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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:17,979 --> 00:00:22,979 DOWNLOADED FROM WWW.AWAFIM.TV 2 00:00:22,979 --> 00:00:27,979 For latest movies and series with subtitles Visit WWW.AWAFIM.TV Today 3 00:00:27,979 --> 00:00:30,270 [son] That's a loud... 4 00:00:30,271 --> 00:00:31,353 [mother] Yeah. 5 00:00:31,354 --> 00:00:33,146 [son] I'm a robot. 6 00:00:33,979 --> 00:00:35,478 [babbling] 7 00:00:35,479 --> 00:00:37,188 And a spider. 8 00:00:37,813 --> 00:00:39,354 And a spider. 9 00:00:41,021 --> 00:00:42,479 No. 10 00:00:43,771 --> 00:00:45,603 No, no, no, no. 11 00:00:45,604 --> 00:00:48,395 Okay. Okay. Babe, stop. 12 00:00:48,396 --> 00:00:49,603 - [laughs] - [woman] Stop. 13 00:00:49,604 --> 00:00:52,312 - Oh, we need some crunchy snacks, right? - Hi! 14 00:00:52,313 --> 00:00:54,562 Oh, hi. Oh, my God. 15 00:00:54,563 --> 00:00:56,395 Sally, what are you doing here? 16 00:00:56,396 --> 00:00:58,645 I'm visiting my mom for the weekend. 17 00:00:58,646 --> 00:01:00,853 Baby, this is Sally. 18 00:01:00,854 --> 00:01:04,895 Yeah, Sally took over your mom's job at the gallery after you were born. 19 00:01:04,896 --> 00:01:07,437 Oh, he's super cute. 20 00:01:07,438 --> 00:01:09,978 Do you just love getting to be home with him all the time? 21 00:01:09,979 --> 00:01:11,270 Must be so wonderful. 22 00:01:11,271 --> 00:01:15,062 Yeah. I mean, that's a-- that's a good question, you know? 23 00:01:15,063 --> 00:01:16,937 But it's complicated though because, I mean, 24 00:01:16,938 --> 00:01:19,978 I would love to feel content. 25 00:01:19,979 --> 00:01:25,020 But instead, I feel like I'm just stuck 26 00:01:25,021 --> 00:01:28,687 inside of a prison of my own creation where I torment myself 27 00:01:28,688 --> 00:01:31,228 until I'm left binge eating Fig Newtons at midnight 28 00:01:31,229 --> 00:01:33,270 to keep from crying. [chuckles] 29 00:01:33,271 --> 00:01:36,312 And I feel like societal norms, and gender expectations, 30 00:01:36,313 --> 00:01:39,812 and just plain old biology, have forced me to become this person 31 00:01:39,813 --> 00:01:43,395 that I don't recognize, and I'm just angry all the time. 32 00:01:43,396 --> 00:01:45,562 Like, all the time. Like... [chuckles] 33 00:01:45,563 --> 00:01:48,145 And, you know, I would love to direct some of my own artwork 34 00:01:48,146 --> 00:01:50,103 towards a critique of the modern day systems 35 00:01:50,104 --> 00:01:53,145 that articulate this, but my brain just doesn't function 36 00:01:53,146 --> 00:01:56,603 the way that it did before I had the baby, and I'm dumb now. [chuckles] 37 00:01:56,604 --> 00:02:00,187 And I am deeply afraid that I am never going to be smart, 38 00:02:00,188 --> 00:02:04,521 or happy, or thin ever again. 39 00:02:05,813 --> 00:02:08,228 Do you just love getting to be home with him all the time? 40 00:02:08,229 --> 00:02:09,603 Must be so wonderful. 41 00:02:09,604 --> 00:02:11,978 Oh, yeah, I do. I love it. 42 00:02:11,979 --> 00:02:13,938 I do. I love being a mom. 43 00:02:14,604 --> 00:02:17,979 [♪ dramatic music playing] 44 00:02:22,813 --> 00:02:24,271 Seven, eight. 45 00:02:24,813 --> 00:02:26,437 [♪ light music playing, Ani DiFranco "Joyful Girl"] 46 00:02:26,438 --> 00:02:27,729 [mother] Wow. 47 00:02:29,104 --> 00:02:30,146 Yucky. 48 00:02:31,104 --> 00:02:33,396 Look it... Look at the house. 49 00:02:35,063 --> 00:02:36,937 ♪ I do it for the joy ♪ 50 00:02:36,938 --> 00:02:38,354 Uh-oh. 51 00:02:39,813 --> 00:02:43,103 ♪ Because I'm a joyful girl ♪ 52 00:02:43,104 --> 00:02:44,562 I'm hungry. 53 00:02:44,563 --> 00:02:46,645 ♪ Because the world owes me ♪ 54 00:02:46,646 --> 00:02:48,145 I'm gonna eat you. 55 00:02:48,146 --> 00:02:49,270 ♪ Nothing ♪ 56 00:02:49,271 --> 00:02:53,728 ♪ And we owe each other the world ♪ 57 00:02:53,729 --> 00:02:55,228 ♪ I do it because it's the least ♪ 58 00:02:55,229 --> 00:02:57,978 - [laughing] - ♪ I can do ♪ 59 00:02:57,979 --> 00:03:01,312 - [gasps] Ooh! That scared me. - [laughing] 60 00:03:01,313 --> 00:03:02,603 Up to the moon! 61 00:03:02,604 --> 00:03:03,853 To the moon! 62 00:03:03,854 --> 00:03:07,813 ♪ And I do it just because I want to ♪ 63 00:03:08,521 --> 00:03:10,062 - [coughing] - Are you okay? 64 00:03:10,063 --> 00:03:11,938 [son] Four, five. 65 00:03:13,354 --> 00:03:14,937 [crying] 66 00:03:14,938 --> 00:03:16,354 Where's the duck one? 67 00:03:18,854 --> 00:03:20,312 Where? 68 00:03:20,313 --> 00:03:21,396 No! 69 00:03:24,271 --> 00:03:25,438 You know. 70 00:03:28,229 --> 00:03:29,770 One, two, three, four, five, 71 00:03:29,771 --> 00:03:32,520 six, seven, eight, 72 00:03:32,521 --> 00:03:33,854 nine, ten. 73 00:03:36,104 --> 00:03:38,938 [mother] You light a fire early in your girlhood. 74 00:03:39,979 --> 00:03:42,020 You stoke it and tend to it. 75 00:03:42,021 --> 00:03:44,354 You protect it at all costs. 76 00:03:44,896 --> 00:03:47,478 You don't let it rage into a mountain of light, 77 00:03:47,479 --> 00:03:49,979 because that's not becoming of a girl. 78 00:03:52,104 --> 00:03:53,646 You keep it secret. 79 00:03:54,354 --> 00:03:56,063 You let it burn. 80 00:04:01,771 --> 00:04:04,728 It's from this point, this fire, 81 00:04:04,729 --> 00:04:06,853 you can create and fight 82 00:04:06,854 --> 00:04:08,645 and push your way through the world. 83 00:04:08,646 --> 00:04:11,729 It's from this fire that you can birth something new. 84 00:04:12,688 --> 00:04:15,853 A new version of yourself or a whole new person 85 00:04:15,854 --> 00:04:19,188 who didn't exist before you squeezed them into the world. 86 00:04:20,979 --> 00:04:25,896 A person who will one day pee in your face without blinking. 87 00:04:36,146 --> 00:04:37,603 [♪ light music playing] 88 00:04:37,604 --> 00:04:39,687 Let's go see the truck. 89 00:04:39,688 --> 00:04:41,020 Let's go, yeah. 90 00:04:41,021 --> 00:04:42,729 Where's the...? 91 00:04:43,229 --> 00:04:45,145 - The what? - The... 92 00:04:45,146 --> 00:04:46,520 - The truck? - Yeah. 93 00:04:46,521 --> 00:04:47,896 It's up the street. 94 00:04:48,396 --> 00:04:50,020 It's up the street? 95 00:04:50,021 --> 00:04:51,103 Yeah. 96 00:04:51,104 --> 00:04:52,728 - Is the truck there? - Yeah. 97 00:04:52,729 --> 00:04:55,687 We have to put that on the street again. 98 00:04:55,688 --> 00:04:57,645 - Yeah? - Yes. 99 00:04:57,646 --> 00:05:01,313 They're going to-- next to the street with the green truck. 100 00:05:03,604 --> 00:05:06,938 - He's on the back of that. - You think so? 101 00:05:09,354 --> 00:05:11,853 Oh, he looks pretty strong. I bet he can do it. 102 00:05:11,854 --> 00:05:12,938 [son] No. 103 00:05:19,021 --> 00:05:20,395 No, it turned away. 104 00:05:20,396 --> 00:05:22,728 - Higher. - Higher? 105 00:05:22,729 --> 00:05:24,020 How high? 106 00:05:24,021 --> 00:05:26,478 - Higher up to the moon. - To the moon? 107 00:05:26,479 --> 00:05:28,187 We're going inside. 108 00:05:28,188 --> 00:05:29,270 This? 109 00:05:29,271 --> 00:05:32,062 Yeah, we're gonna go in there. That's what we're doing. 110 00:05:32,063 --> 00:05:34,062 - Yeah. - We can go. 111 00:05:34,063 --> 00:05:35,895 People can't say no to us. 112 00:05:35,896 --> 00:05:38,478 They can't say no to us. That's right. 113 00:05:38,479 --> 00:05:40,395 - Hi, Norma. - [man] In the ocean, too. 114 00:05:40,396 --> 00:05:43,978 Some decomposers even help clean water. 115 00:05:43,979 --> 00:05:47,728 - [son] Book Babies. - Wow. I had no idea. 116 00:05:47,729 --> 00:05:49,021 Oh, shit. 117 00:05:49,479 --> 00:05:53,728 ♪ I go for a ride on my favorite bike ♪ 118 00:05:53,729 --> 00:05:56,478 ♪ I'll tell you what I see ♪ 119 00:05:56,479 --> 00:06:00,228 ♪ It's a warm summer day as I pedal by the lake ♪ 120 00:06:00,229 --> 00:06:02,603 ♪ And right in front of me ♪ 121 00:06:02,604 --> 00:06:05,353 ♪ Is a poor little duck with a bill too big ♪ 122 00:06:05,354 --> 00:06:08,103 ♪ And eyes like buttered peas ♪ 123 00:06:08,104 --> 00:06:09,520 ♪ His feathers are pink... ♪ 124 00:06:09,521 --> 00:06:12,520 [mother] The problem is I just don't enjoy the company of other moms. 125 00:06:12,521 --> 00:06:13,771 ♪ ...on water skis ♪ 126 00:06:14,729 --> 00:06:19,146 ♪ Oh, what's up with that duck? ♪ 127 00:06:20,021 --> 00:06:23,313 ♪ What's up with that duck? ♪ 128 00:06:24,063 --> 00:06:26,395 ♪ Oh, what's up... ♪ 129 00:06:26,396 --> 00:06:28,228 [mother] I think becoming friends with another woman 130 00:06:28,229 --> 00:06:30,812 simply because we're both mothers is pathetic. 131 00:06:30,813 --> 00:06:33,063 ♪ What's up with that duck? ♪ 132 00:06:34,354 --> 00:06:37,812 ♪ I go for a drive in my favorite car ♪ 133 00:06:37,813 --> 00:06:39,603 - ♪ I'll tell you what I see... ♪ - [mother] Of course, if I happen to meet 134 00:06:39,604 --> 00:06:43,062 a beautiful, smart, hilarious woman 135 00:06:43,063 --> 00:06:45,187 and we became friends, 136 00:06:45,188 --> 00:06:47,687 we bond over hating Book Babies. 137 00:06:47,688 --> 00:06:49,562 ♪ He's putting on skates and as he makes figure eights ♪ 138 00:06:49,563 --> 00:06:51,395 - [mother] No. No. [groan] - ♪ I see he's munching... ♪ 139 00:06:51,396 --> 00:06:52,938 [child crying] 140 00:06:54,896 --> 00:06:59,438 ♪ Oh, what's up with that duck? ♪ 141 00:07:01,021 --> 00:07:03,438 ♪ What's up with that duck? ♪ 142 00:07:04,646 --> 00:07:09,188 ♪ Oh, what's up with that duck? ♪ 143 00:07:10,646 --> 00:07:13,271 ♪ What's up with that duck? ♪ 144 00:07:14,813 --> 00:07:18,938 ♪ It's time to say goodbye ♪ 145 00:07:19,896 --> 00:07:21,728 ♪ Goodbye to our friends ♪ 146 00:07:21,729 --> 00:07:23,645 ♪ Thanks for singing along ♪ 147 00:07:23,646 --> 00:07:24,728 [mother] Oh, thank God. 148 00:07:24,729 --> 00:07:29,188 ♪ We had lots of fun but this is our final song ♪ 149 00:07:29,854 --> 00:07:32,437 ♪ So goodbye to... ♪ 150 00:07:32,438 --> 00:07:33,854 Zarah Beverly. 151 00:07:34,646 --> 00:07:36,562 ♪ And goodbye to... ♪ 152 00:07:36,563 --> 00:07:38,104 Caden. 153 00:07:39,229 --> 00:07:42,145 ♪ And goodbye to... ♪ 154 00:07:42,146 --> 00:07:44,937 Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck! 155 00:07:44,938 --> 00:07:46,354 [child] Mom! 156 00:07:47,521 --> 00:07:49,521 [woman] I'm not coming here... 157 00:07:51,396 --> 00:07:52,813 [son] I'm gonna fuck you up. 158 00:07:53,479 --> 00:07:55,396 [mother] I'm the worst mother in the world. 159 00:08:00,188 --> 00:08:01,604 Do you-- Oh, I'm sorry. 160 00:08:02,521 --> 00:08:04,271 Do you like paint and sip? 161 00:08:05,313 --> 00:08:06,896 You're an artist, right? 162 00:08:07,604 --> 00:08:09,187 Did I tell you that? 163 00:08:09,188 --> 00:08:11,603 Oh, we chatted at mommy-baby yoga. 164 00:08:11,604 --> 00:08:12,853 Just for a sec though. Jen. 165 00:08:12,854 --> 00:08:15,062 - So, do you paint or do something else? - No. 166 00:08:15,063 --> 00:08:16,895 I used to do more immersive art, 167 00:08:16,896 --> 00:08:20,103 - sculptures, and found materials. - Oh, like installations? 168 00:08:20,104 --> 00:08:22,645 Sorry to eavesdrop. I just-- I'm a big art fan. 169 00:08:22,646 --> 00:08:23,978 - Oh, are you? - Yeah. Yeah. 170 00:08:23,979 --> 00:08:25,521 - She is. - Me, too. 171 00:08:26,479 --> 00:08:28,145 I used to live in the city and I spent my lunch breaks 172 00:08:28,146 --> 00:08:29,979 at the Modern, like, every day. 173 00:08:30,771 --> 00:08:32,729 I showed some work at the Modern once. 174 00:08:33,229 --> 00:08:35,063 - Wow. - Wow. 175 00:08:36,271 --> 00:08:39,020 But that feels like a lifetime ago, so... 176 00:08:39,021 --> 00:08:40,103 - [woman 1] Yeah. - Right. 177 00:08:40,104 --> 00:08:41,187 - Totally. - [woman 1] Definitely. 178 00:08:41,188 --> 00:08:42,270 - We get it. - Yeah. 179 00:08:42,271 --> 00:08:43,646 I used to be a stripper... 180 00:08:44,229 --> 00:08:45,228 if you can believe that. 181 00:08:45,229 --> 00:08:47,395 [sighs, chuckles] 182 00:08:47,396 --> 00:08:50,396 It was fun though, but just for a little while, not... 183 00:08:51,521 --> 00:08:53,187 The before times. 184 00:08:53,188 --> 00:08:54,520 - [all laughing] - Yes. Yes. 185 00:08:54,521 --> 00:08:55,853 - Gosh. - Right. 186 00:08:55,854 --> 00:08:58,228 You know, I really have to get him home for his nap. 187 00:08:58,229 --> 00:08:59,520 Oh, yeah. Right. 188 00:08:59,521 --> 00:09:01,437 - Yeah. - [son whines] 189 00:09:01,438 --> 00:09:03,645 - Okay. - Well, maybe we'll see you next week. 190 00:09:03,646 --> 00:09:04,937 Yeah. He's tired. 191 00:09:04,938 --> 00:09:06,645 Yeah, of course. 192 00:09:06,646 --> 00:09:08,688 Aww... Yes. 193 00:09:09,521 --> 00:09:10,728 - So cute. - [woman 2] Yeah. 194 00:09:10,729 --> 00:09:11,813 I know. 195 00:09:12,854 --> 00:09:14,353 - Oh, my gosh. - I love her. 196 00:09:14,354 --> 00:09:15,687 - She's fun. - She's fun, huh? 197 00:09:15,688 --> 00:09:16,770 She is. 198 00:09:16,771 --> 00:09:19,521 "Goodnight, goodnight, construction site. 199 00:09:20,563 --> 00:09:23,353 Down in the big construction site, the tough trucks work 200 00:09:23,354 --> 00:09:24,437 with all their might." 201 00:09:24,438 --> 00:09:26,146 They washed their feet. 202 00:09:27,313 --> 00:09:30,187 "Reaching, stretching, lifting high, 203 00:09:30,188 --> 00:09:32,812 he swings the beams into the sky." 204 00:09:32,813 --> 00:09:35,395 "So no more huffing and puffing, teams." 205 00:09:35,396 --> 00:09:37,353 What's this one? 206 00:09:37,354 --> 00:09:39,228 Look at his big teeth. [roars] 207 00:09:39,229 --> 00:09:40,688 Where is it? 208 00:09:41,271 --> 00:09:42,270 Where is it? 209 00:09:42,271 --> 00:09:46,770 "One by one, they'll go to bed to yawn and rest their sleepy heads." 210 00:09:46,771 --> 00:09:48,562 Now, I'm yawning. 211 00:09:48,563 --> 00:09:49,938 Can I get down? 212 00:09:50,563 --> 00:09:52,104 No, we're gonna go sleepies, remember? 213 00:09:52,854 --> 00:09:53,853 No. 214 00:09:53,854 --> 00:09:55,978 - No. - Please? 215 00:09:55,979 --> 00:09:57,520 No. 216 00:09:57,521 --> 00:09:58,687 - No. - Aren't you so tired? 217 00:09:58,688 --> 00:10:00,103 - All-- - No. 218 00:10:00,104 --> 00:10:01,937 - All the vehicles are tired. - No. 219 00:10:01,938 --> 00:10:04,145 - Yes. - No. 220 00:10:04,146 --> 00:10:05,895 Who is the dad? 221 00:10:05,896 --> 00:10:07,728 No, no, no. Come on. 222 00:10:07,729 --> 00:10:09,688 - Come on. Come on. - [whines] 223 00:10:10,438 --> 00:10:11,438 All right. 224 00:10:12,021 --> 00:10:13,521 - Now, let's sleep again. - No. 225 00:10:13,938 --> 00:10:16,313 - It's okay. Yeah, I know. - [crying] 226 00:10:16,729 --> 00:10:17,979 It's okay. 227 00:10:18,729 --> 00:10:21,103 We'll just play quiet mouse game. 228 00:10:21,104 --> 00:10:23,271 Do you wanna play quiet mouse? 229 00:10:23,979 --> 00:10:25,728 Can you be quiet mouse? 230 00:10:25,729 --> 00:10:26,812 Candy. 231 00:10:26,813 --> 00:10:28,853 - Honey. - No. 232 00:10:28,854 --> 00:10:30,062 No. 233 00:10:30,063 --> 00:10:32,270 - No. - [sighs] 234 00:10:32,271 --> 00:10:33,937 No! 235 00:10:33,938 --> 00:10:36,271 It's my fault he doesn't sleep. 236 00:10:37,063 --> 00:10:38,604 I shouldn't be mad at him. 237 00:10:40,063 --> 00:10:42,187 Now, everybody told me, but I just didn't listen 238 00:10:42,188 --> 00:10:46,604 because I liked it when he slept on my chest like a cozy warm heater. 239 00:10:47,479 --> 00:10:51,520 I should've put him down drowsy, but still awake like all the books said, 240 00:10:51,521 --> 00:10:55,729 and then he would have great sleep habits for the rest of his life. 241 00:10:56,979 --> 00:11:00,770 And I would always have a clean kitchen, a good sex life, 242 00:11:00,771 --> 00:11:02,728 and life would be amazing. 243 00:11:02,729 --> 00:11:04,270 [♪ dramatic music playing] 244 00:11:04,271 --> 00:11:06,188 But now I fucked that up. 245 00:11:07,146 --> 00:11:08,313 Now what? 246 00:11:10,354 --> 00:11:13,021 Maybe if I don't move, he won't see me. 247 00:11:16,646 --> 00:11:19,021 [son moaning] Mwah. 248 00:11:25,313 --> 00:11:26,603 I love you. 249 00:11:26,604 --> 00:11:27,728 Yum. 250 00:11:27,729 --> 00:11:29,145 I love you. 251 00:11:29,146 --> 00:11:30,978 - [giggling] - I love you. 252 00:11:30,979 --> 00:11:33,353 - I love you. - I love you. 253 00:11:33,354 --> 00:11:37,063 - I love you. [laughs] - Oh. [kissing] 254 00:11:39,438 --> 00:11:40,812 [son] Mommy. 255 00:11:40,813 --> 00:11:42,604 Let's play horsey. 256 00:11:43,896 --> 00:11:45,146 Okay. 257 00:11:46,646 --> 00:11:50,603 ♪ All around the mulberry bush ♪ 258 00:11:50,604 --> 00:11:53,478 ♪ Where something chased the weasel ♪ 259 00:11:53,479 --> 00:11:56,313 ♪ Monkey thought it was really fun ♪ 260 00:11:57,021 --> 00:12:00,228 ♪ Pop goes the weasel ♪ 261 00:12:00,229 --> 00:12:01,688 Is that good? 262 00:12:02,521 --> 00:12:04,187 Mama fuzzy. 263 00:12:04,188 --> 00:12:06,395 - What? - [son laughs] 264 00:12:06,396 --> 00:12:07,978 I'm not fuzzy. 265 00:12:07,979 --> 00:12:09,687 Mama fuzzy. 266 00:12:09,688 --> 00:12:10,937 Where am I fuzzy? 267 00:12:10,938 --> 00:12:13,104 - Right here. - Ow! 268 00:12:26,479 --> 00:12:28,353 [♪ dramatic music playing] 269 00:12:28,354 --> 00:12:30,145 Oh, goody. 270 00:12:30,146 --> 00:12:31,604 [soft chuckle] 271 00:12:35,896 --> 00:12:38,313 What fresh hell awaits you today? 272 00:12:40,521 --> 00:12:42,563 I've got some gray hairs. 273 00:12:43,229 --> 00:12:45,229 A lot of gray hairs and some... 274 00:12:46,563 --> 00:12:47,979 new wrinkles. 275 00:12:56,646 --> 00:12:57,896 Huh... 276 00:13:07,229 --> 00:13:10,021 [chuckling] 277 00:13:11,771 --> 00:13:13,229 Huh. 278 00:13:16,396 --> 00:13:17,604 Okay. 279 00:13:21,271 --> 00:13:22,813 Well, that's where we're at. 280 00:13:24,313 --> 00:13:25,313 Okay. 281 00:13:26,396 --> 00:13:27,729 Let me get some tweezers. 282 00:13:34,771 --> 00:13:36,478 [son] Daddy, daddy, daddy. 283 00:13:36,479 --> 00:13:37,813 Hey, bud. 284 00:13:38,521 --> 00:13:39,895 [grunts] 285 00:13:39,896 --> 00:13:42,521 Uh-oh. Spaghetti-O. 286 00:13:42,979 --> 00:13:46,438 Sometimes, I swear, it's like they don't realize that I have a life. 287 00:13:47,479 --> 00:13:49,520 I'd much rather be here at home with you guys 288 00:13:49,521 --> 00:13:52,520 than sitting at some hotel room at 11:00 o'clock at night, 289 00:13:52,521 --> 00:13:54,312 typing up reports on a Thursday. 290 00:13:54,313 --> 00:13:55,728 Oh, how annoying. 291 00:13:55,729 --> 00:13:56,978 [husband] It really was. 292 00:13:56,979 --> 00:14:00,145 Well, we had a fine week. We went to Book Babies, didn't we? 293 00:14:00,146 --> 00:14:01,520 [son] Book Babies. 294 00:14:01,521 --> 00:14:03,020 [husband] I thought you hated Book Babies. 295 00:14:03,021 --> 00:14:03,978 Oh, I do. 296 00:14:03,979 --> 00:14:06,771 - [son whines] - You still alive, you old furball? 297 00:14:07,313 --> 00:14:10,062 Speaking of furballs... 298 00:14:10,063 --> 00:14:12,603 - What? - I don't know. No. 299 00:14:12,604 --> 00:14:14,395 - What? - I shouldn't have brought it up. 300 00:14:14,396 --> 00:14:16,021 Well, no. Tell me. What? 301 00:14:16,979 --> 00:14:17,979 Well, I'm just... 302 00:14:18,854 --> 00:14:22,520 I don't know. I'm having some weird side effects from perimenopause. 303 00:14:22,521 --> 00:14:23,687 I'm not sure. 304 00:14:23,688 --> 00:14:26,146 Which is weird hairs seem to be sprouting up. 305 00:14:26,979 --> 00:14:28,729 Are you talking about your nipples? 306 00:14:29,188 --> 00:14:30,354 No. 307 00:14:30,729 --> 00:14:32,938 I-I don't know. I just feel off. 308 00:14:33,729 --> 00:14:35,728 It's like I feel like I have this heightened sense of smell, 309 00:14:35,729 --> 00:14:37,062 kind of like when I was pregnant. 310 00:14:37,063 --> 00:14:38,020 Mm. 311 00:14:38,021 --> 00:14:40,146 Like the cat's butt smells disgusting to me. 312 00:14:40,896 --> 00:14:43,187 The cat's butt smells disgusting to me too, though. 313 00:14:43,188 --> 00:14:44,813 And look at my teeth. Hm? 314 00:14:45,438 --> 00:14:46,520 See how sharp they are? 315 00:14:46,521 --> 00:14:47,895 Right. Definitely. 316 00:14:47,896 --> 00:14:49,063 That's weird. 317 00:14:50,146 --> 00:14:51,978 Oh, honey. This is real. 318 00:14:51,979 --> 00:14:53,645 This is not in your head. 319 00:14:53,646 --> 00:14:54,978 Stop it. [chuckles] 320 00:14:54,979 --> 00:14:57,103 You always think that something's wrong with you. 321 00:14:57,104 --> 00:14:59,270 Well, that's the thing about being a hypochondriac, 322 00:14:59,271 --> 00:15:01,520 is someday I'll be right and you'll be sorry. 323 00:15:01,521 --> 00:15:03,854 - [husband laughs] - [dog barking] 324 00:15:06,604 --> 00:15:08,146 [spits] 325 00:15:09,438 --> 00:15:12,103 I can't remember the last time that I washed this shirt. 326 00:15:12,104 --> 00:15:13,603 You're living the dream. 327 00:15:13,604 --> 00:15:16,354 Yeah, I'm the housewife I never wanted to be. 328 00:15:17,938 --> 00:15:21,270 You know, the hardest part is that like I'm always on suicide watch. 329 00:15:21,271 --> 00:15:24,812 Like, if I turn my head for just a second, he's gonna stick a fork 330 00:15:24,813 --> 00:15:27,896 into a light socket or he's gonna walk off a cliff. 331 00:15:29,854 --> 00:15:33,187 It's better than leaving him with those awful ladies at that awful daycare. 332 00:15:33,188 --> 00:15:35,021 Oh, that was heartbreaking. 333 00:15:40,063 --> 00:15:42,895 If you wake him up, I will rip your throat out. 334 00:15:42,896 --> 00:15:45,354 Okay. Okay. 335 00:15:45,938 --> 00:15:49,353 Look, I kind of thought this is what you wanted, you know? 336 00:15:49,354 --> 00:15:52,228 No more late nights at the gallery, you know, 337 00:15:52,229 --> 00:15:54,603 crying in the bathroom while you pumped your boobs. 338 00:15:54,604 --> 00:15:56,854 I did, I do, I do. I just... 339 00:15:58,188 --> 00:16:01,020 Maybe if I could get a part-time job. 340 00:16:01,021 --> 00:16:04,021 You know, the math doesn't totally add up. 341 00:16:04,813 --> 00:16:08,354 You know, the likelihood that you'd make more than we'd have to pay a sitter is... 342 00:16:09,229 --> 00:16:12,437 Well, may-- maybe when he starts school. 343 00:16:12,438 --> 00:16:15,020 Yeah. Just gotta hold out till kindergarten. 344 00:16:15,021 --> 00:16:16,104 Yeah. 345 00:16:17,896 --> 00:16:19,104 And then I think... 346 00:16:20,354 --> 00:16:22,188 what right do I have to complain? 347 00:16:22,813 --> 00:16:25,395 You know, it's a gift I get to stay home with my baby all day long. 348 00:16:25,396 --> 00:16:26,479 I should be grateful. 349 00:16:27,813 --> 00:16:32,479 I would kill to stay home with him every day, for what it's worth. 350 00:16:33,729 --> 00:16:35,687 [♪ dark music plays] 351 00:16:35,688 --> 00:16:37,770 You think that you would, 352 00:16:37,771 --> 00:16:39,938 but I assure you, you would not. 353 00:16:40,354 --> 00:16:43,437 [both] Two, three! Whoo! 354 00:16:43,438 --> 00:16:45,938 One, two, three! Whoo! 355 00:16:47,063 --> 00:16:48,770 - One, two, three. - Three. 356 00:16:48,771 --> 00:16:49,979 Whoo! 357 00:16:50,729 --> 00:16:52,687 They're coming after... 358 00:16:52,688 --> 00:16:53,853 [husband] All right. 359 00:16:53,854 --> 00:16:55,563 What's next? 360 00:16:56,063 --> 00:16:57,771 Um, bath time. 361 00:16:58,229 --> 00:16:59,228 I got it. 362 00:16:59,229 --> 00:17:00,895 Oh, thank you. 363 00:17:00,896 --> 00:17:02,812 [husband] Who wants to do a daddy bath? 364 00:17:02,813 --> 00:17:04,728 - Me. - All right! 365 00:17:04,729 --> 00:17:07,478 - Yeah! Say, "Woo-hoo, daddy bath!" - Thank you. 366 00:17:07,479 --> 00:17:09,062 [son] Daddy bath. 367 00:17:09,063 --> 00:17:10,603 That's right. 368 00:17:10,604 --> 00:17:13,520 - [son] Daddy bath. - [husband] Daddy bath. 369 00:17:13,521 --> 00:17:15,229 I'll take a bath, too. 370 00:17:20,271 --> 00:17:21,771 [exhales] 371 00:17:28,604 --> 00:17:29,728 [husband] Honey? 372 00:17:29,729 --> 00:17:32,313 Can you grab him some toast? He said he's hungry. 373 00:17:38,396 --> 00:17:40,187 [water splashes] 374 00:17:40,188 --> 00:17:42,312 [husband] Honey, can you grab his sippy cup? 375 00:17:42,313 --> 00:17:43,813 My hands are full. 376 00:17:47,146 --> 00:17:48,854 [exhales] 377 00:17:51,271 --> 00:17:53,437 [husband] Honey, you mind throwing a towel in the dryer? 378 00:17:53,438 --> 00:17:54,854 Warm it up for him? 379 00:17:58,854 --> 00:18:00,521 [growls] 380 00:18:01,104 --> 00:18:03,354 - [water splashing] - [son babbling] 381 00:18:06,896 --> 00:18:07,896 What? 382 00:18:08,688 --> 00:18:09,688 [mother] Nothing. 383 00:18:14,438 --> 00:18:17,396 It's just when you're gone, I do this by myself every day. 384 00:18:23,729 --> 00:18:26,479 - What happened? - I-- nothin'. 385 00:18:28,354 --> 00:18:30,188 [toilet flushes] 386 00:18:31,021 --> 00:18:32,771 [snoring] 387 00:18:39,438 --> 00:18:41,146 Mama, Dada. 388 00:18:42,938 --> 00:18:44,896 Mama, Dada. 389 00:18:45,438 --> 00:18:48,354 - Mommy and Daddy. - [mother] Mm. 390 00:18:51,021 --> 00:18:53,021 [babbling] 391 00:18:53,688 --> 00:18:54,896 Hey. 392 00:18:56,938 --> 00:18:58,562 [snorts] 393 00:18:58,563 --> 00:19:00,395 - Can you not hear him? - What? 394 00:19:00,396 --> 00:19:02,063 You fucking do something? 395 00:19:03,979 --> 00:19:05,396 [son grunts] 396 00:19:06,354 --> 00:19:07,395 [giggles] 397 00:19:07,396 --> 00:19:10,187 Here, buddy. Go to sleep. 398 00:19:10,188 --> 00:19:11,812 - No. - Okay? 399 00:19:11,813 --> 00:19:13,604 - Go to sleep. - [babbles] 400 00:19:19,396 --> 00:19:22,312 Mama! [crying] 401 00:19:22,313 --> 00:19:23,728 Ma... 402 00:19:23,729 --> 00:19:25,813 [scrubbing dishes] 403 00:19:26,563 --> 00:19:27,938 Did you make coffee yet? 404 00:19:28,688 --> 00:19:30,145 No, not yet. 405 00:19:30,146 --> 00:19:31,229 Will you do it? 406 00:19:35,563 --> 00:19:36,563 Sure. 407 00:19:38,479 --> 00:19:39,813 Is it two scoops? 408 00:19:40,729 --> 00:19:42,354 Well, I do three. 409 00:19:58,021 --> 00:19:58,854 Alright. 410 00:20:03,688 --> 00:20:07,438 So, last night, you were, um, kind of a... 411 00:20:09,396 --> 00:20:10,728 Um... 412 00:20:10,729 --> 00:20:11,979 A bitch? 413 00:20:13,563 --> 00:20:14,729 Well... [chuckles] 414 00:20:16,146 --> 00:20:17,813 You said it, not me. 415 00:20:18,563 --> 00:20:19,563 Yeah. 416 00:20:20,188 --> 00:20:21,438 Nightbitch. [chuckle] 417 00:20:22,313 --> 00:20:24,438 I am Nightbitch. 418 00:20:26,021 --> 00:20:27,229 [laughs] 419 00:20:35,688 --> 00:20:37,312 [son] That's not true. 420 00:20:37,313 --> 00:20:38,562 Bye-bye, Dada. 421 00:20:38,563 --> 00:20:40,062 Is Daddy gonna be back? 422 00:20:40,063 --> 00:20:41,563 Yeah, he'll be back. 423 00:20:44,979 --> 00:20:47,770 Enjoy getting four full nights of sleep. 424 00:20:47,771 --> 00:20:49,271 Oh, honey. 425 00:20:51,354 --> 00:20:52,395 Are you gonna be okay? 426 00:20:52,396 --> 00:20:53,937 Yeah, I'll be fine. 427 00:20:53,938 --> 00:20:58,229 You know, you should really stop worrying about your weird hair growth or whatever. 428 00:20:58,813 --> 00:21:01,063 You know, get on top of your week... 429 00:21:01,604 --> 00:21:02,938 you know, structure, you know. 430 00:21:03,479 --> 00:21:04,687 I read an article once 431 00:21:04,688 --> 00:21:07,271 that said that structure was the key to mental health. 432 00:21:07,813 --> 00:21:10,520 You're gonna make up a plan, draw up a schedule, 433 00:21:10,521 --> 00:21:12,312 and treat it like it's your job. 434 00:21:12,313 --> 00:21:14,354 Happiness is a choice. 435 00:21:19,938 --> 00:21:21,437 Happiness is a choice. 436 00:21:21,438 --> 00:21:22,646 I'll try. 437 00:21:23,229 --> 00:21:24,353 - Okay. - Okay. 438 00:21:24,354 --> 00:21:25,853 Say, "Bye, Daddy." 439 00:21:25,854 --> 00:21:27,687 Bye, Daddy. 440 00:21:27,688 --> 00:21:29,438 - [engine starts] - Bye! 441 00:21:30,896 --> 00:21:33,771 We'll do a tiny part and now I... 442 00:21:34,563 --> 00:21:37,521 and I did this part, and then I did... 443 00:21:38,229 --> 00:21:41,104 [people chattering] 444 00:21:42,771 --> 00:21:44,187 Mama! 445 00:21:44,188 --> 00:21:45,438 Uh-huh. 446 00:21:46,646 --> 00:21:48,646 [babbling] 447 00:21:50,438 --> 00:21:52,228 [dog sniffing] 448 00:21:52,229 --> 00:21:53,437 Oh, my God. 449 00:21:53,438 --> 00:21:55,312 Oh, wow. Where did you guys come from? 450 00:21:55,313 --> 00:21:56,520 Hi. 451 00:21:56,521 --> 00:21:59,062 Are these your dogs? Oh, hi. 452 00:21:59,063 --> 00:22:00,229 [dog barks] 453 00:22:01,438 --> 00:22:02,521 Mama. 454 00:22:03,104 --> 00:22:04,978 Yeah. I guess they're nice. 455 00:22:04,979 --> 00:22:06,063 Yeah. 456 00:22:06,604 --> 00:22:08,937 - Hi. - Who are these doggies? 457 00:22:08,938 --> 00:22:10,020 I don't know. 458 00:22:10,021 --> 00:22:11,937 Who do you belong to? 459 00:22:11,938 --> 00:22:13,728 - [mother] Are these yours? - No. 460 00:22:13,729 --> 00:22:16,103 - Anybody? - You smell like strawberries. 461 00:22:16,104 --> 00:22:18,562 You smell like strawberries. She does. 462 00:22:18,563 --> 00:22:19,978 [barks] 463 00:22:19,979 --> 00:22:21,228 We're coming with you. 464 00:22:21,229 --> 00:22:22,395 Come on. 465 00:22:22,396 --> 00:22:24,063 We'll chase the doggies, come on. 466 00:22:24,854 --> 00:22:25,978 Let's get 'em! 467 00:22:25,979 --> 00:22:27,270 Get 'em! 468 00:22:27,271 --> 00:22:29,063 - [son] Big dogs. - [mother] Come on! Wait for us! 469 00:22:30,021 --> 00:22:32,187 Wait for us! [laughs] 470 00:22:32,188 --> 00:22:33,353 You got it! 471 00:22:33,354 --> 00:22:34,438 Come on! 472 00:22:36,604 --> 00:22:37,603 [son] Look at that. 473 00:22:37,604 --> 00:22:40,103 [mother] Yeah, they're way down there. We're gonna catch 'em, come on. 474 00:22:40,104 --> 00:22:41,562 - You want me to carry you? - Yeah. 475 00:22:41,563 --> 00:22:42,896 Okay. Come on. 476 00:22:44,479 --> 00:22:46,478 Let's get 'em! Come on! 477 00:22:46,479 --> 00:22:49,145 [both laughing] 478 00:22:49,146 --> 00:22:51,229 [♪ dramatic music playing] 479 00:22:56,771 --> 00:22:57,979 Fall down. 480 00:23:00,979 --> 00:23:05,603 ♪ In the sweet by and by... ♪ 481 00:23:05,604 --> 00:23:08,438 [mother] There was a great forgetting when I left home. 482 00:23:09,563 --> 00:23:12,563 Because to forget childhood meant I had survived it. 483 00:23:15,063 --> 00:23:19,645 ♪ We shall sing on that beautiful shore... ♪ 484 00:23:19,646 --> 00:23:22,270 [mother] But now, memories are poking their way back in. 485 00:23:22,271 --> 00:23:29,145 ♪ The melodious songs of the blessed ♪ 486 00:23:29,146 --> 00:23:35,229 ♪ And our spirit shall sorrow no more ♪ 487 00:23:36,229 --> 00:23:38,187 ♪ Not a sigh for the... ♪ 488 00:23:38,188 --> 00:23:39,645 [mother] My mother once told me, 489 00:23:39,646 --> 00:23:42,188 she almost became a famous singer in Europe, 490 00:23:43,521 --> 00:23:45,728 but she stayed back and had us instead. 491 00:23:45,729 --> 00:23:50,228 ♪ ...sweet by and by ♪ 492 00:23:50,229 --> 00:23:56,313 ♪ We shall meet on that beautiful shore... ♪ 493 00:23:56,896 --> 00:23:58,020 What else did we see? 494 00:23:58,021 --> 00:23:59,812 ♪ In the sweet... ♪ 495 00:23:59,813 --> 00:24:00,895 Oh, there's one. 496 00:24:00,896 --> 00:24:02,103 It's green. 497 00:24:02,104 --> 00:24:03,478 What's green? 498 00:24:03,479 --> 00:24:06,312 Okay. So we're gonna have an art day, okay? 499 00:24:06,313 --> 00:24:09,145 - Why? - So it's gonna be a lot of fun, okay? 500 00:24:09,146 --> 00:24:11,020 So we're just gonna put those paints. 501 00:24:11,021 --> 00:24:12,687 - Careful. - And a lots. 502 00:24:12,688 --> 00:24:13,937 Lots, okay. 503 00:24:13,938 --> 00:24:16,145 - There's-- What color is this? - Orange. 504 00:24:16,146 --> 00:24:17,728 - Orange. Good job. - And green. 505 00:24:17,729 --> 00:24:21,354 And... yellow. 506 00:24:21,896 --> 00:24:23,854 What are you gonna paint, hmm? 507 00:24:24,938 --> 00:24:26,688 Now, what are you gonna make? 508 00:24:27,771 --> 00:24:28,771 A circle. 509 00:24:29,313 --> 00:24:32,353 Yeah. Put your fingers in it, really get a feel of the paint. 510 00:24:32,354 --> 00:24:33,853 - It's right... - Yeah. 511 00:24:33,854 --> 00:24:34,937 ...here. 512 00:24:34,938 --> 00:24:36,313 Great. 513 00:24:40,354 --> 00:24:42,479 Okay. It's so nice. 514 00:24:43,563 --> 00:24:45,395 [babbling] 515 00:24:45,396 --> 00:24:48,021 [laughs] Oh, yeah. 516 00:24:49,688 --> 00:24:51,104 Beautiful. 517 00:24:52,729 --> 00:24:54,228 - What are you gonna do? - I'm gonna put paint on you. 518 00:24:54,229 --> 00:24:55,812 [laughing] 519 00:24:55,813 --> 00:24:57,645 [exclaims] 520 00:24:57,646 --> 00:24:59,187 - Oh, that's great. - More paint. 521 00:24:59,188 --> 00:25:00,687 - That's great. I love this. - [babbling] 522 00:25:00,688 --> 00:25:02,645 Ooh! Oh, are you okay? 523 00:25:02,646 --> 00:25:04,895 - Yeah. - Are you okay, honey? 524 00:25:04,896 --> 00:25:07,437 - I'm gonna get more-- - Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. 525 00:25:07,438 --> 00:25:08,813 No, not on the wall. 526 00:25:10,021 --> 00:25:11,312 You're free. 527 00:25:11,313 --> 00:25:12,813 No rules today. 528 00:25:13,229 --> 00:25:14,604 Oh, that is so creative. 529 00:25:17,396 --> 00:25:19,063 [both laughing] 530 00:25:20,729 --> 00:25:22,771 Oh, I'm gonna touch your cheek. 531 00:25:23,354 --> 00:25:26,104 Oh, thank you. That's so nice. Thank you. 532 00:25:26,646 --> 00:25:27,813 [son] ...all over. 533 00:25:28,646 --> 00:25:30,395 It's great. Do it on the paper. 534 00:25:30,396 --> 00:25:32,145 Come do it on the paper. Oh! 535 00:25:32,146 --> 00:25:34,562 [laughing] 536 00:25:34,563 --> 00:25:36,270 I'm gonna put it on my butt. 537 00:25:36,271 --> 00:25:37,354 Baby... 538 00:25:38,063 --> 00:25:39,978 Can you-- can you not do that? 539 00:25:39,979 --> 00:25:43,770 [♪ upbeat music playing] 540 00:25:43,771 --> 00:25:45,812 - No, no, no, no, no, no! - [cat meows] 541 00:25:45,813 --> 00:25:48,063 No, no! [grunts] 542 00:25:50,104 --> 00:25:52,563 [groaning] 543 00:25:57,979 --> 00:25:59,979 [bottle spray] 544 00:26:05,146 --> 00:26:06,771 What's up with that duck? 545 00:26:07,646 --> 00:26:11,021 What's up with that duck? 546 00:26:12,104 --> 00:26:14,688 What's up with that duck? [laughing] 547 00:26:15,354 --> 00:26:16,354 Fuck! 548 00:26:21,729 --> 00:26:23,938 [♪ dramatic music playing] 549 00:26:28,229 --> 00:26:30,520 [mother] Why do these memories of my mother before she died 550 00:26:30,521 --> 00:26:31,812 keep coming back to me? 551 00:26:31,813 --> 00:26:33,063 Why now? 552 00:26:42,188 --> 00:26:43,688 Oh, fuck! 553 00:26:52,646 --> 00:26:54,021 [groans] 554 00:27:08,313 --> 00:27:09,396 Ow. 555 00:27:47,979 --> 00:27:51,021 [♪ tense music playing] 556 00:28:20,604 --> 00:28:22,063 I'm hysterical. 557 00:28:22,563 --> 00:28:24,896 I am hormonal, and I'm hysterical. 558 00:28:25,979 --> 00:28:26,853 [sniffs] 559 00:28:26,854 --> 00:28:27,938 Hay... 560 00:28:29,271 --> 00:28:31,021 smoke, honey. 561 00:28:32,021 --> 00:28:33,645 A bit of fungal musk. Amazing. 562 00:28:33,646 --> 00:28:36,895 Could I always smell like this, or was I just not paying attention? 563 00:28:36,896 --> 00:28:38,229 Or is a...? 564 00:28:40,313 --> 00:28:42,603 Vegetables are very civilized. 565 00:28:42,604 --> 00:28:43,687 Yes. 566 00:28:43,688 --> 00:28:45,770 Dogs wouldn't buy vegetables. 567 00:28:45,771 --> 00:28:46,854 Look. 568 00:28:47,563 --> 00:28:48,771 - Ahh. - Ah. 569 00:28:55,896 --> 00:28:57,896 [♪ dramatic music playing] 570 00:29:39,521 --> 00:29:42,021 [♪ dramatic music continues] 571 00:29:47,604 --> 00:29:50,396 [speaking foreign language] 572 00:30:05,854 --> 00:30:07,563 [speaking foreign language] 573 00:30:19,438 --> 00:30:21,646 [♪ dramatic music continues] 574 00:30:26,563 --> 00:30:28,313 [dog barking] 575 00:30:30,896 --> 00:30:33,563 [dogs barking, howling] 576 00:30:48,646 --> 00:30:50,146 [dog whimpers] 577 00:31:12,104 --> 00:31:13,188 [mother] Huh. 578 00:31:19,729 --> 00:31:21,521 - It's you. - [dog whimpers] 579 00:31:21,854 --> 00:31:22,688 Hi. 580 00:31:24,146 --> 00:31:26,313 - [dogs yelping] - [mother chuckles] 581 00:31:29,188 --> 00:31:30,187 No. 582 00:31:30,188 --> 00:31:32,770 - [dogs growling] - Oh! 583 00:31:32,771 --> 00:31:33,937 Stop. No! 584 00:31:33,938 --> 00:31:35,146 [screams] 585 00:31:46,854 --> 00:31:48,938 Mommy had a weird dream last night. 586 00:31:50,729 --> 00:31:52,353 Do you wanna eat on the porch? 587 00:31:52,354 --> 00:31:53,438 Yeah. 588 00:31:57,521 --> 00:31:59,688 - [door opens] - Oh, don't let the cat out. 589 00:32:05,479 --> 00:32:07,478 - [♪ eerie music playing] - [gasps] 590 00:32:07,479 --> 00:32:08,770 Oh, honey, honey. 591 00:32:08,771 --> 00:32:09,895 Yuck, yuck, yuck. Where did you get that? 592 00:32:09,896 --> 00:32:10,978 No, no, no. Put it down. 593 00:32:10,979 --> 00:32:12,437 Put it down. Yuck, yuck, yuck, yuck. 594 00:32:12,438 --> 00:32:13,771 [babbles] 595 00:32:14,854 --> 00:32:16,938 Yuck. [giggles] 596 00:32:18,396 --> 00:32:19,562 Bunny. 597 00:32:19,563 --> 00:32:20,563 [flies buzzing] 598 00:32:25,813 --> 00:32:27,062 - Come on. - Why? 599 00:32:27,063 --> 00:32:28,270 - Let's go inside, okay? - Why? 600 00:32:28,271 --> 00:32:29,562 We're gonna wash your hands. 601 00:32:29,563 --> 00:32:31,978 - Why? - Okay. It's yucky, huh? 602 00:32:31,979 --> 00:32:33,353 - We don't want-- - It's yucky. 603 00:32:33,354 --> 00:32:35,728 No, we don't wanna touch those, right? 604 00:32:35,729 --> 00:32:37,813 [♪ dramatic music playing] 605 00:32:42,646 --> 00:32:43,770 Maybe you could give me 606 00:32:43,771 --> 00:32:46,187 more of a sense of what you're looking for. 607 00:32:46,188 --> 00:32:49,937 Anything in the realm of women turning into animals, 608 00:32:49,938 --> 00:32:52,396 transformation, metamorphosis. 609 00:32:53,896 --> 00:32:54,895 I'm doing a project. 610 00:32:54,896 --> 00:32:57,353 I'm just looking for a scientific perspective. 611 00:32:57,354 --> 00:32:59,396 Or... metaphysical. 612 00:33:02,688 --> 00:33:07,520 Well, there is this book, it's labeled "mythical ethnography" 613 00:33:07,521 --> 00:33:10,062 but it's-- really, it's quite scientific. 614 00:33:10,063 --> 00:33:12,479 Field Guide to Magical Women. 615 00:33:12,938 --> 00:33:13,938 Have you heard of this? 616 00:33:20,063 --> 00:33:22,145 - Thank you, Norma. - Mm-hm. 617 00:33:22,146 --> 00:33:23,563 - We're gonna get going. - Yeah. 618 00:33:25,021 --> 00:33:28,603 [mother] "My introduction to this topic came about serendipitously. 619 00:33:28,604 --> 00:33:30,353 I was interested in the ways 620 00:33:30,354 --> 00:33:33,604 that womanhood manifests on a mythical level. 621 00:33:34,688 --> 00:33:38,187 The bird women of Peru lived in tall leafy boughs in the rainforest 622 00:33:38,188 --> 00:33:39,562 where they constructed intricate 623 00:33:39,563 --> 00:33:42,396 and breathtaking nests from sticks and reeds. 624 00:33:43,563 --> 00:33:46,937 The bird women sprouted feathers and beaks in their 60s, 625 00:33:46,938 --> 00:33:49,729 but only after they had children who had grown. 626 00:33:51,146 --> 00:33:53,146 [♪ light music playing] 627 00:33:56,729 --> 00:33:58,978 [mother] " The bird women spent the latter parts of their lives 628 00:33:58,979 --> 00:34:00,770 flitting from tree to tree, 629 00:34:00,771 --> 00:34:04,229 producing the loveliest calls and learning to fly." 630 00:34:12,313 --> 00:34:13,562 [son babbling] 631 00:34:13,563 --> 00:34:14,646 Mama, poop. 632 00:34:15,896 --> 00:34:16,979 Poop. 633 00:34:17,479 --> 00:34:18,729 [gasps] Oh, my... 634 00:34:24,063 --> 00:34:27,063 - Mac and cheese. - Mac and cheese, great. 635 00:34:28,229 --> 00:34:29,604 One more. 636 00:34:30,688 --> 00:34:31,937 Do some mac and... 637 00:34:31,938 --> 00:34:33,188 Meatloaf. 638 00:34:33,896 --> 00:34:36,062 - Can you share some...? - What's that? 639 00:34:36,063 --> 00:34:37,853 Can you share with me mac and cheese? 640 00:34:37,854 --> 00:34:40,854 Mm-hm. Yeah, we're gonna share it. That's right. 641 00:34:43,438 --> 00:34:44,813 [cashier] Oh. 642 00:34:47,229 --> 00:34:49,313 I think I'm anemic. [chuckles] 643 00:34:49,938 --> 00:34:51,979 All right. Here you go, baby. 644 00:34:52,521 --> 00:34:53,646 Let's eat. 645 00:34:55,104 --> 00:34:56,978 - Here. - I need a fork. 646 00:34:56,979 --> 00:34:58,063 Well, here. 647 00:35:02,479 --> 00:35:03,603 Uh-oh. 648 00:35:03,604 --> 00:35:06,396 [both laughing] 649 00:35:16,396 --> 00:35:17,729 Mmm... 650 00:35:22,854 --> 00:35:24,854 [laughing] 651 00:35:25,729 --> 00:35:27,187 That's real good, ain't it? 652 00:35:27,188 --> 00:35:29,271 [snarling] 653 00:35:32,771 --> 00:35:34,396 - [son roars] - [barks] 654 00:35:38,063 --> 00:35:40,229 [son roaring and growling] 655 00:35:49,563 --> 00:35:51,187 We're doggies, right? 656 00:35:51,188 --> 00:35:53,271 [both barking] 657 00:36:02,063 --> 00:36:03,354 Woof. 658 00:36:04,313 --> 00:36:06,978 So much fun to have a boy, right? 659 00:36:06,979 --> 00:36:09,645 We used to play dogs, too, my son and I. 660 00:36:09,646 --> 00:36:13,478 Oh. So much fun, and he just loved it. 661 00:36:13,479 --> 00:36:15,896 I didn't know that, that you had kids. 662 00:36:17,563 --> 00:36:20,478 [both barking] 663 00:36:20,479 --> 00:36:23,062 [Norma laughing, barking] 664 00:36:23,063 --> 00:36:26,770 [both barking] 665 00:36:26,771 --> 00:36:29,188 [all laughing] 666 00:36:39,813 --> 00:36:41,271 Oh, don't go, Norma. 667 00:36:41,729 --> 00:36:43,103 Tell me about your son. 668 00:36:43,104 --> 00:36:44,687 Did you work when he was little? 669 00:36:44,688 --> 00:36:46,853 Did you make all of the right choices? 670 00:36:46,854 --> 00:36:49,145 Is there anything that you would've done differently? 671 00:36:49,146 --> 00:36:51,145 Tell me the secrets. 672 00:36:51,146 --> 00:36:54,021 [♪ dramatic music playing] 673 00:36:59,229 --> 00:37:00,313 Dada. 674 00:37:04,146 --> 00:37:06,146 [shower running] 675 00:37:14,021 --> 00:37:16,021 [♪ eerie music playing] 676 00:37:43,146 --> 00:37:44,521 We're out of milk. 677 00:37:45,188 --> 00:37:46,228 We are? 678 00:37:46,229 --> 00:37:49,229 Yeah. We got 20 pounds of raw meat and no milk. 679 00:37:54,479 --> 00:37:55,646 Come on, buddy. 680 00:37:58,104 --> 00:37:59,729 Can you shut the door? 681 00:38:10,354 --> 00:38:11,978 [husband] I don't understand how we're out of milk. 682 00:38:11,979 --> 00:38:13,312 Because he drank it. 683 00:38:13,313 --> 00:38:15,063 Yeah, but did you know? 684 00:38:15,729 --> 00:38:16,853 Did I know? 685 00:38:16,854 --> 00:38:19,103 Did you know that we were out of milk? 686 00:38:19,104 --> 00:38:20,228 [scoffs] 687 00:38:20,229 --> 00:38:21,479 I don't know. 688 00:38:21,938 --> 00:38:23,271 What is that supposed to mean? 689 00:38:24,979 --> 00:38:27,728 This is the first shower that I have had in a week. 690 00:38:27,729 --> 00:38:29,728 I've been to the grocery store three times, 691 00:38:29,729 --> 00:38:31,353 but I haven't washed my body in four days. 692 00:38:31,354 --> 00:38:33,103 So clearly I didn't know we were out of milk 693 00:38:33,104 --> 00:38:34,520 or I would've gotten some. 694 00:38:34,521 --> 00:38:36,645 But you're welcome to go to the supermarket with our son 695 00:38:36,646 --> 00:38:37,728 and get some milk. 696 00:38:37,729 --> 00:38:39,687 Oh, and pick me up some tampons while you're there 697 00:38:39,688 --> 00:38:41,353 because I think I'm about to start to bleed 698 00:38:41,354 --> 00:38:42,853 and this one's gonna be a doozy. 699 00:38:42,854 --> 00:38:43,978 Okay. 700 00:38:43,979 --> 00:38:45,979 That's enough, all right? Jeez. 701 00:38:52,521 --> 00:38:53,728 Perfect. 702 00:38:53,729 --> 00:38:57,020 - [son] No. - "Construction site all tucked in tight." 703 00:38:57,021 --> 00:38:58,728 - No. No. - Shh. 704 00:38:58,729 --> 00:39:01,313 "The day is done, turn off the light. 705 00:39:02,229 --> 00:39:04,478 Great work today now." Shh. 706 00:39:04,479 --> 00:39:05,854 - No. - Shh. 707 00:39:07,271 --> 00:39:08,270 You don't want to go to bed? 708 00:39:08,271 --> 00:39:09,812 Go to sleep, please. 709 00:39:09,813 --> 00:39:11,103 - No. - Please go to sleep. 710 00:39:11,104 --> 00:39:12,312 I'm not going to sleep. 711 00:39:12,313 --> 00:39:14,104 [whimpers] 712 00:39:15,396 --> 00:39:16,479 No. 713 00:39:18,063 --> 00:39:19,563 No bed ever. 714 00:39:22,896 --> 00:39:25,896 [video game sounds] 715 00:39:28,854 --> 00:39:30,396 Nitro boosters. 716 00:39:30,854 --> 00:39:32,396 See you later, suckers. 717 00:39:33,563 --> 00:39:36,479 [growling] 718 00:39:38,271 --> 00:39:39,354 Is he down? 719 00:39:41,563 --> 00:39:42,563 It's your turn. 720 00:39:43,146 --> 00:39:44,478 [sighs] 721 00:39:44,479 --> 00:39:45,979 He doesn't want me. 722 00:39:47,146 --> 00:39:49,396 I don't care that he doesn't want you. 723 00:39:50,396 --> 00:39:54,312 Hey, I have been doing night-nights every night, 724 00:39:54,313 --> 00:39:57,478 of every day for 200 years, 725 00:39:57,479 --> 00:39:59,146 and it's fucking killing me. 726 00:39:59,604 --> 00:40:02,270 You have to do night-nights. It's your turn for night-nights. 727 00:40:02,271 --> 00:40:03,438 All right. 728 00:40:04,938 --> 00:40:08,146 But just for the record, I don't like the term "night-night." 729 00:40:11,146 --> 00:40:12,438 Okay. Okay. Okay. 730 00:40:14,813 --> 00:40:16,813 [groans] 731 00:40:20,271 --> 00:40:21,854 [exhales] 732 00:40:23,146 --> 00:40:24,562 [cat meows] 733 00:40:24,563 --> 00:40:27,063 No. No, no, no, no, no, no, no. 734 00:40:27,521 --> 00:40:30,228 - No, no, no, no, no, no, no. - [cat meows] 735 00:40:30,229 --> 00:40:32,353 I just-- I'm sorry. 736 00:40:32,354 --> 00:40:33,895 I'm sorry. I just-- 737 00:40:33,896 --> 00:40:38,979 I don't want anything else needing me or touching me. 738 00:40:42,396 --> 00:40:43,395 [man on TV] Over here. 739 00:40:43,396 --> 00:40:44,479 [woman] What is it? 740 00:40:44,979 --> 00:40:46,062 [man] Take a look. 741 00:40:46,063 --> 00:40:47,271 [woman] We should get out of here. 742 00:40:48,521 --> 00:40:49,770 [man] Let's split up. 743 00:40:49,771 --> 00:40:50,979 [woman] Don't leave. 744 00:40:52,354 --> 00:40:53,604 You wanna... 745 00:40:55,938 --> 00:40:57,103 you know? 746 00:40:57,104 --> 00:40:58,438 [clicks tongue] 747 00:40:59,021 --> 00:41:00,104 God, no. 748 00:41:05,854 --> 00:41:07,520 [husband exhales] 749 00:41:07,521 --> 00:41:09,645 I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. I meant like-- 750 00:41:09,646 --> 00:41:11,437 That was like-- that was a little harsh. 751 00:41:11,438 --> 00:41:13,395 Well, I'm just in so much pain. 752 00:41:13,396 --> 00:41:14,729 You have no idea. 753 00:41:15,188 --> 00:41:18,146 - Okay. Well, like, I didn't know that. - Well... 754 00:41:19,729 --> 00:41:23,521 And also, I have eight nipples now, and I fear you'll be repulsed. 755 00:41:33,646 --> 00:41:35,353 [woman on TV] No! 756 00:41:35,354 --> 00:41:37,937 [mother] "In Hindu mythology, Sarama is a she dog 757 00:41:37,938 --> 00:41:40,437 serving the warrior-god, Indra. 758 00:41:40,438 --> 00:41:44,062 She is the mother to all clawed creatures. 759 00:41:44,063 --> 00:41:48,062 In Greek mythology, the chimera embodied all things domestic 760 00:41:48,063 --> 00:41:50,645 and motherly, a goat who nurses young 761 00:41:50,646 --> 00:41:52,062 and cares for the home front 762 00:41:52,063 --> 00:41:55,687 and simultaneously possesses the qualities of a beast." 763 00:41:55,688 --> 00:41:57,562 [♪ mysterious music playing] 764 00:41:57,563 --> 00:41:59,021 [door closes] 765 00:42:01,813 --> 00:42:02,813 [girl] Mama? 766 00:42:17,729 --> 00:42:19,104 [heavy breathing] 767 00:42:20,271 --> 00:42:22,146 [soft growling] 768 00:42:30,896 --> 00:42:32,312 [mother] If my mother were still alive, 769 00:42:32,313 --> 00:42:34,604 I would have some serious questions for her. 770 00:42:39,438 --> 00:42:41,521 How did she deal with the anger, 771 00:42:42,979 --> 00:42:45,521 the resentment for all that she didn't do? 772 00:42:47,521 --> 00:42:49,770 How many women have delayed their greatness 773 00:42:49,771 --> 00:42:52,146 while the men around them didn't know what to do with theirs? 774 00:42:55,104 --> 00:42:57,938 I'd ask her if she ever regretted becoming a mother. 775 00:43:01,104 --> 00:43:03,062 Where should we go next, the mammals? 776 00:43:03,063 --> 00:43:05,312 - Sure. - [babbling] 777 00:43:05,313 --> 00:43:06,812 Yeah? You wanna go there? 778 00:43:06,813 --> 00:43:09,062 I don't-- I don't wanna go to mammals. 779 00:43:09,063 --> 00:43:11,312 I can't believe this. 780 00:43:11,313 --> 00:43:13,853 - Here you are. - Hey. Jen. Oh, wow. 781 00:43:13,854 --> 00:43:16,603 It is so weird to see you out in the wild. 782 00:43:16,604 --> 00:43:18,103 I mean, out of context. 783 00:43:18,104 --> 00:43:20,270 - Hi. I'm Jen. - Hi, Jen. 784 00:43:20,271 --> 00:43:22,729 - So nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 785 00:43:23,271 --> 00:43:26,353 So, are we gonna see you at baby yoga or tyke hike this week? 786 00:43:26,354 --> 00:43:27,603 Oh, no, another time. 787 00:43:27,604 --> 00:43:28,853 Poo. 788 00:43:28,854 --> 00:43:30,812 - Okay. Next time. - Okay. 789 00:43:30,813 --> 00:43:32,145 All right. Come on, kiddos. 790 00:43:32,146 --> 00:43:35,187 Let's go see some more dinosaur bones, right? [chuckles] 791 00:43:35,188 --> 00:43:36,646 [growls] 792 00:43:37,646 --> 00:43:38,979 [husband clears throat] 793 00:43:39,438 --> 00:43:40,771 Who the hell was that? 794 00:43:41,854 --> 00:43:43,938 She's just a mom from Book Babies. 795 00:43:44,979 --> 00:43:45,896 Hm. 796 00:43:58,188 --> 00:44:00,313 [mother] I think I'm having a bit of a realization. 797 00:44:01,479 --> 00:44:03,021 [soft chuckle] 798 00:44:03,688 --> 00:44:05,063 What's your realization? 799 00:44:12,771 --> 00:44:14,813 I don't think I'm an artist anymore. 800 00:44:16,896 --> 00:44:18,146 Oh, honey. 801 00:44:20,021 --> 00:44:22,103 I don't know why I'm getting upset. I'm not upset. 802 00:44:22,104 --> 00:44:25,313 No, no, no, you don't-- you don't seem upset at all. 803 00:44:29,354 --> 00:44:30,771 Because I just have... 804 00:44:31,688 --> 00:44:34,395 this running list of all of the things that I'm not doing every day, 805 00:44:34,396 --> 00:44:36,645 and all of the ways that I'm falling behind as an artist. 806 00:44:36,646 --> 00:44:39,396 And I think that if I could focus on what I am doing, 807 00:44:39,938 --> 00:44:42,104 then I would be much happier. 808 00:44:43,771 --> 00:44:45,978 I could-- I could see that, yeah. 809 00:44:45,979 --> 00:44:49,437 And I should focus on being the best mom that I can be 810 00:44:49,438 --> 00:44:51,437 and really enjoying these moments with him, 811 00:44:51,438 --> 00:44:53,354 because this isn't going to last. 812 00:44:55,188 --> 00:44:57,063 He's growing up so fast. 813 00:44:59,021 --> 00:45:00,021 Uh-oh. 814 00:45:02,646 --> 00:45:03,646 And besides... 815 00:45:04,688 --> 00:45:07,770 you know, being an artist is like the most silly, 816 00:45:07,771 --> 00:45:10,062 self-absorbed thing you can be. 817 00:45:10,063 --> 00:45:12,938 It's truly an embarrassing job to say out loud. 818 00:45:16,438 --> 00:45:19,187 It's just such a relief in just letting it all go, you know? 819 00:45:19,188 --> 00:45:20,604 - Good. - Yeah. 820 00:45:21,354 --> 00:45:24,563 I'm just really focusing on being in this moment with him. 821 00:45:30,521 --> 00:45:31,521 Okay. 822 00:45:33,396 --> 00:45:36,604 I mean, if that's what you want. 823 00:45:39,979 --> 00:45:41,021 Yeah. 824 00:45:43,063 --> 00:45:44,313 Okay. 825 00:45:47,771 --> 00:45:50,728 ♪ We shall sing on that beautiful shore ♪ 826 00:45:50,729 --> 00:45:52,063 [son] Mama. 827 00:45:53,646 --> 00:45:55,271 [dog howling] 828 00:46:05,354 --> 00:46:07,354 [♪ eerie music playing] 829 00:46:29,854 --> 00:46:31,563 [sniffing] 830 00:46:44,646 --> 00:46:46,645 [faint scream in distance] 831 00:46:46,646 --> 00:46:49,813 [growls softly] 832 00:46:57,604 --> 00:46:59,604 [panting] 833 00:47:04,646 --> 00:47:07,438 [mother] I am hair, and blood, and bone. 834 00:47:08,479 --> 00:47:10,103 I am instinct and anger. 835 00:47:10,104 --> 00:47:12,437 [growling] 836 00:47:12,438 --> 00:47:14,270 [♪ tense music playing] 837 00:47:14,271 --> 00:47:16,313 I know nothing but the night air. 838 00:47:20,313 --> 00:47:21,854 I have one thought. 839 00:47:22,479 --> 00:47:24,646 I am an animal. 840 00:47:36,688 --> 00:47:38,353 [howls] 841 00:47:38,354 --> 00:47:41,562 [♪ dramatic music playing] 842 00:47:41,563 --> 00:47:43,646 [growling] 843 00:47:59,104 --> 00:48:01,104 [sniffing] 844 00:48:03,521 --> 00:48:05,146 [mother] I'm gonna crush its skull. 845 00:48:05,646 --> 00:48:06,688 [barking] 846 00:48:08,229 --> 00:48:11,063 [grunts] Blood! Blood, blood, blood! 847 00:48:12,771 --> 00:48:13,854 Ooh, blood! 848 00:48:18,688 --> 00:48:22,478 I was once a girl, then a woman, 849 00:48:22,479 --> 00:48:24,979 a bride, a mother, 850 00:48:25,771 --> 00:48:28,229 and now I will be this. 851 00:48:33,646 --> 00:48:34,896 Where did you go? 852 00:48:37,396 --> 00:48:38,771 I went for a run. 853 00:48:39,729 --> 00:48:41,229 I needed to clear my mind. 854 00:48:48,313 --> 00:48:49,896 Did you run barefoot? 855 00:48:55,021 --> 00:48:56,438 You're so dirty. 856 00:49:00,354 --> 00:49:01,646 Can I get in? 857 00:49:03,354 --> 00:49:04,437 Sure. 858 00:49:04,438 --> 00:49:06,521 [♪ dramatic music playing] 859 00:49:16,313 --> 00:49:17,770 [mother] I am a woman. 860 00:49:17,771 --> 00:49:19,896 I am an animal. 861 00:49:20,438 --> 00:49:23,354 I am new and also ancient. 862 00:49:23,938 --> 00:49:25,562 [moans] 863 00:49:25,563 --> 00:49:29,021 I have been ashamed, but I will be no more. 864 00:49:30,063 --> 00:49:32,228 - Okay. Say, "Bye." - [son] Bye. 865 00:49:32,229 --> 00:49:33,812 [mother] Can you give a good wave to Daddy? 866 00:49:33,813 --> 00:49:35,978 - Bye, Daddy. - Bye, Daddy. 867 00:49:35,979 --> 00:49:37,729 There he goes. 868 00:49:38,229 --> 00:49:39,687 Wave goodbye. 869 00:49:39,688 --> 00:49:41,770 - [son] Bye. - Yeah. 870 00:49:41,771 --> 00:49:43,062 [exclaims] 871 00:49:43,063 --> 00:49:45,020 - Should we go have some fun? - What? 872 00:49:45,021 --> 00:49:46,645 [♪ upbeat music playing, "Weird Al" Yankovic, "Dare to Be Stupid"] 873 00:49:46,646 --> 00:49:48,270 Should we do this? 874 00:49:48,271 --> 00:49:50,145 Should we act like doggies? 875 00:49:50,146 --> 00:49:52,604 [barks, giggling] 876 00:49:54,646 --> 00:49:56,978 ♪ Put down that chainsaw and listen to me ♪ 877 00:49:56,979 --> 00:49:59,063 ♪ It's time for us to join in the fight ♪ 878 00:49:59,854 --> 00:50:02,395 ♪ It's time to let your babies grow up to be cowboys ♪ 879 00:50:02,396 --> 00:50:04,645 ♪ It's time to let the bedbugs bite ♪ 880 00:50:04,646 --> 00:50:07,562 ♪ Settle down, raise a family join the PTA ♪ 881 00:50:07,563 --> 00:50:10,187 ♪ Buy some sensible shoes and a Chevrolet ♪ 882 00:50:10,188 --> 00:50:11,853 ♪ Then party 'til you're broke... ♪ 883 00:50:11,854 --> 00:50:16,021 - Oh, no, no, no. Oh, that's-- You! - [giggling] 884 00:50:16,646 --> 00:50:17,979 ♪ Let's go ♪ 885 00:50:20,813 --> 00:50:22,854 [mother] Squirrel. Let's go get it. 886 00:50:24,688 --> 00:50:25,687 Come on. 887 00:50:25,688 --> 00:50:27,645 Maybe this is the secret to happiness. 888 00:50:27,646 --> 00:50:28,978 [barking] 889 00:50:28,979 --> 00:50:31,313 We're just animals. 890 00:50:33,729 --> 00:50:36,813 Are you hiding out on a boat, you silly puppy? 891 00:50:37,229 --> 00:50:39,103 - Should I do ears? - Yes. 892 00:50:39,104 --> 00:50:41,188 [laughing] 893 00:50:46,604 --> 00:50:49,270 It's for you. 894 00:50:49,271 --> 00:50:51,396 Look. Look at this. 895 00:50:53,604 --> 00:50:57,187 And do doggies go night-night in their own beds? 896 00:50:57,188 --> 00:50:59,146 Yes, they do. 897 00:51:00,563 --> 00:51:03,521 And do doggies need binkies? 898 00:51:04,563 --> 00:51:06,103 No. 899 00:51:06,104 --> 00:51:07,729 That's so silly. 900 00:51:10,438 --> 00:51:12,062 ♪ Dare to be stupid ♪ 901 00:51:12,063 --> 00:51:14,146 [growls] 902 00:51:15,438 --> 00:51:17,853 - [son] Woof. - All right. 903 00:51:17,854 --> 00:51:19,438 Goodnight, doggy. 904 00:51:20,021 --> 00:51:22,395 ♪ Bite the hand that feeds you ♪ 905 00:51:22,396 --> 00:51:24,853 ♪ Bite off more than you chew ♪ 906 00:51:24,854 --> 00:51:26,603 ♪ What can you do? ♪ 907 00:51:26,604 --> 00:51:28,062 ♪ Dare to be stupid ♪ 908 00:51:28,063 --> 00:51:30,562 ♪ Take some wooden nickels ♪ 909 00:51:30,563 --> 00:51:33,187 ♪ Look for Mr. Goodbar ♪ 910 00:51:33,188 --> 00:51:35,645 ♪ Get your mojo working now ♪ 911 00:51:35,646 --> 00:51:37,145 ♪ I'll show you how ♪ 912 00:51:37,146 --> 00:51:39,228 ♪ Dare to be stupid ♪ 913 00:51:39,229 --> 00:51:41,603 ♪ You can turn the other cheek ♪ - ♪ ...the other cheek ♪ 914 00:51:41,604 --> 00:51:44,228 ♪ You can just give up the ship ♪ 915 00:51:44,229 --> 00:51:47,978 ♪ You can eat a lot of sushi never leave a tip ♪ 916 00:51:47,979 --> 00:51:49,729 ♪ Dare to be stupid ♪ 917 00:51:50,188 --> 00:51:51,979 - ♪ Come on and dare to be stupid ♪ - ♪ Dare to be stupid ♪ 918 00:51:53,146 --> 00:51:55,520 There you go, come on. 919 00:51:55,521 --> 00:51:56,729 There. 920 00:51:59,896 --> 00:52:01,103 Hi, Norma. 921 00:52:01,104 --> 00:52:02,937 Look, baby, it's Norma. 922 00:52:02,938 --> 00:52:04,478 Shh. It's a quiet area. 923 00:52:04,479 --> 00:52:06,978 I just wanted to thank you for that book recommendation. 924 00:52:06,979 --> 00:52:09,395 I have to say, it was exactly what I was looking for. 925 00:52:09,396 --> 00:52:11,062 Just doing my job. 926 00:52:11,063 --> 00:52:12,688 [mouthing] 927 00:52:15,271 --> 00:52:17,270 Well, look what the cat dragged in. 928 00:52:17,271 --> 00:52:19,853 - Hi, ladies. - Hi. 929 00:52:19,854 --> 00:52:21,520 - He's a dog today. - Oh. 930 00:52:21,521 --> 00:52:22,937 - Sure. - Yeah. 931 00:52:22,938 --> 00:52:25,937 - Cute. - [man] "Wheels on the Bus," everyone. 932 00:52:25,938 --> 00:52:27,645 - Yeah. Here. I save you a seat. - Thank you. 933 00:52:27,646 --> 00:52:32,020 ♪ The wheels on the bus go round and round ♪ 934 00:52:32,021 --> 00:52:35,437 ♪ Round and round, round and round ♪ 935 00:52:35,438 --> 00:52:39,645 ♪ The wheels on the bus go round and round ♪ 936 00:52:39,646 --> 00:52:42,437 ♪ All through the town ♪ 937 00:52:42,438 --> 00:52:44,312 You're not you anymore. 938 00:52:44,313 --> 00:52:47,812 Oh, my God, you should join us for our Friday morning hike, right? 939 00:52:47,813 --> 00:52:49,228 - Yeah. - Yes. 940 00:52:49,229 --> 00:52:50,978 No, I really don't hike. 941 00:52:50,979 --> 00:52:52,603 Oh, no. [laughs] Don't worry. 942 00:52:52,604 --> 00:52:54,395 We don't do anything too major. 943 00:52:54,396 --> 00:52:57,353 You know, just a few miles early in the morning before it gets too hot. 944 00:52:57,354 --> 00:52:58,562 Sounds awful. 945 00:52:58,563 --> 00:53:01,228 [all laughing] 946 00:53:01,229 --> 00:53:04,771 You're so funny. Oh, you're so funny. 947 00:53:05,271 --> 00:53:06,813 [woman] I can't hike far these days. 948 00:53:07,229 --> 00:53:08,978 Oh, yeah, how are you feeling? May I? 949 00:53:08,979 --> 00:53:10,438 Of course. 950 00:53:14,896 --> 00:53:17,063 You smell like strawberries. 951 00:53:19,354 --> 00:53:20,771 Strawberry shampoo. 952 00:53:21,563 --> 00:53:22,604 What was that? 953 00:53:23,521 --> 00:53:26,645 Sorry, my sense of smell is just really strong right now. 954 00:53:26,646 --> 00:53:29,895 Tell me about it. I threw up from the smell of the trash this morning. 955 00:53:29,896 --> 00:53:32,145 That's because you're pregnant. 956 00:53:32,146 --> 00:53:33,896 That's where it all starts. 957 00:53:34,313 --> 00:53:36,895 There's a change in our genetic makeup. 958 00:53:36,896 --> 00:53:40,645 Nobody talks about the cellular change that happens when we become mothers. 959 00:53:40,646 --> 00:53:42,312 Yes, nobody does. 960 00:53:42,313 --> 00:53:45,728 Nobody tells you that you're never gonna jump on 961 00:53:45,729 --> 00:53:48,562 a trampoline again either. Right? 962 00:53:48,563 --> 00:53:50,645 Not to mention, that the whole concept of motherhood 963 00:53:50,646 --> 00:53:52,478 that we're sold is such bullshit. 964 00:53:52,479 --> 00:53:55,312 You're going to be expected to figure the whole thing out 965 00:53:55,313 --> 00:53:58,978 on your own without any village to speak of. 966 00:53:58,979 --> 00:54:01,603 You're going to get no maternal benefits from the government. 967 00:54:01,604 --> 00:54:04,103 You're going to get mocked by popular culture. 968 00:54:04,104 --> 00:54:07,270 And-and there's basically a billion-dollar industry 969 00:54:07,271 --> 00:54:10,688 that's designing products to make you feel like you're a terrible mother. 970 00:54:14,729 --> 00:54:18,729 But seriously, congratulations. 971 00:54:20,813 --> 00:54:23,228 I mean, you're totally right. 972 00:54:23,229 --> 00:54:26,728 My sister who lives in Berlin now got two years paid maternity leave. 973 00:54:26,729 --> 00:54:27,854 Wow. 974 00:54:29,354 --> 00:54:31,813 I can't believe I'm gonna go through this all again. 975 00:54:32,979 --> 00:54:34,021 Birth. 976 00:54:36,813 --> 00:54:39,146 That's so fucking intense. 977 00:54:40,229 --> 00:54:41,896 How do you think Daniel will do? 978 00:54:42,646 --> 00:54:44,353 He always tells the story of my first birth 979 00:54:44,354 --> 00:54:47,770 and how the doctor turned around said, "It's time to get that baby out." 980 00:54:47,771 --> 00:54:50,603 And there was a vein popping on my forehead. 981 00:54:50,604 --> 00:54:52,854 I was like a wild animal. 982 00:54:53,813 --> 00:54:54,938 Yeah, a wild animal. 983 00:54:57,354 --> 00:54:59,020 Oh, my God, yes. 984 00:54:59,021 --> 00:55:00,770 My husband said the same thing, 985 00:55:00,771 --> 00:55:04,479 that the sounds coming out of me were pure animal. 986 00:55:07,146 --> 00:55:08,645 He almost passed out. 987 00:55:08,646 --> 00:55:11,313 - I mean, he's not good with blood, but-- - Yeah, right. 988 00:55:13,771 --> 00:55:17,813 Do you ever feel like the big secret is that we are gods? 989 00:55:20,646 --> 00:55:21,688 What? 990 00:55:23,771 --> 00:55:26,478 We fucking create life. 991 00:55:26,479 --> 00:55:28,145 We make life. 992 00:55:28,146 --> 00:55:29,812 [♪ dramatic music playing] 993 00:55:29,813 --> 00:55:31,438 We are so powerful. 994 00:55:33,271 --> 00:55:36,395 [chuckles] I bet men are terrified of us. I mean, look at you. 995 00:55:36,396 --> 00:55:41,604 You are this miraculous goddess growing bones as we speak. 996 00:55:46,063 --> 00:55:47,604 I am pretty powerful. 997 00:55:57,146 --> 00:55:58,020 Oh... 998 00:55:58,021 --> 00:55:59,396 - Wow. - Yeah. 999 00:56:02,146 --> 00:56:04,770 I guess I just don't fully understand. 1000 00:56:04,771 --> 00:56:07,563 It's just a game. We play dogs, and he loves it. 1001 00:56:08,313 --> 00:56:09,521 Hm. 1002 00:56:12,813 --> 00:56:14,770 And he's eating out of dog bowls? 1003 00:56:14,771 --> 00:56:16,520 Sometimes. 1004 00:56:16,521 --> 00:56:19,145 Yes, sometimes we eat out of perfectly new, 1005 00:56:19,146 --> 00:56:21,563 never been used by a real dog, dog bowls. 1006 00:56:23,188 --> 00:56:25,520 And he's-he's-he's wearing a collar? 1007 00:56:25,521 --> 00:56:27,937 [mother] Well, he wanted to be domesticated. 1008 00:56:27,938 --> 00:56:30,104 [chuckles] I was against it, but... 1009 00:56:32,104 --> 00:56:35,562 - All right. - And he sleeps in a dog bed. 1010 00:56:35,563 --> 00:56:38,020 - What now? - No, but I don't have to lie with him 1011 00:56:38,021 --> 00:56:39,728 for hours until he falls asleep. 1012 00:56:39,729 --> 00:56:42,228 I just give him a little growl, 1013 00:56:42,229 --> 00:56:44,353 and then he gets into bed on his own, 1014 00:56:44,354 --> 00:56:46,353 and he falls asleep without his binky. 1015 00:56:46,354 --> 00:56:47,563 It's a miracle. 1016 00:56:51,438 --> 00:56:55,187 Look, I don't wanna be critical, but don't you think 1017 00:56:55,188 --> 00:56:57,604 this might be a little bit confusing for him? 1018 00:56:58,729 --> 00:57:00,103 Well, for him or for you? 1019 00:57:00,104 --> 00:57:02,978 Come on. You gotta admit this is a little bit weird. 1020 00:57:02,979 --> 00:57:05,437 No, I don't. I don't see what the problem is. 1021 00:57:05,438 --> 00:57:07,812 He is sleeping, which means I'm sleeping for the first time 1022 00:57:07,813 --> 00:57:10,770 in two fucking years, and I'm getting plenty of exercise. 1023 00:57:10,771 --> 00:57:13,728 So my back doesn't hurt when I wake up anymore. 1024 00:57:13,729 --> 00:57:17,188 I mean, I'm just trying to have some fun. 1025 00:57:18,313 --> 00:57:19,687 When did you become so uptight? 1026 00:57:19,688 --> 00:57:21,895 [panting, grunting] 1027 00:57:21,896 --> 00:57:23,270 - Bite my neck. - Huh? 1028 00:57:23,271 --> 00:57:24,520 Bite my neck. 1029 00:57:24,521 --> 00:57:25,646 Okay. 1030 00:57:27,271 --> 00:57:29,729 [moaning] 1031 00:57:36,313 --> 00:57:37,563 Can you speak? 1032 00:57:38,396 --> 00:57:40,853 - Woof! - Oh, good job. 1033 00:57:40,854 --> 00:57:42,853 - Woof speak. - There you go. 1034 00:57:42,854 --> 00:57:44,396 [chuckles] 1035 00:57:45,854 --> 00:57:48,270 It's just a little party trick we're working on. 1036 00:57:48,271 --> 00:57:50,563 Right, the, uh, the dog thing. 1037 00:57:51,229 --> 00:57:53,145 Oh, you feel left out, honey? 1038 00:57:53,146 --> 00:57:54,645 No. 1039 00:57:54,646 --> 00:57:55,938 [mother] Here you go. 1040 00:57:57,146 --> 00:57:58,520 - Beg. - Mm-mm. 1041 00:57:58,521 --> 00:57:59,646 Beg. 1042 00:58:02,271 --> 00:58:03,270 [pants] 1043 00:58:03,271 --> 00:58:04,395 [pants 1044 00:58:04,396 --> 00:58:05,895 Good boy. 1045 00:58:05,896 --> 00:58:06,937 [cat meows] 1046 00:58:06,938 --> 00:58:08,895 Oh, gosh, shut up. 1047 00:58:08,896 --> 00:58:10,895 We fed you, you stupid animal. 1048 00:58:10,896 --> 00:58:12,478 Stupid animal. 1049 00:58:12,479 --> 00:58:15,270 Oh, kitty, kitty, kitty. 1050 00:58:15,271 --> 00:58:19,062 I'm gonna throw you up on the roof and let you starve to death up there. 1051 00:58:19,063 --> 00:58:22,353 And maybe a chicken hawk will swoop down and grab him in its talons 1052 00:58:22,354 --> 00:58:24,853 while he's up there and then take him up into the sky 1053 00:58:24,854 --> 00:58:28,437 and drop him from a very high height 1054 00:58:28,438 --> 00:58:33,562 into a deep quarry, where heaving mining equipment 1055 00:58:33,563 --> 00:58:37,313 with caterpillar treads will repeatedly run over its broken corpse. 1056 00:58:43,438 --> 00:58:46,520 - Where's the tunnel? - Right there. That's the tunnel. 1057 00:58:46,521 --> 00:58:47,853 - It's gonna blow the horn. - [horn toots] 1058 00:58:47,854 --> 00:58:49,312 Yee-haw! 1059 00:58:49,313 --> 00:58:50,395 Hi. 1060 00:58:50,396 --> 00:58:51,853 Yee-haw! 1061 00:58:51,854 --> 00:58:53,938 [♪ carnival music playing] 1062 00:58:57,979 --> 00:59:01,812 Hey, I took your advice, and I made a plan for us, a schedule. 1063 00:59:01,813 --> 00:59:03,728 - Oh, great. - Yeah. 1064 00:59:03,729 --> 00:59:05,437 No, come see. 1065 00:59:05,438 --> 00:59:07,853 Okay. So Monday, it's gymnastics play space. 1066 00:59:07,854 --> 00:59:10,437 Tuesday is Book Babies at the libraries, my fave. 1067 00:59:10,438 --> 00:59:12,478 Wednesdays, mommy baby yoga. 1068 00:59:12,479 --> 00:59:14,145 Thursday is free day. See? 1069 00:59:14,146 --> 00:59:16,645 And Friday is a tyke hike. 1070 00:59:16,646 --> 00:59:17,895 See the pictures? 1071 00:59:17,896 --> 00:59:19,437 - Wow. - Yeah. 1072 00:59:19,438 --> 00:59:21,395 - Okay. - [chuckles] Because if I'm gonna do this, 1073 00:59:21,396 --> 00:59:24,521 I should just really commit, right? 1074 00:59:25,646 --> 00:59:26,937 - Right. - Right. 1075 00:59:26,938 --> 00:59:28,354 [exclaims] 1076 00:59:28,813 --> 00:59:31,478 Um, oh, you remember that I said that I would meet up with my friends 1077 00:59:31,479 --> 00:59:33,728 from grad school in the city tonight, right? 1078 00:59:33,729 --> 00:59:36,188 Yes. Yes, I'm babysittin'. 1079 00:59:36,813 --> 00:59:38,978 It's not babysitting when it's your own kid. 1080 00:59:38,979 --> 00:59:40,812 Whatever. You know what I mean. 1081 00:59:40,813 --> 00:59:44,687 I'm on bedtime duty and you're going to have a grownup dinner. 1082 00:59:44,688 --> 00:59:48,270 Yeah. 9:00 p.m. which is four hours later than I usually eat. 1083 00:59:48,271 --> 00:59:50,354 [♪ rock music playing] 1084 00:59:55,313 --> 00:59:59,312 ♪ The wheels on the bus go round and round ♪ 1085 00:59:59,313 --> 01:00:02,312 ♪ Round and round, round and round ♪ 1086 01:00:02,313 --> 01:00:04,396 [patrons chattering] 1087 01:00:10,354 --> 01:00:12,895 It's got like an ironic wink to it. 1088 01:00:12,896 --> 01:00:14,562 I didn't get that. 1089 01:00:14,563 --> 01:00:18,437 I feel you have to come from a certain background to feel that irony. 1090 01:00:18,438 --> 01:00:19,395 [chuckles] 1091 01:00:19,396 --> 01:00:24,020 You know, work that is examining social media like my piece is tricky. 1092 01:00:24,021 --> 01:00:26,603 - We've lost some objectivity. - Right. 1093 01:00:26,604 --> 01:00:30,396 [woman] I'm working on a video piece about one woman's day, 1094 01:00:31,021 --> 01:00:33,687 taking over 24 hours side by side with an actress 1095 01:00:33,688 --> 01:00:37,728 who is acting out that same day in that very same space. 1096 01:00:37,729 --> 01:00:39,562 Masturbating, shitting. 1097 01:00:39,563 --> 01:00:42,062 But how will you know which woman is the woman? 1098 01:00:42,063 --> 01:00:43,562 Exactly. 1099 01:00:43,563 --> 01:00:44,937 That's the genius of it. 1100 01:00:44,938 --> 01:00:46,437 What it is to be watched. 1101 01:00:46,438 --> 01:00:48,020 Is anyone not watched? 1102 01:00:48,021 --> 01:00:50,688 Wow. That sounds really interesting. 1103 01:00:54,563 --> 01:00:56,520 Are you working on anything? 1104 01:00:56,521 --> 01:00:58,353 - Me? - Mm-hm. 1105 01:00:58,354 --> 01:01:00,813 Oh, um... No, no. 1106 01:01:01,646 --> 01:01:03,603 No, I'm not really working on anything. 1107 01:01:03,604 --> 01:01:04,729 Nope. 1108 01:01:07,563 --> 01:01:09,437 [waiter] We have a beautiful sea bass tonight. 1109 01:01:09,438 --> 01:01:11,103 It's served in a white wine reduction. 1110 01:01:11,104 --> 01:01:14,937 We also have homemade cavatelli with chanterelles and fiddlehead ferns. 1111 01:01:14,938 --> 01:01:16,938 [chuckles] 1112 01:01:18,396 --> 01:01:19,438 What's funny? 1113 01:01:20,271 --> 01:01:21,603 Oh, yeah. 1114 01:01:21,604 --> 01:01:25,063 Just my son and I, we have this joke about fiddlehead ferns. 1115 01:01:26,313 --> 01:01:29,521 It's like we call them fiddle dee-dee ferns. [chuckles] 1116 01:01:34,896 --> 01:01:37,937 I guess you just had to be there because he has this two-year-old lisp. 1117 01:01:37,938 --> 01:01:40,396 He can't really say the fiddle dee-dee. 1118 01:01:44,979 --> 01:01:47,853 Could I have the cavatelli, but without the chanterelle? 1119 01:01:47,854 --> 01:01:48,979 [waiter] Yes. 1120 01:01:53,188 --> 01:01:55,229 I'll have the... 1121 01:01:56,063 --> 01:01:57,979 - the kale salad, please. - What? 1122 01:01:58,979 --> 01:02:00,020 Kale salad. 1123 01:02:00,021 --> 01:02:01,104 What? 1124 01:02:01,646 --> 01:02:03,562 Um, the kale salad. 1125 01:02:03,563 --> 01:02:05,771 And another Manhattan. 1126 01:02:08,521 --> 01:02:09,687 [waiter] And for you? 1127 01:02:09,688 --> 01:02:12,146 Mm. I'll have the lamb. 1128 01:02:15,146 --> 01:02:16,188 So Naya? 1129 01:02:16,729 --> 01:02:18,478 - Naya? - Hm? 1130 01:02:18,479 --> 01:02:19,978 How's Liliana doing? 1131 01:02:19,979 --> 01:02:21,937 - Is she six now? - Yes. 1132 01:02:21,938 --> 01:02:23,895 She's in first grade at the music academy. 1133 01:02:23,896 --> 01:02:28,770 And she's really into the cello, as well the violin. 1134 01:02:28,771 --> 01:02:31,603 It's just amazing watching her blossom, you know? 1135 01:02:31,604 --> 01:02:33,145 Wow. 1136 01:02:33,146 --> 01:02:37,353 Is-is it ever hard to balance it all, 1137 01:02:37,354 --> 01:02:39,187 like, motherhood and art? 1138 01:02:39,188 --> 01:02:40,646 Not really. 1139 01:02:41,438 --> 01:02:42,938 I mean, listen, I couldn't do it without Christie. 1140 01:02:43,396 --> 01:02:45,520 Thank God for my nanny. [chuckles] 1141 01:02:45,521 --> 01:02:46,978 But... 1142 01:02:46,979 --> 01:02:49,603 I guess I'm a better mom because of my work. 1143 01:02:49,604 --> 01:02:50,687 Yeah. 1144 01:02:50,688 --> 01:02:53,813 And I just, I haven't lost myself, you know? 1145 01:02:54,438 --> 01:02:56,395 [man] Mm-hm. 1146 01:02:56,396 --> 01:02:57,479 [Naya] Oh, Freida... 1147 01:02:58,188 --> 01:03:00,353 application for the Founder's Grant. 1148 01:03:00,354 --> 01:03:02,062 - Did you get it in? - [Freida] Barely. 1149 01:03:02,063 --> 01:03:04,062 - I turned it in at like 2:00 a.m. - [Naya] What? 1150 01:03:04,063 --> 01:03:05,270 [Freida] Like a fucking idiot. 1151 01:03:05,271 --> 01:03:06,354 You? 1152 01:03:07,063 --> 01:03:09,895 - [Naya] I did it weeks ago. - [man] Mm. 1153 01:03:09,896 --> 01:03:12,271 [Naya] And now we wait. 1154 01:03:13,854 --> 01:03:17,187 Well, I haven't even turned in my application. 1155 01:03:17,188 --> 01:03:18,563 What am I gonna do? 1156 01:03:21,271 --> 01:03:24,395 Yeah, I bet everybody's wondering where's my application. 1157 01:03:24,396 --> 01:03:25,645 - [man] Sorry. - [Naya] We just got here. 1158 01:03:25,646 --> 01:03:27,437 [Freida] I was just asking how long does it take 1159 01:03:27,438 --> 01:03:28,812 - for a table to get ready? - [Naya] What are you doing? 1160 01:03:28,813 --> 01:03:30,812 - [man] Whatever we wanted. - [Naya] You know what? 1161 01:03:30,813 --> 01:03:32,687 - Next time you pick the restaurant. - [waiter] The kale for you, ma'am. 1162 01:03:32,688 --> 01:03:34,478 [Naya] You do this all the time. 1163 01:03:34,479 --> 01:03:36,437 - No, like, she-- - It's actually more of a meditation 1164 01:03:36,438 --> 01:03:39,520 - I believe from the perspective. - Let's just call a spade a spade. 1165 01:03:39,521 --> 01:03:41,853 The show was the most important artistic event of our lifetime. 1166 01:03:41,854 --> 01:03:44,603 - Yeah. I just don't see it that way. - [woman] Yeah, but you always disagree. 1167 01:03:44,604 --> 01:03:46,353 [woman] Yeah, I think that's a little bit overrated. 1168 01:03:46,354 --> 01:03:48,562 [Naya] You're so hyperbolic. I mean... 1169 01:03:48,563 --> 01:03:50,937 [woman] ...people was trash, and what was art? 1170 01:03:50,938 --> 01:03:52,521 I thought that went great. 1171 01:03:53,604 --> 01:03:55,521 I am a Zen cow. 1172 01:03:57,021 --> 01:03:58,646 I'm a Zen cow... 1173 01:03:59,813 --> 01:04:01,729 in a soothing green... 1174 01:04:02,896 --> 01:04:03,979 pasture. 1175 01:04:05,313 --> 01:04:06,688 [chokes] 1176 01:04:09,063 --> 01:04:10,354 Can I have, um... 1177 01:04:18,729 --> 01:04:19,729 Oh... 1178 01:04:20,688 --> 01:04:21,896 This kale. 1179 01:04:24,604 --> 01:04:25,729 It's just... 1180 01:04:26,521 --> 01:04:28,563 pushing it down further... 1181 01:04:29,896 --> 01:04:31,063 all of them, 1182 01:04:31,729 --> 01:04:33,645 rage and disappointment. 1183 01:04:33,646 --> 01:04:35,520 I thought that I had digested it, 1184 01:04:35,521 --> 01:04:39,188 but it is still down there just burning a hole in me. 1185 01:04:41,063 --> 01:04:43,813 And the woman that I used to be, this... 1186 01:04:44,979 --> 01:04:46,478 talented... 1187 01:04:46,479 --> 01:04:49,229 plucky young woman with big ideas, 1188 01:04:49,771 --> 01:04:51,271 she's down there also... 1189 01:04:52,729 --> 01:04:54,479 in my intestines... 1190 01:04:55,229 --> 01:04:56,771 buried in kale. 1191 01:04:57,979 --> 01:04:59,646 She's biding her time. 1192 01:05:01,479 --> 01:05:03,021 Or maybe she's dead. 1193 01:05:03,813 --> 01:05:05,771 [chuckles] She suffocated. 1194 01:05:06,979 --> 01:05:09,938 [background laughter and chatter echoing] 1195 01:05:11,313 --> 01:05:12,771 And here I am... 1196 01:05:15,771 --> 01:05:17,271 up here in this... 1197 01:05:18,354 --> 01:05:21,854 beautiful lighting of this beautiful fucking restaurant, 1198 01:05:23,271 --> 01:05:24,604 just this... 1199 01:05:27,396 --> 01:05:29,563 middle-aged saggy mom with... 1200 01:05:30,521 --> 01:05:33,854 nothing intelligent to add to the conversation... 1201 01:05:38,229 --> 01:05:39,854 Insignificant. 1202 01:05:46,604 --> 01:05:50,478 [woman] Have you seen Jermaine's installation at the Armature? 1203 01:05:50,479 --> 01:05:53,103 [man] I'm dying to get to the nighttime exhibit at Art Lucerne. 1204 01:05:53,104 --> 01:05:54,937 [Naya] Oh, me too. We should go together. 1205 01:05:54,938 --> 01:05:56,270 [Freida] Now, that-- both were incredible. 1206 01:05:56,271 --> 01:05:57,853 Yes. But you do need to... 1207 01:05:57,854 --> 01:06:00,978 Yeah, you need to trust me and knock it out there. 1208 01:06:00,979 --> 01:06:02,978 [chattering continues indistinct] 1209 01:06:02,979 --> 01:06:05,645 [Freida] Oh, I'm sure she's able to get a lens... 1210 01:06:05,646 --> 01:06:08,312 whoever bought it for the show. 1211 01:06:08,313 --> 01:06:09,895 - The value only goes up. - [Naya] Yeah, absolutely. 1212 01:06:09,896 --> 01:06:12,021 Ugh, this kale is not sitting well. 1213 01:06:12,479 --> 01:06:13,395 [belches] 1214 01:06:13,396 --> 01:06:15,187 - [chair screeches] - [gasps] 1215 01:06:15,188 --> 01:06:16,729 What the fuck? 1216 01:06:20,021 --> 01:06:21,437 [barks] 1217 01:06:21,438 --> 01:06:22,770 [patrons gasping] 1218 01:06:22,771 --> 01:06:24,563 [barks] 1219 01:06:25,104 --> 01:06:26,146 Oh, my God. 1220 01:06:28,396 --> 01:06:30,854 I could crush a walnut with my vagina. 1221 01:06:31,646 --> 01:06:34,021 [woman] Oh, my... What? 1222 01:06:36,271 --> 01:06:38,313 [♪ dramatic music playing] 1223 01:06:43,979 --> 01:06:45,979 [growling] 1224 01:06:52,646 --> 01:06:54,228 [howls] 1225 01:06:54,229 --> 01:06:55,603 [car tires screeching] 1226 01:06:55,604 --> 01:06:57,521 [honking] 1227 01:07:00,396 --> 01:07:02,812 [♪ dramatic music playing, AURORA, "Blood in the Wine"] 1228 01:07:02,813 --> 01:07:05,520 ♪ Come on and feel the love like a sinner ♪ 1229 01:07:05,521 --> 01:07:08,145 ♪ Shout it louder ♪ 1230 01:07:08,146 --> 01:07:11,520 ♪ Shout it for the ones who could never say ♪ 1231 01:07:11,521 --> 01:07:14,146 [mother] I wanna run and never come back. 1232 01:07:14,604 --> 01:07:17,688 I wanna never brush my hair ever again. 1233 01:07:18,521 --> 01:07:20,146 I want to stink. 1234 01:07:21,688 --> 01:07:23,021 I wanna be an artist, 1235 01:07:24,271 --> 01:07:25,354 and a woman, 1236 01:07:26,271 --> 01:07:27,479 and a mother. 1237 01:07:28,563 --> 01:07:29,771 I mean a monster. 1238 01:07:30,813 --> 01:07:33,645 I want to be a monster. 1239 01:07:33,646 --> 01:07:36,062 Oh, it's disgusting. 1240 01:07:36,063 --> 01:07:37,520 [cat meows] 1241 01:07:37,521 --> 01:07:40,020 ♪ Shout it louder ♪ 1242 01:07:40,021 --> 01:07:43,271 ♪ Not a sinner, she's a lover ♪ 1243 01:07:47,063 --> 01:07:50,145 [dogs barking in distance] 1244 01:07:50,146 --> 01:07:52,353 ♪ I was given a heart ♪ 1245 01:07:52,354 --> 01:07:54,438 [growling] 1246 01:07:55,313 --> 01:07:57,853 ♪ A thirst for pleasure and war ♪ 1247 01:07:57,854 --> 01:07:59,937 ♪ A hunger we keep inside ♪ 1248 01:07:59,938 --> 01:08:02,020 ♪ We fell from sky with grace ♪ 1249 01:08:02,021 --> 01:08:04,562 ♪ And life gave us a sweeter taste ♪ 1250 01:08:04,563 --> 01:08:08,687 ♪ You can drink, you can feast ♪ 1251 01:08:08,688 --> 01:08:12,813 ♪ There's beauty in your beast ♪ 1252 01:08:13,854 --> 01:08:15,562 [barks] 1253 01:08:15,563 --> 01:08:18,103 - ♪ Come on, and feel alive, lover ♪ - [dogs barking] 1254 01:08:18,104 --> 01:08:20,728 ♪ Come on and feel the love like a sinner ♪ 1255 01:08:20,729 --> 01:08:23,562 ♪ Shout it louder ♪ 1256 01:08:23,563 --> 01:08:26,145 ♪ Not a sinner, she's a lover ♪ 1257 01:08:26,146 --> 01:08:28,896 - [cat screeching] - [dog barking] 1258 01:08:47,979 --> 01:08:49,229 Mama. 1259 01:09:03,688 --> 01:09:06,188 [breathing heavily] 1260 01:09:08,021 --> 01:09:10,021 [children screaming] 1261 01:09:15,979 --> 01:09:17,479 [child laughter echoes] 1262 01:09:24,563 --> 01:09:26,229 [dog barking in distance] 1263 01:09:33,063 --> 01:09:34,104 Baby? 1264 01:09:36,771 --> 01:09:37,854 [woman] Okay. 1265 01:09:39,188 --> 01:09:40,271 Come down. 1266 01:09:40,938 --> 01:09:41,979 You got it. 1267 01:09:42,521 --> 01:09:44,271 [girl screams] 1268 01:09:49,771 --> 01:09:50,979 Baby? 1269 01:09:52,104 --> 01:09:54,103 Have you seen a little boy? 1270 01:09:54,104 --> 01:09:55,395 - He's blonde. - [woman] No. 1271 01:09:55,396 --> 01:09:56,479 Okay. 1272 01:09:57,313 --> 01:09:58,438 Baby? 1273 01:09:59,479 --> 01:10:00,645 Baby? 1274 01:10:00,646 --> 01:10:02,728 [♪ tense music playing] 1275 01:10:02,729 --> 01:10:05,188 - [son babbles] - [mother panting] 1276 01:10:06,104 --> 01:10:07,270 - Here you are. - Hi. 1277 01:10:07,271 --> 01:10:08,645 [mother] Hey. Hey. 1278 01:10:08,646 --> 01:10:09,812 There you are. 1279 01:10:09,813 --> 01:10:11,770 You can't hide from mommy like that. 1280 01:10:11,771 --> 01:10:13,770 You can't hide from me like that. 1281 01:10:13,771 --> 01:10:15,645 [babbles] I was counting. 1282 01:10:15,646 --> 01:10:18,146 You were counting. I know. I know. 1283 01:10:19,021 --> 01:10:22,353 The cat died and you didn't even call me. 1284 01:10:22,354 --> 01:10:23,978 It was a pretty traumatic morning. 1285 01:10:23,979 --> 01:10:27,978 There was blood on the steps, and-and we had to bury him. 1286 01:10:27,979 --> 01:10:30,063 But... but I could've helped. 1287 01:10:32,521 --> 01:10:35,979 Well, I guess I've gotten pretty good at doing things by myself. [chuckles] 1288 01:10:37,688 --> 01:10:38,979 Oh. 1289 01:10:39,813 --> 01:10:40,979 Mm. 1290 01:10:41,938 --> 01:10:44,396 But it has made some things pretty clear though. 1291 01:10:44,938 --> 01:10:45,979 Like what? 1292 01:10:48,354 --> 01:10:49,979 I'm not doing okay. 1293 01:10:53,188 --> 01:10:56,520 You were so quick to support me 1294 01:10:56,521 --> 01:10:59,270 when I said that I wanted to give up being an artist. 1295 01:10:59,271 --> 01:11:00,728 That's what you said you wanted. 1296 01:11:00,729 --> 01:11:03,937 No, you were so quick, like there's no protestations from you. 1297 01:11:03,938 --> 01:11:07,395 And it just would've been nice to have a little encouragement from you, 1298 01:11:07,396 --> 01:11:09,312 say that I'm good at what I do 1299 01:11:09,313 --> 01:11:11,562 and that it would be a shame to give it up. 1300 01:11:11,563 --> 01:11:14,978 Tell me that I'll return to it someday. But you just smile. 1301 01:11:14,979 --> 01:11:16,270 No, no, I didn't. 1302 01:11:16,271 --> 01:11:20,937 Because somewhere you knew that you were getting exactly what you've always wanted, 1303 01:11:20,938 --> 01:11:22,853 which is for me to be a stay-at-home mom just like... 1304 01:11:22,854 --> 01:11:26,770 - Whoa, wait a minute. - ...just like your mom and her mother. 1305 01:11:26,771 --> 01:11:29,312 It's a sweet deal for you. You have your job and I have mine. 1306 01:11:29,313 --> 01:11:32,353 Only my job has no pay, and no vacation days, 1307 01:11:32,354 --> 01:11:35,478 and no appreciation, and includes washing your fucking underwear. 1308 01:11:35,479 --> 01:11:38,020 I never said that, okay? This feels a little bit like a trap. 1309 01:11:38,021 --> 01:11:40,228 Oh, you feel trapped? 1310 01:11:40,229 --> 01:11:43,478 Do you have any fucking clue how trapped I feel? 1311 01:11:43,479 --> 01:11:46,145 I have found myself in a fucking 1950s marriage 1312 01:11:46,146 --> 01:11:48,853 where all I do is take care of our son, 1313 01:11:48,854 --> 01:11:51,104 and you, and the fucking cat. 1314 01:11:51,979 --> 01:11:53,187 [grunts] 1315 01:11:53,188 --> 01:11:55,520 It was your idea to quit your job. 1316 01:11:55,521 --> 01:11:58,062 - I didn't suggest that. - No, I agreed to it, 1317 01:11:58,063 --> 01:12:00,978 but I had no fucking clue what I was agreeing to. 1318 01:12:00,979 --> 01:12:04,103 I didn't realize that I would feel like a single parent who has zero help, 1319 01:12:04,104 --> 01:12:07,229 who has to give up her dreams to take care of everyone. 1320 01:12:08,521 --> 01:12:10,145 I don't know what to say. 1321 01:12:10,146 --> 01:12:12,521 I-I-- I didn't know you felt this way. 1322 01:12:29,188 --> 01:12:31,313 Do you think that I want it like this? 1323 01:12:33,479 --> 01:12:35,938 I mean, do you think that I want to be married to my mother? 1324 01:12:38,063 --> 01:12:41,646 I don't wanna feel your resentment the moment I walk into my house. 1325 01:12:43,021 --> 01:12:45,146 If you were so fucking unhappy, 1326 01:12:45,938 --> 01:12:47,438 why didn't you tell me? 1327 01:12:48,354 --> 01:12:50,771 Do you expect for me to read your mind? 1328 01:12:51,604 --> 01:12:54,145 Look, if you tell me that everything's fine, 1329 01:12:54,146 --> 01:12:56,728 then I think that everything is fine. 1330 01:12:56,729 --> 01:12:59,437 If you tell me that you wanna quit your job 1331 01:12:59,438 --> 01:13:01,978 and stop being an artist and stay at home with our son, 1332 01:13:01,979 --> 01:13:03,728 and I say, "Okay." 1333 01:13:03,729 --> 01:13:05,812 I think I'm supporting you. 1334 01:13:05,813 --> 01:13:08,562 That is just some passive-aggressive bullshit. 1335 01:13:08,563 --> 01:13:11,020 - No. Okay. But-- - No, no, no, no, no, no, no. 1336 01:13:11,021 --> 01:13:13,187 You're not the person that I married either. 1337 01:13:13,188 --> 01:13:17,145 The person I married let things go that weren't important. 1338 01:13:17,146 --> 01:13:18,478 She was tough as shit. 1339 01:13:18,479 --> 01:13:21,312 She was-- she was weird and excited about things 1340 01:13:21,313 --> 01:13:23,145 in the world like reading books. 1341 01:13:23,146 --> 01:13:25,187 Oh, my fucking God, I cannot believe you're saying this to me! 1342 01:13:25,188 --> 01:13:28,645 No, it's fucking disappointing. It's disappointing for me, too. 1343 01:13:28,646 --> 01:13:31,520 I mean, I don't know how we got here. I really don't know how we got here. 1344 01:13:31,521 --> 01:13:34,520 You're too busy worried about fucking Book Babies 1345 01:13:34,521 --> 01:13:39,353 to ask about my day at work or-or-or keep up on current events. 1346 01:13:39,354 --> 01:13:42,687 I mean, what happened to the girl that I married, huh? 1347 01:13:42,688 --> 01:13:45,437 What happened to the-- to the girl that inspired me 1348 01:13:45,438 --> 01:13:49,520 and made me challenge this world in new and interesting ways, huh? 1349 01:13:49,521 --> 01:13:51,604 What happened to my wife? 1350 01:13:54,729 --> 01:13:56,771 She died in childbirth. 1351 01:13:57,896 --> 01:13:59,271 [chair skids on floor] 1352 01:14:04,604 --> 01:14:06,604 [♪ dramatic music playing] 1353 01:14:25,938 --> 01:14:27,313 [girl] Mama. 1354 01:14:45,146 --> 01:14:46,646 [mother] I think that... 1355 01:14:47,396 --> 01:14:49,688 we need a separation. 1356 01:14:58,521 --> 01:15:00,521 I'm just so confused. 1357 01:15:02,771 --> 01:15:08,146 This agreement that we made isn't working for me anymore. 1358 01:15:10,021 --> 01:15:12,146 I just-- I need space. I'm... 1359 01:15:15,063 --> 01:15:16,646 I don't know how'd I... 1360 01:15:19,563 --> 01:15:21,020 I don't... 1361 01:15:21,021 --> 01:15:23,813 I don't know how I feel or what I need, but... 1362 01:15:24,354 --> 01:15:27,020 I know I need-- I need to dig around in the dark 1363 01:15:27,021 --> 01:15:29,021 and just find myself again. 1364 01:15:34,313 --> 01:15:37,229 Do you-- do you regret having a kid? 1365 01:15:42,271 --> 01:15:43,271 No... 1366 01:15:44,563 --> 01:15:45,813 I don't. 1367 01:15:50,938 --> 01:15:53,687 But if I could go back in time, I would sit us down 1368 01:15:53,688 --> 01:15:56,896 and figure out a more equitable way to do this parenting thing. 1369 01:15:59,021 --> 01:16:00,604 I'd have been open to that. 1370 01:16:06,146 --> 01:16:07,354 I'm sorry. 1371 01:16:10,521 --> 01:16:11,979 Me, too. 1372 01:16:13,813 --> 01:16:15,813 [♪ dramatic music playing] 1373 01:16:23,271 --> 01:16:24,271 [trunk closes] 1374 01:16:25,438 --> 01:16:26,729 [son] Daddy? 1375 01:16:29,729 --> 01:16:31,603 What's wrong, sweetie? 1376 01:16:31,604 --> 01:16:33,395 Why don't we play with your train? 1377 01:16:33,396 --> 01:16:35,353 I want Daddy. 1378 01:16:35,354 --> 01:16:37,520 Oh, choo-choo. 1379 01:16:37,521 --> 01:16:39,062 Where's the tunnel? 1380 01:16:39,063 --> 01:16:41,645 Did you kick that train? 1381 01:16:41,646 --> 01:16:42,853 What... 1382 01:16:42,854 --> 01:16:45,229 Are you mad at the train? 1383 01:16:47,604 --> 01:16:50,187 What are you doing? 1384 01:16:50,188 --> 01:16:52,229 Come here, sweetheart. I got you. 1385 01:16:52,729 --> 01:16:53,813 Come here. 1386 01:16:54,313 --> 01:16:55,562 Come here. 1387 01:16:55,563 --> 01:16:57,438 Yeah, it's okay. 1388 01:16:57,896 --> 01:16:58,896 Yeah. 1389 01:17:00,104 --> 01:17:01,354 I love you. 1390 01:17:12,563 --> 01:17:14,063 I don't want this anymore. 1391 01:17:14,979 --> 01:17:18,145 Oh, um, I-- This isn't one of ours. 1392 01:17:18,146 --> 01:17:19,437 I don't think. 1393 01:17:19,438 --> 01:17:20,521 What? 1394 01:17:21,979 --> 01:17:23,312 You gave that to me. 1395 01:17:23,313 --> 01:17:25,770 Uh, well, I don't think so. 1396 01:17:25,771 --> 01:17:27,812 Look, there's no catalog card. 1397 01:17:27,813 --> 01:17:32,729 I don't know where this book came from, but, um, we can't-- we can't take it. 1398 01:17:33,979 --> 01:17:35,895 [chuckles] 1399 01:17:35,896 --> 01:17:38,937 I remember what it was like when my kids were little. 1400 01:17:38,938 --> 01:17:42,021 I had a hard time keeping things straight also. 1401 01:17:42,771 --> 01:17:44,895 I mean, you don't sleep for years, right? 1402 01:17:44,896 --> 01:17:46,645 And you're holding them with the stomachaches, 1403 01:17:46,646 --> 01:17:48,853 and the toothaches, and the bad dreams. 1404 01:17:48,854 --> 01:17:52,146 It's enough for anybody to lose their bearings. 1405 01:17:54,188 --> 01:17:56,646 You just didn't seem like a mother to me. 1406 01:17:57,354 --> 01:17:58,813 You didn't recognize it? 1407 01:18:00,688 --> 01:18:05,146 You look in the eyes of other women and you see a fire flickering there. 1408 01:18:06,813 --> 01:18:08,271 Oh, my God. 1409 01:18:08,771 --> 01:18:11,520 Yeah, the pain, the sacrifice, 1410 01:18:11,521 --> 01:18:15,145 that shared bond of all you've given up 1411 01:18:15,146 --> 01:18:17,104 for the continuation of the species. 1412 01:18:19,396 --> 01:18:22,562 It's just so much more encompassing than I thought it would be. 1413 01:18:22,563 --> 01:18:24,938 Yeah, yeah, it changes you... 1414 01:18:26,313 --> 01:18:28,146 and connects you to some... 1415 01:18:29,229 --> 01:18:30,896 primal urges. 1416 01:18:34,479 --> 01:18:35,563 Thanks. 1417 01:18:37,438 --> 01:18:39,188 What happened with your husband? 1418 01:18:43,521 --> 01:18:46,187 We were just so stuck in this horrible dynamic 1419 01:18:46,188 --> 01:18:49,478 where I was the stay-at-home mom, 1420 01:18:49,479 --> 01:18:53,937 which maybe I'm not cutout for, and he was the worker who got to go out 1421 01:18:53,938 --> 01:18:57,979 and engage in the world, and I just had to break out of it. 1422 01:18:58,563 --> 01:19:00,062 And I killed the cat this week. 1423 01:19:00,063 --> 01:19:03,979 So it just made me realize that maybe I'm not doing great... 1424 01:19:05,104 --> 01:19:06,313 emotionally. 1425 01:19:19,646 --> 01:19:21,396 I let the fish die. 1426 01:19:23,646 --> 01:19:24,854 Benign neglect. 1427 01:19:26,563 --> 01:19:29,021 I didn't wanna clean the fucking bowl. 1428 01:19:32,229 --> 01:19:35,104 I accidentally let Percy fly away. 1429 01:19:35,604 --> 01:19:37,978 - [woman] Oh. - I know, I know, I know. 1430 01:19:37,979 --> 01:19:39,103 [woman laughing] 1431 01:19:39,104 --> 01:19:40,312 Wait, who's Percy? 1432 01:19:40,313 --> 01:19:42,062 He's a parakeet. 1433 01:19:42,063 --> 01:19:43,978 - Great news. This is actually great news. - [women laughing] 1434 01:19:43,979 --> 01:19:45,229 Okay. 1435 01:19:48,313 --> 01:19:49,978 Okay, I probably over-packed, 1436 01:19:49,979 --> 01:19:51,520 but you should have everything you need, okay? 1437 01:19:51,521 --> 01:19:52,645 It's in the bag. 1438 01:19:52,646 --> 01:19:53,853 - Have fun, okay? - [son] Okay. 1439 01:19:53,854 --> 01:19:54,979 [mother] I'll miss you. 1440 01:19:55,438 --> 01:19:57,688 [kissing] 1441 01:19:59,104 --> 01:20:00,563 I'll call you if I need something. 1442 01:20:02,729 --> 01:20:04,604 - Bye. - [engine starts] 1443 01:20:06,313 --> 01:20:07,563 Bye. 1444 01:20:08,354 --> 01:20:09,479 Bye. 1445 01:20:20,188 --> 01:20:22,146 [♪ dramatic music playing, Nate Heller feat. King Isis "Summer Blue"] 1446 01:20:51,188 --> 01:20:55,021 ♪ Hello, new friend ♪ 1447 01:20:58,854 --> 01:21:02,604 ♪ How do you do? ♪ 1448 01:21:05,854 --> 01:21:10,229 ♪ Where do you run to ♪ 1449 01:21:11,313 --> 01:21:14,188 ♪ Shake summer blues? ♪ 1450 01:21:24,438 --> 01:21:25,563 All right, buddy. 1451 01:21:25,979 --> 01:21:27,187 All right. 1452 01:21:27,188 --> 01:21:31,645 This is Dad's famous pasta with his famous sauce, all right? 1453 01:21:31,646 --> 01:21:33,521 I'll get that, I'll get your water... 1454 01:21:35,563 --> 01:21:37,646 and some Parmesan cheese. 1455 01:21:41,104 --> 01:21:42,896 Whoa, whoa! Oh! 1456 01:21:43,688 --> 01:21:44,687 Oh, buddy. 1457 01:21:44,688 --> 01:21:46,020 Are you okay? What... 1458 01:21:46,021 --> 01:21:48,228 - It's on my arm. - Uh-huh. 1459 01:21:48,229 --> 01:21:50,728 - What happened? - It's on my arm, Dad. 1460 01:21:50,729 --> 01:21:53,146 What? Oh, it's on your arm. Okay. Let me get that off. 1461 01:21:54,521 --> 01:21:58,146 ♪ Hello, new friend ♪ 1462 01:22:00,063 --> 01:22:01,603 - Are you okay? - Yeah. 1463 01:22:01,604 --> 01:22:02,978 What happened? 1464 01:22:02,979 --> 01:22:05,353 It fell and then I broke it. 1465 01:22:05,354 --> 01:22:07,895 Oh, it fell, but you-- but you broke it? 1466 01:22:07,896 --> 01:22:09,979 That doesn't make a lot of sense. 1467 01:22:12,021 --> 01:22:14,270 ♪ Some took the cue ♪ 1468 01:22:14,271 --> 01:22:17,063 Oh, the thing, let me just get this thing right. 1469 01:22:17,896 --> 01:22:18,896 I got it. 1470 01:22:19,813 --> 01:22:21,895 All right. You wanna go on the couch? 1471 01:22:21,896 --> 01:22:23,103 Can you sit right there? 1472 01:22:23,104 --> 01:22:25,978 ♪ Not a moment too soon ♪ 1473 01:22:25,979 --> 01:22:28,812 You know, Dad's killing it. [chuckles] 1474 01:22:28,813 --> 01:22:30,395 He's killing it, isn't he? 1475 01:22:30,396 --> 01:22:33,521 And there's two under the couch. 1476 01:22:34,646 --> 01:22:36,228 ♪ White ghost walking... ♪ 1477 01:22:36,229 --> 01:22:37,604 [husband] Oh, yeah. 1478 01:22:40,354 --> 01:22:42,354 [dog howling in distance] 1479 01:22:46,479 --> 01:22:47,937 [son] Right there. 1480 01:22:47,938 --> 01:22:49,021 Yeah. 1481 01:22:49,938 --> 01:22:51,020 [mother] Aww. 1482 01:22:51,021 --> 01:22:52,728 There's my baby! 1483 01:22:52,729 --> 01:22:55,103 - Come here, hi. - [son] Like this. 1484 01:22:55,104 --> 01:22:56,187 - Like that? - Yes. 1485 01:22:56,188 --> 01:22:58,395 Oh, it's so good to see you. 1486 01:22:58,396 --> 01:22:59,728 [son] I'm tired. 1487 01:22:59,729 --> 01:23:02,728 Oh. I know. 1488 01:23:02,729 --> 01:23:04,103 How'd it go? 1489 01:23:04,104 --> 01:23:06,562 Uh... it was good. 1490 01:23:06,563 --> 01:23:09,145 - Yeah? - It went really good, right, little dude? 1491 01:23:09,146 --> 01:23:10,229 Right? 1492 01:23:11,479 --> 01:23:13,645 - It was hard. - It was hard. 1493 01:23:13,646 --> 01:23:16,313 It was really hard, I'm not gonna lie. 1494 01:23:17,521 --> 01:23:19,020 Yeah. 1495 01:23:19,021 --> 01:23:21,438 Uh, how was your time alone? 1496 01:23:21,854 --> 01:23:22,979 Um... 1497 01:23:24,229 --> 01:23:28,896 - It was really wonderful actually. - [husband] Oh. 1498 01:23:30,604 --> 01:23:31,812 [mother] Yeah. 1499 01:23:31,813 --> 01:23:35,520 Um, I've got this new idea for a project. 1500 01:23:35,521 --> 01:23:37,937 Yeah, it's cool. I'm really-- I'm really focused right now. 1501 01:23:37,938 --> 01:23:39,478 It's amazing how efficient I can be 1502 01:23:39,479 --> 01:23:42,228 when I don't have any time, you know. 1503 01:23:42,229 --> 01:23:43,479 Thanks. 1504 01:23:44,396 --> 01:23:45,521 [mother] Yeah. 1505 01:23:46,146 --> 01:23:48,270 [babbling] 1506 01:23:48,271 --> 01:23:49,645 - Should I cut these? - Yeah. 1507 01:23:49,646 --> 01:23:50,812 - You wanna help? - No. 1508 01:23:50,813 --> 01:23:54,145 - [mother] No? Okay. - [son] Don't cut this. 1509 01:23:54,146 --> 01:23:58,270 Oh, because it has syrup on it. 1510 01:23:58,271 --> 01:24:00,895 Oh, you want that? Yeah, get that in there. 1511 01:24:00,896 --> 01:24:02,728 Can you say bye-bye to Daddy? 1512 01:24:02,729 --> 01:24:05,103 - Bye-bye, Daddy. - [husband] Bye-bye, buddy. 1513 01:24:05,104 --> 01:24:06,978 - I'll see you soon. - Bye. 1514 01:24:06,979 --> 01:24:08,187 Bye, Mama. 1515 01:24:08,188 --> 01:24:09,688 [mother] Mama's not leaving. 1516 01:24:11,604 --> 01:24:16,270 Um, so, I will drop him, uh, on Saturday morning? 1517 01:24:16,271 --> 01:24:17,478 Oh, yeah, sure. 1518 01:24:17,479 --> 01:24:21,978 He, uh... he's-he's still not used to me. 1519 01:24:21,979 --> 01:24:24,687 I kind of felt like he thought he'd been kidnapped. 1520 01:24:24,688 --> 01:24:25,812 [laughs] 1521 01:24:25,813 --> 01:24:26,938 That'll change. 1522 01:24:28,146 --> 01:24:32,895 I don't know. He was-- he was kind of like, "Who's this weird man 1523 01:24:32,896 --> 01:24:37,145 living at this sad apartment complex with all these other sad men?" 1524 01:24:37,146 --> 01:24:39,728 I swear, the whole place is newly divorced dads. 1525 01:24:39,729 --> 01:24:44,271 It was all these kids sitting around the pool confused. 1526 01:24:44,938 --> 01:24:47,271 - Not a mom in sight. - [chuckles] 1527 01:24:48,229 --> 01:24:50,395 All I can think of is all of these sunburned kids 1528 01:24:50,396 --> 01:24:52,813 'cause nobody remembered to bring sunscreen. 1529 01:24:53,521 --> 01:24:55,521 Shit, I didn't even think about sunscreen. 1530 01:24:57,938 --> 01:25:01,229 Uh, um, so I'll see you on Saturday. 1531 01:25:01,813 --> 01:25:03,063 Yup. 1532 01:25:06,188 --> 01:25:10,228 [singing on TV] ♪ How many eggs do you want to get? ♪ 1533 01:25:10,229 --> 01:25:12,812 [mother] I missed you so much! 1534 01:25:12,813 --> 01:25:14,437 [son] Mama! 1535 01:25:14,438 --> 01:25:15,979 Look at him chase the ball. 1536 01:25:16,688 --> 01:25:18,313 Isn't that so silly? 1537 01:25:19,313 --> 01:25:20,728 Mama. 1538 01:25:20,729 --> 01:25:23,354 Can you hold-- Oh-- That's two. 1539 01:25:23,896 --> 01:25:25,478 Can I touch your dog? 1540 01:25:25,479 --> 01:25:27,270 - Hi. - Say hi. 1541 01:25:27,271 --> 01:25:29,228 Which one should we go see? The little guy? 1542 01:25:29,229 --> 01:25:31,978 Come on, let's go. Hi. 1543 01:25:31,979 --> 01:25:33,103 Thank you. 1544 01:25:33,104 --> 01:25:35,603 Hi, oh, hello! 1545 01:25:35,604 --> 01:25:37,978 Hi! Is he yours? 1546 01:25:37,979 --> 01:25:39,395 We just love dogs, so... 1547 01:25:39,396 --> 01:25:40,896 [♪ dramatic music playing, Joanna Newsom "Divers"] 1548 01:25:44,313 --> 01:25:49,396 ♪ The diver is my love ♪ 1549 01:25:50,396 --> 01:25:51,978 [exclaims] Are you now... 1550 01:25:51,979 --> 01:25:55,228 ♪ And I am his ♪ 1551 01:25:55,229 --> 01:25:56,728 I'm a dog. 1552 01:25:56,729 --> 01:25:58,312 No, you're not a dog. 1553 01:25:58,313 --> 01:26:00,478 [son] What's this? 1554 01:26:00,479 --> 01:26:02,145 [mother] Do you see it? 1555 01:26:02,146 --> 01:26:03,770 Do you see all the colors? 1556 01:26:03,771 --> 01:26:08,187 [son] Red, yellow, orange, green. 1557 01:26:08,188 --> 01:26:10,228 - Can you count? - One, two, 1558 01:26:10,229 --> 01:26:14,187 - three, four... - Two, three, four, five! 1559 01:26:14,188 --> 01:26:16,145 There's five people on that train? 1560 01:26:16,146 --> 01:26:17,979 - Yes. - That's so many. 1561 01:26:18,771 --> 01:26:21,062 - Can I tell you something? - Yeah. 1562 01:26:21,063 --> 01:26:23,854 I love being your mom. 1563 01:26:24,563 --> 01:26:26,812 Oh, I love you. I love the choo-choos. 1564 01:26:26,813 --> 01:26:29,104 - I love... - I love the-- all those choo-choos. 1565 01:26:30,146 --> 01:26:31,521 Yeah. 1566 01:26:32,813 --> 01:26:33,937 [girl] Mama? 1567 01:26:33,938 --> 01:26:36,229 I didn't want you to be scared. 1568 01:26:37,438 --> 01:26:39,479 I wanted you to know I came home. 1569 01:26:41,396 --> 01:26:42,729 Where did you go? 1570 01:26:45,188 --> 01:26:48,353 I needed some space, 1571 01:26:48,354 --> 01:26:52,979 so I went walking in the woods. 1572 01:26:54,271 --> 01:26:56,313 I thought you weren't gonna come back. 1573 01:26:58,146 --> 01:27:00,229 I will always come back. 1574 01:27:03,313 --> 01:27:07,313 I am your mama forever, 1575 01:27:08,354 --> 01:27:11,021 and I will always come back. 1576 01:27:15,229 --> 01:27:19,521 ♪ But you loved me last ♪ 1577 01:27:21,896 --> 01:27:25,271 ♪ Recall the word you gave ♪ 1578 01:27:28,438 --> 01:27:32,437 ♪ To count your way ♪ 1579 01:27:32,438 --> 01:27:37,728 ♪ Across the depths of this arid world ♪ 1580 01:27:37,729 --> 01:27:39,978 [mother] I wanna go back and grab you by the shoulders 1581 01:27:39,979 --> 01:27:41,312 and scream at you. 1582 01:27:41,313 --> 01:27:43,020 Insist on your joy. 1583 01:27:43,021 --> 01:27:44,771 Time is short. 1584 01:27:47,104 --> 01:27:48,854 Don't just do it for you. 1585 01:27:50,396 --> 01:27:51,688 Do it for me, too. 1586 01:27:52,771 --> 01:27:56,729 ♪ A woman is alive ♪ 1587 01:27:59,438 --> 01:28:04,478 ♪ A woman is alive ♪ 1588 01:28:04,479 --> 01:28:08,063 [mother] I always thought motherhood was sort of a weak state of being, 1589 01:28:09,354 --> 01:28:14,478 but motherhood is a far more primal, active thing than that. 1590 01:28:14,479 --> 01:28:19,562 It is probably the most violent experience a human can have aside from death itself. 1591 01:28:19,563 --> 01:28:20,978 Thanks. 1592 01:28:20,979 --> 01:28:25,228 A child's first act is violence against the woman who created it. 1593 01:28:25,229 --> 01:28:28,270 Yet still, the mother loves the child 1594 01:28:28,271 --> 01:28:31,063 with the most powerful love known in the universe. 1595 01:28:32,646 --> 01:28:34,562 This thing rips its way out of us. 1596 01:28:34,563 --> 01:28:36,520 Literally tears us in two 1597 01:28:36,521 --> 01:28:39,688 in a wash of blood, and shit, and piss, 1598 01:28:40,646 --> 01:28:43,562 or it is cut from us with a knife. 1599 01:28:43,563 --> 01:28:47,353 Our organs taken out only to be put back in and sewn up. 1600 01:28:47,354 --> 01:28:52,395 So, no, motherhood is not sunshine and baby powder, 1601 01:28:52,396 --> 01:28:55,146 little pastel mints and lacy frocks. 1602 01:28:56,729 --> 01:28:58,354 Motherhood is fucking brutal. 1603 01:28:59,021 --> 01:29:02,478 ♪ Tell me why ♪ 1604 01:29:02,479 --> 01:29:05,479 ♪ Is the pain of birth ♪ 1605 01:29:06,813 --> 01:29:13,146 ♪ Lighter borne than the pain of death? ♪ 1606 01:29:14,104 --> 01:29:18,853 ♪ I ain't saying that I loved ♪ 1607 01:29:18,854 --> 01:29:20,938 ♪ You first ♪ 1608 01:29:22,646 --> 01:29:27,646 ♪ But I loved you best ♪ 1609 01:29:33,063 --> 01:29:35,063 [patrons chattering] 1610 01:29:41,021 --> 01:29:44,188 I know, I know, I just like-- I... 1611 01:29:48,229 --> 01:29:49,729 You are. 1612 01:29:51,229 --> 01:29:53,188 And the dead bird wasn't there. 1613 01:30:01,729 --> 01:30:03,854 - Thank you. - Thanks so much. 1614 01:30:06,021 --> 01:30:09,020 - Hi. - Oh, my gosh! 1615 01:30:09,021 --> 01:30:10,437 Thank you for coming! 1616 01:30:10,438 --> 01:30:12,896 - Thank you, thank you. - Oh, my gosh. 1617 01:30:13,396 --> 01:30:15,478 I am just so impressed by you. 1618 01:30:15,479 --> 01:30:19,520 - I feel so honored to be a part of this. - Thank you. Thank you, guys. 1619 01:30:19,521 --> 01:30:22,020 - Thank you. - Okay. 1620 01:30:22,021 --> 01:30:23,312 - [mother] Oh, hi. - Hi. 1621 01:30:23,313 --> 01:30:25,853 - Hi, thank you for coming. - My gosh. 1622 01:30:25,854 --> 01:30:28,187 This is so fucking cool, 1623 01:30:28,188 --> 01:30:29,937 but especially for the suburbs. 1624 01:30:29,938 --> 01:30:31,728 I'm so into this show. 1625 01:30:31,729 --> 01:30:34,270 It's very provocative. Very you. 1626 01:30:34,271 --> 01:30:35,353 Thank you. 1627 01:30:35,354 --> 01:30:37,687 It reminds me a little bit of Charlotte Ghibli's work 1628 01:30:37,688 --> 01:30:39,687 from last year, but I mean that in a good way. 1629 01:30:39,688 --> 01:30:43,813 It's not derivative, like it's in conversation. You know? 1630 01:30:45,604 --> 01:30:46,604 Excuse me. 1631 01:30:50,354 --> 01:30:52,813 - Oh. - Oh, you came! 1632 01:30:55,313 --> 01:30:56,604 You did it. 1633 01:30:57,521 --> 01:30:59,938 They called and you answered. 1634 01:31:00,979 --> 01:31:02,271 [chuckles] 1635 01:31:13,938 --> 01:31:15,354 Did you see Naya? 1636 01:31:17,229 --> 01:31:20,479 I can't believe we got her out of the city. [chuckles] 1637 01:31:26,813 --> 01:31:27,938 You okay? 1638 01:31:31,188 --> 01:31:32,271 Not really. 1639 01:31:36,396 --> 01:31:37,396 I didn't get it. 1640 01:31:39,854 --> 01:31:41,395 Get it? Get what? 1641 01:31:41,396 --> 01:31:42,813 I didn't see it. 1642 01:31:43,396 --> 01:31:47,604 I mean, I didn't-- I didn't see all that you were giving up by being at home. 1643 01:31:49,938 --> 01:31:51,854 Oh, right. 1644 01:31:53,146 --> 01:31:55,146 I mean, look at what you fucking did. 1645 01:31:56,479 --> 01:32:00,103 It's like I feel like I've been led into this whole universe 1646 01:32:00,104 --> 01:32:02,145 that I've been totally blind to, 1647 01:32:02,146 --> 01:32:06,063 just all the things that you weren't able to say. 1648 01:32:07,688 --> 01:32:08,688 Yeah. 1649 01:32:11,021 --> 01:32:12,354 I'm just in awe. 1650 01:32:13,771 --> 01:32:15,771 I'm in fucking awe of you. 1651 01:32:17,438 --> 01:32:20,646 And I should have told you to not give this up. 1652 01:32:21,313 --> 01:32:22,604 I fucked up. 1653 01:32:23,854 --> 01:32:27,271 I fucked up, and I'm sorry. 1654 01:32:42,729 --> 01:32:44,104 You're so weird and... 1655 01:32:46,563 --> 01:32:47,771 and I love you. 1656 01:32:50,396 --> 01:32:51,604 I love you. 1657 01:32:57,646 --> 01:32:59,646 [♪ dramatic music playing] 1658 01:33:05,813 --> 01:33:06,938 Okay. 1659 01:33:07,563 --> 01:33:09,104 I gotta go relieve the sitter. 1660 01:33:11,729 --> 01:33:12,853 I'll come with you. 1661 01:33:12,854 --> 01:33:15,228 No, no, please. 1662 01:33:15,229 --> 01:33:18,020 You should go meet up with all the moms from Book Babies. 1663 01:33:18,021 --> 01:33:19,937 They're at the bar across the street. 1664 01:33:19,938 --> 01:33:21,229 You sure? 1665 01:33:22,271 --> 01:33:24,313 Yeah, it's your night. 1666 01:33:31,604 --> 01:33:33,438 What sound's a bear make? 1667 01:33:34,146 --> 01:33:37,187 [son and husband growling] 1668 01:33:37,188 --> 01:33:38,853 [mother] There are times when I look at my son, 1669 01:33:38,854 --> 01:33:41,688 and I cannot tell where he begins and I end. 1670 01:33:42,354 --> 01:33:45,021 He is that much a part of me. 1671 01:33:45,854 --> 01:33:47,521 We are part of one another. 1672 01:33:48,104 --> 01:33:51,937 You guys, you-you be a bear. 1673 01:33:51,938 --> 01:33:53,562 You be a bear. I'll be a bear. 1674 01:33:53,563 --> 01:33:55,770 All right, who goes first? 1675 01:33:55,771 --> 01:33:57,187 You. 1676 01:33:57,188 --> 01:33:59,938 [husband and mother growling] 1677 01:34:06,271 --> 01:34:08,813 [mother] This must be what it is to be an animal. 1678 01:34:11,521 --> 01:34:15,020 Beneath the moon, we pile inside our warm cave, 1679 01:34:15,021 --> 01:34:18,146 becoming one creature to save our warmth. 1680 01:34:20,021 --> 01:34:21,020 You go to sleep? 1681 01:34:21,021 --> 01:34:24,771 [mother] This is how it's always been and how it will continue to be. 1682 01:34:27,604 --> 01:34:30,479 Wanted to go back to sleep. 1683 01:34:31,229 --> 01:34:33,229 [babbles indistinct] 1684 01:34:36,438 --> 01:34:38,438 [crickets chirping] 1685 01:34:44,354 --> 01:34:45,896 Sleepy time. 1686 01:34:52,729 --> 01:34:55,688 [mother panting] 1687 01:34:57,646 --> 01:34:59,603 [♪ upbeat music playing, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, "Fleez"] 1688 01:34:59,604 --> 01:35:01,354 Okay. Okay. All right. 1689 01:35:06,563 --> 01:35:08,187 - I can't. - Listen to me. 1690 01:35:08,188 --> 01:35:09,353 - Yeah. - You can do this. 1691 01:35:09,354 --> 01:35:10,520 Your mother did this. 1692 01:35:10,521 --> 01:35:12,187 Her mother did this. 1693 01:35:12,188 --> 01:35:14,437 So it is time for you to dig deep. 1694 01:35:14,438 --> 01:35:15,979 Find the strength. 1695 01:35:16,813 --> 01:35:19,270 Because it's time to meet your daughter. 1696 01:35:19,271 --> 01:35:20,396 Now! 1697 01:35:20,896 --> 01:35:22,187 [screams] 1698 01:35:22,188 --> 01:35:23,645 Come on. 1699 01:35:23,646 --> 01:35:25,145 I got it. 1700 01:35:25,146 --> 01:35:27,062 [screaming] 1701 01:35:27,063 --> 01:35:29,146 [roaring] 1702 01:35:30,021 --> 01:35:32,437 ♪ ...mation ♪ 1703 01:35:32,438 --> 01:35:33,562 [baby crying] 1704 01:35:33,563 --> 01:35:37,563 ♪ And it feels nice ♪ 1705 01:35:38,188 --> 01:35:41,896 ♪ To roll the dice ♪ 1706 01:35:43,021 --> 01:35:44,688 ♪ Once or twice ♪ 1707 01:35:48,104 --> 01:35:52,188 ♪ Fleez and me eating nuts in the leaves ♪ 1708 01:35:52,854 --> 01:35:56,688 ♪ That's where we dance to ESG ♪ 1709 01:35:57,438 --> 01:36:01,354 ♪ Fleez and me eating nuts in the leaves ♪ 1710 01:36:02,104 --> 01:36:05,853 ♪ That's where we dance to ESG ♪ 1711 01:36:05,854 --> 01:36:07,271 ♪ Like this ♪ 1712 01:36:24,313 --> 01:36:27,479 ♪ Very moody, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 1713 01:36:29,063 --> 01:36:32,229 ♪ Very moody, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 1714 01:36:33,438 --> 01:36:37,020 ♪ Very, up down ♪ 1715 01:36:37,021 --> 01:36:39,396 ♪ And all around baby ♪ 1716 01:36:42,604 --> 01:36:46,021 ♪ Very moody, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 1717 01:36:47,479 --> 01:36:50,771 ♪ Very moody, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 1718 01:36:52,104 --> 01:36:55,313 ♪ Very moody, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 1719 01:36:56,604 --> 01:37:01,396 ♪ Very moody, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 1720 01:37:17,604 --> 01:37:18,687 [song ends] 1721 01:37:18,688 --> 01:37:20,771 [♪ dramatic music playing, Nate Heller feat. King Isis "Summer Blue"] 1722 01:37:49,396 --> 01:37:53,438 ♪ Hello, new friend ♪ 1723 01:37:56,979 --> 01:38:00,521 ♪ How do you do? ♪ 1724 01:38:03,854 --> 01:38:08,479 ♪ Where do you run to ♪ 1725 01:38:09,646 --> 01:38:13,104 ♪ Shake summer blues? ♪ 1726 01:38:16,021 --> 01:38:19,271 ♪ Burning with faith ♪ 1727 01:38:20,521 --> 01:38:25,313 ♪ She's a heck of a guide ♪ 1728 01:38:26,313 --> 01:38:31,229 ♪ Your feelings won't wake up ♪ 1729 01:38:31,854 --> 01:38:38,563 ♪ With the moon at your side ♪ 1730 01:38:41,479 --> 01:38:48,438 ♪ Think I'm coming unglued ♪ 1731 01:38:53,729 --> 01:39:00,688 ♪ Found a new attitude ♪ 1732 01:39:05,896 --> 01:39:12,438 ♪ Hear me coming alive ♪ 1733 01:39:18,063 --> 01:39:24,563 ♪ Found a way to survive ♪ 1734 01:39:24,563 --> 01:39:29,563 DOWNLOADED FROM WWW.AWAFIM.TV 1735 01:39:24,563 --> 01:39:34,563 For latest movies and series with subtitles Visit WWW.AWAFIM.TV Today 114227

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