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I couldn't bear the thought of not seeing you again.

Would you have a mind spencer, a little fun before you leave?

I don't think so.

I can't offer you anything. I don't know anything.

I've been thinking about you every day and every night for the last few months.

I love you.

I wish I had the curse to tell you to go away.

I will if you want me to. I will go away. I will dream about you for the rest of my life.

Is that what you want me to do?

No.

All I have.

All I can give you is right now.

That feels like everything to me.

I'm not going to do anything to you.

I'm not going to do anything to you.

There's something I want to tell you.

Tell me.

I'm daddy died.

I was raped by Tom.

What?

He was drunk and he came after me in the barn.

When I was all over he just left me laying there.

I wanted to kill him.

I got daddy's rifle.

And Jared tried to stop me.

Tom had his gun and he fired.

Jared was killed.

Chris, don't you?

It was Tom's fault. Not yours.

But I wanted to kill him.

I wanted to hurt him as badly as he had hurt me.

That wasn't right.

Jared died because of that.

I wish I could take it away.

I wish I'd been there.

You're here now.

You realize it's all going to happen?

Records, movies, everything?

It's hard to imagine.

But in all these past few days, they've been the best of my life.

Come on.

Spencer?

I can't bear to say goodbye to you at the airport.

Goodbye.

Just I love you.

I love you, Crystal.

I love you.

Jenny, sure she saw Spencer.

I'm sure it was.

I knew there was something between him and that girl that we went to the club.

Pull some strings and get him home.

Elizabeth, you're overreacting.

I am not overreacting, Daddy.

Darling, let's have a little common sense and compassion here.

The girl is not with Spencer. She's in San Francisco.

In discretion before he left the country on a difficult and dangerous assignment

is not hard to understand or forgive.

I understand perfectly and I'm furious.

Darling, let it go.

I can't believe your marriage is seriously threatened.

Don't make Spencer feel any worse than he probably already does.

Thank you for your support.

Who's the guy with Krista?

Some big time person to manage it from Los Angeles friend of Stans.

Who was Harry?

Keep your fingers crossed.

You come to Los Angeles? We record an album?

Not a single.

A full album.

We promote it to the limit.

TV appearances, big club data too, and a lot of press.

Now that I've seen you, I think we should consider film as well.

Interested?

Of course I'm interested.

I would just need to think about it.

Are you involved with someone?

In a way.

I have a late flight back to LA.

Here's my card.

Think it over?

Well, thank you.

And Krista.

If you don't call me, I will call you.

Krista, somebody here to see you.

Miss Wyatt, I'm Elizabeth Hill.

I don't know what Spencer told you about me or a marriage.

But I do know you've had an ongoing affair with my husband.

And that the two of you were together before he went to China.

It wasn't like that.

Oh, really?

No.

Neither of us planned this.

If we were to never see each other again, it wouldn't change anything.

I sincerely doubt that.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know.

I sincerely doubt that.

And it isn't fair to any of us.

It isn't fair to me because I deeply love my husband.

And it isn't fair to Spencer because he has a brilliant career ahead of him.

And I have the money and the family and the education to support that and to share it, which you!

Forgive me for being so blunt, do not.

And finally, it isn't fair to you

because Spencer will never divorce me

for a farm girl turned nightclub singer.

So for all of our sakes, I am advising you to end it now.

I want you to know one thing.

I never ask Spencer to divorce you.

I never asked him to love me.

Good.

Then maybe out of simple decency and morality,

you leave my husband alone.

If you don't, you will regret it bitterly

and Spencer will regret it even more

because I will do anything to preserve my marriage.

Have I made myself crystal clear?

Yes.

You okay?

You fine?

I'm going to Hollywood.

I'm going to see

when nothing is the way it seems

you belong by me.

Timeless love,

timeless dreams

as those stars are true

deep inside my heart and hope

I am loved by you.

I am not a good person

but I am a good person.

I have moved to Los Angeles

and I have a wonderful manager

and so many things I have wanted

have begun to happen for me.

But I have also come to understand

that I can't have what I have wanted most of all,

which is you.

I have loved you, Spencer,

but you are married

and I won't write to you again.

Mr. Mommy, I know.

You've worked so hard and it's really paying off.

I'm proud of you.

This past year's been so amazing.

How can I ever thank you?

I have.

Something's wrong.

Your friend in China?

No.

And I said that was over. I meant it.

I talked to Boyden Trung.

My brother in La Tom

was killed driving drunk in his pickup.

I'm so sorry.

Do you want to go back home?

No.

I don't know if your family wouldn't want to see me.

I don't want to see them.

Crystal, what can I do for you?

I don't know.

I guess I'm just really tired.

You've been keeping me so busy.

How about a quiet dinner tonight?

I promised to have you home early.

Come on. You can come just as you are.

Where are we going?

You'll see.

Come on.

How many laps is that?

Too many.

That your folks could never get you out of the water.

Oh, the temps are perfect.

It's no fun if it's too cold.

I'm developing a taste for this.

You deserve it.

This was a great idea.

Ernie, don't.

Please.

I didn't mean to frighten you.

The problem is, this is also new to me.

I don't even know what I'm doing half the time.

Do you want to go home now?

No.

I want to stay.

I want to stay.

I want to stay.

I want to stay.

I want to stay.

I want to stay.

I want to stay.

I want to stay.

I want to stay.

I want to stay.

I want to stay.

I want to stay.

I want to stay.

I want to stay.

I want to stay.

I want to stay.

I don't believe that.

May I?

Ernie, thank you.

There's more.

I just got you a featured role in what's going to be a major film.

Oh.

Oh.

I feel guilty.

Why?

Come on, tell me.

I don't love you.

I mean, I'm terribly grateful to you.

Is it alright that I don't love you?

You're wonderful.

And I hope for your sake.

You're always as honest with me as you've just been.

Ha!

Right. Excellent.

Can I tell you?

You're beautiful.

Alright, now we move on to the window next 23A.

Oh.

Missed you so much.

I missed you.

I can't believe you're here.

I'm a spencer.

Oh.

I'm a spencer.

I'm a spencer.

I'm a spencer.

I'm a spencer.

I'm a spencer.

I'm a spencer.

I'm a spencer.

I'm a spencer.

I'm a spencer.

What did you get here?

This morning.

You're a star now.

Not quite.

I'm getting there.

You've had a hard time having you.

I can't even describe it.

First of all, you're released.

Just get out of here.

I'm so happy you're back.

No, no, no, no.

No.

Nissery in China.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

Nissery in China was beyond anything you could ever imagine.

I couldn't leave.

Did everything I could for two years.

In the end, it was nothing.

What are you gonna do now?

Get my own life in order.

Divorce Elizabeth.

Ask you to marry me.

Will you marry me?

Spencer, I'm living with my manager.

I'm not in love with him, but I owe everything that's happened to him.

What are you trying to tell me?

That he's a very important person in my life.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm so happy.

I'm a very important person in my life.

How important?

Spencer, from once in our lives, can you have a little consideration for me?

Ernie has given me everything.

I can't just walk away from him.

Any more than you could walk away from Elizabeth.

I'm angry.

I have no right to be.

No, you don't.

Crystal, make me understand, I have…

I'm saying now I'm the one who's asking for a little time and a little patience.

I waited for you for years.

Never once have I asked you to leave your wife.

How can you not give me a little time to take care of my career?

To be fair to someone who cares about me.

Because I'm selfish and I want you.

Good answer.

Crystal, I'm trying to understand.

I do understand.

I want you to have your career and your success

and everything you've wanted and worked for.

I just want you to have me too.

I love you.

Don't ever doubt that.

How much longer do we have to wait?

I start a new film next month,

and I have to manage things as kindly as I can with Ernie.

Five months, maybe six.

OK.

I will do what I have to do.

I will take the red eye back to New York.

I'll deal with the situation there.

The sooner that's over, the sooner I can come back.

Come here.

It's going to be all right.

What do you mean?

Hi.

Hi.

How was your day?

You sure?

Yeah.

What happened?

Just stood around the lot.

Hmm.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Who was he?

Just an old friend.

Home from China?

Yes.

Now listen, understand I mean every word.

If you see Spencer again, he's a dead man and you,

well, wish you were dead.

You belong to me.

You belong to me in every way.

Don't think for a moment.

I'll hesitate to have him killed.

Is that clear?

Is that clear?

Yes.

Say it.

Yes.

Yes.

Good.

Don't come to bed.

Okay.

Hello?

It's Christo.

Hey.

It's great just to hear your voice.

Have you spoken with Elizabeth yet?

No.

No.

I got in 7.30 and she didn't expect mental tonight so she stole the Hamptons.

Spencer, I don't want you to end your marriage because of me.

For us.

Is that again?

I can't marry you.

Why?

Because of Liz?

Because I'm not ready to make any changes.

I've decided what I need.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I've decided what I need right now is to just concentrate on my career.

How?

Are you telling me you don't love me?

I just think that all that was a long time ago.

It was some sort of fantasy I cherished.

Maybe yesterday I was playing a... a part in a scene.

You know.

I'm between a long-lost hero and a little girl who wants to know she loved him.

No, no, no, no.

I don't believe you.

Look, I... I know I waited too long.

I know I made a big mistake when I married Liz, but I also know this.

I wasn't playing a scene yesterday.

Neither were you.

Hey, is Ernie there.

Is he making you say this?

Of course not.

Of course, don't for God's sake what happened.

I've just decided that it's over.

That's all.

I don't want to see you again.

There's no point.

All right.

Wait.

Don't hang up.

I always love you.

I was in Washington yesterday.

I had lunch with the Secretary of State.

He's an old person, a friend of mine.

And the conversation got around to you.

Me?

The President is about to announce the formation of a commission called America Relief.

Now the idea is to target pockets of poverty in the United States, urban centers, depressed rural areas.

I spent a half an hour or so with the President last night and he asked me to work closely with the commissioner on the corporate end of things.

Who is the commissioner?

It's a presidential appointment.

And it's yours if you want it.

That is the most extraordinary offer.

Do you realize what daddy has done?

If you pull this off, anything is possible for you, anything.

How could you not have said yes?

One a divorce.

I think I'll put the governor next to Caroline.

Elizabeth.

How did that?

I'd like to talk about this now.

Thank you, Charles.

I'll finish here.

I know China was terrible.

And I understand you're having re-entry problems in our marriage as well as the rest of your life.

And I'm being as patient as I know how to pay.

But you haven't given me and us a chance.

I just want what's fair for both of us, what we both deserve.

Elizabeth, I wasn't fair to either one of us when I married you.

I'm a contrary.

I think you made the smartest move of your life.

Elizabeth, why the hell do you want to be married to someone with whom you have absolutely nothing in common?