thanks for taking care of them. I couldn't cope without your help.
I'd do anything for you, star-eyes.
You have time for a coffee? Sure.
Is everything ok? - Mmh, yea.
Just that...
Did dad ever hurt me? No, of course not.
I keep having this... really bad dream. Are you sure?
Yes. Your father was a... a good man.
I just don't remember anything good about him.
Mom?
Your phone's rung like ten times. It's Marko.
Alright. Mom, bye then. Elena!
Girls.
Today might be one of those adventure days.
We don't want to... - Come on.
Get your adventure packs ready.
And take your shoes to your room.
Ok? - Ok...
There you go.
Good night.
Hey.
What are these?
Nothing.
Where the fuck have you been all day?
At work. Then the store, stables, and I got the kids from mom's.
Stop making excuses.
I don't buy a word.
Why are you wearing that much make-up?
What? - I'm sorry.
Have you been smoking? Of course not.
Where's your phone?
In my bag.
Hey, heroes. Girls, it's time. Wake up.
Do we have to? Wake up, coats on.
Eevi,
put your shoes on.
Keep to the path, all the way to grandma's.
Mom? - Just go now.
You've deleted all your messages.
No, they're all there.
You fucking whore. I can see you deleted them!
What are you hiding?
Nothing.
Marko...
Don't lie to me.
Marko don't!
Marko...
Please listen to me.
What?
He's got a lot of good in him, too.
Jaana. I promised your father I'd look after you.
Thanks. I'll be fine.
I'm starting to disagree.
Take it easy. Dad wasn't exactly an angel either.
Well, no. But he'd never approve of Marko.
You were the apple of his eye. And Marko is mine.
Do you want another one?
Thank you.
Hartikainen, your tab's full. Go home.
Come on...
No, really. Go home.
You have a great ass...
Just an orange soda. - What?
I'd just like... an orange soda.
I don't have any donuts, just so you know.
Here's your orange soda.
Nice tits too...
Step aside.
This dude can't handle himself.
Sorry.
Is that your woman?
What you're going to do now is fuck off, and never show your face here again.
Is that clear? - Yea.
Thanks! - No problem.
Next one's on the house. What would you like?
See here it goes like this and then here, like this.
It's the earth.
Do you get it? - Tell me again?
It's like... you're up here, and then water revolves like this...
And I'm here, on the other side... Which would be a pity.
How are you so beautiful?
I'm not.
You know something? - What.
I'm afraid of you.
Do you know what? - What.
I'm not afraid of you.
No? - Not a bit.
We made these choices years ago.
Age will even everything out. Even you.
I was just foolhardy.
These bigger mistakes I will pay for, for the rest of my life.
Something positive here: Marko is not into horses.
He's a good guy.
At least he'll learn.
Learning takes wisdom. And his wisdom got flushed out years ago.
Are you sure he's an honest man?
Hi. - Hey.
Please forgive me.
I promise it will never happen again.
You hurt me. - I know.
That's what I'm apologizing for.
I'll always take care of you.
I wasn't exactly blameless either.
Wait.
Hello? Yes. You sign for it, I'm coming.
Hey, it's orange soda!
So. Two pallets of beer... and the rest.
Cool car you've got there.
Your basic scania.
I have a horse carrier, but there's always something wrong with it.
Can't afford to have it fixed, orange soda doesn't pay much. You know?
I'll have two next time.
Put everything you can in the cupboards, and the rest in storage.
I have that competition tomorrow so I won't be in.
You don't have to do that. It's ok I can take it.
Hey teppo! Your girl there wants you.
Mom, I'm coming!
I need to take my mother to the pharmacy.
You're too kind.
Good to know.
Tempo! Tempo on the turn!
Good job, jaana!
Eyes forward!
Good!
That was great, jaana.
Exactly what I said yesterday, hold before the hurdle and give her space to jump.
That felt good. Looked good, too.
Come on!
Hey!
Hey... the kids will be at grandma's tomorrow... and it's Saturday...
You know how much I hate driving the truck.
Maybe we could take some... quality time, driving together?
Just the two of us...
I don't know.
Please come with me.
I could focus better, and show off my handsome boyfriend.
We'd have no reason to hurry back.
You can't drive for shit, so I'll have to come.
Thank you, thank you!
Who's that now? Are you expecting someone?
Well not anymore.
Police!
Officer suokas from the kymenlaakso police force. Good day.
We have a warrant for the arrest of Marko jaakkola.
Are there any other people in the apartment? Is Marko armed?
No. It's just me and the kids...
Elena, eevi!
Police!
Police! Stop!
Stay where you are!
He is suspected of debtor's dishonesty, tax avoidance, blackmail, the sale of illegal substances,
misuse of firearms, smuggling, and human trafficking.
Those allegations just can't be true. How did I not see it coming?
They went through everything in here...
Hey, girls! - What? - Let's go!
Take some toys so you don't get bored. Ok.
This is so not what I need right now.
We'll get going now.
Get in. - Ok.
Get that.
Off we go then...
Mom? - Yea? What's going to happen to Marko?
I don't think it's really serious, they just want to talk to him about something.
Some misunderstanding.
Oh.
I always said there's something off about him.
You just go do the race and move on with your life, that's good.
Girls' father was different... Let it be.
Ok then. - Mom?
Do you have to go? - I do.
You always get hurt when you go alone.
Oh, silly thing... I'll be fine.
And if I win, I'll take you out for milkshakes.
You promise? - I promise.
Promise me too? - I promise.
Good luck with the race. Thanks.
Bye then. - Bye.
How did I not see what he was up to? You told me, didn't you.
This is so my life, just treading the water... barely scraping by.
When I get on that horse, and listen to your chatter, it's all better.
Chatter? No chatter, it's all business!
Oh, wisdom might seem like chatter when we don't beat it into you.
That's right. That was one bad joke.
It was. But made you laugh, didn't it?
Hi. Any space for us?
I'll get off here, and get our instructions.
I'll go too.
Don't go, stay and help me with this. - I need to get my coffee. I'll be right back.
Right there, by the stables. Alright, I'll head that way.
Might want to check your rear, I saw some oil leaking. - I'll take a look. Thanks.
Yea, yea... we're here, you'll get out in a minute.
What's with this...
Jaana...
Jaana!
What happened?
Has anyone called for an ambulance? I'll get it.
I don't think I can survive this. Of course you can. You'll be fine.
I think I'm going to die, I can't breathe.
It's ok...
I'm scared.
Give us some room please.
I can't feel anything. My legs.
I'm going to die.
You are not going to die.
I'm here with you.
Tell everyone I'm fine.
Can you feel my hands? - No!
Coming in with a severe pressure injury, lower torso. Tailgate fell on her.
Legs unresponsive - no movement.
Pain medication administered - 0,5mg alfenatile, four doses. Pain free for now.
Breathing on her own, systolic 80, pulse 110...
We're keeping jaana in an induced coma to let her body adjust to the sudden change.
She's had surgery, but the work is far from over.
We're prepping her for follow-up surgeries.
Her vitals are stable for now.
How serious is it?
I'm afraid the injury was strong enough to sever the spinal nerves.
Her upper body is functioning normally, but...
I'm afraid 60% of her will be paralyzed.
Jaana!
Jaana, over here!
Come to daddy!
There you are.
Daddy.
What is this?
Please help me!
Please help me!
Please help me...
Hey there... it's ok.
Ses
Well...
How are you doing?
I'll never be able to walk again.
Or ride. - Jaana...
Mom...
Are the girls here? Eevi, Elena. Come on in.
Come on.
Come here. I won't bite.
Mom is here.
Hey!
How are we today? Fine, I guess.
Excuse me? - Fine. - Good!
I'm Hanna kemppainen, resident psychologist.
I'm always here if you need to... Talk about anything.
And if you don't feel like talking, we can always play cards or something.
But if there's something -
I don't need a shrink, I need functioning legs.
That's ok, it's fine. Small steps.
Just know I'm here if you need your head shrunk.
We'll meet again.
Oh hell...
What happened?
Helena. - Hi mom.
Hi, jaana!
How are things? Everything's fine.
The kids are going to school and we're just living day to day.
And... how are you? Any talk on when you'd get out?
It'll probably take a while yet. Can I talk to the girls?
Eevi is at a friend's house, but I can get Elena. - Ok.
Elena, come to the phone. It's mom.
Not now, I'm watching a movie.
Come on now. But I don't want to.
She's watching a movie with a friend, so... Maybe another time.
Jaana!
Room 237, we need help over here!
Jaana...
Jaana!
I'm sorry.
You don't have to apologize to me.
Apologize to yourself. You're lucky you failed.
You're beautiful, you have fantastic children and a great mind.
You really didn't want to end your life.
I don't.
I've come to know you a little bit and I think -
that you have a future ahead of you.
It feels impossible right now.
Not everyone can be a para-athlete.
But you could be.
When you talk about riding, and what it means to you...
I believe you can have it back.
I know that you can't see it right now.
It doesn't take legs, or fingers, or a perfect body -
And strength. You have all of that.
Maybe I just need a bit more time.
There's no hurry. Time will tell.
Is it possible that you, coming here - is a start of a new time in your life?
Thank you.
Stat I ee
Since I'm stuck with this chair for the rest of my life...
I'd like to learn to deal with it.
I hear you're the guy who can help me do that.
That's why I'm here. Shall we get to work?
Let's do it.
Great! I'm seppo. - Jaana.
Good to meet you.
One. Two. Now.
Come on, you can do it!
Little speed, lift the front.
Exactly. There you go.
Three.
Good job, jaana.
Come on, up!
I can't do it.
Don't you have any breaks on that thing?
That's freaking great.
Yes!
Go, go go! Good!
Push through, you're doing it!
You did it! Yes!
Hey. - Well, hi!
I got you this.
Cripples are not allowed any sweets here.
Oh.
Don't be daft, give it here.
The horses are doing well. Marjut rides them for both of you.
That's what I'm so bummed about, that I can't ride anymore.
It's not impossible.
Riding, I mean. It just takes the right horse.
There's plenty of equipment to help.
You can be strapped to the saddle, and use two crops instead of your calves.
You've put some thought into this.
Jaana, you know how to ride.
Now you just have to learn a different way of doing it.
Your riding years are still ahead of you.
I don't know.
Why didn't you ever get back in the saddle?
Because of the pain. And after that...
Shame.
My leg was never the same, and if I couldn't achieve perfection - I let it all go.
Can't get those years back now.
But it's not too late.
Ok... I'll try.
But promise me I won't get hurt again. I already got my second chance.
I promise. And I have just the horse for you.
Alright! What kind?
Remember that one gelding I used to own, grivis?
Seriously? He's gorgeous.
Coming on 20. You can do it.
Jaana, you have visitors.
Mom! - No way!
Hi!
And what are you doing here? I thought you couldn't visit.
Goddamn it, you scared me.
Mom, look!
Good!
I messed up, jaana.
I'm looking at a long sentence. How long?
Eight years.
Charges were pretty severe.
I think I can get out of it though. Get the sentence down to probation.
What would you say to me staying home to take care of you?
As your official caregiver.
I'll do anything to help you, of course.
You mean it?
I think it's a good idea.
You are my savior.
How has your year with us been?
After the initial shock, it's been surprisingly ok.
That's good to hear.
Just don't get scared if some days seem worse. With accidents such as this, you can experience -
post-traumatic stress for years to come.
It feels amazing to see you like this! You've found your strength, and a new life.
Do you feel like maybe staying a while longer?
Would you like to?
Absolutely not.
I want to go home to my family, and my horses.
Let your light shine bright, jaana. I'll be here if you need anything.
Thank you, Hanna. Safe journey.
Here we go.
Hey! - Hi.
So good to be back home.
Let me know when you're ready to go horsing around.
Maybe I'll get settled in first.
Right. That was smooth.
Will you be ok? Yea yea, you just go.
Hi there.
I'm going to need a little help. Oh right.
Easy, easy! - Yeah yeah.
Surprise! - Cool!
We made this. Thank you, it's fantastic! Oh you guys...
We should put these in some water. Can you get a vase?
I'll do it. - Ok, thank you.
So you're good here then?
Are you going somewhere? I've got errands.
What errands do you have to run right now?
What, you interrogating me now?
See you later.
Yea, I'll handle it.
Gotta go, I just came home.
You were out pretty late.
Yea.
Any coffee?
Well, no. I can't reach the shelf.
Of course you fucking can't.
The house does need a ramp for the wheelchair. And some of the doorsteps could be taken out.
Demands all around.
It's not that easy, you know.
And besides, all extra money goes to the government now.
You promised to get our life in order.
The nagging bitch has returned.
I've got to do everything for your comfort.
I didn't mean to nag.
Well you fucking did.
Girls! Let's go. Grandma's waiting.
Mom?
Go ahead.
Jaana! We have to go.
Jaana...
Are you ok?
Yea... thank goodness you came.
Heavens! What happened here?
I tried to vacuum, and fell over in that damn chair.
Where's Marko?
I have no idea, he didn't come home last night.
Goddamn it! I cannot understand what you see in that man.
He left you alone here like this!
I'm going to take you to the shower and clean up this place.
Can you take me to the stables?
Marko should build you some ramps in that house.
You can't get around otherwise.
He's beautiful.
He's yours now.
He's perfect. Thank you, Andre.
Jaana.
Horses are nothing to be scared of.
Feel it.
Just put your hand there.
Look at this. The number one para-rider.
You have everything it takes to go there, and further.
What's that?
This? - Yea.
Right. I cannot survive falling off like that.
Let's just try. If it goes well, great. And if it doesn't, I'll drop the issue.
Seconded.
The right horse is just waiting for you.
I'm not sure this is the best idea.
We've come this far, so we're going all the way!
We'll lift you up in the saddle, I guarantee you the horse will stay still.
I'll be right here. There are people on both sides.
Right. Good.
There.
Your foot goes... I'll hold you here.
Careful now. - Good, good.
You got the leg?
I can't do this I want to get off! Just relax, you're fine.
Take her down. - Take it easy! Ok I got you
I'm lifting you off... Easy, easy
you're ok.
It's ok. I can't do this, I want to go home.
We can try again. I promise I've got you.
Marjut...
What's this...
What the fuck, are you reading my mail?
I gather you don't have any money to build that ramp.
What the fuck!
That amount of disability for me - gone towards building your own life, has it?
While I'm stuck in here.
You and your fucking nitpicking.
Let's see what your money went to.
Where are you taking me?
Marko - why did you promise to take care of me when it's always like this?
Marko!
I need you, don't you see?
Marko!
Marko, you can't leave me, please!
This can't be happening.
What the fuck, Marko?
Forgive me.
How can I make this up to you?
Hey...
I can't help it.
I'm just having a hard time right now. Oh you're having a hard time?
Jaana, I'm in a really big trouble.
I'm really struggling with this sentence.
People think I made a deal with the cops, since I'm not in jail.
It's important that I'm free now because of you.
If I go to jail, you and the kids will be in danger too.
Certain people are really pissed off at me.
Is it true, what they're accusing you of?
You don't just walk away from this shit.
Marko, if you keep up with this shit, I'm going to leave you.
Leave me? But we belong together.
I love you.
I've been too trusting with him. He'll never change.
This is something we'll have to talk about.
We have to look for those things that help you, going forward.
It might not be all about that chair you're in. Or about the accident.
I keep thinking, what will my life be after he's gone.
It's not like I can catch a man with these running skills.
You've chased this one quite enough. You know there are good men out there.
I think he's seeing someone else.
I don't think that really matters right now.
You have to think about yourself and your children.
Make your decisions based on what helps you live better.
Jaana, you're strong enough to do that.
Can't carry any more. 30 minutes.
Who were you talking to?
I've gotta go to the gym. The gym? Yea.
When will you be back?
Late.
Is it something you don't want people to know about?
I told you it's not easy getting out.
You'll have to choose.
Me, or the life you're leading.
Honey, I won't be long. We can talk about this later. Ok?
Come and give me a hug.
Come on.
I need a police officer.
I need to see officer suokas right now.
Have you reserved an appointment?
Jaana.
Package seems a bit light, are you sure there's 12?
Are you taking it or not?
Stop! Police! Stay still!
On your knees!
Hands on your head!
Hey.
Well hello!
I'm ready now.
I'm ready to start off to the Olympics.
These will hold you on the saddle.
You'll kind of have to learn everything anew, but don't worry too much.
Well then, get me up.
One, two, three.
Good boy.
Remember now. Your head may react to the horse, but your body can't.
You need to be aware of that.
Brave, now!
Let's go. - You ready? - Yes.
There we go... steady on, jaana.
Oh, I love it! Andre, look, I'm riding!
I see you!
Go, jaana!
You know something? You're my horse now.
My horse.
You help me walk.
And run.
So... number 4? And marjut says 7. Right? Yep.
Drinks for the table? Yes, please.
White Russian here, and for the lady, a Tequila sunrise.
It's so great to be back among the living.
I can't believe I thought I might not never ride again.
Thank you, Andre, for giving me the horse of my dreams.
I thought you belonged together. But remember, our work has just begun.
Don't spoil the mood!
The doors to international success are wide open, here's to that!
Jaana, don't look behind you but - don't look!
That guy has been checking you out since we came here.
Probably some of my dad's horse race buddies.
He's... quite a bit younger than that.
What, a boy? Nope, not a boy... full man.
Hi. Oh hey, orange soda guy. Yea...
That pub just ain't the same since the owner changed.
They sell fanta these days.
World really has changed.
You a horse racing guy? Mom likes to bet.
Ok.
I don't really know what to say but...
I put an ad in a newspaper once.
A call for...
A woman who smokes and loves horses.
What? A woman who smokes and loves horses.
I think I might really have meant you.
If you're looking for a project on wheels, you might want to try coming over to visit instead of
bothering us when we're really excited about the race...!
Why don't I just come over then. Ok. Bye.
Bye then. - Go go go go!
He really had the hots for you!
They always do, after a couple of beers.
Hello?
Is anybody home?
Who's there?
Teppo.
I said I'd visit.
Do you need some help? No. I mean, no thanks.
You sound a bit like you're in distress.
Of course I am, I'm in the bathroom! Well then... you can go! Bye!
I'm... just going to go now. Ok!
Good! - Go jaana!
Bend yourself a little!
Thanks.
Ladies need any help? Sure, you can haul these.
Like we can't take care of ourselves.
I just thought with everything that's happened and your man being a bit hard to reach these days...
You might need some help around the house.
Well I don't, thanks.
Would you take the cart... thanks a lot!
You're unbelievable.
Well, do you think you were a proper well behaved lady back there?
I do not need a man in my life.
He wasn't trying to hit on you, but help you out. Perhaps you thought I'd install a new dishwasher,
or maybe the girls can help out after homework?
I can hire a caregiver, you know.
You're scared of men, aren't you?
We'll what is he going to do for me now?
Mom can take care of the girls until I get my life on track.
It could just be that you're too stubborn to be happy with anyone.
Come out right now!
What are you doing out there?
Why the hell are you skulking about my house in the middle of the night?
I kinda thought you might have been pleasantly surprised.
Did you install that ramp?
Yes I did.
Why won't you leave me alone?
Wait there a moment.
I won't be going anywhere really fast.
I meant what I said at the bar.
I'm looking for a smoker who loves horses, and you're just the type.
I hope you realize we can never be anything.
Living with me is a full time job, it's catheters, reaching stuff from shelves...
I'm stuck in this chair and I'm clinically depressed!
I have two kids and an angry ex in jail!
I've just got one truck, but it's big enough for all that baggage.
Do you realize what you're doing to me by acting so... nice?
I'd give anything to be normal again.
To have working limbs.
To be seen as a woman, instead of a cripple.
I see you as the most beautiful thing in the world.
Please come and get me out of this rain.
Relax, jaana!
Relax your left arm.
Remember, tempo.
Good!
That's great!
What is it?
It's not as easy as I figured it would be.
The team placements are limited.
And you're not the only para-rider trying for the Olympics.
There's no time to lose.
Well what are we standing here for? Let's go!
We haven't gone through the whole program, but here we can do that.
Hurdles, referee's spot, music, and as the audience -
a hardened horse man trying to deal with his overactive children.
Starting! Next on the arena: Jaana kivimaki of kymijoki riders.
Trot.
Yes, good!
Yes... good.
Good.
Don't fret, it's just a quad bike...
Daddy!
Jaana!
Jaana, are you alright!
I'm ok.
Teppo, get the chair!
You seem ok.
Lucky you didn't get hurt.
Are you ready for one more round?
Good idea. Get back on that horse. Just sit on his back, that's all.
No.
I really think it's a good idea. Just sit a little bit.
I told you - no!
Why do you two care about nothing except if I ride or no.
You get back up there if it matters so much! At least you have functioning legs.
Don't you realize that half of me is dead.
Leave me alone!
Please take me home.
I think that's enough.
Let's go once more. No, that's enough.
Are you sure? I just want to go to sleep.
Already?
I thought you might want to come to the stables tonight.
Just a quick visit. No, thanks.
Why would I? I can't get back on a horse again.
Please tell teppo I'm going to bed.
Good night.
She's not ok.
I agree.
I want to help her but I...
I asked her to come to the stables, but...
I'm just a burden to you all.
You're not...
You have two amazing children.
You have a shot at being a world class athlete, you're not a burden to anyone.
I need you, jaana.
That chair is not a life sentence.
Let's go.
This is what you live for, too.
He needs you.
Forgive me for being like this.
Jaana...
We won't give up on you, you don't get to give up either.
Jaana!
You're here, great!
I'm sorry if you felt I was pressuring you.
And I... well, we talked..
Yeah, we...
Well I haven't really gotten over your accident...
You asked me to stay and help you and I didn't.
I left you alone out there.
Oh, come on. - No, let me...
Let me...
It's all this riding and other stuff,
I've been giving you hope and hoping you'll succeed -
so that maybe I can feel a little bit less guilty...
But you're not guilty of anything.
Any one of us could have been down there, and it happened to be me.
I'm just tired of being afraid of the thing I love most.
Let's not stop this now.
Oh, marijut...
I can't even get up there.
Jaana, you're going to do great. You've always given it everything you have.
Up, up and away!
No chickening out.
Mom. So good of you to come. I'm so nervous!
The girls asked me to come. Everything's going to go great. You're my hero.
But what if I'm not? Everyone just wants me to be...
That dream you talked about.
It was you, on that balcony.
Thank god he let you down eventually.
I didn't...
Know how to handle that life.
I let it go too far.
But jaana, you can handle it.
Everything that's happened, and what you are now...
I couldn't admire you more.
Let's not think about that.
You know... I've started remembering the good things too.
You're my hero, mom.
There's pancakes. Pancakes? Let's go!
Hanna! What are you doing here?
Andre told me you might need some help.
I'm mentally locked. But jaana do you really want this?
Yes, more than anything.
Well then, let's get started.
Look over there...
Tell me what do you see?
There's the arena, other equestrians and horses,
judges, crowd...
And then there are the qualifiers of the equestrian federation that votes in the paralympic team.
Don't think about them.
Concentrate only on your own performance.
You can do it!
Let's go through the test.
Ok, in the beginning I will ride normally to the middle of the arena to salute the judges.
From the c turn to the right...
On the long side I'll make a transition to trot...
Here we go then.
It'll go great. I'm too nervous to watch!
Honestly, you'll do great.
You've always been at your best when on a horse.
Jaana. - Mmh?
I'm really, really proud of you.
Go, jaana!
It's go time.
Walk.
Walk. Good.
You'll be great.
Next we have... jaana kivimaki of the kymijoki riders, with grivis.
Don't worry it's just a quad bike.
Way to go, jaana!
Score is 65,3%, jaana kivimaki takes second place in this competition.
Damn, that was nice!
I have a fine horse, don't 1?
The best. - He is.
Oh, I'll feel this tomorrow...
You know, that's one problem I don't have.
Jaana, you got mail!
Olympic rings on the envelope and everything!
Well, run!
What does it say? - I can't.
I can't either. Andre? Take it!
Well?
Well? - Yea, yeah...
It is our pleasure to announce -
that jaana kivimaki has been chosen to represent-
the equestrian federation of Finland
in the next paralympics team.
We ask you to confirm your attendance within the week.
If you cannot attend, the spot will be given to the next in line.
I think I can manage it!
You just might!
Congratulations!
Hi, teppo!
Sorry we're late, the girls and I went out for milkshakes.
It's time to go now.
Yea, seems so.
You can still come with me.
You don't need me, you'll have Andre and marjut.
I'm fine staying here.
The girls and I can watch you on TV.
Teppo.
My life... is so much better now than it was before the accident.
They say you have to lose something to appreciate what you do have.
I have everything now.
That's... that's good. The way it should be.
Come here.
Thank you for saving me.
Go on.
Mom's going.
Take care of teppo.
We will.
Bye mom. - Bye.
Next we have jaana kiviméki from Finland with grivis.
We're not watching cripple shows.
Don't fucking touch it.
Sorry. I didn't know it means something to you.
It's the most important thing there is right now.
There's mom.
Alright then. Kick their asses.
Best mom in the world.
Jaana kiviméki came in 7th in freestyle,
and 10th in personal program in the London paralympics.
She achieved the silver medal in the European championships in 2009,
and won the nordic championships in 2016.
Jaana is still actively competing, and aiming for the next paralympics.
"When you let go of what you can't change, you'll be happy." Arvo ylppd
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