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[somber instrumental music]

[somber instrumental music]

[car engine rumbles]

[car door slams]

[car door slams]

[thud]

[thud]

[thud]

[thud]

[mysterious instrumental music]

[mysterious instrumental music]

[car door slams]

[car engine rumbles]

[car engine rumbles]

[dramatically mysterious music]

[dramatically mysterious music]

[fishing pole clicks repeatedly]

[fishing pole clicks repeatedly]

[dramatically mysterious instrumental music]

[dramatically mysterious instrumental music]

[whoosh]

[dramatically exciting music]

[dramatically exciting music]

[thud]

[somber instrumental music]

[somber instrumental music]

[dramatic music]

[dramatic music]

- I got 27 years of hatin' inside that trunk,

- I got 27 years of hatin' inside that trunk,

just waitin' to be let out.

just waitin' to be let out.

You believe me boy, it'll get to her.

You believe me boy, it'll get to her.

[sobbing]

[trunk clanks]

[trunk clanks]

- Don't fight it, don't fight it.

Don't fight it, don't fight it.

[sobbing] [trunk slams]

[sobbing] [trunk slams]

Oh forgive me Papa.

Oh forgive me Papa.

It's got to be this way.

It's got to be this way.

[sobbing]

[dramatic cadence]

[dramatic cadence]

[somber instrumental music] [sobbing]

[somber instrumental music] [sobbing]

- [Todd] Why?

- [Todd] Why?

With my brain on fire and my heart between my teeth.

With my brain on fire and my heart between my teeth.

All my physical senses exalted in this moment.

All my physical senses exalted in this moment.

Is this What dying is?

[boat horn sounds] A final rush of memory,

[boat horn sounds] A final rush of memory,

each person, each incident.

each person, each incident.

One particular telephone pole flashing past

One particular telephone pole flashing past

as you streak away on a runaway express train.

as you streak away on a runaway express train.

My first sight of Alma Hawkes,

My first sight of Alma Hawkes,

it was last Wednesday.

[seagulls squawking]

[seagulls squawking]

[somber instrumental music]

[somber instrumental music]

Excuse me.

- Good thing people's heads close

while they're still babies,

while they're still babies,

otherwise everybody on Lobos Isle'd be lined up

otherwise everybody on Lobos Isle'd be lined up

instead of those few,

instead of those few,

just waitin' for a chance to peek into her head.

just waitin' for a chance to peek into her head.

- Who's head?

- Who's head?

- Alma Hawkes.

Oh, that's Alma down there on the bow.

Oh, that's Alma down there on the bow.

- Is she a local celebrity or something?

- Is she a local celebrity or something?

- Son, on this island, your kids get onry,

- Son, on this island, your kids get onry,

you just say "Alma Hawkes" at 'em and they do

like you tell 'em.

like you tell 'em.

And I mean right now.

She's about as welcome as a July hurricane.

She's about as welcome as a July hurricane.

- What's her claim to fame?

- What's her claim to fame?

- Just up and killed her pa, that's all,

- Just up and killed her pa, that's all,

with a short gaff.

No reason anyone's ever been able to figure out.

No reason anyone's ever been able to figure out.

No reason anyone's ever been able to figure out.

Finished 'em off without a word.

27 years they put her away, and here she comes again.

27 years they put her away, and here she comes again.

27 years they put her away, and here she comes again.

[somber instrumental music]

[somber instrumental music]

[mysterious music]

[mysterious music]

[boat horn sounds]

[boat horn sounds]

[somber instrumental music]

[somber instrumental music]

[boat horn sounds]

[boat horn sounds]

[bus engine rumbles]

[bus engine rumbles]

[brakes squeal]

[brakes squeal]

[somber instrumental music]

[somber instrumental music]

She sure give you the once over.

She sure give you the once over.

- Does she have any place to go

- Does she have any place to go

or anybody to take her there?

or anybody to take her there?

- Uh, we'll run the boat back over to the mainland

- Uh, we'll run the boat back over to the mainland

at five, I'll be at the fish house.

- Hey!

- Hey!

Can I give you a lift?

Can I give you a lift?

I'm parked right over there.

I'm parked right over there.

- You know who I am?

- Yeah, Arty told me your name.

- Yeah, Arty told me your name.

Mine's Stiles.

- Stiles.

Is that a first name?

- Todd.

- Todd.

[luggage thuds]

[luggage thuds]

[luggage thuds]

[luggage thuds]

[engine rumbles]

[engine rumbles]

- The jetty, then south along the beach.

- The jetty, then south along the beach.

We used to catch tarpon right off that jetty,

We used to catch tarpon right off that jetty,

six and seven feet long.

Mullet's the best bait for tarpon.

Mullet's the best bait for tarpon.

You know, you can write on a tarpon's scale in ink

You know, you can write on a tarpon's scale in ink

and it'll never wear off.

and it'll never wear off.

In the summer, this was always so alive,

here on Lobos Island.

Parties in all the weekend houses.

Parties in all the weekend houses.

All the people would come down from Houston and Dallas.

All the people would come down from Houston and Dallas.

My house is up ahead.

[somber instrumental music]

- You're not gonna stay here?

- You're not gonna stay here?

- Even if it were just one board standing.

- Even if it were just one board standing.

- [Todd] What about the gas and lights and water?

- [Todd] What about the gas and lights and water?

- It'll come in time.

- It's all boarded up.

- It's all boarded up.

- There's a wood stove inside.

- There's a wood stove inside.

Those boards across the door,

well, that's what I'll burn tonight.

well, that's what I'll burn tonight.

And tomorrow, well, new day.

- Well, I only have to make three trips

- Well, I only have to make three trips

to the mainland a day.

I've got time on my hands,

I've got time on my hands,

so I'll come over tomorrow, help you get the place running.

so I'll come over tomorrow, help you get the place running.

[boards ripping]

- Thank you, son.

- Thank you, son.

[boards ripping]

[boards ripping]

[door creaks]

[mysterious instrumental music]

[mysterious instrumental music]

[somber instrumental music]

[somber instrumental music]

- Not even any curiosity, Mattie?

- Not even any curiosity, Mattie?

- I don't feel no debt.

- I don't feel no debt.

Think she'd have better manners than to come back here.

Think she'd have better manners than to come back here.

- Manners, now there's a word for Alma Hawkes.

- Manners, now there's a word for Alma Hawkes.

First look I ever had at her,

First look I ever had at her,

lying there all bundled up in pink, I said to Jim,

"Jim, that girl'll bust your heart someday."

"Jim, that girl'll bust your heart someday."

"Jim, that girl'll bust your heart someday."

But people aren't cats.

You can't thin out a litter to please yourself.

You can't thin out a litter to please yourself.

You can't thin out a litter to please yourself.

- What if she wants to see me?

- Oh, she'll wanna see you alright, boy.

- Oh, she'll wanna see you alright, boy.

Been on her mind all these years.

Been on her mind all these years.

I should show you some of them mushy letters she wrote

I should show you some of them mushy letters she wrote

first few years she was gone.

- Well, she gonna have to find me first.

- Well, she gonna have to find me first.

[seagulls squawking]

[seagulls squawking]

You think anybody'll tell?

You think anybody'll tell?

- Only word anybody got for her is "goodbye."

- Only word anybody got for her is "goodbye."

"Goodbye Alma, good riddance."

"Goodbye Alma, good riddance."

Nobody'll tell.

Nobody'll tell.

[thwack]

[thwack]

- [Man #1] You got closest look, what'd ya think?

- [Man #1] You got closest look, what'd ya think?

- [Captain] She's still mighty pretty.

- [Captain] She's still mighty pretty.

- [Man #2] Emily got a good look at her

down at the toll gate.

Emily says that was a wig she was wearin'.

Emily says that was a wig she was wearin'.

- Didn't look like no wig to me.

- Didn't look like no wig to me.

- You think you know better than Emily about women's hair?

- You think you know better than Emily about women's hair?

- I know what I seen.

I say she's still mighty pretty.

I say she's still mighty pretty.

- Why not?

They don't work 'em much in prison.

They don't work 'em much in prison.

Three squares a day, place to sleep.

Three squares a day, place to sleep.

Nothin' to nibble at you.

Maybe you make a basket now and then,

Maybe you make a basket now and then,

make a pair of shoes.

Good life.

[thwack]

[thwack]

- Emily says it's a wig.

Read a book once about bein' in prison.

Lose the hair,

Lose the hair,

no vitamins.

- They got all kinds of vitamins, I don't care

- They got all kinds of vitamins, I don't care

what the book says.

They feed 'em real good, steaks and all.

They feed 'em real good, steaks and all.

Where you think your tax money goes?

To buy Alma Hawkes and others like her steaks.

To buy Alma Hawkes and others like her steaks.

- Mattie here was wonderin'

- Mattie here was wonderin'

supposin' she was to ask around.

supposin' she was to ask around.

Would anybody point him out to her,

say, "That's your boy, Miss Hawkes?"

say, "That's your boy, Miss Hawkes?"

- Else wise, why'd she come back?

- Else wise, why'd she come back?

- See Mattie, she can ask and she can look

- See Mattie, she can ask and she can look

from here to Nuevo Loredo.

from here to Nuevo Loredo.

She ain't gonna find no lovin' son.

- She already got herself a likely candidate.

- She already got herself a likely candidate.

Spotted 'em on the ferry boat first thing.

Spotted 'em on the ferry boat first thing.

My deckhand, Stiles.

- You know, Mattie, he does favor you.

- You know, Mattie, he does favor you.

Same complexion, same build, same age.

Same complexion, same build, same age.

- How would she know what I'm supposed to look like?

- How would she know what I'm supposed to look like?

She ain't seen me since that first week I was born.

She ain't seen me since that first week I was born.

- Alright.

We'll give her a son.

We'll give her a son.

That's what she come for.

We give her Stiles.

We give her Stiles.

- I don't know, Kyle.

- I don't know, Kyle.

He's a pretty steady young fella.

I doubt if he'd go along with any shenanigans.

I doubt if he'd go along with any shenanigans.

- You don't suppose I'm gonna tell 'em the real reason,

do ya?

- We won't give her nothin'.

- We won't give her nothin'.

Sooner she finds out she ain't welcome,

the sooner she leaves.

the sooner she leaves.

- Might as well send Mattie over to her.

Gonna send her a son, send her the real thing.

Gonna send her a son, send her the real thing.

- I don't wanna ever see her.

- I don't wanna ever see her.

- We give her the wrong son.

- We give her the wrong son.

Then, when she gets set, thinks how sweet life is,

Then, when she gets set, thinks how sweet life is,

we pull the plug.

we pull the plug.

- I don't mind holdin' my silence, Kyle.

- I don't mind holdin' my silence, Kyle.

Nobody wants her around.

But this idea,

I don't know, it's pretty cold blooded.

I don't know, it's pretty cold blooded.

I don't care what she's done, she's still a mother.

I don't care what she's done, she's still a mother.

- You think I forgot what she done to my brother?

- You think I forgot what she done to my brother?

27 years,

she got off easy.

she got off easy.

Maybe she thinks she paid her debt to society,

Maybe she thinks she paid her debt to society,

but she hasn't paid me.

but she hasn't paid me.

[dramatic instrumental music]

[dramatic instrumental music]

You butter up Stiles.

Tell 'em ol' man Hawkes invites him to come fishin',

Tell 'em ol' man Hawkes invites him to come fishin',

Tell 'em ol' man Hawkes invites him to come fishin',

this afternoon.

[dramatic cadence]

[dramatic cadence]

[mysterious instrumental music]

[mysterious instrumental music]

[water splashing]

[water splashing]

- You send out some special kinda message, Mr. Hawkes,

- You send out some special kinda message, Mr. Hawkes,

to make the fish strike your line?

to make the fish strike your line?

We're not 15 feet apart, we got the same equipment,

We're not 15 feet apart, we got the same equipment,

the same bait, the same water.

How do the fish know the amateurs from the professionals?

How do the fish know the amateurs from the professionals?

How do the fish know the amateurs from the professionals?

You'd think they'd prefer the amateurs.

- Out there, what do you see?

- Out there, what do you see?

- One big pool of frustration.

- One big pool of frustration.

- To you, that's just gulf water.

- To you, that's just gulf water.

Fact is,

little ways out there is the first sand bar.

little ways out there is the first sand bar.

Runs parallel to shore all the way into Mexico.

Runs parallel to shore all the way into Mexico.

20 yards further out is the second bar.

Beyond that, a third.

Beyond that, a third.

[fishing line releases]

[fishing line releases]

So, I just drop her where she counts.

So, I just drop her where she counts.

Man's got to look deep if he wants to see.

Man's got to look deep if he wants to see.

Take this mornin', when Alma landed.

From where you stood, just a poor woman

shut out by a hard shell community,

with no mercy in it's soul.

with no mercy in it's soul.

Now, I'm not faultin' you.

Now, I'm not faultin' you.

I can understand how it must look to an outsider.

I can understand how it must look to an outsider.

But you got to look deeper.

But you got to look deeper.

You gotta appreciate the bitterness

You gotta appreciate the bitterness

and the scandal that went before.

and the scandal that went before.

Alma's my niece.

Alma's my niece.

Was my baby brother Jim she killed.

Was my baby brother Jim she killed.

Her own father.

- Arty told me something about it.

- Arty told me something about it.

But he didn't say anything about a reason.

- She never give no reason, even at the trial.

- She never give no reason, even at the trial.

- She never give no reason, even at the trial.

Claimed she,

she couldn't remember doin' it.

she couldn't remember doin' it.

Claimed she didn't know why.

Now, you and me, we know better than that, boy.

Now, you and me, we know better than that, boy.

Now, you and me, we know better than that, boy.

You kill a man, you know it.

You know why.

It was a summer like all the others.

It was a summer like all the others.

The inn was full up.

A lot of beaches along here.

You could see the old people walkin' and collectin' shells.

You could see the old people walkin' and collectin' shells.

And the honeymooners, whisperin' and touchin' and gigglin'.

And the honeymooners, whisperin' and touchin' and gigglin'.

And the high flyers from Houston, soakin' up the sun

And the high flyers from Houston, soakin' up the sun

and turnin' cartwheels, and lookin' for trouble.

and turnin' cartwheels, and lookin' for trouble.

By the time Alma knew she was gonna have a baby,

By the time Alma knew she was gonna have a baby,

they were all gone.

By the time we knew it, it was spring again.

By the time we knew it, it was spring again.

My brother did what he had to do.

My brother did what he had to do.

He took her in to see Doc Rogers on the mainland.

He took her in to see Doc Rogers on the mainland.

Made all the arrangements.

Right after she had the baby,

Alma came back and thanked him.

Alma came back and thanked him.

She just walked in and hit 'em.

She just walked in and hit 'em.

20, 30 times with a gaff.

20, 30 times with a gaff.

Then, she put 'em in a trunk and tried to ship it

Then, she put 'em in a trunk and tried to ship it

off the island.

Said she couldn't remember doin' that either.

Said she couldn't remember doin' that either.

Like these sandbars, boy,

Like these sandbars, boy,

they just keep buildin' and buildin'.

they just keep buildin' and buildin'.

That's how folks on Lobos feel about Alma.

That's how folks on Lobos feel about Alma.

That bitterness just keeps buildin',

That bitterness just keeps buildin',

and that resentment.

and that resentment.

Still, what kind of world would it be

Still, what kind of world would it be

if we never tried to forget and forgive.

if we never tried to forget and forgive.

To lay it right out for ya boy, I,

I just can't stand the sight of her.

I just can't stand the sight of her.

I see her, I see my brother,

I see her, I see my brother,

the way he was piled up there when she got done with 'em.

the way he was piled up there when she got done with 'em.

I try.

All these years, I try,

All these years, I try,

'cause she's my flesh and blood too,

'cause she's my flesh and blood too,

but I can't look at her.

It takes an outsider.

Somebody like you to start the ball rollin'.

Somebody like you to start the ball rollin'.

- Frankly, Mr. Hawkes, when you invited me out here

fishing today, I thought it was to tell me,

fishing today, I thought it was to tell me,

"Stop helping her or you'll fire me off the ferry boat."

"Stop helping her or you'll fire me off the ferry boat."

- Boy, you don't know Kyle Hawkes.

- Boy, you don't know Kyle Hawkes.

There is one thing, though.

There is one thing, though.

Her son.

She's just livin' to find him.

She's just livin' to find him.

That's why she come back.

That's why she come back.

Trouble is, he ran away years ago.

Was hardly 15.

Was hardly 15.

Haven't heard sign of 'em since.

Haven't heard sign of 'em since.

Now,

it strikes me,

it strikes me,

way folks feel about Alma, she needs the one thing

way folks feel about Alma, she needs the one thing

that'll put her back on her feet.

She needs her son.

She needs her son.

I got you in mind, boy.

- Aw, now wait a minute, Mr. Hawkes.

- Aw, now wait a minute, Mr. Hawkes.

- What's the harm?

You'll only be here for another month.

You'll only be here for another month.

Until you leave, let her think what she wants to think

as long as it makes her happy.

as long as it makes her happy.

- Forget it Mr. Hawkes.

- Forget it Mr. Hawkes.

- I'll sort of feed ya information.

Things about Alma and my brother,

Things about Alma and my brother,

and how her own son was until he left.

and how her own son was until he left.

- If she's been in prison 27 years,

she's learned to look a fact in the face.

she's learned to look a fact in the face.

She should be told.

Her son's gone.

Her son's gone.

A lot of people's sons are gone.

A lot of people's sons are gone.

- You gonna tell her?

- You gonna tell her?

You gonna be the one to drive in that last nail?

You gonna be the one to drive in that last nail?

[splashes]

We may resent Alma comin' back, remindin' us

of the shameful thing she done.

But we ain't cruel.

But we ain't cruel.

We care.

Even if it don't look that way, boy, we care.

Even if it don't look that way, boy, we care.

[dramatic cadence]

[somber instrumental music]

[somber instrumental music]

- Miss Hawkes?

- Miss Hawkes?

Hi, these ought to do it.

Hi, these ought to do it.

Oh, I left the putty in the car, would you get it?

Oh, I left the putty in the car, would you get it?

[seagulls squawking]

[seagulls squawking]

[scraping]

[scraping]

Thanks.

Did they get the water hooked up yet?

Did they get the water hooked up yet?

- You know what today is?

- You know what today is?

- Nope. [scraping]

- March the 16th.

- March the 16th.

- Well, that's one of the comforts of Lobos Island.

That's why I took the job here.

That's why I took the job here.

I never know what day it is.

I don't read the newspapers, I don't watch television,

I don't read the newspapers, I don't watch television,

I don't listen to the radio, I ignore calendars and clocks.

I don't listen to the radio, I ignore calendars and clocks.

I came here for the winter to ruminate and vegetate.

I came here for the winter to ruminate and vegetate.

Maybe figure out who I am and what I am.

Maybe figure out who I am and what I am.

So, I don't know, I don't care what day it is.

So, I don't know, I don't care what day it is.

- Tomorrow's your birthday.

- Aw, I was born March the 12th, not March the 17th.

- Aw, I was born March the 12th, not March the 17th.

That's one thing I do know.

That's one thing I do know.

[scraping] - Take it from me,

I know.

They're connecting the gas this afternoon.

They're connecting the gas this afternoon.

You know, I don't even know what your favorite cake is.

You know, I don't even know what your favorite cake is.

- Miss Hawkes, - Chocolate?

- Miss Hawkes, - Chocolate?

- I think we ought to get this straight now.

- I don't blame you for calling me Miss Hawkes.

- I don't blame you for calling me Miss Hawkes.

- I don't blame you for calling me Miss Hawkes.

All this time, the things they must have said about me.

All this time, the things they must have said about me.

All this time, the things they must have said about me.

Haven't you ever wondered about your father?

Haven't you ever wondered about your father?

- My father and I were very close.

- My father and I were very close.

- He came back?

- Aw look, Miss Ha-- - Of course

- Aw look, Miss Ha-- - Of course

he wouldn't have come back.

How would he have known?

How would he have known?

Still he, he might have read the papers.

Still he, he might have read the papers.

No, no, he wouldn't have come back.

No, no, he wouldn't have come back.

Not after he read what I did to Papa.

Not after he read what I did to Papa.

I'm glad you don't hate him.

He was tall,

He was tall,

tall like you.

And he gave off light.

And he gave off light.

I know that sounds silly.

I know that sounds silly.

But I want you to understand.

It's terribly important to me that

It's terribly important to me that

you understand what kind of a boy he was

you understand what kind of a boy he was

and why I loved him.

I told him, "You look like you swallowed the sun,

I told him, "You look like you swallowed the sun,

"because light, light shines from inside you."

"because light, light shines from inside you."

His eyes were on fire and his skin aglow.

His eyes were on fire and his skin aglow.

And he was so alive.

Later when I tried to explain to Papa what had happened,

Later when I tried to explain to Papa what had happened,

I said, "Can you stop the moon from reflecting the sun?

I said, "Can you stop the moon from reflecting the sun?

"When I was with him, he made me bright."

"When I was with him, he made me bright."

Papa kept insisting, "Bright?

Papa kept insisting, "Bright?

"Stupid you mean.

"Stupid you mean.

"If you're so bright, you're so bright what's his name?

"If you're so bright, you're so bright what's his name?

"Where can we find him?"

"Where can we find him?"

I don't know why I never asked his name

I don't know why I never asked his name

or where he came from.

I guess I was just happy to have him find me.

I guess I was just happy to have him find me.

And me to find him.

And me to find him.

You can say what you want to, but I'd know you anywhere,

You can say what you want to, but I'd know you anywhere,

as his son and mine.

I've lived every tick of the clock for this moment.

I've lived every tick of the clock for this moment.

My son,

My son,

my son.

- My mother's name was Martha.

- My mother's name was Martha.

I was born March the 12th, 1936.

4:30 in the morning at the Leroy Sanitarium

in New York City.

in New York City.

Delivering physician, Dr. Richard Bishop.

Delivering physician, Dr. Richard Bishop.

Weighed eight pounds, 12 ounces.

Weighed eight pounds, 12 ounces.

Length, 22 inches.

- I uh,

I understand.

I know how impossible it is to

I know how impossible it is to

accept the idea of having a mother who did what I did.

accept the idea of having a mother who did what I did.

accept the idea of having a mother who did what I did.

But all that's over.

It's been chopped out of me.

It's been chopped out of me.

In the nights in my cell, I'd imagine I was being sliced up

In the nights in my cell, I'd imagine I was being sliced up

In the nights in my cell, I'd imagine I was being sliced up

like you slice up a sea worm for bait,

like you slice up a sea worm for bait,

until all the old pieces were cut away and I grew again,

until all the old pieces were cut away and I grew again,

fresh and new.

I know why you took a false name and went away.

I know why you took a false name and went away.

I don't blame you.

I don't blame you.

But you came back, just as I did.

But you came back, just as I did.

Give me a chance to make up for all the hurt

Give me a chance to make up for all the hurt

I've caused you.

Give me the time to prove to you how much I can love you.

Give me the time to prove to you how much I can love you.

Let me try, Mattie, please.

Let me try, Mattie, please.

- Mattie?

- Don't go away, Mattie.

- I'll be back.

- I'll be back.

- Is chocolate alright?

- Is chocolate alright?

A double layer cake with one candle?

To celebrate a new lifetime, starting now.

To celebrate a new lifetime, starting now.

Year one?

- Yeah, chocolate's fine.

Mattie.

Mattie.

[thud]

[thud]

[crash] That was from me.

Now get up, I got one for ya from Mama.

Now get up, I got one for ya from Mama.

- What are you drinkin'?

- I'll get to you in a minute.

- I'll get to you in a minute.

- Give 'em a double.

- What kind of people are you anyway?

- What kind of people are you anyway?

- You gotta knock on somethin', knock on me.

- You gotta knock on somethin', knock on me.

- No wonder you're the king of the fisherman.

- No wonder you're the king of the fisherman.

You know just how to bait a hook, don't you?

You know just how to bait a hook, don't you?

- Mattie, tell 'em.

- He ain't gonna drink that.

How'd you like to walk around with a sinker on every finger?

How'd you like to walk around with a sinker on every finger?

And a net draggin' at your feet?

And a net draggin' at your feet?

Look, Kyle here, he cut them sinkers off.

Look, Kyle here, he cut them sinkers off.

He turned me loose of that net.

He turned me loose of that net.

He give me a roof, a clean bed,

He give me a roof, a clean bed,

and my self respect.

and my self respect.

I can still remember the day he almost skinned

old man Thompson alive for callin' me,

old man Thompson alive for callin' me,

what he went and called me.

what he went and called me.

Not a man, or a woman, or a kid on this island

Not a man, or a woman, or a kid on this island

ever called me anything but Mattie Hawkes from then on.

ever called me anything but Mattie Hawkes from then on.

He's been my Pa, and my Ma, and the Grandpa I lost

He's been my Pa, and my Ma, and the Grandpa I lost

all account of that crazy woman.

all account of that crazy woman.

Just 'cause she whelp me, that don't mean nothin'.

Just 'cause she whelp me, that don't mean nothin'.

It don't give her no rights.

You got to earn them rights a day at a time,

You got to earn them rights a day at a time,

like Kyle here, like he done for me.

like Kyle here, like he done for me.

He raised me up, not her.

So, what she come back for?

Stir things up again?

Stir things up again?

Remind everyone?

Make 'em look at me like they did afore he cleaned up

Make 'em look at me like they did afore he cleaned up

on old man Thompson?

Alright,

you can come at me again, Todd,

see if you can get in another punch like that first one.

see if you can get in another punch like that first one.

Only this time, you're gonna know you had yourself a fight.

Only this time, you're gonna know you had yourself a fight.

'Cause I ain't got no mind ever to go to that woman

and say, "Here I am Ma.

"Here's your lovin' son, Mattie."

"Here's your lovin' son, Mattie."

[somber instrumental music]

[somber instrumental music]

- Make a wish.

- Make a wish.

[dramatic cadence]

[dramatic cadence]

[sewing machine chugs]

[knocking on the door]

[knocking on the door]

- Come in, Mattie.

I thought it was Mattie.

- There's been a real bad mix up, Alma.

- There's been a real bad mix up, Alma.

I turned up another Mattie for ya.

I turned up another Mattie for ya.

- I don't understand.

- I don't understand.

- This boy here, he just come in on a boat from New Orleans,

says his name's Mattie.

says his name's Mattie.

Said he was born here on Lobos Island.

I got to thinkin', could be this is your son.

I got to thinkin', could be this is your son.

I got to thinkin', could be this is your son.

- I got my son.

[sewing machine chugs] - Well now,

we can't be too sure Alma.

we can't be too sure Alma.

I don't know about that.

The sheriff called this mornin' from the mainland.

The sheriff called this mornin' from the mainland.

Said he's got a young fellow over there at Point Concord

Said he's got a young fellow over there at Point Concord

named Mattie too.

Said he'd try to run 'em over, maybe tomorrow,

Said he'd try to run 'em over, maybe tomorrow,

and let you take a look at 'em.

I mean, that's three Mattie's in less than a week.

I mean, that's three Mattie's in less than a week.

- But you know who he is.

It's Todd.

It's Todd.

Todd is Mattie.

- Well, we can't be sure Alma.

- Well, we can't be sure Alma.

You see that boy of yours, he ran away

You see that boy of yours, he ran away

when he was real young.

I didn't wanna say anything in the first few days

I didn't wanna say anything in the first few days

you was back,

knowin' how you feel

knowin' how you feel

about findin' your boy.

about findin' your boy.

But this fellow here seems to know

quite a bit about the family.

quite a bit about the family.

- What was my mother's name?

- What was my mother's name?

- [Kyle] Go ahead.

- Harriet.

- Harriet.

- Well, anybody knows that.

- Well, anybody knows that.

- How 'bout that boy Todd?

I mean, Mattie.

I mean, Mattie.

He knows?

- Of course he knows.

But he keeps sayin' he doesn't.

But he keeps sayin' he doesn't.

He's too ashamed to admit about things.

But he's not denying it so much anymore.

But he's not denying it so much anymore.

Takes time.

- Tell her some more boy.

- Tell her some more boy.

Tell her about my house, how it was

hen you was a boy.

- Well, uh,

there was that one wall with the special paper

there was that one wall with the special paper

all the way from Dallas.

all the way from Dallas.

Them red roses.

- You remember that paper Alma?

How your Ma loved it?

- You coached him.

- You coached him.

You're doing this deliberately just to get back at me, Kyle.

You're doing this deliberately just to get back at me, Kyle.

I know you.

- I'm only tryin' to help.

Come along boy.

Come along boy.

Nobody can say you didn't try.

Not your fault if she turns her back on you.

Not your fault if she turns her back on you.

[sewing machine chugs]

[sewing machine chugs]

[somber instrumental music]

[somber instrumental music]

- I sent for it last week.

Please look at it.

Please look at it.

Go ahead.

Go ahead.

It's a copy of my birth certificate.

It's a copy of my birth certificate.

Miss Hawkes, I'm leaving just as soon as I can sort out

Miss Hawkes, I'm leaving just as soon as I can sort out

my own responsibility in this.

my own responsibility in this.

- No, no, no,

I won't believe it.

I won't believe it.

I can't believe it.

- Look Miss Hawkes, I'm sick about everything--

- Look Miss Hawkes, I'm sick about everything--

- Miss Hawkes?

Mother, mother.

Mother, mother.

- I never would have done it except

I thought it might help.

I thought it might help.

- No no.

[knocking on door]

[knocking on door]

[thud]

[thud]

[mysterious instrumental music]

[mysterious instrumental music]

[creaks]

[creaks]

[screams]

[screams]

[mysterious instrumental music]

[mysterious instrumental music]

[whoosh]

[whoosh]

[dramatic instrumental music]

[dramatic instrumental music]

[thud]

[thud]

[thud]

[mysterious instrumental music]

[mysterious instrumental music]

[sobbing]

[sobbing]

Don't fight it, don't fight it.

Don't fight it, don't fight it.

Don't fight it, don't fight it.

Don't fight it, don't fight it.

[trunk slams] [sobbing]

[trunk slams] [sobbing]

Uncle Kyle!

Uncle Kyle!

Uncle Kyle!

Uncle Kyle!

Uncle Kyle!

Uncle Kyle!

[sobbing] Uncle Kyle!

[sobbing] Uncle Kyle!

Uncle Kyle!

I put Papa into the trunk, in the trunk [sobbing].

I put Papa into the trunk, in the trunk [sobbing].

Father kept saying, "You're no good like your mother was."

Father kept saying, "You're no good like your mother was."

He said, "Maybe she ran off, but you won't.

He said, "Maybe she ran off, but you won't.

"Oh no, you won't."

When I was a little girl, he'd lock me in the closet.

When I was a little girl, he'd lock me in the closet.

Mama would try to get me out.

Mama would try to get me out.

But she was afraid of him.

But she was afraid of him.

And then she went away.

And then she went away.

Papa became worse.

Papa became worse.

You remember, Uncle Kyle, how much worse he got?

You remember, Uncle Kyle, how much worse he got?

And then, when he found out how I was,

And then, when he found out how I was,

when he found out about me and the boy,

he grabbed my arm, "Please Papa, not the closet,

he grabbed my arm, "Please Papa, not the closet,

he grabbed my arm, "Please Papa, not the closet,

"not the closet, it's bad for my baby.

"not the closet, it's bad for my baby.

"Don't scare my baby."

"Lock your shame in there," he said.

"Lock your shame in there," he said.

"Have your baby in the dark with the lid clamped down

"Have your baby in the dark with the lid clamped down

"on both of you."

"Please."

He pushed me down [sobbing].

He pushed me down [sobbing].

I could hear my baby.

I could hear my baby.

I could feel it screaming for life, for light.

I could feel it screaming for life, for light.

"Papa, I'll kill you!

"Papa, I'll kill you!

"I'll kill you, father, I'll kill you."

"I'll kill you, father, I'll kill you."

I promised my baby, [sobbing] "I'll kill him

I promised my baby, [sobbing] "I'll kill him

"when it's done, I'll kill him, I'll kill him."

"when it's done, I'll kill him, I'll kill him."

[sobbing]

[sobbing]

[ambulance siren wails]

[ambulance siren wails]

[somber instrumental music]

[somber instrumental music]

[chain clinks] [boat horn sounds]

[chain clinks] [boat horn sounds]

[dramatic cadence]

[dramatic cadence]

[jazzy instrumental music]

[jazzy instrumental music]

- [Announcer] This has been a Screen Gems Film Presentation,

- [Announcer] This has been a Screen Gems Film Presentation,

Herbert B. Leonard, executive producer.

Herbert B. Leonard, executive producer.

[END CREDITS]

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