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This programme contains
very strong language
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I'm going to ask everyone to
slowly...
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..move their focus further inward.
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Now listen...
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..deeper.
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Can you...?
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Can you hear your blood
circulating inside of you?
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SHE HUMS
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The Hum is there.
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Inside
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the deepest part of you.
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Focus on i-i-i-it.
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Let it gro-o-o-o-o-ow.
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ECHO: Let it gro-o-o-o-o-ow.
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Let it fill your body.
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ECHO: Let it fill your body.
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Let it fill every space
in between your cells.
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Aaaaaah.
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This is the only sound.
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VOICE OVERLAPS: This is
the original sound.
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The sound that predates
life on Earth.
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The sound that made us.
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And as The Hum
fills your entire body,
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you become nothing but sound...
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..vibrating on the same frequency.
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Boundless, until there is no
distinction between our bodies!
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Release yourself!
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Release yourself!
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PEOPLE HUM
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Come back. Come back. Come back.
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Release yourself
into this boundlessness.
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Release yourself
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from the confines of your body!
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Release yourself.
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Release yourself.
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Erase yourself.
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Well, that was something.
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HE CHUCKLES
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Yeah.
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It was... It was amazing.
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Incredible, right? Fuck, man.
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No, but seriously, fuck.
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MAN: Everyone is on their path.
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Kyle, for instance.
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He's at a point in his life
where he's being asked to
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discover and define himself.
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He's open to all
of life's opportunities.
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Ready to challenge himself.
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Whereas... Whereas, what?
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I've lived my life and now
I'm ready to be put out to pasture?
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No. No, not at all.
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Merely he is actively searching
for his purpose in life.
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Mm-hm, right.
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And I'm finding this difficult
because my life has no purpose.
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It's not about what I'm saying,
it's about you, your life.
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Yeah, well, my life
is fairly obliterated.
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I mean, my husband's left me,
I have no job.
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Yes, and that's frightening.
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And you are shutting it out
because you're frightened.
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And we hoped the quarry might help.
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I'm sorry if it didn't.
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Why are you doing this?
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I mean, what's it for?
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We're not criticising you.
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You know, it took me
a long time to welcome it in.
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We want to help.
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But why?
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The experience becomes deeper,
more expansive.
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The larger the group, the more
connections that can be made.
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More possibilities.
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We can exist on
a new spiritual plane, Claire.
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And that can be transformative
for all of us.
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When you feel it,
you will understand.
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We know you could get there.
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But I think if you wake up tomorrow
and never hear it again,
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you would choose that
without a second thought.
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You are not trying, Claire.
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ROTORS THRUM
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Well, he's right, isn't he? Mm?
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Nuke it.
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Dig it out of your ears.
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Go back to the before time.
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What, you mean you wouldn't?
No.
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Not after that.
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Huh.
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I don't know, I...
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..slightly reject his whole "you
have to be in a perfectly content
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in your life in order
to progress to the next level."
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That's not what he's saying, though.
Really?
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It's about how YOU feel.
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I don't get it.
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I think they're onto something.
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I felt like...
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..like we're not suffering together,
there's something beautiful in it.
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I felt connected to everything
for a few seconds.
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Can you hear this?
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LOW HARMONIOUS HUM
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Mm-hm. Yeah.
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HUM INTENSIFIES
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I don't know what I'm doing. I feel
like I'm watching my life collapse.
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I AM watching my life collapse.
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Ashley is furious with me.
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And Paul? Has he come home?
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No, he's staying in some studio
in a block he's developing.
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We've barely spoken since.
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I want to talk to him. I think.
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I just don't know how, because
I'm...really fucking angry with him.
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I don't understand why he
felt so threatened by them,
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those people that...
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I think most of us
move through this life
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with responsibilities
and...burdens,
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familial, financial, domestic.
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To stop oneself and constantly ask,
am I...
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..choosing this life?
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I mean, I do, of course I do,
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but in a way, but...
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Is this the life I chose?
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I don't know
that they're the solution.
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I don't feel what they feel.
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I just don't know how to say
any of that to him.
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What do you want, Claire?
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Ashley? How'd it go?
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DOOR CLOSES
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OK, we don't have to talk about it.
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Dinner's nearly ready. Look,
I opened a packet all by myself.
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I'm not hungry.
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Yes, you are. I need to revise.
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Yeah, but not on an empty stomach.
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Come on. And this, this offers more
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than your recommended
daily salt intake.
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It always feels like it's gone
worse than you think.
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Remember how you felt after GCSEs?
Yeah, this is not the same.
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I don't want to talk about it. OK.
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I'm here if you need.
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You know I'm really proud of you.
How was your group?
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Yeah, I don't know.
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I think I might not...go any more.
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HUM AMPLIFIES
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What are you doing?
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What?
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Hey.
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HUM INTENSIFIES
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WATER TRICKLES
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BIRDSONG
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Hi.
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No, it's fine. How are you?
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Mm-hm.
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Right.
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That makes sense.
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No, not at all.
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You have to do what's right for you
and for your family.
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And what we do,
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it's, it's not for everyone and I,
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I could see you holding back
and that it was a lot for you.
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MOUTHS: Claire.
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Well...
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..Omar and I wish you all the best.
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Shame.
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Hi.
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Thank you for meeting up with me.
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How have you been? Yeah, fine, busy.
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Exam season, so...
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Look, I wanted to meet up
with you because I...
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..I thought that, erm,
we were friends.
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I mean, we've been there
for each other, and...
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..and I have been struggling,
and I miss you.
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And look, I know that it has been
completely weird,
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but to not call or even reach out,
I mean...
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I've been a good friend to you
over the years, haven't I?
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Come on.
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No?
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So what? That was all just
a fucking lie then, was it?
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Sometimes being your friend was
a bit like being a wall, Claire.
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Something for you to talk at,
bounce your voice against.
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That is not fair, Cass.
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OK, well, sorry you feel that way.
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You know, I didn't really mind that.
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But I do mind being lied to.
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No, I didn't lie to you.
Yes, you did. No.
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He's a student, and you lied.
You don't know anything about it.
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You haven't asked me anything.
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Why would I ask a rapist anything?
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JO: Inside the deepest part of you.
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Amen.
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Since when do you smoke?
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I don't know.
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Very, very, very bad for you.
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I have heard.
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Did you sleep OK?
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I'm going to go to the library.
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Well, then, I'll give you a lift.
Dad's going to take me.
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Oh.
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He needs to grab a bag.
Can he come in?
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Yeah. Are you...?
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I'm... Sorry, are you asking me
or is he?
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Well, he is.
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CAR DOOR SHUTS
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Yeah, of course, it's completely...
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DOOR OPENS
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..fine.
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DOOR CLOSES
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Morning.
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Hi.
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I'll be, um, down in a second.
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OK.
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DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES
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I just need to...grab a bag.
No, Ashley already told me.
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Go for it.
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How have you been?
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OK.
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You?
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Yeah, fine.
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I wanted to ask you...
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..if we can talk.
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Because every time that we try to,
it escalates so quickly, and I,
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I don't want that to happen,
I want us to figure this out.
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Me, too.
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I was...
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..wondering if you wanted to, erm...
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Are you asking me on a date?
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Yeah. I mean, I don't want to speak
for Claire, but from my perspective,
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things were good, I think.
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Er, you know.
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Nearly finished bringing up
our kids, erm,
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work was not without its struggles.
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We were good.
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Nice house, good kids.
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HUMMING THRUMS
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You know, we had friends, lives,
right?
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Yeah. Yeah.
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It was good.
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You've mentioned several things
that aren't directly
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about the two of you,
about the relationship, Paul -
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work, your daughter, social lives.
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Right, but...
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..when you're at
our stage of life...
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..those things are the relationship,
aren't they?
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If this is because of...
No, it's... I just can't any more.
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I've been reckless.
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It's not fair.
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I shouldn't be leaning on you.
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It's not right.
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It feels right.
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I just think I was hopeful for...
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..something more.
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Some of the time.
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Look, I get that it's a lot.
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But what we're doing as a group...
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..it fucking works. Yeah, for you.
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For anyone who's open to it.
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You said that our life was good,
is good,
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and that's true, it is,
but it's all so small.
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I mean, we used to have more than
just three friends each.
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Do you think that might be connected
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to why you're hearing this buzz,
Claire? Buzz?
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Because it's offering something...
No. ..more exciting.
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No, it's not...
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I hear a sound, a real sound
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that some people can hear
and others cannot.
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I just struggle to buy that
this is the reason for your...
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..fixation with some student.
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That is not what this is about.
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That's literally it. You're making
a choice to keep fucking suffering.
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No. Look, I'm glad that
it's working for you, I am.
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But it doesn't for me.
266
00:17:45,800 --> 00:17:47,640
You were fired, Claire.
267
00:17:49,640 --> 00:17:51,240
And you are still...
268
00:17:51,240 --> 00:17:55,320
Going to a place where there are
people who validate how I feel.
269
00:17:57,720 --> 00:17:59,280
You know what?
270
00:17:59,280 --> 00:18:01,480
It doesn't matter
271
00:18:01,480 --> 00:18:03,720
because I have decided
to stop going there.
272
00:18:05,760 --> 00:18:09,360
One person feeling bad all the time
is better than three, right?
273
00:18:10,520 --> 00:18:12,400
I'm done. OK?
274
00:18:24,720 --> 00:18:25,960
Goodbye.
275
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THRUMMING
276
00:18:42,560 --> 00:18:44,120
Er, hey.
277
00:18:44,120 --> 00:18:45,560
We miss you.
278
00:18:47,200 --> 00:18:48,920
There's a new guy.
279
00:18:48,920 --> 00:18:50,880
I think you'd like him.
280
00:18:50,880 --> 00:18:53,040
PEOPLE CHATTER AND LAUGH
281
00:18:53,040 --> 00:18:55,720
PLAYS MESSAGE: Er, hey. We miss you.
282
00:18:55,720 --> 00:18:57,880
BACKGROUND: Come on, it's funny
because if it's not funny...
283
00:18:57,880 --> 00:19:01,200
MESSAGE CONTINUES: There's a new
guy. I think you'd like him.
284
00:19:01,200 --> 00:19:03,960
No, I... I feel so much better,
you know,
285
00:19:03,960 --> 00:19:06,640
having listened with you guys,
honestly.
286
00:19:06,640 --> 00:19:09,400
Oh, that's nice. That's so nice.
287
00:19:10,680 --> 00:19:14,560
You all right? Did she not tell you
she's not coming?
288
00:19:14,560 --> 00:19:17,440
It's a former member
of our group here. Right.
289
00:19:17,440 --> 00:19:18,720
No, yeah. No, she did.
290
00:19:18,720 --> 00:19:21,880
Erm, I just thought she would
have changed her mind.
291
00:19:23,680 --> 00:19:25,760
ASHLEY: I'm going to have a party.
292
00:19:25,760 --> 00:19:28,320
Excuse me? That wasn't a question.
293
00:19:28,320 --> 00:19:29,640
No, it didn't sound like one.
294
00:19:29,640 --> 00:19:31,640
After prom,
no-one else's house is free.
295
00:19:31,640 --> 00:19:33,320
Obviously, you can't be there.
296
00:19:33,320 --> 00:19:35,760
And I won't trash the place.
297
00:19:35,760 --> 00:19:38,400
It's basically the least
you can do after everything.
298
00:19:38,400 --> 00:19:40,040
KNOCK ON DOOR
299
00:19:40,040 --> 00:19:41,400
Hold that thought.
300
00:19:42,560 --> 00:19:44,320
KNOCK ON DOOR
301
00:19:48,520 --> 00:19:51,680
Hi. Hi, Claire. Sorry to disturb.
302
00:19:51,680 --> 00:19:53,640
Just wondered if we could
have a word.
303
00:19:53,640 --> 00:19:56,680
Someone set fire to my bins.
304
00:19:56,680 --> 00:19:57,960
God.
305
00:19:57,960 --> 00:19:59,640
That, erm...
306
00:19:59,640 --> 00:20:02,280
Ash, can you maybe head upstairs.
307
00:20:02,280 --> 00:20:04,320
I haven't finished my dinner.
308
00:20:04,320 --> 00:20:08,680
Well, I'm very sorry
about your bins, Tom.
309
00:20:08,680 --> 00:20:11,960
Sima and I have been talking
about The Hum very publicly.
310
00:20:11,960 --> 00:20:14,440
Well, as publicly as we can,
haven't we? Mm.
311
00:20:14,440 --> 00:20:16,760
And people are not happy.
312
00:20:16,760 --> 00:20:20,120
Hence my bins. Yeah, well, it's a...
It's a very extreme reaction.
313
00:20:20,120 --> 00:20:22,760
My neighbours are worried that
it's lowering their property value
314
00:20:22,760 --> 00:20:24,280
or some such rubbish.
315
00:20:24,280 --> 00:20:27,000
We've been talking to the council
and we have a few signatures,
316
00:20:27,000 --> 00:20:28,920
but we just don't have enough
for them to launch
317
00:20:28,920 --> 00:20:30,760
a formal investigation. Right.
318
00:20:30,760 --> 00:20:33,920
We have tracked down a few people
who used to attend
319
00:20:33,920 --> 00:20:36,000
Jo and Omar's groups
and then left...
320
00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:38,000
Emily goes there
all the bloody time.
321
00:20:38,000 --> 00:20:39,760
She mentioned that you'd left.
322
00:20:41,600 --> 00:20:42,760
That's right.
323
00:20:43,840 --> 00:20:47,320
We are gathering testimonials,
banding together.
324
00:20:49,280 --> 00:20:52,720
Look, I'm really, really sorry,
but I can't.
325
00:20:52,720 --> 00:20:57,520
Claire, you do realise that Omar's
theory is bullshit, don't you?
326
00:20:57,520 --> 00:20:59,440
The sound that he's talking about,
327
00:20:59,440 --> 00:21:02,120
yeah, that exists,
but humans cannot hear it.
328
00:21:02,120 --> 00:21:05,240
Yeah, I don't know what to think,
to be honest, but I don't happen
329
00:21:05,240 --> 00:21:08,320
to think that it can be a factory
or a wind turbine or a phone mast
330
00:21:08,320 --> 00:21:10,720
or whatever, it's just...
Omar is a charlatan.
331
00:21:10,720 --> 00:21:13,440
It's a cult.
That wasn't my experience.
332
00:21:13,440 --> 00:21:14,840
It wasn't.
333
00:21:14,840 --> 00:21:16,560
Anyway...
334
00:21:16,560 --> 00:21:19,400
Anyway, I'm not going any more,
and I can't help you!
335
00:21:19,400 --> 00:21:22,440
When he was at Rosyth,
he taught under a different name.
336
00:21:22,440 --> 00:21:24,800
OK. Oscar Barat.
337
00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:26,680
Joe was his student.
338
00:21:26,680 --> 00:21:28,720
I'm, I'm aware of that.
339
00:21:28,720 --> 00:21:31,160
And then he ran a group
with the students listening.
340
00:21:31,160 --> 00:21:34,200
He got fired over incredibly
serious allegations.
341
00:21:34,200 --> 00:21:35,840
Like what?
342
00:21:35,840 --> 00:21:39,560
Well, some people described it
as psychological conditioning,
343
00:21:39,560 --> 00:21:42,320
grooming, tantric-like meditation.
344
00:21:42,320 --> 00:21:45,120
No, that's not... What? Exactly.
345
00:21:45,120 --> 00:21:47,240
No, it's not...
Extremely inappropriate
346
00:21:47,240 --> 00:21:48,800
and unscientific practices.
347
00:21:48,800 --> 00:21:50,920
Did he make you do
the deep listening?
348
00:21:50,920 --> 00:21:53,960
Yes. Because we did hear from
some people who were forced
349
00:21:53,960 --> 00:21:58,960
to do that and then went on to have
extremely frightening experiences,
350
00:21:58,960 --> 00:22:00,920
like forms of psychosis.
351
00:22:00,920 --> 00:22:04,280
Yeah, well, I wasn't forced
to do anything, and I'm fine.
352
00:22:05,520 --> 00:22:06,680
I am.
353
00:22:07,760 --> 00:22:09,800
OK, you know what, I...
354
00:22:09,800 --> 00:22:12,160
..I think that you should leave.
355
00:22:12,160 --> 00:22:15,360
I'm just trying to have dinner
with my daughter.
356
00:22:15,360 --> 00:22:17,560
OK? Please?
357
00:22:38,960 --> 00:22:41,880
If you want to order pizza,
which I know you will,
358
00:22:41,880 --> 00:22:43,400
then use my credit card.
359
00:22:43,400 --> 00:22:45,480
Thank you. Go crazy. Can I...?
360
00:22:45,480 --> 00:22:48,920
Can you, what?
Well, can we get a few more?
361
00:22:48,920 --> 00:22:51,760
Damien? Damien. Hey.
362
00:22:51,760 --> 00:22:54,400
Hi. How are you? I'm good.
363
00:22:54,400 --> 00:22:56,760
This is, this is my son.
This is Aaron.
364
00:22:56,760 --> 00:22:59,600
No way?
I had no idea that you had a son.
365
00:22:59,600 --> 00:23:02,160
Hi. Hi, Aaron. Hello. Hi.
366
00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:03,920
Good boy.
367
00:23:03,920 --> 00:23:06,120
CLAIRE CHUCKLES
368
00:23:06,120 --> 00:23:07,880
You remember Ashley.
369
00:23:07,880 --> 00:23:10,000
Hi. How's it going?
370
00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:11,840
Yeah, we've missed you, Claire.
371
00:23:11,840 --> 00:23:14,360
We...were sorry
you decided to leave.
372
00:23:15,480 --> 00:23:17,840
You're coping OK?
Yeah, she's doing great.
373
00:23:21,880 --> 00:23:23,880
You know we're not the only ones
that can hear it.
374
00:23:24,920 --> 00:23:26,600
I mean, we can't be.
375
00:23:26,600 --> 00:23:28,280
It's obvious.
376
00:23:28,280 --> 00:23:31,360
It's not just us wackjobs, right?
HE LAUGHS
377
00:23:31,360 --> 00:23:33,280
But it does make you think, though,
right?
378
00:23:33,280 --> 00:23:35,560
You know, why isn't this a thing?
379
00:23:37,200 --> 00:23:39,640
Why isn't it talked about
in the mainstream?
380
00:23:39,640 --> 00:23:42,400
Why, why are they keeping it
from us?
381
00:23:42,400 --> 00:23:44,320
So...? They?
382
00:23:44,320 --> 00:23:45,480
Ash.
383
00:23:45,480 --> 00:23:47,080
I mean, I'm not stupid.
384
00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:49,560
I know it sounds
like paranoid bullshit.
385
00:23:51,200 --> 00:23:53,000
But this isn't a new thing,
you know,
386
00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:54,960
the Government are listening.
387
00:23:54,960 --> 00:23:57,280
They're literally listening to us
all the time.
388
00:23:58,800 --> 00:24:00,800
They'll have heard everything
we said at Jo and Omar's.
389
00:24:00,800 --> 00:24:04,560
OK, why would they, why would anyone
want to listen to that shit?
390
00:24:04,560 --> 00:24:06,280
OK, OK.
391
00:24:06,280 --> 00:24:07,920
No, no, no, it's good.
392
00:24:07,920 --> 00:24:10,320
That is exactly the right question.
393
00:24:11,320 --> 00:24:13,320
This is... This is a war.
394
00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:15,480
It's a war for people's minds.
395
00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:17,720
And I know that I'll do
whatever I need to do
396
00:24:17,720 --> 00:24:19,960
to protect myself and protect...
397
00:24:21,240 --> 00:24:22,840
..protect my family.
398
00:24:24,720 --> 00:24:26,360
Look, it's really hard to explain
399
00:24:26,360 --> 00:24:28,720
because they're not
allowing you to hear it yet.
400
00:24:30,160 --> 00:24:33,640
But The Hum unlocks something,
right? Something that...
401
00:24:35,920 --> 00:24:37,520
It has the potential to be
catastrophic
402
00:24:37,520 --> 00:24:39,520
to those that are in charge
because it liberates.
403
00:24:40,640 --> 00:24:42,880
The liberated mind,
it can't be controlled.
404
00:24:43,920 --> 00:24:45,240
He's fucking nuts.
405
00:24:46,680 --> 00:24:48,440
I have empathy for him.
406
00:24:48,440 --> 00:24:50,040
He's a murderer.
407
00:24:50,040 --> 00:24:52,200
OK, well, that kind of language,
that's not helpful, Ash.
408
00:24:52,200 --> 00:24:54,600
No, no, that language clarifies,
Claire.
409
00:24:54,600 --> 00:24:56,400
Just because it was probably
some drone strike
410
00:24:56,400 --> 00:24:58,680
doesn't mean he isn't a murderer.
You know that most people
411
00:24:58,680 --> 00:24:59,920
live in a bubble.
412
00:24:59,920 --> 00:25:03,880
And I think that being challenged
and learning to listen...
413
00:25:03,880 --> 00:25:07,960
Learning to listen to incels
and abusers? Yeah, very cool.
414
00:25:07,960 --> 00:25:10,840
Tell me why you have
decided that Damien is an incel.
415
00:25:10,840 --> 00:25:12,920
And who is the abuser? Omar.
416
00:25:12,920 --> 00:25:14,920
Sorry, Oscar Barat.
417
00:25:14,920 --> 00:25:17,400
You know, the professor who
doesn't understand boundaries?
418
00:25:17,400 --> 00:25:19,360
Well, I've stopped listening
to him, haven't I?
419
00:25:19,360 --> 00:25:23,000
I don't listen to anyone
any more, Ashley, apart from you.
420
00:25:23,000 --> 00:25:25,520
Is that what you wanted?
Yeah, that's exactly what I wanted.
421
00:25:25,520 --> 00:25:26,560
Fuck!
422
00:25:32,840 --> 00:25:34,160
Ash.
423
00:26:05,960 --> 00:26:07,880
CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS
424
00:26:05,960 --> 00:26:07,880
Nice.
425
00:26:07,880 --> 00:26:09,680
And again.
426
00:26:11,240 --> 00:26:13,000
CLAIRE LAUGHS
427
00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:16,200
OK, I lied, this is the last one.
428
00:26:18,200 --> 00:26:19,760
CLAIRE CHUCKLES
429
00:26:23,760 --> 00:26:25,360
OK, I'm going to go.
430
00:26:27,080 --> 00:26:28,720
You look beautiful.
431
00:26:30,680 --> 00:26:32,400
You're going to have a great night.
432
00:26:34,480 --> 00:26:36,280
Don't trash the house.
433
00:26:37,320 --> 00:26:38,920
CAR HORN HOOTS
434
00:26:40,680 --> 00:26:41,920
Come here.
435
00:26:48,120 --> 00:26:49,520
I love you.
436
00:26:49,520 --> 00:26:51,160
CAR HORN HOOTS
437
00:27:21,880 --> 00:27:24,800
DEEP, DISTORTED HUM
438
00:27:33,800 --> 00:27:36,720
THRUMMING
439
00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:40,400
Almost there.
440
00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:44,240
Inside the deepest part of you.
441
00:28:33,880 --> 00:28:37,480
METALLIC CLANGING
442
00:28:47,440 --> 00:28:50,200
TENSE THRUMMING
443
00:28:51,320 --> 00:28:53,720
DISCORDANT GURGLING
444
00:29:13,080 --> 00:29:15,120
CLAIRE GASPS
445
00:29:16,520 --> 00:29:18,920
SHE SOBS
446
00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:23,560
WHISPERS: Please, please, please.
447
00:29:25,160 --> 00:29:26,400
ANSWER MESSAGE: Hi, it's Paul.
448
00:29:26,400 --> 00:29:29,000
Leave us a message and I'll get back
to you as soon as I can.
449
00:29:31,320 --> 00:29:33,240
CLAIRE SNIFFS
450
00:29:35,600 --> 00:29:37,080
ANSWER MESSAGE: Hi, it's Paul.
451
00:29:37,080 --> 00:29:39,040
Leave a message and I'll get back
to you as soon as I can.
452
00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:40,800
SHE WHIMPERS
453
00:29:49,840 --> 00:29:52,240
HE STRUMS GUITAR
454
00:29:55,240 --> 00:29:57,880
It's your prom, you should go.
Really don't want to go.
455
00:29:59,600 --> 00:30:01,480
MOBILE PHONE VIBRATES
456
00:30:04,600 --> 00:30:06,600
What the hell
do you think you're doing?
457
00:30:06,600 --> 00:30:08,360
Oh, God. Leave my son...
458
00:30:08,360 --> 00:30:10,240
I'm sorry!
459
00:30:08,360 --> 00:30:10,240
SHE SOBS
460
00:30:15,040 --> 00:30:17,400
PHONE RINGS
461
00:30:18,960 --> 00:30:21,200
SHE BREATHES QUICKLY
462
00:30:25,400 --> 00:30:26,680
JO: Hi.
463
00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:29,760
Get into the car.
464
00:30:31,560 --> 00:30:32,840
Take a breath.
465
00:30:34,160 --> 00:30:36,880
You're doing so wonderfully, Claire.
466
00:30:36,880 --> 00:30:38,960
I'm here with you.
467
00:30:38,960 --> 00:30:40,600
Omar's here.
468
00:30:51,920 --> 00:30:54,120
POP MUSIC PLAYS
469
00:30:56,400 --> 00:30:57,880
What?!
470
00:31:06,160 --> 00:31:08,240
What the fuck are you doing here?
471
00:31:19,960 --> 00:31:21,840
DOOR SLAMS
472
00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:24,640
Fucking hell, man.
Is this your parents' room?
473
00:31:24,640 --> 00:31:27,320
Do you want to chat while
people dry hump next to us?
474
00:31:27,320 --> 00:31:29,280
I don't want to be in here.
475
00:31:29,280 --> 00:31:32,240
Well, everyone assumes
you already have been.
476
00:31:32,240 --> 00:31:34,480
HE CHUCKLES
477
00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:37,360
Such a fucking cunt.
478
00:31:39,520 --> 00:31:41,680
MUSIC PLAYS DOWNSTAIRS
479
00:31:48,280 --> 00:31:49,760
Can you hear it now?
480
00:31:54,480 --> 00:31:56,080
All the time.
481
00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:58,360
ROCK MUSIC PLAYS IN NEXT ROOM
482
00:32:17,240 --> 00:32:18,440
I'm sorry.
483
00:32:19,440 --> 00:32:20,680
For what?
484
00:32:22,400 --> 00:32:24,960
For whatever
you need an apology for.
485
00:32:33,080 --> 00:32:36,480
I offer you my sincerest apologies.
486
00:32:49,120 --> 00:32:52,320
MUSIC: Tulpen und Narzissen
by Die Doraus and Die Marinas
487
00:32:52,320 --> 00:32:54,320
# Sagen "Ja"
488
00:32:54,320 --> 00:32:55,840
# Sagen "Nein"
489
00:32:55,840 --> 00:32:58,800
# Tulpen und Narzissen sagen "Ja"
490
00:32:58,800 --> 00:33:00,560
# Sagen "Ja"
491
00:33:00,560 --> 00:33:02,480
# Sagen "Nein"
492
00:33:02,480 --> 00:33:05,760
# Ich sitz' hier im Keller
und hab' nur die Blumen
493
00:33:05,760 --> 00:33:07,360
# Hab' nur die Blumen
494
00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:09,040
# Hab' nur die Blumen
495
00:33:09,040 --> 00:33:12,120
# Ich sitz' hier im Keller
und hab' nur die Blumen
496
00:33:12,120 --> 00:33:13,920
# Hab' nur die Blumen
497
00:33:13,920 --> 00:33:15,840
# Hab' nur die Blumen... #
498
00:33:15,840 --> 00:33:18,440
MUSIC FADES OUT
499
00:33:59,760 --> 00:34:02,280
Erm, I wanted to ask you something.
500
00:34:02,280 --> 00:34:04,400
It's delicate.
501
00:34:04,400 --> 00:34:05,480
Please.
502
00:34:05,480 --> 00:34:07,160
OK. Thank you.
503
00:34:07,160 --> 00:34:11,880
Erm, somebody told me something
about when you were a teacher
504
00:34:11,880 --> 00:34:13,760
at the university. Mm.
505
00:34:13,760 --> 00:34:15,960
And I read some articles.
506
00:34:18,160 --> 00:34:20,080
Look, I don't want to be...
507
00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:23,120
..rude.
508
00:34:24,640 --> 00:34:27,760
You're absolutely entitled
to ask, Claire.
509
00:34:29,400 --> 00:34:32,520
I, erm, had a research group.
510
00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:36,120
Very small, very select, studying
511
00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:39,800
the effects of the
Schumann resonance on the brain.
512
00:34:42,360 --> 00:34:45,080
And honestly, and, you know this...
513
00:34:46,280 --> 00:34:51,040
..research work that requires
radical thought and openness...
514
00:34:52,080 --> 00:34:54,800
..can sometimes demand practices
515
00:34:54,800 --> 00:34:57,120
that operate outside of the norm.
516
00:34:58,640 --> 00:35:01,080
Some people were excited
by the idea,
517
00:35:01,080 --> 00:35:03,520
but could not commit
518
00:35:03,520 --> 00:35:05,200
or got bored or scared.
519
00:35:06,360 --> 00:35:07,640
Or possibly...
520
00:35:09,080 --> 00:35:12,880
..it unlocked something deep inside
of them that they could not control.
521
00:35:15,720 --> 00:35:20,480
Things were not perfect
all the time, obviously,
522
00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:24,520
but it was misconstrued
523
00:35:24,520 --> 00:35:27,320
and, erm, they kicked me out.
524
00:35:31,440 --> 00:35:32,920
Good morning.
525
00:35:32,920 --> 00:35:34,600
Ah, good morning.
526
00:35:36,400 --> 00:35:37,640
Morning.
527
00:35:40,400 --> 00:35:42,160
Thank you for letting me stay.
528
00:35:43,560 --> 00:35:45,360
You've been struggling this week.
529
00:35:45,360 --> 00:35:46,920
Yes.
530
00:35:46,920 --> 00:35:48,880
Yes, it's been... Mm-hm.
531
00:35:52,320 --> 00:35:54,360
CLAIRE STRUGGLES TO SPEAK
532
00:35:54,360 --> 00:35:56,920
I've really missed being here.
533
00:35:56,920 --> 00:36:00,040
We understand how difficult it is
clear, Claire, but no-one moves
534
00:36:00,040 --> 00:36:01,920
through these experiences unscathed
535
00:36:01,920 --> 00:36:04,080
or with their lives
and their families intact.
536
00:36:05,440 --> 00:36:07,000
You have to make a decision.
537
00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:11,560
Step fully toward what you feel
is right...
538
00:36:12,840 --> 00:36:16,000
..and commit to it.
539
00:36:26,640 --> 00:36:28,840
It was a party.
Obviously, Mum okayed it
540
00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:31,000
otherwise, why else would
she not be here?
541
00:36:31,000 --> 00:36:33,040
Well, where is she? I don't know.
542
00:36:33,040 --> 00:36:34,320
Who was here?
543
00:36:35,560 --> 00:36:37,520
Just people. Is upstairs trashed?
544
00:36:37,520 --> 00:36:39,480
Ashley.
545
00:36:37,520 --> 00:36:39,480
DOOR OPENS
546
00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:44,560
Wow.
547
00:36:44,560 --> 00:36:45,920
OK.
548
00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:48,040
Morning. Are you kidding?
549
00:36:49,080 --> 00:36:50,400
Come on.
550
00:36:50,400 --> 00:36:53,480
We have a very good kid
who's having a really difficult time
551
00:36:53,480 --> 00:36:55,680
and needed to blow off some steam.
It's not a big deal, Paul.
552
00:36:55,680 --> 00:36:57,080
Where were you?
553
00:36:58,720 --> 00:37:01,200
I tried to call you.
You were with them.
554
00:37:02,440 --> 00:37:05,400
You promised. I know I did,
but where am I supposed to go?
555
00:37:05,400 --> 00:37:07,800
Which of my friends do you see
flooding to support me, Ash?
556
00:37:07,800 --> 00:37:09,160
Bullshit. Why is he here?
557
00:37:09,160 --> 00:37:11,480
Get the fuck out of my house. Kyle?
558
00:37:13,600 --> 00:37:16,080
You should go. Sorry, but...
559
00:37:17,400 --> 00:37:21,040
..you called me, I was worried.
Oh, my God. Can you go?
560
00:37:21,040 --> 00:37:23,440
Claire, I care about you.
561
00:37:23,440 --> 00:37:25,320
I want you to leave, Kyle.
562
00:37:34,960 --> 00:37:37,920
Yeah, well, I want to go, too.
Let's go. No. Ash, wait!
563
00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:39,640
No, no, no, no, no, no!
Hey, hey!
564
00:37:39,640 --> 00:37:41,960
Claire, you need to get a grip.
I'm trying!
565
00:37:41,960 --> 00:37:44,560
But you, you fucking left!
566
00:37:44,560 --> 00:37:46,800
What do you want me to say...?
We can't have this conversation...
567
00:37:46,800 --> 00:37:49,240
You isolate me, you ignore me.
..not here. Dad, can we just...?
568
00:37:49,240 --> 00:37:52,320
You fucking laugh at me. We cannot
have this conversation here!
569
00:37:54,480 --> 00:37:56,080
I...
570
00:37:56,080 --> 00:37:57,160
Ashley!
571
00:37:57,160 --> 00:37:58,680
DOOR SHUTS
572
00:38:00,000 --> 00:38:01,880
INTENSE THRUMMING
573
00:38:04,080 --> 00:38:06,160
CLAIRE GASPS
574
00:38:08,000 --> 00:38:10,080
# It's a fine day
575
00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:12,320
# People open windows
576
00:38:12,320 --> 00:38:14,560
# They leave their houses
577
00:38:14,560 --> 00:38:16,760
# Just for a short while
578
00:38:16,760 --> 00:38:19,080
# They walk by the grass
579
00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:21,320
# And they look at the grass
580
00:38:21,320 --> 00:38:23,680
# They look at the sky
581
00:38:23,680 --> 00:38:27,560
# It's going to be
a fine night tonight
582
00:38:27,560 --> 00:38:32,080
# It's going to be
a fine day tomorrow
583
00:38:33,640 --> 00:38:35,800
# La, la, la, la
584
00:38:35,800 --> 00:38:38,240
# La, la, la, la, la
585
00:38:38,240 --> 00:38:40,800
# La, la, la, la, la
586
00:38:40,800 --> 00:38:43,640
# La, la, la, la, la, la
587
00:38:43,640 --> 00:38:46,320
# Mm, mm, mm, mm
588
00:38:46,320 --> 00:38:49,840
# La, la, la, la, la
589
00:38:49,840 --> 00:38:52,000
# La, la, la, la, la
590
00:38:52,000 --> 00:38:56,360
# La, la, la, la la
Dee, da, da, da
591
00:38:57,680 --> 00:39:00,720
# La, la, la, la, la... #
592
00:39:00,720 --> 00:39:04,880
OMAR: If you could wake up tomorrow
and never hear it again,
593
00:39:04,880 --> 00:39:08,200
you will choose
that without a second thought.
594
00:39:08,200 --> 00:39:10,080
# ..But never quite did
595
00:39:10,080 --> 00:39:13,920
# Rain or appointments
or something... #
596
00:39:13,920 --> 00:39:16,960
KYLE: Connected,
like we're suffering together.
597
00:39:16,960 --> 00:39:19,400
VOICES CONVERGE
598
00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:21,160
JO: ...Deepest part of you.
599
00:39:21,160 --> 00:39:23,400
DISTORTED VOICES
600
00:39:24,920 --> 00:39:27,440
# ..Never quite did... #
601
00:39:27,440 --> 00:39:29,000
KYLE: Hear this.
602
00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:32,440
# ..Rain or appointments
or something
603
00:39:34,560 --> 00:39:37,320
# Rain or appointments... #
604
00:39:37,320 --> 00:39:39,400
CLAIRE EXHALES DEEPLY
605
00:39:39,400 --> 00:39:42,640
# ..Mm, mm, mm, mm... #
606
00:39:42,640 --> 00:39:44,240
I want to try.
607
00:39:44,240 --> 00:39:47,960
# ..Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm
608
00:39:47,960 --> 00:39:50,920
# Mm, mm, mm, mm
609
00:39:50,920 --> 00:39:54,360
# Mm, mm, mm, mm
610
00:39:56,280 --> 00:40:00,600
# Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm. #
611
00:40:00,600 --> 00:40:02,720
MUSIC FADES OUT
612
00:40:23,200 --> 00:40:27,360
We've just been adding to it
for years. Mm-hm.
613
00:40:28,800 --> 00:40:30,760
Kyle, you can't sleep here.
614
00:40:31,880 --> 00:40:34,440
Well, I don't really have a choice.
615
00:40:34,440 --> 00:40:35,760
Mum kicked me out.
616
00:40:37,560 --> 00:40:39,640
Yeah, well, I think
she'll let you back
617
00:40:39,640 --> 00:40:41,840
if she knew that you were
sleeping here.
618
00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:44,000
This isn't sustainable.
619
00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:47,000
I mean, it's fine short-term.
620
00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:49,040
You can shower at the gym.
621
00:40:49,040 --> 00:40:50,680
Come on.
622
00:40:51,760 --> 00:40:53,880
You must have somewhere
else that you can go.
623
00:40:53,880 --> 00:40:54,920
Like where?
624
00:40:56,040 --> 00:40:57,720
I don't know. I've...
625
00:41:04,120 --> 00:41:06,120
That's not a good idea.
626
00:41:06,120 --> 00:41:07,560
No, I know, but...
627
00:41:16,120 --> 00:41:17,440
Claire.
628
00:41:19,480 --> 00:41:21,000
Hm?
629
00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:22,560
You have to give in.
630
00:41:24,640 --> 00:41:28,160
It's fear. Hm-mm.
Not fear of anything bad,
631
00:41:28,160 --> 00:41:29,560
I don't think.
632
00:41:29,560 --> 00:41:33,040
It feels like you're afraid of
what could be good.
633
00:41:33,040 --> 00:41:37,200
Because of how it might make you
feel about the rest of your life.
634
00:41:37,200 --> 00:41:40,360
Actually, I feel pretty good about
takeaways in the middle
635
00:41:40,360 --> 00:41:42,440
of the day in my pyjamas.
636
00:41:42,440 --> 00:41:43,680
Claire...
637
00:41:48,680 --> 00:41:49,720
..I love you.
638
00:41:53,080 --> 00:41:56,120
I don't mean that I'm in love
with you.
639
00:41:58,440 --> 00:41:59,480
But...
640
00:42:03,480 --> 00:42:04,520
..I love you.
641
00:42:06,680 --> 00:42:13,880
Not like a teacher or a friend,
or a mother, or anything romantic,
642
00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:16,920
but something between
all of those things.
643
00:42:18,440 --> 00:42:20,160
Something there isn't a name for.
644
00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:27,240
I think you're fucking amazing.
645
00:42:29,360 --> 00:42:34,120
And you're filled with
the sound of fucking earth.
646
00:42:55,120 --> 00:42:56,440
What can you hear?
647
00:43:14,600 --> 00:43:16,200
The wind in the grass.
648
00:43:20,600 --> 00:43:22,800
BUZZING
649
00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:26,360
A bee.
650
00:43:35,200 --> 00:43:36,600
My breath. Your breath.
651
00:43:40,400 --> 00:43:41,760
Your breath.
652
00:43:50,040 --> 00:43:53,360
The...blood in my ears.
653
00:43:55,600 --> 00:44:00,400
THRUMMING
654
00:44:05,360 --> 00:44:08,880
THRUMMING INTENSIFIES
655
00:44:22,480 --> 00:44:24,080
SHE GASPS
656
00:44:29,360 --> 00:44:31,040
SHE GASPS
657
00:44:37,440 --> 00:44:39,520
SHE LAUGHS
658
00:44:51,080 --> 00:44:52,200
SHE LAUGHS
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