Original subtitles

[On Fire by Andy Blunda]

- YOUR LOVE IS LIKE A RIVER

FLOWING THROUGH MY VEINS

I CAN'T GET ENOUGH

I'M ON FIRE

WE'RE ON FIRE

OUR LOVE'S TOO MUCH

FOR JUST ONE HEART TO TAKE

- LEIGH ANN ASKED

TO SPEND THE NIGHT WITH CHRIS AND TO HAVE SOME BONDING TIME

WITH HIM.

AND BEFORE THEY DID THAT,

- OH, YEAH.

- THAT'S PRETTY GOOD.

- TENSIONS ARE HIGH

- LET ME CHANGE REALLY QUICK AND...

- OKAY. - I'LL BE READY.

- I WANTED TO SEE WHERE SHE SAW THIS GOING

BEFORE THAT TRAIN LEFT AND I WAS LEFT BEHIND.

EAT RIGHT HERE, INSTEAD OF-- - YEAH.

JUST WALKING DISTANCE. - YEAH.

SOME MIXED EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW,

AND I HOPE THAT WE CAN BOTH JUST HAVE AN OPEN EAR

AND TRY TO, LIKE, FEEL WHERE EACH OTHER'S AT.

- THE TENSION BETWEEN ME AND MEGAN IS PALPABLE.

- THANK YOU VERY MUCH. - THANK YOU.

- ENJOY.

- WE HAVE BEEN IN A STANDOFF FOR A WHILE,

AND SO I'M REALLY NERVOUS

ABOUT THE WAY THIS DISCUSSION'S GONNA GO.

YOU KNOW, I WANT CHRIS TO COME SPEND THE NIGHT TONIGHT.

- I'M NOT GONNA PREVENT CHRIS FROM, YOU KNOW,

BUT THE FIRST TIME I'VE SEEN YOU,

OTHER THAN THIS, WAS WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND.

AND THEN, YOU KNOW,

YOU'RE ASKING TO, YOU KNOW, TAKE CHRIS.

- THE TRUTH IS, CHRIS AND I NEED TIME ALONE RIGHT NOW

TO RECONNECT,

BUT, YOU KNOW, YOU CAME INTO THIS RELATIONSHIP WITH A COUPLE.

I MEAN, I WAS WITH HIM FOR SEVEN YEARS BEFORE WE MET YOU,

JUST HIM AND I, AND THAT WAS MY ROCK.

THAT WAS MY FOUNDATION,

AND I NEED TO HAVE THAT SECURITY.

- I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS FOR OUR RELATIONSHIP.

IF THAT MEANS, LIKE, ME TAKING A STEP BACK

AND ME NOT BEING A PRIMARY ANYMORE,

I LOVE YOU BOTH, AND I FELL IN LOVE WITH BOTH OF YOU,

- YOU KNOW, I DON'T KNOW.

I WOULD HAVE DONE IT THAT WAY,

BUT FOR THE LAST COUPLE OF YEARS,

WE LET THINGS GET REALLY OUT OF CONTROL, YOU KNOW?

- YEAH. - AND, YOU KNOW, WE--

- I JUST WANT TO BE HIS WIFE AGAIN.

- THERE'S A LOT WE HAVE TO DISCUSS

LEIGH ANN FEELS VERY STRONGLY

ABOUT THE "I'M HIS WIFE, I'M HIS WIFE."

AND ALTHOUGH I FEEL LIKE I'M PART OF THE FAMILY,

I DON'T KNOW WHERE MY PLACE IS.

I DON'T KNOW IF I'LL ALWAYS BE LEFT IN THE GIRLFRIEND ROLE.

- ARE YOU NERVOUS

ABOUT THIS DISCUSSION WE'RE GONNA HAVE WITH KAMALA?

[laughter]

- YEAH, I'M NERVOUS. IT'S, LIKE, TWO ON ONE.

LIKE, IT FEELS LIKE YOU GUYS ARE COMING OVER TO CHANGE ME.

LIKE, I--I'M TRYING NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT TOO MUCH.

- TODAY KAMALA'S COMING OVER

TO HELP ME AND JESSE OUT.

JESSE HAS A LOT OF JEALOUSY.

I'M FEELING A LITTLE BIT RESTRICTED BY IT NOW.

- HEY, JESSE. - HI, HOW ARE YOU?

- AND I'M HOPING THAT, THROUGH THIS,

I CAN GET A LITTLE BIT MORE FREEDOM.

- SO I WANT TO HEAR FROM EACH OF YOU,

YOU KNOW, WHAT'S WORKING, WHAT'S NOT WORKING,

DO YOU WANT TO START?

- [sighs] I'M HAPPY.

WHAT'S NOT WORKING IS ASKING ME TO KISS OTHER GUYS.

[laughter]

I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO CHANGE.

- HOW ABOUT FOR YOU? WHAT'S WORKING?

- WHAT'S WORKING IS ALMOST-- ALMOST EVERYTHING.

- NICE. - WHAT'S NOT WORKING...

- BEFORE YOU DO, ARE YOU OKAY WITH THAT?

ARE YOU WILLING AND READY TO HEAR,

YOU KNOW, WHAT SHE'S SHARING?

- I MEAN, I KNOW WHAT SHE'S GONNA SAY.

SHE'S GONNA SAY JASON.

UM... - MM-HMM.

- IF AN ATTRACTION COMES UP, I WANT TO BE ABLE

TO TALK ABOUT IT AND NOT HAVE TO SHOVE IT DOWN INSIDE

YOU POINT OUT GIRLS ALL THE TIME, YOU POINT OUT THEIR BOOBS.

YOU THINK THEY'RE HOT, AND SOMETIMES IT'S HARD,

AND SOMETIMES, LIKE, I GET A STOMACHACHE WHEN YOU SAY IT.

- YOU TOLD ME THAT WAS FINE. I WOULDN'T DO IT IF IT WASN'T.

- IT IS FINE, AND I WANT YOU TO KEEP DOING IT.

I WANT YOU TO KEEP DOING IT

'CAUSE THAT'S WHERE I WANT TO GROW.

- YOU'RE SAYING, LIKE,

"OH, I WANT TO GROW LIKE THAT. I WANT TO HEAR THAT.

I WANT TO PUSH MYSELF." I DON'T.

THE HARDEST PART FOR ME IS,

"HEY, I THINK THAT GUY'S CUTE," AND NOW I FEEL LIKE

UNTIL I SAY YES.

- ARE YOU OPEN... - YEAH.

- WHEN YOU TELL HIM YOU'RE ATTRACTED TO SOMEONE ELSE,

TO REASSURE HIM THAT HE'S ENOUGH

- ABSOLUTELY.

- GOOD. WOULD THAT HELP YOU... - YEAH.

- YEAH, PROBABLY.

- OKAY, GOOD. WHAT ELSE?

- YOU KNOW, THE WAY MY FAMILY AND I

SPEND TIME TOGETHER, WE DID A LOT OF EVENTS.

WE DID A LOT OF PLAY PARTIES, AND I MISS IT.

I'D REALLY LIKE

TO HAVE A LITTLE BIT-- SOME MORE FREEDOM.

- LIKE, WHAT'S THAT MEAN? YOU WANT TO FUCK OTHER GUYS?

- NO! I DON'T WANT TO FUCK ANYBODY ELSE.

- ALL RIGHT, SO--SO BE SPECIFIC. - YEAH.

- WHAT DOES MORE FREEDOM MEAN? - OKAY.

SPECIFICALLY, YOU'VE NEVER BEEN TO A PLAY PARTY WITH ME.

YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE.

IF WE CAN JUST GO, I WON'T ASK TO KISS ANOTHER GUY,

IT MIGHT BE FUN FOR YOU.

- I DON'T KNOW. I MEAN, I HAVEN'T--

I'VE NEVER DONE THAT.

I DON'T KNOW. LET ME THINK ABOUT IT.

- THANK YOU.

- OUR PLAY PARTIES-- IF YOU--YOU KNOW,

IF YOU SHOW UP AND IT'S NOT FOR YOU,

YOU CAN LEAVE AT ANY POINT.

I'VE HAD ENOUGH. - [laughing]

ALL RIGHT.

GO AHEAD AND GIVE EACH OTHER A HUG.

NICE.

- THERE'S BEEN A LOT OF COMMUNICATION,

- THANKS, KAMALA, FOR COMING. - OH.

- JESSE AND I NEED TO HAVE MORE OF THESE CONVERSATIONS,

EVEN IF THEY'RE PAINFUL,

SO THAT WE CAN GROW AS A COUPLE.

- MY HUSBAND CHRIS IS COMING OVER,

YOU KNOW, SPEND TIME TOGETHER AND ENJOY EACH OTHER'S COMPANY.

BUT I'M HOPEFUL THAT WE CAN COME

FROM A PLACE OF LOVE AND MOVE FORWARD

TOWARDS A RESOLUTION.

- MY BIGGEST FEAR ABOUT TONIGHT

IS JUST THAT I'M NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO SEE

PAST THIS RECENT BEHAVIOR

AND THAT I'M JUST NOT GONNA FEEL LIKE

I CAN REALLY TRUST HER AGAIN

AND LIKE I'M NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO MOVE FORWARD WITH HER

[car door opens, closes]

[knocking at door]

HI. - HI.

I'M STILL GETTING READY, SO JUST SIT DOWN FOR A MINUTE.

- OKAY. [sighs]

- I'LL HURRY.

- SO WE'RE GONNA GO HAVE SOME DRINKS?

- YEAH.

DOES THAT SOUND GOOD? - YEAH, ABSOLUTELY.

TO BE VISITING YOU IN A DIFFERENT HOUSE.

- THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS...

[zipper zips]

- I'M NOT SURE HOW TO RESPOND TO THAT.

YOU, UH, GETTING CLOSE?

I WOULD'VE DRESSED UP A LITTLE MORE

HAD I KNOWN THAT I WAS GONNA ACTUALLY SEE YOU IN A SKIRT.

- LET'S SEE HOW THE EVENING GOES, HUH?

- SO YOU'RE NOT A SURE THING? [laughter]

- SPENDING ONE-ON-ONE TIME

WITH MY HUSBAND IS, LIKE,

THE FIRST AND MOST IMPORTANT STEP

TO REKINDLING OUR RELATIONSHIP.

[mutters indistinctly]

BUT THERE'S STILL A HEAVINESS BETWEEN US.

THAT HE'S STILL WILLING TO LOVE ME AND SPEND TIME WITH ME.

- IS JESSE COMING TONIGHT? - I MENTIONED

THAT YOU GUYS WERE GOING AND I THOUGHT HE SHOULD COME.

- YEAH. - SO I THINK HE INTENDS TO COME.

TONIGHT, THE LADIES ARE HAVING A LADIES' NIGHT OUT,

AND THE GUYS ARE HAVING A GUYS' NIGHT OUT.

WHENEVER WE'RE ALL AROUND EACH OTHER,

SO US GOING OUT SEPARATELY IS A WAY

FOR THE LADIES TO STICK TOGETHER

AND THE GUYS TO GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER.

- I'M KIND OF MORE EXCITED ABOUT CHRISTIAN, TO BE HONEST.

- OH, YEAH?

ABOUT MAYBE LEAVING EARLY WITH CHRISTIAN.

- HOW DID THE DATE GO, YOUR JACUZZI DATE?

- IT WAS FUN.

HE, LIKE, GRABBED ME AND DUNKED ME UNDER THE WATER,

SO I POPPED BACK UP TOO, AND, LIKE, YOU KNOW, IT WAS FUN.

- GOOD. - I HAD A GOOD TIME.

- I'D LIKE TO TAKE IT A LITTLE BIT FARTHER THIS TIME,

AND I JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE YOU'RE GOOD WITH THAT.

- I GOTTA GRAB SOME CONDOMS. - WHY ARE YOU BRINGING CONDOMS?

YOU GUYS ARE COMING BACK HERE.

- WHAT IF WE DECIDE TO HAVE SEX AT THE BAR?

ABOUT A POLYAMOROUS, PROMISCUOUS LIFESTYLE.

- BEING POLYAMOROUS AND PROMISCUOUS

DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE ILLEGAL SEX IN A BAR.

- I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S-- I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S ILLEGAL.

- JUST IN TAHL LAND.

- ANYWAY, I GOT 'EM FOR SAFETY.

- TAHL, YOU HAVE TO CHANGE YOUR SHOES.

[laughter]

DO YOU STILL HAVE THOSE VELCRO SANDALS?

WHY DON'T YOU WEAR THE VELCRO SANDALS

- [laughs] YEAH.

RACHEL IS GOING,

AND I FEEL OBLIGED TO GET TO KNOW HER BETTER.

- IT'S TOO BAD WE'RE NOT GOING OUT TOGETHER

- CHRISTIAN IS LEAVING, SO TONIGHT'S HIS LAST NIGHT.

I'M GLAD HE'S GONNA BE HERE FOR THE GUYS' NIGHT OUT.

- WHERE'S TAHL? IS HE--IS TAHL READY?

- HOPEFULLY.

- YOU GOT ME SOCKS?

- I'LL GET YOU SOME SOCKS. - THANK YOU.

JENNIFER MADE FUN OF MY WHITE SOCKS.

I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO TONIGHT.

- ALL RIGHT. YOU GUYS READY?

LET'S GO.

- GOING TO THIS SPOT HERE.

I HOPE THEY'RE HERE.

- HEY. - HEY!

BECAUSE IF WE CAN'T GET ALONG,

IF WE DON'T LOVE EACH OTHER,

THEN THE'S GONNA BE SO MUCH, YOU KNOW,

PAIN OR EMOTION OR CONFLICT.

- I ACTUALLY HAVEN'T SEEN YOU

SINCE I WAS GETTING MAD AT TAHL,

SO I'M GLAD THAT WE GET TO HAVE A...

- YEAH.

- A SWEET NIGHT OUT. - ME TOO.

TO HANG OUT WITH TZIPORAH...

SORRY.

IN A SITUATION THAT'S NOT TENSE OR WHERE I'M YELLING AT TAHL.

IS 'CAUSE I WANTED JEN TO CONNECT MORE WITH YOU,

AND, YOU KNOW, I WANT YOU GUYS TO GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER.

- YEAH, I GUESS,

AND PEOPLE HAVE BEEN COMING TO EVENTS,

IT JUST FEELS KIND OF WEIRD TO ME,

THE FACT THAT MICHAEL JUST MET YOU RIGHT AWAY.

YOU GUYS STARTED HAVING A DEEP RELATIONSHIP RIGHT AWAY.

IT KIND OF MADE ME NERVOUS BECAUSE, AGAIN,

I JUST THOUGHT YOU WERE A FAN.

I KNOW RACHEL'S A FAN OF THE SHOW.

THAT'S WHY SHE CAME TO ONE OF OUR PARTIES.

THAT'S HOW SHE MET US.

AS MICHAEL'S GIRLFRIEND THAN JUST A FAN.

HAD KIND OF A WALL UP WITH YOU, OR I'VE HAD MY GUARD UP.

AND I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW

THAT MY INTEREST IN MICHAEL IS COMPLETELY AUTHENTIC,

AND I LOVE MICHAEL SO MUCH.

FROM LOS ANGELES DOWN TO SAN DIEGO THIS SUMMER.

- HER AND MICHAEL ARE GOING DEEPER,

AND SINCE THEY SEEM TO BE STAYING TOGETHER,

I JUST HAVE TO COME AROUND, BASICALLY.

- I REALIZED THAT I HAVE TO BE CLOSER TO YOU ALL,

AND I WANT TO BE CLOSER TO MICHAEL,

AND I WANT TO DEEPEN OUR RELATIONSHIP

AND DEEPEN MY RELATIONSHIP WITH THE COMMUNITY, AND SO...

[overlapping chatter] - TOAST.

- CHEERS! - WHOO-HOO!

[laughter]

- I AM SO EXCITED THAT YOU'RE OPEN TO GROUP SEX,

AND I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO DOING A DO-OVER.

[laughs] - YEAH.

- I WANT TO GET CLOSER WITH HER PHYSICALLY.

- DEFINITELY DIDN'T COME OUR FIRST TIME.

I DON'T HAVE ANY JEALOUSY YET,

BUT I KNOW THAT IF I'M SEXUAL WITH SOMEBODY,

IT TENDS TO DISSOLVE ALL MY JEALOUSY.

AND JESSE TODAY--

I MEAN, WE SUGGESTED THE POSSIBILITY

OF HIM GOING TO A PLAY PARTY, AND HE WAS OPEN TO IT, RIGHT?

- HE SAID HE WOULD THINK ABOUT IT.

I MEAN, JESSE'S REALLY SENSITIVE RIGHT NOW.

I'M TOTALLY NOT GONNA PUSH IT.

IF HE WANTS TO, GREAT. IF HE DOESN'T--

- I THINK THAT DESERVES A TOAST RIGHT THERE.

- NICE! - CHEERS TO JESSE.

CHEERS TO SHARING OUR MEN.

I'M MORE EAGER TO SHARE LADIES.

- LADIES' NIGHT OUT. - YES, LADIES' NIGHT OUT.

- HOT LADIES' NIGHT OUT. - CHEERS.

[laughter]

- THANK YOU.

- I'M HOPING THAT LEIGH ANN AND I

GET PAST THIS PAINFUL SITUATION

AND REKINDLE OUR ROMANCE...

- CAN I GET A CAMPFIRE WITH THE GINGER BEER?

- SURE.

- MACALLAN 12, NEAT.

- YOU GOT IT. - THANKS.

LET ME PUT MY SWEATER ON. - OKAY.

- BUT IT'S MORE MY FASHION TO GET

WHATEVER NEEDS TO BE TALKED ABOUT OUT OF THE WAY.

I MEAN, HAVE YOU SPOKEN TO CHRIS SINCE HE LEFT?

- NO, I HAVEN'T.

HE'S NOT MY BOYFRIEND ANYMORE.

- AT THIS POINT, I THINK IT'S WORTH JUST MAKING SURE

I WANT TO HEAR FROM HER THAT SHE HAS PUT THAT RELATIONSHIP

I'M GONNA HAVE TO HEAR ABOUT AGAIN.

- YOU KNOW, I THINK MY TALK WITH MEGAN WAS REALLY GOOD TODAY,

BUT, YOU KNOW, WHAT SHE SAID WAS THAT, YOU KNOW,

SHE STILL HAD A LOT TO THINK ABOUT.

I DON'T THINK THAT WE CAN BE IN A POLYAMOROUS RELATIONSHIP

AND THAT'S WHAT WE DIDN'T DO WITH MEGAN.

AND I DON'T THINK...

- THAT'S RIGHT. - THAT WE CAN PROCEED,

YOU KNOW, UNLESS OUR MARRIAGE BECOMES A PRIORITY.

SO HOW DO WE DO THAT WITHOUT BREAKING HER HEART?

I NEVER STOOD UP FOR OUR MARRIAGE,

AND I REALLY REGRET THAT.

- I THINK ALL OF US WERE REALLY HURT

BY YOUR UNWILLINGNESS TO VOICE YOUR UNHAPPINESS.

- MY BIG HANG-UP IS THAT MEGAN WANTS TO BE EQUAL,

AND THAT'S REALLY WHERE I HAVE A PROBLEM.

AND THIS IS SOMETHING THAT I NEED TO DO.

OUR RELATIONSHIP, YOU KNOW, NEEDS TO BE CARED FOR.

THAT SAID, I THINK

YOU DO HAVE, YOU KNOW, SOME ISSUES WITH CONFRONTATION.

- ALL THREE OF US HAVE COMMUNICATION ISSUES.

- MEGAN STRUGGLES TO, LIKE, PUT THINGS INTO WORDS.

YOU OVERBEARINGLY COMMUNICATE.

- YOU KNOW, I WILL WORK HARD ON

NOT MAKING YOU FEEL SO TERRIFIED.

OBVIOUSLY, YOU KNOW,

THAN HAVING YOU TELL ME SOMETHING

THAT MAYBE I DON'T WANT TO HEAR.

I WANT YOU TO FEEL SAFE IN DOING THAT.

I'M GONNA TRY HARD

TO KEEP MY TEMPER IN CHECK.

- THANK YOU.

I THINK IT'S GONNA BE REALLY IMPORTANT FOR US.

- IT'S A TWO-WAY STREET, YOU KNOW?

I'M GONNA GET BETTER AT TALKING ABOUT IT,

AND IF YOU SAY YOU'RE GONNA GET BETTER AT LISTENING

AND RECEIVING IT,

I THINK WE HAVE A CHANCE.

- I LOVE YOU. I LOVE THE PERSON THAT YOU ARE.

ABOUT THE IDEA OF BEING CAUGHT BETWEEN YOU AND MEGAN AND--

- WELL, YOU ALREADY ARE CAUGHT,

SO WITHOUT HER AND I IN A RELATIONSHIP,

LIKE, WHERE DOES THAT LEAVE US?

- OH, HONEY, I MEAN...

YOU KNOW, HONESTLY, RIGHT NOW, THAT'S--

THAT'S MY WORST NIGHTMARE. I MEAN--

- WHEN CHRIS SAYS THAT IT'S HIS WORST NIGHTMARE,

HAVING TO CHOOSE BETWEEN ME AND MEGAN,

IT'S PRETTY MUCH MY WORST NIGHTMARE

THAT HE DOESN'T SAY IT'S AN EASY CHOICE.

- I THINK THAT TONIGHT SHOULD BE ABOUT YOU AND ME.

- I GUESS THAT WAS THE IDEA.

- AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU LOOK REALLY BEAUTIFUL,

AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

AND I REALLY WANT TO WORK IT OUT WITH YOU,

AND I REALLY WANT YOU BACK.

- I THINK THAT MOST MEN THINK

THAT INFIDELITY IS, LIKE, AN UNFORGIVABLE SIN,

AND THE FACT THAT CHRIS STILL LOVES ME JUST SHOWS

HOW SPECIAL, LIKE, OUR BOND IS.

- NO NEW BEGINNINGS, 'CAUSE IT NEVER ENDED.

SO...

[laughter] - OH, BACK TO YOUR PLACE, HUH?

- MM-HMM. SINCE I HAVE MY OWN PLACE NOW.

- ONLY IF I CAN DO YOU IN THE BUTT.

[laughter]

- LET ME ESCORT YOU HOME.

- [laughs] OH, REALLY?

THANK YOU.

- LEIGH ANN AND I ARE FEELING BETTER.

WE ARE STILL SO CONNECTED,

AND WE'VE ALWAYS HAD SO MUCH LOVE FOR EACH OTHER.

YOU KNOW, I'M FRANKLY FEELING A LITTLE STUPID

FOR LETTING THINGS GET SO FAR APART.

AND A VERY GOOD STEP FORWARD FOR US.

- CHEERS. - CHEERS.

- TO BEING FREE MEN.

- TO BEING FREE.

IT'S JUST, LIKE, A FUN, RELAXED DYNAMIC.

WE GOT BEERS, AND WE CAN TALK ABOUT THE GIRLS,

AND IT'S JUST, YOU KNOW, A SENSE OF CAMARADERIE.

- I'VE BEEN SUPER IMPRESSED WITH YOU.

AND I HAVE TO SAY, I HAD SOME CONCERN

THAT YOU MIGHT BE, YOU KNOW,

TOO MONOGAMOUS, TO HAVE NOT ENOUGH POLY KIND OF EXPERIENCE.

AND YOU JUST DID AWESOME IN THAT ENVIRONMENT.

- YEAH. THANK YOU FOR SHARING.

- YEAH, ABSOLUTELY.

- POLY TENDENCIES SHINING THROUGH.

- AND THAT WAS-- WAS THAT A FIRST TOO?

- IT WAS--IT WAS REALLY HOT. YEAH.

HE'S TAKING SOME BIG STRIDES, AND HE'S VERY OPEN TO THE IDEAS.

I FEEL REALLY GOOD ABOUT HIS DEEP CONNECTION WITH KAMALA.

[indistinct chatter]

- WHAT'S UP, DUDES? - OH, HEY!

- HOW ARE YOU? - I JUST SAID YOUR NAME.

AND SO WHEN HE SHOWED UP, I WAS REALLY HAPPY.

SEEMS LIKE HE REALLY WANTS TO START BEING MORE IN THE GROUP.

- HOW WAS YOUR TRIP, MAN? ARE YOU LEAVING SOON?

- YEAH, YEAH.

TOMORROW MORNING. EARLY, UNFORTUNATELY.

- AWW. - YEAH.

I'M KIND OF BUMMED, ACTUALLY.

REALLY, REALLY ENJOYING--

- AW, YOU WANT TO CONTINUE YOUR FLING?

I'M GONNA KEEP YOU AWAY FROM EACH OTHER

FOR A LITTLE WHILE TONIGHT.

- YEAH. - BUILD THE SUSPENSE.

- BUILD THE TENSION? - YEAH.

- FOR BEING A MONOGAMOUS GUY,

JESSE'S, LIKE, SUPER COOL ABOUT MY POLYAMORY.

I THINK HE'S JUST A LITTLE WORRIED

ABOUT JENNIFER'S POLYAMORY.

ACTUALLY, I HAVE TO SAY,

JENNIFER HAS BEEN SO MUCH LESS BITCHY.

- LESS WHAT?

- SHE KIND OF COMES OFF AS, LIKE, BEING BITCHY, YOU KNOW,

'CAUSE... - SHE'S REALLY FUCKING STUBBORN.

- SHE'S NOT REALLY OUTGOING. - SHE'S REALLY FUCKING BITCHY.

- AND I GET IT BECAUSE, LIKE, I'M NOT VERY OUTGOING EITHER.

- LIKE, HER AND MY RELATIONSHIP,

WE'RE JUST, LIKE, GETTING BETTER AND BETTER.

AND THAT, JESSE, IS THANKS TO YOUR COCK.

- [laughing] - YOU'RE A GOOD MAN, JESSE.

- SO WEIRD!

- IT'S THE SAME THING WITH ME AND KAMALA.

LIKE, SHE COMES BACK FROM BEING AROUND JASON,

AND SHE'S TOTALLY CHARGED UP,

AND OUR RELATIONSHIP'S BETTER BECAUSE OF IT.

- YOUR RELATIONSHIP GETS BETTER. SO WEIRD TO ME.

- YOU CAN LET ANOTHER LOVER DO SOME OF THE THINGS

THAT YOU DON'T LIKE TO DO. - YEAH--

- LIKE, FOR ME, IT'S PROCESSING.

LIKE, KAMALA LIKES TO HAVE

THESE DEEP, EMOTIONAL DISCUSSIONS

WITH HER LOVERS SOMETIMES,

AND I JUST DON'T WANT TO GO THERE.

WITH, LIKE, SEX AND SEXUALITY.

AND THAT'S, LIKE-- - I GET--I GET THAT.

- YOU KNOW, JEN'S-- JEN AND I JUST HAD--

KIND OF HAD SOME ROUGH TALK RECENTLY ABOUT, LIKE,

YOU KNOW, SHE'S GOT SOME INTEREST IN YOU,

AND SHE FINDS YOU ATTRACTIVE.

AND, LIKE,

COMING FROM MY GIRLFRIEND THAT, LIKE,

SHE'S INTERESTED IN ANOTHER GUY.

THAT, LIKE-- IT REALLY HURTS FOR ME.

IT'S, LIKE, PAINFUL.

IT IMMEDIATELY, LIKE, MADE ME SEE YOU AS COMPETITION.

- I TOTALLY GET WHERE YOU'RE COMING FROM.

YOU KNOW, MY COME-FROM HAS BEEN MONOGAMOUS MOSTLY.

- REALLY?

- AND SO IT'S BEEN

REALLY A CHALLENGE TO BE OPEN

AND SHARE MY ATTRACTIONS TO OTHER WOMEN.

- JASON AND JESSE ARE TALKING ABOUT POLYAMORY,

AND I THINK IT'S AWESOME.

I WANT TO SEE THEM GET ALONG, YOU KNOW?

I WANT TO SEE THEM ALL BECOME POLY.

- WE CAN REALLY GET OUR NEEDS MET MORE

IF WE'RE NOT IN COMPETITION

BUT IN COOPERATION WITH THE OTHER MEN,

AND THAT'S WHY WE'RE HERE.

I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I'M NOT IN COMPETITION WITH YOU,

THAT I'VE GOT YOUR BACK.

TO OUR OWN INDIVIDUAL THING, WHATEVER THAT IS.

AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL THE OTHERS.

- I'M TOASTING TO SHAVED-- TO HAIRLESS VAGINAS.

- HAIRLESS VA-- WELL, HE'S NOT--

- I'M TOASTING TO VAGINA-LESS HAIR.

[laughter]

- WE HAVE THE BEST TASTE IN WOMEN.

I'M SO GLAD HER VAGINA DOESN'T SMELL.

SUCH A BIG DEAL TO ME. - THANK GOD, RIGHT?

[laughter]

- OH, YOU GUYS GONNA TAKE OFF? - YEAH.

- I'M HAVING A GREAT TIME WITH JESSE.

WE SHOULDN'T HAVE A PROBLEM GETTING A CAB AROUND HERE.

AND GET INTO A LITTLE MORE SEXUAL PLAY WITH HIM.

HELLO.

[sighs] HOW YOU DOING?

ALL RIGHT. LET'S GO.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH. - THANK YOU.

WE GET HOME. THE HOUSE IS EMPTY.

GIRLS HAVEN'T COME HOME YET.

JENNIFER GAVE US THE GREEN LIGHT.

I'M READY TO HAVE SOME FUN.

CHRISTIAN PINS MY ARMS BEHIND MY BACK.

- YEAH. HOW'D I GUESS THAT?

- OH, MY GOD.

ALL OF A SUDDEN, HE REACHES UP AND PICKS ME UP,

THROWS ME ON THE BED,

AND WE START WRESTLING AGAIN.

[both grunting]

YOU KNOW WHAT I'D LIKE TO DO?

I THINK I'D LIKE TO GIVE YOU A MASSAGE.

[snap] [laughter]

- YOU BROKE THE BED!

[laughter]

- WE'RE WRESTLING, AND ALL OF A SUDDEN,

HALF THE BED FALLS OUT BELOW US.

WE BROKE THE BED.

[laughter] - JEN'S GONNA NOTICE THAT.

JEN MIGHT NOTICE THAT.

- JENNIFER'S GONNA BE PISSED. [laughs]

- [sighs]

- MMM.

MMM, THAT FEELS GOOD. KEEP DOING THAT.

ALL OF A SUDDEN, CHRISTIAN GETS, LIKE, REALLY INTENSE,

IT'S JUST REALLY BEAUTIFUL.

HE'S A VERY PASSIONATE MAN.

NOW THAT CHRISTIAN AND I HAVE MADE LOVE...

I'M SO BUMMED YOU'RE LEAVING.

I'M GONNA MISS YOU.

- YEAH, YOU TOO. THIS HAS BEEN GREAT.

- I THINK THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS TOO MUCH FUN.

- LEIGH ANN AND I HAVE

A SHORT WALK BACK FROM THE BAR, WHICH IS KIND OF NICE

'CAUSE IT ALLOWS SOME ANTICIPATION TO BUILD.

IT'S GONNA BE THE FIRST TIME

WE'VE SPENT THE EVENING TOGETHER

ONCE WE GET THROUGH THE FRONT DOOR,

WE'RE READY TO START BEING ROMANTIC AGAIN.

[laughs]

JUST SO BEAUTIFUL, BABY.

- IT FEELS SO GOOD TO, LIKE,

HOLD HIM AND, LIKE, CONNECT WITH HIM

IN A PHYSICAL SENSE.

IT FEELS SO GOOD.

WHEN I PULL THE COVERS UP AND WE SNUGGLE,

AND IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD.

- SHOES OFF.

[laughs]

- IT GIVES ME HOPE THAT HE REALLY WANTS TO BE WITH ME.

[instrumental version of On Fire by Andy Blunda]