All language subtitles for The Vampire Diaries - 06x13 he Day I Tried to Live

Previously
on "The Vampire Diaries...

- Where the hell are we?
- 1994.

To get home, we'll harness the power
of the Ascendant.

What about Bonnie?

She sacrificed
herself so I could come back.

She's all alone.

We miss you, Bonnie.

I miss you guys.

I'm sorry I compelled away
the memories.

We'll make new ones.

I need you to
promise me something.

When I'm gone, Caroline
is gonna need you

to help her move on
with her life.

Promise me that you
will do that, Stefan.

I promise.

In our coven's
tradition,

the twins merge
their strength.

The weaker one dies.

I know I'm
stronger than Liv,

so that means
I will win if we merge.

One twin will absorb
traits from the other.

Both of your souls
will unite into a new being.

Desimilus...

Luke, don't!

Sanguinem generis
finatus.

Luke is gone.

He merged with Kai.
Kai won.

You win some,
you lose some except for me.

I always win.

Happy Birthday, Bonnie.

♪The Vampire Diaries 6x13 ♪
The Day I Tried to Live
Original Air Date on February 5, 2015

== sync, corrected by elderman ==
@elder_man

Hey.

You want to--ugh--
give me a hand, please?

Little busy here.

Ok. Fine. Then you are
on decoration duty.

It's Bonnie's birthday.

I know what
today is.

Then you know how
she would have wanted us to spend it.

She would have wanted us
to celebrate

by cooking
her favorite foods,

watching her
favorite movies.

So we're throwing
a birthday party

where the guest of honor
never shows up.

That's not depressing.

Or we could celebrate
you going to art school.

Oh, wait. We can't

because I found your
application in the garbage.

Why didn't you tell me
that you were thinking

about going
to art school?

I'm not.
The only class

I'm passing
is study hall.

They'll never
let me in.

Jer, I've seen
your portfolio.

You're good.

Doesn't matter.

I'm not leaving without knowing
Bonnie's ok or not.

Mom, I'm not calling
to check up on you, ok?

I'm just about to start
making Bonnie's birthday cake

and want to make sure
that your recipe called

for 3 eggs
instead of 4, right?

All right. I'm just a phone call away
in case you need any--

bye.

Is it just me, or do her eyes follow
you around the room?

Hmm.

It's definitely you.

I haven't seen
Miss Cuddles in 12 years.

Well, that's the bear
Bonnie sent back from 1994.

I guess she lost
the original.

No. She didn't lose her.

I took her.

Yeah. When Bonnie
and I were little,

we got in
this huge fight,

so to get back at her,
I bearnapped Miss Cuddles,

and then I didn't want
my mom to come home and find out,

so then I buried her
in the woods.

I even left some
M&M's to mark the spot

where I left her,

but something must
have eaten them.

Well, I'm pretty sure
that Bonnie is over it by now.

Miss Cuddles isn't.

She's out there
all alone like Bonnie.

You know what?

I'm gonna go
find her.

You're gonna what?

Yeah. It's Bonnie's
birthday.

Wait, wait. Hold on.
Caroline, you've been

going through
a lot lately.

Do you think that
maybe you're just a little confused

about what you're
actually upset about?

Yes, probably,
but my mom's dying,

and my best friend is stuck
in an alternate universe,

and her bear is
in a hole in the woods,

and there's only
one of those things

that I can do
anything about.

Right.

Happy Birthday, Bon-bon.

- Ahh.
- Hi.

Ooh. You think we could sneak one
before the party?

I think Caroline
might fry us in the sun.

It's worth the risk.

- Mmm.
- Mmm.

Come here.

You know, we never
talked about

the fact that you
kissed me.

And you kissed
me back?

- Yeah.
- I know.

That's the whole point
of kissing

so you don't have
to talk about it.

Right. Well, I just
wanted you to know

that I'm good
with that.

Yeah?

Yeah. We--we're good.

Really good. Ha.

Was this the talk?

Pretty much.

Perfect.

Hello?

No. That's impossible
because why would he--

He didn't.
He's all merged,

he's packed, and his on his way
to Portland!

Ooh! Forgot how
massive this house was.

Yum! Cupcakes!

Sorry. Am I
interrupting something?

What are you
doing here?

Funniest thing.

I need your help.

Why would we give
a letter to Jo?

I haven't been able
to find her using a locator spell,

and, you know, good on her

because under
normal circumstances,

I'd superjazzed to
gouge out her belly button.

Why would we
help you, Kai?

Well, in case you
haven't figured it out by now,

I'm a sociopath.

I know. Shocker.

I like being
a sociopath.

You know, I'm not burdened
by things like guilt

or love.

So then this merge happened
with my brother Luke,

and I won,
which was great

because I absorbed
his ability to do magic,

but now I can't stop
thinking about how Luke died,

how Liv's life is ruined.

For some horrible reason,
I can't shake

how badly I feel about it.

You feel bad?

Yeah. So when I absorbed
Luke's magic,

I must have gotten some
of his qualities or something

like empathy.

So I googled how to
process emotional pain,

and they said if you
write everything down

in a letter and burn it,
you'll be healed.

So I started writing,

and this water literally
started pooling in my eyes.

Has that ever
happened to you,

like--like water
just--just oozing

out of my eyeballs
like I'm some

alien creature
excreting fluids.

You mean you cried.

Yes! And after
that was done,

I burned the letter,

and the feelings--oop--
were still there.

So I really feel
strongly that Jo

needs to know
how sorry I am

for destroying
our family,

but let's face it, guys,
all right?

I mean, Elena, you
of all people

should be willing to look
past the questionable things

that I've done to see
that there's--there's good

somewhere in me.

You did it with Damon.

Ok. I think we're
done here. Come on.

Actually, what if
there's something

he can do for us
in exchange?

So I'm guessing you
didn't bring me out here

to watch you perv out
on some co-ed.

It's not just
some co-ed.

Meet the real
Sarah Salvatore,

the hothouse flower
Stefan's been keeping

secret all these years.

Why do you even care?

Because Damon thinks
he killed Sarah,

and instead
of absolving him,

Stefan's been using
Damon's guilt to keep him in check.

Not very brotherly
now, is it?

So I help you destroy
some innocent girl or what?

You're gonna kill me?

Then go ahead
and kill me.

I don't want to
kill you, Matt.

I just want you to do
a few simple tasks.

Screw you! I'm not gonna
be your bitch

for the rest of my life.

I don't want to
kill you,

but I will kill you.

Oh. Look at that.

Very brave.

I admire your
tolerance for pain.

Does that run
in your family?

Just wondering if your mother shares
your pain threshold.

Took a drive
down to South Carolina

to take a peek
at mama Donovan.

Quite a dish, that one.

Good. Now that
that's settled,

it's time for you to get to know
Sarah Salvatore.

Sad attempt
at iron welding.

I tried
to fix it.

I can't bring Bonnie
back with this.

I thought you were
the all-powerful leader

of the Gemini
coven now.

I destroyed this

so that it couldn't be
used again.

Well, can we use
that hunk of junk

to send a message
at least?

It is her birthday.

It is?

Yeah. It's really sad.
I mean, old Bon-bon--

she's gonna be getting
all dressed up for a party

no one's even gonna
show up to.

I mean, I wonder if she
even knows

that it is
her birthday,

or do all the days
just blend

into one vast sea
of misery?

I wonder.

One of the crown wheels
survived.

That's a positive.

Plus I am
megapowerful.

Yeah.

What do you want
to say?

Well, I mean, if Bonnie
needs magic to get out,

we just need to tell her
where to find some.

I was gonna wear this
for the merge ceremony.

It's the dress
I would have died in.

How could Luke do this?

He didn't do
this to you.

Kai did,

and he's going to
finish what he started

by killing you
and every other Gemini.

So grab
whatever you need,

and let's get out
of here,

or else will have died
for nothing.

Just haul ass
out of here like my dad?

Live out the rest
of my life wondering

is today the day
that Kai finds me?

I should have just done
the stupid merge.

At least then, Luke and I would
still be together.

All our lives, we've
never been apart.

I don't know how
to do this.

I'm so sorry, Liv.

I can't run, Tyler.

Kai took my entire life.

There's nowhere
for me to go.

Hey, hey, hey.
Look at me. Look at me.

Whatever you want to do,

I will help you
get through it.

Fine.

Then I want to
kill Kai.

Ok. So we know
that Jo stored her magic

in a hunting knife.

Bonnie sent hers over
with Miss Cuddles.

What receptacle of magic am I
not thinking of?

Let me give you
a hint--

scorned lover.

Katherine?

- Older.
- Silas.

- Hotter.
- I don't know.

Silas was
definitely hot.

Ugh.

Qetsiyah. Her blood is
on Silas' headstone.

It's filled
with magic.

Yep! So
in Bonnieland,

that means that
an island off Nova Scotia

is a big magical
battery waiting to be tapped.

We just need to remind
Bonnie of that.

And what reminded you?

I was gonna plan
a trip there,

change of scenery,
you know.

There's only so much
you can take

of Mystic Falls
on repeat.

Oh, thank God.

You two together
is still totally

revolting to me.

Finally,
a familiar feeling.

Luke didn't take
me over completely.

What the hell's
he doing here?

Hi.

You know, if you were
gonna creepily stalk me,

you could have at least
brought a shovel.

Nah. I'm not big
on digging.

Calluses.

You bury corpses
all the time.

Yeah, but I don't
dig them up.

So do you really think
that finding a Teddy Bear

will make everything
right in the world?

You know what?
You are right.

This is such
a waste of time.

I really should be
at the dive bar,

picking a fight
with a stranger

in order to feel pain.

Ooh.

Look. If you think
I'm insane, I get it.

I probably am, but nobody is forcing
you to be here.

I should probably stay,
keep an eye on you,

you know, in case you have
a psychotic breakdown.

People don't
just change like that.

People usually
don't merge with their siblings either.

Uh, for the record,
I would have been fine

with any
of Luke's qualities,

you know, the hair,
the whole gay thing--

you know, maybe not
the height actually.

You seriously buy this?

Look. I'm not saying that we
have to like him,

but if there's
a way for us to tell Bonnie

how she can
get out--

We should trust a guy that changed
personalities overnight?

Think of it like
Elena in reverse.

You know, she was
human, pure,

dating the good
Salvatore.

Then she became
an undead blood vacuum,

stopped caring
about right and wrong,

and started dating
the bad one.

That's not how
it happened.

Hmm. I'm sure I missed
a detail or two,

but I'm just
paraphrasing

what Damon told me
in the prison world.

Speaking of, there's
a witch over there

we'd like to save,
so why don't you get

your Gemini jumper cables

and fix that thing?

Ok.

What are you doing?

Liv. Come on.
Talk to me.

What are you doing?

When Luke and I
were kids,

we used to play
hide-and-seek.

We figured out a way
to cheat by using a spell

to see through
each other's eyes.

Come on, Kai.
You done yet?

The bastard's
at the Salvatore house.

Why the hell
would he be there?

I have no idea.
Of course, Damon would

find a reason to
work with him.

Look, Liv. I know
how pissed you are right now.

I get that probably more
than anybody, but--

but what? I'm just
supposed to live with it,

get through it?

Something tells me
you didn't just punch

a wall after your
mom died.

Liv, stop!
Like it or not,

Kai is your leader.

You kill him, your
entire coven dies--

you, your dad,
Jo...You.

We're dead anyway.

He'll kill his way
through the coven,

our friends, the guy
at the drive-through

who screws up
his order.

At least this way,
I can take him with me.

Wait. I told you
that if anybody tried to hurt you

they'd have to get
through me first.

Well, guess what.
That includes you.

Phesmatos somnumia.

I'm sorry, Tyler.

I got it.

I'm guessing you're not
here on a basketball scholarship.

That's not
a regulation trashcan.

Hey. I saw your camera.
I'm thinking about buying one.

You like it?

It gets the job done.

What kind of photography
are you into?

A little bit
of everything.

Ok. Well, it has
good color reproduction,

nice tonal range.

Um, you'll want to
shoot raw

if you don't want
the highlights to get clipped,

and...You have no idea
what I'm talking about, do you?

No. No, I don't.
Sorry.

Well, don't feel bad.
You went for it.

It's not your fault you with
the second most common pickup line

guys use when they see
a girl with a camera.

Oh, yeah?
What's the first?

The offer to pose
for some very tasteful nudes.

Look. I'm really
flattered,

and I'm sure you're
a nice guy, but...

No. It's ok. I get it.

Good luck with your
photography.

Thanks.

You truly have
an epic lack of game.

I tried, ok?

Really? Grunting at her
would have been more effective.

Now I've got to get you
back on track.

All right. Give me
your jacket,

your wallet,
and your cell phone.

So I can't send us
back physically,

but I can probably send
a part of us back.

Probably?

You remember
that movie "Ghost"?

Ok. Well, Bonnie's
gonna be Demi Moore

because she's
the alive one obviously,

and, uh, we'll all be
a collective Patrick Swayze,

the ghost.

By the way,
how much does that suck

about Patrick Swayze?

Will she be able
to us or not Kai?

I don't know.
I've never done this before.

So let's all just
take a deep breath, right,

close our eyes,

and...

Phesmatos tribum

invocio caveum,

miscero mundio.

Phesmatos tribum

invocio caveum,

miscero mundio.

What happened
to the pool table?

Oh, my God.

Bonnie? Bonnie!

She can't hear me.

And we can't touch
anything either.

Nice spell, Kai.

This place is my own personal hell.

Drama queen.

Hey.

Reporting to you live
from retro world,

I'm Bonnie Bennett.

Joining us today
in the studio

is special guest
Damon Salvatore!

No.

What?

The bottle of bourbon
is the oldest one in the house.

We made a pact
if we couldn't take

being trapped her alone
for one more day

we'd--we'd kill
that entire bottle.

Then we'd kill ourselves.

Wait.

Wait. What happened?
Why are we back here?

I don't know.
Spell must require too much magic.

I lost my connection.

Then reconnect.

It's not that easy.
You see this blood?

I'm guessing that's
not a good sign.

Bonnie is going to
kill herself.

Can she do that?
Can she die in the prison world?

I couldn't.
Of course, it was

my own personal
solitary confinement.

Didn't want me to end
my sentence early by killing myself.

Ooh! I tried
every method in the book.

Heh. I drove
down to D.C.

Because there was
this museum that has

an actual guillotine.

We get it.
For whoever's not

lucky enough to be you,
dead means dead.

We have to stop her.
We have to give her hope,

send her a message
somehow.

How? She couldn't
hear us.

The message
is already there in the atlas.

I scribbled some notes
on Nova Scotia.

We just have to get
her to see it.

All right, but how
do we open an atlas

if we can't
touch anything?

We need to get Kai to crank up his
witchy-woo, don't we,

so we can make
physical contact.

All while sending the 3 of you back
over there? Sure. Yeah.

Hey. Why don't I reanimate
your dead parents

for a tea party
while I'm at it?

Sorry.

Insensitive.

What if you just
send me back?

What? No.

That might work.
Focus all of my magic on one person.

It might be enough of a boost
that you could physically interact

if I can hold
the spell.

And if you cannot?

The magic overwhelms me,

and I can't pull
Jeremy out.

He'll be stuck over there
for eternity.

Jer.

Don't.
Don't say anything.

If I can get
through to her,

we save
Bonnie's life.

If not...

At least I'll be with her
when she dies.

Hey. Is that an MMm?

- Where?
- Right there.

Little to the left,
little to the left.

Right there, right--
oh, ohh.

Sorry. It was just
a leaf.

Is this funny
to you?

Well, we are
in the middle of the woods,

searching
for a Teddy bear

buried
in a shallow grave

by a 9-year-old
version of you.

I can't even say that
with a straight face,

so, yeah,
that is funny.

You're drunk.
Give me that.

No, no, no. You have
more ground to cover.

You're a jerk.

- Jerk, huh?
- Yeah.

Oh, you sound angry.

I'm not angry, ok?

I'm just annoyed
because I am going

through a highly
emotional situation right now,

and you're just
sitting there, mocking me.

Definitely angry.

I'm not angry, ok?

Well, you should be.

Your mom is dying,
your best friend

is stuck in some
netherworld,

and you're sitting here
trying to make it all better

by finding
a stuffed animal?

Shut up!

That make you
feel better?

- No.
- Try again.

Screw you!

That's good.
Get it out.

Oof!

I cannot believe
you just did that.

Well, you started it.

Felt good, though,
didn't it?

Maybe a little.

Phesmatos tribum...

I didn't know you
and Bonnie had a death pact.

It was my idea.

I thought of it
after we watched

"the bodyguard"
for the billionth time.

Phesmatos tribum...

I never thought she'd
go through with it.

Invocio caveum...

I can't watch this.

Phesmatos tribum

invocio caveum,

miscero mundio.

Hey, Ansel Adams.

I have no idea
who that is.

Where are you
trying to go?

Virginia.
Mystic Falls.

Virginia?

This is a campus bus.

It has, like, 5 stops.

The farthest you're
gonna get is

the Lenox Hospital.

Great. My buddy
bailed on me,

and my phone and jacket
are in his car.

This is why I don't
visit animal shelters.

Come on. I'll show you
where you can catch a real bus.

Oh, that'd be great.

I'm--I'm freezing
out here.

There's a cafe
on the way.

We'll get a coffee,
and you can warm up.

Too bad my wallet's
in my jacket.

How were you planning
on paying for the bus?

Charm.

Yeah. In that case,
I'll buy you a bus ticket

to go with that coffee.

Thank you.

Come on.

Our suicide bourbon.

Bonnie and I made
a pact we'd drink this together.

That's what I'm
gonna do.

Mmm.

To you, Bonnie.

Oh!

So is Kai right
about me?

By turning into a vampire,
I completely changed?

Kai's a psychopath.

Don't let him get
in your head.

I'm not,

but do you ever
think about it,

like, if I would still be with you
if I was human?

Ok. We're doing this.

It's just
a question, Damon.

- No.
- "No" what?

No. I don't think
we'd be together

if you were
still human.

You had a choice.
You chose Stefan.

Human you was on your way
home to him.

Car went off the bridge,
you turned,

and suddenly,
I was back in the picture.

I'm gonna go check
on Jer.

What's going on?

Ok. 1994.
Let's do this.

Where's
the stupid map?

It's working.

Hurry up and find
Nova Scotia.

Nova Scotia. Got it.

No!

Kai, do something!

Kai?

No!
What are you doing?

Dang, sis.
That was harsh.

Shut up!

Aah!

Agh!

Phesmatos--

aah!

Ha ha. Ha.

Ahh.

It's all coming back
to me, Livvie poo.

You know,
the charge...

Stop it, Kai!

That races through
your bones...

Stop it!

At the prospect of watching
someone burn to death?

I really missed
that feeling.

Just kill me, Kai.

You already killed
my best friend.

So just do it.

Get it over with.

Why can't I do this?

I don't care
about you.

Why can't I kill you?

Come on. Kai, do it.
Do it.

Come onnnnn!
Kill her!

Motus!

Ugh!

What the hell
is happening?

Liv is trying
to kill Kai.

Jeremy!

Jeremy!

Send me back.

Jeremy, look at me.

I'm half-dead.

I need to stop
Bonnie.

Please.

Ok. Ok.

Phesmatos tribum

invocio caveum,

miscero mundio.

Cheers to making
it this far.

Ok. Think it's time
I cut myself off.

Agh!

Stay here.

Well, I think I got
all the catharsis

out of this
that I'm gonna get.

Let's go home.

All right.

Wait a minute.

What is that?

Shut up.

No, no, no.
I'm serious.

Is that an ear?

Oh, my God.

Cuddles?!

I'm sure we can
clean her up,

make her
as good as new.

Yeah.

Oh, wait.

Hey.

I'm sorry.

Kai!

Get out here!

She's right
below us.

You can't hide
from me!

What are you doing?

I said I was saving
this for something special.

No! Come on!

You don't want
to do this.

Just turn off
the car, Bon.

You can't die.

It's probably a waste
of time even recording anything,

but, Damon, Elena,
whoever,

you find this
and you figure out how to work

this stupid thing,

please tell everyone
that I'm sorry.

Bonnie, no.

Tell them that I tried.

I really tried
to make it work.

Um...

You know, I just
miss too much.

I miss saying hi
to strangers...

ordering dinner
in a restaurant,

laughing
with my friends...

But, um, spending
every day here alone

with no one
to talk to,

going weeks
without speaking,

it's just
the loneliness.

It's--I can't take it.

And I only know
one way to turn it off.

I'm sorry.

Jeremy.

I-I hope you're
living your life

with no regrets.

I hope you fight
for the life you want,

and don't ever
give up on yourself

and stay strong.

Something my grams said.

Stay...

Strong.

Come on, Bonnie.
Get up!

Come on.

Got to stay strong.

I'm not gonna die
in this place!

Come on! Get up!

Bonnie, get up!

Open! Come on!

Come on!

Oh, Jeremy.
Jeremy.

Hey, Jeremy.
Wake up.

Kai, hey!
Damn it!

Jeremy, wake up.

Jer, wake up. Oh!

Jeremy.

I'm ok.

Bonnie, I-is she...

I saw her.

Sh-she's gonna
be ok.

I might be able to salvage a piece
if you're interested.

I don't think Bonnie would want
us to let cake go to waste.

You know, I get it. I get what she
was going through,

why she would want
to end it,

feeling trapped
and alone.

Every day is the same--

disappointment, misery.

You go to sleep
and wake up

and do it
all over again?

But she's not the only one
that's trapped.

Jeremy, I know what
you've been going through.

Don't tell me
I got to be strong.

Actually, I was gonna say
it's ok to move on.

Bonnie decided
to save herself,

and from what
you told me,

I think she wants you
to do the same.

Go to art school.
We'll all help you.

Just...just find
the life that you want

and be happy.

What about you?

I'll be fine.

I promise.

Just get out of here...

And don't look back.

How did I get
back here?

Well, first, I woke up
on the floor.

Guess a pillow would
have been too much to ask for,

and when I figured out
where you'd gone,

I raced over
to the Salvatore house,

only to find you
unconscious.

I convinced Elena
to give you some of her blood...

And now that I see
you're ok,

I never want to
see you again.

Tyler, wait!

You lied to me.

No! I never wanted
to hurt you!

You lied to me!

Please just calm down.

I'm not gonna calm down.

I would have done
anything for you,

and you chose death
over me.

So? How was your
little coffee date?

Heh. You fancy her,
don't you?

What was the point
of this?

You were a test.

I wanted to see what
kind of a person

the last remaining
Salvatore really is.

What kind of person
she is?

Well, she spurned your comically inept
attempts to charm her

and yet proved to be
a good Samaritan

when you needed
assistance.

On a scale of 1-10,

I'd say her purity
ranks

about...9.5.

When I'm through
with her, she'll be a one.

So what--you're gonna
compel her to be bad?

I'm not gonna
compel her.

I want Sarah to know
that everything she did

was of her own
free will.

What are you
talking about?

I'm going to insinuate
myself into her life,

make her do things
she'd never dream of doing

until she begs me
to make her a vampire.

Heh.

Stefan thought
he could protect her.

I'm gonna show him
how wrong he is.

So Jer's applying
to art school. Hmm.

Might want to compel him
a decent portfolio

because he ain't
that great.

Don't be mean.

He needs to move on
with his life,

and...

so do I.

I'm not sure I'm a fan
of that transition.

Look. I've...

made some huge
mistakes in my life.

Being with you
wasn't one of them,

and, yes, I had Alaric compel away
my love for you,

and, yes, I did love
Stefan once.

The night I died,

Matt was driving me
back to him,

and yet I found
my way back to you.

Damon, I somehow always
find my way back to you.

It doesn't matter
if I have memories or not.

It doesn't matter
if I'm a vampire or not.

You're just saying that because
you can't change what you are.

No, Damon. I don't care what
human me would have done

because she's not here.

I am.

And if the past
is a place

without you and me
together,

then...

Let's stop
living in it.

Yeah.

Nova Scotia?

Damon, you're a genius.

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