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[On Fire by Andy Blunda]
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- YOUR LOVE IS LIKE A RIVER
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YOUR LOVE IS A FEVER
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I'M ON FIRE
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WE'RE ON FIRE
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[upbeat music]
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- HOW'D YOU SLEEP?
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- SOMEBODY WAS MESSING
WITH THE TRASH CANS OUTSIDE.
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[laughter]
- I HEARD THAT.
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I HEARD YOU,
RIGHT OUTSIDE THERE,
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YELL AT SOMEONE TOO.
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[laughter]
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- I DID.
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- DON'T WANT TO MEET YOU
IN AN ALLEYWAY
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AT 6:00 IN THE MORNING.
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THANKS FOR SPENDING
THE NIGHT TONIGHT.
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- YOU'RE WELCOME.
OF COURSE.
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- I ASKED JENNIFER TO SPEND
A LITTLE EXTRA TIME WITH ME,
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AND SHE'S STAYING THE NIGHT
THAT SHE USUALLY STAYS
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AT JESSE'S HOUSE,
WHICH IS GREAT.
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I JUST NEED A LITTLE EXTRA TIME,
YOU KNOW, HER AND I TOGETHER.
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- I LOVE YOU.
- I LOVE YOU TOO.
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I THINK IT'S SUPER SWEET
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THAT TAHL WANTS MORE ATTENTION
FROM ME.
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HE'S ATTRACTED
TO SO MANY PEOPLE,
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AND HE LIKES SO MANY PEOPLE,
THAT SOMETIMES I'M LIKE,
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"HEY, I'M OVER HERE,"
SO I FEEL FLATTERED.
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- JEN JUST
REALLY TURNS ME ON.
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SHE'S JUST GOT
A FANTASTIC ASS.
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THAT'S LIKE MY KRYPTONITE.
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- I'M USING CONDOMS WITH TAHL
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BECAUSE JESSE ASKED
IF WE COD NOT USE CONDOMS.
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TAHL HAS SEX WITH
A LOT MORE PEOPLE THAN I DO,
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AND IT MAKES MORE SENSE FOR ME
TO USE A CONDOM WITH TAHL
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THAN IT DOES
TO USE ONE WITH JESSE.
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JESSE'S NOT HAVING SEX
WITH ANYBODY ELSE.
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[moaning]
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- [sighs]
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THANK YOU.
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- HEY, SWEETIE,
I'M GOING TO GO SEE RACHEL.
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- SHE'S IN FROM L.A.?
- YEP.
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- I WANT TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT IT
BEFORE YOU GO.
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- OKAY.
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RACHEL AND I HAVE BEEN
SEEING EACH OTHER
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FOR ABOUT THREE MONTHS,
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AND THE RELATIONSHIP'S
ALWAYS BEEN
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REALLY SEXUAL
AND PASSIONATE.
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AND WHEN RACHEL'S IN TOWN,
SHE STAYS WITH FRIENDS,
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AND I GO OUT TO SEE HER
QUITE A BIT.
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YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL.
- THANK YOU, HONEY.
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I KNOW YOU'VE BEEN SEEING
A LOT OF HER...
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- UH-HUH.
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- AND I WANTED
TO CHECK IN
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- SEEING MICHAEL
FALL IN LOVE WITH RACHEL
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IS LIKE A RELIEF TO ME.
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BUT I'D LIKE TO SEE HIM
GO DEEPER WITH RACHEL,
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AND I'D LIKE TO SEE HER MORE
A PART OF THE FAMILY.
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I'M CURIOUS,
BECAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE
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IT'S OUT, AND YOU'RE KIND OF
KEEPING HER AT ARM'S LENGTH,
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AND IT JUST FEELS LIKE
WHAT'S REQUIRED
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IS THAT
YOU BRING HER HERE MORE.
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- A LOT OF IT IS JUST TIME,
YOU KNOW?
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I'M DOING HOMEWORK WITH DEVIN,
I'M PICKING HIM UP FROM SCHOOL,
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DROPPING HIM OFF AT SCHOOL,
I'VE GOT MY WORK.
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- YOU KNOW, I MEAN, IF
YOUR BIGGEST COMPLAINT IS TIME,
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THEN BRINGING HER IN
CAN ACTUALLY SAVE YOU TIME.
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YOU KNOW, I REALLY DON'T WANT IT
TO BE A SEPARATED THING,
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YOU KNOW,
LIKE JENNIFER AND JESSE.
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YOU KNOW, I DON'T LIKE THAT.
I DON'T WANT THAT.
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THAT YOU WANT TO GO
DEEPER WITH HER,
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BUT I NEED TO KNOW, YOU KNOW,
WHY DON'T YOU?
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'CAUSE IT'S PRETTY MUCH
LIKE A PATTERN.
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- YEAH, YEAH.
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- YOU GET CLOSE
TO WOMEN SEXUALLY,
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BUT YOU DON'T, YOU KNOW,
MAINTAIN THOSE RELATIONSHIPS
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AND, YOU KNOW,
MAKE THEM LONG-TERM.
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THROUGH THE YEARS,
IT'S BEEN PRETTY HARD TO BALANCE
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BEING PRIMARY PARTNERS
WITH A MAN WHO LOVES
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TO JUST HAVE SEX WITHOUT HAVING
TO BUILD THE RELATIONSHIP.
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I HOPE THAT YOU ASK HER TO COME
OVER AND CONNECT WITH ME, SO...
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FOR ME, GOING DEEP
REALLY MEANS SHARING
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AS I'M SPEAKING WITH KAMALA,
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I REALIZE THAT GOING DEEPER
WITH RACHEL REALLY COULD MEAN
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AND THAT'S REALLY WHAT I'M
WORKING TOWARDS AND WHAT I LIKE
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- YOU KNOW,
GROUP SEX IS FUN AND HOT,
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- YEAH.
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- AND, YOU KNOW, SOMETIMES YOU
GET TO KNOW PEOPLE REALLY WELL
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THROUGH GROUP SEX.
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BUT WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT
IS NOT JUST, LIKE, SWINGING.
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I KNOW IT SOUNDS
LIKE SWINGER BEHAVIOR,
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YOU KNOW,
TO HAVE GROUP SEX, BUT THAT'S,
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YOU KNOW,
NOT REALLY WHAT IT IS.
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TO GO DEEPER WITH HER,
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I WOULD LOVE FOR HER
TO BE MAKING LOVE,
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- MM-HMM.
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WHEN MICHAEL SUGGESTS
THAT WE SHOULD HAVE A THREESOME,
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"HEY, I REALLY LIKE HER,
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AND I WANT YOU
TO LIKE HER TOO."
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I'M INTERESTED TO SEE
WHERE THE CHEMISTRY IS.
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IF IT MAKES HIM HAPPY,
I WANT TO TRY IT.
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IT'S JUST SO DIFFERENT
THAN HOW I DO IT,
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WHICH IS USUALLY
MORE EMOTIONAL,
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AND I TAKE A LOT MORE TIME
GETTING TO KNOW PEOPLE.
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AND SO WE'RE TRYING
TO FIND THE BALANCE
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TO MAKE IT WORK
FOR BOTH OF US.
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- I DO WANT TO GO DEEPER
WITH HER.
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- SO YOU'LL TALK
TO HER ABOUT IT TODAY?
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- MM-HMM, YEAH.
- GOOD.
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- I UNDERSTAND
WHEN KAMALA SAYS
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THAT SHE WANTS ME
TO GO DEEPER,
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IT'S GONNA MEAN
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HER COMING MORE
INTO THE POD.
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I'M JUST HOPING THAT RACHEL
IS OPEN TO IT.
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[rock music]
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- THE PAST FEW WEEKS
HAVE BEEN DIFFICULT,
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ESPECIALLY THIS PAST WEEK
THAT LEIGH ANN HAS BEEN GONE.
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SHE'S BEEN VERY MUCH
OUT OF TOUCH, AND I MISS HER.
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SO WE'RE EXCITED
TO GO PICK HER UP
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AND GET A CHANCE
TO RECONNECT.
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- EVER SINCE WE HAD
A LITTLE INCIDENT IN THE BEDROOM
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DURING SEX
WITH ALL THREE OF US,
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THINGS HAVE BEEN
A LITTLE TENSE.
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GOT EVERYTHING?
- YEAH.
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LET'S DO IT.
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- LEIGH ANN HAS BEEN DISTANT.
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WE NEED TO SIT DOWN
WITH LEIGH ANN
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- THIS WEEK, IT WAS A LITTLE
WEIRD NOT HAVING HER AROUND
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AND NOT EVEN BEING ABLE
TO CONTACT HER.
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IT'S CERTAINLY NOT OUR NORM.
- NO.
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WHEN I WAS TRYING TO, LIKE,
GET A HOLD OF HER, AND...
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- NO RESPONSE?
- NO RESPONSE.
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- I MEAN, SHE SAYS
SHE'S WORKING ON THAT SHOW
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AND THERE'S
NO PHONES ALLOWED,
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BUT YOU WOULD
THINK THAT, LIKE,
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THE FIRST THING THAT WOULD
HAPPEN WHEN THEY WRAPPED
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IS WE WOULD HEAR
FROM HER, RIGHT?
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I MEAN--
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AND I'M NOT GONNA
SHARE FROM WHO,
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BUT I DON'T KNOW WHETHER OR NOT
TO BELIEVE IT, LIKE--
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- WELL, I KNOW THAT, YOU KNOW,
PEOPLE ARE TALKING,
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BUT WHATEVER
PEOPLE ARE SAYING,
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I MEAN, SHE'S LOYAL.
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THIS TOWN IS FULL OF RUMORS.
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AND ALTHOUGH I DON'T WANT
TO CREDIT RUMORS,
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THE FACT THAT SHE AND I EACH
HAVE HEARD THINGS,
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I THINK NOW IS
AS GOOD A TIME AS ANY
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AS TO TRY TO HAVE A CONVERSATION
ABOUT WHAT IS GOING ON,
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AND, YOU KNOW, WE'LL HEAR
FROM HER, HOPEFULLY.
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- I'VE BEEN TRAVELING
A LOT LATELY FOR WORK.
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BEING AWAY IS, LIKE,
A BIG RELIEF
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BECAUSE I GET TO BE
REALLY INDEPENDENT,
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A LOT OF THE ISSUES GOING ON
IN OUR RELATIONSHIP.
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AND I FEEL LIKE
LITTLE INCIDENCES LIKE THAT
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HAVE BEEN POPPING UP
FOR A LONG TIME.
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SO I'M NERVOUS TO SEE
BOTH CHRIS AND MEGAN
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[upbeat music]
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- MY SISTER MICHELLE
IS COMING FROM LOS ANGELES.
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WE'RE GOING TO GET SOME
PEDICURES AND HAVE SOME FUN.
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- HEY, MISSY!
- HI, JEN!
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- MY SISTER IS MONOGAMOUS.
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SHE'S, LIKE,
A SERIAL MONOGAMIST.
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- I AM.
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AND SHE'S VERY CONFUSED
BY THE WHOLE POLYAMORY THING.
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- KAMALA'S AWESOME.
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SHE'S SEEING
A GUY NAMED JASON.
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HE'S YOUNG AND CUTE.
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- ARE YOU DATING HIM TOO?
- NO.
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- HOW COME?
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- BECAUSE JESSE IS
PRETTY MUCH MONOGAMOUS,
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AND WE HAVE AN AGREEMENT
THAT I CAN DATE WOMEN,
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BUT I CAN'T DATE MEN.
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[laughs]
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- INTERESTING.
YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED?
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- WELL, I MEAN,
WE MADE AN AGREEMENT.
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- DO YOU WANT TO?
- UM...
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I DON'T SEE ANY SPACE
FOR ANYBODY ELSE.
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ALL MY TIME IS FILLED UP
WITH TAHL AND JESSE AND KAMALA.
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- YOUR VAGINA
MUST BE SO SORE.
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SORRY.
- OKAY.
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- WATCH YOUR LANGUAGE!
[laughing]
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SO THE SEX PARTIES
THAT YOU GO TO,
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DON'T YOU FEEL LEFT OUT
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WHEN EVERYBODY'S GOING
TO THESE COOL PART--
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NOT COOL TO ME,
BUT COOL TO YOU--
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- I FEEL A LITTLE LEFT OUT
'CAUSE I MISS IT,
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THE KIND OF CLOSENESS
THAT I HAD WITH THE POD
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AT THOSE PARTIES.
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BUT SINCE JESSE AND I
ARE ONLY SEEING EACH OTHER,
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- I'M SORRY, WHAT?
WHAT?
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- WE DECIDED
TO NOT USE CONDOMS.
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- EW!
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- AND SO IN ORDER
FOR US TO FEEL SAFER,
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I USE CONDOMS WITH TAHL NOW.
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- WAIT A SECOND.
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YOU DO NOT USE CONDOMS
WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND,
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BUT YOU DO WITH YOUR HUSBAND.
- I DON'T.
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TAHL ACTUALLY PREFERS IT.
SO IT'S FINE, IT WORKS OUT.
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AND I PREFER IT TOO
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BECAUSE TAHL HAS
SO MANY OTHER GIRLFRIENDS,
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IT MAKES ME MORE COMFORTABLE
THAT I USE A CONDOM WITH HIM.
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- SO BASICALLY, YOUR HUSBAND
SLEEPS WITH SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE
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- SO?
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- WELL, IT'S A GOOD THING
YOU'RE NOT POLYAMOROUS.
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- IT IS A GOOD THING.
- IT IS A GOOD THING.
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- I COULDN'T DEAL WITH IT.
- STAY MONOGAMOUS.
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- I'D HAVE TO SHOWER, SHOWER,
SHOWER, SHOWER ALL THE TIME.
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THAT I AM USING CONDOMS
WITH TAHL.
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- ALL RIGHT.
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YOUR HOUSE.
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YOU MOVE OUT OF THIS GREAT HOUSE
INTO THIS TINY, LITTLE ROOM,
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SO YOU CAN LIVE
WITH ALL YOUR LOVERS IN YOUR POD
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OR WHATEVER THE HELL
YOU CALL IT,
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AND NOW YOU'RE WITH THIS DUDE
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WHO IS TAKING YOU
TOTALLY AWAY FROM THAT.
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AND ALL THIS STUFF YOU'VE BEEN
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TRYING TO POUND INTO MY HEAD
FOR THE LAST SEVERAL YEARS,
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YOU'RE TOTALLY GOING BACK ON.
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THAT YOU HOOKED UP
WITH SUCH A JEALOUS PERSON.
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'CAUSE, I MEAN, IF YOU WANT TO
STAY WITH HIM FOR A LONG TIME,
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HE'S GONNA HAVE
TO LET YOU BE MORE OPEN.
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- I GUESS,
IN THE LONG RUN,
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THAT WOULD BE--
WOULD BE BETTER.
223
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IT WOULD BE NICE
IF JESSE WERE WILLING
224
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TO WORK ON HIS JEALOUSY
A LITTLE BIT MORE.
225
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IT WOULD BE NICE FOR HIM,
IT WOULD BE NICE FOR ME.
226
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OKAY.
- [laughing]
227
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YOU'RE NOT AS DIRTY
AS I PREVIOUSLY THOUGHT.
228
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[laughter]
I'M SORRY.
229
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- THERE SHE IS.
HI.
230
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HELLO.
- HEY, GUYS.
231
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- HI.
HOW WAS YOUR FLIGHT?
232
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- IT WAS GOOD.
233
00:13:31,103 --> 00:13:32,771
- BUSY WEEK, HUH?
234
00:13:32,813 --> 00:13:34,898
- YEAH.
235
00:13:36,066 --> 00:13:37,860
- WELL, TELL US ABOUT IT.
236
00:13:37,901 --> 00:13:43,574
- UM, YOU KNOW, I GOT TO WORK
WITH THE DANCERS FROM THE SHOW.
237
00:13:43,615 --> 00:13:45,284
UM, WE WERE ON SET ALL DAY.
238
00:13:45,325 --> 00:13:48,579
I WASN'T ALLOWED TO HAVE
MY PHONE WITH ME OR ANYTHING.
239
00:13:48,620 --> 00:13:54,376
- IT'S VERY STRANGE WHEN WE ASK
LEIGH ANN ABOUT THE TRIP,
240
00:13:54,418 --> 00:13:58,422
LEIGH ANN NORMALLY WANTS
TO SHARE EVERY DETAIL.
241
00:13:58,463 --> 00:14:02,843
THIS IS A VERY BIG DEPARTURE
FROM HER NORMAL BEHAVIOR.
242
00:14:02,885 --> 00:14:05,053
YOU'VE BEEN AWAY
AN AWFUL LOT,
243
00:14:05,095 --> 00:14:08,640
AND THINGS HAVE BEEN
A LITTLE ROUGH, I THINK.
244
00:14:08,682 --> 00:14:10,809
MAYBE THE THREE OF US
NEED TO SIT DOWN
245
00:14:10,851 --> 00:14:14,646
AND FIGURE OUT
WHERE EVERYBODY'S AT.
246
00:14:14,688 --> 00:14:16,648
- OF COURSE.
247
00:14:16,732 --> 00:14:18,859
I'M REALLY BAD
AT CONFRONTING,
248
00:14:18,901 --> 00:14:20,819
UNTIL I'M BACKED UP
INTO A CORNER,
249
00:14:20,861 --> 00:14:24,323
AND THEN ALL THE INFORMATION
250
00:14:24,364 --> 00:14:26,408
BUT I HAVE SOMETHING
TO TELL THEM.
251
00:14:26,450 --> 00:14:27,743
I'M TRYING TO FIND
THE RIGHT TIME TO DO IT,
252
00:14:27,784 --> 00:14:30,704
AND I DON'T THINK IN THE CAR
IS THE BEST TIME.
253
00:14:50,057 --> 00:14:54,144
- OH, IT'S SO HOT.
254
00:14:54,186 --> 00:14:57,397
SO HOW WAS YOUR TRIP?
255
00:14:59,524 --> 00:15:01,610
- [sighs]
256
00:15:06,031 --> 00:15:09,993
HONESTLY, LIKE,
THERE'S MORE GOING ON
257
00:15:10,035 --> 00:15:12,579
THAT YOU GUYS
DON'T KNOW ABOUT.
258
00:15:12,621 --> 00:15:15,832
I MET SOMEONE ELSE.
259
00:15:15,874 --> 00:15:21,296
- IS THAT WHERE YOU WERE?
260
00:15:23,674 --> 00:15:25,676
IT'S BEEN GOING ON
FOR A LITTLE WHILE,
261
00:15:25,717 --> 00:15:30,597
AND I ALSO, LIKE, DIDN'T FEEL
LIKE I COULD TELL YOU GUYS.
262
00:15:30,639 --> 00:15:32,766
ON ONE OF MY RECENT
BUSINESS TRIPS,
263
00:15:32,808 --> 00:15:36,937
I WAS IN CHICAGO,
I MET A BOY.
264
00:15:36,979 --> 00:15:39,982
I HAD SEX WITH HIM,
AND WE STAYED IN TOUCH,
265
00:15:40,023 --> 00:15:42,442
AND HE WAS ACTUALLY
IN VEGAS WITH ME.
266
00:15:42,484 --> 00:15:44,611
LIKE, I JUST--
I WANTED TO BE COMFORTABLE
267
00:15:44,653 --> 00:15:49,992
AND NOT HAVE ALL THE DRAMA
AND ALL THE BULLSHIT,
268
00:15:50,033 --> 00:15:51,910
LOVE WITH YOU GUYS
CAUSING DRAMA WITH ME.
269
00:15:51,952 --> 00:15:54,204
- SO WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL US THAT
YOU WANTED SOMETHING ELSE, LIKE,
270
00:15:54,246 --> 00:15:56,248
ON THE SIDE,
SEPARATE FROM US?
271
00:15:56,289 --> 00:15:58,667
- I MEAN, BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW
UNTIL I HAD IT.
272
00:15:58,709 --> 00:16:00,460
IT WASN'T LIKE I PLANNED IT.
273
00:16:00,502 --> 00:16:06,258
IT TOOK ME
BY FUCKING COMPLETE SURPRISE.
274
00:16:06,299 --> 00:16:10,345
THAT COME OUT OF PEOPLE'S MOUTHS
THAT YOU LOVE.
275
00:16:10,387 --> 00:16:12,014
AND, LIKE, ALTHOUGH, LIKE,
276
00:16:12,055 --> 00:16:16,768
I HAD A LOT OF INFORMATION
FROM OTHER PEOPLE,
277
00:16:16,810 --> 00:16:20,439
I DIDN'T WANT TO BELIEVE
THAT IT WAS TRUE.
278
00:16:20,480 --> 00:16:22,774
IT'S SO HARD TO THINK
THAT SOMEONE I LOVE SO MUCH
279
00:16:22,816 --> 00:16:25,027
AND TRUST IN SO MUCH
COULD EVER DO THAT.
280
00:16:25,068 --> 00:16:27,446
WE NEED TO TALK TO CHRIS.
281
00:16:27,487 --> 00:16:28,947
- WELL, YEAH, OBVIOUSLY.
282
00:16:28,989 --> 00:16:33,827
WHEN I TOLD MEGAN
ABOUT MY AFFAIR,
283
00:16:33,869 --> 00:16:36,955
AND I KNOW I HAVE
TO FOLLOW THROUGH AND...
284
00:16:36,997 --> 00:16:40,417
TELL THE TRUTH ABOUT
WHAT'S REALLY BEEN GOING ON.
285
00:16:40,459 --> 00:16:43,587
- CHRIS?
286
00:16:43,628 --> 00:16:46,590
[rock music]
287
00:16:51,011 --> 00:16:52,637
- I'M DRIVING UP
TO SEE RACHEL
288
00:16:52,679 --> 00:16:57,350
WHERE SHE STAYS WITH A FRIEND
WHEN SHE'S DOWN FROM L.A.
289
00:16:57,392 --> 00:16:59,728
KAMALA'S SPOKEN WITH ME
ABOUT GOING DEEPER WITH RACHEL.
290
00:16:59,770 --> 00:17:01,188
IT IS IMPORTANT FOR ME.
291
00:17:01,229 --> 00:17:03,106
- HOW YOU DOING?
- GOOD. HOW ARE YOU?
292
00:17:03,148 --> 00:17:04,608
- GOOD.
293
00:17:04,649 --> 00:17:10,530
- SO IF RACHEL DOESN'T WANT
TO GO DEEPER THROUGH GROUP SEX,
294
00:17:10,572 --> 00:17:13,950
ARE YOU ALONE?
- YES.
295
00:17:13,992 --> 00:17:16,495
- NO, JUST US.
296
00:17:16,536 --> 00:17:17,954
- MM.
- [giggles]
297
00:17:17,996 --> 00:17:20,248
- AS SOON AS I GET THERE
AND I REALIZE THAT WE'RE ALONE,
298
00:17:20,290 --> 00:17:22,751
PASSION TAKES OVER ME,
299
00:17:22,793 --> 00:17:25,462
AND I PRETTY MUCH
JUST RAVISH HER.
300
00:17:37,390 --> 00:17:39,601
ONE OF THE GREAT THINGS
ABOUT HAVING SEX WITH RACHEL
301
00:17:39,643 --> 00:17:41,728
IS THAT
SHE LIKES IT ALL.
302
00:17:41,770 --> 00:17:45,190
WE'RE VERY EXPERIMENTAL,
WE LIKE TO TRY NEW THINGS.
303
00:17:45,232 --> 00:17:52,906
SHE LIKES A LOT
OF DIFFERENT POSITIONS.
304
00:17:55,325 --> 00:17:58,120
- I'M FEELING LIKE
THIS IS THE PERFECT TIME
305
00:17:58,161 --> 00:18:00,539
TO TALK WITH HER
ABOUT GOING DEEPER,
306
00:18:00,580 --> 00:18:02,124
BECAUSE BOTH OF US
HAVE JUST HAD
307
00:18:02,165 --> 00:18:04,042
A GREAT LOVEMAKING EXPERIENCE
308
00:18:04,084 --> 00:18:06,419
AND OUR HEARTS ARE OPEN
TO EACH OTHER.
309
00:18:06,461 --> 00:18:08,338
I'M REALLY PUTTING MYSELF
OUT THERE.
310
00:18:08,380 --> 00:18:13,218
I WANT THAT FROM RACHEL,
311
00:18:13,260 --> 00:18:16,304
I HAD A REALLY NICE TALK
WITH KAMALA.
312
00:18:16,346 --> 00:18:19,182
WE TALKED
ABOUT YOU AND I'S RELATIONSHIP,
313
00:18:19,224 --> 00:18:21,226
AND SHE'S VERY APPROVING.
314
00:18:21,268 --> 00:18:24,104
YOU KNOW, OBVIOUSLY, WE HAVE
A REALLY NICE SEXUAL CONNECTION,
315
00:18:24,146 --> 00:18:28,650
BUT I'D LIKE TO TAKE IT
A LITTLE BIT DEEPER WITH YOU,
316
00:18:28,692 --> 00:18:31,403
NOT TO SCARE YOU.
317
00:18:31,444 --> 00:18:32,696
YOU DON'T NEED TO ANSWER
RIGHT NOW.
318
00:18:32,737 --> 00:18:33,989
- I THOUGHT YOU WERE GONNA
BREAK UP WITH ME
319
00:18:34,030 --> 00:18:35,365
AFTER WE JUST FUCKED
ON THE FLOOR.
320
00:18:35,407 --> 00:18:40,078
- EXACTLY. I GOT WHAT I NEEDED.
- THAT'S IT!
321
00:18:40,120 --> 00:18:41,955
A LOT OF TIMES
I COME OVER HERE,
322
00:18:41,997 --> 00:18:46,501
AND IT'S KIND OF TAKING ME AWAY
FROM THE POD A LITTLE BIT.
323
00:18:46,543 --> 00:18:48,461
- MM-HMM.
324
00:18:48,503 --> 00:18:52,090
- AND I WANTED TO KIND OF
TALK TO YOU ABOUT, YOU KNOW,
325
00:18:52,132 --> 00:18:54,301
THE POSSIBILITY
OF KIND OF INTEGRATING MORE
326
00:18:54,342 --> 00:18:56,219
WITH OUR FAMILY.
327
00:18:56,261 --> 00:18:57,888
- IT'S IMPORTANT, IF YOU--
328
00:18:57,929 --> 00:19:01,016
WE WANT TO TAKE IT
TO THE NEXT LEVEL,
329
00:19:01,057 --> 00:19:02,517
AND HAVE THE CONNECTION
WITH THEM AS WELL.
330
00:19:02,559 --> 00:19:03,727
- YEAH.
331
00:19:03,768 --> 00:19:07,189
YEAH, NOT JUST MEET EVERYBODY.
- OH.
332
00:19:07,230 --> 00:19:08,440
NO, I'M--
NOT TO SCARE YOU.
333
00:19:08,481 --> 00:19:11,484
- AND TALK TO THEM
AND HANG OUT WITH THEM.
334
00:19:11,526 --> 00:19:17,365
- WELL, A BIG PART OF POLYAMORY,
FOR ME,
335
00:19:17,407 --> 00:19:19,409
- YOU KNOW,
WE LOVE TO PLAY TOGETHER.
336
00:19:19,451 --> 00:19:21,203
I SPOKE WITH KAMALA.
337
00:19:21,244 --> 00:19:25,165
SHE LIKES YOU A LOT, AND SHE
KNOWS THAT YOU'RE BISEXUAL,
338
00:19:25,207 --> 00:19:28,877
AND SHE'S OPEN
TO THE POSSIBILITY OF PLAYING,
339
00:19:28,919 --> 00:19:30,754
YOU KNOW,
WITH YOU OR WITH US...
340
00:19:30,795 --> 00:19:34,132
- UH-HUH.
- AT SOME TIME.
341
00:19:35,842 --> 00:19:37,677
KAMALA IS MY PRIMARY,
342
00:19:37,719 --> 00:19:40,263
AND IF RACHEL'S GOING
TO GO DEEPER WITH ME,
343
00:19:40,305 --> 00:19:42,098
THEN SHE'S GOING TO END UP
HAVING TO INTERACT
344
00:19:42,140 --> 00:19:48,021
WITH MY PRIMARY
AT SOME POINT.
345
00:19:48,063 --> 00:19:52,692
- MAYBE HAVING KAMALA,
YOU KNOW,
346
00:19:52,734 --> 00:19:57,197
- WELL, I'M JUST KIND OF TRYING
TO UNDERSTAND, UM,
347
00:19:57,239 --> 00:19:58,615
THE WAY
THIS CONVERSATION'S GOING...
348
00:19:58,657 --> 00:19:59,950
- YEAH.
349
00:19:59,991 --> 00:20:01,660
- BECAUSE YOU'RE SAYING
THAT YOU WANT TO CONNECT WITH ME
350
00:20:01,701 --> 00:20:03,119
AND GO DEEPER WITH ME.
- MM-HMM.
351
00:20:03,161 --> 00:20:04,871
- BUT THEN YOU'RE
ALSO INTRODUCING THE IDEA
352
00:20:04,913 --> 00:20:06,706
OF BRINGING YOUR WIFE
INTO OUR SEX LIFE.
353
00:20:06,748 --> 00:20:08,833
SO IT SEEMS, LIKE,
CONTRADICTORY
354
00:20:08,875 --> 00:20:10,252
TO WANT TO GO DEEPER WITH ME
355
00:20:10,293 --> 00:20:12,212
TO BRING SOMEONE ELSE IN
TO HAVE SEX.
356
00:20:12,254 --> 00:20:13,588
- YEAH, YEAH.
357
00:20:13,630 --> 00:20:14,881
I CAN TOTALLY--
- YOU KNOW?
358
00:20:14,923 --> 00:20:16,007
- I TOTALLY HEAR THAT.
359
00:20:16,049 --> 00:20:18,051
YOU KNOW,
IN A LOT OF RELATIONSHIPS,
360
00:20:18,093 --> 00:20:19,844
GOING DEEP MEANS,
YOU KNOW,
361
00:20:19,886 --> 00:20:22,389
GETTING MARRIED AND NOT
HAVING SEX WITH OTHER PEOPLE--
362
00:20:22,430 --> 00:20:23,890
- RIGHT.
363
00:20:23,932 --> 00:20:30,522
- AND FOR US,
THAT'S NOT THE CASE.
364
00:20:30,563 --> 00:20:33,942
YOU KNOW,
BRINGING OTHER LOVERS IN--
365
00:20:33,984 --> 00:20:37,487
- AND, YOU KNOW,
I'M SEEING YOU
366
00:20:37,529 --> 00:20:39,823
AS SOMEBODY THAT I'D LIKE
TO DO THAT WITH.
367
00:20:39,864 --> 00:20:43,034
I PERSONALLY LOVE,
YOU KNOW--
368
00:20:43,076 --> 00:20:46,955
I LOVE THE ENERGY
OF THE THREESOME AS WELL.
369
00:20:46,997 --> 00:20:52,877
I WOULD BE SUPER HONORED,
YOU KNOW, TO HAVE YOU, YOU KNOW,
370
00:20:52,919 --> 00:20:55,714
- I WOULD REALLY LIKE,
AS A FIRST STEP,
371
00:20:55,755 --> 00:20:57,090
TO TALK WITH KAMALA
MORE ABOUT IT--
372
00:20:57,132 --> 00:20:58,717
THE THREE OF US--
- MM-HMM.
373
00:20:58,758 --> 00:21:01,845
- AND JUST GET THAT--JUST GET
MORE COMFORTABLE WITH THE IDEA.
374
00:21:01,886 --> 00:21:04,889
- MM-HMM.
I HEAR YOU.
375
00:21:04,931 --> 00:21:06,641
I WASN'T SURPRISED THAT RACHEL
WANTED TO TALK TO KAMALA
376
00:21:06,683 --> 00:21:09,019
ABOUT THE THREESOME.
377
00:21:09,060 --> 00:21:12,689
ANY TIME
WE HAVE A THREESOME,
378
00:21:12,731 --> 00:21:15,650
I WANT KAMALA TO BE EXCITED
BY RACHEL,
379
00:21:15,692 --> 00:21:19,696
AND I WANT RACHEL
TO BE EXCITED BY KAMALA.
380
00:21:26,703 --> 00:21:29,331
- CHRIS?
381
00:21:35,003 --> 00:21:39,299
SHE HAS SOMETHING
THAT SHE WANTS TO--
382
00:21:39,341 --> 00:21:42,510
I HAVE SOMETHING
THAT I HAVE TO TELL YOU.
383
00:21:42,552 --> 00:21:46,222
I'M FEELING LIKE
HE'S GONNA HATE ME FOREVER,
384
00:21:46,264 --> 00:21:50,560
AND I'M SUPER SCARED BECAUSE
THAT'S NOT WHAT I REALLY WANT.
385
00:21:50,602 --> 00:21:52,812
LIKE, JUST, WAS DESPERATE.
386
00:21:52,854 --> 00:21:56,191
I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE
TO EXPLAIN IT.
387
00:21:56,232 --> 00:21:59,486
UM, I MET SOMEBODY ELSE,
388
00:21:59,527 --> 00:22:04,282
AND, UM, I SLEPT WITH HIM.
389
00:22:04,324 --> 00:22:06,534
- WHEN?
390
00:22:06,576 --> 00:22:09,371
- WHEN I WAS IN CHICAGO,
391
00:22:09,412 --> 00:22:13,750
AND I'VE STAYED IN CONTACT,
392
00:22:13,792 --> 00:22:17,045
AND HE WAS WITH ME
IN LAS VEGAS.
393
00:22:17,087 --> 00:22:22,967
- SO THIS WHOLE TRIP
WAS A LIE.
394
00:22:23,009 --> 00:22:24,469
I MEAN, I DEFINITELY
STRETCHED THE TRUTH.
395
00:22:24,511 --> 00:22:27,472
- RIGHT.
- DOES HE KNOW YOU'RE MARRIED?
396
00:22:27,514 --> 00:22:28,890
HE WANTS TO MEET YOU GUYS.
397
00:22:28,932 --> 00:22:31,393
- PFFT! OH, YEAH.
WHY WOULD HE WANT TO MEET ME?
398
00:22:31,434 --> 00:22:37,524
WHAT DOES HE THINK
IS GONNA HAPPEN THEN?
399
00:22:37,565 --> 00:22:38,525
BUT YOU'RE NOT.
400
00:22:38,566 --> 00:22:40,402
WE HAVE A SMALL COMMUNITY.
401
00:22:40,443 --> 00:22:43,405
YOU HAVEN'T KEPT
GOOD SECRETS, OKAY?
402
00:22:43,446 --> 00:22:45,573
NOW NEITHER OF US WANTED
TO JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS
403
00:22:45,615 --> 00:22:47,117
OR BELIEVE OTHER PEOPLE,
404
00:22:47,158 --> 00:22:49,077
BUT OTHER PEOPLE
HAVE TOLD US ALREADY.
405
00:22:49,119 --> 00:22:50,412
- I'M SORRY,
406
00:22:50,453 --> 00:22:52,080
AND I KNOW THAT I SHOULD HAVE
SAID SOMETHING BEFORE.
407
00:22:52,122 --> 00:22:53,581
BUT YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND,
408
00:22:53,623 --> 00:22:54,666
I'VE BEEN WITH YOU
FOR NINE YEARS.
409
00:22:54,707 --> 00:22:56,000
NOTHING LIKE THIS
HAS EVER HAPPENED.
410
00:22:56,042 --> 00:23:03,049
- I DON'T KNOW THAT NOW,
DO I?
411
00:23:03,091 --> 00:23:07,387
- THAT IS
FUCKING RIDICULOUS!
412
00:23:07,429 --> 00:23:08,721
YOU KNOW
THAT IT'S HARD FOR ME
413
00:23:08,763 --> 00:23:10,348
TO CONFRONT
UNCOMFORTABLE THINGS,
414
00:23:10,390 --> 00:23:11,891
AND YOU USED TO ALWAYS COME
AND SIT ME DOWN--
415
00:23:11,933 --> 00:23:12,892
- SO THAT'S WHAT
I SHOULD HAVE DONE?
416
00:23:12,934 --> 00:23:15,395
I SHOULD HAVE CONFRONTED YOU?
417
00:23:15,437 --> 00:23:16,729
"OH, WELL, I ALREADY KNEW,"
AND I'M LIKE,
418
00:23:16,771 --> 00:23:18,064
"WELL, FUCK. YOU NEVER TALKED
TO ME ABOUT IT."
419
00:23:18,106 --> 00:23:19,065
- WELL, I DIDN'T KNOW.
WAIT A SECOND.
420
00:23:19,107 --> 00:23:20,233
I DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING.
421
00:23:20,275 --> 00:23:22,652
WHAT I HEARD WAS RUMOR
AND GOSSIP AND INNUENDO.
422
00:23:22,694 --> 00:23:24,446
- I KNOW THAT I HAD PLENTY
OF OPPORTUNITIES TO TELL YOU,
423
00:23:24,487 --> 00:23:26,072
BUT I WAS AFRAID.
424
00:23:26,114 --> 00:23:28,199
- WHY, THAT WE WERE GOING
TO TAKE IT AWAY FROM YOU?
425
00:23:28,241 --> 00:23:30,910
- THE ONE THING WE'VE NEVER DONE
IS LIE TO EACH OTHER.
426
00:23:30,952 --> 00:23:32,287
- WELL, I'M SORRY.
427
00:23:32,328 --> 00:23:33,621
I'M TRYING TO BE HONEST
ABOUT IT NOW.
428
00:23:33,663 --> 00:23:35,081
I HAD TO GO
THROUGH MY OWN PROCESS,
429
00:23:35,123 --> 00:23:37,417
AND I'M SORRY
THAT I CUT YOU OUT OF IT.
430
00:23:37,459 --> 00:23:39,544
WHEN WE FIRST MET,
IT WAS A LOT EASIER
431
00:23:39,586 --> 00:23:41,880
TO STAND UP TO CHRIS
THAN IT IS NOW.
432
00:23:41,921 --> 00:23:45,216
I DON'T FEEL LIKE
HE HEARS ME.
433
00:23:45,258 --> 00:23:47,343
SO WHY SHOULD I EVEN TRY
TO COMMUNICATE?
434
00:23:47,385 --> 00:23:48,595
AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
435
00:23:48,636 --> 00:23:50,346
WE'RE IN
A POLYAMOROUS RELATIONSHIP.
436
00:23:50,388 --> 00:23:53,308
YOU KNOW, THIS IS A CHANCE
THAT WE CAN TALK--
437
00:23:53,349 --> 00:23:57,020
WHAT IS THE FIRST,
MOST IMPORTANT THING?
438
00:23:57,061 --> 00:24:00,482
RIGOROUS HONESTY.
439
00:24:00,523 --> 00:24:01,983
- EVERYONE SAYS THAT--
- I'M BEING HONEST NOW.
440
00:24:02,025 --> 00:24:05,904
- YOU DRAGGED US
INTO A RELATIONSHIP
441
00:24:05,945 --> 00:24:08,615
THAT IS NOT POLYAMORY.
442
00:24:08,656 --> 00:24:09,699
THAT'S CHEATING.
443
00:24:09,741 --> 00:24:11,159
THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS
IN MONOGAMY.
444
00:24:11,201 --> 00:24:14,954
THE IDEA WAS TO NOT CHEAT
ON EACH OTHER,
445
00:24:14,996 --> 00:24:16,414
NOT LIE TO EACH OTHER,
446
00:24:16,456 --> 00:24:21,294
NOT LEAVE EACH OTHER
WITH THESE HURT FEELINGS.
447
00:24:21,336 --> 00:24:22,504
- THAT'S THE THING.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY.
448
00:24:22,545 --> 00:24:23,713
- YOU KNOW WHAT?
YOU KNOW WHAT?
449
00:24:23,755 --> 00:24:25,465
YEAH, I'M GONNA JUST
TAKE A BREAK.
450
00:24:25,507 --> 00:24:27,342
- I MEAN, IT WAS A WHOLE PROCESS
FOR ME, A WHOLE EVOLUTION.
451
00:24:27,383 --> 00:24:30,428
- LET ME TAKE A BREAK.
452
00:24:32,180 --> 00:24:35,308
I'M FURIOUS.
453
00:24:36,601 --> 00:24:39,938
WHEN I GET
REALLY EMOTIONALLY CHARGED,
454
00:24:39,979 --> 00:24:43,441
I OFTENTIMES FEEL MY ONLY OPTION
IS TO SHUT DOWN,
455
00:24:43,483 --> 00:24:47,111
BECAUSE MY TEMPER CAN BE
OUT OF CONTROL.
456
00:24:47,153 --> 00:24:49,531
- I WASN'T PLANNING THIS,
EXPECTING THIS,
457
00:24:49,572 --> 00:24:52,408
THINKING THAT IT WAS SOMETHING
THAT I NEEDED OR WANTED
458
00:24:52,450 --> 00:24:56,663
UNTIL IT HAPPENED,
AND THEN IT JUST BLEW ME AWAY.
459
00:24:56,704 --> 00:24:58,206
- LOOK, LEIGH ANN,
I CAN HEAR
460
00:24:58,248 --> 00:24:59,457
WHAT YOU'RE SAYING IN HERE,
AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
461
00:24:59,499 --> 00:25:01,209
THE REALITY OF THE SITUATION
462
00:25:01,251 --> 00:25:04,629
IS THAT YOU HAD MORE FREEDOM
AND FLEXIBILITY
463
00:25:04,671 --> 00:25:08,508
IN THIS RELATIONSHIP
THAN EXISTS
464
00:25:08,550 --> 00:25:11,427
IN ANY OF THE OTHER ONES
THAT WE KNOW OF.
465
00:25:11,469 --> 00:25:14,722
- THINGS CHANGED
WHEN WE NO LONGER HAD OUR RULES,
466
00:25:14,764 --> 00:25:16,474
AND WE NO--
I NO LONGER HAD MY OUTLET.
467
00:25:16,516 --> 00:25:18,434
- WHAT RULES DID WE
NO LONGER HAVE?
468
00:25:18,476 --> 00:25:21,813
- WE NO LONGER HAD THE RULE
OF SHARED SEXUAL EXPERIENCES,
469
00:25:21,854 --> 00:25:22,939
BECAUSE YOU GUYS
HAVE SEXUAL EXPERIENCES
470
00:25:22,981 --> 00:25:27,986
THAT DON'T INCLUDE ME.
471
00:25:28,027 --> 00:25:30,363
- YOU KNOW, WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER
FOR A LONG TIME,
472
00:25:30,405 --> 00:25:32,782
AND WE'VE HAD A LOT
OF DISTANCE BETWEEN US.
473
00:25:32,824 --> 00:25:40,582
LIKE, WHEN WE MET MEGAN,
474
00:25:40,623 --> 00:25:43,459
- BUT WHEN ME FALLING BACK
IN LOVE WITH YOU
475
00:25:43,501 --> 00:25:46,296
STARTED TO HURT HER,
AND SHE GOT IN THE WAY OF THAT,
476
00:25:46,337 --> 00:25:48,590
PREVENTING THAT, LIKE,
THAT REALLY--
477
00:25:48,631 --> 00:25:50,174
THAT STOPPED IT FOR ME.
478
00:25:50,216 --> 00:25:53,261
I DON'T REGRET BRINGING MEGAN
INTO THE RELATIONSHIP,
479
00:25:53,303 --> 00:25:57,599
BUT I REGRET NOT PROTECTING,
LIKE, OUR PRIMARY RELATIONSHIP.
480
00:25:57,640 --> 00:26:00,018
I'VE BEEN FEELING
REALLY DISCONNECTED
481
00:26:00,059 --> 00:26:02,437
FROM HIM
FOR A REALLY LONG TIME.
482
00:26:02,478 --> 00:26:04,856
EVER SINCE THAT THREESOME,
YOU REFUSED TO ADDRESS IT.
483
00:26:04,897 --> 00:26:06,190
AND HONESTLY, LIKE,
484
00:26:06,232 --> 00:26:08,735
IT REALLY CHANGED
THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT YOU.
485
00:26:08,776 --> 00:26:10,528
- I MEAN, I WAS HAVING
OVERWHELMING EMOTIONS
486
00:26:10,570 --> 00:26:13,364
ABOUT THE CONNECTION
YOU GUYS WERE HAVING.
487
00:26:13,406 --> 00:26:15,867
I'M REALLY NOT SURE,
STILL TO THIS DAY, WHAT IT IS.
488
00:26:15,908 --> 00:26:17,910
BUT, YES, I HAD SOME EMOTIONS.
- GREAT.
489
00:26:17,952 --> 00:26:19,412
BUT TODAY, THAT'S THE FIRST TIME
YOU SAID IT. THERE.
490
00:26:19,454 --> 00:26:21,831
YOU JUST DENIED IT FOREVER
LIKE I WAS A CRAZY PERSON.
491
00:26:21,873 --> 00:26:23,916
- 'CAUSE YOU WERE YELLING
AT ME.
492
00:26:23,958 --> 00:26:30,131
I REALLY DIDN'T THINK ME
GETTING UP OUT OF THIS THREESOME
493
00:26:30,173 --> 00:26:31,883
I WAS VERY EMOTIONAL
494
00:26:31,924 --> 00:26:35,219
AND DIDN'T REALLY KNOW
HOW TO RESPOND AT THE TIME.
495
00:26:35,261 --> 00:26:37,680
I THINK WE'VE ALL BEEN
KIND OF REFLECTING
496
00:26:37,722 --> 00:26:39,682
ON WHAT'S REALLY GOING ON
IN OUR RELATIONSHIP.
497
00:26:39,724 --> 00:26:41,851
- I HAD NO IDEA
HOW UNHAPPY I WAS
498
00:26:41,893 --> 00:26:43,353
UNTIL, ALL OF A SUDDEN,
I WAS HAPPY AGAIN.
499
00:26:43,394 --> 00:26:44,437
- SO WHY DIDN'T YOU
SAY SOMETHING THEN?
500
00:26:44,479 --> 00:26:49,317
- OKAY, WELL,
IF YOU'RE HAPPY, GREAT!
501
00:26:49,359 --> 00:26:51,486
- I MEAN,
I GUESS THAT'S THE THING.
502
00:26:51,527 --> 00:26:55,907
- I GUESS THAT'S THE THING.
503
00:26:55,948 --> 00:27:00,328
EITHER YOU NEED TO PACK UP
AND FIND SOMEWHERE TO STAY,
504
00:27:00,370 --> 00:27:06,334
OR I DO,
505
00:27:09,045 --> 00:27:11,881
- ALL RIGHT.
506
00:27:24,769 --> 00:27:27,355
[crying]
507
00:27:27,397 --> 00:27:28,940
YEAH, I FUCKED UP.
508
00:27:28,981 --> 00:27:31,693
I KNOW THAT I DID.
509
00:27:31,734 --> 00:27:37,156
YOU KNOW, I REALLY WOULD RATHER
BE HOME THAN BE KICKED OUT,
510
00:27:37,198 --> 00:27:41,285
BUT, LIKE, THERE IS
SOME IMMEDIATE RELIEF...
511
00:27:41,327 --> 00:27:42,954
YOU KNOW,
512
00:27:42,995 --> 00:27:45,039
FROM THE TENSION,
FROM THE ANXIETY,
513
00:27:45,081 --> 00:27:47,583
FROM ALL THE DRAMA.
514
00:27:47,625 --> 00:27:51,003
YOU KNOW,
THERE'S SOME RELIEF FROM THAT.
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