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Anyway, thanks for letting me, you know,
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ramble on about Jake. I've been thinking
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about him a lot. No one knows what to say.
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You know, some people offer endless
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condolences, others try to avoid
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it altogether because, I don't know, they
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think it'll just remind you of your
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devastation or something. As if you need
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reminding. Exactly. I think about
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him all the time. And I.
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I like talking about him, you know? I
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mean, I like it when other people talk
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about him because it makes me feel like he
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won't be forgotten.
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Yeah, when you. When you
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tell me about him, I feel like I get to
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know him a little better.
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Sorry, man. I'm sorry. You only got. This
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is my choice. It was my choice.
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Like I said already, you were a good
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father to him. Did the best
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I could. You know, I guess that's any.
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That's all any father can. Can do.
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Jason, I need to. I need to ask you a
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favor. Okay. About my dad.
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If he tries to get you to come after
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him,
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don't do it.
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I'm sorry. I used to make cookies every
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week, and last week I forgot. And I tried
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to get back in the routine of things for
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the sake of the boys, but you didn't.
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Just tell Lucky.
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I've put you in a terrible position, and
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I'm sorry. No, there's. There's no need to
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apologize. And that must be so difficult.
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I'm. Honestly, I'm not. I'm not judging
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you, which makes it all the more
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embarrassing. Embarrassing?
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Well, you're being so nice about this. I
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mean, you're coming to me to apologize for
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interrupting when I was with Lucky. I'm
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the one who interrupted you on your
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wedding night.
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Yeah, bad timing all around. You have
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every right to be angry with me. After I
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accused you of taking advantage of Lucky
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Eye. I just. I couldn't accept that he
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really cared about you until I heard
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his vows. And I want you to know that
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I support your marriage. Took me
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a minute to get used to it, of course.
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I mean, you and Lucky, you share so
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much. I need
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to get going. Hope the boys enjoy their
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cookies. Thanks.
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My dad is an alcoholic. Everyone in my
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family has had to come to terms with that
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hardened reality. I arranged for an
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intervention, got everyone on board, even
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Sonny and Carly. I'm amazed he even sat
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down and agreed to listen. He didn't.
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Ethan drugged him and we duct taped him to
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a chair. Basically forced dad to listen
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as we all read from letters that we had
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written. Told him how his drinking has
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affected us, but nothing's changed.
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No, nothing has changed. He's still
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drinking, even though we told him it was a
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deal breaker and that we'd cut him off.
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You know what, Lucky? I'm sorry, but none
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of this is really my point. Problem. It's
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true that dad won't admit that he was
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driving drunk, but he's drowning in guilt
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over killing Jake. He wants
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to die, and you're the perfect solution.
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Man, he. He already tried goading you
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once. He's going to do it again. The only
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difference this time is he's going to
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raise the stakes. Now, I'm asking you,
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don't engage.
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Just. Just walk away.
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That can only be pushed so far.
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When he came over to your apartment and
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mouthed off to Sam about how you don't
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have a right to grief for Jake and all
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that crap, the whole point was to make you
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blind with rage so that you. You'd walk
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into the Haunted Star, see him with a gun,
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and shoot without ever realizing that the
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gun wasn't loaded. This has got to be
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tearing you apart. No, my point is the gun
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is never going to be loaded. Jason, my dad
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is not a threat to you. He's sick.
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Alcoholism is not a bad habit. It's a
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progressive disease. He's sober. He might
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have seen Jake. We're never gonna even
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hold himself accountable for driving
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drunk. Lucky, you really feel that way.
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Why haven't you just killed him already,
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huh? I mean, it's not like he hasn't been
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begging you to do it. And we both know you
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can get it, right? Trust me, I'd like to.
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Michael's trying to follow in my footsteps
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right now.
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Much as I'd like to, I'm not gonna teach
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him that revenge is okay at any cost.
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Despite what you think, my father is not
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past redemption.
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I'm just sorry you're in the middle of all
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this. I'm doing everything I
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can. Everything I can. We all are. We're
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trying to convince. Somebody needs to get
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help, and we need more time. That's all
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I'm asking. Look, I'm focusing on Michael
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right now, okay? His girlfriend's facing
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murder charges. I got my hands full. Dr.
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Goodman. Physical therapy.
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You making cookies? Yeah, I just put the
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last batch in. I wanted them ready for
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when the boys got home from Windermere. I
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just dropped by to see what you were
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doing. I know it must have been a shock to
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walk into my place and find me married to
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Siobhan. Sorry you had to find out like
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that. I have to apologize. We were facing
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our immigration deadline, and Nicholas's
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last ditch effort didn't pan out. It all
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happened so fast, I didn't even recognize
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the date until we came back from the
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justice of the peace. Did nothing wrong.
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I wish that I would have told you that
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Jake's birthday present was arrived in the
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mail. Yeah. You know,
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he would have loved that little
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motorcycle. Yeah.
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I've been thinking about him, you know,
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Picturing how happy he would have been.
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Loved parties and games,
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presents, ice cream cake. I told him I was
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gonna string up a pinata in a tree in the
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back. He was practicing his swings with a
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baseball bat. You're a good dad.
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You know how much I love Cam. And my
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commitment to our son is not gonna change
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because I married Siobhan. Okay.
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What's wrong?
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There's something I need to tell you.
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What do you need to tell me?
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What? What is it?
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I knew you were married. I knew you
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were married when I showed up at your
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apartment.
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How? I called the station and Ronnie
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told me.
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I actually went to the justice of the
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peace and I stood outside the door and
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listen to your vows.
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You sounded so happy.
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Like you had something to look forward
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to.
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I don't know what to say. I mean, I. I
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know it was terrible timing.
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No, it. It's. No, it's not. It's just
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good. It's good and is right.
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It's right for you to move on with your
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life. And I
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don't. I don't want to interfere. I don't
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want to interfere. I just want you
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to be happy.
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I would like to think that I'm coping with
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the everyday grief, that I'm making it
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through each day without collapsing.
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But then I'll find one of Jakie's little
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toys stuffed in the couch or his jacket on
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the porch. And I feel like the wind
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has been knocked out of me. And I
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miss him so profoundly.
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And I just can't breathe.
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I know.
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A few days ago, I opened a drawer and
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found the Christmas card that Jake had
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drawn for me. I just sat there,
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stared at it, remembering the
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look on his face when he gave it to me.
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He just. Yeah, he literally jumped
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up and down.
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Siobhan came by. You just missed her.
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Really? Yeah. She just
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wanted to apologize and explain about the
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wedding. It was very thoughtful of her.
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Glad that you guys were able to talk.
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That's good. She genuinely
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cares about you. That makes me
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happy.
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Thanks.
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I should get going. Okay.
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I'll see you soon. Okay.
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There you are. Yeah. Hey. Sorry it took
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me so long to get back to our wedding
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night. Oh, it's late. It gave
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me some time to think. What?
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There's something that you need to know
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about Elizabeth.
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