Original subtitles

[On Fire by Andy Blunda]

- YOUR LOVE IS LIKE A RIVER

FLOWING THROUGH MY VEINS

YOUR LOVE IS THE FEVER

I CAN'T GET ENOUGH

I'M ON FIRE

WE'RE ON FIRE

OUR LOVE IS TOO MUCH FOR JUST ONE HEART TO TAKE

- MORNING. - HOW'S IT GOING, BABE?

- SO...I SENT THE MESSAGE. I ASKED.

- YEAH? - WAITING.

MY BOYFRIEND CHRIS IS HERE IN L.A.

HE IS GETTING READY TO GET ON THE AIRPLANE

AND GO HOME,

AND WE'RE WAITING TO HEAR IF CHRIS AND MEGAN

- DAMN. - RIGHT?

[phone chimes] - UH-OH.

WHAT'S THE VERDICT? - NOT THEM. FUCK.

I'VE DONE EVERYTHING THAT CHRIS ASKED.

I'VE CUT THE TRIP SHORT.

I KNOW THAT MY HUSBAND CHRIS WANTS ME TO SAY GOOD-BYE

TO CHICAGO CHRIS,

THAT WE CAN HAVE A COMPROMISE

ABOUT COMPLETELY ENDING THE RELATIONSHIP.

I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY HAVEN'T AT LEAST ANSWERED.

MAYBE THEY THINK IT SUCKS.

OH, THERE'S SO MANY THINGS. SO MANY THINGS.

- MEGAN AND I ARE GOING FOR A JOG.

YOU KNOW, GOING FOR A RUN IS A GREAT OPPORTUNITY

TO KIND OF CLEAR YOUR MIND.

[phone chimes]

- RIGHT AS WE COME TO THE END OF OUR RUN,

MY PHONE IS GOING OFF,

AND IT'S A MESSAGE FROM LEIGH ANN.

[laughs]

- LEIGH ANN HAS BEEN TEXTING US

MEET CHRIS FROM CHICAGO,

AND SHE'S BEING REALLY, REALLY PERSISTENT.

- SIT DOWN FOR A MINUTE? - YEAH.

- I-I GUESS, YOU KNOW, HE'S--HE'S LEAVING TODAY, SO...

SIMPLY BECAUSE

I FEEL LIKE WE WILL THEN HAVE THE ABILITY

TO SAY, NOW YOU'VE GOT TO SIT DOWN WITH US,

AND, YOU KNOW, REALLY FACE REALITY.

- I'M JUST SO SHOCKED THAT THE FIRST TIME

SHE WANTS ME TO SEE HER IS WITH THIS GUY.

THE FACT THAT YOU HAVEN'T SEEN HER YET

IS NOT ANYONE'S FAULT BUT YOUR OWN.

- YOU KNOW, I-I FEEL LIKE THE RELATIONSHIP

BETWEEN YOU, LEIGH ANN, AND I HAS BEEN SO DYSFUNCTIONAL.

THERE HASN'T BEEN THAT MUCH LOVE THERE.

IT'S--IT'S--WE'VE BEEN JUST

FUCKING DRAGGING EACH OTHER ALONG IN THE MUD,

AND IT'S--I JUST DON'T KNOW IF I CAN CONTINUE

TO DO IT ANYMORE. - WHAT ARE YOU TELLING ME?

ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT I HAVE TO CUT TIES WITH LEIGH ANN?

- I MEAN, I'M NOT TELLING YOU TO MAKE THE FUCKING DECISION.

MY BIGGEST FEAR OF JUMPING BACK INTO IT

IS THAT WE'RE GONNA CONTINUE DOWN THE SAME ROUTE WE DID.

AND IT'S JUST GONNA END UP BEING SAME SHIT, DIFFERENT DAY.

[phone chimes]

[clicking]

- LOOK, I'M GONNA GO,

- I'M DEFINITELY SKEPTICAL OF WHAT OUR FUTURE LOOKS LIKE.

IT MIGHT BE THE BEST THING FOR ME TO WALK AWAY.

BUT I NEED TO DO THIS JUST ON THE CHANCE

IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH CHRIS AND LEIGH ANN.

- OKAY.

- WHAT'S UP? - THEY SAID YEAH.

HERE, LET'S SIT DOWN.

WHEN CHRIS TEXTS ME BACK

AND SAYS THAT HE'S GONNA MEET US,

I'M EXCITED AND TERRIFIED ALL IN ONE FELL SWOOP.

[phone chimes]

- WHAT IS IT, BABE? - WHERE ARE WE MEETING?

IT'S ONE OF MY FAVORITE PLACES.

I THINK HAVING NATURE AROUND FOR SOMETHING LIKE THIS...

- I'M-- - IT'S MORE SUPPORTIVE.

- I'M ON BOARD, ALL ON BOARD. - MORE SUPPORTIVE...

AND WE WANT GOOD VIBES ALL AROUND.

- IT'S HARD TO BE TOO ANGRY WITH BIRDS CHIRPING.

- YEAH. OKAY. GRIFFITH PARK.

- HOW'S JESSE DOING WITH EVERYTHING?

I GAVE JASON A HUG... AND HE DIDN'T LIKE IT.

IT DIDN'T FEEL LIKE THAT BIG OF A DEAL TO ME,

- YEAH. I'VE ALSO SEEN THOSE HUGS YOU GIVE JASON, THOUGH.

- IT'S JUST A HUG. IT'S NOT LIKE

I'M GRINDING UP AGAINST HIM.

I'M JUST GIVING HIM A HUG.

I DID LET HIM KNOW THAT I WAS ATTRACTED TO JASON.

- MM-HMM. - HE DOESN'T LIKE THAT EITHER.

[chuckles] SO AND THEN WE STARTED

I ASKED HIM IF WE COULD MAYBE TRY IT.

JUST SEE WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO LET ME KISS SOMEONE.

- COOL. AND? - DIDN'T GO OVER WELL.

- DIDN'T GO OVER WELL? - NO.

- OH, NO. - DIDN'T GO OVER WELL.

- IT'S A SURPRISE. - OH, SHE'S GOT A SURPRISE

UP HER SLEEVE FOR YOU, HUH? - YEAH.

TODAY KAMALA AND I HAVE OUR WEEKLY DATE.

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT SHE'S UP TO.

- COME HERE.

- GOOD! THAT LOOKS GOOD.

- HAH!

- OH, WE NEED IT FOR THE SLINGSHOT?

- HELLO.

- HI. COME ON IN. - HI. HOW ARE YOU?

- AH! YOU'RE RACHEL. - YES.

ARE YOU...CHRISTIAN? - YES.

- MICHAEL'S BROTHER. - YES.

- HI! - HI.

- WHO ARE YOU?

- MY NAME'S DEVIN. - MICHAEL?

- HI, DEVIN. I'M RACHEL.

- HEY, DARLING. - AH!

- AWW.

- I DID MEET CHRISTIAN AND DEVIN.

- HEY, HONEY. - HI.

- RACHEL IS DEFINITELY MAKING AN EFFORT

I REALLY WANT HER TO KNOW WHAT SHE'S GETTING INTO

IF SHE'S GONNA BE MORE INVOLVED WITH US.

- HOW ARE YOU GUYS DOING? - WE'RE DOING GOOD.

- YEAH? - YEAH.

I'M HAPPY RACHEL'S SPENDING TIME WITH THE FAMILY.

IT'S A GREAT WAY FOR ME TO GET MORE CONNECTED WITH HER.

HAVE YOU EVER DATED SOMEBODY WITH KIDS?

- WITH KIDS? YES.

AND I GREW UP WITH FOUR BROTHERS AND FOUR SISTERS.

SO I WAS LIKE A BIG SISTER MOM. - BIG FAMILY.

NICE. DEVIN IS SUCH A HUGE PART

OF MICHAEL'S LIFE, SO SHE'S GONNA HAVE TO

MAKE REALLY GOOD FRIENDS WITH DEVIN AS WELL.

- HEY, SO DEVIN, DO YOU THINK RACHEL'S NICE?

[laughter]

- PERFECT. YOU GOT THE APPROVAL.

HOW SHE'S INTERACTING WITH HIM.

DEVIN REALLY COMES FIRST,

AND I NEED A LOVER WHO'S GONNA BE

RESPONSIVE TO THAT.

- HEY.

- HEY, HONEY. - WHAT YOU GUYS DOING?

IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU. - YOU TOO.

- KISSES--OH!

- HI, JEN.

- HEY. - HOW ARE YOU?

- I'M ALL RIGHT.

- YOU LOOK GREAT. - THANKS.

THANKS. RACHEL SEEMS LIKE A NICE GIRL,

BUT I HAVEN'T WARMED UP TO HER YET

WITH KIND OF HOW WE MET HER.

SINCE WE'VE DONE THE SHOW,

A LOT MORE PEOPLE ARE COMING TO OUR POLY EVENTS,

SO SHE'S A FAN.

AND WHILE I DON'T THINK IT'S WRONG

TO BE FRIENDS WITH FANS, HAVING SEX WITH THEM RIGHT AWAY

- HIS HOT TUB'S REALLY GROSS. I WOULDN'T GET IN IT.

- IT'S JUST A LITTLE BIT DIRTY.

- IT GETS ALGAE BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE TO PUT CHLORINE IN IT.

IF YOU WANNA GO IN AN AWESOME JACUZZI,

- AWESOME OR CHEMICAL. CHEMICAL JACUZZI IF YOU WANNA--

- AWESOME AND CREATURE-FREE,

SO... [laughter]

I CAN CALL AND ASK HIM. HE DOESN'T GET HOME UNTIL LATER,

- INTO IT, I COULD ASK. - YOU DOWN FOR THAT?

- YEAH. CREATURE-FREE SOUNDS GOOD.

[laughter]

- CLEARLY, CHRISTIAN HAS NOT BEEN IN OUR HOT TUB BEFORE.

SO I OFFER MY HUSBAND THE USE OF MY BOYFRIEND'S JACUZZI.

[laughs]

SO YOU GUYS GOING ON A DATE? IS THAT WHAT'S HAPPENING?

- I THOUGHT MAYBE WE COULD ALL THREE TALK

AND JUST DISCUSS THE WHOLE THING.

- YEAH. I THINK THAT IS A GOOD IDEA.

I LIKE CHRISTIAN,

AND I KNOW TAHL'S BEEN WANTING TO CONNECT WITH GUYS LATELY,

SO IT'S REALLY COOL.

BUT AS ALWAYS, I JUST NEED TO TALK TO

WHOMEVER TAHL'S HAVING SEX WITH.

YOU KNOW, IT'S SOMETHING WE TALK ABOUT ALL THE TIME,

BUT SINCE I DON'T KNOW YOU, I REALLY DON'T KNOW

WHAT YOURS ARE. - WELL, I DO HAVE SAFE SEX.

THAT MEANS WEARING A CONDOM.

I AM HIV NEGATIVE. - AWESOME.

- SO...YEAH. - THAT'S GOOD TO KNOW.

IN HIS HOT TUB--I DON'T THINK THAT WOULD BE POLITE.

I'M NOT REALLY SURE HOW HE'D FEEL ABOUT IT.

- THAT'S FINE. WE CAN PLAY A LITTLE BIT,

JUST...NOT SEX, YEAH? - BASICALLY.

- COOL. I'M A LITTLE BUMMED

THAT JENNIFER PUT THOSE RESTRICTIONS ON,

'CAUSE I'D LIKE TO PLAY WITH CHRISTIAN A LITTLE BIT MORE.

- I'M GONNA GO HAVE MY DATE. - ALL RIGHT.

- ALL RIGHT, BYE, TAHL. - HAVE FUN.

I'M KINDA LOOKING FORWARD

TO A LITTLE BIT OF HORSEPLAY.

- I'LL CALL JESSE. I'LL LET YOU KNOW.

I THINK IT SHOULD BE FINE. - OKAY.

- CHRIS AND MEGAN ARE GOING TO MEET US.

I'M REALLY APPREHENSIVE ABOUT

LIKE WHAT THE OUTCOME IS GONNA BE.

WE BOTH KNOW THAT THIS IS A POSSIBILITY

AND I GUESS WE'RE BOTH REALLY HOPING

THAT THAT'S NOT THE CASE.

- DEEP BREATHS. [inhales]

- YOU KNOW ME--I'M ALWAYS UP FOR A FIGHT, SO...

THIS, FOR ME, IS A MATTER OF HAVING THE PATIENCE

TO SHOW UP AND SIT THROUGH THE PROCESS FOR LEIGH ANN.

THAN IT COULD BE BENEFICIAL.

- OH, I'M SO SICK TO MY STOMACH.

I'M JUST LIKE...

- AT THE END OF THE DAY,

SOMETIMES I THINK IT WOULD BE EASIER

TO JUST WALK AWAY.

BUT I DON'T FIND MYSELF ABLE TO DO THAT.

YOU KNOW, I'M REALLY HOPING

BECAUSE I ABSOLUTELY DON'T WANNA LOSE YOU.

SO...

- DOES ANY OF THIS LOOK FAMILIAR TO YOU?

- WELL, I'M JUST--

- OH, MY GOD.

- FEELS LIKE YOUR OWN SPECIAL SPACE.

- SMELLS LIKE CIGARETTES. - [laughs]

YOU READY?

- HOLY SHIT!

WE WALK INTO THIS ROOM THAT HAS A STAGE,

AND I'M JUST LIKE, WHAT THE FUCK?

- WHAT DO YOU THINK?

- LOOKS LIKE, UM...

SOMETHING ELVIRA WOULD DO.

- YEAH, I FEEL LIKE WE DO OUR DATES

AND WE DON'T ALWAYS GET TO DO SOMETHING

FOR JUST YOU AND ME THAT'S REALLY SPECIAL.

- RIGHT. - AND, UM...

AND SO I WANTED TO MAKE THAT FOR YOU.

- SHE OPENS UP HER BIG BAG OF TRICKS,

AND SHE PULLS OUT WHIPS AND DILDOS

AND A VIBRATOR AND...

THOSE ARE THINGS GENERALLY I'M NOT INTO.

BE MORE ADVENTUROUS WITH HER, 'CAUSE I TOTALLY TRUST HER.

- MMM.

[moaning]

I WANT TO SEE YOU WITH ROPES ON.

- ALL RIGHT. - YAY.

FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT USED TO BONDAGE,

IT SEEMS SCARY.

THE ROPES ARE CONFINING YOU, AND THEN YOU HAVE NO CONTROL.

AND OF COURSE, JEN IS MISS CONTROL.

YOU KNOW WHAT I'VE NEVER DONE IS SOME LIGHT PLAY

ON YOUR BREASTS. - OKAY.

AND THEN I'M ALMOST DONE... - ALL RIGHT.

- OKAY.

- I'M SO WEIGHED DOWN BY THIS ARGUMENT WITH JESSE

THAT I JUST CAN'T GET INTO IT.

AND REALLY, BSM IS NOT MY THING.

ANOTHER DAY I MIGHT HAVE HAD MORE FUN.

- I'M NOT GONNA HIT YOU MUCH HARDER THAN THAT.

- AAH! ON MY BOOBS? - YEP.

- YOU MAY TRY ONCE.

[laughing]

- THIS ONE'S ACTUALLY LESS STINGIER.

- [snorts] - I KNOW IT'S SCARIER LOOKING,

BUT IT'S A DEEPER THUD, SEE?

WANNA DO THAT? - SURE.

AS MUCH AS I WANT TO GET INTO THIS,

AND SHE WAS REALLY TRYING TO CHEER ME UP,

JESSE'S ON MY MIND.

- I LOVE YOU TOO.

IF YOU COULD-- I DON'T KNOW--

MAYBE GIVE US SOME HELP THERE?

HE'S HOLDING A LITTLE RESENTMENT.

AND I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT IT,

BUT I JUST NEED SOME HELP. - GOOD.

- YEAH, NO. - I KNOW YOU'RE BUSY.

- I LOVE IT. I'LL JUST, YOU KNOW,

I'M ALWAYS MAKING TIME FOR YOU.

I'LL SET IT UP.

- YOU KNOW, JEN AND I DROP IN TO WHAT'S REALLY IN HER HEART,

AND CLEARLY, IT'S JESSE.

BUT WHEN SHE ASKED ME TO COACH HER,

IT'S LIKE SUCH AN HONOR.

ANYTHING ELSE, HONEY? - NO.

- I SEE THE CAR. - REALLY?

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

I FEEL LIKE WE SHOULD STAND. - UH-HUH.

YEAH, YOU'RE THE POLITE ONE.

- I MEAN, WE HAVE TO STAND. - YOU KNOW THE MANNERS. YEAH.

HI, GUYS. - HELLO, HELLO.

HI, HI, HI.

YOU MUST BE MEGAN, RIGHT? - I'M SORRY, I'M NOT--

- NOBODY'S SHAKING YOUR HAND RIGHT NOW, DUDE.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE'S BEEN TELLING YOU, BUT...

- I GUESS THAT WE WANTED TO MEET TO...

APOLOGIZE AND MAKE AMENDS.

AND... - OKAY.

CLARITY BETWEEN EVERYBODY AND UNDERSTANDING.

- SO WHAT IS YOUR UNDERSTANDING ABOUT THE SITUATION?

WHAT--WHAT DID SHE TELL YOU ABOUT...

WHAT THE THREE OF US HAD?

- AFTER I FOUND OUT ABOUT YOU,

I JUST HEARD YOU WERE QUITE THE LITTLE FAMILY.

BUT...THAT WAS A BIT LATE ON THE TRAIL AFTER THAT, YOU KNOW?

I'D ALREADY MET A GIRL THAT NEEDED SOMEONE

TO PAY A LITTLE ATTENTION TO HER,

NEEDED A LITTLE EXTRA LOVE.

- I MEAN, LOOK, IN MY OPINION,

A REAL MAN WOULD HAVE SAID, I CAN'T CONTINUE DOING THIS

UNTIL YOU GET YOUR SHIT STRAIGHTENED OUT, YOU KNOW?

EITHER GO TELL THEM WHAT'S GOING ON

AND WALK AWAY AND THEN I CAN BE WITH YOU,

OR, YOU KNOW, IF IT'S POSSIBLE, GET THEIR PERMISSION.

- BUT I WASN'T HONEST AND I WASN'T REAL WITH HIM,

AS NOBLE AS HE COULD HAVE BEEN.

HE'S NEVER, EVER TRIED TO MANIPULATE ME.

HE'S NEVER TRIED-- - NO ONE MANIPULATES YOU,

LEIGH ANN. YOU MANIPULATE EVERYONE ELSE.

- I DON'T THINK THAT HE MANIPULATED YOU.

- RIGHT. THAT I AM THE ONE TO BLAME IN THIS SITUATION.

- HE HAS SOME RESPONSIBILITY IN THIS.

I MEAN, YOU HAVE SOME RESPONSIBILITY IN THIS.

AND IT'S STILL GOING ON.

AND HE'S VERY SUPPORTIVE OF THAT.

"YOU LOVE HIM SO MUCH, AND I'M ROOTING FOR YOU GUYS.

- HONEY, YOU AND I HAVE STUFF TO DEAL WITH,

AND I'M REALLY SORRY.

BUT THE TRUTH IS, YOU'VE BEEN SAYING NOTHING BUT

YOU DON'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME ANYMORE.

- I'M IN SHOCK.

I CAN'T PUT TOGETHER THE WORDS TO SAY

- I KNOW, BUT WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO DO IT, YOU KNOW?

- YEAH, WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO DO IT.

- 'CAUSE THE THING IS YOU'RE STILL IN LOVE

WITH HIM, AND YOU'RE STILL IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM.

- I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU.

BUT AFTER ALL THE SHIT AND LYING TO MY FACE--

TO MY FACE--

IT'S HARD TO SHOW THAT TO YOU

BECAUSE I'M SO HURT,

AND HONESTLY, THAT'S THE FIRST TIME I'VE HEARD THAT FROM YOU.

- THE REALITY IS IS THAT THIS IS A MISTAKE.

IT WAS A MISTAKE.

OKAY? AND IT WAS A DEVASTATING MISTAKE.

- MM-HMM.

- I HAVE DECIDED THAT I'M GONNA TRY.

WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES. - AND I HAVE DECIDED

THAT I'M GONNA TRY TOO.

- AND, YOU KNOW, I DON'T-- I MEAN, I DON'T KNOW.

WHERE OR IF OR WHAT OUR RELATIONSHIP LOOKS LIKE

GOING FORWARD.

WE HAVEN'T SAT DOWN AND TALKED ABOUT

WHAT THIS ALL MEANS FOR US NOW.

- WELL, I GUESS WHAT REALLY MATTERS

IS WHAT'S HAPPENING FROM HERE.

- I KNOW.

- IS IT POSSIBLE FOR YOU TO HAVE A BOYFRIEND AT SOME POINT?

THAT'S A POSSIBILITY.

DO I THINK THAT IT COULD EVER BE CHRIS?

I DON'T.

YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOU WILL NEVER, EVER

BE HER BOYFRIEND AGAIN.

- I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN REALLY PROTECTIVE

OVER CHICAGO CHRIS.

AND I'VE ALWAYS BEEN SO AFRAID OF USING HIM,

YOU KNOW, TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER

AND I'M LIKE...

SAD.

- WHY DON'T YOU HANDLE, YOU KNOW,

GETTING HIM TAKEN CARE OF

AND--AND BACK HOME

- ALL RIGHT, BABE.

- THE MEETING ENDS AND LEIGH ANN GIVES US EACH A HUG.

AT THIS POINT.

WE NEED TO SIT DOWN AND TALK

COLLECTIVELY AND INDIVIDUALLY

AND FIND OUT WHERE EVERYONE IS AT.

- I HATE LEAVING.

- I KNOW.

IT'S ALL OVER NOW,

BUT I'M HOPEFUL LIKE, YOU KNOW,

THAT I CAN REALLY BE HAPPY IN MY RELATIONSHIP...

OR ALONE IF THAT'S WHAT TURNS OUT TO BE BETTER.

I LOVE YOU TOO.

- SO HOW DID YOU FEEL AFTER THAT MEETING?

- IT DIDN'T REALLY CHANGE VERY MUCH

HOW I FELT ABOUT EVERYTHING.

[snickers] UNDERWHELMING.

WELL, I GUESS IT WILL BE

INTERESTING TO HEAR FROM HER NOW.

- MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE A LITTLE BIT MORE TO DRINK THEN.

- A COUPLE MORE GLASSES BEFORE...

[doorbell rings]

[dog barks]

- HEY, WHAT'S UP, GUYS?

- HEY, HOW'S IT GOING? - GOOD.

- COOL. TONIGHT I'M USING

FOR A DATE WITH CHRISTIAN.

- I'M JUST GONNA RUN TO THE GYM

WHILE YOU GUYS ARE HERE. I TURNED THE LIGHTS ON

AND WARMED UP THE HOT TUB. - SWEET.

- JESSE'S JEALOUSY KINDA SUCKS, BUT HE'S AN AWESOME GUY.

HE'S GOT A BADASS HOUSE.

IT'S NOT UNUSUAL THAT I GO TO JESSE'S HOUSE FOR A DATE.

JUST NEVER WITH A GUY.

IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I'VE BEEN WITH A GUY,

AND I'D EXPECT TO HAVE BUTTERFLIES,

BUT I'M JUST ACTUALLY REALLY EXCITED.

LOOK AT THAT TAN LINE. - I'M GAY.

I'M SUPPOSED TO WEAR SPEEDOS. - YEAH.

AHH.

- OOH.

IT'S GREAT OF JESSE TO LET YOU--

THAT HE'S COOL ABOUT YOU COMING HERE WITH ME.

HE'S ACTUALLY KINDA CUTE. - HE'S VERY CUTE.

- BUT STRAIGHT, APPARENTLY. - UNFORTUNATELY.

STRAIGHT AND NOT VERY POLYAMOROUS.

- WELL, NOT EVERYONE'S PERFECT.

- WELL, A TOAST TO PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS.

- AND MULTIPLE RELATIONSHIPS.

- AND MULTIPLE RELATIONSHIPS. - OR GOOD RELATIONSHIPS.

THAT'S IMPORTANT.

- CHEERS. - CHEERS.

CHRIS AND I ARE STARTING TO GET COMFORTABLE WITH EACH OTHER

IT'S GETTING A LITTLE MORE COZY.

- SO WHAT DO YOU DO TO WORK OUT?

- OH, THANK YOU. SO DO YOU.

YOU GOT A TOTALLY HOT BODY. - MM. THANKS FOR THAT.

- YOU DEFINITELY STILL GOT YOUR MODEL MATERIAL.

- MODEL MATERIAL? - YEAH.

- WHAT'S THAT MEAN? - MEANS YOU STILL GOT

A HOT MODEL'S BODY. - [murmurs]

- HUH? HUH?

[both laughing]

AND IT'S A BIT ABOUT FOREPLAY.

I DON'T ALWAYS START FOREPLAY LIKE THIS WITH ALL THE GUYS,

BUT CHRISTIAN'S A LITTLE ROWDY.

- SO WHAT DOES NO SEX IN THE HOT TUB MEAN?

- IT MEANS, UH, NO PENETRATION.

- LEAVES PLENTY. - YEAH?

- YEAH.

- CAN WE BE PLAYFUL? - MM-HMM.

- LIKE THIS?

[both giggling]

- I REALLY MISS THE CONNECTION I HAVE WITH MEN

THAT I JUST CAN'T GET WITH A WOMAN.

I LIKE THE HORSEPLAY. I LIKE THE AGGRESSIVENESS.

THERE'S THIS KIND OF CAMARADERIE THAT I HAVE WITH MEN

I HAD A REALLY GOOD NIGHT. I'D LOVE TO DO IT AGAIN.

- YEAH, ME TOO.

- AFTER I DROP OFF CHICAGO CHRIS,

I HEAD OVER AND TALK TO CHRIS AND MEGAN.

IT'S TIME FOR THE THREE OF US TO FIGURE OUT

WHERE WE'RE GOING FROM HERE.

HELLO. - HEY.

- I'M OKAY. - YEAH?

- HOW ARE YOU GUYS? - WE'RE OKAY.

- WOULD YOU LIKE SOME WINE? - SURE.

- WE'VE MADE SOME PROGRESS

THE QUESTION IS

IF WE CAN MOVE FORWARD.

- [sighs]

YOU KNOW, I DID WHAT I SAID I WAS GONNA DO.

I SHORTENED THE TRIP

YOU'RE COMING BACK AND SAYING, "WELL, I'VE TOLD HIM GOOD-BYE,"

'CAUSE WE WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO CONTINUE OTHERWISE.

BUT YOU'VE GOT TO START

BEING OPEN AND HONEST AND COMMUNICATIVE.

- YOU KNOW, THE TRUTH IS COMMUNICATING IS HARD FOR ME,

AND WHEN I DON'T GET WHERE I WANNA GO,

I GIVE UP REALLY EASILY, YOU KNOW?

AND I'M SORRY.

AND I'M SORRY TO YOU TOO.

- BUT YOU HAVE TO BE ABLE TO BE COMFORTABLE OR--

- ASKING FOR WHAT YOU DESERVE AND--

- AND ALSO LIKE-- - OKAY, WELL, THEN I'M ASKING

FOR IT--I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE SOME ALONE TIME WITH YOU.

I WOULD LIKE HIM TO COME AND STAY THE NIGHT AT MY HOUSE

AND WE CAN SEE HOW OUR CONNECTION IS, THE TWO OF US,

AND WE CAN FEEL THAT OR, YOU KNOW, SEE WHAT HAPPENS.

- I AM MORE THAN WILLING

- MY ONLY, LIKE, REQUEST

IS THAT YOU AND I HAVE A CONVERSATION

AND TALK ABOUT WHERE WE STAND

BEFORE YOU GUYS START THIS WHOLE PROCESS OF REKINDLING.

WITH IT BEING A CONDITION FOR ME SPENDING TIME WITH HIM.

- I MEAN, I JUST FEEL LIKE YOU AND I ARE JUST LIKE

HANGING OUT IN THE DARK,

AND NOW YOU WANT TO JUST, YOU KNOW,

GO OFF WITH ADDRESSING ME BEFORE--

- I DO WANNA ADDRESS YOU.

AND IF YOU'RE READY TO TALK TO ME,

- I REALLY WANT TO TALK TO LEIGH ANN,

BUT I'M NOT SURE

[instrumental version of On Fire by Andy Blunda]