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J“ did you ever want it? J“
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j“ did you want it bad? J“
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j“ oh, myj“
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j“ it tears me apart j“
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j“ we can try to hide it j“
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j“ it's all the same j“
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j“ I've been losing you j“
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j“ one day at a time j“
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j“ and I know
in my heart, in this cold heart j“
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j“ I can live or I can die j“
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j“ I believe if I just try j“
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j“ you believe in you and I j“
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j“lnyou and/j“
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j“lnyou and/j“
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j“lnyou and/j“
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Celeste, Celeste.
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Oh, my god.
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I just...
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- I was having a nightmare.
- Shouldn't they be awake?
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Oh, my god.
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Yeah. Josh, Max, up we go. We overslept.
Come on, come on.
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- Let's go. We're in a rush. Quick.
- Come on, soldiers.
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- Good morning, grandma.
- Protein-bar breakfast in the car.
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Your favorite.
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I have to go to town.
I can drop you off.
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Thanks, Mary Louise.
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What was it about?
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Your nightmare.
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Oh, it was stupid.
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Nothing, really.
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You said "rape."
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What?
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Something about a rape.
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Can I have some water, please?
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J“ never said I wanted
to improve my station j“
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j“ an' I'm only doin' good
when I'm havin' fun j“
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j“ an' I don't have to please no one j“
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j“ an' I don't give a damn
'bout my bad reputation j“
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j“ oh, no j“
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I'm putting this in your
small pocket, okay?
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Yep.
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First day of school!
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- Stop. Hey, Max, you idiot!
- Hey, hey, boys come on.
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Keep it down, would you?
I can't hear myself think.
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Then just don't think, mom.
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- Give it back, you idiot!
- Hey.
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- Stop.
- Give it back.
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Hey. Quiet!
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Fine young men
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don't suddenly become fine young men
all of a sudden
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in a whoosh, you know.
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It starts with being fine young boys.
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And part of being a fine young boy
is listening and respecting your mother.
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She works so hard for you.
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That's why the sun shines on her so.
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Thank you, Mary Louise.
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I have two showings,
I have Abigail's college advisor,
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not to mention all this scrutiny.
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- It's just gonna be a day.
- What scrutiny?
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Ed, this is the first day of school.
We have to earn our good mom badges
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all over again.
"Has she gotten fatter over the summer?"
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"Does she look older?"
These questions get asked, ed,
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and we all getjudged all over again.
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It's a double standard.
If a dad shows up, they're like:
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"Wow, there's a dad here. He's involved."
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But with the moms, ugh.
It just makes me wanna blow.
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Boom!
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Oh, my god, Chloe. Goddamn it.
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Just right there. I need to get right
there. Could you please turn it down?
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Let second grade begin.
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J“ this is our fork in the road j“
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j“ love's last episode j“
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j“ there's nowhere to go, oh, no j“
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j“ you made your choice j“
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j“ now it's up to me j“
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j“ to bow out gracefully j“
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j“ though you hold the key, but, baby j“
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j“ whenever you call me, I'll be there j“
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j“ whenever you want me, I'll be there j“
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j“ whenever you need me, I'll be there j“
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Welcome back to our wonderful,
wonderful otter bay.
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Gosh, I always so love the sound of that.
Let's all say that together, shall we?
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Wonderful, wonderful otter bay.
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Here we go. Now, gang, since we ask
our children to sing this every year,
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I think it's time we sing it with them,
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so everybody let out their inner otter,
and sing along.
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J“ otter bay, otter bay
it's the best place of them all j“
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very impressive.
We 're in the key of f, Madeline.
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J“ to start our day
when we rise up with a snort j“
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J“ with dance and song and sport j“
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J“ oh, to be a little otter in the bay j“
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oh, you got my otter heart going.
Thank you.
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Warren.
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Really pushing the school spirit
this year, aren't you?
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Well, it's my otter blood, Madeline.
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- Hi, Madeline Martha MacKenzie.
- Lisa coolidge.
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Anyway, it was a beautiful service, Warren.
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Well, thank you, Madeline,
I like to think of it more as an assembly.
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A service is for when someone dies,
you know, like a school fundraiser.
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You're not seriously gonna go there,
are you?
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My hope is you don't go there.
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Now, let's remember a lot of last year's
mishigas were lovingly stirred up by you.
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Anybody want a red velvet?
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- Melissa.
- Cupcake?
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- I'll take one for each thigh.
- Absolutely.
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I don't even like to chew.
I just shove them down.
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Maybe you can give one to Warren
so he can shove it too.
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Ah.
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And we're off.
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- It's a classy crop of moms, these ones.
- Bonnie.
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Those gluten-free?
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Tahoe was good?
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Uh, yeah, it was good.
Nathan caught a lot of fish.
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- Wow.
- And I hear you're selling houses like crazy.
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That's very cool.
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Oh, my gosh, in monterey,
it is like printing money.
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I should've done this years ago.
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- I'm gonna go find Skye.
- Okay.
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Okay. Are you two fighting?
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No. Actually, I almost wish we were.
No, she's...
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She's been acting like that
for a while now.
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Acting like what?
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Shut down. Like, withdrawn.
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Oh, you mean you're not having sex.
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Don't forget
Abigail has her college counselor meeting
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- at 2 pm.
- Yeah, I got your e-mails.
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Six of them this morning.
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- It's good. Thank you.
- This is her future, Nathan.
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Nice to be back.
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I'm told that my daughter, amabella,
is gonna be in your class. So exciting.
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Yes, very nice to meet you.
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Um, she has an IQ of 152. Genius level,
right? That's a very high number.
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Life's about give and take.
I expect you to take care of my daughter.
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Pay special attention.
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And, again, welcome.
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Um, oh, oh, oh.
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And my amabella was bullied last year.
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I mean, in, like, biting and choking.
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So we're gonna make sure
that doesn't happen again.
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Oh.
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Sorry.
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Sorry.
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Here's my problem
with the whole meditation thing.
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Like you shut out the world,
but you also shut out your friends,
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which is a bit weird.
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And also, does she look funny?
Something's not right.
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- You're talking about Bonnie?
- Mm-hm.
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Like, she's off.
But she was off before she went to Tahoe.
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Unplugged is one thing,
but unhinged is a total other thing.
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Hey! Asshole! Hey!
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- Oh, hon.
- Why are you cutting me off?
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- Honey. The horn. The horn.
- Dick! I just think we... oh, yeah, sorry.
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- Once I lean in, you know how I am.
- Indeed.
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And I think we need to talk to her
and see where her head is at.
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- Do you?
- Do you wanna get a coffee?
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By the way, did you see Renata
getting up that new teacher's ass?
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I thought she was gonna have to pull out
her snorkel.
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Easy.
I'm gonna go to the ladies' room.
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Can you get me an americano?
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Will do.
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- Hey, bruna.
- Hey, Madeline.
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Do you sell weed?
Smells like weed over here.
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- Keep the change.
- Thank you so much.
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Can I get an americano
and a bran muffin?
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- That's a thing?
- Mary Louise?
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- Hi. I'm Madeline.
- Hi.
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- Madeline. So nice to see you again.
- Yes. I'm Celeste's friend. Yes.
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- How have you been?
- Good, good. The kids are good.
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- How are you?
- I can't complain.
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Actually, I can.
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My son is dead.
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But Celeste tells me
that you continue to be so helpful
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with her and the boys and...
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She should just get
a proper housekeeper.
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- You're very short.
- Excuse me?
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- I don't mean it in a negative way.
- Oh.
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Maybe I do.
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I find little people to be untrustworthy.
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My apologies.
It's just that I'm...
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I pride myself on being
a very good judge of character,
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but you have always presented
such a difficult read.
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You know, you seem like a nice person.
Loving.
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But, also, you strike me as a "wanter."
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- A wanter?
- Mm.
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You know, there are people in life
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who content themselves
with what they have,
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and then there are others who just...
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Just want.
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I'm not a wanter.
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Oh, you don't have to take it personally.
Anyway, I'm a wanter myself.
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You know what I want?
I want Perry back.
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I wanna know what happened that night.
And I'm very tempted to ask you,
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but I doubt I would get the, uh, truth,
would I?
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Your son lost his balance and he fell.
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Yes, that seems to be the company line.
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Depending on whose company you keep.
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Mary Louise.
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Madeline and I were just... talking.
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What the hell was that?
That was a very strong position.
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Welcome to my life.
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Sorry.
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- Hi.
- Tori.
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Sorry, I didn't recognize you at first.
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Yeah. I, uh, had my breasts done.
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- Oh.
- Yeah, it's fabulous.
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I always felt a little self-conscious,
you know.
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About your breasts?
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-My nose.
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Now nobody notices it so much.
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Everybody notices these, though.
And that pisses Joseph off.
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So, uh...
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Well, I'll see you around.
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How long does she plan to stay?
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Well, she comes and goes.
It's a short hop from San Francisco.
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She's been a really big help.
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Mm-hm.
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I mean, I'd be lost without her.
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So, what brings you?
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It's been a while.
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I've had some nightmares
starting up of late that, um...
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I mean, may be triggered
by the beginning of the school year.
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I think I still associate
that place with...
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How could you not?
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Last night was...
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It was a beauty.
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Perry and I
were in the in-vitro facility, and...
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It was all so sweet, and...
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And suddenly, I...
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I turned into a monster.
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I was strangling him.
I was lifting him up, and I...
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It was beyond disturbing, and I...
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A little exhilarating.
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Is that...?
Do you see yourself as a monster?
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I guess I still feel...
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Responsible.
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For?
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For the accident.
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I mean, if I'd left him when I should have.
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We should never have been together
that night,
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and he might still be alive.
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That I chose that night, of all nights,
to leave him and to tell him and...
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Even in death, his message lives on.
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- What message?
- That you're to blame.
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That you're always to blame.
245
00:15:40,857 --> 00:15:42,442
You're not.
246
00:15:49,533 --> 00:15:51,118
Are you getting out?
247
00:15:51,201 --> 00:15:55,163
- Are you seeing anyone?
- No.
248
00:15:55,247 --> 00:15:57,791
That part of me is still dead, I suppose.
249
00:15:57,874 --> 00:16:00,252
First things first,
get the boys' lives back on track.
250
00:16:00,335 --> 00:16:01,419
That's the priority.
251
00:16:01,503 --> 00:16:03,547
Seeing their mom happy
could help there.
252
00:16:03,630 --> 00:16:05,799
So you're saying
for my life to go on successfully,
253
00:16:05,882 --> 00:16:07,843
- I need to be with a man?
- No.
254
00:16:07,926 --> 00:16:10,262
But the freedom to be with one, maybe.
255
00:16:11,888 --> 00:16:15,851
You're still married, Celeste,
and the husband is dead.
256
00:16:40,750 --> 00:16:41,750
Where have you been?
257
00:16:42,711 --> 00:16:44,254
I told you I was running.
258
00:16:44,337 --> 00:16:46,965
That was like two hours ago,
I've been calling you.
259
00:16:47,048 --> 00:16:48,048
Sorry.
260
00:16:53,638 --> 00:16:56,183
Bonnie. I just thought it might be
that you hated Tahoe,
261
00:16:56,266 --> 00:16:58,018
but since we've been back...
262
00:17:00,020 --> 00:17:01,354
Come on.
263
00:17:01,438 --> 00:17:04,441
I need some space, Nathan. I told you.
264
00:17:04,524 --> 00:17:06,234
Just let it be.
265
00:17:06,318 --> 00:17:10,572
He's my favorite in the whole
aquarium. It's a red octopus, and watch.
266
00:17:10,655 --> 00:17:13,325
The closer he gets to the kelp,
he'll change his color
267
00:17:13,408 --> 00:17:15,493
so that he camouflages
with his environment.
268
00:17:15,577 --> 00:17:17,746
- Cool.
- Look. You see him right now?
269
00:17:17,829 --> 00:17:19,873
- Yeah.
- He's changing color.
270
00:17:19,956 --> 00:17:21,917
You guys wanna know a fun fact
about octopus?
271
00:17:22,000 --> 00:17:23,627
- Yeah!
- It's kind of weird.
272
00:17:23,710 --> 00:17:25,837
- You can handle it?
- Yeah.
273
00:17:25,921 --> 00:17:28,757
Okay. Females contain deadly venom.
274
00:17:28,840 --> 00:17:31,384
And sometimes they'll kill
and they'll eat the males
275
00:17:31,468 --> 00:17:33,261
after they mate with them.
276
00:17:33,345 --> 00:17:34,554
Ew!
277
00:17:35,388 --> 00:17:36,388
- I know.
- Interesting.
278
00:17:36,431 --> 00:17:40,101
Why is it the prettier
something is, the more dangerous?
279
00:17:40,185 --> 00:17:42,020
Like with snakes and spiders.
280
00:17:42,103 --> 00:17:44,689
That's a great question.
I wish I knew the answer to that.
281
00:17:44,773 --> 00:17:46,493
- One second.
- You're so observant.
282
00:17:46,566 --> 00:17:49,319
Sometimes, pretty colors
are to give a fair warning
283
00:17:49,402 --> 00:17:52,656
so other animals know
they need to keep a safe distance.
284
00:17:52,739 --> 00:17:54,115
Oh...
285
00:18:00,163 --> 00:18:01,163
There you go.
286
00:18:06,878 --> 00:18:07,878
How you doing?
287
00:18:12,384 --> 00:18:14,719
Not really, no. Bonnie.
288
00:18:14,803 --> 00:18:17,472
I mean, she's gone missing
in mental action.
289
00:18:17,555 --> 00:18:20,058
The whole summer, truth be told.
290
00:18:20,141 --> 00:18:21,434
Hey, man, could I...?
291
00:18:22,894 --> 00:18:26,690
Could I ask you a big favor?
Could you maybe take her out to lunch?
292
00:18:28,149 --> 00:18:30,652
You've always been better
at talking to women than I have,
293
00:18:30,735 --> 00:18:33,321
and you certainly got Madeline
in a way that I never could.
294
00:18:33,405 --> 00:18:35,824
I mean, I think you might be able
to get her to open up.
295
00:18:35,907 --> 00:18:39,536
You know, you have your little way.
All I'm getting is pushback at every turn.
296
00:18:39,619 --> 00:18:43,206
I swear to god, if I signed up for
this bullshit, I'd still be with maddie.
297
00:18:43,290 --> 00:18:44,833
I mean... I don't mean...
298
00:18:44,916 --> 00:18:47,085
Oh, no, no. Urn...
299
00:18:47,168 --> 00:18:51,089
Look, Nathan,
I'm no expert on marriage or anything.
300
00:18:51,172 --> 00:18:52,465
I mean, something tells me
301
00:18:52,549 --> 00:18:55,510
if you're seeking out the husband
of your ex-wife
302
00:18:55,593 --> 00:18:59,306
to, like, lead the communication charge
with your new one...
303
00:19:02,642 --> 00:19:05,312
- Why do you always have to be so snide?
- I don't mean to be.
304
00:19:05,395 --> 00:19:08,440
You don't mean to be, it just comes
natural. Like you're a snide fuck.
305
00:19:08,523 --> 00:19:10,317
That's what you are. A snide fuck.
306
00:19:10,400 --> 00:19:13,903
You know, Nathan,
maybe instead of just talking to Bonnie,
307
00:19:13,987 --> 00:19:16,573
you should embrace
some of her interests.
308
00:19:16,656 --> 00:19:17,656
- Her interests?
- Yeah.
309
00:19:17,699 --> 00:19:19,784
She won't even let me embrace her.
310
00:19:19,868 --> 00:19:21,244
- Okay.
- Yeah, you're snide.
311
00:19:21,328 --> 00:19:22,537
- You're a snide fuck.
- What?
312
00:19:23,663 --> 00:19:24,873
- Whatever.
- Come on.
313
00:19:30,670 --> 00:19:33,423
J“ as I walk this land of broken dreams j“
314
00:19:37,677 --> 00:19:39,179
- Mrs. Klein?
- Juliette.
315
00:19:39,262 --> 00:19:42,057
Hey, honey. I'm pulling in.
Can you...? Can...?
316
00:19:42,140 --> 00:19:44,493
Wait. Hold on one second. Hold on...
317
00:19:44,517 --> 00:19:46,662
- Hello?
- This is my talk about being nice.
318
00:19:46,686 --> 00:19:49,606
- Hey. I can't...
- People don't take my word...
319
00:19:49,689 --> 00:19:51,358
But what do you think?
320
00:19:51,441 --> 00:19:52,942
I love the view.
321
00:19:53,026 --> 00:19:54,903
Oh, sorry, I'm on the phone.
322
00:19:54,986 --> 00:19:57,822
Yeah, I thought Tahoe was supposed
to be about decompression too,
323
00:19:57,906 --> 00:19:59,491
but she seems like she's on Mars.
324
00:19:59,574 --> 00:20:00,575
Maybe she's using.
325
00:20:00,658 --> 00:20:03,370
- Excuse me.
- Yeah, just a second.
326
00:20:03,453 --> 00:20:06,164
And I am beating myself up
that I told Jane I liked her bangs.
327
00:20:06,247 --> 00:20:09,250
- Can you get off the phone, please?
- Hmm?
328
00:20:09,918 --> 00:20:11,711
Oh, let me call you back.
329
00:20:13,380 --> 00:20:15,215
Yeah, what can I do for you?
330
00:20:15,298 --> 00:20:17,138
I can't deny it.
331
00:20:17,217 --> 00:20:21,054
- J“ it's my house and I live here j“
-Good, right there.
332
00:20:22,055 --> 00:20:25,266
J“ it's my house and I live here j“
333
00:20:25,350 --> 00:20:27,435
beautiful. Come on down. Good.
334
00:20:27,519 --> 00:20:30,855
- Eyes up this way. Gorgeous.
- I'm so tired of those shots of women.
335
00:20:30,939 --> 00:20:32,357
I mean, they're in power, right?
336
00:20:32,440 --> 00:20:35,360
They own banks,
and they're all, like, demure. Bullshit.
337
00:20:36,820 --> 00:20:38,488
Back to the ocean.
338
00:20:38,571 --> 00:20:39,948
What's all this?
339
00:20:40,031 --> 00:20:42,909
Hey. The photo shoot. Women in power.
340
00:20:42,992 --> 00:20:49,666
- I thought they wanted just, uh, office shots.
- No, they're doing house and office.
341
00:20:49,749 --> 00:20:50,749
You look nice.
342
00:20:51,376 --> 00:20:54,671
- J“ it's my house and I live here j“
-Here we go. Look at me.
343
00:21:10,437 --> 00:21:12,605
So she has a 3.8 gpa,
344
00:21:12,689 --> 00:21:16,109
and she has done charity work
with human trafficking.
345
00:21:16,192 --> 00:21:18,194
- She also has an internship coming up...
- Okay.
346
00:21:18,278 --> 00:21:19,988
Stanford has an admit rate of under 10.
347
00:21:20,071 --> 00:21:23,450
Princeton and Williams the same. Since
she doesn't have legacy going for her...
348
00:21:23,533 --> 00:21:25,994
Any of these schools would be lucky
to have her.
349
00:21:26,077 --> 00:21:28,329
She's an excellent candidate...
350
00:21:28,413 --> 00:21:30,623
- Candidate is, I think, the wrong...
- Honey.
351
00:21:30,707 --> 00:21:33,376
What? Don't "honey" me.
She has a 3.8 gpa.
352
00:21:33,460 --> 00:21:36,796
She has a 1350 on her sats,
but we're gonna get that number up
353
00:21:36,880 --> 00:21:39,549
because she has private tutoring
coming up, so I feel...
354
00:21:39,632 --> 00:21:41,676
I don't even wanna go to college.
355
00:21:44,179 --> 00:21:46,806
Okay. She's just... she's just nervous.
She doesn't mean that.
356
00:21:46,890 --> 00:21:50,059
I do mean it. I don't wanna go to college.
357
00:21:51,269 --> 00:21:53,897
It feels so good to say that out loud.
358
00:21:53,980 --> 00:21:56,774
Okay, Abigail, honey.
You're going to college.
359
00:21:56,858 --> 00:22:01,654
The planet is dying, mom,
but god forbid I don't study lysistrata?
360
00:22:01,738 --> 00:22:03,990
It's bullshit.
Do you know what kids do at college?
361
00:22:04,073 --> 00:22:07,410
They drink, they fuck.
They mull over a sex change.
362
00:22:07,494 --> 00:22:11,456
- I'm not going. I'm not going to college.
- You're going to college.
363
00:22:11,539 --> 00:22:13,708
If you wanna go, you go.
You should go to college.
364
00:22:13,791 --> 00:22:16,127
Hey, no,
I know how to make any situation about me.
365
00:22:16,211 --> 00:22:18,963
This is not that.
This is about you and your future, Abigail.
366
00:22:19,047 --> 00:22:20,047
Abby.
367
00:22:22,258 --> 00:22:24,594
- I'm not going.
- I'm so sorry.
368
00:22:26,763 --> 00:22:29,015
-Where did she go? _i__
369
00:22:31,142 --> 00:22:33,520
- Did you know about this?
- No, I swear.
370
00:22:33,603 --> 00:22:36,314
You were with her all summer,
and you knew nothing about this?
371
00:22:36,397 --> 00:22:37,899
- I didn't know.
- What about Bonnie?
372
00:22:37,982 --> 00:22:39,901
Did she know
about this "fuck college" plan?
373
00:22:39,984 --> 00:22:41,528
Bonnie's left the building.
374
00:22:43,696 --> 00:22:47,700
Unbelievable. You know if she doesn't
go to college, she won't have a life.
375
00:22:47,784 --> 00:22:51,287
She'll just be serving big macs
and French fries, and that'll be her life.
376
00:22:51,371 --> 00:22:54,249
- Is that what you want for her, Nathan?
- Stop. Stop yelling at me.
377
00:22:54,332 --> 00:22:56,334
- You know you bear some responsibility.
- I do?
378
00:22:56,417 --> 00:22:58,795
-You're her father. This is
her senior year, -oh, okay.
379
00:22:58,878 --> 00:23:02,257
She's on the cusp of her life,
and you let it go all to shit in Tahoe!
380
00:23:02,340 --> 00:23:05,176
- You just hit me. You just hit me.
- Because you deserve it.
381
00:23:22,735 --> 00:23:25,363
But honestly, ed,
if she doesn't go to college,
382
00:23:25,446 --> 00:23:26,906
what's she gonna do?
383
00:23:26,990 --> 00:23:28,283
Go into retail?
384
00:23:30,410 --> 00:23:31,619
Let me call you right back.
385
00:23:32,787 --> 00:23:34,998
- Mary Louise?
- Hey, maddie.
386
00:23:35,081 --> 00:23:36,165
Madeline. Hello.
387
00:23:36,249 --> 00:23:37,667
What's going on?
388
00:23:37,750 --> 00:23:41,462
Well, I thought I might look
for a small flat here in town,
389
00:23:41,546 --> 00:23:45,675
so that I can help out with the boys
but not quite be so underfoot.
390
00:23:46,759 --> 00:23:48,636
- Oh, I see.
- Do you work here?
391
00:23:48,720 --> 00:23:50,471
- Yes.
- Do you handle rentals?
392
00:23:50,555 --> 00:23:53,308
- I do, actually. Oren and I both do, yes.
- Oh.
393
00:23:53,391 --> 00:23:55,101
I see you're wearing heels.
394
00:23:59,063 --> 00:24:02,150
Um, oren, do you mind if I just
have a minute with Mrs. Wright?
395
00:24:02,233 --> 00:24:05,028
Of course not.
You're in wonderful hands.
396
00:24:05,111 --> 00:24:06,111
Thank you.
397
00:24:07,614 --> 00:24:10,199
Mary Louise,
I realize that you're still grieving,
398
00:24:10,283 --> 00:24:13,328
and that you've been through
a tremendous amount of heartbreak,
399
00:24:13,411 --> 00:24:15,663
but I don't care
for the way you spoke to me before.
400
00:24:15,747 --> 00:24:17,707
It was rude, and I didn't deserve it.
401
00:24:17,790 --> 00:24:19,709
No, you didn't.
402
00:24:19,792 --> 00:24:21,753
Um, I apologize.
403
00:24:22,879 --> 00:24:23,880
Well, thank you.
404
00:24:23,963 --> 00:24:26,007
The truth is it had nothing to do
with you.
405
00:24:26,090 --> 00:24:29,177
When I was in boarding school,
I had a best friend,
406
00:24:29,260 --> 00:24:31,012
or so I thought,
407
00:24:31,095 --> 00:24:33,765
who, uh, revealed herself
to be quite treacherous
408
00:24:33,848 --> 00:24:36,726
and, uh, caused me a lot of pain.
409
00:24:39,020 --> 00:24:43,358
She was just an itty-bitty little thing
with a big, bubbly personality
410
00:24:43,441 --> 00:24:48,738
that, um, was designed to hide
that she was utterly vapid inside.
411
00:24:48,821 --> 00:24:52,825
You remind me so much of her
that I suppose I punish you for that.
412
00:24:52,909 --> 00:24:55,119
That's wrong of me, and I apologize.
413
00:24:58,206 --> 00:25:00,291
- Oren.
- Yes. Sorry.
414
00:25:01,959 --> 00:25:04,253
I'm sure oren will address
all of your concerns.
415
00:25:04,337 --> 00:25:05,922
Okay.
416
00:25:06,005 --> 00:25:08,216
Where did we leave it?
417
00:25:21,771 --> 00:25:25,191
J“ oh, to see without my eyes j“
418
00:25:26,234 --> 00:25:30,697
j“ the first time that you kissed me j“
419
00:25:30,780 --> 00:25:33,866
j“ boundless by the time I cried j“
420
00:25:34,992 --> 00:25:39,622
j“ I built your walls around me j“
421
00:25:39,706 --> 00:25:42,792
j“ white noise, what an awful sound j“
422
00:25:44,127 --> 00:25:48,506
j“ fumbling by rogue riverj“
423
00:25:48,589 --> 00:25:51,759
j“ feel my feet above the ground j“
424
00:25:53,010 --> 00:25:57,432
j“ hand of god, deliver me j“
425
00:26:03,855 --> 00:26:06,357
- That probably looked weird.
- Yeah.
426
00:26:09,902 --> 00:26:11,487
Are you on the spectrum?
427
00:26:13,281 --> 00:26:14,449
Are you?
428
00:26:17,744 --> 00:26:18,870
Yeah, most likely.
429
00:26:20,580 --> 00:26:23,416
- Well, I don't think I am, but...
- A little advice.
430
00:26:23,499 --> 00:26:25,835
You probably don't wanna
act weird and shit in public.
431
00:26:25,918 --> 00:26:27,837
We do a lot of kids' events
at the aquarium.
432
00:26:27,920 --> 00:26:30,631
Parents have a thing
about entrusting their kids to psychos.
433
00:26:32,592 --> 00:26:34,552
Noted. Got it. Thank you.
434
00:26:34,635 --> 00:26:37,180
The way people talk in this town,
I don't need to tell you.
435
00:26:38,264 --> 00:26:41,100
You don't need to tell me?
What does that mean?
436
00:26:42,351 --> 00:26:44,437
You're one of the monterey five, right?
437
00:26:45,646 --> 00:26:46,856
Monterey five?
438
00:26:46,939 --> 00:26:48,733
You were there the night the guy fell.
439
00:26:48,816 --> 00:26:52,111
- Where did you hear that?
- Someone at work.
440
00:26:52,195 --> 00:26:54,405
- I'll see you around.
- Yeah.
441
00:26:56,616 --> 00:27:00,286
- It was just the way he said it.
- How exactly was that?
442
00:27:00,369 --> 00:27:02,830
Like we all have Scarlet letters
on our backs.
443
00:27:02,914 --> 00:27:04,624
- Oh, please.
- We're kidding ourselves
444
00:27:04,707 --> 00:27:07,877
- if we think people have stopped talking.
- Yeah, but people talk. It's...
445
00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:10,379
I think we're all being a
little bit paranoid, you guys.
446
00:27:10,463 --> 00:27:13,132
I think people have moved on.
The police definitely moved on.
447
00:27:13,216 --> 00:27:16,052
- We don't know for sure.
- Yeah... no, I talked to susie Burke.
448
00:27:16,135 --> 00:27:17,720
- Do you know susie from IBM?
- Yeah.
449
00:27:17,804 --> 00:27:20,431
She's a good friend of detective quinlan.
450
00:27:21,557 --> 00:27:23,643
I mean, like, really good friend.
451
00:27:23,726 --> 00:27:28,105
Gossip for another day, but she told me
that she heard quinlan say,
452
00:27:28,189 --> 00:27:32,860
like, the case isn't "closed" closed,
but they've got nothing.
453
00:27:38,157 --> 00:27:39,784
- We're good.
- Okay.
454
00:27:53,881 --> 00:27:56,467
Where were you?
We were waiting for you at the beach.
455
00:27:56,551 --> 00:27:58,928
Oh, yeah. Um, something came up.
456
00:27:59,971 --> 00:28:00,971
Yeah?
457
00:28:04,058 --> 00:28:05,058
What?
458
00:28:06,602 --> 00:28:07,937
Are you all right?
459
00:28:09,480 --> 00:28:10,982
Do you care?
460
00:28:11,065 --> 00:28:12,817
Do I care?
461
00:28:12,900 --> 00:28:13,901
What's going on?
462
00:28:18,614 --> 00:28:20,575
I killed someone.
463
00:28:20,658 --> 00:28:22,285
- Remember?
- Yes.
464
00:28:22,368 --> 00:28:23,870
_i__ -it's heavy.
465
00:28:23,953 --> 00:28:27,290
Are you...? I mean, are you angry at me
for some reason?
466
00:28:31,627 --> 00:28:33,045
I'm angry with myself.
467
00:28:34,672 --> 00:28:37,049
If I had just told the truth,
I would have gotten off,
468
00:28:37,133 --> 00:28:38,217
but you said he slipped,
469
00:28:38,301 --> 00:28:40,344
and everyone else joined
in the fucking chorus.
470
00:28:40,428 --> 00:28:43,222
- That was to protect you.
- Yeah, thanks a lot.
471
00:28:45,766 --> 00:28:48,060
You know, I can't talk to my husband.
472
00:28:49,687 --> 00:28:50,688
Or my kid.
473
00:28:53,065 --> 00:28:54,942
I have to just swallow it all.
474
00:28:56,027 --> 00:28:58,029
You can talk to us.
475
00:28:58,112 --> 00:29:00,489
We're here for you. All of us.
476
00:29:02,909 --> 00:29:04,869
Well, it hasn't really felt like that.
477
00:29:06,120 --> 00:29:07,997
Well, I'm sorry, but you've been in Tahoe.
478
00:29:08,080 --> 00:29:11,709
It's not like you can put that shit on
gmail. Like, what am I supposed to...?
479
00:29:11,792 --> 00:29:13,210
Hey.
480
00:29:13,836 --> 00:29:14,712
Hey.
481
00:29:14,795 --> 00:29:15,795
Bye, maddie.
482
00:29:22,178 --> 00:29:25,139
- Little miss sunshine, right?
- Listen, I'm sorry I pushed you.
483
00:29:25,222 --> 00:29:26,349
There you go, I said it.
484
00:29:26,891 --> 00:29:30,269
Okay, um, I need to talk to Abby.
Is she here?
485
00:29:31,395 --> 00:29:32,438
Abby!
486
00:29:36,692 --> 00:29:39,570
J“ scented and tall j“
487
00:29:39,654 --> 00:29:45,117
j“ hesitating once more j“
488
00:29:45,201 --> 00:29:46,911
j“ and as I take... j“
489
00:29:51,749 --> 00:29:53,250
What was that all about?
490
00:29:53,334 --> 00:29:57,588
I just don't think college is for everyone,
that's all.
491
00:29:57,672 --> 00:29:58,798
Okay.
492
00:29:59,882 --> 00:30:02,301
So why is it not for you?
493
00:30:02,385 --> 00:30:05,763
Well, starting with the cost.
494
00:30:05,846 --> 00:30:07,848
It's really expensive.
495
00:30:07,932 --> 00:30:11,143
So I'm assuming that if you're gonna
abandon that plan to go to college,
496
00:30:11,227 --> 00:30:12,561
- you have another plan...
- I do.
497
00:30:15,022 --> 00:30:16,273
What is it?
498
00:30:17,441 --> 00:30:20,277
- It's to work for a startup.
- Oh, my god.
499
00:30:20,361 --> 00:30:24,532
Specifically, one that builds
for-profit housing for the homeless.
500
00:30:24,615 --> 00:30:25,658
- Excuse me?
- Yeah.
501
00:30:25,741 --> 00:30:31,622
And unlike, you know, the privatized shams
like banks and credit card companies,
502
00:30:31,706 --> 00:30:34,792
ours will make money
while actually helping people.
503
00:30:34,875 --> 00:30:36,293
This is something real?
504
00:30:36,377 --> 00:30:39,338
I've been offered a position
to start in June.
505
00:30:39,422 --> 00:30:41,507
- You cannot be serious.
- I'm gonna take it.
506
00:30:41,590 --> 00:30:45,344
You cannot mortgage your future
over some sort of short-term plan.
507
00:30:45,428 --> 00:30:48,639
- I'm not doing that.
- Well, then, what are you doing?
508
00:30:48,723 --> 00:30:51,600
There are four million homeless people
in america,
509
00:30:51,684 --> 00:30:53,769
the average age being 9 years old.
510
00:30:53,853 --> 00:30:55,396
- And I...
- I don't give a fuck!
511
00:30:55,479 --> 00:30:58,399
I don't care
about fucking homeless people.
512
00:30:59,442 --> 00:31:01,736
- What?
- That is not what I meant.
513
00:31:01,819 --> 00:31:03,529
I do care about homeless people.
514
00:31:03,612 --> 00:31:06,490
I just think you can give money
to some charity
515
00:31:06,574 --> 00:31:08,659
while you actually attend college.
516
00:31:08,743 --> 00:31:11,203
- I'm not going to college.
- Yes, you are.
517
00:31:11,287 --> 00:31:14,999
- Give me one good reason why I should.
- It's non-negotiable. You're going to college
518
00:31:15,082 --> 00:31:17,752
because I said so,
and because you're not thinking straight...
519
00:31:17,835 --> 00:31:19,837
- Because you said so?
- Yes, because I said so.
520
00:31:19,920 --> 00:31:21,922
What do you know?
You didn't go to college.
521
00:31:22,006 --> 00:31:24,842
That's exactly why you're going.
522
00:31:24,925 --> 00:31:26,469
Exactly.
523
00:31:26,552 --> 00:31:28,554
Because you will have no life!
524
00:31:43,736 --> 00:31:45,529
Can't you just tell her it's time to go?
525
00:31:45,613 --> 00:31:48,908
The boys love her. I mean, they love her.
526
00:31:50,910 --> 00:31:53,079
She's a big help. She really is.
527
00:31:54,914 --> 00:31:56,582
So, what's up?
528
00:31:56,665 --> 00:31:59,877
I'm guessing you don't need my help
on how to handle a mother-in-law.
529
00:32:01,378 --> 00:32:03,923
Why are you not cashing the checks?
530
00:32:04,757 --> 00:32:07,510
- I don't know.
- Come on, Jane. Why?
531
00:32:07,593 --> 00:32:10,888
It's rape money. You know I can't do that.
532
00:32:13,057 --> 00:32:15,726
Ziggy's entitled to it.
533
00:32:15,810 --> 00:32:17,728
He's part of Perry's estate.
534
00:32:19,021 --> 00:32:21,649
Do you ever hate me? Just a little bit?
535
00:32:24,860 --> 00:32:26,278
How could I hate you?
536
00:32:26,362 --> 00:32:28,572
Because I slept with your husband.
537
00:32:29,615 --> 00:32:31,200
I mean, I didn't...
538
00:32:31,283 --> 00:32:32,743
You know what I mean.
539
00:32:32,827 --> 00:32:34,411
He raped you.
540
00:32:34,495 --> 00:32:35,663
But I knew he was married.
541
00:32:35,746 --> 00:32:39,458
I mean, I didn't know he was
married to you, but somebody.
542
00:32:40,501 --> 00:32:42,628
I don't blame you for anything.
543
00:32:44,171 --> 00:32:46,882
I think I would if I were in your shoes.
544
00:32:48,092 --> 00:32:51,637
Celeste, for a man to commit adultery,
he... there has to be another woman,
545
00:32:51,720 --> 00:32:55,141
and, you know what, more times than not,
she's complicit. I was complicit.
546
00:32:55,224 --> 00:32:59,520
Not in the end,
but definitely in the beginning.
547
00:33:08,237 --> 00:33:09,989
Are you glad that he's dead?
548
00:33:13,409 --> 00:33:14,910
It's complicated.
549
00:33:55,409 --> 00:33:58,454
J“ come a little bit closer j“
550
00:33:59,955 --> 00:34:02,833
j“ hear what I have to say j“
551
00:34:11,842 --> 00:34:15,679
J“ just like children sleepin' j“
552
00:34:16,513 --> 00:34:20,309
j“ we could dream this night away j“
553
00:34:28,984 --> 00:34:32,029
J“ but there's a full moon risin' j“
554
00:34:33,656 --> 00:34:37,117
j“ let's go dancin' in the light j“
555
00:34:42,915 --> 00:34:44,208
Come on, everybody.
556
00:34:45,251 --> 00:34:46,293
Put it away, Max.
557
00:34:47,628 --> 00:34:48,628
Come.
558
00:34:51,590 --> 00:34:55,344
This looks so delicious.
Thank you, Mary Louise.
559
00:34:55,427 --> 00:34:57,972
I thought we were having kfc.
560
00:34:58,055 --> 00:35:01,642
Well, one cannot survive
on fast food every night.
561
00:35:01,725 --> 00:35:03,644
We don't have it every night.
562
00:35:03,727 --> 00:35:08,148
You know that they ban
these insidious fast food institutions
563
00:35:08,232 --> 00:35:10,567
from some parts of San Francisco.
564
00:35:10,651 --> 00:35:14,488
Do you remember when we walked
across the golden gate bridge?
565
00:35:14,571 --> 00:35:15,698
It's red.
566
00:35:15,781 --> 00:35:17,700
Yeah, you're right, it is red.
567
00:35:18,742 --> 00:35:20,911
Oh, and dad said
he was gonna swim to Alcatraz.
568
00:35:20,995 --> 00:35:22,705
Oh, yeah.
569
00:35:22,788 --> 00:35:25,165
Sharks would have eaten him, stupid.
570
00:35:25,249 --> 00:35:26,917
No, they wouldn't, idiot.
571
00:35:28,419 --> 00:35:30,546
Hey! Hey! You could hurt him.
572
00:35:31,630 --> 00:35:33,007
What's wrong with you?
573
00:35:33,090 --> 00:35:36,844
- I barely touched him.
- You stuck him with a fork, Josh.
574
00:35:36,927 --> 00:35:38,470
That is unacceptable.
575
00:35:38,554 --> 00:35:40,639
For god's sake.
576
00:35:45,144 --> 00:35:46,186
I miss dad.
577
00:35:48,439 --> 00:35:50,316
I know, baby.
578
00:35:50,399 --> 00:35:51,525
I know you do.
579
00:35:55,946 --> 00:36:00,784
- We still have some recovery ahead of us.
- Well, they're grieving, Celeste.
580
00:36:01,994 --> 00:36:04,538
Their father's death is not...
581
00:36:05,581 --> 00:36:08,667
Something to be recovered from,
like a cold.
582
00:36:08,751 --> 00:36:12,046
You know,
your daddy was the most amazing man,
583
00:36:12,129 --> 00:36:14,048
and you were so lucky to have him.
584
00:36:15,090 --> 00:36:19,678
And it's very unfair
and wrong that he died.
585
00:36:19,762 --> 00:36:23,140
And you still feel angry about it,
don't you?
586
00:36:23,223 --> 00:36:27,561
I mean, you feel angry that the other kids
have their dads. You don't.
587
00:36:28,604 --> 00:36:31,565
You know, the other day,
I was with some friends,
588
00:36:31,648 --> 00:36:36,153
and, um, their sons were not a patch
on your dad.
589
00:36:36,236 --> 00:36:37,780
Not a patch.
590
00:36:39,114 --> 00:36:41,283
Just... I felt so angry.
591
00:36:41,367 --> 00:36:42,493
Angry!
592
00:36:42,576 --> 00:36:48,499
You know, that their mediocre,
spindly, pudgy, balding,
593
00:36:48,582 --> 00:36:51,585
middle-management sons, still alive.
594
00:36:51,668 --> 00:36:53,629
And my Perry...
595
00:36:53,712 --> 00:36:55,714
My Perry...
596
00:36:55,798 --> 00:36:58,258
I just felt just... I wanted to scream.
597
00:37:00,177 --> 00:37:01,261
So you know what I did?
598
00:37:01,345 --> 00:37:03,013
- What?
- I did scream.
599
00:37:04,973 --> 00:37:06,558
You wanna hear?
600
00:37:06,642 --> 00:37:07,643
Okay.
601
00:37:17,194 --> 00:37:20,030
Mary Louise! Mary Louise!
Mary Louise, please.
602
00:37:20,114 --> 00:37:22,574
What, my grief is too loud for you?
603
00:37:22,658 --> 00:37:24,326
- Oh, Celeste.
- No, just... just...
604
00:37:24,410 --> 00:37:26,370
- I should be more discreet.
- The boys.
605
00:37:26,412 --> 00:37:29,331
We should scream. We should scream
606
00:37:29,415 --> 00:37:32,459
and beat our breasts and tear our hair.
607
00:37:32,543 --> 00:37:33,919
Don't you feel angry?
608
00:37:37,047 --> 00:37:38,465
You don't?
609
00:37:46,098 --> 00:37:47,182
I'm sorry.
610
00:37:51,186 --> 00:37:53,772
I feel so, so alone, you know.
611
00:38:03,240 --> 00:38:07,411
J“ in the sun I feel as one j“
612
00:38:07,494 --> 00:38:09,621
j“ in the sun j“
613
00:38:09,705 --> 00:38:11,874
j“ in the sun j“
614
00:38:13,292 --> 00:38:15,794
j“ I'm married j“
615
00:38:15,878 --> 00:38:18,255
j“ buried j“
616
00:38:18,338 --> 00:38:20,340
j“ buried j“
617
00:38:49,286 --> 00:38:51,747
We were like animals.
We had to save her.
618
00:38:51,830 --> 00:38:56,919
We... it was like every instinct
inside of me told me that she was...
619
00:38:57,002 --> 00:39:00,130
He was gonna kill her
if we didn't help her.
620
00:39:00,214 --> 00:39:01,214
And, um...
621
00:39:02,299 --> 00:39:06,595
I thought he was gonna crush her
or kick her ribs in or...
622
00:39:06,678 --> 00:39:08,263
I didn't know what he was gonna do.
623
00:39:08,347 --> 00:39:13,519
And then he, um...
Renata or me, we grabbed him, and then...
624
00:39:13,602 --> 00:39:15,646
Then he grabbed Jane by the neck.
625
00:39:23,529 --> 00:39:24,613
I'm sorry.
626
00:39:39,253 --> 00:39:40,420
In your own time.
627
00:39:42,339 --> 00:39:43,382
Take a good look.
628
00:39:54,101 --> 00:39:55,352
No!
629
00:39:55,435 --> 00:39:57,688
Fucking kill you!
630
00:40:00,148 --> 00:40:02,317
Are you all right? Celeste?
631
00:40:03,694 --> 00:40:04,987
You all right?
632
00:40:06,446 --> 00:40:07,698
You all right, dear?
633
00:40:09,241 --> 00:40:10,784
- Yeah.
- Another nightmare?
634
00:40:12,077 --> 00:40:13,245
Yes?
635
00:40:22,337 --> 00:40:23,380
It's all right.
636
00:40:24,423 --> 00:40:25,507
It's all right.
637
00:40:25,591 --> 00:40:26,591
I'm sorry.
638
00:40:27,718 --> 00:40:28,760
It's all right.
639
00:40:34,641 --> 00:40:36,727
Who are we planning to kill?
640
00:40:46,903 --> 00:40:48,780
J“ it's everywhere I look j“
641
00:40:48,864 --> 00:40:51,742
j“ from Las Vegas to right here j“
642
00:40:51,825 --> 00:40:54,036
j“ under your dresser j“
643
00:40:54,119 --> 00:40:56,038
j“ right by your ear j“
644
00:40:56,121 --> 00:40:58,123
j“ it's creeping in sweetly j“
645
00:40:58,206 --> 00:41:00,667
j“ it's definitely here j“
646
00:41:00,751 --> 00:41:05,464
j“ there's nothing more deadly
than slow-growing fear j“
647
00:41:05,547 --> 00:41:09,801
j“ life was full and fruitful
and you could a take a real bite j“
648
00:41:09,885 --> 00:41:14,514
j“ the juice pouring well over
your skin's delight j“
649
00:41:14,598 --> 00:41:19,144
j“ but the shadow, it grows
and take the depth away j“
650
00:41:19,227 --> 00:41:23,732
j“ leaving broken down pieces
to this priceless ballet j“
651
00:41:23,815 --> 00:41:25,984
j“ the shallower it grows j“
652
00:41:26,068 --> 00:41:28,320
j“ the shallower it grows j“
653
00:41:28,403 --> 00:41:32,824
j“ the fainter we go
into the fade out line j“
654
00:41:32,908 --> 00:41:37,496
j“ the shallower it grows
the shallower it grows j“
655
00:41:37,579 --> 00:41:42,000
j“ the fainter we go
into the fade out line j“
656
00:41:42,084 --> 00:41:46,672
j“ did we build all those Bridges
to watch them thin down to dust? J“
657
00:41:46,755 --> 00:41:51,301
j“ or blow them voluntarily
out of constant trust j“
658
00:41:51,385 --> 00:41:55,889
j“ the clock is ticking
its last couple of tocks j“
659
00:41:55,972 --> 00:42:00,477
j“ and there won't be a party
with weathering frocks j“
660
00:42:00,560 --> 00:42:02,854
j“ the shallower it grows j“
661
00:42:02,938 --> 00:42:05,065
j“ the shallower it grows j“
662
00:42:05,148 --> 00:42:09,695
j“ the fainter we go
into the fade out line j“
663
00:42:09,778 --> 00:42:12,030
j“ the shallower it grows j“
664
00:42:12,114 --> 00:42:14,324
j“ the shallower it grows j“
665
00:42:14,408 --> 00:42:19,121
j“ the fainter we go
into the fade out line j“
666
00:42:19,204 --> 00:42:21,164
j“ heading deep down j“
667
00:42:21,248 --> 00:42:25,752
j“ we 're sliding without noticing
our own decline j“
668
00:42:28,255 --> 00:42:31,925
j“ heading deep down
we 're hanging onto j“
669
00:42:32,008 --> 00:42:35,220
j“ sweet nothings left behind j“
670
00:42:39,975 --> 00:42:42,060
j“ deeper down j“
671
00:42:44,271 --> 00:42:46,231
j“ we 're all going down j“
672
00:42:48,525 --> 00:42:51,611
j“ down, deeper down, yeah j“
673
00:42:55,782 --> 00:42:59,786
j“ we are all plunging straight towards
our own decline j“
674
00:42:59,870 --> 00:43:02,372
j“ without noticing we slide down j“
675
00:43:02,456 --> 00:43:04,458
j“ deeper down j“
676
00:43:04,541 --> 00:43:08,879
j“ the shadow grows
without ever slowing down j“
677
00:43:08,962 --> 00:43:12,466
j“ we are heading straight
into the fade out line j“
678
00:43:14,217 --> 00:43:16,470
j“ the shallower it grows j“
679
00:43:16,553 --> 00:43:18,722
j“ the shallower it grows j“
680
00:43:18,805 --> 00:43:23,310
j“ the fainter we go
into the fade out line j“
681
00:43:23,393 --> 00:43:25,645
j“ the shallower it grows j“
682
00:43:25,729 --> 00:43:28,023
j“ the shallower it grows j“
683
00:43:28,106 --> 00:43:32,569
j“ the fainter we go
into the fade out line j“
684
00:43:32,652 --> 00:43:34,821
j“ the shallower it grows j“
685
00:43:34,905 --> 00:43:37,157
j“ the shallower it grows j“
686
00:43:37,240 --> 00:43:41,703
j“ the fainter we go
into the fade out line j“
687
00:43:41,787 --> 00:43:44,039
j“ the shallower it grows j“
688
00:43:44,122 --> 00:43:46,374
j“ the shallower it grows j“
689
00:43:46,458 --> 00:43:50,921
j“ the fainter we go
into the fade out line j“
690
00:43:51,004 --> 00:43:53,131
j“ the shallower it grows j“
691
00:43:53,215 --> 00:43:55,592
j“ the shallower it grows j“
692
00:43:55,675 --> 00:43:59,721
j“ the fainter we go
into the fade out line j“
693
00:44:00,305 --> 00:44:02,307
j“ the shallower it grows j“
694
00:44:02,390 --> 00:44:04,726
j“ the shallower it grows j“
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