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everything's I took for granted like my

friends would always have in my back I

live in a small conservative southern

town but I figured they'd so be there

for me they wouldn't care because I'm

still me

I'm caught then they thought I was

running out pressure builds silver that

we before it gets out of control

actually started before the party when I

was singing about a Greg he was leaving

for vacation with his family the next

day

no it's not Bree oh no it's just she

gets all J and and we're forced I had in

the library grids in the library I would

just keep it a secret

what she worked for this she says

something because she doesn't care she

oh she likes you

come on don't be like that it's just the

same for me I won't have any support

from my parents

and eat them

tell me what could I see like crazy baby

why can't you give us a little chance

thought about being open

I'm telling other people I was scared

played was pressuring me but what

happened wasn't his fault

his family supported him which was good

but my family wouldn't be so accepting

maybe that's why I went to the party

onesie Jennifer Cutler

all right why don't you just find your

phone we are so dating right yeah yes

all right okay dragon mark all right

boom

no way you did not do that

that's Greg listen to this miss you my

sexy man when I get back from vacation

you and me in bed cuddle time maybe more

right this second like your boyfriend

ray oh my god oh [ __ ] monkey what are

you gonna do we have to be gay it's the

only reason he's not into me he's a

[ __ ]

hmm Chris puns oh I'm sure it's coming

out

why would Greg be texting in this [ __ ]

you're not trying to cover for him are

you no

the hell is this

hey [ __ ] what the hell is this huh I

don't know what you're talking about

come on it's just one photo really one

photo how do you know so on my own

give me my phone back your payment so is

great oh my god

so come on - oh no Oh gross

we need to keep them a list so uh

perfect on Zack Zack gonna be the one

yeah come on I'm on

like that I was the mall that's good

you missed a delicious dinner chicken

Tetrazzini

what is it here Junior no that's

who is that and why he's sending you

shirtless photos give me what is it

Julie did you know no it's not like he

talks to me to surprise me though

the whole American clear exactly what is

it

your son's a [ __ ] mix is there mama

get anything Livia

sounds good

Italy is that me attention that will

actually ok let's a picture of what oh

yeah but then you pick back on me a bag

what he doesn't look cool pinkies Anna's

this is did he never seemed really been

awestruck all

that's me let's try to get the embarrass

EVPs

it's just X mean I'm trying to work some

stuff out

I'm going home to talk to you later I

was how do you good

we think it is

is it true thing to talk about not going

anywhere not still talk

raise you like that

I don't care I put up with your sin and

yours too long

okay there's nothing wrong with me I'm a

man of nothing [ __ ] boy it out no

you're not welcome every we don't want

you here anymore

find us support

get out don't come back you know what

you hear anymore

get out why did I think I was safe at

home I feel no better does the whole

town know what does it matter anyway I'm

not going to hurt anyone

I'm gay why you are moving your

boyfriend selfie Weston

maybe see that you to a roof I'm not gay

do you like this deliver do you like it

friends you're no better than I am

I know we're talking about not behave I

have a girlfriend

I've charted know what happened

I'm afraid and afraid

number six grade

when executed out

I asked you to take this away

you didn't me

but so what do we get anymore do you

hate me God

my lion suffer

this is your fault I've been living a

lie this entire time

not that I'm getting I know I the lie is

that I can live this way everyone is

against me even God why should I keep

trying what it's so [ __ ] difficult

they're right

there isn't a place for me outfit here

what can't you speak up to me

you need a wise up an x-ray we were

friends for your heart but I can't do

this right now I'm thinking at school

they won't take me if I'm gay

I need a scholarship so you're against

me too I'm not but it's picking this for

you at school I thought your parents

were okay with you being by my parents

aren't school to protect me I needed

scholarship so that's it you're gonna

sell me out to see you keep your damn

scholarship be reasonable

it's once

they all know I mean water testing I

could hide this I mean really who was

actually my friends my parents no

[ __ ] college no one will give a keep

away his scholarship

strong I need it I need to go help him

you thought about taking me back

dear family I'm so sorry

never felt so alone and misunderstood I

feel like I failed you in every way

growing up knowing wasn't the worst part

it was the fact that no matter what I

did or how hard I prayed I couldn't make

it go away

I wanted to change it more than anything

because I hated myself for it

dad I know you're most disappointed I'm

sorry I could not be the son you wanted

I just wish you could have accepted me

for who I was cannot go on knowing that

I don't fit everyone I knew and trusted

has turned against me for something that

is out of my control

I had a chance at living a normal life

my heart is heavy with fear and sadness

I think I have the strength to continue

forgive me for the pain I have caused

you

you

I still love you

please forgive me

goodbye love Chris

you

you