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-Oh, no, I'm so sorry. -No, no, no!

You will do well in life.

Mommy loves you.

Oh. Do you need help?

Do you remember what you promised Mum when you asked for shoelaces?

Before summer is over, you would learn to tie them.

There, other one.

Can I come along to the grocery store?

No, you have to stay here.

And don't go up to Mum if you don't have to.

More importantly, don't go to the lake. Do you hear me?

There.

Good.

END OF SUMMER

Hey, I'm looking for Åsa.

Yeah, she's in there.

Okay, thanks.

Are you Åsa?

-Hi. -Hi.

I would like to have a word with you.

No.

Why not?

I said I don't want to talk to you.

What's your problem? I just want a few questions answered.

It's about a green van.

I have no answers for you.

Do we know each other?

What the hell is that in your hand?

What the hell is that in your hand?

What the hell? Nilla?

How's your mum doing?

She drank herself to death when Dad disappeared!

It's your fault, you fucking bastard, rot in hell!

I was awake when he left us.

Without any luggage, nothing!

Then he disappeared, there's only one explanation,

and that's you, you bastard!

Mattias here.

He's Tommy's fucking son.

-What? -That Isak guy.

What the hell are you saying? Are you sure?

Yes. The question is just what he's after.

It's probably some damn revenge or something.

I could barely sleep last night.

It's like...

Everything is coming back now.

I remember, for example, when I got to go to the grocery store.

Do you remember that candy aisle there?

Mm, you always wanted the wafer chocolate.

Exactly.

You are very good at this.

What do you mean?

I know who you are now.

I know.

I wanna thank you, Vera, you've helped me...

Stop it, Isak.

Månsson called.

He recognised you from photos he had at home from when you were little.

Now I see why you're so fucking obsessed with Tommy being innocent.

You're just a sick, pathological liar.

I'm going to call the police. I'll report you.

What do you mean?

What are you trying to achieve with your little game?

Are you trying to get close to me to somehow get revenge?

Why are you running around, pretending to be Billy?

You wanted me to be Billy.

You forced me into this shit.

I came to you seeking help.

-You used me. -I used you?

You pretended not to know who you were.

You came to me because you wanted to know more about your sick dad.

And I was right, wasn't I?

You lied to the police.

Your whole family lied to frame Dad.

I was 12 years old.

I saw how Tommy snuck around our house like a fucking creep.

Just like you're doing now. You're a lot alike actually.

Is that why you're here, snooping around?

You want to find out if your dad is a child murderer?

I wanted to know what happened to him, and now I know.

It was your fucking family, as I suspected all along.

If you'd been honest, I would've tried to help.

None of it was true.

Billy wasn't at Sailor's, he didn't hear Månsson.

It was all lies. Everything.

No.

I had a foster mum who died, just like I told you.

She told me I had a real mum and dad who I didn't remember much.

When I found out I had a sister in Skåne, she helped me fill the gaps.

I swam in that damn lake.

I drew that flower at Sailor's, while he and Dad were drinking.

I never wanted you to believe I was Billy,

I just went along with your sick fantasies.

I hope you had fun.

I thought I had gotten my brother back.

-Who was that? -None of your business. We're done.

Listen, I'm sorry I'm not Billy.

Anything you can tell me, now that you can be honest?

Something your sister said? About Sailor or Tommy?

Why would I tell you?

So you can get more shit to pin on my dad?

For a little while, it felt like you wanted

to help me find answers, but now I feel...

disgusted and dirty.

I can't look at you anymore.

-Yes, it's me. -Yeah, you called.

-Are you alone? Is he with you? -No, he's not here right now.

Good, because this time you have to listen to me.

-I know who he is. -He's Tommy Rooth's son, I know.

Oh...

Good, then you know that he has to be stopped before someone gets hurt.

Where are you?

What are you going to do?

Are you going to arrest him?

Of course I am. Do you have a problem with that?

No. I hate that idiot, you can come and get him.

We're at the motel on route 110.

And listen, you and I need to talk about Harald.

Well, what about him?

I think he's involved with Tommy going missing.

But we'll talk later, just come here.

Yeah, I'll come right away.

See you in the lobby, okay?

Yeah, good, bye.

Are you gonna have me arrested?

Are you gonna have me arrested?

Isn't it enough that you killed my dad and tore my family apart?

Thrown me around between foster homes my whole damn life?

You're gonna lock me up too?

Isak, calm down.

Are you collecting evidence against me?

What the hell is this?

I thought you were Billy.

I lost my brother.

And I lost my whole fucking family.

You can't blame me for that, can you?

When you thought I was Billy, you felt so damn sorry for me.

That I didn't get to grow up here with my family.

Bot now that I'm Tommy Rooth's son...

You couldn't care less about me.

Maybe you want these.

-Yes, hello. -Is Vera Nilsson staying here?

Yeah, but she's not in, she just left.

She was staying here with a young man, is he around?

Yes, but he checked out.

Sorry.

-Where the hell did you go? -Forget it, we really need to talk.

Yeah, okay.

What the hell...

What do you think you're looking at here?

-Two people in love. -Right.

Mum and Tommy.

Yes, what else?

And Billy.

Yes. Their son, Billy.

-We can't... -I had a test done.

Isak and Billy have the same father.

The beloved child...

Do you think Dad knew?

You know what, it doesn't matter.

Whether he knew or didn't know...

neither of us are going to talk to anyone about this.

-But we have to. -No, we don't, Vera.

Don't you think this has something to do with Billy going missing?

I mean, this changes everything.

Did Tommy kidnap his own son?

Did Dad find out? How did he react? Anything could've happened!

Oh, come on! You think Dad had anything to do with this?

We don't know!

We just found out that Mum had another family.

We had no idea what was going on when we were kids.

No...No, we didn't.

It could very well be as you think.

Tommy took his own son, something went wrong, and...

as soon as he had the chance, he left.

Do you believe that?

Berit lied to the police about seeing Tommy leave that morning.

How the hell do you know that?

Talk to Harald, see what he has to say.

You convince yourself of things...

Just like you were convinced that Isak was Billy.

I'll to talk to a prosecutor I know.

And we'll see what she thinks we should do.

But until then, we do nothing.

We don't talk to anyone, especially not Dad.

Can you promise me that?

Don't fucking try anything!

-Hold his legs. -Yeah!

Stay still! You asshole.

There.

Jeppsson. Connect the power.

Yeah, go.

Where is Billy?

Go.

Get the other one too.

You hate me. Right?

Is that what this is about?

That you hate me?

No, I get it.

I ruined your life.

And now you want to ruin mine.

Right?

What's wrong with you?

Harald, I...

I don't hate you.

I've never hated you.

I don't give a shit about you!

Not like everyone else around here!

I've never given a shit about you!

What have you done with Billy?

Plug in the last one too.

Wait, for fucks sake. It isn't funny anymore.

-Hey, what the hell, stop! -This is no game!

Stop it! It isn't funny anymore!

I'm innocent, damn it. I haven't fucking done anything.

-Give it to me. -I didn't take Billy, okay!

-Shut up. -Stop it, it's not funny anymore!

What did you do with him?

Answer.

Do you have something you want to tell me?

Do you have something you want to tell me?

Do you have something you want to tell me?

Give him something to drink.

Are you who I think you are?

-You knew my Dad. -Yeah.

Yeah, well...

We weren't exactly friends, but you probably know that by now.

What did you do to him?

-I need to know. -What do you think I did?

Tell me, then I'll leave.

Yeah, sure.

I didn't do a damn thing.

But he was a coward.

Disappeared when he had the chance, instead of owning his actions.

That's what he did.

I know you got people to lie and accuse him.

You don't know shit, you little rat.

You're going to tell me the truth, you asshole.

The truth is that your worthless dad murdered my nephew.

I've seen people like you come and go over the years.

Lost souls, without morals.

Tommy was like that.

Always thought he knew best.

He didn't.

He couldn't control his feelings.

Did you kill him?

Are you going to follow in your dad's footsteps now?

I have 50.000 in the safe.

It's yours if you promise to disappear and never contact Vera.

I don't give a fuck about your money.

Tell me what you did to Tommy.

That's my only offer, Isak.

You're gonna tell the truth, you bastard!

Go ahead and swing!

Swing!

Go on and swing!

Swing and become a true Rooth!

Swing!

Hey...

Yeah?

About Isak, I...

I don't want to report him.

Can't we just forget about it?

Fraud is a public offence, so it isn't up to you.

He's already been through so much shit,

it's the last thing he needs right now.

Well, if you're not going to testify,

I don't think anyone will pursue it.

Thank you.

-Take care. -You too.

See you.

Have you reported me to the police yet?

Not yet.

No.

Thank you.

I waited here for you...

because...

I just wanted to say that...

what I put you through and...

and your family, especially your dad...

it wasn't right, what I did to him.

I'm really sorry for that.

It's okay.

It's okay.

Do you want to know why you and Billy are so alike?

Yeah, why?

You have the same dad.

Mum and Tommy had a relationship since the day he returned.

Then we're almost like siblings after all.

See you.

Hi, Dad.

I just wanted to say that I'm going back to Stockholm now.

Okay.

Is that guy with you?

No.

You were right...

He was a fraud.

Are you in a hurry or would you like to come over?

We can grab a bite to eat?

Yeah, you know what, I'm really tired actually.

Maybe I should stay over one more night.

Of course you should.

Come around seven, half past seven.

I'm getting another call, but I'll be there later, okay?

Yeah. Bye.

Hi, Ruud.

Leon Vargas is in the hospital.

He attempted suicide yesterday.

-How is he doing? -I spoke to his psychologist.

She says Leon would be dead if the police hadn't arrived.

Then she said...

Leon told her that you saw him last week. Is that true?

-Yes. -But why, Vera?

You were so close to succeeding.

I don't know.

You...

you can't work as a therapist

until you've sorted out your own issues, you get that, right?

Did he say why he did it?

This could be...

it could be hard for you to hear this.

I want to know.

He said he couldn't...

He couldn't live without you.

Mum!

You look so much like your mother.

Vera?

Can I come in?

Would you like something to drink?

Yeah, something strong if you've got it.

I heard you talked to Berit.

Mum and Tommy had a relationship when Billy disappeared.

Did you know about that?

No, they didn't have any damn relationship.

Not then.

I don't think it was Tommy who took Billy.

You shouldn't listen to Berit.

She doesn't know anything.

Vera, let this go now.

I can't let go of it because I don't understand

why Tommy would murder his own son.

What kind of bullshit is that?

Did you find out he was Billy's dad?

I asked, what is this bullshit you're talking about?

Did you?

You think I'm involved in Billy's disappearance, is that it?

I don't know.

But you're hiding something.

Are you recording this?

What?

Are you bugged?

-What are you doing? -Are you bugged?

Stop! What...

You think I'm recording because you're involved.

What happened to Billy?

You're lucky you're my niece right now.

Really lucky.

What happened to Billy? Tommy's son?

Billy wasn't Tommy's son.

-You hated Tommy! -He got what he deserved!

I didn't fucking kill Billy.

That's right.

There you have it.

Not a day goes by when I don't think about him.

Not a night without losing sleep because of that bastard.

Are you satisfied?

Can you move on now, Vera?

And what about Mum?

I told Magdalena.

I told her it was time to get up and move on.

That Tommy wouldn't come back.

But the price was that we would never find Billy's body.

Well, she couldn't handle it.

Yeah.

Billy was everything to her.

This is by the lake, just a few weeks before Billy disappeared.

They're in love.

All those years...

they were together behind our backs.

And Billy was their son.

Not even you saw it.

But he...

he was a monster.

So what you told Mum, before she took her own life,

was that you had killed the love of her life.

She didn't want to live without him.

You can leave now.

I'm done with you.

You and I will have nothing to do with each other from now.

This is Mattias.

Where are you? We need to meet.

-What, now? -Yes, right now.

It doesn't matter what Harald said.

Is that what your prosecutor friend says?

It's been 20 years, and there's no body, no evidence, nothing.

Uncle Harald killed Tommy Rooth! Are you going to ignore that?

No, I will never let him near my children again.

Would you rather have gone on as usual, not knowing what happened?

-You're unbelievable. -I have to live here, with this.

Well finish this, then.

Bring Harald in for questioning so we finally find out what happened.

Are you so convinced he knows what happened to Billy?

I've turned that damn investigation inside out.

There's nothing more to be found!

Keep telling yourself that.

Or do your job.

Where the hell are you going?

Dinner with Dad to apologise for being forced to put him through it.

-Forced? -This is all the police's fault.

Don't talk to Dad about this!

Honey! Can you buy some milk? We just ran out.

Are you annoyed?

I'm just worried about Dad.

Okay, why is that?

Well...Vera is over there.

Okay. Does she know about Billy and Isak, that they're brothers?

Yes, but it's more than that...

but I've told her not to say anything to Dad.

Yeah. And that usually works out, right?

Hello.

Hey, Vera!

I brought something to drink.

Red wine, lovely.

I made some meatballs.

-Is that alright? -Yes, perfect.

I thought I'd set the table outside. It's a nice evening.

Yes, sounds good.

Will you bring wine glasses too?

Yeah.

You talk so much bullshit, it's hard to know what's true and what's not.

I have my family, you have your family.

We have responsibilities!

-Don't you get it? -You said before the summer!

I love you, and you know that.

You won't see me or Billy again.

You wouldn't dare.

He's my son too, damn it!

We used to sit here, your mother and I.

We didn't say much, but we understood each other anyway.

That's love, isn't it?

I guess it is.

Yes, I loved her.

I did everything for her.

Everything.

Did she feel the same way?

I think I loved her more than she loved me.

But I guess it's always like that.

We chose to stay together at least. That's something, isn't it?

-Mm. -Mm.

It's starting to get a bit chilly, isn't it?

You know where the blankets are?

Yes. In the box in the hallway.

-Yes. Exactly. -I'll go get them.

You couldn't find them?

What's wrong.

You put the wrong shoe out.

In the woods.

I helped him put his shoes on,

he was wearing his new shoes with laces that he got as a gift.

The shoe the police found was his old one.

You...you're imagining things...

Dad.

I'm...

I'm not feeling well. I have to go...

I think I have to go to bed.

Tell me, what happened?

No, we'll talk tomorrow.

-No! -Dad! Take it easy.

-Vera, stop it! -Call an ambulance, now!

Dad, for god's sake, you have to tell me what happened.

I know you loved Mum. You did everything for her.

Yes, I did.

-So what happened? -I...

I'm home.

Magdalena?

Magdalena?

Magdalena?

Magdalena!

Magdalena!

Billy...

Come on.

Come on, Billy.

Come on.

Come on.

Come on.

Come on.

I tried!

But it didn't work...

I couldn't.

Forgive me.

Forgive me.

I couldn't tell you.

When did you realise that Billy wasn't your son?

It doesn't matter.

He will always be my son.

Well, at least now we know what happened.

We don't know what happened to Tommy, though.

But you do, don't you?

Have you talked to your sister?

Maybe you'd feel better if you told me what you did to him.

Mattias, you don't need to worry about me, I'm fine.

But Vera is unwell, just like her mother.

I don't know. Maybe it's something that runs in the family.

Lucky you're okay.

You don't believe her do you?

Every word.

FAMILY GRAVE

MUCH LOVED SON, BILLY NILSSON, 1979 - 1984

"You'll probably never understand,

but my feelings are something I've never been able to control.

I can't bear the longing that pulses within me,

but, at the same time, I can't live without it.

It pains me to hurt you as deeply as I'm about to,

when I tell you that Billy is Tommy's son.

You are the most wonderful person I've ever met.

So many times, I've wished I had handled life differently,

but it hasn't been possible.

Forgive me.

The chaos within me has grown insurmountable,

I have to bring Billy to where there is no sorrow and pain.

We are not made for this world.

I'm sorry I couldn't love you the same way you loved me.

But that's what love is like.

It's brutal and ruthless.

Your Magdalena.

I did my best.

And I hope that, someday in the future, you can forgive me."

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