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i'm an old-fashioned dude elizabeth

i'm an old-fashioned dude elizabeth

i'm an old-fashioned dude elizabeth ladies first you're here to speak your

ladies first you're here to speak your

ladies first you're here to speak your piece i'm here to listen

okay owe you an apology

okay owe you an apology

okay owe you an apology after you found out about me and

after you found out about me and

after you found out about me and nicholas

nicholas

nicholas i promised i would never see him again

i promised i would never see him again

i promised i would never see him again and you know that was a lie

so for what it's worth i'm really sorry

apology accepted

really yes did you think i was gonna

really yes did you think i was gonna

really yes did you think i was gonna throw it back in your face

throw it back in your face

throw it back in your face kind of yeah no

kind of yeah no

kind of yeah no there's no percentage in me raking you

there's no percentage in me raking you

there's no percentage in me raking you over the goals

over the goals

over the goals looks to me like you're doing a pretty

looks to me like you're doing a pretty

looks to me like you're doing a pretty good job of that yourself

good job of that yourself

good job of that yourself i don't even think you'd be able to look

i don't even think you'd be able to look

i don't even think you'd be able to look at me

at me

at me well don't get me wrong you're not

well don't get me wrong you're not

well don't get me wrong you're not exactly my favorite person right now the

exactly my favorite person right now the

exactly my favorite person right now the blow you dealt my son was pretty lethal

blow you dealt my son was pretty lethal

blow you dealt my son was pretty lethal and that's not okay with me i know

and that's not okay with me i know

and that's not okay with me i know but having said that people make

but having said that people make

but having said that people make mistakes

mistakes

mistakes sometimes we get drawn into things

sometimes we get drawn into things

sometimes we get drawn into things without thinking about consequences and

without thinking about consequences and

without thinking about consequences and that's just human

that's just human

that's just human so the mistake that you made it doesn't

so the mistake that you made it doesn't

so the mistake that you made it doesn't negate

negate

negate all the good you've done for lucky

all the good you've done for lucky

all the good you've done for lucky through the years and all the love

through the years and all the love

through the years and all the love you've given him

you've given him

you've given him i'm not quite sure what to say

dad i need to ask you a fave

what are you doing talking to this lying

what are you doing talking to this lying

what are you doing talking to this lying piece of trash

so

i know you haven't heard from me in a

i know you haven't heard from me in a

i know you haven't heard from me in a while

i don't know why

i don't know why i seem to

take some sort of tragedy in my life for

take some sort of tragedy in my life for

take some sort of tragedy in my life for me to talk to you

i guess you're supposed to be all

i guess you're supposed to be all

i guess you're supposed to be all knowing

knowing

knowing i assume that means you know my heart

even better than i do

even better than i do

even better than i do okay i don't know how

okay i don't know how

okay i don't know how all this works

i mean i know i'm supposed to let go of

i mean i know i'm supposed to let go of

i mean i know i'm supposed to let go of control

control

control i can accept the things that i can't

i can accept the things that i can't

i can accept the things that i can't change

how does justice fit into any of that

i know i'm not perfect i know that i

i know i'm not perfect i know that i

i know i'm not perfect i know that i mean i i've screwed up in so many

mean i i've screwed up in so many

mean i i've screwed up in so many different ways

different ways

different ways i constantly find myself in need of

i constantly find myself in need of

i constantly find myself in need of forgiveness

what did i do to deserve this

what did i do to deserve this

what did i do to deserve this huh

and i know you say you love us but when

and i know you say you love us but when

and i know you say you love us but when something like this happens it's

something like this happens it's

something like this happens it's really really hard to believe that

so if there's something i'm not seeing

so if there's something i'm not seeing

so if there's something i'm not seeing or

or

or some big plan that i'm not privy to

some big plan that i'm not privy to

some big plan that i'm not privy to lesson that i'm supposed to be learning

lesson that i'm supposed to be learning

lesson that i'm supposed to be learning you're going to have to do something

you're going to have to do something

you're going to have to do something inside of me

inside of me

inside of me to make me open to it because right now

to make me open to it because right now

to make me open to it because right now all i'm saying is black

is it how it works

is it how it works

is it how it works hey jason

carly would be uh glad that you decided

carly would be uh glad that you decided

carly would be uh glad that you decided to come

yeah seemed important

listen uh since we've got a moment

listen uh since we've got a moment

listen uh since we've got a moment ah i assume that you heard

ah i assume that you heard

ah i assume that you heard elizabeth and i split up and why

yeah i did i'm really sorry

i wish i wish i could assure you that

i wish i wish i could assure you that

i wish i wish i could assure you that jake is gonna be okay

jake is gonna be okay

jake is gonna be okay that uh i know what happens next but

that uh i know what happens next but

that uh i know what happens next but the truth is i have no idea

you see it's my job to keep you safe

you see it's my job to keep you safe

you see it's my job to keep you safe always

always

always you your mother and your brothers that's

you your mother and your brothers that's

you your mother and your brothers that's not something i take lightly

not something i take lightly

not something i take lightly so i did what was necessary to keep our

so i did what was necessary to keep our

so i did what was necessary to keep our family safe

family safe

family safe i'm not going to be too popular for it i

i'm not going to be too popular for it i

i'm not going to be too popular for it i can tell you that

can tell you that

can tell you that it might even destroy my relationship

it might even destroy my relationship

it might even destroy my relationship with your mother

with your mother

with your mother i just hope that she understands

hi hey so how's the center of attention

hi hey so how's the center of attention

hi hey so how's the center of attention doing she's still sleeping dude she's

doing she's still sleeping dude she's

doing she's still sleeping dude she's ready to go

ready to go

ready to go look at her jocelyn truly is a miracle

look at her jocelyn truly is a miracle

look at her jocelyn truly is a miracle isn't she

isn't she

isn't she yeah she sure is

do you know right now every single one

do you know right now every single one

do you know right now every single one of my dreams have come true

of my dreams have come true

of my dreams have come true and i have you to think

and i have you to think

and i have you to think i love you so much love you too

so uh why the uh sudden urge to see me

so uh why the uh sudden urge to see me

so uh why the uh sudden urge to see me marge you go to the christening of

marge you go to the christening of

marge you go to the christening of course i am

course i am

course i am there's another occasion then i have to

there's another occasion then i have to

there's another occasion then i have to pretend you're not my baby well i'm not

pretend you're not my baby well i'm not

pretend you're not my baby well i'm not your baby i'm your son total difference

your baby i'm your son total difference

your baby i'm your son total difference but something let's get it a mother gets

but something let's get it a mother gets

but something let's get it a mother gets to wax in the middle on a day like this

to wax in the middle on a day like this

to wax in the middle on a day like this i get to remember you're christening

i get to remember you're christening

i get to remember you're christening you and me standing up there on that

you and me standing up there on that

you and me standing up there on that altar in front of god in every

altar in front of god in every

altar in front of god in every area known to man

area known to man

area known to man 16 year old fallen woman promising to

16 year old fallen woman promising to

16 year old fallen woman promising to protect

protect

protect your precious little soul

you kept that promise mom always

you kept that promise mom always

you kept that promise mom always i love you

really it's me

really it's me

really it's me i need you to come here no yeah

i need you to come here no yeah

i need you to come here no yeah that i think that's what i said

that i think that's what i said

that i think that's what i said okay i'm on my way

i guess i'll be going late to the

i guess i'll be going late to the

i guess i'll be going late to the christening son he needs me at the house

christening son he needs me at the house

christening son he needs me at the house right away

right away

right away uh well did it say anything about what

uh well did it say anything about what

uh well did it say anything about what it was about no

it was about no

it was about no just that i couldn't wait maybe that was

just that i couldn't wait maybe that was

just that i couldn't wait maybe that was what he was so

what he was so

what he was so tense about earlier what do you mean

tense about earlier what do you mean

tense about earlier what do you mean well i stopped by there to tell him to

well i stopped by there to tell him to

well i stopped by there to tell him to be considerate about what this day meant

be considerate about what this day meant

be considerate about what this day meant to carly and jax you know i know him

to carly and jax you know i know him

to carly and jax you know i know him and he tried to play it off like it was

and he tried to play it off like it was

and he tried to play it off like it was nothing but there was something in his

nothing but there was something in his

nothing but there was something in his eyes

eyes

eyes you know i could see that he's sitting

you know i could see that he's sitting

you know i could see that he's sitting on something but

on something but

on something but he wasn't going to share it with me