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[Music]
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In their most clear warning yet,
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the CDC all but promises
that the Corona virus will
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spread here and that
Americans need to prepare.
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It's not so much a question of
if this will happen anymore,
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but rather more a
question of exactly when
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this will happen and how
many people in this country
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will have severe illness...
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more than 722 confirmed
cases in the U.S...
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[wind roaring]
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clusters of outbreaks
that are happening outside
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the Mainland...
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[wind roaring]
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as the National Fire to
continue to spread...
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Worldwide starting
point in Wuhan,
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China, there's now increased
scrutiny on the public.
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Whether the information coming
out of China can be trusted.
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Stay at home.
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That is the order from
four state governors as the
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Corona virus pandemic
spreads New York, California.
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Seriously, if I get Corona,
I get Corona. At the end of
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the day I'm not going to
stop me from partying...
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46 states have
closed all schools.
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The other four shut down
at least some. So far
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President Trump says a
national lockdown is not.
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It's not every day we live
through a period of history
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that will be studied
by future generations.
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Or maybe it is.
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I am a strong man.
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I am a good man.
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I decide who I am.
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It's okay to go up and down.
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Everything's beautiful if you
can view it with the right eyes.
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Short gray hair.
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Let me see your old face.
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Long, low breast,
you old ass bitch,
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take your fucking mask off.
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You think you're so fucking
cool doing drugs in public,
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you fucking weirdo.
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Pathetic.
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Hi.
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Yes.
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Beautiful.
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You are so beautiful.
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Hey.
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You scared me.
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Can I help you with those?
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I, that's all right.
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You sure? I got it.
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Okay.
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Have a good day.
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Thanks.
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[BITCH]
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I approach women with
no positive results.
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Why do they act repulsed?
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All I want is what
everyone else wants.
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If you can get it,
I deserve it too.
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I've never been able to
accept myself enough to put
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myself out there, opening
myself up to criticism that
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comes with people
knowing your name.
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I need to use cash.
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Cash is untraceable.
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Having had zero positive
interactions with the female
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species my entire life, I have
to assume all women hate me.
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They think I'm weird and
creepy just looking at them,
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I get nervous.
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Certain people are here to help,
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to change the world, change
the way people think.
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Some people are just here.
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I'm going to change you forever.
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If you're watching this,
you will never be the same.
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You will see how badly
mistaken you were for
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treating me the way you all do.
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Look down on me, call
me names behind my back.
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I wouldn't be who
I am without you.
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You made me this,
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for that, I thank you.
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Fuck you.
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Fuck this shit.
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I can no longer allow the
world to continue living
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with its eyes closed.
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This is it.
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This is the end.
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[BEAUTIFUL FRIEND]
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It is natural to desire your
community to be conscious
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and aware of who you are.
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With celebrity, we gain
more mating options.
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I've never been comfortable
with the concept.
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Anytime I've tried to
integrate myself to my peers,
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I've been wildly disliked
and considered the
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weirdest kid in school.
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I've asked repeatedly for
the Defense Production Act
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to be used in its fullest
to get us things like
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ventilators so people
can live who would die
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otherwise, if the
president doesn't act,
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people will die.
[phone vibrating]
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Could have led.
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Hey, Daniel, It's me, Mom.
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I haven't heard from
you for a while.
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Have you been taking
your medications?
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Please call me back and
let me know you're alive.
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If I don't hear back from you,
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I'm coming over.
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Love you.
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Bye-bye baby.
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I am a human being.
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Anything I desire is what
a human being desires.
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Nothing I do can be wrong,
nothing I feel can be unnatural.
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I am a man like every other man.
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[knocking]
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[CUNT]
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[knocking]
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Hello, Danny.
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Open up, Danny.
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I have a key, Daniel,
I know you're in there.
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What do you want?
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Hey, Danny, open up.
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No, what do you want?
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I just want to check up on you.
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You haven't answered my calls.
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I brought you some groceries.
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Leave the groceries.
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Open up.
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I'm coming in.
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Oh, come on, Daniel.
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Look, I just want to see you,
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please open up.
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I can't be the only one
waiting for someone to
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connect to become one with.
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I watch you move the
meet you, Carrie.
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I want to know what it's like,
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how you respond to my touch.
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We no longer fear being
eaten or attacked by
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outsiders climbing
the social ranks.
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Modern women still only
concerned about social standing.
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They want to meet who's
handsome and rich and
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performs well sexually while
having no desire for sexual
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variety, none of it's realistic.
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The world we live in is
not what it was when these
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traits of desires were evolving.
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What the fuck you say?
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Fuck you.
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You piece of shit, fuck you.
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What did you say?
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What did you fucking say?
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It's interesting that you
can see someone for the
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first time and not
like them immediately.
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The opposite is also true.
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You can see someone for the
first time and you know you
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are meant to cross
paths with them.
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You're so beautiful.
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I want to see what's
under your trash.
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I want to see, but I
want to take my time,
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touch you with my hands,
and you'll love it.
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You gently moan
with anticipation,
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expecting me to rush in and
start touching the good stuff
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but I make you wait.
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Brushing the tips of my
fingers along your sides,
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feeling your warm skin,
pulling you closer,
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pulling you in to feel me.
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The excitement builds
and you start to realize
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you love me.
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You've loved me since the
first time you looked into
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my eyes and I love you.
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I have always and I always will.
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Who the fuck is this asshole?
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Oh motherfucker.
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Oh you stupid motherfucker.
Stupid fucking bitch.
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I would have given
you everything,
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I could've made you
so much happier,
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you son of a bitch.
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You don't fucking see this
motherfucker as wrong,
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not right for you,
piece of fucking shit.
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You stupid fucking
slut ass bitch.
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They're all fucking slutty
ass fucking bitches,
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every single one of them.
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Slutty fucking whores,
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they don't give a fuck
everything for themselves.
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They're fucking nasty
fucking loose pussies.
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You fucking disgust me.
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Disease infested, fat
loose, fucking pussies.
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Beautiful wife.
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I could be your husband.
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I can take care of you better
than that piece of shit.
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You fucking loser, scum bag,
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fat man doesn't know
the value of discipline.
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Look at you, you're
so beautiful.
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Lovely floral pattern
on your dress.
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I really like it.
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It would be my honor to
experience you and to touch you.
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I've tried the apps.
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I tried to make a social
media account just to get on
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a dating site.
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It required I upload
pictures of myself,
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I refuse.
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Why would I want
people following me?
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I can't even make a dating
profile because I refuse to
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give away my location
at all hours of the day.
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It makes no fucking sense.
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The world has been tricked.
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You are giving your
information willingly for
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someone to sell, to
track, steal your time,
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it's all a con, you're
living incorrectly.
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I'm here waiting.
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I'll always be here and
I can't wait to meet you.
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I can't wait to meet you.
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I'll be here.
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I'll be here.
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What the fuck?
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What the fuck? Where'd you go?
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Where'd you go?
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Everything isn't okay, but
you need to be okay with that.
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What is the alternative?
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Crying and freaking out.
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No, your outcome won't
alter with that behavior.
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Now, I can understand you're
uncomfortable trust me, I know.
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I see you.
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I see you.
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I've been uncomfortable
my entire life,
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feeling helpless and
scared less than human.
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When you're not
looking, I see you.
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Years of feeling alone,
no one understanding,
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I get it
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but that's what
makes me who I am.
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He'll be stronger
because of this.
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Accepting your surroundings
is all anyone can do,
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and I have accepted
what fate has dealt me,
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you too will have to accept it.
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You are in control
of how you deal
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with the situation.
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[TOUCH]
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Oh no. -Shh shh.
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No. [screaming]
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[STARRING MADISON
RICHARDS AS HERSELF]
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There's nothing to be sad about.
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There's no purpose
for your emotions.
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Humans evolved to have these
emotions to survive in a
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different era, crying
isn't going to benefit you.
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Focusing on the negatives
of any situation doesn't
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benefit or change your present.
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Times like these are
the most challenging,
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the uncertainty of
what's happening.
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You could decide to see
this experience as a way to
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learn, a way to become better,
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a way to understand what most
people never have to face.
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I can't hurt you unless you
allow me to only you can
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decide if you're hurt.
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You have the option to
choose the uncertainty of
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what's happening.
What's going to happen.
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No one knows what
we're doing here,
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we're just here for a
while, and then we're gone.
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[wiping her off]
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Oh. [coughing]
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Hi.
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My name's Daniel.
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What's yours?
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I really don't want to hurt you.
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I don't mean to hurt you.
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Tomorrow's a new day.
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I'm really excited to
spend some time together.
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[screaming]
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I'm sorry.
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I didn't mean to get upset.
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Sometimes I can't
control my emotions.
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I wish I could control them.
266
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No, I shouldn't say
I wish actually,
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that's like saying I wish
I was a different person.
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Unconsciously speaking about
it out loud won't help me
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and it certainly
won't change who I am.
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All I can do is try, try, and
recognize and accept who I am.
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If I can do that, maybe
things won't be so bad,
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maybe things would be easier.
273
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I've tried to be other people.
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What a silly thing to do.
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I can never be
anyone but who I am.
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It was never a choice.
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People may ask, how does someone
do this to another person?
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How does one end up this way?
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Quite simply, the same as
you end up any other way,
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remove some things and leave
them to their thoughts.
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I'm not looking.
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Sometimes I forget to be nice,
283
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I want to be nice,
I just forget.
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I want to care about people.
285
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I'm not sure if it's the way
I was raised or biology or
286
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an unknown force.
287
00:22:05,866 --> 00:22:08,659
I'm not generally
who I want to be,
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but I'm trying, I'm trying
and I'll keep trying.
289
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It's who I am, I am
someone who tries but
290
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does not always succeed.
291
00:22:23,050 --> 00:22:26,844
Sometimes I forget
people are people.
292
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Sometimes I forget I'm a person.
293
00:22:30,182 --> 00:22:36,182
If I could, I wouldn't forget
but then I wouldn't be me.
294
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You feel so good.
295
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[crying]
296
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You are the most beautiful
girl in the world.
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Her reason to be here, I
think she might care for me,
298
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I know she can.
299
00:23:49,928 --> 00:23:52,765
I believe with time she will.
300
00:23:53,599 --> 00:23:57,560
Some people just decide they
prefer being around some
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people and they no
longer want to be alone.
302
00:24:01,273 --> 00:24:03,441
If they both feel it
303
00:24:03,442 --> 00:24:06,986
and they both desire
a long-term partner,
304
00:24:06,987 --> 00:24:10,531
they find their soul
mate within each other,
305
00:24:10,532 --> 00:24:13,243
at least for a little while.
306
00:24:14,078 --> 00:24:17,914
And I think I found
my soul mate in you,
307
00:24:17,915 --> 00:24:20,709
I've decided I have.
308
00:24:23,212 --> 00:24:28,841
My value is so low I
can't find even someone
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00:24:28,842 --> 00:24:33,639
I'm interested in to participate
in the primal act of mating.
310
00:24:36,141 --> 00:24:38,225
I can't control how I look,
311
00:24:38,226 --> 00:24:40,854
I can't control who I am.
312
00:24:43,774 --> 00:24:46,525
I try to be what
I'm meant to be,
313
00:24:46,526 --> 00:24:51,322
but I only know what I
know and I can only act in
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00:24:51,323 --> 00:24:53,909
accordance of my nature.
315
00:24:55,994 --> 00:24:57,745
Is it nature?
316
00:24:57,746 --> 00:25:02,041
Am I the way I am
because of my upbringing?
317
00:25:02,042 --> 00:25:06,629
Are my parents to blame for
the personality I possess?
318
00:25:06,630 --> 00:25:12,426
To that logic how can it be
their fault they were raised
319
00:25:12,427 --> 00:25:17,181
by their parents who taught
them how to be the way they
320
00:25:17,182 --> 00:25:20,976
were taught how to be is
how they taught me to be
321
00:25:20,977 --> 00:25:22,521
in their own way.
322
00:25:25,649 --> 00:25:28,859
I don't think I'm anything
at all like my parents,
323
00:25:28,860 --> 00:25:34,860
but without their influence, I
cannot be the man I am today.
324
00:25:37,453 --> 00:25:39,413
Am I a man?
325
00:25:40,122 --> 00:25:44,667
Genetically, I'm a man, but
the current state of things
326
00:25:44,668 --> 00:25:48,838
allows me to adjust that
perspective according to the
327
00:25:48,839 --> 00:25:52,425
culture of my generation,
biology can no longer
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00:25:52,426 --> 00:25:54,468
determine my gender.
329
00:25:54,469 --> 00:25:57,847
How can I be born something
and be taught that I have
330
00:25:57,848 --> 00:26:00,768
the choice to decide
that for myself?
331
00:26:03,228 --> 00:26:07,898
If that's the case, nothing
I see is as I see it,
332
00:26:07,899 --> 00:26:11,902
everything in the natural
world can be questioned,
333
00:26:11,903 --> 00:26:16,824
nothing is what it's defined
and I suppose this concept
334
00:26:16,825 --> 00:26:18,660
does have validity.
335
00:26:19,661 --> 00:26:25,661
I suppose nothing known is
fact unless it's decided by
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00:26:26,084 --> 00:26:28,253
the individual contemplating.
337
00:26:28,921 --> 00:26:33,549
Then I think, how can
anything I do be wrong?
338
00:26:33,550 --> 00:26:36,053
Nothing is wrong.
339
00:26:36,637 --> 00:26:40,349
Anything I do is
just what humans do.
340
00:26:41,183 --> 00:26:43,477
How can it be wrong?
341
00:26:44,186 --> 00:26:49,066
How can I do anything that
isn't a thing humans do?
342
00:27:05,541 --> 00:27:11,541
No, please don't. No.
343
00:30:05,387 --> 00:30:06,847
Come with me.
344
00:30:14,229 --> 00:30:16,857
My father was never
there you know,
345
00:30:18,775 --> 00:30:23,445
the little time he was, our
interactions were cut short
346
00:30:23,446 --> 00:30:25,739
because of things that
were more important,
347
00:30:25,740 --> 00:30:30,996
at least to him, at
least as he thought.
348
00:30:32,831 --> 00:30:36,959
His way of loving me was
working as much as he could
349
00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:39,546
to give me what he didn't have.
350
00:30:40,047 --> 00:30:43,924
But what he never realized
was his presence was the
351
00:30:43,925 --> 00:30:45,886
only thing that mattered.
352
00:30:46,595 --> 00:30:51,016
He understood that as
much as I understood that,
353
00:30:52,392 --> 00:30:55,896
not at all and with contempt.
354
00:30:57,481 --> 00:30:59,900
But my mother and I were lonely,
355
00:31:00,859 --> 00:31:06,782
not together, not
separate, individually.
356
00:31:07,699 --> 00:31:10,951
She has always been on top
of me without ever being
357
00:31:10,952 --> 00:31:16,083
there, not without
liquor to ease her pain
358
00:31:18,710 --> 00:31:21,546
or ease the concept of her life.
359
00:31:22,714 --> 00:31:28,302
Not the life she wanted, not
the life she imagined as a girl.
360
00:31:28,303 --> 00:31:31,472
A son she doesn't understand,
361
00:31:31,473 --> 00:31:35,809
and a husband who wants
nothing more than to run
362
00:31:35,810 --> 00:31:40,857
from being what he is,
from truly being there.
363
00:31:42,567 --> 00:31:45,403
So I've spent a
lot of time alone.
364
00:31:48,615 --> 00:31:52,367
Most people don't know how
to talk to me because I'm
365
00:31:52,368 --> 00:31:57,249
off putting and I
don't want to be.
366
00:31:59,751 --> 00:32:04,463
All I've ever wanted was to
fit in and to experience the
367
00:32:04,464 --> 00:32:07,134
same things normal people do.
368
00:32:08,051 --> 00:32:13,056
So regardless, I don't know
how to interact with people.
369
00:32:14,141 --> 00:32:17,643
I've only recently
started to accept myself
370
00:32:17,644 --> 00:32:20,689
and I'm really
grateful for that,
371
00:32:23,567 --> 00:32:29,567
even if this is who I
am, who I meant to be.
372
00:32:58,518 --> 00:33:00,729
I'm not ready to die.
373
00:33:11,281 --> 00:33:17,281
Before my father left, he
told me your mother robbed
374
00:33:19,623 --> 00:33:21,291
me of my dreams.
375
00:33:22,542 --> 00:33:24,918
She stole the life out of me.
376
00:33:24,919 --> 00:33:29,840
It had been so long
that he didn't even know
377
00:33:29,841 --> 00:33:31,259
what his dreams were.
378
00:33:35,347 --> 00:33:40,976
He left when I was
13 and I never heard
379
00:33:40,977 --> 00:33:42,771
from him after that day.
380
00:33:46,191 --> 00:33:52,191
My mom was so
affected, so so hurt,
381
00:33:58,370 --> 00:34:02,456
I thought that she needed me
to be the husband for her,
382
00:34:02,457 --> 00:34:04,125
that he never was.
383
00:34:05,752 --> 00:34:11,752
She needed someone to take
care of her and I was that
384
00:34:12,217 --> 00:34:13,635
person for her.
385
00:34:17,138 --> 00:34:20,016
I haven't lived my life yet.
386
00:34:27,274 --> 00:34:32,194
I believe that well-adjusted
people evolve with
387
00:34:32,195 --> 00:34:33,738
well-adjusted people.
388
00:34:35,782 --> 00:34:39,952
My unhappiness can be
attributed to my ancestors
389
00:34:39,953 --> 00:34:42,998
or who they chose
to interact with.
390
00:34:44,708 --> 00:34:48,001
I've never known considerate,
391
00:34:48,002 --> 00:34:54,002
emotionally mature people
because my family isn't
392
00:34:56,052 --> 00:34:58,262
and the people they
instinctually gravitate
393
00:34:58,263 --> 00:35:00,472
towards they aren't.
394
00:35:00,473 --> 00:35:03,476
But I don't think it's
impossible to break the cycle,
395
00:35:05,895 --> 00:35:08,023
to step out of your lineage,
396
00:35:10,066 --> 00:35:12,652
not more often than not
397
00:35:14,654 --> 00:35:17,365
When you do, I
think it's easier.
398
00:35:18,199 --> 00:35:21,159
I think it's easier, and
more likely you step deeper
399
00:35:21,160 --> 00:35:26,625
into the mess and not out of it.
400
00:35:32,505 --> 00:35:36,051
I know you wouldn't even
look at me in the real world
401
00:35:38,136 --> 00:35:40,722
in any other circumstance.
402
00:35:41,765 --> 00:35:44,642
I don't want you to
view me as a bad man,
403
00:35:47,812 --> 00:35:50,564
how I may be in
the modern world.
404
00:35:50,565 --> 00:35:53,693
I don't want you to
view me that way.
405
00:35:55,111 --> 00:35:57,364
I only know what I know.
406
00:36:07,207 --> 00:36:13,207
Sometimes good people do wrong,
407
00:36:13,588 --> 00:36:16,549
make the wrong choices.
408
00:36:30,438 --> 00:36:35,902
Certain things happen
and nothing matters.
409
00:36:36,319 --> 00:36:39,280
Emotions are not valuable,
410
00:36:40,031 --> 00:36:42,574
they do nothing good.
411
00:36:42,575 --> 00:36:43,575
[music]
412
00:37:43,553 --> 00:37:44,553
[knocking]
413
00:38:19,964 --> 00:38:23,633
If we stray into fear
or panic or hysteria,
414
00:38:23,634 --> 00:38:25,552
that's ultimately
self-defeating and leads to
415
00:38:25,553 --> 00:38:26,887
bad decision making
416
00:38:26,888 --> 00:38:28,597
and there's no reason for fear.
417
00:38:28,598 --> 00:38:31,308
The seriousness of this
virus hammered home tonight
418
00:38:31,309 --> 00:38:33,268
in a way few could
have imagined.
419
00:38:33,269 --> 00:38:35,230
The national
basketball associate.
420
00:38:43,321 --> 00:38:44,739
Okay.
421
00:38:47,116 --> 00:38:48,493
Are you ready?
422
00:38:51,371 --> 00:38:55,416
For this to work I need
you to be quiet, okay?
423
00:38:59,796 --> 00:39:01,839
I need you to promise.
424
00:39:03,216 --> 00:39:09,179
Promise you're not going to
scream or shout or make a
425
00:39:09,180 --> 00:39:11,057
bunch of noise, okay?
426
00:39:13,685 --> 00:39:16,855
I'll be obligated to
correct your behavior.
427
00:39:19,440 --> 00:39:21,734
I don't want to have to do that.
428
00:39:24,571 --> 00:39:28,532
I want you to learn to
want to do things needed
429
00:39:28,533 --> 00:39:31,369
to make this work, okay. Okay.
430
00:39:53,057 --> 00:39:54,976
Here we are.
431
00:39:57,687 --> 00:39:59,606
Are you ready?
432
00:40:04,193 --> 00:40:07,405
She's starting to understand.
433
00:40:07,655 --> 00:40:13,535
She can see how special
it is to have someone
434
00:40:13,536 --> 00:40:17,872
like a partner, a soul mate,
435
00:40:17,873 --> 00:40:21,002
she's starting to understand me.
436
00:40:22,003 --> 00:40:25,589
Finally, someone's
taking the time.
437
00:40:25,590 --> 00:40:29,886
I knew she was special since
the first time I saw her.
438
00:40:30,637 --> 00:40:32,387
She loves me.
439
00:40:32,388 --> 00:40:34,724
She's going to love me.
440
00:40:47,862 --> 00:40:53,825
What had no length and
intention may be the change
441
00:40:53,826 --> 00:40:56,287
that warms the world.
442
00:41:00,958 --> 00:41:02,669
Welcome home.
443
00:41:12,553 --> 00:41:14,889
This was not meant to go on.
444
00:41:18,309 --> 00:41:21,938
I wasn't expecting to
develop feelings this deep
445
00:41:23,481 --> 00:41:27,944
and you now, done.
446
00:41:30,321 --> 00:41:34,032
I should have known fulfilling
a desire would be near
447
00:41:34,033 --> 00:41:36,577
impossible to re-release.
448
00:41:38,371 --> 00:41:42,625
Everything is so new and
it's all so exciting.
449
00:41:45,503 --> 00:41:48,964
The thought of going
back to life without her
450
00:41:48,965 --> 00:41:50,842
makes me sick.
451
00:41:51,718 --> 00:41:53,886
Finally, something
good in my life,
452
00:41:56,097 --> 00:41:57,932
a reason to breathe.
453
00:42:01,018 --> 00:42:02,562
Where are you going?
454
00:42:05,565 --> 00:42:06,899
I have to use the bathroom.
455
00:42:09,944 --> 00:42:12,697
You don't have those
privileges yet.
456
00:42:43,603 --> 00:42:47,899
When there's so much
happening around the world,
457
00:42:49,609 --> 00:42:55,031
so much fear, my choices
seem insignificant.
458
00:42:56,783 --> 00:42:59,243
The way the current
state is discussed,
459
00:43:01,162 --> 00:43:04,373
you would expect people
dropping dead in the street.
460
00:43:05,917 --> 00:43:08,461
Experiencing a global pandemic
461
00:43:09,003 --> 00:43:12,548
isn't as exciting as you
might expect it to be.
462
00:44:17,530 --> 00:44:20,949
Nobody knows where the end of
this is or when the spikes are
463
00:44:20,950 --> 00:44:23,868
going to happen but progress
is going to be if we can
464
00:44:23,869 --> 00:44:26,455
somehow bend this
thing downward.
465
00:44:26,581 --> 00:44:30,166
We can start to stop that
spike that's going so we don't
466
00:44:30,167 --> 00:44:32,418
overload the healthcare system
467
00:44:32,419 --> 00:44:35,421
and you know, and look,
it's very discerning
468
00:44:35,422 --> 00:44:38,341
and I understand people out
there are concerned about
469
00:44:38,342 --> 00:44:41,302
when is it going to.
Look a full pandemic.
470
00:44:41,303 --> 00:44:44,097
Supplies that governors
are asking for are the same
471
00:44:44,098 --> 00:44:47,100
supplies that leaders of many
countries around the world
472
00:44:47,101 --> 00:44:48,142
are asking for.
473
00:44:48,143 --> 00:44:50,728
So again, please play your role,
474
00:44:50,729 --> 00:44:53,858
don't go outside
and don't let me...
475
00:46:31,247 --> 00:46:32,707
Let's start over.
476
00:46:36,585 --> 00:46:37,837
What's your name?
477
00:46:41,465 --> 00:46:42,633
Madison.
478
00:46:45,553 --> 00:46:47,096
Madison what?
479
00:46:48,889 --> 00:46:50,474
Richards.
480
00:46:54,603 --> 00:46:57,648
Madison Richards.
481
00:46:59,775 --> 00:47:01,402
Daniel.
482
00:47:03,070 --> 00:47:04,780
Just Daniel.
483
00:47:05,614 --> 00:47:07,825
So what do you do for fun?
484
00:47:15,333 --> 00:47:17,460
I don't I don't know.
485
00:47:20,546 --> 00:47:21,839
Nothing.
486
00:47:22,131 --> 00:47:28,131
I take care of my mom and
I take care of my brother.
487
00:47:48,908 --> 00:47:50,368
What are you doing?
488
00:47:53,829 --> 00:47:55,206
What do you mean?
489
00:48:02,671 --> 00:48:05,216
What are you always filming for?
490
00:48:09,470 --> 00:48:10,846
I'm an artist.
491
00:48:27,029 --> 00:48:28,489
Why me?
492
00:48:35,913 --> 00:48:38,124
Be cautious of what you ask.
493
00:48:38,916 --> 00:48:40,918
Not everything is
worth learning.
494
00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:48,092
Once you know something,
you can't ever unknow it.
495
00:48:51,345 --> 00:48:55,683
Not everything's
good for you to know.
496
00:49:12,950 --> 00:49:14,994
Do you think the
world is ending?
497
00:49:16,495 --> 00:49:22,495
Well, if it's going
to happen, you know,
498
00:49:24,002 --> 00:49:28,507
if it does, then I
want to be here for it.
499
00:49:31,385 --> 00:49:35,181
I want to see it, front row.
500
00:49:36,974 --> 00:49:39,602
But let's reframe your question.
501
00:49:39,852 --> 00:49:44,982
So how would I like to die?
502
00:49:47,026 --> 00:49:48,359
I tell you, when the world ends,
503
00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:50,404
if I'm not going to make it,
504
00:49:55,576 --> 00:49:57,995
I don't want anyone
else to survive.
505
00:49:59,205 --> 00:50:00,873
No, one.
506
00:50:03,500 --> 00:50:05,628
What about your family?
507
00:50:06,003 --> 00:50:09,006
Well, if they make
it and I don't,
508
00:50:10,007 --> 00:50:12,468
you know they will have,
509
00:50:14,220 --> 00:50:20,142
they will have this
and they'll know.
510
00:50:22,895 --> 00:50:28,776
They'll know what they did to
me and they will understand
511
00:50:28,984 --> 00:50:33,321
and they will see what they had
512
00:50:33,322 --> 00:50:36,075
and they just let go to waste.
513
00:50:38,702 --> 00:50:40,788
They will understand,
514
00:50:41,080 --> 00:50:47,080
I am deserving of all they
never wanted me to be.
515
00:50:49,797 --> 00:50:51,757
That's family.
516
00:50:54,760 --> 00:50:56,637
Yeah, they'll know.
517
00:50:58,055 --> 00:50:59,682
You'll see.
518
00:51:10,818 --> 00:51:12,319
What are you doing?
519
00:51:13,487 --> 00:51:14,863
What are you doing?
520
00:51:15,781 --> 00:51:16,864
You don't do that.
521
00:51:16,865 --> 00:51:20,243
Don't ever do that, okay?
522
00:51:20,244 --> 00:51:21,495
Mmm.
523
00:51:40,806 --> 00:51:42,308
Hello.
524
00:51:42,558 --> 00:51:43,558
Help!
525
00:51:43,601 --> 00:51:44,810
Help!
526
00:51:45,519 --> 00:51:49,440
Somebody, please please help.
527
00:51:54,486 --> 00:51:55,236
You don't do that.
528
00:51:55,237 --> 00:51:56,153
You don't do that,
529
00:51:56,154 --> 00:51:57,489
don't do that.
530
00:51:57,823 --> 00:51:58,948
Don't fucking do that.
531
00:51:58,949 --> 00:52:01,994
Don't you scream,
You fucking scream.
532
00:52:02,536 --> 00:52:03,537
Don't scream.
533
00:52:04,997 --> 00:52:10,044
[beating and hitting]
534
00:52:43,243 --> 00:52:44,995
I'm sorry. [crying]
535
00:52:45,996 --> 00:52:48,624
I'm sorry, I didn't
want to do that.
536
00:52:50,959 --> 00:52:52,753
I was out of line.
537
00:52:56,256 --> 00:52:58,509
I'm sorry, I'll
never do that again.
538
00:53:00,969 --> 00:53:02,429
Okay?
539
00:53:07,601 --> 00:53:09,603
I'm so sorry.
540
00:53:12,189 --> 00:53:17,820
Was so out of character for me
and I for that, I apologize.
541
00:53:20,030 --> 00:53:22,032
So please it won't happen again.
542
00:53:22,199 --> 00:53:24,660
Okay, you're safe.
543
00:53:26,620 --> 00:53:28,163
It's okay.
544
00:53:44,596 --> 00:53:45,596
[TEST]
545
00:54:19,047 --> 00:54:20,047
Help!
546
00:54:20,340 --> 00:54:22,384
Help!
547
00:54:22,968 --> 00:54:25,262
Somebody help me!
548
00:54:25,721 --> 00:54:28,140
Help, can't anybody hear me?
549
00:54:28,724 --> 00:54:29,933
Help!
550
00:54:30,517 --> 00:54:32,394
Help!
551
00:54:32,644 --> 00:54:33,644
[music]
552
00:54:38,817 --> 00:54:41,069
I believe love has
many definitions.
553
00:55:00,631 --> 00:55:05,969
Love is found, it
can't be forced.
554
00:55:26,490 --> 00:55:27,991
I got something for you.
555
00:55:43,215 --> 00:55:44,675
What do you think?
556
00:55:54,893 --> 00:55:56,228
Thank you.
557
00:55:59,565 --> 00:56:01,108
Let's put it on.
558
00:56:10,450 --> 00:56:13,328
Scream all you want,
no one can hear you.
559
00:56:26,800 --> 00:56:28,594
Okay, you can come out.
560
00:56:31,847 --> 00:56:32,847
[music]
561
00:56:43,400 --> 00:56:44,651
Wow.
562
00:56:46,403 --> 00:56:52,403
Here, so okay, that's your mark.
563
00:57:02,419 --> 00:57:04,046
Yeah, okay.
564
00:57:05,964 --> 00:57:07,924
All right, you can go back.
565
00:57:09,259 --> 00:57:10,928
Action. [Take 2]
566
00:57:11,136 --> 00:57:12,136
[music]
567
00:57:24,441 --> 00:57:26,275
You look so beautiful.
568
00:57:26,276 --> 00:57:27,527
Turn around.
569
00:57:38,288 --> 00:57:39,957
Dance a little.
570
00:57:41,625 --> 00:57:43,251
Just dance a little.
571
00:57:48,256 --> 00:57:49,131
Come on.
572
00:57:49,132 --> 00:57:50,132
[music]
573
00:58:13,865 --> 00:58:19,865
[watching the recording]
574
00:58:34,761 --> 00:58:36,054
Hey, Daniel.
575
00:58:48,275 --> 00:58:49,609
Yes.
576
00:58:51,236 --> 00:58:53,029
Can I help?
577
00:59:10,130 --> 00:59:11,882
Do you like to cook?
578
00:59:13,091 --> 00:59:14,509
I didn't.
579
00:59:14,801 --> 00:59:19,471
I never did until
this thing started,
580
00:59:19,472 --> 00:59:21,598
I started thinking about
581
00:59:21,599 --> 00:59:24,144
how much cooks in
restaurants were paid.
582
00:59:25,604 --> 00:59:28,315
Then I thought about
if I were a cook,
583
00:59:28,732 --> 00:59:31,693
would I care what I was
feeding strangers I never met?
584
00:59:32,110 --> 00:59:34,321
Then I started just
cooking myself.
585
00:59:35,739 --> 00:59:39,868
I don't mind it
now, I prefer it.
586
00:59:40,744 --> 00:59:42,245
Do you cook?
587
00:59:43,663 --> 00:59:46,875
I do, I did most of
the cooking growing up.
588
00:59:50,420 --> 00:59:52,422
My mother is a terrible cook.
589
00:59:52,714 --> 00:59:55,175
She's the reason I
ate out for so long.
590
00:59:56,301 --> 01:00:01,764
My mom was always working and
so I would cook for her and
591
01:00:01,765 --> 01:00:03,558
for my brother.
592
01:00:03,767 --> 01:00:06,770
We'd eat together and then my
mom would eat when she got home.
593
01:00:15,654 --> 01:00:17,697
What are you filming
everything for?
594
01:00:21,785 --> 01:00:24,037
Certain things
shouldn't be forgotten.
595
01:00:26,456 --> 01:00:28,332
Humans are constantly
sharing and posting,
596
01:00:28,333 --> 01:00:30,252
but never what it's really like.
597
01:00:31,044 --> 01:00:33,462
They don't share
the real experience,
598
01:00:33,463 --> 01:00:36,924
the human experience, the pain,
599
01:00:36,925 --> 01:00:38,468
the separation.
600
01:00:39,845 --> 01:00:43,931
There are things that society
refuses to acknowledge publicly,
601
01:00:43,932 --> 01:00:46,101
like human suffering.
602
01:00:47,394 --> 01:00:51,855
They refuse to see it,
they refuse to see it
603
01:00:51,856 --> 01:00:55,402
so I have an obligation
to show them.
604
01:01:04,828 --> 01:01:06,371
I see it.
605
01:01:10,292 --> 01:01:12,043
This is my life,
606
01:01:12,377 --> 01:01:14,212
this is my part.
607
01:01:27,392 --> 01:01:29,185
I'd like to see.
608
01:01:40,113 --> 01:01:42,407
I went to film school
for a little while.
609
01:01:43,783 --> 01:01:49,497
I worked on real sets,
commercial sets as a PA.
610
01:01:51,708 --> 01:01:53,043
What's that?
611
01:01:57,881 --> 01:01:59,466
It doesn't matter.
612
01:02:00,967 --> 01:02:03,345
No one's ever wanted
to see my work.
613
01:02:07,432 --> 01:02:09,517
No one believes in me.
614
01:02:14,314 --> 01:02:16,274
It looks professional to me.
615
01:02:25,784 --> 01:02:28,703
Have you ever heard
of trauma bonding?
616
01:02:30,956 --> 01:02:32,207
No.
617
01:02:36,419 --> 01:02:39,005
That's what they're
going to say about this.
618
01:02:41,925 --> 01:02:43,510
What's this?
619
01:02:45,178 --> 01:02:46,721
What's this?
620
01:02:50,433 --> 01:02:56,433
This moment, this experience.
621
01:02:59,150 --> 01:03:01,069
Is it?
622
01:03:03,947 --> 01:03:08,034
Mmm, it might be.
623
01:03:34,853 --> 01:03:40,315
The price of experiencing
pleasure is at some point
624
01:03:40,316 --> 01:03:42,777
you will feel pain.
625
01:03:43,111 --> 01:03:46,865
Every emotion caused the
opposite of that emotion,
626
01:03:47,615 --> 01:03:51,369
the human body
operates on balance.
627
01:03:51,786 --> 01:03:54,956
I know things that people
are too busy to see,
628
01:03:55,540 --> 01:03:59,002
I can see what it's truly
like to be a thinking,
629
01:03:59,335 --> 01:04:01,796
breathing human being.
630
01:04:20,899 --> 01:04:22,150
Thank you.
631
01:04:27,113 --> 01:04:33,113
You're the most beautiful
girl I have ever seen.
632
01:04:44,881 --> 01:04:48,468
I can take care of
you if you let me.
633
01:05:06,402 --> 01:05:07,904
Sorry.
634
01:05:17,747 --> 01:05:19,082
Discard
635
01:05:25,255 --> 01:05:28,258
- Mmm.
- Discard something that once you're done,
636
01:05:28,800 --> 01:05:30,301
then it's my turn.
637
01:05:31,719 --> 01:05:33,303
Okay, I don't want
to king either.
638
01:05:33,304 --> 01:05:34,931
Your turn again.
639
01:05:40,770 --> 01:05:42,856
I never played cards before.
640
01:05:43,189 --> 01:05:44,481
Really.
641
01:05:44,482 --> 01:05:45,483
Never.
642
01:05:48,236 --> 01:05:49,863
He pick a card?
643
01:05:50,238 --> 01:05:51,656
Did you do board games?
644
01:05:52,824 --> 01:05:53,824
Yeah.
645
01:05:54,450 --> 01:05:55,952
What was your favorite?
646
01:05:56,161 --> 01:05:58,580
I played chess with my dad.
647
01:05:58,830 --> 01:05:59,913
Mm-hmm.
648
01:05:59,914 --> 01:06:02,208
I was very young.
649
01:06:05,962 --> 01:06:08,173
Do you want to pick one?
650
01:06:09,174 --> 01:06:11,176
I wanted the card.
651
01:06:13,386 --> 01:06:14,636
Now you have way
too little cards.
652
01:06:14,637 --> 01:06:17,098
What the hell's going on?
653
01:06:21,144 --> 01:06:24,355
Can I ask you something?
654
01:06:25,732 --> 01:06:27,734
You can do whatever you want.
655
01:06:39,996 --> 01:06:42,040
Can I kiss you?
656
01:06:47,754 --> 01:06:50,006
I've never kissed
someone before.
657
01:06:52,508 --> 01:06:54,594
Or someone who wanted to.
658
01:07:04,020 --> 01:07:07,357
You don't have to if
you don't want to.
659
01:07:23,998 --> 01:07:24,998
[music]
660
01:09:11,856 --> 01:09:13,524
I love you.
661
01:09:31,834 --> 01:09:33,753
I love you too.
662
01:10:04,200 --> 01:10:06,119
Could I ask you something?
663
01:10:09,747 --> 01:10:12,333
You can ask me anything.
664
01:10:19,632 --> 01:10:21,008
What is it?
665
01:10:26,681 --> 01:10:28,641
Can you get me some make up?
666
01:10:36,399 --> 01:10:38,025
What for?
667
01:10:44,240 --> 01:10:50,240
Uhm I don't feel pretty,
668
01:10:55,501 --> 01:10:57,879
I would feel better with it on.
669
01:11:09,640 --> 01:11:11,601
You don't need anything.
670
01:11:23,279 --> 01:11:24,906
You're so pretty.
671
01:11:32,288 --> 01:11:33,915
You're perfect.
672
01:11:49,305 --> 01:11:54,101
Okay, I can do that for you.
673
01:12:07,740 --> 01:12:09,617
I'll be right back.
674
01:12:11,327 --> 01:12:13,037
I'll be right here.
675
01:12:16,332 --> 01:12:18,918
You should have enough
room to move around.
676
01:12:19,752 --> 01:12:21,379
Thanks, baby.
677
01:13:03,796 --> 01:13:09,796
I felt I had met the one person
I've waited for my entire life.
678
01:13:10,887 --> 01:13:12,388
I felt it.
679
01:13:45,630 --> 01:13:48,257
I knew she was who I needed,
680
01:13:49,717 --> 01:13:53,804
the one I care for more than
I have ever cared for anyone.
681
01:14:13,866 --> 01:14:15,826
But I was wrong.
682
01:14:16,952 --> 01:14:22,750
My mind and my body
deceived me again.
683
01:14:26,837 --> 01:14:29,715
I can't even trust myself.
684
01:14:31,300 --> 01:14:37,300
[crying and screaming]
685
01:15:00,705 --> 01:15:02,415
I wanna go.
686
01:15:02,915 --> 01:15:04,709
I wanna go home.
687
01:15:43,122 --> 01:15:49,122
[watching recording]
688
01:15:51,213 --> 01:15:54,133
Everything good becomes bad.
689
01:16:07,396 --> 01:16:09,106
I'm glad you're here.
690
01:16:18,324 --> 01:16:19,407
[sniffing]
691
01:16:19,408 --> 01:16:21,744
You're the most important
person in my life,
692
01:16:22,995 --> 01:16:24,538
you know that.
693
01:16:28,876 --> 01:16:32,671
What has happened
was meant to happen.
694
01:16:34,298 --> 01:16:40,298
You were meant to be
here together doing this.
695
01:16:53,692 --> 01:16:55,444
You know that, right?
696
01:16:59,990 --> 01:17:01,242
[sniffing]
697
01:17:03,869 --> 01:17:06,997
You know that, right?
698
01:17:17,091 --> 01:17:18,551
Yes.
699
01:17:31,480 --> 01:17:32,606
Daniel.
700
01:17:32,940 --> 01:17:33,940
Shh.
701
01:17:35,693 --> 01:17:37,777
Daniel, I know you're in there.
702
01:17:37,778 --> 01:17:39,237
I'll be right there mom.
703
01:17:39,238 --> 01:17:41,030
[crying and moaning]
704
01:17:41,031 --> 01:17:43,491
[BEAUTIFUL FRIEND]
705
01:17:43,492 --> 01:17:49,492
[crying and moaning] [music]
706
01:18:09,894 --> 01:18:11,896
I'm just being myself.
707
01:18:13,939 --> 01:18:16,440
That's what I've been
told my whole life.
708
01:18:16,441 --> 01:18:19,612
If you want people to like
you, just be yourself.
709
01:18:20,821 --> 01:18:25,743
So here I am.
710
01:18:28,287 --> 01:18:29,287
[music]
711
01:19:35,938 --> 01:19:41,938
[screaming] [music]
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