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you can attack me all you want but I

you can attack me all you want but I

you can attack me all you want but I have never used Cameron Jake to

have never used Cameron Jake to

have never used Cameron Jake to manipulate you you always have you knew

manipulate you you always have you knew

manipulate you you always have you knew the problems I had with my dad from day

the problems I had with my dad from day

the problems I had with my dad from day one you you held Cam and Jake out as my

one you you held Cam and Jake out as my

one you you held Cam and Jake out as my chance to be a better father to have a

chance to be a better father to have a

chance to be a better father to have a stable family but what you really wanted

stable family but what you really wanted

stable family but what you really wanted was for me to be your fail safe you

was for me to be your fail safe you

was for me to be your fail safe you wanted me to play Papa while you were

wanted me to play Papa while you were

wanted me to play Papa while you were out tramping around those boys have no

out tramping around those boys have no

out tramping around those boys have no idea you're understandably upset but

idea you're understandably upset but

idea you're understandably upset but you're taking this thing too hell I am

you're taking this thing too hell I am

you're taking this thing too hell I am you heard

you heard

you heard her she doesn't want the world to know

her she doesn't want the world to know

her she doesn't want the world to know what you two did for the boy's

what you two did for the boy's

what you two did for the boy's sake she thinks that by by throwing them

sake she thinks that by by throwing them

sake she thinks that by by throwing them in my face she'll get what she wants

in my face she'll get what she wants

in my face she'll get what she wants like always well not this

time you

cheated and you

cheated and you

cheated and you lied and you handed yourself out like

candy you're going to get what you

candy you're going to get what you

candy you're going to get what you deserve Elizabeth

and that might include two kids who

and that might include two kids who

and that might include two kids who can't stand the sight of

can't stand the sight of

can't stand the sight of you just

you just

you just remember you only have yourself to

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play what happened to

play what happened to

play what happened to that precious little girl

that precious little girl

that precious little girl that I found trembling in the

snow I'll always love her

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have

glass a glass dad

you know there's only room for one

you know there's only room for one

you know there's only room for one bitter jaded nasty Spencer in this

bitter jaded nasty Spencer in this

bitter jaded nasty Spencer in this Saloon cowboy

you ever looked at

you ever looked at

you ever looked at someone

someone

someone and known what love

is watched

is watched

is watched your brush your hair and read a book and

your brush your hair and read a book and

your brush your hair and read a book and just every

just every

just every gesture so

gesture so

gesture so simple so

perfect yeah I think I know that

feeling I loved

her I me I would just I would look at

her I me I would just I would look at

her I me I would just I would look at her know that she was

her know that she was

her know that she was mine my heart would just ache with

mine my heart would just ache with

mine my heart would just ache with it it was a good

it it was a good

it it was a good ache it's

ache it's

ache it's like standing on the edge of a

like standing on the edge of a

like standing on the edge of a cliff looking at the ocean is

cliff looking at the ocean is

cliff looking at the ocean is frighteningly beautiful

frighteningly beautiful

frighteningly beautiful [Music]

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[Music] now the good is gone and then all that's

now the good is gone and then all that's

now the good is gone and then all that's left is just the

ache I confronted

ache I confronted

ache I confronted Elizabeth called her some uh

Elizabeth called her some uh

Elizabeth called her some uh horrible horrible brutal

horrible horrible brutal

horrible horrible brutal names I don't even think I feel sad

names I don't even think I feel sad

names I don't even think I feel sad about

about

about it or

it or

it or angry I don't even think I feel anything

angry I don't even think I feel anything

angry I don't even think I feel anything about it

well that's probably a blessing right

well that's probably a blessing right

well that's probably a blessing right now yeah but it won't

last I deserved everything he

last I deserved everything he

last I deserved everything he said I never thought I'd see such

said I never thought I'd see such

said I never thought I'd see such contempt in Lucky's

eyes he was drunk hurt he was telling

eyes he was drunk hurt he was telling

eyes he was drunk hurt he was telling the

the

the truth we the Li

truth we the Li

truth we the Li and the cheaters we can't be

and the cheaters we can't be

and the cheaters we can't be trusted I had a

trusted I had a

trusted I had a life for me and my boys and I trashed it

life for me and my boys and I trashed it

life for me and my boys and I trashed it I mean it that it matters to him

I mean it that it matters to him

I mean it that it matters to him but you wanted to stop and I didn't

but you wanted to stop and I didn't

but you wanted to stop and I didn't didn't I

didn't I

didn't I didn't right been to the last night you

didn't right been to the last night you

didn't right been to the last night you were going to leave what the hell is

were going to leave what the hell is

were going to leave what the hell is wrong with

wrong with

wrong with me nothing

let me let me help no swe I don't want

let me let me help no swe I don't want

let me let me help no swe I don't want your help you need to

your help you need to

your help you need to leave I think I should stay with you I

leave I think I should stay with you I

leave I think I should stay with you I said go don't you understand I hate you

said go don't you understand I hate you

said go don't you understand I hate you right

now okay

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a

I hope you're

I hope you're

I hope you're numb I hope you're numbness gives you a

numb I hope you're numbness gives you a

numb I hope you're numbness gives you a little

little

little rest cuz when the full weight of this

rest cuz when the full weight of this

rest cuz when the full weight of this hits you it's going to be like an

hits you it's going to be like an

hits you it's going to be like an emotional tsunami

I don't give you enough credit

dad you've always known that love is

dad you've always known that love is

dad you've always known that love is just an invitation to get played for a

just an invitation to get played for a

just an invitation to get played for a fool oh I think it's a little more than

fool oh I think it's a little more than

fool oh I think it's a little more than that love has changed lives it's saved

that love has changed lives it's saved

that love has changed lives it's saved lives it's destroyed

lives it's destroyed

lives it's destroyed lives love is a perfect

lives love is a perfect

lives love is a perfect notion people expect too much out of

notion people expect too much out of

notion people expect too much out of it no one can fix your life for you no

it no one can fix your life for you no

it no one can fix your life for you no matter how much you love

matter how much you love

matter how much you love them people are flawed people fail I

them people are flawed people fail I

them people are flawed people fail I fail

fail

fail regularly well that makes two of

regularly well that makes two of

regularly well that makes two of us I don't have any doubts about you

us I don't have any doubts about you

us I don't have any doubts about you Cowboy as soon as you get your wits

Cowboy as soon as you get your wits

Cowboy as soon as you get your wits about

about

about you and get your balance

you and get your balance

you and get your balance back you'll know just how to face this

back you'll know just how to face this

back you'll know just how to face this [Music]