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the idea was for you to take off your

the idea was for you to take off your

the idea was for you to take off your clothes - okay don't don't do this all

clothes - okay don't don't do this all

clothes - okay don't don't do this all right

right

right stop I told you that I just can't be

stop I told you that I just can't be

stop I told you that I just can't be with you and I thought you understood

with you and I thought you understood

with you and I thought you understood that

yeah I know what you said I was but I

yeah I know what you said I was but I

yeah I know what you said I was but I felt you with me it was real no Rebecca

felt you with me it was real no Rebecca

felt you with me it was real no Rebecca it wasn't real you were a substitute for

it wasn't real you were a substitute for

it wasn't real you were a substitute for someone that I can't have for Emily I

someone that I can't have for Emily I

someone that I can't have for Emily I get it just give us a loogey because

get it just give us a loogey because

get it just give us a loogey because because my heart is with someone else

because my heart is with someone else

because my heart is with someone else and I don't want to hurt you

and I don't want to hurt you

and I don't want to hurt you okay look here you're a great person but

okay look here you're a great person but

okay look here you're a great person but I I can't keep pretending and you're

I I can't keep pretending and you're

I I can't keep pretending and you're someone you're not I'm just

someone you're not I'm just

someone you're not I'm just I'm never gonna get over the woman now

I'm never gonna get over the woman now

I'm never gonna get over the woman now that I can't have you brought me out

that I can't have you brought me out

that I can't have you brought me out here the place where we're supposed to

here the place where we're supposed to

here the place where we're supposed to start our life together

start our life together

start our life together to tell me you don't want to marry you

to tell me you don't want to marry you

to tell me you don't want to marry you no no that is not what I'm saying I've

no no that is not what I'm saying I've

no no that is not what I'm saying I've given this a lot of thought okay believe

given this a lot of thought okay believe

given this a lot of thought okay believe me I'm just trying to be honest about

me I'm just trying to be honest about

me I'm just trying to be honest about where things are at you said you wanted

where things are at you said you wanted

where things are at you said you wanted a life with me I do I do

a life with me I do I do

a life with me I do I do that's the truth it's never changed and

that's the truth it's never changed and

that's the truth it's never changed and I know if you care about me but I also

I know if you care about me but I also

I know if you care about me but I also know that marriage obviously isn't what

know that marriage obviously isn't what

know that marriage obviously isn't what you want right now I love you

and don't try to convince me that you

and don't try to convince me that you

and don't try to convince me that you are okay I know you did something I've

are okay I know you did something I've

are okay I know you did something I've done No

it's doing there isn't all that stuff

it's doing there isn't all that stuff

it's doing there isn't all that stuff here consumed with with guilt about the

here consumed with with guilt about the

here consumed with with guilt about the past even though I forgiven you the best

past even though I forgiven you the best

past even though I forgiven you the best way that I know how this is not in the

way that I know how this is not in the

way that I know how this is not in the past it's with me every second of every

past it's with me every second of every

past it's with me every second of every day terrible things

are you talking about

Oh

please just tell me

how can you stand here and deny that the

how can you stand here and deny that the

how can you stand here and deny that the feelings that we both felt were real

feelings that we both felt were real

feelings that we both felt were real because they weren't real for me it was

because they weren't real for me it was

because they weren't real for me it was always about someone else she's not

always about someone else she's not

always about someone else she's not coming back and I'm here and I'm willing

coming back and I'm here and I'm willing

coming back and I'm here and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to make this

to do whatever it takes to make this

to do whatever it takes to make this work it's like you're not even willing

work it's like you're not even willing

work it's like you're not even willing to try anymore look I can't be with you

to try anymore look I can't be with you

to try anymore look I can't be with you because I don't care enough I know I

because I don't care enough I know I

because I don't care enough I know I know that's in a terrible thing to say

know that's in a terrible thing to say

know that's in a terrible thing to say and I'm I'm sorry but it's it's the

and I'm I'm sorry but it's it's the

and I'm I'm sorry but it's it's the truth if it helps you open your eyes and

truth if it helps you open your eyes and

truth if it helps you open your eyes and accept it so you can have some closure

accept it so you can have some closure

accept it so you can have some closure I'm glad I said it

I'm glad I said it

I'm glad I said it I'm just not gonna use you be better off

I'm just not gonna use you be better off

I'm just not gonna use you be better off without me

without me

without me I get it saying that it's not gonna

I get it saying that it's not gonna

I get it saying that it's not gonna change how I feel this if we continue

change how I feel this if we continue

change how I feel this if we continue this neither one of us are going to get

this neither one of us are going to get

this neither one of us are going to get what we want I know that now it sure

what we want I know that now it sure

what we want I know that now it sure would have been nice of you and knowing

would have been nice of you and knowing

would have been nice of you and knowing that a few months ago Nikolas I don't

that a few months ago Nikolas I don't

that a few months ago Nikolas I don't know what to say to you about it I'm

know what to say to you about it I'm

know what to say to you about it I'm sorry yeah well you should be

sorry yeah well you should be

sorry yeah well you should be I haven't made so many mistakes and then

I haven't made so many mistakes and then

I haven't made so many mistakes and then carry them with me every single day

I wish there was something I could do I

I wish there was something I could do I

I wish there was something I could do I would do anything

it's not up to me

it's not up to me

it's not up to me really hard I've tried so hard to just

really hard I've tried so hard to just

really hard I've tried so hard to just move on and focus on us in our future

move on and focus on us in our future

move on and focus on us in our future because it's what I really want it is

because it's what I really want it is

because it's what I really want it is and now I'm making you doubt my love for

and now I'm making you doubt my love for

and now I'm making you doubt my love for you just know how you feel about me

you just know how you feel about me

you just know how you feel about me Elizabeth I know that but I also know

Elizabeth I know that but I also know

Elizabeth I know that but I also know that

that

that something's in the way

and then you don't want to marry me

I think you look at me

I want to be your wife please please

I want to be your wife please please

I want to be your wife please please don't let anything that I said proposing

are you sure I want everything we talked

are you sure I want everything we talked

are you sure I want everything we talked about I don't see how I could ever stop

about I don't see how I could ever stop

about I don't see how I could ever stop believing that were meant to be together

believing that were meant to be together

believing that were meant to be together but something's got you terrified and

but something's got you terrified and

but something's got you terrified and and I I'm not going to marry you well

and I I'm not going to marry you well

and I I'm not going to marry you well whatever the hell it is between you and

whatever the hell it is between you and

whatever the hell it is between you and me please it's all about just be patient

me please it's all about just be patient

me please it's all about just be patient I love you I want a future with you

we don't have a future

you have to decide what you want what

you have to decide what you want what

you have to decide what you want what you want

all I want is to be your wife