All language subtitles for KBS Drama Special S15E05

(Alarm, 1:00 a.m.)

(Survival Confirmation Log)

(Third week of May)

(Lunch, Dinner, Medication, Washing up)

(The bags of trash put out every Friday)

Did you accomplish
your mission again today?

Here are the stars from Jeju Island
for you and your trouble.

No Eul.

No Eul, can't you hear me?

What is it? Why are you calling her?

No Eul. Open this door.
Go, you're distracting me.

Hold on.

No Eul.

What's going on? No Eul.

- No Eul.
- Move over.

Don't come.

Call an ambulance.

No Eul.

No Eul?

No Eul, wake up.

Stay home.

(To My Lonely Sister)

(Three months later)

("I Am Suffering from Depression")

("Socially Withdrawn's Depression")

("To those Who Have Anthropophobia")

Did you arrive?

It'd be nice if you could unpack
the big boxes first.

Thank you.

All right.

As I mentioned, I'll put a fishbowl
in your room, No Eul.

Every time a bad idea pops up,
feed the fish and stuff.

I hope you can adjust to yourself
with no problem.

I've been assigned
to a faraway site this time.

I won't be able to come home as often.

So, Ha Neul, take good care of her.

For how many months?

Three months.

When are you leaving?

Later in the afternoon.

What about the credit card?

Open the glove box.

It's maxed out from time to time.

I'll be more attentive.

(Interior design that helps depression)

"Sky-blue wallpaper."

"Plants, fishbowl."

We'll get going, sir.

Thank you for your hard work.

What did the doctor say?

Is she really okay to get discharged
from the hospital?

(To-do List for No Eul)

She still has anthropophobia,

but her depression
has gotten a lot better.

Keep these spare keys safe with you.

What are you planning to do?

As the doctor advised,

our first goal should be for No Eul
to come outside her room.

He said she would get much better...

if her living radius expanded
at least by a little.

What if she still doesn't get better?

Meal boxes...

will be delivered twice a day
at 6 a.m. and 6 p.m.

It's important to keep things regular.

Make sure she takes her medication
at the right time.

And come straight home
by 6 p.m. after school.

When No Eul leaves her trash
in front of the door as usual,

check her condition by looking through it.

She'll put out the trash every Thursday.

And try talking to her from time to time.

- Whenever I have time, I will...
- So nothing has changed.

Can't we just tell her to come out?

It's already been three years.

She needs to make the effort, not us.

She must be frustrated too.

If we corner her too much,
she may have stupid ideas again.

Let's take some time to approach her.

What about me, then?

When can I stop with this life?

How's the new house?
Is No Eul getting used to it?

I don't know.

At least I'll have more free time
because the school has gotten farther.

(Hyun Ji)

Cheer up, Ha Neul.

Did you smile? You did, didn't you?

Come on and smile a little.

Yes, I smiled.

Don't tell me
you're still not over your puberty.

You're getting sentimental every day.

Why don't you come over to Jeju Island
on your upcoming birthday?

Let's go enjoy the ocean view.

That's too much of a luxury for me.

Don't say that.
It'd be nice to get some fresh air.

I'm not telling you to stay long,
so give it some thought.

Okay?

Bye!

I don't think I can go.

(One Green Meal a Day, a salad box)

No Eul, Dad told you, right?

I'll take the garbage out
if you leave it by the door.

Garbage day seems
to be every Wednesday here.

You can text me if you need anything.

(Dad, I prepared her a meal.)

Did I cross the line?

But what else could I do
when I miss you so much?

I'll introduce you to Ju Ri
when you come to Jeju.

She's my new friend.

I bet you'd love her.

I knew we were destined.

Are you stalking me again?

I wasn't stalking you.
We just think alike.

Since we're here,
let's go home together too.

Just put your shoes on.

Your name is supposed to mean a sheep,

and why do you sound stupid
like a dumb dog?

(Tteokbokki at Hyeopjae Beach
with my bestie)

How much of her meal
did No Eul finish today?

I'm on my way.

I told you to go home by six!

Why are you still outside?

It's not six yet.

No Eul, I'll put your dinner here.

Or do you want to eat
some tteokbokki with me?

(Yoo No Eul)

I don't think I can't finish
the whole plate alone.

No. Never mind.

(Survival Confirmation Log)

(Third week of August, Lunch, Medication)

What am I doing?

Whatever.

(Tteokbokki at Hyeopjae Beach
with my bestie)

I'll come to Jeju.

I'm going to get a job first.

Finally, you've made up your mind!

I'm so glad.

I've prepared a gift for you, you know.

I stole it from my dad's cabinet.

- You can look forward to it.
- You're unbelievable!

By the way, how's No Eul doing?

Is your dad coming back home?

I'll find a way.

There must be a good idea, right?

What did the doctor say again?

The doctor said to gradually lead her
to step out of the room.

Right. I heard about this.

They say you're improving
when you expand your living space.

That's a good idea.

How about luring her out of her room?

That would make you
less anxious and worried, right?

Hyun Ji!

I've got to go.

I should lure her to come out of her room?

("The Recluse's Escape from Depression"
by Kim Shin Myeong)

(How to approach a depressed child?)

(The more pain your child feels,
the more your pain will grow.)

"Encourage them with compliments,
support, and paying attention."

(Survival Confirmation Log)

(A Log to Lead Her Out of the Room)

(What should I compliment her on?)

(1. She's kind. 2. She has a nice smile.
3. She's good with her hands.)

(We've reviewed your resume.)

(Do you have a document
confirming your parents' consent?)

Parents' consent?

I consent to you going out with me!

Hey! Are you okay?

- Thank you.
- Goodbye.

- Hello.
- Hello.

What did the doctor say?

Is your injury serious?

I'm your responsibility now.

Do you have any other payment methods?

Excuse me?

The card was expired.

Oh, boy. I forgot to reissue it.

But you promised to pay attention.

I'll send you a new one soon.

Geez. I'm swamped here.

Dad.

You're not going to stay there
for the whole three months, are you?

I'm not sure if I'll find time
to visit home.

But we need to take No Eul
to the hospital, right?

When you come back,

can you stay for two or more days?

Stop talking nonsense,
and just take good care of your sister!

You little brat.

Is that all?

Don't you want to know
why I'm asking you that?

What? Why?

What do you want now?

Forget it. I'm hanging up.

Hey, Ha Neul, I'm just...

Do you seriously
have to be on my case too?

Sorry.

I'm trying to get a job.

I'll cover your hospital bill
once I get paid.

So...

Please leave me alone today, okay?

Well...

I didn't mean to...

See you tomorrow at school.

Hey.

Why are you going in there?

I didn't get to tell you this.

But I live on the first floor
of this building.

Come again?

You see...

I knew you moved here.

But I thought you wouldn't like
the fact that I knew.

I didn't want you to find out this way.

I'll get going.

Do you want a part-time job?

Yang is the homeowner's son? My gosh.

By the way,
if you've found a part-time job,

does that mean
you're really coming to Jeju Island?

I'm so excited!

How about we hang out with Ju Ri
when you're here?

No Eul, your meal is here.

(What should I compliment her on?)

(1. She's kind. 2. She has a nice smile.
3. She's good with her hands.)

I got a part-time job, No Eul.

It's temporary, just on the weekends.

I'm sure you've had plenty of them, right?

You used to be good with your hands.

You would smile a lot too.

I hope I can be like that.

Don't skip your meal.

(A Log to Lead Her Out of the Room)

(Third week of August,
Lunch, Dinner, Medication, Washing up)

(Tuesday,
Compliment, support, and attention)

I wonder
if this is the right way to do it.

(Yang Cafe, where coffee tastes great)

You should've told me
if we were doing this.

I talked to my mom,

so work as long as you want.

My legs are in this state, anyway.

You didn't say anything weird to her,
did you?

- I told her you were going to be family.
- Hey.

Take these.

I'll show you how it's done today.

(Big event for the launch of a new menu)

(1. Order two Yang-caroons, get one more!
2. Get a three-dollar discount!)

It might look easy,

but the detail matters.

I'll have to come in every day
until you get used to it.

How is it
that you're always making a move on me?

You might think I'm acting recklessly,
but it's far from it.

You need to understand
what exactly they need.

Look.

You needed a part-time job,
and that's what I offered you.

That's how to make them open up.

Hey, I didn't open up to you.

Don't delude yourself.

That's not a shoe rack, you know.

Whenever I see the cold floor or you,

I can't resist it.

Bye.

You need to understand
what exactly they need.

You needed a part-time job,
and that's what I offered you.

That's how to make them open up.

Slice it in half.

It's good as it is
if you eat it like this.

But if you cut out the edges,
it'll taste softer.

Now, place it on a nice plate,

and there's your soft and nutty
egg-mayo sandwich.

No Eul.

It seemed like you didn't like
the meal boxes.

So, I made something else for you.

It's the egg sandwich
you would make for me.

Here it is.

- Should I cut it for you?
- Yes. I...

Whenever I went on a school picnic,

you would make me sandwiches
even if you didn't get to sleep much.

So I wouldn't feel less than the others
because we didn't have Mom.

You only picked the pretty ones
to put in there.

To be honest,

I wanted to make you a dish
that you liked.

But I wasn't sure what you liked.

I realized that was
because you always catered to my taste.

But you were just a kid too.

I want to make you a dish you like too.

Tell me anytime you're craving something.

Thank you.

You are...

a very reliable person.

(For domestic waste)

(Scenery of Jeju Island)

What do you want to do
when you're in Jeju?

Nothing much.

I think I'll be happy just being there
with nothing on my mind.

Will she like bibimbap?

(Seasonal dish recipes
that are easy to follow along)

Excuse me. Open the door, please.

Hello? Open the door already.

Please open the door, will you?

What are you doing right now?

What if you startle someone?

Your father applied for a card.

There's someone inside,
but they won't open the door.

Are you Mr. Yoo Chul Yong's daughter?

Here. Please sign here.

Geez.

No Eul.

Are you okay?

No Eul.

I'll change the pot for you.

Meet me on the rooftop.

You're here.

I'm almost done. Have a seat.

I actually...

heard about your family from my mom.

What?

Your father told her
he was going to move in beforehand.

I see.

My sister...

tends to get afraid of strangers.

That happens.

Do you and your sister look alike?

I don't know.

I don't remember.

You guys are sisters, so you must be.

But can I ask...

why your sister won't
come out of her room?

I want to know too.

I wonder what is keeping her
in her room so long.

My sister...

was brutally bullied at school.

No Eul, what happened?

I think she felt
there was no one to rely on.

I was too young,

and our dad was always hectic.

No Eul!

No Eul!

Why are you doing this?

Please step out and talk to me.

No Eul, I got us a cake.

Let's have a birthday party together.

And this year,

I still couldn't get her open the door...

after three years had passed.

Frankly,

I want to stop trying.

And I hate myself for thinking that.

I should go to Jeju Island next time.

But I want you to go to Jeju Island.

I think you deserve to spend a day...

just for yourself.

Or...

you can ask your sister directly.

Who knows? She might let you go.

No Eul.

On my birthday,

I'm planning to visit Jeju Island.

Do you think...

you can stay alone at home
for about two days?

To tell you the truth,

there's a friend I really want to meet.

You see, she is my only friend.

She's the only one who understands me.

She wants to see me on my birthday,

so can I go to see her?

Right. I know it's too much to ask.

No Eul?

Does it mean I can go?

Are you sure?

I really appreciate it!

Do you know that Jeju chocolate?

I'll buy every flavor
of those chocolates for you.

And I'll tell you every detail
of how my trip was.

Let's keep it up, No Eul.
I know you can do it.

I believe in you!

(For the first time after a while,
No Eul and I talked.)

(I couldn't hear her voice, though.
But could this be a positive sign?)

I'll be back after the part-time job,
No Eul.

Your advice actually worked.

You knocked, and did it open?

One, two, and swing.

One and two.

Use more of your energy.
Your hands should go up.

You're heading to Jeju very soon.
How do you feel?

I'm more worried than I thought I'd be.

I wonder if it's really okay to go.

Just enjoy the moment.

Anyway, do you practice dancing
at home too?

My mom says she's gotten a headache
from the noise from the ceiling.

Well, that's not me.

What? That's strange.

Or maybe some house is
going through a remodeling construction.

Hey, it's so hot.

- Is it hot?
- Yes.

Take a seat for a bit.

Have some water first.

Thanks.

And...

Here we go.

Put your feet in here too.

Anyway, why do you go around
with bare feet?

Because my insoles are too hot.

What?

No one would know how hard it is
for my insoles.

I feel bad for them
and want to give them some comfort.

What are you saying?

I work part-time because of my mom.

She finds it really amusing
to watch me dance.

The truth is,

there was a time when she suffered
a broken mind too.

She got a lot better
as she ran her coffee shop.

Oh, I see.

I didn't know.

So, to be of help,

I'm doing this,
but I doubt she's aware of it.

She thinks I'm doing this
to make pocket money.

You must feel a little unfair.

Back then, I did.

But I'm okay now.

Why?

Because I know
that I've done the best I could.

They are hot because they work hard.

If not, they wouldn't even be hot.

You want a break for yourself...

because you've tried just as hard
for your sister.

What I mean is...

Enjoy your time to cool yourself down
on Jeju Island.

Hey, it's cold.

Is it?

Isn't it refreshing?

(Survival Confirmation Log, 2021-1)

(The streets are already filled
with the Christmas vibe.)

(I want to do a Christmas tree
with my sister.)

(Third week of December)

(I totally messed up the final exams.)

(Please let me do a lot of things
with my sister next year.)

(A Log to Lead Her Out of the Room)

(I want my sister and I to be happy now.)

The person you have reached
is not available.

You will be directed to a voicemail box.

I sent you the itinerary for my trip.

Please check.

I'm watching movies with Ju Ri.

I see our friendship has grown cold.

(Hyun Ji)

(Unsend)

- (- Do you want to unsend the message?
- Yes.)

Anyway, do you practice dancing
at home too?

My mom says she's gotten a headache
from the noise from the ceiling.

(My sister is acting strange.
I'm going to try going into her room.)

What is it? How is she strange?

I hear strange sounds from her room.

She can't be having
stupid ideas again, can she?

Hey, Hyun Ji.

- Hurry up.
- Hold on. I'm on the phone.

I'm hungry.

I'm sorry. It's Ju Ri.

What did you say?

Forget it. I'm hanging up.

Oh, come on. What is the problem?

Of all people, can't you put me first?

(I won't take out any trash
for the time being.)

No Eul.

No Eul, what does this note mean?

What does it mean?

No Eul!

No Eul, tell me what it means!

- Pick up.
- The person you have reached...

is not available.

(No Eul is acting strange. She won't
even take out the trash anymore.)

I told you to take good care
of your sister. What have you been doing?

You'll blame me like this?

I'm going to go on a trip.

What?

I'm done living like this.

I'll do what I want in life too.

Ha Neul. Are you out of your mind?

No, I'm in my right mind more than ever.

So stop calling me,
and deal with No Eul yourself.

Hey!

Why you...

Ha Neul.

- No Eul.
- Ha Neul.

Take Dad's calls yourself from now on.

I'm done with this.

- Got it?
- Ha Neul!

- You really...
- You don't know anything.

You don't do anything.

That is why I can't do anything!

Come out, No Eul.

Come out and talk to me.

Come out already!

What?
Are you going to end your life again?

Why...

Why are you so selfish?

Do you think everything just ends
if you die?

I'm trying so hard here.

Shouldn't you at least make some effort?

Fine.

Suit yourself.

Whether you want to end your life or not,

I'll take my mind off it.

(Dad)

(Hyun Ji)

Hey! Why didn't you pick up your phone?

Did you see the message I sent you?

(Ha Neul, I'm sorry.
Did I make you upset?)

(No Eul is going to be fine soon,
so don't worry so much...)

(Did you get home? I didn't think
you'd take it so offensively.)

(Is No Eul okay? Call me if you see this.
Pick up your phone, Ha Neul.)

(Whoever I'm with,
our friendship will never change.)

(Please remember that.)

(Then, you'll be able
to feel more at ease.)

Are you crying?

Hey, why are you crying?

I can't come to see you.

Of course, you can. Come on.

What happened?

I told No Eul...

that if that's really what she wanted,
then she should end her life.

I shouldn't have said it.

What if she actually dies?

I hate myself so much, Hyun Ji.

Ha Neul.

I'm sure she knows
that you didn't mean it.

So just hurry to her.

No Eul.

No Eul?

- What are you doing?
- I'm sorry.

No Eul!

No Eul, where are you?

Hello?

- Are you a family member of Yoo No Eul?
- Yes.

- It's a temporary fainting due to shock.
- I see.

She'll be fine after getting some rest.

And the injury on her leg
isn't so serious.

So I'll just dress the wound.

Thank you.

I found my sister.

Where are you?

(Kim Yang)

I'm in the lobby on the first floor.

I'll be back with what we need.

And...

Don't blame No Eul too much.

I think she did the best she could.

This is the security camera footage
from your house.

(To take out the garbage for Ha Neul)

(1: Check the least busy time on Thursday)

I got a part-time job, No Eul.

I'm sure you've had plenty of them, right?

I mean...

You used to be good with your hands.

You would smile a lot too.

I hope I can be like that.

It seemed like you didn't like
the meal boxes.

So I made the egg sandwiches
you would make for me.

Whenever I went on a school picnic,

you would make me sandwiches
even if you didn't get to sleep much.

So I wouldn't feel less than the others
because we didn't have Mom.

You only picked the pretty ones
to put in there.

But you were just a kid too.

Thank you.

You are...

a very reliable person.

(When will I get better? Can I ever
go back to how I used to be?)

(Why am I so weak?
Why am I so unmotivated?)

(How much does Ha Neul resent me?)

(I hate myself
for being a burden to my family.)

No Eul!

No Eul, are you okay?

No Eul.

To tell you the truth, there's a friend...

I really want to meet.

You see, she is my only friend.

She's the only one who understands me.

She wants to see me on my birthday,

so can I go to see her?

Right. I know it's too much to ask.

No Eul?

Does it mean I can go?

Are you sure?

I really appreciate it!

Let's keep it up, No Eul.
I know you can do it.

I believe in you!

Ha Neul...

wants to meet her friend.

What can I do for her?

What can I do?

(Garbage Bag)

I need to take out the garbage
on Thursdays.

(To take out the garbage for Ha Naeul)

One...

Two...

If I want to throw out the garbage,

I need to hurry down the staircase.

I need to be faster.

Come out, No Eul.

Come out and talk to me.

Come out already!

I'm trying so hard here.

Shouldn't you at least make some effort?

Fine.

Suit yourself.

Whether you want to end your life or not,

I'll take my mind off it.

(I'm a very reliable person.
If I say I'll do something, I do it.)

I thought you might need these.

Thanks.

Thanks for the trouble.

No, it's this costume
that's doing all the work.

By the way,
the floor of this place is really cold.

I love it.

No!

Don't do it!

I'll come back later
when she's calmed down.

Okay.

I don't want it!

It's me.

Everything is okay, so stop crying now.

Go and see your friend.

What?

You said you missed your friend.

I...

I also do it too.

I can throw out the garbage.

Have fun with your friend.

Don't become sick like me.

Don't get sick.

Actually,

I wanted to run away.

But it's not because
I hated you in any way.

I'm sorry for not noticing
that you were...

trying hard.

You can wear this back to home.

I'm going in now.

You've worked so hard.

You said you could
throw out the garbage, right?

Why don't we do it together?

You are a really brave person.

I'll work the schedule around.
Take the trip.

I'm sorry, my daughter.

No Eul.

Have you been to Jeju Island?

Do you want to go with me next time?

Hyun Ji, can I bring my sister
to Jeju next time?

Sure.

Thank you.

When we're there,
please introduce us to Ju Ri too.

What about me?

It's a family trip, so you're not in.

How come? We'll be family soon.

Go away, will you?

I want in too.

Please?

No Eul.

What do you want to do when we're in Jeju?

As for me,

the sea is supposed to be amazing there,
so I want to see the beach.

I want to take a walk with you
and have delicious food too.

I hope we can do all that.

(How to Help a Depressed Child)

(We'll get to look at each other
and smile someday.)

(I miss you, my daughter.)

(Going to the Jeju sea with my sister)