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[Andy Blunda's On Fire]
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- YOUR LOVE IS LIKE A RIVER
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FLOWING THROUGH MY VEINS
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I CAN'T GET ENOUGH
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I'M ON FIRE
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WE'RE ON FIRE
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OUR LOVE'S TOO MUCH
FOR JUST ONE HEART TO TAKE
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[upbeat music]
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- MM.
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THIS WEEK WAS
A REALLY DIFFICULT WEEK.
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- I DON'T REALLY
WANNA WAKE UP.
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- MEGAN AND I FOUND OUT THAT
LEIGH ANN HAS BEEN LYING TO US.
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SHE'S BEEN CARRYING ON
AN AFFAIR
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WITH ANOTHER MAN
WHO WE DON'T KNOW
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AND TELLING US
THAT SHE WAS ON BUSINESS TRIPS.
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IN A MOMENT
OF ANGER AND HURT,
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AND I HAVEN'T SPOKEN
TO LEIGH ANN THIS PAST WEEK.
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LEIGH ANN HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME
THROUGH EVERYTHING,
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AND I THOUGHT I KNEW
WHO SHE WAS.
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I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST HER
WITH MY HEART
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AND FINDING OUT NOW
WHAT THE REAL TRUTH IS,
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I'M QUESTIONING
WHO I'VE BEEN SPENDING
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THE LAST THREE YEARS
OF MY LIFE WITH.
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- I HAVE SOME REAL FEELINGS
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AND THE FACT THAT SHE'S HERE
AND STANDING BY ME
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AND I HAVE SOMEONE
TO GO THROUGH THE PAIN WITH.
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COME ON.
COME ON!
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OKAY.
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- YOU KNOW, I BELIEVE
IN LOYALTY AND HONESTY
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AND BEING TRUTHFUL
TO PEOPLE.
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[dog howls]
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- [laughing]
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- BOY, SOMEBODY ELSE
IN THIS FAMILY'S JEALOUS, HUH?
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- YOU KNOW...
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HONESTLY, AFTER EVERYTHING,
SHE PULLED THAT RUG SO FAST
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FROM UNDERNEATH ME,
AND LIKE...
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I'M FUCKING DEVASTATED.
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MY HEART'S BROKEN.
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I DON'T WANNA SEE HER.
I DON'T WANNA TALK TO HER.
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- I GOTTA GO TO WORK.
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I LOVE MEGAN,
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"X" LEIGH ANN
OUT OF MY LIFE
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AND PRETEND
THAT SHE DOESN'T EXIST.
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I DON'T KNOW
WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS
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FOR ME, FOR MEGAN,
FOR MEGAN AND I...
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OR IF THERE'S ANY POTENTIAL LEFT
FOR THE THREE OF US.
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- I'VE ORGANIZED
A MEETING WITH KAMALA
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AND MY GIRLFRIEND RACHEL
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TO NEGOTIATE POSSIBLY
A THREESOME.
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KAMALA WANTS ME TO GO DEEPER
WITH RACHEL,
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YOU LOOK GREAT.
- THANK YOU.
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- SINCE MICHAEL'S FALLEN IN LOVE
WITH RACHEL
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AND WANTS TO BUILD
A REAL RELATIONSHIP,
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HE THINKS HAVING A THREE-WAY
SEXUAL CONNECTION
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IS A WAY
THAT HE'S GONNA GO DEEPER.
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AND I HAVE A DIFFERENT IDEA
OF HOW TO GET DEEPER,
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WHICH INVOLVES MORE,
YOU KNOW, EMOTIONAL CONNECTION.
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BUT I'M WILLING TO TRY.
I LOVE GROUP SEX.
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I HEAR FROM MICHAEL
LIKE HOW IN LOVE HE IS WITH YOU.
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LIKE, HE'S REALLY LIT UP
AND REALLY EXCITED.
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AND I HAVEN'T REALLY HEARD
HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT HIM.
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- I'M CRAZY ABOUT MICHAEL
RIGHT NOW.
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- YEAH!
- [laughs]
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I'M REALLY ENJOYING THE TIME
THAT WE'RE SPENDING TOGETHER,
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WE HAVE A LOT
OF COMMON INTERESTS.
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- I LOVE THAT YOU GUYS GO
AND YOU CAN WATCH HIM SURF,
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AND YOU CAN LISTEN
TO HIS MUSIC.
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THAT'S THE SIDE OF MICHAEL
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THAT I WANT HIM TO SHARE
WITH SOMEONE ELSE, SO...
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- RACHEL IS MEETING THE NEEDS
FOR NRE,
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NEW RELATIONSHIP ENERGY,
THAT, YOU KNOW,
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THINGS HAVE GOTTEN
A LITTLE MORE MUNDANE
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WITH KAMALA AND I.
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- I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU'VE BEEN
DOING POLY FOR A WHILE
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BUT NOT LIKE AS TIGHT-KNIT
AS WE DO IT.
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- IN THE PAST,
IT HASN'T BEEN SO MUCH--
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LIKE IF I DATED SOMEONE,
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[laughter]
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I'VE NEVER HAD THE OKAY
FROM SOMEONE'S WIFE
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TO SLEEP WITH THEM.
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- I'VE NEVER BEEN
WITH A MARRIED MAN AND HIS WIFE.
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AND SO THERE'S A PART OF ME
THAT'S INTIMIDATED.
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LIKE, IS SHE REALLY OKAY
WITH THIS?
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WOULD BE REALLY HEALING.
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IT COULD BE LIKE
A BREAKTHROUGH FOR YOU.
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BECAUSE YOU'RE GONNA GET
THAT, OH, MY GOSH,
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I CAN NOW CELEBRATE
MY LOVE FOR HIM
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AND I'M NOT AFRAID
OF LOSING IT.
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- YOU KNOW WHAT,
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I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT
THAT WAY
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UNTIL YOU JUST SAID THAT.
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- SO IT SOUNDS LIKE, UM,
YOU KNOW,
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OUR ACTUALLY GETTING SEXUAL
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IS PROBABLY JUST
THE MEDICINE THAT YOU NEED.
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- I THINK SO.
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I WOULD REALLY LOVE
TO HAVE A THREESOME
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WITH YOU AND MICHAEL.
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I THINK IT WOULD BRING, UM,
ALL OF OUR RELATIONSHIP
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KIND OF TO THE NEXT LEVEL.
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- THE OUTCOME WAS THAT
THEY WANTED TO HAVE A THREESOME.
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THAT'S INCREDIBLE.
I'M SUPER, SUPER EXCITED.
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AND IT'S AMAZING.
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YOU ARE AWESOME.
- MWAH. THANK YOU.
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- I COULDN'T HAVE ASKED
FOR MORE.
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- I CAME CLEAN ABOUT WHAT
I WAS REALLY DOING IN VEGAS,
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WITH A GUY I MET IN CHICAGO
WHOSE NAME IS ALSO CHRIS.
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TO DIFFERENTIATE
BETWEEN THE TWO OF THEM,
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BECAUSE IT'S
KIND OF CONFUSING.
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MY HUSBAND CHRIS ASKED ME
TO LEAVE THE HOUSE,
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WHO'S OUT OF THE COUNTRY
FOR A LITTLE WHILE
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AND I'M HOUSE SITTING.
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THE THINGS THAT I MISS
AND THAT ARE HARD FOR ME--
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GOING TO THE GROCERY STORE,
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IT'S BEEN TEN YEARS THAT I'VE
BEEN TAKING CARE OF CHRIS
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AND FEEDING HIM AND BUYING
THE THINGS THAT HE LIKES.
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LIKE, WHAT DO I LIKE?
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I HAVEN'T SPOKEN
TO CHRIS OR MEGAN
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SINCE THEY KICKED ME OUT
OF THE HOUSE.
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I WENT BACK THERE
WHEN NO ONE WAS HOME
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AND GRABBED A FEW THINGS,
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BUT I'M BASICALLY LIVING
OUT OF A SUITCASE RIGHT NOW.
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I LEFT MY LIFE THAT I BUILT
WITH VERY, VERY LITTLE.
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CHICAGO CHRIS
HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME
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ANYTIME I NEED
A SYMPATHETIC EAR,
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AND IT'S REALLY,
REALLY COMFORTING.
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HE ALWAYS TELLS ME,
LIKE, "DON'T WORRY.
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AND WHETHER OR NOT
IT'S GONNA BE OKAY,
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JUST HEARING THAT
FEELS BETTER.
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HOW HAVE YOU KEPT UP?
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- WHAT'S GOING ON?
- I'M KIND OF A MESS.
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MY LIKE WHOLE WORLD,
LIKE...
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KINDA RIPPED OUT
FROM UNDER ME.
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BUT I GUESS YOU'RE NEVER
REALLY FULLY PREPARED.
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YOU KNOW, AND IT SUCKS--
- YOU HAD TO TELL 'EM.
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- YEAH, I KNOW I DID.
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COULD MAKE LIKE PEOPLE
THAT I CARE ABOUT,
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LIKE, SO SAD.
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- I MEAN, I GUESS
I JUST DIDN'T REALIZE
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HOW COY YOU WERE BEING
IN YOUR REAL LIFE
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I DIDN'T--
- YEAH.
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- NOW THAT I KNOW THAT
I WAS ENTIRELY HIDDEN BEHIND,
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I KINDA GET
WHY THEY'RE SO MAD.
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- YEAH.
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I THINK CHICAGO CHRIS
IS A LITTLE OFF-PUT
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BECAUSE IT'S THE FIRST TIME
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THAT WE'VE REALLY
HAD TO ADDRESS
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THE NEGATIVE SIDE
OF OUR RELATIONSHIP.
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I'M LONELY.
- OH, I'M SURE THAT YOU ARE.
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WELL, ALAS, IF MY ARMS
COULD REACH IN THERE...
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- [laughing]
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- CHICAGO CHRIS AND I
HAVE BEEN TALKING
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ABOUT HIM COMING
TO VISIT ME.
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AND I GUESS I'M EXCITED
AND VERY, VERY NERVOUS,
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ALL AT THE SAME TIME.
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I NEED SOME LOVE RIGHT NOW.
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- WELL, I GOT PLENTY OF THAT
FOR YOU.
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TOO MUCH.
APPARENTLY TOO MUCH.
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- APPARENTLY TOO MUCH.
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I GOTTA GO, BUT I'LL
DEFINITELY SEE YOU SOON.
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- GO DO YOUR THINGS.
- OKAY, BYE.
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IT'S PROBABLY NOT
A VERY GOOD IDEA
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BUT I'M LONELY,
AND I NEED COMFORT AND LOVE.
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- WHAT'S UP, MAN?
- HOW YOU DOING?
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- ALWAYS LATE, PLAYER.
- I KNOW, RIGHT? RIGHT?
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- YOU KNOW WHAT IT MEANS
WHEN IT'S ALWAYS--
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THAT MEANS YOU GOT
A GOOD LIFE.
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YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING?
WHEN YOU ALWAYS LATE.
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YOU GOT SOMETHING ELSE FUN
GOING ON OR SOMETHING.
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- IT AIN'T ALWAYS WHAT IT LOOKS
LIKE FROM THE OUTSIDE,
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LET ME TELL YA.
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IS A FORMER UFC
LIGHT HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPION.
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HE'S ONE OF THE FIGHTERS
WHO'S BEEN THE MOST SUCCESSFUL
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TWO OF 'EM.
GOOD.
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IN OUR SPORT TO DATE.
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AND HE'S NOW
JUST A REALLY CLOSE FRIEND.
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- I'LL TALK TO YOU IN A MINUTE,
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
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WHEN THESE GUYS
AREN'T RIGHT HERE.
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GIMME A LITTLE MORE
AND THEN WE'LL SIT DOWN.
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- ALL RIGHT.
- JAB.
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'PAGE AND I CAN GET
A GOOD WORKOUT IN,
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AND THEN I CAN PROBABLY
HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH HIM.
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HE KNOWS LEIGH ANN
REALLY WELL.
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HE'S KNOWN HER
AS LONG AS I HAVE.
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AND HE'S ONE OF THE LEAST
JUDGMENTAL PEOPLE
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I'VE EVER KNOWN.
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LEIGH ANN'S BEEN, LIKE,
GONE ALL THE TIME,
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COME TO FIND OUT SHE'S BEEN
RUNNING AROUND WITH SOME DUDE.
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- AND SHE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING
TO YOU ABOUT IT?
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- MAN, NOT ONLY THAT,
SHE WAS, LIKE, SAYING THAT
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SHE WAS GOING
ON BUSINESS TRIPS.
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- SO--SO WHAT DO YOU THINK--
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- I MEAN, SO YOU KNOW
HOW IT IS.
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LIKE, HER BUSINESS IS KIND OF
BLOWING UP.
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LIKE, THAT WHOLE POLE DANCING
THING IS GETTING HUGE,
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MEGAN AND I GET LEFT.
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I MEAN, WE GET LEFT TOGETHER
A LOT, YOU KNOW?
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YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
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- SHE GOT A LITTLE JEALOUS
OR SOMETHING?
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"YO, YOU GOTTA GO."
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- I'M YOUR FRIEND.
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I'M NOT PICKING SIDES HERE.
I BEEN KNOWING YOU LONGER.
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LIKE POLYAMOROUS STYLE,
YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING--
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LIKE, THE GIRL--
SHE'S NOT ALLOWED TO?
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LET ME SEE, HOLD ON.
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YOU JUST SWITCHED.
Y'ALL DID THE SWITCHEROO.
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- AND YOU WATCHED HER
WITH A MAN?
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- MM-HMM.
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- I DON'T KNOW
IF I CAN DO THAT.
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- SO THAT'S WHAT I HAD SAID
FOR A LONG TIME.
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SO THE TRUTH IS, IT REALLY--
IT REALLY DIDN'T BOTHER ME.
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- DID IT TURN YOU ON?
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- YEAH! YEAH!
I MEAN--
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- SOME OTHER DUDE
HITTING YOUR--
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- MAKING HER HAPPY.
- MAKING HER--
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WOW, THAT'S DEEP, MAN.
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- IF SHE SAID TO ME LIKE,
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IT--NO PROBLEM,
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
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AND, YOU KNOW,
THAT'S WHAT'S MESSED UP.
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SHE DIDN'T EVEN GIVE ME
THE CHANCE.
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WHO KNOWS?
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JUST BECAUSE THERE'S
MORE THAN ONE PERSON
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IN OUR RELATIONSHIP,
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00:11:02,246 --> 00:11:04,748
WITH WHOEVER WE WANT,
WHENEVER WE WANT...
224
00:11:04,790 --> 00:11:08,085
AND KEEP IT A SECRET
FROM THE OTHER PEOPLE.
225
00:11:08,127 --> 00:11:09,878
THAT'S NOT
HOW OUR RELATIONSHIP WORKS.
226
00:11:09,920 --> 00:11:12,798
I'M NOT LIKE SO ANGRY
ABOUT THE SEX.
227
00:11:12,840 --> 00:11:18,095
LYING FOR A LONG PERIOD
OF TIME.
228
00:11:18,137 --> 00:11:20,681
I JUST--I DON'T KNOW HOW--
229
00:11:20,723 --> 00:11:22,057
I DON'T KNOW
HOW TO EVER TRUST HER AGAIN.
230
00:11:22,099 --> 00:11:23,934
THAT'S THE THING.
- HAVE YOU SPOKEN TO HER?
231
00:11:23,976 --> 00:11:26,478
YOU KNOW WHERE SHE WENT?
- NO.
232
00:11:26,520 --> 00:11:29,940
I MEAN,
I DON'T WANNA SPEAK TO HER,
233
00:11:29,982 --> 00:11:31,358
- SHE'S OKAY.
234
00:11:31,400 --> 00:11:32,776
- SHE'S SAFE AND SHE'S OKAY
AND EVERYTHING, YEAH.
235
00:11:32,818 --> 00:11:34,027
- YEAH, MAN,
THERE'S NOTHING WRONG
236
00:11:34,069 --> 00:11:37,448
WITH SWALLOWING YOUR PRIDE
AND, UM...
237
00:11:37,489 --> 00:11:39,408
SHE'S YOUR WIFE,
FOR GOD'S SAKES.
238
00:11:39,450 --> 00:11:40,909
YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING?
239
00:11:40,951 --> 00:11:43,495
YOU HAVE A CRAZY RELATIONSHIP.
240
00:11:43,537 --> 00:11:45,414
[laughter]
YES, IT IS CRAZY.
241
00:11:45,456 --> 00:11:46,874
GET ME SOME OF THAT!
242
00:11:46,915 --> 00:11:49,460
I WANT--I WANT
THAT TYPE OF CRAZINESS, BUT...
243
00:11:49,501 --> 00:11:55,507
NOT THE DRAMA.
244
00:11:55,549 --> 00:11:59,011
THE CONVERSATION WITH RAMPAGE
CHANGES MY MIND
245
00:11:59,052 --> 00:12:01,513
IN THAT I DECIDE IT'S TIME
246
00:12:01,555 --> 00:12:04,516
TO REACH OUT
AND CONTACT LEIGH ANN.
247
00:12:04,558 --> 00:12:07,603
I'M NOT SURE THAT I'M READY
TO GO AND SEE LEIGH ANN,
248
00:12:07,644 --> 00:12:10,689
BUT I HAVE
TO SWALLOW MY PRIDE
249
00:12:10,731 --> 00:12:13,650
AND AT LEAST CHECK ON HER.
250
00:12:13,692 --> 00:12:15,611
I HAVE TO TELL MEGAN
251
00:12:15,652 --> 00:12:17,529
I'VE DECIDED TO GO
AND SEE LEIGH ANN.
252
00:12:17,571 --> 00:12:22,034
AND I DON'T KNOW
HOW SHE'S GONNA REACT.
253
00:12:26,914 --> 00:12:28,874
- TONIGHT, I HAVE A DATE
WITH TZIPORAH.
254
00:12:28,916 --> 00:12:30,334
TZIPORAH'S MY GIRLFRIEND.
255
00:12:30,375 --> 00:12:31,794
WE'VE BEEN DATING
FOR SEVEN MONTHS NOW.
256
00:12:31,835 --> 00:12:33,754
AND, LIKE MY WIFE,
257
00:12:33,796 --> 00:12:35,172
SHE'S A FEW YEARS OLDER
THAN I AM.
258
00:12:35,214 --> 00:12:36,381
WHICH I APPRECIATE,
259
00:12:36,423 --> 00:12:39,676
BECAUSE I ALWAYS PREFER
MORE EXPERIENCED WOMEN.
260
00:12:39,718 --> 00:12:42,888
AND TONIGHT, WE HAVE
THE WHOLE HOUSE TO OURSELVES.
261
00:12:42,930 --> 00:12:45,724
- YOU KNOW, I REALLY ENJOY
BEING WITH YOU.
262
00:12:45,766 --> 00:12:47,142
- YEAH! IT'S FUN, YEAH?
263
00:12:47,184 --> 00:12:48,602
I ENJOY MY TIME WITH YOU TOO.
- IT'S SO MUCH FUN,
264
00:12:48,644 --> 00:12:54,525
AND THERE'S THIS EFFORTLESS,
LIKE...
265
00:12:54,566 --> 00:12:55,984
- I LOVE SNUGGLING
WITH YOU,
266
00:12:56,026 --> 00:13:01,406
AND I LOVE TO SHARE, YOU KNOW,
TIME WITH YOU.
267
00:13:01,448 --> 00:13:03,450
- YEAH.
I'M SUPER GRATEFUL FOR JENNIFER.
268
00:13:03,492 --> 00:13:05,410
- AW.
- YEAH.
269
00:13:05,452 --> 00:13:06,495
MMM.
270
00:13:07,079 --> 00:13:08,330
[giggles]
271
00:13:08,372 --> 00:13:09,873
GETTING ME ALL DIZZY, BABY.
[laughing]
272
00:13:09,915 --> 00:13:11,375
- GET YOU ALL DIZZY.
273
00:13:11,416 --> 00:13:14,211
GONNA HAVE YOU PASS OUT,
AND I'LL TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOU.
274
00:13:14,253 --> 00:13:15,754
- OOH.
YOU PROMISE?
275
00:13:36,775 --> 00:13:41,780
- TZIPORAH AND I HAVE
A REALLY DEEP, INTIMATE, FUN,
276
00:13:41,822 --> 00:13:44,157
- IT'S WAY TOO MANY CLOTHES.
- WAY TOO MANY CLOTHES.
277
00:13:44,199 --> 00:13:46,952
- [giggling]
- GIMME THAT ASS.
278
00:13:54,251 --> 00:13:58,213
IT CAN BE
SOFT AND PASSIONATE.
279
00:13:58,255 --> 00:14:04,428
AND IT CAN GET ROUGH
AND KINKY.
280
00:14:08,640 --> 00:14:10,434
WHEN TZIPORAH AND I
MAKE LOVE,
281
00:14:10,475 --> 00:14:12,311
CLOTHES COME OFF,
SOCKS COME OFF.
282
00:14:12,352 --> 00:14:15,772
SHE GIVES ME A BLOW JOB.
283
00:14:15,814 --> 00:14:18,150
CONDOM COMES OFF,
NEW CONDOM COMES ON.
284
00:14:18,191 --> 00:14:20,694
WE'RE JUST NOT PAYING ATTENTION
TO ANYTHING
285
00:14:20,736 --> 00:14:24,573
- [moaning]
286
00:14:24,615 --> 00:14:29,411
WANNA GO GET SOMETHING TO EAT
IN THE HOUSE, YEAH? OKAY.
287
00:14:29,453 --> 00:14:31,246
[growling]
- [giggling]
288
00:14:31,288 --> 00:14:32,581
LIFT ME UP!
[laughing]
289
00:14:32,623 --> 00:14:34,166
- [kissing, laughing]
290
00:14:35,500 --> 00:14:38,420
I'M IN NEW RELATIONSHIP ENERGY
WITH TZIPORAH,
291
00:14:38,462 --> 00:14:40,130
BUT MY HEART
IS JUST WIDE OPEN TO HER.
292
00:14:40,172 --> 00:14:41,924
I REALLY FEEL LIKE
I'M IN LOVE WITH THIS WOMAN.
293
00:14:41,965 --> 00:14:45,552
- [laughing]
THANK YOU.
294
00:14:45,594 --> 00:14:47,179
SMELL IT, SMELL IT.
- YEAH?
295
00:14:52,017 --> 00:14:55,395
UH, I DIDN'T TELL YOU,
BUT CHRISTIAN,
296
00:14:55,437 --> 00:14:57,022
AND HE'S GAY.
- OKAY.
297
00:14:57,064 --> 00:14:59,358
- AND HE'S, UH,
HE'S TOTALLY CUTE.
298
00:14:59,399 --> 00:15:01,193
- YEAH?
ARE YOU ATTRACTED TO HIM?
299
00:15:01,234 --> 00:15:04,404
- YEAH, A LITTLE BIT.
300
00:15:04,446 --> 00:15:09,117
AND THEN, UH--
301
00:15:16,625 --> 00:15:19,211
- JESUS!
302
00:15:19,252 --> 00:15:20,754
SO I'VE JUST HAD A GREAT TIME
WITH JESSE.
303
00:15:20,796 --> 00:15:23,131
I'M IN AN AWESOME MOOD.
304
00:15:23,173 --> 00:15:27,886
I COME HOME,
I GO TO SET MY THINGS DOWN,
305
00:15:27,928 --> 00:15:30,764
THERE ARE CONDOMS
ON THE FLOOR.
306
00:15:30,806 --> 00:15:36,019
THEN I LOOK AT THE BED,
AND IT'S A DISASTER
307
00:15:36,061 --> 00:15:40,065
TAHL KNOWS
THAT WE HAVE A RULE
308
00:15:40,107 --> 00:15:42,025
ABOUT LEAVING THE BED
HOW YOU FOUND IT.
309
00:15:47,698 --> 00:15:52,953
[both moaning]
310
00:15:55,205 --> 00:15:56,665
[laughing]
- UH--
311
00:15:56,707 --> 00:15:58,458
[laughing]
HEY, BABY.
312
00:15:58,500 --> 00:16:02,254
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
- [laughing]
313
00:16:02,295 --> 00:16:04,881
GOT A LITTLE TENT HERE.
HEY, BOYS.
314
00:16:06,383 --> 00:16:08,635
- FUCKING TAHL. REALLY?
HE JUST--
315
00:16:08,677 --> 00:16:09,845
IT NEVER STOPS.
316
00:16:09,886 --> 00:16:11,680
DID YOU SEE
HOW LEFT THE FUCKING ROOM?
317
00:16:11,722 --> 00:16:13,765
- WELL, WE JUST HAD SEX
IN THERE.
318
00:16:13,807 --> 00:16:17,019
- CONDOMS ON THE FLOOR?
LIKE, USED CONDOMS ON THE FLOOR?
319
00:16:17,060 --> 00:16:21,481
- WE--WE JUST GOT DONE.
- IT'S SO FUCKING RUDE...
320
00:16:21,523 --> 00:16:28,697
THAT I HAVE TO--AFTER WE'VE HAD
THIS CONVERSATION TEN TIMES.
321
00:16:28,739 --> 00:16:30,157
- WE HAVEN'T
HAD THAT CONVERSATION
322
00:16:30,198 --> 00:16:31,700
BECAUSE I WAS GONNA GO BACK
AND CLEAN IT UP.
323
00:16:31,742 --> 00:16:34,411
IT'S NOT A BIG DEAL.
- IT'S REALLY NOT FAIR TO HER...
324
00:16:34,453 --> 00:16:35,662
- THAT I'M GONNA COME IN HERE
AND PISSED IN FRONT OF HER
325
00:16:35,704 --> 00:16:37,372
BECAUSE YOU CAN'T REMEMBER
326
00:16:37,414 --> 00:16:40,500
TO CLEAN UP THE ROOM LIKE
ANY DECENT, NORMAL PERSON WOULD.
327
00:16:40,542 --> 00:16:41,918
IT'S RUDE.
328
00:16:41,960 --> 00:16:47,049
SO I'M YELLING AT TAHL,
I'M SO ANGRY.
329
00:16:47,090 --> 00:16:48,592
PROBABLY SHOCKED,
330
00:16:48,633 --> 00:16:50,427
AND SHE PROBABLY DOESN'T WANNA
BE INVOLVED IN THIS DRAMA.
331
00:16:50,469 --> 00:16:55,599
AND I REALIZE
I NEED TO JUST CALM DOWN,
332
00:16:55,640 --> 00:16:56,808
I'M CALMING DOWN NOW.
333
00:16:56,850 --> 00:16:57,976
BUT SERIOUSLY,
I'M SUPPOSED TO WALK IN.
334
00:16:58,018 --> 00:16:59,186
AND WHAT
IF I WANNA LIE DOWN?
335
00:16:59,227 --> 00:17:02,314
I CAN--WHAT IS ALL THAT WET SHIT
ON THE BED?
336
00:17:02,355 --> 00:17:03,565
I KNOW WE'VE TALKED
ABOUT THIS BEFORE.
337
00:17:03,607 --> 00:17:05,984
WELL, THIS IS WHAT I WOULD LIKE.
338
00:17:06,026 --> 00:17:07,903
WHICH I'M HAPPY
YOU GUYS ARE HAVING SEX,
339
00:17:07,944 --> 00:17:09,613
I KNOW YOU BOTH ENJOY IT.
YAY!
340
00:17:09,654 --> 00:17:11,031
RIGHT?
[laughs]
341
00:17:11,073 --> 00:17:12,449
BUT I WOULD LIKE THE SHEETS
TO BE CHANGED...
342
00:17:12,491 --> 00:17:13,617
- YEAH.
343
00:17:13,658 --> 00:17:15,160
- AND I DON'T WANT
LUBE AND CONDOMS
344
00:17:15,202 --> 00:17:16,620
ON MY SIDE OF THE BED.
345
00:17:16,661 --> 00:17:17,662
- WHEN I'M OVER HERE,
346
00:17:17,704 --> 00:17:20,874
WHEN I SPEND THE NIGHT
AND WE PLAY,
347
00:17:20,916 --> 00:17:22,459
TO CHANGE THE SHEETS
IN THE MORNING
348
00:17:22,501 --> 00:17:29,299
AND TO HAVE US
DO IT TOGETHER.
349
00:17:31,259 --> 00:17:35,555
[laughter]
350
00:17:37,516 --> 00:17:42,729
- I'M JUST HUGGING
YOUR GIRLFRIEND.
351
00:17:42,771 --> 00:17:45,357
- THE ONLY GOOD THING
THAT CAME OUT OF THE SITUATION
352
00:17:45,398 --> 00:17:48,819
IS THAT JEN AND TZIPORAH
HAS THIS LITTLE BONDING MOMENT.
353
00:17:48,860 --> 00:17:53,115
AND I WAS LIKE,
AH, YES!
354
00:17:53,156 --> 00:17:54,366
[laughing]
355
00:18:12,425 --> 00:18:15,428
- AT THE END OF THE DAY,
LEIGH ANN IS MY WIFE.
356
00:18:15,470 --> 00:18:18,932
I HAVE TO GO SEE HER.
357
00:18:18,974 --> 00:18:23,854
THIS MIGHT BE
A LITTLE UPSETTING TO MEGAN.
358
00:18:23,895 --> 00:18:25,730
AND HE SAID THAT,
YOU KNOW...
359
00:18:25,772 --> 00:18:27,440
I REALLY NEEDED
TO AT LEAST CALL HER.
360
00:18:27,482 --> 00:18:30,610
- AND?
- SO I DID.
361
00:18:30,652 --> 00:18:32,654
IT WAS...
362
00:18:32,696 --> 00:18:37,325
AWKWARD, TO SAY THE LEAST.
363
00:18:37,367 --> 00:18:40,203
AND JUST SEE
364
00:18:40,245 --> 00:18:42,747
THAT SHE WAS
IN A STABLE ENVIRONMENT.
365
00:18:42,789 --> 00:18:44,541
- IF YOU FEEL LIKE
IT'S THE BEST THING TO DO--
366
00:18:44,583 --> 00:18:46,251
- I THINK
IT'S THE RIGHT THING TO DO.
367
00:18:46,293 --> 00:18:48,336
WHETHER OR NOT
IT'S THE BEST THING TO DO,
368
00:18:48,378 --> 00:18:50,839
IT'S THE RIGHT THING TO DO.
369
00:18:50,881 --> 00:18:52,841
- I'M NOT READY
TO GO SEE HER YET.
370
00:18:54,426 --> 00:18:57,721
I DON'T THINK THAT CHRIS
WILL EVER LEAVE LEIGH ANN.
371
00:18:57,762 --> 00:19:00,432
I THINK HE'S TOO LOYAL
AND I THINK HE STILL LOVES HER
372
00:19:00,473 --> 00:19:16,656
AND WANTS TO FIND A WAY
TO WORK THAT OUT.
373
00:19:16,698 --> 00:19:20,911
THEN I WILL JUST
HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT
374
00:19:20,952 --> 00:19:22,454
AND IT'S SCARY.
[sniffles]
375
00:19:26,166 --> 00:19:28,668
- I'M STILL ANGRY,
376
00:19:28,710 --> 00:19:37,636
AND I'M NOT SURE WHAT I'M GONNA
SAY TO LEIGH ANN WHEN I SEE HER,
377
00:19:37,677 --> 00:19:40,430
BUT, YOU KNOW,
POLYAMOROUS OR NOT,
378
00:19:40,472 --> 00:19:42,390
MARRIAGE STILL
MEANS SOMETHING TO ME.
379
00:19:42,432 --> 00:19:46,061
I WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT
OTHERWISE.
380
00:19:56,571 --> 00:19:58,782
- MICHAEL, RACHEL,
AND I HAVE ALL ESTABLISHED
381
00:19:58,823 --> 00:20:01,826
THAT WE WANT TO, YOU KNOW,
EXPLORE OUR CHEMISTRY.
382
00:20:03,411 --> 00:20:05,163
- NICE.
383
00:20:05,205 --> 00:20:07,249
- OHH!
[Michael laughing]
384
00:20:07,290 --> 00:20:08,667
- THE WHOLE DAY
IS FOREPLAY,
385
00:20:08,708 --> 00:20:10,710
WHETHER IT'S THE TALK ABOUT IT,
GETTING UNDRESSED.
386
00:20:10,752 --> 00:20:15,090
IT'S ALL PART
OF THE ANTICIPATION.
387
00:20:15,131 --> 00:20:19,552
- DOESN'T SHE?
- YEAH.
388
00:20:19,594 --> 00:20:21,972
- MM.
- MM.
389
00:20:34,943 --> 00:20:38,446
[moaning]
390
00:20:42,200 --> 00:20:44,619
WHEN MICHAEL WAS CONNECTING
WITH RACHEL,
391
00:20:44,661 --> 00:20:46,705
I GOT REALLY CLEAR
THAT IS LIKE...
392
00:20:46,746 --> 00:20:48,456
REALLY REAL FOR MICHAEL.
393
00:20:48,498 --> 00:20:51,251
THEY ARE AWESOME TOGETHER
PHYSICALLY,
394
00:20:51,293 --> 00:20:58,300
AND I DIDN'T KNOW
WHERE I FIT INTO THAT.
395
00:20:58,341 --> 00:21:01,594
UM, AND I WAS CONFLICTED.
396
00:21:01,636 --> 00:21:06,182
YOU KNOW, IT'S ACTUALLY, UM--
397
00:21:06,224 --> 00:21:08,476
WITH SOMEBODY THAT HE HAS
SUCH DEEP FEELINGS WITH.
398
00:21:08,518 --> 00:21:09,644
- MM.
399
00:21:09,686 --> 00:21:11,938
ARE YOU OKAY?
- YEAH, YEAH.
400
00:21:11,980 --> 00:21:15,817
- [moaning]
401
00:21:18,153 --> 00:21:20,155
- JUST BECAUSE
I'M POLYAMOROUS
402
00:21:20,196 --> 00:21:22,407
DOES NOT MEAN
THAT I'M PROMISCUOUS.
403
00:21:22,449 --> 00:21:25,618
I HAVE A LOT OF LOVERS,
AND I REALLY LOVE THEM.
404
00:21:25,660 --> 00:21:27,662
IT'S HARD FOR ME
TO OPEN MY LEGS
405
00:21:27,704 --> 00:21:30,999
IF MY HEART'S NOT SAFE
AND COMFORTABLE.
406
00:21:31,041 --> 00:21:33,960
MAYBE WE COULD JUST SLOW DOWN
AND JUST HOLD FOR A MOMENT.
407
00:21:34,002 --> 00:21:35,837
YOU KNOW, IT'S JUST REALLY NEW
BETWEEN US.
408
00:21:35,879 --> 00:21:37,339
- YEAH.
409
00:21:37,380 --> 00:21:39,966
- AND I JUST FEEL LIKE
I NEED MORE TIME TO CONNECT
410
00:21:40,008 --> 00:21:42,385
BETWEEN YOU AND I
BEFORE DIVING IN.
411
00:21:42,427 --> 00:21:44,137
- MM-HMM.
- YEAH.
412
00:21:44,179 --> 00:21:47,474
- WHEN KAMALA SAYS SHE'S NOT
CONNECTING EMOTIONALLY,
413
00:21:47,515 --> 00:21:48,767
I'M NOT SURPRISED AT ALL.
414
00:21:48,808 --> 00:21:50,602
SHE'S A VERY DEEPLY
EMOTIONAL WOMAN.
415
00:21:50,643 --> 00:21:53,104
- [moaning]
- YOU OKAY, SWEETIE?
416
00:21:53,146 --> 00:21:54,898
- YEAH, I'M JUST--
I'M JUST EMBARRASSED.
417
00:21:54,939 --> 00:21:56,399
YOU KNOW,
I'M A LITTLE BIT EMBARRASSED.
418
00:21:56,441 --> 00:21:58,401
I'M THE SEX
AND RELATIONSHIP COACH.
419
00:21:58,443 --> 00:22:00,820
I SHOULD BE LIKE
TAKING INITIATIVE
420
00:22:00,862 --> 00:22:02,322
AND MAKING THIS ALL WORK.
421
00:22:02,364 --> 00:22:05,158
AND SO IT WAS KIND OF
LIKE HUMILIATING,
422
00:22:05,200 --> 00:22:09,287
BUT I'M NOT WILLING TO JUST
HAVE RECREATIONAL SEX WITH HER,
423
00:22:09,329 --> 00:22:10,830
YOU KNOW, LIKE SWINGING.
424
00:22:10,872 --> 00:22:12,248
I WANT IT TO BE REAL
BETWEEN US.
425
00:22:12,290 --> 00:22:13,541
- SHOULD WE JUST CUDDLE?
426
00:22:13,583 --> 00:22:16,461
- AH.
- I'D LOVE THAT.
427
00:22:16,503 --> 00:22:19,547
- MICHAEL'S BIG PLAN
OF HAVING THIS HOT THREE-WAY
428
00:22:19,589 --> 00:22:22,258
TO DEEPEN THE RELATIONSHIP
FAILED.
429
00:22:22,300 --> 00:22:25,720
SO IF RACHEL AND I ARE GONNA
HAVE OUR OWN RELATIONSHIP,
430
00:22:25,762 --> 00:22:27,597
WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO GET
TO KNOW EACH OTHER.
431
00:22:27,639 --> 00:22:29,516
[sighs]
THAT FEELS BETTER.
432
00:22:29,557 --> 00:22:32,060
[laughing]
433
00:22:40,527 --> 00:22:42,904
- CHRIS SAYS
THAT HE WANTS TO COME OVER,
434
00:22:42,946 --> 00:22:49,786
AND HE DOESN'T MENTION MEGAN.
435
00:22:49,828 --> 00:22:51,663
IT'S THE FIRST TIME
THAT I'VE TALKED TO CHRIS
436
00:22:51,704 --> 00:22:52,997
SINCE I MOVED OUT,
437
00:22:53,039 --> 00:22:55,500
AND I GUESS I WANT SOME SENSE
OF OUR DIRECTION.
438
00:22:57,836 --> 00:23:00,505
ARE WE IN A RELATIONSHIP,
ARE WE ON A BREAK,
439
00:23:00,547 --> 00:23:03,675
ARE WE GONNA TRY
AND WORK IT OUT?
440
00:23:03,716 --> 00:23:05,260
HEY.
441
00:23:05,301 --> 00:23:07,137
- HEY.
442
00:23:08,680 --> 00:23:12,016
HEY.
443
00:23:12,058 --> 00:23:13,643
WHEN I SEE LEIGH ANN,
444
00:23:13,685 --> 00:23:17,355
IT'S IMPOSSIBLE NOT TO SEE
THE PAIN AND THE SADNESS.
445
00:23:19,482 --> 00:23:22,444
- IT'S TEENY, BUT...
IT'LL DO.
446
00:23:22,485 --> 00:23:24,696
- IT'S GOOD FOR ONE PERSON.
447
00:23:24,737 --> 00:23:28,575
AND AS ANGRY AS I AM,
IT SORT OF MELTS MY HEART.
448
00:23:28,616 --> 00:23:30,660
- THE BACKYARD'S
REALLY COOL THOUGH.
449
00:23:30,702 --> 00:23:32,454
- YEAH?
- I KINDA SET IT UP A LITTLE.
450
00:23:32,495 --> 00:23:39,461
- OH, YEAH?
- YEAH.
451
00:23:39,502 --> 00:23:41,129
- I MEAN,
IS THAT ALL YOU WANTED TO DO?
452
00:23:41,171 --> 00:23:42,881
YOU JUST WANTED TO SEE?
YOU WANNA GO NOW?
453
00:23:42,922 --> 00:23:47,802
- [laughing]
NO, HONEY, I--WE CAN STAY.
454
00:23:47,844 --> 00:23:53,224
- YOU SHOULD SEE
THE BACKYARD ANYWAY.
455
00:23:53,266 --> 00:23:55,685
I KNOW THAT I WENT ABOUT THIS
THE WRONG WAY,
456
00:23:55,727 --> 00:23:58,021
BUT I REALLY WANT
TO GIVE OUR RELATIONSHIP
457
00:23:58,062 --> 00:24:01,774
ANOTHER CHANCE.
458
00:24:01,816 --> 00:24:05,987
SO...
459
00:24:06,029 --> 00:24:09,491
- I DO WANT TO APOLOGIZE
FOR...
460
00:24:09,532 --> 00:24:11,951
JUST THROWING YOU OUT
OF THE HOUSE LIKE THAT.
461
00:24:11,993 --> 00:24:14,954
BUT I DIDN'T KNOW
WHAT ELSE TO DO.
462
00:24:14,996 --> 00:24:16,956
- I GET THAT.
463
00:24:16,998 --> 00:24:19,334
LISTEN.
[sniffles]
464
00:24:19,375 --> 00:24:20,668
I FUCKED UP.
465
00:24:20,710 --> 00:24:25,548
I LIED,
AND I REALLY HURT YOU.
466
00:24:25,590 --> 00:24:27,842
YOU KNOW, I FELT ABANDONED.
467
00:24:27,884 --> 00:24:30,678
AND YOU KNOW, YOU WEREN'T
EMOTIONALLY AVAILABLE FOR ME.
468
00:24:30,720 --> 00:24:34,432
AND YOU KNOW, SO I WENT
AND GOT IT SOMEWHERE ELSE.
469
00:24:34,474 --> 00:24:38,561
[sniffles]
470
00:24:38,603 --> 00:24:39,938
I'M SORRY, YOU KNOW?
471
00:24:39,979 --> 00:24:43,191
THE ONLY THING I CAN SAY
IN MY DEFENSE IS...
472
00:24:43,233 --> 00:24:46,903
YOU KNOW, I STARTED TO FEEL LIKE
SHE WAS YOUR WIFE AND NOT ME.
473
00:24:46,945 --> 00:24:49,155
- YOU KNOW,
MAYBE I WAS EASIER FOR ME
474
00:24:49,197 --> 00:24:57,205
TO SPEND MY TIME AND ATTENTION
WITH MEGAN
475
00:24:57,247 --> 00:25:00,833
I'M WILLING TO TAKE
ACCOUNTABILITY FOR...
476
00:25:00,875 --> 00:25:03,711
NOT WORKING HARDER
TO PROTECT OUR MARRIAGE.
477
00:25:03,753 --> 00:25:08,675
- ONE OF THE OTHER THINGS
THAT I FEEL LIKE LED TO THIS
478
00:25:08,716 --> 00:25:10,218
IT GOT VERY CLOSED.
479
00:25:10,260 --> 00:25:14,013
AND I REALIZED THAT
I REALLY WANTED TO OPEN IT UP
480
00:25:14,055 --> 00:25:18,434
AND, YOU KNOW, I FELT LIKE
YOU WEREN'T OPEN TO IT.
481
00:25:18,476 --> 00:25:20,895
BRINING MEGAN
INTO THE RELATIONSHIP
482
00:25:20,937 --> 00:25:23,022
ALLOWED US NOT TO DEAL WITH
OUR ISSUES.
483
00:25:23,064 --> 00:25:29,279
YOU WERE AVOIDING
THE PROBLEMS AT HOME
484
00:25:29,320 --> 00:25:31,948
- [deep sigh]
485
00:25:31,990 --> 00:25:34,534
WELL, I DO LOVE YOU.
486
00:25:35,994 --> 00:25:40,790
AND I DO MISS YOU.
487
00:25:40,832 --> 00:25:45,086
BUT AT THE SAME TIME,
I JUST HAVE TO BE CLEAR.
488
00:25:45,128 --> 00:25:49,674
THE RELATIONSHIP
THAT YOU STARTED NOW
489
00:25:49,716 --> 00:25:54,637
THE FIRST THING
THAT I NEED TO HAPPEN,
490
00:25:54,679 --> 00:25:57,098
IS YOU NEED TO END
THAT RELATIONSHIP.
491
00:25:58,600 --> 00:26:00,226
- WELL...
492
00:26:00,268 --> 00:26:03,855
HE'S COMING TO VISIT ME HERE.
493
00:26:03,896 --> 00:26:08,151
WHO'S HE?
494
00:26:08,192 --> 00:26:09,986
- I KNOW.
495
00:26:10,028 --> 00:26:12,905
I ASKED HIM TO COME SEE ME
BECAUSE I'VE BEEN HERE
496
00:26:12,947 --> 00:26:14,657
SINCE YOU KICKED ME OUT
OF THE HOUSE,
497
00:26:14,699 --> 00:26:17,160
AND I DID NOT HAVE MUCH HOPE.
498
00:26:17,201 --> 00:26:19,203
AND SO HE HAS AS PLANE TICKET
AND HE'S COMING TO VISIT ME.
499
00:26:19,245 --> 00:26:23,374
- THAT'S, UM, NOT EXACTLY
WHAT I WAS EXPECTING.
500
00:26:23,416 --> 00:26:27,503
- YOU KNOW, I WANT YOU AND MEGAN
TO MEET HIM.
501
00:26:27,545 --> 00:26:29,047
LIKE, MAYBE WE'LL BE ABLE
TO WORK IT OUT.
502
00:26:29,088 --> 00:26:32,091
I HOPE THAT CHRIS AND MEGAN
WANNA MEET CHICAGO CHRIS
503
00:26:32,133 --> 00:26:34,385
IF NOTHING MORE
TO LIKE UNDERSTAND
504
00:26:34,427 --> 00:26:35,970
WHO I'VE BEEN
SPENDING TIME WITH.
505
00:26:36,012 --> 00:26:38,723
THEY'RE ANGRY THAT I LIED
AND THAT I DIDN'T INCLUDE THEM.
506
00:26:38,765 --> 00:26:42,268
WELL, I'M NOT LYING ANYMORE,
AND I'M TRYING TO INCLUDE THEM.
507
00:26:42,310 --> 00:26:48,191
- FIRST OF ALL,
MEGAN DOESN'T EVEN KNOW
508
00:26:48,232 --> 00:26:49,651
BUT LET ME BE REALLY CLEAR.
509
00:26:49,692 --> 00:26:51,903
I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO INTEREST
IN MEETING THIS GUY.
510
00:26:51,944 --> 00:26:53,154
IF I DID MEET HIM,
511
00:26:53,196 --> 00:26:54,530
ALL I WOULD DO
IS PUT HIM THROUGH A WALL.
512
00:26:54,572 --> 00:26:57,200
THIS WAS AN ILLICIT AFFAIR.
513
00:26:57,241 --> 00:27:01,079
WHAT KIND OF A FUCKING DIRTBAG
DOES THIS ANYWAY?
514
00:27:01,120 --> 00:27:03,247
HOW LONG IS HE PLANNING
TO BE HERE?
515
00:27:03,289 --> 00:27:04,957
- LIKE, A WEEK.
516
00:27:04,999 --> 00:27:08,002
- HE IS NOT COMING HERE
FOR A WEEK.
517
00:27:08,044 --> 00:27:14,884
LEIGH ANN, IF YOU WANNA SAVE
THIS MARRIAGE,
518
00:27:14,926 --> 00:27:20,139
AND YOU PUT HIM BACK ON A PLANE
AND SEND HIM BACK.
519
00:27:20,181 --> 00:27:22,642
THOSE ARE
THE ONLY CIRCUMSNCES
520
00:27:22,684 --> 00:27:25,478
UNDER WHICH I'M WILLING
TO SIT DOWN
521
00:27:25,520 --> 00:27:31,359
AND REALLY WORK THINGS OUT
WITH YOU.
522
00:27:42,370 --> 00:27:45,373
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