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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,030 --> 00:00:06,000 - Synced & corrected by MementMori - -- www.addic7ed.com -- 2 00:01:17,510 --> 00:01:18,550 Shit. 3 00:01:25,560 --> 00:01:27,480 It's supposed to be three seconds... 4 00:01:27,560 --> 00:01:28,560 Okay. 5 00:01:32,480 --> 00:01:34,150 Mom, we have to go now. 6 00:01:34,440 --> 00:01:35,440 Just... 7 00:01:36,240 --> 00:01:38,030 give me like, three more minutes. 8 00:01:39,240 --> 00:01:40,410 Go eat something. 9 00:02:05,400 --> 00:02:06,480 That was bad. 10 00:02:06,560 --> 00:02:08,600 God damn it. Can you... Can you... 11 00:02:08,650 --> 00:02:09,670 Penny, seriously. 12 00:02:09,690 --> 00:02:11,520 - I want you to get behind me, guys. - All right. 13 00:02:11,610 --> 00:02:13,940 - I have asked you five times. - Fine. 14 00:02:18,570 --> 00:02:20,740 - What do you think? You like it? - Mm-hm. 15 00:02:20,820 --> 00:02:22,370 - It's really good. - Yeah? 16 00:02:22,620 --> 00:02:24,160 You like Indian food, Penny? 17 00:02:24,240 --> 00:02:25,370 Yeah. 18 00:02:25,450 --> 00:02:26,500 What's your favorite? 19 00:02:27,370 --> 00:02:28,710 This. What is it? 20 00:02:29,250 --> 00:02:30,290 That's naan. 21 00:02:30,670 --> 00:02:32,920 It's, like, Indian bread. It's sorta like pita. 22 00:02:33,460 --> 00:02:35,630 - You've had pita before. You like it. - Yeah. 23 00:02:35,840 --> 00:02:38,470 You can kind of scoop up the curry with the naan. 24 00:02:38,550 --> 00:02:40,180 You can kind of use it like a little... 25 00:02:40,260 --> 00:02:42,430 - a little mitt. - What's... What's this stuff? 26 00:02:42,510 --> 00:02:45,310 That's a potato. That's... That's, like, a green pea curry. 27 00:02:49,850 --> 00:02:52,730 You know, I probably didn't have Indian food until I was in college. 28 00:02:52,810 --> 00:02:55,520 - Really? - Yeah. I was probably 19-20, 29 00:02:55,610 --> 00:02:56,820 - until I had that. - Wow. 30 00:02:56,900 --> 00:02:58,940 - So you're ahead of your time. - Mm. 31 00:02:59,320 --> 00:03:01,450 Your mom introduced me to all these things. 32 00:03:02,870 --> 00:03:05,280 She had, you know, much better taste than I did. 33 00:03:06,910 --> 00:03:08,080 Andi, it's Ryan. 34 00:03:08,750 --> 00:03:10,580 I'm sorry that I'm just now getting back to you. 35 00:03:10,660 --> 00:03:13,540 It's been sort of a crazy... 24 hours. 36 00:03:13,630 --> 00:03:14,630 Uh... 37 00:03:14,710 --> 00:03:19,170 Sadie... surprised me last night by coming into town. 38 00:03:19,260 --> 00:03:20,840 And she just... 39 00:03:21,590 --> 00:03:23,930 showed up at my show and, uh... 40 00:03:25,010 --> 00:03:26,470 Yeah, but I'm... 41 00:03:27,140 --> 00:03:30,350 thinking about you, and I can't wait to see you again. 42 00:03:38,980 --> 00:03:40,530 Should we go youngest to oldest? 43 00:03:40,610 --> 00:03:42,780 - Yeah. - All right. 44 00:03:42,860 --> 00:03:45,990 - Once Mom gets back from the bathroom. - Oh, yes, yes, yes, yes. 45 00:03:46,700 --> 00:03:48,160 Hi. 46 00:03:48,200 --> 00:03:49,750 You guys ready to lose? 47 00:03:50,410 --> 00:03:51,500 Oh, my God. 48 00:03:51,960 --> 00:03:53,170 Not possible. 49 00:03:54,770 --> 00:03:55,880 Nice. 50 00:04:10,470 --> 00:04:12,890 ♪ It was only yesterday ♪ 51 00:04:13,600 --> 00:04:16,360 ♪ When you stole my heart away ♪ 52 00:04:16,440 --> 00:04:17,440 Hi. 53 00:04:20,470 --> 00:04:21,530 - Hey. - Hi. 54 00:04:21,610 --> 00:04:23,740 - Can I bring you something to drink? - Um... 55 00:04:24,450 --> 00:04:25,700 Yeah, can I get a, uh... 56 00:04:26,990 --> 00:04:28,410 Uh, just a vodka soda. 57 00:04:28,530 --> 00:04:31,200 - Sure. Lemon? - Yeah. Great, thank you. 58 00:04:34,330 --> 00:04:35,330 Hey. 59 00:04:43,720 --> 00:04:46,840 ♪ I know that this love ♪ 60 00:04:46,930 --> 00:04:49,970 ♪ Has come to an end ♪ 61 00:04:50,310 --> 00:04:53,930 ♪ Why did I have to mess up ♪ 62 00:04:54,390 --> 00:04:55,940 ♪ Till the end? ♪ 63 00:05:06,530 --> 00:05:07,620 Okay... 64 00:05:07,870 --> 00:05:08,910 I gotta stop. 65 00:05:09,530 --> 00:05:10,620 Oh, God. 66 00:05:13,080 --> 00:05:14,330 I gotta stop. 67 00:05:28,470 --> 00:05:29,800 - Hi. - Hi. 68 00:05:31,510 --> 00:05:32,850 I missed you. 69 00:05:33,430 --> 00:05:35,310 - Oh, yeah? - Mm-hm. 70 00:05:37,470 --> 00:05:38,550 That's nice. 71 00:05:38,600 --> 00:05:41,650 I had a super hot night. I wanna tell you about it. 72 00:05:45,650 --> 00:05:47,150 Tell me about it. 73 00:05:50,700 --> 00:05:53,620 - My pussy's on fire right now. - Oh, boy. 74 00:05:58,420 --> 00:06:00,080 Do you wanna hear about my night? 75 00:06:01,340 --> 00:06:03,000 Um... I don't know, do I? 76 00:06:03,460 --> 00:06:04,760 I think you do. 77 00:06:04,840 --> 00:06:06,220 - Yeah? - Mm-hm. 78 00:06:07,170 --> 00:06:08,590 I was in Ryan's car... 79 00:06:10,300 --> 00:06:12,550 and I was sitting on his lap... 80 00:06:12,850 --> 00:06:14,850 I was straddling him... 81 00:06:15,180 --> 00:06:19,020 and I was grinding on his big fat hard cock for an hour 82 00:06:19,600 --> 00:06:21,440 begging him to fuck me with it. 83 00:06:22,310 --> 00:06:23,860 He wouldn't do it. 84 00:06:28,150 --> 00:06:30,160 And I need you to fix it. 85 00:06:31,870 --> 00:06:35,160 I need you to hit all my little spots. 86 00:06:36,040 --> 00:06:37,370 Hurt me a little. 87 00:06:43,090 --> 00:06:45,810 Let me get this straight. You didn't get what you wanted with Ryan... 88 00:06:48,170 --> 00:06:49,170 What? 89 00:06:51,470 --> 00:06:54,220 You didn't get what you wanted with Ryan, so I'm like... 90 00:06:55,060 --> 00:06:57,220 - second best? - No, you're not second best. 91 00:06:57,310 --> 00:06:59,270 - You're number one. - Your "what's in front of you"? 92 00:06:59,350 --> 00:07:01,350 No, you're just gonna make sure it happens. 93 00:07:01,440 --> 00:07:03,440 - I'm not. - You're gonna hit all my little spots. 94 00:07:03,520 --> 00:07:04,650 - I'm not. - Yeah. 95 00:07:04,680 --> 00:07:05,700 - Nope. - Mm-hm. 96 00:07:05,730 --> 00:07:08,570 - No, I'm tired. - You're gonna flip me over and do it. 97 00:07:08,650 --> 00:07:10,280 No. Okay. 98 00:07:31,630 --> 00:07:34,010 I don't feel like doing that with you right now. 99 00:07:38,350 --> 00:07:39,999 I mean, to be honest, it just felt like, uh, 100 00:07:40,000 --> 00:07:41,680 it wasn't about me. 101 00:07:41,690 --> 00:07:42,850 Um... 102 00:07:42,940 --> 00:07:44,520 I mean, I hear your point about... 103 00:07:45,270 --> 00:07:47,940 Yeah, we talked a lot about, when we opened the marriage, 104 00:07:48,030 --> 00:07:51,280 that it was als... about also stimulating... 105 00:07:52,780 --> 00:07:53,950 our sex life, 106 00:07:54,030 --> 00:07:55,530 and I think there have been times 107 00:07:55,620 --> 00:07:58,040 when we've told each other about experiences that we've had, 108 00:07:58,120 --> 00:07:59,660 that it is hot, but like... 109 00:08:00,950 --> 00:08:03,370 in that moment, it just felt like you were all... 110 00:08:04,210 --> 00:08:05,210 jazzed up... 111 00:08:05,790 --> 00:08:08,210 to have sex with someone else and it didn't happen that night, 112 00:08:08,300 --> 00:08:10,340 so then I was like his stand-in. 113 00:08:11,130 --> 00:08:12,180 Which... 114 00:08:12,270 --> 00:08:13,320 Maybe we can... 115 00:08:13,330 --> 00:08:16,350 I think what we really need to talk about is Ryan. 116 00:08:16,430 --> 00:08:19,060 Um... How are things going with... with him? 117 00:08:19,850 --> 00:08:20,850 I... 118 00:08:24,440 --> 00:08:25,440 So good. 119 00:08:27,770 --> 00:08:32,110 It's just relaxed, you know, and it's a finite situation. 120 00:08:32,120 --> 00:08:34,320 So I think because I know he's leaving in, like, 121 00:08:34,330 --> 00:08:35,780 six and a half, seven weeks... 122 00:08:35,800 --> 00:08:38,640 - Mm-hm. - Like, I've allowed myself the intimacy... 123 00:08:39,030 --> 00:08:42,330 an intimacy with him that I probably wouldn't have allowed myself. 124 00:08:42,620 --> 00:08:45,170 - Mm-hm. - And it feels... 125 00:08:46,330 --> 00:08:47,790 It feels really different... 126 00:08:49,460 --> 00:08:51,670 than the bullshit that I was doing before 127 00:08:51,760 --> 00:08:53,220 with the... with the randos. 128 00:08:53,880 --> 00:08:56,340 Right. And how are you feeling about that? 129 00:08:56,720 --> 00:08:58,100 I mean, I think it's, uh... 130 00:09:00,600 --> 00:09:01,850 I think it's complicated. 131 00:09:02,100 --> 00:09:05,560 I'm... I'm happy that you're... you're happy, truly, but I think... 132 00:09:06,940 --> 00:09:08,360 it's reckless that... 133 00:09:09,150 --> 00:09:10,150 he is... 134 00:09:11,610 --> 00:09:14,030 married, and his wife doesn't know anything about this. 135 00:09:14,110 --> 00:09:16,610 He's not in an open marriage. He's in a monogamous marriage. 136 00:09:16,700 --> 00:09:20,370 So he's, you know, ostensibly cheating on his wife, and, uh... 137 00:09:22,580 --> 00:09:25,330 Well, you seem... you seem to have a problem with it. 138 00:09:25,460 --> 00:09:26,460 Well, yeah. 139 00:09:26,870 --> 00:09:28,380 - I just... Why are you so... - I get it. 140 00:09:28,500 --> 00:09:30,380 I just think if I started sleeping with someone 141 00:09:30,460 --> 00:09:33,380 who you were very good friends with at some point... 142 00:09:33,760 --> 00:09:35,010 I'm not sleeping with him. 143 00:09:35,090 --> 00:09:37,090 Okay. You're right. I'm sorry. Um... 144 00:09:39,800 --> 00:09:42,600 I think if I was engaging in... 145 00:09:43,220 --> 00:09:46,690 a physical and emotional relationship with someone that you... 146 00:09:47,480 --> 00:09:49,230 had... were friends with that... 147 00:09:49,310 --> 00:09:51,190 You don't care about Ryan. 148 00:09:53,110 --> 00:09:54,579 - A, that's not true. - You don't. 149 00:09:54,580 --> 00:09:55,780 - I care about Ryan. - You don't, really. 150 00:09:55,860 --> 00:09:57,900 - We're not as close as we used to be. - Yeah. 151 00:09:57,990 --> 00:09:59,160 But he's not a stranger. 152 00:09:59,660 --> 00:10:01,330 - Oh... - And I'm not saying there was a rule... 153 00:10:01,410 --> 00:10:03,120 So now there's a rule it has to be strangers? 154 00:10:03,200 --> 00:10:06,410 Can I finish talking for one second without you interrupting me? 155 00:10:07,160 --> 00:10:08,160 Yes. 156 00:10:11,000 --> 00:10:13,750 I'm not even talking about a rule. I'm talking about I thought 157 00:10:14,000 --> 00:10:15,879 that there was a level of communication 158 00:10:15,880 --> 00:10:17,380 that was happening, that if you... 159 00:10:17,470 --> 00:10:21,510 I felt a little surprised, like, a little hoodwinked that, 160 00:10:21,890 --> 00:10:24,260 when you told me that... 161 00:10:25,140 --> 00:10:27,560 uh, you had told Ryan that we were in an open relationship, 162 00:10:27,640 --> 00:10:29,600 I asked if there was something there, 163 00:10:29,690 --> 00:10:31,690 and you were like, "I don't know. I don't think so." 164 00:10:31,770 --> 00:10:34,480 And then, all of a sudden, this thing was happening, 165 00:10:34,570 --> 00:10:39,660 and I'm just saying I would have liked a... a little more... 166 00:10:41,030 --> 00:10:44,460 just a little more care around our mutual friendship 167 00:10:44,470 --> 00:10:46,370 with him and his wife 168 00:10:46,450 --> 00:10:49,000 and the interconnectedness of our lives. 169 00:10:49,870 --> 00:10:51,960 I'm so enraged right now. 170 00:10:52,000 --> 00:10:53,039 Why? 171 00:10:53,040 --> 00:10:55,560 Because it's... it's like, which is it? 172 00:10:55,750 --> 00:10:57,170 That he's married? 173 00:10:57,590 --> 00:11:00,720 - That he's your friend? - Can both not be true things? 174 00:11:02,260 --> 00:11:04,140 Why are you using your theater voice? 175 00:11:05,850 --> 00:11:07,720 Okay. 176 00:11:08,310 --> 00:11:10,390 You're not interested in us having a real conversation. 177 00:11:10,480 --> 00:11:12,730 No, I didn't cause the crack in their marriage. 178 00:11:12,810 --> 00:11:15,020 If that marriage was, like, killin' it, 179 00:11:15,110 --> 00:11:18,240 he wouldn't be, you know, texting me a thousand times a day. 180 00:11:21,110 --> 00:11:22,860 Cool. Be careful. That's all I'm saying. 181 00:11:22,950 --> 00:11:26,120 That's the most fucking irritating thing I've ever heard. 182 00:11:29,660 --> 00:11:32,330 We really had that thing, that sort of, like... 183 00:11:33,000 --> 00:11:36,259 hokey thing, where, like, I feel like we knew right away 184 00:11:36,260 --> 00:11:37,780 that we were... 185 00:11:37,840 --> 00:11:42,340 we have this, like, very deep, multi-dimensional connection. 186 00:11:42,430 --> 00:11:46,560 And we, like, met in college and we... we fell in love hard, 187 00:11:46,640 --> 00:11:47,930 and... and I'm... 188 00:11:48,430 --> 00:11:51,810 so glad that my wife is in my life, 189 00:11:51,890 --> 00:11:53,650 and that we're parents, that we're partners, 190 00:11:53,730 --> 00:11:56,860 but I just feel like we both cut ourselves off from... 191 00:11:58,070 --> 00:12:00,740 a whole universe of experience. 192 00:12:00,820 --> 00:12:01,820 - Mm. - And, um... 193 00:12:02,700 --> 00:12:05,410 Um, I don't even... I'm not even talking about sex and... 194 00:12:05,990 --> 00:12:07,120 dating, necessarily. 195 00:12:07,200 --> 00:12:08,950 I feel like a kind of self... 196 00:12:10,750 --> 00:12:11,750 development? 197 00:12:12,210 --> 00:12:14,170 - Yeah. - I mean, if I can get a little hokey, 198 00:12:14,250 --> 00:12:15,540 - like a kind of... - Yeah. 199 00:12:15,630 --> 00:12:17,380 ... evolving that I wasn't doing, 200 00:12:17,460 --> 00:12:19,340 - like, that I had just stopped... - Yeah. 201 00:12:19,880 --> 00:12:22,380 ... caring in so many areas of my life, 202 00:12:22,470 --> 00:12:26,090 because I was taking her for granted, because it was this sort of... 203 00:12:26,180 --> 00:12:27,970 It's like you got used to it. 204 00:12:28,050 --> 00:12:30,850 - Yes. Yeah, I got used to it. - Yeah. 205 00:12:30,930 --> 00:12:33,600 And I... And it felt, like, arranged. 206 00:12:33,690 --> 00:12:36,480 Like, it felt like, because of the legality of it, 207 00:12:36,560 --> 00:12:38,900 and just shit like health insurance, 208 00:12:39,440 --> 00:12:40,860 uh, that we were... 209 00:12:41,690 --> 00:12:43,319 Like we owned each other, on some level. 210 00:12:43,320 --> 00:12:45,560 - Yeah. - You know? And, like... 211 00:12:46,200 --> 00:12:48,280 I don't know. I'm... I'm clearly, like... 212 00:12:48,780 --> 00:12:51,160 processing all this right now, but like... 213 00:12:51,240 --> 00:12:53,040 No, I love it. 214 00:12:59,630 --> 00:13:01,920 - Yeah. Fuck. Do you have a condom? - Yeah. 215 00:13:51,050 --> 00:13:52,050 Hey. 216 00:13:52,510 --> 00:13:53,510 Hey. 217 00:13:54,810 --> 00:13:55,810 Did you have fun? 218 00:13:57,730 --> 00:13:59,150 Yeah. It was fun. 219 00:14:08,000 --> 00:14:13,500 _ 220 00:14:13,550 --> 00:14:19,200 _ 221 00:14:19,500 --> 00:14:22,460 These yellow ones are all different little emoji faces. 222 00:14:23,040 --> 00:14:25,170 This is a little slice of pizza, on this one. 223 00:14:25,670 --> 00:14:27,090 - Oh, yeah. - There's a pizza one? 224 00:14:27,170 --> 00:14:30,010 - Yeah. Do you want it? - I didn't know there was a pizza emoji. 225 00:14:30,140 --> 00:14:31,150 Sure. 226 00:14:31,390 --> 00:14:32,390 Thanks. 227 00:14:33,850 --> 00:14:35,850 Ooh, multicolor. 228 00:14:35,930 --> 00:14:37,810 - Yeah. - I like it. 229 00:14:38,390 --> 00:14:41,100 - You guys are... doing so good. - We're looking good. 230 00:14:42,360 --> 00:14:43,360 Um... 231 00:14:44,900 --> 00:14:46,400 I'm going out tonight. 232 00:14:48,360 --> 00:14:49,990 - Oh, okay. - I have to go out tonight. 233 00:14:50,320 --> 00:14:51,320 We just... 234 00:14:52,030 --> 00:14:55,490 You'll need to book a sitter, 'cause remember, I have plans as well. 235 00:14:55,580 --> 00:14:56,620 - You do? - Yeah. 236 00:14:56,700 --> 00:14:58,710 - No. Did you tell me? - Yeah. 237 00:14:59,500 --> 00:15:01,500 Oh. When did you tell me? 238 00:15:01,580 --> 00:15:02,710 A couple of days ago. 239 00:15:03,750 --> 00:15:04,750 When? 240 00:15:05,420 --> 00:15:08,630 Uh... I don't remember the exact day, but it's in our text history. 241 00:15:08,720 --> 00:15:11,090 - I don't think you did, actually. - I did. 242 00:15:11,680 --> 00:15:14,100 It's cool. Just, uh, see if Alex or anyone is available. 243 00:15:14,180 --> 00:15:15,560 I don't really... Um... 244 00:15:15,640 --> 00:15:18,479 I don't really have time to get into that. 245 00:15:18,480 --> 00:15:20,060 Is there any way you could help me? 246 00:15:20,100 --> 00:15:23,610 - You don't have time to text Alex? - I don't have time to text Alex. 247 00:15:23,690 --> 00:15:24,940 Okay, well, I don't either. 248 00:15:25,020 --> 00:15:27,780 - I have a full day. - I... Well, I have to go to work. 249 00:15:27,860 --> 00:15:28,900 I'm working too. 250 00:15:28,990 --> 00:15:31,740 - I actually have to go to work. - I actually have to go as well. 251 00:15:31,860 --> 00:15:33,490 - What are you working on? - Writing a play. 252 00:15:33,620 --> 00:15:35,580 Okay. Okay. 253 00:15:37,740 --> 00:15:39,410 You're literally on your phone right now. 254 00:15:39,500 --> 00:15:40,580 Yeah, I'm literally... 255 00:15:40,660 --> 00:15:42,670 Woke up to 77 emails 256 00:15:42,750 --> 00:15:44,710 that have to be answered before I get into work 257 00:15:44,790 --> 00:15:46,800 where I then walk into three back-to-back meetings. 258 00:15:46,880 --> 00:15:49,090 Why not make sure your children are being watched tonight, 259 00:15:49,170 --> 00:15:50,840 then you can answer all of your emails? 260 00:15:51,630 --> 00:15:53,010 Because I have a real job. 261 00:15:54,390 --> 00:15:56,300 - Where it actually matters... - That's not helpful. 262 00:15:56,390 --> 00:15:59,560 - ... if I respond to an email in time. - I have a very real job. 263 00:15:59,890 --> 00:16:01,810 I'm not saying you don't have a real job. 264 00:16:01,890 --> 00:16:03,190 I respect what you are doing, 265 00:16:03,270 --> 00:16:06,190 - but you don't have a deadline. - When someone says, "I have a real job," 266 00:16:06,270 --> 00:16:08,419 - it usually means... - You don't have a deadline, sweetheart. 267 00:16:08,420 --> 00:16:09,440 I have a deadline. 268 00:16:09,530 --> 00:16:12,200 - I do have a deadline. - Every single day, there's a deadline. 269 00:16:12,450 --> 00:16:13,950 No, you don't have a deadline. 270 00:16:16,120 --> 00:16:17,870 I do. The theater gave me a deadline. 271 00:16:17,950 --> 00:16:19,660 I need to have a draft done by the end of... 272 00:16:19,740 --> 00:16:21,290 Is it today? Is it today? 273 00:16:21,580 --> 00:16:24,210 - In the amount of time you've taken... - In the amount of time... 274 00:16:24,290 --> 00:16:26,460 - ... to belittle me... - I'm not belittling you. 275 00:16:26,920 --> 00:16:29,130 ... and throw your weight around, you could... 276 00:16:29,210 --> 00:16:30,630 - I'll text Alex. - I'm not. 277 00:16:30,710 --> 00:16:32,630 - Texting right now. - I'm working 80 hours a week. 278 00:16:32,720 --> 00:16:35,140 - Look how easy this is. - If that's throwing my weight around... 279 00:16:35,220 --> 00:16:38,100 - Thank you so much. - Oh, wow. She's... I see the bubble. 280 00:16:38,180 --> 00:16:40,470 - She's responding already. - Thank you. I appreciate it. 281 00:16:40,700 --> 00:16:41,770 She can do it. 282 00:16:41,850 --> 00:16:44,100 - Great. I really appreciate it. - That was so tough. You... 283 00:16:44,190 --> 00:16:47,020 You just couldn't have done that because of those emails. 284 00:16:48,190 --> 00:16:50,440 I saw how the emails got in the way of that. 285 00:16:55,860 --> 00:16:58,490 - What? - What is going on with you? 286 00:17:02,910 --> 00:17:04,210 I don't appreciate you... 287 00:17:05,420 --> 00:17:06,640 being rude. 288 00:17:06,830 --> 00:17:10,750 I'm just sitting here, and you... you came in super activated. 289 00:17:11,840 --> 00:17:13,840 You're making a big deal out of nothing. 290 00:17:13,920 --> 00:17:15,630 No, you're making a big deal out of nothing. 291 00:17:15,650 --> 00:17:17,439 All I did was ask you to help me get a sitter 292 00:17:17,440 --> 00:17:19,510 because I have to go to work. 293 00:17:21,140 --> 00:17:22,460 Okay. 294 00:17:22,520 --> 00:17:25,730 You're gonna, like, just roll your eyes at me at breakfast. 295 00:17:26,140 --> 00:17:28,150 There's clearly something goin' on, so... 296 00:17:28,440 --> 00:17:31,650 - Oh, you're all-knowing now? - I will figure out the sitter for you. 297 00:17:32,860 --> 00:17:34,740 You're a real hero. I appreciate it. 298 00:17:39,120 --> 00:17:41,950 That's a long one, the one you're workin' on. 299 00:17:42,370 --> 00:17:45,080 Yeah, I'm makin' a necklace with different letters... 300 00:17:45,160 --> 00:17:47,790 Oh, I was gonna say, that's three times bigger than your wrist. 301 00:17:47,870 --> 00:17:49,330 Yeah. 302 00:17:55,220 --> 00:17:56,630 Kyle, you need more coffee? 303 00:17:56,720 --> 00:17:58,260 - I'm good, man. Thanks. - All right. 304 00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:14,640 _ 305 00:18:20,640 --> 00:18:21,700 _ 306 00:18:21,750 --> 00:18:26,380 _ 307 00:18:40,760 --> 00:18:42,970 I'm sorry for getting you involved in this... 308 00:18:43,510 --> 00:18:44,510 stupid... 309 00:18:45,310 --> 00:18:47,560 situation with my damn life... 310 00:18:48,230 --> 00:18:49,230 and... 311 00:19:11,170 --> 00:19:12,170 Fuck. 312 00:19:28,600 --> 00:19:29,600 Do you... 313 00:19:30,640 --> 00:19:31,980 Do you want me to just... 314 00:19:34,940 --> 00:19:37,070 - I'm sorry, I mean, um, I'm... - It's just... 315 00:19:37,150 --> 00:19:38,230 Do you want me to go? 316 00:19:38,320 --> 00:19:39,320 No. 317 00:19:43,620 --> 00:19:45,580 - Can I sit next to you? - Yeah. 318 00:19:45,660 --> 00:19:47,080 Yes, please. 319 00:19:48,870 --> 00:19:51,870 - I don't wanna stand on your hand. - It's all right. 320 00:19:55,080 --> 00:19:56,750 I just feel trapped. 321 00:19:59,800 --> 00:20:02,380 Did you feel trapped before you got here? 322 00:20:03,840 --> 00:20:05,140 Yeah, I think so. 323 00:20:06,050 --> 00:20:11,310 I mean, coming here was like a way out of something for a little bit. 324 00:20:11,600 --> 00:20:12,890 - Mm. - Uh... 325 00:20:12,980 --> 00:20:15,270 Being back here, being around you, being... 326 00:20:15,980 --> 00:20:17,150 like, on stage again. 327 00:20:17,230 --> 00:20:19,530 Like, it was like, "Oh, my God, this is what I... " 328 00:20:19,610 --> 00:20:20,650 Mm-hm. 329 00:20:21,110 --> 00:20:23,400 "... don't have out there," you know, like... 330 00:20:24,490 --> 00:20:27,580 And... like, "Why don't I have this anymore?" 331 00:20:29,740 --> 00:20:33,540 And not like it's anybody's fa... fault, but it fucking sucks. 332 00:20:34,210 --> 00:20:35,460 Uh... 333 00:20:35,540 --> 00:20:38,290 - But we're also, like, not in real life. - I... 334 00:20:39,000 --> 00:20:40,920 This isn't your real life. 335 00:20:41,010 --> 00:20:42,010 Yeah. 336 00:20:43,760 --> 00:20:45,720 - I'm just saying... I don't wanna say... - I know. 337 00:20:45,740 --> 00:20:48,430 I don't wanna, like, say that this isn't real, but... 338 00:20:48,510 --> 00:20:49,760 this is not your... 339 00:20:50,680 --> 00:20:51,680 life. 340 00:20:52,800 --> 00:20:53,850 Yeah, I can't... 341 00:20:53,940 --> 00:20:56,700 - I guess my question... - You don't live here. You don't... 342 00:20:57,560 --> 00:20:59,150 You live in LA. 343 00:20:59,650 --> 00:21:01,440 You are married to someone. 344 00:21:02,030 --> 00:21:03,900 What if it was my real life, though? 345 00:21:07,160 --> 00:21:10,990 That you move back to Chicago and do plays? 346 00:21:11,740 --> 00:21:12,740 Yeah. 347 00:21:14,040 --> 00:21:17,080 And, like, not do TV anymore? 348 00:21:17,170 --> 00:21:18,170 Yeah. 349 00:21:20,250 --> 00:21:22,840 And just figure out a way to be with you. 350 00:21:44,780 --> 00:21:45,990 Um... 351 00:21:46,570 --> 00:21:47,660 I'm very... 352 00:21:52,040 --> 00:21:54,410 I like you a lot. I care about you. 353 00:21:55,660 --> 00:21:57,500 I'm into you, obviously. 354 00:21:59,330 --> 00:22:01,340 I just wanna remind you that I am... 355 00:22:02,370 --> 00:22:03,420 married. 356 00:22:03,840 --> 00:22:05,630 - Mm-hm. - And I have a family, and... 357 00:22:06,550 --> 00:22:08,300 I love... him. 358 00:22:08,560 --> 00:22:09,720 - Mm-hm. - And... 359 00:22:10,050 --> 00:22:11,050 Yeah. 360 00:22:11,930 --> 00:22:12,930 It's just... 361 00:22:14,970 --> 00:22:16,930 not so straightforward. 362 00:22:17,060 --> 00:22:18,060 Yeah. 363 00:22:21,440 --> 00:22:23,230 Yeah, I know all those things. 364 00:22:24,230 --> 00:22:25,400 Um... 365 00:22:28,070 --> 00:22:31,120 All right, like, I... I... I hear... 366 00:22:31,200 --> 00:22:32,530 and I'd still... 367 00:22:33,280 --> 00:22:34,540 am willing to... 368 00:22:36,460 --> 00:22:37,780 be... 369 00:22:38,000 --> 00:22:39,080 uh... 370 00:22:41,500 --> 00:22:45,000 in... uh, in a completely, like, crazy situation 371 00:22:45,090 --> 00:22:46,670 if it means that I can just... 372 00:22:47,760 --> 00:22:50,010 spend more time with you, 'cause... 373 00:22:51,180 --> 00:22:53,260 that's something I've wanted for a long time, 374 00:22:53,350 --> 00:22:55,560 and to actually be able to have it... 375 00:22:56,560 --> 00:22:57,930 and to be able to... 376 00:22:58,890 --> 00:22:59,890 say it... 377 00:23:01,400 --> 00:23:02,400 You know? 378 00:23:03,060 --> 00:23:04,940 And tell you, and, like, have you... 379 00:23:05,940 --> 00:23:08,360 just hear it, um... 380 00:23:09,950 --> 00:23:11,530 is, uh... 381 00:23:13,910 --> 00:23:14,910 ... is great. 382 00:23:15,740 --> 00:23:18,700 Oh, and I can certainly figure out a way to explain, like, 383 00:23:19,210 --> 00:23:21,080 that it wasn't just, like... 384 00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:25,420 a whim, you know, to her... 385 00:23:25,500 --> 00:23:27,260 Fuck. 386 00:23:27,590 --> 00:23:28,760 - Is that her? - Yep. 387 00:23:29,590 --> 00:23:30,680 You should... 388 00:23:32,760 --> 00:23:34,300 Uh, I'm gonna take this, okay? 389 00:23:34,390 --> 00:23:35,430 - Yeah. - Okay. 390 00:23:39,730 --> 00:23:40,730 Hey. 391 00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:43,560 Where are you? 392 00:23:54,070 --> 00:23:56,160 - Hey. - Hey, what's up? 393 00:23:56,240 --> 00:23:57,450 Nothin'. How are you? 394 00:23:57,790 --> 00:23:59,370 I'm good. Good to see you. 395 00:23:59,910 --> 00:24:01,500 It's really good to see you. 396 00:24:02,550 --> 00:24:03,620 Yeah. 397 00:24:03,880 --> 00:24:04,920 So... 398 00:24:07,550 --> 00:24:08,550 what's up? 399 00:24:09,170 --> 00:24:10,170 Well... 400 00:24:11,630 --> 00:24:13,400 What do you mean? I mean, nothing's up. 401 00:24:13,420 --> 00:24:16,280 I just missed you. I wanted to hang out. 402 00:24:20,680 --> 00:24:26,190 Sure, um, and I was really excited to... hear from you. 403 00:24:26,270 --> 00:24:27,940 I've missed you, too. I, uh... 404 00:24:28,220 --> 00:24:32,269 It's just sort of super complicated to get that text from you 405 00:24:32,270 --> 00:24:34,300 when I'm like... 406 00:24:34,610 --> 00:24:36,540 trying to give you... 407 00:24:36,620 --> 00:24:39,960 - space, and, like, maintain, like... - Right. 408 00:24:40,370 --> 00:24:41,620 strictly friend... 409 00:24:42,460 --> 00:24:44,920 - behavior and, uh... you know... - Right. 410 00:24:45,370 --> 00:24:46,370 I definitely wanted... 411 00:24:47,340 --> 00:24:48,340 to... 412 00:24:48,960 --> 00:24:50,670 have some space, and... 413 00:24:50,760 --> 00:24:52,380 - Mm-hm. - Um... 414 00:24:54,260 --> 00:24:55,760 try that out. 415 00:24:56,390 --> 00:24:57,430 And I'm... 416 00:24:58,760 --> 00:25:02,600 I'm really glad that we did, but, uh... I don't think... 417 00:25:04,190 --> 00:25:05,440 I don't think that... 418 00:25:06,730 --> 00:25:07,770 Hm. 419 00:25:09,650 --> 00:25:12,219 I just want... I... I would love to... 420 00:25:12,220 --> 00:25:13,720 When we were in the park that day, 421 00:25:13,740 --> 00:25:17,280 you sort of said, like, if I wanted to hang out in the future, 422 00:25:17,300 --> 00:25:19,950 that we could, right? 423 00:25:21,410 --> 00:25:23,700 Oh, shit. Yeah. I mean, I actually... 424 00:25:23,790 --> 00:25:26,000 This is what I'm confused about. I... So... 425 00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:29,540 I came over here assuming that, uh... 426 00:25:29,630 --> 00:25:31,090 you still wanna keep it... 427 00:25:32,340 --> 00:25:33,800 strictly in the friend zone. 428 00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:34,900 So, like... 429 00:25:35,130 --> 00:25:36,130 Well... 430 00:25:37,020 --> 00:25:40,839 I guess I was curious to see how you felt about... 431 00:25:41,850 --> 00:25:45,940 Um... revisiting a different version of... 432 00:25:46,020 --> 00:25:48,850 Oh, this... this meeting has shifted. See, I didn't see that... 433 00:25:49,520 --> 00:25:52,020 that negotiating tactic. Uh... 434 00:25:52,320 --> 00:25:55,860 - Now I see why you're behaving that way. - Yeah, I'm totally, uh... 435 00:25:56,490 --> 00:25:59,120 Yeah, I'm totally open to that. I mean, I think I've... 436 00:25:59,700 --> 00:26:01,280 always been open to that. 437 00:26:01,370 --> 00:26:02,410 I'm also, like... 438 00:26:03,870 --> 00:26:07,160 intellectually aware that, like, it's an unfair... 439 00:26:07,620 --> 00:26:09,779 scenario for you if you're looking to find, like, 440 00:26:09,780 --> 00:26:11,630 a long-term relationship. 441 00:26:11,710 --> 00:26:13,170 So, like, I don't know if you're... 442 00:26:13,250 --> 00:26:15,930 dating anyone right now, I don't know what happened with that guy... 443 00:26:16,630 --> 00:26:18,510 - Malcolm from the bar the other night... - I mean... 444 00:26:18,590 --> 00:26:21,430 I'm still dating some people a little bit, 445 00:26:21,510 --> 00:26:24,140 but that guy, it didn't work out with that guy, but... 446 00:26:24,220 --> 00:26:25,220 Really? 447 00:26:27,270 --> 00:26:28,299 He's very nice, 448 00:26:28,300 --> 00:26:29,980 - but it didn't work out. - He's very nice? 449 00:26:30,610 --> 00:26:32,940 Did he have a lot of homework for his high school classes? 450 00:26:33,020 --> 00:26:34,020 Shut up. 451 00:26:35,150 --> 00:26:36,530 You're one to talk. 452 00:26:38,070 --> 00:26:39,070 Uh... 453 00:26:39,700 --> 00:26:41,280 But... 454 00:26:42,660 --> 00:26:45,660 I mean, even that night before he showed up, it was like... 455 00:26:46,870 --> 00:26:49,710 I had such a good time with you and... 456 00:26:50,630 --> 00:26:52,340 even just sitting there with you that night, 457 00:26:52,420 --> 00:26:55,210 I just wanted to, like, kiss you. 458 00:26:55,760 --> 00:26:59,760 And it was sort of fun, in a way, to experiment with... 459 00:27:00,220 --> 00:27:02,090 - not doing that. - Sure, yeah. 460 00:27:02,470 --> 00:27:04,310 - I agree. - Um... 461 00:27:05,350 --> 00:27:08,430 But as time has worn on a little bit, I think I just... 462 00:27:09,100 --> 00:27:10,600 I don't think that, um... 463 00:27:11,190 --> 00:27:14,690 I don't think it... it's what I wanted, you know? 464 00:27:15,070 --> 00:27:16,150 Okay. 465 00:27:16,230 --> 00:27:18,400 - I'm in a very different position. - Yeah. 466 00:27:18,490 --> 00:27:19,490 Like, I'm... 467 00:27:21,490 --> 00:27:22,990 uh, married, and I have kids. 468 00:27:23,070 --> 00:27:24,099 You are? 469 00:27:25,700 --> 00:27:27,450 - Can I interrupt you? - Yeah, please. 470 00:27:27,540 --> 00:27:28,680 Would you... 471 00:27:28,830 --> 00:27:31,620 Can we go sit on the couch? I feel like we're... 472 00:27:32,040 --> 00:27:33,960 Like I should have paperwork in front of me. 473 00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:36,130 Sure, yeah. 474 00:27:36,210 --> 00:27:37,800 - Okay. - Let's move to the couch. 475 00:27:40,800 --> 00:27:42,840 Hey, just to reiterate, I... 476 00:27:44,760 --> 00:27:47,160 I really don't wanna ever get in the way 477 00:27:47,170 --> 00:27:49,640 of you meeting someone, though, and... 478 00:27:49,850 --> 00:27:52,560 and having, like, a... a real... 479 00:27:55,270 --> 00:27:57,690 big kind of relationship that you wanna have. 480 00:27:58,230 --> 00:27:59,230 Yeah. 481 00:28:00,070 --> 00:28:01,650 I'm not that worried about that. 482 00:28:01,820 --> 00:28:03,450 Okay. 483 00:28:04,160 --> 00:28:06,580 - Is that okay? - Yeah, of course. 484 00:28:12,670 --> 00:28:13,670 I really missed you. 485 00:28:13,750 --> 00:28:15,250 - I love you. - I love you, too. 486 00:28:19,420 --> 00:28:21,340 I was going on all these dates and things. 487 00:28:21,420 --> 00:28:23,220 Mm-hm. 488 00:28:24,140 --> 00:28:25,300 Yeah, me too. 489 00:28:27,100 --> 00:28:28,350 I just missed you. 490 00:28:48,950 --> 00:28:50,120 Hey, I've changed my mind. 491 00:28:50,200 --> 00:28:52,500 Can you pull up here on the right? I wanna get out. 492 00:29:17,310 --> 00:29:18,360 What the fuck? 493 00:29:26,860 --> 00:29:27,990 I mean... 494 00:29:29,700 --> 00:29:30,700 what? 495 00:29:34,250 --> 00:29:35,580 Can I buy you a drink? 496 00:29:36,620 --> 00:29:37,620 Yeah. 497 00:29:40,040 --> 00:29:41,090 This is crazy. 498 00:29:43,460 --> 00:29:44,630 How surreal. 499 00:29:48,180 --> 00:29:50,050 - Hey, how are you doing? - Hi, good. 500 00:29:50,140 --> 00:29:52,180 Um, can I get a vodka soda, please? 501 00:29:52,260 --> 00:29:53,560 - I gotcha. - Thank you. 502 00:30:03,480 --> 00:30:04,490 I mean... 503 00:30:06,740 --> 00:30:07,820 this is crazy. 504 00:30:12,870 --> 00:30:13,870 Thanks. 505 00:30:17,120 --> 00:30:18,120 Cheers. 506 00:30:26,050 --> 00:30:27,050 So, how are you? 507 00:30:31,550 --> 00:30:33,140 I'm so... 508 00:30:35,430 --> 00:30:36,430 bewildered. 509 00:30:38,350 --> 00:30:39,400 Um... 510 00:30:40,440 --> 00:30:43,110 I just kind of, like, I just feel like something... 511 00:30:44,780 --> 00:30:45,780 lifted. 512 00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:49,700 I had a whole thing where I basically ruined... 513 00:30:50,530 --> 00:30:51,910 Ryan's marriage... 514 00:30:52,620 --> 00:30:53,660 uh... 515 00:30:55,160 --> 00:30:56,950 for no good reason. 516 00:30:57,200 --> 00:30:58,200 Uh... 517 00:30:58,800 --> 00:31:00,160 His... 518 00:31:00,370 --> 00:31:02,540 Sadie found a picture. 519 00:31:02,630 --> 00:31:04,300 - Oh, shit. - And... 520 00:31:05,460 --> 00:31:07,260 But what was... 521 00:31:07,630 --> 00:31:09,430 For me, what was most sort of... 522 00:31:11,550 --> 00:31:13,430 Do you... Do you care? Do you wanna know this? 523 00:31:13,510 --> 00:31:14,560 Are you kidding me? 524 00:31:14,600 --> 00:31:15,639 I just... uh... 525 00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:17,890 - Nothing I'd rather hear about. - I'm so freaked out. 526 00:31:17,980 --> 00:31:21,520 What really... I... I was really... I was very into him. 527 00:31:21,900 --> 00:31:24,610 - I... Yeah, I know. - And, uh... 528 00:31:25,190 --> 00:31:27,860 And... and then I... It, uh... it, like, lifted. 529 00:31:29,300 --> 00:31:30,520 Why? 530 00:31:30,700 --> 00:31:32,570 I... I just... I saw him. 531 00:31:32,660 --> 00:31:34,700 You know? I had... I had created this... 532 00:31:35,740 --> 00:31:38,160 - character in my mind... - Mm. 533 00:31:38,540 --> 00:31:42,120 and it was like some version of him that I had decided he was 534 00:31:42,210 --> 00:31:44,250 when he was gone in LA, and... 535 00:31:45,000 --> 00:31:47,460 I sort of combined him with my... 536 00:31:47,840 --> 00:31:50,590 the person that I knew when I was 20, and... 537 00:31:51,550 --> 00:31:56,640 decided he was... super fascinating, and, um... 538 00:31:57,430 --> 00:32:00,730 you know, cared about me, and... and I think he really does, 539 00:32:00,810 --> 00:32:03,350 - and in fact, really, really does. - Sure he does. Yeah. 540 00:32:03,440 --> 00:32:06,770 And then something... it just sort of... 541 00:32:07,110 --> 00:32:09,820 In... in dismantling of his... 542 00:32:11,360 --> 00:32:13,780 his marriage, his whole sort of... 543 00:32:14,280 --> 00:32:16,700 personhood fell apart. 544 00:32:17,080 --> 00:32:19,500 - Mm. - And I... It... it sort of, like... 545 00:32:21,660 --> 00:32:22,790 Like, the... the... 546 00:32:23,580 --> 00:32:26,290 whatever... whatever fog of... 547 00:32:28,460 --> 00:32:30,670 Just... It's so embarrassing. 548 00:32:30,970 --> 00:32:35,590 It just lifted and I'm... Now I'm, like, mortified, and I am not... 549 00:32:36,050 --> 00:32:39,720 There's a reason why I didn't end up with Ryan, you know? 550 00:32:41,890 --> 00:32:43,230 God, I'm... 551 00:32:44,230 --> 00:32:45,810 so sorry, that's a lot. 552 00:32:46,730 --> 00:32:47,940 - Yeah. - That must... 553 00:32:49,270 --> 00:32:50,690 That must be really painful. 554 00:32:52,780 --> 00:32:55,570 I mean, it's painful in that it's disappointing, 555 00:32:55,660 --> 00:32:57,410 but it's not that painful... 556 00:32:58,830 --> 00:32:59,830 for me. 557 00:33:01,370 --> 00:33:02,370 I mean, it's... 558 00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:07,000 It's depressing. 559 00:33:09,900 --> 00:33:10,960 Yeah. 560 00:33:11,050 --> 00:33:12,300 It just felt shitty. 561 00:33:15,090 --> 00:33:17,140 I had no idea. I'm sorry. 562 00:33:19,470 --> 00:33:20,850 I don't like that you had no idea. 563 00:33:20,930 --> 00:33:23,520 I don't like that you're saying sorry like you're my friend. 564 00:33:24,270 --> 00:33:26,480 - I am your friend. - I appreciate you saying you're sorry, 565 00:33:26,560 --> 00:33:29,230 - but, like, that makes me feel sad. - Why? 566 00:33:29,310 --> 00:33:31,320 Because it feels like I'm talking to a friend 567 00:33:31,400 --> 00:33:32,900 who's, like, "Oh, I'm sorry." 568 00:33:36,030 --> 00:33:37,610 Um... I... 569 00:33:39,160 --> 00:33:41,040 I mean, I don't know how else to respond. 570 00:33:41,120 --> 00:33:42,979 I'm here for you, and I love you, 571 00:33:42,980 --> 00:33:46,580 and that sounds terrible and complicated, 572 00:33:46,600 --> 00:33:48,460 and... painful for you. 573 00:33:48,540 --> 00:33:51,000 So, I'm sorry that you're experiencing... 574 00:33:51,840 --> 00:33:52,960 - distress. - I know. 575 00:33:53,050 --> 00:33:54,880 Thank you. I just... 576 00:33:57,760 --> 00:33:58,760 And I'm... 577 00:33:59,180 --> 00:34:00,180 Thank you. 578 00:34:00,260 --> 00:34:03,520 And as your friend and... and as someone who loves you, thank you, 579 00:34:03,600 --> 00:34:05,020 but I don't feel you. 580 00:34:07,770 --> 00:34:09,770 I don't like this. 581 00:34:12,940 --> 00:34:14,610 - What is this... - I don't feel you! 582 00:34:15,860 --> 00:34:17,910 - What do you mean? - I don't... I don't know. 583 00:34:17,990 --> 00:34:20,030 I just... I don't like this. 584 00:34:21,700 --> 00:34:23,290 Being in an open relationship? 585 00:34:23,910 --> 00:34:25,330 - Yeah. - Um... 586 00:34:26,830 --> 00:34:28,040 Okay. I... 587 00:34:32,380 --> 00:34:34,880 I sort of don't know how to respond. I mean, uh... 588 00:34:37,170 --> 00:34:41,010 That's a... That's... That's a big thing to take in. 589 00:34:41,100 --> 00:34:43,390 I mean, I, uh... I think I'm gonna need... 590 00:34:44,470 --> 00:34:46,140 a minute to sort of process that. 591 00:34:46,230 --> 00:34:47,310 I... 592 00:34:49,480 --> 00:34:50,520 I do like it. 593 00:34:51,560 --> 00:34:52,560 Or... 594 00:34:54,230 --> 00:34:56,279 Uh... I don't know if "like" is the right word, 595 00:34:56,280 --> 00:34:58,720 but I'm... I'm invested in it. 596 00:34:59,150 --> 00:35:01,380 And I'm interested in it, and I feel... 597 00:35:01,570 --> 00:35:04,700 challenged by it in a good, interesting way. 598 00:35:06,160 --> 00:35:08,870 And I don't know that I can walk it back at this point. 599 00:35:09,250 --> 00:35:11,290 Do you... Do you want me? 600 00:35:11,380 --> 00:35:12,380 Yes. 601 00:35:14,170 --> 00:35:15,880 - Do you? - Absolutely. 602 00:35:15,960 --> 00:35:17,460 What does that mean to you? 603 00:35:17,550 --> 00:35:18,840 - What do you mean? - What's the point? 604 00:35:18,850 --> 00:35:19,879 What does it mean to you? 605 00:35:19,880 --> 00:35:23,440 I mean, I... The point is that we have committed to each other 606 00:35:23,460 --> 00:35:24,819 and we have children, and we have a life 607 00:35:24,820 --> 00:35:27,520 that we have built together, and I'm... I don't... 608 00:35:27,850 --> 00:35:29,350 You don't have to do that, though. 609 00:35:29,430 --> 00:35:30,699 You don't have to be committed. 610 00:35:30,700 --> 00:35:32,310 You don't... You don't have to do that. 611 00:35:32,330 --> 00:35:35,080 Oh, I actually know, for the first time, 612 00:35:35,100 --> 00:35:36,800 that I don't have to do that. 613 00:35:36,860 --> 00:35:40,280 And this past year and change is the first time that I think... 614 00:35:41,240 --> 00:35:44,280 in a long time that I am consciously choosing to be with you. 615 00:35:44,660 --> 00:35:48,410 Like, I'm more awake now to the idea that I don't... 616 00:35:48,500 --> 00:35:52,370 That I'm not stuck with you or bound to you or shackled to you. 617 00:35:52,460 --> 00:35:54,590 Like, I'm now knowing that, like... 618 00:35:55,170 --> 00:35:57,300 every day, I'm choosing to... 619 00:35:58,260 --> 00:35:59,260 partner with you, 620 00:36:00,220 --> 00:36:03,050 - and... and live a life together. - But why? 621 00:36:03,500 --> 00:36:04,550 For what? 622 00:36:04,640 --> 00:36:06,810 You... It's great, like, it's great? 623 00:36:07,470 --> 00:36:09,020 I don't feel close to you. 624 00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:13,579 - I'm sorry. I don't. - Yeah, I haven't felt close to you either. 625 00:36:13,580 --> 00:36:16,020 So why, then? What... what are you getting out of this? 626 00:36:16,110 --> 00:36:18,690 I mean, it's great, 'cause you have, like, a mom 627 00:36:18,780 --> 00:36:22,400 and someone who, like... who gives a shit and takes care of you, 628 00:36:22,490 --> 00:36:24,910 but, like, you get to go and do all these fun things 629 00:36:24,990 --> 00:36:27,530 and go to your whatever things, 630 00:36:27,620 --> 00:36:30,580 - and see your girlfriends and whatever... - It hasn't been that fun for me. 631 00:36:30,660 --> 00:36:32,830 - ... your Tinder dates. - But it's... I think you're not... 632 00:36:32,920 --> 00:36:34,250 It's... This isn't fun. 633 00:36:34,540 --> 00:36:37,460 It's been incredibly messy and challenging, 634 00:36:37,540 --> 00:36:39,760 and destabilizing and upsetting. 635 00:36:42,840 --> 00:36:45,090 I mean, I... I had my heart broken recently. 636 00:36:45,180 --> 00:36:48,220 It's been so long since I've felt that... 637 00:36:49,260 --> 00:36:50,260 and it... 638 00:36:50,770 --> 00:36:51,770 shook me up. 639 00:36:53,310 --> 00:36:54,310 I feel... 640 00:36:54,730 --> 00:36:57,190 insecure and judged and... 641 00:36:58,360 --> 00:37:01,190 ugly and fat and old and... 642 00:37:01,650 --> 00:37:04,240 unattractive and completely... 643 00:37:05,240 --> 00:37:07,740 uncool and ill-equipped to be, like... 644 00:37:08,280 --> 00:37:10,950 throwing myself out there, but I keep doing it 645 00:37:11,450 --> 00:37:13,210 because I was dead. 646 00:37:16,960 --> 00:37:18,710 I mean, we were... we were stuck. 647 00:37:21,260 --> 00:37:23,220 And now I feel like we're not stuck. 648 00:37:24,630 --> 00:37:26,760 And I don't know what I'm doing, 649 00:37:26,840 --> 00:37:30,510 but I feel like I'm actually engaging with the world again. 650 00:37:34,730 --> 00:37:37,900 But you're not engaging with me. You don't want me. 651 00:37:40,190 --> 00:37:41,980 I do want you, and I hear that, 652 00:37:42,070 --> 00:37:44,070 but I think we're not engaging with each other. 653 00:37:44,150 --> 00:37:45,490 I don't think this is about... 654 00:37:46,610 --> 00:37:48,530 No, we're not. We're not engaging with each other. 655 00:37:48,620 --> 00:37:51,790 But I just don't... I don't feel like... You don't want me. 656 00:37:52,620 --> 00:37:53,950 You don't want me. 657 00:37:54,660 --> 00:37:56,250 - Andi, you need to trust... - It feels... 658 00:37:56,330 --> 00:37:58,830 - It feels like you don't want me. - Don't tell me what I want. 659 00:37:58,920 --> 00:38:00,380 If this is gonna work, we gotta... 660 00:38:00,460 --> 00:38:03,760 Like, if I'm saying I want you, you have to trust that. 661 00:38:03,840 --> 00:38:06,260 Do I always want you in the same way? No. 662 00:38:06,680 --> 00:38:09,340 Like, I think spending a life with someone is about... 663 00:38:10,050 --> 00:38:13,720 riding the wave of ups and downs and, like, I'm aware that... 664 00:38:13,810 --> 00:38:16,770 Yeah, but you're not talking about the thing that I'm talking about. 665 00:38:16,850 --> 00:38:19,560 - What are you talking about? - That you're... That you're... 666 00:38:19,650 --> 00:38:23,190 Like, I don't wanna actually go do this shit with other guys. 667 00:38:23,780 --> 00:38:26,530 - I don't want to. I don't... I don't... - Okay. Okay! 668 00:38:29,820 --> 00:38:31,410 I wanted to have sex... 669 00:38:32,450 --> 00:38:35,410 and we weren't having sex, and I wanted... I wanted that. 670 00:38:38,750 --> 00:38:39,790 Yeah, me too. 671 00:38:41,040 --> 00:38:42,590 And now that's happening. 672 00:38:42,840 --> 00:38:44,760 Yeah, and now I just feel like... 673 00:38:46,420 --> 00:38:47,420 Why? 674 00:38:48,630 --> 00:38:49,630 For what? 675 00:38:56,600 --> 00:38:58,810 - I... I mean... - Is that really what it is? 676 00:38:59,440 --> 00:39:01,690 - I... - You need, you have to fuck other people? 677 00:39:01,770 --> 00:39:03,230 You know that that's not... 678 00:39:03,320 --> 00:39:05,280 I'm... I'm genuinely asking. 679 00:39:05,650 --> 00:39:06,650 What is it, then? 680 00:39:07,650 --> 00:39:09,400 No, I mean it's not about... 681 00:39:09,540 --> 00:39:10,740 I think... 682 00:39:10,910 --> 00:39:11,910 you're the one... 683 00:39:12,370 --> 00:39:13,450 who... 684 00:39:13,530 --> 00:39:15,120 this has been more about, like, 685 00:39:15,200 --> 00:39:17,250 when you say, like, "I just wanted to have sex." 686 00:39:17,270 --> 00:39:18,620 Well, I wanted to feel sexy, 687 00:39:18,710 --> 00:39:21,320 - and I wanted to feel paid attention to. - Right, but I'm actually... 688 00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:22,940 I'm like... 689 00:39:23,250 --> 00:39:25,500 in a relationship with someone. 690 00:39:26,160 --> 00:39:27,340 - Like... - You mean... 691 00:39:27,520 --> 00:39:28,630 Amy. 692 00:39:29,130 --> 00:39:30,130 Like, we... 693 00:39:32,760 --> 00:39:35,510 We're figuring it out. We... We... 694 00:39:36,770 --> 00:39:38,100 sort of re... 695 00:39:39,270 --> 00:39:40,940 considered being together tonight. 696 00:39:41,020 --> 00:39:43,810 We reconciled. We are... 697 00:39:44,940 --> 00:39:46,400 reengaging with each other. 698 00:39:49,030 --> 00:39:51,490 And I don't know what that'll be. I mean, I... It... 699 00:39:53,990 --> 00:39:57,950 Yeah, I... I might be playing with fire. It's, like, it has... 700 00:39:58,540 --> 00:40:01,080 sort of, eventually, an expiration date, 701 00:40:01,160 --> 00:40:04,170 because she wants to be married and have kids, 702 00:40:04,250 --> 00:40:07,090 and... and I can't give that to her. 703 00:40:07,170 --> 00:40:09,510 So I know that she might meet someone, but... 704 00:40:10,470 --> 00:40:12,630 I don't wanna shut myself off to... 705 00:40:14,180 --> 00:40:15,470 continuing to know her. 706 00:40:30,240 --> 00:40:31,240 Okay. 707 00:40:32,300 --> 00:40:33,360 Okay. 708 00:40:33,450 --> 00:40:36,200 Look, I hear, I see that this is really hard for you. 709 00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:37,280 Do you love her? 710 00:40:38,200 --> 00:40:39,200 Yeah. 711 00:40:44,210 --> 00:40:45,500 What is the point? 712 00:40:45,710 --> 00:40:47,670 Why are you talking... Why are you here? 713 00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:51,340 Why are you doing this? 714 00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:53,090 Why? 715 00:40:53,550 --> 00:40:54,720 It sucks. 716 00:40:55,300 --> 00:40:56,680 Fucking sucks. 717 00:40:59,180 --> 00:41:00,720 It sucks for me. 718 00:41:00,970 --> 00:41:02,560 For me, it sucks. 719 00:41:04,520 --> 00:41:05,770 Do you understand? 720 00:41:06,440 --> 00:41:08,400 - Now... Now I do. I... - It sucks! 721 00:41:15,490 --> 00:41:18,700 - I'm so sorry. I... - How would you feel? 722 00:41:22,780 --> 00:41:23,879 What do you mean? I mean, like, 723 00:41:23,880 --> 00:41:28,100 you've been obsessed with Ryan for weeks now. 724 00:41:28,250 --> 00:41:29,420 - I feel... - That's exactly right. 725 00:41:29,440 --> 00:41:31,160 I've been obsessed. 726 00:41:31,590 --> 00:41:33,840 - And so stupid. - Uh... I guess I just don't know 727 00:41:33,860 --> 00:41:35,800 what you thought we were doing. 728 00:41:35,880 --> 00:41:38,720 - I don't know what we're doing. - I feel a little, like... 729 00:41:40,140 --> 00:41:41,310 uh, tricked right now. 730 00:41:41,390 --> 00:41:43,270 - Like, we've been... - I'm sorry, I don't mean to... 731 00:41:43,350 --> 00:41:46,190 You've known about Amy from the beginning. Like, we've... 732 00:41:46,260 --> 00:41:47,360 I... 733 00:41:47,600 --> 00:41:49,479 I think what's happening here is, like, we ha... 734 00:41:49,480 --> 00:41:51,610 we lost each other in this. 735 00:41:51,690 --> 00:41:53,360 We have not been... 736 00:41:53,860 --> 00:41:55,260 You haven't told me any of this. 737 00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:56,610 You haven't shared any of this with me. 738 00:41:56,620 --> 00:41:58,020 Obviously I've known something was going on, 739 00:41:58,040 --> 00:42:00,120 because you've been really sharp with me, 740 00:42:00,140 --> 00:42:02,380 and I'm sure I have been with you. 741 00:42:02,870 --> 00:42:04,200 But... And I get it. 742 00:42:04,290 --> 00:42:06,870 - It's horrible to hear that... - I'm not even mad at you. 743 00:42:06,960 --> 00:42:09,710 I'm not mad at all. I'm just so sad. 744 00:42:11,210 --> 00:42:12,800 You can't get it back. 745 00:42:13,960 --> 00:42:16,010 Can you? How do you get it back? 746 00:42:17,340 --> 00:42:18,970 This is so stupid. 747 00:42:20,180 --> 00:42:21,720 I feel so stupid. 748 00:42:25,980 --> 00:42:28,919 I don't know. I don't wanna do it. You can be in love with her. 749 00:42:30,230 --> 00:42:32,070 Obviously, I can't stop you. 750 00:42:34,400 --> 00:42:36,360 But I don't think you'll get closer to me 751 00:42:36,440 --> 00:42:37,650 - by being in love with her. - I... 752 00:42:37,740 --> 00:42:39,030 - By being with her. - I don't think 753 00:42:39,110 --> 00:42:41,490 this is something that we can decide in a bar. 754 00:42:41,580 --> 00:42:45,750 - You don't have to decide anything. - Like, I think that I deserve more... 755 00:42:46,370 --> 00:42:48,250 of a continuing... 756 00:42:48,790 --> 00:42:50,670 conversation and process about this. 757 00:42:50,750 --> 00:42:51,840 I think maybe 758 00:42:51,920 --> 00:42:54,550 - we can talk about it in couples' therapy. - What am I getting? 759 00:42:54,630 --> 00:42:56,880 I don't know. You need to tell me what you're getting. 760 00:42:57,420 --> 00:43:00,220 But I also know you weren't getting anything out of our marriage 761 00:43:00,550 --> 00:43:02,720 - a year and a half ago. - Yeah, yeah, you're right. 762 00:43:02,850 --> 00:43:05,470 So I don't know what you wanna go back to, Andi. 763 00:43:06,060 --> 00:43:07,680 I don't know what was so thrilling 764 00:43:07,770 --> 00:43:09,390 - and compelling for you before. - Right. 765 00:43:10,480 --> 00:43:11,610 I don't know. 766 00:43:12,480 --> 00:43:13,480 I think it was... 767 00:43:14,320 --> 00:43:17,440 compelling to love someone and be loved. 768 00:43:18,150 --> 00:43:20,410 I think that's pretty compelling, you know? 769 00:43:21,450 --> 00:43:24,950 I know this is stupid and I'm sorry, but it's just sad. 770 00:43:26,160 --> 00:43:27,200 I'm sorry. 771 00:43:28,200 --> 00:43:30,370 I'm not trying to take anything away from you. 772 00:43:30,460 --> 00:43:32,580 I just feel so sad. 773 00:43:33,540 --> 00:43:35,670 We don't have to do anything. It's fine. 774 00:43:35,800 --> 00:43:37,260 You can be with her. 775 00:43:37,340 --> 00:43:39,220 - I just don't wanna do it. - All right. 776 00:43:40,590 --> 00:43:43,300 And... And I hear that. I hear what you're saying. 777 00:43:44,140 --> 00:43:47,600 I'm asking you to also hear me and meet me halfway, in that... 778 00:43:48,020 --> 00:43:49,440 I think right now you're... 779 00:43:49,460 --> 00:43:51,310 you're making this a little black and white. 780 00:43:51,390 --> 00:43:53,720 I don't know what will happen with her. 781 00:43:53,860 --> 00:43:55,900 I don't... I... I love her. 782 00:43:55,980 --> 00:43:57,780 I have love for her. 783 00:43:57,860 --> 00:44:01,280 She is... has become a very special person to me. 784 00:44:01,360 --> 00:44:04,660 It's also very possible that tomorrow, she will freak out again 785 00:44:04,740 --> 00:44:06,410 and say, "I don't wanna do this." 786 00:44:06,490 --> 00:44:09,700 It's not really about what she's gonna do, for me. 787 00:44:09,790 --> 00:44:11,920 I don't really care what she's gonna do. 788 00:44:12,420 --> 00:44:13,960 I feel sorry for her. 789 00:44:14,040 --> 00:44:15,590 I'm sad for her, too. 790 00:44:15,670 --> 00:44:17,060 I just think there's a real possibility 791 00:44:17,070 --> 00:44:19,210 that you're gonna change your mind... 792 00:44:19,300 --> 00:44:21,380 in a couple of days, and realize that... 793 00:44:31,350 --> 00:44:32,600 I don't know what to say. 794 00:44:32,690 --> 00:44:36,610 I mean, I... I don't see right now how I can walk this decision back, 795 00:44:36,690 --> 00:44:38,190 I mean, I feel like... 796 00:44:38,650 --> 00:44:40,070 I have opened up a whole... 797 00:44:41,360 --> 00:44:43,530 Pandora's Box that, like, I'm not... 798 00:44:45,160 --> 00:44:48,370 I'm committed to this more than just, like, having sex with people. 799 00:44:48,450 --> 00:44:50,160 Like, it's actually, like, a... 800 00:44:50,540 --> 00:44:52,210 It feels like an intrinsic... 801 00:44:53,210 --> 00:44:56,380 shift inside of, like, who I am and how I view the world, 802 00:44:56,460 --> 00:44:59,380 and how I feel like... uh... 803 00:45:01,590 --> 00:45:04,340 I like myself better now. I like... 804 00:45:05,760 --> 00:45:07,050 our life better now. 805 00:45:07,140 --> 00:45:11,890 I feel better about myself. I feel more in my... 806 00:45:12,980 --> 00:45:14,810 self than I ever did. 807 00:45:16,020 --> 00:45:18,770 And I don't believe that it's healthy... 808 00:45:19,650 --> 00:45:21,570 for us or anyone to... 809 00:45:21,990 --> 00:45:24,740 lock into this... 810 00:45:26,700 --> 00:45:28,779 you know, "I own you and you own me 811 00:45:28,780 --> 00:45:30,740 and you can't think about anybody else." 812 00:45:30,770 --> 00:45:32,540 And, I mean... 813 00:45:33,870 --> 00:45:37,380 I'm not saying that we have to always have sex with other people 814 00:45:37,460 --> 00:45:40,040 or relationships with other people, but, like, I think... 815 00:45:40,130 --> 00:45:41,630 the open, the con... uh... 816 00:45:42,170 --> 00:45:43,760 Having the conversation, to me, 817 00:45:43,840 --> 00:45:46,590 makes me feel like it's not taboo, and it's not... 818 00:45:47,260 --> 00:45:50,600 And that I'm not perverted, and that, like, I can... 819 00:45:52,520 --> 00:45:53,930 That I'm not trapped. 820 00:46:01,520 --> 00:46:02,900 I don't wanna trap you. 821 00:46:09,450 --> 00:46:11,410 I'd like to continue figuring out... 822 00:46:12,910 --> 00:46:15,910 being together side-by-side, raising our children, and... 823 00:46:21,250 --> 00:46:23,510 growing up as people together, and... 824 00:46:23,590 --> 00:46:25,840 But, like, if you're not interested in that, 825 00:46:25,920 --> 00:46:29,550 then we can start talking about what that looks like, but I'm not... 826 00:46:30,930 --> 00:46:31,930 Um... 827 00:46:32,640 --> 00:46:34,930 I'm not interested in making some snap decision 828 00:46:35,020 --> 00:46:37,100 tonight, or any night soon, about... 829 00:46:37,440 --> 00:46:39,650 - I'm just lonely. - Yeah. 830 00:46:41,360 --> 00:46:42,940 I mean, I'm not just lonely. 831 00:46:43,360 --> 00:46:44,400 I'm lonely. 832 00:46:44,480 --> 00:46:45,480 I get it. 833 00:46:45,990 --> 00:46:46,990 This isn't... 834 00:46:48,660 --> 00:46:49,700 This isn't good. 835 00:46:52,400 --> 00:46:54,789 I don't have to make any snap decisions. 836 00:46:54,790 --> 00:46:56,620 I'm just saying it isn't good. 837 00:46:57,460 --> 00:46:59,790 And it sounds like it's really good for you. 838 00:46:59,870 --> 00:47:01,000 No, That's... I mean, like... 839 00:47:01,080 --> 00:47:02,619 No, you just... you just said 840 00:47:02,620 --> 00:47:04,250 all the ways in which it's good for you, 841 00:47:04,340 --> 00:47:05,510 and I'm... I'm really happy. 842 00:47:05,590 --> 00:47:08,680 And I know I don't look happy, but I'm happy for you and I mean that. 843 00:47:09,380 --> 00:47:10,510 I can't deny that. 844 00:47:14,510 --> 00:47:15,560 Yeah. 845 00:47:16,350 --> 00:47:17,350 I think... 846 00:47:17,770 --> 00:47:19,440 you're romanticizing... 847 00:47:19,940 --> 00:47:20,940 this whole... 848 00:47:21,700 --> 00:47:22,820 thing. 849 00:47:22,960 --> 00:47:24,120 Uh... 850 00:47:24,150 --> 00:47:26,820 - Okay. - And I say that as a friend. 851 00:47:27,690 --> 00:47:29,860 I don't... I'm not saying that, like, you're a dumb fuck. 852 00:47:29,950 --> 00:47:32,320 I'm saying I think you're romanticizing... 853 00:47:33,870 --> 00:47:37,200 That you're having a romance with your... your idea of this, 854 00:47:37,840 --> 00:47:40,019 and it's 'cause it's feeling really good 855 00:47:40,020 --> 00:47:41,820 and you're in love with someone. 856 00:47:43,130 --> 00:47:44,170 I mean... 857 00:47:44,670 --> 00:47:47,340 I've never been with... in love with anyone else. 858 00:47:49,670 --> 00:47:52,260 The only person I've ever been in love with was you. 859 00:48:02,940 --> 00:48:06,270 Can we just go? I don't... I don't feel like crying anymore. 860 00:48:06,360 --> 00:48:07,360 I'm sick of it. 861 00:48:11,650 --> 00:48:12,650 Yeah. 862 00:48:18,870 --> 00:48:20,620 Let me pay for these drinks. 863 00:48:51,570 --> 00:48:52,570 I do love you. 864 00:48:55,030 --> 00:48:56,490 I love you, too. 865 00:49:01,660 --> 00:49:02,660 So much. 866 00:49:14,260 --> 00:49:16,050 Can you just think about me... 867 00:49:17,220 --> 00:49:18,350 for tonight? 868 00:49:21,390 --> 00:49:23,230 And will you not look at your phone? 869 00:49:25,600 --> 00:49:26,600 Yeah. 870 00:49:28,980 --> 00:49:30,150 Absolutely. 871 00:49:31,620 --> 00:49:33,440 Let's go relieve the babysitter. 872 00:49:43,550 --> 00:49:48,550 - Synced & corrected by MementMori - -- www.addic7ed.com -- 63362

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