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uhm

this is uhm

really strange for me uhm

are you sure?

uhm

i...

i'm not

i'm not used to seeing you blindfolded

for one

uhm

i know this is probably super weird for you

i understand

i...

you're comfortable righ?

i hope you are

i hope you're not just saying that to make me feel better

okay you're smiling, so that's good

uhm

i've never done this before

and i...

i can't even tell you how long i've...

wanted

to do this

with you

should i tell him everything?

uh, i mean, no, i mean like, everything

so

uhm

you know i've always uhm

i've always really liked you

i love that you...

hang out with us and i-i know, i know that you're

you

you and him have always

known each other

long before you knew me, but

uhm

i feel like ever since i came into the picture

uhm

i kind of

created this turbulence

in a

uh

i really didn't mean to

i didn't

uhm

are you sure?

and

i...

i really

wanted to give you something special

just

uhm

really special

uhm

can i be honest with you?

okay

uhm

well

i didn't know

if i wanted you, or if i wanted

him and

there was no clear path

and

uhm

it's always been really difficult for me

it has

i've always wanted you

i have

i mean, don't

don't you remember?

don't you remember all of those times

when we were together

all those times

i mean i know you remember

i know you do

we would all get off work

and

i would

take off my

clothes

in the bathroom

and i would ask you for one of your big baggy shirts

and- and

i would take off all my clothes, and i'd just put on that shirt, and

oh my god

when

my skin

touched that cloth

it was just so...

so amazing

i

i imagined for a second

every time i put on your

shirt

it felt like

i was with you

and uhm

i never got the feeling that i

i never got the feeling like i was with someone else

when i put on your shirt, i felt like i was with you

and uhm

i've always wanted it

e-ever since i did it, i

are you sure?

uhm

i always felt like i...

needed you

on a

on a deeper level

i

i

i've always wanted to be with you

i've always wanted to be

the one to go to bed

with you

and uhm

i wanted to give you that

i mean-

i know i-i-i'm

with him

but

that doesn't mean that we can't

be together right now

on this day

so uhm

that's why you're blindfolded

i don't know if you can uhm

even see me

but

it's the only way i...

i...

i wanna give you something

that i've never given you before, and i

i just know that you want it so bad

i'm

i could never forget

when you were dancing with me

and i would

nudge up

against you

and it was the

i mean it was

it was always very playful but uh

tell me you didn't-

feel

what i wanted

tell me right now, that you didn't know exactly what i wanted

when i did those things, when i-

when i

would rub up against you

in nothing but

a big t-shirt

practically a pillowcase

tell me you didn't feel...

something

tell me

that you didn't want me

even though your best friend was right there

just

no one's judging you, just tell me

just tell me the truth

tell me

that you wanted me

tell me that you wanted to fuck me

because i tried

i tried so hard

to show you that i wanted you