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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:06,598 --> 00:00:09,130 When you find yourself in crisis, 2 00:00:09,154 --> 00:00:11,248 what is your first response? 3 00:00:11,272 --> 00:00:13,261 Who is the first one you call? 4 00:00:14,792 --> 00:00:16,956 Unit 240, we got a code three. 5 00:00:16,980 --> 00:00:18,885 A 10-year-old male in psychiatric distress, self-harming. 6 00:00:18,909 --> 00:00:20,944 Apartment's on the third floor of a walk-up 7 00:00:20,968 --> 00:00:22,519 on Broadway and main. 8 00:00:36,630 --> 00:00:38,923 Please, please, please, Finn, stop. 9 00:00:38,947 --> 00:00:40,906 Finn, stop! 10 00:00:43,094 --> 00:00:45,556 Please, please, stop, stop, stop, stop. 11 00:00:45,580 --> 00:00:48,550 Mr. Kemp? I'm Katie. This is Max. 12 00:00:48,574 --> 00:00:50,638 Are you hurt? Fill us in. 13 00:00:50,662 --> 00:00:53,591 No, no, no, no. I was trying to bandage my son Finn. 14 00:00:53,615 --> 00:00:56,615 He was playing, and he broke this vase and cut himself. 15 00:00:56,638 --> 00:00:58,405 And when I tried to take a look, 16 00:00:58,428 --> 00:00:59,668 he locked himself in the bathroom. 17 00:00:59,691 --> 00:01:01,855 The head banging, it's common with autism. 18 00:01:01,879 --> 00:01:04,013 But I don't know what to do. I've tried everything. 19 00:01:04,037 --> 00:01:05,763 I'll grab a stair chair and irons from the brig. 20 00:01:05,787 --> 00:01:07,349 Yeah. 21 00:01:09,576 --> 00:01:12,237 Hey, Finn? I'm a paramedic. 22 00:01:12,261 --> 00:01:14,594 It sounds like you're hurt. Can I come in and take a look? 23 00:01:14,618 --> 00:01:17,542 He's gonna knock himself out or cause permanent damage. 24 00:01:19,531 --> 00:01:21,525 Finn, please, please, please stop. 25 00:01:21,549 --> 00:01:23,584 Finn, you have to stop. Please. 26 00:01:23,608 --> 00:01:25,666 That's a nice set of camaros you got. 27 00:01:27,158 --> 00:01:28,864 I drive a pretty good rig. 28 00:01:28,888 --> 00:01:31,205 It's a Chevy, too. 29 00:01:38,176 --> 00:01:40,165 Is he unconscious? 30 00:01:54,038 --> 00:01:55,436 Sorry, buddy. 31 00:01:55,460 --> 00:01:58,260 Restraints of protocol. It's required by the law. 32 00:01:58,284 --> 00:02:00,189 Hey, Max? 33 00:02:00,213 --> 00:02:03,044 Can you tell the dad to meet us at Barnes general? 34 00:02:03,067 --> 00:02:04,694 - I can take it from here. - Sure. 35 00:02:04,718 --> 00:02:06,279 Yeah. Thanks. 36 00:02:07,413 --> 00:02:09,408 Hey. Hey, hey, hey. 37 00:02:09,432 --> 00:02:15,385 So I know these straps are uncomfy and a little scary, 38 00:02:15,408 --> 00:02:18,239 but think of this ambulance as a roller coaster. 39 00:02:18,263 --> 00:02:20,595 And these straps are like seat belts 40 00:02:20,619 --> 00:02:22,614 but for your hands. 41 00:02:22,638 --> 00:02:25,468 They keep us both safe while we ride. 42 00:02:25,492 --> 00:02:27,228 Ready? Yeah? 43 00:02:32,225 --> 00:02:34,597 Want to know what kind of rig were in? 44 00:02:34,621 --> 00:02:36,258 You were wrong earlier. 45 00:02:36,282 --> 00:02:38,446 It's not a Chevy, but that's okay. 46 00:02:38,470 --> 00:02:40,206 It's a Ford f-350. 47 00:02:40,230 --> 00:02:43,120 Okay, hotshot. Name as many Chevy models as you can. Go. 48 00:02:43,144 --> 00:02:45,109 Blazer. Camaro. Corvette. Coupe. 49 00:02:45,132 --> 00:02:47,107 - Bolt. Malibu. - Bro, Van, 50 00:02:47,131 --> 00:02:49,325 - where'd you get those shoes? - They were a gift, okay? 51 00:02:49,349 --> 00:02:51,085 No. They fire, man. Can I try them on? 52 00:02:51,109 --> 00:02:52,815 - Heads up. - What you got for us, Katie? 53 00:02:52,839 --> 00:02:54,367 Dang, Finn, you must be a big deal. 54 00:02:54,391 --> 00:02:56,326 You got Dr. Wolf and his whole team 55 00:02:56,350 --> 00:02:58,156 out here waiting for you. 56 00:02:58,180 --> 00:02:59,747 Promise not to have too much fun without me? 57 00:02:59,771 --> 00:03:02,173 Can't promise anything. But I can try. 58 00:03:02,197 --> 00:03:03,725 That's all I ask for. 59 00:03:03,748 --> 00:03:06,748 10-year-old autistic male Finn kemp. 60 00:03:06,772 --> 00:03:08,408 A and o times four, vitals stable, 61 00:03:08,432 --> 00:03:11,123 bilateral lacerations on him, 62 00:03:11,147 --> 00:03:15,310 because of, broken glass, head injury from head banging. 63 00:03:15,334 --> 00:03:18,959 - Everything okay, Katie? - Yeah. Just a headache. 64 00:03:18,983 --> 00:03:20,849 Blame it on the coffee 65 00:03:20,873 --> 00:03:23,703 or the... the six back-to-back morning shifts. 66 00:03:23,727 --> 00:03:25,125 - Unit 240. - Copy. 67 00:03:25,149 --> 00:03:27,820 Always a pleasure, Dr. Wolf. 68 00:03:27,844 --> 00:03:30,207 Take care of Finn for me. I gotta run. 69 00:03:30,230 --> 00:03:38,186 6-year-old female 70 00:03:44,928 --> 00:03:46,963 so a few bad burns, 71 00:03:46,987 --> 00:03:50,682 staph infection, and a sprained ankle all in the last year. 72 00:03:50,706 --> 00:03:52,701 We've got quite the injury history. 73 00:03:52,725 --> 00:03:54,491 Are you Johnny Knoxville or something? 74 00:03:54,515 --> 00:03:56,719 No, I'm Finn kemp. 75 00:03:56,742 --> 00:03:58,648 Kids his age, they're always bumping into things 76 00:03:58,672 --> 00:04:00,766 and tripping over each other. 77 00:04:00,790 --> 00:04:03,888 I'm a single dad, so staying on top of things can be hard? 78 00:04:03,912 --> 00:04:05,877 Earlier this year, he had this really bad splinter 79 00:04:05,901 --> 00:04:08,831 for the whole day before I noticed and took it out. 80 00:04:08,855 --> 00:04:11,953 So those sorts of things can happen. 81 00:04:11,977 --> 00:04:14,792 But today was the worst. 82 00:04:15,885 --> 00:04:17,990 Can you point to the face which shows 83 00:04:18,014 --> 00:04:20,874 how much pain you're in? 84 00:04:20,897 --> 00:04:23,722 Which one do you feel like? 85 00:04:26,775 --> 00:04:31,355 Yeah, naming feelings isn't really easy for him. 86 00:04:31,379 --> 00:04:33,384 We understand, Mr. Kemp. 87 00:04:33,408 --> 00:04:35,834 Autism is a spectrum. It affects everyone differently. 88 00:04:37,027 --> 00:04:39,758 Dr. Kinney and Dr. Markus will run some tests 89 00:04:39,782 --> 00:04:42,015 to rule out any neurological complications, 90 00:04:42,039 --> 00:04:46,345 but upon first assessment, Finn seems relatively unscathed. 91 00:04:48,473 --> 00:04:50,936 Thank you, doctors. Right, Finn? 92 00:04:50,960 --> 00:04:54,357 Thank you. Thank you. 93 00:04:54,380 --> 00:04:56,873 10-year-old patient repeatedly bangs his head 94 00:04:56,896 --> 00:04:58,573 against the wall? 95 00:04:58,597 --> 00:05:00,562 Do we know if self-harm is a pattern? 96 00:05:00,586 --> 00:05:02,481 Well, the jury's still out, but as of now, 97 00:05:02,505 --> 00:05:05,236 he's just an accident-prone kid. How are you holding up? 98 00:05:05,260 --> 00:05:07,125 What did the police say about your car? 99 00:05:07,149 --> 00:05:09,124 I haven't reported it yet. 100 00:05:09,148 --> 00:05:12,101 Suspicion isn't the same as fact. 101 00:05:13,593 --> 00:05:15,290 What am I going to say? 102 00:05:15,313 --> 00:05:18,711 That I think... can't prove... that my patient, 103 00:05:18,734 --> 00:05:21,266 who's also my husband's mistress, 104 00:05:21,290 --> 00:05:24,273 destroyed my car because I said I wouldn't see her anymore? 105 00:05:25,765 --> 00:05:27,501 My car is one thing. 106 00:05:27,525 --> 00:05:31,320 If the whole truth comes out, it could destroy my career. 107 00:05:31,344 --> 00:05:34,075 Maybe I ended things with her too abruptly. 108 00:05:34,099 --> 00:05:36,133 What does Morris say about all this? 109 00:05:36,157 --> 00:05:38,619 I haven't told him yet. Without proof, 110 00:05:38,643 --> 00:05:41,245 sharing her information would breach hip a a since he knows her. 111 00:05:41,269 --> 00:05:43,562 Okay, the same can be said of me, then. 112 00:05:43,586 --> 00:05:46,416 Is that the real reason, or is that just a convenient excuse? 113 00:05:46,440 --> 00:05:48,604 The moment I say anything to him, 114 00:05:48,627 --> 00:05:50,433 it'll open a whole can of worms. 115 00:05:50,457 --> 00:05:53,287 He'll think I've lost my mind for continuing to see her. 116 00:05:53,311 --> 00:05:56,340 No. For now, the doorman's been briefed. 117 00:05:56,364 --> 00:05:58,995 I'm picking Maya up right after school. 118 00:05:59,019 --> 00:06:01,452 This isn't my first rodeo. It's under control. 119 00:06:01,476 --> 00:06:04,137 Remember that patient who followed me home? 120 00:06:04,161 --> 00:06:06,249 Carol, protect yourself. 121 00:06:08,307 --> 00:06:10,402 I hear you. 122 00:06:10,426 --> 00:06:12,261 Don't worry. 123 00:06:12,285 --> 00:06:15,513 I'm taking this seriously, I promise. 124 00:06:19,853 --> 00:06:21,987 - Stop! - Hold still for me there, Finn. 125 00:06:22,011 --> 00:06:24,274 - Can you just... - S-should we call for backup? 126 00:06:24,298 --> 00:06:27,098 - See if Jacob's around? - We need Jacob for this? 127 00:06:27,122 --> 00:06:28,988 - Or Dana anyway. - You said Jacob. 128 00:06:29,012 --> 00:06:31,146 - You said Jacob. - See? Even our buddy Finn heard you. 129 00:06:31,170 --> 00:06:33,165 You're reading into it more than you should. 130 00:06:33,188 --> 00:06:35,263 But let's table this for now and focus on our patient. 131 00:06:35,287 --> 00:06:39,340 Sorry, bud. I was distracting the talent. That was my bad. 132 00:06:39,364 --> 00:06:42,194 - No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. - It's okay, it's okay. 133 00:06:42,218 --> 00:06:44,422 - No, no, no, no, no, no. - It's okay. Hey, how about this? 134 00:06:44,446 --> 00:06:46,271 Look. While I fix your I.V., 135 00:06:46,295 --> 00:06:49,195 you can push as many buttons as you want. 136 00:06:49,219 --> 00:06:50,909 You want to try it? 137 00:06:58,109 --> 00:07:01,009 All right, Finn, let's try the other arm, yeah? 138 00:07:12,648 --> 00:07:14,882 Wait, you didn't feel that? 139 00:07:14,905 --> 00:07:17,964 - Feel what? - The I.V.? Finn's pain? 140 00:07:17,988 --> 00:07:19,028 No. 141 00:07:23,925 --> 00:07:26,855 Tired of me yet? We're a bit short staffed today. 142 00:07:26,879 --> 00:07:30,077 40s, male, Jim lang, a and o times four, 143 00:07:30,101 --> 00:07:31,598 found unconscious. 144 00:07:31,622 --> 00:07:33,060 How long was he unconscious? 145 00:07:33,084 --> 00:07:35,019 Reportedly under two minutes. 146 00:07:35,043 --> 00:07:36,978 He didn't want to come in, but his wife insisted. 147 00:07:37,002 --> 00:07:39,956 We got another call, but he can fill you in on the rest. 148 00:07:42,074 --> 00:07:44,729 Katie! Katie! 149 00:07:46,161 --> 00:07:47,599 Is she breathing? 150 00:07:47,623 --> 00:07:49,647 Hey, can you get someone help now, please? 151 00:07:49,671 --> 00:07:50,880 - Katie! Katie! - Nurse! Prep a crash cart! 152 00:07:50,904 --> 00:07:52,466 We need a set of vitals. 153 00:07:57,806 --> 00:07:59,158 Well, you know the drill, Katie. 154 00:07:59,994 --> 00:08:01,660 - Rate your pain 1 through 10. - 2. 155 00:08:01,684 --> 00:08:04,683 Okay, while admirable and useful in the field, 156 00:08:04,707 --> 00:08:06,642 stoicism is no good here. 157 00:08:06,666 --> 00:08:09,029 I'm fine. I didn't eat before work. 158 00:08:09,053 --> 00:08:11,784 Mix hypoglycemia with sleep deprivation 159 00:08:11,808 --> 00:08:13,743 and a splash of dehydration, 160 00:08:13,767 --> 00:08:15,702 you get a syncope cocktail. It's a rookie mistake. 161 00:08:15,726 --> 00:08:17,561 Well, that's a fair self-diagnosis, 162 00:08:17,585 --> 00:08:19,282 except for the fact that I noticed your winces 163 00:08:19,306 --> 00:08:20,515 were more pronounced this morning. 164 00:08:20,539 --> 00:08:21,967 Why are you tracking my winces? 165 00:08:21,991 --> 00:08:23,667 I'm not tracking them. 166 00:08:23,691 --> 00:08:25,587 But you may have heard that I have difficulty 167 00:08:25,610 --> 00:08:29,704 recognizing faces, so I hone in on features or expressions, 168 00:08:29,727 --> 00:08:31,722 or in your case, winces. 169 00:08:31,746 --> 00:08:33,413 So that's enough to admit me? 170 00:08:33,437 --> 00:08:35,273 I have a sense there's something else going on here. 171 00:08:35,296 --> 00:08:37,669 In our field, it's very easy to neglect your own needs 172 00:08:37,693 --> 00:08:39,917 because you are so busy taking care of other people. 173 00:08:39,940 --> 00:08:41,717 But let us take care of you, 174 00:08:41,740 --> 00:08:43,874 just this once, to make sure there's nothing else going on. 175 00:08:43,898 --> 00:08:45,625 Can I at least get some of those ice chips 176 00:08:45,649 --> 00:08:48,578 and those pb cups you give your favorite patients while I wait? 177 00:08:48,602 --> 00:08:51,770 I will even throw in a chocolate chip cookie. 178 00:08:51,794 --> 00:08:53,630 In the meantime, Dana will get a cbc, 179 00:08:53,654 --> 00:08:57,293 cmp, and ct... the basics... and I'll check back. 180 00:09:00,486 --> 00:09:02,550 What are you doing? 181 00:09:02,574 --> 00:09:06,100 God, he was so sweet and earnest, 182 00:09:06,124 --> 00:09:08,258 didn't have the heart to tell him I was leaving. 183 00:09:08,282 --> 00:09:09,750 I cleared the concussion checklist. 184 00:09:09,774 --> 00:09:12,107 I'm not staying for your ct scan. 185 00:09:12,131 --> 00:09:14,096 And then die of an epidural hematoma? 186 00:09:14,120 --> 00:09:15,985 That's not happening on my watch. 187 00:09:16,009 --> 00:09:18,213 I know you're just doing your due diligence. 188 00:09:18,237 --> 00:09:21,464 I'm good. I know what a really bad fall looks like. 189 00:09:21,488 --> 00:09:23,026 Then you also know that 190 00:09:23,050 --> 00:09:24,547 the cost of being wrong isn't worth it. 191 00:09:24,571 --> 00:09:26,307 The only cost I'm worried about 192 00:09:26,331 --> 00:09:28,167 is the pricey hospital bill you're trying to stick me with. 193 00:09:28,191 --> 00:09:30,226 Don't paramedics have good insurance? 194 00:09:30,249 --> 00:09:33,080 Even if you leave against medical advice, 195 00:09:33,103 --> 00:09:35,321 I care what happens to you. 196 00:09:36,624 --> 00:09:39,215 You're not just a number here, I swear. 197 00:09:39,239 --> 00:09:43,332 Patient number 026794. 198 00:09:43,356 --> 00:09:45,948 Come on, Dana, I'm, like, literally a number. 199 00:09:45,972 --> 00:09:47,907 Look, just save the hospital bed for someone 200 00:09:47,931 --> 00:09:49,836 who actually needs it. 201 00:09:49,860 --> 00:09:52,843 My partner will monitor me 24/7. 202 00:09:54,235 --> 00:09:56,200 Pinky promise. 203 00:09:56,224 --> 00:09:58,856 Fine. On one condition. 204 00:09:58,879 --> 00:10:02,545 You accept a liter of lr on the house. 205 00:10:02,569 --> 00:10:07,044 Just rest up for a few hours, okay? 206 00:10:08,307 --> 00:10:11,038 This is an axonal flare test, Mr. Kemp. 207 00:10:11,061 --> 00:10:13,265 It assesses the function of small nerve fibers. 208 00:10:13,289 --> 00:10:14,816 Only take a few seconds to see 209 00:10:14,840 --> 00:10:16,477 if there's a reaction to the histamine. 210 00:10:16,501 --> 00:10:19,033 You're saying there's something wrong with Finn's nerves? 211 00:10:19,057 --> 00:10:20,922 We've been doing some research, 212 00:10:20,946 --> 00:10:24,015 and Finn might have a rare genetic disorder. 213 00:10:24,039 --> 00:10:25,308 It's just a theory. 214 00:10:25,332 --> 00:10:27,227 But this test could give us answers. 215 00:10:38,100 --> 00:10:40,771 Well, it's the same. Same is good, right? 216 00:10:40,795 --> 00:10:43,685 In this case, a negative reaction is to be expected 217 00:10:43,709 --> 00:10:46,066 with patients with cipa. 218 00:10:47,896 --> 00:10:51,323 Congenital insensitivity to pain. 219 00:10:51,346 --> 00:10:54,674 It means that Finn can't feel pain. 220 00:10:58,049 --> 00:11:02,033 So all those times he was hurt, he couldn't even feel it. 221 00:11:02,057 --> 00:11:04,588 He didn't know. 222 00:11:04,612 --> 00:11:06,647 How did I miss this? I'm his father. 223 00:11:06,671 --> 00:11:08,904 There are less than 100 cases of cipa in the U.S. 224 00:11:08,928 --> 00:11:12,683 Finn's symptoms might have been falsely attributed to autism. 225 00:11:12,707 --> 00:11:16,204 Can you give us a moment, please? 226 00:11:16,227 --> 00:11:18,584 Of course. 227 00:11:20,871 --> 00:11:23,105 Tough diagnosis to give, even harder one to uncover. 228 00:11:23,129 --> 00:11:25,134 What made you think of cipa? 229 00:11:25,158 --> 00:11:27,152 Because of you. 230 00:11:27,176 --> 00:11:29,579 When Finn ripped his I.V. Out, even I flinched. 231 00:11:29,603 --> 00:11:31,438 You were able to bandage him up 232 00:11:31,462 --> 00:11:33,457 and start a new I.V. Without missing a beat. 233 00:11:33,481 --> 00:11:35,486 With your mirror-touch, you didn't feel it, 234 00:11:35,510 --> 00:11:38,101 - which might have meant... - Finn didn't feel it, either. 235 00:11:38,125 --> 00:11:40,995 Wow. You're so impressive, e. 236 00:11:41,019 --> 00:11:43,809 My next mystery is to uncover 237 00:11:43,833 --> 00:11:48,394 how you've hidden a stim-toy obsession from me all this time. 238 00:11:48,418 --> 00:11:50,675 What other secrets are you hiding, Van? 239 00:11:53,062 --> 00:11:56,558 Okay. Help me out here. I need a distraction. 240 00:11:56,582 --> 00:11:59,004 Remember my friend I was telling you about, the chiropractor? 241 00:11:59,028 --> 00:12:04,677 Well, turns out he's newly single. 242 00:12:08,655 --> 00:12:10,520 - Don't do that. - I'm on deck for surgery. 243 00:12:10,544 --> 00:12:12,211 No, don't do that. 244 00:12:12,235 --> 00:12:14,806 Stop trying to set me up with your weird friends. 245 00:12:14,830 --> 00:12:17,585 Nichols, I don't quit easily! 246 00:12:21,264 --> 00:12:23,895 Carol just offered to set me up with someone. 247 00:12:23,919 --> 00:12:25,755 My Carol? 248 00:12:25,779 --> 00:12:28,311 She's literally never tried to set me up with her friends. 249 00:12:28,335 --> 00:12:30,697 Wait, did you want to be set up with Carol's friend? 250 00:12:30,721 --> 00:12:32,388 I did not, but I am curious. 251 00:12:32,412 --> 00:12:34,616 Have you not told Carol about us? It's no issue. 252 00:12:34,639 --> 00:12:37,072 Just dating, if that's what we're doing, is a secret, 253 00:12:37,096 --> 00:12:39,329 - I want to be privy to that. - It's not that. 254 00:12:39,353 --> 00:12:42,442 But if I tell Carol, then it becomes a thing. 255 00:12:42,466 --> 00:12:45,395 - So we're not a thing? - No, we're not not a thing. 256 00:12:45,419 --> 00:12:48,279 But Carol likes to psychologize my dating decisions. 257 00:12:48,303 --> 00:12:50,676 There will be follow-up questions. 258 00:12:50,700 --> 00:12:53,490 - So many. - Without reason, I'm sure. 259 00:12:53,514 --> 00:12:56,483 - Do you want me to tell Carol? - Honestly, I assumed you did. 260 00:12:56,507 --> 00:12:58,104 I mean, I didn't think you two 261 00:12:58,128 --> 00:13:00,133 were capable of keeping secrets like that, 262 00:13:00,157 --> 00:13:03,047 especially considering that your mom knows more than her. 263 00:13:03,071 --> 00:13:06,139 I'm fine either way. I gotta go scrub in. 264 00:13:13,960 --> 00:13:16,293 Did the fumigators come early? 265 00:13:16,317 --> 00:13:19,545 It's drakkar noir. It's too much? 266 00:13:19,568 --> 00:13:23,125 No. You know it's not too late to come out with me tonight. 267 00:13:23,148 --> 00:13:25,879 Carol, he's just a little late. 268 00:13:25,903 --> 00:13:28,518 A little late was two hours ago. 269 00:13:31,114 --> 00:13:33,079 You think Billy stood me up? 270 00:13:33,103 --> 00:13:35,167 Even if he did, I never liked him anyway. 271 00:13:35,191 --> 00:13:37,096 New York City is full of Billys. 272 00:13:37,120 --> 00:13:40,203 You're coming out with me tonight. I'll be your wing woman. 273 00:13:42,063 --> 00:13:45,758 Don't worry about me. Just go have fun. 274 00:13:45,782 --> 00:13:47,747 Maybe I'll catch up with you later? 275 00:13:47,771 --> 00:13:49,292 Okay. Suit yourself. 276 00:14:04,229 --> 00:14:08,008 - Dr. Bowen, call 331. - Dr. Bowen, 331. 277 00:14:24,237 --> 00:14:26,570 Katie? Look at me. Look at me. 278 00:14:26,594 --> 00:14:28,062 There's no time! 279 00:14:28,086 --> 00:14:30,220 Katie, it's okay. Here, we're gonna set you down. 280 00:14:30,244 --> 00:14:32,238 - Sit you down. Here. - No! Gunshot wound. 281 00:14:32,262 --> 00:14:33,899 - Need to stabilize. - It's okay, I got you. 282 00:14:33,923 --> 00:14:35,659 It's okay. No, no, it's okay. She's delirious. 283 00:14:35,683 --> 00:14:38,046 - What did the ct show? - She refused the scan. 284 00:14:38,070 --> 00:14:41,000 I tried to fight her on it, but she cleared protocol. It was her call. 285 00:14:41,023 --> 00:14:43,609 You're the only one responsible for that call, doctor. 286 00:14:52,241 --> 00:14:53,911 I guess I should have listened to Dr. Dang 287 00:14:54,796 --> 00:14:56,662 about that ct scan. 288 00:14:56,686 --> 00:14:58,591 You're not gonna hold it against her, are you? 289 00:14:58,615 --> 00:15:01,077 My stubbornness shouldn't get anyone else in trouble but me. 290 00:15:01,101 --> 00:15:03,464 It was a good lesson for Dr. Dang. 291 00:15:03,488 --> 00:15:05,453 And while you may be a stubborn patient, 292 00:15:05,477 --> 00:15:09,739 luckily I am a very stubborn doctor... with some good news. 293 00:15:09,763 --> 00:15:11,529 Your ct scan is normal, 294 00:15:11,553 --> 00:15:13,120 so no sign of head trauma from the fall. 295 00:15:13,144 --> 00:15:16,366 So I was right. I'm fine. 296 00:15:17,689 --> 00:15:19,624 Well, if it isn't a bleed, then what's going on? 297 00:15:19,648 --> 00:15:21,613 We're still waiting for results from your spinal tap, 298 00:15:21,637 --> 00:15:24,337 but your white blood cell count is up to 25k. 299 00:15:24,361 --> 00:15:28,315 So I've started you on vancomycin and ceftriaxone. 300 00:15:28,339 --> 00:15:30,503 I have an infection. 301 00:15:30,527 --> 00:15:33,695 It's very possible that you were exposed to some pathogen 302 00:15:33,719 --> 00:15:35,416 through your job. 303 00:15:35,439 --> 00:15:37,007 We have to rule out all possibilities. 304 00:15:37,031 --> 00:15:38,866 The ambulance is a thunder do me 305 00:15:38,890 --> 00:15:40,726 of infectious diseases. 306 00:15:40,750 --> 00:15:43,773 Tell me everything. Spare no detail. 307 00:15:45,891 --> 00:15:47,627 I'm on the road by 0500. 308 00:15:47,651 --> 00:15:50,283 First stop... west Bronx for three-car pileup. 309 00:15:50,306 --> 00:15:53,266 There was a motorcyclist. I know you're one of them, 310 00:15:53,290 --> 00:15:55,563 but this one, he wasn't wearing a helmet. 311 00:15:55,587 --> 00:15:56,177 He was D.O.A. 312 00:15:56,200 --> 00:15:58,616 Whoa, that's an awful shock of adrenaline in the morning. 313 00:15:58,640 --> 00:16:01,530 Next up, intoxicated female who refuses to comply. 314 00:16:01,554 --> 00:16:04,284 Has a history of drug use, so I tried to save her sedation, 315 00:16:04,308 --> 00:16:06,442 but maybe that was a mistake. 316 00:16:06,466 --> 00:16:09,449 - She's a frequent flyer. - When you say frequent flyer... 317 00:16:11,408 --> 00:16:14,070 - Let's save the questions for the end. - Okay. 318 00:16:14,093 --> 00:16:16,291 Someone's grandpa 319 00:16:17,246 --> 00:16:20,046 who we thought had the flu. 320 00:16:20,070 --> 00:16:22,572 I end my day with Lucia, 321 00:16:22,596 --> 00:16:26,222 a 14-year-old female who just came out to her parents. 322 00:16:26,246 --> 00:16:28,579 She attempted suicide when they rejected her. 323 00:16:28,602 --> 00:16:31,357 I get a lot of these. 324 00:16:32,182 --> 00:16:36,305 I tell her that she's not alone, even when it feels like it, 325 00:16:36,329 --> 00:16:40,154 and that I, too, was scared to tell my parents. 326 00:16:40,178 --> 00:16:42,680 But one day it's going to be okay. 327 00:16:42,704 --> 00:16:45,534 It takes a lot of resilience to do what you do. 328 00:16:45,558 --> 00:16:47,254 Right back at you. 329 00:16:47,278 --> 00:16:49,611 Most of my patients end up at hospitals like Bronx general. 330 00:16:49,635 --> 00:16:52,664 But it's different when you're a first responder on the front line. 331 00:16:52,688 --> 00:16:55,886 At the end of the day, the comedown must be brutal. 332 00:16:55,910 --> 00:16:58,303 There's no comedown if you never stop. 333 00:16:58,326 --> 00:17:02,091 - You're febrile... 102.5... - even with the antibiotics. 334 00:17:02,115 --> 00:17:04,408 The spinal fluid results are back. 335 00:17:04,432 --> 00:17:06,497 - It's meningitis. - The headaches, 336 00:17:06,521 --> 00:17:08,426 the fever, it all makes sense. 337 00:17:08,450 --> 00:17:10,484 I don't think grandpa had the flu. 338 00:17:10,508 --> 00:17:13,935 Dr. Wolf, he died within 24 hours. 339 00:17:13,959 --> 00:17:15,994 Katie, that story is not yours. 340 00:17:16,018 --> 00:17:18,907 Now that we know why you're sick, we can fight it head-on. 341 00:17:27,265 --> 00:17:29,429 Is my son gonna be okay? 342 00:17:29,453 --> 00:17:33,476 Cipa isn't terminal, but I will be honest 343 00:17:33,500 --> 00:17:36,261 few survive past the age of 25. 344 00:17:36,284 --> 00:17:39,015 The older they get, the less vigilant they become. 345 00:17:39,039 --> 00:17:41,213 I want to set weekly appointments 346 00:17:41,237 --> 00:17:42,864 for Finn to monitor his health 347 00:17:42,887 --> 00:17:45,917 and help him understand his condition. 348 00:17:45,940 --> 00:17:48,964 Let's do everything we can to keep him safe. 349 00:18:01,871 --> 00:18:03,568 Hey, Mr. Kemp? 350 00:18:03,592 --> 00:18:07,784 I just wanted to tell you, I have a son, too. 351 00:18:07,808 --> 00:18:10,738 When I'm with him, every other word out of my mouth is "careful." 352 00:18:10,762 --> 00:18:13,761 You came to the right place. Finn's in good hands. 353 00:18:13,785 --> 00:18:15,024 Thank you. 354 00:18:15,048 --> 00:18:16,874 Hey, dad! 355 00:18:16,898 --> 00:18:19,996 Doctor Kinney said they have popsicles downstairs. 356 00:18:20,020 --> 00:18:21,657 Can we go? 357 00:18:21,681 --> 00:18:24,535 - Yeah. - It's just to the left. 358 00:18:26,951 --> 00:18:28,727 I don't know how parents do it. 359 00:18:28,751 --> 00:18:30,547 A lifetime of stress over a human 360 00:18:30,571 --> 00:18:32,536 completely outside of your control. 361 00:18:32,560 --> 00:18:34,694 Can you imagine? No, thanks. 362 00:18:34,718 --> 00:18:36,782 Y-You don't want kids? 363 00:18:36,806 --> 00:18:39,040 No. I never have. 364 00:18:39,064 --> 00:18:41,536 Just not for me. 365 00:18:41,560 --> 00:18:43,753 We still on for tomorrow night? 366 00:18:43,777 --> 00:18:45,836 Yeah. Yeah. 367 00:18:50,679 --> 00:18:52,047 Come on! 368 00:18:52,071 --> 00:18:54,398 Allow me. 369 00:18:56,655 --> 00:18:58,620 Thank you. 370 00:18:58,644 --> 00:19:03,885 I'm sort of... Dating Josh. 371 00:19:09,364 --> 00:19:12,523 Well, thank you for sharing that with me. 372 00:19:12,547 --> 00:19:15,804 That's it? No more questions or thoughts or concerns? 373 00:19:15,828 --> 00:19:18,430 Where's the usual interrogation? 374 00:19:18,454 --> 00:19:19,951 Not in the mood. 375 00:19:19,975 --> 00:19:22,577 Just be careful, wolf. 376 00:19:22,600 --> 00:19:25,928 You two work together, and if things implode, 377 00:19:25,952 --> 00:19:27,758 there's no escape hatch. 378 00:19:27,782 --> 00:19:31,461 So... Thanks for the candy bar. 379 00:19:32,923 --> 00:19:35,713 Plot twist... I met a guy. 380 00:19:35,737 --> 00:19:38,239 His name is Morris. 381 00:19:38,263 --> 00:19:41,590 He kind of looks like sexy Sinbad. 382 00:19:41,614 --> 00:19:44,468 Ollie? You home? 383 00:19:48,685 --> 00:19:50,405 Wolf? 384 00:19:52,165 --> 00:19:53,587 No. No. 385 00:19:57,675 --> 00:20:00,031 Ollie? 386 00:20:02,816 --> 00:20:05,576 Get it out, Ollie. 387 00:20:05,600 --> 00:20:07,506 That's it. That's it. 388 00:20:12,044 --> 00:20:15,272 Carol, I don't feel so good. 389 00:20:15,296 --> 00:20:19,021 That's nothing compared to what I'm going to do to you tomorrow. 390 00:20:19,045 --> 00:20:21,408 I'm so tomorrow. 391 00:20:21,432 --> 00:20:24,912 Please don't be Carol at me. 392 00:20:26,573 --> 00:20:29,373 Don't you ever do something like that again. 393 00:20:29,397 --> 00:20:30,895 Okay? 394 00:20:30,919 --> 00:20:33,451 Her map is less than 50. 395 00:20:33,475 --> 00:20:36,474 We've bolused two liters of lr, and she's still not responding. 396 00:20:36,498 --> 00:20:38,930 Katie? 397 00:20:38,954 --> 00:20:42,411 - That's why the lights are off. - Photophobia. Nuclear rigidity. 398 00:20:42,435 --> 00:20:45,533 Her meningitis is worsening. She's not responding to antibiotics. 399 00:20:45,557 --> 00:20:49,167 Katie, we're here. Just take a breath. 400 00:20:51,464 --> 00:20:53,260 It hurts to breathe. 401 00:20:53,284 --> 00:20:55,488 She's developing pulmonary edema from the fluids. 402 00:20:55,511 --> 00:20:58,073 - We need to switch to pressors. - I'll go get the nor epinephrine. 403 00:20:58,097 --> 00:21:00,798 - Katie's in septic shock. - We did everything right. 404 00:21:00,822 --> 00:21:03,781 - If the antibiotics don't work... - You know the answer to that. 405 00:21:03,805 --> 00:21:06,788 The lifesaving question is, why? 406 00:21:13,491 --> 00:21:14,929 Gram-positive rods. 407 00:21:14,953 --> 00:21:17,415 Her meningitis was caused by listeria? 408 00:21:17,439 --> 00:21:20,011 But we never cover listeria for patients like Katie, 409 00:21:20,034 --> 00:21:22,198 other than an on-duty injury here and there. 410 00:21:22,222 --> 00:21:23,790 She's young, healthy. 411 00:21:23,813 --> 00:21:25,251 Yeah, I've never seen anyone with her history 412 00:21:25,275 --> 00:21:26,276 get so sick from listeria. 413 00:21:26,299 --> 00:21:27,867 It's incredibly rare. 414 00:21:27,891 --> 00:21:29,299 While I get her on ampicillin, I need you two 415 00:21:29,323 --> 00:21:31,218 to solve the real mystery. 416 00:21:31,242 --> 00:21:33,316 Why is Katie dying from an infection 417 00:21:33,340 --> 00:21:37,165 that only kills the elderly or immunocompromised? 418 00:21:37,189 --> 00:21:40,570 Whoo! 419 00:21:48,565 --> 00:21:51,067 - What are you doing here? - I really needed to talk. 420 00:21:51,091 --> 00:21:53,185 You're the only one who can help me. 421 00:21:53,209 --> 00:21:56,079 Alison, no. You know this is messy. 422 00:21:56,103 --> 00:21:58,227 I cannot help you. 423 00:21:58,251 --> 00:22:01,747 And I've already referred you to a number of other psychiatrists. 424 00:22:01,771 --> 00:22:03,607 You're just wrong. 425 00:22:03,631 --> 00:22:07,456 You're the only one who gets how hurt I am. 426 00:22:07,479 --> 00:22:10,707 I know it. You're hurting, too. 427 00:22:10,731 --> 00:22:12,995 Morris did this to both of us. 428 00:22:13,019 --> 00:22:17,480 Alison, get yourself some help, please. 429 00:22:17,503 --> 00:22:20,463 Do you get off on me needing you? 430 00:22:20,487 --> 00:22:23,645 I thought the car thing would have gotten your attention, 431 00:22:23,669 --> 00:22:27,931 but apparently, you need to play hard to get, unlike Morris. 432 00:22:27,955 --> 00:22:31,342 Whatever happened between you and my husband 433 00:22:31,366 --> 00:22:33,938 has nothing to do with me. 434 00:22:33,962 --> 00:22:36,056 He told me you sleep in separate bedrooms, 435 00:22:36,080 --> 00:22:38,612 that you haven't touched him in months. 436 00:22:46,531 --> 00:22:50,595 If you ever come within 100 yards of Maya again, 437 00:22:50,618 --> 00:22:53,707 I will call the police. 438 00:22:53,731 --> 00:22:55,630 Why haven't you? 439 00:22:56,386 --> 00:22:58,292 Is it because you knew that Morris and I 440 00:22:58,315 --> 00:23:01,872 were sleeping together before you stopped treating me? 441 00:23:01,895 --> 00:23:03,930 Don't push me, Dr. Pierce. 442 00:23:03,954 --> 00:23:07,510 One call, I could ruin you. 443 00:23:10,527 --> 00:23:12,562 Mom? 444 00:23:12,586 --> 00:23:14,282 - Hey, baby. - Hey! 445 00:23:14,306 --> 00:23:15,376 Why are you here? 446 00:23:15,400 --> 00:23:17,504 And why was Alison with you? 447 00:23:17,528 --> 00:23:19,294 How do you know her? 448 00:23:19,318 --> 00:23:21,774 I had lunch with her and dad when I met him at work once. 449 00:23:23,733 --> 00:23:27,787 Is it, always this humid in here? 450 00:23:27,811 --> 00:23:31,063 Take it up with the ferns. 451 00:23:32,455 --> 00:23:35,116 Okay. 452 00:23:35,140 --> 00:23:40,122 - You will be happy to know... - I told Carol. 453 00:23:41,813 --> 00:23:44,414 You look surprised. 454 00:23:44,438 --> 00:23:46,297 Frankly, yes. 455 00:23:47,252 --> 00:23:48,690 How'd it go? 456 00:23:48,714 --> 00:23:51,538 She told me to be careful. 457 00:23:53,358 --> 00:23:55,019 Of me? 458 00:23:57,376 --> 00:23:59,066 Of myself. 459 00:24:00,329 --> 00:24:04,382 I mean, Carol's seen me on some of my worst days 460 00:24:04,406 --> 00:24:07,435 every broken heart, every bad date. 461 00:24:07,459 --> 00:24:12,113 It's been a while since I've been in a proper 462 00:24:13,635 --> 00:24:16,465 relationship. 463 00:24:16,489 --> 00:24:18,991 I get it. 464 00:24:19,015 --> 00:24:22,302 Every relationship I've been in was a rush. 465 00:24:22,326 --> 00:24:24,361 I don't need this one to be, too. 466 00:24:24,385 --> 00:24:26,986 Well, let's not ruminate on the past. 467 00:24:31,286 --> 00:24:37,040 So... Last night was really scary. 468 00:24:37,064 --> 00:24:38,402 Do we have to do this, Carol? 469 00:24:38,426 --> 00:24:42,380 Look, I get it. Getting set up sucks. 470 00:24:42,404 --> 00:24:45,204 But you just met Billy. Was he really worth 471 00:24:45,228 --> 00:24:47,873 drinking all our good vodka? 472 00:24:49,136 --> 00:24:51,400 He struck a nerve. 473 00:24:51,424 --> 00:24:53,896 I know it wasn't my dad's fault, 474 00:24:53,920 --> 00:24:59,007 but when someone promises to come back and they don't, 475 00:24:59,031 --> 00:25:01,762 that pain still follows me. 476 00:25:01,786 --> 00:25:06,366 Sometimes it hurts so bad I can't breathe. 477 00:25:06,390 --> 00:25:09,682 Whenever I'm alone for too long, I... 478 00:25:11,372 --> 00:25:13,307 The bad thoughts start to creep back in. 479 00:25:13,331 --> 00:25:15,823 And it scares me. 480 00:25:15,847 --> 00:25:17,812 And when that happens, 481 00:25:17,836 --> 00:25:20,760 I don't want to feel anything at all. 482 00:25:23,216 --> 00:25:26,613 Numbing the pain can feel good in the moment. 483 00:25:26,637 --> 00:25:32,574 But if I didn't come home, you could have... 484 00:25:35,895 --> 00:25:40,118 When you hurt yourself, you hurt the people who love you, too. 485 00:25:40,142 --> 00:25:43,727 Your dad raised an amazing person, wolf. 486 00:25:43,751 --> 00:25:45,856 My favorite person. 487 00:25:45,879 --> 00:25:48,511 I wish he was here to see it. 488 00:25:59,613 --> 00:26:01,448 Katie basically lives on the rig. 489 00:26:01,472 --> 00:26:03,929 Figured it'd be worth checking it out. 490 00:26:05,162 --> 00:26:07,127 I must admit, I'm impressed, Dr. Nash. 491 00:26:07,151 --> 00:26:09,484 This is pretty outside the box, even for me. 492 00:26:09,507 --> 00:26:12,069 The ampicillin is working, but why is she immunocompromised? 493 00:26:12,093 --> 00:26:14,028 Let's say the tank was leaking. 494 00:26:14,052 --> 00:26:16,514 Could hyperoxia impact immunity? 495 00:26:16,538 --> 00:26:19,691 Tanks are full. There's nothing out of the ordinary. 496 00:26:23,808 --> 00:26:25,504 Check this out. 497 00:26:25,528 --> 00:26:26,996 What is a prescription pad doing 498 00:26:27,020 --> 00:26:28,696 inside a paramedic's ambulance? 499 00:26:28,720 --> 00:26:30,317 Hand it over. 500 00:26:30,341 --> 00:26:32,704 Perks of being a nosy snoop as a kid. 501 00:26:32,728 --> 00:26:34,335 If you shoot over the grooves... 502 00:26:34,359 --> 00:26:37,616 You can see what was prescribed. 503 00:26:37,640 --> 00:26:39,406 Prednisone? 504 00:26:39,430 --> 00:26:43,325 Why would Katie steal an rx pad to prescribe herself steroids? 505 00:26:43,348 --> 00:26:46,278 My teammates used to stash stuff like this all the time to self-medicate injuries, 506 00:26:46,302 --> 00:26:47,740 especially if they didn't want coach to know 507 00:26:47,764 --> 00:26:49,460 to stay in the game. 508 00:26:49,484 --> 00:26:50,823 Her wince. 509 00:26:50,847 --> 00:26:52,682 She said she was tired, but she's in pain. 510 00:26:52,706 --> 00:26:54,612 And hiding it to keep her job. 511 00:26:54,635 --> 00:26:56,425 She could go to jail for this. 512 00:27:05,912 --> 00:27:08,444 Any updates? 513 00:27:08,468 --> 00:27:12,645 Actually, I was hoping that you might be able to fill me in. 514 00:27:14,445 --> 00:27:18,751 Why have you been taking steroids for months, Katie? 515 00:27:34,453 --> 00:27:36,050 About six months ago, 516 00:27:36,074 --> 00:27:40,694 I was the first to arrive on-site for a 10-37-2, 517 00:27:40,718 --> 00:27:43,319 a life-threatening medical emergency. 518 00:27:43,343 --> 00:27:45,338 It was a fentanyl overdose. 519 00:27:45,362 --> 00:27:48,888 No I.D., 20s, male, unresponsive. 520 00:27:48,912 --> 00:27:51,543 I kept looking at him and thinking, 521 00:27:51,567 --> 00:27:53,870 "that could be my little brother." 522 00:27:53,894 --> 00:27:56,227 We got there before the cops, 523 00:27:56,251 --> 00:28:00,334 and I could have waited for them to secure the perimeter. 524 00:28:00,358 --> 00:28:03,825 But with an overdose, you know, every second 525 00:28:03,849 --> 00:28:04,522 is critical. 526 00:28:04,546 --> 00:28:06,311 You're safe. I-It's okay. 527 00:28:06,335 --> 00:28:08,469 It's okay, it's okay. 528 00:28:08,493 --> 00:28:10,551 Are you in any pain? 529 00:28:13,008 --> 00:28:15,295 You, you're a narc? 530 00:28:18,845 --> 00:28:21,307 I'm a paramedic. 531 00:28:21,331 --> 00:28:24,881 I'm here to help... your friend. 532 00:28:26,174 --> 00:28:28,272 H-He needs an I.V. 533 00:28:32,717 --> 00:28:33,941 Move in! 534 00:28:35,373 --> 00:28:39,380 On the plus side, there was an ambulance on-site. 535 00:28:41,041 --> 00:28:44,760 I spent the next month bed rest. 536 00:28:45,924 --> 00:28:48,913 Gunshot wound healed, but the pain never left. 537 00:28:52,785 --> 00:28:56,107 Probably went back a little early, but... 538 00:28:58,295 --> 00:29:03,153 Me laying there, going over my mistakes wasn't good for me. 539 00:29:03,177 --> 00:29:05,908 I feel better when I'm working. 540 00:29:05,932 --> 00:29:08,225 Adrenaline is my best medicine. 541 00:29:08,249 --> 00:29:10,950 Adrenaline is not a long-term solution, just like steroids. 542 00:29:10,974 --> 00:29:13,038 They both tear the body down long-term. 543 00:29:13,062 --> 00:29:14,769 Why didn't you tell anyone? 544 00:29:14,792 --> 00:29:18,020 The moment you can't carry your weight in the field, 545 00:29:18,044 --> 00:29:19,711 you're done. 546 00:29:19,735 --> 00:29:21,670 Steroids help me manage the pain. 547 00:29:21,694 --> 00:29:23,589 Well, the steroids may have made you feel better, 548 00:29:23,613 --> 00:29:25,578 but they also made you immunocompromised, 549 00:29:25,602 --> 00:29:27,935 which allowed the listeria to almost kill you. 550 00:29:27,959 --> 00:29:32,046 I can't imagine a world where I'm doing anything other than what I do. 551 00:29:34,065 --> 00:29:36,591 Saving lives keeps me alive. 552 00:29:38,580 --> 00:29:41,563 Are you going to report me, Dr. Wolf? 553 00:29:43,492 --> 00:29:45,656 For what? 554 00:29:45,680 --> 00:29:47,814 It's pure conjecture. 555 00:29:47,838 --> 00:29:50,598 I didn't see you do anything. 556 00:29:50,622 --> 00:29:53,323 Listen... 557 00:29:53,347 --> 00:29:55,640 Chronic pain is known as the invisible disease 558 00:29:55,664 --> 00:29:59,827 because there is no scan or test to quantify one's suffering. 559 00:29:59,851 --> 00:30:02,536 But that doesn't make it less real. 560 00:30:03,331 --> 00:30:05,694 Even after the pain leaves, your brain is changed, 561 00:30:05,718 --> 00:30:08,847 hardwired to look for it around every corner, behind every door. 562 00:30:08,870 --> 00:30:11,541 Sounds like you know from experience? 563 00:30:11,565 --> 00:30:14,594 Let's just say that you're not the only person in this room 564 00:30:14,618 --> 00:30:16,905 who's self-medicated. 565 00:30:17,930 --> 00:30:20,303 We're gonna wean you off the steroids slowly. 566 00:30:20,326 --> 00:30:22,222 You may not have this pain forever. 567 00:30:22,246 --> 00:30:24,549 Long-term, we need a new plan. 568 00:30:29,416 --> 00:30:32,574 So, as we discussed, this is an experimental solution 569 00:30:32,598 --> 00:30:34,587 to Finn's condition. 570 00:30:37,878 --> 00:30:40,808 We have a patient who uses naloxone in their line of work. 571 00:30:40,832 --> 00:30:43,095 It reminded me of a case study that showed 572 00:30:43,119 --> 00:30:45,353 the drug can activate specific sodium channels in 573 00:30:45,376 --> 00:30:48,764 the neural pathway responsible for pain receptivity. 574 00:30:48,787 --> 00:30:52,085 Ideally, the naloxone will turn on Finn's pain receptors. 575 00:30:52,109 --> 00:30:54,810 - Like a switch? - Like a switch. Exactly. 576 00:30:59,746 --> 00:31:01,298 Ouch! 577 00:31:04,450 --> 00:31:06,226 So, what does this mean going forward? 578 00:31:06,250 --> 00:31:09,438 Finn will have to take naloxone daily in order to feel pain? 579 00:31:09,462 --> 00:31:12,163 Unfortunately, this isn't a long-term solution. 580 00:31:12,187 --> 00:31:15,614 The effects of the naloxone only last a few hours. 581 00:31:15,637 --> 00:31:18,995 That said, we're exploring fairly uncharted territory. 582 00:31:19,019 --> 00:31:22,117 With naloxone, we might be able to train Finn to be more aware 583 00:31:22,141 --> 00:31:26,165 of his surroundings, conceptually know his limits. 584 00:31:32,195 --> 00:31:33,434 Ouch. 585 00:31:33,458 --> 00:31:36,248 That's what too cold feels like. 586 00:31:36,272 --> 00:31:38,376 Over time, Finn could differentiate 587 00:31:38,400 --> 00:31:40,266 between safe and dangerous, 588 00:31:40,290 --> 00:31:41,986 knowing which behaviors to avoid in the future. 589 00:31:42,010 --> 00:31:44,045 With constant supervision, we can expose him 590 00:31:44,069 --> 00:31:48,888 to new sensations and continue to learn together. 591 00:31:48,912 --> 00:31:51,314 You've given my son the gift of feeling pain. 592 00:31:51,338 --> 00:31:53,204 Good pain. 593 00:31:53,227 --> 00:31:55,753 Hey, there's hope. 594 00:31:57,215 --> 00:31:59,204 Good job. 595 00:32:10,879 --> 00:32:13,679 Can I please help you into bed? 596 00:32:13,703 --> 00:32:16,036 You look so uncomfortable, it's making my back hurt. 597 00:32:16,060 --> 00:32:17,756 I appreciate the offer, 598 00:32:17,780 --> 00:32:20,650 but this is my preferred sleep position. 599 00:32:20,674 --> 00:32:23,236 Like my 97-year-old haraboji watching the news? 600 00:32:23,260 --> 00:32:26,786 97? You got good genes. 601 00:32:26,810 --> 00:32:30,688 He told me he's holding out because he wants his last check to bounce. 602 00:32:37,958 --> 00:32:40,221 I can't even sleep like a normal person. 603 00:32:40,245 --> 00:32:45,531 Living in pain, there's no rest, no relief, 604 00:32:45,555 --> 00:32:48,509 only adrenaline, drugs, and distractions. 605 00:32:49,145 --> 00:32:51,906 But at the end of the day, it's always there. 606 00:32:51,930 --> 00:32:53,895 I've seen it break others. 607 00:32:53,918 --> 00:32:55,977 I know what comes next. 608 00:32:56,942 --> 00:33:00,720 My career, my health, my life. 609 00:33:01,814 --> 00:33:04,644 It feels like a death sentence. 610 00:33:09,213 --> 00:33:13,972 I can't imagine what you must feel physically each day, 611 00:33:13,996 --> 00:33:17,781 like your body doesn't answer to you anymore. 612 00:33:17,805 --> 00:33:21,928 But I do know what chronic emotional pain feels like, 613 00:33:21,952 --> 00:33:27,706 that ache or sting or throb you can't shake away. 614 00:33:27,730 --> 00:33:30,092 I get not wanting to stop 615 00:33:30,116 --> 00:33:33,835 or slow down long enough to let it catch up with you. 616 00:33:39,315 --> 00:33:40,767 I'm here. 617 00:33:42,527 --> 00:33:43,736 Okay? 618 00:33:54,241 --> 00:33:55,803 Close the door. 619 00:33:57,493 --> 00:33:59,796 What emergency can't be explained on the phone? 620 00:33:59,820 --> 00:34:01,954 I left the conference early to get back here. 621 00:34:01,978 --> 00:34:04,838 When I picked up Maya for dinner the other day, 622 00:34:04,862 --> 00:34:09,214 Alison was there waiting for me. 623 00:34:09,238 --> 00:34:10,869 Are you okay? 624 00:34:11,833 --> 00:34:13,758 I'm... I'm so sorry, 625 00:34:13,782 --> 00:34:17,249 but I have not seen her in months, I swear. 626 00:34:17,273 --> 00:34:18,770 You said you told me everything, 627 00:34:18,794 --> 00:34:20,799 but you never mentioned that Maya met her. 628 00:34:20,823 --> 00:34:23,613 What kind of man takes his daughter out to lunch 629 00:34:23,637 --> 00:34:25,374 with his mistress? 630 00:34:25,397 --> 00:34:28,128 What, were you testing the waters to see if they get along? 631 00:34:28,152 --> 00:34:31,479 No! That was way before anything happened with me and her. 632 00:34:31,503 --> 00:34:33,568 She seemed lonely. I was being nice. 633 00:34:33,592 --> 00:34:36,193 You were being nice? 634 00:34:36,217 --> 00:34:37,555 How could you do this to us? 635 00:34:37,579 --> 00:34:41,265 I have done everything for this family. 636 00:34:41,289 --> 00:34:45,054 I turned down jobs when your career was taking off. 637 00:34:45,077 --> 00:34:48,037 I was there before all the accolades and all the funding. 638 00:34:48,061 --> 00:34:51,587 I was the ideal partner. And for what? 639 00:34:51,611 --> 00:34:53,447 To live out of a duffel bag 640 00:34:53,471 --> 00:34:55,674 and only see my daughter every other weekend? 641 00:35:00,342 --> 00:35:02,436 I hate myself for putting us here. 642 00:35:02,460 --> 00:35:05,032 I wish I had an excuse. 643 00:35:05,056 --> 00:35:06,355 I don't. 644 00:35:09,362 --> 00:35:14,151 All I know is I'd do anything to put our family back together. 645 00:35:14,175 --> 00:35:17,373 So what can I do? 646 00:35:17,397 --> 00:35:20,410 I want you to tell me the truth. 647 00:35:21,315 --> 00:35:26,492 Did you sleep with her more than once? 648 00:35:32,463 --> 00:35:33,954 Yes. 649 00:35:37,803 --> 00:35:40,219 Were you in love with her? 650 00:35:42,278 --> 00:35:44,810 Get out of my office. 651 00:35:44,834 --> 00:35:46,142 No. No. 652 00:35:46,166 --> 00:35:49,424 - Get out! - Carol, I... hey, hey, hey. 653 00:35:49,448 --> 00:35:51,950 I think she made herself clear, Morris. You need to go. 654 00:35:51,974 --> 00:35:53,227 Now. 655 00:36:11,783 --> 00:36:13,633 God! 656 00:36:15,035 --> 00:36:17,099 It's freezing in here. 657 00:36:17,123 --> 00:36:19,058 This better be worth it. 658 00:36:19,082 --> 00:36:21,246 Believe me, ice baths reduce inflammation, 659 00:36:21,270 --> 00:36:23,703 stimulate blood flow, boost the immune system, 660 00:36:23,726 --> 00:36:25,990 and override pain by short-circuiting the nervous system. 661 00:36:26,014 --> 00:36:29,242 Also in the pro column, you remind me of Haley Graham from "stick it." 662 00:36:29,265 --> 00:36:31,230 Crucial moment in my gay awakening. 663 00:36:31,254 --> 00:36:32,985 That I'll take. 664 00:36:34,944 --> 00:36:36,839 Ooh, god. What ever happened to the 665 00:36:36,863 --> 00:36:39,663 "we're gonna be in this together"? 666 00:36:39,687 --> 00:36:41,523 You should be in here with me. 667 00:36:41,547 --> 00:36:43,641 - Ooh. - It's a fat chance. 668 00:36:43,665 --> 00:36:47,559 My god, this... well, here he goes. 669 00:36:47,583 --> 00:36:49,473 - Jesus. - Okay. 670 00:36:54,514 --> 00:36:56,648 You're not such a tough guy now, are you? 671 00:36:56,672 --> 00:36:58,080 Not what this feel like. 672 00:36:58,104 --> 00:37:00,994 What you doing talking over there? 673 00:37:01,018 --> 00:37:04,415 The ancient Greeks spoke of pain as an emotion, 674 00:37:04,439 --> 00:37:07,094 a feeling intertwined with who we are. 675 00:37:08,486 --> 00:37:10,949 And to an extent, they were right. 676 00:37:10,972 --> 00:37:13,733 Pain originates in the brain. 677 00:37:13,757 --> 00:37:16,428 One brain can feel too much pain 678 00:37:16,452 --> 00:37:18,884 while another feels no pain at all. 679 00:37:18,908 --> 00:37:22,037 Rather than seeing it as something to squash or conquer, 680 00:37:22,061 --> 00:37:24,921 true healing requires us to acknowledge our pain. 681 00:37:24,944 --> 00:37:28,869 You know, pt is gonna go a long way for Katie, dang. 682 00:37:28,892 --> 00:37:31,394 - Nice work. - Nah, that's all her. 683 00:37:31,418 --> 00:37:32,588 She's a living shero. 684 00:37:32,612 --> 00:37:36,635 Low-key... You two would make a cute couple. 685 00:37:36,659 --> 00:37:39,589 Not all lesbians are into each other, okay? 686 00:37:39,612 --> 00:37:42,572 And, she has a partner, anyways, so... 687 00:37:42,596 --> 00:37:45,893 You do know that's what paramedics call their coworkers, right? 688 00:37:45,917 --> 00:37:49,229 Katie told me she's single as a pringle. 689 00:37:52,679 --> 00:37:57,310 Well, maybe you should practice what you preach 690 00:37:57,334 --> 00:37:58,861 and go for it, too. 691 00:37:58,885 --> 00:38:00,820 What do you mean? 692 00:38:00,844 --> 00:38:03,813 Like, I haven't noticed the chemistry between you and Erika? 693 00:38:05,856 --> 00:38:09,352 I'm just saying, be a shame if you didn't shoot your shot. 694 00:38:12,260 --> 00:38:14,617 You don't know anything. 695 00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:21,121 Hi. 696 00:38:24,701 --> 00:38:26,507 How are you doing? 697 00:38:26,530 --> 00:38:28,595 I've seen better days. 698 00:38:28,619 --> 00:38:32,046 I just wanted to say thank you for being there for me... 699 00:38:32,069 --> 00:38:34,204 Always. 700 00:38:34,227 --> 00:38:36,286 For being my first responder. 701 00:38:38,006 --> 00:38:42,199 Is Josh the reason you upgraded to the 21st century? 702 00:38:42,223 --> 00:38:44,983 Yeah, we don't have to talk about it. It's not important. 703 00:38:45,007 --> 00:38:46,574 No, no, don't do that. 704 00:38:46,598 --> 00:38:49,031 I'm sorry I was so curt the other day. 705 00:38:49,055 --> 00:38:51,059 My own love life's in shambles. 706 00:38:51,083 --> 00:38:53,937 But I am happy for you. 707 00:38:55,330 --> 00:38:58,229 And I could use a hint of romance in my life. 708 00:38:58,253 --> 00:39:01,083 So, dish. Who made the first move? 709 00:39:01,107 --> 00:39:03,570 - That would be me. - Ooh! 710 00:39:03,593 --> 00:39:05,290 I completely forgot to tell you 711 00:39:05,314 --> 00:39:06,990 my mother caught us kissing in the elevator. 712 00:39:07,014 --> 00:39:11,137 Wait, wait! So, I'm a step behind Muriel now? 713 00:39:11,161 --> 00:39:12,987 - Yeah, well... - Dang! 714 00:39:13,011 --> 00:39:15,811 What I would have given to see the look on her face. 715 00:39:15,835 --> 00:39:18,466 Ultimately, pain tells us to pay attention 716 00:39:18,490 --> 00:39:20,853 look closer. 717 00:39:20,877 --> 00:39:24,244 Only then can we grow and move forward. 718 00:39:24,268 --> 00:39:27,058 Butter pecan. It's your favorite, right? 719 00:39:27,082 --> 00:39:29,415 Jacob, hey. 720 00:39:29,439 --> 00:39:30,778 Everything okay? 721 00:39:30,801 --> 00:39:32,995 Nah, nah, it's not like that, okay? 722 00:39:33,019 --> 00:39:35,988 I just... I wanted to make up for the other times I showed up unannounced. 723 00:39:36,012 --> 00:39:38,246 It meant a lot to me, you being there. 724 00:39:38,270 --> 00:39:40,961 I just wanted you to know that. 725 00:39:40,984 --> 00:39:42,989 I appreciate you, 726 00:39:43,013 --> 00:39:45,306 but now isn't really a great time. 727 00:39:45,330 --> 00:39:46,639 Yeah. 728 00:39:46,663 --> 00:39:48,200 Rain check maybe? 729 00:39:48,224 --> 00:39:52,307 Of course. Yeah. I'll... I'll leave you to it. 730 00:39:52,331 --> 00:39:54,903 Just a heads-up... the light's still flickering 731 00:39:54,927 --> 00:39:56,862 like it's "the shining" in your lobby. 732 00:39:56,886 --> 00:40:00,014 - You should tell your super. - Yeah, I've been telling him about that. 733 00:40:00,038 --> 00:40:02,262 And thanks for the ice cream. It is my favorite. 734 00:40:02,286 --> 00:40:03,992 Yeah. 735 00:40:04,016 --> 00:40:05,653 Night, Jacob. 736 00:40:19,509 --> 00:40:20,947 Who was that? 737 00:40:20,971 --> 00:40:23,006 Nobody. 738 00:40:23,030 --> 00:40:25,790 Wrong apartment. 739 00:40:25,814 --> 00:40:29,808 So... What's it like being with someone 740 00:40:29,832 --> 00:40:31,926 when you have mirror-touch? 741 00:40:31,950 --> 00:40:34,446 It's, pretty intense. 742 00:40:35,798 --> 00:40:38,370 Really intense, actually. 743 00:40:38,394 --> 00:40:40,780 How about for you? 744 00:40:43,903 --> 00:40:47,956 I would say... It's a definite perk. 745 00:41:19,932 --> 00:41:21,638 Alison, this is a welfare check. 746 00:41:21,662 --> 00:41:24,224 We're coming in. 747 00:41:29,359 --> 00:41:31,324 Alison? Alison? 748 00:41:31,348 --> 00:41:33,412 Is she breathing? 56921

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