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Misha? Get up!

- Misha, what happened? - What do you think? She's wasted.

Mishka, wake up. Mishka!

Watch out.

- Do you want anything? - That dog there!

Which one? No, not that. I'll shoot something for you later.

- It was back there somewhere. - That hammer! We'll go there.

Yes, that's it! Move it, move it, move it!

- Shit. - Let's leave him here.

No, you wanted a bear. You'll get a bear.

Yes, yes, yes!

Pooh is ours! Pooh is ours. Poo, poo, poo, poo...

That's Boo Boo. Yogi Bear's friend, right?

- For real? - Boo Boo the Bear.

Is that a thing? I'm pretty good, right?

- You're Boo Boo! - Come on, let's go.

What if your folks don't like me?

Why wouldn't they?

I don't know. I'm the rude and spoiled one who led their good boy astray.

They know nothing about me.

Mom will be thrilled and Dad does what she says.

I don't know.

It's only for a little while until we find something.

- Do you have some change? - Yes, we do.

But isn't it completely out of civilization?

Do I look like I grew up somewhere in a jungle?

- Sometimes you do. - Stop smoking!

- We're in the village already. - I don't like it when you see everybody.

This is the last time. That's what Boo Boo and I are telling you.

If you were sober, you'd be driving now

But it was me who didn't drink...

I'm totally fine. I'm a lot better off than you.

And only had a stupid lángos

And a hot dog with mustard

And the tramp took My last cash for his booze

I'm not going to your house until you fill this up.

We'll refill in the garage. Dad's got some liquor there.

BASED ON THE BOOK BY MICHAELA DUFFKOVÁ

- Let's turn on the wipers. - So you grew up here?

This is where I grew up.

Here we are.

The gate is open. We're lucky.

We don't have to climb over it.

- Let's squeeze in! - Sure.

And the car stopped!

All right.

We're here.

HER DRUNKEN DIARY

I'm sure Dad's asleep.

- Careful, careful. - I'm so nervous.

Don't be silly. You'll be fine.

Wait, is there an open bar here somewhere?

Just a pub. There's also a supermarket here.

Hi, Mom. This is Misha.

- Hello. - Good evening.

- Come on. - Come on in.

- Are these yours? - These are my slippers.

- I expected you sooner. - I told you we'd be a little late.

- Yeah, but not at midnight. - It's only 9:30, isn't it?

Mom, come on.

Popocatepetl.

- Welcome, I'm Miloš. - Misha.

I've been solving puzzles for years. I don't want to miss anything.

- Don't be mad. We're finally here. - You could have at least called.

Well, I know, but...

- Come, I'll heat up your food. - No way, we've eaten already.

- Mom, we'll eat it tomorrow. - Okay, but...

- Wolf. - Okay.

Let's go upstairs. We'll have it tomorrow, thanks.

- I'll put it in the fridge. - It's a jackal.

- They got that one wrong. - That was the last question...

Come to me.

I'd still like that cake.

Forget the cake.

Mom already wanted to go to bed. You can have it tomorrow.

- Where's the door? - We'll have one later.

- When? - Soon, don't worry.

We'll take care of it.

I need to get out of here. Or I'll die in here.

We are two bears.

We are perverted bears.

It's not me, it's him.

- I feel a little sick though. - I wonder why?

- Can we? - So I'll be stuffing myself nonstop?

No, it will get better after the first three months.

- Do you know the gender yet? - Boy or girl.

- Or both. - Wait, can't you tell from the ultrasound?

- No idea. - You're not coming with us?

To watch you getting wasted? Not interested.

- We're just going for a drink. - Sure.

Have some candy and stay here with me.

We'll have some, but we won't stay.

Oh, dear.

- Later. - Bye.

Bye. Have fun.

All right. Can I?

- Do you want a bigger pot? - No, it's okay.

- Your back? - Yeah.

When I was pregnant with Ondra, it was so different.

Doesn't even compare, right?

"I was on my own..."

I was on my own.

Daddy was gone for weeks on a business trip. Right, Daddy?

Sure, Mom.

But you've got Ondra.

He'll take care of you.

He adores you.

- He's also always away too. - What?

Ondra has to travel to Prague for work every day.

Well, at least he'll make more money there.

And what about the wedding? What are you waiting for?

You've got a roof over your head, right, Miloš?

I don't think I'll propose to him.

It'll come, don't worry. It just needs time.

- But I want to be thin for the wedding. - Of course.

Look, something's going on in there.

No, that's how it's supposed to be. I'm cooking it. Watch out.

- Wait! Let me do it, okay? - No...

- It'll be done in a minute. - But it's overflowing.

- I told you to get a bigger pot. - Screw your bigger pot!

Misha!

Misha, stop before you hurt your--

Ouch!

Misha! Wait.

Misha.

What are you doing? Are you okay?

Can't you see that?

Yes, I can.

Everything I do is wrong. The way I eat, cook and clean.

I'm even pregnant in a wrong way, before the wedding.

I'm really trying, but it's pointless.

Nothing's ever right.

"What will people say?" All those who don't come to your house.

My mom doesn't mean any harm.

If she at least didn't mean it every day.

She just likes things the way they should be.

- And what does that mean? - I don't know, just...

- Normal. - So I'm not normal?

Of course you are.

You're just a little touchy.

- That's the hormones. - What hormones?

- Do you even listen to me? - Okay, it's not hormones.

Ouch! You abuser!

Ouch! You've got such fangs!

Look.

I'm sorry. Does it hurt?

Look,

before we find somewhere, we can make a small kitchen upstairs.

No one will bother you there.

And I want a tumble dryer instead of the clothes line.

Okay, we'll have a tumble dryer.

- Okay? All right? - Yeah.

- Were you drunk? - How dare you? Fuck off!

- You reeked of booze! - I had one drink!

- One drink, huh? - Yes!

CHAPTER 1 SWEET LIFE

You're fed and now you're going to sleep, okay?

And tonight we'll try to sleep for more than three hours.

Is your cell phone off?

- Jesus, you scared me! - Ondra can't reach you.

My sound is off. Is everything okay?

- He needs to stay a little longer at work. - As usual.

- How's her tummy? - No, she's fine.

She's just like Ondra. She makes the same sounds.

He's got a lot on his plate now.

He has to be pretty tired from all that commuting.

Me too.

There's a nice film on TV right now. Let's watch it downstairs.

And we have that nice wine from Croatia. Would you like some too?

Sorry. A friend of mine's calling.

It's gonna get musty like this.

Put it in the drying room over there.

- That's what it's actually for. - Okay, thanks.

- Good night. - Good night.

Eva?

Hello, can you hear me?

What?

Do you know that Diana's broken up with Paul?

Really? No one told me.

How's your little girl?

She's good, really adorable.

- I'll stop by one day. - What?

I'll come by and we can talk about it all.

But David and I are flying to Corfu in April.

- What? Where? - Corfu!

But you'll make the wedding, right?

- Unfortunately not. - You can't be serious.

That's the only date we can go.

I see.

- I'm really sorry. - Well, what can I do?

- It's a shame. - I can't hear you.

It's a shame!

And have you got a dress yet? You went to our salon, right?

- Yes, the dress is beautiful. - I have to see it!

- I'll send you a video, no worries. - Okay, I'll come by as soon as I can.

Listen, I can barely hear you. We'll talk later. Say hi to Diana.

Misha, how was your childhood?

I thought questions like that can only be heard on TV.

It was normal.

Nice. It was nice.

Everything revolves around you!

But you said your parents split up.

Why?

You are my sunshine!

Let's keep going! And faster!

Can't you stay home for the birthday party at least?

- I'm not coming back! - I'm really fed up!

I'll be here with the little one, but not with you.

- I'm sorry? - You're unbearable!

- Hello. - Hi, Boo Boo.

- Are you hungry? - Yeah.

Good.

Nice.

Oops.

Thank you.

Eva can't come to the wedding.

How come?

They're flying to Greece. It's the only time they can go.

It's great.

At least we'll save some money.

- What's this? - Beef Stroganoff.

- I tried a new recipe. - Yeah.

Yeah.

- Do you like it? - I do. It's very good.

Excellent.

And those little cakes...

Look, it's going to be sunny.

Hi! Oh, damn it.

In order for your marriage to be valid,

you both must now state your "yes" in front of the witnesses.

I ask the groom, do you willingly enter into marriage

with the bride, Michaela Applová?

Yes.

I ask the bride, do you willingly enter into marriage

with the groom, Ondřej Duffek?

Yes.

As you have fulfilled all the conditions required by our legal system,

I pronounce you legally married.

Well, there we go.

It's yours. Come on!

Mom.

No drinking!

- It's a dry wedding for me. - But I appreciate it. I really do.

- Hello there. - Hi.

- Look who's here with us! - Hi.

- Don't you think you've had enough? - Leave her be.

It's my wedding, so relax. Have one with me.

- I'd like to have a little bit too. - Calm down.

- Just a bit. - You and me, we'll have some.

I've already had some beer. That's enough.

- And you? Have a cookie. - Okay.

You were just hungover.

Sorry for interrupting,

but Ondra, I'm so happy for you.

Come here. You two are really happy now.

Thank you.

Perfect!

- Cheers, guys. - Cheers!

And now you're done, dude. It's over.

- Have you seen Misha? - No. You'd better watch her.

Let's keep moving with the shots.

- A proper groom has to have a sparkle in... - His eye.

In his eye.

He who doesn't drink with us drinks against us!

Do you know where they went?

Last time I saw her she was with her brother.

- Are you sure it's her brother? - See you later.

- Go look for her, hubby. - Keep looking.

- Jesus, Misha. - Come on in.

What are you doing here? Are you crazy? Come out.

- Leave it alone. - I have a surprise for you.

- How much did she drink? - A couple of shots, I don't know.

- But she's a grown-up. - I got that dream house for you.

- Get her some coffee or something. - Yeah.

Stop smoking. Come on.

Stop it!

Aren't you ashamed? Getting pissed like that at your own wedding?

Misha.

- Not at all! - It makes me feel sick.

- Let's go inside. Come. - So sick.

- No. - Baby, come inside. I feel really sick.

Jesus.

Stop it!

Your mom is a bundle of nerves.

It's our wedding, man.

You're totally wasted

And we're drunk again

You're so wasted

Watch out, mind the business cards. Let's fix it.

- Okay, all good. - Good evening.

- And you are? - The Duffeks.

Really, we've got wedding rings!

I'm afraid your reservation expired three hours ago, Duffeks.

Expired, wow! So what now?

Are we supposed to leave?

You have to pay for the room again. With a surcharge.

- Surcharge? - Don't worry. Okay.

- I'll sort it out. - Wait.

We'll pay for the room again. With the surcharge.

8,520.

"And then the children realized they were lost in the dark forest,

and may not be able to find their way back."

Daddy's still at work. He'll be late today.

But by the time you wake up, he'll be back.

Don't worry.

Good night, my love.

YOU LOOK VERY NICE!

She's toast.

I've got some vitamins for you. So you can enjoy the wedding.

She's so stupid.

Hynek!

I'm sure you haven't tasted such great cakes before.

Thank you.

I can't believe it.

Shit!

Misha?

Misha.

I can't believe this.

This is not just your money. It's our money!

- I gave you a thousand. - Two days ago! For groceries.

- Do you know how much everything costs? - So why is the fridge empty?

- What do you mean? - Nothing.

You think I'm spending the money on clothes?

- Is that your mom talking? - Leave her out of this, please.

Sure. So I'll start working, then. I'm losing it here anyway.

I don't understand why you never defend me.

I'm like a prisoner here.

- You poor thing. - Asshole!

You're the poor thing, coward! Afraid of your own mother.

And your dad too.

Does he ever say something, or does he always just nod?

- You're the same loser as he is. - Shut up!

You almost poisoned us or set the house on fire!

What?

Leaving the stove on while you were snoring!

You could have poisoned us, goddamn it!

- Why are you being so dramatic? - Dramatic?

The house could have burned down. Something could have happened to our baby!

You don't find that dramatic enough?

- Were you drunk? - How dare you?

- You reeked of booze! - I only had only one drink.

One drink?

I take care of Isabela all day long while you're gone.

Do you have any idea how tired I am?

I would never let anything happen to her. Never!

I'm the only one taking care of her! Nobody but me, you get it?

I didn't mean it like that. I'm sorry.

- Come here. You know I love you. - And I love you.

Sorry, I really didn't mean that.

Sorry.

Ondra? Could you come down for a second, please?

Don't go.

Wait. I have to go there. Wait.

Shit.

What's going on?

Nothing.

- Why are you fighting? - Mom, don't worry about it.

You're too good. Too attentive, I say that all the time.

- I just want you to be happy, Ondra. - I know. But I'm happy.

Yeah?

Is she blaming you for something again?

- Nothing's ever good enough for her. - She's not blaming me for anything.

Of course she is.

- I heard her. - So why are you asking me, then?

She drinks.

Mom.

- The way she got pissed at the wedding-- - Come on, everyone was drunk there.

Your dad and I keep seeing her staggering.

I would have noticed that, don't you think?

Then look at how she looks.

Jesus, she's got a little kid. She's just tired.

- And she's started stealing wine from us. - That's so nasty of you.

I know you don't like her, but this is too much.

- This is so stupid. - Stop it, I'm enjoying it.

- Why did she break up with him? - He was cheating on her.

Well, they were already split up, so technically he was not cheating on her.

But it'll all be fine. They'll get married.

- How do you know? - I just know.

- She's awful. He will find a better one. - You're the awful one.

You look nice.

Keep looking at me like that, please.

Did you tell your mom we won't be here for Christmas?

- Yeah. - Yes?

Yeah, I'll tell her. I promise, Mishka. No worries.

I can't just tell her right away. You know how she is.

Yes, I do. I have to wee.

- Why do we have so many of them? - I just like them.

Yeah, these are actually great.

Listen,

you didn't happen to take my parents' wine out of the pantry, did you?

Yes, I did. For cooking. Is that a problem?

Not at all. You'd tell me if there was a problem, wouldn't you?

What problem?

We promised to tell each other everything, so you have to.

Your mom should mind her own business.

When I start counting wine bottles like she does, then I'll have a problem.

PROSECCO SALE

Start spreading the jam.

Okay.

- Can you pass it to me? - Which one is yours?

- That one. - Doesn't matter.

- Cheers! - Cheers, Mom.

I'm so excited.

So Dad's spending Christmas at Grandma's place?

Sure. Where else would he be?

- How is he? - I don't know. You talk to him.

Would you mind if they spent Christmas here?

Misha, don't start again.

Dad's fine now.

Families should stick together at Christmas.

Look who's talking.

Your mother-in-law doesn't mind you'll be here on Christmas Eve?

No.

So when are you moving out? Have you found a place yet?

I want to be out as soon as possible, but Ondra keeps delaying it.

- Ondra? Come on. He loves you. - Yeah.

- Jesus. - It's fine.

These are the cheap ones. Ideal for breaking.

- Sorry. - Let me do it.

Good.

Ondra goes to work at 7:00 a.m. and comes back at 10:00 p.m.

- Where are the pastry cutters? - Here.

Yes, but he provides for you.

He's a good boy.

Or am I wrong?

What is it?

Look, if you do up the upstairs, maybe it will--

I don't think the upstairs can solve anything unless it collapses on her.

She's just--

- Okay? - Yeah. I have to wee.

Sure.

- Misha, what's wrong? - I'm good.

- You're okay? - I'm fine. It's just my hand.

Let me see. Are you okay?

All right.

Come to Mommy, come.

We've got an apple.

Okay. Sorry. It's just my hand. It's fine.

Hang on.

Don't worry.

We can do it.

- Mom? - Did you get home okay?

- Sure. - How do you feel after the fall?

- Fine, just the hand. - Go and see a doctor, please.

Are you okay?

Yes, I just hurt my hand.

I was at my mom's yesterday, baking cookies.

I couldn't get her out of the crib, but managed to get her to sleep.

- Okay. I'll take her downstairs. - Wait. She is...

- Come on, honey. - Careful.

I'll take care of her. Go and see a doctor.

- Ondra may not see it, but we do. - See what?

I saw you yesterday when you came back.

Getting hammered,

endangering your own child.

You addict!

- Here's your tea. - Thank you.

HAVELSKÝ MARKETPLACE

Oh, come on. Just tell her to fuck off! You know how to do that, don't you?

She's sticking her nose in everything

and my mom keeps defending her.

- Give me a fag. - You don't smoke.

Exactly.

Thanks.

It got worse, didn't it?

- Did you have a checkup? - And what would they tell me?

That my condition is consistent with both my age and wear.

Oh, well. Two women under one roof...

That always sucks and one can't do anything about it.

I guess not.

But everything's fine with Ondra, right?

You look nice, even younger somehow. Like a little girl.

You men don't really need much, do you? I'm wearing new makeup.

It doesn't matter as long as you look good, right?

Here's the mulled wine.

CHAPTER 2 TO THE RIVER ACHERON

Lucky you, you lot are always celebrating.

Yes, we're such a merry family.

- 559 crowns. - With a card.

Dad? What are you doing here?

Thanks.

Where are we?

Daddy?

- A short break? - Yes.

- One more set? - I don't think so.

We still have some time, I'll give you an extra 20kg.

- What's wrong? - There's something wrong with Misha.

She's on maternity leave. It drives all girls crazy.

She'll be okay again.

- Any problems in bed? - No, that's fine.

Maybe it's time to change pubs

when you are not enjoying the beer anymore.

- And you don't even have to go far. - You look sexy sweating like this!

- Hi. - Hi.

- Wanna eat with us? - No, thanks.

We've got goulash.

You can take it upstairs to have something warm.

- Misha's got food for me. - Maybe a slice of bread and butter.

- Jesus, Mom. - That's a bit much, don't you think?

Excuse me?

Hey.

That looks delicious.

- Something happened? - No.

I'll really enjoy this.

What are you doing?

- Throwing away bread and butter. - What's wrong?

- With me? - I would have eaten it!

Have you been drinking? Where are you going?

- Away! - You're totally wasted!

What's going on?

Misha!

- What happened? - Move.

Ondra!

Come here, my baby.

All right, stop crying. You're okay.

Come here.

- This is too much. - Let me call an ambulance.

- She needs a drunk tank! - Stop it, Mom!

Can't you see she is an alcoholic?

- Jesus! - Fuck!

Misha, are you okay? Are you hurt?

Come on.

You need treatment.

- You've got a problem. - Your mom said that?

Stop it.

Everyone gets drunk sometimes. Even you.

What about your dad, did he say something? Or just nodded?

You know what my problem is? Your normal family.

With your normal house.

I'm losing my mind because of your normality.

You could have killed yourself. And the baby too.

That's not true.

That's not true.

You have no idea what I've been saying to you this whole time.

Because nobody understands me here.

Do you get it? I can't live here.

Nobody gets me here.

And I don't get that you can't see it.

Just look at yourself.

Your problem is booze.

I booze, yes. I booze to survive.

We made you an appointment with an addictionologist.

You're kidding me, right?

You will go there.

It's not you anymore.

I don't even recognize you anymore.

And I miss you so much.

Do you understand what I'm saying?

I need to get out of here. Or I'll die here.

ADDICTION TREATMENT CENTER

- Hello. - Hello.

Is the plaster room in here?

Yeah.

Stairs, was it?

They're a real bitch.

REGULAR THERAPY

I was drunk looking for my keys.

And I stuck my hands deep in my pockets.

What a stupid idea.

Mrs. Duffková?

All right.

Hello. Come on in.

Here.

Misha, tell me yourself. Do you have a drinking problem?

No, I just happened to be passing by.

I'm so sorry. No, I don't have a drinking problem.

- I'm here because of them, right? - Who?

My husband, my mother-in-law, her especially, my father-in-law...

You're looking for something that doesn't exist. Just like them.

I just need to switch off sometimes, that's all.

All right. I was here.

Thank you. Problem solved. Can I go home now?

Yes, Misha, you can.

I'll give you a mild antidepressant.

I'll send the prescription to your cell phone.

So now I'm officially nuts?

No. Your drinking is mostly escapism.

Antidepressants should help you get through this phase.

Next appointment in three weeks, at the same time? Is it okay?

- Yes, brother? - Dad collapsed on the street...

Daddy?

- No. - No?

- No. - Not even a little bit?

Okay, I had one beer. But don't tell your mom.

You can't even have one beer because of your epilepsy!

- I know. - We're worried about you.

You don't need to be.

I swear I won't drink again.

- You swear? - And you?

I do. And now you swear!

I'm so glad to see you, Sunshine.

He fell asleep.

- They called me at work. I thought-- - I know.

It's not your fault. We can't always watch him.

I know.

- You're okay? - Sure.

Are we taking it to recycling?

- Is this glass? - You're so daft.

- You look terrible. - Thanks.

Where are you going?

Not sure, the girls will think of something.

We're meeting in Old Town Square.

You look nice.

Don't worry.

Don't worry.

Wow, that's intense. I wouldn't handle it.

- What am I supposed to do? - Move out, what else?

- We have to. We really do. - Or you'll really go nuts.

- Let's roll! - Geez! I really have to go.

You're kidding, right? It's not even midnight yet.

Well, it's the right time to leave. Cheers.

We see each other once a year and Ondra's babysitting, isn't he?

It takes ages to get there. And my baby's missing me.

- Get a cab. - No, I'm taking the train.

It was really nice. See you.

Later, girls.

- Bye. - Bye.

Thanks.

Bye.

A bottle of red. That one.

Bye-bye.

Mishka!

Misha! What's up with you?

She's pissed. Totally wasted.

Come on. She only had one glass of Prosecco.

She's wasted at her own daughter's party.

Ondra!

Look, she was hiding it. She had this in the bathroom. Booze.

Didn't she just take some pills?

What do I need to say for you to believe me?

CHAPTER 3 ACROSS THE STYX SWAMP

Boo Boo!

I'm scared.

I'm a piece of shit.

Why are you doing this?

I don't know.

ADDICTION TREATMENT CENTER

What happened?

You were unconscious. They called an ambulance.

Lie still. I'll take your blood pressure.

You're dehydrated, exhausted, you have vitamin deficiencies.

So drink plenty of water, rest a lot and you need a balanced, healthy diet.

You need to take care of yourself now that you're pregnant.

This is for your primary care physician.

Thank you.

- Do you have an escort? - My husband is picking me up.

- Good luck, then. - Thank you.

- That's not a good idea. - It's not an idea.

- Just look how things are between us now. - How?

- You don't see it? - What?

Fuck, it's always the same! You promised you'd stop drinking!

- Everyone drinks sometimes. Even you. - Yeah?

Sure, but not like this. Just look at it!

I don't want to have another child with an alcoholic!

OPERATING ROOM

Pull over.

Fuck!

What are you doing? You lost your fucking mind?

Are you crazy or what?

- Give it back, for fuck's sake! - You're out of your fucking mind!

Damn it! Stay here you drunk, stupid bitch!

Let me go! I've had enough! Stay here and drink yourself to death!

Come here.

Hi, it's Ondra.

Why are you doing this?

I don't know.

Mishka!

Get up and fucking do something with yourself!

Come to us! Come on! Again!

Go ahead, you can do it!

Come on, you're almost here!

Try again!

Come on.

You've got three per mille, pretty impressive for a woman.

I'm just that good.

I'm sorry.

You could have died.

I'm scared.

So come on in!

Good morning.

Did you sleep at all?

Breathe for me, then.

Zero per mille.

- Does that mean that... - You've escaped delirium.

And I was afraid to quit drinking just because of that.

Let's have an emotional round. Who's gonna start?

CHAPTER 4 A NEW LIFE

Okay, I'll start.

Not much has changed with me since last time.

I feel good.

I just need to undergo a surgery on my hand,

because I didn't take care of it and it didn't heal up well.

I was just too busy drinking.

Well, that's it.

And how's Ondra? Still the same?

Well, he moved out two months ago.

We have a shared custody now.

He keeps writing to me. Nasty things, though.

So I guess that's how it'll be for some time.

I thought that when I quit drinking, everything would work itself out.

It didn't happen and certain issues came to light.

That's what happens when you get sober.

You start seeing things clearly.

That's true.

I thought the treatment was the end of it all too.

But actually, it was just the beginning.

I started writing a blog.

Anonymously.

It's helping me a lot.

Well, it's great.

It's called, "My Drunken Diary."

SALE

- Hey. - Hey.

- Bye, honey. - Good. Come here. Hi.

- Bye. - Bye.

- You'll never go to the pub again, got it? - Just normally...

MY DRUNKEN DIARY

Bye. I'm picking her up from day care on Thursday.

Can you come upstairs for a little while?

- What's going on? - I need to talk to you about something.

I'm sure you do. Shoot, then.

I want custody of Isabela.

You can have her on the weekends, vacations, or whatever we agree on.

After the divorce.

- I see. - What?

- I'm learning something new at last. - We've already discussed this.

I don't know what we have discussed or not.

Stop it!

What happened to you?

When you were totally fucked, I was good for you, right?

I had to put up with everything for you.

I'm here every time you need me. And do you know why?

- Do you? - I don't!

It's different now. Everything has changed. I've changed too.

You're an alcoholic and always will be one!

- No one gives custody to an alcoholic! - You're so disgusting!

- Where did he go? - He had to leave, my love, okay?

- Good? - Yes.

Come on! At least a little.

- I don't want to. - You promised me.

Because you made me.

You promised you wouldn't drink.

I did not drink for a year.

I only do it once in a while. Like everyone else.

I'm fine. You don't have to worry about me.

You fell in the kitchen.

So I fell. I'm not 20 anymore. It happens.

You're not old. You're addicted.

You won't beat it like that, Dad. Believe me.

If I could do it, you can do it too. Let's go.

Dad!

Food is ready!

That's Grandma. We're late. Let's go.

- I'll put it here for you, okay? - Yeah, thank you.

Good.

There you go. Enjoy.

You should find yourself a normal woman, Ondra.

And divorce that...

alcoholic.

Don't talk like that about her.

I don't want you to ever talk like that about her in front of Isabela.

Sure.

Be glad you got rid of her, you know?

She's still my wife.

Boo!

Hey. Shall we go?

IS IT POSSIBLE THAT I MISS YOU ALREADY?

RUBBISH!

Hello, sweetheart!

How have you been?

- That's great progress, Misha. - We're doing our best, both of us.

And what do you think has changed in your relationship with Ondra?

I still like him. But differently.

In sobriety, everything is completely different.

I'm different.

More mature, I guess.

I can see your tension has eased.

Anything else you would like to share with the group?

Dad.

How?

He hung himself.

What? What?

CHAPTER 5 HERE AND NOW

My main guest of tonight's "Fuckup Night" is Boo Boo the Bear.

You may be wondering if I'm also going to ask him about his life's struggles.

Well, I'll tell you.

I won't.

Because he's here as a mascot of my next guest,

a woman who is the author of a very successful blog,

which she wrote in complete anonymity.

But today she decided to come out of her anonymity.

You don't know what she looks like or where she's sitting,

so instead of revealing that she's sitting in the front row,

I'll invite her to the stage right away.

Please welcome the author of "My Drunken Diary" blog

and give her a big round of applause.

- Hi. - Hi.

- First name terms? - Yes.

I am Tomáš.

Hi.

Hello.

I'm nervous, because I don't normally talk in front of so many people.

- It'll be okay, though. - Don't be. Take over Boo Boo here.

So, this is me in this picture.

It might look like I'm making a bed in the open,

but it's actually in our backyard.

The time it takes to get to this level of addiction varies from person to person.

In my case, it was exactly one year

between my previous life and the time this picture was taken.

That was probably the worst thing that ever happened to me.

That's why Ondra and I separated.

But I believe that everything is and will be as it should be.

Misha, thank you very much for your courage to come out here tonight.

And if you're up to it, we could have some questions from the audience.

I'd like to ask Misha if her relationship survived.

If she's still together with Ondra.

Our car...

- Hello. - Hello, princess.

Hello, hello!

- Hello, prince. - So prince, huh?

- Say hello to the sea, my love. - Come with me, Mom.

I can't, honey. But it'll be great with auntie Katka too, okay?

- Okay. - Cool.

- Good, I'll be right back, sweetie. - Sweetie!

Take care.

It's gonna be fine.

So, bye.

- Bye. - Bye.

"THERE IS NO NEED TO FEAR A CRISIS..."

NICE CHAP

Hi.

Hey. Are you packed yet?

- I'll be there in an hour. - Okay.

- I hope it doesn't start raining. - Yeah.

Are you excited?

Of course I'm excited.

Is everything okay? Your voice is a bit strange.

I just need to quickly finish something here. Okay?

- All right, then. - Bye.

Bye.

Hi. Can you open up for me?

- Well, I'm not going anywhere. - What?

- I'm sorry, I've changed my mind. - What happened?

Where are you? I'm in front of the house. Misha?

PLEASE. COME BACK TO ME!

WHEN ARE YOU COMING?

You look nice.

Keep looking at me like that, please.

I CAN'T MAKE IT ON MONDAY. KATKA WILL GIVE YOU ISABELA.

IS IT OKAY?

Jesus, Katka's bringing her.

- Hi, my love. - Hey.

Hey.

What are you doing here?

NOT ALL WHO WANDER ARE LOST.

THE NUMBER OF WOMEN WITH ALCOHOL PROBLEMS IS RAPIDLY INCREASING.

TODAY'S RATIO IS ONE WOMAN FOR EVERY TWO MEN.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO FIGHT ADDICTION ALONE.

YOU CAN HELP YOURSELF AND YOUR LOVED ONES.

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