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Anyway, thanks for letting me, you know,

ramble on about Jake. I've been thinking

about him a lot. No one knows what to say.

You know, some people offer endless

condolences, others try to avoid

it altogether because, I don't know, they

think it'll just remind you of your

devastation or something. As if you need

reminding. Exactly. I think about

him all the time. And I.

I like talking about him, you know? I

mean, I like it when other people talk

about him because it makes me feel like he

won't be forgotten.

Yeah, when you. When you

tell me about him, I feel like I get to

know him a little better.

Sorry, man. I'm sorry. You only got. This

is my choice. It was my choice.

Like I said already, you were a good

father to him. Did the best

I could. You know, I guess that's any.

That's all any father can. Can do.

Jason, I need to. I need to ask you a

favor. Okay. About my dad.

If he tries to get you to come after

him,

don't do it.

I'm sorry. I used to make cookies every

week, and last week I forgot. And I tried

to get back in the routine of things for

the sake of the boys, but you didn't.

Just tell Lucky.

I've put you in a terrible position, and

I'm sorry. No, there's. There's no need to

apologize. And that must be so difficult.

I'm. Honestly, I'm not. I'm not judging

you, which makes it all the more

embarrassing. Embarrassing?

Well, you're being so nice about this. I

mean, you're coming to me to apologize for

interrupting when I was with Lucky. I'm

the one who interrupted you on your

wedding night.

Yeah, bad timing all around. You have

every right to be angry with me. After I

accused you of taking advantage of Lucky

Eye. I just. I couldn't accept that he

really cared about you until I heard

his vows. And I want you to know that

I support your marriage. Took me

a minute to get used to it, of course.

I mean, you and Lucky, you share so

much. I need

to get going. Hope the boys enjoy their

cookies. Thanks.

My dad is an alcoholic. Everyone in my

family has had to come to terms with that

hardened reality. I arranged for an

intervention, got everyone on board, even

Sonny and Carly. I'm amazed he even sat

down and agreed to listen. He didn't.

Ethan drugged him and we duct taped him to

a chair. Basically forced dad to listen

as we all read from letters that we had

written. Told him how his drinking has

affected us, but nothing's changed.

No, nothing has changed. He's still

drinking, even though we told him it was a

deal breaker and that we'd cut him off.

You know what, Lucky? I'm sorry, but none

of this is really my point. Problem. It's

true that dad won't admit that he was

driving drunk, but he's drowning in guilt

over killing Jake. He wants

to die, and you're the perfect solution.

Man, he. He already tried goading you

once. He's going to do it again. The only

difference this time is he's going to

raise the stakes. Now, I'm asking you,

don't engage.

Just. Just walk away.

That can only be pushed so far.

When he came over to your apartment and

mouthed off to Sam about how you don't

have a right to grief for Jake and all

that crap, the whole point was to make you

blind with rage so that you. You'd walk

into the Haunted Star, see him with a gun,

and shoot without ever realizing that the

gun wasn't loaded. This has got to be

tearing you apart. No, my point is the gun

is never going to be loaded. Jason, my dad

is not a threat to you. He's sick.

Alcoholism is not a bad habit. It's a

progressive disease. He's sober. He might

have seen Jake. We're never gonna even

hold himself accountable for driving

drunk. Lucky, you really feel that way.

Why haven't you just killed him already,

huh? I mean, it's not like he hasn't been

begging you to do it. And we both know you

can get it, right? Trust me, I'd like to.

Michael's trying to follow in my footsteps

right now.

Much as I'd like to, I'm not gonna teach

him that revenge is okay at any cost.

Despite what you think, my father is not

past redemption.

I'm just sorry you're in the middle of all

this. I'm doing everything I

can. Everything I can. We all are. We're

trying to convince. Somebody needs to get

help, and we need more time. That's all

I'm asking. Look, I'm focusing on Michael

right now, okay? His girlfriend's facing

murder charges. I got my hands full. Dr.

Goodman. Physical therapy.

You making cookies? Yeah, I just put the

last batch in. I wanted them ready for

when the boys got home from Windermere. I

just dropped by to see what you were

doing. I know it must have been a shock to

walk into my place and find me married to

Siobhan. Sorry you had to find out like

that. I have to apologize. We were facing

our immigration deadline, and Nicholas's

last ditch effort didn't pan out. It all

happened so fast, I didn't even recognize

the date until we came back from the

justice of the peace. Did nothing wrong.

I wish that I would have told you that

Jake's birthday present was arrived in the

mail. Yeah. You know,

he would have loved that little

motorcycle. Yeah.

I've been thinking about him, you know,

Picturing how happy he would have been.

Loved parties and games,

presents, ice cream cake. I told him I was

gonna string up a pinata in a tree in the

back. He was practicing his swings with a

baseball bat. You're a good dad.

You know how much I love Cam. And my

commitment to our son is not gonna change

because I married Siobhan. Okay.

What's wrong?

There's something I need to tell you.

What do you need to tell me?

What? What is it?

I knew you were married. I knew you

were married when I showed up at your

apartment.

How? I called the station and Ronnie

told me.

I actually went to the justice of the

peace and I stood outside the door and

listen to your vows.

You sounded so happy.

Like you had something to look forward

to.

I don't know what to say. I mean, I. I

know it was terrible timing.

No, it. It's. No, it's not. It's just

good. It's good and is right.

It's right for you to move on with your

life. And I

don't. I don't want to interfere. I don't

want to interfere. I just want you

to be happy.

I would like to think that I'm coping with

the everyday grief, that I'm making it

through each day without collapsing.

But then I'll find one of Jakie's little

toys stuffed in the couch or his jacket on

the porch. And I feel like the wind

has been knocked out of me. And I

miss him so profoundly.

And I just can't breathe.

I know.

A few days ago, I opened a drawer and

found the Christmas card that Jake had

drawn for me. I just sat there,

stared at it, remembering the

look on his face when he gave it to me.

He just. Yeah, he literally jumped

up and down.

Siobhan came by. You just missed her.

Really? Yeah. She just

wanted to apologize and explain about the

wedding. It was very thoughtful of her.

Glad that you guys were able to talk.

That's good. She genuinely

cares about you. That makes me

happy.

Thanks.

I should get going. Okay.

I'll see you soon. Okay.

There you are. Yeah. Hey. Sorry it took

me so long to get back to our wedding

night. Oh, it's late. It gave

me some time to think. What?

There's something that you need to know

about Elizabeth.