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Today is September 16th.

Just wanted to do a little voice note.

Wow, these girls that I hired for this

project are so pretty.

I mean, some might

even say they're beautiful.

God, sneaking into my aunt Sarah's house

while she was on vacay was such a

brilliant idea. And the

lighting, I mean, you

can't even tell that it isn't

professional.

But I will say my editing is

very amateur.

I definitely need more practice with

that. Oh, I wonder

how the photos of me. turned out.

Let's see.

Very amateur.

You know

I mean, look, yes, my

major in college is a Bachelor of

Science, but if I'm being honest with

myself, I think I've

always wanted to be a porn star.

And I mean, as of today,

the filming is almost there. It's almost

done. The scripts are almost done. The

mood board is almost there.

But something just doesn't feel.

Right. I don't know. I

mean, maybe, maybe

it's the sex.

I think that's what it is. I

I think we're missing intimacy.

FuckCome in.

Hey, dinner will

be ready in about 20 minutes. I'm not

hungry. OK. Well, I'd really appreciate

it if you came downstairs.

Oh, it's nothing. It's just a

school project I'm working on.

It's not like a big deal or anything. Oh,

OK.

So who are the talent?You didn't

happen to film that, did you?

I paid some of my friends. But hang on,

why the hell does it even matter to you?I

told you it's a school project. Chillax.

OK. I am chill. You're not going to go,

like, tell my mom, are you?I'm not going

to tell your mom, I swear. You know I

don't like seeing you upset, sweetie. I'm

not upset.

It's just OK. I

want to do something major, and I thought

I could take my indie film mainstream,

but it fucking sucks. It doesn't

suck. But

who knows what she'll be sucking later.

You know, I do have high standards for

myself, and I know this sucks.

OK, well, at least you're doing your

best. I don't need some motivational

speech, OK?I need somebody to actually

tell me what I'm doing wrong.

I can help you. I doubt that.

Try me.

OK, well,

it's about a girl who wants to

become a porn star, right?And. Not

just any porn star. She wants to become

the best porn star there ever was. OK.

And you know, it's art, right?

Porn is all around us, and nobody ever

wants to talk about what it's like to

film it or what it's like to be on,

you know, be filmed in it.

And I guess in a way, it's kind of like a

metaphor for myself. You know, I

as the director, I don't want to just

make a movie. I want to make the best

movie. That I possibly can.

And you know what it's like

to be a porn star in me?Well,

no, but I've done my research.

OK, what kind of research?Well,

I've. I've I've read a lot of

books and I actually just finished this

documentary about the

greatest director and writer of all

times. I think their name was like Helen

Terry and and Curti Stevens. Have you

ever heard of them?Yeah, I've never heard

of them.

Really. They filmed

Taboo 2 in the 80s. Like

they're the greatest erotic filmmakers

ever. How have you not heard of them?I

guess it's just out of my wheelhouse.

Look, I know that I don't know a lot

about adult cinematography, but I have

read a little and you know, I've seen

some and I just, I want to know what I'm

doing wrong. OK,

well, how about

normal pornThat

sucks. How much have you seen?

You don't have to see it all to know

that. OK,

well, if you're going to make a film

about porn you might want to include some

modern scenes in there. You might even be

pleasantly surprised.

OK, well, how about sex?

What about sex?I mean, you don't

have that much experience. What does that

matter?OK, I'm

just trying to help you with your film. I

don't mean anything by it. Uh, we should

probably get downstairs before the food

gets cold. OK, OK,

fine.

September 19th.

You know, I've been thinking a lot about

what my stepdad said. As much as

I hate to admit it, I think he might be

right. I really need

to expand my research and

you know, it just, I need more

experiences.

And he definitely seems like he knows

what he's talking about. And

I mean, as far as my mom's boyfriends go,

he is pretty cute

and he's not even a perv. And I

really feel like he can actually help me

with this. Oh.

Yeah, my my ears are ringing. I was just

taking some notes. It kind of

sounded like you were talking to

yourself. No, I just. I prefer to use

voice notes than writing things down.

OK, because I kind of thought you were

going crazy.

So how's the problem solving?

Well, I've been

thinking a lot about what you said

and and you might

be right. OK, what does that mean?

Look, you know, I don't know much and I'm

trying to, you know, expand

further. It's just I don't even know

where to start. OK, that's great.

OK, well, I was kind of

hoping that maybe you could help me.

OK. What does that mean?

Please, I know this is going to sound

crazy. But it seems like

you know a lot about pornWhoa. OK,

Aubrey, calm down. Let's not go crazy

here. Look, just show me

something innovative or sexy.

Like, I just. I don't even know where to

start. OK, why don't you open

up your phone and type in sex?Oh my God,

you know what I mean?I I I want to see

what people are really into, what they're

really watching. Yeah, I I don't.

I don't know about this. What if your

mother found out?I swear on everything

she will not find out. And besides, it's

a school thing. OK, You're really making

me feel like I'm a real perv. I don't

think you're a perv. And plus, it's

natural, isn't it?Look,

this movie cannot be my takedown.

It has to feel real. It has to be real.

Wow. OK. So you're the real deal.

Thank you. I. I really do want to be the

best. Yeah, no kidding.

So how's this going to work?Well, I was

hoping maybe you could show me some

pornOK.

This is for educational purposes only.

Yeah. Nothing more. OK. I mean, what

more could there be?Right. Well,

it's probably best, though, if your

mother doesn't find out. I pinky swear.

She won't. In Hollywood, don't they

usually shake on it?Fine.

So when

did you want to show me?I

don't know. How about now?Like right now?

I mean, we can do it another time,

but your mother's out, so we kind of have

some time right now. Sooner is better.

Yeah. OK. Yeah, just do it.

Yeah?Oh, hey. HeyOK, so you're going to

love this. Here.

It's the best, OK?So don't be shy. OK.

OK, let's type it in.

OK. So how do you know,

like, what ones to click on?

Um, by

feeling, I guess. OK. Should you be

taking notes?Um, actually, I was.

I think I'd rather just experience it for

right now. OK. Is

this comfortable?I I mean, I'd normally

put the computer on my bed so I can lay

down and watch it. You do?Mm-hmmIt's

more comfortable that way.

OK,

let's see.

Is that okay?Yeah.

So, what do you think?

Well, it's not

exactly what I was expecting.

Oh, in what way?Let's

just really...

I thought it would be more like fake, and

it seems really intimate. Is

that okay?Yeah?Yeah

Um, do you

watch porn often?

Sometimes.

Um, how does it

make you feel?

Why are you asking for research?

Yeah.

Well, it makes

me feel

hard, good. How

does it make you feel?It doesn't

matter how it makes me feel. Of

course it does. It's

your movie, right?

That's how it makes you feel, right?

You want it to be more than life itself?

I guess so.

Beautiful. My beautiful

girl. You

want me to show you more?Uh-huhYeah.

I wouldn't like it like it was before.

Like what?The way you were

touching me?No,

I got a little too carried away. I'm your

stepdad. I I can't touch you like that.

But I was helping. It was?

Helping me get in the mindset

and understand.

So, like research?

Yes.

Right there.

Just like that.

Watch the screen.

Yes. Just like that, Daddy.

Oh, yes. Just like that, Daddy.

Is that what you want?

Yes. Come on.

Yes.

Want

me to show you more?

Yes. I want to feel more. Feel more?

I'm going to take this off.

I'm going

to take this all off too, but I'm going

to leave the underwear on, OK?So that way

we don't go too far.

Shit

Oh my God. Oh, baby

girl. I

so fucking wet.

You like it on the left side or the right

side?Oh, look at

that right there.

Oh

my God, you're so fucking tight.

You just keep watching, baby.

Just

keep watching, baby.

Can you feel Daddy's cock on the outside?

I want to feel it on the inside. I wantto

feel Daddy's cockPlease.

PleaseJust watch the screen. Just watch

the screen.

There you go.

Just watch the screen. Just watch the

screen, baby. Oh my God.

Fuck

Fuck

Oh

my God. Oh my God.

Oh my God. Oh my

God. I can't control myself.

FuckOh my God.

Oh, we should stop him.

I don't think I should. I

mean, I could. I could interview you

if you wanted. OK.

Um, how

often do you masturbate?

Often?Yeah. Do you ever

think about me when you masturbate?

I probably shouldn't tell you that.

But yes.

for a little bit, but it's not gonna go

in, okay?

Just up and down. Yeah, just like.

FuckFuck

Oh my God.

No, don't stop.

I like it. I want more.

I want you to put it in deeper. Deeper.

OK. Please, Daddy. Oh, my God. Just go

slow. Look at me. Look at me. I want to

see it. I want to see it. Yes, Daddy.

Oh my gosh. Baby

girl. Stay right there.

Oh my gosh.

You feel good like

that?Yes, please. Do I really know

what you're doing?Thank you so much

for showing me.

Just keep watching that screen.

I try and fuck like how they fuckCan

they?

Can I do what they're doing right there?

You want to suck my dickYeah.

Come here. You

just like how they are.

You just keep watching, baby.

Oh, yes.

I love the little hand twist at the top.

You're doing

great, sweetie. Thank you, Dad.

ah

Baby, look. Yeah?See how she's trying

to go all the way down?Yeah. See how far

you can go.

Look at me. Go deep. There you go.

Hold it there. Hold it there.

Try it again.

Nice and gentle. All the way down.

Atta girl.

Ohh Yes. See what she's doing here?

She's grabbing the balls from underneath

and bringing them up while she's sucking

the dickOkay, you want me to do that?

Okay, bring them up. Like this. Yeah.

Okay. Two hands around to get those

balls all the way up. Now stick your

tongue out and try and lick it. There you

go. Dirty girl. If you can't

do that, you can pull them all the way

up. There you go.

Now stick your tongue out. Let me see you

lick those balls. Good girl.

See.

Good girl. All right, you see what she's

doing here?She's stroking the cock

and sucking on the balls. Here, I'll make

it easier.

I really want to be the best I've ever

watched. Oh, you're going to be the best.

Stay like that. Don't move. Don't

you move.

There you go. Put

your hand on it. That's

it. Just like what she's doing yet.

That's it. Exactly.

You want to

put it back in?Yes, please.

really, really bad. Turn around.

Turn around. Turn around. Okay.

Just keep watching.

Okay. Oh, please put it back now.

Oh, shit baby

girl. Yeah, baby. Oh, that's a doll right

there. You look right

at that. Yes.

Oh

my God. Oh my God.

That's my

favorite girl.

Oh my God.

Oh

my God, you have such a nice assYou have

such

a nice assOh, good girl. Just like that.

Fuck you did it.

things pretty fast. Don't you, Daddy?

Oh, it looks good, though. Oh, look at

that. I told you all I needed was

somebody to show me.

Yes, throw it back,

baby. Oh, gosh. I'll...

Sword. OK. Such a pretty little

bottle of fuck

Oh, my God. It looks so good. Yes, baby.

Yes. That's a fuck

with me. Oh, my

God. Oh,

my God. Oh, my God. Yes. Yes

ShitOh,

God. Oh, fuckOh,

my God. Yes. I

get real low when I step back.

Oh, shit

Yes, yes

Oh my God.

Put that cock in there.

Yes. Yes

Oh my gosh. I

like that he's fucking me the way that

he's fucking hurt. It's just

so hard.

Yeah. Oh, fuck Daddy. You are.

You are the best teacher

ever. Oh,

my God. Yes. Oh, fuckYes, just

like that. Fuck

Fuck me. Just

like he's fucking around. Oh, so good.

I can't believe I'm taking all of this.

Oh my gosh. Fuck

ShitRight there. Right

there. Right

there. Oh, fuck you're making

me feel so fucking good.

Yes. Oh, yes.

Oh, yes. Oh, I feel so funny.

Just like that.

Yes, yes

Just like that.

Oh, you're like, your

hands are on me like that. Will you fuck

me?

Oh God, Daddy, I want you to make me cum

Just like he's making her cumPlease. I

want to feel how she feels. I think that

that's what I'm missing.

I want to

have this. Yes. Yes

Just like that. Just like that, Daddy.

Just like that. Yes.

On this side. I

like the way you think.

Like that, right?Like that

way. I told your daddy.

I'm going to be the best there ever

was. Oh, you're so good. You're

the best,

baby. Say it again. You're the best,

baby. Yes, baby.

She didn't know it's

so beautiful. Yeah.

Oh,

you really have a nice car, Daddy. I

don't think you ever.

Daddy to lick your pussyYes, I do. Wanna

do what they're doing?Ew, Daddy.

Sit on my face. OK.

Oh, gosh.

Oh, fuck Daddy. Oh, fuck Daddy. When

I'm ready, ready, ready, please have it

back inside

me.

This is so

bad.

Yes. Yes.

Me too. Yeah. Oh, I

don't even think about

that. Getting me out if my daddy's come.

Yes. That's such a fantastic.

You know you've thought about it before.

You know you've thought about fucking me.

Yes, yes,

yesI

like that a lot.

Foggy eyes. Just like

that. Just like that. Just like that.

Oh my God. Yes. Yes

Yes

Just like that. Just like

that. Oh, yes.

Yeah.

OK.

OK

Yes,

yes, yes

Yes,

yes, yes, yes

Oh my God.

Ohh

Taste

your own fucking

heart.

That a girl. Taste it. Oh, Daddy, look

at that. Look at that.

Look at the way he's feeling.

My tiny little pussyYou think

you could fill my pussy with your cum

daddy?You want me to come inside of you

like that?Please. PleaseI

want it so bad. Yes. Get nasty

when it

gets super wet. Get nasty.

I want to watch him kill her

pussy

again. Will you film

my daddy?Please.

Yes,

yes, yes

Oh, my gosh. Yes, yesOh, fuckYes, baby.

Please, give me more.

Please. Please, please

Please don't make anything for her.

Please. Yes. You

want to come?You know how you want to?You

want to come out right now in your baby

girl's pussyYes, please give

it to me. Please.

Oh

my God. Oh, yes.

YesOh, yes. Found my pussyFound my

pussyFound my pussyOh

my God.

I'm not. I'm not something to whatever

you say that is. I'm gonna stay right

here. Oh,

you're fuckingYou want to feel it come

out of you?Please. You want to feel it's

your power?Stay right there. OK. That's

it.

Oh, my gosh. Good girl. That was

a good girl. Oh, there was something

coming inside of me.

Oh, shitOh,

my God, baby. I can't believe that just

happened.

Don't

be a naughty girl. Be a good girl.

Oh, shit

Oh, my God. You're going to be the best.

You're going to be the best.

Ohhohh

It's sensitive. It's sensitive.

That

was fun, Daddy.

I think I have everything I need for my

movie now. Is that so?I am

very inspired. Good girl.