Original subtitles

Karadayi S01E21

Translated by: Halil Varli

Salih!

What are you doing here?

Are you okay, Salih? I'm asking you.

Why are you here?

Miss Feride, when you said I'll not go

I decided to talk with Kara family.

I was about to go out.

I'll tell you in courthouse what they said.

No. Let's talk again.

What do you say?

-If you're available. -Of course, come in.

-Hello. -Hello.

You met Mr. Salih.

I'll introduce myself.

Judge Feride Sadoglu from Istanbul courthouse.

-Glad to meet you. Welcome. -Thanks.

Mom, look. Judge who trying my dad has come.

Welcome. Please, let's come inside.

We'll sincerely answer your all questions.

We've got a lot of thing to tell.

Please, come in.

-Like this? -Sure, come in.

Come on, Mr. Salih.

Look! Kiss my dead body, don't do something crazy.

You can sit there, judge. It is more comfortable.

Alright.

You too, come in son.

Thank you.

Tea or coffee?

No, thank you.

Nazif, come here.

Mom, I don't wanna wash my hands.

I said Nazif.

Who else is in home?

My daughter, groom and grandchild. That's it.

I want to meet them too.

Let me see them.

They just ate them breakfast.

If they are available, of course they'll come down.

You must be Orhan Kara.

My very self.

I'm gonna ask you a question too.

Do you go homes at every case?

Or this only for our dad?

Mr. Orhan!

You don't break the pencil on every case.

You don't claim a life.

Every case's victim isn't my friend.

I'm so sensitive, because of that.

I hope I could explain.

Got it.

Yes.

Mom, let me go. I'm gonna open the shop.

Okay my child. Not open today.

You already tired, went to bed too late.

-Mom, what do you say? -My black uncle is downstairs?

-No black uncle. -.....

-Don't go downstairs. -Mom, what's happening?

Mahir Kara, where is he?

My abi?

Are you in comfort?

I think you aren't in comfort.

He didn't attend to hearing.

Why? Is he out of town?

Everybody is asking my abi.

What a wondered person.

But, my abi isn't out of town.

My abi is here.

He is here in person. In our house.

He didn't go anywhere.

Then why didn't attend to hearing?

We are talking about his dad's life.

Such a irresponsibly behavior.

I don't know.

He gives his life for his dad.

But you must ask him this.

He didn't tell me anything about this.

Pardon. What was your name? I forgot it.

Salih.

I don't know what he is thinking.

I can't say anything.

I don't.

He is older than me. He is our elder.

He is head of our family after our dad.

We have to do what he said.

According to our temperament we shouldn't do anything else.

You can understand better me. Right?

Mr. Salih.

My children.

I'm telling you judge is here.

She is in downstairs.

We have to wait here.

Let's not interfere in this.

Mom, are we children? We know what we say.

I'm a child. That abla loved me.

She was angry with soldiers. Let him hug his dad.

That's why I can go down. She doesn't get mad at me.

Not at all. All of you are my diamonds.

In any case you don't put your dad in the trouble.

-Children. -Mom. Ilknur is right.

Since let's go down and tell everything.

Let's say our dad isn't a killer.

Mom, that's a great grace.

It means that she wants to hear what we say.

Let's go down, let her hear my dad isn't a killer.

Is that a lie?

Ilknur is right, mom.

I'll come too, I'll say to judge.

I'll say my dad is a hero.

Miss Feride! I talk with family.

I'm gonna go out and walk around the neighbourhood.

Mr. Salih, we should talk with them together.

I told you this at the door.

I must go out and take the air.

As you wish.

Hi!

Where are they? Where is abla?

My Allah, you're so great. She is in living room.

You're gonna get mad at me, I know that.

But, I couldn't stop myself.

I've made these for you.

You like these so much.

But if you don't want, I'll go to waste.

No, no. I want.

Okay. Let's come in. We eat together.

Let's go to your house.

Besides you'll steep tea for me. And we can talk a while.

Sure.

Are you still angry with me?

Forgiveness is the greatest grace, Serra.

But you'll mad at me again.

I remembered that I didn't tell you something important.

Listening, Serra.

That day which Mr.Salih came.

He asked me visitors.

He said how can I find their names?

You talked about the visitors book?

What are we gonna do?

Please, don't do anything, Serra.

Salih must have found the book,

and start to investigation.

Lies are coming out one by one.

Do you remember that names?

Maybe I can remember.

I mean probably I can remember.

Nazif Kara can be released by the court pending a trial.

And they can start to look for another killer.

Apologies.

I couldn't think this.

What are you gonna do?

What are we gonna do? I don't wanna go to jail. I have a child.

Don't look at me like that. I'm scared.

Fear doesn't help to die.

Don't do any mistake anymore.

Where are you going?

I have to go out now.

We'll talk later.

Mom!

Immediately get that envelope and go out.

Yes, that envelope.

Let's meet at the corner of hat shop.

Mom, do what I said. Don't ask me anything, please.

Okay.

Okay.

Here you are.

Thanks. There was no need to this.

Don't mention it! If we knew you'll come, we can prepare something.

I'm not here for visit.

I'm gonna talk with you something important about Nazif Kara Case.

Thanks.

Judge abla!

Yes!

Will my grandpa come to home?

He says you'll decide to this.

He says everyone is scared of you.

My uncle Mahir, my black uncle told me.

If you love your Allah, let my grandpa come.

We missed him so much.

I don't eat, because I don't want to grow without him.

Please, pity us.

Son!

What did I tell you?

Sorry for that. He fond of his grandpa.

No problem.

Safiye abla! I am disturbing you. I'm gonna tell you something.

Sorry for this but, can Halil stay here today again?

Nazif!

Halil!

Wait son.

You have a guest.

-Welcome, sis. -Thank you.

Zekiye, my beautiful daughter.

You are looking for a job. That's why you bring him here.

I know that.

Don't be ashamed.

That's not a sin or shame. You are looking for your bread.

Come on, you can go. I'll take care of him.

There will be one more dish at the table. Not a problem.

May Allah bless you, Safiye abla.

We are neighbors.

Give me Halil's pills. Don't forget this.

Then you can go.

-Here they are. -Did doctor give this pills, right?

Sure.

Don't give him anything else pills.

Those are not good for him.

Don't listen anybody but your doctor.

Sorry. I kept you waiting.

I didn't expect you came here. That's why I didn't steep tea.

Barely I could make.

-Thank you. -Don't mention it. Bon appetit.

How are they? I can't eat yet.

Wonderful!

I didn't see anyone make this good, except you and Ilknur.

Is that so? Thank you.

If you want something, let me know

I'll do immediately.

You know, you have a crowd family.

Maybe they can't cook. Let me know, I'll do immediately.

They say if you cook a meal, you must give your neighbour too.

Give this to Nazif baba. Yalcin bought for him.

We also wanted to buy something for Mahir abi but we couldn't.

Maybe next time.

Mom!

There was no need to this. This must be expensive.

Safiye abla, you did a lot of things for us.

Everyone would do same thing. Humanity hasn't died yet.

Here you are.

Safiye abla, is she a relative?

Thanks.

No. She is a guest.

Ilknur!

Don't let Halil eat. It's forbidden for him.

Since forbidden for you, I won't eat too.

Then I'll not eat too.

They are not good. Ilknur, Let's not eat us too.

Come on, take them away.

Everyone finished their teas. Let me pour again.

My Orhan! Come with me.

Halil!

-Did you love Germany? -No. This place is more beautiful.

He didn't see anything except hospital room.

I'm going.

-Have a nice day, sis. -Have a nice day.

I hope he get better soon.

May Allah doesn't give you any suffer anymore.

I hope so.

Have a nice day.

That journalist is brother of judge.

I know that.

Safiye abla, I'm going.

Okay, bye. Good luck.

Then apologize to her.

She is a judge and came to our home.

What apologize, mom? I didn't apologize to anyone until today.

Orhan!

Are you gonna drive me crazy?

Her brother didn't make a complaint.

Maybe you don't care your conscience,

but your dad's destiny up to her decision.

Son! Look!

Go there and apologize to her

I don't give my blessing Orhan, you know that.

It doesn't matter, mom. That already happened.

See my dad body, Orhan.

I'm your mom. Don't I deserve that respect?

Come on. Come on, my beautiful son.

What kind of person is Nazif Kara?

There are a lot of things to tell.

My dad, I mean my biological father

he abandoned me and my mom, judge.

We had very hard days.

Nazif Kara is a person who bring out us from hopelessness.

He opened his heart to us.

He dressed our wounds.

He became my father.

That's why if you ask me who is your real father?

Nazif Kara.

If he didn't look after me, maybe I would be die until today.

I mean I owe him my life.

How long have you known Nazif Kara?

For how many years are you his daughter?

For 25 years.

I was 5 when they got married.

I was with him all my life, judge.

Believe me, I haven't seen he hurt even a ant.

They say he killed someone,

quite the contrary, my dad saves everyone.

There is no need to someone else, you'll understand even if you look at me.

My abla is telling the truth, judge.

My dad tried to raise us as a good person.

But I couldn't be a well-mannered person.

I didn't have time for this.

And this wasn't suitable for my temperament.

That's why

I acted tough on your brother, on the contrary of my family.

I couldn't resist.

However he provoked me.

Please show generosity

and forgive me.

You should apologize to him, not me.

The one who show generosity to you is Melih, not me.

He is the one who didn't make complaint.

I prefer that every badness must be punishment.

That's my belief.

You didn't like it.

No, on the contrary I loved it.

But you haven't finished.

Does Safiye Sultan let me out without eat something?

Don't you know?

Alright.

-Where is Nurten? -She is in school.

How is her lessons? What do her teachers say?

She is a very successful student, Mahir.

Her lessons are great.

Her teachers say she must go to college.

My sis is very successful student.

Ayten!

Tell me what we have to do, financial and emotional.

Educate her is our duty too. You know that.

Of course I'll tell you, Mahir.

We have nobody but you.

Do you need something?

Is everything okay at your home?

It has been so long since you didn't ask me this question.

I felt bad, sorry.

Thanks for asking.

We don't need anything.

One way or another,

we know we're close you, that's enough for us.

How long have you known Nazif Kara?

I have known my dad, I mean Nazif Kara

since my teenage years.

Have you ever heard

he talk about Mr. Suleyman?

Or was he bearing a grudge against him?

Did he try to meet him? Do you know about that?

Before that bad incident

I never heard name of the late chief prosecutor.

My dad hasn't any enemy, Miss Feride.

There are some persons who they see my dad as an enemy.

I didn't understand. What do you mean?

My dad has a big heart.

Even it's a bit much.

He struggles for others.

He fights for justice and equality.

Because everyone doesn't love equality.

Some people want to continue their rule.

Those men regard my dad as enemy.

I think this frame is their work.

That day your abi was summoned to courthouse not your dad.

Those men regard him as enemy too.

My dad and Mahir just like flesh and nail.

Even I can't come between them.

They are like successor and predecessor.

My little uncle telling the truth. My black uncle gave me a promise.

He is talking about my Mahir abi.

My uncle keep his word.

When I say "man word" it is over.

My grandpa will come this home until baby "Umut" born.

Is that so?

How will that happen? Did your uncle say something to you?

No, he didn't. But if he say something, he will do.

My black uncle gives his life for my dad.

For all of us.

Nazif! Come on son.

Halil is all alone there. Come on.

Sorry but I can't understand this.

Since Mr. Nazif and Mahir like flesh and nail,

since he loves his dad as much as give up his own life,

since he works hard to save him,

then why didn't he attend to hearing for give a statement?

Why didn't he attend?

That's not possible.

I mean, we knew he attended to hearing.

You know wrong.

He didn't.

Abi!

I miss you. If you didn't call me, I'll call you.

-Why? -For Dalyan's trial day.

Is he gonna go in or go out?

This is a important question.

So, tell me about it Nejdet.

Let's see do you have good news.

If you have, I also have good news for you.

What would you do, this is the world order.

You scratch my back and I'll scratch yours.

-Did Miss Ayten like her fur? -So much.

I think fur befitted her.

I should see her in that fur.

Did Bulent give his deed?

Did talkative get that shop?

Not yet, but soon. No problem.

Fish took the bait, if you miss it, I'll kill you.

If you have a shop in there, you'll be one of them.

-Did Orhan get the gun? -No. But he will soon.

I can handle this, no problem.

That gun will go into that house, Nejdet.

There are no buts about it! It will go into.

It will.

You were angry with me though, because of Orhan.

You said will you make "cacik" from that cucumber.

But that boy will serve us.

Don't talk. You brought that troubles on me.

You found that Kara family.

Don't boast. Boasting is one of seven big sins.

In all this time you're only done one noteworthy thing.

Let's find a trouble for his student sister too.

Alright.

Abi!

What is on your mind? Tell me too.

I'm such a smart man.

At one time I took measures. And now they will serve me.

I admire my foresight.

I appreciate myself for I chose to be an ant not a cicada,

I considered the winter.

Tuberculosis microbe.

Miss Feride!

Thanks for your visit. At least we understood you are a fair judge.

Have a nice day.

-Judge abla! -Yes!

Take this.

Don't hang my grandpa, hang this.

This is a toy.

At that case no one will cry.

Judge!

I think I shouldn't say anything but maybe we can't see you again.

Please believe us.

My dad is a beautiful man.

Don't kill my dad.

Thank you, those are delicious.

Have a nice day again.

Did I do bad? Shouldn't I have said?

Mom! I couldn't resist myself.

Don't be upset, daughter.

My dad's life up to this woman.

How can I resist myself?

Darling! Don't upset yourself and our baby.

What do you think, son?

Did she believe us? Will she release your dad?

I don't know, mom.

Ask your worthy. He is the one sleep with her.

Don't talk nonsense. Your abi don't do that.

I'm going.

Why are you going so soon?

-I have works to do. -Did I do something wrong?

Did I said something bad?

I have a bad temperament. You know, I can't resist myself.

No, Ayten. Everything was wonderful.

Goodbye.

Goodbye Mahir! Have a nice day.

Ah Mahir!

Mahir! I haven't seen you in a long time.

Ismet, sorry. I'll call you later.

Where are you Salih?

I'm here. Here I come, Feride.

Thank you. I can see you. I'm not a blind.

-Feride, calm down? -How?

Didn't you give me a promise?

Didn't we make a deal? How do you come here without notice.

You also came without notice.

But I'm not yelling at you.

Not only that, but also you left me alone with those people.

Since you're here, why are you going? What if they did something bad to me?

You came here without notice. I think you took this risk, Feride.

Don't say so.

You didn't see Orhan Kara's eyes.

Those people don't harm anyone.

I'm sure you saw that.

I haven't finished my words yet, Salih.

I have finished, Feride. I don't want to argue with you.

Besides on the street.

Car is right there.

-Good. -I agree.

-After you. -No, after you.

Alright.

This is Nazif's soldier.

How do you know?

He was playing with that before you came.

Did he give you?

Put it there, we'll throw it away later.

Throw away?

Why?

Salih, I haven't come here to be under the emotional influence.

If I'll let defendant or his relatives affect my emotions,

I can't do my job properly.

Which is why please put it there.

You must be ready.

We'll start when I say we push the button.

If I'm right,

tomorrow or the morrow.

Abi!

What about Dalyan?

He will stay in jail, not for you want

because I want that.

I can't release two men.

Two?

-Is there someone else to release? -That's enough for you, Nejdet.

Extra information is confused your mind.

Don't mislead me this time. Don't tire me out.

Your wish is my command, abi.

Wait for news from me.

Hi!

I want to rent a safety deposit box.

Could you give me your ID?

-Mom, give me your ID. -Why do you rent it for your own name?

Mom, give it.

Here you are.

If I rent for my own name, they can find this easily.

This is for our security, believe me.

Number 1031. Please come with me.

When you're hot, you're ugly.

Do you think so? Am I really ugly?

I'll kill the man who say you ugly.

So,

don't you wonder what I'm thinking about Kara family?

I'm dying curiosity. I scared to ask because you were so angry.

Salih, don't. I'm not that kind of person.

Really?

Even your own bro say "witch" to you.

You can understand from that.

Salih! Alright.

So, what do you think?

What kind of people they are?

You think he met with late chief prosecutor?

I don't know.

Like you said, they are a normal family.

You talked with them before me.

I won't teach your grandmother to suck eggs.

No. I wonder what you are thinking.

Did you like Kara Family?

Actually, I liked them.

They are very sympathetic and close-knit family.

They are so elegant and big-hearted people.

You can understand how kind of people they are

from their eyes and talking.

But I didn't like Orhan Kara.

Maybe because of Melih incident. I don't know.

At least he apologized to me. This is a good thing, right?

So, tell me about it.

You're a good judge of character due to your job. What do you think?

Jobs doesn't give us sight, Feride.

If your heart eye is closed, you're a blind.

You are right.

I was like that. Then you came.

My heart and conscience lightened.

No, you are wrong.

You can't implant a conscience to someone who has no heart.

I fond of your beautiful heart.

Your humanity, justice.

You are a big hearted woman.

But I'm ugly.

I said when you're hot.

Feride!

I'm kidding, you know, right?

Don't sulk.

Not for that reason.

I was thinking about grandchild.

That cute, blond head.

Nazif.

He came to the hearing too.

You said me big hearted

he is the real big hearted.

When you look at his eyes you can see his inside.

He is carrying big weights with his tiny body.

I was upset due to he suffered from those pains.

Hello.

-Morning, Mustafa abi. -Morning, Bulent.

In the name of Allah, the compassionate, the merciful.

Welcome! What are you looking for?

We're looking for you. Talkative says hi to you.

Aleykum selam.

He asking for his money. We are here for this.

Hold on. Yesterday one, today two.

I just opened the shop. I haven't made the first sale of the day.

Here it is your first sale. Let me get our deposit.

I'll pay but give me some time. I couldn't collect the money.

Don't try to fool us.

Gambling debt,

Debt of honour. I know. I'll pay it.

I'll give you time by tonight. Bring it to the gambling house.

We couldn't see that man.

I don't know, maybe he escapes from me.

Must be coincidence, Feride.

Coincidence?

This is impossible, even for films.

But I have to accept that,

that man is a hero for his family and shopkeeper.

They admire him.

I wonder a lot that Mahir Kara.

If they are telling the truth, he is a unique man.

You impressed with a man who you have never seen.

You keep on saying.

Mahir Kara did this, Mahir Kara did that.

Salih!

Are you jealous of Mahir Kara?

Of course not!

That's not possible.

Why should I'm jealous of Mahir Kara?

I haven't seen even his photo yet.

I wonder what's he like?

Don't be jealous.

Of course one day we'll meet with Mahir Kara.

How long can he run from us?

There is no excitement in this. That's not good for me.

We need to go hunting.

Sorry but I couldn't hear you.

I say I'm listening you, Turgut.

I think you're gonna tell something about Salih Ipek.

Yes.

But I don't know how I'm gonna tell you.

I think this is gonna make you angry.

Get to the point, Turgut.

Dear minister,

your daughter was together with Salih Ipek in Bolu.

-Are you sure? -Unfortunately.

She was alone with him.

I trust Feride so much.

She behaves properly because she is your daughter.

I'm here to save you, grandpa.

Don't worry. You'll come our home.

Of course I'll come, Nazif. But how?

In a shroud or standing and hugging you?

Do you want to bet?

I found out who put the weapon under your bed.

I wasn't surprised when I hear.

I'm a sacred man.

I'm like an astrologer.

Get to the point, Dalyan. Who is he?

Snake Berdan.

Who are you?

-Let me go. -Whose dog are you?

Why do you mess with me? Who is your owner?

Come on, help me.

What's happening? Get back.

Who is your owner? Say it.

Break it up! Break it up!

What happened, guard? We are just doing exercise.

Don't provoke an incident.

There is no incident. We were doing exercise. Is that right?

Yes, you are right.

-Is there anyone who saw any fight? -No.

-You're gonna go to courthouse. -At 14:00.

Your papers are ready. Here we go.

Has he told?

Has he told who ordered him to do this?

He'll tell me when he come back. He gave me a promise.

The thing which Osman did was so beautiful.

If someone declare his love to me, I'm ready to love him all my life.

That was so romantic.

Why didn't you go out?

I've been waiting for you.

Are you serious?

I thought you mad at me.

Also you cried in the lesson.

Osman!

I don't know what I'll say to you.

Say yeap, Song端l. No, don't say yeap.

Say yes. That's better.

-Osman! -Songul, say yes to me.

Everything is gonna be perfect.

If you say yes.

Of course you should say to me, not to air.

"Yes. I'm ready to love you."

You can say that.

Then I won't fight with anyone.

I'll be very good student. My notes will be perfect. Like you.

I'll become a decent person.

I don't know. I'll be a good man, Songul.

I'll give money to poor people.

Crazy!

But when you laugh like that I'm becoming hopeful.

Osman, listen to me.

I've never felt so worthy in my entire life.

I mean, only while my dad was caressing my hair I felt like crying

and also felt like this today.

But,

But?

While you have someone in your heart,

I have only you in my heart, Songul.

Even because of you, my heart realized it is a heart.

It started to work full time. It used to just pump blood.

Just like that.

While you are loving me like that

can you say yes to someone else?

I can't.

You're right.

Okay. I can't understand like you,

and kind.

May Allah bless you, Songul.

-You didn't make young man sad. -Please, don't do this.

Find someone who will deserve and love you.

Love her.

Can you do that?

For example, can you love someone but that commissar?

Someone who loves you so much.

Me.

I just wanna your happiness...

No.

My happiness is you, Songul.

Go ahead I'll come soon. I've work to do.

Alright.

These are yours.

-Did you take them statements? -Early bird catches the worm.

I couldn't find something important.

One of them is dad of his students who he gave scholarship.

The other one is his some friend.

Did they take their statements before?

About this incident?

Nobody took their statements.

Sit down.

I got my answer, Nihat.

Visitors book already flew from here.

And it perched on the police's lap.

And Yasin went after this.

Well done, Salih.

If I am a police, I'll give you all medals.

Yes. Things are happening just as I guessed.

Five minutes later, Feride will come to my room and say abandon the action.

If that will happen....

-Have a nice working day. -Thanks.

-Who is N.A.? Could you find out? -Not yet.

But it is a important person.

If you need something, let me know.

-Thanks. -You know my place anymore.

You'll tell me that situation later, right?

Of course. But you won't like this.

-Goodbye. -Thanks.

Come in.

-Hi! -Have a nice day! Yes?

I've a package for Salih Ipek.

-From whom? -Sorry but I can't tell.

Alright then. His desk is right there.

Have a nice day.

Salih! That gift came to you.

I think it's private.

Who send me a gift?

I don't know.

But I asked that man, he also don't know.

Allah, Allah.

It was a tasteful person. This is too chic.

Salih, this is silk.

Put this in process, Bahar.

Judge!

Did something happen?

Five minutes ago, did we go in here together?

Something happened.

No. Nothing happened.

Here, that look.

Something happened.

Feride you took your broom in hand. What's happening?

Who sent you that gift?

I don't know. There wasn't a note.

-It means it thought you'll guess. -But I haven't.

Maybe it's from your fiancee.

Absolutely it's from her.

Feride, I have no fiancee.

I don't care who sent that.

I need to say something to you.

If you available, I'll come with files.

I'll be waiting.

Sir, I took Salih Ipek's gift.

Good.

Let's go.

You asked me why I'm doing.

I said I'll tell you when I finished.

My investigation finished.

I can tell you anymore.

It's about Mr. Turgut.

Listening.

I talked with Serra Asik.

Of course, I needn't surprise.

You gave me a promise but you'll never change.

What is the result?

Mr. Turgut and Mrs. Serra have been together for one year.

Even they engaged.

-Are you sure? -You can ask her?

He told another lie.

He said I took all statements about murder day.

He said I finished investigation.

-Yes. -That is also a lie.

Here.

These are murder day visitors statements.

I just got from commissar Yasin.

Statements was taken short while ago. They wasn't taken before.

Nobody talked with them.

He fools not only you, Feride,

but also he fools justice.

Feride!

I'm a liar.

I lied to you.

I can't forgive myself.

Never.

I'll abandon the action.

He won't abandon this case, Salih.

He need to abandon. He is lying.

I won't do that.

His career will finish. I don't do that.

Yes, he made a mistake. He lied to me.

But you saw the statements. There isn't any clue or info.

Statements didn't affect the case.

You are late, Feride.

Open your eyes anymore, Feride. Why do you persist?

Everything came out.

You gave him a chance.

You talked with him. You asked.

But he didn't tell you.

He could do but he didn't.

He told another lies.

Feride!

Mr. Turgut is in the loop. He have a stake in this.

Maybe he scared of something.

Remember the file. Mr. Suleyman's claim.

Everything fits, letter by letter.

Take a look at what he did.

Do you say Turgut is "Yaver"?

Salih say it, do you think "Yaver" is Turgut?

It is possible.

Am I interrupting something important?

If it isn't important, I'll tell you something.

Because there is something important.

Besides I want you also listen to me.

Listening.

I made a mistake for the first time in my life.

A very big mistake.

A mistake that drag me to other mistakes.

Feride!

I lied to you.

I've been

together with Serra

for one year.

Even I gave her a engagement ring.

Not finished.

There is something worse.

I also lied to you

about murder day.

I didn't make an investigation that I said I made.

I can't sleep for days due to remorse.

I have been having a tough time.

I have to finish this anymore.

I know that must be punished.

That's why I determined my penalty by myself.

I'll abandon this case.

You see?

I said you he is a man of honour.

He came here and admitted his lies.

What are you gonna say about this?

I'm surprised.

Turgut isn't "Yaver".

He is not in the loop.

He is just a person who had to tell lies. That's it.

I'm trying to tell you Turgut but you consider him as a punk.

Okay. Due to your job maybe you don't trust people.

But Turgut is my friend.

Please, at least you have to respect this.

Alright, judge.

I'll do that after this.

Ilknur!

What are you doing?

You are pregnant. You have to be careful.

You're right but I cold and wanted to light stove.

What are you doing here at this hour?

I've come here to get my ID.

I'm gonna open an account.

I think your business is good.

Not for that.

This is for our baby.

-Like my dad did this for Nazif. -That's right.

But Ilknur,

while I was looking for my ID

I couldn't see our shop's deed.

Deed?

I gave it to my abi. I didn't want to lose it.

I could keep it too. Anyway.

Why are you looking for deed? You need something?

No. I wondered when I couldn't see it.

You say you gave it to Mahir.

Good, it is in safe hands.

I have lower back pain. You are lighting, right?

Okay.

Release.

I hope you'll release too.

Come on snake, pack your bag. You'll go out before counting.

I'll not take anything. You can loot my things.

I'll take my jacket and go out.

Congratulations! Could you take care of my child?

May Allah save you!

Look at me.

I ordered two tons of coal.

Don't you know? Hasn't it come yet?

You won't take anything from here but

I'll take something from you, snake.

Come on. Let's see.

What do you want to find out? Say again to the that side.

Inglorious!

You'll talk. Say it.

Who hired you?

Take injured to the infirmary.

Let him go. Don't touch him.

Let's go.

I'll never forget this, Polite. I'll kill you.

-Is there any fish? -No.

There is sorrow, Feride.

I wanted to take a breath a little.

Because I wanted to

forget this world.

But this is impossible. I'm grieving, Feride.

I'm feeling remorse,

I'm ashamed.

How did you know I was here?

We know each other very well.

I'm not so sure anymore, Feride.

After all, I'm a awful person

who disappointed you.

Why did you lie to me?

I came and asked to you.

Although everything came up, why did you lie to me?

Do you think this was easy, Feride?

I had an indiscreet affair to forget you.

Do you think this was easy to admit

while I was looking into your eyes?

I did this to cover my scandal.

When you asked me investigation I said yes, I made.

Because at that moment, I saw a big disappointment in your eyes:

If

I tell the truth

I would be worthless person for you.

Nobody knows your decision yet.

Maybe you made a mistake

but I didn't see your any fault except this one.

I believe in second chances.

I don't want you to get harm your job.

You're my goddess, Feride.

I can't tell you how happy i am you are taking care of me.

But

I don't deserve that.

Let me pay my penalty.

Alright then.

Since you made up your mind

let's hope for the best.

Feride!

You need to give a second chance to another person.

I think Nazif Kara

deserves to released pending trial.

I can't believe you said that.

You were so sure he is a killer.

I'm not the prosecutor of this case anymore.

But If I were, I would be demand this.

After all,

at your decision.

I think you disagree with me.

Yes.

I think this is not necessary now.

Good luck.

Allah damn it!

I'm so tired.

It's evening, Salih. Aren't you going out?

I'll go out soon.

-Hasn't Miss Feride come back yet? -No.

She won't come back after that time.

If you are waiting her, don't wait.

No, I asked for no reason.

Salih, I'm so tired today.

I can't save whole courthouse, right? See you tomorrow.

Good evening.

Hello?

This is Salih. I want to talk with Miss Feride.

This is Melih. My abla hasn't come yet.

-Melih, how are you? -I'm fine, thanks abi.

-I wonder why hasn't she come yet? -She hasn't come yet.

But it's too soon.

She left early today.

I've been waiting her.

Anyway, I'll go out too.

-Okay. Tell her I called. -Okay, abi. I'll tell.

Good evening.

Did you get dear minister's gift?

He also said hi.

What if you'll wear that tie and be gentle or--

Or dear minister hopes he won't need another warning.

What will we do? Do you accept this?

Salih!

-Who are those guys? -Nobody.

They asked me something.

Is that so?

Salih I need to talk with you about something.

Shall we talk?

-Thank you. -Welcome.

Yours called you just now.

Mine? Salih?

Nah. Ismail.

Do you have someone else in your life?

Melih!

Stop that.

What did he say? Why did he call?

I don't know. He didn't said. If you want, call him.

But he said I'll go out.

Anyway, you'll call his home.

He has no phone.

What does that mean? He has no phone?

There isn't.

You haven't his phone number or he hasn't a telephone in his home?

I don't know. I haven't a number to call him.

Interesting.

Let's say you missed him

or you wanted to see him,

can't you call him? You talk with him only when he call you.

If he doesn't call you communication is impossible. Right?

That's right.

Interesting. What do you say about this?

This is none of your business.

This is none of your business..

I'm gonna change my clothes.

What is that?

I'm a judge. I don't have to account to you.

Shall we go to the cinema, abi?

Sure, darling.

-What is that? -I think this table for you.

We haven't eaten a good dinner since you came back from army.

That table for you, son

I made meals that you like.

-Ilknur!. -Coming.

-If you don't believe, look. -Don't.

Here it is, Safiye Sultan's stuffed collard greens.

And besides meaty.

My mom, thank you. There is no meal like yours.

I missed so much your meals when I was in the army.

My beautiful son.

Come on, let's sit.

Nazif!

Come on, come down.

We were just married with your dad back then.

I have lump in my throat again.

I made this meal for the first time when Mahir say mom to me.

Actually, I'm feeling depressed.

Not for I abandoned the case,

I'm a worthless person for Feride.

I'm grieving for that.

But thank Allah, she knows me very well.

Even if not soon, we will be good just like old days.

I'm sure.

Now you are saying

why is this cold man

baring his heart to me.

Due to this reason, my dear.

I love Suleyman abi as much as my dad.

His murder affected me negatively.

I mixed my emotions and my work.

Plus obvious reasons

in brief

I said maybe Salih can be right.

I thought what you said,

what you defend insistently until today.

I said think about it.

I wonder,

is it possible someone else went inside in that ten minutes?

Is it possible killer is someone else?

So?

What is your conclusion?

You will be surprised.

Maybe Nazif Kara is in jail for nothing.

In fact,

my opinion doesn't matter.

After all,

I'm not the prosecutor of this case anymore.

But I go after something that I believe.

I said that to Feride.

I said I think

Nazif Kara must be released,

must be released pending trial.

Miss Feride didn't tell me this.

I mean,

your that wish.

We met outside after I decided. Private.

Actually I didn't tell her where I am but

she knows very well where I am.

So?

What did Miss Feride say?

Nothing.

She said nothing.

Prosecutor,

why are you telling me this?

You have a great influence on Feride.

In order to you also tell her.

Everything's up to her.

Am I wrong, Mr. Salih?

Don't you have an influence on Feride?

No money, ha?

No money, ha?

While you are playing you wasn't saying I have no money.

You were keep laughing.

Abi!

I said I'll pay.

Give me some time.

Okay. I'll give you time until tomorrow.

Bring me your shop deed.

Give me your shop or sell it and pay your debt.

I already raised this, I have to get down. Right?

Abi! This is impossible tomorrow.

I went to land office today. They said we can't give it before on week.

Are you trying to fool me?

Abi!

I swear I lost my deed.

Nobody knows where it is.

Give me one week time.

I'll give you time until tomorrow.

Bring me your deed. Let's close this subject.

Or I know how close.

Let him go.

-No, thank you. -Why?

I need to get up, prosecutor. My family waiting me for dinner.

Please. Only for 5 minutes.

There is something else I want to talk.

Please.

Thank you.

I hope you'll be honest to me.

What is there between you and Feride?

I don't see fit to talk with you this, Mr. Turgut.

I see.

I guess there is something.

Excuse me!

Salih!

I want you to know that,

I prize her.

I know.

Don't worry.

I'm worry if she'll get sad.

You are here today but you won't be here tomorrow.

What kind of life will you have?

I think you have a dark world.

You can get sad Feride and I never let you do.

Mr. Mehmet Saim never and ever let you do.

This isn't a subject matter.

This isn't a matter that we can discuss in detail.

What happens between two people stays between two people.

Third person--

You got it.

Good night.

Yasin!

I've got half a smile on my face.

I wanted to tell you "my beloved".

It doesn't matter what I tell you.

Because you couldn't be beloved.

That's all I need!

While I was writing this letter the electricity was cut off.

Very meaningful, don't you think?

After you go my all suns suddenly turned black.

Bu you never know that.

I'm in darkness without you.

I lit the gas lamp.

Just like ray of hope that you lit for me and my family.

Because of you, one side of our faces are bright.

You helped my dad. It means, you believe he's innocent.

It means you didn't leave me due to my dad.

Then why?

Because I lied to you?

I'm sorry. So sorry.

I'm finishing my letter here.

Or else I'll cry.

I'm in a bad situation, I don't know what have to do.

If you have hesitations,

don't hold old man in jail no longer.

It is a pity.

Of course I have.

Nazif Kara may be innocent.

But I've no any clue about this.

-A tiny clue. -You said his secretary left her table.

In that 15 minutes, maybe someone else went in.

This is possible. But this only a hypothesis.

Maybe nobody went in that room but Nazif Kara.

If I were you, I would release him.

I think he'll not escape.

I don't know.

I think I won't release him.

As you wish, darling.

I've no doubt

my daughter will make the right decision.

Dad!

I'm so tired.

If you don't mind I want to drink my tea in my room.

As a matter of course, darling.

-Good night. -Good night.

I'm out anymore, because of you.

I'm at your service. Snake Berdan.

Hello!

Whatever you plan, it doesn't work, Turgut.

You have worried voice, dear minister.

You had better worry about this.

Because, Feride never think to release Nazif Kara.

You should go to bed and rest. Don't worry.

Feride will do what she has to do.

Miss Feride!

There is a call for you.

-Who is it? -Mrs. Lale, she said important.

Mommy!

Come on, get up and go to bed.

Have you come, son?

Are you all right?

Everything is OK?

We couldn't talk.

What did she say to you? Did we make mistake against judge?

No mom.

Everything is OK. Don't worry.

-Is Orhan upstairs? -Yes, he is in his room.

He didn't inform on you.

He scared us a little but thank Allah, he didn't inform.

Even he apologised from judge.

I know mom, I know.

Come on, go to your bed.

-...... -No.

You've come and our home brightened up. Thank Allah.

Good night.

Good night, mom. May Allah give you peace and comfort.

Same to you.

Orhan efendi!

It says, it says.

Bulent!

Where are you going early in the morning?

I'll go shop and clean it up.

Wait me. Let's eat something and go together.

It is not necessary. I'll eat simit(bagel) and tea.

Alright then.

Bulent! Nazif wanted a toy.

Look at my face.

What happened you.

Nothing. Don't alarm the house.

Nothing? Look at your face.

Last night, while I was coming home,

they was attacking to someone, I came between them.

They say the one who come between get beat up more than others.

Bulent, tell me the truth. Who did you fight with?

I'm telling the truth. I didn't fight.

I tried to break up them.

Tell me the truth.

They say "do good things and bad things will happen to you."

Besides, why don't you believe me, Ilknur?

You don't do something like that.

Allah, Allah. Is only hero your Mahir abi?

Alright.

Then I'll make soup. Go upstairs and get some rest.

Don't go to work like that. I can handle it today.

No.

I don't want to hear "he employs his pregnant wife."

None of their business.

Ilknur!

I also don't want to employ you in that situation.

Anyway. Goodbye.

My Allah, I take refuge in you.

Here you are, sir.

Your breakfast will be ready in five minutes.

-Good morning, Melih. -Morning.

-Goodbye, Melih. -Where are you going, abla?

I have some very important work to do.

I stayed up all night. I need to handle it.

-What is that work? -You'll hear soon.

-About case? -I said goodbye, Melih.

It says, it says.

-Morning! -Morning, abi!

-I'll bring you tea. -No my dear, I'm not gonna drink.

Alright.

Are you vexed at something?

Yes, abi.

-Who did what? -You did, abi.

-What did I do? -Why didn't you go to my dad's trial?

Why didn't you testify?

Why, abi?

I've tried to acknowledge you to be right until morning.

I've alleged excuses but it doesn't work, abi.

Mom waited you last night, I think she told you.

That judge came here. To meet with us.

She asked a lot of questions.

You didn't take us there. She said you also didn't go.

You left my dad alone there.

Never mind us, she said they summoned you, abi.

If you said something, maybe something good would happen.

Why didn't you go?

Why didn't you go?

Ilknur!

When my dad needs me

do I turn my back on him?

Is that possible?

Do you have doubt about this?

Of course, there is an explanation.

But please, don't ask me now.

Okay?

Alright, abi.

If you say so.

If you say so again.

Mahir, good morning!

-Good morning, abi! -I could catch you before you go.

I found a number that belongs to N. A.

I called this morning. Of course someone else answered.

He said she moved one weeks ago. Number belongs to landlord.

I tried to find out something but he is a difficult person.

I found out only one thing. Her name is Nihan and they live on island.

-Halil abi, have a nice day. -Thanks, Mahir.

-Island? -Yes.

This is may be Mr. Suleyman's lover's house.

I think her name was Nihan too.

Do they know where she is?

I didn't ask. But I can ask.

Try to learn her address. Or when does she come to get rent money?

We can reach new infos because of that woman.

We can learn new infos because of that woman.

You learned that job.

If you get bored with shoemaking, come work with me.

Let my dad go out,

let everything be as old days, that's enough for me.

How will this happen, my lion?

Is that possible?

What about Feride?

What about Salih?

After my dad go out,

when Feride find out who I am

she'll never close to me.

On one side, your dad, on the other, your love.

When you have one of them you'll lose the other.

Tragic destiny.

-Morning, Salih! -Morning, Bahar!

Miss Feride just now asked for you.

-Is she in her room now? -Yes.

If it isn't too much trouble, could you get this?

Thanks.

Come in.

-Good morning! -Good morning!

-You asked for me? -Yes.

I want you to make some paperwork.

Here.

First make this, after we'll talk everything.

Yes, Miss Feride.

Hand in this to chief prosecutor, now.

I asked from you, because I don't want any delay.

Thus we don't delay one man's fate.

Yes judge.

-Dear minister, how are you? -I'm fine, you?

-Thanks. -Welcome. -Thanks.

I want to drink a coffee with judge Feride.

How is it going?

May your hands never see any trouble.

Is this for I signed in Nazif Kara's releasing papers? Right?

But you delay him here, counselor.

Take this paper as soon as possible because they need to put in process this.

I think you've made the right decision.

You are a perfect person.

Dad!

Why have you come? You haven't told me either.

-Let me introduce. -I know the young man.

Someone who works your secretary.

He also know me.

Mr. Salih, please take this paper.

Dad, everyone is okay, right?

Yes.

I've come to drink your coffee but

I think you're busy.

No. No, I'm available.

Something happy happened, we...

Feride!

Let my coffee be black.

Immediately.

-Mrs. Lale, how are you? -I'm not good, Turgut.

I did what you said to me.

I called Feride last night.

I told her Nazif Kara and Suleyman haven't seen each other for 30 years.

But still I can't understand.

Why did you want this from me?

My husband turning his grave.

I did what you said to me but I couldn't sleep a wink last night.

Actually now, Suleyman abi's soul will find peace.

Trust me.

Because of you, Feride changed her decision.

She'll be release Nazif Kara.

This isn't good for me. I want him dead.

He'll be punished, believe me.

Besides, severest punishment.

Hello!

Hello!

-Ilknur, my sister. -Abi!

What happened? Why are you laughing?

Iknur!

Make some cacik.

But don't cut the cucumbers, grate them.

Eggplant salad,..

Shall I also make stuffed chard, abi?

Make, my Iknur, make.

Then let me make fried pickles.

What? Fried pickles?

Is my grandpa coming?

What?

My dad is coming, mom.

Really?

If instead of being hanged by the neck you're thrown inside

for not giving up hope in the world, your country, your people,

if you do ten or fifteen years apart from the time you have left,

you won't say,

"Better I had swung from the end of a rope like a flag" --

You'll put your foot down and live.

It may not be a pleasure exactly, but it's your solemn duty

to live one more day to spite the enemy.

Part of you may live alone inside, like a tone at the bottom of a well.

But the other part must be so caught up in the flurry of the world

that you shiver there inside when outside,

at forty days' distance, a leaf moves.

To wait for letters inside, to sing sad songs,

or to lie awake all night staring at the ceiling is sweet

but dangerous.

Look at your face from shave to shave, forget your age,

watch out for lice and for spring nights,

and always remember to eat every last piece of bread--

also, don't forget to laugh heartily.

And who knows, the woman you love may stop loving you.

Don't say it's no big thing:

it's like the snapping of a green branch to the man inside.

To think of roses and gardens inside is bad,

to think of seas and mountains is good.

Read and write without rest, and I also advise weaving

and making mirrors.

I mean, it's not that you can't pass ten or fifteen years inside

and more --

you can,

as long as the jewel on the left side of your chest

doesn't lose it's luster!

Nazim Hikmet Some Advice To Those Who Will Serve Time In Prison

Trans. by Randy Blasing and Mutlu Konuk

Dad!

-I've come. -Welcome son.

Dad!

I've come to get you.

To take our house.

To your children and wife.

I think our table was laid now.

The only person lacking is you.

I'm gonna take you now, everything will be exact.

We'll be same again.

Enjoy your joy to the full, Polite.

We got the news.

My Mahir has achieved, Dalyan.

They discharging me.

Let this be wedding and holiday for you.

Because this is wedding for me.

My brother is free now.

I hope you'll also go out soon.

Never mind me.

-Has Mahir brought this? -Releasing lokum.

Arif! Distribute this, son.

-Bon appetit. -I hope you'll not go in again.

-Congratulations, Nazif abi! -Thanks.

Many years ago,

I went like that.

I left you my behind.

History

is a wheel, my polite.

At that time, I didn't get sad so much.

I was freedom drunk.

But now,

you are here and I'm going.

That drive me crazy.

You're getting old, my polite.

Take care of yourself outside.

Be careful, don't let fresh air make you dizzy.

Although, your son, wife

take care of you but...

You too,

be good awhile.

Don't get into trouble. Don't get punished.

Don't worry! My trial is coming soon.

I don't keep you wait a long time, I'll come to you.

I would be glad.

I will take care of your family.

May Allah bless you.

Same to you.

Take this.

Nazif!

Except my mom, nobody knitted a cardigan for me in this world.

My late mother would have said

most precious gift you can give someone

is a cardigan.

She went and

I use nylon and textile anymore.

Cardigan

wrap you, just like mother's womb.

Like your house. Like you home.

You feel safe yourself.

Nazif,

look, what I am saying because of you.

Alright.

As long as you wear, consider your brother with you.

Come on then!

Enjoy your new cardigan.

Abi, this morning, your high school girl came.

Songul?

She left a letter for you.

Where is the letter?

It is on me.

Give it to me. What are you waiting for?

She was so upset. She lost too much weight.

She is very thin now. You need to see.

I wonder if she is ill. I was so sorry for her situation.

Shut up! Shut up!

I'm finishing my letter here.

Or else I'll cry.

Yasin, my love!

I keep thinking. I'm looking for answers.

Please, tell me.

Since we can't be together

why did we meet?

-Come on, Nurten. Hurry up. -Coming, abla.

Mom!

Mom, open the door. We have come.

-Come in, my beautiful girls. -Have they come?

No, not yet.

What is wrong with you?

I think due to excitement. She has been crying since morning.

My dear.

Come in. It's cold.

Nazif baba has come back his home.

Everybody happy again.

This neighbourhood is very tasteless without you.

Steep him a pot of tea immediately.

Long live, Ismet!

What is that, son? A wedding?

There is not any wedding better than today.

Our dad has come his home.

Thanks. Thanks.

You had to hide your joy for my acquittal. Case hasn't closed yet.

Coming events cast their shadows before.

Ismet is right, dad. I hope that will happen too.

My master!

-Welcome master. -Thank you.

Nazif baba. Congratulations!

I hope your son get better soon! I heard, I was so sorry.

Grandpa Nazif!

Look at that lion.

-Congratulations, bro. -Thanks, bro.

To all of us, Yalcin.

Thank you all very much. Thanks.

Dad, shall we go? They're waiting us.

-Let's go. -Let's not wait them.

Here we go.

Abi!

They released your man.

All neighbourhood are bursting with happiness.

Every structure can't endure happiness, Nejdet.

It doesn't fit for everyone.

Like something that will happen to Nazif Kara.

For example.

I've brought my dad to you.

Nazif!

-Dady! -My Songul!

-I missed you so much. -Me too.

My Ilknur, my dear daughter.

Son!

Congratulations!

Dad!

-Welcome! -My Bulent!

My Orhan, my lion son!

My dad!

Why did you stand so far? Come here.

How are you? Nurten, my dear!

My beauties!

My Allah, thank ya Rabbi.

We missed you so much.

Sweetheart, sweetheart.

-Welcome to your home. -Thank you, Safiye.

Wait a minute.

Where is my baby donkey?

My grandpa! Grandpa!

My dear, my dear!

My dear!

Come on, let's sit. My dad must be hungry.

Freedom is a coy lover, Nejdet.

Here today and gone tomorrow.

Let him taste awhile

Let him feel the joy and union.

However, you know too.

Sweet things doesn't take long.

One or other day, Nazif Kara will say I wish I stayed in.

Something that will happen to him will be worse than death.

He'll throw himself at the feet of me and ask for forgiveness.

He'll ask for be hanged.

My dearest!

Let them taste family happiness.

Last time.

Let them taste without return to this happiness.

However, when they get up tomorrow morning,

that blond bastard,

little Nazif,

don't let him be there.

Translated by: Halil Varli

Poem translation: *Randy Blasing and Mutlu Konuk*