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PULSION

film by OVIDIE

- Well say something

- What do you want me to say!

- That you love me maybe?

- That you don't want to see me go?

- I don't know what normal people say in this kind of sitiuation

- Can you at least tell me that you're unhappy?

- It's as if you don't care!

- It's not that I don't care.

- Then prove it, damn it! Say something!

- Say something!

- .. Screw it! At least I won't feel guilty.

- How often does this happen to you?

- 10... 20 times, it depends.

- 20 times a weęk?

- No, per day.

- It depends. Some times less, some times more.

- It's even happened 200 times In a week.

- 200 times a week.

- Have you noticed it happening under spefific circumstances?

- Not really, it happens at any time.

- At the supermarket, work, restaurant, anytime really

- And you say you take no pleasure other than genital.

- You have no fantasies when it happens?

- Not at all!

- Have you ever heard of PGAD?

- What?

- Persistent Genital Arousal Disorder.

- It's a pathology that provokes spontaneous, persistent and uncontrollable genital arousal.

- Women who have it take no pleasure and are forced, like you,

- to satisfy themselves several times a day.

- It's rare and very debilitating.

- Socially speaking.

- Um, you know what causes this.. thingy?

- We don't know much, we think its Neurological

- The only test can do is an MRI but...

- But?

- You need to be perfectly still during the scan.

- Do you move your head when you orgasm?

- Probably... actually, i don`t know...

- Hum, you'll need to train yourself to stay still before the MRI.

- I'm prescribing you bell to tape to your forehead

- every time you have an episode.

- if you hear it ring, it`ll serve as reminder to stay still.

- Do you... well... is it curable?

- Curable?

- Maybe not.

- But we can teach you to tame it,

- help you deal with it better.

- Next Monday i`m starting a week long therapy group.

- There is still time to join,

- you should come.

- Eva, could you please!

- Yes Mr. Morin

- i need you in my office

- is there a problem Mr. Morin?

- Eva, i have to say...

- we have to talk about your work here

- Especially your repeated and unjustfied absences.

- My absences? I haven`t been absent lateely.

- Eva, every time i look for you, people tell me.

- "Eva not here, Eva bathroom" Are you spending day in there or what.

- i have a small bladder

- Eva, you can trust me.

- Do you have a drug problem?

- No! - Then, what do you do here all day?

- Listen, i like you, i do, really.

- Let me remind you that we`re in economic crisis

- and i receive tons of resumes a day!

- Hello doctor? it`s Eva Bouvier.

- count me in for the therapy sessions.

- Can you write me out on sick leave?

- Hello - Hi

- Hello

- The schedule for sessions and consultations will be posted daily on the main door.

- Mornings are usually for group discussions, and afternoons for practical exercises.

- Here is your room for this week, you`ll be sharing it with...

- Carla

- Um, excuse me, is there any reception here?

- Not sure, try at the end of the yard or by leaning outside of the window.

- We prefer that you not have contact with the outside.

- I`ll leave you to it?

- We`ll see you at 11 at the group therapy room.

- i hope they at latest have Wifi here. or i won`t make it through the week.

- As l`ve already explained to some of you

these sessions are experimental.

- This is why I`ve asked you to sign a waiver.

- During the coming days, we`ll meet here for group therapy sessions

and in my office for private therapy.

- if you heve any questions or concerns, please contact my assistant, Miss Oliva.

- Like you, Olivia has also had therapy and was treated for compulsive sexuality

- Let`s start by getting to know one another by each introducing ourselves to the group

- Would you like to start? - Sure

- so, my name is Eva

- Hello Eva

- i recently found out that i suffer from Persistem Genital Arousal Disorder

- which makes me cum at inappropriate times.

- Even when i know i shouldn`t.

- My name is Zoe. - Hello Zoe!

- Right, yes, Hello!

- For me, it`s the opposite. I am a-sexual a-romantic

- i feel no need or want to have sexual or romantic or even platonoc relationships.

- And i feel fine, thank you very much!

- i want to say that i`m here against my will.

- My parents made me come.

- They want to know why they`ve never seen me with someone, anyone really.

- So they think i`m sick.

- Hi, i`m Carla - Hello Carla!

- i`m here because i`m an "internet Addict"

- i need to have virtual relationships, to chat but never actually act on it.

- i`d post pictures of myself and get naked in front of a webcam.

- Every guy i`ve been with never could deal with it.

- i just want to be with someone to feel good with.

- Hi, my name is Chris. - Hello Chris!

- Thank you Chris, moving on..

- Hello my name is.. - Hello, i`m Laurent and this is my wife Laurence. - Hello Laurence and Laurent.

- Well, we are Candaulists. - i need to see my wife make love to others to feel something.

- And i think she likes it. Am i right Laurcence?

- Oh yes, very mush!

- Hello, my name is Melanie. - Hello Melanie!

- Well, i`m addicted to dangerous situations.

- i need risk to get off.

- i`ve been arrested 4 times and sentenced twice for public indecency

- i`ve had skull and arm fractures,

- i`ve cracked my tibia and cut my foot.

- So i guess it`s time i clam down.

- Hi, my name is Denis, but people call me Buck. - Hello Buck!

- i`ve been a gigolo for the past 25 years.

- My junk is my capital

- and i cannot stand being touched by any of my clients.

- Hello, my name is Cedric. - Hello Cedric

- i love my penis.

- i mean, i talk to it, we communicate. And it talks back to me.

- When i`m stressed, i make sure that my penis is still there.

- So, fondle myself a lot, let me show you...

- No No!

- Hi, well i`m Fracnck - Hello Franck

- i have paraphilia,

- which means that i have fetishist tendencies.

- For exa0mple, i love to masturbate under a woman`s armpits.

- Now i will explain to you how first exercise is going to go.

- You`re going to get into pairs and

- take your partner in your arms as if you`re giving each other a big hug.

- The goal is to hold each other without any sexual overtones.

- Just with tenderness or platonically!

- Ok, get into pairs.

- So, you have some need ti fill?

- Yeah, but not with you!

- Why not? i`m here!

- No way. not with you!

- Stop it!

- Don`t even think about it!

- Have you got a problem?

- No, not at all. I`m just having a little trouble.

- What? Do i disgust you?

- So, you`re really a gigolo? - You do bachelorette parties and everything?

- Yeah. I was even with Chippendales.

- So you`re well known!

- Not really.

- Wait. Do you mind if i take a photo for my blog?

- You`re here to get free of your addiction.

- Give it to me. It`s confiscated!

- No, wait? - i`ll give it back at the end of the week.

- Listen, i`m really sorry. - it`s not you but it itches too much.

- Could we change please?

- Sorry

- Hey, come stand with me.

- Hey, you!

- You don`t want to be with my wife?

- Ok. Listen up. That was really good for a first exercise.

- No, really, it was perfect.

- Tomorrow, we`re going to start working with some meditation exercises

- to learn to connect fully consciously.

- Ok, we`re done for today.

- good work

- That one sucks!

- One more try..

- Yes, that works. - That`s gonna be my new profile pic.

- i thought they confiscated your phone?

- you think i only have one?

- Hey, are you allowed to do that during your therapy?

- Yeay, i managed to negotiate it with them. - i told them needed my PC to send mails.

- But, what do you tell them?

- Well, i tell about my fantasies. - they comment on my photos. - i love it when they complement me.

- No wonder your exes were going nuts,

- What would you think if your BF exposed himself all the time?

- Have you ever been in a relationship?

- No, not for years.

- Not since this.. thing got worst.

- Really?

- i thought it be awesome to cum all the time.

- it must drive the guys crazy.

- it`s hell actually, it`s anytime and never when you want it.

- And you can`t make it click with a guy?

- That`s sad.

- Sometimes.

- So, what`s your type of guy?

- Dunno

- Dark hair and blue eyes...

- A bit lake Chris. - Chris?

- You cuuld`ve chosen easier.

- He hasn`t opend his mouth ar smiled once.

- A real zombie the dude.

- Good luck with that.

- Come on!

- come on!

- You need to walk

- So, what`s the point of alls this?

- where are we going?

- if that`s where we`re going, we can stop here. - ok, lets stop here.

- that sounds dumb!

- Should we stop here? - Well sure.

- Seeing as it`s where we have to be, here we are!

- Are we good here? - That`s good.

- So now that we`re here, what`s the plan?

- Well, fuck!

- All this for that? - Well, yeah!

- But, what`s the point of being in the dark, with the mosquitos?

- if not, the doctor`s going to see us.

- Well, here you go, yikes!

- Get a move on!

- Hey, i can`t do all of this on my own.

- Take care of this then.

- There`s a huge mosquito!!

- Try sucking me off between two insects.

- Talk about a stupid idea!

- i know, i know!

- i just swallowed one!

- Look... - What

- it was in my mouth! - i`ll put the on you so they go to you.

- Can you focus here?

- Yes! Yes!

- Tell me about it, it`s so peaceful here.

- Go on, stroke it, stroke it! - But inside we can`t.

- We can`t, we can`t.. outside we can`t at all!

- Get harder will ya, shit!

- i`m the one working.

- Working the mines are you?

- if you want to, go ahead

- Can we see what`s going on, this is huge.

- Move up a bit, face me...

- There, like that.

- that`s good.

- spit on my cock! spit! more!

- that`s good

- naughty girl, those big tits are making me crazy.

- this is rich. you`re not the only one sucking.

- there are 10,000 of you. - seriously.

- Hey, look!

- that mosquito isn`t through!

- t`s meat, it`s meat! - Go on, go on! - ah yes!

- with a bit of protein...

- you`ve got condoms, right?

- yes yes yes, they`re in my shorts - hang on, take the light a sec.

- you found it?

- how many did you take? - enough.

- expecting anybody else?

- get up babe.

- what a rey of sunshine!

- you goofball, it`s night time!

- i`m seeing all i need to.

- pump it, pump it!

- you like taking risks don`t you?

- we`re a sight for sore eyes.

- well, you don`t need that, you already scare me.

- hang on, how about this.

- what the hell is he doing?

- you`re gonna sit on me.

- facing you? - Ah, damn!

- how difficult you guys are.

- ah yes, on my cock!

- could you turn the other way?

- i`ve got an idea, look.

- comsa

- right there! i love it!

- he`s fucking right?

- and those stars shining bright, it`s incredible.

- go on, go.

- holly fuck! this is the milky way!

- i`n feeling very poetic!

- see what else i love. - come closer to my cock.

- like that, just like that.

- loving it, yes i love it.

- Yes, go on.

- you guys are crazy.

- no shit, we wouldn`t be here if we were normal.

- hey, your hair.

- what if you it in your ass?

- where do you want me to put it? - you want it right?

- well, yeah!

- go on, stick it up your ass. - i want you to do it.

- oof, wrong hole!

- there`re only two. - then again it`s dark.

- follow your nose, it always knows.

- oh shit!

- yes, yes, that`s it.

- you idiot, go on! - all yours Franck. - hey, thanks.

- i`ll pick it up later.

- suck it, suck it good!

- all the way, there you go.

- at least there`s less space for the mosquitos to get through.

- take it in, deep. deep.

- awww, how cute.

- go on, do me!

- let me watch

- put some on your nose.

- i love those Nazis, you know!

- really, i have some all over? - just a bit.

- here, share some with the mosquitos.

- see they too want some.

- well since you like taking risks,

- you know that we`re going to do? - you`re not going to leave me here. - yep, in the dark!

- eva?

- i`ve scheduled desensiting program for you.

- using this device.

- what is that?

- sort of a wake-up call.

- a sort of a vibrating alarm vibrator.

- you keep on you

- and program the time you want it to vibrate.

- but, what`s its use?

- it`s complementary genital stimulation.

- it`ll be even more unpleasant than normal.

- we`re creating progressive desensitizing.

- i believe that hourly stimulation

- will be a good start.

- my assistant will help you test it

- to see if the device works.

- i`ll leave you in her hands.

- ah ha, come here!

- you won`t catch me! - come here!

- ooh what a naughty girl..

- oh no, won`t catch me! - naughty naughty girl...

- naughty naughty girl..

- wheel barrow?

- alright then. go go go

- let`s get out of here!

- But i`m teelling you i feel fine!

- And have you tried having relations with people of the same gender?

- i`ve tried it all, - girls, boys, erotic literature, porn flicks.

- nothing, nada! - but i feel fine.

- if you feel so fine,

- how come you have been relentless in looking for any possible source of excitement?

- because we live in a society where being asexual means you are abnormal.

- sex is everywhere,

- in music videos, on billboards. it`s all over-sexed! - it`sall over-sexed!

- today, if you`re not an over achiever in bed, or don`t screw more than 2 and a half times a week, you`re not part of the norm.

- if you`re a woman and love sex, you`re a slut.

- if you`re a woman that doesn`t like it, you`re some sort of a freak and you get locked up in a clinic with other deviants.

- how was your relationship with your father when you were young?

- let me stop you right there! you leave my parents alone. i had a very happy childhood.

- i was neither beaten, raped nor abandoned.

- so you can keep your two-bit psychology to yourself.

- and what kind of memories do you have of your few sexual relations?

- you never stop do you? there`s some kind of misunderstanding.

- sex does not disgust me,

- i`m not traumatized i`m indifferent to it, that`s all.

- sexual freedom means that you are free to do what you want with your body.

- make love to whom you choose, when you choose,

- but also be able to choose not to

- This.. this is sad, look at this spectacle!

- 50 years difference between them!

- Not that much, but it`s true that...

- What does she see in him? Tell me.

- I din`t know what she sees in him...

- Actually chicks that are with old farts like that one

- usually have daddy issues.

- issues for sure!

- Or he`s loaded. - He is Loaded

- Nah, he doesn`t look like he`s got money, as you can see...

- He just looks like an old fart! Sorry.

- There`s a catch for sure.

- Are you alright Eva?

- Yikes, odd place here.

- Are you ok?

- I think i can take it.

- We`ll trigger it every hour and turn it off 8 hours every night.

- The more desensitized you get,

- the more we`ll space out the intervals. - ok

- Sorry to bother you.

- Oh, it`s alright, no bother at all.

- Just passing by. I`ll come back later.

- Now close your eyes and concentrate on your breathing.

- and concentrate on your breathing.

- That`s good.

- Breathe through your stomach.

- Breathe out slowly.

- Stretch your arms out

- Feel each other`s presence.

- Feel the fingertips,

- The wrists,

- The arms,

- The shoulders, - The face.

- Yesss, that`s good.

- Go back to your initial position.

- i think i`m going to leave them to work with you.

- i`ll be right back.

- Think of breathing through your stomach during the exercise.

- Look at the skirt i`m wearing, it`s for you.

- i`ll let you touch it if you want.

- Really? - Yep...

- if you want, you`ll even be able to play with armpits.

- And you wouldn`t happen to have any pre-existing conditions? - Thst`s in the past!

- Really?

- Come on, treat yourself to a minor relapse. - Not at all!

- We won`t tell the doc.

- Stay brotherly.

- Enough!

- A small relapse won`t hurt anyone.

- We won`t say anything.

- Too bad for you, it`s up to you to get cured.

- This one`s going straight to my blog!

- What about you? Not tempted?

- No. I only cum in non-sexual situations.

- Really? That must suck.

- Take off his pants.

- You want to fuck her? Do you?

- Damn that`s pretty!

- Show that ass, show it!

- Fuck it, come on!

- Right there!

- That`s beautiful!

- Come on, fuck him hard!

- You like his cock, tell me do you like it?

- Damn it feels good!

- Ah, screw this, i`m in!

- What a petite ass!

- Breathe in deeply, so this medita...

- BUT!!! What are you doing, what is this? - That wasn`t the plan! - Unravel yourselves! Pull them apart!!!

- You`re like dogs! Water... get me a bucket of water!

- Olivia, stay here - All of you, line up!

- Ok! I might have gotten carried away, Let`s play down the situation.

- This is serious but not all is lost.

- We have lost the battle but not the war.

- We have to learn from our mistakes.

- We`ll re-adjust all prescriptions,

- Understood?

- So Chris, how did you feel

- when you saw them copulate on the grass?

- Nothing

- What is it you want out of this therapy.

- Dunno...

- Get back the feelings i lost.

- Did your partner tell you why she left?

- She got away from me...

- Like all of them i`ve tried to keep.

- Let me give you a simple exercise.

- We`ll start at the root of communication, Touch.

- Take someone`s hand

- and let the feelings in, with no judgment, Chris.

- Let them overcome you.

- yes?

- i have a favor to ask you.

- The doc asked me to touch someone.

- Would it be ok if i held your hand?

- You don`t have to be so formal,

- Actually i wasn`t expecting that.

- Why not?

- You know Frank, the issue is not fetishism.

- Wr`re all somewhat fetishist to a degree.

- The problem is being driven by it.

- You have to get past it.

- How do you mean?

- You must not be slave to your addiction.

- if you can`t get rid of your addiction,

- then you must vary addictions.

- Find yourself another source of excitement,

- stilletos, seamed stockings...

- Not the tired stilletos and seamed stockings bit. That`s just plebish.

- Not at all my thing.

- Not my place to tell you what fetish to choose.

- That`s your job.

Experiment yourself boy Fun your special way Sex is beautiful

- Wahhh! We`re not alone it seems.

- No, i can`t.

- it doesn`t work.

- When it`s just the two of us, it doesn`t work.

- Gee, thanks, you really know how to flatter a girl.

- So, basically you`d rether be with someone else

- That`s not the point.

- i`d rather be with you

- but i need to see you with someone else...

... you know, that`s my thing... to watch you.

- What if i give you a little show, so you can watch?

- Would that work for you? - i don`t think so.

- You`re starting to piss me off.

- if i`m not enough for you, get bent.

- i`m tired of getting fucked by guys i`ve never met, just `cause it gets you off.

- i`d like to make love to my husband from time to time.

- Lolo, come back!

- Are you gonna hook up with another guy?

- We`re gonna cure each other, right?

- `cause you and me, we`re the same.

- We both have that itch to scratch.

- No thanks, i`d rather follow the doctor`s protocol.

- Really? But why?

- i can see you`re dying for it, do you want it?

- You shut-up and kneel!

- What are you doing with that suitcase? - i`m outta here!

- Just like that? in the rain? - i don`t care; i`m not spending another day with these perverts.

- You should do what i do. - you`re not like them either.

- Cedric, can you come here for a sec?

- How about a little risque game with me?

- For the thrill of it. i`m always up for that.

- Hang on to this!

- Help me get up and i`ll take you to the top.

- Bring it on girl.

- Come back to see us when you`re ready.

- Therapy means accepting change.

- Okay doctor.

- i reget to inform you that Zoe

- has decided to take a break from therapy.

- Melanie who has had a minor accident, as well.

- Anyway, we`re going to resume our experiments in pairs.

- Aside from Cedric, who has lost his playmate,

- and Frank who, i take it,

- has found new fetishes to explore on his own.

- Good job Frank, keep it up!

- Olivia, do you have the name list?

- We`ve decided to create the following pairs:

- Eva and Chris will be experimenting touch therapy.

- Laurence and Laurent... - Oh no... - ...will recreate intimacy.

- And Carla

- and Buck

- will be working on electro-stimulation.

- Now, that sounds perfect.

- Not anymore doctor!

- i can`t take your wake up vibro machiney thingy anymore!

- That`s is good Eva, you`re getting angry.

- it`s a sign that you`re on the path to healing.

- So, what do we start with?

- Hell if i know.

- He said we need to re-learn to touch each other. Shall we hold each other?

- Ok, that`s fine by me.

- is it ok?

- Better? No? - Sure

- You didn`t cum?

- That`s ok, that wasn`t the point.

- Get the hell off of me! You pervert, you need to be committed!

- if you do that again, i`ll tell my hushband and he`ll kick your ass.

- Then again, that might turn you on.

- i have the feeling it`s getting worst.

- it`s turning red, almost infected.

- Do you like your job?

- Yeah... No... it`s a job. Do you like your job?

- if you can`t have sexual interactions for now,

- what`s the point in persisting?

- Then again have you ever thought of telepathic-like stimulation?

- Come again?

- indeed, i`ve developed a thought transmission technology.

- Using a small device, 2 people can channel their sexual energy.

- it`s inspired from an apparatus called the Wilhem Reich orgone. You know of it, right?

- No.

- i`m going to put you in a pair with Carla. - Not to worry, nothing carnal.

- it`ll only be telepathic sex, Buck.

- So, what are we supposed to do?

- Stimulate remotely, i guess.

- Um, and these things on our heads, aside from looking ridiculous, what do they do

- i`m not really sure, i guess energy will flow through us.

- Shall we give it a try? Let`s go!

- Try how?

- So, close your eyes!

- ok

- Do you feel anything?

- Nothing at all.

- Listen, try to think of something sexual

- And send it to me telepathically.

- Go on, try it!

- i think i`m starting to receive your thoughts.

- Oh Buck, i asked you to think of something sexual, but i had no idea

- But... i wasn`t thinking of anything.

- Oh Buck,

- if i had known, we would have done it sooner! - Woe, hang on, calm down!

- i wasn`t thinking of anything sexual at all.

- if i understand correctly, you like to watch your wife with other men.

- That`s it.

- And it bothers you Laurence, right.

- Yes and no.

- in the beginning it was fun. it broke the routine.

- The issue is that, now, it is, the routine.

- Just the two of us making love has become extraordinary.

- i`m fed up with doing it all the time.

- Have you ever thought about using a mirror?

- What for?

- Lets assume that she`s straddling you in front of a mirror.

- And that you look at it.

- Maybe you could imagine her being penetrated by another man`s organ.

- Laurence, Laurent, play!

- Go on, look at me!

- Need to play with my fantasies! - Go to play with my fantasies!

- What are you saying? - Nothing dear!

- Look at me through the mirror.

- Do you like it like that? - Yes

- Can you see me? - Yes

- it works.

- Oh it works.

- it works

- it works honey.

- it works.

- Like that?

- Let me see your pussy.

- Come closer.

- i`m coming, i`m coming!

- He sells himself with these pictures?

- That` a bait and switch. These pictures are 20 years old!

- Stop it, that`s mean!

- Look at him. His reading glasses, his Sudoku. He looks like a grandpa.

- Maybe, but look at his muscles, Got to admit he still looks pretty good.

- if i were a chick, i wouldn`t pay him, Not even to play hop scotch with.

- Well, give me the photo then.

- Hey Buck, you all right? You prefer Buck or your real name?

- Call me Buck, that`s fine

- Okay. I have a question to ask you.

- i`d like to know how to get into your line of work. `cause i`m really interested.

- Well, it`s not as simple as you think.

- How so? You get to screw the chicks you want,

- do what you want with them, front door, back door, left door, right door.

- Sounds like...

- You still don`t get that it`s just a job.

- Really...

- You think all clients are bombshells?

- Well, no.

- There are some that, because they pay,

- get to treat you like a dog.

- For real? - Yep.

- You know, we don`t get paid vacations or dental plans.

- You have to be in tip top shape, get hard on demand, sick or not.

- Trust me, it`s not as easy as you think.

- But you must feel super pround, i mean... all the women you banged, pretty cool!

- Hell no.

- it`s not cool, it`s not uncool, it`s just a job to pay the bills.

- Well for me, that`s what it`s become.

- i didn`t see it that way.

- Well yeah, you saw it wrong.

- Can`t sleep? - No.

- What are you thinking about.

- i`m not looking forward to going back to normal life,

- going back to my job and dealing with stuff.

- is there someone waiting for you? - No. You? - Me neither.

- Why aren`t you looking forward to going home?

- Let`s just say that, with you, i was starting to feel alive.

- Not all the time, but still, sometimes.

- Me too. I was starting to find some balance with you.

- My episodes were less intense, but i`m afraid that won`t last.

- What time are you leaving tomorrow?

- i`m taking the 9:45 train, what about you?

- Same here. You want to come with?

- if you want.

- At any rate, we can`t leave like this.

- Doctor? - Yes.

- All the subjects have left. Will you still be needing me?

- That`s fine Olivia, thank you.

- i still have a lot of work to do. See you Monday at the office.

- See you Monday then. - Goodbye my child.