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When you find yourself in crisis,
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what is your first response?
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Who is the first one you call?
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Unit 240, we got a code three.
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A 10-year-old male in
psychiatric distress, self-harming.
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Apartment's on the
third floor of a walk-up
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on Broadway and main.
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Please, please, please, Finn, stop.
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Finn, stop!
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Please, please, stop, stop, stop, stop.
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Mr. Kemp? I'm Katie. This is Max.
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Are you hurt? Fill us in.
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No, no, no, no. I was trying
to bandage my son Finn.
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He was playing, and he
broke this vase and cut himself.
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And when I tried to take a look,
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he locked himself in the bathroom.
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The head banging, it's
common with autism.
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But I don't know what to
do. I've tried everything.
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I'll grab a stair chair
and irons from the brig.
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Yeah.
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Hey, Finn? I'm a paramedic.
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It sounds like you're hurt.
Can I come in and take a look?
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He's gonna knock himself out
or cause permanent damage.
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Finn, please, please, please stop.
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Finn, you have to stop. Please.
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That's a nice set of camaros you got.
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I drive a pretty good rig.
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It's a Chevy, too.
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Is he unconscious?
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Sorry, buddy.
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Restraints of protocol.
It's required by the law.
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Hey, Max?
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Can you tell the dad to
meet us at Barnes general?
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- I can take it from here.
- Sure.
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Yeah. Thanks.
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Hey. Hey, hey, hey.
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So I know these straps are
uncomfy and a little scary,
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but think of this ambulance
as a roller coaster.
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And these straps are like seat belts
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but for your hands.
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They keep us both safe while we ride.
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Ready? Yeah?
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Want to know what kind of rig were in?
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You were wrong earlier.
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It's not a Chevy, but that's okay.
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It's a Ford f-350.
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Okay, hotshot. Name as many
Chevy models as you can. Go.
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Blazer. Camaro. Corvette. Coupe.
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- Bolt. Malibu.
- Bro, Van,
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- where'd you get those shoes?
- They were a gift, okay?
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No. They fire, man. Can I try them on?
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- Heads up.
- What you got for us, Katie?
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Dang, Finn, you must be a big deal.
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You got Dr. Wolf and his whole team
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out here waiting for you.
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Promise not to have
too much fun without me?
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Can't promise anything. But I can try.
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That's all I ask for.
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10-year-old autistic male Finn kemp.
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A and o times four, vitals stable,
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bilateral lacerations on him,
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because of, broken glass,
head injury from head banging.
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- Everything okay, Katie?
- Yeah. Just a headache.
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Blame it on the coffee
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or the... the six
back-to-back morning shifts.
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- Unit 240.
- Copy.
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Always a pleasure, Dr. Wolf.
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Take care of Finn for me. I gotta run.
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6-year-old female
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so a few bad burns,
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staph infection, and a
sprained ankle all in the last year.
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We've got quite the injury history.
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Are you Johnny Knoxville or something?
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No, I'm Finn kemp.
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Kids his age, they're
always bumping into things
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and tripping over each other.
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I'm a single dad, so staying
on top of things can be hard?
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Earlier this year, he had
this really bad splinter
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for the whole day before
I noticed and took it out.
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So those sorts of things can happen.
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But today was the worst.
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Can you point to the face which shows
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how much pain you're in?
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Which one do you feel like?
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Yeah, naming feelings
isn't really easy for him.
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We understand, Mr. Kemp.
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Autism is a spectrum. It
affects everyone differently.
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Dr. Kinney and Dr. Markus
will run some tests
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to rule out any
neurological complications,
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but upon first assessment,
Finn seems relatively unscathed.
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Thank you, doctors. Right, Finn?
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Thank you. Thank you.
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10-year-old patient
repeatedly bangs his head
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against the wall?
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Do we know if self-harm is a pattern?
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Well, the jury's still out, but as of now,
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he's just an accident-prone
kid. How are you holding up?
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What did the police say about your car?
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I haven't reported it yet.
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Suspicion isn't the same as fact.
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What am I going to say?
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That I think... can't
prove... that my patient,
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who's also my husband's mistress,
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destroyed my car because I
said I wouldn't see her anymore?
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My car is one thing.
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If the whole truth comes
out, it could destroy my career.
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Maybe I ended things
with her too abruptly.
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What does Morris say about all this?
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I haven't told him yet. Without proof,
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sharing her information would
breach hip a a since he knows her.
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Okay, the same can be said of me, then.
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Is that the real reason, or is
that just a convenient excuse?
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The moment I say anything to him,
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it'll open a whole can of worms.
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He'll think I've lost my mind
for continuing to see her.
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No. For now, the
doorman's been briefed.
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I'm picking Maya up right after school.
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This isn't my first
rodeo. It's under control.
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Remember that patient
who followed me home?
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Carol, protect yourself.
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I hear you.
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Don't worry.
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I'm taking this seriously, I promise.
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- Stop!
- Hold still for me there, Finn.
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- Can you just...
- S-should we call for backup?
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- See if Jacob's around?
- We need Jacob for this?
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- Or Dana anyway.
- You said Jacob.
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- You said Jacob.
- See? Even our buddy Finn heard you.
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You're reading into it
more than you should.
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But let's table this for now
and focus on our patient.
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Sorry, bud. I was distracting
the talent. That was my bad.
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- No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
- It's okay, it's okay.
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- No, no, no, no, no, no.
- It's okay. Hey, how about this?
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Look. While I fix your I.V.,
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you can push as many
buttons as you want.
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You want to try it?
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All right, Finn, let's try
the other arm, yeah?
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Wait, you didn't feel that?
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- Feel what?
- The I.V.? Finn's pain?
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No.
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Tired of me yet? We're
a bit short staffed today.
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40s, male, Jim lang, a and o times four,
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found unconscious.
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How long was he unconscious?
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Reportedly under two minutes.
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He didn't want to come
in, but his wife insisted.
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We got another call, but
he can fill you in on the rest.
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Katie! Katie!
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Is she breathing?
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Hey, can you get
someone help now, please?
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- Katie! Katie!
- Nurse! Prep a crash cart!
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We need a set of vitals.
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Well, you know the drill, Katie.
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- Rate your pain 1 through 10.
- 2.
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Okay, while admirable
and useful in the field,
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stoicism is no good here.
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I'm fine. I didn't eat before work.
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Mix hypoglycemia with sleep deprivation
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and a splash of dehydration,
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you get a syncope
cocktail. It's a rookie mistake.
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Well, that's a fair self-diagnosis,
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except for the fact that
I noticed your winces
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were more pronounced this morning.
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Why are you tracking my winces?
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I'm not tracking them.
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But you may have
heard that I have difficulty
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recognizing faces, so I hone
in on features or expressions,
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or in your case, winces.
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So that's enough to admit me?
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I have a sense there's
something else going on here.
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In our field, it's very easy
to neglect your own needs
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because you are so busy
taking care of other people.
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But let us take care of you,
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just this once, to make sure
there's nothing else going on.
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Can I at least get
some of those ice chips
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and those pb cups you give
your favorite patients while I wait?
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I will even throw in a
chocolate chip cookie.
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In the meantime, Dana will get a cbc,
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cmp, and ct... the
basics... and I'll check back.
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What are you doing?
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God, he was so sweet and earnest,
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didn't have the heart
to tell him I was leaving.
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I cleared the concussion checklist.
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I'm not staying for your ct scan.
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And then die of an epidural hematoma?
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That's not happening on my watch.
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I know you're just
doing your due diligence.
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I'm good. I know what a
really bad fall looks like.
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Then you also know that
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the cost of being wrong isn't worth it.
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The only cost I'm worried about
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is the pricey hospital bill
you're trying to stick me with.
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Don't paramedics have good insurance?
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Even if you leave against medical advice,
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I care what happens to you.
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You're not just a number here, I swear.
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Patient number 026794.
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Come on, Dana, I'm,
like, literally a number.
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Look, just save the
hospital bed for someone
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who actually needs it.
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My partner will monitor me 24/7.
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Pinky promise.
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Fine. On one condition.
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You accept a liter of lr on the house.
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Just rest up for a few hours, okay?
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This is an axonal flare test, Mr. Kemp.
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It assesses the function
of small nerve fibers.
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Only take a few seconds to see
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if there's a reaction to the histamine.
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You're saying there's something
wrong with Finn's nerves?
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We've been doing some research,
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and Finn might have
a rare genetic disorder.
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It's just a theory.
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But this test could give us answers.
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Well, it's the same. Same is good, right?
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In this case, a negative
reaction is to be expected
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with patients with cipa.
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Congenital insensitivity to pain.
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It means that Finn can't feel pain.
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So all those times he was
hurt, he couldn't even feel it.
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He didn't know.
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How did I miss this? I'm his father.
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There are less than 100
cases of cipa in the U.S.
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Finn's symptoms might have
been falsely attributed to autism.
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Can you give us a moment, please?
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Of course.
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Tough diagnosis to give,
even harder one to uncover.
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What made you think of cipa?
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Because of you.
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When Finn ripped his
I.V. Out, even I flinched.
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You were able to bandage him up
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and start a new I.V.
Without missing a beat.
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With your mirror-touch, you didn't feel it,
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- which might have meant...
- Finn didn't feel it, either.
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Wow. You're so impressive, e.
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My next mystery is to uncover
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how you've hidden a stim-toy
obsession from me all this time.
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What other secrets are you hiding, Van?
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Okay. Help me out
here. I need a distraction.
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Remember my friend I was
telling you about, the chiropractor?
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Well, turns out he's newly single.
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- Don't do that.
- I'm on deck for surgery.
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No, don't do that.
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Stop trying to set me up
with your weird friends.
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Nichols, I don't quit easily!
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Carol just offered to
set me up with someone.
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My Carol?
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00:12:25,779 --> 00:12:28,311
She's literally never tried
to set me up with her friends.
249
00:12:28,335 --> 00:12:30,697
Wait, did you want to be
set up with Carol's friend?
250
00:12:30,721 --> 00:12:32,388
I did not, but I am curious.
251
00:12:32,412 --> 00:12:34,616
Have you not told Carol
about us? It's no issue.
252
00:12:34,639 --> 00:12:37,072
Just dating, if that's what
we're doing, is a secret,
253
00:12:37,096 --> 00:12:39,329
- I want to be privy to that.
- It's not that.
254
00:12:39,353 --> 00:12:42,442
But if I tell Carol, then
it becomes a thing.
255
00:12:42,466 --> 00:12:45,395
- So we're not a thing?
- No, we're not not a thing.
256
00:12:45,419 --> 00:12:48,279
But Carol likes to psychologize
my dating decisions.
257
00:12:48,303 --> 00:12:50,676
There will be follow-up questions.
258
00:12:50,700 --> 00:12:53,490
- So many.
- Without reason, I'm sure.
259
00:12:53,514 --> 00:12:56,483
- Do you want me to tell Carol?
- Honestly, I assumed you did.
260
00:12:56,507 --> 00:12:58,104
I mean, I didn't think you two
261
00:12:58,128 --> 00:13:00,133
were capable of
keeping secrets like that,
262
00:13:00,157 --> 00:13:03,047
especially considering that
your mom knows more than her.
263
00:13:03,071 --> 00:13:06,139
I'm fine either way. I gotta go scrub in.
264
00:13:13,960 --> 00:13:16,293
Did the fumigators come early?
265
00:13:16,317 --> 00:13:19,545
It's drakkar noir. It's too much?
266
00:13:19,568 --> 00:13:23,125
No. You know it's not too late
to come out with me tonight.
267
00:13:23,148 --> 00:13:25,879
Carol, he's just a little late.
268
00:13:25,903 --> 00:13:28,518
A little late was two hours ago.
269
00:13:31,114 --> 00:13:33,079
You think Billy stood me up?
270
00:13:33,103 --> 00:13:35,167
Even if he did, I never liked him anyway.
271
00:13:35,191 --> 00:13:37,096
New York City is full of Billys.
272
00:13:37,120 --> 00:13:40,203
You're coming out with me
tonight. I'll be your wing woman.
273
00:13:42,063 --> 00:13:45,758
Don't worry about me. Just go have fun.
274
00:13:45,782 --> 00:13:47,747
Maybe I'll catch up with you later?
275
00:13:47,771 --> 00:13:49,292
Okay. Suit yourself.
276
00:14:04,229 --> 00:14:08,008
- Dr. Bowen, call 331.
- Dr. Bowen, 331.
277
00:14:24,237 --> 00:14:26,570
Katie? Look at me. Look at me.
278
00:14:26,594 --> 00:14:28,062
There's no time!
279
00:14:28,086 --> 00:14:30,220
Katie, it's okay. Here,
we're gonna set you down.
280
00:14:30,244 --> 00:14:32,238
- Sit you down. Here.
- No! Gunshot wound.
281
00:14:32,262 --> 00:14:33,899
- Need to stabilize.
- It's okay, I got you.
282
00:14:33,923 --> 00:14:35,659
It's okay. No, no, it's
okay. She's delirious.
283
00:14:35,683 --> 00:14:38,046
- What did the ct show?
- She refused the scan.
284
00:14:38,070 --> 00:14:41,000
I tried to fight her on it, but she
cleared protocol. It was her call.
285
00:14:41,023 --> 00:14:43,609
You're the only one
responsible for that call, doctor.
286
00:14:52,241 --> 00:14:53,911
I guess I should have
listened to Dr. Dang
287
00:14:54,796 --> 00:14:56,662
about that ct scan.
288
00:14:56,686 --> 00:14:58,591
You're not gonna hold
it against her, are you?
289
00:14:58,615 --> 00:15:01,077
My stubbornness shouldn't get
anyone else in trouble but me.
290
00:15:01,101 --> 00:15:03,464
It was a good lesson for Dr. Dang.
291
00:15:03,488 --> 00:15:05,453
And while you may
be a stubborn patient,
292
00:15:05,477 --> 00:15:09,739
luckily I am a very stubborn
doctor... with some good news.
293
00:15:09,763 --> 00:15:11,529
Your ct scan is normal,
294
00:15:11,553 --> 00:15:13,120
so no sign of head trauma from the fall.
295
00:15:13,144 --> 00:15:16,366
So I was right. I'm fine.
296
00:15:17,689 --> 00:15:19,624
Well, if it isn't a bleed,
then what's going on?
297
00:15:19,648 --> 00:15:21,613
We're still waiting for
results from your spinal tap,
298
00:15:21,637 --> 00:15:24,337
but your white blood
cell count is up to 25k.
299
00:15:24,361 --> 00:15:28,315
So I've started you on
vancomycin and ceftriaxone.
300
00:15:28,339 --> 00:15:30,503
I have an infection.
301
00:15:30,527 --> 00:15:33,695
It's very possible that you
were exposed to some pathogen
302
00:15:33,719 --> 00:15:35,416
through your job.
303
00:15:35,439 --> 00:15:37,007
We have to rule out all possibilities.
304
00:15:37,031 --> 00:15:38,866
The ambulance is a thunder do me
305
00:15:38,890 --> 00:15:40,726
of infectious diseases.
306
00:15:40,750 --> 00:15:43,773
Tell me everything. Spare no detail.
307
00:15:45,891 --> 00:15:47,627
I'm on the road by 0500.
308
00:15:47,651 --> 00:15:50,283
First stop... west Bronx
for three-car pileup.
309
00:15:50,306 --> 00:15:53,266
There was a motorcyclist.
I know you're one of them,
310
00:15:53,290 --> 00:15:55,563
but this one, he wasn't wearing a helmet.
311
00:15:55,587 --> 00:15:56,177
He was D.O.A.
312
00:15:56,200 --> 00:15:58,616
Whoa, that's an awful shock
of adrenaline in the morning.
313
00:15:58,640 --> 00:16:01,530
Next up, intoxicated female
who refuses to comply.
314
00:16:01,554 --> 00:16:04,284
Has a history of drug use,
so I tried to save her sedation,
315
00:16:04,308 --> 00:16:06,442
but maybe that was a mistake.
316
00:16:06,466 --> 00:16:09,449
- She's a frequent flyer.
- When you say frequent flyer...
317
00:16:11,408 --> 00:16:14,070
- Let's save the questions for the end.
- Okay.
318
00:16:14,093 --> 00:16:16,291
Someone's grandpa
319
00:16:17,246 --> 00:16:20,046
who we thought had the flu.
320
00:16:20,070 --> 00:16:22,572
I end my day with Lucia,
321
00:16:22,596 --> 00:16:26,222
a 14-year-old female who
just came out to her parents.
322
00:16:26,246 --> 00:16:28,579
She attempted suicide
when they rejected her.
323
00:16:28,602 --> 00:16:31,357
I get a lot of these.
324
00:16:32,182 --> 00:16:36,305
I tell her that she's not
alone, even when it feels like it,
325
00:16:36,329 --> 00:16:40,154
and that I, too, was
scared to tell my parents.
326
00:16:40,178 --> 00:16:42,680
But one day it's going to be okay.
327
00:16:42,704 --> 00:16:45,534
It takes a lot of resilience
to do what you do.
328
00:16:45,558 --> 00:16:47,254
Right back at you.
329
00:16:47,278 --> 00:16:49,611
Most of my patients end up
at hospitals like Bronx general.
330
00:16:49,635 --> 00:16:52,664
But it's different when you're a
first responder on the front line.
331
00:16:52,688 --> 00:16:55,886
At the end of the day, the
comedown must be brutal.
332
00:16:55,910 --> 00:16:58,303
There's no comedown if you never stop.
333
00:16:58,326 --> 00:17:02,091
- You're febrile... 102.5...
- even with the antibiotics.
334
00:17:02,115 --> 00:17:04,408
The spinal fluid results are back.
335
00:17:04,432 --> 00:17:06,497
- It's meningitis.
- The headaches,
336
00:17:06,521 --> 00:17:08,426
the fever, it all makes sense.
337
00:17:08,450 --> 00:17:10,484
I don't think grandpa had the flu.
338
00:17:10,508 --> 00:17:13,935
Dr. Wolf, he died within 24 hours.
339
00:17:13,959 --> 00:17:15,994
Katie, that story is not yours.
340
00:17:16,018 --> 00:17:18,907
Now that we know why you're
sick, we can fight it head-on.
341
00:17:27,265 --> 00:17:29,429
Is my son gonna be okay?
342
00:17:29,453 --> 00:17:33,476
Cipa isn't terminal, but I will be honest
343
00:17:33,500 --> 00:17:36,261
few survive past the age of 25.
344
00:17:36,284 --> 00:17:39,015
The older they get, the
less vigilant they become.
345
00:17:39,039 --> 00:17:41,213
I want to set weekly appointments
346
00:17:41,237 --> 00:17:42,864
for Finn to monitor his health
347
00:17:42,887 --> 00:17:45,917
and help him understand his condition.
348
00:17:45,940 --> 00:17:48,964
Let's do everything we
can to keep him safe.
349
00:18:01,871 --> 00:18:03,568
Hey, Mr. Kemp?
350
00:18:03,592 --> 00:18:07,784
I just wanted to tell
you, I have a son, too.
351
00:18:07,808 --> 00:18:10,738
When I'm with him, every other
word out of my mouth is "careful."
352
00:18:10,762 --> 00:18:13,761
You came to the right
place. Finn's in good hands.
353
00:18:13,785 --> 00:18:15,024
Thank you.
354
00:18:15,048 --> 00:18:16,874
Hey, dad!
355
00:18:16,898 --> 00:18:19,996
Doctor Kinney said they
have popsicles downstairs.
356
00:18:20,020 --> 00:18:21,657
Can we go?
357
00:18:21,681 --> 00:18:24,535
- Yeah.
- It's just to the left.
358
00:18:26,951 --> 00:18:28,727
I don't know how parents do it.
359
00:18:28,751 --> 00:18:30,547
A lifetime of stress over a human
360
00:18:30,571 --> 00:18:32,536
completely outside of your control.
361
00:18:32,560 --> 00:18:34,694
Can you imagine? No, thanks.
362
00:18:34,718 --> 00:18:36,782
Y-You don't want kids?
363
00:18:36,806 --> 00:18:39,040
No. I never have.
364
00:18:39,064 --> 00:18:41,536
Just not for me.
365
00:18:41,560 --> 00:18:43,753
We still on for tomorrow night?
366
00:18:43,777 --> 00:18:45,836
Yeah. Yeah.
367
00:18:50,679 --> 00:18:52,047
Come on!
368
00:18:52,071 --> 00:18:54,398
Allow me.
369
00:18:56,655 --> 00:18:58,620
Thank you.
370
00:18:58,644 --> 00:19:03,885
I'm sort of... Dating Josh.
371
00:19:09,364 --> 00:19:12,523
Well, thank you for sharing that with me.
372
00:19:12,547 --> 00:19:15,804
That's it? No more questions
or thoughts or concerns?
373
00:19:15,828 --> 00:19:18,430
Where's the usual interrogation?
374
00:19:18,454 --> 00:19:19,951
Not in the mood.
375
00:19:19,975 --> 00:19:22,577
Just be careful, wolf.
376
00:19:22,600 --> 00:19:25,928
You two work together,
and if things implode,
377
00:19:25,952 --> 00:19:27,758
there's no escape hatch.
378
00:19:27,782 --> 00:19:31,461
So... Thanks for the candy bar.
379
00:19:32,923 --> 00:19:35,713
Plot twist... I met a guy.
380
00:19:35,737 --> 00:19:38,239
His name is Morris.
381
00:19:38,263 --> 00:19:41,590
He kind of looks like sexy Sinbad.
382
00:19:41,614 --> 00:19:44,468
Ollie? You home?
383
00:19:48,685 --> 00:19:50,405
Wolf?
384
00:19:52,165 --> 00:19:53,587
No. No.
385
00:19:57,675 --> 00:20:00,031
Ollie?
386
00:20:02,816 --> 00:20:05,576
Get it out, Ollie.
387
00:20:05,600 --> 00:20:07,506
That's it. That's it.
388
00:20:12,044 --> 00:20:15,272
Carol, I don't feel so good.
389
00:20:15,296 --> 00:20:19,021
That's nothing compared to what
I'm going to do to you tomorrow.
390
00:20:19,045 --> 00:20:21,408
I'm so tomorrow.
391
00:20:21,432 --> 00:20:24,912
Please don't be Carol at me.
392
00:20:26,573 --> 00:20:29,373
Don't you ever do
something like that again.
393
00:20:29,397 --> 00:20:30,895
Okay?
394
00:20:30,919 --> 00:20:33,451
Her map is less than 50.
395
00:20:33,475 --> 00:20:36,474
We've bolused two liters of lr,
and she's still not responding.
396
00:20:36,498 --> 00:20:38,930
Katie?
397
00:20:38,954 --> 00:20:42,411
- That's why the lights are off.
- Photophobia. Nuclear rigidity.
398
00:20:42,435 --> 00:20:45,533
Her meningitis is worsening.
She's not responding to antibiotics.
399
00:20:45,557 --> 00:20:49,167
Katie, we're here. Just take a breath.
400
00:20:51,464 --> 00:20:53,260
It hurts to breathe.
401
00:20:53,284 --> 00:20:55,488
She's developing pulmonary
edema from the fluids.
402
00:20:55,511 --> 00:20:58,073
- We need to switch to pressors.
- I'll go get the nor epinephrine.
403
00:20:58,097 --> 00:21:00,798
- Katie's in septic shock.
- We did everything right.
404
00:21:00,822 --> 00:21:03,781
- If the antibiotics don't work...
- You know the answer to that.
405
00:21:03,805 --> 00:21:06,788
The lifesaving question is, why?
406
00:21:13,491 --> 00:21:14,929
Gram-positive rods.
407
00:21:14,953 --> 00:21:17,415
Her meningitis was caused by listeria?
408
00:21:17,439 --> 00:21:20,011
But we never cover
listeria for patients like Katie,
409
00:21:20,034 --> 00:21:22,198
other than an on-duty
injury here and there.
410
00:21:22,222 --> 00:21:23,790
She's young, healthy.
411
00:21:23,813 --> 00:21:25,251
Yeah, I've never seen
anyone with her history
412
00:21:25,275 --> 00:21:26,276
get so sick from listeria.
413
00:21:26,299 --> 00:21:27,867
It's incredibly rare.
414
00:21:27,891 --> 00:21:29,299
While I get her on
ampicillin, I need you two
415
00:21:29,323 --> 00:21:31,218
to solve the real mystery.
416
00:21:31,242 --> 00:21:33,316
Why is Katie dying from an infection
417
00:21:33,340 --> 00:21:37,165
that only kills the elderly
or immunocompromised?
418
00:21:37,189 --> 00:21:40,570
Whoo!
419
00:21:48,565 --> 00:21:51,067
- What are you doing here?
- I really needed to talk.
420
00:21:51,091 --> 00:21:53,185
You're the only one who can help me.
421
00:21:53,209 --> 00:21:56,079
Alison, no. You know this is messy.
422
00:21:56,103 --> 00:21:58,227
I cannot help you.
423
00:21:58,251 --> 00:22:01,747
And I've already referred you to
a number of other psychiatrists.
424
00:22:01,771 --> 00:22:03,607
You're just wrong.
425
00:22:03,631 --> 00:22:07,456
You're the only one
who gets how hurt I am.
426
00:22:07,479 --> 00:22:10,707
I know it. You're hurting, too.
427
00:22:10,731 --> 00:22:12,995
Morris did this to both of us.
428
00:22:13,019 --> 00:22:17,480
Alison, get yourself some help, please.
429
00:22:17,503 --> 00:22:20,463
Do you get off on me needing you?
430
00:22:20,487 --> 00:22:23,645
I thought the car thing would
have gotten your attention,
431
00:22:23,669 --> 00:22:27,931
but apparently, you need to
play hard to get, unlike Morris.
432
00:22:27,955 --> 00:22:31,342
Whatever happened
between you and my husband
433
00:22:31,366 --> 00:22:33,938
has nothing to do with me.
434
00:22:33,962 --> 00:22:36,056
He told me you sleep
in separate bedrooms,
435
00:22:36,080 --> 00:22:38,612
that you haven't touched him in months.
436
00:22:46,531 --> 00:22:50,595
If you ever come within
100 yards of Maya again,
437
00:22:50,618 --> 00:22:53,707
I will call the police.
438
00:22:53,731 --> 00:22:55,630
Why haven't you?
439
00:22:56,386 --> 00:22:58,292
Is it because you knew that Morris and I
440
00:22:58,315 --> 00:23:01,872
were sleeping together
before you stopped treating me?
441
00:23:01,895 --> 00:23:03,930
Don't push me, Dr. Pierce.
442
00:23:03,954 --> 00:23:07,510
One call, I could ruin you.
443
00:23:10,527 --> 00:23:12,562
Mom?
444
00:23:12,586 --> 00:23:14,282
- Hey, baby.
- Hey!
445
00:23:14,306 --> 00:23:15,376
Why are you here?
446
00:23:15,400 --> 00:23:17,504
And why was Alison with you?
447
00:23:17,528 --> 00:23:19,294
How do you know her?
448
00:23:19,318 --> 00:23:21,774
I had lunch with her and dad
when I met him at work once.
449
00:23:23,733 --> 00:23:27,787
Is it, always this humid in here?
450
00:23:27,811 --> 00:23:31,063
Take it up with the ferns.
451
00:23:32,455 --> 00:23:35,116
Okay.
452
00:23:35,140 --> 00:23:40,122
- You will be happy to know...
- I told Carol.
453
00:23:41,813 --> 00:23:44,414
You look surprised.
454
00:23:44,438 --> 00:23:46,297
Frankly, yes.
455
00:23:47,252 --> 00:23:48,690
How'd it go?
456
00:23:48,714 --> 00:23:51,538
She told me to be careful.
457
00:23:53,358 --> 00:23:55,019
Of me?
458
00:23:57,376 --> 00:23:59,066
Of myself.
459
00:24:00,329 --> 00:24:04,382
I mean, Carol's seen me
on some of my worst days
460
00:24:04,406 --> 00:24:07,435
every broken heart, every bad date.
461
00:24:07,459 --> 00:24:12,113
It's been a while since
I've been in a proper
462
00:24:13,635 --> 00:24:16,465
relationship.
463
00:24:16,489 --> 00:24:18,991
I get it.
464
00:24:19,015 --> 00:24:22,302
Every relationship
I've been in was a rush.
465
00:24:22,326 --> 00:24:24,361
I don't need this one to be, too.
466
00:24:24,385 --> 00:24:26,986
Well, let's not ruminate on the past.
467
00:24:31,286 --> 00:24:37,040
So... Last night was really scary.
468
00:24:37,064 --> 00:24:38,402
Do we have to do this, Carol?
469
00:24:38,426 --> 00:24:42,380
Look, I get it. Getting set up sucks.
470
00:24:42,404 --> 00:24:45,204
But you just met Billy.
Was he really worth
471
00:24:45,228 --> 00:24:47,873
drinking all our good vodka?
472
00:24:49,136 --> 00:24:51,400
He struck a nerve.
473
00:24:51,424 --> 00:24:53,896
I know it wasn't my dad's fault,
474
00:24:53,920 --> 00:24:59,007
but when someone promises
to come back and they don't,
475
00:24:59,031 --> 00:25:01,762
that pain still follows me.
476
00:25:01,786 --> 00:25:06,366
Sometimes it hurts
so bad I can't breathe.
477
00:25:06,390 --> 00:25:09,682
Whenever I'm alone for too long, I...
478
00:25:11,372 --> 00:25:13,307
The bad thoughts start to creep back in.
479
00:25:13,331 --> 00:25:15,823
And it scares me.
480
00:25:15,847 --> 00:25:17,812
And when that happens,
481
00:25:17,836 --> 00:25:20,760
I don't want to feel anything at all.
482
00:25:23,216 --> 00:25:26,613
Numbing the pain can
feel good in the moment.
483
00:25:26,637 --> 00:25:32,574
But if I didn't come
home, you could have...
484
00:25:35,895 --> 00:25:40,118
When you hurt yourself, you
hurt the people who love you, too.
485
00:25:40,142 --> 00:25:43,727
Your dad raised an
amazing person, wolf.
486
00:25:43,751 --> 00:25:45,856
My favorite person.
487
00:25:45,879 --> 00:25:48,511
I wish he was here to see it.
488
00:25:59,613 --> 00:26:01,448
Katie basically lives on the rig.
489
00:26:01,472 --> 00:26:03,929
Figured it'd be worth checking it out.
490
00:26:05,162 --> 00:26:07,127
I must admit, I'm impressed, Dr. Nash.
491
00:26:07,151 --> 00:26:09,484
This is pretty outside
the box, even for me.
492
00:26:09,507 --> 00:26:12,069
The ampicillin is working, but
why is she immunocompromised?
493
00:26:12,093 --> 00:26:14,028
Let's say the tank was leaking.
494
00:26:14,052 --> 00:26:16,514
Could hyperoxia impact immunity?
495
00:26:16,538 --> 00:26:19,691
Tanks are full. There's
nothing out of the ordinary.
496
00:26:23,808 --> 00:26:25,504
Check this out.
497
00:26:25,528 --> 00:26:26,996
What is a prescription pad doing
498
00:26:27,020 --> 00:26:28,696
inside a paramedic's ambulance?
499
00:26:28,720 --> 00:26:30,317
Hand it over.
500
00:26:30,341 --> 00:26:32,704
Perks of being a nosy snoop as a kid.
501
00:26:32,728 --> 00:26:34,335
If you shoot over the grooves...
502
00:26:34,359 --> 00:26:37,616
You can see what was prescribed.
503
00:26:37,640 --> 00:26:39,406
Prednisone?
504
00:26:39,430 --> 00:26:43,325
Why would Katie steal an rx
pad to prescribe herself steroids?
505
00:26:43,348 --> 00:26:46,278
My teammates used to stash stuff like this
all the time to self-medicate injuries,
506
00:26:46,302 --> 00:26:47,740
especially if they didn't
want coach to know
507
00:26:47,764 --> 00:26:49,460
to stay in the game.
508
00:26:49,484 --> 00:26:50,823
Her wince.
509
00:26:50,847 --> 00:26:52,682
She said she was tired, but she's in pain.
510
00:26:52,706 --> 00:26:54,612
And hiding it to keep her job.
511
00:26:54,635 --> 00:26:56,425
She could go to jail for this.
512
00:27:05,912 --> 00:27:08,444
Any updates?
513
00:27:08,468 --> 00:27:12,645
Actually, I was hoping that
you might be able to fill me in.
514
00:27:14,445 --> 00:27:18,751
Why have you been taking
steroids for months, Katie?
515
00:27:34,453 --> 00:27:36,050
About six months ago,
516
00:27:36,074 --> 00:27:40,694
I was the first to arrive
on-site for a 10-37-2,
517
00:27:40,718 --> 00:27:43,319
a life-threatening medical emergency.
518
00:27:43,343 --> 00:27:45,338
It was a fentanyl overdose.
519
00:27:45,362 --> 00:27:48,888
No I.D., 20s, male, unresponsive.
520
00:27:48,912 --> 00:27:51,543
I kept looking at him and thinking,
521
00:27:51,567 --> 00:27:53,870
"that could be my little brother."
522
00:27:53,894 --> 00:27:56,227
We got there before the cops,
523
00:27:56,251 --> 00:28:00,334
and I could have waited for
them to secure the perimeter.
524
00:28:00,358 --> 00:28:03,825
But with an overdose,
you know, every second
525
00:28:03,849 --> 00:28:04,522
is critical.
526
00:28:04,546 --> 00:28:06,311
You're safe. I-It's okay.
527
00:28:06,335 --> 00:28:08,469
It's okay, it's okay.
528
00:28:08,493 --> 00:28:10,551
Are you in any pain?
529
00:28:13,008 --> 00:28:15,295
You, you're a narc?
530
00:28:18,845 --> 00:28:21,307
I'm a paramedic.
531
00:28:21,331 --> 00:28:24,881
I'm here to help... your friend.
532
00:28:26,174 --> 00:28:28,272
H-He needs an I.V.
533
00:28:32,717 --> 00:28:33,941
Move in!
534
00:28:35,373 --> 00:28:39,380
On the plus side, there
was an ambulance on-site.
535
00:28:41,041 --> 00:28:44,760
I spent the next month bed rest.
536
00:28:45,924 --> 00:28:48,913
Gunshot wound healed,
but the pain never left.
537
00:28:52,785 --> 00:28:56,107
Probably went back a little early, but...
538
00:28:58,295 --> 00:29:03,153
Me laying there, going over
my mistakes wasn't good for me.
539
00:29:03,177 --> 00:29:05,908
I feel better when I'm working.
540
00:29:05,932 --> 00:29:08,225
Adrenaline is my best medicine.
541
00:29:08,249 --> 00:29:10,950
Adrenaline is not a long-term
solution, just like steroids.
542
00:29:10,974 --> 00:29:13,038
They both tear the body down long-term.
543
00:29:13,062 --> 00:29:14,769
Why didn't you tell anyone?
544
00:29:14,792 --> 00:29:18,020
The moment you can't
carry your weight in the field,
545
00:29:18,044 --> 00:29:19,711
you're done.
546
00:29:19,735 --> 00:29:21,670
Steroids help me manage the pain.
547
00:29:21,694 --> 00:29:23,589
Well, the steroids may
have made you feel better,
548
00:29:23,613 --> 00:29:25,578
but they also made you
immunocompromised,
549
00:29:25,602 --> 00:29:27,935
which allowed the
listeria to almost kill you.
550
00:29:27,959 --> 00:29:32,046
I can't imagine a world where I'm
doing anything other than what I do.
551
00:29:34,065 --> 00:29:36,591
Saving lives keeps me alive.
552
00:29:38,580 --> 00:29:41,563
Are you going to report me, Dr. Wolf?
553
00:29:43,492 --> 00:29:45,656
For what?
554
00:29:45,680 --> 00:29:47,814
It's pure conjecture.
555
00:29:47,838 --> 00:29:50,598
I didn't see you do anything.
556
00:29:50,622 --> 00:29:53,323
Listen...
557
00:29:53,347 --> 00:29:55,640
Chronic pain is known
as the invisible disease
558
00:29:55,664 --> 00:29:59,827
because there is no scan or
test to quantify one's suffering.
559
00:29:59,851 --> 00:30:02,536
But that doesn't make it less real.
560
00:30:03,331 --> 00:30:05,694
Even after the pain leaves,
your brain is changed,
561
00:30:05,718 --> 00:30:08,847
hardwired to look for it around
every corner, behind every door.
562
00:30:08,870 --> 00:30:11,541
Sounds like you know from experience?
563
00:30:11,565 --> 00:30:14,594
Let's just say that you're not
the only person in this room
564
00:30:14,618 --> 00:30:16,905
who's self-medicated.
565
00:30:17,930 --> 00:30:20,303
We're gonna wean you
off the steroids slowly.
566
00:30:20,326 --> 00:30:22,222
You may not have this pain forever.
567
00:30:22,246 --> 00:30:24,549
Long-term, we need a new plan.
568
00:30:29,416 --> 00:30:32,574
So, as we discussed, this
is an experimental solution
569
00:30:32,598 --> 00:30:34,587
to Finn's condition.
570
00:30:37,878 --> 00:30:40,808
We have a patient who uses
naloxone in their line of work.
571
00:30:40,832 --> 00:30:43,095
It reminded me of a
case study that showed
572
00:30:43,119 --> 00:30:45,353
the drug can activate
specific sodium channels in
573
00:30:45,376 --> 00:30:48,764
the neural pathway
responsible for pain receptivity.
574
00:30:48,787 --> 00:30:52,085
Ideally, the naloxone will
turn on Finn's pain receptors.
575
00:30:52,109 --> 00:30:54,810
- Like a switch?
- Like a switch. Exactly.
576
00:30:59,746 --> 00:31:01,298
Ouch!
577
00:31:04,450 --> 00:31:06,226
So, what does this mean going forward?
578
00:31:06,250 --> 00:31:09,438
Finn will have to take naloxone
daily in order to feel pain?
579
00:31:09,462 --> 00:31:12,163
Unfortunately, this isn't
a long-term solution.
580
00:31:12,187 --> 00:31:15,614
The effects of the naloxone
only last a few hours.
581
00:31:15,637 --> 00:31:18,995
That said, we're exploring
fairly uncharted territory.
582
00:31:19,019 --> 00:31:22,117
With naloxone, we might be
able to train Finn to be more aware
583
00:31:22,141 --> 00:31:26,165
of his surroundings,
conceptually know his limits.
584
00:31:32,195 --> 00:31:33,434
Ouch.
585
00:31:33,458 --> 00:31:36,248
That's what too cold feels like.
586
00:31:36,272 --> 00:31:38,376
Over time, Finn could differentiate
587
00:31:38,400 --> 00:31:40,266
between safe and dangerous,
588
00:31:40,290 --> 00:31:41,986
knowing which behaviors
to avoid in the future.
589
00:31:42,010 --> 00:31:44,045
With constant supervision,
we can expose him
590
00:31:44,069 --> 00:31:48,888
to new sensations and
continue to learn together.
591
00:31:48,912 --> 00:31:51,314
You've given my son
the gift of feeling pain.
592
00:31:51,338 --> 00:31:53,204
Good pain.
593
00:31:53,227 --> 00:31:55,753
Hey, there's hope.
594
00:31:57,215 --> 00:31:59,204
Good job.
595
00:32:10,879 --> 00:32:13,679
Can I please help you into bed?
596
00:32:13,703 --> 00:32:16,036
You look so uncomfortable,
it's making my back hurt.
597
00:32:16,060 --> 00:32:17,756
I appreciate the offer,
598
00:32:17,780 --> 00:32:20,650
but this is my preferred sleep position.
599
00:32:20,674 --> 00:32:23,236
Like my 97-year-old
haraboji watching the news?
600
00:32:23,260 --> 00:32:26,786
97? You got good genes.
601
00:32:26,810 --> 00:32:30,688
He told me he's holding out because
he wants his last check to bounce.
602
00:32:37,958 --> 00:32:40,221
I can't even sleep like a normal person.
603
00:32:40,245 --> 00:32:45,531
Living in pain, there's no rest, no relief,
604
00:32:45,555 --> 00:32:48,509
only adrenaline, drugs, and distractions.
605
00:32:49,145 --> 00:32:51,906
But at the end of the
day, it's always there.
606
00:32:51,930 --> 00:32:53,895
I've seen it break others.
607
00:32:53,918 --> 00:32:55,977
I know what comes next.
608
00:32:56,942 --> 00:33:00,720
My career, my health, my life.
609
00:33:01,814 --> 00:33:04,644
It feels like a death sentence.
610
00:33:09,213 --> 00:33:13,972
I can't imagine what you
must feel physically each day,
611
00:33:13,996 --> 00:33:17,781
like your body doesn't
answer to you anymore.
612
00:33:17,805 --> 00:33:21,928
But I do know what chronic
emotional pain feels like,
613
00:33:21,952 --> 00:33:27,706
that ache or sting or
throb you can't shake away.
614
00:33:27,730 --> 00:33:30,092
I get not wanting to stop
615
00:33:30,116 --> 00:33:33,835
or slow down long enough
to let it catch up with you.
616
00:33:39,315 --> 00:33:40,767
I'm here.
617
00:33:42,527 --> 00:33:43,736
Okay?
618
00:33:54,241 --> 00:33:55,803
Close the door.
619
00:33:57,493 --> 00:33:59,796
What emergency can't
be explained on the phone?
620
00:33:59,820 --> 00:34:01,954
I left the conference
early to get back here.
621
00:34:01,978 --> 00:34:04,838
When I picked up Maya
for dinner the other day,
622
00:34:04,862 --> 00:34:09,214
Alison was there waiting for me.
623
00:34:09,238 --> 00:34:10,869
Are you okay?
624
00:34:11,833 --> 00:34:13,758
I'm... I'm so sorry,
625
00:34:13,782 --> 00:34:17,249
but I have not seen
her in months, I swear.
626
00:34:17,273 --> 00:34:18,770
You said you told me everything,
627
00:34:18,794 --> 00:34:20,799
but you never mentioned
that Maya met her.
628
00:34:20,823 --> 00:34:23,613
What kind of man takes
his daughter out to lunch
629
00:34:23,637 --> 00:34:25,374
with his mistress?
630
00:34:25,397 --> 00:34:28,128
What, were you testing the
waters to see if they get along?
631
00:34:28,152 --> 00:34:31,479
No! That was way before
anything happened with me and her.
632
00:34:31,503 --> 00:34:33,568
She seemed lonely. I was being nice.
633
00:34:33,592 --> 00:34:36,193
You were being nice?
634
00:34:36,217 --> 00:34:37,555
How could you do this to us?
635
00:34:37,579 --> 00:34:41,265
I have done everything for this family.
636
00:34:41,289 --> 00:34:45,054
I turned down jobs when
your career was taking off.
637
00:34:45,077 --> 00:34:48,037
I was there before all the
accolades and all the funding.
638
00:34:48,061 --> 00:34:51,587
I was the ideal partner. And for what?
639
00:34:51,611 --> 00:34:53,447
To live out of a duffel bag
640
00:34:53,471 --> 00:34:55,674
and only see my daughter
every other weekend?
641
00:35:00,342 --> 00:35:02,436
I hate myself for putting us here.
642
00:35:02,460 --> 00:35:05,032
I wish I had an excuse.
643
00:35:05,056 --> 00:35:06,355
I don't.
644
00:35:09,362 --> 00:35:14,151
All I know is I'd do anything
to put our family back together.
645
00:35:14,175 --> 00:35:17,373
So what can I do?
646
00:35:17,397 --> 00:35:20,410
I want you to tell me the truth.
647
00:35:21,315 --> 00:35:26,492
Did you sleep with her more than once?
648
00:35:32,463 --> 00:35:33,954
Yes.
649
00:35:37,803 --> 00:35:40,219
Were you in love with her?
650
00:35:42,278 --> 00:35:44,810
Get out of my office.
651
00:35:44,834 --> 00:35:46,142
No. No.
652
00:35:46,166 --> 00:35:49,424
- Get out!
- Carol, I... hey, hey, hey.
653
00:35:49,448 --> 00:35:51,950
I think she made herself
clear, Morris. You need to go.
654
00:35:51,974 --> 00:35:53,227
Now.
655
00:36:11,783 --> 00:36:13,633
God!
656
00:36:15,035 --> 00:36:17,099
It's freezing in here.
657
00:36:17,123 --> 00:36:19,058
This better be worth it.
658
00:36:19,082 --> 00:36:21,246
Believe me, ice baths
reduce inflammation,
659
00:36:21,270 --> 00:36:23,703
stimulate blood flow,
boost the immune system,
660
00:36:23,726 --> 00:36:25,990
and override pain by
short-circuiting the nervous system.
661
00:36:26,014 --> 00:36:29,242
Also in the pro column, you remind
me of Haley Graham from "stick it."
662
00:36:29,265 --> 00:36:31,230
Crucial moment in my gay awakening.
663
00:36:31,254 --> 00:36:32,985
That I'll take.
664
00:36:34,944 --> 00:36:36,839
Ooh, god. What ever happened to the
665
00:36:36,863 --> 00:36:39,663
"we're gonna be in this together"?
666
00:36:39,687 --> 00:36:41,523
You should be in here with me.
667
00:36:41,547 --> 00:36:43,641
- Ooh.
- It's a fat chance.
668
00:36:43,665 --> 00:36:47,559
My god, this... well, here he goes.
669
00:36:47,583 --> 00:36:49,473
- Jesus.
- Okay.
670
00:36:54,514 --> 00:36:56,648
You're not such a
tough guy now, are you?
671
00:36:56,672 --> 00:36:58,080
Not what this feel like.
672
00:36:58,104 --> 00:37:00,994
What you doing talking over there?
673
00:37:01,018 --> 00:37:04,415
The ancient Greeks spoke
of pain as an emotion,
674
00:37:04,439 --> 00:37:07,094
a feeling intertwined with who we are.
675
00:37:08,486 --> 00:37:10,949
And to an extent, they were right.
676
00:37:10,972 --> 00:37:13,733
Pain originates in the brain.
677
00:37:13,757 --> 00:37:16,428
One brain can feel too much pain
678
00:37:16,452 --> 00:37:18,884
while another feels no pain at all.
679
00:37:18,908 --> 00:37:22,037
Rather than seeing it as
something to squash or conquer,
680
00:37:22,061 --> 00:37:24,921
true healing requires us
to acknowledge our pain.
681
00:37:24,944 --> 00:37:28,869
You know, pt is gonna go
a long way for Katie, dang.
682
00:37:28,892 --> 00:37:31,394
- Nice work.
- Nah, that's all her.
683
00:37:31,418 --> 00:37:32,588
She's a living shero.
684
00:37:32,612 --> 00:37:36,635
Low-key... You two
would make a cute couple.
685
00:37:36,659 --> 00:37:39,589
Not all lesbians are
into each other, okay?
686
00:37:39,612 --> 00:37:42,572
And, she has a partner, anyways, so...
687
00:37:42,596 --> 00:37:45,893
You do know that's what
paramedics call their coworkers, right?
688
00:37:45,917 --> 00:37:49,229
Katie told me she's single as a pringle.
689
00:37:52,679 --> 00:37:57,310
Well, maybe you should
practice what you preach
690
00:37:57,334 --> 00:37:58,861
and go for it, too.
691
00:37:58,885 --> 00:38:00,820
What do you mean?
692
00:38:00,844 --> 00:38:03,813
Like, I haven't noticed the
chemistry between you and Erika?
693
00:38:05,856 --> 00:38:09,352
I'm just saying, be a shame
if you didn't shoot your shot.
694
00:38:12,260 --> 00:38:14,617
You don't know anything.
695
00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:21,121
Hi.
696
00:38:24,701 --> 00:38:26,507
How are you doing?
697
00:38:26,530 --> 00:38:28,595
I've seen better days.
698
00:38:28,619 --> 00:38:32,046
I just wanted to say thank
you for being there for me...
699
00:38:32,069 --> 00:38:34,204
Always.
700
00:38:34,227 --> 00:38:36,286
For being my first responder.
701
00:38:38,006 --> 00:38:42,199
Is Josh the reason you
upgraded to the 21st century?
702
00:38:42,223 --> 00:38:44,983
Yeah, we don't have to talk
about it. It's not important.
703
00:38:45,007 --> 00:38:46,574
No, no, don't do that.
704
00:38:46,598 --> 00:38:49,031
I'm sorry I was so curt the other day.
705
00:38:49,055 --> 00:38:51,059
My own love life's in shambles.
706
00:38:51,083 --> 00:38:53,937
But I am happy for you.
707
00:38:55,330 --> 00:38:58,229
And I could use a hint
of romance in my life.
708
00:38:58,253 --> 00:39:01,083
So, dish. Who made the first move?
709
00:39:01,107 --> 00:39:03,570
- That would be me.
- Ooh!
710
00:39:03,593 --> 00:39:05,290
I completely forgot to tell you
711
00:39:05,314 --> 00:39:06,990
my mother caught us
kissing in the elevator.
712
00:39:07,014 --> 00:39:11,137
Wait, wait! So, I'm a
step behind Muriel now?
713
00:39:11,161 --> 00:39:12,987
- Yeah, well...
- Dang!
714
00:39:13,011 --> 00:39:15,811
What I would have given
to see the look on her face.
715
00:39:15,835 --> 00:39:18,466
Ultimately, pain tells us to pay attention
716
00:39:18,490 --> 00:39:20,853
look closer.
717
00:39:20,877 --> 00:39:24,244
Only then can we
grow and move forward.
718
00:39:24,268 --> 00:39:27,058
Butter pecan. It's your favorite, right?
719
00:39:27,082 --> 00:39:29,415
Jacob, hey.
720
00:39:29,439 --> 00:39:30,778
Everything okay?
721
00:39:30,801 --> 00:39:32,995
Nah, nah, it's not like that, okay?
722
00:39:33,019 --> 00:39:35,988
I just... I wanted to make up for the
other times I showed up unannounced.
723
00:39:36,012 --> 00:39:38,246
It meant a lot to me, you being there.
724
00:39:38,270 --> 00:39:40,961
I just wanted you to know that.
725
00:39:40,984 --> 00:39:42,989
I appreciate you,
726
00:39:43,013 --> 00:39:45,306
but now isn't really a great time.
727
00:39:45,330 --> 00:39:46,639
Yeah.
728
00:39:46,663 --> 00:39:48,200
Rain check maybe?
729
00:39:48,224 --> 00:39:52,307
Of course. Yeah. I'll... I'll leave you to it.
730
00:39:52,331 --> 00:39:54,903
Just a heads-up...
the light's still flickering
731
00:39:54,927 --> 00:39:56,862
like it's "the shining" in your lobby.
732
00:39:56,886 --> 00:40:00,014
- You should tell your super.
- Yeah, I've been telling him about that.
733
00:40:00,038 --> 00:40:02,262
And thanks for the ice
cream. It is my favorite.
734
00:40:02,286 --> 00:40:03,992
Yeah.
735
00:40:04,016 --> 00:40:05,653
Night, Jacob.
736
00:40:19,509 --> 00:40:20,947
Who was that?
737
00:40:20,971 --> 00:40:23,006
Nobody.
738
00:40:23,030 --> 00:40:25,790
Wrong apartment.
739
00:40:25,814 --> 00:40:29,808
So... What's it like being with someone
740
00:40:29,832 --> 00:40:31,926
when you have mirror-touch?
741
00:40:31,950 --> 00:40:34,446
It's, pretty intense.
742
00:40:35,798 --> 00:40:38,370
Really intense, actually.
743
00:40:38,394 --> 00:40:40,780
How about for you?
744
00:40:43,903 --> 00:40:47,956
I would say... It's a definite perk.
745
00:41:19,932 --> 00:41:21,638
Alison, this is a welfare check.
746
00:41:21,662 --> 00:41:24,224
We're coming in.
747
00:41:29,359 --> 00:41:31,324
Alison? Alison?
748
00:41:31,348 --> 00:41:33,412
Is she breathing?
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