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I just wanted to say goodbye to him

I just wanted to say goodbye to him

I just wanted to say goodbye to him before everyone got

before everyone got

before everyone got here yeah me

too you know just it doesn't seem

real I wanted

to come to the

to come to the

to come to the church if I saw the casket I thought it

church if I saw the casket I thought it

church if I saw the casket I thought it would all make sense

I know things are complicated right

I know things are complicated right

I know things are complicated right now we've both hurt each other in ways

now we've both hurt each other in ways

now we've both hurt each other in ways we never thought

we never thought

we never thought possible but Nicholas needs

possible but Nicholas needs

possible but Nicholas needs us I'm hoping we can put aside our

us I'm hoping we can put aside our

us I'm hoping we can put aside our differences and take care of him

differences and take care of him

differences and take care of him together the way Emily would want us

to I apolog

and if we come

and if we come

and if we come in

in

in no thought maybe we could go to the

no thought maybe we could go to the

no thought maybe we could go to the service together help each other through

service together help each other through

service together help each other through it like we used

to you know kind of all for one one for

all I always thought

all I always thought

all I always thought that that four musketeer thing was silly

that that four musketeer thing was silly

that that four musketeer thing was silly but

but

but but Emily she liked it

but Emily she liked it

but Emily she liked it so she said we could make it through

so she said we could make it through

so she said we could make it through anything as long as we had each

anything as long as we had each

anything as long as we had each other I think we at least owe it to her

other I think we at least owe it to her

other I think we at least owe it to her to

to

to try so what are you

say

say

say okay you're right she want us to be

okay you're right she want us to be

okay you're right she want us to be together

today I don't know if I can do this

today I don't know if I can do this

today I don't know if I can do this we'll all do it together let's just go

we'll all do it together let's just go

we'll all do it together let's just go in sit down wait for the service to

in sit down wait for the service to

in sit down wait for the service to start you going have to talk to

start you going have to talk to

start you going have to talk to anyone

okay you know uh Emily was the was the

okay you know uh Emily was the was the

okay you know uh Emily was the was the light of the quarter main

light of the quarter main

light of the quarter main family and you all became a part of it

family and you all became a part of it

family and you all became a part of it lucky you were you were with her from

lucky you were you were with her from

lucky you were you were with her from the beginning and I don't think that

the beginning and I don't think that

the beginning and I don't think that she'd have been able to get through her

she'd have been able to get through her

she'd have been able to get through her mother's death from cancer if it hadn't

mother's death from cancer if it hadn't

mother's death from cancer if it hadn't been for

been for

been for you and Elizabeth you uh you were more

you and Elizabeth you uh you were more

you and Elizabeth you uh you were more like a a sister than a friend you were

like a a sister than a friend you were

like a a sister than a friend you were always there

always there

always there for and um Nicholas I am I'm very glad

for and um Nicholas I am I'm very glad

for and um Nicholas I am I'm very glad that you chose not to listen to

that you chose not to listen to

that you chose not to listen to me when I um I tried to chase you out of

me when I um I tried to chase you out of

me when I um I tried to chase you out of of Emily's

of Emily's

of Emily's life you made her very

life you made her very

life you made her very happy and uh to your credit I am very

happy and uh to your credit I am very

happy and uh to your credit I am very grateful for

grateful for

grateful for that thank you

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[Music]

[Music] so why are people so gracious about

death Why did Edward thank me when it's

death Why did Edward thank me when it's

death Why did Edward thank me when it's my fault Emily's

dead she can't blame herself for what

dead she can't blame herself for what

dead she can't blame herself for what happened she knew I was out of

control she wanted to cancel the ball

control she wanted to cancel the ball

control she wanted to cancel the ball but I wouldn't listen

she was there because of

me and all the years that I loved

me and all the years that I loved

me and all the years that I loved her in the end she died because of me so

her in the end she died because of me so

her in the end she died because of me so I what I'm supposed to sit here and

I what I'm supposed to sit here and

I what I'm supposed to sit here and listen to everyone condolences what

listen to everyone condolences what

listen to everyone condolences what what's the

point what good her words if she's

point what good her words if she's

point what good her words if she's [Music]

[Music]

[Music] dead lastly I was making brownies for

dead lastly I was making brownies for

dead lastly I was making brownies for the boys and I got to thinking about all

the boys and I got to thinking about all

the boys and I got to thinking about all the dinner the for of us used to

the dinner the for of us used to

the dinner the for of us used to have remember that time that Emily

have remember that time that Emily

have remember that time that Emily volunteered to cook for

volunteered to cook for

volunteered to cook for us and then she practically find down

us and then she practically find down

us and then she practically find down Kelly's in the process yeah I don't

Kelly's in the process yeah I don't

Kelly's in the process yeah I don't remember which was worse having to clean

remember which was worse having to clean

remember which was worse having to clean out the oven or eat what was inside of

out the oven or eat what was inside of

out the oven or eat what was inside of [Music]

[Music]

[Music] it excuse me could I have a moment with

it excuse me could I have a moment with

it excuse me could I have a moment with Nicholas please

on