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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:21,416 --> 00:00:23,809 [dreamy music plays] 2 00:00:31,730 --> 00:00:32,949 [birds chirping] 3 00:00:52,273 --> 00:00:55,363 Zoya's father: You're going to do incredible things one day, Zoya Lowe. 4 00:00:58,409 --> 00:01:00,020 You're going to change the world. 5 00:01:03,371 --> 00:01:04,459 [music fades] 6 00:01:04,937 --> 00:01:07,897 [monitor beeping, ventilator hissing] 7 00:01:16,384 --> 00:01:17,863 Jayne: And, so what does that mean? 8 00:01:19,126 --> 00:01:22,520 Doctor: Well, it's... It... it means just that. 9 00:01:23,304 --> 00:01:26,220 She has a black hole growing inside of her body. 10 00:01:27,917 --> 00:01:29,179 A black hole? 11 00:01:29,919 --> 00:01:33,662 Yes, a small one, about the size of a peanut, 12 00:01:33,836 --> 00:01:35,142 right here between her lungs. 13 00:01:36,012 --> 00:01:38,493 Oh, we have a pamphlet here if you want to take a look. 14 00:01:38,667 --> 00:01:40,582 So, what do we do? What happens now? 15 00:01:41,496 --> 00:01:42,627 Well, it's... 16 00:01:45,500 --> 00:01:47,719 I'm sorry. Um... 17 00:01:49,373 --> 00:01:51,723 There's not much we can do for her. 18 00:01:53,769 --> 00:01:55,684 Right now, my advice is to take her home. 19 00:01:56,728 --> 00:01:58,426 Try to keep her mind off of it. 20 00:01:58,600 --> 00:02:01,690 Try to keep her distracted, positive. 21 00:02:01,864 --> 00:02:03,083 [scoffs] 22 00:02:03,257 --> 00:02:04,606 Doctor: Just make her feel comfortable. 23 00:02:06,086 --> 00:02:07,217 Comfortable? 24 00:02:07,609 --> 00:02:09,350 How much longer does she have? 25 00:02:11,961 --> 00:02:14,355 It's hard to say. We honestly don't know. 26 00:02:15,051 --> 00:02:16,400 [Donald inhales] 27 00:02:16,748 --> 00:02:18,010 Doctor: And if it continues at this rate, I'd... 28 00:02:18,185 --> 00:02:20,056 [Jayne sighs] 29 00:02:20,926 --> 00:02:22,232 I'd say maybe another week. 30 00:02:24,669 --> 00:02:26,802 [cheering, high-fiving] 31 00:02:26,976 --> 00:02:28,020 [indistinct chatter] 32 00:02:28,195 --> 00:02:29,196 I'm sorry. 33 00:02:29,457 --> 00:02:31,023 They're watching the game. 34 00:02:33,852 --> 00:02:35,506 [monitor beeping] 35 00:02:35,680 --> 00:02:36,986 Jayne: Hey, Mom. 36 00:02:39,206 --> 00:02:40,381 How are you doing? 37 00:02:40,685 --> 00:02:42,209 [monitor beeping] 38 00:02:44,254 --> 00:02:47,344 So, it sounds like we're gonna get to take you home today. 39 00:02:49,520 --> 00:02:50,695 So that'll be nice. 40 00:02:54,786 --> 00:02:56,397 [sighs] Yeah. 41 00:02:58,050 --> 00:02:59,139 [sniffles] 42 00:03:00,140 --> 00:03:01,271 That's great. 43 00:03:06,755 --> 00:03:08,235 [door whirring] 44 00:03:08,757 --> 00:03:09,888 Donald: Watch your feet! 45 00:03:11,281 --> 00:03:14,241 Jayne: It says here that it's most common amongst astronauts 46 00:03:14,415 --> 00:03:15,807 and that people who have been exposed 47 00:03:15,981 --> 00:03:18,593 to prolonged periods of intense radiation. 48 00:03:18,767 --> 00:03:20,638 Donald: You know, maybe we don't need to read that right now. 49 00:03:20,812 --> 00:03:22,901 Jayne: Mom, are you experiencing any symptoms yet? 50 00:03:24,076 --> 00:03:26,253 It says it can cause intestinal blockage, 51 00:03:26,427 --> 00:03:27,819 but then also diarrhea. 52 00:03:32,215 --> 00:03:35,044 I bought a new CD, you know? 53 00:03:35,218 --> 00:03:38,613 Um, Soldiers of de Riddem. 54 00:03:41,920 --> 00:03:43,357 Morris: Oh, there we go. 55 00:03:43,531 --> 00:03:44,967 It's fine. 56 00:03:45,141 --> 00:03:46,360 You know, I really don't need a wheelchair. 57 00:03:46,534 --> 00:03:47,622 Are you sure? I got it right here. 58 00:03:47,796 --> 00:03:48,927 [footrest clunks] 59 00:03:49,101 --> 00:03:50,973 Ah, shoot. Just give me one second. 60 00:03:51,539 --> 00:03:53,845 Morris: [grunts] Stupid thing. 61 00:03:54,498 --> 00:03:55,978 [keys jingle] 62 00:03:56,500 --> 00:03:57,501 [keys clink] 63 00:03:57,675 --> 00:03:59,068 [indistinct speech] 64 00:04:02,158 --> 00:04:03,333 Donald: You okay? 65 00:04:03,855 --> 00:04:05,074 Yes. 66 00:04:06,554 --> 00:04:10,862 I just don't wanna go to the publishers tomorrow, that's all. 67 00:04:11,036 --> 00:04:13,561 Donald: Ah! Well, they want to see you. 68 00:04:14,126 --> 00:04:16,085 I mean, they're probably super excited 69 00:04:16,259 --> 00:04:17,826 about that last chapter we sent. 70 00:04:18,522 --> 00:04:20,002 [sighs] 71 00:04:20,742 --> 00:04:21,917 Donald: What do you got there? 72 00:04:25,573 --> 00:04:26,617 Nothing. 73 00:04:28,924 --> 00:04:30,186 [thud] 74 00:04:30,360 --> 00:04:31,709 [phone rings] 75 00:04:32,057 --> 00:04:34,930 Man: Of course. I mean, we wouldn't wanna rush you. 76 00:04:35,800 --> 00:04:37,759 Um, I know the last chapter you sent in was a little... 77 00:04:37,933 --> 00:04:40,718 You guys will pull through this. I know you will. 78 00:04:40,892 --> 00:04:43,547 I know Zoya. She's a fighter. 79 00:04:43,852 --> 00:04:45,636 Yeah. Thank you. 80 00:04:45,810 --> 00:04:48,770 Definitely. We'll make sure it gets finished. 81 00:04:49,553 --> 00:04:51,468 We even have a cover mock-up and everything. 82 00:04:55,211 --> 00:04:57,866 And you said you didn't wanna make any changes, correct? 83 00:04:58,954 --> 00:05:00,042 Yeah. 84 00:05:00,564 --> 00:05:01,913 All righty. 85 00:05:02,131 --> 00:05:06,266 Then we'll want you to sign here, and here. 86 00:05:06,614 --> 00:05:08,616 And also here. 87 00:05:09,834 --> 00:05:11,009 Donald: Thank you so much. 88 00:05:11,183 --> 00:05:12,707 Don't mention it. It's our job. 89 00:05:12,881 --> 00:05:15,144 The important thing is that you're able to relax, 90 00:05:15,318 --> 00:05:16,885 enjoy some quality family time. 91 00:05:17,059 --> 00:05:18,974 [waves crashing] 92 00:05:19,148 --> 00:05:20,758 [seagull calling] 93 00:05:21,759 --> 00:05:22,804 Yeah. 94 00:05:23,674 --> 00:05:25,415 [inhales] 95 00:05:26,155 --> 00:05:27,243 Thanks. 96 00:05:30,812 --> 00:05:31,987 I will. 97 00:05:33,293 --> 00:05:36,296 [gentle bossa nova music plays] 98 00:05:37,688 --> 00:05:40,256 [indistinct background chatter] 99 00:05:58,709 --> 00:06:00,450 Here we are again. 100 00:06:07,805 --> 00:06:09,633 [gentle bossa nova music continues] 101 00:06:13,855 --> 00:06:15,422 - Cynthia: Was that your mother? - [music fades] 102 00:06:16,031 --> 00:06:17,119 Yep. 103 00:06:17,728 --> 00:06:19,513 Cynthia: I wouldn't worry about her too much. 104 00:06:19,687 --> 00:06:21,253 She's always like that. 105 00:06:21,776 --> 00:06:22,690 I know. 106 00:06:24,126 --> 00:06:26,215 Do you mind if I sit down? 107 00:06:26,476 --> 00:06:29,349 Yeah, sure. Just be careful. 108 00:06:30,785 --> 00:06:33,135 - What do you mean? - [crow caws] 109 00:06:33,353 --> 00:06:37,008 - [bird dropping splats] - Oh! Oh, my goodness. 110 00:06:37,182 --> 00:06:38,140 [chuckles] 111 00:06:38,314 --> 00:06:42,231 Oh. Well, thank you! 112 00:06:45,582 --> 00:06:47,279 How did you know? 113 00:06:51,458 --> 00:06:53,198 Do you wanna hear a secret? 114 00:06:53,851 --> 00:06:55,026 [chuckles] 115 00:06:55,331 --> 00:06:56,288 Sure. 116 00:06:57,855 --> 00:07:00,597 - I've done this before. - [machine beeps] 117 00:07:00,771 --> 00:07:01,816 - [wheelchair rolls] - [pen scribbles] 118 00:07:03,165 --> 00:07:04,340 What do you mean? 119 00:07:06,386 --> 00:07:07,691 I take a pill. 120 00:07:08,170 --> 00:07:10,215 Tomorrow night, I take a pill and I go back a week. 121 00:07:10,781 --> 00:07:11,826 Back? 122 00:07:12,304 --> 00:07:14,481 - Right back to the hospital. - [gasps] 123 00:07:15,264 --> 00:07:18,180 - This has all happened before. - [shuts car door] 124 00:07:19,007 --> 00:07:22,402 - [splat] - So many times before. 125 00:07:23,359 --> 00:07:24,708 What are you sayin'? 126 00:07:24,882 --> 00:07:29,844 I'm saying that I've lived this week before. 127 00:07:30,975 --> 00:07:34,936 I know what's gonna happen in every second of every moment 128 00:07:35,240 --> 00:07:36,764 of every day. 129 00:07:36,938 --> 00:07:38,592 Because I've seen it all before. 130 00:07:38,766 --> 00:07:41,595 From the wake up, to the publishers, 131 00:07:41,812 --> 00:07:43,597 to the lawyers, to the beach. 132 00:07:43,771 --> 00:07:46,904 - My mom. My birthday. - [whooshes] 133 00:07:47,514 --> 00:07:49,254 - [splat] - All of it. 134 00:07:49,429 --> 00:07:50,691 From the bird shit... 135 00:07:50,865 --> 00:07:52,867 - [splat] - To the bocce. 136 00:07:53,084 --> 00:07:55,696 - Bocce? - [speaks Italian] 137 00:07:57,132 --> 00:07:58,438 It's always the same. 138 00:08:00,483 --> 00:08:04,661 We've... we've had this conversation before? 139 00:08:05,053 --> 00:08:08,099 Yes. Well, no. 140 00:08:09,318 --> 00:08:11,712 Usually we talk about 141 00:08:12,234 --> 00:08:13,975 how you see the same people every day. 142 00:08:14,149 --> 00:08:15,716 How you've been here for eight years. 143 00:08:16,107 --> 00:08:17,892 How quickly time passes. 144 00:08:19,371 --> 00:08:20,764 Who are you? 145 00:08:21,069 --> 00:08:22,374 It doesn't matter. 146 00:08:22,897 --> 00:08:25,377 It doesn't matter because you won't remember it. 147 00:08:25,552 --> 00:08:28,163 You won't remember anything I say. 148 00:08:30,121 --> 00:08:33,516 'Cause tomorrow night my nose will bleed. 149 00:08:33,821 --> 00:08:36,084 I'll lock myself in the bathroom. 150 00:08:36,432 --> 00:08:38,390 I'll take another pill. [gulps] 151 00:08:38,565 --> 00:08:39,914 - [splat] - Zoya: I'll go back a week. 152 00:08:40,436 --> 00:08:41,785 - [shuts car door] - [wheelchair clatters] - [whooshes] 153 00:08:41,959 --> 00:08:43,178 And I'll see you there. 154 00:08:43,352 --> 00:08:44,353 And I'll say... 155 00:08:44,527 --> 00:08:45,615 [music stops] 156 00:08:46,094 --> 00:08:48,052 - "Be careful." - [splat] 157 00:08:48,357 --> 00:08:49,880 Oh, my goodness. Oh... 158 00:08:50,881 --> 00:08:51,882 [chuckles] 159 00:08:52,448 --> 00:08:53,580 Thank you. 160 00:08:57,975 --> 00:08:59,673 How did you know? 161 00:09:00,108 --> 00:09:01,283 Lucky guess. 162 00:09:02,763 --> 00:09:04,895 - Very lucky. I'll say. - ♪ ["Viagem" by Taiguara plays] ♪ 163 00:09:06,157 --> 00:09:07,245 Thank you. 164 00:09:08,029 --> 00:09:10,553 - Don't mention it. - [sighs] 165 00:09:13,774 --> 00:09:15,602 Oh, it's hard. 166 00:10:37,335 --> 00:10:38,380 [music fades] 167 00:10:40,208 --> 00:10:41,252 Donald: Wow. 168 00:10:42,340 --> 00:10:44,691 I can't believe I haven't seen this before. 169 00:10:46,083 --> 00:10:48,433 Zoya: You have. You just don't remember. 170 00:10:48,912 --> 00:10:51,741 Oh, wow! Is that Professor Dulseberg? 171 00:10:51,915 --> 00:10:54,701 - Yeah. Mean, old Dulseberg. - Jesus. 172 00:10:54,875 --> 00:10:56,877 He was even older than I remembered. 173 00:10:57,355 --> 00:10:58,835 Zoya: Mm-hmm. 174 00:10:59,227 --> 00:11:01,621 That was the last day at IGE before they left for Europe. 175 00:11:02,143 --> 00:11:05,886 Donald: Oh. Yeah, look at that, you even got old Mark in there. 176 00:11:06,147 --> 00:11:07,235 Oh, stop. 177 00:11:08,323 --> 00:11:09,324 What? 178 00:11:10,151 --> 00:11:12,632 Don't act like you didn't have girlfriends before me. 179 00:11:12,980 --> 00:11:15,199 I mean, I didn't. 180 00:11:15,417 --> 00:11:16,461 Hmm. 181 00:11:16,636 --> 00:11:19,073 - I had dates. - Yeah. 182 00:11:19,247 --> 00:11:20,857 - I had dinner. - Sure. 183 00:11:21,292 --> 00:11:22,380 Maybe a movie. 184 00:11:25,688 --> 00:11:27,385 This one of your old textbooks? 185 00:11:28,256 --> 00:11:30,432 Yeah. Chem. 186 00:11:30,780 --> 00:11:32,173 So cute. 187 00:11:32,564 --> 00:11:33,478 You always used to write your name in 'em like that. 188 00:11:36,090 --> 00:11:38,266 Oh, you always took such good care of your books, too. 189 00:11:38,875 --> 00:11:42,270 Zoya: Yeah. They're probably all outdated by now. 190 00:11:43,314 --> 00:11:44,402 [music stops] 191 00:11:44,925 --> 00:11:47,231 - Morris: Surprise! - Jayne: Surprise! 192 00:11:47,667 --> 00:11:50,321 Wow! How unexpected. 193 00:11:50,495 --> 00:11:52,541 [sighs] Yeah, we know it's not for a couple weeks, 194 00:11:52,715 --> 00:11:54,848 but we thought it might be fun to surprise you. 195 00:11:55,196 --> 00:11:57,285 - Definitely. - Oh, and we got presents. 196 00:11:57,502 --> 00:11:59,026 Yes. Yes. Get them. 197 00:11:59,200 --> 00:12:00,505 Oh, wait! She's gotta blow the candles out first. 198 00:12:00,680 --> 00:12:01,942 Oh, yeah. Blow out the candles. [claps] 199 00:12:04,727 --> 00:12:06,555 - [blows air] - [together] Yay! 200 00:12:06,729 --> 00:12:08,035 [clapping] 201 00:12:08,600 --> 00:12:09,993 Did you make a wish? 202 00:12:10,167 --> 00:12:11,386 Yeah, yeah, yeah, you gotta make a wish. 203 00:12:11,560 --> 00:12:12,822 [sighs] 204 00:12:14,911 --> 00:12:18,175 I wish we could do something different. 205 00:12:20,221 --> 00:12:21,483 What do you mean? 206 00:12:22,310 --> 00:12:24,442 My nose is gonna start bleeding soon. 207 00:12:24,616 --> 00:12:25,835 - What? - Wait, are you okay? 208 00:12:26,009 --> 00:12:27,750 - I'm fine. - Mom, what's going on? 209 00:12:27,924 --> 00:12:30,448 Nothing. Uh, I just have to go to the bathroom for a second. 210 00:12:30,622 --> 00:12:31,754 I'll be right back. 211 00:12:32,233 --> 00:12:33,625 [hangers clatter] 212 00:12:35,671 --> 00:12:36,933 [slides boxes] 213 00:12:38,239 --> 00:12:39,240 [sighs] 214 00:12:46,856 --> 00:12:47,857 [shuts door] 215 00:12:48,075 --> 00:12:49,163 [locks door] 216 00:12:49,337 --> 00:12:52,253 [pills rattling] 217 00:12:58,346 --> 00:13:00,827 [breathes deeply] 218 00:13:05,483 --> 00:13:06,746 Here I go again. 219 00:13:09,574 --> 00:13:10,575 [splat] 220 00:13:11,402 --> 00:13:12,752 [monitor beeps] 221 00:13:12,926 --> 00:13:14,057 Jayne: Hey, Mom... 222 00:13:16,059 --> 00:13:17,060 How are you doing? 223 00:13:19,671 --> 00:13:21,021 So, 224 00:13:22,674 --> 00:13:24,154 we got some good news. 225 00:13:24,459 --> 00:13:25,721 Zoya: Yeah. 226 00:13:27,114 --> 00:13:28,768 They're gonna let me go home, right? 227 00:13:29,246 --> 00:13:33,207 Yeah. They are. Isn't that nice? 228 00:13:35,209 --> 00:13:36,514 [wheelchair rolls] 229 00:13:36,688 --> 00:13:37,820 Watch your feet. 230 00:13:37,994 --> 00:13:39,387 [door shuts] 231 00:13:39,691 --> 00:13:42,216 It says intestinal blockage, but then also diarrhea. 232 00:13:42,390 --> 00:13:44,000 - [slides hangers] - Donald: What're ya lookin' at? 233 00:13:44,348 --> 00:13:45,828 - [phone ringing] - It was a little rough. 234 00:13:46,307 --> 00:13:47,830 Quality family time. 235 00:13:48,352 --> 00:13:49,353 [waves crashing] 236 00:13:55,229 --> 00:13:57,231 Have you ever gotten a massage before? 237 00:13:57,492 --> 00:13:58,580 Last week. 238 00:13:58,972 --> 00:14:00,364 Awesome. How was it? 239 00:14:00,930 --> 00:14:04,412 I didn't like the music and your hands were cold. 240 00:14:05,326 --> 00:14:07,154 - [static] - He arrived last week in Miami. 241 00:14:07,328 --> 00:14:09,025 This is where they keep him when he's behind the scenes, 242 00:14:09,199 --> 00:14:10,548 off exhibit. 243 00:14:10,897 --> 00:14:13,464 After that, it's off to Tampa, Sarasota, 244 00:14:13,682 --> 00:14:15,249 pretty much everywhere. 245 00:14:15,423 --> 00:14:16,990 The hope is to give people one last chance 246 00:14:17,164 --> 00:14:20,341 to see this majestic creature before it disappears for good. 247 00:14:20,776 --> 00:14:21,777 I spoke to the... [indistinct speech] 248 00:14:21,951 --> 00:14:23,692 Zoya: You wanna hear a spoiler? 249 00:14:25,433 --> 00:14:29,263 The rhino dies this week. 250 00:14:50,762 --> 00:14:53,461 [birds chirping, water flowing in background] 251 00:15:00,990 --> 00:15:02,339 Cynthia: Was that your mother? 252 00:15:06,691 --> 00:15:08,693 I wouldn't worry about it too much. 253 00:15:08,955 --> 00:15:10,739 She's always like that. 254 00:15:14,525 --> 00:15:16,136 Do you mind if I sit down? 255 00:15:16,832 --> 00:15:18,834 [kid laughing in background] 256 00:15:19,356 --> 00:15:20,792 [splat] 257 00:15:20,967 --> 00:15:23,273 Cynthia: Oh, goodness. 258 00:15:23,665 --> 00:15:26,842 These birds are always shitting. 259 00:15:27,016 --> 00:15:29,236 [Cynthia chuckling] 260 00:15:29,845 --> 00:15:30,933 [Cynthia sighs] 261 00:15:33,327 --> 00:15:34,241 Cynthia: It's hard, 262 00:15:35,285 --> 00:15:36,286 you know? 263 00:15:37,244 --> 00:15:39,550 Seeing the same people every day. 264 00:15:39,986 --> 00:15:41,901 I've been here eight years. 265 00:15:42,379 --> 00:15:44,251 You forget to be aware of your surroundings. 266 00:15:44,425 --> 00:15:46,209 - You don't really know... - [sighs] 267 00:15:46,383 --> 00:15:49,082 - Cynthia: What? - I... I can't. 268 00:15:49,256 --> 00:15:51,171 - Cynthia: Can't do what? - I can't. I can't. I can't. 269 00:15:51,432 --> 00:15:54,783 Are you okay? Do you need any help? 270 00:15:54,957 --> 00:15:58,656 Oh! Jesus! I'm so sorry. 271 00:15:58,830 --> 00:16:01,746 Oh, yeah. I'm really sorry. That's... 272 00:16:01,921 --> 00:16:03,270 - No, I'm sorry. - No! 273 00:16:03,444 --> 00:16:04,662 I wasn't even looking where I was going. 274 00:16:04,836 --> 00:16:06,012 [Paula] That's on me. 275 00:16:06,926 --> 00:16:09,841 You're... you're fine, thank you. 276 00:16:10,016 --> 00:16:11,191 Why do you have this book? 277 00:16:11,365 --> 00:16:12,888 Uh, I picked it. 278 00:16:16,587 --> 00:16:18,633 I've never seen you here before. 279 00:16:19,895 --> 00:16:20,940 Uh... 280 00:16:21,636 --> 00:16:23,333 Where did you get this book? 281 00:16:31,907 --> 00:16:33,735 [door creaks] 282 00:16:35,215 --> 00:16:38,435 - [shuts door] - Well, this is it. 283 00:16:38,609 --> 00:16:41,003 I basically came in here a few months ago. 284 00:16:41,221 --> 00:16:42,613 Grabbed it. 285 00:16:42,787 --> 00:16:44,354 Didn't really think anyone would miss it. 286 00:16:46,008 --> 00:16:48,141 I never even knew this was here. 287 00:16:49,316 --> 00:16:52,972 Yeah, I mean, nobody ever really comes in here, so... 288 00:16:55,017 --> 00:16:57,280 I used to, all the time, with... 289 00:16:57,454 --> 00:16:59,413 with my grandma, when she first moved in. 290 00:17:02,068 --> 00:17:05,854 I... I think these used to be my books. 291 00:17:06,333 --> 00:17:08,204 Yeah, that... that would make sense. 292 00:17:08,378 --> 00:17:11,164 Um, a lot of this stuff here is donated by the residents, 293 00:17:11,338 --> 00:17:13,775 I mean, upstairs is, like, completely filled with junk. 294 00:17:13,949 --> 00:17:14,994 [scoffs] 295 00:17:15,559 --> 00:17:17,866 Now why would you choose this book? 296 00:17:18,388 --> 00:17:21,043 I don't know. Trying to study. 297 00:17:21,217 --> 00:17:24,046 I, um, I go to MDC right now, the... the college. 298 00:17:24,220 --> 00:17:25,743 I'm... I'm working in... in a lab, so... 299 00:17:27,484 --> 00:17:28,964 - Yeah. - A lab? 300 00:17:30,052 --> 00:17:34,665 Yeah, um, I'm working under this guy, Professor Handel. 301 00:17:34,839 --> 00:17:36,798 I don't know if you know him. He's one of the people 302 00:17:36,972 --> 00:17:39,192 who invented that machine that shrunk that guy, 303 00:17:39,366 --> 00:17:41,107 the... the nanoscopic man. 304 00:17:41,803 --> 00:17:44,893 - Yeah, so... - You... you work in the lab? 305 00:17:45,807 --> 00:17:49,202 Yes. Um, obviously not doing that. 306 00:17:49,376 --> 00:17:53,597 Um, more grunt work, kind of. But, um... 307 00:17:54,337 --> 00:17:56,513 Yeah, I'm... I'm actually studying time. 308 00:17:58,776 --> 00:17:59,995 Time? 309 00:18:00,735 --> 00:18:04,173 Paula: Yeah. How it, uh... 310 00:18:04,913 --> 00:18:06,306 How it works. 311 00:18:06,480 --> 00:18:09,439 How it moves mostly, if that makes sense. 312 00:18:13,574 --> 00:18:15,228 Zoya: Paula Campos? 313 00:18:15,967 --> 00:18:19,667 Yeah, that's, uh, my name. What's yours? 314 00:18:19,841 --> 00:18:21,973 [books thudding] 315 00:18:22,322 --> 00:18:24,498 Zoya. There you are. 316 00:18:24,672 --> 00:18:26,413 I was... I was looking all over for you. 317 00:18:28,458 --> 00:18:29,546 You ready? 318 00:18:37,119 --> 00:18:39,078 [pensive piano music plays] 319 00:18:56,225 --> 00:18:57,226 I fucked it up. 320 00:18:58,140 --> 00:18:59,663 Donald: Oh, I thought that one was pretty good. 321 00:18:59,837 --> 00:19:02,623 No, it's just this beginning part is really tricky. 322 00:19:02,797 --> 00:19:04,407 - Donald: Hmm. - Uh... 323 00:19:04,842 --> 00:19:06,801 [pensive piano music continues] 324 00:19:45,361 --> 00:19:47,537 Donald: What are you thinking about? 325 00:19:49,626 --> 00:19:51,367 What if there was an answer? 326 00:19:52,238 --> 00:19:53,674 Or, what... what if there was... 327 00:19:55,371 --> 00:19:57,286 a solution for me? 328 00:19:59,245 --> 00:20:00,898 Wouldn't it be worth trying? 329 00:20:02,422 --> 00:20:03,640 Donald: What do you mean? 330 00:20:04,206 --> 00:20:08,776 I mean, I've just been thinking about all the work 331 00:20:08,950 --> 00:20:11,126 I was doing at Princeton, and all of my research, and... 332 00:20:11,300 --> 00:20:12,910 - Zoya. - [sighs] 333 00:20:13,172 --> 00:20:14,216 What? 334 00:20:14,869 --> 00:20:17,263 I mean, are we really having this conversation again? 335 00:20:17,959 --> 00:20:19,352 And you heard the doctor. 336 00:20:19,569 --> 00:20:20,918 And you heard what the doctor said. 337 00:20:21,092 --> 00:20:21,832 - What if he's wrong? - The doctor s... 338 00:20:22,006 --> 00:20:22,920 What if he's wrong? 339 00:20:24,226 --> 00:20:26,228 What if... what if there's something that he doesn't know? 340 00:20:26,402 --> 00:20:27,838 What if there's something that we could do 341 00:20:28,012 --> 00:20:29,927 that would make it so that I don't have to die? 342 00:20:31,059 --> 00:20:32,626 Well, so what, then? 343 00:20:32,800 --> 00:20:35,759 You wanna go test out all of your old college research 344 00:20:35,933 --> 00:20:37,457 at a... at a lab? 345 00:20:37,631 --> 00:20:39,763 Maybe. Rather than sitting around here all week. 346 00:20:39,937 --> 00:20:41,678 And what, spending time with us? 347 00:20:41,852 --> 00:20:43,854 Um, that's not what I'm saying. I'm just saying I... I'm s... 348 00:20:44,028 --> 00:20:48,207 So tired of doing the same thing day after day! 349 00:20:48,685 --> 00:20:50,034 [sniffles] 350 00:20:56,824 --> 00:20:59,566 Hey, listen, I didn't wanna ruin the surprise. 351 00:20:59,740 --> 00:21:02,612 - [groans] - Surprise! - Surprise! 352 00:21:02,786 --> 00:21:04,135 [chuckles] 353 00:21:04,310 --> 00:21:05,789 Jayne: We know it's not for a couple more weeks, 354 00:21:05,963 --> 00:21:08,096 but we thought it would be nice to surprise you. 355 00:21:09,053 --> 00:21:11,621 Definitely. What a surprise. 356 00:21:11,839 --> 00:21:13,362 Donald: And we got presents, too. 357 00:21:13,536 --> 00:21:14,798 Jayne: Yes, get the presents, get the presents. 358 00:21:14,972 --> 00:21:16,278 No. Um... 359 00:21:16,496 --> 00:21:17,888 Donald: No? 360 00:21:18,411 --> 00:21:19,325 Morris: Oh, well, she's gotta blow her candles out first. 361 00:21:19,499 --> 00:21:20,848 No, I think I... 362 00:21:21,109 --> 00:21:22,850 Donald: What... what's wrong? 363 00:21:23,372 --> 00:21:27,028 Nothing. Um, I just need to step outside for a sec. 364 00:21:27,202 --> 00:21:28,508 Why? What's wrong? 365 00:21:28,682 --> 00:21:30,249 Yeah, what's up, Mom? You okay? 366 00:21:31,293 --> 00:21:33,252 Yeah, I just need to get some fresh air. 367 00:21:33,426 --> 00:21:35,384 And we can do the presents after. 368 00:21:35,558 --> 00:21:37,038 - Okay. Yeah. - Okay. 369 00:21:37,212 --> 00:21:40,128 Oh, no. No, no, your nose is bleeding. 370 00:21:40,302 --> 00:21:43,000 Oh, I... I know. It... it's... it's fine. 371 00:21:44,524 --> 00:21:45,612 I'll be right back. 372 00:21:46,874 --> 00:21:49,093 [phone ringing] 373 00:21:59,234 --> 00:22:00,496 Paula: [on phone] Hello? 374 00:22:00,888 --> 00:22:01,758 Paula? 375 00:22:03,325 --> 00:22:05,109 Yeah. Who is this? 376 00:22:05,371 --> 00:22:08,939 It's, uh, Zoya Lowe. 377 00:22:09,288 --> 00:22:11,986 We met yesterday at Carville. 378 00:22:12,421 --> 00:22:15,511 Oh, yeah. Um, how are you? 379 00:22:15,729 --> 00:22:17,600 What's, uh, what... what's up? 380 00:22:18,209 --> 00:22:20,560 Nothing. Um, I'm good. 381 00:22:22,388 --> 00:22:23,867 [dreamy music plays] 382 00:22:24,259 --> 00:22:26,783 I just wanted to tell you that, um, I'm gonna come find you 383 00:22:26,957 --> 00:22:28,002 when I wake up. 384 00:22:29,003 --> 00:22:30,047 I'm sorry? 385 00:22:30,787 --> 00:22:32,223 I'm gonna find you when I wake up 386 00:22:32,398 --> 00:22:33,399 and we're gonna do this. 387 00:22:34,008 --> 00:22:36,619 Uh, do what? 388 00:22:36,793 --> 00:22:37,925 Something great. 389 00:22:39,405 --> 00:22:40,493 What? 390 00:22:40,710 --> 00:22:41,929 I just wanted you to know. 391 00:22:42,103 --> 00:22:43,539 Ma'am, uh... 392 00:22:43,757 --> 00:22:46,412 - Okay, um, I'll see you soon. - What? 393 00:22:46,760 --> 00:22:48,109 - [music stops] - [exhales] 394 00:22:48,283 --> 00:22:49,763 Jayne: Hey, Mom. 395 00:22:51,025 --> 00:22:52,896 So, we got some good news. 396 00:22:53,462 --> 00:22:56,683 I know. You can go sign the paperwork. 397 00:23:00,295 --> 00:23:01,470 I already know. 398 00:23:01,644 --> 00:23:03,167 They said I can go home. It's fine. 399 00:23:04,952 --> 00:23:07,433 Um... okay... 400 00:23:09,565 --> 00:23:11,524 Well, we'll be right back. 401 00:23:14,222 --> 00:23:16,746 [monitor beeping in background] 402 00:23:18,269 --> 00:23:19,401 [opens door] 403 00:23:26,060 --> 00:23:27,191 [door closes] 404 00:23:28,410 --> 00:23:29,585 [adventurous music plays] 405 00:23:30,281 --> 00:23:31,152 [rips off tape] 406 00:23:32,675 --> 00:23:34,329 [door creaks] 407 00:23:35,417 --> 00:23:37,376 [adventurous music continues] 408 00:23:44,818 --> 00:23:45,819 [closes door] 409 00:23:45,993 --> 00:23:48,343 [indistinct speech] 410 00:23:56,525 --> 00:23:59,354 [indistinct TV chatter] 411 00:24:01,312 --> 00:24:03,793 [clamoring] 412 00:24:04,054 --> 00:24:05,839 What a play. 413 00:24:06,361 --> 00:24:07,493 You know, we actually had tickets 414 00:24:07,667 --> 00:24:08,711 for the game tomorrow night. 415 00:24:09,016 --> 00:24:10,583 Hmm. It's gonna be a great one. 416 00:24:10,844 --> 00:24:14,282 Yeah. I think maybe we'll just go to the beach instead. 417 00:24:14,456 --> 00:24:16,153 [fire alarm rings] 418 00:24:16,327 --> 00:24:17,851 What's that? 419 00:24:18,112 --> 00:24:20,549 Fire exit. Someone must have opened it by accident. 420 00:24:22,812 --> 00:24:24,901 Zoya: Hey, are you on duty? 421 00:24:25,293 --> 00:24:26,555 Where do you wanna go? 422 00:24:26,729 --> 00:24:27,904 South 4th Street. 423 00:24:28,078 --> 00:24:30,124 - You got money? - Yeah, why? 424 00:24:30,298 --> 00:24:32,779 Why? You're wearin' a hospital gown. 425 00:24:34,476 --> 00:24:36,609 Zoya: Yeah, I'll... I'll... I'll pay you when I get there. 426 00:24:39,263 --> 00:24:40,830 All right, get in. 427 00:24:41,004 --> 00:24:42,179 [opens door] 428 00:24:43,006 --> 00:24:43,964 [door closes] 429 00:24:44,138 --> 00:24:45,574 [tires screech] 430 00:24:46,836 --> 00:24:48,142 [car whirs] 431 00:24:49,056 --> 00:24:51,711 [window squeaks] 432 00:24:53,626 --> 00:24:54,931 [motorcycle revs] 433 00:25:01,024 --> 00:25:02,330 Hello? 434 00:25:02,504 --> 00:25:03,636 [monitor beeping and fire alarm ringing] 435 00:25:05,464 --> 00:25:07,161 Oh, no, what do I do now? 436 00:25:10,120 --> 00:25:11,078 [door opens] 437 00:25:12,209 --> 00:25:13,210 [closes door] 438 00:25:19,042 --> 00:25:20,217 - [keys jingle] - [lid clinks] 439 00:25:24,439 --> 00:25:25,440 [door closes] 440 00:25:25,788 --> 00:25:27,094 [hangers clatter] 441 00:25:27,398 --> 00:25:29,400 [adventurous music continues] 442 00:25:36,233 --> 00:25:38,192 [door opens] 443 00:25:39,193 --> 00:25:40,237 [door closes] 444 00:25:40,455 --> 00:25:41,456 [music stops] 445 00:25:43,458 --> 00:25:45,504 [suitcase rolling] 446 00:25:55,688 --> 00:25:57,341 [train whooshes] 447 00:26:05,567 --> 00:26:07,482 [indistinct background chatter] 448 00:26:08,701 --> 00:26:10,224 [knocks] 449 00:26:10,572 --> 00:26:11,921 Paula: Two seconds! 450 00:26:17,492 --> 00:26:18,667 [door unlocks] 451 00:26:19,146 --> 00:26:20,626 [door creaks] 452 00:26:21,931 --> 00:26:22,932 Hi. 453 00:26:23,629 --> 00:26:24,673 Hi. 454 00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:26,501 Paula. 455 00:26:28,372 --> 00:26:29,548 Sorry, do I know you? 456 00:26:31,854 --> 00:26:35,249 Could I have, um, just a minute of your time? 457 00:26:39,253 --> 00:26:40,254 [cat meows] 458 00:26:41,429 --> 00:26:43,910 You were at Carville visiting your grandma, 459 00:26:44,345 --> 00:26:46,782 and I ran into you in the garden. 460 00:26:48,958 --> 00:26:50,090 When was this? 461 00:26:51,221 --> 00:26:55,182 Uh, four days from now, technically. 462 00:26:55,443 --> 00:26:56,531 Right. 463 00:26:57,445 --> 00:26:59,708 Your name is Paula Campos. 464 00:26:59,882 --> 00:27:03,625 You go to school at MDC. 465 00:27:03,799 --> 00:27:05,975 Four days from now, you're gonna go to Carville Retirement Home 466 00:27:06,149 --> 00:27:09,544 to visit your grandma and run into me in the... 467 00:27:09,718 --> 00:27:11,502 Sorry, uh, listen to me, listen to me. 468 00:27:12,460 --> 00:27:13,461 Please. 469 00:27:16,290 --> 00:27:17,987 My name is Zoya Lowe. 470 00:27:18,161 --> 00:27:21,425 Uh, in four days, we meet, in five days, I'll be dead. 471 00:27:21,991 --> 00:27:27,388 Blood will pour from my nose, from my ears, and I'm gonna die. 472 00:27:29,042 --> 00:27:33,829 Okay. Uh, you don't look like you're gonna die. 473 00:27:34,003 --> 00:27:35,875 Yeah, except for the black hole in my chest, 474 00:27:36,049 --> 00:27:38,312 I'm really pretty healthy. 475 00:27:38,965 --> 00:27:41,489 Yeah, okay, um... 476 00:27:43,143 --> 00:27:45,145 I don't know why you've come here, but if you... 477 00:27:45,319 --> 00:27:48,931 Because... because y... you took me to the library. 478 00:27:49,192 --> 00:27:51,847 You showed me where you used to read with your grandma. 479 00:27:52,152 --> 00:27:55,808 Uh, y... you showed me where you found my book. 480 00:27:56,591 --> 00:27:59,986 You said you worked in a lab, and that you were studying time. 481 00:28:00,160 --> 00:28:02,118 And I said I was gonna come back for you, 482 00:28:02,292 --> 00:28:03,946 and we were gonna do something great. 483 00:28:04,120 --> 00:28:06,035 And I know all this because it happened. 484 00:28:06,253 --> 00:28:08,995 Because you were there, and... and now I'm here, like I said I would be. 485 00:28:09,169 --> 00:28:12,999 And I... I just really need you to believe me because it's true. 486 00:28:13,521 --> 00:28:16,263 It's... it's... it's... it's the truth. 487 00:28:17,960 --> 00:28:19,135 [sighs] 488 00:28:19,788 --> 00:28:22,661 Paula: Okay. Okay. 489 00:28:24,227 --> 00:28:26,360 So you know everything that's gonna happen? 490 00:28:27,927 --> 00:28:29,755 This week. Yes. 491 00:28:35,369 --> 00:28:37,284 How many fingers am I holding up? 492 00:28:39,068 --> 00:28:40,374 What? 493 00:28:40,896 --> 00:28:42,289 - [Zoya exhales] - [rips off tape] 494 00:28:42,463 --> 00:28:44,683 - [notes rustle] - South 4th Street. 495 00:28:45,161 --> 00:28:47,860 - [hangers clatter] - [thump] - [knocks] 496 00:28:48,034 --> 00:28:50,297 Your name is Paula Campos. My name is Zoya Lowe. 497 00:28:50,471 --> 00:28:52,691 You work in a lab. I have a black hole in my chest. 498 00:28:52,865 --> 00:28:55,128 I'm from the future. I know everything that's gonna happen. 499 00:28:55,302 --> 00:28:58,000 I know that you wanna put your fingers up right now. Go ahead. Do it. 500 00:29:00,611 --> 00:29:01,612 Two. 501 00:29:02,352 --> 00:29:03,484 Three. 502 00:29:04,311 --> 00:29:05,529 Now the middle finger. 503 00:29:05,704 --> 00:29:07,227 Now your cat's gonna meow. 504 00:29:07,401 --> 00:29:09,490 [meows] 505 00:29:09,751 --> 00:29:11,927 Zoya: And you're gonna ask me, "Is this really happening right now?" 506 00:29:12,101 --> 00:29:15,235 And I'm gonna say, "Yes. Yes, it is." 507 00:29:18,325 --> 00:29:19,500 [door closes] 508 00:29:19,674 --> 00:29:21,371 So you take 'em just like regular pills? 509 00:29:21,545 --> 00:29:22,851 Pretty much, yeah. 510 00:29:23,199 --> 00:29:24,810 [knob shakes] 511 00:29:25,071 --> 00:29:26,681 And you think you'll be able to figure out how they work? 512 00:29:27,464 --> 00:29:28,509 Hopefully. 513 00:29:28,683 --> 00:29:30,772 In the lab. With you. 514 00:29:31,773 --> 00:29:33,688 Very flattering, but, um, 515 00:29:33,949 --> 00:29:36,256 H... h... have you not tried to work this out before or... 516 00:29:36,473 --> 00:29:40,695 Zoya: I did, uh, 30 years ago, but I never could. 517 00:29:40,869 --> 00:29:44,264 Paula: Uh, okay, well, what happened? 518 00:29:45,134 --> 00:29:46,266 [Zoya sighs] 519 00:29:46,440 --> 00:29:49,443 Zoya: I don't know. Life. 520 00:29:51,097 --> 00:29:52,402 You get distracted. 521 00:29:53,186 --> 00:29:54,404 You move on. 522 00:29:56,580 --> 00:29:57,799 You never even notice 523 00:29:57,973 --> 00:29:59,714 you're making some huge life decision. 524 00:29:59,888 --> 00:30:01,281 Until you blink, look back, 525 00:30:01,455 --> 00:30:03,196 realize you have nowhere to move on to. 526 00:30:05,328 --> 00:30:08,636 Have you tried maybe taking multiple pills at the same time? 527 00:30:08,810 --> 00:30:11,160 You know, maybe going back further, all the way back? 528 00:30:11,334 --> 00:30:12,509 It's not how it works. 529 00:30:13,336 --> 00:30:15,469 I can only take one pill at a time. 530 00:30:15,643 --> 00:30:18,211 If I take another one now, nothing happens. 531 00:30:18,646 --> 00:30:20,648 I have to wait until the other pill leaves my system 532 00:30:20,822 --> 00:30:22,955 until I rejoin the moment I left. 533 00:30:23,869 --> 00:30:27,655 But you think if you can break it down, 534 00:30:27,829 --> 00:30:29,135 you'll be able to tweak it? 535 00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:31,485 I do. 536 00:30:32,616 --> 00:30:33,879 Then I can actually go back. 537 00:30:34,053 --> 00:30:35,663 Back to when I was your age, 538 00:30:36,664 --> 00:30:39,928 before I gave up and settled. 539 00:30:41,625 --> 00:30:44,324 Before you had a black hole growing inside your chest. 540 00:30:47,893 --> 00:30:51,940 I wanna do all the things I always thought I would. 541 00:30:52,114 --> 00:30:53,637 I... I wanna figure out what's in the pills. 542 00:30:53,812 --> 00:30:55,117 I wanna figure out what makes them work. 543 00:30:55,291 --> 00:30:56,902 Make it so I don't only have... 544 00:30:58,512 --> 00:31:00,035 five days left. 545 00:31:00,253 --> 00:31:03,996 So I have 20, 30, 40 years. I have my whole life. 546 00:31:09,828 --> 00:31:10,872 Yeah, all right. 547 00:31:13,657 --> 00:31:15,094 Let's solve time travel. 548 00:31:16,617 --> 00:31:18,271 [train whooshes] 549 00:31:18,445 --> 00:31:19,838 [adventurous music plays] 550 00:31:20,360 --> 00:31:24,407 I feel like I should tell you the lab isn't really... like... 551 00:31:24,843 --> 00:31:26,192 The equipment's pretty old. 552 00:31:26,366 --> 00:31:28,455 It's not really, uh, good. 553 00:31:29,325 --> 00:31:30,587 I'm sure it's fine. 554 00:31:30,761 --> 00:31:33,721 No, like, you definitely know people 555 00:31:33,895 --> 00:31:35,201 who work at better places. 556 00:31:36,506 --> 00:31:38,508 Maybe. Maybe. 557 00:31:38,682 --> 00:31:40,075 [train screeches] 558 00:31:41,076 --> 00:31:42,599 [adventurous music continues] 559 00:31:47,822 --> 00:31:50,999 - [keys jingle] - [opens door] 560 00:31:56,178 --> 00:31:57,527 So... 561 00:32:00,008 --> 00:32:02,619 - I say not the, um... - [music fades] 562 00:32:02,793 --> 00:32:05,405 - Yeah. - Best, but, I mean, you know? 563 00:32:07,929 --> 00:32:10,149 Where do you, uh, where do you wanna start? 564 00:32:14,066 --> 00:32:17,243 The pills don't really behave like anything else. 565 00:32:17,417 --> 00:32:20,550 They don't burn or melt or dissolve. 566 00:32:20,724 --> 00:32:23,336 It's... it's almost like they were never even really there. 567 00:32:23,510 --> 00:32:28,080 Uh, I don't totally understand how that's possible. 568 00:32:28,602 --> 00:32:31,126 It's like they're constantly regenerating. 569 00:32:31,300 --> 00:32:32,780 They're existing in some kind of... 570 00:32:32,954 --> 00:32:34,695 some kind of state of limbo. 571 00:32:34,869 --> 00:32:38,438 Okay, well, maybe then we look at the regeneration itself. 572 00:32:38,612 --> 00:32:40,353 No, no, no. 573 00:32:40,744 --> 00:32:42,398 Whatever mutations are happening, 574 00:32:42,572 --> 00:32:44,966 they're at such a subatomic level, you'd... 575 00:32:45,140 --> 00:32:46,881 you'd never be able to read them. 576 00:32:47,055 --> 00:32:49,144 And even if we did, we'd still ultimately need to break down 577 00:32:49,318 --> 00:32:50,798 the sequencing, right? 578 00:32:50,972 --> 00:32:52,626 This is why I'm thinking that we just replicate it. 579 00:32:52,800 --> 00:32:54,758 That's what I was trying to do at Princeton, 580 00:32:54,933 --> 00:32:57,544 and this is basically all the same... 581 00:32:58,197 --> 00:32:59,763 - Paula: Uh... - Equipment that they had there. 582 00:32:59,938 --> 00:33:02,897 Even if it might be the same equipment, 583 00:33:03,071 --> 00:33:06,814 that doesn't mean we have to do the same things you did, right? 584 00:33:06,988 --> 00:33:09,425 I... I... I mean, do you even still have your research from back then? 585 00:33:09,599 --> 00:33:10,818 No, but... 586 00:33:10,992 --> 00:33:13,299 So what you're proposing would take... 587 00:33:15,475 --> 00:33:16,650 forever. 588 00:33:17,390 --> 00:33:20,175 And... and... and that's, uh, kinda crazy. No offense, just... 589 00:33:20,828 --> 00:33:24,571 I think what we need to do is... is... is break this down. 590 00:33:24,788 --> 00:33:27,400 I know, but... but there's no way to do that. 591 00:33:27,574 --> 00:33:30,620 I'm telling you, I've... I've tried so many times. 592 00:33:30,794 --> 00:33:33,101 - Trust me, there's no... - I... I... I... I trust you. 593 00:33:33,275 --> 00:33:35,321 But it's not true that there's no way, 594 00:33:35,495 --> 00:33:36,887 because if it's happening, 595 00:33:37,062 --> 00:33:39,673 even if it's at a subatomic level, 596 00:33:40,239 --> 00:33:41,762 it's still happening. 597 00:33:42,110 --> 00:33:45,853 What we need, I think, is... is a... a different way in, 598 00:33:46,027 --> 00:33:49,813 like a... a... something or... or someone. 599 00:33:50,466 --> 00:33:51,728 [Paula claps] 600 00:33:51,902 --> 00:33:55,471 I think I know somebody who can help us. 601 00:33:55,689 --> 00:33:56,603 Who? 602 00:33:56,777 --> 00:33:59,258 Um, stay here, and I'll... 603 00:33:59,780 --> 00:34:01,347 I'll just be right back, two seconds. 604 00:34:01,651 --> 00:34:02,783 [door closes] 605 00:34:06,700 --> 00:34:09,268 [phone buzzing] 606 00:34:23,760 --> 00:34:24,761 [pills rattle] 607 00:34:24,935 --> 00:34:26,241 [door opens] 608 00:34:26,981 --> 00:34:28,113 [wheelchair whirs] 609 00:34:28,461 --> 00:34:32,204 Professor Dulseberg: Zoya? Zoya Lowe? 610 00:34:34,075 --> 00:34:35,076 [chuckles] 611 00:34:35,250 --> 00:34:36,686 Zoya Lowe. 612 00:34:38,645 --> 00:34:40,212 Professor Dulseberg? 613 00:34:40,734 --> 00:34:44,216 Yeah, what in the world are you doing here? 614 00:34:45,043 --> 00:34:48,307 It... it's a whole, um... 615 00:34:49,003 --> 00:34:50,004 I'm just... 616 00:34:50,787 --> 00:34:52,093 I'm here to use the lab. 617 00:34:52,267 --> 00:34:54,269 Lab? Why? What do you need a lab for? 618 00:34:54,443 --> 00:34:56,532 Uh, I'm testing a compound with a friend. 619 00:34:56,706 --> 00:34:58,882 We're trying to see if we can replicate it. 620 00:34:59,057 --> 00:35:00,493 Replicate? Compound? 621 00:35:00,667 --> 00:35:02,147 Sir. Professor. 622 00:35:02,538 --> 00:35:05,628 Why don't you come into my office? We'll discuss. 623 00:35:06,238 --> 00:35:09,284 - Um, o... okay. - [dreamy music plays] 624 00:35:11,330 --> 00:35:13,767 I... I guess I didn't realize you were teaching here. 625 00:35:13,984 --> 00:35:14,942 Oh, yeah. 626 00:35:15,682 --> 00:35:19,599 You know, thanks to your friend Mark. Harrison. 627 00:35:20,121 --> 00:35:21,209 You remember him? 628 00:35:22,210 --> 00:35:24,560 He's at IASA now. 629 00:35:25,431 --> 00:35:28,477 - Brilliant man. - He... he got you this job? 630 00:35:28,651 --> 00:35:31,132 Yeah. Yeah, can you believe it? 631 00:35:31,437 --> 00:35:36,224 Me, needing help to get a job at community college. 632 00:35:36,398 --> 00:35:38,096 [laughs] 633 00:35:38,270 --> 00:35:39,488 Woman: What the fuck? 634 00:35:41,055 --> 00:35:44,145 Professor Dulseberg: Now they put my office out here in the middle of nowhere. 635 00:35:45,277 --> 00:35:47,279 Out in the fucking parking lot. 636 00:35:47,583 --> 00:35:49,498 Takes forever to get anywhere. 637 00:35:49,890 --> 00:35:51,718 They told me it's because of insurance. 638 00:35:51,892 --> 00:35:53,154 You believe that? 639 00:35:53,633 --> 00:35:56,244 Said I had to be near handicapped spaces or... 640 00:35:56,418 --> 00:35:58,725 or something. Because of my age. 641 00:35:58,899 --> 00:36:01,293 Zoya: Oh, well, you sure look good. 642 00:36:01,467 --> 00:36:03,947 - Professor Dulseberg: I'm 107. - Zoya: Oh, wow! 643 00:36:04,122 --> 00:36:08,691 Yeah, you know, I'm really curious 644 00:36:09,039 --> 00:36:11,694 to know what you've been up to, 645 00:36:12,260 --> 00:36:13,218 Zoya Lowe. 646 00:36:13,392 --> 00:36:14,436 [chuckles] 647 00:36:14,610 --> 00:36:16,003 [door creaks] 648 00:36:16,308 --> 00:36:17,918 [music stops] 649 00:36:18,658 --> 00:36:20,225 Who the fuck are you? 650 00:36:21,008 --> 00:36:21,922 Uh... 651 00:36:23,619 --> 00:36:25,099 What are you doing in my office? 652 00:36:25,360 --> 00:36:27,884 Oh, I was, uh... 653 00:36:28,102 --> 00:36:29,625 She's... she's with me. 654 00:36:30,191 --> 00:36:31,061 What? 655 00:36:31,236 --> 00:36:32,802 Paula: Yeah, yes. 656 00:36:33,020 --> 00:36:36,066 Uh, well, hello. 657 00:36:36,241 --> 00:36:39,026 Uh, we were working, uh, we are working, uh, 658 00:36:39,200 --> 00:36:40,723 across the building in the lab. 659 00:36:40,897 --> 00:36:42,899 Yeah, well, so why do I see you in my office, 660 00:36:43,161 --> 00:36:45,859 rifling through my desk? Huh? 661 00:36:46,251 --> 00:36:48,427 You're right, and I'm sorry. 662 00:36:48,601 --> 00:36:50,385 What... what, are you a student here? 663 00:36:50,603 --> 00:36:53,432 - Uh, kind of. - Kind of? 664 00:36:53,606 --> 00:36:55,825 I'm working in with Professor Handel in... 665 00:36:55,999 --> 00:36:58,001 in the, um, in the assisting. 666 00:36:58,176 --> 00:37:00,700 Professor Dulseberg: Well, this is typical Zoya Lowe behavior. 667 00:37:01,004 --> 00:37:02,658 Yeah, is it not? 668 00:37:02,876 --> 00:37:04,399 Paula: Oh. Uh... 669 00:37:04,573 --> 00:37:07,576 Thinking you can do just whatever you want to do. 670 00:37:07,837 --> 00:37:11,363 Paula: Uh, wait, I... no, this isn't her fault. 671 00:37:11,667 --> 00:37:13,756 Yeah, I am sure, yeah. 672 00:37:13,930 --> 00:37:15,367 [chuckles] 673 00:37:15,845 --> 00:37:18,413 Professor Dulseberg: You know, I remember you, Zoya Lowe. 674 00:37:18,761 --> 00:37:21,938 Oh, yes, I remember very well. 675 00:37:22,678 --> 00:37:25,768 I remember telling everyone, before you showed up, 676 00:37:25,986 --> 00:37:27,509 how brilliant you were. 677 00:37:27,683 --> 00:37:29,076 - How brilliant! - [thump] 678 00:37:30,643 --> 00:37:33,123 I showed them your... your test scores, 679 00:37:33,298 --> 00:37:34,908 and I showed them your papers. 680 00:37:35,082 --> 00:37:38,781 And I said, "Oh, my God, what potential, what talent." 681 00:37:38,999 --> 00:37:40,261 [mournful music plays] 682 00:37:41,088 --> 00:37:42,916 But no, no, 683 00:37:43,656 --> 00:37:45,223 it was not like that. 684 00:37:46,876 --> 00:37:49,009 No, you were... you were entitled. 685 00:37:49,575 --> 00:37:51,707 You were lazy. 686 00:37:52,404 --> 00:37:54,406 You were impatient. 687 00:37:55,363 --> 00:37:59,976 You... you... you squandered every opportunity that I gave you. 688 00:38:02,240 --> 00:38:04,285 In the four years that I knew you, 689 00:38:05,373 --> 00:38:08,550 never, never, not once... 690 00:38:10,073 --> 00:38:14,513 did you ever give me any reason to believe that you were... 691 00:38:15,122 --> 00:38:16,254 [sighs] 692 00:38:17,994 --> 00:38:19,169 Anything. 693 00:38:22,912 --> 00:38:24,087 [door closes] 694 00:38:24,262 --> 00:38:25,959 You shouldn't have gone in there. 695 00:38:26,568 --> 00:38:28,048 - Okay, well, I'm sorry, like, I didn't think... - You don't just do that. 696 00:38:28,222 --> 00:38:29,615 ...it was gonna be that big of a deal. 697 00:38:29,963 --> 00:38:31,791 You don't just... go in like that without telling me. 698 00:38:31,965 --> 00:38:33,358 I said sorry. 699 00:38:33,532 --> 00:38:35,708 I should have told you. That was stupid, okay? 700 00:38:35,925 --> 00:38:36,883 Zoya: It was. 701 00:38:37,275 --> 00:38:38,754 This whole thing is stupid. 702 00:38:39,189 --> 00:38:42,192 'Cause some old man yelled at you? He's like a thousand! 703 00:38:42,367 --> 00:38:43,281 He's gonna die tomorrow. 704 00:38:43,455 --> 00:38:44,934 - Oh, no, that? - Yeah! 705 00:38:45,108 --> 00:38:47,894 No, that was true. That was true. He was right. 706 00:38:48,938 --> 00:38:52,072 You wanna know how I got into IGE and Princeton? 707 00:38:52,246 --> 00:38:53,900 Why my test scores were so high? 708 00:38:54,292 --> 00:38:55,989 'Cause I knew all the answers. 709 00:38:56,163 --> 00:38:57,599 [chuckles] 710 00:38:58,034 --> 00:38:59,862 I got something wrong, I'd just restart. 711 00:39:00,515 --> 00:39:01,995 Go back five days. 712 00:39:02,300 --> 00:39:05,303 He's a 100% right. I'm not smart enough. 713 00:39:05,477 --> 00:39:08,088 Oh, well, no, that... that is not true. 714 00:39:09,481 --> 00:39:10,873 You don't even know me. 715 00:39:14,224 --> 00:39:15,138 Well, do... 716 00:39:15,922 --> 00:39:17,532 do you at least wanna know why I was in there? 717 00:39:17,706 --> 00:39:18,664 What I was getting? 718 00:39:29,457 --> 00:39:30,806 Wh... what is it? 719 00:39:32,068 --> 00:39:33,461 What's gonna help us break down this pill? 720 00:39:33,635 --> 00:39:35,202 Oh, an... an empty box. 721 00:39:37,291 --> 00:39:39,075 A nanoscopic man. 722 00:39:40,076 --> 00:39:43,863 [hopeful music plays] 723 00:39:47,867 --> 00:39:50,435 - [plug clicks] - I guess what happened was they shrunk him, 724 00:39:50,609 --> 00:39:54,221 but they didn't realize they didn't know how to stop. 725 00:39:54,439 --> 00:39:56,963 So he's just been shrinkin' ever since. 726 00:39:58,399 --> 00:39:59,748 Zoya: I can't see him at all. 727 00:39:59,922 --> 00:40:01,576 Paula: Oh, I mean, no one can. 728 00:40:01,924 --> 00:40:05,580 They didn't know how to fix it or really what to do with him. 729 00:40:05,754 --> 00:40:08,409 So, just left him in a drawer. 730 00:40:09,105 --> 00:40:11,760 Yeah, it's pretty shitty. Such a waste of research. 731 00:40:13,762 --> 00:40:15,285 So you brought him to a meat locker? 732 00:40:15,460 --> 00:40:16,678 - [thud] - [music stops] 733 00:40:17,723 --> 00:40:19,289 It's a dry-aging room. 734 00:40:19,942 --> 00:40:21,988 You can't put him anywhere room temperature 735 00:40:22,162 --> 00:40:24,643 - Because, you know, bacteria, and mold, and all that stuff. - Mmm. 736 00:40:24,817 --> 00:40:27,167 So we needed somewhere cold enough that, you know, 737 00:40:27,341 --> 00:40:28,690 stuff wasn't rotting, 738 00:40:28,864 --> 00:40:31,432 but not so cold that he would freeze. So, yeah. 739 00:40:31,606 --> 00:40:33,391 Plus, Luiz is a friend anyway. 740 00:40:34,609 --> 00:40:35,567 Good luck. 741 00:40:36,481 --> 00:40:39,179 Can you, um, plug this in for me, please? 742 00:40:39,353 --> 00:40:40,267 Back. 743 00:40:42,051 --> 00:40:43,270 [door closes] 744 00:40:43,575 --> 00:40:46,360 Paula: He has a transmitter in his suit, 745 00:40:46,534 --> 00:40:48,536 so that way he can communicate with us. 746 00:40:48,710 --> 00:40:50,016 And he can reply? 747 00:40:50,190 --> 00:40:51,800 Yeah, right through that display. 748 00:40:51,974 --> 00:40:53,106 [whirring, beep] 749 00:40:53,280 --> 00:40:55,238 - Zoya: That's crazy. - Yeah. 750 00:40:55,630 --> 00:40:58,328 Handel showed me how to use it for research purposes, but... 751 00:40:59,112 --> 00:41:00,679 sometimes I just like talkin' to him. 752 00:41:00,940 --> 00:41:02,245 He's actually a really chill dude. 753 00:41:02,420 --> 00:41:03,769 [whirring, beep] 754 00:41:04,509 --> 00:41:06,075 Zoya: And he already knows what we need? 755 00:41:06,249 --> 00:41:08,295 I am telling him right now. 756 00:41:09,949 --> 00:41:12,908 The other thing in his suit is a particle detector. 757 00:41:13,648 --> 00:41:14,867 I was thinking... 758 00:41:15,041 --> 00:41:16,172 It is... it's a... 759 00:41:16,346 --> 00:41:17,870 - Yes. - Wow! 760 00:41:18,523 --> 00:41:20,481 He might be able to analyze the cell structure for us. 761 00:41:20,655 --> 00:41:22,178 - Then relay everything back. - Yeah. 762 00:41:22,352 --> 00:41:24,442 - Just drop it through the top. [chuckles] - Nice. 763 00:41:24,877 --> 00:41:25,834 Thanks. 764 00:41:28,663 --> 00:41:29,882 [pills rattle] 765 00:41:33,059 --> 00:41:34,234 [Zoya sighs] 766 00:41:39,108 --> 00:41:40,066 Zoya: Like that? 767 00:41:40,240 --> 00:41:41,415 Yeah, perfect. 768 00:41:42,329 --> 00:41:43,504 [whirring, beep] 769 00:41:44,157 --> 00:41:45,419 Zoya: How long do you think it'll take? 770 00:41:45,637 --> 00:41:47,290 That I don't really know. 771 00:41:47,465 --> 00:41:49,989 I mean, time moves so fast for him, you know? 772 00:41:50,163 --> 00:41:52,687 He... he's like, uh, the opposite of the edge of the universe, 773 00:41:52,861 --> 00:41:54,428 where everything moves really slowly. 774 00:41:54,602 --> 00:41:56,735 He's so far inside that a hundred years 775 00:41:56,909 --> 00:41:58,258 could go by in, like, a second. 776 00:42:01,522 --> 00:42:02,871 Is he ever gonna die? 777 00:42:03,742 --> 00:42:05,004 Paula: I don't know. 778 00:42:05,308 --> 00:42:09,356 I mean, my thought is he just keeps shrinking 779 00:42:09,530 --> 00:42:11,445 until he gets so small he... 780 00:42:12,402 --> 00:42:13,534 disappears for good. 781 00:42:15,057 --> 00:42:16,189 Yeah. 782 00:42:20,541 --> 00:42:23,196 [pill rattling] 783 00:42:26,068 --> 00:42:27,200 Is that it? 784 00:42:29,332 --> 00:42:30,638 - [beep] - [rapid clicking] 785 00:42:31,465 --> 00:42:32,510 Wait, what... what's happening? 786 00:42:32,945 --> 00:42:35,991 Oh. Uh, yeah, okay. Um, just a minute. 787 00:42:36,339 --> 00:42:37,384 [typing] 788 00:42:39,473 --> 00:42:41,388 Paula: Whoa. Uh... 789 00:42:43,172 --> 00:42:44,260 You were right. 790 00:42:44,696 --> 00:42:47,655 Uh, th... It's, uh, constantly changing. 791 00:42:47,829 --> 00:42:52,094 It's, like, it's cycling through all these different structures. 792 00:42:52,399 --> 00:42:53,356 This is a... 793 00:42:54,793 --> 00:42:55,968 I was right. 794 00:42:56,142 --> 00:42:58,274 Y... yes. Very. 795 00:42:58,927 --> 00:43:00,015 [chuckles] 796 00:43:01,626 --> 00:43:02,540 Thank you. 797 00:43:09,459 --> 00:43:11,418 [typing] 798 00:43:24,257 --> 00:43:26,433 Paula: I never asked how you got these, by the way. 799 00:43:27,390 --> 00:43:28,391 Do you remember? 800 00:43:29,610 --> 00:43:30,524 Um... 801 00:43:31,525 --> 00:43:32,439 yeah. 802 00:43:32,657 --> 00:43:33,701 [sniffles] 803 00:43:33,919 --> 00:43:35,181 [data processing] 804 00:43:35,485 --> 00:43:38,445 Zoya: It was such a whatever moment. 805 00:43:40,012 --> 00:43:41,100 I was 12. 806 00:43:42,841 --> 00:43:45,887 I was walking by myself in this golf course 807 00:43:46,627 --> 00:43:47,889 in the back of our house and... 808 00:43:49,630 --> 00:43:51,980 it was just lying there. 809 00:43:53,242 --> 00:43:55,114 - [whimsical music plays] - Paula: And you just took it? 810 00:43:57,595 --> 00:44:00,859 Well, had my name on it. 811 00:44:04,297 --> 00:44:06,691 I remember looking around, 812 00:44:06,865 --> 00:44:08,518 thinking it was some kind of prank, 813 00:44:08,693 --> 00:44:09,998 but I didn't see anybody. 814 00:44:11,826 --> 00:44:14,350 Then I heard... I heard this voice... 815 00:44:15,308 --> 00:44:18,006 this little whisper, in the back of my head. 816 00:44:19,660 --> 00:44:21,009 What did it say? 817 00:44:23,098 --> 00:44:25,623 It said that I was going to change the world. 818 00:44:28,016 --> 00:44:29,061 Paula: Yeah. 819 00:44:32,064 --> 00:44:33,065 Well... 820 00:44:36,721 --> 00:44:38,070 Time to change the world, I guess. 821 00:44:39,549 --> 00:44:40,812 [pressing buttons] 822 00:44:44,380 --> 00:44:45,338 Zoya: Yeah... 823 00:44:46,948 --> 00:44:47,862 Maybe. 824 00:44:49,647 --> 00:44:51,649 We're gonna need to go through and synthesize the compounds 825 00:44:51,823 --> 00:44:52,954 to test them out. 826 00:44:53,128 --> 00:44:54,434 - [lid crackles] - [pills clatter] 827 00:44:56,088 --> 00:44:59,961 Or maybe it'll be like it was 30 years ago. 828 00:45:00,222 --> 00:45:02,877 - [thud] - We start with the simplest structures, work our way up. 829 00:45:03,051 --> 00:45:04,357 - [click] - [disk slides] 830 00:45:07,360 --> 00:45:09,057 Zoya: Running into the same walls, 831 00:45:09,841 --> 00:45:11,190 getting stuck in the same places. 832 00:45:11,843 --> 00:45:15,411 - [tears paper] - No, it won't. 'Cause you'll be with me. 833 00:45:15,673 --> 00:45:17,326 - Ready? - [click] 834 00:45:17,675 --> 00:45:20,112 I don't think anybody else matters, it's us. 835 00:45:21,330 --> 00:45:24,029 Doing this, it's just us. 836 00:45:24,420 --> 00:45:25,770 All the time in the world. 837 00:45:26,553 --> 00:45:28,250 - [click, pop] - [click, plug] 838 00:45:29,425 --> 00:45:30,383 Zoya: Yeah. 839 00:45:32,254 --> 00:45:34,300 In some ways, that scares me even more. 840 00:45:35,388 --> 00:45:36,694 [pills rattle] 841 00:45:36,868 --> 00:45:38,260 I could have all the time in the world. 842 00:45:39,087 --> 00:45:40,654 - And still... - [snap] 843 00:45:40,828 --> 00:45:43,396 - ...I can't do it. - [explodes] 844 00:45:43,918 --> 00:45:46,051 Okay, well, start over. 845 00:45:46,355 --> 00:45:48,096 All we ever do is start over. 846 00:45:48,618 --> 00:45:50,882 - [Zoya exhales] - Hey, Mom. 847 00:45:51,491 --> 00:45:52,753 Well, we'll get there. 848 00:45:53,667 --> 00:45:56,670 These pills had your name on them. 849 00:45:56,844 --> 00:45:59,760 You... you had to have found them for a... a reason. 850 00:46:01,327 --> 00:46:05,505 Yeah, unless it was a coincidence or a mistake. 851 00:46:05,853 --> 00:46:06,985 [music stops] 852 00:46:07,942 --> 00:46:08,987 Unless I'm just someone 853 00:46:09,161 --> 00:46:11,163 who wasn't meant to leave a mark. 854 00:46:12,425 --> 00:46:13,905 [piano plays] 855 00:46:14,993 --> 00:46:16,734 I'm not upset, 856 00:46:16,908 --> 00:46:18,953 I'm just saying some of them are clearly better than I am. 857 00:46:19,258 --> 00:46:20,955 - That's not true. - Okay. 858 00:46:21,129 --> 00:46:22,740 Zoya: It's not, you know? 859 00:46:22,914 --> 00:46:25,612 And they're probably saying the exact same thing 860 00:46:25,786 --> 00:46:26,787 to their parents about you. 861 00:46:26,961 --> 00:46:28,397 Yeah, sure. 862 00:46:28,963 --> 00:46:31,357 I have no idea where you got this from. 863 00:46:31,531 --> 00:46:34,055 Because I see them! I'm in class with them! 864 00:46:34,229 --> 00:46:36,405 I'm watching them play, I'm with them every day! 865 00:46:36,579 --> 00:46:38,538 And this isn't like Miss Bronca's class at Cypress. 866 00:46:38,712 --> 00:46:40,583 Some of these kids are like the best pianists in the state. 867 00:46:40,758 --> 00:46:43,978 - And you're not? - No, I'm not. I'm really not. 868 00:46:44,152 --> 00:46:45,545 Not compared to someone who's been playing since 869 00:46:45,719 --> 00:46:47,373 they were four years old. 870 00:46:47,634 --> 00:46:50,376 I really don't like hearing you talk about yourself like this. 871 00:46:50,550 --> 00:46:52,900 - I don't. I think... - Like, what? Realistically? 872 00:46:54,032 --> 00:46:55,773 I don't think there's anything wrong 873 00:46:55,947 --> 00:46:58,210 with being a music teacher instead of a composer. 874 00:46:58,384 --> 00:46:59,733 I never said there was. 875 00:47:00,908 --> 00:47:02,040 Did I say there was? 876 00:47:04,520 --> 00:47:05,957 I just don't want you to quit. 877 00:47:06,218 --> 00:47:07,523 I'm not gonna quit. 878 00:47:07,915 --> 00:47:08,916 Great. 879 00:47:12,137 --> 00:47:13,312 Zoya's father: You promise? 880 00:47:14,313 --> 00:47:15,314 Yes. 881 00:47:15,488 --> 00:47:16,881 Good. 882 00:47:17,229 --> 00:47:18,621 Because you can be anything you set your mind to. 883 00:47:18,796 --> 00:47:19,927 Don't forget. 884 00:47:20,101 --> 00:47:21,233 Young Zoya: I know. 885 00:47:22,712 --> 00:47:24,671 I already know I'm gonna be a scientist. 886 00:47:24,976 --> 00:47:27,065 Yeah? Like me? 887 00:47:27,326 --> 00:47:29,328 Yeah. Just like you. 888 00:47:33,201 --> 00:47:34,333 That's good. 889 00:47:34,768 --> 00:47:36,683 - [chuckles] - [haunting music plays] 890 00:47:37,075 --> 00:47:38,772 [knocking on door] 891 00:47:39,686 --> 00:47:40,861 Paula: Two seconds! 892 00:47:52,351 --> 00:47:53,874 I feel like I should tell you. 893 00:47:54,048 --> 00:47:55,963 You know, the lab isn't really all that great. 894 00:47:57,182 --> 00:47:58,270 I know. 895 00:47:59,184 --> 00:48:00,315 [clicks] 896 00:48:02,840 --> 00:48:04,711 [haunting music continues] 897 00:48:12,937 --> 00:48:14,199 [sheet ruffles] 898 00:48:38,092 --> 00:48:39,311 [music fades] 899 00:48:39,964 --> 00:48:41,052 Paula: Ready? 900 00:48:45,447 --> 00:48:46,579 Yeah. 901 00:48:47,362 --> 00:48:48,711 - [click] - [disk slides] 902 00:48:48,929 --> 00:48:50,365 - [tears paper] - [hangers clatter] 903 00:48:50,670 --> 00:48:52,802 - [explodes] - [train whooshes] 904 00:48:53,455 --> 00:48:55,196 - [machine whirs] - [explodes] - [clicks] 905 00:48:55,370 --> 00:48:56,371 [grunts] 906 00:49:00,332 --> 00:49:01,724 [cat meows] 907 00:49:02,551 --> 00:49:06,077 [cat purring] 908 00:49:07,730 --> 00:49:08,906 [indistinct background chatter] 909 00:49:11,778 --> 00:49:13,606 Hello. Hi, good morning. 910 00:49:13,780 --> 00:49:15,086 How are you? 911 00:49:15,390 --> 00:49:18,611 Yeah, um, well, I... I just saw your email, 912 00:49:18,785 --> 00:49:22,223 and so I wanted to, uh, ask if, um... 913 00:49:23,007 --> 00:49:25,183 - Right. Okay. - [shuts lid] 914 00:49:25,531 --> 00:49:26,749 Do you... do you know 915 00:49:26,924 --> 00:49:28,969 when you're coming back or, um... 916 00:49:29,361 --> 00:49:32,146 Okay. I just, uh... 917 00:49:32,364 --> 00:49:34,235 Uh, I wanted to be your assistant for a reason. 918 00:49:34,409 --> 00:49:36,368 And I guess, uh, if I knew 919 00:49:36,542 --> 00:49:38,109 that you were going to be going on sabbatical, 920 00:49:38,283 --> 00:49:39,414 then I wouldn't have... 921 00:49:39,762 --> 00:49:41,199 Of course. Yeah. 922 00:49:41,373 --> 00:49:43,636 No, no, that's, um, that's understandable. 923 00:49:43,810 --> 00:49:45,681 I understand. You... 924 00:49:45,855 --> 00:49:49,207 Thank you, uh, and, um, yeah, and good luck with everything. 925 00:49:49,381 --> 00:49:52,166 Yeah, I completely understand. Of course. Of course. 926 00:49:52,514 --> 00:49:53,602 Yep. 927 00:49:54,734 --> 00:49:57,128 [screams] Fuck! 928 00:49:59,826 --> 00:50:02,089 Okay. Uh... 929 00:50:02,263 --> 00:50:05,223 - [knocking on door] - Uh, two seconds! 930 00:50:06,137 --> 00:50:07,225 [sighs] 931 00:50:14,493 --> 00:50:17,148 There's gotta be someone who can help, right? 932 00:50:17,322 --> 00:50:19,715 Like, didn't... didn't anybody help you at Princeton? 933 00:50:20,194 --> 00:50:21,543 Like who? 934 00:50:21,761 --> 00:50:23,937 Like, my ex-boyfriend, or Dulseberg, or... 935 00:50:24,111 --> 00:50:27,201 Okay, well, what if we take it to a lab? 936 00:50:27,375 --> 00:50:29,029 Like, an actual working lab? 937 00:50:31,901 --> 00:50:33,903 There's gotta be something we can do. 938 00:50:34,078 --> 00:50:35,514 - [explodes] - [woman gasps] 939 00:50:35,949 --> 00:50:37,429 Scientist 1: Oh! Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! 940 00:50:37,603 --> 00:50:38,821 - [fire alarm rings] - Scientist 1: Oh, my God! 941 00:50:38,996 --> 00:50:40,171 - Call fire! - Paula: Oh, uh... 942 00:50:40,345 --> 00:50:42,608 I think... are they gonna be okay? 943 00:50:43,435 --> 00:50:44,436 They'll be fine. 944 00:50:47,308 --> 00:50:48,962 [indistinct yelling in background] 945 00:50:49,136 --> 00:50:51,660 I don't mean to overstep or anything, but, um... 946 00:50:53,314 --> 00:50:56,926 There's clearly so much potential in this work, 947 00:50:57,101 --> 00:50:59,146 and in the pills, and... and in you, and... 948 00:50:59,320 --> 00:51:02,497 I just... It's a little fucked up, right? 949 00:51:02,671 --> 00:51:05,935 Like, nobody, I don't know, cared, or... 950 00:51:06,110 --> 00:51:07,285 - Oh. - Or supported you, or, like... 951 00:51:07,459 --> 00:51:08,721 No, it wa... 952 00:51:10,027 --> 00:51:11,289 It really wasn't like that. 953 00:51:11,463 --> 00:51:13,813 I mean, uh, it was more... 954 00:51:16,337 --> 00:51:17,295 I don't know. 955 00:51:18,948 --> 00:51:20,037 [sighs] 956 00:51:21,429 --> 00:51:23,344 I remember when I graduated, 957 00:51:24,041 --> 00:51:25,346 my group got invited 958 00:51:25,520 --> 00:51:28,610 to this special two-year program at CERN. 959 00:51:29,655 --> 00:51:32,527 All the most brilliant minds in the world. 960 00:51:32,701 --> 00:51:33,833 Everyone was going. 961 00:51:34,138 --> 00:51:37,010 And I just remember Donald saying... 962 00:51:38,272 --> 00:51:40,927 Well, just make sure that's what's gonna make you happy. 963 00:51:44,409 --> 00:51:47,281 And that's all it took? 964 00:51:47,586 --> 00:51:49,805 Well, yeah, I mean, he was right. 965 00:51:49,979 --> 00:51:53,157 I don't completely enjoy this part of it. 966 00:51:53,635 --> 00:51:55,681 I love the part where you solve something, 967 00:51:55,855 --> 00:51:57,291 but the rest of it, it's just... 968 00:51:57,813 --> 00:51:58,858 [Zoya sighs] 969 00:51:59,554 --> 00:52:02,296 - I don't know. - I... I guess, I just... 970 00:52:03,950 --> 00:52:05,386 I think I would've gone. 971 00:52:07,736 --> 00:52:11,131 Yeah, instead of taking years of research and hard work, 972 00:52:11,305 --> 00:52:12,785 and shoving it in a box. 973 00:52:12,959 --> 00:52:14,482 - [thud] - [slides box] - [shuts drawer] 974 00:52:14,743 --> 00:52:16,789 - [sighs] - Wait... 975 00:52:17,006 --> 00:52:20,706 Wait, do you still have that research? Like... 976 00:52:20,923 --> 00:52:22,316 I wish. 977 00:52:22,838 --> 00:52:25,624 The last time I saw it, I think it was with my mom's stuff, 978 00:52:25,928 --> 00:52:26,842 but... 979 00:52:27,800 --> 00:52:29,715 Well, where's your mom? [chuckles] 980 00:52:32,065 --> 00:52:34,198 [gentle bossa nova music plays] 981 00:52:41,030 --> 00:52:44,164 Um, your nose is, uh... 982 00:52:44,425 --> 00:52:46,035 Uh, yeah. 983 00:52:47,515 --> 00:52:49,038 Does... does that mean it's... 984 00:52:49,517 --> 00:52:50,605 - Yeah. - [pills rattling] 985 00:52:53,695 --> 00:52:55,393 Wait, you'll come find me, right? 986 00:52:55,567 --> 00:52:57,525 Like, when you... when you wake up? 987 00:52:57,699 --> 00:52:58,961 Yeah. 988 00:52:59,832 --> 00:53:00,963 I always do. 989 00:53:02,313 --> 00:53:03,575 [music stops] 990 00:53:03,749 --> 00:53:05,316 - [Zoya exhales] - [monitor beeping] 991 00:53:06,143 --> 00:53:07,231 Hey, Mom. 992 00:53:07,492 --> 00:53:09,537 - [knocking on door] - [thud] 993 00:53:09,798 --> 00:53:11,713 - Zoya: It's a pill that takes you back in time. - And we've met before? 994 00:53:11,887 --> 00:53:13,193 We've had this exact conversation. 995 00:53:13,367 --> 00:53:14,977 - So what did I say? - Last time? 996 00:53:15,152 --> 00:53:18,242 - Sure. - You asked me if I kept any of my old research, 997 00:53:18,416 --> 00:53:19,982 and you asked me where my mom was. 998 00:53:22,811 --> 00:53:24,987 - [pills rattle] - [door closes] 999 00:53:28,382 --> 00:53:30,689 Paula: Do you really think we're gonna find anything in here? 1000 00:53:32,212 --> 00:53:34,736 Well, considering she held on to the high school textbook 1001 00:53:34,910 --> 00:53:36,869 I wrote, yeah. 1002 00:53:37,652 --> 00:53:38,653 Maybe. 1003 00:53:39,132 --> 00:53:40,960 What? Oh, here we go. 1004 00:53:41,482 --> 00:53:42,657 Sandra Lowe. 1005 00:53:42,831 --> 00:53:43,832 Okay. 1006 00:53:44,355 --> 00:53:46,618 Does it look like anything or... 1007 00:53:46,792 --> 00:53:52,058 Um, mostly her psychology papers. 1008 00:53:52,493 --> 00:53:55,496 [clicks tongue] Anything interesting, though, or... 1009 00:53:56,671 --> 00:53:57,716 Yeah. 1010 00:53:58,586 --> 00:54:02,373 If you're into mid-century childhood development theories. 1011 00:54:03,852 --> 00:54:04,897 Paula: Not no. 1012 00:54:05,071 --> 00:54:06,638 [pulls box] 1013 00:54:07,334 --> 00:54:08,379 There we go. 1014 00:54:08,553 --> 00:54:09,815 Zoya: Anything? 1015 00:54:10,163 --> 00:54:11,991 A very stinky box. 1016 00:54:12,252 --> 00:54:13,122 That's good. 1017 00:54:13,645 --> 00:54:14,733 Ugh. 1018 00:54:15,908 --> 00:54:16,952 Man! 1019 00:54:18,127 --> 00:54:22,219 That is really smelling like shit. Okay. 1020 00:54:23,394 --> 00:54:24,917 Oh, fuck. 1021 00:54:25,874 --> 00:54:27,049 What's that? 1022 00:54:29,008 --> 00:54:31,619 It's, um, a newspaper article. 1023 00:54:32,881 --> 00:54:33,969 About Mark. 1024 00:54:35,884 --> 00:54:37,495 Uh, who... who's Mark? 1025 00:54:40,149 --> 00:54:41,238 Nobody. 1026 00:54:43,544 --> 00:54:44,806 [paper rustles] 1027 00:54:44,980 --> 00:54:46,199 Paula: They got promoted at the IASA. 1028 00:54:46,373 --> 00:54:49,246 It's pretty fucking good for a nobody. 1029 00:54:50,203 --> 00:54:51,335 Yeah. 1030 00:54:52,423 --> 00:54:56,775 I think that's about what my mom said at the time. 1031 00:55:03,608 --> 00:55:04,696 Wow... 1032 00:55:06,001 --> 00:55:06,959 She kept that. 1033 00:55:08,613 --> 00:55:10,571 Didn't keep any of my work. 1034 00:55:19,798 --> 00:55:21,930 TV Reporter: He arrived last week in Miami. 1035 00:55:22,104 --> 00:55:23,628 This is where they keep him 1036 00:55:23,802 --> 00:55:25,325 when he's behind the scenes, off exhibit. 1037 00:55:25,586 --> 00:55:28,372 After that, it's off to Tampa, Sarasota, 1038 00:55:28,546 --> 00:55:30,112 pretty much everywhere. 1039 00:55:30,287 --> 00:55:32,071 The hope is to give people one last chance 1040 00:55:32,245 --> 00:55:35,379 to see this majestic creature before it disappears for good. 1041 00:55:36,336 --> 00:55:37,555 [gentle bossa nova music plays] 1042 00:55:42,429 --> 00:55:43,865 [indistinct TV chatter] 1043 00:55:47,478 --> 00:55:48,609 - [music stops] - Woman: Mrs. Lowe? 1044 00:55:50,394 --> 00:55:52,700 Your husband was just in here looking for you. 1045 00:55:53,005 --> 00:55:54,485 My husband? 1046 00:55:54,876 --> 00:55:56,443 He looked very worried. Estaba llorando, desesperado. 1047 00:55:56,617 --> 00:55:58,880 - Where? - Uh, just at the entrance. 1048 00:55:59,664 --> 00:56:01,013 [energetic music plays] 1049 00:56:02,623 --> 00:56:04,364 Excuse me, where's my husband? 1050 00:56:04,799 --> 00:56:05,974 - The guy? - Yeah. 1051 00:56:06,148 --> 00:56:07,541 Uh, he just left. 1052 00:56:13,112 --> 00:56:14,679 [water flowing] 1053 00:56:19,031 --> 00:56:21,381 Donald: Hey, Zoya, it's Donald. We're at the hospital. 1054 00:56:21,555 --> 00:56:23,862 - Donald: Where'd you go? - Paula: Zoya! Zoya! 1055 00:56:24,036 --> 00:56:25,559 Hey, where'd you go? 1056 00:56:26,865 --> 00:56:28,780 A woman there, the caretaker, 1057 00:56:28,954 --> 00:56:30,216 She said that if it's not in the archives, 1058 00:56:30,390 --> 00:56:31,478 then it probably isn't gonna be. 1059 00:56:31,652 --> 00:56:32,784 Hey, uh... 1060 00:56:35,352 --> 00:56:36,918 she said my husband was here. 1061 00:56:40,095 --> 00:56:42,446 Uh, okay... 1062 00:56:43,534 --> 00:56:44,491 Uh... 1063 00:56:45,013 --> 00:56:46,928 [energetic music continues] 1064 00:57:01,639 --> 00:57:03,597 Are you really not gonna go? 1065 00:57:03,771 --> 00:57:05,425 - Teen Zoya: I just don't think it makes any sense. - [music fades] 1066 00:57:05,599 --> 00:57:07,253 Didn't you say it was a really great opportunity, though? 1067 00:57:07,471 --> 00:57:09,995 Yeah, but, like, a great opportunity for what? 1068 00:57:10,169 --> 00:57:12,737 To spend two years hanging out with Dulseburg and Mark? 1069 00:57:12,911 --> 00:57:14,826 So that they can feel progressive 1070 00:57:15,000 --> 00:57:16,828 for having a woman on their team. 1071 00:57:17,002 --> 00:57:18,917 Like, oh, God, I don't need that shit. 1072 00:57:19,091 --> 00:57:21,223 - That sounds awful. - I'm sure it wouldn't be that bad. 1073 00:57:21,398 --> 00:57:22,834 Oh, it would be. You know it would. 1074 00:57:23,008 --> 00:57:25,097 You would be in Europe, Zoya. 1075 00:57:25,358 --> 00:57:28,187 Doing what you've always wanted to do with some of the most talented people 1076 00:57:28,361 --> 00:57:31,190 in the world. I mean, so what if it's a little frustrating? 1077 00:57:31,364 --> 00:57:33,627 Because I would miss you, you idiot. 1078 00:57:33,801 --> 00:57:34,933 Because... 1079 00:57:36,021 --> 00:57:39,503 I don't wanna be without you right now. 1080 00:57:41,853 --> 00:57:43,071 We'll figure it out. 1081 00:57:44,769 --> 00:57:46,597 I just wanna make sure that whatever you're doing, 1082 00:57:46,771 --> 00:57:48,120 that's what's gonna make you happy. 1083 00:57:50,078 --> 00:57:51,645 [sighs] 1084 00:57:52,385 --> 00:57:53,473 Paula: You miss them. 1085 00:57:53,647 --> 00:57:54,735 Hmm? 1086 00:57:56,433 --> 00:57:57,521 Oh. 1087 00:57:58,913 --> 00:58:00,828 Yeah, I guess I do. 1088 00:58:02,613 --> 00:58:05,006 Well, you'll see them soon. 1089 00:58:06,704 --> 00:58:08,096 Right? I mean, 1090 00:58:08,793 --> 00:58:11,273 that's why we're doing this, so you can be with them. 1091 00:58:15,060 --> 00:58:16,148 I guess. 1092 00:58:18,672 --> 00:58:19,934 I mean, 1093 00:58:21,109 --> 00:58:23,590 not I guess. It... it is. 1094 00:58:23,764 --> 00:58:25,374 [pill rattles] 1095 00:58:26,245 --> 00:58:29,248 Paula: And it'll be worth it. Right? 1096 00:58:30,771 --> 00:58:32,947 It's... it's just hard. 1097 00:58:33,861 --> 00:58:36,255 Leaving them all the time. 1098 00:58:36,995 --> 00:58:38,562 It... it's just hard going back and... 1099 00:58:38,736 --> 00:58:40,346 And doing it all over again, 1100 00:58:40,520 --> 00:58:41,739 only to wake up and hear her say... 1101 00:58:42,522 --> 00:58:44,045 Hey, Mom. 1102 00:58:44,219 --> 00:58:46,395 Zoya: Like, not even a second has passed. 1103 00:58:47,484 --> 00:58:49,921 So, we got some good news. 1104 00:58:52,053 --> 00:58:53,402 Paula: Have you ever thought 1105 00:58:53,577 --> 00:58:55,013 about what it's like when you disappear? 1106 00:58:58,451 --> 00:58:59,496 [monitor beeping] 1107 00:59:04,588 --> 00:59:05,763 Zoya: Um... 1108 00:59:06,633 --> 00:59:07,634 [water drips] 1109 00:59:08,505 --> 00:59:10,419 - Zoya: I don't know. - [water drips] 1110 00:59:15,860 --> 00:59:17,688 Should I go check on her? 1111 00:59:17,862 --> 00:59:19,037 Uh... 1112 00:59:20,038 --> 00:59:21,126 Uh, no. 1113 00:59:22,127 --> 00:59:23,345 I... I'm sure she's fine. 1114 00:59:23,868 --> 00:59:25,783 [dreamy music plays] 1115 00:59:27,828 --> 00:59:30,875 Paula: Like, if it carries on or if... 1116 00:59:36,402 --> 00:59:38,099 Yeah, I guess I just... 1117 00:59:39,187 --> 00:59:40,406 I always imagine 1118 00:59:42,147 --> 00:59:43,757 it disappeared along with me. 1119 00:59:43,931 --> 00:59:45,019 I never imagine... 1120 00:59:47,282 --> 00:59:51,286 them still in the living room, like... 1121 00:59:54,115 --> 00:59:55,421 waiting for me. 1122 01:00:02,167 --> 01:00:04,212 [dreamy music continues] 1123 01:00:23,057 --> 01:00:26,452 Morris: Huh, I didn't realize that rhino died today. 1124 01:00:33,024 --> 01:00:34,765 - Whoa. - [scoffs] 1125 01:00:34,939 --> 01:00:37,202 Uh, you were right. 1126 01:00:38,812 --> 01:00:40,161 It's... it's constantly changing, 1127 01:00:40,335 --> 01:00:43,251 but within these different structures. 1128 01:00:44,470 --> 01:00:45,602 [chuckles] 1129 01:00:50,519 --> 01:00:51,608 Yeah. 1130 01:00:53,697 --> 01:00:54,741 I was right. 1131 01:00:56,613 --> 01:00:57,614 [clicks] 1132 01:01:06,361 --> 01:01:07,580 [clicks] 1133 01:01:16,807 --> 01:01:18,460 Paula: Where do you wanna start? 1134 01:01:18,809 --> 01:01:21,463 I... I was thinking we just wanna synthesize the compounds 1135 01:01:21,638 --> 01:01:24,075 and then test from there. 1136 01:01:24,249 --> 01:01:25,598 - Yeah. - [clicks] 1137 01:01:25,772 --> 01:01:27,600 I think a good place to get started might be 1138 01:01:27,774 --> 01:01:31,256 synthesizing the compounds and then testing from there. 1139 01:01:31,430 --> 01:01:32,866 - Yeah. - [clicks] 1140 01:01:33,040 --> 01:01:36,478 Paula: I was, uh, thinking maybe synthesize 1141 01:01:36,653 --> 01:01:38,698 the compound and... 1142 01:01:39,264 --> 01:01:41,135 - [click] - Paula: What are we thinkin'? 1143 01:01:41,309 --> 01:01:42,484 [music fades] 1144 01:01:46,706 --> 01:01:48,665 I don't know if I can do this again. 1145 01:01:51,015 --> 01:01:52,886 - Paula: Uh... - We... we've tried everything. 1146 01:01:53,060 --> 01:01:56,281 We always end up at the exact same spot. 1147 01:01:56,455 --> 01:01:57,891 [door creaks] 1148 01:01:58,283 --> 01:02:00,285 Paula: Okay, uh, I mean, this is complicated, obviously. 1149 01:02:00,459 --> 01:02:02,287 It's just going to be a matter of time before... 1150 01:02:02,461 --> 01:02:05,856 No, no. No, we've tried everything. 1151 01:02:06,030 --> 01:02:07,379 [types] 1152 01:02:07,727 --> 01:02:09,555 We've tried every possible combination of things. 1153 01:02:10,121 --> 01:02:11,775 And then we've tried those things again. 1154 01:02:11,949 --> 01:02:14,038 - [explodes] - And then I've forgotten about them. 1155 01:02:14,212 --> 01:02:18,042 - [grunts] - Paula: Okay, um, maybe we reach out for help. 1156 01:02:18,216 --> 01:02:20,218 - Like, a colleague from Princeton. - Who? 1157 01:02:21,349 --> 01:02:23,961 - Mark. - Uh... yeah. 1158 01:02:24,135 --> 01:02:26,615 - You said he works at the IASA, right? - Mark's not going to help us. 1159 01:02:26,920 --> 01:02:28,400 - Oh. - Paula. 1160 01:02:28,574 --> 01:02:30,576 Do... do we know that? It... uh... 1161 01:02:31,055 --> 01:02:34,232 I... I... I'm not sure we've exhausted 1162 01:02:34,449 --> 01:02:35,537 all of our options. 1163 01:02:36,495 --> 01:02:39,454 There's gotta be something we can do or... or try. 1164 01:02:39,628 --> 01:02:40,934 I... 1165 01:02:41,848 --> 01:02:42,719 I need to go back. 1166 01:02:45,939 --> 01:02:47,724 I need to be with my family. 1167 01:02:49,116 --> 01:02:51,728 You have no idea how long it's been. 1168 01:02:54,469 --> 01:02:56,297 I mean, you're right, I... I don't know. 1169 01:02:56,471 --> 01:02:57,690 [sighs] 1170 01:02:57,864 --> 01:03:00,214 I don't even really know who you are. 1171 01:03:00,388 --> 01:03:03,652 I... I... I... I just... 1172 01:03:04,349 --> 01:03:08,527 All I know is you're some lady who came to my apartment 1173 01:03:08,701 --> 01:03:11,748 asking me for my help to solve time travel. 1174 01:03:12,444 --> 01:03:13,532 And I believed you. 1175 01:03:13,706 --> 01:03:14,881 I... uh, uh... 1176 01:03:15,360 --> 01:03:18,189 I risked my job for you. 1177 01:03:18,711 --> 01:03:22,106 - I stole the nanoscopic fucking man for you! - Why? 1178 01:03:22,280 --> 01:03:24,064 Do you really think you're the only person 1179 01:03:24,238 --> 01:03:25,631 who has a reason to go back? 1180 01:03:31,811 --> 01:03:33,944 - Zoya: I'm sorry. - No, mm-mm. 1181 01:03:34,118 --> 01:03:35,641 It's good, it's all good. 1182 01:03:35,815 --> 01:03:40,080 Um, you were right, and good luck with your family. 1183 01:03:40,951 --> 01:03:43,344 [door creaks] 1184 01:03:43,518 --> 01:03:44,650 [door shuts] 1185 01:03:47,000 --> 01:03:49,829 [phone buzzing] 1186 01:04:01,623 --> 01:04:02,799 Hey, Mom. 1187 01:04:30,783 --> 01:04:31,958 [thud] 1188 01:04:38,660 --> 01:04:40,314 [pills rattle, bottle thuds] 1189 01:04:44,275 --> 01:04:46,146 Were you actually gonna take one? 1190 01:04:47,017 --> 01:04:48,279 [sighs] 1191 01:04:49,584 --> 01:04:50,716 I don't know. 1192 01:04:51,108 --> 01:04:52,065 Uh... 1193 01:04:53,893 --> 01:04:55,112 I thought about it... 1194 01:04:57,854 --> 01:05:02,467 And I just kept having this image of me being, like, 1195 01:05:02,902 --> 01:05:04,904 s... swallowed by a black hole. 1196 01:05:08,777 --> 01:05:10,040 And... 1197 01:05:11,041 --> 01:05:11,911 I... 1198 01:05:13,304 --> 01:05:14,783 [sighs] 1199 01:05:14,958 --> 01:05:17,569 I kept thinking of all the times that you've left. 1200 01:05:18,570 --> 01:05:20,528 Times I don't even know about. 1201 01:05:20,789 --> 01:05:22,617 If you've ever even offered them to me before, 1202 01:05:22,791 --> 01:05:24,968 if... if... if I would've taken them then, 1203 01:05:25,142 --> 01:05:27,144 I just... I kept... I just... 1204 01:05:27,361 --> 01:05:28,797 - Zoya: Yeah. - I don't know. 1205 01:05:30,669 --> 01:05:32,627 Zoya: I never asked why you were doing this. 1206 01:05:33,585 --> 01:05:35,935 I g... I guess I was selfish enough to think 1207 01:05:36,109 --> 01:05:38,416 you were just doing it to help me. 1208 01:05:38,590 --> 01:05:40,113 I do wanna help. 1209 01:05:42,072 --> 01:05:43,247 Zoya: I know. 1210 01:05:44,726 --> 01:05:47,686 But that's not why you keep opening the door. 1211 01:05:55,215 --> 01:05:56,913 I don't need you feeling sorry for me. 1212 01:06:00,655 --> 01:06:02,005 Okay. 1213 01:06:08,489 --> 01:06:09,751 It's so... 1214 01:06:11,623 --> 01:06:12,667 So stupid. 1215 01:06:17,411 --> 01:06:18,412 Um... 1216 01:06:22,808 --> 01:06:24,157 [scoffs] 1217 01:06:27,117 --> 01:06:30,990 I was 15, and I... 1218 01:06:34,385 --> 01:06:35,603 I took the car out. 1219 01:06:35,777 --> 01:06:38,780 I... I wasn't supposed to, um, 1220 01:06:39,912 --> 01:06:41,827 and I drove over... 1221 01:06:42,871 --> 01:06:43,960 a nail. 1222 01:06:44,917 --> 01:06:47,964 And I... I thought, uh, 1223 01:06:49,095 --> 01:06:51,141 I thought they would notice. 1224 01:06:51,315 --> 01:06:52,838 I thought my parents would notice. 1225 01:06:53,012 --> 01:06:54,057 And, um... 1226 01:06:58,017 --> 01:06:59,192 But they didn't. 1227 01:07:01,934 --> 01:07:03,544 And the tire blew out. 1228 01:07:06,591 --> 01:07:08,332 [Zoya sighs] 1229 01:07:08,593 --> 01:07:10,073 [tender music plays] 1230 01:07:11,030 --> 01:07:12,727 Zoya: You... you were a kid. 1231 01:07:13,511 --> 01:07:14,903 [clicks tongue] 1232 01:07:16,427 --> 01:07:17,297 I... 1233 01:07:19,386 --> 01:07:20,387 I guess. 1234 01:07:27,090 --> 01:07:29,092 [tender music continues] 1235 01:07:36,447 --> 01:07:38,057 We're gonna do this. 1236 01:07:38,275 --> 01:07:39,972 We're gonna go to Princeton, find Mark. 1237 01:07:42,192 --> 01:07:43,541 We'll get you back there. 1238 01:08:12,700 --> 01:08:14,659 Zoya: I really, really 1239 01:08:15,616 --> 01:08:17,227 wanted to go back... 1240 01:08:18,663 --> 01:08:20,186 After I lost my dad. 1241 01:08:22,145 --> 01:08:23,320 How old were you? 1242 01:08:24,973 --> 01:08:26,105 12. 1243 01:08:31,154 --> 01:08:32,503 But I only found the pills 1244 01:08:33,330 --> 01:08:34,809 a week after he died, 1245 01:08:35,201 --> 01:08:38,030 so I kept trying and trying, but I was always a day late. 1246 01:08:43,905 --> 01:08:45,342 Were you close? 1247 01:08:46,256 --> 01:08:49,346 Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. 1248 01:08:50,086 --> 01:08:53,524 He was a really, really good dad. 1249 01:08:57,223 --> 01:08:58,964 He used to tell me these... 1250 01:09:01,575 --> 01:09:03,708 Science-fiction fairy tales 1251 01:09:03,882 --> 01:09:07,146 where an ordinary girl turns out to be... 1252 01:09:08,016 --> 01:09:10,062 empress of the galaxy or... 1253 01:09:13,370 --> 01:09:15,241 - Sweet. - Yeah. 1254 01:09:19,202 --> 01:09:20,333 Yeah. 1255 01:09:21,682 --> 01:09:24,250 He always made me feel like I could have achieved anything. 1256 01:09:26,948 --> 01:09:28,733 [tender music continues] 1257 01:09:31,170 --> 01:09:32,911 You did a lot, though. 1258 01:09:33,999 --> 01:09:35,131 Did I? 1259 01:09:37,002 --> 01:09:38,090 I mean, 1260 01:09:39,047 --> 01:09:41,572 I look at other people, like Mark or... 1261 01:09:43,356 --> 01:09:44,618 [sighs] 1262 01:09:45,053 --> 01:09:46,185 Whoever. 1263 01:09:46,446 --> 01:09:48,187 My life seems really small. 1264 01:09:51,712 --> 01:09:53,236 I don't think so. 1265 01:09:57,283 --> 01:09:58,284 I don't. 1266 01:10:01,026 --> 01:10:02,114 Besides, 1267 01:10:03,681 --> 01:10:05,248 we're gonna go back, right? 1268 01:10:07,163 --> 01:10:08,686 You and me, we're gonna fix it. 1269 01:10:10,905 --> 01:10:12,168 I hope so. 1270 01:10:18,913 --> 01:10:21,525 You were the only one ever made me feel 1271 01:10:21,699 --> 01:10:23,222 like I could actually do it. 1272 01:10:26,443 --> 01:10:27,879 - Really? - Zoya: Yeah, yeah. 1273 01:10:28,749 --> 01:10:29,924 Yeah. 1274 01:10:35,147 --> 01:10:36,583 You can feel it. 1275 01:10:38,585 --> 01:10:39,673 Can't you? 1276 01:10:41,501 --> 01:10:45,810 It's as though we've lived a whole lifetime together. 1277 01:10:49,117 --> 01:10:50,467 Have we? 1278 01:10:54,819 --> 01:10:55,907 Yeah. 1279 01:10:58,779 --> 01:10:59,998 Yeah. 1280 01:11:06,134 --> 01:11:09,355 Uh, uh, your nose. 1281 01:11:10,617 --> 01:11:12,228 Zoya: Oh, yeah. 1282 01:11:14,795 --> 01:11:16,144 It's time. 1283 01:11:22,194 --> 01:11:23,717 [pills rattle] 1284 01:11:24,370 --> 01:11:27,982 You'll... you'll come back to find me, right? 1285 01:11:28,418 --> 01:11:29,810 When... 1286 01:11:30,463 --> 01:11:33,423 when you, uh, wake up or... 1287 01:11:34,250 --> 01:11:35,468 Zoya: Yeah. 1288 01:11:40,908 --> 01:11:42,127 I always do. 1289 01:11:47,132 --> 01:11:50,178 [tender music continues] 1290 01:12:02,669 --> 01:12:03,931 Jayne: Hey, Mom. 1291 01:12:05,411 --> 01:12:08,458 - [music fades] - [Zoya takes a deep breath] 1292 01:12:09,937 --> 01:12:12,200 [monitor beeping] 1293 01:12:17,293 --> 01:12:19,207 [sweet piano music plays] 1294 01:12:47,323 --> 01:12:49,673 - [sweet piano music continues] - [hangers clatter] 1295 01:13:08,039 --> 01:13:09,345 [music stops] 1296 01:13:14,306 --> 01:13:15,220 - [smacks] - [thuds] 1297 01:13:15,394 --> 01:13:16,395 [zips suitcase] 1298 01:13:24,098 --> 01:13:25,186 [knocking on door] 1299 01:13:26,536 --> 01:13:27,493 Yeah? 1300 01:13:27,798 --> 01:13:28,842 [door opens] 1301 01:13:29,016 --> 01:13:30,061 [door creaks] 1302 01:13:31,628 --> 01:13:32,585 What is it? 1303 01:13:34,326 --> 01:13:35,849 I... I need something. 1304 01:13:36,502 --> 01:13:37,373 From you. 1305 01:13:38,374 --> 01:13:40,985 - Is that Zoya Lowe? - Yes. 1306 01:13:41,202 --> 01:13:42,726 [chuckles] 1307 01:13:42,900 --> 01:13:45,163 And I need you to help me find Mark Harrison. 1308 01:13:45,337 --> 01:13:46,643 Mark Harrison? 1309 01:13:46,817 --> 01:13:48,732 The last time we talked, you mentioned him, 1310 01:13:48,906 --> 01:13:50,255 and I know you guys are close. 1311 01:13:50,429 --> 01:13:52,431 - The last time we talked? - Mm-hmm. 1312 01:13:52,605 --> 01:13:55,042 [Professor Dulseberg chuckling] 1313 01:13:57,044 --> 01:14:00,874 You know, I remember you, Zoya Lowe. 1314 01:14:01,048 --> 01:14:02,746 - Zoya: I know. I know. I know! - I... 1315 01:14:04,008 --> 01:14:05,096 I know. 1316 01:14:06,227 --> 01:14:09,100 And there was a time when I really did care 1317 01:14:09,274 --> 01:14:10,188 what you thought about me, 1318 01:14:10,362 --> 01:14:12,190 but I just don't anymore. 1319 01:14:12,495 --> 01:14:14,148 And, yeah, you're probably right. 1320 01:14:14,322 --> 01:14:18,109 I probably am still impatient and lazy. 1321 01:14:20,328 --> 01:14:23,244 [sighs] And entitled or whatever! 1322 01:14:24,855 --> 01:14:26,944 But I'm trying. 1323 01:14:30,077 --> 01:14:32,689 And regardless of what you, or anybody else, 1324 01:14:32,863 --> 01:14:35,518 used to think about me, I'm going to do this, so... 1325 01:14:47,791 --> 01:14:49,314 Hmm, well... 1326 01:14:56,147 --> 01:14:57,714 [paper rustles] 1327 01:14:57,888 --> 01:14:59,846 Uh, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. 1328 01:15:00,020 --> 01:15:01,369 [tears page] 1329 01:15:03,502 --> 01:15:05,286 - Good luck. - [paper rustles] 1330 01:15:06,505 --> 01:15:09,334 - [dreamy music plays] - [door opens] 1331 01:15:11,510 --> 01:15:12,555 [door closes] 1332 01:15:21,999 --> 01:15:24,349 - [door closes] - [tires screech] 1333 01:15:24,915 --> 01:15:26,873 [dreamy music continues] 1334 01:15:46,458 --> 01:15:47,938 [airplane whirs] 1335 01:15:53,944 --> 01:15:55,293 [music stops] 1336 01:15:56,729 --> 01:15:58,644 [suitcase rolling] 1337 01:16:06,217 --> 01:16:07,784 [paper rustles] 1338 01:16:15,748 --> 01:16:18,534 [indistinct background chatter] 1339 01:16:20,579 --> 01:16:21,885 Mark: It's been a long time. 1340 01:16:23,364 --> 01:16:24,452 Zoya: 10 years. 1341 01:16:25,062 --> 01:16:26,193 [Zoya chuckles] 1342 01:16:26,498 --> 01:16:27,586 You look good. 1343 01:16:28,805 --> 01:16:29,719 Okay. [chuckles] 1344 01:16:29,893 --> 01:16:31,285 - What? - Yeah. 1345 01:16:31,459 --> 01:16:33,636 Well, nothing. Just... yeah. 1346 01:16:33,853 --> 01:16:35,812 [piano plays gently in background] 1347 01:16:45,125 --> 01:16:47,171 Mark: You guys are back in Miami now, right? 1348 01:16:49,477 --> 01:16:50,609 How's that goin'? 1349 01:16:50,870 --> 01:16:51,915 [flicks lighter] 1350 01:16:52,306 --> 01:16:53,699 It's good. 1351 01:16:54,221 --> 01:16:57,007 - Yeah, it's good. - [blows smoke] 1352 01:16:57,790 --> 01:16:59,009 Um, 1353 01:16:59,531 --> 01:17:03,404 Donald's teaching at UM and finishing up his postdoc, 1354 01:17:03,579 --> 01:17:05,493 so it's just me and Jayne at home. 1355 01:17:05,668 --> 01:17:07,060 Oh, right. 1356 01:17:07,670 --> 01:17:09,585 Zoya: Yeah. It's good. 1357 01:17:09,759 --> 01:17:12,065 It's... it's nice to be back home and... 1358 01:17:12,239 --> 01:17:13,197 And... 1359 01:17:14,677 --> 01:17:16,548 to be close to my mom again. 1360 01:17:16,766 --> 01:17:18,594 Mark: God, I could never move back there. 1361 01:17:20,117 --> 01:17:22,206 Even moving here from Europe was hard. 1362 01:17:24,600 --> 01:17:26,602 Yeah. You get used to it. 1363 01:17:26,776 --> 01:17:29,430 Mark: Are you still, uh, working on any of your old research? 1364 01:17:32,129 --> 01:17:33,304 Oh, um, 1365 01:17:34,566 --> 01:17:35,654 not really. 1366 01:17:36,307 --> 01:17:40,137 No, I mean, with him gone all day and, um... 1367 01:17:42,313 --> 01:17:44,837 Jayne at home, it just didn't make sense, you know, to... 1368 01:17:45,664 --> 01:17:46,665 I mean, 1369 01:17:47,405 --> 01:17:51,191 I guess it never really did make sense, right? 1370 01:17:52,584 --> 01:17:53,846 I thought it did. 1371 01:17:54,020 --> 01:17:55,805 Mark: I didn't mean that. I just mean... 1372 01:17:56,806 --> 01:17:59,243 I'm just... I'm saying, um... 1373 01:18:01,201 --> 01:18:03,943 I can't really imagine anything more frustrating than working 1374 01:18:04,117 --> 01:18:07,991 on something you know is probably impossible to solve. 1375 01:18:09,949 --> 01:18:11,124 It's not impossible. 1376 01:18:12,430 --> 01:18:13,605 Mark: Okay. 1377 01:18:14,650 --> 01:18:15,999 I'm not trying to start a fight. 1378 01:18:18,131 --> 01:18:19,785 - I'm just saying you look good. - Zoya: I... 1379 01:18:21,134 --> 01:18:22,222 Happy? 1380 01:18:24,877 --> 01:18:26,444 I always knew you'd make a good mother. 1381 01:18:27,706 --> 01:18:28,751 Wow. 1382 01:18:30,666 --> 01:18:33,407 That sounds so completely demeaning coming from you. 1383 01:18:37,063 --> 01:18:39,065 Well, I meant it as a, uh, 1384 01:18:40,153 --> 01:18:41,111 genuine compliment. 1385 01:18:41,285 --> 01:18:42,678 [Zoya chuckles] 1386 01:18:45,419 --> 01:18:46,594 Mark: You seem happy. 1387 01:18:49,728 --> 01:18:50,773 I am. 1388 01:18:53,471 --> 01:18:54,690 I'm glad to see you. 1389 01:19:01,000 --> 01:19:02,088 You should, uh, 1390 01:19:03,481 --> 01:19:05,657 let me know next time you're coming to town. 1391 01:19:05,831 --> 01:19:07,572 We could catch up for real. 1392 01:19:08,573 --> 01:19:09,835 Yeah, I will. 1393 01:19:14,318 --> 01:19:16,059 [car whirs] 1394 01:19:23,936 --> 01:19:25,329 [opens door] 1395 01:19:29,159 --> 01:19:30,247 [shuts door] 1396 01:19:33,163 --> 01:19:35,034 [car whirs] 1397 01:19:38,734 --> 01:19:40,083 [knocks] 1398 01:19:48,395 --> 01:19:49,483 [sniffles] 1399 01:19:53,661 --> 01:19:55,968 Uh, hi. Uh, can I help you? 1400 01:19:56,316 --> 01:19:57,753 Hi. 1401 01:19:57,927 --> 01:20:00,407 Um, I'm an old friend of Mark Harrison's. 1402 01:20:00,581 --> 01:20:01,887 Is... is he... 1403 01:20:02,061 --> 01:20:05,325 Uh, it's my... my father, but, uh... 1404 01:20:10,113 --> 01:20:12,942 Been getting kind of, uh, weaker and weaker 1405 01:20:13,246 --> 01:20:14,552 in the past few years. 1406 01:20:16,380 --> 01:20:18,730 I didn't even really see much of him. 1407 01:20:19,818 --> 01:20:21,646 Yeah, he looks so... 1408 01:20:23,126 --> 01:20:24,301 Yeah. 1409 01:20:25,693 --> 01:20:29,828 I think the, uh, last time I saw him was maybe four months ago. 1410 01:20:30,220 --> 01:20:33,397 And he wasn't in good shape. 1411 01:20:34,006 --> 01:20:36,313 He wasn't eating. He wasn't sleeping. 1412 01:20:37,314 --> 01:20:38,402 All he did was work. 1413 01:20:39,664 --> 01:20:41,405 We tried to talk to him, but... 1414 01:20:43,189 --> 01:20:44,147 I don't know. 1415 01:20:45,801 --> 01:20:47,715 Zoya: Yeah, I'm sorry if this is, like... 1416 01:20:47,890 --> 01:20:50,327 No, no, it's fine. It's fine. 1417 01:20:50,501 --> 01:20:55,027 Um, my therapist says I should actually talk more about it 1418 01:20:55,811 --> 01:20:58,378 to help accept it or whatever. 1419 01:20:59,771 --> 01:21:01,512 She said that's why it would have been good to do 1420 01:21:01,686 --> 01:21:04,863 some type of memorial service or something. 1421 01:21:06,256 --> 01:21:07,605 Zoya: I never, um... 1422 01:21:08,171 --> 01:21:09,041 I wish I'd known. 1423 01:21:09,215 --> 01:21:10,826 Chris: No. No, it's fine. 1424 01:21:11,914 --> 01:21:12,958 Yeah. 1425 01:21:15,961 --> 01:21:18,355 You guys knew each other from, uh, college? 1426 01:21:18,572 --> 01:21:20,400 - Princeton. - Oh, yeah. 1427 01:21:21,532 --> 01:21:22,968 What was he like back then? 1428 01:21:25,101 --> 01:21:28,408 He was... really brilliant. 1429 01:21:28,582 --> 01:21:29,932 [chuckles] 1430 01:21:35,024 --> 01:21:36,677 - So smart. - Yeah. 1431 01:21:37,809 --> 01:21:39,289 That's what everybody says. 1432 01:21:40,420 --> 01:21:41,508 So smart. 1433 01:21:44,860 --> 01:21:46,818 [door unlocks and creaks] 1434 01:21:47,993 --> 01:21:49,865 Ended up shovin' all his stuff in here. 1435 01:21:50,169 --> 01:21:51,910 All his awards and shit. 1436 01:21:53,694 --> 01:21:54,826 Zoya: Wow. 1437 01:22:03,139 --> 01:22:04,444 The Hinckley Prize? 1438 01:22:04,618 --> 01:22:05,750 Chris: Yeah. 1439 01:22:10,929 --> 01:22:12,670 You think that would be enough. 1440 01:22:14,280 --> 01:22:15,281 [sighs] 1441 01:22:22,419 --> 01:22:23,463 Is this... 1442 01:22:25,074 --> 01:22:26,771 is this everything he was doing? 1443 01:22:27,946 --> 01:22:29,295 Yeah, I guess. 1444 01:22:31,819 --> 01:22:32,908 Yeah. 1445 01:22:33,952 --> 01:22:36,824 [paper rustles] 1446 01:22:43,353 --> 01:22:44,528 This is... 1447 01:22:44,702 --> 01:22:46,443 [sighs] 1448 01:22:46,617 --> 01:22:48,488 Everything I've been working on. 1449 01:22:49,228 --> 01:22:52,928 Yeah, well, at least you seem like you're handling it better. 1450 01:23:00,587 --> 01:23:02,241 Oh, my God. 1451 01:23:02,981 --> 01:23:04,330 This is mine. 1452 01:23:08,160 --> 01:23:10,249 [pages rustling] 1453 01:23:20,956 --> 01:23:22,044 [sighs] 1454 01:23:22,348 --> 01:23:23,610 He kept my research. 1455 01:23:23,784 --> 01:23:24,872 I'm sorry. I can't... 1456 01:23:27,788 --> 01:23:29,094 [whispered] I can't believe this. 1457 01:23:32,706 --> 01:23:34,708 Do you know how long he was working on this? 1458 01:23:34,882 --> 01:23:37,363 Uh, I don't... I don't know. 1459 01:23:37,624 --> 01:23:39,713 It's a long time. You know? 1460 01:23:42,151 --> 01:23:43,195 [sighs] 1461 01:23:43,369 --> 01:23:44,544 [whispered] I just... 1462 01:23:44,718 --> 01:23:46,503 I fuckin' hate bein' down here. 1463 01:23:51,551 --> 01:23:53,901 I just keep remembering him saying 1464 01:23:54,511 --> 01:23:56,730 that one day I'd actually be proud of him. 1465 01:23:57,340 --> 01:23:58,341 Like... 1466 01:23:59,603 --> 01:24:01,909 as though this is the shit that was gonna make me proud. 1467 01:24:04,912 --> 01:24:06,044 [whispered] God! 1468 01:24:09,482 --> 01:24:10,527 [Chris sighs] 1469 01:24:10,788 --> 01:24:13,878 I'm really sorry. 1470 01:24:16,620 --> 01:24:17,664 Yeah. 1471 01:24:18,709 --> 01:24:19,753 Me too. 1472 01:24:25,237 --> 01:24:26,499 You have any kids? 1473 01:24:27,674 --> 01:24:28,675 Yeah. 1474 01:24:29,024 --> 01:24:30,068 One. 1475 01:24:30,982 --> 01:24:32,462 About your age. [chuckles] 1476 01:24:33,158 --> 01:24:35,291 They... they work on this type of stuff, too? 1477 01:24:37,075 --> 01:24:38,598 Uh, no. 1478 01:24:39,034 --> 01:24:40,035 No. 1479 01:24:40,513 --> 01:24:41,862 No, she's a pianist. 1480 01:24:43,690 --> 01:24:44,865 Just got engaged. 1481 01:24:46,171 --> 01:24:47,520 That's great. 1482 01:24:47,999 --> 01:24:49,218 Congratulations. 1483 01:24:49,609 --> 01:24:51,394 [birds chirping in background] 1484 01:24:52,134 --> 01:24:53,048 Thank you. 1485 01:25:06,626 --> 01:25:08,541 [melancholy music plays] 1486 01:25:36,656 --> 01:25:39,485 [melancholy music continues] 1487 01:26:34,410 --> 01:26:36,412 [bell ringing in distance] 1488 01:26:38,892 --> 01:26:40,242 [music fades] 1489 01:26:50,426 --> 01:26:52,079 [indistinct chatter] 1490 01:27:17,017 --> 01:27:18,497 [beeps] 1491 01:27:19,281 --> 01:27:21,108 Donald: Hey, Zoya. We're at the hospital. Where'd you go? 1492 01:27:21,283 --> 01:27:23,372 - [beeps] - Jayne: Mom, where are you? 1493 01:27:23,546 --> 01:27:24,895 Why aren't you answering your phone right now? 1494 01:27:25,069 --> 01:27:26,897 We're really worried. Please pick up. 1495 01:27:27,071 --> 01:27:28,638 [beeps] 1496 01:27:28,986 --> 01:27:31,249 Donald: Zoya, honey, just please pick up your phone. 1497 01:27:31,467 --> 01:27:32,424 [beeps] 1498 01:27:32,598 --> 01:27:34,034 Jayne: I miss you so much, mom. 1499 01:27:34,209 --> 01:27:35,993 I really don't wanna lose you. 1500 01:27:36,167 --> 01:27:39,518 This can't be how I lose you. This can't be it. Please. 1501 01:27:39,692 --> 01:27:41,651 Please, I have to see you again. 1502 01:27:41,825 --> 01:27:43,783 - [beeps] - [Donald sobbing] 1503 01:27:43,957 --> 01:27:45,916 Donald: I... I thought you would never... 1504 01:27:46,786 --> 01:27:49,136 Just... just please, please, please... 1505 01:27:49,354 --> 01:27:51,530 Jayne: I keep thinking about the last thing I said to you. 1506 01:27:51,835 --> 01:27:53,706 - About how I was gonna go fill out paperwork. - Donald: Please. 1507 01:27:53,880 --> 01:27:55,839 - Why didn't you say anything? - Donald: Just please, Zoya. 1508 01:27:56,013 --> 01:27:57,580 [sniffles] 1509 01:27:58,058 --> 01:28:00,365 Jayne: Mom, I don't... I can't... I can't lose you. 1510 01:28:00,539 --> 01:28:02,802 I don't know how to be a person without you. 1511 01:28:03,020 --> 01:28:04,630 [Jayne crying] 1512 01:28:04,804 --> 01:28:07,329 Jayne: I don't know what to do. 1513 01:28:07,503 --> 01:28:09,026 [Zoya sobs] 1514 01:28:09,200 --> 01:28:10,636 Jayne: Oh, god. 1515 01:28:11,681 --> 01:28:13,248 Come back please. 1516 01:28:14,727 --> 01:28:17,252 Please, I miss you so much. 1517 01:28:19,602 --> 01:28:23,170 This is the fucking worst, please come back. 1518 01:28:23,345 --> 01:28:25,347 [Zoya cries] 1519 01:28:25,521 --> 01:28:31,004 Jayne: Mom, I just want you to know I love you so much. 1520 01:28:31,178 --> 01:28:32,876 [Zoya wails] 1521 01:28:33,050 --> 01:28:34,878 Jayne: I just wish I could see you one more time. 1522 01:28:35,052 --> 01:28:37,359 I wish I could hear you. Anything. 1523 01:28:37,924 --> 01:28:40,013 I wish I could hear you say anything to me. 1524 01:28:40,187 --> 01:28:41,276 Please. 1525 01:28:41,493 --> 01:28:43,103 [sniffles] 1526 01:28:43,321 --> 01:28:45,497 Jayne: Please, I just wish you would come home. 1527 01:28:48,326 --> 01:28:50,937 [takes a deep breath] 1528 01:28:55,028 --> 01:28:56,595 Jayne: [echoing] Mom, where are you? 1529 01:28:56,769 --> 01:28:58,293 Why aren't you answering your phone right now? 1530 01:28:59,206 --> 01:29:00,556 I miss you so much, Mom. I don't wanna lose you. Please pick up. 1531 01:29:00,730 --> 01:29:02,297 I hope you're getting these messages. 1532 01:29:02,471 --> 01:29:03,950 This can't be how I lose you. This can't be it. 1533 01:29:04,124 --> 01:29:05,517 Please. 1534 01:29:05,691 --> 01:29:07,084 Please, I have to see you again. 1535 01:29:07,258 --> 01:29:08,390 Please, please, Mom. 1536 01:29:08,564 --> 01:29:10,261 Mom, where are you? 1537 01:29:10,566 --> 01:29:12,045 Why aren't you answering your phone right now? 1538 01:29:12,219 --> 01:29:14,700 We're really worried. Please pick up. 1539 01:29:14,874 --> 01:29:16,093 [sniffles] 1540 01:29:16,267 --> 01:29:17,442 Jayne: I miss you so much, Mom. 1541 01:29:17,660 --> 01:29:20,489 [overlapping speech] 1542 01:29:23,883 --> 01:29:25,232 Jayne: [echoing] Come back please. 1543 01:29:25,494 --> 01:29:27,322 [overlapping speech] 1544 01:29:27,496 --> 01:29:29,498 Jayne: [echoing] This can't be it, mom. 1545 01:29:30,107 --> 01:29:31,238 This can't be it. Please pick up the phone. Please. I miss you so much. 1546 01:29:31,674 --> 01:29:33,110 [gasps] 1547 01:29:34,590 --> 01:29:35,721 Jayne. 1548 01:29:35,982 --> 01:29:37,070 Jayne. 1549 01:29:37,244 --> 01:29:38,245 [rips off tape] 1550 01:29:38,420 --> 01:29:39,595 Jayne. 1551 01:29:40,770 --> 01:29:41,771 [opens door] 1552 01:29:42,772 --> 01:29:43,947 Mom. 1553 01:29:44,121 --> 01:29:45,340 [sighs] 1554 01:29:46,297 --> 01:29:49,648 - I'm so... I'm so sorry. - Jayne: Why are you sorry? 1555 01:29:49,822 --> 01:29:51,171 I'm sorry we scared you. 1556 01:29:51,346 --> 01:29:52,303 No, you didn't. 1557 01:29:55,001 --> 01:29:57,003 You didn't. I just... 1558 01:29:57,395 --> 01:29:59,484 - Jayne: You were passed out. - I missed you. 1559 01:30:03,053 --> 01:30:05,882 [sniffles, sighs] 1560 01:30:07,274 --> 01:30:09,842 [Jayne sobs] 1561 01:30:25,684 --> 01:30:28,165 - [Jayne sniffles] - [car whirring] 1562 01:30:31,603 --> 01:30:32,561 Donald: Watch your feet. 1563 01:30:33,257 --> 01:30:34,519 [shuts car door] 1564 01:30:37,261 --> 01:30:38,828 You guys wanna listen to some music? 1565 01:30:39,829 --> 01:30:41,613 Yeah, sure. What have you got? 1566 01:30:41,787 --> 01:30:45,269 Well, I, uh, I got a new CD. 1567 01:30:45,791 --> 01:30:47,576 I am not sure. Oh. 1568 01:30:48,707 --> 01:30:50,013 Soldiers of de Riddem. 1569 01:30:50,187 --> 01:30:51,188 - [chuckles] - No! 1570 01:30:51,362 --> 01:30:52,624 Yeah. Sounds good. 1571 01:30:53,103 --> 01:30:54,452 - Play it! - No! 1572 01:30:54,626 --> 01:30:55,932 I don't know what kinda music this is, but... 1573 01:30:56,106 --> 01:30:59,283 Jayne: What? No, Dad. She's being nice. 1574 01:30:59,457 --> 01:31:01,372 She doesn't wanna listen to that. 1575 01:31:01,546 --> 01:31:02,982 Put on something we actually wanna listen to. 1576 01:31:03,156 --> 01:31:04,767 I honestly think we're all gonna really enjoy this. 1577 01:31:04,941 --> 01:31:06,812 I mean, look at that. Look how happy they all look. 1578 01:31:07,030 --> 01:31:08,335 - [chuckles] - They do look happy. 1579 01:31:08,553 --> 01:31:09,424 Donald: Get ready. 1580 01:31:09,685 --> 01:31:11,121 Morris: Ready for the riddem. 1581 01:31:11,295 --> 01:31:13,906 Donald: It's forbidden to hate on the riddem. 1582 01:31:14,167 --> 01:31:16,387 - Morris understands. - Morris: How much you pay for that CD? 1583 01:31:16,561 --> 01:31:18,258 - Donald: This was $1.99. - [sweet music plays] 1584 01:31:18,433 --> 01:31:20,217 I talked him down from $2.50. 1585 01:31:20,391 --> 01:31:22,785 [indistinct conversation] 1586 01:31:43,762 --> 01:31:45,547 You think I've lived a good life? 1587 01:31:46,635 --> 01:31:48,724 - Yeah. Of course. - [music fades] 1588 01:31:49,899 --> 01:31:51,857 Well, don't... 1589 01:31:52,162 --> 01:31:53,685 [sighs] 1590 01:31:53,903 --> 01:31:55,121 Don't talk like that. 1591 01:31:55,861 --> 01:31:57,080 Please. Are... 1592 01:31:57,820 --> 01:31:58,864 Are you okay? 1593 01:32:00,126 --> 01:32:01,780 Well, I'm dying. 1594 01:32:02,302 --> 01:32:04,479 That's kind of the opposite of okay. 1595 01:32:07,612 --> 01:32:09,309 - [sighs] - I just... 1596 01:32:11,355 --> 01:32:12,922 I can't stop thinking about... 1597 01:32:14,576 --> 01:32:16,795 What could have happened, you know? Like... 1598 01:32:18,667 --> 01:32:20,146 Everything I could have done. 1599 01:32:20,320 --> 01:32:23,454 All the other versions of me... 1600 01:32:24,934 --> 01:32:29,373 And my life, and you, and Jayne. 1601 01:32:37,207 --> 01:32:38,687 Do you think there's an alternate timeline 1602 01:32:38,861 --> 01:32:40,210 where I do go on, 1603 01:32:40,515 --> 01:32:43,822 where I don't die of a black hole in my chest? 1604 01:32:47,696 --> 01:32:48,784 Maybe. 1605 01:32:51,656 --> 01:32:53,832 But maybe that's a timeline where we don't meet. 1606 01:32:54,485 --> 01:32:56,095 Where we don't have Jayne. 1607 01:32:57,793 --> 01:32:59,011 Who knows? 1608 01:33:04,800 --> 01:33:06,323 She grew up too fast. 1609 01:33:06,584 --> 01:33:08,847 - It went by so fast. - Hmm. 1610 01:33:11,023 --> 01:33:12,155 Blink of an eye. 1611 01:33:13,852 --> 01:33:16,986 I still remember so well when she was a baby. 1612 01:33:17,203 --> 01:33:19,771 She was so little. 1613 01:33:20,293 --> 01:33:21,599 Take her to the beach. 1614 01:33:22,034 --> 01:33:23,601 Remember how excited she used to get by everything. 1615 01:33:23,775 --> 01:33:25,037 Just, "Yeah!" 1616 01:33:25,211 --> 01:33:26,865 [both chuckle] 1617 01:33:27,518 --> 01:33:28,606 Yeah. 1618 01:33:30,695 --> 01:33:32,567 I remember this one day... 1619 01:33:34,351 --> 01:33:35,700 where she wasn't. 1620 01:33:40,705 --> 01:33:43,534 I took her to the beach and we just laid there. 1621 01:33:43,708 --> 01:33:46,885 Just staring up at the clouds and like the... 1622 01:33:47,059 --> 01:33:48,278 Mm-hmm. 1623 01:33:48,452 --> 01:33:50,106 The top of the palm trees. 1624 01:33:51,281 --> 01:33:53,152 Listening to the ocean. 1625 01:33:54,589 --> 01:33:55,938 Just her and me. 1626 01:33:57,243 --> 01:33:58,288 With her little... 1627 01:34:02,945 --> 01:34:04,599 Her little finger 1628 01:34:05,774 --> 01:34:07,297 wrapped around mine. 1629 01:34:11,693 --> 01:34:14,913 Just totally silent. 1630 01:34:17,220 --> 01:34:19,744 I've relived that moment a million times. 1631 01:34:22,660 --> 01:34:24,357 I wish I could be back there. 1632 01:34:25,707 --> 01:34:26,925 Right now. 1633 01:34:27,273 --> 01:34:28,753 With you two. 1634 01:34:29,058 --> 01:34:32,452 [takes a deep breath] 1635 01:34:33,323 --> 01:34:35,238 What would you change if you could? 1636 01:34:36,065 --> 01:34:37,196 Hmm. 1637 01:34:38,589 --> 01:34:41,679 Probably buy a different album instead of... 1638 01:34:41,940 --> 01:34:43,507 Soldiers of de Riddem. 1639 01:34:43,681 --> 01:34:45,291 [chuckles] 1640 01:34:46,466 --> 01:34:47,729 Come on. 1641 01:34:48,207 --> 01:34:49,600 You wouldn't change anything? 1642 01:34:52,385 --> 01:34:53,560 I don't know. 1643 01:34:56,389 --> 01:34:58,348 I mean, there's things I could change I guess. 1644 01:34:58,522 --> 01:34:59,523 Hmm. 1645 01:35:02,613 --> 01:35:05,442 I don't know that I wanna risk losing this moment with you. 1646 01:35:11,056 --> 01:35:12,318 What about you? 1647 01:35:12,884 --> 01:35:14,712 - Hmm? - What would you want? 1648 01:35:20,065 --> 01:35:21,066 More. 1649 01:35:23,895 --> 01:35:24,896 More days. 1650 01:35:28,160 --> 01:35:31,598 [gentle music plays] 1651 01:35:57,929 --> 01:35:59,017 [waves crashing] 1652 01:36:02,542 --> 01:36:04,588 [gentle music continues] 1653 01:36:08,157 --> 01:36:09,593 [laughing] 1654 01:36:54,725 --> 01:36:56,727 [gentle music continues] 1655 01:37:51,303 --> 01:37:52,739 Zoya: Aww... 1656 01:37:53,653 --> 01:37:54,872 he's beautiful. 1657 01:37:57,570 --> 01:37:59,355 [roars] 1658 01:38:11,846 --> 01:38:13,543 - Jayne: How did you know that song? - [music fades] 1659 01:38:15,414 --> 01:38:16,459 I don't know. 1660 01:38:17,808 --> 01:38:19,070 Just from hearing it. 1661 01:38:19,723 --> 01:38:21,029 Jayne: It's an original. 1662 01:38:22,073 --> 01:38:23,118 I know. 1663 01:38:25,294 --> 01:38:26,469 [kisses] 1664 01:38:27,774 --> 01:38:28,775 It's perfect. 1665 01:38:38,133 --> 01:38:39,525 [train whooshes] 1666 01:38:50,754 --> 01:38:51,711 [knocks] 1667 01:38:52,582 --> 01:38:53,888 Paula: Two seconds! 1668 01:39:01,721 --> 01:39:04,159 [door opens and creaks] 1669 01:39:05,769 --> 01:39:06,901 Hi. 1670 01:39:08,119 --> 01:39:09,120 Hi. 1671 01:39:12,384 --> 01:39:13,342 Do I know you? 1672 01:39:16,301 --> 01:39:17,389 No. 1673 01:39:19,000 --> 01:39:20,131 But I know you. 1674 01:39:26,137 --> 01:39:27,486 Paula: This has your name on it. 1675 01:39:28,183 --> 01:39:29,401 Zoya: Yeah. 1676 01:39:30,054 --> 01:39:31,403 I always thought that was for a reason. 1677 01:39:31,577 --> 01:39:34,580 That it meant they were supposed to be for me. 1678 01:39:36,452 --> 01:39:39,977 Maybe they are or were. 1679 01:39:40,151 --> 01:39:44,242 Maybe you solved it, and... and you go back, 1680 01:39:44,416 --> 01:39:47,854 and you give the pills to yourself, and... 1681 01:39:51,510 --> 01:39:54,252 Or maybe I was only supposed to have 'em 1682 01:39:54,426 --> 01:39:55,819 so I could give 'em to you. 1683 01:40:03,522 --> 01:40:04,610 Here. 1684 01:40:06,264 --> 01:40:07,309 Take it. 1685 01:40:07,657 --> 01:40:08,788 - What is... - Zoya: It's our work. 1686 01:40:11,226 --> 01:40:12,792 It's all the work we did together. 1687 01:40:22,280 --> 01:40:23,194 Wait. 1688 01:40:23,368 --> 01:40:25,805 Uh, this is... I can't. 1689 01:40:25,980 --> 01:40:27,068 Zoya: You can. 1690 01:40:27,590 --> 01:40:29,461 You can and you will. 1691 01:40:30,985 --> 01:40:31,942 [sighs] 1692 01:40:32,116 --> 01:40:33,422 You don't have to worry so much. 1693 01:40:36,033 --> 01:40:37,817 Your parents would be proud. 1694 01:40:40,516 --> 01:40:41,560 What? 1695 01:40:43,345 --> 01:40:44,476 Did I... 1696 01:40:45,042 --> 01:40:46,826 I... I told you about... 1697 01:40:47,958 --> 01:40:49,003 Yeah. 1698 01:40:49,177 --> 01:40:50,352 And I told you about mine. 1699 01:40:51,222 --> 01:40:52,876 And we sat on the floor. 1700 01:40:54,791 --> 01:40:56,184 Talked about the future. 1701 01:41:01,145 --> 01:41:02,494 I know your life isn't 1702 01:41:03,321 --> 01:41:05,367 exactly what you want it to be yet, 1703 01:41:05,584 --> 01:41:08,022 but you'll get there. 1704 01:41:10,459 --> 01:41:12,156 Whatever you end up doing, 1705 01:41:12,678 --> 01:41:13,897 you'll be okay. 1706 01:41:14,158 --> 01:41:15,333 You'll be more than okay. 1707 01:41:17,553 --> 01:41:18,902 You don't need me. 1708 01:41:21,731 --> 01:41:24,560 [majestic music plays] 1709 01:42:00,030 --> 01:42:01,988 [majestic music continues] 1710 01:43:16,672 --> 01:43:18,674 [majestic music continues] 1711 01:43:44,134 --> 01:43:45,091 Donald: Yay! 1712 01:43:45,266 --> 01:43:46,354 [clapping] 1713 01:43:46,528 --> 01:43:48,051 Bravo! Yay! 1714 01:43:48,312 --> 01:43:49,357 Did you make a wish? 1715 01:43:49,531 --> 01:43:50,445 - Yes, I did. - [chuckles] 1716 01:43:50,619 --> 01:43:51,837 - What was it? - I did. 1717 01:43:52,011 --> 01:43:53,143 - She can't say. - I'm not telling you! 1718 01:43:53,317 --> 01:43:54,666 - She can't tell you. - Yeah. 1719 01:43:55,058 --> 01:43:56,712 - It won't come true! - That's just an urban legend. 1720 01:43:56,886 --> 01:43:59,062 - No, that's how it works. - [chuckles] 1721 01:43:59,236 --> 01:44:01,195 - Okay, it's present time. - No! 1722 01:44:01,369 --> 01:44:02,805 - Oh, yes! - I'm so bad at presents! 1723 01:44:02,979 --> 01:44:04,763 - No, no, no, no, no, no, no! - Hey, sit down. 1724 01:44:04,937 --> 01:44:07,375 This is from me and Morris, so you better like it. 1725 01:44:07,810 --> 01:44:09,464 - You better. - Hmm. 1726 01:44:09,638 --> 01:44:11,553 - What do you hope it is? - [chuckles] 1727 01:44:11,727 --> 01:44:13,511 - I don't know. I don't... - [chuckles] 1728 01:44:13,685 --> 01:44:14,817 I don't even know... 1729 01:44:16,384 --> 01:44:17,559 if I remember... 1730 01:44:20,126 --> 01:44:21,476 [chuckles] 1731 01:44:36,186 --> 01:44:37,405 [chuckle together] 1732 01:44:38,101 --> 01:44:40,146 Uh, did I... 1733 01:44:40,495 --> 01:44:42,671 did I never open this before? 1734 01:44:43,062 --> 01:44:44,412 What do you mean? 1735 01:44:44,586 --> 01:44:46,152 Did... did I never make it this far... 1736 01:44:47,371 --> 01:44:49,068 - before? - [chuckles] 1737 01:44:50,940 --> 01:44:52,463 We're thinking about naming it Zoya. 1738 01:44:52,637 --> 01:44:53,812 [chuckles] 1739 01:44:56,032 --> 01:44:58,077 - You okay with that? - You are thinking about it or you are? 1740 01:44:58,252 --> 01:44:59,557 [laughter] 1741 01:44:59,731 --> 01:45:02,604 Oh, my God! I'm so happy! 1742 01:45:02,778 --> 01:45:04,127 [Zoya sniffles] 1743 01:45:05,737 --> 01:45:08,305 You're gonna be s... such a good mother. 1744 01:45:10,481 --> 01:45:12,788 Oh, no, Mom. Your nose. 1745 01:45:12,962 --> 01:45:14,616 - Oh, oh. - Donald: You okay? 1746 01:45:16,270 --> 01:45:17,401 This is it. 1747 01:45:17,662 --> 01:45:18,663 Jayne: Hmm? 1748 01:45:20,099 --> 01:45:21,710 This is it. Um... 1749 01:45:26,715 --> 01:45:27,846 [chuckles] 1750 01:45:28,020 --> 01:45:29,805 Zoya: Thank you for this. 1751 01:45:29,979 --> 01:45:31,459 Um, I'm... 1752 01:45:33,199 --> 01:45:35,027 I'm sorry I wasn't better. 1753 01:45:35,550 --> 01:45:37,595 And, I'm... I'm sorry I wasn't always there. 1754 01:45:37,769 --> 01:45:40,206 - Oh, Mom! - Donald: No, no, Zoya, Zoya. You're fine. You're fine. 1755 01:45:40,381 --> 01:45:41,556 You don't have to say that. 1756 01:45:41,773 --> 01:45:43,297 You're gonna... you're gonna be okay. 1757 01:45:43,949 --> 01:45:45,037 I know. 1758 01:45:46,909 --> 01:45:47,953 I am... 1759 01:45:54,046 --> 01:45:56,701 I'm gonna miss you so much. 1760 01:45:56,875 --> 01:45:58,529 Donald: I couldn't have asked for a better week. 1761 01:45:59,574 --> 01:46:00,923 [sighs] 1762 01:46:01,619 --> 01:46:02,881 I love you, Mom. 1763 01:46:04,927 --> 01:46:06,581 I love you guys so much. 1764 01:46:12,587 --> 01:46:15,416 [clock ticking] 1765 01:46:18,027 --> 01:46:19,420 [thumps] 1766 01:46:21,291 --> 01:46:24,250 Zoya's father: And all of a sudden, she could see the whole world. 1767 01:46:24,512 --> 01:46:25,991 Past and present. 1768 01:46:26,340 --> 01:46:27,341 She could see it all. 1769 01:46:29,125 --> 01:46:30,822 - [birds chirping in distance] - [tender music plays] 1770 01:46:34,739 --> 01:46:36,350 Zoya's father: And she saw a little girl... 1771 01:46:38,134 --> 01:46:40,397 walking along all alone in the world. 1772 01:46:42,312 --> 01:46:44,314 And she could see her whole future. 1773 01:46:45,402 --> 01:46:48,492 All the wonderful times with friends and family. 1774 01:46:49,363 --> 01:46:54,237 And also all the hardships, and struggles, and mistakes. 1775 01:46:55,369 --> 01:46:56,587 She could see it all. 1776 01:46:59,111 --> 01:47:01,810 And she wanted to reach out so desperately and hold her, 1777 01:47:01,984 --> 01:47:03,072 but she couldn't. 1778 01:47:05,030 --> 01:47:07,076 So instead, she looked at the girl's entire life 1779 01:47:07,250 --> 01:47:08,382 in front of her. 1780 01:47:10,384 --> 01:47:12,342 And with tears in her eyes, she whispered... 1781 01:47:13,256 --> 01:47:16,172 You're gonna do incredible things one day, 1782 01:47:16,999 --> 01:47:18,130 - Zoya Lowe. - [music fades] 1783 01:47:20,219 --> 01:47:21,960 You're gonna change the world. 1784 01:47:25,007 --> 01:47:28,097 ♪ ["Viagem" by Taiguara plays] ♪ 1785 01:50:15,220 --> 01:50:17,788 [song ends] 1786 01:50:23,011 --> 01:50:24,969 [gentle music plays] 1787 01:51:18,153 --> 01:51:20,111 [music fades] 115330