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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:06,988 --> 00:00:10,488 (engaging dramatic music) 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:15,444 --> 00:00:18,396 (keyboard taps) 5 00:00:18,396 --> 00:00:21,479 (gentle piano music) 6 00:00:24,552 --> 00:00:27,385 (keyboard clacks) 7 00:00:40,589 --> 00:00:43,256 (keyboard taps) 8 00:00:49,960 --> 00:00:52,627 (keyboard taps) 9 00:00:58,180 --> 00:01:00,113 - Try it in black. 10 00:01:00,113 --> 00:01:02,190 (uptempo drum beat) 11 00:01:02,190 --> 00:01:04,976 Maybe not full black, something a little lighter. 12 00:01:04,976 --> 00:01:08,160 (percussion beats) 13 00:01:08,160 --> 00:01:10,436 Maybe slightly bigger on the font. 14 00:01:10,436 --> 00:01:12,790 (snare beats) 15 00:01:12,790 --> 00:01:14,190 How about a different color? 16 00:01:15,552 --> 00:01:18,040 (rhythmic percussion) 17 00:01:18,040 --> 00:01:19,573 Oh, oh yeah, I like that. 18 00:01:20,880 --> 00:01:23,394 Now, maybe a little smaller on the font. 19 00:01:23,394 --> 00:01:26,811 (light percussion music) 20 00:01:27,770 --> 00:01:28,603 Perfect. 21 00:01:29,564 --> 00:01:34,290 Great work, Ian, great work. 22 00:01:34,290 --> 00:01:35,540 How do you feel about it? 23 00:01:36,620 --> 00:01:37,910 - I'm happy if you're happy. 24 00:01:37,910 --> 00:01:39,310 - Thank you very much. 25 00:01:39,310 --> 00:01:42,155 You know, I knew you were the right choice. 26 00:01:42,155 --> 00:01:44,238 (laughs) 27 00:01:46,840 --> 00:01:48,240 Oh, is there something else? 28 00:01:50,700 --> 00:01:53,080 Oh, right, right, right. 29 00:01:53,080 --> 00:01:54,853 I'm a bit short on time. 30 00:02:05,164 --> 00:02:05,997 Mm-hm. 31 00:02:12,000 --> 00:02:13,100 There's progress here. 32 00:02:18,336 --> 00:02:21,836 But, it's just not what we're looking for! 33 00:02:29,883 --> 00:02:32,040 - Too many notes? 34 00:02:32,040 --> 00:02:33,543 - It's just a bit derivative. 35 00:02:34,793 --> 00:02:38,043 (dramatic piano music) 36 00:02:46,064 --> 00:02:49,314 Great work on the logo, though, truly. 37 00:02:52,680 --> 00:02:53,513 - Thanks. 38 00:02:55,170 --> 00:02:56,310 - [Taymour] How'd it go? 39 00:02:56,310 --> 00:02:58,000 - [Ian] He really liked the logo. 40 00:02:58,000 --> 00:03:01,917 (melancholic orchestral music) 41 00:03:22,424 --> 00:03:25,674 (delicate piano music) 42 00:03:43,124 --> 00:03:45,957 (keyboard clacks) 43 00:03:58,077 --> 00:04:01,744 (stirring orchestral music) 44 00:04:06,136 --> 00:04:08,969 (keyboard clacks) 45 00:04:19,936 --> 00:04:21,196 (computer closes) 46 00:04:21,196 --> 00:04:24,191 (Ian sighs) 47 00:04:24,191 --> 00:04:26,608 (bed creaks) 48 00:04:29,726 --> 00:04:32,226 (birds chirp) 49 00:04:51,823 --> 00:04:54,223 (engaging piano music) 50 00:04:54,223 --> 00:04:57,806 (strokes violently strike) 51 00:05:01,767 --> 00:05:04,934 (uptempo piano music) 52 00:05:29,503 --> 00:05:32,586 (somber piano notes) 53 00:05:36,583 --> 00:05:39,083 (phone beeps) 54 00:05:41,727 --> 00:05:43,600 So, what actually made you use a dating site? 55 00:05:43,600 --> 00:05:46,230 I mean, I'm sure you got guys asking you out all the time. 56 00:05:46,230 --> 00:05:49,060 - Well, my friend met her boyfriend online? 57 00:05:49,060 --> 00:05:52,270 and our other friend did too, but my sister, 58 00:05:52,270 --> 00:05:55,350 she just got engaged and she met hims online. 59 00:05:55,350 --> 00:05:57,653 So, I figured I must as well give it a shot. 60 00:05:58,547 --> 00:05:59,848 - You had any luck? 61 00:05:59,848 --> 00:06:02,240 - A few dates, it's kind of overwhelming. 62 00:06:02,240 --> 00:06:04,730 - Yeah, I know, I hear there's so many assholes out there. 63 00:06:04,730 --> 00:06:06,590 - I know, the assholes are easy to deal with. 64 00:06:06,590 --> 00:06:08,460 You just delete whatever crude 65 00:06:08,460 --> 00:06:10,900 bullshit they say or whatever. 66 00:06:10,900 --> 00:06:14,160 The racially-charged things used to bother me a bit more, 67 00:06:14,160 --> 00:06:16,874 guys talking about catching Yellow Fever. 68 00:06:16,874 --> 00:06:18,300 - Wait, what? 69 00:06:18,300 --> 00:06:20,110 People would do that in a message? 70 00:06:20,110 --> 00:06:24,580 - Yes, the overwhelming part were all the sweet messages. 71 00:06:24,580 --> 00:06:27,280 You know, I would get these thoughtful, 72 00:06:27,280 --> 00:06:29,350 sincere messages from guys responding 73 00:06:29,350 --> 00:06:32,660 to my profile and showing general interest, 74 00:06:32,660 --> 00:06:35,740 and then I'm just not attracted to the person. 75 00:06:35,740 --> 00:06:38,250 I used to try to respond but it was so much. 76 00:06:38,250 --> 00:06:40,390 I don't even know these people and suddenly 77 00:06:40,390 --> 00:06:42,050 I'm investing so much emotional energy 78 00:06:42,050 --> 00:06:43,750 just trying to let them down easy, 79 00:06:44,737 --> 00:06:46,530 I just had to stop responding. 80 00:06:46,530 --> 00:06:48,610 - I get it, it's exhausting. 81 00:06:48,610 --> 00:06:49,443 - I feel bad about it. 82 00:06:49,443 --> 00:06:53,000 - No, I send at least 10 messages a day and every 83 00:06:53,000 --> 00:06:55,380 single time and get invested enough 84 00:06:55,380 --> 00:06:57,440 to actually write a great message and then somehow 85 00:06:57,440 --> 00:06:59,720 not be attached to whether or not they respond. 86 00:06:59,720 --> 00:07:01,510 So, then I'll see like an amazing profile, 87 00:07:01,510 --> 00:07:03,440 spend so long trying to write an good message, 88 00:07:03,440 --> 00:07:06,290 and then nothing, no response, it... 89 00:07:10,570 --> 00:07:13,651 - That seems like a lot of messages to send. 90 00:07:13,651 --> 00:07:16,180 - You know, it's how it works. 91 00:07:16,180 --> 00:07:19,130 - [Jessica] Well, I don't know, it just seems like a lot. 92 00:07:19,130 --> 00:07:21,320 How many messages did you send today? 93 00:07:21,320 --> 00:07:22,583 - Okay, totally-- 94 00:07:22,583 --> 00:07:23,916 - [Jessica] Ian? 95 00:07:25,088 --> 00:07:28,020 - When I first started, when I first started online dating, 96 00:07:28,020 --> 00:07:32,320 I would just message one person, and I'd spend three weeks 97 00:07:32,320 --> 00:07:35,210 like getting to know them and building a real connection, 98 00:07:35,210 --> 00:07:37,420 and then we get in person and there's nothing. 99 00:07:37,420 --> 00:07:39,240 There is no chemistry. 100 00:07:39,240 --> 00:07:41,240 You can learn more in five minutes of meeting someone 101 00:07:41,240 --> 00:07:43,630 than you can in 100s of messages online. 102 00:07:43,630 --> 00:07:47,876 - So, let me get this straight, you message what, 103 00:07:47,876 --> 00:07:51,410 a dozen women a day even when you have a date that night? 104 00:07:51,410 --> 00:07:53,287 - [Ian] Okay, I get that, that... 105 00:07:54,650 --> 00:07:58,380 - Yeah, this was a really nice place that you brought 106 00:07:58,380 --> 00:08:01,750 me to and you went out and got me flowers. 107 00:08:01,750 --> 00:08:05,390 I was excited to be taken out instead of just casual coffee, 108 00:08:05,390 --> 00:08:09,160 but it's pretty hard to feel special when you get the vibe-- 109 00:08:09,160 --> 00:08:10,940 - You are, you are special. 110 00:08:10,940 --> 00:08:12,760 I don't how to say it, I don't wanna lie to you. 111 00:08:12,760 --> 00:08:14,110 I don't wanna lie to you on our first date, 112 00:08:14,110 --> 00:08:18,200 but okay, yes, when I like someone I go all out 113 00:08:18,200 --> 00:08:19,560 and how is that any different than someone 114 00:08:19,560 --> 00:08:22,180 who just goes to coffee every single time? 115 00:08:22,180 --> 00:08:24,850 - Because I'm aware that coffee isn't special. 116 00:08:24,850 --> 00:08:28,470 This actually felt special, but actually 117 00:08:28,470 --> 00:08:30,690 it's just what you do every single time. 118 00:08:30,690 --> 00:08:33,100 - All right, dinner, flowers, that stuff used 119 00:08:33,100 --> 00:08:34,860 to be standard, that's not my fault, 120 00:08:34,860 --> 00:08:39,860 that's other guys these days, and what's the alternative? 121 00:08:39,890 --> 00:08:42,200 Casual has never worked for me. 122 00:08:42,200 --> 00:08:44,340 I mean, I would go to coffee with a girl 123 00:08:44,340 --> 00:08:47,230 and I'd think that she was so amazing, 124 00:08:47,230 --> 00:08:48,647 and then she'd be like, "Oh, I'm sorry. 125 00:08:48,647 --> 00:08:50,410 "I see you more as just a friend," 126 00:08:50,410 --> 00:08:51,650 which of course she did because 127 00:08:51,650 --> 00:08:55,020 we got coffee which is what friends do. 128 00:08:55,020 --> 00:08:57,710 - Or, maybe if it was truly special it would transcend 129 00:08:57,710 --> 00:09:00,610 even just getting coffee, and maybe doing 130 00:09:00,610 --> 00:09:03,690 all of this makes it feel more special than it is. 131 00:09:03,690 --> 00:09:08,540 - Okay Jessica, I'm sorry, what, 132 00:09:08,540 --> 00:09:10,373 I can't change what happened before. 133 00:09:12,050 --> 00:09:13,770 - You know how some couples are right on the verge 134 00:09:13,770 --> 00:09:16,270 of marriage, and then months before the wedding 135 00:09:16,270 --> 00:09:18,710 they break up, usually because one person realized 136 00:09:18,710 --> 00:09:20,640 it wasn't a good fit and had the sense 137 00:09:20,640 --> 00:09:23,620 to back out before things got even messier? 138 00:09:23,620 --> 00:09:25,670 And then, within a year the person who got broken up with 139 00:09:25,670 --> 00:09:29,300 is married, and it's like when that happens the person 140 00:09:29,300 --> 00:09:33,120 who got broken up with just can't adjust their life plan. 141 00:09:33,120 --> 00:09:35,720 They've alread carved out a spot for a wife or a husband 142 00:09:35,720 --> 00:09:38,770 and now it just feels like a big hole is there. 143 00:09:38,770 --> 00:09:41,070 So, they just shove the next person that fits. 144 00:09:41,970 --> 00:09:44,870 Because their plan becomes more important than the person. 145 00:09:47,010 --> 00:09:49,940 When you try to make everything special, 146 00:09:49,940 --> 00:09:51,543 on some level, nothing is. 147 00:09:56,530 --> 00:09:57,403 - Another date? 148 00:09:59,540 --> 00:10:01,610 Man, you need to be painting, not dating. 149 00:10:01,610 --> 00:10:03,500 - [Ian] Dude, they're not mutually exclusive. 150 00:10:03,500 --> 00:10:04,683 - For you they are. 151 00:10:06,350 --> 00:10:09,270 Remember when you got rejected form CalArts? 152 00:10:09,270 --> 00:10:10,870 Instead of using that for your work, everything 153 00:10:10,870 --> 00:10:12,880 was suddenly about getting back together with Tina. 154 00:10:12,880 --> 00:10:14,640 How she was really the one. 155 00:10:14,640 --> 00:10:17,870 Listen, dude, you can do this. 156 00:10:17,870 --> 00:10:19,090 I know you can. 157 00:10:19,090 --> 00:10:22,550 You just gotta stop running away from your bullshit, okay? 158 00:10:22,550 --> 00:10:23,383 Use that. 159 00:10:25,240 --> 00:10:27,998 So, while I'm gone why don't you use my space? 160 00:10:27,998 --> 00:10:29,050 - No, I don't wanna use up all your paint-- 161 00:10:29,050 --> 00:10:30,970 - I'm gone three months, Ian. 162 00:10:30,970 --> 00:10:33,560 These paints, these brushes, they need to breathe, 163 00:10:33,560 --> 00:10:36,890 they need to live, all right, so let them live. 164 00:11:00,339 --> 00:11:02,922 (brush scrubs) 165 00:11:34,057 --> 00:11:36,974 (paint can clanks) 166 00:11:50,356 --> 00:11:53,189 (keyboard clacks) 167 00:12:03,600 --> 00:12:06,850 (dramatic piano music) 168 00:12:26,566 --> 00:12:28,490 - [Ian] I don't even know where to begin, from your love 169 00:12:28,490 --> 00:12:31,110 of Berryman, to your preference for "The Royal Tenenbaums" 170 00:12:31,110 --> 00:12:32,990 over all of the Wes Anderson movies, 171 00:12:32,990 --> 00:12:35,470 to your insistence on using the oxford comma. 172 00:12:35,470 --> 00:12:38,870 We have more in common than I could ever list here. 173 00:12:38,870 --> 00:12:41,240 I think it is amazing that you travel the world. 174 00:12:41,240 --> 00:12:42,570 It's so beautiful that you make sure 175 00:12:42,570 --> 00:12:45,610 to volunteer one day no matter were you travel. 176 00:12:45,610 --> 00:12:47,220 I can't imagine what an incredible 177 00:12:47,220 --> 00:12:49,800 and humbling experience that must be. 178 00:12:49,800 --> 00:12:52,150 You carry around "Letters to a Young Poet." 179 00:12:52,150 --> 00:12:54,010 I haven't read it 100 times like you, 180 00:12:54,010 --> 00:12:56,140 but it is a book that changed my life. 181 00:12:56,140 --> 00:12:57,950 What's your favorite quote from it? 182 00:12:57,950 --> 00:13:01,007 Mine is easily, "Perhaps all the dragons of our lives 183 00:13:01,007 --> 00:13:02,857 "are princesses, who are only waiting 184 00:13:02,857 --> 00:13:05,037 "to see us beautiful and brave. 185 00:13:05,037 --> 00:13:07,627 "Perhaps everything terrible is in deepest being, 186 00:13:07,627 --> 00:13:10,277 "something helpless that wants help from us." 187 00:13:11,220 --> 00:13:12,830 Honestly, I could go on and on, 188 00:13:12,830 --> 00:13:15,223 but nothing I say is gonna top Rilke's words. 189 00:13:16,490 --> 00:13:17,323 I'm ian. 190 00:13:24,550 --> 00:13:27,050 (birds chirp) 191 00:13:29,172 --> 00:13:31,589 (bed creaks) 192 00:13:42,492 --> 00:13:44,825 (Ian sighs) 193 00:14:01,748 --> 00:14:04,915 (engaging drum music) 194 00:14:06,492 --> 00:14:07,540 Who's that? 195 00:14:07,540 --> 00:14:08,373 - Christina. 196 00:14:09,850 --> 00:14:11,820 - What, you're not gonna see her in New York, are you? 197 00:14:11,820 --> 00:14:13,400 - Maybe, maybe. 198 00:14:13,400 --> 00:14:15,410 - Dude, do not go down that road again. 199 00:14:15,410 --> 00:14:17,970 - Yeah, you'd do the same for the best sex of your life. 200 00:14:17,970 --> 00:14:18,953 - What about Samantha? 201 00:14:19,851 --> 00:14:22,013 - I don't know, I'm gone all summer, what? 202 00:14:22,013 --> 00:14:23,586 - Just for weeks you wouldn't shut up about 203 00:14:23,586 --> 00:14:24,833 this hilarious joke Samantha made 204 00:14:24,833 --> 00:14:27,230 and this amazing conversation you had, 205 00:14:27,230 --> 00:14:28,853 or how fucking hot she is. 206 00:14:28,853 --> 00:14:32,410 - Look, I know it sounds messed up, but I've told you, 207 00:14:32,410 --> 00:14:34,890 when a girl gets too interested, it doesn't work. 208 00:14:34,890 --> 00:14:36,400 - Yeah, so back to the manipulative chick 209 00:14:36,400 --> 00:14:37,650 who never really cared about you. 210 00:14:37,650 --> 00:14:40,730 - Look, relax, I thought we're here to see some art? 211 00:14:40,730 --> 00:14:44,170 - All right this, this is not art. 212 00:14:44,170 --> 00:14:45,989 - Come on, this is why you're here. 213 00:14:45,989 --> 00:14:46,920 I mean, look. 214 00:14:46,920 --> 00:14:49,590 - Yeah, no, Pop Art was bad enough when it happened, 215 00:14:49,590 --> 00:14:51,680 like I get it made some commentary on consumerism. 216 00:14:51,680 --> 00:14:53,980 The entire movement made one point. 217 00:14:53,980 --> 00:14:57,003 To see the same shit 50 years later is a waste of time. 218 00:14:58,360 --> 00:15:00,500 - [Taymour] What are you so pissed about. 219 00:15:00,500 --> 00:15:03,170 - You have this amazing girl who could be everything you 220 00:15:03,170 --> 00:15:05,570 ever want right in front of you, thrown way, because what? 221 00:15:05,570 --> 00:15:07,520 She's too interested? 222 00:15:07,520 --> 00:15:08,729 - You date her then. 223 00:15:08,729 --> 00:15:10,410 - I would date the shit out of Samantha. 224 00:15:10,410 --> 00:15:12,345 - Then I'll give her your number okay? 225 00:15:12,345 --> 00:15:13,178 - Dude, she doesn't like me, 226 00:15:13,178 --> 00:15:15,120 she likes you, just like they always do. 227 00:15:17,170 --> 00:15:20,410 Okay, yeah, yeah, yeah, I know, it's not your fault. 228 00:15:21,633 --> 00:15:22,466 I'm good all right? 229 00:15:22,466 --> 00:15:23,460 I'm good, let's catch your flight, all right? 230 00:15:24,883 --> 00:15:28,216 (light percussion beat) 231 00:15:34,435 --> 00:15:37,685 (dramatic piano music) 232 00:15:58,846 --> 00:16:01,263 (water runs) 233 00:16:02,928 --> 00:16:05,120 (phone rings) 234 00:16:05,120 --> 00:16:05,953 Fuck! 235 00:16:15,900 --> 00:16:16,890 Hey. 236 00:16:16,890 --> 00:16:20,540 - [Sofia] Hi, do you know who this is? 237 00:16:20,540 --> 00:16:22,300 - [Ian] I was hoping. 238 00:16:22,300 --> 00:16:23,670 - [Sofia] You sound out of breath. 239 00:16:23,670 --> 00:16:25,010 Is this a bad time? 240 00:16:25,010 --> 00:16:27,270 - Now I was just brushing my teeth 241 00:16:27,270 --> 00:16:29,820 and I raced to grab the call. 242 00:16:29,820 --> 00:16:32,460 - [Sofia] Wait, you raced to brush 243 00:16:32,460 --> 00:16:35,280 your teeth after sending me your number? 244 00:16:35,280 --> 00:16:36,180 - [Ian] Ah, maybe. 245 00:16:37,140 --> 00:16:39,247 - [Sofia] You brush your teeth for a phone call? 246 00:16:39,247 --> 00:16:41,920 - Okay, I realize that doesn't make any sense. 247 00:16:41,920 --> 00:16:44,542 - [Sofia] It does and it's very sweet. 248 00:16:44,542 --> 00:16:45,375 - Yeah? 249 00:16:45,375 --> 00:16:46,470 - [Sofia] Yeah, you're racing around 250 00:16:46,470 --> 00:16:48,410 to get ready for a phone call. 251 00:16:48,410 --> 00:16:50,340 - Well, I was excited. 252 00:16:50,340 --> 00:16:54,070 You know, calling's cool, or whatever, 253 00:16:54,070 --> 00:16:57,870 I wasn't overly excited or interested after two messages 254 00:16:57,870 --> 00:17:02,180 and 30 seconds of a phone call, it was whatever. 255 00:17:02,180 --> 00:17:05,650 - [Sofia] Oh, well good, because I prefer my men 256 00:17:05,650 --> 00:17:08,530 to be so aloof and so caught up in their own image 257 00:17:08,530 --> 00:17:11,000 that I become completely expendable. 258 00:17:11,000 --> 00:17:13,573 - Oh perfect, should I neg you now? 259 00:17:14,560 --> 00:17:15,393 - Yes, please. 260 00:17:16,690 --> 00:17:19,490 - Your voice is kind of okay, I guess. 261 00:17:19,490 --> 00:17:21,918 - [Sofia] What kind of neg is that? 262 00:17:21,918 --> 00:17:23,070 - I don't know, I've never done it before. 263 00:17:23,070 --> 00:17:26,393 Isn't supposed to be like this back-handed compliment? 264 00:17:27,320 --> 00:17:29,770 - [Sofia] I'm not sure, but that was neither. 265 00:17:29,770 --> 00:17:30,857 It was just vague. 266 00:17:30,857 --> 00:17:34,483 - Ah, okay, let me, let me try again. 267 00:17:37,540 --> 00:17:39,890 I'm not usually attracted to voices like yours. 268 00:17:41,190 --> 00:17:42,023 - [Sofia] Ouch. 269 00:17:42,980 --> 00:17:44,080 Okay, that was better. 270 00:17:46,910 --> 00:17:49,480 Let me try to prove to you how attractive 271 00:17:49,480 --> 00:17:52,930 my voice can be in sick validation. 272 00:17:52,930 --> 00:17:57,120 - Woo, we are great at this. 273 00:17:57,120 --> 00:17:57,953 - Experts. 274 00:17:57,953 --> 00:18:00,560 - You know, clearly we have had the best dating experiences. 275 00:18:00,560 --> 00:18:01,393 - [Sofia] Oh, clearly. 276 00:18:01,393 --> 00:18:03,253 - Hence, taking our talents online. 277 00:18:04,740 --> 00:18:08,420 - [Sofia] Oh, did you not see my profile? 278 00:18:08,420 --> 00:18:10,860 I actually have a boyfriend. 279 00:18:10,860 --> 00:18:12,930 I just run a service helping guys improve 280 00:18:12,930 --> 00:18:15,033 their profiles and send their messages. 281 00:18:16,070 --> 00:18:18,210 - Wait, really? 282 00:18:18,210 --> 00:18:19,043 - No. 283 00:18:20,390 --> 00:18:21,223 - [Sofia] Oh my gosh, you believed me-- 284 00:18:21,223 --> 00:18:24,923 - All my hopes and dreams just flashed before my eyes. 285 00:18:26,010 --> 00:18:28,253 - [Sofia] Oh yeah, but I hook. 286 00:18:30,130 --> 00:18:31,630 - Amazing. 287 00:18:31,630 --> 00:18:36,530 - [Sofia] Well good, you know, it's funny, I love art 288 00:18:36,530 --> 00:18:39,690 but I swore I would never date an artist. 289 00:18:39,690 --> 00:18:42,393 - Oh yeah and why is that, why is that? 290 00:18:43,570 --> 00:18:45,390 - [Sofia] All the usual stereotypes, 291 00:18:45,390 --> 00:18:47,620 which I guess is unfair. 292 00:18:47,620 --> 00:18:49,620 - Hey, I'm just grateful for any 293 00:18:49,620 --> 00:18:52,160 of your stereotypes or biases that kept you 294 00:18:52,160 --> 00:18:54,210 single long enough for me to get my shot. 295 00:18:55,330 --> 00:18:57,392 (Sofia chuckles) 296 00:18:57,392 --> 00:19:00,483 What was the last piece of art that truly arrested you? 297 00:19:01,460 --> 00:19:04,433 - [Sofia] Wow, now that's a question. 298 00:19:06,340 --> 00:19:08,393 Are you familiar with Umberto Boccioni? 299 00:19:10,200 --> 00:19:12,953 - I know the name but I don't really know the work. 300 00:19:15,080 --> 00:19:18,280 - [Sofia] He was so young when he died. 301 00:19:18,280 --> 00:19:20,430 He was not like these other artists 302 00:19:20,430 --> 00:19:23,160 that kept painting the same things over and over, 303 00:19:23,160 --> 00:19:25,740 long after art has progressed and moved on. 304 00:19:25,740 --> 00:19:28,973 No, he was right in the middle of it. 305 00:19:30,010 --> 00:19:33,633 I mean, who knows how many paintings we don't get now? 306 00:19:34,590 --> 00:19:38,673 By the end with Pollock, and Picasso, and Ed Ruscha, 307 00:19:39,570 --> 00:19:42,370 we felt like that we have seen everything that could do, 308 00:19:43,785 --> 00:19:48,257 but Boccioni, gosh, he as just getting started. 309 00:19:49,200 --> 00:19:53,023 And it is, "The City Rises" to answer your question. 310 00:19:55,570 --> 00:19:58,030 - [Ian] Oh wow, wow, I just pulled it up. 311 00:19:58,030 --> 00:19:59,180 It looks pretty cool. 312 00:19:59,180 --> 00:20:01,910 - [Sofia] What, no, no, no, no, what are you doing? 313 00:20:01,910 --> 00:20:03,438 Oh my God. 314 00:20:03,438 --> 00:20:04,271 - Sorry, sorry, okay. 315 00:20:05,157 --> 00:20:10,000 - [Sofia] No, every image whether blurs out 316 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:12,450 the brush strokes on top that make it come to life, 317 00:20:12,450 --> 00:20:15,000 or they capture the brush strokes but then 318 00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:17,353 the entire images loses shape. 319 00:20:18,670 --> 00:20:22,140 Oh, it's like there's a vibrancy. 320 00:20:22,140 --> 00:20:27,140 There's a life to this piece, like nothing I have ever seen. 321 00:20:28,100 --> 00:20:31,730 It literally stopped me in my tracks. 322 00:20:31,730 --> 00:20:34,180 That's why I find it so striking that you use 323 00:20:34,180 --> 00:20:38,160 the word, arrested, because that's exactly 324 00:20:38,160 --> 00:20:39,560 what this painted did to me. 325 00:20:42,070 --> 00:20:44,890 - Well, I don't think I ever wanted 326 00:20:44,890 --> 00:20:46,760 to see a painting more in my life. 327 00:20:46,760 --> 00:20:48,820 - [Sofia] It's part of the permanent collection at MoMA. 328 00:20:48,820 --> 00:20:50,420 - Oh, we'll have to go sometime. 329 00:20:50,420 --> 00:20:53,663 - [Sofia] Yeah, yeah, we will. 330 00:20:54,580 --> 00:20:58,960 - Okay, so, I don't usually do this, 331 00:20:58,960 --> 00:21:02,440 but I also don't usually hit it off with people like this, 332 00:21:02,440 --> 00:21:07,440 so, I was wondering, do you wanna be super spontaneous 333 00:21:08,450 --> 00:21:09,950 and got out to dinner tonight? 334 00:21:12,051 --> 00:21:15,160 - [Sofia] Oh, Ian, I really would love to but I can't. 335 00:21:15,160 --> 00:21:18,724 - Yeah, no, yes, of course, right yeah. 336 00:21:18,724 --> 00:21:19,783 I understand. 337 00:21:20,920 --> 00:21:24,120 - [Sofia] No, no, no, no, you don't understand. 338 00:21:24,120 --> 00:21:25,573 I'm not in LA right now. 339 00:21:27,020 --> 00:21:28,753 My mom is sick, she has cancer. 340 00:21:30,389 --> 00:21:34,393 - Oh, I'm so sorry. 341 00:21:36,192 --> 00:21:37,363 - [Sofia] Don't be sorry. 342 00:21:38,270 --> 00:21:41,010 She's going for a double mastectomy next week, 343 00:21:41,010 --> 00:21:42,913 so I'm here to be with her. 344 00:21:44,870 --> 00:21:49,337 - I can't even imagine what you're going through right now. 345 00:21:49,337 --> 00:21:50,713 I'm so glad she has you. 346 00:21:52,380 --> 00:21:55,570 - [Sofia] We are very optimistic. 347 00:21:55,570 --> 00:21:59,220 She's a doctor, so she's getting the best care possible 348 00:21:59,220 --> 00:22:02,530 and the oncologist is very confident 349 00:22:02,530 --> 00:22:04,280 that they'll be able to get it all. 350 00:22:07,234 --> 00:22:09,310 - [Ian] I'm sorry. 351 00:22:09,310 --> 00:22:10,560 - [Sofia] Don't say that. 352 00:22:12,170 --> 00:22:14,420 Sorry is for when you lose something. 353 00:22:14,420 --> 00:22:17,300 This is I don't know, it's just one 354 00:22:17,300 --> 00:22:18,853 of those life moments, I guess. 355 00:22:19,920 --> 00:22:23,423 But, I am going to be here for a month. 356 00:22:24,800 --> 00:22:26,913 - Where is here? 357 00:22:28,050 --> 00:22:29,150 - [Sofia] Mexico City. 358 00:22:30,880 --> 00:22:33,603 - Wow, that is far. 359 00:22:34,610 --> 00:22:37,460 - [Sofia] Yeah, it is. 360 00:22:37,460 --> 00:22:40,210 Look, I understand if you're not interested. 361 00:22:40,210 --> 00:22:41,730 I was going to delete my profile 362 00:22:41,730 --> 00:22:45,260 but then I got your message, and I wasn't even going 363 00:22:45,260 --> 00:22:47,893 to respond, I had so many things going on. 364 00:22:49,130 --> 00:22:52,490 But it was the best message I've ever received 365 00:22:52,490 --> 00:22:56,010 and I really tried to restrain myself 366 00:22:56,010 --> 00:22:57,453 from responding but I couldn't. 367 00:22:58,291 --> 00:23:00,560 - That was like less than 24 hours ago. 368 00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:03,110 - [Sofia] I know, I got it last night 369 00:23:03,110 --> 00:23:07,130 and I might have stayed up later than I would like 370 00:23:07,130 --> 00:23:10,083 to admit just trying not to respond. 371 00:23:11,442 --> 00:23:12,653 - I'm really glad you did. 372 00:23:13,980 --> 00:23:14,830 - [Sofia] Me too. 373 00:23:16,540 --> 00:23:18,720 But I'm not there. 374 00:23:18,720 --> 00:23:21,180 Look, we can always try when I get back again, 375 00:23:21,180 --> 00:23:25,250 if you're available, when can probably meet for coffee. 376 00:23:25,250 --> 00:23:26,203 - Sofia. 377 00:23:27,150 --> 00:23:28,070 - [Sofia] Yeah? 378 00:23:28,070 --> 00:23:30,140 - This is something special. 379 00:23:30,140 --> 00:23:31,860 Look at the way we just jumped into conversation, 380 00:23:31,860 --> 00:23:34,393 skipping all of that boring small talk. 381 00:23:35,280 --> 00:23:37,220 Look, maybe you don't have this problem, 382 00:23:37,220 --> 00:23:39,680 because you are so damn fascinating, 383 00:23:39,680 --> 00:23:42,020 but moments like this are rare, 384 00:23:42,020 --> 00:23:44,920 and when I encounter it, I'm smart enough to hold onto it. 385 00:23:46,030 --> 00:23:47,530 A month is nothing. 386 00:23:47,530 --> 00:23:51,370 And, I know you are going through so much 387 00:23:51,370 --> 00:23:55,393 and we've just met, but I'm here, 388 00:23:57,150 --> 00:23:58,700 as much here as you'll want me. 389 00:24:01,900 --> 00:24:04,863 - [Sofia] Wow, you are amazing. 390 00:24:05,889 --> 00:24:08,624 - Me, have you seen yourself? 391 00:24:08,624 --> 00:24:10,862 - [Sofia] Yeah, I have. 392 00:24:10,862 --> 00:24:12,112 - You're the amazing one. 393 00:24:12,970 --> 00:24:16,033 - [Sofia] Why does me being amazing mean that you aren't? 394 00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:23,000 I gotta go now, but I would love to talk to you soon. 395 00:24:24,094 --> 00:24:26,444 - I would love that too. 396 00:24:26,444 --> 00:24:28,097 - [Sofia] Thank you, Ian. 397 00:24:28,097 --> 00:24:29,014 - For what? 398 00:24:32,222 --> 00:24:33,055 Sofia? 399 00:24:36,621 --> 00:24:39,871 (engaging piano music) 400 00:24:42,494 --> 00:24:45,161 (messages beep) 401 00:25:53,397 --> 00:25:56,290 (phone rings) 402 00:25:56,290 --> 00:25:58,797 Hey, I thought you with your mom? 403 00:26:00,094 --> 00:26:01,153 - [Sofia] I am. 404 00:26:01,153 --> 00:26:03,550 I just have to escape for a second. 405 00:26:03,550 --> 00:26:05,160 Oh my God, escape it's so bad. 406 00:26:05,160 --> 00:26:08,330 - Oh yeah, no, no, I think I know what you mean. 407 00:26:08,330 --> 00:26:10,260 - [Sofia] I'm in this random stairwell. 408 00:26:10,260 --> 00:26:12,073 Everything just feels so crammed! 409 00:26:13,254 --> 00:26:15,490 I've been here with my mom so many times 410 00:26:15,490 --> 00:26:17,070 when she was working, but it's like 411 00:26:17,070 --> 00:26:19,845 everything just feels so phony now. 412 00:26:19,845 --> 00:26:21,945 - Oh, hey, hey, hey, hey, how's she doing? 413 00:26:22,820 --> 00:26:24,163 How's she doing, is she doing okay? 414 00:26:25,660 --> 00:26:27,060 - [Sofia] She's a tough one. 415 00:26:28,883 --> 00:26:29,793 - How are you doing? 416 00:26:31,152 --> 00:26:33,940 - [Sofia] I'm not quite as tough, but I am 417 00:26:33,940 --> 00:26:36,237 trying to stay strong for her. 418 00:26:36,237 --> 00:26:38,590 - No, you don't have to do that for me. 419 00:26:38,590 --> 00:26:40,133 - [Sofia] That's quite the gift. 420 00:26:41,264 --> 00:26:43,914 - All you gotta be is exactly who you are, that's it. 421 00:26:45,110 --> 00:26:47,183 - [Sofia] You don't believe in God, do you? 422 00:26:49,780 --> 00:26:53,443 - No, that was unexpected. 423 00:26:55,050 --> 00:26:56,980 - [Sofia] I saw it on your profile, and it's just 424 00:26:56,980 --> 00:26:59,980 with my mom and everything that's happening right now. 425 00:26:59,980 --> 00:27:01,900 - Yeah, no, I don't 426 00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:05,033 - [Sofia] I don't know how you do that. 427 00:27:05,890 --> 00:27:08,160 Religion is so important in my culture. 428 00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:11,070 Questioning was never even an option. 429 00:27:11,070 --> 00:27:14,030 I mean, even my mom, this woman of science. 430 00:27:14,030 --> 00:27:16,483 She went to confession every week. 431 00:27:17,670 --> 00:27:19,400 And yes, I've always had my doubts, 432 00:27:19,400 --> 00:27:22,600 but when everything around you is built on believing-- 433 00:27:22,600 --> 00:27:25,660 - I mean, our entire society is built on believing. 434 00:27:25,660 --> 00:27:27,890 How do you ever get anyone go to die 435 00:27:27,890 --> 00:27:29,350 in your war if you think this it? 436 00:27:29,350 --> 00:27:31,390 How do you ever comfort their loved ones 437 00:27:31,390 --> 00:27:33,590 if they think there's not some better place? 438 00:27:35,492 --> 00:27:38,740 - [Sofia] You don't think there's a better place? 439 00:27:38,740 --> 00:27:40,510 - Okay, I realize this is the worst time 440 00:27:40,510 --> 00:27:43,493 to say it, but I don't. 441 00:27:44,730 --> 00:27:46,810 - [Sofia] That scares me. 442 00:27:46,810 --> 00:27:50,610 - Of course, of course it scares you. 443 00:27:50,610 --> 00:27:53,430 I mean that's terrifying. 444 00:27:53,430 --> 00:27:55,120 - [Sofia] Then why don't you believe? 445 00:27:55,120 --> 00:27:56,490 - Me wanting something to be true 446 00:27:56,490 --> 00:27:58,850 is not enough of a reason to believe it. 447 00:28:00,422 --> 00:28:02,243 - [Sofia] I don't wanna believe this is it. 448 00:28:03,591 --> 00:28:05,640 - Neither do I. 449 00:28:05,640 --> 00:28:07,090 - [Sofia] The only way that I was able to get through 450 00:28:07,090 --> 00:28:10,720 my dad passing was believing he was in a better place, 451 00:28:10,720 --> 00:28:15,720 and yeah, I was 10-years-old, but now I can't get over it. 452 00:28:17,120 --> 00:28:19,350 I can accept this being the only love that I get, 453 00:28:19,350 --> 00:28:21,890 but how could I possibly wish that 454 00:28:21,890 --> 00:28:23,883 on the people that I love the most? 455 00:28:25,530 --> 00:28:27,543 - I only ever want Heaven for other people. 456 00:28:29,310 --> 00:28:30,760 - [Sofia] What about for you? 457 00:28:34,790 --> 00:28:38,940 - I don't know, I guess I don't need it. 458 00:28:38,940 --> 00:28:41,080 I just see so many people throwing away 459 00:28:41,080 --> 00:28:43,780 their entire lives just trying to get to the next one. 460 00:28:44,920 --> 00:28:46,430 - [Sofia] I don't think anyone wants to find out 461 00:28:46,430 --> 00:28:48,417 that something that they've spent 462 00:28:48,417 --> 00:28:49,600 so long believing in just doesn't exist. 463 00:28:49,600 --> 00:28:52,160 - Of course not, who wants to be wrong about that? 464 00:28:52,160 --> 00:28:55,041 How do you tell some Mormon, that oh sorry, 465 00:28:55,041 --> 00:28:57,641 you spent your whole life looking at the wrong book. 466 00:29:00,073 --> 00:29:01,540 (Sofia laughs) 467 00:29:01,540 --> 00:29:02,690 - [Sofia] You're funny. 468 00:29:04,334 --> 00:29:08,930 You know, I just got this image of all these Catholics 469 00:29:08,930 --> 00:29:11,890 and Muslim extremists walking up to the Pearly Gates 470 00:29:11,890 --> 00:29:15,257 and St. Peter being like, "Oh, I'm sorry, 471 00:29:15,257 --> 00:29:18,997 "actually Scientology was the way to eternal salvation. 472 00:29:18,997 --> 00:29:20,413 "What do I tell you?" 473 00:29:22,600 --> 00:29:25,310 - I love how in that image, it's still St. Peter telling 474 00:29:25,310 --> 00:29:27,707 all these people that Scientology was the way. 475 00:29:28,637 --> 00:29:30,700 - [Sofia] Of course it is. 476 00:29:30,700 --> 00:29:34,277 He'll be like, "I know, I know, this sucks. 477 00:29:34,277 --> 00:29:35,557 "They didn't let me in either. 478 00:29:35,557 --> 00:29:36,867 "Why do you think I'm stuck here 479 00:29:36,867 --> 00:29:39,372 "with gate duty for all eternity?" 480 00:29:39,372 --> 00:29:41,705 (Ian sighs) 481 00:29:43,980 --> 00:29:45,760 I gotta go check on my mom. 482 00:29:45,760 --> 00:29:46,593 - Yeah, I know. 483 00:29:47,837 --> 00:29:49,356 - [Sofia] I'll be thinking of you. 484 00:29:49,356 --> 00:29:50,356 - Mm, ditto. 485 00:29:52,939 --> 00:29:54,301 - [Sofia] Ew. 486 00:29:54,301 --> 00:29:55,134 (Ian laughs) 487 00:29:55,134 --> 00:29:56,890 Oh gosh, you did not just say ditto. 488 00:29:56,890 --> 00:29:58,870 I am hanging up. 489 00:29:58,870 --> 00:30:00,189 - Ditto. 490 00:30:00,189 --> 00:30:02,813 (Sofia scoffs) 491 00:30:02,813 --> 00:30:05,480 (message beeps) 492 00:30:13,899 --> 00:30:16,982 (gentle piano music) 493 00:31:05,323 --> 00:31:08,406 (bright piano music) 494 00:31:16,488 --> 00:31:18,103 (camera clicks) 495 00:31:18,103 --> 00:31:20,770 (message sends) 496 00:31:25,399 --> 00:31:27,481 (message replies) 497 00:31:27,481 --> 00:31:29,200 (phone rings) 498 00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:31,370 Hey, what are you doing up so late? 499 00:31:31,370 --> 00:31:33,470 - [Sofia] You drew me a picture! 500 00:31:33,470 --> 00:31:34,820 - A sketch, but yeah. 501 00:31:34,820 --> 00:31:36,374 - [Sofia] I love it. 502 00:31:36,374 --> 00:31:37,890 - Oh, it's just a doodle. 503 00:31:37,890 --> 00:31:40,640 - [Sofia] Oh come on, shut up and take your compliment. 504 00:31:41,920 --> 00:31:42,880 Thank you. 505 00:31:42,880 --> 00:31:43,730 - You're welcome. 506 00:31:44,670 --> 00:31:47,090 What time is there, I didn't wake up, did I? 507 00:31:47,090 --> 00:31:48,833 - [Sofia] No, it's about four. 508 00:31:49,730 --> 00:31:52,310 I woke up and I'm just couldn't go back to sleep. 509 00:31:52,310 --> 00:31:53,880 - Right, I know that one. 510 00:31:53,880 --> 00:31:55,820 - [Sofia] What are you doing up so late? 511 00:31:55,820 --> 00:32:00,053 - Well, I didn't know who bell hooks was. 512 00:32:01,230 --> 00:32:03,430 - Wait, were you just Googling 513 00:32:03,430 --> 00:32:06,963 everything you didn't know in my profile? 514 00:32:06,963 --> 00:32:10,300 - Maybe, but the point is that I could've just Googled it 515 00:32:10,300 --> 00:32:13,240 and not said anything, but I'm actually admitting 516 00:32:13,240 --> 00:32:16,250 that I don't know, which is a big deal 517 00:32:16,250 --> 00:32:19,690 for someone who likes to hide behind their intelligence. 518 00:32:19,690 --> 00:32:24,490 - [Sofia] Okay, well, so are you ready 519 00:32:24,490 --> 00:32:26,053 for your feminism crash course? 520 00:32:27,530 --> 00:32:29,030 - I mean, I guess. 521 00:32:29,030 --> 00:32:32,510 I just, I don't know if I'd call myself a feminist. 522 00:32:32,510 --> 00:32:35,803 I'm all for equality but do I have to call it fem-in-ism? 523 00:32:36,715 --> 00:32:37,548 - [Sofia] Ian! 524 00:32:37,548 --> 00:32:39,612 (Ian laughs manically) 525 00:32:39,612 --> 00:32:41,540 Oh, you asshole. 526 00:32:41,540 --> 00:32:42,593 - I'm so, sorry. 527 00:32:42,593 --> 00:32:44,493 I just wish I could've seen your face. 528 00:32:45,500 --> 00:32:46,850 - [Sofia] Do you know how often 529 00:32:46,850 --> 00:32:48,740 I have to hear shit like that? 530 00:32:48,740 --> 00:32:50,955 - [Ian] I am sorry, I am sorry. 531 00:32:50,955 --> 00:32:52,620 (Ian laughs strangely) 532 00:32:52,620 --> 00:32:54,010 Please, please give me my lesson. 533 00:32:54,010 --> 00:32:56,590 - [Sofia] Well, clearly I'm gonna to have 534 00:32:56,590 --> 00:32:59,370 to start way farther back than I thought. 535 00:32:59,370 --> 00:33:00,203 - Ouch. 536 00:33:01,751 --> 00:33:05,481 - [Sofia] Okay, so, first wave we have 537 00:33:05,481 --> 00:33:09,463 suffragettes, right to vote, equality. 538 00:33:10,750 --> 00:33:13,653 Second wave, it's the bra-burning, 539 00:33:14,560 --> 00:33:17,090 claiming that men are the problem, 540 00:33:17,090 --> 00:33:19,560 and sore women who want to be housewives. 541 00:33:19,560 --> 00:33:22,683 We are still trying to undo the damage from the second wave. 542 00:33:23,660 --> 00:33:27,823 And, then third wave is bell hooks, intersectionality. 543 00:33:29,051 --> 00:33:30,300 - And intersectionality is the idea 544 00:33:30,300 --> 00:33:32,900 that you can't separate race from gender, 545 00:33:32,900 --> 00:33:34,820 from class when you discuss these things? 546 00:33:34,820 --> 00:33:36,380 - [Sofia] Mm hm, yeah, exactly. 547 00:33:36,380 --> 00:33:40,600 So, first wave we would like to have a choice. 548 00:33:40,600 --> 00:33:43,740 Second wave, this is the only choice that you can make, 549 00:33:43,740 --> 00:33:45,253 or you're part of the problem. 550 00:33:46,530 --> 00:33:49,540 Third wave, all of the choices. 551 00:33:49,540 --> 00:33:51,963 - Smash the patriarchy! 552 00:33:51,963 --> 00:33:55,680 - [Sofia] But the patriarchy does not mean men. 553 00:33:55,680 --> 00:33:59,788 - Yeah, I know, I read bell hooks' essay 554 00:33:59,788 --> 00:34:02,320 "Understanding Patriarchy." 555 00:34:02,320 --> 00:34:03,263 - [Sofia] You did? 556 00:34:04,210 --> 00:34:07,930 - Yeah, the part about a man's value being measured 557 00:34:07,930 --> 00:34:10,433 by his willingness or ability to do violence, 558 00:34:11,930 --> 00:34:13,730 well really hit me, no pun intended. 559 00:34:15,430 --> 00:34:19,490 - [Sofia] Men are only allowed to have one emotion, rage. 560 00:34:19,490 --> 00:34:20,690 - Yeah, that was my Dad. 561 00:34:26,940 --> 00:34:31,940 My dad was, he was the kind of guy, I don't know. 562 00:34:33,477 --> 00:34:35,440 You feel weird using certain words, 563 00:34:35,440 --> 00:34:37,230 but he was the kind of guy that thought 564 00:34:37,230 --> 00:34:39,400 it was okay to beat up your kids, 565 00:34:39,400 --> 00:34:44,214 and we would get beat up for all kinds of things. 566 00:34:44,214 --> 00:34:49,214 Like, one time I got beat up for putting the pizza 567 00:34:50,210 --> 00:34:51,980 in the fridge while it was still in the box, 568 00:34:51,980 --> 00:34:53,580 as opposed to taking it out and putting 569 00:34:53,580 --> 00:34:56,230 each piece into individual bags so it'd stay fresher. 570 00:34:58,184 --> 00:35:03,184 I, saw this one show where the kid stands up to his dad 571 00:35:03,980 --> 00:35:07,660 and his dad backs down, and every time I tried 572 00:35:07,660 --> 00:35:12,660 to do it, but I wasn't able to. 573 00:35:17,850 --> 00:35:18,730 But this... 574 00:35:26,930 --> 00:35:28,053 Sorry, one second. 575 00:35:34,110 --> 00:35:37,090 This one time, I was in the den watching TV 576 00:35:38,440 --> 00:35:41,040 and he came into the back and he just slammed me 577 00:35:41,040 --> 00:35:43,220 in the shoulder, I didn't even know what the fuck I did. 578 00:35:43,220 --> 00:35:44,053 He just... 579 00:35:47,790 --> 00:35:52,423 And, I told him he didn't get to hit me anymore. 580 00:35:54,612 --> 00:35:55,840 He said, "What was that?" 581 00:35:55,840 --> 00:35:57,473 And I said it again. 582 00:36:00,020 --> 00:36:05,020 And he got so calm and he walked out of the room, 583 00:36:05,610 --> 00:36:10,610 and he walked into my bedroom, and he took all my paintings 584 00:36:10,947 --> 00:36:15,343 and my drawings, and he just started tearing them, 585 00:36:16,750 --> 00:36:20,370 and I screaming for him to stop, 586 00:36:20,370 --> 00:36:24,310 and he went into the kitchen and he grabbed 587 00:36:24,310 --> 00:36:26,070 the ones off the fridge, and he ripped 588 00:36:26,070 --> 00:36:30,193 those up too, like fucking things from when I was like four, 589 00:36:31,150 --> 00:36:33,140 and he shoved all the pieces under my pillow, 590 00:36:33,140 --> 00:36:35,400 and he forced me into the bed 591 00:36:35,400 --> 00:36:37,300 and he told me to fucking sleep on it. 592 00:36:38,860 --> 00:36:40,376 - [Sofia] Ian. 593 00:36:40,376 --> 00:36:44,580 - And, the thing they never show you about people 594 00:36:44,580 --> 00:36:47,163 like that is how nice they are in between. 595 00:36:49,367 --> 00:36:53,237 Just so nice to all my friends and no one believed me, 596 00:36:55,530 --> 00:37:00,530 and it makes you feel like if you didn't keep messing up, 597 00:37:00,810 --> 00:37:04,993 that maybe they'd still be nice to you. 598 00:37:06,630 --> 00:37:09,620 So, I tried to do anything I possibly could 599 00:37:09,620 --> 00:37:14,620 to prove that I had value, I'd win all these contests 600 00:37:15,070 --> 00:37:17,890 for my art in the newspaper, and the county fairs, 601 00:37:17,890 --> 00:37:21,913 and at school, and every painting was like the only, 602 00:37:23,991 --> 00:37:26,873 and just like that he ripped 'em all up. 603 00:37:32,154 --> 00:37:37,154 And, I let him hit me whenever he wanted after that. 604 00:37:37,190 --> 00:37:38,890 - [Sofia] You didn't deserve that. 605 00:37:40,550 --> 00:37:41,800 - Yeah, I know. 606 00:37:43,870 --> 00:37:46,063 Sorry, I changed the subject. 607 00:37:48,270 --> 00:37:50,200 It all connects in my head. 608 00:37:50,200 --> 00:37:52,550 - [Sofia] No, I see it. 609 00:37:52,550 --> 00:37:56,140 Don't ever apologize for being open with me. 610 00:37:56,140 --> 00:37:58,350 What I hold onto all this time is 611 00:37:58,350 --> 00:38:01,290 this longing for my dad to see me now, 612 00:38:01,290 --> 00:38:02,900 to have all those moments that I didn't 613 00:38:02,900 --> 00:38:04,327 get to have with him, but-- 614 00:38:05,591 --> 00:38:06,424 - What? 615 00:38:06,424 --> 00:38:08,690 - [Sofia] I realized that was gonna come up wrong. 616 00:38:08,690 --> 00:38:11,546 - You were gonna say something about your dad 617 00:38:11,546 --> 00:38:13,930 and being glad he wasn't like mine. 618 00:38:13,930 --> 00:38:15,860 - [Sofia] I didn't mean it like that. 619 00:38:15,860 --> 00:38:18,313 - No, it's okay, it's all right. 620 00:38:22,000 --> 00:38:24,760 - [Sofia] My dad used to go out every night. 621 00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:27,773 He was never gone for long, maybe an hour, 622 00:38:28,830 --> 00:38:31,743 it just felt way longer back then. 623 00:38:33,010 --> 00:38:35,143 I always wanted to go with him. 624 00:38:37,320 --> 00:38:41,140 My mom got mad at him and told him to just go after work 625 00:38:41,140 --> 00:38:43,440 instead of coming home and then leaving again. 626 00:38:45,700 --> 00:38:48,493 But he said he always wanted to see us first. 627 00:38:49,890 --> 00:38:52,333 It was always the same routine. 628 00:38:53,430 --> 00:38:55,520 He would go get his shoes on, 629 00:38:55,520 --> 00:38:58,293 I would stand in front of the door trying to block it, 630 00:38:59,590 --> 00:39:02,500 and he would just come up to me and kiss me 631 00:39:02,500 --> 00:39:05,653 on the head and told me that he loved me. 632 00:39:09,303 --> 00:39:12,690 But one day, he said, "Okay, let's go then." 633 00:39:15,410 --> 00:39:18,740 He took me out on this windy road by the coast 634 00:39:21,736 --> 00:39:24,093 and we watched the waves and the birds. 635 00:39:27,740 --> 00:39:32,640 Then, we got out of the car and he carried me 636 00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:36,460 in his arms and I remember thinking 637 00:39:36,460 --> 00:39:39,363 I was too big for this but I loved it. 638 00:39:41,090 --> 00:39:46,090 He carried me until the sun sat and the waves 639 00:39:46,137 --> 00:39:48,397 and the tide came up to his ankles. 640 00:39:53,607 --> 00:39:56,830 Then we went back to the car. 641 00:39:56,830 --> 00:39:58,233 He put me in the back seat. 642 00:40:00,980 --> 00:40:03,283 He said he was going to take a picture. 643 00:40:04,790 --> 00:40:06,790 He went to the back and grabbed the bag. 644 00:40:08,740 --> 00:40:11,523 He told me to stay right there and keep the car locked. 645 00:40:12,480 --> 00:40:13,493 Then he walked away. 646 00:40:17,170 --> 00:40:18,033 I heard the bang. 647 00:40:19,220 --> 00:40:22,663 I don't know if he thought I would hear it, but I did. 648 00:40:24,326 --> 00:40:25,876 I just didn't know what it was. 649 00:40:31,260 --> 00:40:32,093 - Sofia? 650 00:40:34,374 --> 00:40:35,541 - [Sofia] Yes. 651 00:40:37,158 --> 00:40:39,240 - Did you feel that? 652 00:40:39,240 --> 00:40:40,407 - [Sofia] Yes? 653 00:40:42,982 --> 00:40:45,315 (Ian sighs) 654 00:40:49,736 --> 00:40:52,986 (engaging piano music) 655 00:41:28,901 --> 00:41:32,651 (upbeat orchestral movement) 656 00:41:58,901 --> 00:42:01,568 (messages beep) 657 00:42:07,703 --> 00:42:10,786 (gentle piano music) 658 00:42:43,394 --> 00:42:46,982 (video call rings) 659 00:42:46,982 --> 00:42:49,482 (phone rings) 660 00:42:53,450 --> 00:42:56,740 - [Sofia] Hey, you accidentally video called me. 661 00:42:56,740 --> 00:42:59,300 - I know, it was on purpose. 662 00:42:59,300 --> 00:43:00,456 - [Sofia] Oh. 663 00:43:00,456 --> 00:43:03,560 - It was date night, I wanted to make it special. 664 00:43:03,560 --> 00:43:05,313 - [Sofia] I'm sorry, I can't. 665 00:43:06,950 --> 00:43:09,207 Video-calling is so expensive here 666 00:43:09,207 --> 00:43:12,215 and I really need to save money when I'm not working. 667 00:43:12,215 --> 00:43:15,513 - It's okay, I just got dressed up, I wanted to show you. 668 00:43:17,143 --> 00:43:19,230 - [Sofia] Oh really? 669 00:43:19,230 --> 00:43:21,123 So did I, just give me one second. 670 00:43:22,583 --> 00:43:25,083 (phone dings) 671 00:43:27,445 --> 00:43:28,278 - Damn. 672 00:43:30,229 --> 00:43:31,062 Damn. 673 00:43:32,710 --> 00:43:34,790 This would've been, woo. 674 00:43:34,790 --> 00:43:36,240 This would've been your view. 675 00:43:38,280 --> 00:43:40,947 (camera clicks) 676 00:43:42,670 --> 00:43:47,670 - [Sofia] Oh wow, you are so handsome. 677 00:43:47,920 --> 00:43:51,633 A suit is literally like the equivalent of male lingerie. 678 00:43:52,744 --> 00:43:55,090 - Well, if you wanna send a lingerie photo 679 00:43:55,090 --> 00:43:57,380 to even us out, I won't object. 680 00:43:57,380 --> 00:43:58,980 - [Sofia] I'm sure you wouldn't. 681 00:44:01,423 --> 00:44:03,150 Are you okay? 682 00:44:03,150 --> 00:44:05,293 Yeah, yeah. 683 00:44:06,980 --> 00:44:08,280 Are you lying to me? 684 00:44:08,280 --> 00:44:12,253 - No, I'm good, how was your day? 685 00:44:13,382 --> 00:44:16,549 (engaging drum beats) 686 00:45:08,725 --> 00:45:11,808 (intense drum beats) 687 00:45:43,831 --> 00:45:46,998 (engaging drum beats) 688 00:45:51,703 --> 00:45:54,203 (shower runs) 689 00:45:56,341 --> 00:45:59,841 (engaging dramatic music) 690 00:46:21,416 --> 00:46:23,783 (phone rings) 691 00:46:23,783 --> 00:46:26,664 - [Sofia] Hey, I was getting a little worried. 692 00:46:26,664 --> 00:46:28,030 - Yeah, I was working out. 693 00:46:28,030 --> 00:46:30,633 - [Sofia] Hmm, thanks for the visual. 694 00:46:31,895 --> 00:46:32,750 - [Ian] You said you were Colombian. 695 00:46:32,750 --> 00:46:34,700 What are you doing in Mexico? 696 00:46:34,700 --> 00:46:36,440 - [Sofia] My dad was from Mexico City. 697 00:46:36,440 --> 00:46:37,940 My mom is from Colombia. 698 00:46:37,940 --> 00:46:40,597 So, they moved to Mexico after I was born. 699 00:46:40,597 --> 00:46:42,150 - You have Colombian citizenship? 700 00:46:42,150 --> 00:46:44,043 - [Sofia] I am indeed dual. 701 00:46:44,930 --> 00:46:46,890 My mom would always get mad at me for speaking 702 00:46:46,890 --> 00:46:49,863 Mexican-Spanish instead of real Spanish. 703 00:46:51,810 --> 00:46:54,340 - Don't wanna be cliche, but would you mind-- 704 00:46:54,340 --> 00:46:57,163 - [Sofia] Saying something right now. 705 00:46:59,285 --> 00:47:00,118 - Yeah. 706 00:47:01,586 --> 00:47:03,133 - [Sofia] Do you speak Spanish? 707 00:47:04,050 --> 00:47:04,883 - No. 708 00:47:06,466 --> 00:47:10,049 - [Sofia] (speaks Spanish) 709 00:47:24,322 --> 00:47:27,160 - Damn, that was, that really does it for me. 710 00:47:27,160 --> 00:47:29,340 Certain things just-- 711 00:47:29,340 --> 00:47:32,500 - [Sofia] Just do it for you, like accents, right? 712 00:47:32,500 --> 00:47:34,037 - Yeah. 713 00:47:34,037 --> 00:47:35,860 - [Sofia] And what else? 714 00:47:35,860 --> 00:47:39,240 - Asses, I have dealt with way more than I should've, 715 00:47:39,240 --> 00:47:40,882 abandoned something that was way better 716 00:47:40,882 --> 00:47:43,350 than it was, just for a great ass. 717 00:47:43,350 --> 00:47:46,200 - [Sofia] You are such a man. 718 00:47:46,200 --> 00:47:47,800 - Yeah, despite my best efforts. 719 00:47:52,300 --> 00:47:53,950 Why won't you video chat with me? 720 00:47:55,290 --> 00:47:57,530 - I told you, it's expensive here. 721 00:47:57,530 --> 00:47:59,720 - I know you have Wifi. 722 00:47:59,720 --> 00:48:01,110 - [Sofia] I don't have a webcam. 723 00:48:01,110 --> 00:48:02,453 - Come on. 724 00:48:03,400 --> 00:48:05,040 - [Sofia] What if when we meet it's not the same 725 00:48:05,040 --> 00:48:07,428 and then we never speak again? 726 00:48:07,428 --> 00:48:08,261 - What are you talking about? 727 00:48:08,261 --> 00:48:09,210 Of course it will be the same. 728 00:48:09,210 --> 00:48:11,003 It'll be fucking better! 729 00:48:12,930 --> 00:48:15,213 - [Sofia] Did you ever think that you found the one? 730 00:48:16,890 --> 00:48:18,797 - Once, but it was in high school. 731 00:48:20,940 --> 00:48:22,840 - [Sofia] Mine was more recent. 732 00:48:22,840 --> 00:48:26,270 He was from England and had joined the Peace Corps. 733 00:48:26,270 --> 00:48:28,120 His Spanish was bad so we mainly 734 00:48:28,120 --> 00:48:31,000 spoke in English, but he would try. 735 00:48:31,000 --> 00:48:32,073 That was important. 736 00:48:33,150 --> 00:48:35,410 We fell in love and then he went back to England 737 00:48:35,410 --> 00:48:37,960 to take care of his visa and visit his family. 738 00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:40,410 He was supposed to back in a couple months, 739 00:48:40,410 --> 00:48:42,530 but I never saw him again, never heard 740 00:48:42,530 --> 00:48:45,314 from him again, not a text, nothing. 741 00:48:45,314 --> 00:48:46,740 I don't understand that. 742 00:48:46,740 --> 00:48:48,210 How can you tell someone that you love them 743 00:48:48,210 --> 00:48:50,270 and then you never text them again? 744 00:48:50,270 --> 00:48:52,870 I mean, I get it that if it's hard 745 00:48:52,870 --> 00:48:54,900 and I understand if he couldn't come back, but nothing? 746 00:48:54,900 --> 00:48:59,090 Never knowing, even to this day, I can barely think 747 00:48:59,090 --> 00:49:01,353 about it, it just eats me up inside. 748 00:49:02,847 --> 00:49:04,513 - Yeah, I can't even imagine. 749 00:49:06,220 --> 00:49:08,900 - [Sofia] Your biggest fear is I'm not who I say I am, 750 00:49:08,900 --> 00:49:10,600 that all this will be for nothing. 751 00:49:11,564 --> 00:49:12,397 - Yeah. 752 00:49:13,940 --> 00:49:17,813 - [Sofia] I understand, that's exactly what I went through. 753 00:49:20,380 --> 00:49:23,520 My biggest fear is all of a sudden you're 754 00:49:23,520 --> 00:49:26,943 just gonna disappear and if I get on video with you, 755 00:49:27,841 --> 00:49:29,991 all of a sudden all of your fears are gone, 756 00:49:31,152 --> 00:49:33,352 but I still wake up with mine every morning. 757 00:49:36,240 --> 00:49:39,633 But, I'll do it, if that's what it takes. 758 00:49:40,720 --> 00:49:41,553 I'll do it. 759 00:49:45,920 --> 00:49:49,070 - Ah, you know they say the opposite of love isn't hate, 760 00:49:49,070 --> 00:49:54,070 it's fear, I don't wanna come from a place of fear, 761 00:49:54,170 --> 00:49:59,170 so, like every time someone you're with, 762 00:50:00,310 --> 00:50:01,770 they go out to dinner, or they work late, 763 00:50:01,770 --> 00:50:04,960 you gotta choose trust, so that's what I'm gonna. 764 00:50:04,960 --> 00:50:07,723 It's only what, 10 more days? 765 00:50:11,139 --> 00:50:12,803 I choose trust. 766 00:50:12,803 --> 00:50:16,053 (delicate piano music) 767 00:51:11,474 --> 00:51:14,418 (audio instructor speaks in Spanish) 768 00:51:14,418 --> 00:51:17,857 (Ian speaks Spanish) 769 00:51:17,857 --> 00:51:20,788 (audio instructor speaks in Spanish) 770 00:51:20,788 --> 00:51:23,681 (Ian speaks Spanish) 771 00:51:23,681 --> 00:51:28,337 - [Audio Instructor] Excellent, now, where is my hotel? 772 00:51:28,337 --> 00:51:31,517 - (Ian speaks Spanish) 773 00:51:31,517 --> 00:51:32,883 - [Audio Instructor] That's right. 774 00:51:33,724 --> 00:51:36,302 (speaks Spanish) 775 00:51:36,302 --> 00:51:38,802 (phone rings) 776 00:51:41,760 --> 00:51:42,640 - [Ian] Hey, you. 777 00:51:42,640 --> 00:51:43,473 - [Sofia] Hey. 778 00:51:44,540 --> 00:51:45,960 - [Ian] What's up? 779 00:51:45,960 --> 00:51:47,753 - [Sofia] Just getting home from a meeting. 780 00:51:48,790 --> 00:51:50,610 - Yeah, what kind of meeting? 781 00:51:50,610 --> 00:51:52,260 - Is this a bad time? 782 00:51:52,260 --> 00:51:55,380 - No, I was just getting some work done, 783 00:51:55,380 --> 00:51:57,040 you know, painting, I'm on a roll. 784 00:51:57,040 --> 00:51:58,450 - [Sofia] Well, I can call you back. 785 00:51:58,450 --> 00:51:59,680 - It's okay, just trying to squeeze 786 00:51:59,680 --> 00:52:00,980 some in before I gotta go. 787 00:52:03,170 --> 00:52:05,300 - [Sofia] Okay, why don't you just 788 00:52:05,300 --> 00:52:07,640 call me back from the car then. 789 00:52:07,640 --> 00:52:08,473 - All right. 790 00:52:10,040 --> 00:52:11,910 - [Sofia] I'm nervous for you. 791 00:52:11,910 --> 00:52:13,183 - Don't be, I'll be fine. 792 00:52:18,397 --> 00:52:19,900 - [Audio Instructor] Excellent. 793 00:52:19,900 --> 00:52:22,943 Now, where is my hotel. 794 00:52:24,388 --> 00:52:27,388 (speaks in Spanish) 795 00:52:28,334 --> 00:52:30,970 (speaks in Spanish) 796 00:52:30,970 --> 00:52:32,700 - [Sofia] When was the last time you were home? 797 00:52:32,700 --> 00:52:34,060 - Oh, maybe six months ago. 798 00:52:34,060 --> 00:52:35,780 - [Sofia] Wait, how long is your drive? 799 00:52:35,780 --> 00:52:37,070 - It's only two hours? 800 00:52:37,070 --> 00:52:39,820 - [Sofia] And you haven't been home in six months? 801 00:52:39,820 --> 00:52:41,870 - Yeah, just with my dad and everything. 802 00:52:41,870 --> 00:52:43,870 - [Sofia] Oh sorry, I know. 803 00:52:43,870 --> 00:52:46,363 I just thought you wanted to see everyone else. 804 00:52:47,550 --> 00:52:50,120 So, you're brother just graduated med school. 805 00:52:50,120 --> 00:52:51,550 You must be super proud of him. 806 00:52:51,550 --> 00:52:52,383 - Yeah, I am. 807 00:52:54,660 --> 00:52:55,493 Earlier it seemed like there was 808 00:52:55,493 --> 00:52:57,760 something you wanted to tell me. 809 00:52:57,760 --> 00:53:00,514 - [Sofia] Yeah, do you want the good news or the bad news? 810 00:53:00,514 --> 00:53:02,730 - Bad news first, always bad news. 811 00:53:02,730 --> 00:53:03,890 - [Sofia] Can I do the good news first? 812 00:53:03,890 --> 00:53:05,650 - Yeah, of course. 813 00:53:05,650 --> 00:53:07,650 - [Sofia] I got offered an internship at Google. 814 00:53:07,650 --> 00:53:10,280 - Wait, what, that's incredible, for coding? 815 00:53:10,280 --> 00:53:11,160 - [Sofia] Yes. 816 00:53:11,160 --> 00:53:13,100 - Oh my God, that's amazing. 817 00:53:13,100 --> 00:53:15,170 What's the bad news? 818 00:53:15,170 --> 00:53:17,363 - [Sofia] The job is here in Mexico City. 819 00:53:18,660 --> 00:53:19,493 - Oh. 820 00:53:19,493 --> 00:53:20,810 - [Sofia] It's only three months 821 00:53:20,810 --> 00:53:22,560 and it would give me more time with my mom 822 00:53:22,560 --> 00:53:24,623 and I'd actually be making money. 823 00:53:25,651 --> 00:53:28,490 - Yeah, right, of course. 824 00:53:28,490 --> 00:53:31,400 - [Sofia] But also, I really care about you 825 00:53:31,400 --> 00:53:34,720 and I know this isn't what you signed up for. 826 00:53:34,720 --> 00:53:37,470 - I mean, it's Google, you don't say no to Google. 827 00:53:37,470 --> 00:53:38,303 Also it's your mom. 828 00:53:38,303 --> 00:53:41,300 I wouldn't want you picking me over either of those things. 829 00:53:41,300 --> 00:53:42,710 When do you start? 830 00:53:42,710 --> 00:53:44,110 - [Sofia] In two weeks, why? 831 00:53:45,427 --> 00:53:47,987 - Well, maybe we still use that ticket you have back, 832 00:53:47,987 --> 00:53:49,860 spend a weekend together, and then 833 00:53:49,860 --> 00:53:52,230 I pay for you to fly to Mexico. 834 00:53:52,230 --> 00:53:53,660 - [Sofia] That is so sweet of you, 835 00:53:53,660 --> 00:53:56,483 but I would never let you pay for my ticket. 836 00:53:57,520 --> 00:53:58,500 I really wanna see you. 837 00:53:58,500 --> 00:54:01,220 I just have to figure this all out. 838 00:54:01,220 --> 00:54:02,853 - Yeah, of course. 839 00:54:04,912 --> 00:54:07,360 - [Sofia] Are you sure you're okay? 840 00:54:07,360 --> 00:54:10,000 - I'm sorry if it seems like I'm not. 841 00:54:10,000 --> 00:54:11,673 I really am happy for you. 842 00:54:12,630 --> 00:54:15,280 I was just also really excited to see you. 843 00:54:15,280 --> 00:54:16,960 - [Sofia] I know, you will soon. 844 00:54:18,210 --> 00:54:19,360 - Yeah. 845 00:54:19,360 --> 00:54:21,104 - [Sofia] I gotta tell my mom. 846 00:54:21,104 --> 00:54:21,937 - Oh, you told me first? 847 00:54:21,937 --> 00:54:24,900 - [Sofia] Of course, (speaks Spanish) 848 00:54:24,900 --> 00:54:25,820 - Sofia? 849 00:54:25,820 --> 00:54:27,050 - [Sofia] Yeah. 850 00:54:27,050 --> 00:54:28,637 - I truly am happy for you. 851 00:54:33,570 --> 00:54:36,612 (door knocks) 852 00:54:36,612 --> 00:54:37,660 - [JD] What's up sis? 853 00:54:37,660 --> 00:54:39,193 - [Ian] Congratulations, buddy. 854 00:54:42,360 --> 00:54:43,193 - Hi, Ian. 855 00:54:43,193 --> 00:54:44,026 - [Ian] Hey mom. 856 00:54:48,000 --> 00:54:49,020 - I missed you. 857 00:54:49,020 --> 00:54:50,053 - I missed you too. 858 00:54:51,492 --> 00:54:52,325 Where's Dad? 859 00:54:52,325 --> 00:54:53,240 - He's in the kitchen. 860 00:54:53,240 --> 00:54:54,790 - [DJ] You see that Allison? 861 00:54:54,790 --> 00:54:55,623 - Hey Ian. 862 00:54:55,623 --> 00:54:57,430 - [Ian] Hey Allison. 863 00:54:57,430 --> 00:54:58,810 How's nursing school? 864 00:54:58,810 --> 00:54:59,820 - It's tough but worth it. 865 00:54:59,820 --> 00:55:01,630 Just one more year until I'm a RN. 866 00:55:01,630 --> 00:55:03,073 - [Ian] That's really awesome. 867 00:55:04,117 --> 00:55:05,083 I gotta find my dad. 868 00:55:06,741 --> 00:55:09,241 (knives chop) 869 00:55:11,090 --> 00:55:12,863 - There you are. 870 00:55:16,959 --> 00:55:18,459 - [Ian] Hiya, Dad. 871 00:55:21,619 --> 00:55:22,820 - You were cutting it a little close don't you think? 872 00:55:22,820 --> 00:55:24,890 - [Ian] There was traffic. 873 00:55:24,890 --> 00:55:26,183 - There's always traffic. 874 00:55:30,130 --> 00:55:31,830 - [Ian] You need a hand? 875 00:55:31,830 --> 00:55:33,593 - No, no, I got that, you get that. 876 00:55:36,226 --> 00:55:38,170 (light percussion) 877 00:55:38,170 --> 00:55:41,720 So, did you hear back from the art gallery? 878 00:55:41,720 --> 00:55:43,203 - [Ian] I did actually. 879 00:55:44,130 --> 00:55:46,210 They're all booked up but they liked my stuff. 880 00:55:46,210 --> 00:55:47,610 - Congratulations. 881 00:55:47,610 --> 00:55:49,540 - [Ian] And they want me to submit again. 882 00:55:49,540 --> 00:55:50,920 - Well, of course they did. 883 00:55:50,920 --> 00:55:52,060 - That's so awesome. 884 00:55:52,060 --> 00:55:53,820 I'd love to see some of your art. 885 00:55:53,820 --> 00:55:55,649 - He did the one in the hallway you said was weird. 886 00:55:55,649 --> 00:55:58,003 - I didn't say it was weird. 887 00:55:58,003 --> 00:55:59,480 I just didn't know what it was. 888 00:55:59,480 --> 00:56:01,480 - [Ian] It's not supposed to be anything. 889 00:56:01,480 --> 00:56:03,480 It's supposed to make you feel something 890 00:56:03,480 --> 00:56:05,360 more than it's supposed to be something. 891 00:56:05,360 --> 00:56:07,810 - And what is this one supposed to make you feel? 892 00:56:09,370 --> 00:56:10,830 - [Ian] I mean, it varies for each person. 893 00:56:10,830 --> 00:56:15,300 I'm not gonna tell someone what they're supposed to feel. 894 00:56:15,300 --> 00:56:17,100 - Seems to me if you knew what you were saying, 895 00:56:17,100 --> 00:56:21,003 the art galleries would respond to you more, favorably. 896 00:56:22,460 --> 00:56:25,168 I mean, your brother always knew what he wanted to be. 897 00:56:25,168 --> 00:56:27,280 Since he was 13-years-old, wanted to be 898 00:56:27,280 --> 00:56:30,360 an orthopedic surgeon, not a doctor like the other kids, 899 00:56:30,360 --> 00:56:35,010 but something very specific, he always knew 900 00:56:35,010 --> 00:56:37,683 what he wanted to be and look at him now. 901 00:56:40,220 --> 00:56:41,843 - [JD] Same thing I did with Allison. 902 00:56:45,330 --> 00:56:46,780 - I need to use the restroom. 903 00:56:49,390 --> 00:56:50,850 (light percussion) 904 00:56:50,850 --> 00:56:53,517 (messages beep) 905 00:56:54,800 --> 00:56:58,467 (drums play more intensely) 906 00:57:33,584 --> 00:57:36,334 (toilet flushes) 907 00:57:46,810 --> 00:57:49,460 - [Jonathan] What on Earth took you so long, man? 908 00:57:49,460 --> 00:57:50,780 - He was probably taking a shit. 909 00:57:50,780 --> 00:57:51,613 - [Sandra] JD! 910 00:57:51,613 --> 00:57:53,440 - I was texting a girl. 911 00:57:53,440 --> 00:57:54,390 - [JD] What's his name? 912 00:57:54,390 --> 00:57:55,223 - [Sandra] Quiet. 913 00:57:55,223 --> 00:57:56,623 - Her name is Sofia. 914 00:57:57,500 --> 00:57:59,376 - [Sandra] So, do you have any pictures? 915 00:57:59,376 --> 00:58:00,209 - Yeah. 916 00:58:03,331 --> 00:58:04,871 - Oh, she's beautiful. 917 00:58:04,871 --> 00:58:05,954 - Let me see. 918 00:58:08,730 --> 00:58:09,723 Dude, she's hot. 919 00:58:11,210 --> 00:58:13,317 What are you texting Tina for? 920 00:58:13,317 --> 00:58:14,380 - Who is that, your new girlfriend? 921 00:58:14,380 --> 00:58:16,000 - [Sandra] His ex-girlfriend. 922 00:58:16,000 --> 00:58:17,880 - [JD] Trying to reignite an old high school fling? 923 00:58:17,880 --> 00:58:19,204 - JD! 924 00:58:19,204 --> 00:58:20,037 - [Ian] No, I'm with Sofia. 925 00:58:20,037 --> 00:58:22,600 - Then why isn't Sofia here? 926 00:58:22,600 --> 00:58:24,130 - She's in Mexico. 927 00:58:24,130 --> 00:58:25,820 - Your girlfriend lives in Mexico? 928 00:58:25,820 --> 00:58:27,590 - Her mom has cancer. 929 00:58:27,590 --> 00:58:29,063 - Oh my God, I'm so sorry. 930 00:58:30,700 --> 00:58:32,210 - How did you two meet? 931 00:58:32,210 --> 00:58:33,610 - [Ian] Online. 932 00:58:33,610 --> 00:58:34,960 - [JD] You have met her though, right? 933 00:58:34,960 --> 00:58:37,350 - Yeah, no, of course we want on a great date 934 00:58:37,350 --> 00:58:38,940 and then her mom get sick. 935 00:58:38,940 --> 00:58:42,140 I'm not gonna call it off just because her mom's sick. 936 00:58:42,140 --> 00:58:44,205 - That is so sweet of you. 937 00:58:44,205 --> 00:58:46,320 - [JD] You have any pictures of you two? 938 00:58:46,320 --> 00:58:47,403 - [Ian] Stop it, give me my phone. 939 00:58:47,403 --> 00:58:48,900 - Man, come on share your phone. 940 00:58:48,900 --> 00:58:50,710 Your brother doesn't have any secrets. 941 00:58:50,710 --> 00:58:51,543 - It's my phone. 942 00:58:51,543 --> 00:58:53,675 - If I recall you're on my phone plan. 943 00:58:53,675 --> 00:58:54,585 - [Ian] That's because you won't take 944 00:58:54,585 --> 00:58:55,418 the money whenever I try to give it to you. 945 00:58:55,418 --> 00:58:56,464 - That's not the point. 946 00:58:56,464 --> 00:58:58,273 - The point is you can't hold it 947 00:58:58,273 --> 00:58:59,748 over my head and also refuse it. 948 00:58:59,748 --> 00:59:01,300 - It's my house, I can do what I want. 949 00:59:01,300 --> 00:59:02,420 - [Ian] Yeah, you made that clear. 950 00:59:02,420 --> 00:59:04,270 - What's that supposed to mean? 951 00:59:04,270 --> 00:59:06,931 - Don't start with the Dad was abusive shit, again. 952 00:59:06,931 --> 00:59:07,764 - [Allison] What? 953 00:59:07,764 --> 00:59:09,026 - [JD] Ian he likes to say-- 954 00:59:09,026 --> 00:59:10,640 - You don't know what it was like. 955 00:59:10,640 --> 00:59:12,070 - We don't know what it was like, huh? 956 00:59:12,070 --> 00:59:13,870 Well, then tell us. 957 00:59:13,870 --> 00:59:15,846 Tell us little buddy, what was 958 00:59:15,846 --> 00:59:17,170 it like to be such an abused child. 959 00:59:17,170 --> 00:59:18,870 - [Sandra] Okay, Jonathan, let's just drop it. 960 00:59:18,870 --> 00:59:20,410 - No, I wanna hear it from the artist here. 961 00:59:20,410 --> 00:59:21,860 Come on tell us. 962 00:59:21,860 --> 00:59:23,560 Congratulations, you made what was 963 00:59:23,560 --> 00:59:26,293 supposed to be JD's night all about you. 964 00:59:27,430 --> 00:59:30,120 I put a roof over your head ever day. 965 00:59:30,120 --> 00:59:35,120 I put food on your plate every day, every day, every day. 966 00:59:40,102 --> 00:59:41,463 - I don't have to take this. 967 00:59:42,370 --> 00:59:43,203 - I love you all, but I don't have 968 00:59:43,203 --> 00:59:44,893 to take this just because I love you. 969 00:59:46,211 --> 00:59:47,461 - [Sandra] Ian? 970 00:59:48,970 --> 00:59:50,113 - Hey, hey asshole. 971 00:59:51,180 --> 00:59:52,880 You get your ass back in this house, 972 00:59:52,880 --> 00:59:55,850 you apologize to your brother, and your mother. 973 00:59:55,850 --> 00:59:57,651 - [Ian] I'll call 'em later, I'm leaving. 974 00:59:57,651 --> 00:59:58,701 - No, no, no, no, no. 975 00:59:59,908 --> 01:00:01,604 (tense dramatic music) 976 01:00:01,604 --> 01:00:03,940 You think life is so hard, it isn't. 977 01:00:03,940 --> 01:00:08,470 When I was in high school I wanted to be a rock star, 978 01:00:08,470 --> 01:00:11,927 but I manned up, your mother got pregnant so I married her. 979 01:00:11,927 --> 01:00:13,280 - Oh, I'm sorry I stopped 980 01:00:13,280 --> 01:00:15,750 the Red Eye Ducks from international fame. 981 01:00:15,750 --> 01:00:17,090 (slaps) 982 01:00:17,090 --> 01:00:19,684 - That remind you of how I abused ya? 983 01:00:19,684 --> 01:00:20,741 Let me remind you again. 984 01:00:20,741 --> 01:00:23,330 (slaps) 985 01:00:23,330 --> 01:00:24,507 You don't say a word. 986 01:00:25,444 --> 01:00:29,510 You don't get to say shit til you walked a mile in my shoes. 987 01:00:29,510 --> 01:00:33,033 Following your dreams is easy, manning up is what's hard. 988 01:00:36,963 --> 01:00:39,380 - That's what being a man is? 989 01:00:41,950 --> 01:00:43,150 You coulda kept playing. 990 01:00:47,160 --> 01:00:48,710 - [Johnathan] It hurt too much. 991 01:00:50,993 --> 01:00:52,790 - Where do you think all that pain went? 992 01:00:53,813 --> 01:00:57,063 (tense dramatic music) 993 01:01:08,580 --> 01:01:12,033 - Oh my God, I almost thought you weren't gonna show. 994 01:01:16,516 --> 01:01:17,980 Are you okay? 995 01:01:17,980 --> 01:01:19,493 - [Ian] Why didn't we work out? 996 01:01:22,566 --> 01:01:25,740 - You mean 'cause I was going to school 997 01:01:25,740 --> 01:01:28,168 in Boston and then you went to LA? 998 01:01:28,168 --> 01:01:29,850 - No after that, when you came back? 999 01:01:29,850 --> 01:01:33,190 - Do you really wanna do this again? 1000 01:01:33,190 --> 01:01:34,450 - I gave you everything. 1001 01:01:34,450 --> 01:01:35,283 I gave you all of myself. 1002 01:01:35,283 --> 01:01:37,880 - Congratulations, so what? 1003 01:01:37,880 --> 01:01:38,920 - So what? 1004 01:01:38,920 --> 01:01:40,250 You're saying so what to me giving you everything. 1005 01:01:40,250 --> 01:01:42,453 - Okay, what the hell happened at your Dad's? 1006 01:01:45,623 --> 01:01:50,623 Hey, shh, shh, shh, shh, shh. 1007 01:01:51,794 --> 01:01:56,794 Hey, come here. 1008 01:02:00,293 --> 01:02:01,126 Hey, hey. 1009 01:02:06,261 --> 01:02:11,261 Do you remember when we snuck into that construction site 1010 01:02:13,320 --> 01:02:14,963 and we climbed the scaffolding, 1011 01:02:16,330 --> 01:02:19,860 and you packed all that stuff, and you had 1012 01:02:19,860 --> 01:02:23,780 this whole little picnic thing planned, 1013 01:02:23,780 --> 01:02:27,310 but when you pulled the blanket out 1014 01:02:27,310 --> 01:02:31,735 you sent all the food flying off the side of the building? 1015 01:02:31,735 --> 01:02:33,143 - Yeah, that really sucked. 1016 01:02:33,143 --> 01:02:34,640 - And then the boombox wouldn't work. 1017 01:02:34,640 --> 01:02:36,510 - Yeah, stupid JD took the batteries. 1018 01:02:36,510 --> 01:02:39,300 - Yeah, so you sang to me instead. 1019 01:02:39,300 --> 01:02:41,310 - Yeah, but I didn't know any of the lyrics. 1020 01:02:41,310 --> 01:02:43,224 - So you just kept singing. 1021 01:02:43,224 --> 01:02:44,370 ♪ I don't wanna wait ♪ 1022 01:02:44,370 --> 01:02:48,069 Over, and over, and over again. 1023 01:02:48,069 --> 01:02:50,319 (Ian hums) 1024 01:02:52,185 --> 01:02:53,500 It was the most beautiful thing I'd ever had. 1025 01:02:53,500 --> 01:02:54,833 - That is not true. 1026 01:03:05,224 --> 01:03:06,891 - Hey, are you okay? 1027 01:03:08,620 --> 01:03:09,453 - Yeah. 1028 01:03:22,218 --> 01:03:24,968 (engaging music) 1029 01:03:27,496 --> 01:03:29,663 (panting) 1030 01:03:37,624 --> 01:03:40,874 - They really did a number on you, huh? 1031 01:03:42,391 --> 01:03:44,409 Shh, it's okay. 1032 01:03:44,409 --> 01:03:46,992 (bright music) 1033 01:03:48,165 --> 01:03:49,832 Hey, where'd you go? 1034 01:03:52,200 --> 01:03:53,033 Come back. 1035 01:03:57,301 --> 01:04:00,648 (bright music) 1036 01:04:00,648 --> 01:04:02,815 (panting) 1037 01:04:07,734 --> 01:04:10,317 (bright music) 1038 01:04:12,037 --> 01:04:13,954 - I'm sorry, okay Tina. 1039 01:04:15,557 --> 01:04:16,390 - [Tina] What? 1040 01:04:16,390 --> 01:04:18,406 - I can't, I can't. 1041 01:04:18,406 --> 01:04:19,239 - What? 1042 01:04:22,216 --> 01:04:24,631 Where are you going? 1043 01:04:24,631 --> 01:04:25,464 Hey! 1044 01:04:42,037 --> 01:04:44,870 (phone rings) 1045 01:04:44,870 --> 01:04:46,730 - [Sofia] Hey, are you okay? 1046 01:04:46,730 --> 01:04:48,640 - Yeah, I'm so sorry about earlier. 1047 01:04:48,640 --> 01:04:50,020 - [Sofia] What are you sorry for? 1048 01:04:50,020 --> 01:04:52,340 - I wasn't as excited as I should have been. 1049 01:04:52,340 --> 01:04:54,400 You are so amazing. 1050 01:04:54,400 --> 01:04:55,277 You're going through such a hard time. 1051 01:04:55,277 --> 01:04:57,420 You get this incredible news about thing you worked 1052 01:04:57,420 --> 01:04:59,690 so hard for and that you completely deserve, 1053 01:04:59,690 --> 01:05:03,190 and I made it all about me, and you deserve 1054 01:05:03,190 --> 01:05:05,660 better than that and I am so sorry. 1055 01:05:05,660 --> 01:05:07,737 - [Sofia] I really appreciate you saying that, 1056 01:05:07,737 --> 01:05:10,073 but it's okay, I get it. 1057 01:05:10,073 --> 01:05:12,260 - It isn't okay, I'm going to be better. 1058 01:05:12,260 --> 01:05:13,980 - [Sofia] You're already amazing. 1059 01:05:13,980 --> 01:05:17,880 - Still, it frustrates me so much sometimes. 1060 01:05:17,880 --> 01:05:19,800 Like, what if something happened to you? 1061 01:05:19,800 --> 01:05:21,704 Would anyone even know to call me? 1062 01:05:21,704 --> 01:05:22,920 Would I get to talk at your funeral? 1063 01:05:22,920 --> 01:05:24,640 - [Sofia] Jesus, how often are you thinking 1064 01:05:24,640 --> 01:05:26,450 about something terrible happening to me? 1065 01:05:26,450 --> 01:05:27,447 - I didn't mean it like that, 1066 01:05:27,447 --> 01:05:29,563 but does anybody even know about me? 1067 01:05:30,906 --> 01:05:32,790 It's just so hard not having anything 1068 01:05:32,790 --> 01:05:34,253 I could literally hold on to. 1069 01:05:35,370 --> 01:05:37,240 - [Sofia] Do you think it's easy for me? 1070 01:05:37,240 --> 01:05:38,890 I take care of my mom. 1071 01:05:38,890 --> 01:05:41,720 I spent all night refreshing myself 1072 01:05:41,720 --> 01:05:45,610 on Python and C++ and then I'm distracted the whole time, 1073 01:05:45,610 --> 01:05:49,040 because the guy that I'm super into went from texting me 1074 01:05:49,040 --> 01:05:51,080 all the time to not texting me at all. 1075 01:05:51,080 --> 01:05:52,400 - I'm really sorry about that? 1076 01:05:52,400 --> 01:05:54,210 - [Sofia] And meanwhile, I have this other guy 1077 01:05:54,210 --> 01:05:57,100 hitting me up that I was talking to before I met you. 1078 01:05:57,100 --> 01:05:58,650 - Wait, wait, wait, what other dude? 1079 01:05:58,650 --> 01:05:59,836 - [Sofia] It doesn't matter. 1080 01:05:59,836 --> 01:06:02,220 Some guy I went with on a couple dates. 1081 01:06:02,220 --> 01:06:03,760 - Wait, what happened? 1082 01:06:03,760 --> 01:06:05,260 - [Sofia] You happened, dummy. 1083 01:06:06,506 --> 01:06:09,780 - I'm sorry I didn't mean to-- 1084 01:06:09,780 --> 01:06:11,580 - [Sofia] That's not what I'm trying to say. 1085 01:06:11,580 --> 01:06:14,910 What I'm trying to say is you are my life now 1086 01:06:14,910 --> 01:06:16,860 and if I hadn't met you I probably would have 1087 01:06:16,860 --> 01:06:19,550 gone out with him and it would have been okay, 1088 01:06:19,550 --> 01:06:21,850 and who knows, maybe it could've been something more, 1089 01:06:21,850 --> 01:06:26,850 because I'm 30 and I didn't find what I was looking for, 1090 01:06:28,100 --> 01:06:30,220 that thing that I thought was out there. 1091 01:06:30,220 --> 01:06:33,700 But then I met you and I realized 1092 01:06:33,700 --> 01:06:35,833 I didn't have to give up on that hope, 1093 01:06:36,830 --> 01:06:39,170 and I'm not trying to make you feel bad 1094 01:06:39,170 --> 01:06:41,210 for not texting me and me being distracted. 1095 01:06:41,210 --> 01:06:44,640 It's not that, it's just I'm revealing to you 1096 01:06:44,640 --> 01:06:46,910 what I'm not supposed to reveal, 1097 01:06:46,910 --> 01:06:49,870 that I'm upset when we're not talking. 1098 01:06:49,870 --> 01:06:51,240 I miss you and I'm-- 1099 01:06:51,240 --> 01:06:53,190 - I missed you, I missed you too. 1100 01:06:53,190 --> 01:06:55,847 Okay, I have never felt anything like this 1101 01:06:55,847 --> 01:06:57,763 and I am terrified of losing you. 1102 01:06:59,247 --> 01:07:01,260 - [Sofia] I thought you gonna choose trust. 1103 01:07:01,260 --> 01:07:05,023 - Yeah, yes, I am. 1104 01:07:07,520 --> 01:07:09,957 You're able to video chat aren't you? 1105 01:07:09,957 --> 01:07:12,364 All that other stuff is just-- 1106 01:07:12,364 --> 01:07:13,417 - [Sofia] Ian, I-- 1107 01:07:13,417 --> 01:07:16,023 - No, no, no, no, hey, I get it. 1108 01:07:17,480 --> 01:07:22,480 I do, I just, I wanna show you me. 1109 01:07:24,557 --> 01:07:27,149 I want you to see the look in my eyes. 1110 01:07:27,149 --> 01:07:29,036 - [Sofia] You don't have to do this. 1111 01:07:29,036 --> 01:07:30,703 - I know, I want to. 1112 01:07:39,770 --> 01:07:40,603 Hey. 1113 01:07:41,596 --> 01:07:43,843 - [Sofia] Hi, it's your face. 1114 01:07:44,690 --> 01:07:45,560 - It is. 1115 01:07:45,560 --> 01:07:46,800 - [Sofia] I love it. 1116 01:07:46,800 --> 01:07:48,600 - You've seen it before. 1117 01:07:48,600 --> 01:07:50,848 - [Sofia] It's different in action. 1118 01:07:50,848 --> 01:07:55,848 I didn't realize how nice your jaw is. 1119 01:07:56,260 --> 01:07:57,713 - A girl told me once that's how 1120 01:07:57,713 --> 01:07:59,230 she knew I was a good kisser. 1121 01:07:59,230 --> 01:08:00,330 - [Sofia] Subtle brag. 1122 01:08:02,540 --> 01:08:05,180 I can always judge by lip size. 1123 01:08:05,180 --> 01:08:06,150 - Well, I'm not winning there. 1124 01:08:06,150 --> 01:08:08,350 - [Sofia] Oh shush, you're lips are prefect. 1125 01:08:10,396 --> 01:08:11,993 - I really wish I could kiss you. 1126 01:08:12,945 --> 01:08:14,161 - [Sofia] Where are you? 1127 01:08:14,161 --> 01:08:15,311 - The side of the road. 1128 01:08:16,401 --> 01:08:18,710 - [Sofia] Isn't it late and you can just go home? 1129 01:08:18,710 --> 01:08:19,610 We can talk later. 1130 01:08:20,688 --> 01:08:22,579 - I wanted you to see me. 1131 01:08:22,579 --> 01:08:24,246 - [Sofia] I see you. 1132 01:08:25,425 --> 01:08:26,270 Ian. 1133 01:08:26,270 --> 01:08:27,908 - Yeah. 1134 01:08:27,908 --> 01:08:29,154 - [Sofia] Kiss me. 1135 01:08:29,154 --> 01:08:31,904 (engaging music) 1136 01:08:33,284 --> 01:08:35,615 (lips smack) 1137 01:08:35,615 --> 01:08:38,698 She was right, you are a good kisser. 1138 01:08:42,690 --> 01:08:43,773 - I want you. 1139 01:08:45,570 --> 01:08:46,573 - [Sofia] I need you too. 1140 01:08:48,450 --> 01:08:52,113 - Imagine my lips kissing down your neck, gently, 1141 01:08:53,313 --> 01:08:55,563 gently down over your body. 1142 01:08:56,513 --> 01:08:57,774 - [Sofia] Mm hmm 1143 01:08:57,774 --> 01:09:00,382 - Down in between your breasts, 1144 01:09:00,382 --> 01:09:03,049 down your belly, down your legs. 1145 01:09:05,007 --> 01:09:07,009 - [Sofia] I can feel that. 1146 01:09:07,009 --> 01:09:07,842 - Do you feel that? 1147 01:09:07,842 --> 01:09:09,214 - [Sofia] Yes, I can feel that. 1148 01:09:09,214 --> 01:09:12,214 - Feel my hands rubbing up your leg. 1149 01:09:13,374 --> 01:09:16,041 Feel me when I was between them. 1150 01:09:18,863 --> 01:09:20,638 (panting and moaning) 1151 01:09:20,638 --> 01:09:23,467 Feel the way you make me grow. 1152 01:09:23,467 --> 01:09:24,973 - [Sofia] Oh God, I'm waiting. 1153 01:09:24,973 --> 01:09:26,270 - I'm gonna get inside you. 1154 01:09:26,270 --> 01:09:27,550 - [Sofia] I need you inside me right now. 1155 01:09:27,550 --> 01:09:30,447 - Oh yes, please, yes, yes. 1156 01:09:30,447 --> 01:09:33,468 - [Sofia] Just like that, oh God, it's amazing. 1157 01:09:33,468 --> 01:09:34,301 - Sofia. 1158 01:09:34,301 --> 01:09:35,631 - [Sofia] Oh give it to me, just like that, just that, yeah. 1159 01:09:35,631 --> 01:09:36,719 Ian, Ian. 1160 01:09:36,719 --> 01:09:38,332 - Yes, yes, yes Sofia. 1161 01:09:38,332 --> 01:09:39,999 - [Sofia] Oh my God. 1162 01:09:41,468 --> 01:09:44,885 (screaming and grunting) 1163 01:09:47,501 --> 01:09:50,159 (laughing) 1164 01:09:50,159 --> 01:09:50,992 Oh my God. 1165 01:09:53,167 --> 01:09:55,279 - I made such a big mess. 1166 01:09:55,279 --> 01:09:56,431 - [Sofia] In the car? 1167 01:09:56,431 --> 01:09:58,906 - No, all over the side of the road. 1168 01:09:58,906 --> 01:10:01,156 (laughing) 1169 01:10:02,170 --> 01:10:06,807 - [Sofia] I don't think I've ever orgasmed this hard. 1170 01:10:06,807 --> 01:10:08,113 - I know I haven't. 1171 01:10:11,210 --> 01:10:12,043 Sofia? 1172 01:10:13,050 --> 01:10:15,580 - [Sofia] What is it? 1173 01:10:15,580 --> 01:10:16,413 - I-- 1174 01:10:18,122 --> 01:10:19,289 - [Sofia] Ian. 1175 01:10:20,666 --> 01:10:21,499 - Yeah? 1176 01:10:23,371 --> 01:10:25,121 - [Sofia] I love you. 1177 01:10:26,423 --> 01:10:27,477 - I love you too. 1178 01:10:33,740 --> 01:10:35,753 - You really turned a corner here, Ian. 1179 01:10:36,649 --> 01:10:41,577 There is something so fresh and raw about these paintings. 1180 01:10:42,700 --> 01:10:44,500 These are all the same woman, right? 1181 01:10:45,450 --> 01:10:50,450 It's like you couldn't get all of her in one painting, 1182 01:10:50,520 --> 01:10:53,343 so you had to do more to get all of her sides. 1183 01:10:55,790 --> 01:10:56,623 Wow. 1184 01:11:01,010 --> 01:11:02,160 This is the one, right? 1185 01:11:11,660 --> 01:11:14,220 This is it, you know what? 1186 01:11:14,220 --> 01:11:16,820 The feature artist that we were gonna show next month got 1187 01:11:16,820 --> 01:11:20,663 snatched up by MOCHA, would you be interested in the slot? 1188 01:11:24,520 --> 01:11:26,297 - [Sofia] Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god. 1189 01:11:26,297 --> 01:11:29,300 I'm so happy for you? 1190 01:11:29,300 --> 01:11:31,260 I want you to tell me everything. 1191 01:11:31,260 --> 01:11:33,510 I haven't even seen one of the paintings. 1192 01:11:33,510 --> 01:11:34,940 - They're a surprise. 1193 01:11:34,940 --> 01:11:37,460 - [Sofia] Oh my God, you are such a tease. 1194 01:11:37,460 --> 01:11:39,693 - Okay, okay, here. 1195 01:11:43,000 --> 01:11:46,810 - [Sofia] Wait, is that one of the paintings? 1196 01:11:46,810 --> 01:11:47,643 - Yeah. 1197 01:11:47,643 --> 01:11:49,380 - [Sofia] It's of me. 1198 01:11:49,380 --> 01:11:50,800 - [Ian] Yeah, I know. 1199 01:11:50,800 --> 01:11:52,280 - [Sofia] You showed a curator 1200 01:11:52,280 --> 01:11:54,393 a painting of me before you showed me? 1201 01:11:57,545 --> 01:11:59,900 - Do you know how difficult you are to paint? 1202 01:11:59,900 --> 01:12:00,920 Do you know how many times I had 1203 01:12:00,920 --> 01:12:02,983 to start over just trying to get it right? 1204 01:12:04,330 --> 01:12:06,280 - [Sofia] What are the other paintings? 1205 01:12:08,856 --> 01:12:09,689 Ian? 1206 01:12:11,030 --> 01:12:15,930 Ian, are you gonna fill a gallery with paintings 1207 01:12:15,930 --> 01:12:19,473 of me when I can't even be there? 1208 01:12:20,610 --> 01:12:21,490 - I thought it'd be a surprise. 1209 01:12:21,490 --> 01:12:23,333 I thought I could fly you out. 1210 01:12:26,030 --> 01:12:28,060 - [Sofia] Let's just drop it. 1211 01:12:28,060 --> 01:12:30,783 - No, I don't want this hanging between us. 1212 01:12:31,710 --> 01:12:34,510 - [Sofia] You are filling a a gallery with paintings 1213 01:12:34,510 --> 01:12:37,060 of me without my permission and then you're guilting 1214 01:12:37,060 --> 01:12:40,823 about not being able to be there, so let's just drop it. 1215 01:12:43,980 --> 01:12:45,550 - I'm sorry. 1216 01:12:45,550 --> 01:12:46,383 - [Sofia] Ian-- 1217 01:12:48,329 --> 01:12:53,329 - Look, I'll cancel, I'll cancel the show, okay? 1218 01:12:53,570 --> 01:12:54,890 I'll cancel the show, it's not worth it. 1219 01:12:54,890 --> 01:12:56,474 I don't wanna fight with you. 1220 01:12:56,474 --> 01:12:59,170 - [Sofia] No, no, you will not do such a thing. 1221 01:12:59,170 --> 01:13:03,770 Look, it's okay, I'm fine, I promise. 1222 01:13:03,770 --> 01:13:07,870 I am really flattered. 1223 01:13:07,870 --> 01:13:11,553 I just wish you would have told me. 1224 01:13:16,660 --> 01:13:20,973 And, what's your schedule like next week? 1225 01:13:23,260 --> 01:13:24,093 - Why? 1226 01:13:24,093 --> 01:13:27,340 - [Sofia] I know it's your birthday, so I figure you're 1227 01:13:27,340 --> 01:13:28,830 gonna be with friends and everything, 1228 01:13:28,830 --> 01:13:31,973 but I would love to have one of those days. 1229 01:13:33,690 --> 01:13:35,000 - The whole day? 1230 01:13:35,000 --> 01:13:35,833 - [Sofia] Yep. 1231 01:13:40,030 --> 01:13:41,970 - I would really love that. 1232 01:13:41,970 --> 01:13:42,803 - [Sofia] Good. 1233 01:13:44,956 --> 01:13:47,456 (phone rings) 1234 01:13:49,640 --> 01:13:50,473 - Good morning. 1235 01:13:51,320 --> 01:13:53,970 - [Sofia] Happy day, we're celebrating your birthday! 1236 01:13:54,920 --> 01:13:56,971 Aftofore to be shortened to, Happy Birthday? 1237 01:13:56,971 --> 01:13:58,550 - Aftofore? 1238 01:13:58,550 --> 01:14:00,710 - [Sofia] The opposite of heretofore. 1239 01:14:00,710 --> 01:14:03,303 Try to keep up, we have a very very, busy day. 1240 01:14:04,275 --> 01:14:05,250 - Oh yeah. 1241 01:14:05,250 --> 01:14:07,347 - [Sofia] Happy Birthday, get up, get up, get up. 1242 01:14:07,347 --> 01:14:08,671 Go check your computer. 1243 01:14:08,671 --> 01:14:09,933 - Okay, okay, okay. 1244 01:14:18,410 --> 01:14:20,340 - [Sofia] Check your email. 1245 01:14:20,340 --> 01:14:24,200 - Okay, what is all this? 1246 01:14:24,200 --> 01:14:25,523 - [Sofia] Our itinerary. 1247 01:14:26,780 --> 01:14:30,113 (bright engaging music) 1248 01:14:33,180 --> 01:14:34,040 - [Ian] This looks so good. 1249 01:14:34,040 --> 01:14:36,320 - [Sofia] You said you always wanted to go. 1250 01:14:36,320 --> 01:14:37,170 - You remembered. 1251 01:14:40,690 --> 01:14:42,480 Oh my God, it's so good. 1252 01:14:42,480 --> 01:14:43,530 - [Sofia] I told you. 1253 01:14:44,870 --> 01:14:48,253 - Wow, what have I been doing? 1254 01:14:49,119 --> 01:14:51,070 (Sofia laughs) 1255 01:14:51,070 --> 01:14:54,290 - [Sofia] Pick out a book, anyone you want. 1256 01:14:54,290 --> 01:14:55,840 It's your birthday. 1257 01:14:55,840 --> 01:14:58,473 So, I want you to really treat yourself. 1258 01:15:00,520 --> 01:15:01,493 Read me one. 1259 01:15:02,497 --> 01:15:04,187 - "I could scream down 90 mountains 1260 01:15:04,187 --> 01:15:05,707 "to less than dust 1261 01:15:05,707 --> 01:15:08,447 "if only one living human had eyes in the head 1262 01:15:08,447 --> 01:15:09,967 "and heart in the body, 1263 01:15:09,967 --> 01:15:11,985 "but there is no chance, 1264 01:15:11,985 --> 01:15:12,818 "my god, 1265 01:15:12,818 --> 01:15:13,651 "no chance. 1266 01:15:13,651 --> 01:15:16,547 "rat with rat dog with dog hog with hog, 1267 01:15:16,547 --> 01:15:18,656 "play the piano drunk 1268 01:15:18,656 --> 01:15:20,727 "listen to the drunk piano, 1269 01:15:20,727 --> 01:15:22,027 "realize the myth of mercy 1270 01:15:22,027 --> 01:15:23,367 "stand still 1271 01:15:23,367 --> 01:15:25,480 "as even a child's voice snarls 1272 01:15:26,517 --> 01:15:28,717 "and we have not been fooled, 1273 01:15:28,717 --> 01:15:30,710 "it's only that we wanted to believe." 1274 01:15:30,710 --> 01:15:33,340 - [Sofia] You already knew that one, didn't you? 1275 01:15:33,340 --> 01:15:34,737 - Yeah, it's one of my favorites. 1276 01:15:34,737 --> 01:15:35,670 - [Sofia] Pick up a book full of ones 1277 01:15:35,670 --> 01:15:37,610 that you have never read before. 1278 01:15:37,610 --> 01:15:38,443 - Okay. 1279 01:15:45,670 --> 01:15:46,700 - [Cashier] Will that be all for you? 1280 01:15:46,700 --> 01:15:48,880 - [Sofia] Tell them you're Ian. 1281 01:15:48,880 --> 01:15:50,143 - What? 1282 01:15:50,143 --> 01:15:52,217 - [Sofia] Tell them you're Ian. 1283 01:15:52,217 --> 01:15:53,580 - I'm Ian. 1284 01:15:53,580 --> 01:15:55,483 - [Cashier] Oh, well this is all taken care of then. 1285 01:15:55,483 --> 01:15:56,780 Happy Birthday. 1286 01:15:56,780 --> 01:15:58,630 - Thank you, how did you-- 1287 01:15:58,630 --> 01:15:59,996 - [Sofia] Next place. 1288 01:15:59,996 --> 01:16:03,329 (bright engaging music) 1289 01:16:21,220 --> 01:16:22,827 - The swan? 1290 01:16:22,827 --> 01:16:24,077 - [Sofia] I know, I know. 1291 01:16:24,077 --> 01:16:25,101 - Seriously? 1292 01:16:25,101 --> 01:16:25,944 The swan? 1293 01:16:25,944 --> 01:16:26,777 - [Sofia] You love it anyways. 1294 01:16:26,777 --> 01:16:28,140 - Do you have any idea how ridiculous I look. 1295 01:16:28,140 --> 01:16:30,106 - [Sofia] It's your birthday. 1296 01:16:30,106 --> 01:16:31,806 You're allowed to look ridiculous. 1297 01:16:35,300 --> 01:16:36,450 - [Ian] Wow. 1298 01:16:36,450 --> 01:16:38,850 - [Sofia] This is my favorite place in LA. 1299 01:16:38,850 --> 01:16:40,600 - It really is beautiful. 1300 01:16:40,600 --> 01:16:41,900 - [Sofia] If you look under the tree 1301 01:16:41,900 --> 01:16:44,780 you're gonna find pen and paper to write with. 1302 01:16:46,000 --> 01:16:47,690 I wrote you something. 1303 01:16:47,690 --> 01:16:49,103 - Wait really? 1304 01:16:49,103 --> 01:16:52,673 - No, not there silly, I don't want anyone to get it? 1305 01:16:55,730 --> 01:16:57,100 - Still, that means so much to me. 1306 01:16:57,100 --> 01:16:58,993 No one's every written something for me before. 1307 01:16:58,993 --> 01:17:00,490 - [Sofia] Shut up and let me read it. 1308 01:17:00,490 --> 01:17:02,230 - Okay, okay. 1309 01:17:02,230 --> 01:17:05,210 - There's something that happens when we get up high enough. 1310 01:17:05,210 --> 01:17:08,200 The things once important suddenly so small, 1311 01:17:08,200 --> 01:17:10,640 like the world of ants bustling beneath us, 1312 01:17:10,640 --> 01:17:13,900 that never gives us pause as we tread on homes. 1313 01:17:13,900 --> 01:17:16,370 You were the first thing that lifted me high enough 1314 01:17:16,370 --> 01:17:20,480 to make ants of my troubles and sand for my fears. 1315 01:17:20,480 --> 01:17:23,530 You took all my tomorrows and turned them into years, 1316 01:17:23,530 --> 01:17:27,310 for the first breath of air after wishing in a tunnel, 1317 01:17:27,310 --> 01:17:29,030 the excitement of an ice cream truck 1318 01:17:29,030 --> 01:17:31,080 when you just got your allowance, 1319 01:17:31,080 --> 01:17:33,713 you snow-fallen Christmas, rain in the desert. 1320 01:17:34,579 --> 01:17:36,840 You bring thanks to people on a daily basis, 1321 01:17:36,840 --> 01:17:38,983 but most of all you mean the world to me. 1322 01:17:42,160 --> 01:17:42,993 - Thank you. 1323 01:17:44,700 --> 01:17:45,990 - [Sofia] What is it? 1324 01:17:45,990 --> 01:17:47,400 - My battery's dying. 1325 01:17:47,400 --> 01:17:49,028 - [Sofia] Oh it's okay. 1326 01:17:49,028 --> 01:17:49,861 That was the last thing on the itinerary 1327 01:17:49,861 --> 01:17:51,180 and I have to go soon anyway. 1328 01:17:52,090 --> 01:17:54,490 - I just thought there was maybe something else. 1329 01:17:54,490 --> 01:17:55,780 - [Sofia] Like what. 1330 01:17:55,780 --> 01:17:57,715 - Well, it is my birthday. 1331 01:17:57,715 --> 01:18:00,450 - [Sofia] Oh, I see, well we can have sex 1332 01:18:00,450 --> 01:18:03,020 later tonight after I get my mom into bed. 1333 01:18:03,020 --> 01:18:04,470 - I wasn't talking about sex. 1334 01:18:05,460 --> 01:18:07,630 - [Sofia] Oh, Ian, I can't. 1335 01:18:07,630 --> 01:18:09,130 - Yes you can. 1336 01:18:09,130 --> 01:18:10,240 - [Sofia] I told you. 1337 01:18:10,240 --> 01:18:11,919 - Yeah, but just because you told me before 1338 01:18:11,919 --> 01:18:12,752 doesn't mean we can't do this. 1339 01:18:12,752 --> 01:18:14,030 - [Sofia] So what, you just presumed 1340 01:18:14,030 --> 01:18:16,160 that because it was your birthday I would get on camera 1341 01:18:16,160 --> 01:18:17,300 with you and now you're mad at me because I didn't-- 1342 01:18:17,300 --> 01:18:18,403 - I'm not mad, it's just-- 1343 01:18:18,403 --> 01:18:21,507 - [Sofia] After the entire day that I planned for you, 1344 01:18:21,507 --> 01:18:23,830 all you can focus on is that I did not get on camera 1345 01:18:23,830 --> 01:18:25,730 with you after you told me that you were okay with my-- 1346 01:18:25,730 --> 01:18:26,960 - It's weird, okay, it's okay. 1347 01:18:26,960 --> 01:18:29,110 Like, I get in the beginning but you know me. 1348 01:18:29,110 --> 01:18:30,400 I've given you everything. 1349 01:18:30,400 --> 01:18:31,300 When will it be enough? 1350 01:18:31,300 --> 01:18:32,880 When will I be enough? 1351 01:18:32,880 --> 01:18:34,460 - [Sofia] Enough for what? 1352 01:18:34,460 --> 01:18:35,400 You have me. 1353 01:18:35,400 --> 01:18:37,600 - No, I don't! 1354 01:18:37,600 --> 01:18:39,943 - [Sofia] You're right, you don't. 1355 01:18:42,000 --> 01:18:45,361 - Sofia, Sofia? 1356 01:18:45,361 --> 01:18:47,778 (drums play) 1357 01:18:51,089 --> 01:18:52,322 - [Machine] Your call has been 1358 01:18:52,322 --> 01:18:56,930 forwarded to an automated. 1359 01:18:56,930 --> 01:18:59,847 Your call has been forwarded to an. 1360 01:19:07,213 --> 01:19:08,810 - Fuck. 1361 01:19:08,810 --> 01:19:12,393 (intense percussion plays) 1362 01:19:23,550 --> 01:19:24,913 Come on, come on. 1363 01:19:26,065 --> 01:19:26,940 - [Machine] Your call has been forwarded 1364 01:19:26,940 --> 01:19:28,610 to an automated voice messaging. 1365 01:19:28,610 --> 01:19:30,337 When you finish recording you may hung up 1366 01:19:30,337 --> 01:19:33,310 or press one for more options. 1367 01:19:33,310 --> 01:19:35,564 - Hey, it's me. 1368 01:19:35,564 --> 01:19:37,173 I know that was bad. 1369 01:19:39,120 --> 01:19:40,750 Call me back when you can, please. 1370 01:19:40,750 --> 01:19:42,830 My text messages aren't going through. 1371 01:19:42,830 --> 01:19:45,083 I don't know if it's the service out here. 1372 01:19:47,181 --> 01:19:49,660 I'm sorry, okay, I love you. 1373 01:19:49,660 --> 01:19:52,077 (drums play) 1374 01:20:08,269 --> 01:20:10,936 (message beeps) 1375 01:20:22,100 --> 01:20:26,690 Hey, just call me please, please. 1376 01:20:38,710 --> 01:20:43,710 Hey, Sofia, it's me, sorry about the other voice mails. 1377 01:20:46,560 --> 01:20:49,720 I really don't wanna sound like a crazy person. 1378 01:20:49,720 --> 01:20:51,183 It's me, it's Ian. 1379 01:20:51,183 --> 01:20:52,766 I just don't even know. 1380 01:20:52,766 --> 01:20:53,888 I love you. 1381 01:20:53,888 --> 01:20:54,925 Call me back. 1382 01:20:54,925 --> 01:20:56,047 I guess I should say. 1383 01:20:56,047 --> 01:20:56,880 I don't know if something happened. 1384 01:20:56,880 --> 01:21:00,560 Hey, it is your daily call from Ian, day number four. 1385 01:21:00,560 --> 01:21:02,270 Sofia, please pick up, please. 1386 01:21:02,270 --> 01:21:04,100 It was nothing that bad. 1387 01:21:04,100 --> 01:21:06,530 I mean, are we really going to end this over something 1388 01:21:06,530 --> 01:21:08,910 like that, come on that's stupid. 1389 01:21:08,910 --> 01:21:11,090 Sofia, Sofia, Sofia, Sofia. 1390 01:21:21,600 --> 01:21:24,267 (drawer creaks) 1391 01:21:29,920 --> 01:21:31,053 Hey, it's me. 1392 01:21:34,350 --> 01:21:35,823 It's been nine days. 1393 01:21:40,690 --> 01:21:44,693 Voicemail number 127. 1394 01:21:46,364 --> 01:21:47,664 I hope it's not that many. 1395 01:21:50,878 --> 01:21:52,223 I don't know what else to say. 1396 01:21:55,705 --> 01:22:00,157 ♪ But of all these friends and lovers ♪ 1397 01:22:00,157 --> 01:22:02,407 ♪ I really ♪ 1398 01:22:03,915 --> 01:22:05,703 You don't even like "The Beatles," I know. 1399 01:22:08,525 --> 01:22:10,323 It still makes me think of you every time. 1400 01:22:18,846 --> 01:22:22,679 ♪ In my life I loved you more ♪ 1401 01:22:27,690 --> 01:22:30,883 Call me, please. 1402 01:22:32,653 --> 01:22:35,153 (shower runs) 1403 01:22:41,997 --> 01:22:44,497 (phone rings) 1404 01:22:51,566 --> 01:22:52,399 Hello. 1405 01:22:52,399 --> 01:22:53,763 - [Grandma] Hi, honey. 1406 01:22:54,700 --> 01:22:55,900 - Hey, Grandma. 1407 01:22:55,900 --> 01:22:57,230 - [Grandma] Are you okay? 1408 01:22:57,230 --> 01:22:59,490 - Yeah, no, I was just showering. 1409 01:22:59,490 --> 01:23:01,330 - [Grandma] Well, that's okay. 1410 01:23:01,330 --> 01:23:04,423 I just wanted to see if you got my birthday card I sent. 1411 01:23:05,350 --> 01:23:09,257 - I did, I just, I'm sorry. 1412 01:23:09,257 --> 01:23:11,860 - [Grandma] Are you sure you're okay? 1413 01:23:11,860 --> 01:23:13,370 You always call right away. 1414 01:23:13,370 --> 01:23:14,933 I sent it weeks ago. 1415 01:23:15,890 --> 01:23:16,813 - Yeah, no, I am. 1416 01:23:18,450 --> 01:23:20,910 I should've called, I'm really sorry. 1417 01:23:20,910 --> 01:23:22,820 Can I call you back, Grandma? 1418 01:23:22,820 --> 01:23:25,470 - [Grandma] It's okay honey, I love you. 1419 01:23:25,470 --> 01:23:26,387 - I love you too. 1420 01:24:11,480 --> 01:24:14,313 (door bell rings) 1421 01:24:21,720 --> 01:24:24,053 (Ian sighs) 1422 01:24:44,265 --> 01:24:46,682 (knife cuts) 1423 01:25:02,670 --> 01:25:05,913 - [Sofia] Hey handsome, I know this is late. 1424 01:25:06,760 --> 01:25:10,400 I know because I'm sending it the day before your birthday 1425 01:25:10,400 --> 01:25:14,290 and overnight shipping from Mexico costs a million dollars. 1426 01:25:14,290 --> 01:25:17,520 So, you're just going to have to deal with the lateness. 1427 01:25:17,520 --> 01:25:21,210 Anyway, by this point we will have spent 1428 01:25:21,210 --> 01:25:23,720 an amazing day together, and anything 1429 01:25:23,720 --> 01:25:25,710 I can say will be out-of-date, 1430 01:25:27,098 --> 01:25:31,265 but know that I love you and I am always with you. 1431 01:25:32,246 --> 01:25:33,163 Your Sofia. 1432 01:26:09,719 --> 01:26:12,552 (keyboard clacks) 1433 01:26:40,085 --> 01:26:42,835 (crickets chirp) 1434 01:26:48,279 --> 01:26:51,779 (engaging dramatic music) 1435 01:27:39,845 --> 01:27:43,262 (uptempo engaging music) 1436 01:27:57,093 --> 01:28:00,676 (announcements in Spanish) 1437 01:28:03,846 --> 01:28:07,263 (uptempo engaging music) 1438 01:28:23,222 --> 01:28:26,722 (Pilot speaks in Spanish) 1439 01:28:32,566 --> 01:28:35,899 (bright engaging music) 1440 01:28:46,245 --> 01:28:48,745 (birds chirp) 1441 01:29:07,046 --> 01:29:08,379 - [Ian] Gracias. 1442 01:29:30,577 --> 01:29:32,910 (Ian sighs) 1443 01:29:37,685 --> 01:29:40,185 (door knocks) 1444 01:29:48,087 --> 01:29:50,587 (door knocks) 1445 01:29:58,583 --> 01:30:01,333 (traffic blares) 1446 01:30:04,837 --> 01:30:07,337 (door knocks) 1447 01:30:19,941 --> 01:30:20,774 Ingles? 1448 01:30:34,525 --> 01:30:35,375 - Si. 1449 01:30:35,375 --> 01:30:36,576 - Si, si? 1450 01:30:36,576 --> 01:30:37,409 - Si. 1451 01:30:37,409 --> 01:30:38,826 - Muchas gracias. 1452 01:30:45,553 --> 01:30:49,053 (bright orchestral music) 1453 01:31:36,194 --> 01:31:38,694 (phone rings) 1454 01:31:45,810 --> 01:31:47,360 Hey. 1455 01:31:47,360 --> 01:31:48,815 - [Sofia] Hey. 1456 01:31:48,815 --> 01:31:50,220 - How are you? 1457 01:31:50,220 --> 01:31:52,704 How have you been? 1458 01:31:52,704 --> 01:31:54,273 What are you up to? 1459 01:31:55,407 --> 01:31:56,893 - I'm just getting home from work. 1460 01:31:59,247 --> 01:32:02,747 (engaging dramatic music) 1461 01:32:06,390 --> 01:32:07,433 What are you up to? 1462 01:32:14,233 --> 01:32:15,330 - I'm... 1463 01:32:23,050 --> 01:32:24,650 Just getting home from work too. 1464 01:32:27,070 --> 01:32:28,203 - [Sofia] I've missed you. 1465 01:32:29,620 --> 01:32:31,170 - [Ian] I've really missed you. 1466 01:32:32,348 --> 01:32:35,265 (children chatter) 1467 01:32:56,060 --> 01:32:59,310 (engaging piano music) 1468 01:33:12,345 --> 01:33:15,149 ♪ I could paint you a portrait ♪ 1469 01:33:15,149 --> 01:33:18,506 ♪ I could paint you an ocean ♪ 1470 01:33:18,506 --> 01:33:23,506 ♪ You could say that I've lost my faith in it ♪ 1471 01:33:28,061 --> 01:33:31,326 ♪ I could give you the desert ♪ 1472 01:33:31,326 --> 01:33:34,671 ♪ I could give you the mountains ♪ 1473 01:33:34,671 --> 01:33:39,671 ♪ But I don't know how to make them fit ♪ 1474 01:33:43,358 --> 01:33:47,148 ♪ This could be the real thing ♪ 1475 01:33:47,148 --> 01:33:50,317 ♪ We need a room to find out ♪ 1476 01:33:50,317 --> 01:33:53,643 ♪ If this could be the real thing ♪ 1477 01:33:53,643 --> 01:33:58,643 ♪ And it's too soon to have these doubts ♪ 1478 01:34:01,961 --> 01:34:06,961 ♪ Oh, I will get to you somehow ♪ 1479 01:34:09,630 --> 01:34:13,084 ♪ Somehow ♪ 1480 01:34:13,084 --> 01:34:16,523 ♪ 'Cause it tasted like a promise ♪ 1481 01:34:16,523 --> 01:34:19,929 ♪ 'Cause I feel like a bargain ♪ 1482 01:34:19,929 --> 01:34:24,929 ♪ Would you break it off to let me see ♪ 1483 01:34:29,308 --> 01:34:32,586 ♪ Does it break like a window ♪ 1484 01:34:32,586 --> 01:34:35,900 ♪ Does it break like a spirit ♪ 1485 01:34:35,900 --> 01:34:40,900 ♪ Well at least I tried to make it be ♪ 1486 01:34:43,853 --> 01:34:47,339 ♪ This could be the real thing ♪ 1487 01:34:47,339 --> 01:34:50,698 ♪ But we need to a room to find out ♪ 1488 01:34:50,698 --> 01:34:53,978 ♪ This could be the real thing ♪ 1489 01:34:53,978 --> 01:34:58,978 ♪ And I don't wanna have these doubts ♪ 1490 01:35:02,426 --> 01:35:07,426 ♪ Will you get to me somehow ♪ 1491 01:35:10,076 --> 01:35:12,243 ♪ Somehow ♪ 102442

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