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are we ready to be rational

are we ready to be rational

are we ready to be rational rational about you have an affair that's

rational about you have an affair that's

rational about you have an affair that's interesting I know I did the

interesting I know I did the

interesting I know I did the unforgivable ah finally yeah but so did

unforgivable ah finally yeah but so did

unforgivable ah finally yeah but so did you what have I done oh come on you've

you what have I done oh come on you've

you what have I done oh come on you've hardly kept it in your pants have you

hardly kept it in your pants have you

hardly kept it in your pants have you all these years here we go another

all these years here we go another

all these years here we go another history well there was Carla there's

history well there was Carla there's

history well there was Carla there's that girl that was in here when we

that girl that was in here when we

that girl that was in here when we weren't together

weren't together

weren't together you know you're throwing a lot of

you know you're throwing a lot of

you know you're throwing a lot of insults about but in reality you know

insults about but in reality you know

insults about but in reality you know that I'm a good guy you're the good guy

that I'm a good guy you're the good guy

that I'm a good guy you're the good guy the guy that humiliated me in front of

the guy that humiliated me in front of

the guy that humiliated me in front of my whole family because this is a law

my whole family because this is a law

my whole family because this is a law I know I know Adam I know it is I'll

I know I know Adam I know it is I'll

I know I know Adam I know it is I'll never forgive you I'll never ever

never forgive you I'll never ever

never forgive you I'll never ever forgive you

forgive you

forgive you cold up there is it on your high horse

cold up there is it on your high horse

cold up there is it on your high horse Sarah you lied to me repeatedly again

Sarah you lied to me repeatedly again

Sarah you lied to me repeatedly again and again you know what repeatedly means

and again you know what repeatedly means

and again you know what repeatedly means you will never told me the truth would

you will never told me the truth would

you will never told me the truth would you you want to let me coast along for

you you want to let me coast along for

you you want to let me coast along for the rest of my life believing that thing

the rest of my life believing that thing

the rest of my life believing that thing inside you was mine that thing first

inside you was mine that thing first

inside you was mine that thing first birthday first day of school uni wedding

birthday first day of school uni wedding

birthday first day of school uni wedding babies of their own all the fruit of my

babies of their own all the fruit of my

babies of their own all the fruit of my loins while inside you had been laughing

know that I love you so much is this

know that I love you so much is this

know that I love you so much is this what you call love spinning a Web of

what you call love spinning a Web of

what you call love spinning a Web of Lies to what make me happy no to cover

Lies to what make me happy no to cover

Lies to what make me happy no to cover your back because you drop your knickers

your back because you drop your knickers

your back because you drop your knickers for the local scally oh here we go

for the local scally oh here we go

for the local scally oh here we go losing the arguments you're trying to

losing the arguments you're trying to

losing the arguments you're trying to flag on a bit of sympathy do you really

flag on a bit of sympathy do you really

flag on a bit of sympathy do you really think that badly of me after everything

think that badly of me after everything

think that badly of me after everything you've done yeah

you've done yeah

you've done yeah I don't know what to think anymore Sarah

okay thanks I'm just gonna wait out here

you're okay not really

you're okay not really

you're okay not really I've got pains in my stomach

I've got pains in my stomach

I've got pains in my stomach you take your attack

you take your attack

you take your attack s yeah good idea

s yeah good idea

s yeah good idea for sure it's nothing but

for sure it's nothing but

for sure it's nothing but is that I'm going with you you want love

yeah yeah

everything's okay good luck

is the sound turned down

is the sound turned down

is the sound turned down sorry Sarah I should have said yes it is

sorry Sarah I should have said yes it is

sorry Sarah I should have said yes it is why

where's the heartbeat

is maybe okay please can you tell me

is maybe okay please can you tell me

is maybe okay please can you tell me help me

I'll be right back just need to get the

I'll be right back just need to get the

I'll be right back just need to get the doctor to take a look

I'm so sorry Sarah

I'm so sorry Sarah

I'm so sorry Sarah but you've lost the baby

would you like to see happening Sarah

if you want you can go

come back and see

us then what you can wait for the

us then what you can wait for the

us then what you can wait for the pregnancy to pass naturally at home

pregnancy to pass naturally at home

pregnancy to pass naturally at home okay

okay

okay usually days but it can take longer

usually days but it can take longer

usually days but it can take longer just walk around waiting or we can speed

just walk around waiting or we can speed

just walk around waiting or we can speed things up medically with a tablet called

things up medically with a tablet called

things up medically with a tablet called misopristol

misopristol

misopristol cue uterus contract and push out the

cue uterus contract and push out the

cue uterus contract and push out the pregnancy

pregnancy

pregnancy and do that here or at home when you're

and do that here or at home when you're

and do that here or at home when you're ready I

ready I

ready I go home my life

um

that's tough

this baby wasn't his Please Don't Judge

this baby wasn't his Please Don't Judge

this baby wasn't his Please Don't Judge it Sarah we don't we were just um

it Sarah we don't we were just um

it Sarah we don't we were just um we're in the middle of a fight another

we're in the middle of a fight another

we're in the middle of a fight another one and um

one and um

one and um and the pain kicked off

I mean what if it knew

I mean what if it knew

I mean what if it knew I mean do

I mean do

I mean do you beat them the babies know when

you beat them the babies know when

you beat them the babies know when they're not ones hit I don't know

what did it so much

what did it so much

what did it so much I really did I loved it so much already

I really did I loved it so much already

I really did I loved it so much already little boy or girl

little boy or girl

little boy or girl ragnosis and for all kinds of reasons

and screaming well though

and screaming well though

and screaming well though it's cool no no

it's cool no no

it's cool no no never physical just ugly

never physical just ugly

never physical just ugly the stress can trigger a loss extreme

the stress can trigger a loss extreme

the stress can trigger a loss extreme stress but more likely that pregnancy

stress but more likely that pregnancy

stress but more likely that pregnancy was never going to be viable for a host

was never going to be viable for a host

was never going to be viable for a host of reasons

of reasons

of reasons Sarah you didn't bring this on yourself

it's going back to the

and it's not going to be there

a couple of demand and wait

wait how long is it going to take is it

wait how long is it going to take is it

wait how long is it going to take is it going to be hours or days making tea or

going to be hours or days making tea or

going to be hours or days making tea or two in the washing up and Sweden

two in the washing up and Sweden

two in the washing up and Sweden waiting for my baby to slip away oh God

waiting for my baby to slip away oh God

waiting for my baby to slip away oh God I'm so sorry I can't do it please need

I'm so sorry I can't do it please need

I'm so sorry I can't do it please need to do much

to do much

to do much I'm really sorry don't understand you

I'm really sorry don't understand you

I'm really sorry don't understand you lost a baby that's all that and you know

lost a baby that's all that and you know

lost a baby that's all that and you know it's I'm so sorry Sarah

Billy yeah it was a lot of

Billy yeah it was a lot of

Billy yeah it was a lot of the 21 weeks

the 21 weeks

the 21 weeks that's hard

for a couple of days

I've never forgotten him you'll never

I've never forgotten him you'll never

I've never forgotten him you'll never forget this one

oh yeah I just said I can't I can't

oh yeah I just said I can't I can't

oh yeah I just said I can't I can't I can't do it at home because

I can't do it at home because

I can't do it at home because I'm meant to be strong I'm not strong

I'm meant to be strong I'm not strong

I'm meant to be strong I'm not strong I'm really not strong when I have my son

I'm really not strong when I have my son

I'm really not strong when I have my son hurry I just lost it

hurry I just lost it

hurry I just lost it postpartum thought process it's all

postpartum thought process it's all

postpartum thought process it's all locked Sarah

locked Sarah

locked Sarah and it's my job to get you the support

and it's my job to get you the support

and it's my job to get you the support that you need please I just I need to

that you need please I just I need to

that you need please I just I need to know that I can walk out of here and

know that I can walk out of here and

know that I can walk out of here and it's done

I'm gonna make a few calls eh

hey

hey

hey I've been calling

Maria said she saw you went for a cab

Maria said she saw you went for a cab

Maria said she saw you went for a cab listen I'm sorry I I let my mouth run

listen I'm sorry I I let my mouth run

listen I'm sorry I I let my mouth run away with me it was vicious I had no

away with me it was vicious I had no

away with me it was vicious I had no right

right

right how long you been here has anyone seen

how long you been here has anyone seen

how long you been here has anyone seen it

it

it bother

bother

bother I've been saying already

I've been saying already

I've been saying already they were they were really good actually

they were they were really good actually

they were they were really good actually really kind

really kind

really kind of

just like that

yeah they did a scan

it was no heartbeat I saw it you can get

it was no heartbeat I saw it you can get

it was no heartbeat I saw it you can get a second opinion though

over

except it isn't is it because it's still

except it isn't is it because it's still

except it isn't is it because it's still inside me I mean how cruel is that

they said that I could go

they said that I could go

they said that I could go home with a packet of tablets to speed

home with a packet of tablets to speed

home with a packet of tablets to speed it up

like the waiting

like the waiting

like the waiting the fear and the pain and then like

the fear and the pain and then like

the fear and the pain and then like Harry I'll look after Harry

so they can they can operate you know

so they can they can operate you know

so they can they can operate you know because of my history so

because of my history so

because of my history so I'll be able to just you know getting

I'll be able to just you know getting

I'll be able to just you know getting done and then I can I can go home in a

done and then I can I can go home in a

done and then I can I can go home in a couple of hours surgery are you sure

yeah local on a Saturday so you want to

yeah local on a Saturday so you want to

yeah local on a Saturday so you want to be awake

I'll be horrible I don't want to do it

yeah it'd be good because then it's just

yeah it'd be good because then it's just

yeah it'd be good because then it's just it's done you know like physically at

it's done you know like physically at

it's done you know like physically at least so

least so

least so is there anything I can do can I come to

is there anything I can do can I come to

is there anything I can do can I come to theater

theater

theater Sarah we're ready if you are

hey I'll be here okay

I'll be here

hey

hey

hey spell