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[Glass shattering]

[Alarm clock beeping]

[Crying]

[Water flowing]

Tyler.

Amanda.

Sorry. I was in the middle of something.

Oh, no.

How are you?

I'm good. How are you doing?

Doing great.

Ah. How long are you staying?

Just about a week or two.

Got a show in Berlin coming up, so.

No way.

I am so proud of you.

That's amazing.

It's going to be a big one.

Ah. Wow.

So how long has it been?

Like three years.

I went all over Europe.

It was just hard to get back.

Oh my goodness, that must have been amazing.

All that freedom and adventure.

- Mhm. - Wow.

How's things been here.

Mm.

Your dad's going to be really happy to see you.

Your sister. Oh boy.

That'll be good for her because she's got a lot of fear and

loathing that she needs to get relieved somehow.

Oh, no.

Tell me she's not as bad as I was.

Kind of worse.

Oh, man.

Yeah, it's it's out of control.

Well, it's good to be back.

It's great to see you.

All right, I should go.

I just wanted to come and say hi properly because I didn't

want to stop before, but I'm glad I did.

I'm so glad you're here.

See you in a little bit.

Hey Amanda. Hold on one second.

Oh, no. Ty, no, come on.

No no no no no.

Why?

- No. - Why?

Just just.

No. Okay.

- All right. - All right.

All right

Damn. Did Jilly just throw her dishes in the sink?

She is such a slob.

Actually, I did that.

I'm so sorry.

Do you want me to help you out with this?

No no no no no, I got it.

- I got it. It's fine. - Okay, okay.

I'm gonna make some tea.

- Do you want some? - Yes, please.

Thank you.

So.

I've been thinking a lot about life, you know.

And I know I have apologized for before.

I just wanted to let you know that I saw things even before

my accident.

What things?

You did the best you could with the circumstances.

And it wasn't until I nearly died that I could stop being

such a little angry bitch.

You know, actually, I feel kind of bad, too, about some of the

choices I made.

Why?

I hooked up with your dad so soon after your mom died, and I

had my own shit I was dealing with, and you guys were all

kind of messed up, so we were just a bunch of damaged people

trying to get a quick fix, you know?

I never thought it would fix anything.

Yeah.

But dad needed someone.

Yeah, then.

And now?

Amanda, do you want me to talk to him?

I tried.

You've grown up really well, Tyler.

You too.

[Laughter]

I guess it's clear, you know,

dad prefers them a little young.

Hmm.

Now, what about you?

No, no, I prefer my women a little older.

Ah, okay.

Oh my goodness.

Well, you certainly have gotten that charmer thing from your

dad, haven't you?

Maybe.

- Yeah. - Just a little.

A little bit, yeah.

I, uh, I need to go get

some work done in the greenhouse.

So, um, could you just wait for the water to boil and.

Sure, I'll bring it out to you.

Yeah. Thanks.

Very sweet.

I'll see you over there, Amanda.

Okay.

And I brought you the tea.

Oh. Thank you.

Are you okay?

Yeah, totally.

I just.

Are you sure?

Yeah. It's probably allergies, you know.

Look at all the plants.

Oh.

It's been.

Yeah.

Um. Dad called.

He said he might be staying late.

Mhm. Um, uh, he might sleep in the city.

But we could order takeout.

My treat.

Thanks. That would be really nice.

Yeah.

Is it hot in here?

Yeah, I really like it.

- It's nice, but I mean. - I know.

I'm kind of crazy like that.

Yeah. You're overdressed.

Probably. Yeah.

Yeah.

Um. Just see Jilly. Is she home?

Yeah. She's upstairs.

Yeah. Go see what she wants.

And we'll, you know, whatever she wants is good.

Okay. Perfect.

Okay. Yeah.

I'll go talk to her and I'll call it in.

Come on in after you're done.

Yeah.

Yeah.

All right. Thanks, Ty.

Who was that?

Oh, the delivery guy.

No. That guy.

Oh, that one over there.

Yeah.

I don't know.

Maybe he's, uh.

You know one of those guys that goes around and makes offers on

houses, real estate developer or something like that.

Okay.

Right. I'll help you with the food.

Thanks.

Headed up?

Yeah.

You guys heading to bed soon?

In a little.

Okay. Sleep well.

- Okay? - Good night.

Nice having you here.

Of course.

Night, Jilly.

Jilly.

Yeah. Night.

I got over it.

You can too.

She thinks she can be my mom.

That's so cliché.

Not only do I highly doubt she thinks that.

Why would she want to be?

I cannot believe you just said that.

It's true.

You're such a nasty thing.

She seems kind of cool.

If I were her, I wouldn't be.

Not with that attitude.

All right, how about you do you and I do me.

Okay.

I just think you can make life a little bit easier here,

that's all.

It's not my job.

Come in.

It's unlocked.

Okay, I just.

I just wanted to say good night.

You did downstairs.

Oh, I did right.

Sorry. I would have opened the door, but.

Lotion all over my hands.

No worries.

I talked to her.

I'm sorry.

She's not going to understand

until she goes to college or wherever.

Whatever she does, get perspective or something, I

don't know.

Yeah, well, thanks for trying.

Was there, uh, something else?

Just want to take a couple photos.

Please, Tyler, I don't, I've got.

My hair is a wreck.

I don't have makeup on. I mean.

It's beautiful. Natural. Just a couple.

Please.

Okay. All right.

What do you want me to do?

Um, just exactly what you were doing before.

That's beautiful.

Does my dad stay out late often?

You okay?

Uh. It is what it is. You know?

How long has it been going on?

Since you were in high school.

Is that why you don't wear the ring?

Yeah, well, he took his off years ago, and I was like, fuck

it, I'm taking mine off, too.

What difference does it make? You know.

You know, I think it's probably what made my mom sick mentally.

Yeah, well, luckily, I am a lot stronger than she was.

Oh. I'm sorry.

That really is.

No, it's okay. It's true.

Um, she was really sensitive

and let his bullshit get to her.

Now, it's probably lucky that you have your art.

Mm.

As do you.

Yeah.

I do have that.

You look really good, Tyler.

You, too.

Thanks.

I should probably.

Yeah. I gotta get sleep.

I'm so tired.

Uh, I'll see you tomorrow.

Good night.

Night.

What?

What you?

That doesn't make sense.

What are you doing in her room?

Just talking.

Right.

It's not your business.

I just want to know.

- Jeez. - Why?

I'm a curious girl.

Or a troublemaker?

I'm making no trouble.

Right.

Oh.

Tyler. Come on.

What you used to be more playful.

Yeah, and you used to not be a grown man.

Do you like them?

Ah, yeah.

Yeah.

When you take photos like this, do you, um.

Do you get turned on.

Secret, huh?

I would love to take photos of you like that.

No, I'm just in here to collect laundry.

Oh, you don't have to do my laundry.

Oh, no. It's fine.

It's totally fine.

Does he make you do it?

No, we send it out.

No big deal.

The guy's coming soon to get the.

Oh, I'm.

Actually. I'm gonna wear these.

Oh, sorry.

Okay. Um,

well, I'll let you get dressed.

Okay.

Sure. I'll be home tonight.

Probably going away a couple of days tomorrow, though.

It'll be good to see you.

I'll bring over a couple of bottles of wine.

Beautiful Ty.

I'll see you soon.

That's not fair.

You can't just show me that tongue and walk away.

Well, I guess you can.

Hey.

Hey! Come here.

What a beautiful day.

Right. Look at this.

I love springtime, but this.

This is the best.

Look at that.

Incredible.

Isn't that beautiful?

Listen, be very quiet.

It's so beautiful.

Oh. So peaceful.

Wow.

Uh, dad called.

He said he's coming tonight.

Oh, good.

Well, probably because you're here.

He also said something about

going on a trip for a couple of days.

Sandra.

You're kidding.

The paralegal.

Mhm. How long has that been going on?

I have no idea.

Probably a while.

But it's better that he does that because if he's here he's

just miserable and drinking and

trying to start fights and stuff.

You guys are fighting.

We don't actually fight.

It's sort of worse because he

just gives me the silent treatment.

- Why do you stay? - Jilly.

I don't want to hurt your feelings, but I don't think she

would care.

God, it's so mean.

Somebody's got to parent her.

I just don't think that it's worth it.

And I'm saying that as her brother.

Well, no one really knows what goes on inside the mind of a

teenage girl.

I don't want to know.

If I left, she'd probably burn the house down within a week.

Oh, okay. I agree with you there.

Yeah.

She would burn the house down.

Yeah.

Most certainly.

I'm handling her.

Mhm. I think you're scared of her.

I am so not scared of her.

You're scared of her?

Tyler, I was her.

What?

Yeah. Oh, yeah.

And look, I mean, I turned myself around.

I turned out okay, right?

You definitely turned out okay.

Oh, my God, I can't believe you.

You're for real.

You were trouble.

Yeah. Yeah, definitely.

I'm not proud of it, but, you know, I worked on myself and

turned myself around, and I know how I did it, so I know

what she needs.

What about you?

What?

What do you need?

It's irrelevant.

Do you get what you need?

What do you mean?

Tyler.

What?

Just thought we might.

Really.

[Quiet music]

What the fuck?

Oh my God.

What the hell was that?

We were just enjoying the nice weather.

Took a nap.

Napping? Really?

I don't understand what the big deal is.

Jilly.

Damn it, Why can't she buy decent snacks?

She probably just doesn't want you eating junk food all day.

I don't have a weight problem.

It's not about weight.

It's about eating healthy.

She cares about you.

No. She doesn't.

All right, listen, this whole attitude thing needs to stop.

I've only been here about a day.

And what I'm seeing, I'm disgusted.

All right, you have more than half the kids your age.

All right, so this whole poor me doomsday, the world is

against me behavior

that you got going on, needs to stop.

This world is electric, okay?

So be just be halfway decent to be around.

Maybe I have issues.

Alright, everyone has issues.

Being a little punk ass bitch is not going to make people

feel sorry for you.

She made you hate me, didn't she?

What.

You're actually fucked up, aren't you?

Like, for real?

- You need therapy. - All right.

The only thing I need is to grow the fuck up and get the

hell out of this nuthouse.

Okay, that's the thing, like you've taken this

narcissistic demonstration so far.

You failed two years.

You're not going to be able to graduate being the punk that

you are.

How dare you?

Alright you left years ago, leaving me here alone?

Alright I'm stuck with a slut painter want to be

nothing, bitch.

While you're off having adventures.

And you clearly don't like being here either, considering

how long it takes you to visit.

It's not my job.

What?

Take care of anyone.

No. You certainly know how to

take care of yourself, don't you?

That's what you're supposed to do, you little tramp.

You grow up, you get out.

You don't just sit around and wallow in self-pity.

Little tramp?

Seriously? All right,

obviously, I'm the mature one here.

Since you're the one losing your shit, aren't you?

All right, call me all the names you want.

I do not care.

But mark my words, I'm going to get out of here, and it's going

to be glorious.

I'm going to be set for life.

What are you talking about?

I would just watch myself if I were you, dear brother.

Oh, good.

You found the snacks I got you.

Peace out, bitch. I'll be in my room.

You okay?

Yeah, Yeah.

Whatever. Right.

You want to go for a drive?

Yes, please.

I'll go get my jacket.

Alright, I'm gonna get mine, too. I put it in my room.

I'll meet you downstairs.

Okay.

I feel like this is going to be our spot.

You think?

Huh?

Do you not agree?

Oh, maybe.

So. Anyways, that's why I started the series.

And I wanted to come back to see you, to see if I still felt

it when we were near each other.

Wow. You know, you can never tell anyone any of this, right?

Why?

I'm not ashamed about it.

Are you?

It's not like we're related.

Just because.

Because. I mean, we're not supposed to do this.

Who cares what we're supposed to do?

Come here.

I want to show you something.

What?

- Come here. - What?

What are we doing in the back seat?

You're under arrest. Hands behind your back.

[Quiet music]

You are a regular comedian, aren't you?

Yeah, I get it from you.

Tyler. Dad.

Good to see you, son.

Fantastic. But where are you guys?

Napping?

Uh, Amanda and I took a drive.

Let's just feeling a little toxic in here.

Well, I never noticed that.

My beautiful wife, wearing a pretty dress.

How about a kiss?

Good to see you, too.

Dad, how many days are you going to be away?

Can I come?

Boring lawyer conference.

You'll hate it.

No, I would do anything to be out of here for a few days.

Plenty of your trips to come.

By the way, how's school?

Isn't this the year you're going to graduate?

Yeah, actually, uh, I think they want me gone just as much

as I want to be gone, so.

Good.

Whatever it takes, right?

- Yeah. - Okay. Food's coming.

Excellent. Thanks.

I'm gonna go wash up.

Good idea.

You know what?

I got a question for you, Amanda.

Why is it that you never want to cook?

Simple. I never know if you're going to come home or not.

Jilly hates my cooking, so there's no real reason to cook.

That's fair enough.

So why don't you try this delicious wine?

Chin chin.

Thank you.

Mm. What's this trip in Berlin about?

Oh, it's actually going to be opening a show, and it's going

to be a study of the female body.

That's fantastic.

Maybe I should help him judge that.

What do you think?

How about a look?

Do you really want to see it?

Absolutely.

I'll bring it right back.

Good.

Glad you came home to visit your son.

I'm very proud of him.

Why wouldn't I want to see him?

He got here yesterday.

Why didn't you come to visit him then?

Do I really have to answer that?

I got caught up with work.

The commute.

So you were at Sandra's.

- What are you talking about? - Lucas.

I know, okay.

It's obvious.

And,

we don't have to do this.

We don't have to stay together, Lucas.

We really don't.

Well, I do not divorce.

We do not divorce.

My people do not divorce.

So that, that's why your wife.

- Right? - What did you say?

- Don't. - Why did you ever help me?

Because I thought you were hot.

Did you ever even care about me?

You know I needed you, darling.

Yeah to raise your kids.

To raise my kids?

Tyler was already grown up, and Jilly's a mess.

And I give you credit for that.

That's not my fault.

It's not?

No. She's actually really messed up.

Lucas. I'm kind of scared.

- Really? - Yeah.

Well, who are you to judge her?

Don't you forget where you came from.

Okay?

Is everything okay?

Just catching up.

Yeah, just catching up.

I took that one in Spain.

These are beautiful.

This seems kind of like porn to me.

This is nothing like porn.

This is art.

[Mocking] This is art.

Porn? What do you know about porn?

Stop being rude. Sit down.

Sorry, dad.

You know what? The food's going to be here soon.

You want to help set up the table?

- Yeah. - Good, I appreciate it.

You know what? I think I'm going to go help Amanda.

Thanks, Ty.

Beautiful work.

Thanks, dad.

Okay, so remember Kathy from biology, right?

The bitch who stole my homework.

So she's been gone for a few weeks, and it turns out she got

pregnant, but it wasn't her boyfriend.

And so we think what happened is over spring break, Kathy and

Lucas hooked up, and we think they were, like, trying to film

like a, I don't know, like, like an adult film, you know.

Porn again.

Enough with the porn.

Stop stop stop stop.

It's just maybe not hanging.

Out with him.

I don't want to hear anymore.

What are you.

Who are you hanging out with?

I'm not hanging out with him.

That's the point.

Good. They suck.

Oh.

Can you come up with a different story?

- I mean. - No.

- Stop it. - Okay.

All right.

Amanda. What's wrong?

You haven't touched your food at all.

Oh, no, I'm not very hungry.

And I've had all these crazy ideas and my imagination just

got really, I don't know,

Got all these ideas for painting now, hmh.

Mm mm mm.

I'm gonna clear my plate and start dishes.

So, you know, whenever you guys

get done, just, uh, bring it in.

I'll take care of it. Okay?

- Okay. - Thanks, Amanda.

- Mhm. - Okay.

- Sorry. - Pretentious is what you are.

- You gonna head up? - Yeah.

If your dad doesn't wake up before you go upstairs, could

you put a throw blanket on him?

- Yeah. - Okay, cool.

I think I'm gonna head up to.

Okay. I'll get him a blanket in a minute.

Cool.

[Sighs]

Nice evening.

- Mmh. - Mm.

Oh.

[Snoring]

My God.

Stop snoring.

Jesus.

Hey.

- Hey, what's going on? - Couldn't sleep.

You could sleep with me.

Why now?

You and me?

Because I've always wanted to.

For real? Like, even in high school?

Especially in high school.

I know, the reason why I was so, like angry towards you.

And this is going to sound crazy, but

because I was jealous of my dad.

That does sound crazy.

But you have to think about it this way.

You're closer to my age than you are to his.

Yeah, but we, we can't do this anymore.

We shouldn't.

Why you keep saying that.

But you haven't given me a real reason why.

This trick's.

No real reason to stop.

Means there's no reason to stop.

Mm.

Well.

Okay, then.

- Jilly. - What?

- She just texted me. - What did she say?

Oh, she had a great evening.

And to enjoy the weekend, sweet.

Did you sleep well?

- Yeah. - Good.

- You? - Yeah.

Amanda.

- What's up? - There you are.

Can you be a doll and get me a bagel with cream cheese and

coffee, please?

You've got breakfast over here.

I know, I know, but I'm craving that gooey toasted bagel with

everything that's gooey and yummy like you.

Okay, okay.

Wait and check if Tyler wants one too.

I'm sure he's asleep, don't you think?

Just poke your head in and take a look.

Huh?

- Okay. - You're a doll.

[Knocking]

Come in.

- Hey. - Oh, hi.

Hey.

So uh your, Lucas wants me to go get bagels and coffee.

- Want some? - Mm, no.

I want you to come in the bed.

- Tyler. - Come on.

Stop it. You're crazy!

Maybe I am crazy, indeed.

I'll be back soon.

I'll be here.

Come back when he leaves, okay?

For real?

Hey!

- Jazz! - Mandy!

Oh my gosh! When did you get out?

Last week.

Oh my goodness. How are you?

I'm okay, I'm okay, I am.

I wanted to visit.

No, it's a good thing you didn't.

He wouldn't let me.

I know.

So what are you doing now?

Well, you know, I'm just trying to get back in the swing of

things here, you know?

- Yeah. - I'm uh, looking for work.

Was that you in front of the house the other night?

I thought so. And I really wanted to invite you in.

But, you know.

How are you going to explain that?

Yeah, right?

And I was kind of scared,

You know,

Sometimes I forget about all the crap we went through and,

certain things will come up, and I, brings everything back,

- And. - It's, It's okay.

You don't have to explain anything to me.

Thanks.

So where are you staying?

Well, there's a house for guys like me.

It's, It's in your neighborhood, actually.

- Really? - Yeah.

You know, the rich, self-hating white folk

Trying to help out the ex-cons, you know?

Well you haven't lost your sense of humor.

No, no, no, I lost a lot, but I didn't lose that.

Yeah.

The baby?

Yeah. I

miscarried at four months.

It was awful jazz.

I was really, uh devastated. Messed me up bad.

I mean, I'd lost you.

And then that happened, and, uh,

I ended up taking a bunch of pills.

Oh, Jesus Mandy.

I ended up in a facility, and the woman that was sharing the

room with me was Lucas's wife.

- What the? - Yeah that's how we got Lucas.

But the crazy thing is, like,

she actually finished herself off in the facility.

I mean, you know how hard it is to do that.

Do you know how hard it is to actually do that in a place

like that?

- I actually do. - Yeah.

She just did not want to go on.

The lawyer, Lucas, who

helped everything get sorted out.

Well, he's good to you at least?

He was at first.

And then, uh.

I guess I kind of realized ultimately why um,

His wife had done what she did.

It was her only way out.

Maybe.

Maybe we can.

Jazz.

I'm a really different person now.

And so much has happened since I last saw you. I'm,

I'm sorry.

- Sorry. - Yeah. No, no that's okay.

Yeah.

Sure.

Besides, you, uh, you probably like them younger anyway

Now right?

What do you mean?

- Well, I see things. - What things?

Come on, sweetheart, you can't fool the old jazz man.

You know that, right?

Are you threatening me?

No I, I don't threaten, love.

But,

I just want you to know.

That I'm watching.

Um,

I should probably get back. The coffee is getting cold.

The bagel, you know Lucas is waiting and.

Telling me to get out now?

I just, you know, the bagel is going to get cold

- and the coffee, and - Right.

you know, I mean.

I'll see you around.

[Suspenseful music]

The bagels here.

I really do appreciate this.

Mhm.

What's going on out there?

Oh I, uh I thought I saw someone, but I was wrong.

Oh, yeah?

Mm mm.

Oh, this is good.

Oh. Did you hear your friend, jazz got released?

- Really? - Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Have you seen him?

No, no, I was just told by the prison.

Well, it's good, right?

It's interesting.

It made me think you could have been in a woman's jail

all these years.

Right?

If we didn't work it out the way we did.

Yeah.

How does it feel to be a free woman all these years, then?

I don't understand, what are you.

Well, relax. I'm just kidding with you.

You know, freedom and imprisonment are so aren't so

easily defined with this. Right.

True.

Good morning all.

You look fresh. Sleep well?

Best sleep I've had in a while.

I might have to stay here and bag Berlin if I could get that

kind of sleep every night.

Oh, really?

How about you, Amanda?

- Mm? - Did you sleep good?

Mmh.

I'm gonna go try to get some work done.

Good luck with that.

I'll call you in a day or two.

Have fun, okay?

Mhm. Very kind of you.

You have fun with the kids.

Make sure they don't misbehave.

Oh, you know, I'll take good care of your kids always.

- Good. - Right?

Hey, um, why don't you come out to the greenhouse?

Okay. I want to show you something.

- Sure. - All right?

Safe travels.

- Thank you. - Yeah.

Have you noticed something different about her?

No. No.

Spiciness?

Seems the same as always to me.

You know, there's always been a little extra flavor there.

Really?

I mean, maybe you just couldn't sense it.

Maybe you're right.

And, uh, have fun doing whatever it is you're doing

this weekend.

Uh, we'll you as well.

I'll just be here. Just,

Doing what you'll be doing, right?

Making art.

Yeah, just making art.

Oh, and, uh, taking care of your wife and your daughter.

Mighty kind of you.

He's a gentleman.

He left.

Good for him.

Bet he has a great time.

You should really show that someday.

Mostly for me.

Art is supposed to be shared with the world.

Not all art has to be public.

But it doesn't have to be a secret.

Some secrets are good time.

Very, very good.

I've got an idea.

Grab your sketchbook. Come with me.

When are you going to do when Jilly graduates?

My gosh, I, I don't know,

I haven't even thought ahead that far.

You should come stay with me in Brooklyn.

I still have my place.

I don't think we should make any decisions just yet,

You know?

I mean, I don't know what's going to happen in the next

couple of months.

I don't even know what's going

to happen in the next couple of days.

I suppose.

Why did it take you so long to come visit?

I had to find myself, you know?

I can be here with my dad.

And it's just, for lack of a

better words, like such an alpha.

I hate saying that.

I know, yeah, he's pretty intense.

But honestly, I couldn't.

I couldn't look at you.

And I couldn't look at him.

And I just kept thinking, you know, he was controlling you

and keeping you captured in this place, like

a trinket on the shelf. And it just.

Just aggravated me, deeply.

I'm okay, Tyler.

Really, I'm fine.

I've made it through.

I know you're okay, but are you happy?

You're so sweet.

I want to capture this moment exactly as you are.

- Yeah? - Yeah.

Let's sketch you.

- Like this? - Yeah.

- Just. - You want me to lay like this?

Yeah.

Cover up the good parts?

You can keep the good parts covered.

I'm not going to draw that.

No, no, just close your eyes.

Hey wait, this isn't fair, though.

What?

You have to let me shoot photos of you.

- Okay. - Yeah?

Yeah all right.

What do you want me to do?

Uh. let's see.

Just be right there.

And I want you to open your shirt for me.

Nice.

Oh, shit. What time is it?

Oh my God.

Oh my God. What are we gonna do? What are we gonna do?

Shit, shit.

Oh my god.

I'll just tell her that we were up here talking or

Something like that. - Yeah.

Oh, God.

[Slow rock music]

I just don't understand why you would accuse us

of something like that.

It's just super rude and inconsiderate.

I'm just saying, you guys seem close.

Yeah, she's really cool.

We have in-depth conversations.

I mean, you can join us whenever you want if you.

- You know? - What's up?

Your shirt's inside out.

So there. That's all the evidence I need.

That doesn't prove anything.

Yeah, I'm sure dad would love to hear

what you two have been up to.

I just told you, you do not have proof.

All right. The fact that you're suggesting I need proof

Rather than outright denying it is the proof, dumbass.

You're busted, Amanda.

- What? - Jilly seems to think that we.

Yeah. I know you've been hooking up.

So gross.

Why would you say something like that?

Ah See? Another one.

- Another what? - You don't deny it.

- You're just asking for proof. - What are you trying to do?

I'm calling you out on your shit.

- I didn't do anything. - Don't deny it now.

Okay? Just stop.

- I think you need, - I cannot wait to tell dad.

I think you seriously need to take a fucking breath.

You need to not tell me what the fuck to do.

You're both disgusting, ugh.

What's next?

- I don't know. - We got to do something.

- I know. - If she tells him.

What do we say?

He'll threaten me.

Well what? About what?

I got to tell you something but I can't talk about it in here.

Okay. All right, um, let's just take a drive.

Okay. Can you,

Can you just, like, make some shit up.

About us going out or something?

- Yeah. - Shop.

- Okay. - All right.

Hey.

We're headed to the store. You want anything?

Please. If the car ends up smelling like sex.

I'm never getting in it again.

Why are you so horrible?

I'm not horrible, Tyler. I'm honest.

Clearly something neither of you are.

What are you doing?

Homework. Graduating is my only ticket out of this shitstorm.

Okay, cool.

I don't know what she's going to do.

You need to tell me what you're so afraid of.

What does my dad have on you?

Remember that guy you saw the other day outside?

The guy you said you didn't know?

Yeah.

Um, well, we were together years ago, and I was like Jilly

back then, but way worse.

We were both on drugs.

Fuck.

I was pregnant and we needed money.

There was this liquor store. He had a gun.

I swear, I didn't know he had a gun.

He shot a guy. And,

up until just a couple of days ago, he was in jail.

He was the lawyer, but not at first.

It was later on.

Were you actually part of the robbery?

I drove.

Shit.

The guy, Jazz that, that's his name.

He had this really horrible public defender, and all he

wanted to do was protect me and the baby.

But then when he was awaiting trial, I had a miscarriage and

I was so destroyed over it, I tried to commit suicide.

Oh my God.

And that's how I ended up in the facility.

And your mom was actually in the same room as me.

And that's how I met your dad.

And I told him the whole story.

Your dad um, decided to take over the case, and him and Jazz

worked it out, so that I'd be okay.

I hadn't seen Jazz again up until a couple days ago.

And um,

I was just trying to survive, you know?

I would have never made it.

Okay stop. Just stop.

Is there anything else?

What the fuck?

I'm so sorry, but I'm a different person.

Look at me, I changed.

I'm not that same person.

All of it.

Why didn't you ever tell me?

He wouldn't let me. I wasn't allowed to tell you.

He didn't want you or your sister to know any of this.

- Did you ever love him? - He saved my life.

Is that why you stayed?

I stayed for so many reasons.

But there was one thing that he said to me, and it scared

the crap out of me.

He told me that if I ever tried to leave, he would

turn me in as an accomplice to Jazz.

I don't know you, do I?

I'm so sorry.

So if you could have left, would you have?

No I,

I would have never abandoned Joey.

And me?

I never intended for any of this stuff between us to happen

But I cared about you from the moment I saw you.

I've always cared about you.

Hey.

You, Amanda need to get away to find me.

I've calculated at least $500,000 so I can start my

new life out of this mess. And you can have me

never breathe a word of it to Lucas.

Did she hear me?

I don't have access to that kind of money.

Bullshit. My dad makes a ton. And you are his wife?

Yeah, and he never gave me access to any of it.

Is she for fucking real?

How? Why?

It doesn't matter how or why.

Okay, well, money is my ticket out of here to freedom.

And yours too so.

I cannot give you what I don't have.

Well, then it looks like dad might be hearing a little

family secret, huh?

Jilly, stop!

You fucking stop!

You don't know what you're talking about.

I don't care.

- You should. - Well I don't.

You have no idea how money works,

Tyler, It's okay, It's alright.

You know, I get it.

- Really? - Yeah.

- And, - I'll do my best.

All right.

So how's this going to happen?

I have no idea. I'll figure it out.

Okay, I'll be upstairs.

There's no way. That, she's overreacting.

We don't need to pay her.

There's no way to get that money.

- That's unreasonable. - She's fucking crazy.

I've got an idea.

[Suspenseful music]

[Music continues]

I like this.

- This is sweet. - Yes.

Can we talk?

Here it comes.

I'm being serious.

I have a question.

Well, depending on what the question is, I may have an

- answer, and I may not. - Okay.

- I will present the case. - Please do.

Okay.

- Um. Here we are. - Yes.

- And you have a wife. - Of sorts.

- And you are here with me.

- And? - And.

Do you know where I'm going with this?

Yep.

Anyway, one kid done grown successful.

The other one's almost out the door.

I'm following.

You prefer the city over the suburbs of New Jersey?

True.

Why don't you exit the marriage and be with me?

She needs me.

Seriously?

Yeah.

How, you said you never have sex anymore.

Yeah. It's complicated.

To you, it's complicated.

To me, it's pretty clear.

I've been a terrible husband.

Are you planning on being a good husband to her

in the future?

I didn't say that.

What are you saying?

What I'm saying is, if I was to end it with Amanda,

I would need time to fix myself.

I thought we were fixing you.

It's deeper love.

You're an asshole.

[No audio]

Well that's horrible.

I don't know what to say.

Is there anything left?

Sweetheart, if there was anything left, I would have

given it to you the other day.

Even with all those jobs we pulled.

I tried to set you up the best I could.

You had a house, you had money, freedom, a family.

Jazz, I don't know what I'm going to do.

Did you show her this?

It won't do any good she hates me.

And she hates me even more now.

Yeah, well, I don't blame you for what you did with

photographer guy there.

Especially after the the lawyer asshole.

I should have resisted.

I mean, I'm old enough to know better, you know?

Well, the flesh wants what it wants, right?

Yeah.

Was it good, at least?

Yeah.

Well, see, there you go.

Anything that feels good is going to cost you something,

you know that?

Yeah.

I don't know what I'm going to do.

You just relax, sweetheart. I'm gonna think of something.

Something?

Yeah.

You got to start learning to trust me.

Would I ever hurt you?

It's all zen, baby. It's all zen.

Oh, Jazz.

I missed you so much.

I missed you, too.

You know, Mandy, I lost a lot.

And I know I'm not going to get it all back, but

if I could just get one more day.

One more.

I made you a cup of coffee.

Oh, thanks.

I just want to, hold on.

I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

For?

Couldn't sleep last night.

I was just thinking about everything.

Yeah, I know.

I'm sorry, but I couldn't tell you.

I mean, I really couldn't, you know?

Listen, it's,

I just I know my dad is, you know, he's a great guy, but he

could also be a fucking dick.

Yeah, yeah.

And I just can't imagine what it would have been like to feel

imprisoned in this house, especially after everything

that you went through.

It wasn't prison, ever. Really.

I loved your dad.

I loved your crazy, psycho sister.

I love you.

I always loved you.

So?

No, look, we really don't need to talk about anything.

It was some stupid shit we did. We just stop now.

We let it go. Don't think about it anymore.

Pretend it didn't happen. Really it's fine.

It's totally fine. Okay.

Excuse me, excuse me.

You're. You're Jilly?

- Yeah. - I'm a friend of Amanda's.

- She has friends? - Yeah.

A long time ago.

Anyway, she told me you have a little problem

that needs fixing.

I think I might be able to help you with it.

Oh, yeah?

In your white van with some candy and puppies.

Right out here in the open.

You just walk and talk a couple of minutes.

All right,

Going this way?

Fine.

Amanda, wait.

Listen, it was shocking. All of it.

But it, it doesn't matter.

It's not okay what you went through.

And you just need to know that it doesn't change anything.

Thanks.

Please. You have to understand, it doesn't change a thing.

In fact, it's like the opposite.

It's almost like I know you better.

- Really? - Yes.

It doesn't change anything.

Thank you.

Been a long time, she's very different now.

Right but so what? I really don't care.

All right then I dare you.

- You dare me? - Yeah, I dare you.

You're a tough guy, right?

Go take a look at her, art.

I mean, she showed me the pics on the phone,

but you gotta see for yourself.

All right, what could be in that dingy ass sketchbook

that's worth more than $500,000?

You know, kid, the world's going to look a lot different

when you open your eyes.

Why don't you take a look?

Ditch school, right.

That's what they expect from you anyway.

You really need to do yourself a favor here.

Fine.

Whatever.

Nice chatting with you.

Show me.

- What? - Show me.

- No! - Jesus Christ.

[Piano music]

You did all these?

Why?

Because.

Because why?

Because. No.

Fucking tell me.

Because I love you, so much.

And all I ever wanted to do was save you so that you would

love me, too.

I, I always thought you were the most beautiful girl

I'd ever seen.

And I wanted to be your mom. But I know you hate me.

And the only way that I could get close to you was to

recreate you for myself.

When I was your age, I felt the way that you do.

And it's such a horrible feeling.

And I wanted to save you from that.

But I know you hate me.

- I don't. - What?

Amanda,

I don't hate you.

Then why?

I thought you hated me.

Oh, my God, my sweet, beautiful angel.

- I could never hate you - But I'm awful.

No, no. You're hurt, I understand.

I really do like.

I know more than you could possibly realize.

I met Jazz.

Oh, God.

Jazz, he told me everything.

And, I can do better. Okay, I swear, I.

No, no I don't need you to do better.

I want you to be you.

- You don't hate who I am. - No, I could never hate you.

You're just doing the best you can, honey.

How can you be so nice to me after all the shit that

I've been pulling?

You're the only child I've ever had.

You really feel that way?

Jilly. I will do everything I can to help you.

I love you.

Oh, my angel baby.

All I ever wanted was to be allowed to love you.

Oh.

All good?

Yeah. My son is leaving for Berlin today.

I'm going to have to see him off properly.

I thought we were going to spend a few days together.

Look, my son's an adult, but he's still my kid.

I thought he was staying longer.

I'm not going to miss the opportunity

to see him off properly.

I guess I wasn't hungry anyway.

[Glasses clink]

Excited for your trip?

I suppose.

I think the show is going to be a little bit of a letdown

compared to all the drama and excitement that we've had.

Still, it'll be a nice vacation, you know?

Maybe.

It'll be wonderful.

What?

I think you should.

I should what?

- Come with me. - What?

Come with me.

You want me to?

- I can't. - Jilly will be just fine.

Think about it.

I'll think about it.

I'm gonna go check on her.

Dude, there you go again.

You said buddy.

You know, you definitely said buddy.

You would not get in trouble.

I mean, we could totally make it that it's okay for you to,

like, leave for a week.

- You could. - You've missed more than that.

I don't mind. I don't mind that idea.

- I know right - With your track record,

They might not even notice that she's gone.

Are you kidding?

We could just say I had, like, a.

Oh, that's so funny.

Like a mental break or something.

Oh, yeah we could make up shit.

- Wow. - We could totally do that.

- Everybody's cheery and calm. - Hey dad.

Enough to melt a grown man's heart.

- Yeah, yeah. - Okay.

Oh, you don't get a kiss, but you want a ride to the airport?

- I'll take a ride. - What time?

- 11 p.m. - Done.

- All right. - Oh!

Cheeky monkeys.

That's sweet. He's trying.

- Little sister. - All right.

- Be good. - I'll try.

I'll see you in another three years.

Okay, I deserve that.

Please consider my offer.

I'm sorry, for before.

It's understandable.

You need to stop being so understanding.

It's a process.

You'll get it one day. It works.

I'm going to miss you.

- I miss you too, so much. - Call me.

What the fuck did I just see?

You kissed her on the mouth.

You don't.

So someone has to.

- Good to see you. - Great to see you!

Daddy.

Oh, thank you so much for coming.

- Oh we're so happy to be here. - Thanks so much for having us.

I'm excited to spend some time with my granddaughter.

Oh, Jilly. Jilly, my parents are here.

Coming!

Here she comes.

Oh.

Hi, Jill, good to see you.

- Hi, grandma. - Hi, darling.

- Oh my darling. - So grown up.

- So great to see you. - Oh you look lovely.

You look gorgeous.

I'm only going to be gone about a week probably.

I don't know, maybe more.

Where are you going in Europe?

- Um. Germany. - Germany?

Yeah.

She's leaving me here by myself.

No, you're with them, my parents.

We are going to take good care of you.

Don't worry.

So I got to get out of here.

Yeah, I'll help you guys get set up in your room.

All right, have a great time you guys.

We're gonna have a little breakfast.

- Little pancake breakfast. - Oh, aren't you lucky.

- Ok see you later. - Bye sweetheart

- I love you so much Ashley. - See you later.

- Oh honey. - Bye.

Be good, okay? Enjoy them.

They're really excited to be here.

Have fun take lots of pictures.

You know I will.

I'll call you.

You better.

No promises.

[Knocking on door]

What are you doing here?