Original subtitles

[waves crashing]

[panting]

[Bystander] Covey! Covey!

[grunts]

[seagulls squawking]

[Byron Bennett] Some people think that surfing

is a relationship with the sea,

when it's really a relationship between you

and yourself.

The sea is gonna do whatever it wants.

My mom taught me that.

She expected me to excel at everything.

Even surfing.

You know,

I was a little kid when she taught me.

And people stared,

as if surfing had been invented by white folks.

But my mom told me

Black people surf in the Caribbean, where she was born,

and our people surf in African and Asian countries too.

I didn't know either,

'cause I didn't see it,

but that didn't stop me from learning.

And it didn't stop me

when I was the only Black man in my doctoral program.

I'm still the only Black ocean scientist in my lab,

and that's why I'm here.

I'm hoping that some of you might follow in my footsteps.

'Cause if I had waited to see another Black boy surf,

I wouldn't be living my dream today.

So if you're interested in ocean sciences,

don't wait for someone to give you permission.

And if you want to surf, don't wait

to find someone out there who looks just like you before you do it.

Ride the wave.

["THIS" by DEPUTY playing]

♪ Who is this woman? ♪

[phone vibrating]

♪ Who is this woman? ♪

♪ Who is this woman? ♪

[phone continues vibrating]

[indistinct announcement over PA]

Ma!

Are you okay?

They said that you hit your head.

I misjudged a wave.

I guess my reflexes aren't what they used to be.

Hm.

I don't even remember being pulled out of the water.

I just remember how cold it felt when I went under.

[Byron] Were you wearing your wetsuit?

Ma, it's January.

If I didn't know you better,

I would think you were trying to hurt yourself.

Eleanor, how are you feeling?

Exhausted and embarrassed,

but alive.

This is my son, Byron.

-[Doctor] Hi, there. -[softly] Hey.

Are you comfortable with Byron being present

while we discuss your results and your treatment plan?

Of course.

Yes, tell us, please.

Well, the good news is that your leg and ribs will heal

with physical therapy,

and time, of course.

But,

Eleanor,

there's no easy way to say this.

Your CAT scan shows what appears to be a brain tumor.

Oh.

[chuckles]

The headaches.

I just thought stress.

Of course.

And grief.

Honey...

Um... [exhales shakily]

♪ Who's that on my shoulder? ♪

[phone vibrating]

[sighs]

[Benny over voice mail] This is Benny. Don't leave a message,

just text.

[beeps]

[Byron sighs]

♪ Is it me? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

♪ Is it me? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

[phone chimes]

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

[phone chimes]

♪ Is it me? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

♪ Is it me? Yeah, yeah... ♪

[line ringing]

[Benny over voice mail] This is Benny. Don't leave a message, just text.

[beeps]

Mom's fine. I'm here.

No need to call back.

[Narrator on video] This chayote was found at a rural market in Italy.

Not in the Caribbean, but right here in southern Europe.

Can you believe it?

You must be starving.

[Narrator] This chayote was found at a rural...

Ma.

...in Italy. Not in the...

What's that, honey?

You're hungry, right?

I'll run out and get you something. Hm?

What are you craving?

-Chayote? Hm? -[Eleanor chuckles]

[Byron] Is that something I can get here?

Not in Orange County.

[laughs] No.

What were you watching?

It's a cooking video.

They were roasting chayote, and it reminded me of home.

[Byron] I know you don't like talking about it,

but...

if there were ever a time to reflect, Ma.

[softly] Come on.

Hm.

When I was a girl,

Saturday night was soup night.

And in our house, we made it with chocho.

That's what we called chayote back then.

[chuckles]

[Byron] You made it with the nuns,

at the orphanage?

But when I moved here with your father,

we learned to call it chayote

because we discovered that chocho sounded like chocha.

[chuckles] Chocha.

That's slang for vagina in Español.

[laughing] Ma!

[both laughing]

We shouldn't be laughing.

No, that's exactly what we should be doing, my love.

Hm?

Living.

I'm not going down without a fight.

[coffee pouring]

She's officially 30 minutes late.

She's not coming.

Let's get on with it, please.

I'm sorry, but we can't start without her.

Oh, I'm sorry that you don't understand what we're dealing with here.

We haven't seen Benny in eight years.

She lives an hour away;

she didn't even show up for our father's funeral six years ago.

Eleanor insisted.

Ma couldn't stop Benny from abandoning us back then.

She sure as hell can't do anything now she's dead.

[elevator chimes, opens]

I am sorry.

Don't hate me. I-I had car stuff,

and then, I-I couldn't find my keys, and...

Whatever. I'm, I'm here.

By...

Byron, just fuckin' hug me.

You don't get to just blow in here,

acting like you care all of a sudden.

I'm not acting.

Ma is dead.

What am I supposed to do?

Show up.

That's what you should have done.

You didn't even tell me she was sick.

You never called to check on her after the accident.

And you said that she was fine.

That was a year ago.

Sorry.

Let's get on with it.

Read the will, please.

Well, I know you wanna get this over with,

but this process is more complicated

than just reading the will and signing a few documents.

Your mother left you a message.

This is part of it.

[♪ gentle music playing]

"B and B,

"there's a small black cake in the freezer for you.

"Don't throw it out.

"Sit down together and share it when the time is right.

"You'll know when.

Love, Ma."

Black cake.

So we'll share a slice of cake when the time is right.

I guess we'll do that after we wrap up here.

There's more to it, Byron.

What's that?

The rest of her message.

I know... your mother rarely s-spoke of her childhood.

She never... spoke of it.

And she always dodged our questions.

Well, in the end,

she decided to talk.

And she wanted you

to listen to all seven recordings,

together,

at home, in my presence.

[Benny] At home?

Jesus. Uh, can't you just, um, make two copies

so we can listen to it on our own?

She will never know.

I'll know.

I understand this is difficult,

but now it's up to you to decide

whether you wanna hear what your mother had to say

or spend the rest of your life wondering.

[birds chirping]

[door opens]

[♪ solemn music playing]

[Eleanor through computer] B and B,

my hand is not so steady anymore,

and I have a lot to say.

At this point,

I'm not sure I'll get to see you two together again.

Please, forgive me for waiting so long to tell you

and for keeping so many secrets,

and for lying to you

whenever you asked about our family's origin.

It was natural for you to ask about your roots.

It was unnatural for me to say that you had none.

Everyone has roots,

even orphans,

but...

I must confess that I was not raised in an orphanage.

Eleanor...

is not my real name.

B and B,

there are people who have spent their entire lives

wondering what happened to the girl I used to be,

and when this is over,

after you have heard the truth in full,

I want you to find those people

and tell them.

♪♪

[♪ upbeat music playing]

[Eleanor] There were two girls from the West Indies

who grew up in the '50s and '60s.

And even though they came from different families,

they did everything together.

One of them was Covey.

That used to be me.

[Covey] Look at me, Pa, look at me!

[cheering]

We done all right for ourselves, huh?

But we can do better.

Lin, no more poker.

Or cockfights. Promise me.

[in patois] You don't like me betting?

Where you think all that money for the shop come from, huh?

Lin, patois!

[normally] Half of our customers are buying on credit,

which they never pay back, by the way.

Am I supposed to let them go without?

Forget I asked.

[Lin Lyncook] I have to get back to the shop.

♪♪

[Eleanor] I was fast.

I was always in a hurry.

Always looking for a way off the island.

Just like my mother, who left when I was 11.

But I was never alone.

Wherever I swam...

[whistle trills]

...Bunny was right behind me.

Come on, Covey!

[crowd cheering]

Go, Covey! Focus!

[laughs] Yes!

Yes!

First place! First goddamned place!

You see that?

That's my daughter! [laughs]

When you train out in the bay,

does Bunny always go with you?

Are you asking me to train with you instead of my best friend?

Maybe. I just thought, you know,

maybe I could come out there and swim with you sometime.

Just the two of us.

[Lin] Coventina.

Look, Pa, another for the collection.

I told you I'd beat that little spark plug from Kingston.

I have at least four inches on her.

Who's this?

I didn't see him swim today.

Gibbs Grant.

Nice to meet you, sir.

I just graduated, so I can't swim with the team anymore.

Soon to be headed to university.

In London, to study law.

Here. Hmm.

[in patois] What you wanna do with that boy?

Pa, patois.

[normally] Do I need to remind you that you're not allowed to date?

But I'm nearly 18.

Exactly. I keep you on the straight and narrow all these years,

I won't let some boy undo all my hard work.

Gibbs isn't just some boy.

Well, you know him well, do you?

You're to focus on your studies and your swimming, you understand?

Yes, Pa.

I know he has a funny way of showing it, but,

I really do think he's looking out for you.

Gibbs will be moving soon.

And you know better than anyone

just how painful it is to be left behind.

And the only person that understands that more than you

is your father.

He's such a braggart.

He's proud of you.

[indistinct chatter]

Oh?

[Bunny sighs]

Gibbs, wait up.

Sorry about my pa.

That wasn't exactly how I hoped we'd meet.

Me either.

But don't mind him.

He's all bark, no bite.

Then why are we hiding from him?

Why won't you just tell him that we've been dating?

I don't have much time left before I'm off to London.

I'd like to enjoy it, Covey.

I thought you would too.

Of course, I do.

Bunny and I are heading out to the bay later.

Join us, will you?

[Bunny] I can't believe you're willing to risk getting into trouble

with your father, for Gibbs.

Why not?

He make me laugh.

He respects me.

And he wants to get off this island.

He's just like us.

What happened to training every day for the harbor race next year?

What happened to you winning and me placing in the top three

to guarantee our invitation to compete abroad?

Where does Gibbs fit into our plan?

Hey. If one of us go, we both go.

That hasn't changed.

And we will compete next year no matter what.

[Bunny] We only have a few hours before the rain.

Prove it. Let's train.

[indistinct chatter]

He came.

Of course, he did. [sighs]

And Lord knows I can't compete with that longboard of his.

Go.

We'll train in an hour.

You have my word.

Oh, this is amazing.

I take it you've never ridden a longboard?

No.

But I learned on one of those.

It's been a while.

Can I try yours?

Sure.

But it's not like them foam boards.

[straining] Here.

Let me teach you.

No, thanks.

I'm going in.

♪♪

Covey!

Wait!

["Home Home Home" by Ken Boothe playing]

♪ Home, home, home ♪

♪ Oh, yeah ♪

♪ I want to go ho-oh-oh-oh-oh- oh-home ♪

♪ Home, home, home... ♪

[Gibbs Grant] Coventina.

You okay?

I'm great. That was amazing!

You're something else.

We should head back.

I know someplace we can go.

Follow me.

[♪ tranquil music playing]

Never met a girl like you.

A Chinese girl?

[chuckles] I was going to say bold.

But to tell you the truth,

now that I met your father,

I finally see it.

I didn't.

Not until my mother left.

She's the one who taught me how to surf, by the way.

Sure.

[Bunny] Covey!

I lost track of time.

I promised Bunny that we'd train today.

And I have to do it soon so that I can make it home by six o'clock.

-You're a woman of your word. -[Covey laughs]

Maybe.

Or maybe I'm just a girl with a very strict father.

[thunder crashing]

[Eleanor] Back then,

we didn't know that a hurricane was coming

until it was almost fully upon us.

Even if we had been warned,

no one could have stopped us.

[phone ringing]

[Eleanor] We were determined to train.

Hello?

How are the roads your way, Leonard?

What do you mean?

Bunny's not here.

Covey said she was going to your house after school.

[Eleanor] We were young. We thought...

[thunder crashing]

..."What could go wrong?"

[Covey coughing]

[♪ tense music]

[coughing]

[Eleanor] I was no match for the sea that night.

[panting]

[Eleanor] I was pulled so far from Bunny and Gibbs.

[Covey] Gibbs!

[Eleanor] I thought...

[Covey coughing] Bunny!

[Eleanor] ...that was it for me.

-Covey! Covey! -[Leonard] Bunny!

Covey!

[Leonard] Bunny!

Covey!

-Daddy! -Grab my hand.

Covey!

What happened?

We lost her.

[Eleanor] I thought I was being punished

for sneaking around with Gibbs

and for lying to my Pa.

And then...

[Lin] Covey!

[Eleanor] ...my pa showed up for me.

[Lin] Covey!

[Eleanor] And somehow

that gave me the strength I needed

to swim through the storm.

[straining, gasping]

[Lin] Covey!

[Lin shouts]

Covey, are you okay?

-Are you all right? -I think so.

This is your influence!

-We wanted to... -Don't speak!

To me or my daughter.

Your words mean nothing.

She always used to listen to me.

She never talked back. She never missed curfew.

And God help you if you contact her again!

[Eleanor] The hurricane caused $12 million in damage

and killed a dozen people.

But the greatest damage was done in the dark of night.

And it would change all of our lives forever.

-[pounding on door] -[Bystander] Lin, Lin. [speaks Hakka]

Pa! What is it? What's happening?

Just go back to bed, Covey.

Pa!

[people clamoring]

Oh, no! Wait, Pa!

Pa, wait!

Go home, Covey! And lock the doors behind you.

You're in your night clothes, for God's sake!

For the smoke.

[people clamoring]

[♪ ominous music playing]

[dogs barking]

[Lin coughing]

Sit. Drink.

Did you wear my scarf to protect your lungs?

Eh... Pa!

Let me live, girl.

What happened?

Can we save the shop?

Most the goods are lost.

The others are too damaged to sell.

What does that mean for us?

I went to school here.

I run a business here.

I took a wife and even raised a child here,

and I'm still a foreigner to these people.

So it wasn't an accident, was it?

No.

It was the Henry brothers.

I was behind on rent,

-so I went to Little Man for... -Little Man?

You went to a loan shark!

You've already lost my mother to gambling,

now our business?

-What's next? -I've given you too much freedom

if you think you can speak to me like this.

If this is freedom, you can have it.

Just because you talk all proper, you think you know better than me?

I know better than to get involved with criminals

like Little Man and his brothers.

Yeah, I should've pulled you out of school when your mother left.

I should've put you behind the counter at the shop,

see how goddamned lucky you are!

-Lucky? -[scoffs] Yes!

I worked at that shop since I was a boy,

since my parents came to this country,

changed their name, and sacrificed everything,

only for their son to raise an ungrateful child

who take after her ungrateful hak gwai mother!

You call her a slur?

My mother, half of who I am?

Him didn't mean it. Tell her, Lin.

[Covey] You only see her half, don't you?

You don't even see yourself in me.

How dare you judge me or my mother!

You're an unfit parent and a drunk.

And you can't stop me from being with Gibbs

or swimming in the sea, or...

Now goddamnit! Enough of your mouth!

How will we survive without the shop, Pearl?

He'll find a way out of this.

Come on.

Up.

Let's eat.

[Pearl chuckles]

Why couldn't Mom have taken me with her?

[Covey sniffling]

[whimpers]

He hates me because she left,

doesn't he?

No.

[Covey sniffles]

He hates himself.

[Eleanor] Pearl was more than our housekeeper.

She was my mom's best friend.

[crowd cheering]

[Eleanor] The only adult I could count on after she left,

no matter what foolishness my pa got himself into.

I know it's not enough to pay off your debts,

but it's something, you know?

Lin, don't make your pride get in the way of a good deed.

You know that the fire won't be the end of it.

Little Man and his brothers will bleed a man dry to settle a debt.

-[indistinct chatter] -[roosters crow]

I'm afraid it's more than my finances that need help.

[Leonard] Oh, yes.

The unbearable weight of raising a daughter.

Lin, Bunny can be a handful sometimes.

I hate to say it, but a girl like Covey,

she needs a mother,

somebody to hold her accountable.

[Lin scoffs]

"A girl like Covey"?

[Leonard] She's fearless.

And a fearless girl without a mother

or a husband to keep her in check

is a dangerous thing.

[Eleanor] I couldn't believe that my pa went

to Little Man Henry for money.

He was more than a loan shark.

He was a violent man whose help came at a price.

Like a ghost, we didn't need to see Little Man to fear him.

We rarely did.

But his brothers were always lurking,

-keeping watch... -[knob clicks]

[♪ "Carry Go Bring Come" by Justin Hind & The Dominoes playing over the radio]

[Eleanor] ...and taking what didn't belong to them.

♪ This carry go bring come my dear, bring misery ♪

♪ Carry go bring come my dear, bring misery ♪

♪ You're going from home to home making disturbances ♪

♪ It's time you stopped doing... ♪

A good tune.

[Covey gasps]

My-My father is not here.

I know that.

That's why I'm here.

Aren't you glad that I am here?

Please, don't...

Are you so modest when you go down to the beach

with that Grant boy?

Stop! [grunts]

You think that Gibbs Grant can help your father get out of debt?

-My pa... -Your pa is a gambling man

who can't even keep his woman.

Can't even keep the title to his store. Did you know that?

Did you know that your shop doesn't belong to him anymore?

No.

They belong to me now.

If you don't want him to lose this house too,

then you will watch your fucking manners around me, girl.

[♪ song continues playing on radio]

[lock clicks]

[line ringing]

[panting]

[breathing deeply]

[muffled scream]

[insects chirring]

[door opens]

[Lin] Covey?

Oh!

Little Man Henry was here.

He-He put his hands on me.

I wanted to call the police, but I know

what you said about them in the past,

th-that, that we had to be careful. Uh...

Hey. Let's calm down. I can explain.

He asked my permission to visit you.

[gasps]

And you gave it?

I did.

Clarence would like to court you.

Since when you call him Clarence?

[sighs] I'm sorry if he came on too strong.

Where did he get the idea that he could court me,

when I'm not even old enough to date?

The only way I can get us out of debt

and to protect our home is through this marriage.

Marriage?

What happened to courting me?

He been asking about you for some time now.

I put him off as long as I could.

Just warm up to him.

Show him that you're trying.

Don't do this to me.

Please.

I wish there was another way.

[♪ somber music]

[shaky breaths]

[door squeaking softly]

[door squeaking softly]

[Covey] I don't know how long we have,

but I couldn't let you hear any rumors about Little Man courting me.

I don't want this.

Any of it.

I have no choice.

-Come to London. -[Covey] What?

When?

We can leave tonight.

I, I-I can find a place before I start school.

I-I'll work three jobs if I have to.

We'll figure it out together.

I don't know what I expected you to say or do

when I called tonight,

but it wasn't this.

Not happy to hear this?

In my heart,

I've already left with you, Gibbs.

But I can't leave my pa.

If I go, they kill him.

But he... he did this to you, Covey.

I know my pa.

He's always shown up for me when I really needed him.

And I have to believe that he will get me out of this too.

And if he doesn't?

I'll play along to buy time.

He'll get his finances in order,

and-and, and there won't... There won't be a wedding.

And one day, we, we really can be together.

I hope for your sake that you're right.

But...

if you change your mind, come to London and find me.

Covey!

[♪ light music playing]

What if your father doesn't find a way?

I love you, Gibbs.

I do.

Good.

'Cause I love you too.

♪♪

[mouths] Wait.

Are you sure?

I want this.

I choose this.

No matter what happens with my pa and Little Man,

no one can take this from us.

[Eleanor] The wedding planning was a blur,

but I played along.

I had to.

I convinced myself that I really was buying time,

because I truly believed

that the people who loved me would find a way out.

I did that for weeks,

until I could no longer pretend.

[Pearl] Oh, Covey, what are you doing here?

Discussing decor.

The groom wants a contemporary wedding

with no old-fashioned country rituals.

But I see someone made an exception.

Black cake?

Who's paying you to bake my wedding cake?

Your father, of course.

How could you?

How could you agree to make a cake for a wedding I don't want,

for a wedding that is taking place against my will?

What would you have me do?

Disobey your father?

He is my employer.

You promised Mom you would look after me!

And I have, Covey.

-But... -[Covey] But nothing.

While I've been playing along,

you've given up.

Instead of baking this stupid cake,

you should've been figuring out

how to wake us up from this nightmare.

[Covey stomping away]

[Eleanor] Black cake evolved from the British plum pudding

that colonizers brought to the West Indies.

It reflects the marriage of cultures,

mine and yours.

But on that day,

it was my wake-up call,

the beginning of the end.

[bells tolling]

[indistinct chatter]

[door opens]

You almost forgot this.

I promised Pearl I'd get you to wear it.

You'll get through this.

I don't see how, Bunny.

Just... [sighs]

let your mind drift,

like how we do on long swims,

when our limbs tire and

the finish line seems impossibly far, just

let your mind drift.

I'll see you out there.

[door creaks open]

I want you to know that when this is over,

when I am another man's property,

you are dead to me.

[♪ organ playing]

[Pastor] All rise.

[♪ choral music]

[Eleanor] I will never forget it,

the look when it finally hit my father,

what he had done.

He had sold his little girl.

[Pastor] In the name of God,

do you, Coventina Lyncook,

take Clarence Henry

to be your lawful wedded husband,

to love, cherish,

honor, and obey

from this day forward

till death do you part?

I do.

It gives me great pleasure

to pronounce you man and wife.

[Eleanor] But even if he had a change of heart,

it didn't matter.

I was officially

Mrs. Henry.

[guests applaud]

[♪ upbeat calypso music playing]

♪ Don't blame me ♪

♪ She invited me to the river for a swim ♪

♪ Don't blame me... ♪

[indistinct conversation]

♪ ...to the river for a swim ♪

♪ Oh, me like the waterfall afraid to fail, she watches me ♪

What's going on with them?

[chuckles] Who can say?

[inaudible]

Your pa's clearly had his share of bubbly.

Lilac?

But Pearl knows I hate lilac.

When are you gonna show us your dance moves?

After I've had some more of these.

Ooh, I love this song.

Oh, no!

You clumsy, dreadful girl!

[Little Man] Goddamnit!

Somebody come and clean up my wife!

I'm so sorry.

Let me.

[coughing]

[grunting]

[Little Man thuds]

[guests exclaiming]

[Little Man's Mother] Clarence? Clarence choke... Clarence.

[screams]

Call for somebody!

-Clarence! -Clarence!

[Man 1] Check his pulse. Check his pulse.

-[Man 2] My brother! -[Man 3] Is there a doctor in the house?

[Woman] Do we have a doctor in the house?

-Clarence! -Clarence!

[♪ tense music playing]

[Covey panting]

[ambulance siren wailing in the distance]

[Lin] Covey! Covey!

[panting]

[Covey grunting]

[gasping]

[coughs]

[gasping, panting]

[indistinct chatter]

[Police Man] Mr. Lyncook?

We're calling off the search.

What?

She's out there all alone.

-You can't... -We have to. With the storm coming,

it's too dangerous for the rescue boat to be on the water.

I need to know what you saw.

I don't know.

-It's all a blur. -[Police Man] Was there tension

between you two, you and the groom?

You know Little Man had enemies.

Too many to count.

Were you one of them?

My daughter is gone!

My only family on this island.

You think I had something to do with this thug's death?

Your daughter is not only missing,

-she's a murder suspect... -She's not a murderer!

We'll see. Stay close.

[♪ somber music playing]

[ambulance siren wailing]

[Man 1] Fucking Chiney crook!

[Lin grunts]

[Lin grunting]

You thought that taking care of him would get you out of debt, eh?

You degenerate fuck.

I didn't kill your brother.

-[kicks] -[Lin grunts]

[Man 2] Then who did?

I have no idea.

[Man 2] You better hope she's dead.

But if we do find her, God help her.

[Lin grunts]

[Covey breathing shakily]

She can't be gone.

She just can't.

She must be hiding somewhere.

It's been hours, love.

They've looked everywhere.

Maybe not everywhere.

[Covey straining, grunting]

[panting]

[Bunny] Covey!

[gasps] Bunny!

Thank God you're here.

Thank God you're all right.

I prayed you'd wait it out in your cave.

Here.

We don't have much time.

Everything you need is in here.

Clothes, food, and, and money, from Pearl.

You can get into England if you travel under your mother's surname.

You'll stay at a boarding house.

Pearl says they take in island girls.

They're expecting you, Coventina Brown.

Bunny,

what happened up there with Little Man,

-I never meant... -Covey, s-stop.

Your pa came through.

They'll kill him.

You can't worry about him anymore.

Okay?

You're free.

There's a ship leaving tonight,

and you have to get on it.

And you can't come back.

Not ever.

I don't deserve you.

See, that's where you're wrong.

You deserve the world, and...

I hope you get it.

No, if one of us go, we both go.

Co... Come with me. We... We'll find Gibbs.

Everyone but Pearl thinks you're dead,

and they must continue to think that.

That includes Gibbs.

I can't leave you here.

It's the only way this works.

But maybe we'll run into each other.

Out there.

I'll be there with you,

every single time.

[Eleanor] We couldn't look back.

[♪ "Lilac Wine" by Nina Simone playing]

♪ I lost myself on a cool, damp night ♪

♪ Gave myself in that misty light ♪

♪ Was hypnotized by a strange delight ♪

♪ Under a lilac tree... ♪

[Eleanor] Covey was dead.

♪ I made wine from the lilac tree ♪

[Eleanor] Or so I thought.

♪ Put my heart in its recipe ♪

[Eleanor] It didn't take long for me to learn...

♪ Makes me see what I want to see ♪

[Eleanor] ...that you can't run from the truth.

♪ And be what I want to be ♪

[Eleanor] You can't run from who you really are.

♪ When I think more than I want to think ♪

♪ Do things I never should do ♪

[Eleanor] Eventually, the truth will surface.

♪ I drink much more than I ought to drink ♪

[Eleanor] And when it does,

♪ Because It brings me... ♪

[Eleanor] you must reckon with it.

[ship horn blares]

♪♪

♪ Lilac wine... ♪

[Eleanor] It would take time

to get used to my new surroundings in London.

Time to get used to being stared at,

to being muttered at,

to being ignored altogether.

♪ Lilac wine ♪

♪ I feel unsteady ♪

♪ Like my love ♪

♪ Listen to me ♪

♪ I cannot see clearly ♪

♪ Isn't that he... ♪

You must be Coventina.

I'm Eleanor,

but you can call me Elly.

Elly.

You must be exhausted after your trip.

Sit. Let me.

Tea?

♪ Lilac wine ♪

[Eleanor] My roommate Elly was the most cheerful,

optimistic person I had ever met.

And you can talk to any of us whenever you feel like.

[Eleanor] I didn't realize it then,

but now I know that I hadn't buried Covey.

Not entirely.

In order to truly bury that broken girl

and to ensure my safety,

unfortunately, Elly...

would have to die.

[♪ "Lilac Wine" song ends]

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