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-Hey! -Hey.

Do you want to see what I bought?

You'll get it after dinner.

Stop!

Vera! He's saying he doesn't like it, can't you hear that?

Come here, sweetie.

Hey, there.

Come here, you're so lovely.

You're so beautiful, I love you so much.

Now everyone can see that you're my beloved child.

Do it to Vera too.

Come here, want to dance?

Come here.

Come here...

You're so lovely.

Well, then I'm off to Maria's.

Vera, wait! I want to come too!

Vera, wait!

Can we play hide-and-seek?

No, we can't.

Go play with Mum instead, beloved little child.

But I don't want to.

Let go.

Let go!

Sorry, Billy.

I hate you.

I hate you more!

I'm sorry, Vera, I don't know.

I have no memories from here.

It's okay.

We'll give it time.

Come, we're going somewhere else.

END OF SUMMER

What?

No.

80s...

Private.

Did Sailor take these?

I know where these were taken.

I've slept here.

I was locked in, scared, and I heard him drunk outside.

I wanted to open the blinds but I couldn't reach.

And Sailor came in here and...

He yelled, really angry at me.

Why is he angry?

He said I drew on the wall and... I had drawn a flower.

It was in here, I'm sure of it.

This is where he took your picture.

Do you want to go for a swim?

No.

-Don't dive to the left, there's... -A rock.

Get in! It's great!

What is it? I'm working.

Listen...

I was wondering if you can still access the investigation files.

-I need to check something. -I've read it.

Nothing about Billy being alive.

I just wanted to see if they had any other suspects besides Tommy.

-I don't know. -Mhm...

Yeah, okay.

-Okay? -There's no harm in you seeing it.

-Okay, great. -Come here at lunch.

Yes, okay. Bye.

I was right in front of the police the whole time.

How the hell could those damn fools miss it?

Sailor got away because the police put all their energy into Tommy.

I was the one who pointed out Tommy.

You were just a sister, trying to find her brother.

It's the police who messed up.

If you're so easily influenced by others, you shouldn't be a cop.

She was so damn mean.

Then, after she left...

I drank the whole bottle.

And then...

And then I took the car and went to pick up Cassandra from preschool.

No...

I'll stop there. Thank you.

Thank you.

Something I've realised over the years is that...

everyone has their own reasons for drinking.

For me, it was my job.

I was trapped in a vicious spiral of failures and self-hatred.

Now, I take it one day at a time.

I wake up in the morning, and I decide that today I will be sober.

Just today.

Everyone can go one day without drinking.

And tomorrow, I'll decide again.

It has worked for 4 years and 17 days now.

And last Christmas, I reconnected with my son.

Shall we hold hands?

God, grant me the serenity to accept things I cannot change, courage...

-I'll buy cigarettes while I wait. -Okay.

4 MISSED CALLS FROM LEON

I DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT YOU. I LOVE YOU.

What's he doing here?

Vera, sit.

I want to talk about Isak.

Where is he now?

-What do you want from him? -Just to talk to him.

I want to know who he is.

I know who he is.

Stop being so difficult, just tell us.

You're one to talk, gossiping to Harald.

I'm worried for Dad.

-I want to see the investigation. -Damn it.

I was with Månsson from day one.

There were no other suspects besides Tommy.

Then you did a fucking terrible job.

Billy was locked up at Sailor's!

Sailor?

I've seen it myself. I found the room where Billy was hidden.

So you broke into Sailor's place?

For fuck's sake, Vera, that's a punishable offence.

Is it Isak who's claiming this?

You don't like that I'm asking questions, do you?

Can't admit you could be wrong about Tommy.

You're gonna start accusing Harald as well?

Why are you so afraid of the idea of Billy being alive?

Because it's not true! You've created some sort of mystery,

to escape your own guilt.

-I'm trying to help our family. -You don't care about us.

It was your fucking fault Billy disappeared!

-Calm down. -It was your fault that Mum died!

Fucking hell, Vera.

You fucking idiot.

Take it easy. Sit down.

Listen to me, sit down and let's talk about this.

Get in.

What did your brother say?

Nothing.

But you can't stay at the campground, he'll find you there.

I think I know someone who can help us.

Okay.

Yes, this is Krister?

Who?

Hey, I...

I think it's best if you stay here. We don't know how he'll react.

Come on, can't someone be happy that I'm alive?

I'll be back in a bit.

Thank you.

So, you had no suspicions about Sailor?

Can I see the photographs?

I remember this picture.

Sailor claimed Tommy took it.

He might have been lying.

Besides Tommy, who were the suspects?

I was there.

We searched Sailor's house.

Nothing to indicate Billy having been there.

But was a formal search conducted?

What we had pointed to Tommy.

The case ended with him.

GOD, GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE...

I never had the chance to thank you.

For what?

They told me I would have drowned if it weren't for you.

Krister, I...

I'm just wondering, what did you feel when all of this happened?

It wasn't easy as a newly transferred police officer

coming to a small town where everyone knows everyone.

Trying to get people to talk.

What do you mean?

I think some of these testimonies are false.

I lied to you about...

what time I saw Tommy that day.

It was Harald who made you lie, right?

It wasn't the only time.

My colleagues listened more to Harald than to me.

There wasn't a single witness I talked to

who hadn't talked to Harald first.

A statement from Berit Möller...

that she saw Tommy leave Reftinge.

The morning after I released him.

I saw her and Harald together. She would do anything he asked.

No, I don't think Tommy took Billy.

But he knew something.

Maybe he would have told me if I hadn't ruined my credibility.

Do you think Harald tried to cover up what happened?

Maybe.

All I can say for sure is that

these things usually happen within the family.

If you want answers, I'd advise you to start there.

Can I ask you something?

Mm?

What made you start searching for answers now?

After all these years?

I want to know if Billy might have survived.

I highly doubt that.

I think he did.

I think I've found him.

Your phone rang.

Leon.

Hello. Krister.

I'm sorry we couldn't meet earlier.

No problem.

You're the one who's convinced Sailor was involved?

I don't want to step on any toes, but I remember what I remember.

Tell me about another memory.

What do you remember after that summer?

Where did you grow up?

I recognise your voice.

You were there.

Weren't you?

I remember hearing you on the other side of the door.

Thinking that at any moment...

you would come in, and I would get to see Mum and Dad again.

But you never came.

Thanks for letting us come, Krister.

It means a lot.

Yes, of course.

Thanks.

LICENCE PLATE

AUTORETUR AB BUNKALUNDSVÄGEN 6

Autoretur Scrapyard, this is Åsa.

Yeah, hi, I'm calling about a green van

with the license plate MDM 864. Is it yours?

Yes, that's correct. Are you looking for parts?

No, I need to get in touch with the person driving it.

Why?

Sorry, I'm standing next to it right now,

and it seems like the driver has

slammed their door into the side of mine, causing damage.

Keep me out of it.

You have one new message.

I must end, can't go on

Please let my heart go

I have to let you go

Have to let it die

Goodbye, Vera.

Say something funny when it beeps.

-Hello. -Hi.

-Do you have two available rooms? -Absolutely.

Just fill out this form. Thank you, here you go.

Great, here you go.

I'll pay you back.

We can meet in the restaurant in about an hour.

-I just need to make a phone call. -Okay.

Say something funny when it beeps.

911, what's your emergency?

Hi, my name is Vera Nilsson, I'm a psychologist,

this concerns one of my former patients.

I believe he's about to commit suicide,

he has Propiomazine and Diazepam at home.

And he...well, I spoke to him on the phone a while ago, and he...

he didn't sound sober and now he's not answering the phone, so I...

I need someone to go and check on him.

Yeah.

His address is Tegelvägen 12.

-Right, Leon Vargas in Stockholm? -Yes, Stockholm.

-I understand. -Thank you.

We'll send a car immediately.

-Thank you. -Thanks you, bye.

-Hi -Why didn't you tell me

that you were the last person to see Tommy when he left Reftinge?

What? My god, that was ages ago, Vera.

It didn't occur to me.

-Who have you been talking to? -Doesn't matter.

Tommy could be innocent, did you see him?

If he was, he wouldn't have disappeared.

No, not willingly.

Just give an honest answer, did you see Tommy or not?

Who's got you thinking like this?

Just answer the question!

It's that guy, Isak, isn't it? Harald says he's dangerous.

You should watch out for him.

I'm worried about you, don't you understand?

-Harald asked you to testify, right? -Stop it.

-He knew you wouldn't question... -I'm glad that bastard disappeared!

And I don't give a damn about how it happened!

Do you understand?

I'm closing now.

-I'm closing now. -Okay.

-Are you Åsa? -Yes.

Hey there, Mattias Nilsson from the Reftinge Police.

I'm the one who called about the van.

Hello.

Okay.

I'm sorry, I can't offer you coffee.

-The machine is busted. -No problem.

I just spoke to the guys, no one noted his name.

He didn't even need to show a license?

This isn't a rental business.

That was something we did on the side.

You lent out a car without any security?

It was a junk car.

The guy left 10,000 as a deposit,

which is more than the car is worth.

Was there anything else?

Yeah, just... let me know if he comes back.

Hey.

-Are you alone? -Yeah, it's fine, I can talk.

The cop brother came here. He was looking for you.

Right, okay. So, what did tell him?

Nothing.

But if he comes back, I'll talk.

I can't risk the police poking around.

Yeah, no, I understand.

Good.

I have to go now, thanks for calling.

-Bye. -Bye.

Hey, I'm over there.

Yeah, well, the owner seemed honest.

Car dealers are never honest, though.

Did you check if their papers were in order?

No.

What was the name of the business?

Autoretur AB. The owner's name is Åsa.

Åsa, right...

I'll see if I can pull some strings.

I can probably find something out.

Go home to your girls now...

If Vera contacts you again, call me.

Okay...

Vera and Mattias had a little argument.

Nothing serious, just some sibling bickering.

Yeah, Vera stopped by the salon today before closing.

Oh?

What did she want from you?

Do you remember the day Tommy disappeared?

Yes, of course I do.

Yeah, well...

She found out that I was the one who witnessed.

Okay.

So...what did you say?

She's like Magdalena, she sees right through me, I...

Berit...

For God's sake.

You don't have to worry.

I stand with you.

What do you mean by that?

What do you mean, "stand with me"?

That I'm loyal.

Obviously.

-No matter what you've done. -What do you think I've done?

-I don't know... -What do you think I've done?

-I don't know... -Just say it.

-What? -Just say it.

-But I don't know... -Just say it, say it.

Fucking say it. Say it.

Tommy, he skipped town. Because he had killed Billy.

-Yeah? -Mm.

That's what happened.

...like, ever.

We snuck backstage and saw all the artists there before...

the guard threw us out.

Hey, what's up with you?

You've been acting weird all through dinner. I don't recognise you.

You don't know what I'm usually like.

No, maybe not.

We don't know each other that well.

No.

Hey, sorry, excuse me.

Could we get some shots?

What are you doing?

There's nothing that breaks the ice better than a little alcohol, right?

Come on, let's have some fun tonight.

Okay? I still haven't seen you laugh.

There you go! You're not as serious as you pretend to be.

-Stop... -Thank you, I appreciate it.

Don't hold back, my sister is thirsty.

Sorry, we'll keep that.

Okay?

Okay.

Cheers.

Okay. Ask whatever you want, and I'll answer honestly.

-Whatever I want to? -Something you really want to know.

Something that stings, okay?

-What do you do? -Pass.

-What the hell? -Don't be so damn boring!

-It was meant to sting! -Have to start somewhere.

Oh my god. I'll start.

What happened at the police station?

You were devastated when you came out of there.

Was our brother mean to you?

No. He was angry because we broke into Sailor's place.

Okay, your turn. Drink first.

Come on.

Do you think it's my fault that you disappeared?

Yes.

Okay.

My turn.

Hey, Leni.

Look, there's Dad.

Do you have the results?

Yes, I have the analysis in front of me right now.

You were right. It's not the same person.

Okay.

Thank you, Leni.

But there's a partial match of a little over seven percent.

And what does that mean?

Hey, do you want to go play with your sister for a bit?

Okay, girls, I'll be there soon.

What was that about?

Mattias?

It was from the lab.

Isak and Billy, they...

They're siblings.

What?

Or half-siblings, at least.

Oh my God.

He's not Billy, but he's our brother.

Fucking Dad...

Hey, come here.

You can't tell anyone about this.

-No. -No one.

I promise this time.

-We always wondered... -But they can't know what happened.

-Everyone knows about it. -What?

But he, he received treatment and now he's cured.

So he's well now?

But he's a real psycho.

A real psycho.

Tell me about Mum.

What was Mum like?

-What Mum was like? -Mm.

You don't remember anything?

I remember her eyes.

They were like yours.

And her laughter...

It warms me when I think about it, it was...

Love. A lot of love.

Not quite how I remember it, but...

-That's how I remember it, at least. -Yeah, she treated us differently.

Why was that?

You were her beloved little child.

Mattias and I always came second.

Doesn't sound like a great mum.

What else?

What else do you remember?

Do you remember Harald?

Yep.

How do you remember him?

People respected him.

But he was nice...

when others were around.

He could be very strict...

when you were alone with him.

Almost mean.

Why do you want to talk about Harald?

No...I don't know.

Are you my sister?

What?

Are you my sister?

What are you doing?

Siblings should be able to talk about anything, right?

So whatever you need to talk about, it stays with me.

Harald made Berit lie.

She never saw Tommy leave that day.

Are you sure?

Yes.

I think maybe Harald did something very stupid.

What?

He hated Tommy. Hated him.

You think he killed him.

I don't know anything.

I have no idea. I don't know who's telling the truth, who's lying.

I don't know anything.

Hey...

You have me now.

What did Harald do?

I need to go to the bathroom.

-Hello? -This is Krister Månsson.

Did something happen?

I know who you've found.

-I thought he seemed familiar. -Okay.

It's not Billy.

He is Tommy Rooth's son.

Are you sure?

I met him when he was little.

I'm completely sure.

He could be dangerous.

Hey, are you hiding?

This is the ladies' room!

Seems like no one's here.

Hey, they're closing the bar soon, do you want anything?

No, I actually feel a bit sick.

I think I'll head up to the room now.

Vera!

Calm down, stop.

Hello? Stop.

I'm sorry.

Thanks.

-Are you going to sleep? -Yes, I have a terrible headache.

Goodnight.

Goodnight, sis.

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