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May have already lost Lucky over this.

And if you tell him. Yeah, I will.

And if I don't, I'll be letting him live a

lie. You know, I hate what I

did even more than you do. I doubt that.

You doubt that. Do you understand? Do you

have any idea how twisted up I was about

Jason, about that baby? Are you trying to

make me feel sorry? No, I'm trying to make

you understand, even if Jason won't. But

no, he understood. That's one of the

reasons why he didn't want the truth to

come out. Cause even though the two of you

weren't together, he didn't want to see

you hurt. Great, Just like you didn't want

to see Lucky hurt. Yes. Okay, well, you'd

be hurting him if you told him all the

terrible things that I've done. Oh,

please. I see where this is going. I know

you probably don't want to hear this. I

mean, I wouldn't, but Lucky is actually

really happy with me. And I think that how

this whole lie got started was to protect

him. So he didn't. He didn't go back to

drinking and drugs again. How much do you

think he can take before he starts using

again? My God, you'd say anything

to get me to keep my mouth shut.

I guess I shouldn't be surprised that you

tried to turn this around and lay a guilt

trip on me after everything you've done.

No, I'm trying to keep Lucky from being

hurt. Well, then maybe I would be doing

him a favor by telling him the truth,

letting him see what kind of woman he's

gotten himself involved with. Isn't it

enough that I'm gonna pay? Oh, but you

haven't. Oh, I haven't? I pay every

single time I see that little boy. I pay

every time I see Jason. I have to live

with what I've done for the rest of my

life. And even if you never tell anybody,

people take their cue from. From you and

Jason and Sonny and I will be treated like

the G of this town. Isn't that enough?

I don't know.

What are you gonna do?

I'm going to go home and love my children.

And maybe I won't have to do anything to

you at all. Maybe I'll just let Carly do

it for me.

I want you to leave this alone, Carly.

Jake is where he belongs. He belongs with

you. I can't see the pain

in your eyes. You can't lie to me anymore,

Jason. I was protecting my son.

And do you want me to apologize? No. No,

I don't. It hurts.

But I know why you did it. This was my

choice. It was not Elizabeth. Do not blame

her. I'm gonna straighten it out. No,

you're not. Don't worry.

Okay,